and_o naked_a when_o the_o israëlites_n be_v to_o give_v a_o offering_n to_o the_o lord_n to_o make_v a_o atonement_n for_o their_o soul_n 30.15_o exit_fw-la 30.15_o the_o rich_a be_v not_o to_o give_v more_o nor_o the_o poor_a to_o give_v less_o than_o half_a a_o shekel_n if_o god_n shall_v require_v so_o much_o at_o my_o hand_n i_o shall_v be_v apt_a to_o plead_v the_o want_n of_o money_n or_o if_o i_o have_v so_o much_o i_o fear_v that_o i_o shall_v appear_v too_o unwilling_a to_o spare_v it_o but_o all_o coveteousnesse_n be_v a_o distrust_n of_o providence_n and_o either_o deny_v the_o power_n or_o question_v the_o will_n of_o the_o great_a disposer_n he_o provide_v for_o the_o poor_a israëlite_n on_o he_o therefore_o must_v i_o depend_v for_o relief_n &_o comfort_n something_o he_o require_n that_n i_o shall_v offer_v unto_o he_o i_o have_v nothing_o of_o the_o world_n all_o that_o i_o can_v offer_v be_v but_o myself_o and_o certain_o myself_o shall_v be_v best_o accept_v if_o i_o 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the_o same_o god_n promise_v to_o tzion_n say_v i_o will_v abundant_o bless_v her_o provision_n 132.15_o ps_n 132.15_o i_o will_v satisfy_v her_o poor_a with_o bread_n the_o psalmist_n refresh_v i_o with_o unspeakable_a comfort_n when_o he_o tell_v i_o that_o 72.12_o ps_n 9.18_o ps_n 72.12_o the_o needy_a shall_v not_o always_o be_v forget_v the_o expectation_n of_o the_o poor_a shall_v not_o perish_v for_o ever_o the_o lord_n shall_v deliver_v the_o needy_a when_o he_o cry_v the_o poor_a also_o and_o he_o that_o have_v no_o helper_n he_o will_v defend_v the_o poor_a 82.3_o ps_n 82.3_o and_o fatherless_a he_o will_v do_v justice_n to_o the_o afflict_a and_o needy_a 140.12_o ps_n 140.12_o he_o will_v maintain_v the_o cause_n of_o the_o afflict_a and_o the_o right_n of_o the_o poor_a thus_o be_o i_o promise_v and_o thus_o shall_v it_o be_v perform_v it_o be_v no_o new_a thing_n with_o god_n to_o take_v pity_n upon_o the_o distress_a the_o prophet_n isaiah_n say_v unto_o he_o thou_o 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will_v take_v i_o up_o i_o will_v therefore_o beg_v see_v now_o i_o be_o poor_a i_o will_v beg_v of_o god_n because_o he_o be_v rich_a i_o will_v beg_v of_o god_n to_o keep_v i_o to_o love_v i_o to_o bless_v i_o that_o so_o i_o may_v never_o forsake_v my_o dependence_n on_o he_o nor_o he_o his_o love_n and_o compassion_n to_o i_o earnest_o will_v i_o besiech_v he_o and_o confident_o will_v i_o resolve_v 38._o rom_n 8_o 38._o that_o neither_o death_n nor_o life_n nor_o angel_n nor_o principality_n nor_o power_n nor_o thing_n present_a 39_o vers_fw-la 39_o nor_o thing_n to_o come_v nor_o height_n nor_o depth_n nor_o any_o other_o creature_n shall_v ever_o be_v able_a to_o separate_v i_o from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n which_o be_v in_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n the_o prayer_n father_n of_o pity_n lord_n of_o comfort_n thou_o that_o hear_v the_o cry_n of_o the_o afflict_a 32.4_o job._n 34.28_o ps_n 32.4_o look_v down_o in_o mercy_n on_o a_o distress_a sinner_n thy_o hand_n o_o god_n be_v heavy_a upon_o i_o for_o thou_o have_v take_v from_o i_o what_o i_o call_v i_o by_o reason_n that_o i_o do_v not_o acknowledge_v it_o thou_o o_o lord_n thou_o know_v my_o bleed_a heart_n my_o sorrowful_a eye_n and_o my_o mournful_a tear_n thou_o see_v how_o poor_a i_o be_o and_o what_o misery_n i_o suffer_v 44.13_o ps_n 44.13_o i_o be_o a_o scorn_n to_o my_o neighbour_n and_o a_o derision_n to_o they_o that_o be_v round_o about_o i_o my_o life_n be_v become_v a_o burden_n unto_o i_o because_o thou_o have_v deprive_v i_o of_o the_o comfort_n thereof_o my_o lover_n 38.11_o ps_n 38.11_o and_o my_o acquaintance_n stand_v look_v upon_o my_o misery_n and_o my_o kinsman_n stand_v a_o far_o off_o lord_z if_o it_o be_v thy_o pleasure_n thus_o to_o humble_v i_o with_o poverty_n let_v it_o be_v thy_o goodness_n to_o give_v i_o patience_n to_o endure_v it_o the_o pride_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o my_o forgetfulness_n of_o thou_o in_o the_o time_n of_o plenty_n do_v cry_v aloud_o for_o thy_o 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mercy_n in_o thy_o sight_n without_o thy_o assistance_n this_o sore_a burden_n be_v too_o heavy_a for_o i_o to_o bear_v 38.4_o ps_n 38.4_o lord_n either_o remove_v it_o from_o i_o or_o make_v it_o easy_a for_o i_o lend_v i_o thy_o gracious_a and_o help_a hand_n 23.4_o ps_n 23.4_o that_o as_o i_o be_o scourge_v with_o thy_o rod_n so_o i_o may_v lean_v upon_o thy_o staff_n let_v i_o never_o despair_v of_o thy_o comfortable_a relief_n but_o in_o all_o my_o misery_n be_v thou_o my_o refuge_n be_v please_v to_o endue_v i_o with_o patience_n from_o above_o that_o i_o may_v give_v no_o
king_n daughter_n 14_o ps_n 45.13_o vers_fw-la 14_o which_o be_v all_o glorious_a with_o in_o have_v virgin_n for_o her_o companian_n when_o she_o be_v bring_v unto_o the_o king_n such_o a_o virgin_n shall_v my_o soul_n have_v be_v but_o alas_o she_o dare_v not_o appear_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o king_n because_o she_o have_v leave_v off_o the_o ornament_n of_o her_o virginity_n 13.23_o jer._n 13.23_o can_v the_o ethiopian_a change_n his_o skin_n or_o the_o leopard_n his_o spot_n can_v my_o soul_n which_o be_v deflower_v with_o the_o filthiness_n of_o sin_n ever_o hope_v to_o be_v reckon_v among_o the_o number_n of_o virgin_n can_v she_o which_o have_v assume_v the_o impudency_n of_o a_o harlot_n ever_o expect_v to_o be_v account_v modest_a can_v she_o which_o be_v deform_v with_o the_o stain_n of_o iniquity_n ever_o hope_v to_o be_v deem_v fair_a and_o beautiful_a alas_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v unless_o my_o husband_n be_v reconcile_v unto_o i_o it_o be_v impossible_a i_o shall_v 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i_o will_v pray_v and_o beg_v and_o entreat_v and_o pray_v i_o will_v say_v the_o prayer_n bless_a lord_n son_n of_o a_o virgin_n who_o do_v honour_v virginity_n when_o thou_o take_v our_o nature_n harken_v to_o the_o cry_n of_o a_o lament_a maid_n 8.8_o mat_n 8.8_o lord_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o come_v unto_o thou_o i_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o receive_v any_o favour_n from_o thou_o for_o i_o have_v forsake_v thou_o my_o most_o indulgent_a husband_n 3.1_o jer_n 3.1_o and_o play_v the_o herlot_n with_o many_o lover_n my_o soul_n be_v too_o foul_a to_o be_v call_v thou_o too_o often_o have_v she_o break_v her_o vow_n and_o promise_n to_o hope_v for_o thy_o love_n or_o thy_o gracious_a pardon_n but_o lord_n what_o now_o shall_v i_o do_v if_o yet_o i_o shall_v fall_v into_o a_o despair_n of_o thy_o mercy_n i_o shall_v increase_v my_o disloyalty_n and_o either_o deny_v or_o despise_v the_o power_n of_o thy_o passion_n so_o great_a be_v thy_o love_n to_o the_o church_n thy_o spouse_n that_o thou_o give_v thyself_o to_o sanctify_v and_o cleanse_v it_o with_o the_o wash_n of_o water_n by_o the_o word_n 5.25.26_o eph_n 5.25.26_o my_o soul_n o_o christ_n be_v a_o member_n of_o thy_o spouse_n be_v please_v o_o jesus_n so_o to_o sanctify_v and_o wash_v she_o that_o thou_o may_v present_v she_o to_o thy_o self_n without_o spot_n or_o wrinkle_n both_o holy_a and_o blameless_a 13.1_o vers_fw-la 27_o zech_n 13.1_o o_o thou_o who_o have_v open_v a_o fountain_n to_o the_o house_n of_o david_n and_o to_o the_o inhabitant_n of_o jerusalem_n 51.2_o ps_n 51.2_o for_o sin_n and_o for_o uncleanness_n do_v thou_o wash_v i_o thorough_o from_o my_o iniquity_n and_o cleanse_v i_o from_o my_o sin_n lord_n as_o in_o mercy_n thou_o have_v give_v i_o chastity_n of_o body_n so_o give_v i_o likewise_o the_o chastity_n of_o mind_n and_o the_o purity_n of_o soul_n suffer_v not_o either_o the_o flesh_n or_o the_o devil_n by_o their_o wicked_a suggestion_n to_o seduce_v i_o to_o uncleanness_n 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tear_n of_o a_o woman_n in_o the_o state_n of_o marriage_n the_o soliloquie_n treat_v of_o the_o duty_n of_o a_o wife_n to_o her_o husband_n the_o ejaculation_n psal_n 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o give_v ear_n to_o my_o word_n o_o lord_n consider_v my_o meditation_n vers_fw-la 2._o harken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o cry_n my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n for_o unto_o thou_o will_v i_o pray_v man_n be_v create_v in_o the_o image_n of_o god_n 22_o gen_n 1_n 27._o c_o 2.18_o vers_fw-la 21_o vers_fw-la 22_o yet_o because_o it_o be_v not_o good_a that_o he_o shall_v be_v alone_o the_o lord_n do_v make_v he_o a_o help_n that_o be_v meet_v for_o he_o a_o
know_v that_o my_o god_n be_v powerful_a who_o dwell_v in_o heaven_n this_o barrenness_n may_v peradventure_o be_v send_v i_o in_o mercy_n although_o so_o heavy_o i_o take_v it_o for_o a_o judgement_n it_o may_v be_v i_o shall_v fail_v in_o the_o duty_n of_o patience_n in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o travel_n or_o of_o love_n and_o care_n in_o the_o education_n of_o my_o child_n or_o i_o may_v be_v too_o fond_o guilty_a of_o dote_v on_o they_o &_o so_o idolatrous_o rob_v my_o god_n of_o his_o honour_n to_o confer_v it_o wicked_o on_o the_o issue_n of_o my_o loin_n moreover_o who_o know_v what_o time_n of_o trouble_n may_v come_v upon_o the_o land_n or_o what_o destruction_n and_o desolation_n may_v be_v send_v upon_o my_o country_n if_o persecution_n or_o war_n shall_v enforce_v i_o to_o flee_v i_o can_v the_o better_a escape_n now_o i_o be_o free_a from_o child_n for_o this_o very_a cause_n my_o bless_a redeemer_n foretell_v the_o destruction_n of_o the_o city_n of_o jerusalem_n say_v unto_o the_o woman_n daughter_n of_o jerâ—salem_n weep_v not_o for_o i_o 29_o lu._n 23.28_o vers_fw-la 29_o but_o weep_v for_o yourselves_o and_o for_o your_o child_n for_o behold_v the_o day_n be_v come_v in_o the_o which_o they_o shall_v say_v bless_a be_v the_o barren_a and_o the_o womb_n that_o never_o bear_v and_o the_o pap_n that_o never_o give_v suck_v so_o this_o barrenness_n may_v bring_v content_a in_o that_o it_o free_v i_o from_o care_n and_o various_a perturbation_n although_o if_o it_o may_v seem_v good_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o my_o god_n most_o willing_o will_v i_o embrace_v the_o trouble_n that_o i_o may_v increase_v his_o kingdom_n i_o will_v resolve_v howsoëver_o to_o submit_v myself_o to_o the_o great_a disposer_n and_o will_v hope_v that_o it_o may_v be_v his_o pleasure_n to_o send_v i_o my_o desire_n time_n be_v when_o the_o gentile_n know_v not_o god_n which_o make_v the_o psalmist_n so_o magnify_v god_n for_o his_o mercy_n to_o israël_n 147.19_o ps_n 147.19_o when_o he_o say_v he_o show_v his_o word_n unto_o jacob_n his_o statute_n and_o his_o judgement_n unto_o israël_n 20_o vers_fw-la 20_o he_o have_v not_o deal_v so_o with_o any_o nation_n neither_o have_v the_o heathen_a knowledge_n of_o his_o law_n then_o have_v the_o gentile_n a_o spiritual_a barrenness_n for_o they_o be_v barren_a of_o religion_n and_o yet_o the_o prophet_n comfort_v they_o 54.1_o be_v 54.1_o say_v sing_v o_o barren_a thou_o that_o do_v not_o bear_v break_v forth_o into_o sing_v and_o cry_v aloud_o thou_o that_o do_v not_o travel_v with_o child_n for_o more_o be_v the_o child_n of_o the_o desolate_a than_o the_o child_n of_o the_o marry_a wife_n say_v the_o lord_n this_o prophecy_n be_v fullfil_v to_o the_o joy_n and_o rejoice_v of_o myself_o and_o many_o million_o more_o for_o the_o song_n do_v no_o long_o run_v in_o the_o phrase_n of_o the_o psalmist_n 2._o ps_n 76.1_o ve_z 2._o in_o judah_n be_v god_n know_v his_o name_n be_v great_a in_o israel_n in_o salem_n also_o be_v his_o tabernacle_n and_o his_o dwell_a place_n in_o zion_n no_o no_o 2.32_o lu._n 2.32_o he_o who_o be_v the_o glory_n of_o the_o people_n israel_n do_v come_v to_o be_v a_o light_n to_o lighten_v the_o gentile_n thus_o the_o gentile_n which_o have_v not_o be_v a_o people_n 25._o rom._n 9_o 25._o be_v call_v to_o be_v the_o people_n of_o the_o most_o high_a god_n she_o who_o have_v not_o be_v belove_v do_v through_o his_o mercy_n become_v the_o belove_a of_o god_n and_o she_o that_o be_v barren_a through_o ignorance_n and_o infidelity_n grow_v the_o faithful_a spouse_n of_o the_o most_o high_a why_o shall_v i_o then_o give_v over_o my_o hope_n he_o who_o make_v a_o fruitful_a church_n even_o of_o the_o heathen_a which_o know_v he_o not_o 54.3_o be_v 54.3_o can_v if_o he_o please_v make_v i_o a_o fruitful_a mother_n of_o child_n 5._o verf_n 5._o her_o maker_n be_v her_o husband_n the_o lord_n of_o host_n be_v his_o name_n and_o her_o redeemer_n be_v the_o holy_a one_o of_o israel_n the_o god_n of_o the_o whole_a earth_n shall_v he_o be_v call_v i_o be_o one_o of_o the_o member_n of_o that_o church_n which_o have_v christ_n to_o her_o husband_n i_o will_v therefore_o never_o despair_n either_o of_o his_o power_n or_o mercy_n i_o dare_v not_o repine_v as_o rachel_n do_v when_o she_o bear_v jacob_n no_o child_n and_o envy_v her_o sister_n 2._o gen_n 34_o 1._o vers_fw-la 2._o i_o dare_v not_o say_v to_o my_o husband_n as_o she_o do_v to_o she_o give_v i_o child_n or_o else_o i_o die_v lest_o his_o anger_n shall_v be_v kindle_v against_o i_o and_o he_o shall_v answer_v i_o as_o jacob_n do_v she_o and_o say_v be_o i_o in_o god_n steed_n who_o have_v withhold_v from_o thou_o the_o fruit_n of_o the_o womb_n i_o know_v it_o be_v god_n who_o give_v and_o i_o know_v it_o be_v god_n who_o withhold_v these_o mercy_n i_o dare_v not_o be_v too_o inquisitive_a into_o a_o reason_n in_o nature_n lest_o i_o dis-honour_n he_o who_o be_v the_o god_n of_o nature_n i_o may_v and_o i_o will_v desire_v this_o blessing_n at_o the_o hand_n of_o he_o who_o give_v liberal_o 1.5_o jam_fw-la 1.5_o and_o upbraid_v not_o yet_o lest_o my_o petition_n shall_v be_v empty_a if_o they_o rise_v not_o with_o tear_n i_o will_v weep_v for_o my_o sin_n which_o have_v cause_v his_o displeasure_n and_o yet_o i_o will_v weep_v in_o hope_n that_o he_o will_v be_v reconcile_v unto_o i_o of_o every_o judgement_n i_o must_v find_v the_o cause_n in_o the_o wickedness_n of_o myself_o i_o want_v the_o comfort_n and_o content_v of_o child_n because_o i_o myself_o have_v be_v a_o child_n disobedient_a to_o my_o god_n but_o i_o will_v bewail_v my_o sin_n and_o bemoan_v my_o condition_n and_o although_o he_o can_v be_v ignorant_a of_o my_o servant_n desire_v yet_o i_o will_v lay_v open_a to_o he_o the_o grief_n of_o my_o heart_n 21._o gen_n 25_o 21._o isaak_n entreat_v he_o for_o his_o wife_n because_o she_o be_v barren_a and_o he_o be_v entreat_v of_o he_o and_o rebekah_n his_o wife_n conceive_v and_o she_o have_v two_o child_n which_o struggle_v together_o in_o their_o mother_n womb_n 22_o ver_fw-la 22_o at_o the_o prayer_n of_o elisha_n the_o good_a shunamitish_a woman_n conceive_v 17._o 2._o king_n 4.17_o gen_n 20_o 17._o and_o bear_v a_o son_n at_o that_o very_a season_n that_o elisha_n have_v say_v unto_o she_o according_a to_o the_o time_n of_o life_n faithful_a abraham_n pray_v unto_o the_o lord_n and_o the_o lord_n heal_v abimelech_n and_o his_o wife_n and_o his_o make_a servant_n and_o they_o bare_a child_n 18_o vers_fw-la 18_o for_o the_o lord_n have_v first_o close_v up_o all_o the_o womb_n of_o the_o house_n of_o abimelech_n because_o of_o sarah_n abraham_n wife_n the_o lord_n do_v promise_v unto_o israël_n upon_o obedience_n say_v there_o shall_v nothing_o cast_v their_o young_a 12._o ex._n 23.26_o deut._n 7_o 12._o nor_o be_v barren_a in_o thy_o land_n another_o promise_n be_v make_v unto_o they_o by_o god_n himself_o when_o he_o say_v it_o shall_v come_v to_o pass_v if_o you_o harken_v to_o these_o judgement_n and_o do_v they_o thou_o shall_v be_v bless_v above_o all_o people_n there_o shall_v not_o be_v male_a or_o female_a barren_a among_o you_o or_o among_o your_o cattle_n again_o they_o be_v promise_v by_o the_o mouth_n of_o moses_n say_v it_o shall_v come_v to_o pass_v 28.1_o c._n 28.1_o if_o thou_o shall_v hearken_v diligent_o unto_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n to_o observe_v and_o to_o do_v all_o the_o commandment_n which_o i_o command_v thou_o this_o day_n 11_o vers_fw-la 11_o the_o lord_n shall_v make_v thou_o plenteous_a in_o good_n in_o the_o fruit_n of_o thy_o body_n and_o in_o the_o fruit_n of_o thy_o cattle_n and_o in_o the_o fruit_n of_o thy_o ground_n in_o the_o land_n which_o the_o lord_n swear_v unto_o thy_o father_n to_o give_v thou_o but_o i_o have_v not_o such_o a_o isaak_n to_o entreat_v for_o i_o as_o rebekah_n have_v nor_o such_o a_o elisha_n as_o the_o shunamitesse_n have_v nor_o such_o a_o abraham_n as_o abimelech_n have_v what_o then_o i_o have_v the_o promise_n of_o my_o god_n if_o i_o be_v a_o true_a israëlite_n indeed_o 1.47_o io._n 1.47_o such_o a_o one_o as_o nathaniel_n be_v in_o who_o be_v no_o guile_n if_o i_o obey_v my_o god_n and_o hearken_v to_o his_o judgement_n and_o do_v they_o if_o i_o harken_v diligent_o unto_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o lord_n my_o god_n to_o observe_v and_o to_o do_v all_o the_o commandment_n which_o he_o command_v i_o to_o do_v then_o i_o may_v expect_v the_o blessing_n which_o be_v promise_v unto_o israël_n the_o promise_n of_o god_n be_v make_v upon_o condition_n
ceremeniall_a law_n yea_o a_o priest_n himself_o be_v allow_v these_o act_n so_o natural_a and_o pious_a though_o touch_v the_o nazarite_n the_o command_n be_v strict_a which_o the_o lord_n deliver_v unto_o moses_n 2._o num._n 6_o 1._o vers_fw-la 2._o say_v say_v unto_o the_o child_n of_o israel_n when_o either_o man_n or_o woman_n shall_v separate_v themselves_o to_o vow_v a_o vow_n of_o a_o nazarite_n to_o separate_v themselves_o unto_o the_o lord_n 6._o vers_fw-la 6._o all_o the_o day_n that_o he_o seperate_v himself_o unto_o the_o lord_n he_o shall_v come_v at_o no_o dead_a body_n 7._o vers_fw-la 7._o he_o shall_v not_o make_v himself_o unclean_a for_o his_o father_n or_o for_o his_o mother_n for_o his_o brother_n or_o for_o his_o sister_n when_o they_o die_v because_o the_o consecration_n of_o his_o god_n be_v upon_o his_o head_n yet_o whereas_o the_o law_n say_v 25._o eze_n 44_o 25._o the_o priest_n shall_v come_v at_o no_o dead_a person_n to_o defile_v themselves_o it_o run_v with_o this_o exception_n but_o for_o father_n or_o for_o mother_n or_o for_o son_n or_o for_o daughter_n for_o brother_n or_o for_o sister_n that_o have_v have_v no_o husband_n they_o may_v defile_v themselves_o and_o again_o concern_v the_o common_a people_n the_o law_n provide_v say_v 19.16_o num_fw-la 19.16_o whosoever_o touch_v one_o that_o be_v slay_v with_o the_o sword_n in_o the_o open_a field_n or_o a_o dead_a body_n or_o a_o bone_n of_o a_o man_n or_o a_o grave_n shall_v be_v unclean_a but_o the_o time_n of_o his_o uncleanness_a be_v to_o continue_v but_o seven_o day_n that_o law_n have_v now_o no_o power_n to_o oblige_v we_o who_o be_v under_o the_o gospel_n i_o may_v touch_v my_o dead_a parent_n and_o embrace_v he_o yea_o and_o kiss_v he_o at_o least_o in_o my_o thought_n when_o i_o can_v come_v to_o his_o body_n and_o so_o i_o will_v and_o if_o there_o remain_v any_o uncleanness_a in_o my_o cogitation_n i_o will_v purify_v i_o will_v wash_v it_o away_o with_o the_o bath_n 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for_o their_o mother_n i_o must_v not_o exceed_v the_o bound_n of_o modesty_n in_o my_o cry_n &_o lamentation_n but_o i_o must_v drink_v rather_o of_o the_o cup_n of_o consolation_n and_o hearken_v to_o the_o advice_n and_o counsel_n of_o my_o comforter_n nature_n indeed_o may_v be_v see_v in_o a_o tear_n and_o hear_v in_o a_o sigh_n but_o if_o those_o tear_n be_v too_o many_o or_o those_o sigh_n too_o frequent_a or_o too_o loud_a my_o very_a sorrow_n may_v be_v sinful_a for_o my_o want_n of_o patience_n he_o for_o who_o i_o grieve_v be_v better_a than_o myself_o and_o his_o condition_n be_v full_a of_o joy_n and_o delight_n why_o then_o shall_v i_o mourn_v too_o excessive_o as_o if_o he_o be_v lose_v &_o why_o shall_v i_o grieve_v too_o immoderate_o as_o if_o i_o despair_v of_o a_o father_n he_o be_v go_v to_o a_o place_n where_o he_o be_v free_v from_o sorrow_n and_o can_v die_v no_o more_o only_o i_o be_o on_o earth_n in_o a_o valley_n of_o tear_n but_o i_o shall_v have_v a_o time_n to_o die_v too_o and_o be_v gather_v unto_o he_o in_o heaven_n say_v saint_n john_n there_o shall_v be_v no_o more_o death_n 21.4_o reu._n 21.4_o neither_o sorrow_n nor_o cry_v neither_o shall_v there_o be_v any_o more_o pain_n for_o the_o former_a thing_n be_v pass_v away_o my_o redeemer_n say_v that_o they_o which_o shall_v be_v account_v worthy_a to_o obtain_v that_o world_n 35._o luc._n 20_o 35._o &_o the_o resurrection_n from_o the_o dead_a neither_o marry_v nor_o be_v give_v in_o marriage_n neither_o can_v they_o die_v any_o more_o 36_o vers_fw-la 36_o for_o they_o be_v equal_a unto_o the_o angel_n and_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n be_v the_o child_n of_o the_o resurrection_n why_o then_o shall_v i_o lament_v for_o he_o who_o need_v not_o my_o sorrow_n and_o my_o tear_n be_v but_o a_o fruitless_a disturbance_n of_o myself_o if_o i_o be_o trouble_v at_o the_o loss_n of_o a_o friend_n so_o dear_a i_o must_v rather_o labour_v to_o be_v belove_v of_o my_o god_n who_o be_v so_o 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distress_n lord_n hear_v my_o desire_n behold_v my_o necessity_n without_o a_o heart_n i_o can_v serve_v thou_o without_o a_o new_a heart_n i_o can_v praise_v thou_o lord_n give_v i_o a_o heart_n to_o fear_v thou_o 38.18_o be_v 66.2_o ps_n 38.18_o to_o tremble_v at_o thy_o word_n to_o listen_v to_o thy_o promise_n to_o confess_v my_o sin_n and_o to_o be_v sorry_a for_o my_o offence_n give_v i_o o_o my_o god_n 119.80_o ps_n 119.80_o fuch_v a_o heart_n as_o thou_o require_v that_o so_o it_o may_v be_v always_o sound_a in_o thy_o statute_n give_v i_o a_o heart_n that_o may_v mourn_v in_o secret_a for_o all_o my_o sin_n both_o secret_a and_o open_a that_o may_v be_v zealous_a for_o thy_o honour_n that_o may_v be_v tender_a of_o thy_o displeasure_n and_o that_o may_v shun_v both_o the_o inclination_n to_o and_o the_o desire_n of_o offend_v thou_o my_o great_a creator_n hear_v i_o o_o god_n 38._o io._n 19.34_o mat._n 26_o 38._o for_o thy_o mercy_n be_v great_a hear_v i_o o_o christ_n who_o 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