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i_o to_o praise_n and_o to_o confess_v to_o thou_o for_o what_o i_o know_v i_o confess_v unto_o thou_o o_o lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o i_o sing_v praise_n unto_o thou_o for_o my_o first_o be_v and_o infancy_n which_o i_o have_v no_o memory_n of_o and_o thou_o have_v give_v leave_n to_o man_n by_o other_o to_o conjecture_v of_o himself_o and_o upon_o the_o credit_n of_o woman_n to_o believe_v many_o thing_n that_o concern_v himself_o for_o even_o then_o have_v i_o life_n and_o be_v and_o towards_o the_o end_n of_o my_o infancy_n i_o seek_v for_o some_o signification_n to_o express_v my_o meaning_n by_o unto_o other_o whence_o can_v such_o a_o live_a creature_n come_v but_o from_o thou_o o_o lord_n or_o have_v any_o man_n the_o skill_n to_o frame_v himself_o or_o be_v any_o vein_n of_o we_o by_o which_o be_v and_o life_n run_v into_o we_o derive_v from_o any_o original_n but_o thy_o workmanship_n o_o lord_n to_o who_o be_v and_o live_v be_v not_o several_a thing_n because_o 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prey_n by_o those_o fly_a spirit_n for_o by_o more_o way_n than_o one_o be_v there_o sacrrifice_v offer_v to_o the_o collapse_a angel_n chap._n 18._o that_o man_n care_v more_o to_o observe_v the_o rule_n of_o grammar_n than_o the_o law_n of_o god_n 1._o but_o what_o wonder_n be_v it_o if_o i_o be_v thus_o carry_v towards_o vanity_n and_o estrange_v from_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n wheneas_o such_o man_n be_v propound_v to_o i_o to_o imitate_v who_o shall_v they_o deliver_v any_o of_o their_o own_o act_n though_o not_o evil_a with_o any_o barbarism_n or_o solecism_n they_o be_v utter_o dash_v out_o of_o countenance_n but_o shall_v they_o make_v a_o copious_a and_o neat_a oration_n of_o their_o own_o lust_n in_o a_o round_a and_o well_o follow_v stile_n will_v take_v a_o pride_n to_o be_v applaud_v for_o it_o these_o thing_n thou_o see_v o_o lord_n long_o suffer_v and_o of_o much_o mercy_n and_o truth_n and_o thou_o keep_v silence_n but_o will_v thou_o be_v silent_a for_o ever_o and_o 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that_o he_o do_v worse_a skath_z to_o another_o man_n by_o persecute_v he_o than_o he_o do_v to_o his_o own_o heart_n by_o contrive_v enmity_n against_o he_o 3._o and_o certain_o there_o be_v no_o other_o inward_a knowledge_n of_o letter_n but_o this_o law_n of_o nature_n write_v in_o the_o conscience_n not_o to_o do_v to_o another_o what_o himself_o 11._o will_v not_o suffer_v how_o secret_a be_v thou_o o_o thou_o only_o great_a god_n which_o dwell_v in_o the_o high_a and_o in_o silence_n with_o a_o untyred_a destiny_n disperse_v blindness_n for_o punishment_n upon_o unlawful_a desire_n when_o a_o man_n affect_v the_o credit_n of_o eloquence_n stand_v before_o a_o mortal_a judge_n a_o multitude_n of_o mortal_n stand_v about_o he_o inveigh_v against_o his_o adversary_n with_o his_o fierce_a hatred_n he_o take_v heed_n most_o watchful_o that_o his_o tongue_n trip_v not_o before_o man_n but_o take_v no_o heed_n at_o all_o lest_o through_o the_o fury_n of_o his_o spirit_n he_o shall_v destroy_v a_o man_n out_o of_o the_o society_n of_o man_n chap._n 19_o how_o he_o be_v more_o careful_a to_o avoid_v barbarism_n of_o speech_n than_o corruption_n of_o manner_n 1._o in_o the_o roadway_n of_o these_o custom_n lay_v i_o wretched_a boy_n and_o upon_o that_o stage_n i_o play_v my_o prize_n where_o i_o more_o fear_v to_o commit_v a_o barbarism_n in_o speak_v than_o i_o take_v care_n when_o i_o commit_v any_o not_o to_o envy_v those_o that_o commit_v none_o all_o this_o i_o declare_v and_o confess_v to_o thou_o my_o god_n namely_o in_o what_o thing_n i_o be_v by_o they_o applaud_v to_o please_v who_o i_o then_o account_v equal_a to_o live_v honest_o for_o i_o then_o discern_v not_o that_o whirlpool_n of_o filthiness_n whereinto_o i_o be_v cast_v from_o thy_o eye_n for_o in_o thy_o eye_n what_o be_v more_o filthy_a than_o i_o where_o also_o i_o displease_v such_o as_o myself_o with_o innumerable_a lie_n deceive_v both_o my_o tutor_n and_o master_n and_o parent_n all_o for_o love_n of_o play_n out_o of_o a_o desire_n to_o see_v toy_n and_o of_o imitate_v they_o with_o a_o ridiculous_a unrestfulnesse_n 2._o thievery_n also_o i_o commit_v out_o of_o my_o father_n buttery_n and_o table_n either_o gluttony_n oft_o command_v i_o or_o that_o i_o may_v have_v something_o to_o give_v my_o playfellow_n selling-mee_a their_o baby_n with_o which_o they_o be_v as_o much_o delight_v as_o myself_o in_o these_o play-game_n i_o be_v often_o over-matcht_a do_v with_o a_o vain_a desire_n to_o be_v count_v excellent_a aspire_v to_o win_v though_o by_o foul_a play_n and_o what_o be_v i_o so_o unwilling_a to_o endure_v and_o what_o if_o i_o find_v out_o the_o deceit_n will_v i_o so_o fierce_o wrangle_v at_o as_o even_o those_o very_a trick_n which_o i_o will_v put_v upon_o other_o and_o be_v myself_o take_v with_o the_o manner_n i_o will_v rather_o fall_v flat_a out_o than_o yield_v to_o it_o 3._o be_v this_o that_o childish_a innocence_n it_o be_v not_o lord_n it_o be_v not_o 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i_o also_o bring_v forth_o whatsoever_o i_o have_v conceive_v hereby_o it_o clear_o appear_v that_o a_o free_a curiosity_n have_v more_o force_n in_o child_n learning_n of_o language_n than_o a_o frightful_a enforcement_n can_v have_v but_o the_o unsettledness_n of_o that_o freedom_n this_o enforcement_n restrain_v thy_o law_n o_o god_n yea_o thy_o law_n even_o from_o the_o schoolmaster_n ferula_fw-la to_o the_o martyr_n trial_n be_v able_a to_o temper_v wholesome_a and_o bitter_a together_o call_v we_o back_o by_o that_o mean_n unto_o thyself_o even_o from_o that_o infectious_a sweetness_n which_o at_o first_o allure_v we_o to_o fall_v away_o from_o thou_o chap._n 15._o his_o prayer_n to_o god_n 1._o hear_v my_o prayer_n o_o lord_n let_v not_o my_o soul_n faint_a under_o thy_o correction_n nor_o let_v i_o faint_v in_o confess_v unto_o thou_o thy_o own_o mercy_n by_o which_o thou_o have_v draw_v i_o out_o of_o all_o my_o own_o most_o wicked_a course_n that_o thyself_o may_v from_o hence_o forward_o grow_v sweet_a unto_o i_o beyond_o all_o those_o allurement_n which_o heretofore_o i_o follow_v and_o that_o i_o may_v most_o entire_o love_v thou_o and_o lie_v hold_v upon_o thy_o hand_n with_o all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o heart_n that_o thou_o may_v final_o draw_v i_o out_o of_o all_o danger_n of_o temptation_n 2._o for_o behold_v o_o lord_n my_o king_n whatsoever_o good_a i_o have_v learn_v be_v a_o boy_n unto_o thy_o service_n let_v it_o be_v all_o direct_v yea_o whatsoever_o i_o speak_v or_o write_v or_o read_v or_o number_n let_v all_o serve_v thou_o for_o when_o i_o learn_v vain_a thing_n thou_o do_v discipline_n i_o and_o in_o those_o vanity_n thou_o forgave_v the_o sinfulness_n of_o my_o delight_n in_o they_o in_o those_o study_n i_o learn_v many_o useful_a word_n but_o those_o may_v have_v be_v also_o learned_a in_o study_n not_o so_o vain_a which_o be_v i_o confess_v the_o safe_a way_n for_o child_n to_o be_v train_v up_o in_o chap._n 16._o against_o lascivious_a fable_n 1._o but_o woe_n unto_o thou_o o_o thou_o torrent_n of_o humane_a custom_n who_o shall_v stop_v the_o course_n of_o thou_o when_o will_v thou_o be_v dry_a how_o long_o will_v thou_o continue_v tumble_v the_o son_n of_o eve_n into_o that_o huge_a and_o hidcous_a ocean_n which_o they_o very_o hardly_o pass_v who_o be_v well_o ship_v do_v i_o not_o read_v in_o thou_o of_o jupiter_n sometime_o thunder_v and_o sometime_o adulterate_v but_o very_o both_o these_o can_v not_o one_o person_n do_v but_o this_o be_v feign_a that_o he_o may_v have_v authority_n to_o imitate_v true-acted_n adultery_n false_a thunder_n the_o mean_a while_n play_v the_o bawd_n to_o he_o yet_o which_o of_o our_o understand_v grave_a master_n can_v with_o any_o patience_n hear_v a_o man_n that_o shall_v in_o his_o school_n cry_v out_o say_v homer_n feign_v these_o and_o ascribe_v man_n fault_n unto_o the_o god_n but_o i_o have_v rather_o he_o have_v derive_v divine_a excellency_n upon_o we_o but_o more_o true_o be_v it_o say_v that_o homer_n feign_v these_o thing_n indeed_o and_o that_o by_o his_o attribute_v divine_a excellency_n to_o most_o wicked_a mortal_n crime_n may_v not_o be_v account_v crime_n so_o that_o whosoever_o shall_v commit_v the_o like_a seem_v not_o therein_o to_o imitate_v desperate_a people_n but_o some_o heavenly_a deity_n 2._o this_o notwithstanding_o o_o thou_o hellish_a torrent_n be_v the_o son_n of_o man_n cast_v into_o thou_o with_o reward_n propound_v to_o allure_v child_n to_o learn_v these_o fable_n and_o a_o great_a solemnity_n be_v make_v of_o it_o when_o it_o be_v plead_v for_o open_o in_o the_o assemble_v and_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o law_n which_o allow_v stipend_n to_o the_o teacher_n over_o and_o above_o the_o reward_n unto_o the_o scholar_n yet_o o_o torrent_n thou_o be_v still_o beat_v upon_o thy_o rock_n roar_v out_o and_o cry_v here_o be_v fine_a word_n to_o be_v learn_v here_o eloquence_n be_v attain_v eloquence_n so_o necessary_a to_o persuade_v to_o business_n and_o with_o advantage_n to_o express_v sentence_n but_o for_o all_o this_o shall_v we_o never_o so_o pathetical_a have_v understand_v these_o word_n the_o golden_a shower_n the_o lap_n the_o deceit_n the_o temple_n of_o heaven_n and_o such_o other_o write_v â—_o the_o same_o place_n have_v not_o terâ—nâ—_n withal_o bring_v a_o lewd_a your_o man_n upon_o the_o stage_n propound_v jupiter_n to_o himself_o for_o a_o example_n of_o his_o adultery_n whâ—â—_n he_o behold_v a_o certain_a picture_n â—â—_o the_o wall_n wherein_o be_v set_v out_o tâ—_n the_o life_n the_o story_n of_o jupiter_n rain_v a_o golden_a shower_n into_o dâ—â—aes_n lap_n deceive_v the_o simpâ—â—_n maiden_n by_o that_o mean_n show_v that_o young_a man_n provoke_v himself_o to_o lust_n as_o if_o he_o have_v he_o a_o celestial_a authority_n for_o it_o 3._o but_o what_o god_n do_v i_o imitate_v say_v he_o even_o that_o god_n who_o with_o a_o mighty_a thunder_n shake_v the_o very_a arch_n of_o 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exercise_v youth_n in_o repeat_v and_o vary_v of_o verse_n 1._o give_v i_o leave_v o_o my_o god_n to_o tell_v thou_o something_o and_o that_o of_o my_o own_o wit_n which_o be_v thy_o gift_n and_o what_o dotage_n i_o spend_v it_o upon-my_a master_n put_v a_o task_n upon_o i_o troublesome_a enough_o to_o my_o soul_n and_o that_o upon_o term_n of_o reward_n of_o commendation_n or_o fear_v of_o shame_n and_o whip_n namely_o that_o i_o shall_v declaim_v upon_o those_o word_n of_o juno_n express_v both_o her_o anger_n and_o sorrow_n that_o she_o can_v not_o keep_v off_o the_o trojane_n king_n from_o go_v into_o italy_n which_o word_n i_o have_v hear_v that_o juno_n never_o utter_v yet_o be_v we_o enforce_v to_o imitate_v the_o passage_n of_o these_o poetical_a fiction_n and_o to_o vary_v that_o into_o prose_n which_o the_o poet_n have_v express_v in_o verse_n and_o he_o decliam_v with_o most_o applause_n in_o who_o action_n according_a to_o the_o dignity_n of_o the_o person_n represent_v there_o appear_v a_o affection_n near_o to_o anger_n or_o grief_n set_v out_o with_o word_n most_o agreeable_a to_o the_o matter_n 2._o but_o to_o what_o end_n be_v this_o o_o my_o true_a life_n my_o god_n why_o be_v my_o declamation_n more_o applaud_v than_o so_o many_o other_o of_o my_o own_o age_n and_o form_n be_v not_o all_o this_o mere_a smoke_n and_o wind_n and_o can_v no_o other_o subject_n be_v find_v to_o exercise_v my_o wit_n and_o tongue_n in_o thy_o praise_n o_o lord_n thy_o praise_n may_v have_v stay_v the_o tender_a sprig_n of_o my_o heart_n upon_o the_o prop_n of_o thy_o scripture_n that_o it_o may_v not_o have_v be_v crop_v off_o by_o these_o empty_a vanity_n to_o be_v catch_v up_o as_o a_o
my_o soul_n be_v not_o affright_v at_o it_o i_o will_v love_v thou_o o_o lord_n and_o thank_v thou_o and_o i_o will_v confess_v unto_o thy_o name_n because_o thou_o have_v forgive_v i_o this_o crime_n and_o these_o heinous_a deed_n of_o i_o unto_o thy_o grace_n and_o mercy_n do_v i_o ascribe_v that_o thou_o have_v dissolve_v my_o sin_n as_o it_o be_v ice_n yea_o unto_o thy_o grace_n do_v i_o ascribe_v whatsoever_o evil_n i_o have_v not_o do_v for_o what_o evil_a be_v not_o i_o apt_a enough_o to_o commit_v who_o love_v the_o sin_n for_o the_o sin_n sake_n yea_o all_o i_o confess_v to_o be_v forgive_v i_o both_o what_o evil_n i_o commit_v wilful_o and_o what_o by_o thy_o guidance_n i_o have_v not_o commit_v 2._o what_o man_n be_v he_o who_o upon_o consideration_n of_o his_o own_o infirmity_n dare_v so_o far_o to_o ascribe_v his_o chastity_n and_o innocency_n to_o his_o own_o virtue_n as_o that_o he_o thereupon_o shall_v love_v thou_o the_o less_o as_o if_o thy_o mercy_n by_o which_o thou_o forgive_v those_o that_o turn_v unto_o thou_o have_v be_v less_o necessary_a for_o he_o who_o soever_o now_o be_v effectual_o call_v by_o thou_o have_v obey_v thy_o voice_n and_o decline_v those_o transgression_n which_o he_o here_o read_v i_o remember_v and_o confess_v of_o myself_o let_v he_o not_o laugh_v at_o i_o who_o be_o now_o cure_v by_o that_o same_o physician_n who_o minister_v unto_o he_o such_o preservative_n that_o he_o may_v not_o be_v sick_a at_o all_o or_o but_o a_o little_a distemper_v rather_o but_o let_v he_o take_v occasion_n thereupon_o to_o love_v thou_o so_o much_o yea_o so_o much_o the_o more_o since_o by_o that_o physician_n he_o have_v observe_v i_o to_o have_v be_v recover_v out_o of_o such_o deep_a consumption_n of_o sinfulness_n by_o the_o same_o hand_n he_o perceive_v himself_o not_o to_o have_v be_v encumber_v by_o the_o like_a chap._n 8._o what_o he_o love_v in_o that_o his_o theft_n 1._o what_o fruit_n have_v i_o wretched_a man_n heretofore_o 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inquire_v into_o and_o to_o discuss_v and_o consider_v better_o of_o for_o have_v i_o then_o love_v those_o pear_n which_o i_o steal_v i_o may_v have_v do_v it_o by_o myself_o have_v it_o be_v enough_o bare_o to_o commit_v the_o the_o every_o by_o which_o i_o may_v attain_v my_o pleasure_n nor_o need_v i_o have_v provoke_v that_o itch_n of_o my_o own_o desire_n by_o the_o rub_n of_o those_o guilty_a conscience_n but_o because_o the_o pleasure_n i_o take_v consist_v not_o in_o those_o pear_n it_o must_v needs_o therefore_o be_v in_o the_o very_a prank_n itself_o which_o the_o company_n of_o we_o offender_n joint_o commit_v together_o chap._n 9_o bad_a company_n be_v infectious_a 1._o what_o kind_n of_o disposition_n be_v that_o then_o for_o it_o be_v too_o bad_a plain_o and_o woe_n to_o i_o that_o i_o have_v it_o but_o yet_o what_o be_v it_o oh_o whâ—_n can_v 12_o understand_v his_o error_n we_o laugh_v hearty_o till_o we_o tickle_v again_o that_o we_o can_v beguile_v the_o owner_n 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tutor_n see_v i_o err_v so_o edify_v foul_o and_o with_o so_o much_o sacrilegious_a shamefulnesse_n in_o the_o doctrine_n of_o piety_n or_o what_o hindrance_n be_v a_o far_o slow_a wit_n to_o thy_o little_a one_o see_v they_o straggle_v not_o so_o far_o from_o thou_o but_o that_o in_o the_o nest_n of_o thy_o church_n they_o may_v secure_o plume_v themselves_o and_o nourish_v the_o wing_n of_o charity_n by_o the_o food_n of_o a_o solid_a faith_n 5._o o_o lord_n our_o god_n under_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o wing_n let_v we_o hope_v defend_v thou_o &_o hold_v we_o up_o thou_o shall_v bear_v we_o up_o both_o while_o we_o be_v little_a and_o when_o we_o be_v gray-headed_a for_o our_o weakness_n
unto_o thou_o namely_o that_o thou_o shall_v be_v rather_o think_v to_o suffer_v ill_a than_o man_n to_o do_v ill_o chap._n 4._o god_n can_v be_v compel_v 1._o in_o this_o sort_n do_v i_o endeavour_v now_o to_o find_v out_o the_o rest_n as_o i_o have_v already_o find_v that_o what_o be_v incorruptible_a must_v needs_o be_v better_a than_o that_o which_o be_v corruptible_a and_o thou_o therefore_o whatsoever_o thou_o be_v do_v i_o acknowledge_v to_o be_v incorruptible_a for_o never_o yet_o soul_n be_v nor_o ever_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o think_v upon_o any_o thing_n which_o may_v be_v better_o than_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o sovereign_a and_o the_o best_a good_n but_o whereas_o most_o true_o and_o certain_o that_o which_o be_v incorruptible_a be_v to_o be_v prefer_v before_o what_o be_v corruptible_a like_a as_o i_o do_v then_o prefer_v it_o i_o may_v very_o well_o have_v reach_v so_o high_a in_o my_o thought_n as_o something_o that_o shall_v be_v better_a than_o my_o god_n have_v not_o thou_o be_v incorruptible_a where_o therefore_o i_o see_v that_o incorruptible_a aught_o to_o be_v prefer_v before_o corruptible_a there_o ought_v i_o to_o have_v seek_v out_o thou_o and_o there_o to_o observe_v whence_o evil_a shall_v come_v that_o be_v even_o whence_o corruption_n come_v by_o which_o thy_o substance_n can_v by_o no_o mean_n be_v infect_v 2._o for_o corruption_n do_v no_o way_n infect_v our_o god_n by_o no_o will_n by_o no_o necessity_n by_o no_o unlooked_a for_o chance_v because_o he_o be_v god_n and_o what_o he_o will_v be_v good_a and_o he_o himself_o be_v that_o good_a but_o to_o be_v corrupt_v be_v not_o good_a nor_o all_o thou_o o_o god_n against_o thy_o will_n constrain_v to_o any_o thing_n for_o that_o thy_o will_n be_v not_o great_a than_o thy_o power_n but_o great_a shall_v it_o be_v be_v thyself_o great_a than_o thyself_o for_o the_o will_n and_o power_n of_o god_n be_v god_n himself_o and_o what_o chance_n can_v surprise_v thou_o unlooked_a for_o who_o 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my_o fancy_n dispose_v of_o they_o in_o such_o and_o such_o place_n and_o i_o make_v one_o great_a mass_n of_o all_o thy_o creature_n distinguish_v by_o their_o several_a kind_n of_o body_n both_o those_o that_o be_v body_n indeed_o or_o which_o myself_o have_v feign_a instead_o of_o spirit_n and_o this_o mass_n i_o make_v huge_a enough_o not_o yet_o so_o great_a as_o in_o itself_o it_o be_v which_o i_o can_v not_o come_v to_o the_o knowledge_n of_o but_o as_o big_a as_o i_o think_v convenient_a yet_o every_o way_n finite_a but_o thou_o o_o lord_n i_o imagine_v on_o every_o part_n environ_v and_o penetrate_v it_o though_o every_o way_n infinite_a as_o if_o there_o be_v suppose_v to_o be_v a_o sea_n which_o every_o where_o and_o on_o every_o side_n by_o a_o most_o unmeasurable_a infiniteness_n shall_v be_v only_o a_o sea_n and_o that_o sea_n shall_v contain_v in_o it_o some_o huge_a sponge_n but_o yet_o finite_a which_o sponge_n must_v needs_o be_v every_o where_o and_o on_o every_o 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in_o fear_n of_o and_o yet_o do_v fear_n therefore_o be_v there_o some_o evil_a thing_n which_o we_o fear_v or_o else_o the_o very_a act_n of_o fear_v be_v evil_a whence_o be_v evil_a therefore_o see_v god_n who_o be_v good_a have_v create_v all_o these_o thing_n good_a that_o be_v the_o great_a and_o chief_a good_a have_v create_v these_o lesser_a good_n yea_o and_o he_o create_v &_o they_o create_v be_v all_o good_a whence_o now_o be_v evil_a or_o of_o what_o do_v god_n make_v it_o be_v there_o any_o matter_n evil_a and_o as_o god_n form_v and_o order_v it_o do_v he_o leave_v any_o thing_n in_o it_o which_o he_o do_v not_o convert_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d but_o why_o do_v he_o so_o be_v â—_o not_o able_a so_o to_o turn_v and_o chanâ—e_v the_o whole_a lump_n that_o no_o evil_n shall_v have_v remain_v in_o it_o see_v he_o be_v able_a to_o do_v any_o thing_n last_o why_o will_v he_o make_v any_o thing_n at_o all_o of_o that_o and_o do_v not_o by_o the_o same_o omnipotency_n rather_o cause_v that_o there_o shall_v be_v no_o such_o thing_n at_o all_o or_o to_o say_v troth_n be_v it_o able_a to_o be_v of_o itself_o against_o his_o will_n or_o if_o that_o evil_a matter_n have_v be_v so_o from_o eternity_n why_o suffer_v he_o it_o so_o to_o continue_v so_o infinite_a space_n of_o time_n past_a and_o be_v please_v so_o long_a while_n after_o to_o make_v something_o out_o of_o it_o 3._o or_o if_o he_o be_v sudden_o please_v now_o to_o go_v about_o some_o work_n this_o rather_o shall_v the_o omnipotent_a have_v do_v have_v cause_v namely_o that_o this_o evil_a matter_n shall_v not_o at_o all_o have_v be_v and_o that_o he_o himself_o shall_v have_v be_v alone_o that_o sovereign_a and_o infinite_a good_a â—â—_o or_o if_o it_o have_v not_o be_v good_a 〈…〉_z who_o be_v good_a shall_v 〈…〉_z and_o create_v something_o also_o that_o be_v not_o good_a then_o that_o evil_a matter_n be_v first_o take_v away_o and_o bring_v unto_o nothing_o shall_v he_o immediate_o have_v take_v order_n for_o some_o good_a matter_n whereof_o he_o may_v create_v all_o thing_n for_o he_o shall_v not_o be_v omnipotent_a if_o he_o be_v not_o able_a to_o create_v something_o that_o be_v good_a of_o itself_o unless_o he_o be_v assist_v by_o that_o matter_n which_o himself_o have_v not_o create_v these_o thought_n toss_v i_o up_o and_o down_o in_o my_o miserable_a heart_n overcharge_v with_o bite_a care_n through_o the_o fear_n of_o death_n and_o though_o i_o have_v not_o find_v out_o the_o truth_n yet_o do_v the_o faith_n of_o thy_o christ_n our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n profess_v in_o thy_o church_n believe_v firm_o continue_v in_o my_o heart_n though_o in_o divers_a particular_n very_o not_o yet_o thorough_o perfect_v and_o swarve_v from_o the_o right_a rule_n of_o doctrine_n yet_o do_v not_o my_o mind_n utter_o leave_v it_o off_o but_o every_o day_n take_v in_o more_o and_o more_o of_o it_o chap._n 6._o divination_n make_v by_o the_o mathematician_n be_v vain_a 1._o by_o this_o time_n also_o have_v i_o reject_v those_o deceitful_a divination_n and_o impious_a dotage_n of_o the_o astrologer_n let_v thy_o own_o mercy_n out_o of_o the_o most_o inward_a bowel_n of_o my_o soul_n confess_v unto_o thou_o for_o this_o o_o my_o god_n for_o thou_o thou_o altogether_o for_o who_o else_o be_v it_o that_o call_v we_o back_o from_o the_o death_n of_o all_o error_n but_o even_o that_o life_n which_o know_v not_o how_o to_o die_v and_o that_o wisdom_n which_o enlighten_v those_o mind_n that_o need_v it_o itself_o need_v no_o light_n by_o which_o the_o whole_a world_n be_v govern_v even_o to_o the_o fall_v away_o of_o
in_o respect_n of_o the_o hide_a deserve_n of_o the_o soul_n thou_o think_v fit_a for_o he_o to_o hear_v to_o who_o let_v not_o man_n say_v what_o be_v this_o or_o why_o be_v that_o let_v he_o not_o say_v so_o never_o let_v he_o ask_v such_o a_o question_n see_v he_o be_v but_o a_o man_n chap._n 7._o he_o be_v miserable_o torture_v in_o his_o enquiry_n after_o the_o root_n of_o evil_n 1._o and_o now_o o_o my_o helper_n have_v thou_o discharge_v i_o from_o those_o fetter_n and_o present_o inquire_v i_o whence_o evil_a shall_v be_v but_o find_v no_o way_n out_o of_o my_o question_n but_o thou_o suffer_v i_o not_o to_o be_v carry_v away_o from_o the_o faith_n by_o any_o wave_n of_o those_o thought_n by_o which_o faith_n i_o believe_v both_o that_o thou_o be_v and_o that_o thy_o substance_n be_v unchangeable_a and_o that_o thou_o have_v a_o care_n of_o and_o passedst_a thy_o judgement_n upon_o man_n and_o that_o in_o christ_n thy_o son_n our_o lord_n and_o thy_o holy_a scripture_n which_o the_o authority_n of_o thy_o church_n shall_v acknowledge_v preface_n thou_o have_v lay_v out_o the_o way_n of_o man_n salvation_n to_o pass_v to_o that_o life_n which_o be_v to_o come_v after_o death_n these_o ground_n remain_v safe_a and_o irremoveable_o settle_v in_o my_o mind_n i_o with_o much_o anxiety_n seek_v from_o what_o root_n the_o nature_n of_o evil_n shall_v proceed_v what_o torment_n do_v my_o teem_a heart_n then_o endure_v and_o what_o throw_v o_o my_o god_n yet_o even_o to_o they_o be_v thy_o ear_n open_a and_o i_o know_v it_o not_o and_o when_o in_o silence_n i_o so_o vehement_o inquire_v after_o it_o those_o silent_a condition_n of_o my_o soul_n be_v strong_a cry_n unto_o thy_o mercy_n 2._o thou_o and_o not_o man_n know_v how_o much_o i_o suffer_v for_o how_o great_a be_v that_o which_o my_o tongue_n send_v forth_o into_o the_o ear_n of_o my_o most_o familiar_a friend_n and_o yet_o do_v i_o disclose_v the_o whole_a tumule_fw-la of_o my_o soul_n for_o which_o neither_o 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thanks_n unto_o thou_o and_o be_v entreat_v for_o we_o by_o many_o let_v the_o friendly_a mind_n of_o my_o brethren_n love_v that_o in_o i_o which_o thou_o teach_v be_v to_o be_v love_v and_o lament_v in_o i_o what_o thou_o teach_v be_v to_o be_v lament_v let_v the_o mind_n of_o my_o brethren_n not_o that_o of_o the_o stranger_n not_o that_o of_o the_o strange_a child_n who_o mouth_n talk_v 11._o of_o vanity_n and_o their_o right_a hand_n be_v a_o right_a hand_n of_o iniquity_n but_o that_o of_o my_o brethren_n who_o when_o they_o approve_v of_o i_o do_v also_o rejoice_v for_o i_o and_o when_o they_o disallow_v i_o be_v sorry_a for_o i_o because_o that_o whether_o they_o allow_v or_o disallow_v i_o yet_o still_o they_o love_v i_o to_o such_o will_v i_o discover_v myself_o they_o will_v have_v a_o respect_n to_o my_o good_a deed_n and_o sigh_v for_o my_o ill_n my_o good_a deed_n be_v thy_o appointment_n divinity_n and_o thy_o gift_n my_o evil_a one_o be_v my_o own_o fault_n and_o thy_o 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my_o fellow_n citizen_n and_o fellow_n pilgrim_n both_o those_o that_o be_v go_v before_o and_o those_o that_o be_v to_o follow_v after_o i_o and_o those_o too_o that_o accompany_v i_o along_o in_o this_o life_n 3._o these_o be_v thy_o servant_n my_o brethren_n those_o who_o thou_o will_v to_o be_v thy_o son_n my_o master_n who_o thou_o command_v i_o to_o serve_v if_o i_o will_v live_v with_o thou_o but_o this_o thy_o say_n be_v to_o little_a purpose_n do_v it_o give_v the_o command_n only_o by_o speak_v and_o not_o go_v before_o i_o in_o perform_v this_o therefore_o i_o now_o do_v both_o in_o deed_n and_o word_n this_o i_o do_v under_o thy_o wing_n and_o that_o with_o too_o much_o danger_n be_v not_o my_o soul_n shelter_v under_o thy_o wing_n and_o my_o infirmity_n know_v unto_o thou_o i_o be_o but_o a_o little_a one_o but_o my_o father_n live_v for_o ever_o and_o my_o protector_n be_v fit_a for_o i_o for_o it_o be_v the_o very_a same_o he_o that_o beget_v i_o and_o that_o defend_v meet_v for_o thou_o thyself_o be_v all_o my_o good_n even_o thou_o o_o omnipotent_a who_o be_v present_v with_o i_o and_o that_o before_o i_o be_o come_v unto_o thou_o to_o such_o therefore_o will_v i_o discover_v myself_o who_o thou_o command_v i_o to_o serve_v not_o discover_v what_o i_o have_v be_v but_o what_o i_o now_o be_o and_o what_o i_o be_o yet_o but_o i_o will_v not_o judge_v myself_o thus_o 3._o therefore_o let_v i_o be_v hear_v chap._n 5._o that_o man_n know_v not_o himself_o thorough_o and_o know_v not_o god_n but_o in_o a_o glass_n dark_o 1._o but_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v judge_v i_o because_o that_o although_o no_o man_n know_v the_o thing_n of_o a_o man_n but_o the_o spirit_n 11_o of_o man_n which_o be_v in_o he_o yet_o be_v there_o some_o thing_n of_o man_n which_o the_o very_a spirit_n of_o man_n that_o be_v in_o he_o know_v not_o but_o thou_o know_v all_o of_o he_o who_o have_v make_v he_o as_o for_o i_o though_o in_o thy_o sight_n i_o despise_v myself_o account_v myself_o but_o dust_n and_o ash_n yet_o know_v i_o something_o of_o thou_o which_o i_o know_v not_o of_o myself_o for_o sure_o now_o we_o see_v through_o a_o glass_n dark_o not_o 12._o face_n to_o face_n as_o yet_o so_o long_o therefore_o as_o i_o be_v absent_a from_o thou_o i_o be_o near_a unto_o myself_o 6._o then_o unto_o thou_o and_o yet_o know_v i_o thou_o not_o possible_a to_o be_v any_o way_n violate_v whereas_o for_o myself_o i_o neither_o know_v what_o temptation_n i_o be_o able_a to_o resist_v or_o what_o i_o be_o not_o 2._o but_o there_o be_v hope_n because_o thou_o be_v faithful_a who_o 3._o will_v not_o suffer_v we_o to_o be_v tempt_v above_o that_o we_o be_v able_a but_o will_v with_o the_o temptation_n also_o make_v a_o way_n to_o escape_v that_o we_o may_v be_v able_a to_o bear_v it_o i_o will_v confess_v therefore_o what_o i_o know_v by_o myself_o i_o will_v confess_v yea_o and_o what_o i_o know_v not_o and_o that_o because_o what_o i_o do_v know_v by_o myself_o by_o 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in_o my_o flesh_n as_o that_o these_o false_a vision_n persuade_v i_o unto_o that_o when_o i_o be_o asleep_a which_o true_a vision_n can_v do_v when_o i_o be_o awake_a be_o i_o not_o myself_o at_o that_o time_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n and_o be_v there_o yet_o so_o much_o difference_n betwixt_o myself_o and_o myself_o in_o that_o moment_n wherein_o i_o pass_v from_o wake_v to_o sleep_v or_o return_v from_o sleep_v unto_o wake_v 2._o where_o be_v my_o reason_n at_o that_o time_n by_o which_o my_o mind_n when_o it_o be_v a_o wake_n resist_v such_o suggestion_n as_o these_o at_o which_o time_n shall_v the_o thing_n themselves_o press_v in_o upon_o i_o yet_o will_v my_o resolution_n re_fw-mi main_a unshake_a be_v my_o reason_n cloze_v up_o together_o with_o my_o eye_n or_o be_v it_o lull_v asleep_a with_o the_o sense_n of_o my_o body_n but_o whence_o then_o come_v it_o to_o posse_fw-mi that_o we_o so_o often_o even_o in_o our_o sleep_n make_v such_o resistance_n and_o be_v mindful_a of_o 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be_v of_o thy_o give_v when_o any_o thing_n be_v do_v which_o thou_o command_v to_o be_v do_v thou_o have_v teach_v i_o good_a father_n that_o unto_o the_o pure_a all_o thing_n be_v pure_a but_o that_o it_o be_v evil_a unto_o 15_o the_o man_n that_o eat_v with_o offence_n and_o that_o every_o creature_n 20_o of_o thou_o be_v good_a and_o nothing_o to_o be_v refuse_v which_o be_v receive_v with_o thanksgiving_n and_o that_o meat_n commend_v we_o not_o to_o god_n and_o that_o no_o 4._o 8._o man_n ought_v to_o judge_v we_o in_o meat_n or_o drink_n and_o that_o he_o which_o 13_o eat_v let_v he_o not_o despise_v he_o that_o eat_v not_o and_o let_v not_o he_o that_o eat_v not_o judge_v he_o that_o eat_v these_o thing_n have_v i_o learn_v thanks_n and_o praise_n be_v to_o thou_o therefore_o my_o god_n and_o master_n even_o to_o thou_o that_o knocke_v at_o the_o door_n of_o my_o ear_n the_o enlightener_o of_o my_o heart_n do_v thou_o deliver_v i_o out_o of_o all_o temptation_n 6._o it_o be_v not_o any_o uncleanness_n in_o the_o meat_n which_o i_o fear_v but_o the_o uncleanness_n of_o my_o own_o gurmandize_v i_o know_v that_o liberty_n be_v grant_v unto_o noah_n to_o eat_v of_o all_o kind_n of_o flesh_n that_o be_v good_a for_o food_n that_o 3._o eliah_n be_v feed_v with_o flesh_n 9_o that_o john_n baptist_n endue_v with_o a_o admirable_a abstinence_n 4._o be_v not_o pollute_v by_o those_o live_a creature_n the_o locust_n which_o be_v grant_v he_o to_o feed_v upon_o and_o on_o the_o other_o side_n i_o know_v that_o esau_n be_v deceive_v by_o longing_n after_o the_o pottage_n of_o 34_o lintel_n and_o that_o david_n be_v blame_v by_o himself_o for_o desire_v etc._n a_o draught_n of_o water_n and_o that_o our_o king_n be_v tempt_v not_o concern_v flesh_n but_o bread_n 3._o and_o the_o people_n in_o the_o wilderness_n therefore_o deserve_v to_o be_v reprove_v not_o so_o much_o for_o desire_v flesh_n but_o for_o murmur_v against_o the_o lord_n out_o of_o a_o lust_n to_o 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wearynesse_n of_o be_v inveigle_v do_v i_o err_v out_o of_o too_o precise_a a_o severity_n yea_o very_a fierce_a he_o be_o i_o sometime_o in_o the_o desire_n of_o have_v the_o melody_n of_o all_o pleasant_a music_n to_o which_o david_n psalter_n be_v so_o often_o sing_v banish_v both_o from_o my_o own_o ear_n and_o out_o of_o the_o whole_a church_n too_o yea_o and_o the_o safe_a way_n it_o seem_v unto_o i_o which_o i_o remember_v to_o have_v be_v often_o tell_v i_o of_o athanasius_n bishop_n of_o alexandria_n who_o cause_v the_o reader_n of_o the_o psalm_n to_o sound_v it_o forth_o with_o so_o little_a warble_n
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befall_v i_o to_o be_v more_o move_v with_o the_o voice_n then_o with_o the_o ditty_n i_o confess_v myself_o to_o have_v grievous_o offend_v at_o which_o time_n i_o wish_v rather_o not_o to_o have_v hear_v the_o music_n see_v now_o in_o what_o a_o perplexity_n i_o be_o weep_v with_o i_o and_o weep_v for_o i_o o_o all_o you_o who_o inward_o feel_v any_o thought_n whence_o good_a action_n do_v proceed_v as_o for_o you_o that_o feel_v none_o such_o these_o thing_n move_v not_o you_o but_o thou_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n look_v upon_o i_o harken_v and_o behold_v and_o pity_n and_o heal_v i_o thou_o in_o who_o eye_n i_o be_o now_o become_v please_v a_o torture_n to_o myself_o and_o that_o be_v the_o perplexity_n i_o languish_v upon_o chap._n 34._o the_o euticement_n come_v in_o by_o the_o eye_n 1._o there_o remain_v the_o pleasure_n of_o these_o eye_n of_o my_o flesh_n concern_v which_o i_o be_o now_o to_o make_v this_o confession_n unto_o thou_o which_o let_v the_o care_n of_o thy_o temple_n those_o brotherly_a and_o devour_v ear_n well_o harken_v unto_o that_o with_o it_o we_o may_v conclude_v our_o discourse_n concern_v the_o temptation_n of_o the_o lust_n of_o the_o flesh_n which_o as_o yet_o solicit_v i_o groan_v earnest_o and_o desire_v to_o be_v clothe_v upon_o with_o my_o house_n from_o heaven_n my_o eye_n take_v delight_n in_o fair_a form_n and_o variety_n of_o they_o in_o beautiful_a and_o pleasant_a colour_n suffer_v not_o these_o to_o hold_v possession_n in_o my_o soul_n let_v my_o god_n rather_o be_v lord_n of_o it_o who_o make_v all_o these_o very_o good_a they_o be_v indeed_o yet_o be_v he_o my_o good_a and_o not_o they_o very_o these_o entice_v i_o broad_a wake_v every_o day_n nor_o find_v i_o any_o rest_n from_o these_o sight_n as_o i_o have_v have_v often_o when_o silence_n be_v keep_v after_o sweet_a voice_n for_o this_o queen_n of_o colour_n the_o light_n shed_v itself_o into_o all_o whatever_o we_o behold_v so_o oft_o as_o i_o enjoy_v the_o day_n light_n glide_v by_o my_o eye_n in_o its_o vary_a form_n do_v most_o sweet_o inveigle_v i_o whole_o busiec_n about_o another_o matter_n and_o take_v no_o notice_n of_o it_o for_o it_o so_o forcible_o insinuate_v itself_o that_o if_o at_o any_o time_n it_o sudden_o be_v withdraw_v it_o be_v with_o much_o longing_n look_v after_o again_o and_o if_o miss_v too_o long_o it_o besad_v the_o mind_n o_o thou_o light_a which_o tobias_n 4._o behold_v when_o with_o his_o eye_n cloazd_v up_o he_o direct_v his_o son_n the_o way_n to_o life_n himself_o go_v before_o with_o the_o foot_n of_o charity_n never_o mislead_v he_o or_o that_o light_n which_o isaac_n behold_v when_o as_o his_o 1._o fleshly_a eye_n be_v dim_a so_o that_o he_o can_v not_o see_v he_o bless_v his_o son_n not_o able_a to_o discern_v which_o be_v which_o though_o in_o blessing_n of_o they_o he_o deserve_v to_o have_v discern_v they_o or_o that_o light_n which_o jacob_n behold_v when_o take_v blind_a in_o his_o old_a age_n he_o with_o a_o illuminate_v heart_n in_o the_o person_n of_o his_o own_o son_n give_v light_n unto_o the_o fortune_n of_o the_o several_a family_n of_o people_n etc._n foresignify_v to_o be_v deryve_v from_o they_o and_o as_o when_o he_o lay_v his_o hand_n upon_o his_o grandchild_n by_o joseph_n mystical_o lay_v across_a not_o as_o their_o father_n by_o his_o outward_a eye_n correct_v they_o but_o as_o himself_o by_o a_o beam_n of_o light_n from_o within_o witting_o discern_v they_o this_o be_v the_o light_n indeed_o yea_o the_o only_a light_n nor_o be_v there_o any_o other_o aye_o and_o all_o those_o be_v one_o who_o see_v and_o love_v that_o light_n as_o for_o this_o corporeal_a light_n which_o i_o now_o speak_v of_o it_o sight_n be-sawce_n this_o present_a life_n for_o her_o blind_a lover_n with_o a_o tempt_a and_o a_o dangerous_a sweetness_n whereas_o those_o that_o know_v how_o to_o praise_v thou_o for_o that_o light_n do_v spend_v it_o o_o god_n all-creator_n in_o sing_v thy_o hymn_n and_o be_v not_o take_v up_o from_o it_o in_o their_o sleep_n thus_o desire_v i_o to_o be_v employ_v 3_o these_o seducement_n of_o the_o eye_n do_v i_o manful_o resist_v lest_o my_o foot_n wherewith_o i_o be_o to_o enter_v upon_o my_o way_n shall_v be_v ensnare_v yea_o and_o i_o lift_v up_o my_o invisible_a eye_n unto_o thou_o that_o thou_o will_v be_v please_v to_o pluck_v my_o foot_n out_o of_o that_o snare_n yea_o thou_o do_v ever_o and_o anon_o pluck_v they_o out_o for_o they_o be_v ensnare_v thou_o cease_v not_o to_o pluck_v they_o out_o though_o i_o entangle_v myself_o at_o every_o snare_n that_o be_v lay_v because_o thou_o that_o keep_v israel_n shall_v neither_o 4._o slumber_n nor_o sleep_n oh_o how_o innumerable_a toy_n make_v by_o diverse_a art_n and_o manufacture_n both_o in_o our_o apparel_n shoe_n vessel_n and_o such_o like_a work_n in_o picture_n also_o and_o diverse_a feign_a image_n yea_o and_o these_o far_o exceed_v all_o necessary_a and_o moderate_a use_n and_o all_o pious_a signification_n have_v man_n add_v to_o tempt_v their_o own_o eye_n withal_o outward_o follow_v after_o what_o themselves_o make_v inward_o forsake_v he_o by_o woman_n themselves_o be_v make_v yea_o deface_a â—â—â—ges_n that_o image_n in_o which_o themselves_o be_v once_o make_v 4._o for_o i_o own_o part_n o_o my_o god_n and_o my_o beauty_n i_o even_o therefore_o dedicate_v a_o hymn_n unto_o thou_o and_o do_v sacrifice_n praise_v unto_o my_o sanctifier_n because_o of_o those_o beautiful_a pattern_n which_o through_o man_n soul_n be_v convey_v into_o their_o cunning_a hand_n which_o all_o descend_v from_o that_o beauty_n which_o be_v above_o our_o soul_n which_o my_o soul_n day_n and_o night_n sigh_v after_o but_o as_o for_o these_o framer_n &_o follower_n of_o those_o outward_a beauty_n they_o from_o thence_o derive_v the_o manner_n of_o like_v they_o but_o fetch_v not_o from_o thence_o the_o measure_n of_o use_v they_o and_o yet_o there_o it_o be_v though_o they_o perceive_v it_o not_o that_o they_o may_v not_o go_v too_o far_o to_o seek_v it_o but_o may_v preserve_v their_o strength_n only_o for_o thou_o and_o not_o wear_v it_o out_o upon_o tire_a delicate_n but_o for_o my_o own_o part_n who_o both_o discourse_n upon_o and_o well_o discern_v these_o thing_n i_o very_o bend_v my_o step_n towards_o these_o outward_a beauty_n but_o thou_o plucke_v i_o back_o o_o lord_n thou_o plucke_v i_o back_o because_o thy_o mercy_n be_v before_o my_o eye_n for_o i_o be_o miserable_o take_v and_o thou_o as_o merciful_o plucke_v i_o back_o and_o that_o sometime_o when_o i_o perceive_v thou_o not_o because_o i_o haâ—â—_n too_o earnest_o settle_v my_o thought_n upon_o they_o and_o otherwhiles_o grieve_v to_o part_v with_o they_o because_o my_o affection_n have_v already_o cleaved_a to_o they_o chap._n 35._o of_o our_o curiosity_n in_o know_v 1._o upon_o this_o another_o form_n of_o temptation_n assail_v i_o and_o that_o many_o way_n more_o dangerous_a for_o beside_o that_o concupiscence_n of_o the_o flesh_n which_o lurk_v in_o the_o delight_n of_o all_o our_o sense_n and_o pleasure_n which_o those_o that_o be_v slane_n unto_o be_v mad_a in_o love_n with_o those_o namely_o that_o withdraw_v themselves_o far_o from_o thou_o there_o be_v convey_v into_o the_o soul_n by_o the_o same_o sense_n of_o the_o body_n a_o certain_a vain_a and_o curious_a itch_n not_o of_o delight-taking_a in_o the_o flesh_n but_o of_o make_v experiment_n by_o help_n of_o the_o flesh_n which_o be_v mask_v under_o the_o title_n of_o knowledge_n and_o learning_n which_o because_o it_o be_v seat_v in_o the_o natural_a appetite_n of_o know_v and_o that_o for_o the_o attain_n of_o knowledge_n the_o eye_n be_v
a_o little_a be_o i_o therefore_o uncertain_a of_o myself_o in_o this_o matter_n behold_v o_o truth_n in_o thou_o i_o see_v it_o that_o i_o ought_v not_o so_o much_o to_o be_v move_v at_o my_o own_o praise_n for_o my_o own_o sake_n as_o for_o the_o good_a of_o my_o neighbour_n and_o whether_o so_o i_o be_v or_o not_o very_o i_o know_v not_o for_o i_o know_v less_o of_o myself_o in_o this_o than_o thou_o do_v 5._o i_o beseech_v now_o o_o my_o god_n discover_v i_o unto_o myself_o that_o i_o may_v confess_v unto_o my_o brethren_n who_o be_v to_o pray_v for_o i_o what_o i_o now_o find_v myself_o defective_a in_o once_o again_o let_v i_o more_o diligent_o ask_v myself_o if_o so_o i_o be_v move_v with_o the_o good_a of_o my_o brethren_n in_o my_o own_o praise_n why_o then_o be_o i_o less_o move_v at_o another_o man_n be_v unjust_o discommend_v then_o at_o my_o own_o why_o be_o i_o more_o nettle_v with_o that_o reproach_n which_o be_v cast_v upon_o myself_o then_o at_o that_o which_o be_v cast_v upon_o another_o in_o my_o presence_n for_o the_o same_o fault_n be_o i_o ignorant_a of_o this_o also_o or_o be_v this_o it_o at_o last_o that_o i_o shall_v now_o seduce_v myself_o and_o neither_o think_v nor_o speak_v what_o be_v truth_n before_o thou_o this_o madness_n put_v far_o from_o i_o o_o lord_n 5_o lest_o my_o own_o mouth_n prove_v the_o oil_n of_o sinner_n unto_o i_o to_o break_v my_o head_n i_o be_o poor_a and_o needy_a yet_o in_o better_a case_n while_o in_o my_o private_a groan_a i_o displease_v myself_o and_o seek_v for_o thy_o mercy_n until_o my_o want_n be_v supply_v and_o perfect_o make_v up_o into_o such_o a_o estate_n of_o peace_n which_o the_o eye_n of_o the_o proud_a be_v not_o acquaint_v withal_o chap._n 38._o virtue_n be_v endanger_v by_o vain_a glory_n 1._o thereport_v of_o the_o people_n mouth_n and_o our_o own_o famous_o know_v action_n carry_v along_o with_o they_o that_o most_o dangerous_a temptation_n of_o the_o love_n of_o praise_n which_o for_o the_o advance_v of_o a_o certain_a private_a excellency_n of_o our_o own_o endeavour_n to_o draw_v unto_o itself_o the_o poor_o beg_v voice_n of_o the_o people_n and_o that_o at_o such_o time_n too_o whenas_o i_o say_v a_o secret_a blame_n upon_o myself_o for_o it_o yea_o even_o in_o that_o very_a particular_a for_o which_o i_o reprehend_v it_o for_o with_o a_o great_a vanity_n do_v a_o man_n glory_n oftentimes_o of_o his_o contemn_v of_o vainglory_n for_o which_o reason_n he_o can_v be_v say_v to_o glory_n in_o his_o contempt_n of_o vainglory_n for_o he_o do_v not_o true_o contemn_v it_o who_o inward_o glory_v at_o it_o chap._n 39_o of_o self_n love_n 1._o there_o be_v yet_o another_o privy_a disease_n in_o the_o same_o kind_n of_o temptation_n where_o with_o such_o people_n puff_n themselves_o up_o as_o take_v pleasure_n in_o themselves_o however_o other_o be_v please_v or_o displease_v 〈◊〉_d in_o the_o regard_v to_o please_v 〈◊〉_d â—oâ—kes_v these_o may_v please_v themselves_o but_o thou_o do_v they_o this_o please_v high_o not_o only_o for_o please_v themselves_o in_o thing_n not_o good_a as_o if_o they_o be_v good_a but_o also_o for_o so_o do_v in_o thy_o gift_n as_o if_o they_o be_v their_o own_o or_o if_o as_o thou_o yet_o as_o give_v they_o for_o their_o own_o merit_n or_o if_o also_o as_o proceed_v from_o thy_o mere_a grace_n and_o not_o their_o deserve_n yet_o not_o as_o neyghbor_o rejoice_v but_o as_o envy_v other_o for_o it_o in_o all_o these_o peril_n and_o travel_n and_o other_o of_o the_o like_a kind_n thou_o see_v o_o lord_n a_o tremble_a of_o my_o heart_n yea_o and_o i_o well_o feel_v my_o wound_n to_o be_v by_o thyself_o rather_o cure_v in_o i_o than_o not_o inflict_v upon_o i_o chap._n 40._o his_o strive_v against_o sin_n 1._o where_o have_v thou_o not_o go_v along_o with_o i_o o_o thou_o truth_n teach_v i_o both_o what_o to_o beware_v and_o what_o to_o desire_v when_o i_o once_o make_v report_n unto_o thou_o of_o the_o survey_v i_o have_v take_v of_o these_o thing_n below_o so_o well_o as_o i_o can_v &_o ask_v thy_o advice_n upon_o they_o with_o my_o outward_a sense_n so_o well_o as_o i_o may_v i_o take_v a_o master_n of_o this_o world_n be_v heedful_a above_o all_o unto_o this_o bodily_a life_n of_o i_o these_o sense_n of_o my_o own_o thence_o turn_v i_o inward_o into_o the_o with_o draw_v chamber_n of_o my_o memory_n those_o many_o fold_n large_a room_n so_o wonderful_o well_o furnish_v of_o innumerable_a variety_n i_o consider_v and_o stand_v amaze_v be_v able_a to_o discern_v nothing_o without_o thy_o help_n yet_o find_v none_o of_o all_o the_o â—â—to_fw-mi be_v thyself_o nor_o be_v i_o the_o finder_n of_o these_o thing_n i_o who_o go_v they_o over_o all_o and_o who_o now_o labour_v to_o distinguish_v &_o to_o uslew_v every_o thing_n according_a to_o its_o proper_a worth_n take_v some_o thing_n upon_o the_o report_n of_o my_o sense_n &_o work_v out_o other_o thing_n that_o be_v of_o a_o mix_a nature_n by_o way_n of_o dialogue_n with_o my_o own_o self_n yea_o and_o take_v particular_a notice_n and_o tale_n of_o the_o inward_a reporter_n themselves_o &_o anon_o thorough_o canvas_v over_o those_o other_o thing_n lay_v up_o in_o the_o large_a treasury_n of_o my_o memory_n store_v up_o some_o of_o they_o there_o again_o and_o for_o my_o use_n draw_v out_o the_o rest_n 2._o neither_o be_v i_o myself_o who_o do_v all_o this_o that_o be_v that_o ability_n of_o my_o own_o by_o which_o i_o do_v it_o no_o nor_o be_v that_o ability_n itself_o the_o same_o that_o thou_o be_v for_o thou_o be_v that_o neversay_a light_n which_o concern_v all_o these_o i_o still_o advise_v with_o all_o what_o her_o they_o be_v what_o they_o be_v and_o how_o to_o be_v 〈◊〉_d they_o be_v for_o â—ouch_v hear_v thou_o direct_v and_o command_a life_n 〈◊〉_d and_o this_o i_o do_v very_a 〈…〉_z this_o be_v delight_n i_o yea_o and_o 〈…〉_z loose_a 〈◊〉_d what_o 〈◊〉_d necessity_n â—â—ies_v upon_o i_o unto_o thâ—â—_n pleasure_n have_v i_o recourse_n for_o in_o all_o these_o which_o i_o thus_o run_v over_o by_o thy_o direction_n can_v i_o not_o find_v any_o one_o safe_a place_n to_o settle_v my_o soul_n in_o but_o in_o thy_o self_n only_o into_o who_o let_v all_o my_o scatter_a piece_n be_v gather_v together_o nor_o let_v any_o thing_n of_o i_o be_v turn_v back_o from_o thou_o at_o some_o time_n thou_o inward_o infuse_v into_o i_o a_o delight_n that_o i_o be_o not_o usual_o acquaint_v with_o a_o â—â—eeâ—â—nesse_n of_o i_o know_v not_o what_o kind_n which_o can_v it_o be_v once_o perfect_v in_o i_o it_o shall_v be_v i_o know_v not_o what_o manner_n of_o height_n which_o this_o life_n shall_v never_o arrive_v unto_o but_o by_o certain_a 〈◊〉_d some_o weight_n aâ—â—_n i_o tumble_v down_o again_o yea_o quite_o swallow_v up_o by_o my_o old_a wort_n and_o fast_o hold_v by_o it_o 〈…〉_z i_o bewayre_v myself_o â—_z yet_o strong_o be_o luistil_v hâ—â—d_v down_o such_o power_n 〈◊〉_d the_o but_o then_o of_o a_o bad_a custom_n to_o overloade_v a_o man_n in_o this_o estate_n i_o be_o able_a to_o stay_v but_o unwilling_a in_o the_o other_o i_o will_v willing_o be_v but_o be_o not_o able_a thus_o be_o i_o miserable_a in_o both_o condition_n chap._n 41._o god_n and_o a_o lie_n can_v stand_v together_o 1._o i_o considere_v therefore_o the_o ill-disposed_a habit_n of_o my_o sin_n in_o that_o threefold_a life_n concupiscence_n and_o i_o call_v thy_o right_a hand_n to_o my_o help_n with_o a_o wound_a heart_n have_v i_o behold_v thy_o brightness_n and_o bâ—ing_v beat_v back_o i_o say_v who_o can_v attain_v thither_o i_o be_o cast_v away_o 16_o from_o the_o sight_n of_o thy_o eye_n thou_o be_v the_o truth_n which_o sit_v precedent_n over_o all_o loath_a i_o be_v through_o my_o covetousness_n to_o forgo_v thou_o but_o glad_o will_v i_o together_o with_o thou_o have_v possess_v a_o lie_n like_v as_o no_o man_n there_o 〈◊〉_d desirous_a to_o speak_v safe_o 〈…〉_z that_o himself_o may_v be_v hinder_v â—y_a it_o from_o know_v the_o truth_n very_o therefore_o have_v i_o lose_v thou_o because_o thou_o vouchsafe_v not_o to_o be_v enjoy_v together_o with_o a_o lie_n chap._n 42._o angel_n can_v be_v our_o mediator_n 1._o who_o can_v i_o find_v to_o reconcile_v myself_o unto_o thou_o by_o be_v that_o office_n to_o be_v undertake_v by_o a_o angel_n upon_o what_o prayer_n by_o what_o sacrament_n many_o a_o man_n endeavour_v to_o return_v unto_o thou_o and_o be_v not_o able_a of_o himself_o have_v as_o i_o here_o make_v trial_n of_o this_o way_n but_o have_v fall_v into_o the_o desire_n of_o curious_a vision_n be_v worthy_a
therefore_o to_o be_v delude_v for_o they_o be_v high-minded_a have_v seek_v thou_o in_o the_o pride_n of_o their_o learning_n strut_a out_o rather_o then_o knock_v up_o on_o their_o breast_n and_o so_o by_o the_o agreement_n of_o their_o heart_n have_v they_o draw_v unto_o themselves_o the_o prince_n of_o the_o air_n their_o fellow_n conspirator_n in_o pride_n by_o who_o through_o the_o force_n of_o magic_n they_o be_v decerue_v even_o while_o they_o seek_v for_o a_o mediator_n all_o by_o who_o they_o may_v be_v purge_v but_o there_o be_v none_o to_o be_v find_v for_o the_o devil_n it_o be_v transfigure_v now_o himself_o into_o a_o angel_n of_o light_n 2._o many_o way_n therefore_o be_v he_o able_a to_o entice_v proud_a flesh_n for_o that_o himself_o be_v not_o of_o any_o fleshly_a body_n for_o fleshly_a man_n be_v mortal_a and_o sinnefulli_fw-la but_o thou_o lord_n to_o who_o they_o this_o proud_a way_n seek_v to_o be_v reconcile_v be_v immortal_a and_o without_o sin_n a_o mediator_n now_o between_o god_n and_o man_n must_v have_v something_o like_a unto_o god_n and_o something_o like_a unto_o man_n lest_o that_o be_v like_a unto_o man_n in_o both_o nature_n he_o shall_v be_v too_o far_o unlike_o god_n or_o if_o like_a unto_o god_n in_o both_o nature_n he_o shall_v be_v too_o far_o unlike_a unto_o man_n and_o so_o be_v a_o mediator_n neither_o way_n that_o deceitful_a devil_n mediator_n therefore_o by_o who_o in_o thy_o secret_a judgement_n man_n pride_n deserve_v to_o be_v delude_v have_v one_o thing_n indeed_o common_a with_o himself_o to_o man_n and_o that_o be_v sin_n and_o desire_n to_o seem_v to_o communicate_v in_o another_o thing_n with_o god_n that_o because_o he_o be_v not_o clothe_v with_o any_o mortality_n of_o flesh_n he_o may_v thereby_o vaunt_v himself_o to_o be_v immortal_a but_o for_o that_o the_o wage_n of_o sin_n be_v death_n 6._o this_o have_v he_o common_a to_o himself_o with_o man_n for_o which_o he_o may_v together_o with_o they_o â—â—_o condemn_a unto_o death_n chap._n 43._o christ_n only_o in_o the_o all-sufficient_a mediator_n intercessor_n 1._o but_o the_o true_a mediator_n who_o out_o of_o thy_o secret_a mercy_n thou_o have_v show_v forth_o unto_o the_o humble_a and_o who_o thou_o send_v that_o by_o his_o example_n they_o may_v learn_v the_o true_a humility_n that_o 5_o mediator_n therefore_o between_o god_n and_o man_n the_o man_n christ_n jesus_n appear_v betwixt_o mortal_a sinner_n and_o the_o immortal_a just_a one_o be_v mortal_a as_o man_n and_o just_a like_o god_n that_o because_o the_o reward_n of_o righteousness_n be_v life_n and_o peace_n he_o may_v by_o his_o righteousness_n which_o be_v join_v to_o god_n make_v void_a the_o death_n of_o as_o many_o of_o the_o wicked_a as_o be_v by_o he_o justify_v which_o death_n his_o will_n be_v to_o have_v common_a both_o to_o they_o and_o he_o he_o be_v show_v forth_o unto_o holy_a man_n of_o old_a to_o the_o intent_n that_o they_o may_v be_v save_v through_o say_v in_o his_o passion_n to_o come_v like_a as_o we_o be_v through_o say_v of_o it_o already_o pass_v for_o how_o farforth_a he_o be_v a_o man_n so_o farforth_a be_v he_o a_o mediator_n but_o so_o farforth_a as_o he_o be_v the_o word_n he_o be_v not_o mere_o midway_n to_o god_n because_o he_o be_v equal_a unto_o god_n and_o god_n with_o god_n &_o together_o with_o the_o holy_a ghost_n one_o god_n 2._o how_o have_v thou_o love_v we_o o_o good_a father_n that_o have_v not_o spare_v thy_o only_a son_n but_o have_v deliver_v he_o unto_o death_n for_o we_o wicked_a man_n how_o have_v thou_o love_v we_o for_o who_o he_o that_o think_v it_o no_o robbery_n to_o be_v equal_a with_o god_n be_v make_v subject_a unto_o death_n even_o the_o death_n of_o the_o cross_n he_o that_o be_v only_o free_a among_o the_o 8_o dead_a that_o have_v power_n to_o lay_v 5._o 18_o down_o his_o life_n and_o power_n to_o take_v it_o again_o for_o we_o be_v he_o unto_o thou_o both_o the_o conqueror_n and_o the_o sacrifice_n yea_o and_o therefore_o the_o conqueror_n because_o the_o sacrifice_n for_o we_o be_v he_o unto_o thou_o both_o priest_n and_o sacrifice_n and_o therefore_o the_o priest_n because_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o slave_n make_v we_o thy_o child_n by_o be_v bear_v of_o thou_o and_o by_o become_v a_o servant_n unto_o us._n deserve_o therefore_o be_v my_o hope_n strong_o settle_v upon_o he_o that_o thou_o will_v by_o he_o cure_v all_o my_o infirmity_n even_o by_o he_o that_o sit_v at_o thy_o right_a hand_n and_o make_v intercession_n for_o we_o whereas_o otherwise_o i_o shall_v despair_v utter_o for_o many_o and_o great_a be_v those_o infirmity_n of_o i_o yea_o many_o they_o be_v and_o great_a but_o thy_o medicine_n be_v more_o sovereign_a 3._o imagine_v we_o may_v that_o thy_o word_n be_v far_o enough_o from_o be_v unite_v with_o man_n and_o so_o despair_n of_o ourselves_o unless_o it_o have_v be_v make_v flesh_n and_o dwell_v among_o us._n affright_v 1._o thus_o with_o my_o own_o sin_n &_o the_o burden_n of_o my_o own_o misery_n i_o cast_v these_o thought_n in_o my_o heart_n bethink_v myself_o of_o flee_v into_o the_o himself_o wilderness_n but_o thou_o for_o bad_a i_o and_o strengthen_v i_o say_v therefore_o christ_n die_v for_o all_o that_o they_o which_o live_v may_v now_o no_o long_o live_v unto_o themselves_o but_o unto_o he_o that_o die_v for_o they_o see_v lord_n i_o hence_o forth_o cast_v all_o my_o care_n upon_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v live_v and_o consider_v the_o wonderful_a thing_n of_o thy_o law_n thou_o know_v both_o my_o unskilfulnesse_n and_o my_o infirmity_n oh_o teach_v i_o and_o heal_v i_o that_o only_a son_n of_o thou_o in_o who_o be_v hide_v all_o the_o treasure_n of_o wisdom_n and_o knowledge_n have_v redeem_v i_o with_o his_o blood_n 15._o 3â—_n let_v not_o the_o proud_a speak_v evil_a of_o i_o now_o for_o that_o i_o meditate_v upon_o the_o price_n of_o my_o redemption_n and_o do_v eat_v &_o drink_v and_o give_v unto_o the_o poor_a and_o be_v poor_a myself_o desire_v to_o be_v fill_v by_o he_o among_o those_o that_o eat_v and_o be_v satisfy_v and_o they_o shall_v praise_v the_o lord_n who_o 26_o seek_v he_o the_o end_n of_o the_o ten_o book_n saint_n augustine_n confession_n the_o eleven_o book_n chap._n 1._o why_o we_o confess_v unto_o god_n who_o know_v all_o can_v thou_o that_o be_v the_o lord_n of_o all_o eternity_n be_v ignorant_a of_o what_o i_o say_v unto_o thou_o or_o do_v thou_o see_v but_o for_o a_o time_n that_o which_o pass_v in_o time_n to_o what_o end_n then_o do_v i_o lay_v in_o order_n before_o thou_o so_o many_o â—arrations_n not_o to_o this_o end_n do_v i_o it_o that_o thou_o may_v come_v to_o know_v they_o upon_o my_o relation_n but_o there_o by_o to_o stir_v up_o my_o own_o and_o my_o reader_n devotion_n towards_o thou_o that_o we_o may_v say_v all_o together_o great_a be_v the_o lord_n 4._o and_o great_o to_o be_v praise_v now_o have_v i_o say_v and_o again_o say_v it_o i_o will_v for_o the_o love_n of_o thy_o love_n make_v i_o this_o confession_n for_o we_o use_v to_o pray_v also_o and_o yet_o truth_n itself_o have_v say_v your_o father_n know_v what_o you_o have_v 32._o need_n of_o before_o you_o ask_v it_o be_v our_o affection_n therefore_o which_o we_o hereby_o lie_v open_a unto_o thou_o while_o we_o confess_v our_o own_o misery_n and_o thy_o mercy_n upon_o we_o that_o thou_o may_v thorough_o set_v we_o free_a see_v already_o thou_o have_v begin_v to_o make_v we_o leave_v to_o be_v wretched_a in_o ourselves_o and_o to_o be_v happy_a in_o thou_o see_v thou_o have_v call_v we_o that_o we_o may_v become_v poor_a in_o spirit_n and_o 5._o meek_a and_o mournful_a and_o bungry_a and_o thirsty_a after_o righteousness_n and_o merciful_a and_o pure_a in_o heart_n and_o peacemaker_n see_v i_o have_v tell_v thou_o many_o thing_n such_o as_o i_o can_v and_o such_o i_o be_v desirous_a to_o do_v because_o thou_o desire_v first_o that_o i_o shall_v confess_v unto_o my_o lord_n god_n for_o thou_o be_v good_a and_o 2_o that_o thy_o mercy_n endure_v for_o ever_o chap._n 2._o he_o sue_v to_o be_v deliver_v from_o his_o sin_n and_o error_n and_o to_o be_v guide_v unto_o the_o true_a knowledge_n 1._o but_o when_o shall_v i_o be_v able_a with_o the_o pen_n of_o my_o tongue_n to_o set_v forth_o all_o thy_o exhortation_n and_o all_o thy_o terror_n and_o comfort_n and_o direction_n by_o which_o thou_o have_v bring_v i_o up_o to_o be_v a_o preacher_n of_o thy_o werd_n and_o a_o dispenser_n of_o thy_o sacrament_n unto_o thy_o people_n if_o i_o now_o be_v able_a to_o declare_v these_o thing_n to_o thou_o in_o order_n the_o very_a â—and_n
truth_n from_o whence_o we_o be_v deryve_v which_o be_v therefore_o the_o beginning_n because_o unless_o it_o shall_v remain_v firm_a there_o shall_v not_o when_o we_o err_v be_v any_o certainty_n whither_o to_o turn_v ourselves_o unto_o now_o when_o we_o return_v from_o error_n it_o be_v by_o know_v very_o that_o we_o do_v return_v and_o that_o we_o may_v know_v he_o teach_v we_o because_o he_o be_v the_o beginning_n and_o speak_v unto_o us._n chap._n 9_o how_o the_o word_n of_o god_n speak_v unto_o the_o heart_n 1._o in_o this_o beginning_n o_o god_n have_v thou_o make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n namely_o in_o thy_o word_n in_o thy_o son_n in_o thy_o power_n in_o thy_o wisdom_n in_o thy_o truth_n after_o a_o wonderful_a manner_n speak_v and_o after_o as_o wonderful_a a_o manner_n make_v who_o be_v able_a to_o comprehend_v it_o who_o can_v declare_v it_o what_o be_v that_o which_o shine_v through_o i_o and_o strike_v upon_o my_o heart_n without_o hurt_v it_o at_o which_o i_o tremble_v with_o horror_n and_o yet_o burn_v with_o love_n i_o tremble_v in_o as_o much_o as_o i_o be_o unlike_a unto_o it_o i_o burn_v in_o as_o much_o as_o i_o be_o like_a it_o 2._o it_o be_v wisdom_n wisdom_n it_o be_v which_o thus_o shine_v into_o i_o even_o break_v through_o my_o cloudynesse_n which_o yet_o again_o overshadowe_v i_o now_o frequent_o faint_a even_o under_o the_o gross_a fog_n and_o heavy_a load_n of_o my_o own_o pain_n for_o my_o strength_n be_v pull_v so_o low_o 30._o in_o this_o poor_a case_n of_o i_o as_o 102_o that_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o endure_v that_o which_o shall_v be_v for_o my_o good_a till_o thou_o lord_n become_v favourable_a to_o all_o my_o iniquity_n please_v to_o heal_v my_o disease_n for_o thou_o also_o shall_v redeem_v my_o life_n from_o corruption_n and_o shall_v crown_v i_o with_o love_a kindness_n and_o tender_a mercy_n 5._o yea_o thou_o shall_v satisfy_v my_o desire_n with_o good_a thing_n because_o my_o youth_n shall_v be_v restore_v like_o a_o eagle_n for_o by_o hope_n we_o be_v 28_o save_v wherefore_o we_o through_o patience_n await_v for_o thy_o promise_n let_v he_o that_o be_v able_a hear_v thou_o inward_o discourse_v to_o he_o for_o my_o part_n in_o the_o word_n of_o thy_o oracle_n will_v i_o bold_o cry_v out_o how_o â—4_n wonderful_a be_v thy_o work_n o_o lord_n in_o wisdom_n have_v thou_o make_v they_o all_o and_o this_o wisdom_n be_v that_o beginning_n and_o in_o that_o beginning_n have_v thou_o make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n chap._n 10._o god_n will_v know_v no_o beginning_n 1._o lo_o be_v they_o not_o full_a of_o their_o old_a leaven_n which_o demand_v of_o we_o how_o do_v god_n employ_v himself_o before_o he_o make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n for_o if_o he_o be_v unemployed_n say_v they_o and_o do_v no_o work_n why_o theâ—_n do_v he_o not_o now_o from_o hence_o forth_o and_o for_o ever_o abstain_v from_o work_v like_a as_o heretofore_o he_o do_v for_o do_v any_o new_a motion_n rise_v up_o in_o god_n and_o any_o new_a will_n to_o make_v a_o creation_n which_o he_o have_v never_o make_v before_o how_o can_v there_o be_v a_o true_a eternity_n where_o then_o rise_v up_o a_o new_a will_n which_o be_v not_o there_o before_o for_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v not_o a_o creature_n but_o before_o every_o creature_n see_v that_o nothing_o can_v have_v be_v create_v unless_o the_o will_n of_o the_o creator_n have_v be_v before_o it_o chap._n 11._o god_n eternity_n not_o to_o be_v measure_v by_o the_o part_n of_o time_n 1._o the_o will_n of_o god_n therefore_o be_v belong_v unto_o his_o substance_n and_o if_o aught_v be_v new_o rise_v up_o in_o god_n substance_n which_o be_v not_o there_o before_o then_o can_v that_o substance_n be_v true_o say_v to_o be_v eternal_a again_o if_o the_o will_n of_o god_n have_v mean_v from_o eternity_n that_o there_o shall_v be_v a_o creation_n why_o also_o be_v not_o that_o creation_n from_o all_o eternity_n they_o that_o prate_v thus_o do_v not_o yet_o understand_v thou_o o_o thou_o wisdom_n of_o god_n thou_o light_v of_o our_o soul_n they_o understand_v not_o yet_o how_o these_o thing_n be_v make_v which_o by_o thou_o and_o in_o thou_o be_v make_v yea_o they_o strive_v to_o relish_v eternal_a thing_n though_o their_o heart_n be_v flicker_a hitherto_o between_o the_o motion_n of_o thing_n partly_o pass_v and_o partly_o to_o come_v and_o be_v very_o uncertain_a hitherto_o 2._o who_o be_v able_a to_o hold_v it_o hard_o to_o and_o so_o to_o fix_v it_o that_o it_o may_v be_v settle_v a_o while_n and_o a_o little_a catch_n at_o a_o beam_n of_o light_n from_o that_o ever-fixed_n eternity_n and_o to_o compare_v it_o with_o the_o time_n which_o be_v never_o fix_v that_o it_o may_v thereby_o perceive_v how_o there_o be_v no_o comparison_n between_o they_o and_o how_o that_o a_o long_a time_n can_v be_v make_v long_o but_o out_o of_o a_o many_o motion_n still_o pass_v on_o ward_n which_o can_v at_o the_o same_o instant_n be_v draw_v all_o together_o and_o that_o all_o this_o while_n in_o the_o eternal_a nothing_o be_v flit_a but_o all_o at_o once_o present_a whereas_o no_o time_n be_v all_o at_o once_o present_a and_o that_o he_o may_v perceive_v all_o time_n pass_v to_o be_v drive_v away_o by_o time_n to_o come_v and_o all_o time_n to_o come_v to_o follow_v upon_o the_o pass_a and_o that_o all_o both_o pass_v and_o to_o come_v be_v make_v up_o and_o flow_v out_o of_o that_o which_o be_v always_o present_a who_o now_o shall_v so_o hold_v fast_o this_o heart_n of_o man_n that_o it_o may_v stay_v and_o see_v howthat_o eternity_n ever_o still-standing_a give_v the_o word_n of_o command_n to_o the_o time_n pass_v or_o to_o come_v itself_o be_v neither_o pass_v nor_o to_o come_v be_v this_o hand_n of_o my_o able_a peradventure_o to_o make_v stay_n of_o this_o heart_n or_o be_v the_o hand_n of_o my_o mouth_n by_o any_o persuasion_n able_a to_o bring_v about_o so_o important_a a_o business_n chap._n 12._o what_o god_n do_v before_o the_o creation_n of_o the_o world_n 1._o see_v i_o now_o return_v answer_n to_o the_o demand_n 10._o what_o god_n do_v before_o he_o make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n but_o i_o will_v not_o answer_v so_o as_o one_o be_v say_v to_o have_v do_v merry_o to_o break_v the_o violence_n of_o the_o question_n god_n be_v a_o prepare_v hell_n say_v he_o for_o those_o that_o will_v pry_v into_o such_o profound_a mystery_n it_o be_v one_o thing_n to_o look_v what_o god_n do_v and_o another_o thing_n to_o make_v sport_n this_o shall_v be_v none_o of_o my_o answer_n rather_o have_v i_o answer_v that_o i_o know_v not_o what_o indeed_o i_o do_v not_o know_v then_o answer_v so_o as_o may_v make_v he_o laugh_v at_o that_o ask_v such_o high_a question_n and_o the_o other_o commend_v that_o return_v so_o false_a a_o answer_n but_o this_o i_o say_v o_o our_o god_n creator_n period_n of_o every_o creature_n and_o if_o under_o the_o name_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n every_o creature_n be_v understand_v then_o i_o will_v bold_o say_v that_o before_o god_n make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n he_o do_v not_o make_v any_o thing_n for_o if_o he_o do_v what_o do_v he_o make_v but_o a_o creature_n and_o will_v to_o god_n i_o know_v whatsoever_o i_o desire_v to_o know_v to_o my_o own_o profit_n as_o well_o as_o i_o know_v this_o that_o no_o creature_n be_v make_v before_o there_o be_v make_v any_o creature_n chap._n 13._o that_o before_o those_o time_n which_o god_n create_v there_o be_v no_o time_n 1._o if_o any_o giddy_a brain_n now_o shall_v wild_o roave_v over_o the_o image_n of_o forepast_a time_n and_o wonder_v with_o himself_o that_o thou_o the_o god_n omnipotent_a and_o all-creator_n workmaster_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n do_v if_o or_o innumerable_a age_n forbear_v to_o set_v upon_o such_o a_o work_n before_o thou_o will_v make_v it_o let_v he_o wake_v himself_o and_o consider_v well_o how_o that_o he_o wonder_v at_o mere_a faife_n conceyt_v for_o how_o shall_v such_o innumerable_a age_n pass_v over_o which_o thou_o make_v not_o thou_o be_v the_o author_n and_o creator_n of_o all_o age_n or_o what_o time_n shall_v these_o be_v which_o be_v not_o make_v by_o thou_o or_o how_o shall_v they_o pass_v over_o if_o so_o be_v they_o never_o be_v see_v therefore_o thou_o be_v the_o creator_n of_o all_o time_n if_o any_o time_n have_v pass_v before_o thou_o make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n why_o then_o be_v it_o say_v that_o thou_o do_v rest_v from_o thy_o work_n for_o that_o very_a time_n do_v thou_o make_v nor_o can_v there_o any_o time_n pass_v over_o before_o thou_o have_v make_v those_o time_n but_o if_o before_o heaven_n and_o
soul_n these_o thing_n that_o be_v to_o come_v for_o thou_o have_v already_o teach_v thy_o prophet_n which_o be_v the_o way_n that_o thou_o unto_o who_o nothing_o be_v to_o come_v do_v teach_v thing_n to_o come_v or_o rather_o out_o of_o future_a do_v inform_v we_o of_o thing_n present_a for_o that_o which_o be_v not_o can_v be_v teach_v too_o too_o far_o be_v this_o way_n out_o of_o my_o ken_n it_o have_v get_v out_o of_o my_o reach_n i_o can_v by_o my_o own_o power_n arrive_v up_o to_o it_o but_o by_o thy_o assistance_n i_o may_v again_o even_o when_o thou_o shall_v vouchsafe_v i_o that_o most_o sweet_a light_n of_o the_o inward_a eye_n of_o my_o soul_n chap._n 20._o these_o three_o difference_n of_o time_n how_o they_o be_v to_o be_v call_v 1._o clear_a now_o it_o be_v and_o plain_n that_o there_o be_v neither_o thing_n to_o come_v nor_o thing_n past_a nor_o do_v we_o proper_o say_v there_o be_v three_o time_n past_a present_a and_o to_o come_v and_o yet_o perchance_o it_o may_v be_v proper_o say_v too_o there_o be_v three_o three_o time_n a_o present_a time_n of_o pass_a thing_n a_o present_a time_n of_o present_a thing_n and_o a_o present_a time_n of_o future_a thing_n for_o indeed_o three_o such_o as_o these_o in_o our_o soul_n there_o be_v but_o otherwhere_a do_v i_o not_o see_v they_o the_o present_a time_n of_o pass_a thing_n be_v our_o membry_n the_o present_a time_n of_o present_a thing_n be_v our_o sight_n the_o present_a time_n of_o future_a thing_n our_o expectation_n if_o thus_o we_o be_v permit_v to_o speak_v then_o see_v i_o three_o time_n yea_o and_o i_o confess_v there_o be_v three_o let_v this_o also_o be_v say_v there_o be_v three_o ttme_n past_a present_a and_o to_o come_v according_a to_o our_o misapplyed_n custom_n let_v it_o so_o be_v say_v see_v i_o shall_v not_o much_o be_v i_o trouble_v at_o it_o neither_o gainsay_v nor_o find_v fault_n with_o it_o provide_v that_o be_v understand_v which_o be_v say_v namely_o that_o neither_o that_n 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and_o to_o come_v be_v not_o but_o for_o the_o present_a time_n now_o how_o do_v we_o measure_v that_o see_v it_o have_v no_o space_n we_o measure_v it_o therefore_o even_o while_o it_o pass_v for_o when_o it_o be_v pass_v than_o we_o measure_v it_o not_o for_o there_o will_v be_v nothing_o to_o be_v measure_v 2._o but_o from_o what_o place_n and_o by_o which_o way_n and_o whitherto_o pass_v this_o time_n while_o it_o be_v a_o measure_n whence_o but_o from_o the_o time_n future_a which_o way_n but_o by_o the_o time_n present_a whither_o but_o into_o the_o time_n pass_v from_o that_o therefore_o which_o be_v not_o yet_o by_o that_o which_o have_v no_o space_n into_o that_o which_o be_v not_o still_o yet_o what_o be_v it_o we_o measure_v if_o not_o time_n in_o some_o space_n for_o we_o use_v not_o to_o say_v single_a and_o double_a and_o triple_a and_o equal_a or_o any_o other_o way_n that_o we_o speak_v of_o time_n but_o with_o reference_n still_o to_o the_o space_n of_o time_n in_o what_o space_n therefore_o do_v we_o measure_v the_o time_n present_a whether_o in_o the_o future_a space_n whence_o it_o pass_v but_o that_o which_o be_v not_o yet_o we_o can_v measure_v or_o in_o the_o present_a by_o which_o it_o pass_v but_o no_o space_n we_o do_v not_o measure_v or_o in_o the_o past_a to_o which_o it_o pass_v but_o neither_o do_v we_o measure_v that_o which_o be_v not_o still_o chap._n 22._o he_o beg_v of_o god_n the_o resulution_n of_o a_o difficulty_n 1._o my_o some_o be_v all_o on_o fire_n to_o be_v resolve_v of_o this_o most_o intricate_a 〈…〉_z shut_v it_o not_o up_o o_o lord_n god_n o_o my_o good_a father_n in_o the_o name_n of_o christ_n i_o beseech_v thou_o do_v not_o so_o shut_v up_o these_o usual_a but_o yet_o hide_a thing_n from_o this_o desire_n of_o i_o that_o it_o be_v hinder_v from_o pierce_v into_o they_o but_o let_v they_o shine_v out_o unto_o i_o thy_o mercy_n o_o lord_n enlighten_v i_o who_o shall_v i_o make_v my_o demand_n unto_o concern_v these_o point_n and_o to_o who_o shall_v i_o more_o fruitful_o confess_v my_o ignorance_n then_o unto_o thou_o who_o these_o study_n of_o i_o so_o vehement_o burn_v to_o understand_v thy_o scripture_n be_v no_o way_n troublesome_a give_v i_o lord_n what_o i_o love_v for_o love_n i_o do_v and_o this_o love_n have_v thou_o give_v i_o give_v it_o i_o father_n who_o true_o know_v to_o give_v good_a gift_n unto_o thy_o 1._o child_n give_v i_o because_o i_o have_v takâ—n_v upon_o i_o to_o know_v thou_o and_o thou_o it_o be_v painful_a 16_o unto_o i_o until_o thou_o open_v it_o 2._o even_o by_o christ_n i_o beseech_v thou_o in_o the_o name_n of_o that_o holy_a of_o holies_n let_v not_o man_n answer_n disturb_v i_o for_o i_o believe_v and_o therefore_o do_v i_o 10_o speak_v this_o be_v my_o hope_n this_o do_v i_o pant_v after_o that_o i_o may_v contemplate_v the_o delight_n of_o the_o lord_n behold_v thou_o have_v make_v my_o day_n margin_n short_a and_o they_o pass_v away_o &_o i_o know_v not_o how_o and_o we_o talk_v of_o time_n and_o time_n and_o time_n and_o time_n how_o long_a time_n be_v it_o since_o he_o say_v this_o how_o land_n time_n since_o he_o do_v this_o &_o how_o long_a time_n since_o i_o see_v that_o and_o this_o syllable_n have_v double_a time_n to_o that_o single_a short_a syllable_n these_o word_n we_o hear_v and_o these_o term_n we_o understand_v and_o be_v understand_v again_o most_o manifest_a and_o ordinary_a they_o be_v and_o yet_o the_o selfsame_o thing_n too_o deep_o hide_v yea_o the_o find_v out_o of_o the_o secret_a of_o they_o will_v prove_v a_o very_a new_a device_n chap._n 23._o he_o clear_v this_o question_n what_o time_n be_v 1._o i_o hear_v a_o learned_a man_n once_o deliver_v it_o that_o the_o motion_n of_o the_o sun_n moon_n and_o star_n and_o not_o the_o year_n be_v the_o very_a true_a time_n but_o why_o then_o shall_v not_o the_o motion_n of_o all_o body_n in_o general_n rather_o be_v time_n but_o what_o if_o the_o light_n of_o heaven_n shall_v cease_v and_o the_o potter_n wheel_n run_v round_o shall_v there_o be_v no_o time_n by_o which_o we_o may_v measure_v those_o whirling_n about_o and_o may_v pronounce_v of_o it_o that_o either_o it_o move_v with_o equal_a pause_n or_o if_o it_o turn_v sometime_o flower_n and_o other_o while_o quick_a that_o some_o round_n take_v up_o long_a time_n and_o other_o short_a or_o even_o while_o we_o be_v a_o say_v this_o shall_v we_o speak_v in_o time_n or_o shall_v there_o in_o our_o word_n be_v any_o syllable_n short_a and_o other_o long_o but_o for_o this_o reason_n only_o that_o those_o take_v up_o a_o short_a time_n in_o sound_v and_o these_o a_o long_o grant_v unto_o we_o man_n the_o skill_n o_o god_n in_o a_o little_a hint_n to_o descry_v those_o notion_n as_o be_v common_a to_o thing_n both_o great_a and_o small_a 2._o the_o star_n and_o light_n of_o heaven_n it_o be_v true_a be_v appoint_v &c_n for_o sign_n and_o for_o season_n and_o for_o year_n and_o for_o day_n they_o be_v indeed_o yet_o shall_v i_o never_o on_o the_o one_o side_n affirm_v the_o whirl_a about_o of_o that_o fiery_a wheel_n wheel_n to_o be_v the_o day_n nor_o though_o it_o be_v not_o that_o therefore_o on_o the_o other_o side_n there_o be_v no_o time_n at_o all_o let_v he_o affirm_v either_o of_o these_o i_o for_o my_o part_n desire_v to_o understand_v the_o force_n and_o nature_n of_o time_n by_o which_o we_o be_v to_o measure_v the_o motion_n of_o body_n as_o when_o we_o say_v for_o example_n this_o motion_n to_o be_v
every_o thing_n be_v it_o that_o discover_v the_o time_n of_o it_o but_o that_o matter_n be_v sometime_o without_o form_n but_o be_v now_o observe_v to_o be_v together_o in_o time_n with_o its_o form_n and_o yet_o be_v there_o not_o any_o thing_n to_o be_v say_v of_o that_o matter_n but_o as_o if_o it_o be_v its_o form_n in_o respect_n of_o time_n whenas_o indeed_o it_o be_v consider_v of_o as_o the_o latter_a of_o the_o two_o because_o doubtless_o better_a be_v thing_n that_o have_v form_n than_o thing_n that_o have_v no_o form_n yea_o they_o have_v precedence_n in_o the_o eternity_n of_o the_o creator_n that_o so_o there_o may_v be_v something_o out_o of_o nothing_o of_o which_o somewhat_o may_v be_v create_v chap._n 30._o the_o scripture_n be_v to_o be_v search_v with_o honourable_a respect_n unto_o the_o penman_n 1._o in_o this_o diversity_n of_o most_o true_a opinion_n let_v truth_n itself_o procure_v reconcilement_n and_o our_o god_n have_v mercy_n upon_o we_o that_o we_o may_v use_v the_o law_n lawful_o the_o end_n 8._o of_o the_o commandment_n be_v pure_a charity_n by_o this_o if_o a_o man_n now_o demand_n of_o i_o which_o of_o all_o these_o be_v the_o meaning_n of_o thy_o servant_n moses_n such_o discourse_n be_v not_o fit_a to_o be_v put_v among_o my_o confession_n shall_v i_o not_o confess_v unto_o thou_o i_o can_v tell_v and_o yet_o this_o i_o can_v tell_v that_o they_o be_v all_o true_a sense_n those_o carnal_a one_o except_v of_o which_o i_o have_v full_o speak_v my_o opinion_n as_o for_o those_o little_a one_o of_o good_a hope_n they_o do_v not_o the_o word_n of_o thy_o bible_n terrify_v which_o deliver_v high_a my_o stery_n in_o so_o humble_a a_o phrase_n &_o few_o thing_n in_o so_o copious_a a_o expression_n and_o as_o for_o all_o those_o who_o i_o confess_v both_o to_o have_v see_v and_o speak_v the_o truth_n deliver_v in_o those_o word_n let_v we_o love_v one_o another_o yea_o and_o joint_o together_o let_v we_o love_v thou_o our_o god_n the_o fountain_n of_o truth_n if_o so_o be_v our_o thirst_n be_v after_o truth_n and_o not_o after_o vanity_n yea_o let_v we_o in_o such_o manner_n honour_v this_o servant_n of_o thou_o the_o dispenser_n of_o this_o scripture_n so_o full_a of_o thy_o spirit_n that_o we_o may_v believe_v he_o when_o by_o thy_o revelation_n he_o write_v these_o thing_n to_o have_v bend_v his_o intention_n unto_o that_o sense_n in_o they_o which_o principal_o excel_v the_o rest_n both_o for_o light_n of_o truth_n and_o fruitfulness_n of_o profit_n chap._n 31._o truth_n be_v to_o be_v receive_v whoever_o speak_v it_o 1._o so_o now_o when_o another_o shall_v say_v moses_n mean_v as_o i_o do_v and_o another_o yea_o the_o very_a same_o that_o i_o do_v i_o suppose_v that_o with_o more_o religion_n i_o may_v say_v why_o mean_v he_o not_o as_o you_o both_o mean_v if_o you_o both_o mean_v true_o and_o if_o there_o may_v be_v a_o three_o truth_n or_o a_o four_o yea_o if_o any_o other_o man_n may_v discover_v any_o other_o truth_n in_o those_o word_n why_o may_v not_o he_o be_v believe_v to_o have_v see_v all_o these_o he_o by_o who_o ministry_n god_n that_o be_v but_o one_o have_v temper_v these_o holy_a scripture_n to_o the_o meaning_n of_o a_o many_o that_o be_v both_o to_o see_v true_a and_o yet_o diverse_a thing_n for_o i_o own_o part_n very_o and_o fearelesse_o i_o speak_v it_o from_o my_o heart_n that_o be_v i_o to_o indite_v any_o thing_n that_o shall_v attain_v have_v the_o high_a top_n of_o authority_n i_o will_v choose_v to_o write_v in_o such_o a_o strain_n as_o that_o my_o word_n may_v carry_v the_o sound_n of_o any_o truth_n with_o they_o which_o any_o man_n be_v apprehensive_a of_o concern_v these_o matter_n rather_o than_o so_o clear_o to_o set_v down_o one_o true_a sense_n only_o concern_v some_o one_o particular_a as_o that_o i_o shall_v thereby_o exclude_v all_o such_o other_o sense_n which_o be_v not_o false_a can_v no_o way_n offend_v i_o i_o will_v not_o therefore_o o_o my_o god_n be_v so_o heady_a as_o not_o to_o believe_v that_o this_o a_o moses_n man_n obtain_v not_o thus_o much_o at_o thy_o hand_n he_o without_o doubt_n both_o perceive_v and_o be_v advise_v of_o in_o those_o word_n whenas_o he_o write_v they_o what_o truth_n soever_o we_o have_v be_v able_a to_o find_v in_o they_o yea_o and_o whatsoever_o we_o have_v not_o heretofore_o be_v able_a no_o nor_o yet_o be_v provide_v that_o this_o truth_n be_v possible_a to_o be_v find_v in_o they_o at_o all_o chap._n 32._o he_o pray_v to_o obtain_v the_o right_a meaning_n 1._o last_o o_o lord_n thou_o that_o be_v a_o god_n and_o not_o flesh_n and_o blood_n what_o though_o a_o man_n shall_v not_o see_v all_o yet_o can_v any_o part_n of_o that_o be_v conceal_v from_o thy_o good_a spirit_n who_o shall_v lead_v i_o into_o the_o land_n of_o uprightness_n which_o 10._o thou_o thyself_o be_v by_o those_o word_n to_o reveal_v unto_o the_o reader_n of_o all_o time_n to_o come_v notwithstanding_o that_o he_o that_o 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this_o blessing_n i_o conceive_v thou_o to_o have_v grant_v we_o a_o power_n and_o a_o faculty_n both_o to_o express_v several_a way_n that_o which_o we_o understand_v but_o one_o and_o to_o understand_v several_a way_n that_o which_o we_o read_v to_o be_v obseure_o deliver_v but_o in_o one_o thus_o be_v the_o water_n of_o the_o sea_n replenish_v which_o be_v not_o move_v but_o by_o several_a signification_n thus_o with_o humane_a increase_n be_v the_o earth_n also_o replenish_v who_o dryness_n appear_v by_o its_o affection_n over_o which_o reason_n rule_v chap._n 25._o he_o allegorical_o compare_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o earth_n unto_o the_o duty_n of_o piety_n i_o will_v now_o also_o deliver_v o_o lord_n my_o god_n that_o which_o the_o follow_a scripture_n put_v i_o in_o mind_n of_o yea_o i_o will_v deliver_v it_o without_o fear_n for_o i_o will_v utter_v the_o truth_n thyself_o inspire_v i_o with_o what_o thy_o pleasure_n be_v to_o have_v i_o deliver_v concern_v those_o word_n but_o by_o no_o other_o inspiration_n than_o thou_o can_v i_o believe_v myself_o to_o speak_v truth_n see_v thou_o be_v the_o very_a truth_n and_o every_o man_n a_o liar_n he_o therefore_o that_o speak_v 11_o a_o lie_n speak_v it_o of_o his_o 44_o own_o that_o therefore_o i_o may_v speak_v truth_n i_o will_v speak_v it_o from_o thou_o behold_v thou_o have_v give_v unto_o we_o for_o food_n every_o herb_n bear_v seed_n 29_o which_o be_v upon_o the_o face_n of_o all_o the_o earth_n and_o every_o tree_n in_o which_o be_v the_o fruit_n of_o a_o tree_n yield_v seed_n and_o that_o not_o to_o we_o alone_o but_o also_o to_o all_o the_o fowl_n of_o the_o air_n and_o to_o the_o beast_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o to_o all_o creep_a thing_n but_o unto_o the_o fish_n and_o to_o the_o great_a whale_n have_v thou_o not_o give_v they_o 2._o now_o by_o these_o fruit_n of_o the_o earth_n we_o say_v before_o that_o the_o work_n of_o mercy_n be_v signify_v and_o figure_v out_o in_o a_o allegory_n which_o for_o the_o necessition_n of_o this_o life_n be_v afoord_v as_o 〈◊〉_d of_o a_o fruitful_a earth_n such_o a_o earth_n be_v the_o doâ—_n out_o quâ—siphâ—rus_n unto_o who_o housethou_a gave_v mercy_n who_o often_o refresh_v thy_o paul_n and_o be_v not_o ashamed_a of_o his_o 16_o chain_n with_o such_o a_o crop_n be_v those_o brethren_n fruitful_a also_o who_o out_o of_o mecedonia_n supply_v 2_o his_o want_n but_o how_o much_o grieve_v he_o for_o such_o tree_n as_o do_v not_o affâ—â—rd_v he_o the_o fruit_n due_a unto_o he_o where_o he_o say_v at_o my_o first_o unswere_v no_o man_n stand_v by_o i_o 〈◊〉_d man_n forsake_v i_o i_o pray_v god_n that_o it_o may_v not_o be_v lay_v to_o their_o charge_n for_o these_o fruit_n be_v due_a unto_o such_o as_o minister_v the_o spiritual_a spiritual_fw-la doctrine_n unto_o we_o out_o of_o their_o understanding_n of_o the_o divine_a mystery_n and_o they_o be_v due_a â—â—_o unto_o they_o as_o they_o be_v 〈◊〉_d yea_o and_o due_a so_o unto_o they_o also_o 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