no_o comfort_n till_o i_o shall_v obtain_v to_o see_v thou_o in_o thy_o celestial_a bed_n of_o state_n thou_o who_o be_v my_o belove_a and_o most_o beautiful_a spouse_n my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n that_o behold_v there_o in_o the_o society_n of_o such_o as_o thou_o have_v choose_v that_o glorious_a and_o admirable_a &_o most_o beautiful_a countenance_n of_o thou_o which_o be_v top_n full_a of_o all_o true_a sweetness_n i_o may_v with_o profound_a humility_n adore_v thy_o majesty_n and_o then_o at_o last_o be_v replenish_v with_o the_o celestial_a and_o unspeakable_a iubilation_n of_o eternal_a joy_n i_o may_v cry_v out_o with_o such_o as_o love_v thou_o and_o say_v behold_v that_o which_o i_o aspire_v too_o i_o see_v that_o which_o i_o hope_v for_o i_o have_v that_o which_o i_o desire_v i_o enjoy_v for_o to_o he_o be_o i_o conjoin_v in_o heaven_n who_o be_v yet_o on_o earth_n i_o love_v with_o my_o whole_a power_n i_o embrace_v with_o entire_a affection_n and_o i_o inhear_v to_o with_o invincible_a love_n he_o do_v i_o praise_v adore_v and_o bless_v who_o live_v &_o reign_v god_n for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n chap._n xxxviii_o a_o prayer_n to_o be_v make_v in_o affliction_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o o_o lord_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o dear_a lord_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o most_o miserable_a sinner_n who_o commit_v unworthy_a thing_n and_o do_v endure_v such_o as_o i_o be_o worthy_a of_o for_o i_o be_o daily_o sinninge_v and_o daily_o feel_v the_o scourge_n of_o sin_n if_o i_o consider_v the_o evil_n which_o i_o commit_v daily_o it_o be_v no_o great_a matter_n which_o i_o suffer_v it_o be_v much_o wherein_o i_o offend_v and_o it_o be_v little_a which_o i_o endure_v thou_o be_v lust_n o_o lord_n and_o thy_o judgement_n be_v right_a yea_o all_o thy_o judgment_n be_v just_a and_o true_a thou_o be_v just_a and_o true_a o_o lord_n our_o god_n and_o there_o be_v no_o iniquity_n in_o thou_o thou_o o_o merciful_a and_o omnipotent_a lord_n do_v not_o afflict_v we_o sinner_n cruel_o and_o unjust_o but_o when_o we_o be_v not_o thou_o do_v make_v we_o with_o thy_o hand_n of_o power_n and_o when_o we_o be_v lose_v through_o our_o own_o fault_n thou_o didist_n admirable_o restore_v we_o by_o thy_o pity_n and_o goodness_n i_o know_v and_o be_o well_o assure_v that_o our_o life_n be_v not_o drive_v on_o by_o rash_a and_o irregular_a motion_n but_o it_o be_v dispose_v and_o govern_v by_o thou_o o_o lord_n our_o god_n so_o that_o thou_o have_v a_o care_n of_o all_o butt_v especial_o of_o thy_o servant_n who_o have_v place_v their_o whole_a hope_n in_o thy_o mercy_n i_o do_v therefore_o beseech_v and_o humble_o pray_v thou_o that_o thou_o will_v not_o proceed_v with_o i_o according_a to_o my_o sin_n whereby_o i_o have_v deserve_v thy_o wrath_n but_o accord_v to_o thy_o own_o great_a mercy_n which_o surpass_v the_o sin_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n thou_o o_o lord_n who_o do_v inflict_v exterior_a punishment_n upon_o we_o give_v we_o interior_a patience_n which_o may_v never_o fail_v that_o so_o thy_o praise_n may_v not_o depart_v from_o my_o mouth_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o o_o lord_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o and_o help_v i_o accord_v to_o what_o thou_o know_v to_o be_v necessary_a for_o i_o both_o in_o body_n and_o soul_n for_o thou_o know_v all_o thing_n thou_o can_v do_v all_o thing_n thou_o who_o live_v for_o ever_o chap._n thirty-nine_o a_o very_a devoute_a prayer_n to_o god_n the_o son_n o_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n the_o son_n of_o the_o live_a god_n who_o do_v drink_v up_o that_o calais_n of_o thy_o passion_n thou_o be_v extend_v upon_o thy_o cross_n for_o the_o redemption_n of_o all_o mortal_a man_n vouchsafe_v this_o day_n to_o give_v i_o help_v behold_v i_o come_v poor_a to_o thou_o who_o be_v scotfree_a miserable_a to_o thou_o who_o be_v merciful_a let_v i_o not_o go_v empty_a or_o despise_v from_o thou_o i_o be_o hungry_a now_o when_o i_o begin_v let_v i_o not_o give_v over_o empty_a of_o thou_o i_o come_v to_o thou_o almost_o starve_a let_v i_o not_o depart_v from_o thou_o unfed_a and_o if_o now_o before_o i_o eat_v i_o sigh_n grant_v at_o least_o after_o i_o have_v sigh_v that_o i_o may_v eat_v first_o of_o all_o o_o most_o sweet_a jesus_n i_o confess_v my_o own_o injustice_n against_o myself_o before_o the_o magnificence_n of_o thy_o mercy_n behold_v o_o lord_n how_o i_o be_v conceive_v and_o bear_v in_o sin_n and_o thou_o do_v wash_v i_o and_o sanctify_v i_o and_o after_o that_o i_o do_v yet_o pollute_v myself_o with_o great_a sin_n for_o i_o be_v bear_v in_o original_a sin_n which_o be_v necessary_a to_o i_o but_o afterward_o i_o welter_v in_o actual_a sin_n which_o be_v voluntary_a yet_o thou_o o_o lord_n be_v not_o unmindful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n do_v take_v i_o from_o the_o house_n of_o my_o father_n of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n and_o out_o of_o the_o tabernacle_n of_o sinner_n and_o do_v inspire_v i_o to_o follow_v thou_o with_o the_o generation_n of_o they_o who_o seek_v thy_o face_n and_o who_o walk_v in_o the_o right_a way_n and_o who_o dwell_v among_o the_o lilly_n of_o chastity_n and_o who_o feed_v with_o thou_o at_o the_o table_n of_o profound_a poverty_n and_o i_o ungrateful_a for_o so_o many_o benefit_n do_v after_o i_o have_v receive_v baptism_n work_v many_o wicked_a deed_n and_o commit_v many_o execrable_a crime_n and_o whereas_o i_o ought_v to_o have_v remove_v those_o former_a sin_n i_o do_v after_o add_v new_a sin_n to_o those_o these_o be_v my_o wickedness_n o_o lord_n whereby_o i_o have_v deshonor_v thou_o &_o defile_v myself_o who_o thou_o haste_v create_v after_o thy_o own_o image_n and_o likeness_n by_o pride_n vain_a glory_n and_o a_o number_n of_o other_o sin_n whereby_o my_o unhappy_a soul_n be_v afflict_v tear_v and_o destroy_v behold_v o_o lord_n how_o my_o iniquity_n have_v overgrow_v my_o head_n and_o how_o they_o oppress_v i_o as_o any_o heavy_a burden_n may_v do_v and_o unless_o thou_o who_o property_n it_o be_v to_o have_v mercy_n and_o to_o forgive_v be_v please_v to_o put_v the_o hand_n of_o thy_o majesty_n under_o i_o i_o shall_v not_o fail_v to_o be_v miserable_o drown_v in_o that_o bottomless_a pit_n consider_v o_o lord_n god_n and_o see_v because_o thou_o be_v holy_a and_o behold_v how_o my_o enemy_n insult_v over_o i_o say_v god_n have_v forsake_v he_o i_o will_v persecute_v he_o and_o take_v he_o for_o there_o be_v none_o to_o deliver_v he_o but_o thou_o o_o lord_n how_o long_o convert_v thyself_o to_o i_o and_o deliver_v my_o soul_n and_o save_v i_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n have_v mercy_n upon_o thy_o sonn_n who_o thou_o do_v beget_v weth_z no_o small_a sorrow_n of_o thou_o and_o do_v not_o so_o consider_v my_o wickedness_n as_o thereby_o to_o forget_v thy_o own_o goodness_n who_o be_v that_o father_n which_o will_v not_o deliver_v his_o son_n or_o who_o be_v that_o son_n who_o the_o father_n will_v not_o correct_v with_o the_o staff_n of_o pity_n therefore_o o_o my_o father_n and_o my_o lord_n though_o it_o be_v true_a that_o i_o be_o a_o sinner_n yet_o i_o leave_v not_o for_o all_o that_o to_o be_v thy_o son_n because_o thou_o haste_v both_o make_v i_o and_o make_v i_o again_o as_o i_o have_v sin_v so_o do_v thou_o reform_v i_o and_o when_o thou_o shall_v have_v mend_v i_o by_o thy_o correction_n deliver_v i_o then_o to_o thy_o son_n can_v the_o mother_n forget_v the_o child_n of_o her_o womb_n yet_o suppose_v she_o can_v thou_o have_v promise_v o_o father_n that_o thou_o will_v not_o forget_v he_o behold_v i_o cry_v out_o and_o thou_o hear_v i_o not_o i_o be_o torment_v with_o sorrow_n and_o thou_o comforte_v i_o not_o what_o can_v i_o say_v or_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v most_o wretched_a creature_n that_o i_o be_o i_o be_o utter_o without_o all_o comfort_n and_o i_o be_o cast_v of_o from_o the_o sight_n of_o thy_o eye_n woe_n be_v i_o from_o how_o great_a happiness_n into_o how_o great_a misery_n be_o i_o fall_v whither_o be_v i_o goeinge_v and_o yet_o where_o be_o i_o arrive_v where_o be_o i_o or_o rather_o where_o be_o i_o not_o to_o who_o do_v i_o aspire_v and_o yet_o now_o what_o kind_n of_o thing_n be_v they_o for_o which_o i_o pant_v and_o sigh_v i_o have_v seek_v for_o happiness_n and_o behold_v i_o haw_o meet_v wish_v infelicity_n bebold_n i_o be_o even_o die_v and_o jesus_n be_v not_o with_o i_o &_o without_o fail_v it_o be_v better_a for_o i_o not_o to_o be_v at_o all_o than_o not_o to_o be_v with_o jesus_n it_o be_v better_a for_o i_o not_o to_o live_v at_o all_o then_o to_o live_v without_o life_n but_o thou_o o_o lord_n jesus_n and_o what_o
abhor_v thou_o when_o therefore_o thou_o be_v angry_a thou_o do_v not_o only_o not_o strike_v the_o offender_n but_o even_o imparte_v blessing_n to_o they_o if_o they_o give_v over_o offend_v o_o thou_o my_o god_n the_o very_a horn_n of_o my_o salvation_n and_o my_o upholder_n i_o wretched_a creature_n have_v offend_v thou_o i_o have_v do_v wicked_o in_o thy_o sight_n i_o have_v deserve_v thy_o wrath_n i_o have_v provoke_v thy_o fury_n i_o have_v sin_v and_o thou_o have_v suffer_v i_o i_o have_v offend_v and_o thou_o yet_o endure_v i_o if_o i_o repent_v thou_o pardone_v if_o i_o return_v thou_o receive_v nay_o more_o than_o this_o while_o i_o be_o defer_v thou_o expect_v i_o thou_o do_v reduce_v i_o when_o i_o err_v thou_o invite_v i_o when_o i_o resist_v thou_o stay_v for_o i_o when_o i_o be_o dull_a thou_o embrace_v i_o when_o i_o return_v thou_o teach_v i_o when_o i_o be_o ignorant_a thou_o cherrishe_v i_o when_o i_o be_o afflict_v thou_o raise_v i_o while_o i_o fall_v thou_o restore_v i_o when_o i_o be_o fall_v thou_o give_v i_o when_o i_o ask_v thou_o be_v find_v when_o i_o seek_v thou_o and_o thou_o open_v when_o i_o knock_v o_o lord_n the_o god_n of_o my_o salvation_n behold_v i_o know_v not_o what_o i_o may_v allege_v i_o know_v not_o what_o to_o answer_v i_o have_v no_o refuge_n nor_o hole_n to_o retire_v my_o serfe_n into_o from_o thou_o thou_o have_v show_v i_o the_o way_n of_o good_a life_n and_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o knowledge_n how_o to_o conduct_v myself_o thou_o haste_v treatn_v i_o with_o the_o fear_n of_o hell_n thou_o have_v allure_v i_o with_o the_o hope_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o heaven_n and_o now_o o_o father_n of_o mercy_n o_o god_n of_o all_o consolation_n strike_v through_o my_o very_a flesh_n with_o thy_o fear_n to_o the_o end_n through_o fear_n i_o may_v avoid_v that_o which_o thou_o threaten_v and_o restore_v to_o i_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o save_a grace_n that_o by_o love_n i_o may_v obtain_v the_o thing_n which_o thou_o promise_v o_o lord_n my_o strength_n and_o my_o fundation_n my_o god_n my_o refuge_n &_o my_o deliverer_n inspire_v i_o with_o what_o i_o ought_v to_o think_v of_o thou_o teach_v i_o with_o what_o word_n i_o shall_v invoke_v thou_o impart_v the_o power_n of_o performeinge_v those_o work_n whereby_o i_o may_v please_v thou_o i_o know_v there_o be_v one_o thing_n whereby_o thou_o be_v appease_v &_o a_o other_o which_o thou_o be_v not_o wont_a to_o despise_v to_o wit_n a_o afflict_a soul_n be_v a_o sacrifice_n to_o thou_o and_o thou_o vouchsafe_v to_o accept_v a_o humble_a and_o contrite_a hart_n o_o my_o god_n and_o my_o helper_n enrich_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o with_o these_o gift_n defend_v i_o against_o my_o enemy_n by_o these_o grace_n impart_v this_o refreshinge_v to_o i_o against_o the_o burn_v heat_n of_o sensualitye_n and_o let_v this_o refuge_n be_v open_a to_o i_o against_o the_o importunity_n of_o all_o inordinate_a desire_n o_o lord_n the_o strength_n of_o my_o salvation_n do_v not_o permit_v i_o to_o be_v of_o they_o who_o believe_v in_o thou_o for_o a_o season_n but_o in_o the_o time_n of_o temptation_n depart_v from_o thou_o over_o shadow_v this_o head_n of_o i_o in_o the_o day_n of_o battle_n o_o thou_o who_o be_v my_o hope_n in_o the_o time_n of_o affliction_n and_o my_o save_a health_n in_o the_o time_n of_o tribulation_n behold_v o_o lord_n o_o thou_o my_o light_n and_o my_o salvation_n i_o have_v beg_v those_o thing_n of_o thou_o which_o i_o need_v i_o have_v intimate_v those_o thing_n which_o i_o apprehend_v and_o fear_v but_o my_o conscience_n fill_v i_o with_o remorse_n the_o secrets_n of_o my_o hart_n reprove_v i_o and_o that_o which_o love_n gather_v together_o fear_n scatter_v and_o that_o which_o zeal_n move_v i_o too_o distrust_n draw_v i_o from_o my_o sin_n give_v i_o terror_n but_o thy_o pity_n putt_v i_o into_o hope_n thy_o bounty_n exhort_v i_o though_o my_o own_o malignity_n hold_v i_o back_o and_o that_o i_o may_v confess_v a_o truth_n the_o image_n and_o representation_n of_o my_o old_a sin_n be_v still_o obtrude_v themselves_o on_o my_o memory_n &_o they_o hold_v i_o down_o from_o presume_a too_o far_o chap._n iii_o the_o complaint_n of_o a_o man_n who_o be_v not_o hear_v by_o our_o lord_n through_o his_o disobedience_n for_o in_o fine_a when_o a_o man_n be_v worthy_a of_o hate_n with_o what_o face_n shall_v he_o desire_v favour_n to_o who_o punishment_n be_v due_a what_o rash_a boldness_n be_v it_o for_o he_o to_o expect_v glory_n he_o provoke_v his_o judge_n who_o instead_o of_o giveinge_v satisfaction_n for_o his_o offence_n pretend_v to_o be_v honour_v with_o reward_n he_o insult_v upon_o his_o king_n who_o be_v obnoxious_a to_o punishment_n will_v adventure_v to_o beg_v a_o prize_n which_o be_v not_o due_a to_o he_o and_o that_o foolish_a son_n will_v exasperate_v the_o tender_a hart_n of_o his_o father_n who_o have_v reproach_v the_o same_o father_n will_v presume_v to_o usurp_v the_o honour_n of_o the_o inheritance_n before_o he_o have_v dispose_v himself_o to_o penance_n what_o be_v this_o o_o my_o dear_a father_n which_o i_o say_v i_o have_v do_v i_o have_v deserve_v death_n and_o yet_o i_o ask_v life_n i_o have_v offend_v my_o soweraigne_a king_n who_o aid_n i_o do_v yet_o thus_o impudent_o implore_v i_o have_v despise_v my_o judge_n who_o thus_o rash_o i_o desire_v to_o be_v my_o helper_n most_o insolent_o have_v i_o refuse_v so_o much_o as_o to_o harken_v to_o my_o father_n who_o yet_o i_o be_o presumeinge_v to_o have_v for_o my_o defender_n woe_n be_v unto_o i_o how_o late_o do_v i_o come_v woe_n be_v to_o i_o how_o slack_a be_o i_o in_o make_v haste_n woe_n be_v to_o i_o who_o be_o runninge_v still_o have_v receive_v fresh_a wound_n and_o yet_o vouchsafe_v not_o when_o i_o be_o well_o to_o prevent_v the_o pearcinge_n of_o new_a arrow_n i_o have_v neglect_v to_o foresee_v the_o dart_n before_o they_o come_v but_o now_o that_o i_o behold_v my_o death_n at_o hand_n i_o be_o full_a of_o trouble_n i_o add_v wound_n to_o wound_n because_o i_o fear_v not_o to_o add_v crime_n to_o crime_n my_o ancient_a scar_n i_o have_v break_v through_o with_o new_a violence_n because_o my_o late_a iniquity_n have_v correspond_v with_o my_o ancient_a sin_n and_o that_o which_o thy_o divine_a physic_n have_v cure_v and_o close_v the_o itch_n of_o my_o frenzy_n have_v open_v again_o the_o skinn_n which_o be_v draw_v over_o my_o wound_n do_v conceal_v my_o infirmity_n have_v putrify_v by_o the_o break_n out_o of_o filthy_a blood_n while_o that_o iniquity_n which_o i_o iterate_v do_v evacuate_v the_o mercy_n which_o thou_o do_v grante_a for_o i_o well_o know_v how_o it_o be_v write_v in_o what_o hour_n soever_o the_o just_a man_n shall_v sin_n all_o his_o justice_n shall_v be_v forget_v and_o now_o if_o the_o justice_n of_o the_o just_a man_n shall_v be_v forget_v when_o he_o fall_v how_o much_o more_o shall_v the_o peunance_n of_o a_o sinner_n be_v forget_v if_o he_o return_v 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cleanse_v for_o although_o i_o have_v already_o offer_v myself_o to_o thou_o by_o thy_o favour_n and_o grace_n yet_o in_o many_o thing_n do_v i_o offend_v daily_o through_o my_o excessive_a frailty_n give_v i_o therefore_o the_o grace_n of_o tear_n o_o bless_a and_o amiable_a god_n through_o the_o great_a sweetness_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o by_o the_o commemoration_n of_o thy_o own_o mercy_n prepare_v this_o table_n for_o thy_o servant_n in_o thy_o sight_n &_o put_v it_o into_o my_o power_n that_o as_o often_o as_o i_o list_v i_o may_v be_v fill_v therewith_o grant_v through_o thy_o pity_n &_o goodness_n that_o this_o excellent_a and_o inebriate_a chalice_n may_v quench_v my_o thirst_n &_o
hate_v in_o i_o and_o ingraft_v in_o i_o the_o spirit_n of_o chastity_n &_o continency_n that_o whatsoever_o i_o may_v chance_v to_o ask_v of_o thou_o yet_o in_o the_o very_a askeing_n of_o it_o i_o may_v not_o offend_v thou_o take_v from_o i_o that_o which_o hurt_v and_o give_v i_o that_o which_o help_v give_v i_o o_o lord_n some_o physic_n whereby_o my_o wound_n may_v be_v cure_v o_o lord_n give_v i_o thy_o fear_n compunction_n of_o hart_n humility_n of_o mind_n and_o a_o pure_a conscience_n grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v ever_o maintain_v fraternal_a charity_n and_o that_o i_o may_v not_o forget_v my_o own_o sin_n nor_o busy_v myself_o with_o those_o of_o other_o man_n pardon_v my_o soul_n my_o sin_n my_o crime_n visit_v i_o who_o be_o weak_a cure_v i_o who_o be_o sick_a strengthen_v i_o who_o be_o languish_v and_o revive_v i_o who_o be_o dead_a give_v i_o a_o hart_n o_o lord_n which_o may_v fear_v thou_o a_o will_n which_o may_v love_v thou_o a_o mind_n which_o may_v understand_v thou_o ear_n which_o may_v hear_v thou_o and_o eye_n which_o may_v see_v thou_o have_v mercy_n on_o i_o o_o god_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o and_o look_v down_o on_o i_o from_o that_o holy_a seat_n of_o thy_o majesty_n and_o illuminate_v the_o darkness_n of_o my_o hart_n with_o the_o beam_n of_o thy_o splendour_n give_v i_o o_o lord_n discretion_n that_o i_o may_v discern_v between_o good_a and_o bid_v and_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v have_v a_o vigilant_a mind_n o_o lord_n i_o beg_v of_o thou_o the_o remission_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n from_o who_o and_o by_o who_o propitiation_n may_v be_v grant_v i_o in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o necessity_n and_o of_o my_o great_a straits_n o_o holy_a and_o immacutate_v virgin_n mary_n the_o mother_n of_o god_n the_o mother_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n chirste_n vouchsafe_v to_o intercede_v of_o i_o with_o he_o who_o temple_n thou_o deserue_v to_o be_v make_v holy_a michael_n holy_a gabriel_n holy_a raphael_n o_o you_o holy_a quire_n of_o 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governor_n of_o christian_n and_o all_o such_o as_o believe_v in_o thou_o do_v labour_n for_o the_o holy_a love_n of_o thou_o that_o they_o may_v obtain_v perseverance_n in_o their_o good_a work_n grant_v o_o lord_n o_o eternal_a king_n chastity_n to_o virgin_n continency_n to_o such_o as_o be_v dedicate_v to_o thou_o o_o almighty_a god_n sanctimony_n to_o marry_a folly_n pardon_v to_o sinner_n relief_n to_o orphan_n and_o widow_n protection_n to_o the_o poor_a safe_a arrival_n to_o such_o as_o be_v in_o journey_n comfort_n to_o such_o as_o mourn_v everlasting_a rest_n to_o the_o faithful_a soul_n depart_v a_o safe_a haven_n to_o such_o as_o be_v at_o sea_n to_o thy_o best_a servant_n that_o they_o may_v continue_v in_o their_o virtue_n to_o they_o who_o be_v but_o indifferent_o good_a that_o they_o may_v grow_v better_o to_o they_o who_o be_v wicked_a and_o sinful_a as_o to_o i_o poor_a wertch_n that_o they_o may_v quick_o reform_v themselves_o o_o most_o sweet_a and_o most_o 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have_v commend_v themselves_o to_o my_o unworthy_a one_o and_o who_o have_v perform_v any_o office_n of_o charity_n or_o work_v of_o mercy_n towards_o i_o and_o they_o also_o who_o be_v join_v to_o i_o by_o kindred_n and_o by_o the_o natural_a affection_n of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n and_o as_o well_o all_o they_o who_o be_v now_o alive_a as_o those_o other_o who_o be_v depart_v may_v be_v merciful_o and_o gracious_o govern_v by_o thou_o that_o they_o perish_v not_o vouchsafe_v to_o give_v succour_n to_o all_o the_o christian_n who_o live_v grant_v absolution_n with_o eternal_a rest_n to_o the_o faithful_a who_o be_v dead_a and_o moreover_o i_o do_v in_o most_o particular_a manner_n beg_v of_o thou_o o_o lord_n thou_o who_o art_n alpha_n and_o omega_fw-la that_o when_o the_o last_o day_n and_o point_n of_o my_o life_n shall_v arrive_v thyself_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o be_v my_o merciful_a judge_n against_o that_o malign_a accuser_n the_o devil_n and_o be_v thou_o my_o continual_a defend_v or_o against_o the_o sleight_n of_o that_o ancient_a enemy_n of_o i_o and_o make_v i_o continue_v in_o that_o holy_a heaven_n of_o thy_o in_o the_o society_n of_o all_o the_o angel_n and_o saint_n thou_o who_o be_v bless_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o amen_n chap._n xli_o a_o prayer_n in_o memory_n of_o the_o passion_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n o_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n my_o redemption_n my_o mercy_n and_o my_o salvation_n i_o praise_v thou_o i_o give_v thou_o thanks_o though_o they_o carry_v no_o proportion_n to_o thy_o benefit_n though_o they_o be_v very_o void_a of_o devotion_n though_o they_o be_v lean_a in_o respect_n of_o the_o fatness_n of_o that_o most_o sweet_a love_n of_o thou_o which_o i_o desire_v yet_o such_o as_o they_o be_v not_o such_o i_o confess_v as_o i_o owe_v but_o such_o as_o i_o be_o able_a to_o conceive_v my_o soul_n be_v now_o pay_v to_o thou_o o_o thou_o hope_v of_o my_o hart_n and_o thou_o virtue_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o the_o life_n and_o end_n of_o all_o my_o intention_n let_v thy_o most_o powerful_a dignity_n supply_v that_o which_o my_o most_o faint_a weakness_n do_v endeavour_v and_o if_o i_o have_v not_o yet_o deserve_v so_o much_o of_o thou_o as_o to_o love_v thou_o so_o much_o as_o i_o ought_v yet_o at_o least_o i_o have_v a_o earnest_a desire_n to_o perform_v the_o same_o o_o thou_o my_o light_n thou_o see_v my_o conscience_n because_o o_o lord_n all_o my_o desire_n be_v before_o thou_o and_o if_o i_o endeavour_v to_o do_v any_o thing_n which_o be_v good_a it_o be_v thou_o who_o bestow_v it_o upon_o i_o if_o that_o be_v good_a o_o lord_n which_o thou_o inspire_v or_o rather_o because_o the_o inclination_n which_o i_o have_v to_o love_v thou_o be_v good_a grant_v i_o that_o which_o it_o be_v thy_o will_n that_o i_o shall_v desire_v and_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v obtain_v to_o love_v thou_o as_o much_o as_o thou_o require_v i_o give_v thou_o praise_n and_o thanks_n for_o what_o i_o have_v lest_o otherwise_o thy_o gnift_n may_v prove_v unfruitful_a to_o i_o which_o thou_o have_v bestow_v of_o thy_o own_o free_a will_n perfect_a that_o which_o to_o haste_n begunn_v and_o give_v i_o that_o through_o thy_o mercy_n which_o thou_o make_v i_o desire_n without_o any_o merit_n of_o i_o convert_v o_o most_o benign_a lord_n my_o dull_a heaviness_n into_o a_o most_o fervent_a love_n of_o thou_o to_o this_o o_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n my_o prayer_n my_o memory_n my_o meditation_n of_o thy_o benefit_n do_v all_o tend_v that_o thou_o may_v kindle_v thy_o love_n in_o i_o thy_o good_n o_o lord_n create_v i_o thy_o mercy_n when_o i_o be_v create_v do_v cleanse_v i_o from_o original_a sin_n thy_o patience_n after_o that_o
myself_o be_o grow_v to_o be_v whole_o vain_a and_o hence_o also_o it_o be_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o rejoice_v not_o in_o thou_o and_o that_o i_o adhere_v not_o to_o thou_o for_o i_o be_o in_o exterior_a thing_n thou_o in_o interior_a i_o be_o in_o temporal_a thing_n thou_o in_o spiritual_a my_o mind_n be_v scatter_v &_o spill_v my_o thought_n be_v entertain_v my_o speech_n be_v employ_v upon_o transitory_a object_n but_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v dwell_v in_o the_o eternity_n and_o be_v eternity_n itself_o thou_o be_v in_o heaven_n i_o on_o earth_n thou_o love_v high_a and_o i_o low_a thing_n thou_o celestial_a i_o terrestrial_a &_o when_o shall_v these_o contrarietye_n be_v ever_o able_a to_o meet_v chap._n ii_o of_o the_o misery_n and_o frailty_n of_o man._n wretch_n that_o i_o be_o when_o shall_v this_o crookedness_n of_o i_o be_v straighten_v according_a to_o that_o rectitude_n of_o thy_o thou_o o_o lord_n love_v to_o be_v alone_o and_o i_o to_o be_v in_o multitud_n thou_o love_v to_o be_v in_o silence_n and_o i_o in_o noise_n thou_o love_v truth_n and_o i_o love_v vanity_n thou_o love_v purity_n and_o i_o uncleanenes_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v more_o o_o lord_n thou_o be_v true_o good_a and_o i_o naughty_a thou_o be_v holy_a and_o i_o be_o wicked_a thou_o be_v happy_a and_o i_o unjust_a thou_o be_v light_v itself_o and_o i_o be_o true_o blind_a thou_o be_v life_n itself_o and_o i_o be_o dead_a thou_o be_v physic_n and_o i_o be_o sick_a thou_o be_v joy_n and_o i_o be_o sorrow_n thou_o be_v sovereign_a truth_n and_o i_o be_o a_o universality_n of_o vanity_n as_o indeed_o all_o man_n liveinge_v be_v woe_n be_v therefore_o to_o i_o o_o thou_o creator_n of_o i_o what_o shall_v i_o say_v yet_o harken_v thou_o o_o my_o creator_n for_o i_o be_o thy_o creature_n and_o i_o be_o even_o now_o upon_o perish_v i_o be_o thy_o creature_n and_o be_o even_o very_a now_o upon_o die_v i_o be_o the_o work_n of_o thy_o hand_n and_o i_o be_o even_o now_o reduce_v to_o nothing_o i_o be_o 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