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use_v the_o law_n lawful_o the_o end_n 8._o of_o the_o commandment_n be_v pure_a charity_n by_o this_o if_o a_o man_n now_o demand_n of_o i_o which_o of_o all_o these_o be_v the_o meaning_n of_o thy_o servant_n moses_n such_o discourse_n be_v not_o fit_a to_o be_v put_v among_o my_o confession_n shall_v i_o not_o confess_v unto_o thou_o i_o can_v tell_v and_o yet_o this_o i_o can_v tell_v that_o they_o be_v all_o true_a sense_n those_o carnal_a one_o except_v of_o which_o i_o have_v full_o speak_v my_o opinion_n as_o for_o those_o little_a one_o of_o good_a hope_n they_o do_v not_o the_o word_n of_o thy_o bible_n terrify_v which_o deliver_v high_a my_o stery_n in_o so_o humble_a a_o phrase_n &_o few_o thing_n in_o so_o copious_a a_o expression_n and_o as_o for_o all_o those_o who_o i_o confess_v both_o to_o have_v see_v and_o speak_v the_o truth_n deliver_v in_o those_o word_n let_v we_o love_v one_o another_o yea_o and_o joint_o together_o let_v we_o love_v thou_o our_o god_n the_o fountain_n of_o truth_n if_o so_o be_v our_o thirst_n be_v after_o truth_n and_o not_o after_o vanity_n yea_o let_v we_o in_o such_o manner_n honour_v this_o servant_n of_o thou_o the_o dispenser_n of_o this_o scripture_n so_o full_a of_o thy_o spirit_n that_o we_o may_v believe_v he_o when_o by_o thy_o revelation_n he_o write_v these_o thing_n to_o have_v bend_v his_o intention_n unto_o that_o sense_n in_o they_o which_o principal_o excel_v the_o rest_n both_o for_o light_n of_o truth_n and_o fruitfulness_n of_o profit_n chap._n 31._o truth_n be_v to_o be_v receive_v whoever_o speak_v it_o 1._o so_o now_o when_o another_o shall_v say_v moses_n mean_v as_o i_o do_v and_o another_o yea_o the_o very_a same_o that_o i_o do_v i_o suppose_v that_o with_o more_o religion_n i_o may_v say_v why_o mean_v he_o not_o as_o you_o both_o mean_v if_o you_o both_o mean_v true_o and_o if_o there_o may_v be_v a_o three_o truth_n or_o a_o four_o yea_o if_o any_o other_o man_n may_v discover_v any_o other_o truth_n in_o those_o word_n why_o may_v not_o he_o be_v believe_v to_o have_v see_v all_o these_o he_o by_o who_o ministry_n god_n that_o be_v but_o one_o have_v temper_v these_o holy_a scripture_n to_o the_o meaning_n of_o a_o many_o that_o be_v both_o to_o see_v true_a and_o yet_o diverse_a thing_n for_o i_o own_o part_n very_o and_o fearelesse_o i_o speak_v it_o from_o my_o heart_n that_o be_v i_o to_o indite_v any_o thing_n that_o shall_v attain_v have_v the_o high_a top_n of_o authority_n i_o will_v choose_v to_o write_v in_o such_o a_o strain_n as_o that_o my_o word_n may_v carry_v the_o sound_n of_o any_o truth_n with_o they_o which_o any_o man_n be_v apprehensive_a of_o concern_v these_o matter_n rather_o than_o so_o clear_o to_o set_v down_o one_o true_a sense_n only_o concern_v some_o one_o particular_a as_o that_o i_o shall_v thereby_o exclude_v all_o such_o other_o sense_n which_o be_v not_o false_a can_v no_o way_n offend_v i_o i_o will_v not_o therefore_o o_o my_o god_n be_v so_o heady_a as_o not_o to_o believe_v that_o this_o a_o moses_n man_n obtain_v not_o thus_o much_o at_o thy_o hand_n he_o without_o doubt_n both_o perceive_v and_o be_v advise_v of_o in_o those_o word_n whenas_o he_o write_v they_o what_o truth_n soever_o we_o have_v be_v able_a to_o find_v in_o they_o yea_o and_o whatsoever_o we_o have_v not_o heretofore_o be_v able_a no_o nor_o yet_o be_v provide_v that_o this_o truth_n be_v possible_a to_o be_v find_v in_o they_o at_o all_o chap._n 32._o he_o pray_v to_o obtain_v the_o right_a meaning_n 1._o last_o o_o lord_n thou_o that_o be_v a_o god_n and_o not_o flesh_n and_o blood_n what_o though_o a_o man_n shall_v not_o see_v all_o yet_o can_v any_o part_n of_o that_o be_v conceal_v from_o thy_o good_a spirit_n who_o shall_v lead_v i_o into_o the_o land_n of_o uprightness_n which_o 10._o thou_o thyself_o be_v by_o those_o word_n to_o reveal_v unto_o the_o reader_n of_o all_o time_n to_o come_v notwithstanding_o that_o he_o that_o deliver_v we_o these_o word_n may_v among_o many_o true_a meaning_n pitch_v his_o thought_n perchance_o upon_o one_o only_a which_o if_o so_o it_o be_v let_v that_o meaning_n then_o be_v grant_v to_o be_v more_o excellent_a than_o the_o rest_n but_o do_v thou_o o_o lord_n either_o reveal_v that_o very_o same_o unto_o we_o or_o any_o other_o true_a one_o which_o thou_o please_v that_o so_o whether_o thou_o discover_v the_o same_o unto_o we_o which_o thou_o do_v unto_o that_o servant_n of_o thou_o or_o else_o some_o other_o by_o occasion_n of_o those_o word_n yet_o do_v thou_o thyself_o edify_v we_o and_o let_v not_o error_n deceive_v us._n 2._o behold_v now_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n how_o much_o we_o have_v write_v upon_o a_o few_o word_n yea_o how_o much_o i_o beseech_v thou_o what_o strength_n of_o we_o yea_o what_o age_n will_v be_v sufficient_a to_o go_v over_o all_o thy_o book_n in_o this_o manner_n give_v i_o leave_v therefore_o briefly_o now_o to_o confess_v unto_o thou_o concern_v they_o and_o to_o make_v choice_n of_o some_o one_o true_a certain_a and_o good_a sense_n that_o thou_o shall_v inspire_v i_o withal_o yea_o and_o if_o many_o such_o sense_n shall_v offer_v themselves_o unto_o i_o where_o many_o safe_o may_v leave_v do_v they_o also_o to_o be_v confess_v by_o i_o that_o i_o may_v at_o length_n preach_v the_o same_o which_o thy_o own_o minister_n intend_v both_o right_o and_o most_o profitable_o for_o that_o be_v the_o thing_n which_o my_o duty_n be_v to_o endeavour_v which_o if_o i_o may_v not_o attain_v unto_o yet_o let_v i_o preach_v that_o which_o by_o those_o word_n thy_o truth_n be_v please_v to_o tell_v i_o which_o sometime_o reveal_v also_o unto_o he_o that_o which_o it_o please_v the_o end_n of_o the_o twelve_o book_n saint_n augustine_n confession_n the_o thirteen_o book_n chap._n 1_o he_o call_v upon_o god_n 1._o i_o call_v upon_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n my_o mercy_n upon_o thou_o that_o creat_v i_o and_o who_o have_v not_o forget_v he_o that_o have_v forget_v thou_o i_o invite_v thou_o into_o my_o soul_n which_o by_o a_o desire_n that_o thyself_o inspire_v into_o she_o thou_o now_o prepare_v to_o entertain_v thou_o forsake_v i_o not_o now_o when_o i_o call_v upon_o thou_o who_o thou_o prevent_a before_o i_o call_v have_v be_v earnest_a with_o i_o with_o much_o variety_n of_o repeat_v call_v that_o i_o will_v hear_v thou_o from_o a_o far_o and_o suffer_v myself_o to_o be_v convert_v and_o call_v at_o length_n upon_o thou_o that_o now_o call_v after_o i_o for_o thou_o lord_n have_v blot_v out_o all_o my_o evil_a merit_n dseeruing_n leave_v thou_o shall_v be_v force_v to_o take_v vengeance_n upon_o my_o hand_n wherewith_o i_o have_v fall_v off_o from_o thou_o and_o thou_o have_v prevent_v all_o my_o well_a deserve_n too_o that_o thou_o may_v return_v a_o recompense_n unto_o thy_o own_o hand_n with_o which_o thou_o make_v i_o because_o that_o before_o i_o be_v thou_o be_v nor_o be_v i_o any_o thing_n upon_o which_o thou_o may_v bestow_v the_o favour_n to_o cause_v i_o to_o be_v and_o yet_o behold_v i_o now_o be_o mere_o out_o of_o thy_o own_o goodness_n prevent_v both_o all_o this_o which_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o and_o all_o that_o too_o whereof_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o for_o thou_o neither_o have_v any_o need_n of_o i_o nor_o yet_o be_o i_o of_o such_o good_a use_n as_o any_o way_n to_o be_v helpefull_a unto_o my_o lord_n and_o god_n nor_o be_o i_o make_v to_o be_v so_o assistant_n to_o thou_o with_o my_o service_n as_o to_o keep_v thou_o from_o tire_v in_o thy_o work_n or_o for_o fear_v thy_o power_n may_v
prey_n by_o those_o fly_a spirit_n for_o by_o more_o way_n than_o one_o be_v there_o sacrrifice_v offer_v to_o the_o collapse_a angel_n chap._n 18._o that_o man_n care_v more_o to_o observe_v the_o rule_n of_o grammar_n than_o the_o law_n of_o god_n 1._o but_o what_o wonder_n be_v it_o if_o i_o be_v thus_o carry_v towards_o vanity_n and_o estrange_v from_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n wheneas_o such_o man_n be_v propound_v to_o i_o to_o imitate_v who_o shall_v they_o deliver_v any_o of_o their_o own_o act_n though_o not_o evil_a with_o any_o barbarism_n or_o solecism_n they_o be_v utter_o dash_v out_o of_o countenance_n but_o shall_v they_o make_v a_o copious_a and_o neat_a oration_n of_o their_o own_o lust_n in_o a_o round_a and_o well_o follow_v stile_n will_v take_v a_o pride_n to_o be_v applaud_v for_o it_o these_o thing_n thou_o see_v o_o lord_n long_o suffer_v and_o of_o much_o mercy_n and_o truth_n and_o thou_o keep_v silence_n but_o will_v thou_o be_v silent_a for_o ever_o and_o forbear_v to_o draw_v out_o of_o this_o horrible_a pit_n that_o soul_n that_o seek_v after_o thou_o and_o that_o thirst_v after_o thy_o pleasure_n who_o heart_n say_v 9_o unto_o thou_o i_o have_v seek_v thy_o face_n and_o thy_o face_n lord_n will_v i_o seek_v for_o i_o have_v straggle_v far_o away_o from_o thy_o countenance_n in_o the_o mistynesse_n of_o my_o affection_n 2._o for_o we_o neither_o go_v nor_o return_n from_o or_o to_o thou_o upon_o our_o foot_n or_o by_o distance_n of_o space_n or_o do_v that_o young_a brother_n seek_v post-horse_n or_o wagon_n or_o ship_n fly_v away_o with_o visible_a wing_n or_o take_v his_o journey_n by_o the_o motion_n of_o his_o ham_n that_o live_v in_o a_o far_a country_n he_o may_v prodigal_o waste_v that_o 15._o portion_n which_o thou_o have_v give_v he_o at_o his_o departure_n a_o sweet_a father_n because_o thou_o give_v he_o his_o portion_n yet_o far_o sweet_a to_o the_o poor_a wretch_n return_v for_o that_o he_o go_v from_o thou_o out_o of_o a_o voluptuous_a affection_n that_o be_v to_o say_v a_o darken_a one_o and_o such_o that_o be_v which_o be_v far_o from_o thy_o countenance_n behold_v o_o lord_n god_n and_o patient_o behold_v as_o thou_o still_o do_v how_o diligent_o the_o son_n of_o man_n observe_v the_o rule_n of_o letter_n and_o syllable_n receive_v from_o former_a speaker_n and_o yet_o regard_v not_o the_o eternal_a covenant_n of_o everlasting_a salvation_n receive_v from_o thyself_o insomuch_o that_o he_o who_o either_o hold_v or_o teach_v the_o ancient_a rule_n of_o pronunciation_n if_o contrary_a to_o grammar_n he_o shall_v pronounce_v ominem_fw-la that_o be_v a_o man_n without_o h_n in_o the_o first_o syllable_n he_o shall_v displease_v man_n more_o than_o if_o against_o thy_o rule_n he_o shall_v hate_v a_o man_n as_o if_o any_o man_n shall_v think_v his_o enemy_n to_o be_v more_o pernicious_a to_o he_o than_o that_o hatred_n of_o his_o own_o be_v whereby_o he_o be_v set_v on_o against_o he_o or_o imagine_v that_o he_o do_v worse_a skath_z to_o another_o man_n by_o persecute_v he_o than_o he_o do_v to_o his_o own_o heart_n by_o contrive_v enmity_n against_o he_o 3._o and_o certain_o there_o be_v no_o other_o inward_a knowledge_n of_o letter_n but_o this_o law_n of_o nature_n write_v in_o the_o conscience_n not_o to_o do_v to_o another_o what_o himself_o 11._o will_v not_o suffer_v how_o secret_a be_v thou_o o_o thou_o only_o great_a god_n which_o dwell_v in_o the_o high_a and_o in_o silence_n with_o a_o untyred_a destiny_n disperse_v blindness_n for_o punishment_n upon_o unlawful_a desire_n when_o a_o man_n affect_v the_o credit_n of_o eloquence_n stand_v before_o a_o mortal_a judge_n a_o multitude_n of_o mortal_n stand_v about_o he_o inveigh_v against_o his_o adversary_n with_o his_o fierce_a hatred_n he_o take_v heed_n most_o watchful_o that_o his_o tongue_n trip_v not_o before_o man_n but_o take_v no_o heed_n at_o all_o lest_o through_o the_o fury_n of_o his_o spirit_n he_o shall_v destroy_v a_o man_n out_o of_o the_o society_n of_o man_n chap._n 19_o how_o he_o be_v more_o careful_a to_o avoid_v barbarism_n of_o speech_n than_o corruption_n of_o manner_n 1._o in_o the_o roadway_n of_o these_o custom_n lay_v i_o wretched_a boy_n and_o upon_o that_o stage_n i_o play_v my_o prize_n where_o i_o more_o fear_v to_o commit_v a_o barbarism_n in_o speak_v than_o i_o take_v care_n when_o i_o commit_v any_o not_o to_o envy_v those_o that_o commit_v none_o all_o this_o i_o declare_v and_o confess_v to_o thou_o my_o god_n namely_o in_o what_o thing_n i_o be_v by_o they_o applaud_v to_o please_v who_o i_o then_o account_v equal_a to_o live_v honest_o for_o i_o then_o discern_v not_o that_o whirlpool_n of_o filthiness_n whereinto_o i_o be_v cast_v from_o thy_o eye_n for_o in_o thy_o eye_n what_o be_v more_o filthy_a than_o i_o where_o also_o i_o displease_v such_o as_o myself_o with_o innumerable_a lie_n deceive_v both_o my_o tutor_n and_o master_n and_o parent_n all_o for_o love_n of_o play_n out_o of_o a_o desire_n to_o see_v toy_n and_o of_o imitate_v they_o with_o a_o ridiculous_a unrestfulnesse_n 2._o thievery_n also_o i_o commit_v out_o of_o my_o father_n buttery_n and_o table_n either_o gluttony_n oft_o command_v i_o or_o that_o i_o may_v have_v something_o to_o give_v my_o playfellow_n selling-mee_a their_o baby_n with_o which_o they_o be_v as_o much_o delight_v as_o myself_o in_o these_o play-game_n i_o be_v often_o over-matcht_a do_v with_o a_o vain_a desire_n to_o be_v count_v excellent_a aspire_v to_o win_v though_o by_o foul_a play_n and_o what_o be_v i_o so_o unwilling_a to_o endure_v and_o what_o if_o i_o find_v out_o the_o deceit_n will_v i_o so_o fierce_o wrangle_v at_o as_o even_o those_o very_a trick_n which_o i_o will_v put_v upon_o other_o and_o be_v myself_o take_v with_o the_o manner_n i_o will_v rather_o fall_v flat_a out_o than_o yield_v to_o it_o 3._o be_v this_o that_o childish_a innocence_n it_o be_v not_o lord_n it_o be_v not_o lord_n i_o cry_v thy_o mercy_n o_o my_o god_n for_o wrangling_n about_o nut_n and_o ball_n and_o bird_n be_v as_o much_o to_o boy_n yet_o under_o their_o tutor_n and_o master_n as_o the_o ill_a get_n of_o gold_n and_o manor_n house_n and_o slave_n be_v to_o king_n and_o to_o governor_n but_o this_o boyes-play_a pass_v over_o as_o more_o year_n come_v on_o just_a as_o great_a punishment_n follow_v after_o the_o ferula_fw-la thou_o therefore_o o_o our_o king_n have_v allow_v of_o the_o character_n of_o humility_n in_o the_o stature_n of_o childhood_n when_o once_o thou_o say_v to_o such_o belong_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n chap._n 20._o he_o thank_v god_n for_o his_o benefit_n 1._o but_o yet_o o_o lord_n thanks_n have_v be_v due_a to_o thou_o our_o god_n and_o most_o excellent_a creator_n governor_n of_o this_o universe_n although_o thou_o have_v not_o be_v please_v to_o have_v bring_v i_o any_o further_a than_o that_o age_n of_o childhood_n for_o even_o then_o a_o be_v i_o have_v yea_o 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the_o several_a affection_n of_o our_o spirit_n according_a to_o a_o sweet_a variety_n have_v their_o proper_a mood_n answerable_a to_o they_o in_o the_o voice_n and_o sing_v by_z i_o know_v not_o what_o secret_a familiarity_n whereof_o they_o be_v stir_v up_o 2._o but_o this_o contentment_n of_o my_o flesh_n unto_o which_o it_o be_v not_o fit_a to_o give_v over_o my_o soul_n to_o be_v effeminate_a do_v very_o oft_o beguile_v i_o when_o namely_o the_o sense_n go_v not_o so_o respectful_o along_o with_o the_o reason_n that_o it_o can_v with_o any_o patience_n endure_v to_o come_v behind_o it_o but_o upon_o this_o consideration_n only_o that_o because_o reason_n for_o the_o sense_n sake_n gain_v admission_n therefore_o will_v the_o contentment_n of_o the_o sense_n even_o run_v before_o reason_n and_o be_v her_o leader_n thus_o in_o these_o thing_n i_o sometime_o sin_n by_o surprise_n but_o afterward_o i_o find_v my_o own_o fault_n again_o at_o another_o time_n through_o a_o indiscreet_a 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call_v whereby_o thou_o say_v let_v there_o be_v light_n and_o there_o be_v light_a whereas_o in_o we_o there_o be_v distance_n of_o time_n between_o our_o have_v be_v darkness_n and_o our_o make_a light_n but_o of_o that_o creature_n it_o be_v only_o say_v what_o it_o will_v have_v be_v if_o it_o have_v not_o be_v enlighten_v and_o this_o be_v speak_v in_o that_o manner_n as_o if_o it_o have_v be_v unsettle_a and_o darksome_a before_o that_o so_o the_o reason_n may_v now_o appear_v for_o which_o it_o be_v make_v to_o be_v otherwise_o that_o be_v to_o say_v that_o it_o be_v convert_v unto_o the_o light_n that_o never_o fail_v may_v itself_o be_v make_v light_n let_v he_o understand_v this_o that_o be_v able_a and_o let_v he_o that_o be_v not_o ask_v it_o of_o god_n why_o shall_v he_o trouble_v i_o with_o it_o as_o if_o i_o can_v enlighten_v any_o man_n that_o come_v into_o 9_o this_o world_n chap._n 11._o of_o some_o impression_n or_o resemblance_n of_o the_o bless_a trinity_n that_o 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and_o yet_o manifold_o in_o its_o infinite_a self_n the_o and_o unto_o itself_o by_o which_o end_n it_o be_v and_o be_v know_v unto_o itself_o and_o that_o be_v unchangeble_o ever_o the_o same_o by_o the_o abundant_a greatness_n of_o its_o unity_n it_o be_v all-sufficient_a for_o itself_o what_o man_n can_v ready_o conceive_v who_o be_v able_a in_o any_o term_n to_o express_v it_o â—_o who_o shall_v dare_v in_o any_o measure_n rash_o to_o deliver_v his_o opinion_n upon_o it_o chap._n 12._o the_o water_n in_o baptism_n be_v effectual_a by_o the_o holy_a spirit_n 1._o proceed_v in_o with_o thy_o confession_n of_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n o_o my_o faith_n o_o holy_a holy_a holy_a lord_n my_o god_n in_o thy_o name_n have_v we_o be_v baptize_v o_o father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n because_o that_o even_o among_o we_o also_o in_o christ_n his_o son_n do_v god_n make_v a_o heaven_n and_o earth_n namely_o the_o spiritual_a and_o carnal_a people_n of_o his_o church_n yea_o and_o our_o earth_n before_o it_o receive_v the_o form_n of_o doctrine_n be_v invisible_a and_o unform_v and_o we_o be_v cover_v over_o with_o the_o 17._o darkness_n of_o ignorance_n for_o thou_o have_v chastise_v man_n for_o his_o iniquity_n and_o thy_o judgement_n 6._o be_v like_o the_o great_a deep_a unto_o he_o 2_o but_o because_o thy_o spirit_n move_v upon_o the_o water_n thy_o mercy_n forsake_v not_o our_o misery_n for_o thou_o say_v repent_v you_o for_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n 2._o be_v at_o hand_n repent_v let_v there_o be_v 6._o light_n and_o because_o our_o soul_n be_v trouble_v within_o we_o we_o have_v remember_v thou_o o_o lord_n concern_v the_o land_n of_o jordan_n and_o that_o hill_n which_o be_v 8._o equal_a unto_o thyself_o be_v make_v little_a for_o our_o sake_n and_o upon_o our_o be_v displease_v at_o our_o own_o darkness_n we_o turn_v unto_o thou_o and_o be_v make_v light_n so_o that_o behold_v we_o have_v sometime_o be_v darkness_n be_v now_o light_a in_o the_o lord_n chap._n 13._o his_o devout_a longing_n after_o god_n 1._o but_o yet_o we_o walk_v by_o 7_o faith_n still_o &_o not_o by_o sight_n for_o we_o be_v save_v by_o hope_n but_o hope_v that_o be_v soene_n be_v not_o hope_v 24_o and_o yet_o do_v one_o deep_a call_n unto_o another_o in_o the_o voice_n of_o thy_o water-spoute_n and_o so_o 7._o do_v he_o that_o say_v i_o can_v not_o speak_v unto_o you_o as_o unto_o spiritual_a 1_o but_o as_o unto_o carnal_a even_o he_o who_o think_v not_o himself_o to_o have_v apprehend_v as_o yet_o and_o who_o forget_v those_o thing_n which_o be_v behind_o and_o 13_o reach_v forth_o to_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v before_o yea_o he_o groan_v earnest_o and_o his_o soul_n thirst_v after_o god_n as_o the_o hart_n after_o the_o water-brook_n say_v 1_o when_o shall_v i_o come_v desire_v to_o be_v clothe_v upon_o with_o his_o house_n which_o be_v from_o heaven_n he_o 1._o call_v also_o upon_o this_o low_a mankind_n deep_o say_v be_v not_o conform_v to_o this_o world_n but_o be_v you_o transform_v by_o the_o renew_n of_o your_o mind_n and_o be_v 2_o not_o child_n in_o understanding_n but_o in_o malice_n be_v you_o child_n that_o in_o understand_v you_o may_v 20._o be_v perfect_a and_o o_o foolish_a galatian_n 1._o who_o have_v bewitch_v you_o 2._o but_o now_o speak_v he_o no_o long_o in_o his_o own_o voice_n but_o in_o thou_o who_o send_v thy_o 2._o spirit_n from_o above_o by_o his_o mediation_n who_o ascend_v up_o on_o â—_o high_a and_o set_v open_v the_o floodgate_n of_o his_o gift_n that_o the_o force_n of_o his_o stream_n may_v make_v glad_a the_o city_n of_o god_n him_n do_v this_o friend_n of_o the_o 4_o bridegroom_n sigh_v after_o though_o 29_o have_v the_o first_o fruit_n of_o the_o 13_o spirit_n in_o himself_o already_o yet_o groan_v he_o within_o himself_o as_o yet_o wait_v for_o the_o adoption_n to_o wit_n the_o redemption_n of_o his_o body_n to_o he_o he_o sigh_v as_o be_v a_o member_n of_o his_o bride_n towards_o he_o he_o burn_v with_o zeal_n 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unto_o thou_o namely_o that_o thou_o shall_v be_v rather_o think_v to_o suffer_v ill_a than_o man_n to_o do_v ill_o chap._n 4._o god_n can_v be_v compel_v 1._o in_o this_o sort_n do_v i_o endeavour_v now_o to_o find_v out_o the_o rest_n as_o i_o have_v already_o find_v that_o what_o be_v incorruptible_a must_v needs_o be_v better_a than_o that_o which_o be_v corruptible_a and_o thou_o therefore_o whatsoever_o thou_o be_v do_v i_o acknowledge_v to_o be_v incorruptible_a for_o never_o yet_o soul_n be_v nor_o ever_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o think_v upon_o any_o thing_n which_o may_v be_v better_o than_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o sovereign_a and_o the_o best_a good_n but_o whereas_o most_o true_o and_o certain_o that_o which_o be_v incorruptible_a be_v to_o be_v prefer_v before_o what_o be_v corruptible_a like_a as_o i_o do_v then_o prefer_v it_o i_o may_v very_o well_o have_v reach_v so_o high_a in_o my_o thought_n as_o something_o that_o shall_v be_v better_a than_o my_o god_n have_v not_o 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by_o a_o most_o severe_a mercy_n redouble_v thy_o lash_n of_o fear_n and_o shame_n lest_o i_o shall_v give_v way_n again_o and_o lest_o the_o break_n off_o of_o that_o small_a and_o slender_a tie_n which_o now_o only_o be_v leave_v shall_v recover_v strength_n again_o and_o hamper_v i_o again_o the_o fast_a for_o i_o say_v within_o myself_o behold_v let_v it_o be_v do_v now_o let_v it_o be_v do_v forthwith_o and_o no_o soon_o have_v i_o say_v the_o word_n but_o that_o i_o begin_v to_o put_v on_o the_o resolution_n now_o i_o even_o almost_o do_v it_o yet_o indeed_o i_o do_v it_o not_o yet_o notwithstanding_o fall_v express_v i_o not_o quite_o back_o to_o my_o old_a wont_a but_o stand_v in_o the_o degree_n next_o to_o it_o to_o fetch_v new_a breath_n as_o it_o be_v yea_o i_o set_v upon_o it_o again_o and_o i_o want_v but_o very_o little_a of_o get_v up_o to_o it_o and_o within_o a_o very_a little_a even_o by_o and_o by_o obtain_v i_o to_o touch_v and_o to_o lay_v hold_n of_o it_o and_o 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this_o that_o from_o the_o time_n of_o thy_o regenerate_v she_o by_o baptism_n there_o issue_v not_o from_o her_o mouth_n any_o one_o word_n or_o other_o against_o thy_o commandment_n thy_o son_n who_o be_v truth_n have_v pronounce_v it_o 22._o whosoever_o shall_v say_v unto_o his_o brother_n thou_o fool_n shall_v be_v in_o danger_n of_o hell_n fire_n in_o so_o much_o as_o woe_n be_v unto_o the_o most_o commendable_a life_n of_o man_n if_o lay_v aside_o thy_o mercy_n thou_o shall_v rigorous_o examine_v it_o but_o because_o thou_o too_o narrow_o inquire_v not_o after_o sin_n we_o assure_o hope_v to_o find_v some_o place_n hence_o of_o pardon_n with_o thou_o but_o whosoever_o stand_v to_o reckon_v up_o his_o own_o merit_n unto_o thou_o what_o reckon_v he_o up_o unto_o thou_o but_o thy_o 28_o own_o gift_n oh_o that_o man_n will_v know_v themselves_o to_o be_v but_o man_n &_o that_o he_o that_o glori_v will_v glory_v in_o the_o lord_n 2._o i_o therefore_o o_o my_o praise_n and_o my_o 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we_o have_v notice_n of_o we_o shall_v not_o with_o so_o certain_a a_o will_v desire_v it_o 3._o but_o what_o be_v this_o if_o two_o man_n be_v ask_v whether_o they_o will_v go_v to_o the_o war_n one_o perchance_o will_v answer_v that_o he_o will_v and_o the_o other_o that_o he_o will_v not_o but_o if_o both_o be_v ask_v whether_o they_o will_v be_v happy_a both_o of_o they_o will_v without_o all_o doubt_a affirm_v that_o they_o desire_v it_o nor_o for_o any_o other_o reason_n will_v this_o man_n go_v to_o the_o war_n and_o the_o other_o not_o but_o to_o be_v happy_a for_o perchance_o because_o that_o as_o one_o man_n rejoice_v upon_o this_o occasion_n and_o another_o upon_o that_o so_o do_v all_o man_n agree_v in_o their_o desire_n of_o be_v happy_a even_o as_o they_o will_v agree_v it_o they_o be_v ask_v whether_o they_o desire_v to_o have_v occasion_n of_o rejoice_v this_o poynting_n very_a joy_n be_v the_o thing_n which_o they_o call_v the_o bless_a life_n and_o that_o joy_n 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myself_o in_o thou_o these_o be_v my_o holy_a delight_n which_o thou_o have_v bestow_v upon_o i_o through_o thy_o mercy_n which_o have_v respect_n unto_o my_o poverty_n chap._n 25._o in_o what_o degree_n of_o the_o memory_n god_n be_v find_v 1._o but_o whereabouts_o in_o my_o memory_n be_v thy_o residence_n o_o lord_n where_o about_o there_o abide_v thou_o what_o kiâ—_n of_o lodging_n have_v thou_o there_o fâ—â—med_a for_o thyself_o r_z what_o manner_n of_o sanctuary_n have_v thou_o build_v for_o thyself_o thou_o have_v afford_v this_o honour_n unto_o my_o memory_n as_o to_o reside_v in_o it_o but_o in_o what_o quarter_n of_o it_o that_o be_o i_o now_o consider_v upon_o for_o i_o have_v
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this_o blessing_n i_o conceive_v thou_o to_o have_v grant_v we_o a_o power_n and_o a_o faculty_n both_o to_o express_v several_a way_n that_o which_o we_o understand_v but_o one_o and_o to_o understand_v several_a way_n that_o which_o we_o read_v to_o be_v obseure_o deliver_v but_o in_o one_o thus_o be_v the_o water_n of_o the_o sea_n replenish_v which_o be_v not_o move_v but_o by_o several_a signification_n thus_o with_o humane_a increase_n be_v the_o earth_n also_o replenish_v who_o dryness_n appear_v by_o its_o affection_n over_o which_o reason_n rule_v chap._n 25._o he_o allegorical_o compare_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o earth_n unto_o the_o duty_n of_o piety_n i_o will_v now_o also_o deliver_v o_o lord_n my_o god_n that_o which_o the_o follow_a scripture_n put_v i_o in_o mind_n of_o yea_o i_o will_v deliver_v it_o without_o fear_n for_o i_o will_v utter_v the_o truth_n thyself_o inspire_v i_o with_o what_o thy_o pleasure_n be_v to_o have_v i_o deliver_v concern_v those_o word_n but_o by_o no_o other_o inspiration_n than_o thou_o can_v i_o believe_v myself_o to_o speak_v truth_n see_v thou_o be_v the_o very_a truth_n and_o every_o man_n a_o liar_n he_o therefore_o that_o speak_v 11_o a_o lie_n speak_v it_o of_o his_o 44_o own_o that_o therefore_o i_o may_v speak_v truth_n i_o will_v speak_v it_o from_o thou_o behold_v thou_o have_v give_v unto_o we_o for_o food_n every_o herb_n bear_v seed_n 29_o which_o be_v upon_o the_o face_n of_o all_o the_o earth_n and_o every_o tree_n in_o which_o be_v the_o fruit_n of_o a_o tree_n yield_v seed_n and_o that_o not_o to_o we_o alone_o but_o also_o to_o all_o the_o fowl_n of_o the_o air_n and_o to_o the_o beast_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o to_o all_o creep_a thing_n but_o unto_o the_o fish_n and_o to_o the_o great_a whale_n have_v thou_o not_o give_v they_o 2._o now_o by_o these_o fruit_n of_o the_o earth_n we_o say_v before_o that_o the_o work_n of_o mercy_n be_v signify_v and_o figure_v out_o in_o a_o allegory_n which_o for_o the_o necessition_n of_o this_o life_n be_v afoord_v as_o 〈◊〉_d of_o a_o fruitful_a earth_n such_o a_o earth_n be_v the_o doâ—_n out_o quâ—siphâ—rus_n unto_o who_o housethou_a gave_v mercy_n who_o often_o refresh_v thy_o paul_n and_o be_v not_o ashamed_a of_o his_o 16_o chain_n with_o such_o a_o crop_n be_v those_o brethren_n fruitful_a also_o who_o out_o of_o mecedonia_n supply_v 2_o his_o want_n but_o how_o much_o grieve_v he_o for_o such_o tree_n as_o do_v not_o affâ—â—rd_v he_o the_o fruit_n due_a unto_o he_o where_o he_o say_v at_o my_o first_o unswere_v no_o man_n stand_v by_o i_o 〈◊〉_d man_n forsake_v i_o i_o pray_v god_n that_o it_o may_v not_o be_v lay_v to_o their_o charge_n for_o these_o fruit_n be_v due_a unto_o such_o as_o minister_v the_o spiritual_a spiritual_fw-la doctrine_n unto_o we_o out_o of_o their_o understanding_n of_o the_o divine_a mystery_n and_o they_o be_v due_a â—â—_o unto_o they_o as_o they_o be_v 〈◊〉_d yea_o and_o due_a so_o unto_o they_o also_o as_o unto_o live_a 〈◊〉_d in_o that_o they_o give_v themselves_o as_o pattern_n of_o imitation_n in_o all_o continency_n â—nd_v so_o be_v they_o due_a unto_o they_o also_o as_o they_o be_v fly_v 〈◊〉_d for_o their_o blessing_n which_o be_v multiply_v upon_o the_o 〈◊〉_d because_o their_o find_v i_o give_v out_o into_o all_o land_n chap._n 26._o the_o pleasure_n and_o the_o profit_n redound_v to_o we_o out_o of_o a_o 〈◊〉_d turn_v do_v unto_o our_o neighbour_n 1._o they_o now_o be_v feed_v by_o these_o fruit_n that_o be_v delight_v with_o they_o nor_o be_v those_o delight_v with_o they_o who_o belly_n be_v their_o god_n neither_o yet_o even_o in_o they_o that_o yield_v they_o be_v that_o the_o fruit_n which_o they_o yield_v but_o the_o mind_n with_o which_o they_o afford_v they_o he_o therefore_o that_o serve_v god_n &_o not_o his_o own_o belly_n i_o plain_o see_v the_o thing_n that_o cause_v he_o so_o to_o rejoice_v i_o see_v it_o and_o i_o rejoice_v with_o he_o for_o he_o have_v receive_v fruit_n from_o the_o philippian_n who_o have_v send_v it_o by_o spaphroditâ—s_n unto_o he_o and_o yet_o i_o still_o perceive_v the_o cause_n of_o his_o rejoice_v for_o that_o which_o he_o rejoice_v upon_o that_o he_o feed_v because_o he_o speak_v as_o truth_n be_v of_o it_o i_o rejoice_v say_v he_o great_o in_o the_o lord_n that_o now_o at_o last_o your_o 〈◊〉_d of_o mâ—_n have_v flourish_v again_o wherein_o you_o be_v also_o careful_a but_o it_o be_v tedious_a unto_o you_o these_o philippian_n therefore_o have_v now_o even_o rot_v away_o with_o a_o longsome_a irksomeness_n and_o wither_v as_o it_o be_v in_o respect_n of_o the_o fruit_n of_o this_o good_a work_n and_o he_o now_o rejoice_v for_o they_o not_o for_o himself_o that_o they_o fliurisht_v again_o in_o asmuch_o as_o they_o now_o supply_v his_o want_n therefore_o say_v he_o afterward_o this_o i_o speak_v not_o in_o respect_n of_o want_n for_o i_o have_v learn_v in_o whatsoever_o state_n i_o be_o therewith_o to_o be_v content_a i_o know_v both_o how_o to_o be_v abasâ—i_fw-mi and_o i_o know_v how_o to_o abound_v every_o where_o and_o in_o all_o thing_n i_o be_o instruct_v both_o to_o be_v full_a and_o to_o be_v hungry_a both_o to_o abound_v and_o to_o suffer_v need_n i_o can_v do_v all_o thing_n through_o he_o which_o strengthen_v i_o â—_o of_o what_o be_v thou_o so_o glad_a o_o great_a paul_n of_o what_o be_v thou_o so_o glad_a what_o be_v it_o thou_o so_o feed_v upon_o othou_fw-mi man_n renew_a in_o the_o knowledge_n of_o god_n after_o the_o image_n of_o he_o that_o create_v thou_o thou_o live_v soul_n of_o so_o much_o continency_n thou_o tongue_n of_o the_o fly_a fowl_n speak_v such_o mystery_n for_o to_o such_o creature_n be_v this_o food_n due_a what_o
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this_o stile_n and_o never_o mention_v any_o subjection_n of_o the_o scripture_n unto_o the_o church_n which_o the_o papist_n will_v so_o fain_o have_v have_v moses_n ps_n 143._o 10._o 10._o my_o m._n s._n read_v it_o easine_a confessionimeae_n and_o not_o ea_fw-la fide_fw-la confessionimeae_fw-la as_o the_o print_a copy_n do_v do_v mala_fw-la merita_fw-la &_o bona_fw-la merita_fw-la if_o merita_fw-la in_o the_o father_n must_v needs_o signify_v merit_n why_o do_v not_o my_o papist_n here_o tanslate_v it_o euilt_v merit_n and_o good_a merit_n the_o word_n ancient_o signify_v service_n or_o deserve_n good_a or_o bad_a if_o god_n prevent_v we_o how_o can_v we_o in_o a_o proper_a &_o strict_a sense_n be_v say_v to_o merit_v of_o he_o and_o if_o the_o recompense_n be_v due_a to_o god_n where_o be_v your_o condignity_n or_o confidence_n to_o be_v recompe_n need_v for_o your_o merit_n eph._n 5._o 8._o psol_n 36._o 6_o 1_o cor._n 12._o 21._o eph._n 3_o 19_o 19_o this_o sentence_n be_v most_o general_o in_o the_o church-seruice_n and_o communion_n nor_o be_v there_o scarce_o any_o one_o old_a liturgy_n but_o have_v it_o sursum_fw-la cordas_fw-la habâ—mus_fw-la addominum_fw-la psal_n 69._o 2._o psal_n 84._o 5._o 5._o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o not_o a_o furious_a blind_a zeal_n psal_n 122._o 1._o 1._o the_o angel_n johâ—_n 1._o 9_o rom._n 6._o 17._o psal_n 36._o 6._o math._n 3._o 2._o 2._o his_o conceit_n here_o in_o put_v repentance_n and_o light_n together_o be_v for_o that_o baptism_n be_v ancient_o call_v illumination_n as_o heb_n 6._o 4_o psa_fw-la 42._o 6._o 6._o christ_n phil._n 2._o 6_o 7_o eph._n 5_o 8._o 1_o cor._n 5._o 7_o rom._n 8._o 24_o psal_n 42._o 7._o 1_o cor._n 3._o 1_o phil._n 3._o 13_o psal_n 42._o 1_o 1_o cor._n 5._o 1._o 1._o upon_o mankind_n rom._n 12._o 2_o 1._o cor._n l_o 4._o 20._o gal._n 3._o 1._o act_n 2._o ephe._n 4_o â—_o psal_n 46._o 4_o john_n 3._o 29_o rom._n 8._o 13_o 13_o one_o deep_o call_v upon_o another_o man_n misery_n upon_o god_n mercy_n other_o scripture_n as_o apoc_n 14._o 2._o by_o water_n understand_v the_o people_n people_n 2_o cor._n 11._o 3._o where_o st._n austen_n read_v castitate_fw-la in_o stead_n of_o simplicitat_fw-la these_o word_n with_o other_o before_o will_v the_o popish_a translator_n wrest_v as_o if_o speak_v by_o st._n all_fw-mi now_o in_o heaven_n and_o pray_v for_o and_o save_v of_o soul_n whereas_o they_o be_v only_o the_o confession_n of_o st._n austin_n own_o zeal_n borrow_v out_o of_o st._n aul_n word_n 1_o joh._n 3._o 2._o apoc._n 7._o 17_o ps_n 42._o 4_o 5._o ps_n 119._o 105_o esa_n 26._o 20_o eph._n 2._o 3._o eph._n 5._o 8._o rome_n 8._o 10_o cant._n 2._o 17_o psal_n 42._o 11_o rom._n 8._o 11_o 11_o here_o the_o popish_a translater_n fall_v foul_a upon_o the_o caluenist_n for_o affirm_v their_o church_n to_o consist_v only_o of_o the_o elect._n he_o shall_v have_v do_v well_o to_o have_v quote_v some_o author_n mr._n calvin_n himself_o say_v only_o that_o the_o church_n proper_o 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