petition_n or_o praise_n must_v come_v in_o after_o what_o sort_n they_o be_v convenient_o express_v and_o sometime_o when_o my_o condition_n require_v and_o my_o time_n will_v permit_v i_o to_o be_v more_o large_a or_o earnest_a in_o any_o part_n of_o prayer_n with_o what_o argument_n i_o may_v strengthen_v my_o faith_n and_o plead_v with_o god_n touch_v what_o i_o desire_v to_o speed_v for_o or_o again_o with_o what_o circumstance_n of_o my_o sin_n or_o god_n mercy_n i_o may_v heighten_v my_o repentance_n for_o my_o sin_n or_o thankfulness_n for_o those_o mercy_n if_o i_o do_v not_o use_v myself_o to_o a_o set_a form_n then_o will_v it_o be_v necessary_a that_o i_o more_o deliberate_o meditate_v what_o i_o intend_v to_o confess_v to_o ask_v to_o praise_n god_n for_o how_o â—_o shall_v so_o call_v upon_o he_o or_o conceive_v of_o he_o as_o may_v suit_v with_o those_o main_a and_o principal_a address_n which_o i_o be_o to_o make_v to_o he_o whether_o every_o particular_a expression_n 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god_n as_o already_o intimate_v love_v to_o hear_v his_o own_o language_n from_o we_o and_o so_o it_o be_v that_o the_o very_a expression_n of_o scripture_n have_v a_o marvellous_a affect_a power_n upon_o the_o devout_a heart_n beyond_o those_o which_o seem_v not_o to_o have_v be_v alike_o sanctify_v by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n use_v they_o chap._n vi_o of_o prayer_n and_o first_o of_o its_o substance_n and_o part_n what_o i_o have_v read_v be_v thus_o digest_v through_o meditation_n and_o by_o the_o like_a meditation_n preparation_n be_v make_v for_o prayer_n that_o now_o remain_v as_o the_o three_o and_o most_o complete_a act_n of_o my_o daily_a devotion_n touch_v which_o beside_o the_o precept_n already_o give_v other_o yet_o remain_v to_o be_v give_v when_o the_o consideration_n of_o the_o nature_n of_o the_o duty_n have_v a_o little_a make_v way_n for_o they_o now_o prayer_n be_v the_o seek_v unto_o god_n and_o before_o he_o represent_v our_o estate_n and_o desire_n the_o general_a nature_n of_o prayer_n be_v a_o betake_v or_o address_v ourselves_o to_o god_n and_o therefore_o its_o first_o act_n be_v invocation_n or_o call_n upon_o he_o now_o our_o condition_n who_o be_v dust_n &_o ash_n &_o his_o majesty_n be_v consider_v we_o can_v well_o be_v esteem_v to_o seek_v unto_o he_o without_o adoration_n or_o worship_v of_o he_o in_o the_o begin_n of_o these_o our_o address_n for_o that_o in_o all_o seek_n to_o superior_n we_o ever_o begin_v with_o some_o acknowledgement_n of_o their_o be_v above_o we_o able_a to_o help_v we_o etc._n etc._n upon_o which_o account_n we_o use_v ordinary_o some_o testimony_n of_o reverence_n towards_o they_o if_o we_o therefore_o put_v both_o these_o together_o we_o have_v the_o first_o part_n of_o prayer_n to_o wit_n a_o invocatory_a adoration_n of_o god_n that_o be_v a_o humble_a call_n upon_o he_o accompany_v with_o worship_v and_o adore_v his_o infinite_a majesty_n and_o this_o in_o most_o complete_a prayer_n extant_a be_v scripture_n we_o may_v observe_v particular_o in_o that_o for_o ever_o to_o be_v reverence_v pattern_n our_o lord_n prayer_n the_o first_o sentence_n contain_v what_o we_o speak_v of_o our_o father_n this_o be_v a_o call_n upon_o god_n which_o art_n in_o heaven_n these_o be_v word_n befit_v one_o who_o adore_v his_o majesty_n so_o in_o that_o prayer_n of_o hezekiah_n i_o saiah_o xxxvii_o 16._o o_o lord_n of_o host_n god_n of_o israel_n that_o dwell_v between_o the_o cherubim_n thou_o be_v god_n even_o thou_o alone_o etc._n etc._n how_o evident_o do_v this_o beginning_n of_o his_o prayer_n carry_v in_o it_o a_o call_n upon_o god_n accompany_v with_o the_o acknowledgement_n and_o adoration_n of_o his_o deity_n the_o first_o part_n of_o prayer_n we_o gather_v out_o of_o those_o word_n express_v its_o general_a nature_n it_o be_v a_o seek_v unto_o god_n the_o second_o we_o may_v gather_v out_o of_o they_o which_o follow_v it_o be_v a_o represent_v our_o estate_n before_o he_o our_o estate_n natural_o be_v sinful_a and_o miserable_a so_o far_o forth_o as_o we_o retain_v any_o thing_n of_o our_o old_a nature_n so_o far_o be_v sin_n and_o misery_n inseparable_a adjunct_n or_o attendant_n unto_o we_o the_o represent_v therefore_o our_o estate_n before_o god_n be_v the_o confess_v our_o sin_n and_o lay_v open_a our_o grievance_n and_o want_n before_o he_o a_o second_o part_n of_o prayer_n than_o be_v confession_n that_o which_o all_o sinner_n shall_v desire_v be_v pardon_n that_o which_o all_o miserable_a person_n do_v natural_o desire_n be_v help_v the_o represent_v then_o our_o desire_n before_o god_n be_v the_o beg_a mercy_n and_o grace_n to_o help_v in_o time_n of_o need_n that_o be_v 1._o pardon_v of_o sin_n 2._o deliverance_n from_o our_o misery_n internal_a by_o the_o sanctification_n of_o our_o heart_n externall_n by_o meet_a supply_n of_o our_o outward_a want_n a_o three_o act_n of_o prayer_n therefore_o be_v petition_v of_o ask_v somewhat_o more_o yet_o be_v considerable_a in_o our_o state_n here_o below_o which_o though_o natural_o miserable_a as_o aforesaid_a yet_o be_v by_o the_o manifold_a grace_n of_o god_n make_v in_o several_a respect_n more_o comfortable_a by_o reason_n of_o variety_n of_o blessing_n now_o he_o that_o receive_v a_o benefit_n ought_v to_o have_v at_o the_o least_o a_o will_n and_o desire_v of_o thankfulness_n he_o therefore_o who_o due_o represent_v his_o state_n and_o desire_n unto_o god_n lay_v open_a also_o before_o he_o those_o several_a mercy_n which_o at_o his_o hand_n he_o receive_v humble_o blessing_n and_o praise_v he_o the_o author_n of_o they_o the_o last_o part_n of_o prayer_n than_o be_v thanksgiving_n now_o because_o all_o these_o may_v be_v do_v either_o for_o ourselves_o or_o other_o therefore_o be_v prayer_n double_a or_o of_o two_o sort_n that_o which_o mere_o respect_v ourselves_o that_o which_o we_o offer_v up_o for_o other_o call_v intercession_n from_o all_o this_o it_o be_v evident_a that_o the_o first_o thing_n which_o he_o who_o will_v learn_v to_o pray_v must_v take_v care_n of_o be_v that_o he_o thorough_o know_v himself_o that_o be_v 1._o be_v acquaint_v with_o his_o own_o state_n with_o his_o sin_n his_o misery_n and_o want_n inward_a and_o outward_a otherwise_o he_o can_v never_o due_o represent_v they_o unto_o god_n 2._o that_o he_o well_o know_v his_o own_o desire_n and_o resolution_n lest_o he_o play_v the_o hypocrite_n with_o god_n ask_v what_o he_o desire_v not_o or_o vow_v what_o he_o intend_v not_o these_o be_v the_o substantial_o of_o prayer_n chap_n vii_o of_o the_o right_a manner_n of_o prayer_n first_o of_o its_o inward_a manner_n some_o consideration_n to_o quicken_v to_o sincerity_n and_o heartiness_n in_o prayer_n what_o grace_n be_v to_o be_v exercise_v in_o each_o part_n of_o prayer_n the_o manner_n of_o the_o perform_v every_o duty_n be_v much_o look_v upon_o by_o god_n now_o prayer_n be_v such_o a_o immediate_a act_n of_o worship_n and_o it_o be_v most_o just_a reasonable_a and_o necessary_a that_o we_o shall_v worship_v god_n with_o the_o whole_a man_n that_o be_v both_o with_o soul_n and_o body_n in_o the_o manner_n of_o prayer_n there_o can_v be_v only_o considerable_a its_o inward_a and_o outward_a part_n the_o inward_a manner_n of_o prayer_n be_v unquestionable_o most_o respect_v by_o god_n for_o that_o according_a hereunto_o be_v the_o prayer_n and_o the_o man_n sincere_a or_o otherwise_o and_o the_o consideration_n hereof_o shall_v incite_v we_o chief_o to_o care_n herein_o i_o may_v pray_v in_o as_o good_a &_o as_o many_o word_n in_o as_o devout_a posture_n and_o in_o a_o word_n after_o as_o pious_a a_o sort_n as_o to_o what_o there_o be_v outward_a in_o prayer_n as_o ever_o man_n do_v and_o yet_o he_o hypocritical_a in_o my_o prayer_n but_o it_o be_v impossible_a that_o i_o
shall_v pray_v with_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o and_o not_o be_v cordial_a honest_a and_o sincere_a in_o those_o prayer_n which_o i_o so_o make_v and_o therefore_o as_o god_n do_v so_o i_o say_v every_o christian_n ought_v to_o look_v chief_o to_o the_o inward_a disposition_n of_o his_o soul_n in_o his_o devotion_n we_o may_v note_v further_o for_o our_o quicken_n herein_o that_o god_n not_o only_o require_v the_o heart_n in_o prayer_n but_o have_v accept_v and_o often_o do_v accept_v the_o inward_a breathe_n of_o it_o and_o answer_v they_o as_o full_o as_o if_o all_o other_o circumstance_n belong_v to_o the_o outward_a manner_n of_o prayer_n have_v be_v observe_v as_o in_o the_o case_n of_o hannah_n who_o in_o that_o so_o successful_a and_o effectual_a prayer_n of_o she_o spak_v in_o her_o heart_n only_o now_o prayer_n be_v then_o right_a as_o to_o its_o inward_a manner_n when_o there_o be_v a_o hearty_a excercise_n of_o christian_a grace_n and_o affection_n suitable_a to_o the_o substance_n of_o the_o prayer_n which_o we_o offer_v up_o to_o god_n that_o be_v to_o say_v to_o go_v through_o the_o part_n of_o prayer_n i_o adore_v and_o call_v upon_o god_n as_o i_o ought_v when_o in_o my_o call_n upon_o he_o i_o real_o believe_v that_o he_o be_v and_o that_o he_o be_v such_o as_o he_o have_v reveal_v himself_o to_o be_v and_o as_o i_o now_o express_v or_o conceive_v he_o and_o therefore_o with_o reverence_n humble_o submit_v myself_o before_o his_o majesty_n it_o be_v a_o piece_n of_o holy_a skill_n worthy_a take_v notice_n of_o which_o be_v observable_a in_o the_o prayer_n of_o holy_a man_n in_o scripture_n they_o usual_o so_o frame_v their_o invocation_n or_o calling_n upon_o god_n as_o may_v suit_v with_o their_o main_a business_n at_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n and_o strenghthen_v their_o faith_n for_o those_o particular_a mercy_n which_o they_o ask_v thus_o in_o that_o sorenamed_a prayer_n of_o hezechias_n against_o the_o assyrian_a army_n o_o lord_n of_o host_n for_o he_o pray_v against_o a_o mighty_a host_n and_o for_o deliverance_n from_o it_o god_n of_o israel_n he_o therefore_o so_o call_v god_n to_o put_v he_o in_o mind_n of_o his_o covenant_n with_o israel_n that_o he_o may_v stretch_v forth_o his_o hand_n for_o the_o deliverance_n of_o his_o own_o people_n who_o dwell_v between_o the_o cherubim_v that_o be_v who_o have_v here_o record_v thy_o name_n and_o promise_v to_o meet_v and_o bless_v and_o from_o thy_o mercy_n seat_n to_o answer_v thy_o people_n he_o therefore_o make_v mention_n of_o god_n promise_v presence_n or_o dwell_v between_o the_o cherubim_n that_o he_o may_v prevail_v with_o god_n to_o save_v that_o city_n where_o his_o temple_n and_o this_o his_o mercy_n seat_n be_v place_v every_o expression_n in_o this_o his_o invocation_n have_v somewhat_o in_o it_o proper_a to_o his_o suit_n and_o of_o force_n to_o strengthen_v his_o faith_n and_o dependence_n upon_o god_n that_o he_o may_v the_o more_o sure_o prevail_v in_o short_a then_o the_o grace_n to_o be_v exercise_v in_o adoration_n or_o call_n upon_o god_n chief_o be_v faith_n fear_v or_o reverence_n of_o god_n and_o humility_n i_o then_o confess_v myself_o to_o god_n as_o i_o ought_v when_o with_o hearty_a sorrow_n and_o repentance_n which_o if_o earnest_n will_v be_v accompany_v with_o a_o kind_n of_o indignation_n against_o myself_o i_o lie_v open_v impartial_o my_o sin_n before_o he_o not_o spare_v the_o sweet_a or_o close_a and_o with_o a_o humble_a sense_n of_o my_o own_o vileness_n impotency_n and_o emptiness_n acknowledge_v my_o want_n or_o his_o just_a judgement_n upon_o i_o for_o any_o of_o my_o sin_n so_o that_o the_o chief_a grace_n to_o be_v exercise_v peculiar_o in_o confession_n be_v repentance_n or_o godly_a sorrow_n a_o humble_a and_o tender_a sense_n of_o what_o we_o confess_v accompany_v with_o shame_n of_o ourselves_o further_o than_o i_o ask_v as_o i_o ought_v when_o as_o sensible_a of_o my_o own_o unworthiness_n out_o of_o a_o humble_a trust_n in_o god_n through_o the_o merit_n of_o his_o son_n which_o trust_v his_o gracious_a promise_n and_o declaration_n of_o good_a will_n through_o he_o by_o i_o ever_o have_v respect_n to_o do_v encourage_v i_o to_o take_v up_o i_o hearty_o desire_v what_o i_o ask_v at_o his_o hand_n or_o at_o least_o be_o hearty_o sorry_a if_o i_o can_v say_v i_o hearty_o desire_v all_o i_o ask_v now_o because_o while_o i_o be_o ask_v it_o so_o come_v to_o pass_v that_o i_o often_o intermix_v somewhat_o of_o vow_n as_o in_o ask_v the_o pardon_n of_o some_o past_a sin_n many_o time_n i_o engage_v to_o diligent_a and_o watchful_a opposition_n for_o the_o future_a against_o they_o therefore_o be_v it_o necessary_a that_o if_o i_o will_v ask_v aright_o i_o ask_v with_o resolution_n and_o purpose_n of_o endeavour_v a_o new_a life_n and_o further_o for_o that_o i_o can_v expect_v forgiveness_n from_o god_n except_o i_o forgive_v from_o my_o heart_n my_o brethren_n therefore_o i_o must_v ask_v in_o charity_n so_o then_o the_o grace_n chief_o to_o be_v exercise_v in_o petition_n be_v first_o faith_n or_o a_o humble_a trust_n and_o hope_n in_o god_n through_o jesus_n christ_n that_o i_o shall_v speed_v which_o be_v most_o true_o pray_v in_o his_o name_n second_o love_n towards_o god_n and_o holiness_n three_o a_o steadfast_a purpose_n of_o obedience_n which_o be_v the_o most_o considerable_a part_n of_o repentance_n four_o charity_n towards_o my_o brethren_n last_o i_o then_o praise_n or_o give_v god_n thanks_o for_o his_o mercy_n as_o i_o ought_v when_o i_o have_v a_o inward_a acknowledgement_n and_o sense_n that_o it_o be_v he_o alone_o and_o through_o his_o mere_a savour_n that_o i_o enjoy_v these_o mercy_n and_o when_o not_o only_o i_o myself_o do_v admire_v but_o desire_v that_o heaven_n and_o earth_n may_v admire_v he_o for_o his_o goodness_n when_o also_o i_o do_v all_o this_o with_o a_o resolution_n of_o improve_n the_o mercy_n give_v that_o be_v of_o walk_v as_o it_o become_v one_o who_o have_v be_v vouchsafe_v of_o such_o a_o blessing_n so_o that_o the_o grace_n to_o be_v exercise_v in_o thanksgiving_n chief_o be_v 1._o humility_n or_o a_o sense_n of_o our_o own_o unworthiness_n and_o of_o god_n free_a mercy_n and_o grace_n the_o only_a fountain_n of_o all_o receive_v or_o hope_v for_o benefit_n 2._o love_n or_o a_o administration_n of_o his_o goodness_n accompany_v with_o a_o desire_n that_o he_o may_v receive_v all_o possible_a glory_n for_o it_o 3._o resolution_n and_o study_n of_o great_a and_o more_o suitable_a obedience_n and_o duty_n to_o he_o these_o be_v those_o grace_n in_o the_o exercise_n of_o which_o the_o due_a inward_a manner_n of_o prayer_n or_o a_o pray_a temper_n consist_v a_o composition_n so_o amiable_a as_o that_o it_o will_v ever_o where_o it_o be_v send_v up_o a_o odour_n of_o a_o sweet_a savour_n unto_o heaven_n and_o delight_n shall_v i_o say_v or_o overcome_v the_o almighty_a majesty_n chap._n viii_o of_o the_o best_a outward_a manner_n of_o prayer_n in_o sit_v posture_n and_o sit_v word_n of_o pray_v by_o gift_n and_o the_o inconvenience_n alledgeable_a against_o it_o of_o pray_v by_o a_o form_n and_o the_o inconvenience_n alledgable_a against_o it_o a_o accommodation_n and_o reconcilement_n of_o both_o in_o the_o outward_a manner_n of_o prayer_n the_o chief_a point_n considerable_a be_v the_o use_n of_o sit_v posture_n and_o meet_v word_n now_o though_o the_o posture_n of_o the_o body_n seem_v to_o be_v a_o small_a matter_n yet_o methinks_v my_o prayer_n want_v their_o due_a solemnity_n if_o not_o perform_v in_o a_o posture_n of_o worship_n true_a it_o be_v many_o a_o devout_a prayer_n a_o man_n may_v make_v ride_v upon_o his_o horse_n back_o walk_v in_o the_o field_n and_o the_o like_a and_o right_a christian_a be_v it_o thus_o to_o sanctify_v my_o necessary_a journey_n or_o the_o time_n which_o otherwise_o will_v be_v whole_o lose_v in_o travel_n or_o steal_v away_o by_o such_o recreatory_a obambulation_n but_o these_o be_v occasional_a and_o not_o my_o set_n and_o solemn_a devotion_n here_o my_o body_n be_v otherwise_o necessary_o employ_v the_o most_o which_o i_o can_v give_v to_o god_n be_v my_o soul_n or_o if_o to_o my_o thought_n my_o word_n be_v add_v it_o be_v as_o much_o as_o well_o can_v be_v but_o in_o my_o fix_a course_n of_o devotion_n it_o be_v not_o to_o be_v suppose_v that_o i_o worship_v god_n aliud_fw-la agens_fw-la employ_v with_o any_o thing_n but_o his_o worship_n and_o therefore_o herein_o let_v my_o body_n as_o well_o as_o my_o soul_n be_v take_v up_o in_o meet_a act_n of_o worship_n now_o that_o i_o account_v to_o be_v the_o best_a posture_n of_o worship_n which_o best_o express_v a_o inward_a reverence_n of_o that_o majesty_n
through_o christ_n according_a to_o the_o promise_n of_o the_o gospel_n that_o i_o do_v thus_o my_o sin_n shall_v not_o be_v lay_v to_o my_o charge_n as_o be_v take_v away_o by_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n in_o who_o merit_n i_o have_v through_o this_o my_o faith_n and_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n to_o i_o a_o share_n sect._n 9_o of_o prayer_n upon_o such_o fast_a day_n that_o which_o will_v much_o heighten_v my_o affection_n in_o this_o my_o repentance_n and_o further_o complete_a all_o its_o part_n yet_o remain_v to_o wit_n prayer_n which_o as_o it_o must_v on_o this_o occasion_n and_o day_n be_v more_o large_a and_o particular_a than_o ordinary_a so_o i_o can_v now_o want_v matter_n for_o it_o after_o such_o consideration_n of_o my_o condition_n and_o of_o the_o way_n how_o i_o be_o to_o seek_v for_o pardon_n of_o sin_n as_o be_v suppose_v if_o the_o former_a rule_n have_v be_v observe_v to_o have_v forgo_v particular_o i_o be_o to_o frame_v my_o prayer_n or_o at_o least_o to_o alter_v they_o as_o near_o as_o i_o can_v to_o my_o condition_n 1._o confess_v my_o several_a sin_n and_o that_o not_o without_o those_o aggravate_v circumstance_n in_o which_o i_o former_o consider_v they_o 2._o represent_v before_o god_n my_o sorrow_n my_o resolution_n of_o heart_n against_o they_o 3._o beg_v his_o grace_n to_o assist_v i_o in_o the_o fulfil_n my_o godly_a purpose_n and_o pardon_v for_o all_o my_o sin_n whether_o know_v and_o confess_v or_o as_o yet_o unknown_a to_o i_o to_o these_o head_n my_o christian_a discretion_n may_v add_v more_o according_a to_o my_o particular_a condition_n to_o wit_n if_o any_o judgement_n rest_n on_o i_o or_o i_o or_o be_v fear_v by_o reason_n of_o these_o my_o sin_n i_o may_v implore_v deliverance_n from_o it_o if_o any_o mercy_n be_v expect_v or_o by_o i_o aim_v at_o which_o i_o fear_v my_o sin_n may_v most_o just_o hinder_v or_o blast_v i_o may_v importune_v god_n for_o the_o grant_v it_o or_o otherwise_o apply_v myself_o as_o 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let_v i_o be_v never_o so_o able_a a_o person_n and_o my_o heart_n never_o so_o fix_v to_o use_v a_o form_n so_o far_o as_o where_o occasion_n shall_v serve_v to_o leave_v it_o a_o while_n to_o wit_n where_o i_o will_v confess_v or_o ask_v more_o particular_o may_v keep_v my_o prayer_n from_o be_v loose_a imperfect_a break_a and_o disorderly_a and_o consequent_o make_v my_o devotion_n ripe_a now_o such_o a_o one_o be_v this_o which_o follow_v o_o thou_o great_a holy_a and_o fearful_a god_n unto_o who_o all_o thing_n be_v naked_a and_o open_a and_o before_o who_o as_o be_v of_o pure_a eye_n than_o to_o behold_v iniquity_n nothing_o that_o be_v unrighteous_a shall_v stand_v i_o even_o blush_v and_o dread_a to_o appear_v before_o thou_o for_o in_o i_o there_o be_v nothing_o but_o iniquity_n that_o thou_o can_v behold_v iniquity_n indeed_o be_v too_o soft_a a_o word_n i_o be_o nothing_o but_o filth_n i_o have_v sin_v against_o heaven_n and_o before_o thou_o and_o be_o so_o far_o unworthy_a 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be_v not_o new_a but_o have_v be_v and_o always_o will_v be_v the_o same_o and_o multitude_n of_o book_n do_v but_o confound_v plain_a head_n all_o wise_a man_n know_v that_o to_o make_v a_o man_n self_n master_n of_o one_o good_a book_n be_v better_a than_o to_o have_v slight_o read_v a_o hundred_o which_o be_v not_o either_o thorough_o understand_v or_o digest_v to_o keep_v therefore_o thus_o to_o one_o good_a book_n which_o may_v instruct_v i_o of_o the_o sum_n of_o my_o christian_a duty_n till_o i_o have_v full_o make_v it_o i_o own_o be_v my_o most_o edisy_a course_n sect._n 3_o of_o self-examination_n and_o the_o view_n of_o our_o life_n this_o my_o exercise_n of_o read_v be_v over_o it_o will_v be_v seasonable_a now_o to_o fall_v to_o the_o examination_n of_o myself_o touch_n my_o sin_n and_o here_o i_o shall_v find_v a_o very_a good_a help_n of_o the_o former_a work_n of_o read_v especial_o after_o some_o considerable_a use_n of_o it_o when_o i_o be_o once_o come_v to_o know_v my_o several_a duty_n for_o certain_a it_o be_v no_o man_n can_v see_v what_o he_o have_v do_v amiss_o what_o he_o have_v leave_v undo_v which_o two_o head_n of_o omission_n and_o commission_n contain_v under_o they_o all_o actual_a sin_n till_o he_o see_v what_o he_o shall_v have_v do_v now_o this_o duty_n of_o self-examination_n a_o man_n may_v be_v suppose_v either_o to_o be_v a_o stranger_n in_o and_o little_a to_o have_v practise_v or_o else_o to_o have_v be_v much_o in_o it_o and_o to_o be_v thorough_o verse_v in_o his_o heart_n and_o life_n he_o who_o be_v a_o stranger_n to_o it_o have_v unquestionable_o more_o work_n to_o do_v than_o the_o other_o that_o he_o may_v therefore_o do_v his_o business_n thorough_o he_o must_v begin_v with_o those_o very_o first_o year_n which_o he_o can_v remember_v and_o trace_v sin_n from_o his_o insancy_n through_o his_o youth_n to_o his_o ripe_a and_o present_a year_n he_o must_v see_v what_o devil_n first_o enter_v he_o i_o mean_v what_o sin_n first_o seize_v he_o how_o they_o have_v grow_v up_o and_o continue_v with_o he_o but_o this_o will_v be_v too_o long_a a_o work_n for_o a_o hour_n or_o two_o such_o a_o person_n therefore_o have_v need_n to_o set_v apart_o whole_a day_n for_o this_o purpose_n till_o he_o have_v a_o little_a recover_v himself_o and_o set_v his_o account_n straight_a with_o god_n yet_o must_v he_o not_o while_o he_o be_v inquire_v after_o unknown_a or_o forget_v sin_n neglect_v to_o repent_v of_o his_o fresh_a and_n know_v transgression_n if_o therefore_o so_o it_o be_v that_o for_o the_o present_a he_o can_v recollect_v himself_o and_o make_v a_o diligent_a search_n into_o the_o whole_a course_n of_o his_o life_n yet_o must_v he_o confess_v and_o bewail_v what_o he_o know_v of_o himself_o and_o together_o acknowledge_v how_o much_o he_o be_v in_o arrear_n which_o he_o have_v forget_v or_o at_o present_a do_v not_o see_v and_o for_o all_o humble_o beg_v mercy_n but_o this_o not_o so_o as_o whole_o to_o put_v off_o surth_a enquiry_n but_o have_v this_o fast_o examine_v himself_o touch_v so_o many_o year_n or_o month_n according_a as_o his_o life_n find_v his_o thought_n work_v upon_o his_o next_o fast_o proceed_v far_o and_o so_o on_o the_o next_o still_o far_o till_o he_o come_v home_o to_o his_o present_a age_n now_o in_o this_o sift_v of_o my_o life_n if_o i_o can_v it_o will_v be_v very_o useful_a to_o i_o and_o much_o further_a a_o distinct_a repentance_n to_o use_v my_o pen_n and_o through_o each_o year_n set_v down_o my_o sin_n by_o this_o mean_n i_o shall_v be_v able_a much_o better_a to_o consider_v they_o and_o so_o both_o know_v more_o of_o myself_o and_o of_o the_o deceitful_a way_n which_o sin_n have_v to_o gain_v upon_o i_o and_o because_o as_o i_o owe_v to_o god_n confession_n and_o repentance_n of_o my_o sin_n so_o i_o owe_v also_o acknowledgement_n and_o thanks_o for_o his_o mercy_n therefore_o in_o this_o enquiry_n it_o will_v be_v necessary_a to_o observe_v god_n remarkable_a mercy_n and_o deliverance_n to_o i_o record_v these_o also_o year_n by_o year_n as_o my_o sin_n thus_o will_v the_o sight_n of_o his_o mercy_n aggravate_v my_o sin_n and_o increase_v my_o repentance_n and_o the_o sight_n of_o my_o sin_n parallel_n with_o his_o mercy_n commend_v his_o goodness_n and_o enhance_v my_o thankfulness_n both_o which_o be_v singular_a benefit_n and_o because_o even_a affliction_n have_v their_o use_n and_o be_v to_o be_v account_v for_o if_o therefore_o i_o find_v any_o considerable_a adversity_n or_o cross_n with_o which_o god_n have_v exercise_v i_o this_o also_o be_v to_o be_v register_v as_o the_o former_a if_o it_o do_v i_o good_a i_o owe_v to_o god_n thanks_o for_o it_o if_o not_o i_o owe_v repentance_n for_o be_v incorrigible_a be_v thus_o come_v to_o my_o present_a time_n it_o will_v become_v i_o not_o to_o run_v in_o arrear_n again_o but_o every_o â—ast_a day_n still_o to_o make_v my_o account_n even_o and_o to_o that_o purpose_n to_o take_v care_n as_o aforesaid_a that_o these_o my_o fast_n be_v not_o too_o seldom_o suppose_v therefore_o that_o i_o be_o a_o person_n who_o have_v so_o far_o practise_v self_n examination_n as_o that_o i_o have_v former_o take_v account_n of_o all_o my_o life_n that_o which_o i_o shall_v have_v chief_o to_o inquire_v into_o upon_o each_o return_n of_o these_o my_o fast_a day_n will_v be_v first_o what_o new_a sin_n or_o commission_n i_o have_v be_v guilty_a of_o since_o my_o last_o day_n of_o account_v second_o what_o neglect_v especial_o if_o i_o have_v former_o make_v any_o vow_n or_o new_a engagement_n to_o god_n how_o i_o have_v observe_v or_o slight_v they_o three_o in_o what_o posture_n or_o temper_n my_o heart_n have_v continue_v and_o at_o present_a be_v whether_o soft_a tender_a penitent_a and_o in_o awe_n of_o god_n or_o whether_o dull_a careless_a insensible_a or_o otherwise_o out_o of_o order_n and_o prone_a to_o its_o old_a lust_n last_o how_o the_o providence_n of_o god_n have_v carry_v towards_o i_o sithence_o what_o mercy_n receive_v what_o affliction_n send_v upon_o i_o and_o what_o have_v be_v my_o carriage_n answerable_o and_o whatever_o i_o find_v more_o remarkable_a let_v it_o be_v register_v in_o my_o accomptal_n so_o i_o call_v that_o paper_n book_n in_o which_o i_o use_v to_o keep_v account_n of_o my_o life_n and_o spiritual_a state_n whereof_o as_o be_v abovesaid_a i_o shall_v find_v singular_a advantage_n in_o my_o succeed_a time_n sect._n 4._o of_o the_o endeavour_n of_o godly_a sorrow_n how_o to_o work_v ourselves_o to_o it_o sin_n be_v not_o such_o a_o thing_n the_o knowledge_n of_o which_o be_v desirable_a for_o itself_o but_o only_o in_o order_n to_o somewhat_o else_o which_o it_o be_v apt_a to_o beget_v to_o wit_n godly_a sorrow_n and_o repentance_n my_o sin_n therefore_o be_v thus_o know_v i_o be_o to_o set_v myself_o about_o the_o sorrow_n for_o they_o and_o repent_v of_o they_o and_o to_o godly_a sorrow_n the_o ready_a course_n will_v be_v more_o full_o to_o fix_v my_o thought_n upon_o the_o sin_n of_o which_o in_o my_o examination_n of_o myself_o i_o have_v find_v myself_o guilty_a to_o look_v upon_o they_o so_o as_o that_o my_o eye_n may_v affect_v my_o heart_n my_o attent_a consideration_n of_o they_o may_v move_v and_o grieve_v i_o as_o it_o ought_v to_o this_o purpose_n i_o be_o to_o consider_v particular_o first_o the_o foulness_n of_o my_o particular_a sin_n in_o themselves_o and_o in_o their_o own_o nature_n how_o vile_a they_o make_v i_o how_o unable_a i_o shall_v be_v to_o look_v man_n in_o the_o face_n if_o they_o know_v all_o these_o unworthy_a act_n by_o i_o which_o i_o do_v of_o myself_o and_o god_n far_o better_o than_o myself_o how_o vile_a therefore_o must_v they_o needs_o render_v i_o in_o his_o holy_a eye_n second_o the_o several_a aggravation_n which_o they_o admit_v the_o chief_a of_o which_o and_o those_o which_o be_v apt_a to_o affect_v i_o i_o may_v take_v to_o be_v those_o which_o follow_v 1._o against_o how_o great_a light_n and_o how_o clear_a knowledge_n of_o god_n will_v i_o have_v sin_v i_o know_v such_o and_o such_o action_n to_o be_v sinful_a when_o yet_o i_o venture_v upon_o they_o 2._o against_o how_o many_o check_n of_o conscience_n i_o commit_v they_o do_v not_o my_o own_o heart_n at_o that_o very_a instant_n smite_v i_o tell_v i_o of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n and_o eternal_a flame_n belong_v to_o those_o who_o do_v such_o thing_n 3._o against_o how_o many_o engagement_n and_o obligation_n to_o the_o contrary_n have_v i_o sin_v 1._o my_o own_o vow_n and_o covenant_n both_o in_o baptism_n and_o since_o 2._o god_n mercy_n and_o forbearance_n which_o shall_v
have_v invite_v and_o lead_v i_o to_o repentance_n 3._o god_n judgement_n and_o heavy_a hand_n many_o time_n upon_o i_o which_o shall_v have_v teach_v i_o righteousness_n 4._o have_v i_o no_o hindrance_n in_o the_o way_n which_o i_o break_v through_o it_o may_v be_v god_n holy_a providence_n cast_v somewhat_o in_o which_o do_v a_o while_n retard_v my_o commission_n of_o the_o sin_n and_o if_o i_o have_v not_o be_v lesperate_o bend_v upon_o it_o may_v have_v divert_v i_o and_o dash_v the_o temptation_n 4._o be_v not_o i_o the_o tempter_n and_o devil_n to_o myself_o in_o they_o do_v not_o i_o set_v myself_o on_o work_n without_o satin_n incitation_n of_o i_o thereto_o 5._o whether_o or_o no_o have_v not_o many_o of_o they_o be_v public_o dishonourable_a to_o god_n and_o scandalous_a to_o my_o christian_a profession_n have_v not_o my_o example_n if_o not_o my_o enticement_n draw_v in_o other_o to_o the_o same_o sin_n or_o drive_v other_o out_o of_o conceit_n with_o religion_n wretched_a man_n that_o i_o be_o that_o i_o shall_v so_o hold_v perhaps_o teach_v the_o faith_n as_o to_o make_v infidel_n last_o something_o of_o grievousness_n the_o circumstance_n of_o time_n and_o place_n etc._n etc._n may_v add_v thereto_o which_o ought_v not_o to_o be_v overlook_v through_o such_o head_n as_o these_o shall_v i_o trace_v my_o sin_n especial_o those_o of_o they_o which_o be_v most_o gross_a and_o in_o my_o meditation_n dwell_v so_o upon_o these_o consideration_n as_o may_v if_o possible_a move_v my_o sorrow_n at_o least_o breed_v a_o utter_a â—aversion_n of_o the_o sin_n and_o a_o loathe_n of_o myself_o for_o it_o and_o if_o it_o be_v so_o that_o i_o can_v shed_v tear_n and_o real_o mourn_v over_o my_o sin_n yet_o if_o i_o can_v find_v in_o myself_o a_o through_o displeasure_n with_o myself_o for_o sin_n and_o a_o hatred_n of_o it_o together_o with_o a_o earnest_a desire_n to_o be_v free_v from_o the_o habit_n and_o power_n of_o the_o sin_n as_o well_o as_o from_o the_o guilt_n of_o it_o this_o i_o may_v conclude_v to_o be_v a_o sorrow_n of_o mind_n and_o aught_o therefore_o to_o cherish_v in_o my_o soul_n sect._n 5._o of_o repentance_n which_o be_v the_o effect_n of_o godly_a sorrow_n its_o true_a nature_n and_o way_n of_o practice_n the_o apostle_n say_v godly_a sorrow_n workith_o repentance_n which_o need_v not_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o now_o that_o repentance_n may_v seem_v to_o consist_v of_o two_o thing_n of_o a_o full_a purpose_n of_o heart_n to_o forsake_v sin_n and_o of_o hearty_a endeavour_n against_o it_o first_o i_o say_v i_o may_v not_o think_v i_o have_v repent_v of_o my_o sin_n till_o i_o have_v take_v up_o a_o full_a purpose_n and_o resolution_n of_o mind_n against_o it_o for_o the_o future_a as_o long_o as_o there_o be_v in_o i_o any_o intention_n of_o return_v to_o it_o again_o i_o be_o a_o impenitent_a wretch_n now_o such_o purpose_n and_o resolution_n the_o forego_n consideration_n of_o my_o sin_n be_v apt_a to_o beget_v and_o therefore_o by_o lay_v such_o thought_n true_o home_o unto_o my_o heart_n by_o employ_v my_o mind_n much_o on_o they_o i_o ought_v to_o endeavour_v to_o work_v myself_o up_o to_o such_o resolution_n and_o never_o to_o sit_v down_o content_v or_o think_v myself_o penitent_a till_o i_o be_o so_o wrought_v upon_o i_o shall_v not_o much_o need_n to_o be_v mind_v that_o during_o such_o endeavour_n i_o ought_v to_o intermix_v with_o my_o meditation_n frequent_a petition_n to_o almighty_a god_n who_o grace_n only_o it_o be_v which_o be_v sufficient_a for_o i_o for_o the_o turn_v my_o heart_n from_o sin_n now_o purpose_n and_o resolution_n be_v rot_v except_o endeavour_n to_o fulfil_v they_o follow_v this_o therefore_o be_v the_o second_o part_n of_o repentance_n that_o as_o i_o have_v resolve_v so_o i_o endeavour_v against_o sin_n and_o this_o endeavour_n against_o sin_n seem_v to_o have_v two_o part_n the_o one_o of_o which_o may_v best_o be_v act_v in_o my_o closet_n the_o other_o must_v be_v act_v any_o where_o and_o every_o where_n the_o first_o part_n of_o the_o endeavour_n against_o sin_n be_v to_o do_v what_o we_o can_v to_o mortify_v the_o habit_n that_o be_v the_o inclination_n readiness_n and_o customary_a proneness_n which_o we_o have_v to_o the_o sin_n which_o be_v to_o be_v forsake_v and_o that_o must_v be_v do_v 1._o by_o consider_v with_o myself_o what_o mean_v or_o remedy_n i_o can_v find_v out_o against_o that_o sin_n certain_a it_o be_v the_o more_o i_o can_v restrain_v or_o keep_v back_o myself_o from_o the_o actual_a commission_n or_o do_v of_o any_o sin_n the_o more_o will_v the_o power_n of_o that_o sin_n decay_n in_o i_o the_o less_o incline_v shall_v i_o be_v thereto_o wherefore_o if_o i_o can_v at_o the_o first_o root_n out_o the_o habit_n or_o overcome_v that_o miserable_a inclinedness_n which_o i_o find_v thereto_o yet_o let_v i_o endeavour_v to_o find_v out_o such_o mean_n which_o may_v keep_v i_o from_o the_o act_n the_o sin_n and_o i_o say_v that_o customary_a proneness_n unto_o the_o sin_n will_v by_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n decay_n now_o in_o general_n it_o will_v be_v a_o true_a and_o proper_a remedy_n against_o any_o sin_n to_o consider_v the_o occasion_n or_o inducement_n which_o chiefl_o lead_v i_o thereunto_o and_o to_o provide_v as_o well_o as_o i_o can_v against_o they_o whether_o or_o no_o be_v it_o a_o sin_n which_o be_v deep_o root_v in_o my_o nature_n and_o constitution_n or_o whether_o or_o no_o be_v it_o such_o a_o one_o which_o by_o my_o way_n of_o live_v converse_n and_o custom_n i_o have_v settle_v in_o myself_o if_o it_o be_v of_o the_o latter_a sort_n the_o break_v myself_o of_o that_o custom_n the_o alter_n as_o far_o as_o be_v possible_a such_o converse_n as_o have_v bring_v i_o into_o it_o be_v a_o very_a good_a remedy_n against_o it_o but_o if_o it_o be_v a_o sin_n innate_a and_o after_o a_o sort_n plant_v in_o my_o very_a make_n and_o complexion_n it_o be_v more_o difficult_a to_o subdue_v but_o 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