restore_v myself_o &_o i_o make_v a_o grant_n of_o myself_o to_o thou_o through_o who_o i_o be_o through_o who_o i_o live_v and_o through_o who_o i_o have_v the_o use_n of_o reason_n i_o hope_v i_o trust_v and_o i_o place_v all_o my_o confidence_n in_o thou_o by_o who_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o rise_v again_o and_o to_o live_v and_o rest_n it_o be_v thou_o who_o i_o desire_v who_o i_o love_v and_o who_o i_o adore_v and_o with_o who_o i_o be_o to_o remain_v &_o reign_v and_o be_v happy_a the_o soul_n which_o seek_v not_o thou_o nor_o love_v not_o thou_o do_v love_v the_o world_n and_o serve_v sin_n &_o be_v a_o slave_n to_o vice_n and_o be_v never_o quiet_a or_o secure_a o_o thou_o most_o holy_a god_n let_v my_o mind_n be_v ever_o perform_v service_n to_o thou_o let_v this_o pilgrimage_n of_o i_o be_v ever_o sigh_v towards_o thou_o let_v my_o hart_n burn_v through_o the_o love_n of_o thou_o let_v my_o soul_n o_o my_o god_n repose_v in_o thou_o let_v it_o contemplate_v thou_o in_o excess_n of_o mind_n and_o let_v it_o singe_v praise_n to_o thou_o in_o full_a joy_n and_o let_v this_o be_v my_o comfort_n in_o this_o banishment_n of_o i_o let_v this_o mind_n of_o i_o fly_v to_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o wing_n from_o the_o scorch_a cogitation_n of_o this_o world_n let_v this_o hart_n of_o i_o be_v at_o a_o calm_a in_o thou_o this_o hart_n which_o be_v such_o a_o deep_a sea_n full_a of_o swell_a wave_n o_o thou_o who_o be_v so_o rich_a of_o heavenly_a food_n thou_o most_o abundant_a imparter_n of_o that_o spiritual_a celestial_a satiety_n give_v nourishment_n to_o he_o who_o be_v defeat_v with_o hunger_n gather_v he_o up_o who_o be_v scatter_v free_v he_o who_o be_v entrald_n &_o stitch_v he_o together_o who_o be_v tear_v behold_v he_o stand_v at_o the_o door_n and_o knock_n i_o beseech_v thou_o by_o those_o bowel_n of_o thy_o mercy_n in_o which_o thou_o be_v the_o orient_a do_v visit_v we_o from_o on_o high_a command_v that_o it_o be_v open_v to_o this_o miserable_a creature_n who_o be_v knock_v that_o so_o with_o nimble_a foot_n i_o may_v enter_v into_o thou_o and_o repose_v in_o thou_o and_o be_v refresh_v by_o that_o bread_n of_o heaven_n for_o thou_o be_v both_o the_o bread_n and_o the_o fountain_n of_o life_n thou_o be_v the_o splendour_n of_o immortal_a light_n in_o fine_a thou_o be_v all_o those_o thing_n whereby_o just_a person_n live_v who_o love_v thou_o chap._n v._o of_o the_o desire_n of_o a_o soul_n o_o god_n the_o light_n of_o those_o heart_n which_o see_v thou_o and_o the_o life_n of_o those_o soul_n which_o love_v thou_o &_o the_o strength_n or_o virtue_n of_o their_o thought_n who_o seek_v thou_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v be_v incorporate_v into_o the_o holy_a love_n of_o thou_o come_v i_o beseech_v thou_o into_o my_o hart_n and_o inebriate_v it_o with_o the_o spring_a plenty_n of_o thy_o delight_n that_o so_o i_o may_v forget_v all_o worldly_a thing_n i_o be_o ashamed_a and_o i_o be_o afflict_v to_o find_v myself_o suffer_v such_o thing_n as_o this_o world_n be_v do_v all_o that_o which_o i_o see_v concern_v transitory_a thing_n make_v i_o sorry_a and_o all_o that_o which_o i_o hear_v make_v i_o sad_a help_v i_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n infuse_v joy_n into_o my_o hart_n and_o come_v to_o i_o that_o so_o i_o may_v grow_v to_o see_v thou_o for_o this_o house_n of_o my_o soul_n be_v straight_o till_o thou_o come_v into_o it_o and_o so_o it_o be_v enlarge_v by_o the._n it_o be_v ruinous_a till_o it_o be_v repair_v by_o thou_o it_o have_v many_o thing_n which_o may_v offend_v thy_o eye_n i_o know_v it_o and_o confess_v it_o but_o yet_o who_o be_v he_o that_o can_v cleanse_v it_o or_o to_o who_o but_o thou_o shall_v i_o cry_v out_o cleanse_v i_o o_o lord_n from_o my_o hide_a sin_n and_o pardon_v also_o thy_o servant_n those_o sin_n which_o he_o have_v cause_v in_o other_o make_v i_o sweet_a christ_n o_o dear_a jesus_n make_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o lay_v down_o the_o burden_n of_o carnal_a desire_n and_o of_o the_o concupiscence_n which_o i_o have_v after_o earthly_a thing_n give_v dominion_n to_o my_o soul_n over_o my_o body_n and_o to_o my_o reason_n over_o my_o soul_n and_o to_o thy_o grace_n over_o my_o reason_n and_o subdue_v i_o both_o in_o my_o outward_a and_o inward_a man_n to_o thy_o will_n grant_v to_o i_o that_o my_o hart_n may_v praise_v thou_o together_o with_o my_o tongue_n and_o all_o the_o strength_n i_o have_v dilate_v my_o mind_n and_o hoist_v up_o the_o sight_n of_o my_o hart_n that_o at_o least_o by_o some_o glimpse_n my_o spirit_n may_v with_o a_o swift_a and_o sudden_a thought_n lie_v hold_v upon_o that_o eternal_a wisdom_n whach_n be_v above_o all_o thing_n and_o whach_n last_v beyond_o they_o all_o discharge_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o from_o he_o chain_n wherein_o i_o be_o bind_v by_o sin_n chat_n at_o last_o i_o may_v give_v over_o all_o thing_n &_o that_o i_o may_v hasten_v to_o thou_o and_o behold_v and_o adhere_v to_o thou_o alone_o chap._n vi_o of_o the_o felicity_n of_o a_o soul_n which_o be_v free_v from_o the_o prison_n of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n happy_a be_v that_o soul_n which_o be_v free_v from_o this_o earthly_a prison_n arrive_v to_o heaven_n and_o see_v thou_o her_o most_o dear_a lord_n face_n to_o face_n and_o which_o be_v no_o long_o subject_n to_o the_o least_o fear_n of_o death_n but_o do_v rejoice_v in_o the_o incorruptibility_n of_o eternal_a glory_n she_o be_v then_o in_o peace_n she_o be_v secure_a &_o do_v no_o long_o fear_v either_o death_n or_o any_o other_o enemy_n for_o she_o possess_v her_o dear_a lord_n who_o she_o have_v long_o seek_v and_o who_o she_o have_v ever_o love_v and_o be_v associate_v to_o those_o quire_n of_o angel_n she_o do_v eternal_o sing_v those_o melodious_a hymn_n of_o thy_o ever_o last_a solemnity_n o_o christ_n thou_o king_n thou_o dear_a jesus_n to_o the_o praise_n of_o thy_o glory_n for_o than_o she_o be_v inebriate_v by_o the_o fresh_a and_o spring_a plenty_n of_o thy_o house_n and_o thou_o give_v she_o to_o drink_v of_o thy_o delight_n o_o happy_a society_n of_o those_o heavenly_a citizen_n o_o glorious_a solemnity_n of_o they_o who_o return_v to_o thou_o from_o the_o sad_a labour_n of_o this_o pilgrimage_n of_o we_o to_o that_o sweetness_n of_o beauty_n to_o that_o delightfulness_n of_o all_o splendour_n and_o to_o that_o dignity_n of_o all_o please_a grace_n where_o thy_o citizen_n o_o lord_n do_v continual_o behold_v thy_o countenance_n there_o be_v no_o ear_n in_o that_o place_n which_o can_v hear_v any_o thing_n that_o may_v offend_v it_o what_o song_n what_o organ_n what_o hymn_n what_o melody_n be_v sing_v there_o without_o any_o end_n eternal_o be_v there_o sound_v forth_o mellifluous_a concent_n of_o hymn_n that_o most_o sweet_a melody_n of_o the_o angel_n those_o most_o admirable_a canticle_n of_o canticle_n which_o be_v sing_v forth_o by_o those_o heavenly_a citizen_n to_o thy_o praise_n and_o glory_n no_o bitterness_n nor_o any_o kind_n of_o unsavorynes_n or_o gall_n can_v have_v any_o place_n in_o that_o country_n of_o thou_o for_o there_o be_v no_o wickedness_n nor_o any_o wicked_a man_n there_o be_v no_o adversary_n or_o enemy_n there_o be_v no_o tempt_a bait_n of_o sin_n there_o be_v no_o want_n no_o shame_n no_o quarrel_n no_o reproach_n no_o exception_n take_v no_o fear_n no_o unquietnes_n no_o pain_n no_o doubt_n no_o violence_n no_o dissension_n but_o there_o be_v soweraigne_a peace_n pertect_v charity_n eternal_a iubilation_n and_o praise_n of_o god_n secure_a &_o everlasting_a repose_n and_o perpetual_a joy_n in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n o_o how_o happy_a shall_v i_o be_v if_o once_o i_o may_v arrive_v to_o hear_v those_o most_o sweet_a song_n of_o thy_o citizen_n those_o mellifluous_a hymn_n which_o with_o due_a honour_n shall_v declare_v the_o praise_n of_o the_o most_o bless_a trinity_n but_o o_o how_o happy_a even_o too_o happy_a shall_v i_o be_v if_o myself_o may_v obtain_v to_o sing_v to_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n some_o one_o of_o those_o sweet_a song_n of_o zion_n chap._n vii_o of_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n o_o vital_a life_n o_o eternal_a life_n and_o eternal_o happy_a where_o there_o be_v joy_n without_o grief_n rest_n without_o labour_n dignity_n without_o fear_n riches_n without_o want_n life_n without_o death_n perpetuity_n without_o corruption_n and_o felicity_n without_o calamity_n where_o all_o thing_n be_v good_a in_o perfect_a charity_n where_o there_o be_v show_v &_o see_v face_n to_o face_n where_o there_o be_v complete_a knowledge_n in_o all_o and_o by_o all_o where_o the_o sovereign_a goodness_n of_o god_n be_v discern_v where_o the_o illuminate_a
yet_o again_o it_o be_v afflict_v because_o it_o fall_v back_o and_o return_n to_o be_v a_o abyss_n or_o rather_o it_o find_v that_o still_o it_o be_v so_o my_o faith_n which_o thou_o have_v kindle_v in_o this_o night_n of_o i_o before_o my_o foot_n do_v say_v why_o be_v thou_o sad_a o_o my_o soul_n and_o why_o do_v thou_o afflict_v i_o hope_v thou_o in_o god_n his_o word_n be_v a_o lantern_n to_o my_o foot_n hope_v and_o continue_v to_o do_v so_o till_o the_o night_n which_o be_v the_o mother_n of_o the_o wicked_a do_v pass_v a_o way_n till_o the_o wrath_n of_o our_o lord_n pass_v away_o whereof_o sometime_o we_o be_v the_o child_n for_o sometime_o we_o be_v darkness_n till_o this_o fury_n of_o water_n pass_v clean_o a_o way_n we_o still_o drag_v on_o in_o our_o body_n which_o be_v dead_a through_o sin_n the_o relic_n of_o that_o darkness_n till_o such_o time_n as_o the_o day_n shall_v approach_v &_o all_o shadow_n may_v be_v remove_v i_o will_v hope_v in_o our_o lord_n in_o the_o morrow_n of_o the_o next_o life_n i_o shall_v assist_v and_o contemplate_v and_o i_o will_v ever_o confess_v to_o he_o in_o that_o morrow_n i_o shall_v assist_v and_o behold_v the_o health_n of_o my_o countenance_n which_o be_v my_o god_n who_o will_v revive_v even_o our_o mortal_a body_n for_o that_o spirit_n sake_n which_o dwell_v in_o we_o that_o now_o we_o may_v be_v light_n even_o while_o we_o be_v save_v here_o by_o hope_n that_o we_o may_v be_v the_o son_n of_o light_n and_o the_o son_n of_o god_n and_o not_o of_o night_n and_o darkness_n for_o sometime_o we_o be_v darkness_n but_o now_o we_o be_v light_n in_o thou_o o_o our_o god_n and_o yet_o we_o be_v so_o here_o but_o by_o faith_n and_o not_o face_n to_o face_n because_o that_o hope_v which_o be_v see_v be_v not_o hope_v all_o that_o immortal_a people_n of_o thy_o angel_n praise_v thou_o o_o lord_n and_o those_o celestial_a power_n glorify_v thy_o name_n they_o have_v no_o need_n to_o read_v any_o such_o writing_n as_o this_o towards_o the_o makeinge_v they_o know_v the_o holy_a &_o individual_a trinity_n for_o they_o see_v thy_o face_n for_o ever_o and_o there_o they_o read_v without_o any_o syllabes_fw-la of_o time_n what_o that_o eternal_a will_n require_v they_o read_v they_o choose_v and_o they_o love_v they_o ever_o read_v and_o that_o never_o pass_v which_o they_o be_v read_n by_o choose_v and_o by_o loveinge_v they_o read_v the_o very_a immutability_n of_o thy_o counsel_n and_o their_o book_n be_v never_o shut_v and_o their_o scroll_n never_o fold_v up_o for_o thyself_o be_v all_o that_o to_o they_o and_o so_o thou_o be_v to_o be_v for_o ever_o o_o how_o excessive_o happy_a be_v those_o power_n of_o heaven_n which_o be_v able_a to_o praise_v thou_o most_o pure_o and_o holy_o with_o excessive_a sweetness_n and_o unspeakable_a exultation_n they_o praise_v thou_o for_o that_o in_o which_o thâ—â—_n joy_n because_o they_o ever_o see_v reason_n 〈◊〉_d they_o shall_v rejoice_v and_o praise_v they_o but_o we_o be_v oppress_v by_o this_o burden_n of_o our_o flesh_n and_o be_v cast_v far_o of_o from_o thy_o face_n in_o this_o pilgrimage_n of_o we_o and_o be_v so_o rack_v by_o the_o variety_n of_o worldly_a thing_n be_v not_o able_a worthy_o to_o praise_v thou_o yet_o we_o praise_v thou_o as_o we_o can_v by_o faith_n though_o not_o face_n to_o face_n but_o those_o angelical_a spirit_n praise_v thou_o face_n to_o face_n &_o not_o by_o faith_n for_o our_o flesh_n put_v this_o upon_o we_o &_o oblige_v we_o to_o praise_v thou_o far_o otherwise_o than_o they_o do_v but_o how_o soever_o even_o we_o sing_v praise_n to_o thou_o in_o a_o different_a manner_n and_o yet_o thou_o be_v but_o one_o o_o god_n thou_o creator_n of_o all_o thing_n to_o who_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o praise_n be_v offer_v both_o in_o heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o by_o thy_o mercy_n we_o shall_v one_o day_n arrive_v to_o their_o society_n with_o who_o we_o shall_v for_o ever_o see_v and_o praise_v thou_o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o while_o i_o be_o place_v in_o this_o frail_a body_n of_o i_o my_o hart_n may_v praise_v thou_o my_o tongue_n may_v praise_v thou_o and_o all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o soul_n may_v say_v o_o lord_n who_o be_v like_a to_o thou_o thou_o be_v that_o omnipotent_a god_n who_o we_o worship_v as_o trine_n in_o person_n and_o onâ—â—_n the_o substance_n of_o thy_o deity_n we_o adore_v the_o father_n unbegotten_a the_o son_n the_o only_o beget_v of_o his_o father_n and_o the_o holy_a ghost_n proceedinge_v from_o they_o both_o and_o remaininge_v in_o they_o both_o we_o adore_v thou_o o_o holy_a and_o individual_a trinity_n one_o omnipotent_a god_n who_o when_o we_o be_v not_o do_v most_o pvissant_o make_v we_o and_o when_o by_o our_o own_o fault_n we_o wear_v lose_v by_o thy_o pity_n and_o goodness_n thou_o do_v recover_v we_o after_o a_o admirable_a manner_n do_v not_o i_o beseech_v thou_o permit_v that_o we_o shall_v be_v ungrateful_a for_o so_o great_a benefit_n and_o unworthy_a of_o so_o many_o mercy_n i_o pray_v thou_o i_o beseech_v thou_o i_o beg_v of_o thou_o that_o thou_o will_v increase_v my_o faith_n hope_n and_o charity_n i_o beseech_v thou_o make_v we_o by_o that_o grace_n of_o thy_o to_o be_v ever_o firm_a in_o beleiveinge_v and_o full_a of_o efficacy_n in_o work_v that_o so_o by_o mean_n of_o incorrupted_a faith_n and_o work_n worthy_a thereof_o we_o may_v through_o thy_o mercy_n arrive_v to_o everlasting_a life_n and_o there_o behold_v thy_o glory_n as_o indeed_o it_o be_v we_o who_o thou_o haste_v make_v worthy_a to_o see_v that_o glory_n of_o thy_o may_v adore_v thy_o majesty_n and_o may_v say_v together_o glory_n be_v to_o the_o father_n who_o create_v we_o glory_n be_v to_o the_o son_n who_o redeem_v we_o glory_n be_v to_o the_o holy_a ghost_n who_o sanctify_v we_o glory_n be_v to_o the_o supreme_a &_o individual_a trinity_n who_o work_n be_v inseparable_a and_o who_o empire_n be_v eternal_a to_o thou_o our_o god_n praise_n be_v due_a to_o thou_o a_o hymn_n of_o glory_n to_o thou_o all_o honour_n benediction_n clarity_n thanksgive_v virtue_n and_o fortitude_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o amen_n chap._n xxxiv_o he_o complain_v against_o himself_o for_o not_o be_v move_v with_o the_o contemplation_n of_o god_n whereat_o the_o angel_n tremble_v pardon_v i_o o_o lord_n pardon_v i_o through_o thy_o mercy_n pardon_n and_o pity_v i_o pardon_v my_o great_a ignorance_n and_o imperfection_n do_v not_o reject_v i_o as_o a_o presumptuous_a creature_n in_o that_o i_o adventure_n be_v thy_o slave_n i_o will_v i_o can_v say_v a_o good_a one_o and_o not_o rather_o that_o i_o be_o unprofitable_a and_o wicked_a and_o therefore_o very_o wicked_a because_o i_o take_v this_o boldness_n to_o praise_v and_o bless_v and_o adore_v thou_o who_o be_v our_o omnipotent_a god_n and_o who_o be_v terrible_a and_o excessive_o to_o be_v fear_v without_o contrition_n of_o hart_n without_o a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n and_o without_o due_a reverence_n and_o tremble_v for_o if_o the_o angel_n who_o adore_v and_o praise_v thou_o do_v tremble_v while_o they_o be_v fill_v with_o that_o admirable_a exultation_n how_o come_v it_o to_o pass_v that_o i_o a_o sinful_a creature_n while_o i_o be_o present_a with_o thou_o and_o sing_v praise_n and_o offer_v sacrifice_n to_o thou_o be_o not_o fright_v at_o the_o hart_n that_o i_o be_o not_o pale_a in_o my_o face_n that_o my_o lip_n tremble_v not_o and_o my_o whole_a body_n be_v not_o in_o a_o shiveringe_v and_o that_o so_o with_o a_o flood_n of_o tear_n i_o do_v not_o incessant_o mourn_v before_o thou_o i_o will_v fain_o do_v it_o but_o i_o be_o not_o able_a because_o i_o can_v do_v what_o i_o desire_v herupon_o i_o be_o vehement_o wondringe_v at_o myself_o when_o by_o the_o eye_n of_o faith_n i_o see_v how_o terrible_a thou_o be_v but_o yet_o who_o can_v do_v even_o this_o without_o thy_o grace_n for_o all_o our_o salvation_n be_v nothing_o but_o thy_o great_a mercy_n woe_n be_v to_o i_o how_o come_v my_o soul_n to_o be_v make_v so_o senseless_a as_o that_o it_o be_v not_o fright_v with_o excessive_a terror_n while_o i_o be_o stand_v before_o god_n and_o sing_v forth_o his_o praise_n woe_n be_v to_o i_o how_o come_v my_o hart_n to_o be_v so_o harden_v that_o my_o eye_n can_v incessant_o bring_v forth_o whole_a flood_n of_o tear_n while_o the_o slave_n be_v speak_v before_o his_o lord_n man_n with_o god_n the._n creature_n with_o the_o creator_n he_o who_o be_v make_v of_o dirt_n with_o he_o who_o make_v all_o thing_n of_o nothing_o behold_v o_o lord_n how_o i_o place_v myself_o before_o thou_o &_o that_o which_o i_o conceive_v of_o
to_o inhabit_v and_o to_o illuminate_v it_o and_o that_o for_o ever_o nor_o can_v i_o find_v what_o i_o may_v more_o fit_o call_v this_o heaven_n of_o the_o heaven_n to_o our_o lord_n than_o that_o house_n of_o thou_o which_o be_v contemplateinge_v thy_o delight_n without_o any_o defect_n at_o all_o and_o without_o the_o least_o inclination_n to_o depart_v from_o that_o to_o any_o other_o that_o pure_a mind_n most_o entire_o one_o that_o establishement_n of_o those_o bless_a spirit_n in_o the_o foundation_n of_o peace_n in_o those_o heaven_n above_o which_o be_v yet_o above_o these_o heaven_n which_o we_o see_v hereby_o my_o soul_n who_o pilgrimage_n be_v so_o far_o of_o from_o thou_o may_v understande_v if_o now_o it_o thirst_v offer_fw-mi thou_o if_o now_o her_o tear_n be_v not_o make_v her_o bread_n if_o now_o she_o desire_v that_o one_o thing_n and_o beg_v it_o again_o and_o again_o that_o she_o may_v inhabit_v thy_o house_n all_o the_o day_n of_o her_o life_n and_o what_o be_v the_o life_n of_o that_o house_n but_o thou_o thyself_o and_o what_o be_v the_o day_n thereof_o but_o thy_o eternity_n as_o thy_o year_n be_v which_o never_o fail_v let_v therefore_o the_o soul_n understand_v here_o as_o well_o as_o it_o can_v how_o sublymely_a thou_o be_v eternal_a before_o all_o time_n since_o that_o house_n of_o thy_o which_o never_o wander_v from_o thou_o although_o it_o be_v not_o coeternal_a with_o thou_o yet_o by_o reason_n that_o it_o adhear_v to_o thou_o without_o any_o fail_n or_o ever_o faintinge_v undergo_v no_o variety_n of_o time_n but_o suck_v up_o thou_o her_o immutability_n with_o a_o perpetual_a &_o persevere_v purity_n of_o mind_n she_o do_v at_o no_o time_n and_o in_o no_o place_n depart_v from_o thou_o to_o who_o she_o cleave_v with_o unseparable_a love_n &_o to_o who_o thou_o be_v ever_o present_a and_o so_o have_v no_o future_a which_o it_o may_v expecte_v nor_o any_o transitory_a thing_n pass_v by_o which_o it_o may_v remember_v it_o be_v not_o vary_v to_o and_o fro_o by_o turn_n nor_o extend_v into_o future_a time_n chap._n xx._n here_o man_n pray_v that_o the_o say_v spiritual_a house_n of_o god_n may_v pray_v for_o he_o o_o thou_o bright_a and_o beautiful_a house_n of_o god_n i_o have_v love_v thy_o comeliness_n and_o the_o place_n of_o the_o habitation_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o my_o lord_n god_n who_o do_v both_o build_v thou_o and_o do_v possess_v thou_o let_v this_o pilgrimage_n of_o i_o send_v sigh_n to_o thou_o day_n and_o night_n let_v my_o hart_n pant_v towards_o thou_o let_v my_o mind_n think_v on_o thou_o and_o let_v my_o soul_n desire_n to_o attain_v to_o the_o society_n of_o thy_o beatitude_n i_o say_v to_o he_o who_o make_v thou_o that_o he_o will_v possess_v i_o in_o thou_o for_o it_o be_v he_o who_o make_v both_o thou_o &_o i_o or_o rather_o do_v thou_o desire_v and_o beseech_v of_o he_o that_o he_o will_v make_v i_o worthy_a of_o the_o participation_n of_o thy_o glory_n for_o i_o do_v not_o challenge_v thy_o holy_a society_n nor_o thy_o admirable_a beauty_n by_o any_o merit_n of_o i_o but_o i_o despair_v not_o to_o obtain_v it_o by_o the_o blood_n of_o he_o who_o redeem_v i_o only_o let_v thy_o merit_n help_v i_o let_v thy_o most_o holy_a and_o most_o pure_a prayer_n which_o can_v but_o be_v effectual_a with_o almighty_a god_n succour_v my_o sinfulness_n i_o confess_v that_o i_o have_v wander_v like_o a_o lose_a sheep_n and_o my_o habitation_n here_o be_v prolong_v and_o i_o be_o cast_v far_o of_o from_o the_o face_n of_o my_o lord_n god_n into_o this_o blindness_n of_o banishment_n where_o be_v drive_v from_o the_o joy_n of_o paradise_n i_o be_o daily_o lamentinge_v with_o myself_o the_o misery_n of_o my_o captivity_n and_o i_o singe_v a_o mournful_a song_n and_o i_o make_v huge_a lamentation_n when_o i_o remember_v thou_o o_o jerusalem_n who_o be_v my_o mother_n &_o while_o i_o find_v my_o foot_n stand_a in_o thy_o outward_a court_n o_o thou_o fair_a and_o holy_a zion_n but_o be_o not_o able_a so_o much_o as_o to_o look_v into_o those_o interior_a part_n of_o that_o temple_n but_o yet_o i_o hope_v that_o i_o shall_v once_o be_v bring_v into_o thou_o upon_o his_o shoulder_n who_o be_v my_o pastor_n and_o who_o be_v thy_o builder_n that_o i_o may_v triumph_n with_o thou_o in_o that_o unspeakable_a joy_n wherewith_o they_o rejoice_v who_o stand_v with_o thou_o before_o god_n our_o saviour_n himself_o who_o discharge_v our_o enmytye_n in_o his_o flesh_n and_o who_o pacify_v all_o thing_n which_o be_v both_o in_o heaven_n and_o in_o earth_n by_o his_o blood_n for_o he_o be_v our_o peace_n who_o make_v both_o to_o become_v one_o and_o who_o join_v in_o himself_o those_o two_o wall_n which_o go_v by_o contrary_a way_n ordeyninge_v thy_o permanent_a felicity_n and_o promising_a that_o he_o will_v give_v himself_o to_o we_o accord_v to_o the_o same_o measure_n say_v and_o they_o shall_v be_v equal_a to_o the_o angel_n of_o god_n in_o heaven_n o_o jerusalem_n thou_o eternal_a house_n of_o god_n be_v thou_o after_o the_o charity_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n my_o joy_n and_o my_o comfort_n and_o let_v the_o sweet_a memory_n of_o thy_o bless_a name_n be_v a_o solace_n to_o my_o sorrow_n and_o heaviness_n of_o hart_n chap._n xxi_o how_o full_a of_o biternesse_n this_o life_n of_o we_o be_v o_o lord_n i_o be_o extreme_o weary_a of_o this_o life_n and_o of_o this_o woeful_a pilgrimage_n this_o life_n this_o miserable_a life_n frail_a life_n uncertain_a life_n laborious_a life_n unclean_a life_n life_n which_o be_v the_o lady_n of_o wicked_a man_n the_o queen_n of_o proud_a man_n full_a of_o misery_n and_o error_n which_o deserve_v not_o to_o be_v call_v a_o life_n but_o a_o death_n since_o we_o be_v die_v in_o every_o moment_n by_o diverse_a kind_n of_o death_n through_o the_o several_a misery_n and_o change_n which_o we_o be_v subject_a too_o do_v therefore_o this_o which_o we_o live_v in_o this_o world_n deserve_v to_o be_v call_v life_n when_o humour_n make_v we_o swell_v and_o grief_n extenuate_v and_o unnatural_a heat_n dry_v up_o and_o impression_n of_o the_o air_n infect_v meat_n make_v fat_a fast_v make_v lean_a mirth_n make_v dissolute_a sorrow_n consume_v care_n straitn_v security_n make_v dull_a riches_n puff_v we_o up_o poverty_n cast_v we_o down_o youth_n extol_v we_o and_o old_a age_n make_v we_o stoop_v sickness_n break_v &_o sorrow_n oppress_v us._n and_o to_o all_o these_o misery_n furious_a death_n succeed_v and_o at_o a_o clapp_n do_v so_o impose_v a_o end_n upon_o this_o miserable_a life_n that_o as_o soon_o as_o it_o have_v leave_v to_o be_v it_o be_v scare_v believe_v that_o ever_o it_o be_v this_o vital_a death_n and_o this_o mortal_a life_n although_o it_o be_v all_o sprinkle_v with_o these_o and_o many_o other_o bitter_a misery_n alas_o alas_o it_o do_v yet_o take_v very_o many_o by_o the_o inticeinge_n pleasure_n thereof_o and_o it_o deceive_v they_o by_o the_o false_a promise_n which_o it_o make_v and_o although_o of_o itself_o it_o be_v so_o very_a bite_n &_o so_o bitter_a as_o that_o it_o can_v be_v conceal_v from_o her_o blind_a lover_n yet_o be_v there_o a_o infinite_a number_n of_o fool_n in_o the_o world_n who_o she_o entertain_v &_o inebriate_n with_o the_o golden_a chalice_n which_o she_o have_v in_o her_o hand_n happy_a be_v they_o but_o they_o be_v to_o few_o who_o refuse_v her_o familiarity_n who_o despise_v her_o sleight_n entertaniement_n and_o joy_n &_o who_o forsake_v all_o society_n with_o she_o lest_o they_o be_v force_v to_o perish_v together_o with_o she_o who_o deceive_v they_o chap._n xxii_o of_o the_o felicity_n of_o that_o life_n which_o our_o lord_n have_v prepare_v for_o they_o that_o love_v he_o o_o thou_o life_n which_o our_o lord_n have_v prepare_v for_o they_o who_o love_v he_o o_o thou_o vital_a life_n happy_a life_n quiett_a life_n secure_a life_n beautiful_a life_n pure_a life_n chaste_a life_n holy_a life_n life_n which_o know_v not_o what_o belong_v to_o death_n which_o know_v not_o what_o belong_v to_o sorrow_n life_n without_o spott_n without_o grief_n without_o anxiety_n without_o any_o perturbation_n without_o corruption_n without_o variety_n and_o mutation_n life_n toppfull_a of_o all_o excellency_n and_o dignity_n where_o there_o be_v no_o adversary_n to_o impugn_v we_o no_o inticeinge_v bait_n of_o sin_n to_o allure_v we_o where_o there_o be_v perfect_a love_n &_o no_o fear_n &_o a_o everlasting_a day_n and_o one_o spirit_n of_o we_o all_o where_o god_n be_v see_v face_n to_o face_n &_o where_o the_o soul_n be_v full_o feed_v with_o this_o food_n of_o life_n without_o all_o defect_n i_o be_o resolve_v to_o look_v earnes_o towards_o thy_o light_n thy_o felicity_n
with_o thy_o finger_n in_o my_o hart_n the_o sweet_a memory_n of_o thy_o mellifluous_a name_n which_o may_v never_o be_v blot_v out_o again_o write_v thy_o will_n and_o thy_o law_n in_o the_o table_n of_o my_o hart_n that_o i_o may_v have_v both_o thy_o law_n and_o thyself_o o_o lord_n of_o immense_a sweetness_n at_o all_o time_n and_o place_n before_o my_o eye_n burn_v up_o my_o mind_n with_o that_o fire_n of_o thy_o which_o thou_o do_v send_v into_o the_o world_n and_o do_v desire_v that_o it_o may_v be_v much_o kindle_v that_o i_o may_v daily_o offer_v to_o thou_o abundance_n of_o tear_n the_o sacrifice_n of_o a_o trouble_a spirit_n and_o contrite_a hart_n o_o sweet_a christ_n o_o dear_a jesus_n as_o i_o desire_v and_o as_o with_o my_o whole_a hart_n i_o crave_v so_o give_v i_o thy_o holy_a and_o chaste_a love_n which_o may_v replenish_v and_o take_v and_o possess_v i_o whole_o and_o give_v i_o that_o evident_a sign_n of_o thy_o love_n a_o spring_a fountain_n of_o tear_n which_o continual_o may_v flow_v that_o my_o tear_n themselves_o may_v witness_v thy_o love_n to_o i_o and_o they_o may_v discover_v and_o declare_v how_o dear_o my_o soul_n love_v thou_o while_o through_o the_o excessive_a sweetness_n of_o that_o love_n it_o can_v contain_v itself_o from_o tear_n i_o remember_v dear_a lord_n that_o good_a woman_n anna_n who_o come_v to_o the_o tabernacle_n to_o beg_v a_o son_n of_o thou_o of_o who_o the_o scripture_n say_v that_o after_o her_o tear_n and_o prayer_n her_o countenance_n be_v cast_v no_o long_o towards_o several_a thing_n but_o while_o i_o call_v to_o mind_v she_o so_o great_a virtue_n and_o constancy_n i_o be_o rack_v with_o grief_n and_o confound_v with_o shame_n because_o i_o find_v myself_o too_o miserable_o cast_v down_o towards_o vanity_n but_o if_o she_o weep_v so_o bitter_o and_o do_v so_o persevere_v in_o weep_v who_o only_o desire_v to_o have_v a_o son_n how_o ought_v my_o soul_n to_o lament_v and_o continue_v in_o lamentation_n which_o seek_v and_o love_v god_n and_o earnesty_n desire_v to_o get_v home_o to_o he_o how_o ought_v such_o a_o soul_n lament_v and_o weep_v who_o seek_v god_n day_n and_o night_n and_o be_v resolve_v to_o love_v nothing_o but_o christ_n our_o lord_n it_o be_v no_o less_o than_o a_o wonder_n if_o such_o a_o person_n tear_n become_v not_o his_o bread_n day_n and_o night_n look_v back_o therefore_o and_o take_v pity_n on_o i_o for_o the_o sorrow_n of_o my_o hart_n be_v multiply_v give_v i_o of_o thy_o celestial_a contemplation_n and_o despise_v not_o this_o sinful_a soul_n for_o which_o thou_o die_v give_v i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o internal_a tear_n which_o may_v springe_n from_o the_o most_o secret_a corner_n of_o my_o hart_n whereby_o the_o chain_n of_o my_o sin_n may_v be_v break_v and_o let_v they_o ever_o fill_v my_o soul_n with_o celestial_a joy_n that_o i_o may_v obtain_v some_o little_a portion_n in_o thy_o kingdom_n if_o not_o in_o the_o society_n of_o those_o true_a and_o perfect_a monk_n who_o step_n i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o follow_v yet_o at_o least_o with_o devout_a woman_n i_o do_v also_o call_v to_o mind_n the_o admirable_a devotion_n of_o another_o woman_n who_o seek_v thou_o with_o tender_a love_n when_o thou_o be_v lay_v in_o the_o sepulchre_n who_o retire_v not_o from_o the_o sepulchre_n when_o the_o disciple_n retire_v who_o sit_v down_o there_o all_o afflict_a and_o wound_v &_o she_o weep_v there_o long_o and_o much_o and_o rise_v up_o with_o many_o tear_n she_o do_v again_o and_o again_o play_v as_o it_o be_v the_o spy_n with_o her_o watchful_a eye_n upon_o that_o solitary_a place_n to_o see_v if_o perhaps_o she_o may_v be_v able_a to_o find_v thou_o any_o where_o who_o she_o seek_v with_o such_o ardour_n of_o desire_n she_o have_v already_o enter_v into_o the_o sepulchre_n once_o and_o again_o but_o that_o which_o in_o itself_o seem_v too_o much_o seem_v not_o enough_o to_o one_o that_o love_v the_o virtue_n of_o a_o good_a work_n be_v perseverance_n and_o because_o she_o love_v thou_o beyond_o the_o rest_n and_o love_v weep_v and_o weep_v seek_v and_o seek_v persevere_v therefore_o do_v she_o deserve_v to_o be_v the_o first_o of_o all_o other_o to_o find_v the_o out_o and_o to_o speak_v with_o thou_o and_o not_o only_o that_o but_o she_o be_v the_o first_o proclaimer_n of_o thy_o glorious_a resurrection_n to_o thy_o disciple_n thyself_o thus_o direct_v and_o sweet_o command_v that_o it_o shall_v be_v so_o go_v and_o will_v my_o brethren_n that_o they_o pass_v on_o into_o gallile_n they_o shall_v see_v i_o there_o but_o now_o if_o that_o woman_n weep_v and_o continue_v in_o weep_v who_o seek_v the_o live_a among_o the_o dead_a and_o who_o touch_v thou_o but_o with_o the_o hand_n of_o faith_n how_o ought_v my_o soul_n to_o lament_v and_o persist_v in_o lamentation_n which_o believe_v with_o the_o hart_n and_o confess_v with_o the_o mouth_n that_o thou_o be_v her_o redeemer_n praeside_v now_o in_o heaven_n and_o regninge_v every_o where_o how_o ought_v such_o a_o soul_n to_o lament_v and_o weep_v which_o love_v thou_o with_o her_o whole_a hart_n and_o covet_n to_o see_v thou_o with_o her_o whole_a desire_n they_z who_o be_v the_o sole_a refuge_n and_o the_o only_a hope_n of_o miserable_a creature_n to_o who_o one_o can_v never_o pray_v without_o hope_n of_o mercy_n afford_v i_o this_o favour_n i_o beseech_v thou_o for_o thy_o own_o sake_n &_o for_o thy_o holy_a name_n that_o as_o often_o as_o i_o think_v of_o thou_o speak_v of_o thou_o write_v of_o thou_o read_v of_o thou_o confer_v of_o thou_o as_o often_o as_o i_o remember_v thou_o and_o be_o present_a with_o thou_o and_o offer_v praise_n and_o prayer_n and_o sacrifice_n to_o thou_o so_o often_o may_v i_o weep_v abundant_o and_o sweet_o in_o thy_o presence_n that_o so_o my_o tear_n may_v be_v make_v my_o bread_n day_n and_o night_n thou_o o_o king_n of_o glory_n and_o thou_o instructor_n of_o soul_n in_o all_o virtue_n haste_v teach_v we_o both_o by_o doctrine_n and_o example_n that_o we_o be_v to_o lament_v and_o weep_v say_v blessed_n be_v they_o who_o mourn_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v comfort_v thou_o do_v weep_v over_o thy_o decease_a friend_n and_o thou_o do_v shed_v abundant_a tear_n over_o that_o miserable_a city_n which_o be_v to_o perish_v and_o now_o o_o dear_a jesus_n i_o beseech_v thou_o by_o those_o most_o precious_a tear_n of_o thy_o and_o by_o all_o those_o mercy_n whereby_o thou_o do_v vouchsafe_v so_o admirable_o to_o releyve_v we_o wretched_a creature_n give_v i_o the_o grace_n of_o tear_n which_o my_o soul_n do_v great_o affect_v and_o covet_v for_o without_o thy_o gift_n i_o can_v have_v it_o but_o be_v thou_o please_v to_o impart_v it_o to_o i_o by_o that_o holy_a spirit_n of_o thy_o which_o mollifyes_n the_o hard_a heart_n of_o sinner_n and_o give_v they_o compunction_n to_o weep_v as_o thou_o do_v give_v it_o to_o our_o father_n who_o footstep_n i_o be_o to_o imitate_v that_o so_o i_o may_v lament_v myself_o during_o my_o whole_a life_n as_o they_o lament_v themselves_o day_n and_o night_n and_o by_o their_o merit_n and_o prayer_n who_o please_v theo_fw-la and_o do_v most_o devout_o serve_v thou_o i_o beseech_v thou_o take_v pity_n upon_o i_o thy_o most_o miserable_a and_o unworthy_a servant_n and_o grant_v i_o the_o grace_n of_o tear_n grant_v i_o that_o superior_a kind_n of_o irrigation_n or_o water_v and_o that_o inferior_a also_o that_o my_o tear_n may_v be_v my_o bread_n day_n and_o night_n and_o that_o by_o the_o fire_n of_o sorrow_n i_o may_v be_v make_v a_o fat_a and_o marrowy_a holocauste_n in_o thy_o sight_n o_o my_o god_n let_v i_o be_v all_o offer_v up_o upon_o the_o altar_n of_o my_o hart_n and_o let_v i_o be_v receive_v by_o thou_o as_o a_o most_o acceptable_a sacrifice_n to_o thou_o in_o the_o odour_n of_o sweetness_n grant_v i_o o_o most_o sweet_a lord_n both_o a_o continual_a and_o a_o clear_a founteyne_v wherein_o this_o unclean_a holocauste_n may_v be_v cleanse_v for_o although_o i_o have_v already_o offer_v myself_o to_o thou_o by_o thy_o favour_n and_o grace_n yet_o in_o many_o thing_n do_v i_o offend_v daily_o through_o my_o excessive_a frailty_n give_v i_o therefore_o the_o grace_n of_o tear_n o_o bless_a and_o amiable_a god_n through_o the_o great_a sweetness_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o by_o the_o commemoration_n of_o thy_o own_o mercy_n prepare_v this_o table_n for_o thy_o servant_n in_o thy_o sight_n &_o put_v it_o into_o my_o power_n that_o as_o often_o as_o i_o list_v i_o may_v be_v fill_v therewith_o grant_v through_o thy_o pity_n &_o goodness_n that_o this_o excellent_a and_o inebriate_a chalice_n may_v quench_v my_o thirst_n &_o
i_o be_v wash_v in_o baptism_n have_v tolerate_v nourish_v and_o expect_v i_o when_o i_o be_v all_o wrap_v up_o in_o the_o filth_n of_o other_o sin_n thou_o o_o my_o good_a lord_n do_v expect_v my_o amendment_n and_o my_o soul_n expect_v the_o inspiration_n of_o thy_o holy_a grace_n that_o i_o may_v come_v to_o penance_n and_o good_a life_n o_o my_o god_n my_o creator_n my_o expecter_n and_o my_o feeder_n i_o thirst_v after_o thou_o i_o sigh_v towards_o thou_o and_o vehement_o desir_n to_o attain_v to_o thou_o and_o as_o the_o poor_a child_n be_v deprive_v of_o the_o presence_n of_o his_o most_o benign_a father_n do_v incessant_o weep_v and_o cry_v out_o and_o embrace_v by_o his_o memory_n that_o father_n face_n with_o his_o whole_a hart_n so_o i_o not_o so_o mueh_a as_o i_o shall_v but_o so_o much_o as_o i_o can_v be_o mindful_a of_o thy_o passion_n mindful_a of_o thy_o stroke_n mindful_a of_o thy_o stirpes_fw-la mindful_a of_o thy_o wound_n mindful_a how_o thou_o be_v murder_v for_o i_o how_o thou_o be_v embalm_v how_o thou_o be_v bury_v and_o mindful_a also_o of_o thy_o glorious_a resurrection_n and_o admirable_a ascension_n these_o thing_n do_v i_o hold_v fast_o with_o undoubted_a faith_n i_o lament_v the_o misery_n of_o my_o banishment_n i_o hope_v for_o the_o only_a consolation_n of_o thy_o come_n and_o i_o desire_v the_o glorious_a contemplation_n of_o thy_o face_n woe_n be_v unto_o i_o in_o that_o i_o be_v not_o able_a to_o behold_v that_o lord_n of_o angel_n be_v humble_v to_o the_o conversation_n of_o man_n to_o the_o end_n that_o he_o may_v exalt_v man_n to_o the_o conversation_n of_o angel_n when_o god_n be_v offend_v die_v that_o man_n who_o offend_v he_o may_v live_v woe_n be_v unto_o i_o that_o i_o obtain_v not_o to_o be_v amaze_v in_o be_v present_a at_o that_o spectacle_n of_o admirable_a and_o inestimable_a piety_n why_o why_o at_o least_o o_o my_o soul_n do_v not_o the_o sword_n of_o most_o sharp_a sorrow_n pierce_v thy_o hart_n since_o thou_o be_v not_o able_a to_o have_v endure_v that_o lance_n which_o wound_v the_o side_n of_o thy_o saviour_n since_o thou_o can_v not_o behold_v those_o hand_n and_o foot_n of_o thy_o creator_n to_o be_v so_o violate_v with_o nail_n and_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o reddeemer_n so_o hydeous_o to_o be_v shed_v why_o at_o least_o be_v not_o thou_o inebriate_v with_o the_o bitterness_n of_o tear_n since_o he_o drink_v the_o bitterness_n of_o gall_n why_o be_v thou_o not_o in_o compassion_n of_o that_o most_o holy_a virgin_n his_o most_o worthy_a mother_n my_o most_o worthy_a lady_n o_o my_o most_o merciful_a lady_n what_o fountain_n shall_v i_o say_v they_o be_v which_o break_v out_o of_o thy_o most_o chaste_a eye_n when_o thou_o do_v observe_v how_o thy_o only_a innocent_a son_n be_v bind_v and_o scourge_v and_o slay_v in_o thy_o presence_n what_o tear_n shall_v i_o believe_v do_v bedew_v and_o bathe_v thy_o most_o sweet_a holy_a face_n when_o thou_o do_v behold_v that_o son_n of_o thy_o who_o be_v also_o thy_o god_n &_o thy_o lord_n extend_v upon_o the_o cross_n without_o any_o fault_n of_o he_o and_o that_o flesh_n which_o be_v of_o thy_o own_o flesh_n to_o be_v so_o wicked_o tear_v by_o wretched_a people_n wiih_o what_o kind_n of_o sob_a sigh_n shall_v i_o conceive_v thy_o most_o pure_a hart_n to_o have_v be_v tear_v when_o thou_o hear_v those_o word_n woman_n behold_v thy_o son_n and_o the_o disciple_n woman_n behold_v thy_o mother_n when_o thou_o take_v the_o disciple_n for_o the_o master_n and_o the_o servant_n for_o the_o lord_n o_o that_o i_o have_v be_v the_o man_n who_o take_v down_o my_o lord_n from_o the_o cross_n with_o that_o happy_a joseph_n that_o i_o have_v embalm_v he_o with_o odour_n that_o i_o have_v lodge_v he_o in_o the_o sepulchre_n or_o at_o least_o that_o i_o have_v follow_v he_o and_o have_v obtain_v so_o much_o that_o to_o so_o great_a a_o funeral_n as_o that_o some_o little_a part_n of_o my_o obsequiousness_n have_v not_o be_v wantinge_v o_o that_o with_o those_o happy_a woman_n i_o have_v be_v fright_v by_o that_o bright_a vision_n of_o those_o angel_n and_o have_v hear_v that_o message_n of_o the_o resurrection_n of_o our_o lord_n that_o message_n of_o my_o comfort_n that_o message_n so_o much_o expect_v and_o desire_v o_o that_o i_o have_v hear_v these_o word_n from_o the_o mouth_n of_o the_o angel_n do_v not_o fear_n you_o seek_v jesus_n crucify_v but_o he_o be_v rise_v he_o be_v not_o here_o o_o thou_o most_o meek_a most_o benign_a most_o sweet_a and_o most_o excellent_a lord_n when_o will_v thou_o give_v i_o a_o sight_n of_o thou_o for_o yet_o i_o never_o see_v thât_a incorruption_n of_o thy_o bless_a body_n i_o never_o kiss_v those_o place_n of_o thy_o wound_n &_o that_o pearcinge_n of_o the_o nail_n i_o never_o bathe_v those_o owerture_n of_o thy_o true_a thy_o admirable_a thy_o inestimable_a and_o incomparable_a flesh_n and_o blood_n with_o the_o tear_n of_o joy_n when_o will_v thou_o comfort_v i_o and_o when_o will_v thou_o give_v i_o cause_n to_o contain_v this_o sorrow_n of_o i_o for_o indeed_o this_o sorrow_n will_v not_o end_v in_o i_o as_o long_o as_o i_o shall_v be_v in_o pilgrimage_n from_o my_o lord_n woe_n be_v to_o i_o o_o lord_n woe_n be_v to_o my_o soul_n for_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o comforter_n thereof_o do_v go_v thy_o way_n out_o of_o this_o world_n without_o so_o much_o as_o bidde_v i_o farewell_n when_o thou_o do_v put_v thyself_o upon_o those_o new_a way_n of_o thy_o thou_o give_v thy_o blessing_n to_o thy_o servant_n but_o i_o be_v not_o there_o thou_o be_v carry_v up_o to_o heaven_n in_o a_o cloud_n but_o i_o see_v it_o not_o the_o angel_n promise_v that_o thou_o will_v return_v but_o i_o hear_v they_o not_o what_o shall_v i_o say_v what_o shall_v i_o do_v whither_o shall_v i_o go_v where_o shall_v i_o seek_v he_o &_o when_o shall_v i_o find_v he_o who_o shall_v i_o ask_v who_o will_v declare_v to_o my_o belove_a that_o i_o languish_v for_o love_n the_o joy_n of_o my_o hart_n be_v go_v my_o mirth_n be_v change_v into_o sorrow_n my_o very_a flesh_n and_o my_o hart_n have_v faint_v o_o thou_o god_n of_o my_o hart_n and_o my_o part_n god_n who_o be_v my_o portion_n for_o ever_o my_o soul_n have_v refuse_v to_o be_v comfort_v unless_o it_o be_v by_o thou_o my_o true_a sweetness_n for_o what_o have_v i_o to_o care_n for_o in_o heaven_n but_o thou_o and_o what_o have_v i_o desire_v on_o earth_n but_o thou_o it_o be_v thou_o who_o i_o desire_v for_o who_o i_o hope_v and_o who_o i_o seek_v to_o thou_o my_o hart_n do_v say_v i_o will_v seek_v thy_o countenance_n and_o i_o will_v seek_v it_o yet_o again_o o_o turn_v thou_o not_o thy_o face_n from_o i_o o_o thou_o most_o benign_a lover_n of_o mankind_n to_o thou_o the_o poor_a creature_n be_v leave_v thou_o be_v the_o helper_n of_o the_o orphan_n o_o thou_o my_o safe_a advocate_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o who_o be_o a_o forsake_a orphan_n i_o be_o leave_v as_o a_o pupil_n wihout_v a_o father_n my_o soul_n be_v as_o solitary_a as_o a_o widow_n behold_v the_o tear_n of_o my_o desolation_n and_o widowehoode_n which_o i_o offer_v thou_o till_o such_o time_n as_o thou_o shall_v return_v come_v therefore_o lord_n come_v now_o appear_v to_o i_o and_o i_o shall_v be_v comfort_v afford_v i_o thy_o presence_n and_o i_o shall_v have_v obtain_v my_o desire_n reveal_v thy_o glory_n and_o i_o shall_v be_v in_o perfect_a joy_n my_o soul_n have_v thirst_v towards_o thou_o o_o how_o abundant_o do_v my_o very_a flesh_n thirst_n after_o thou_o my_o soul_n have_v thirst_v towards_o god_n who_o be_v the_o liveinge_v fountain_n when_o shall_v i_o come_v and_o appear_v before_o the_o face_n of_o our_o lord_n when_o will_v thou_o come_v o_o my_o comforter_n who_o i_o will_v expect_v o_o that_o i_o may_v be_v sure_a to_o see_v that_o joy_n which_o i_o desire_v o_o that_o i_o may_v be_v satiate_v when_o thy_o glory_n shall_v appear_v of_o which_o i_o have_v so_o great_a hunger_n o_o that_o i_o may_v be_v inebriate_v by_o that_o spring_v plenty_n of_o thy_o house_n towards_o which_o i_o sigh_v o_o that_o thou_o will_v give_v i_o to_o drink_v deep_o of_o the_o torrent_n of_o thy_o pleasure_n which_o i_o thirst_v after_o o_o lord_n let_v my_o tear_n in_o the_o mean_a while_n be_v my_o bread_n day_n and_o night_n till_o such_o time_n as_o it_o may_v be_v say_v to_o i_o behold_v thy_o god_n till_o my_o soul_n may_v hear_v this_o word_n behold_v thy_o spouse_n feed_v i_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n with_o my_o sigh_n refresh_v i_o with_o my_o sorrow_n perhaps_o my_o redeemer_n
the_o whole_a earth_n for_o what_o be_v man_n that_o thou_o shall_v magnify_v he_o or_o so_o apply_v thy_o heart_n towards_o the_o love_n of_o he_o for_o thou_o o_o ancient_a truth_n have_v say_v my_o delight_n be_v to_o be_v which_o the_o son_n of_o man_n but_o yet_o be_v not_o man_n rotennes_n and_o the_o son_n of_o man_n a_o very_a worm_n be_v not_o every_o man_n live_a a_o kind_n of_o universality_n of_o vanity_n and_o yet_o do_v thou_o think_v it_o worthy_a for_o thou_o to_o cast_v thy_o eye_n upon_o he_o and_o to_o bring_v he_o with_o thou_o into_o judgement_n chap._n xxviii_o of_o the_o profound_a predestination_n and_o prescience_n of_o god_n teach_v i_o o_o thou_o most_o profound_a abyss_n o_o thou_o wisdom_n which_o be_v the_o creatrix_n of_o all_o thing_n which_o have_v poise_v the_o mountain_n in_o weight_n and_o the_o lesser_a hill_n in_o a_o balance_n and_o have_v hang_v up_o the_o whole_a bulk_n of_o the_o earth_n in_o three_o finger_n suspend_v thou_o towards_o thyself_o the_o weight_n of_o this_o corporal_a heaviness_n which_o i_o carry_v about_o i_o in_o thy_o three_o invisible_a finger_n that_o i_o may_v see_v and_o know_v how_o admirable_a thy_o name_n be_v over_o the_o whole_a earth_n o_o thou_o light_v most_o ancient_a which_o do_v shine_v before_o all_o other_o light_n in_o those_o holy_a hill_n of_o old_a eternity_n to_o which_o all_o thing_n be_v open_a and_o clear_a even_o before_o they_o be_v make_v o_o thou_o light_a which_o hate_v every_o little_a spott_n thyself_o be_v most_o immaculate_a and_o most_o pure_a what_o delight_n can_v thou_o take_v in_o man_n and_o what_o agreement_n cann_v there_o be_v between_o light_n and_o darkness_n for_o where_o in_o fine_a be_v the_o ground_n of_o those_o delight_n which_o thou_o take_v in_o man_n or_o how_o do_v thou_o prepare_v in_o i_o a_o sanctuary_n worthy_a of_o thy_o majesty_n into_o which_o when_o thou_o interest_n thou_o may_v take_v delight_n and_o gust_n for_o it_o be_v fit_a that_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o very_a power_n which_o cleanse_v all_o thing_n shall_v have_v a_o clean_a room_n to_o be_v in_o thou_o who_o can_v not_o be_v so_o much_o as_o see_v and_o much_o less_o possess_v but_o by_o pure_a soul_n but_o where_o be_v this_o temple_n so_o pure_a in_o any_o man_n as_o that_o it_o may_v be_v fit_a for_o the_o reception_n of_o thou_o who_o rule_a the_o whole_a world_n of_o man_n who_o can_v make_v a_o man_n clean_o he_o be_v conceive_v of_o unclean_a seed_n be_v it_o not_o thou_o who_o be_v only_a clean_a for_o who_o can_v be_v cleanse_v by_o one_o who_o be_v himself_o unclean_a for_o according_a to_o the_o law_n which_o thou_o give_v to_o our_o father_n in_o the_o fire_n which_o burn_v the_o hill_n and_o in_o the_o cloud_n which_o cover_v the_o dark_a water_n we_o be_v tell_v that_o whatsoever_o a_o unclean_a man_n do_v touch_v shall_v be_v unclean_a but_o all_o we_o be_v as_o a_o menstruous_a cloth_n proceed_v out_o of_o a_o impure_a &_o corrupt_a mass_n and_o we_o can_v become_v clean_o unless_o we_o be_v cleanse_v by_o thou_o who_o be_v only_a clean_a and_o we_o carry_v the_o mark_n of_o our_o impurity_n in_o our_o very_a forehead_n and_o be_v far_o from_o be_v able_a to_o conceal_v it_o from_o thou_o who_o see_v all_o thing_n so_o that_o we_o can_v never_o be_v clean_o unless_o we_o be_v cleanse_v by_o thou_o who_o be_v only_a clean_a but_o among_o we_o who_o be_v the_o son_n of_o man_n thou_o cleanse_v some_o in_o who_o thou_o have_v be_v please_v to_o dwell_v who_o out_o of_o the_o inaccessible_a profound_a secret_n of_o the_o incomprehensible_a judgement_n of_o thy_o wisdom_n which_o be_v ever_o just_a though_o secret_a thou_o have_v be_v please_v to_o predestinate_a without_o any_o merit_n of_o they_o before_o the_o world_n be_v make_v and_o have_v call_v they_o out_o of_o the_o world_n and_o haste_n iustefy_v they_o in_o the_o world_n and_o will_v magnify_v they_o after_o the_o world_n but_o thou_o do_v not_o this_o to_o all_o which_o all_o the_o wise_a man_n of_o the_o earth_n do_v wonder_n at_o even_o to_o amazement_n and_o i_o also_o o_o lord_n while_o i_o consider_v this_o do_v all_o tremble_v and_o be_o astonish_v at_o the_o altitude_n of_o the_o riches_n of_o thy_o wisdom_n and_o knowledge_n and_o at_o the_o incomprehensible_a judgement_n of_o thy_o justice_n to_o the_o reason_n whereof_o i_o cann_v no_o way_n arrive_v since_o out_o of_o the_o same_o clay_n thou_o design_a some_o vessel_n to_o honour_n &_o other_o to_o eternal_a reproach_n such_o therefore_o as_o thy_o choose_v out_n of_o many_o to_o be_v a_o holy_a temple_n for_o thyself_o they_o do_v thou_o cleanse_v powre_v out_o pure_a water_n upon_o they_o who_o name_n and_o number_n thou_o know_v who_o alone_o do_v number_v the_o multitude_n of_o the_o star_n and_o call_v they_o all_o by_o they_o be_v name_n who_o be_v also_o write_v in_o the_o book_n of_o life_n and_o cann_v no_o way_n perish_v to_o who_o all_o thing_n yea_o even_o they_o be_v very_a sin_n themselves_o do_v cooperate_v towards_o they_o be_v good_a for_o when_o they_o fall_v they_o be_v not_o bruise_v because_o thou_o do_v put_v thy_o hand_n under_o they_o keep_v all_o they_o be_v bone_n in_o such_o sort_n that_o no_o one_o of_o they_o may_v be_v break_v but_o the_o death_n of_o sinner_n be_v most_o pernicious_a of_o those_o i_o mean_v who_o before_o thou_o make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n thou_o do_v according_a to_o the_o most_o profound_a abyss_n of_o thy_o judgement_n secret_a indeed_o but_o ever_o just_a fore_o know_v to_o eternal_a death_n the_o number_n of_o who_o name_n as_o also_o of_o they_o be_v foul_a demerit_n be_v with_o thou_o who_o have_v number_v the_o sand_n of_o the_o sea_n and_o have_v measure_v the_o bottom_n of_o the_o abyss_n who_o thou_o have_v leave_v in_o they_o be_v uncleanenes_n &_o in_o who_o all_o thing_n cooperate_v to_o their_o ill_a yea_o even_o they_o be_v very_a prayer_n be_v turn_v into_o sin_n so_o far_o forth_o as_o that_o although_o they_o shall_v mount_v up_o as_o high_a as_o the_o sky_n and_o they_o be_v head_n shall_v touch_v the_o very_a cloud_n and_o shall_v build_v their_o nest_n among_o the_o star_n of_o heaven_n they_o yet_o shall_v perish_v in_o the_o end_n like_o a_o very_a dung_n hill_n chap._n xxix_o of_o they_o who_o first_o be_v just_a and_o afterward_o become_v wicked_a great_a be_v these_o judgement_n of_o thy_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n o_o thou_o just_a and_o powerful_a judge_n who_o judge_v according_a to_o equity_n and_o do_v work_v and_o perform_v inscrutable_a thing_n which_o when_o i_o consider_v all_o my_o bone_n do_v even_o shiver_v with_o tremble_a because_o no_o man_n live_a upon_o the_o earth_n can_v be_v secure_a but_o we_o must_v learn_v hereby_o to_o serve_v thou_o pious_o and_o pure_o all_o the_o day_n of_o our_o life_n exult_v to_o thou_o with_o reverence_n and_o that_o we_o may_v not_o serve_v thou_o without_o fear_n nor_o rejoice_v without_o tremble_v and_o that_o neither_o he_o who_o be_v gird_v nor_o ungirt_a nor_o in_o fine_a any_o creature_n of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n may_v glory_v but_o may_v be_v full_a of_o apprehension_n &_o horror_n before_o thy_o face_n since_o no_o man_n know_v whether_o he_o be_v worthy_a of_o love_n or_o hate_v but_o all_o thing_n be_v reserve_v in_o uncertainty_n for_o the_o future_a tyme._n for_o we_o have_v see_v many_o o_o lord_n and_o we_o have_v also_o hear_v it_o from_o our_o elder_n which_o certain_o i_o can_v call_v to_o mind_n without_o much_o tremble_a nor_o repeat_v without_o much_o fear_n who_o at_o the_o first_o ascend_v after_o a_o sort_n up_o to_o heaven_n and_o do_v place_v they_o be_v nest_n even_o among_o the_o star_n &_o yet_o afterward_o fall_v down_o to_o the_o very_a abyss_n and_o their_o soul_n grow_v to_o be_v even_o stupify_v in_o sin_n we_o have_v see_v star_n fall_v down_o from_o heaven_n through_o the_o force_n of_o the_o dragon_n tail_n who_o strike_v they_o and_o other_o who_o lie_v prostrate_a upon_o the_o dust_n of_o the_o earth_n have_v ascend_v up_o by_o the_o help_n of_o thy_o hand_n which_o raise_v they_o after_o a_o admirable_a manner_n we_o have_v see_v live_a man_n die_v &_o dead_a man_n raise_v again_o to_o life_n and_o they_o who_o walk_v among_o the_o son_n of_o god_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o those_o shine_v stone_n of_o his_o temple_n to_o have_v moulder_a away_o into_o nothing_o like_v so_o much_o dirt_n we_o have_v see_v light_n grow_v dark_a and_o again_o we_o have_v see_v light_n proceed_v out_o of_o darkness_n because_o the_o publican_n and_o harlot_n have_v precedence_n of_o the_o natural_a inhabitant_n in_o
and_o where_o that_o fountain_n of_o life_n be_v and_o that_o inaccessible_a light_n and_o that_o peace_n of_o god_n which_o pass_v all_o understanding_n there_o do_v we_o adore_v and_o believe_v thou_o o_o jesus_n christ_n to_o be_v true_a god_n and_o man_n confess_v that_o thou_o have_v god_n for_o thy_o father_n and_o that_o from_o heaven_n we_o expect_v thou_o to_o come_v as_o judge_v in_o the_o end_n of_o the_o world_n to_o judge_v the_o quick_a and_o the_o dead_a that_o thou_o may_v render_v either_o reward_n or_o punishment_n to_o all_o man_n either_o good_a or_o bad_a according_a to_o those_o work_n which_o they_o shall_v have_v wrought_v in_o this_o life_n that_o so_o they_o may_v be_v either_o in_o rest_n or_o eternal_a misery_n for_o all_o those_o creature_n who_o have_v receive_v a_o humane_a soul_n into_o that_o flesh_n which_o here_o they_o have_v carry_v about_o they_o shall_v rise_v at_o that_o day_n in_o the_o voice_n of_o thy_o strength_n to_o the_o end_n that_o the_o whole_a man_n may_v receive_v either_o glory_n or_o torment_n according_a to_o his_o merit_n thou_o be_v that_o life_n and_o resurrection_n itself_o who_o we_o expect_v to_o be_v our_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n who_o will_v reform_v this_o poor_a mean_a body_n of_o we_o by_o conforme_a it_o to_o the_o body_n of_o his_o clarity_n i_o have_v know_v thou_o also_o to_o be_v true_a god_n o_o thou_o one_o holy_a spirit_n of_o the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n procede_v joint_o from_o they_o both_o to_o be_v consubstantial_a and_o eternal_a with_o the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n to_o be_v our_o paraclete_n and_o advocate_n who_o do_v also_o descend_v in_o the_o shape_n of_o a_o dove_n upon_o the_o same_o god_n jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n and_o do_v appear_v upon_o the_o apostle_n in_o tongue_n of_o fire_n who_o also_o from_o the_o beginning_n have_v teach_v all_o the_o elect_a &_o saint_n of_o god_n by_o the_o gift_n of_o thy_o grace_n and_o have_v open_v the_o mouth_n of_o the_o prophet_n that_o they_o may_v relate_v wounderful_a thing_n of_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n &_o who_o together_o with_o the_o father_n &_o the_o son_n be_v adore_v and_o glorify_v by_o all_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n among_o who_o i_o also_o who_o be_o the_o son_n of_o thy_o handmaid_n do_v glorify_v thy_o name_n with_o my_o whole_a heart_n because_o thou_o have_v illuminate_v i_o for_o thou_o be_v that_o real_a light_n that_o light_n which_o tell_v we_o truth_n the_o fire_n of_o god_n the_o doctor_n of_o soul_n the_o very_a spirit_n of_o truth_n which_o teach_v we_o all_o truth_n by_o thy_o unction_n without_o which_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o we_o to_o please_v god_n for_o thou_o thyself_o art_n god_n of_o god_n and_o light_n of_o light_n proceed_v from_o the_o father_n of_o light_n and_o from_o his_o son_n our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n after_o a_o ineffable_a manner_n with_o who_o thou_o be_v coequal_a and_o coeternal_a be_v glorify_v and_o do_v reign_v joint_o with_o they_o superessential_o in_o the_o essence_n of_o the_o same_o trinity_n i_o have_v know_v thou_o my_o one_o live_a and_o true_a god_n the_o father_n the_o son_n and_o the_o holy_a ghost_n three_o in_o person_n but_o one_o in_o essence_n who_o i_o confess_v adore_v and_o glorify_v with_o my_o whole_a heart_n as_o my_o only_a true_a holy_a immortal_a invisible_a unchaungeable_a and_o unscrutable_a god_n that_o one_o light_n one_o sun_n one_o bread_n one_o life_n one_o good_a one_o beginning_n one_o end_n one_o creator_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n by_o who_o all_o thing_n live_v by_o who_o all_o thing_n subsist_v by_o who_o all_o thing_n be_v gowern_v order_v and_o quicken_v which_o be_v in_o heaven_n on_o the_o earth_n and_o under_o the_o earth_n and_o beside_o who_o there_o be_v no_o god_n either_o in_o heaven_n or_o in_o earth_n i_o have_v know_v thou_o by_o thy_o faith_n wherewith_o thou_o have_v inspire_v i_o o_o thou_o my_o light_n and_o the_o sight_n of_o my_o eye_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n the_o hope_n of_o all_o the_o end_n of_o the_o earth_n the_o joy_n which_o do_v recreate_v my_o youth_n and_o the_o good_a which_o strengthen_v my_o age_n for_o in_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v all_o my_o bone_n excessive_o rejoice_v and_o say_v o_o lord_n who_o be_v like_a to_o thou_o who_o among_o the_o god_n be_v like_o thou_o o_o lord_n not_o they_o who_o be_v make_v by_o the_o hand_n of_o man_n but_o thou_o by_o who_o the_o hand_n of_o man_n be_v make_v the_o idol_n of_o the_o gentile_n be_v gold_n and_o silver_n the_o work_n of_o man_n hand_n but_o so_o be_v not_o the_o maker_n of_o man_n all_o the_o god_n of_o the_o nation_n be_v devil_n but_o our_o lord_n make_v the_o heaven_n and_o this_o lord_n be_v god_n as_o for_o those_o god_n who_o make_v not_o heaven_n and_o earth_n let_v they_o perish_v both_o from_o heaven_n and_o earth_n but_o let_v heaven_n and_o earth_n bless_v that_o god_n who_o make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n chap._n xxxiii_o of_o the_o confession_n of_o our_o own_o baseness_n who_o o_o lord_n be_v like_o thou_o among_o the_o god_n who_o be_v like_o thou_o o_o thou_o who_o be_v magnificent_a in_o thy_o sanctity_n who_o be_v terrible_a &_o laudable_a and_o do_v wonderful_a thing_n too_o late_o i_o come_v to_o know_v thou_o o_o thou_o true_a light_n too_o late_o be_o i_o come_v to_o know_v thou_o but_o there_o be_v a_o great_a and_o dark_a cloud_n before_o these_o vain_a eye_n of_o i_o so_o that_o i_o can_v not_o see_v the_o sun_n of_o justice_n and_o the_o light_n of_o truth_n i_o be_v wrap_v up_o in_o darkness_n myself_o be_v the_o child_n of_o darkness_n and_o this_o darkness_n of_o i_o i_o love_v because_o i_o do_v not_o know_v the_o light_n i_o be_v blind_a and_o i_o love_v blindenes_n and_o by_o darkness_n i_o walk_v on_o to_o further_a darkness_n who_o bring_v i_o out_o from_o thence_o where_o i_o blind_a creature_n be_v sit_v in_o darkness_n and_o in_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n who_o take_v i_o by_o the_o hand_n and_o lead_v i_o out_o who_o be_v he_o that_o do_v illuminate_v i_o i_o seek_v not_o he_o but_o he_o seek_v i_o i_o call_v not_o upon_o he_o and_o he_o cry_v out_o upon_o i_o but_o who_o be_v he_o that_o do_v all_o this_o it_o be_v thou_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n the_o father_n of_o mercy_n and_o the_o god_n of_o all_o consolation_n it_o be_v thou_o o_o holy_a lord_n and_o my_o god_n who_o i_o confess_v with_o my_o whole_a heart_n giveinge_v thanks_n to_o thy_o name_n i_o seek_v not_o thou_o but_o i_o be_v seek_v by_o thou_o i_o invoke_v not_o thou_o and_o thou_o callede_v i_o thou_o call_v i_o by_o thy_o own_o name_n thou_o do_v thunder_v thus_o down_o into_o the_o inward_a ear_n of_o my_o heart_n with_o this_o mighty_a voice_n let_v light_n be_v make_v and_o light_n be_v make_v and_o that_o great_a cloud_n fly_v away_o that_o dark_a thick_a cloud_n be_v dissolve_v which_o have_v close_v up_o my_o eye_n and_o i_o see_v thy_o light_n and_o i_o know_v thy_o voice_n and_o i_o say_v o_o lord_n that_o thou_o indeed_o be_v my_o god_n who_o have_v draw_v i_o out_o of_o darkness_n and_o out_o of_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n and_o thou_o have_v call_v i_o into_o thy_o admireable_a light_n and_o behold_v i_o see_v thank_n be_v give_v to_o thou_o o_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o illuminator_fw-la of_o my_o soul_n and_o i_o look_v back_o and_o see_v the_o darkness_n wherein_o i_o have_v be_v and_o that_o profound_a black_a pit_n wherein_o i_o have_v lyen_fw-we and_o i_o do_v all_o quake_n and_o shiver_v and_o i_o say_v woe_n woe_n be_v to_o that_o darkness_n wherein_o i_o lay_v woe_n woe_n be_v to_o that_o blindenes_n wherein_o i_o be_v not_o able_a to_o see_v the_o light_n of_o heaven_n woe_n woe_n to_o that_o former_a ignorance_n of_o i_o when_o i_o have_v no_o knowldege_n of_o thou_o o_o lord_n but_o i_o give_v thou_o thanks_o o_o thou_o my_o illuminator_fw-la and_o deliverer_n because_o thou_o have_v illuminate_v i_o and_o i_o have_v know_v thou_o yet_o still_o i_o be_o come_v too_o late_o to_o know_v thou_o o_o thou_o ancient_a truth_n too_o late_o i_o be_o come_v to_o know_v thou_o o_o thou_o eternal_a truth_n thou_o be_v in_o the_o light_n and_o i_o in_o darkness_n and_o i_o know_v thou_o not_o because_o i_o can_v not_o be_v illuminate_v without_o thou_o nor_o indeed_o without_o thou_o be_v there_o any_o light_n at_o all_o chap._n xxxiv_o a_o consideration_n of_o the_o divine_a majesty_n o_o thou_o holy_a of_o holye_n thou_o god_n of_o inestimable_a majesty_n the_o god_n of_o god_n and_o the_o lord_n of_o lord_n who_o be_v admirable_a inexplicable_a
and_o unconceivable_a before_o who_o the_o angelical_a power_n of_o heaven_n do_v even_o shiver_v who_o the_o throne_n and_o domination_n do_v adore_v and_o in_o who_o presence_n all_o the_o virtue_n of_o heaven_n do_v even_o quake_v of_o who_o power_n and_o wisdom_n there_o be_v no_o number_n who_o have_v lay_v the_o foundation_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n upon_o nothing_o who_o have_v tie_v up_o the_o sea_n as_o if_o it_o be_v in_o some_o skin_n who_o art_n most_o omnipotent_a most_o holy_a and_o the_o most_o powerful_a god_n over_o all_o the_o spirit_n of_o all_o mankind_n from_o who_o sight_n the_o heaven_n and_o earth_n do_v fly_v away_o to_o who_o beck_n all_o the_o element_n be_v subject_a let_v all_o thy_o creature_n adore_v and_o glorify_v thy_o name_n and_o i_o the_o son_n of_o thy_o handmaid_n do_v by_o faith_n bow_v down_o the_o neck_n of_o my_o heart_n under_o the_o foot_n of_o thy_o majesty_n present_v thou_o with_o thanks_n for_o that_o thou_o have_v vouchsafe_v to_o illuminate_v i_o by_o thy_o mercy_n true_a light_n holy_a light_n delightful_a light_n admirable_a light_n superlaudable_a light_n which_o illuminate_v every_o man_n come_v into_o this_o world_n and_o the_o eye_n also_o of_o the_o angel_n behold_v now_o i_o see_v and_o i_o thank_v thou_o for_o it_o behold_v i_o see_v the_o light_n of_o heaven_n there_o be_v a_o beam_n which_o strike_v bright_o down_o from_o the_o face_n of_o thy_o light_n upon_o the_o eye_n of_o my_o mind_n and_o it_o fill_v all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o soul_n with_o joy_n but_o o_o that_o once_o it_o may_v be_v perfect_v in_o i_o increase_v i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o thou_o author_n of_o light_n increase_v i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o which_o so_o bright_o strike_v through_o upon_o i_o let_v this_o light_n be_v dilate_v i_o beseech_v thou_o let_v it_o be_v dilate_v by_o thou_o what_o be_v this_o which_o i_o feel_v what_o fire_n be_v this_o which_o heat_v any_o heart_n what_o fire_n be_v this_o whereby_o my_o heart_n be_v strike_v through_o with_o beam_n o_o fire_n which_o ever_o burn_v and_o be_v never_o quench_v do_v thou_o kindle_v i_o o_o light_n which_o do_v ever_o shine_v and_o be_v never_o darken_v do_v thou_o enlighten_v i_o o_o how_o very_o fain_o will_v i_o be_v flame_v by_o thou_o o_o holy_a fire_n how_o sweet_o do_v thou_o heat_n how_o secret_o do_v thou_o shine_v and_o how_o delightful_o do_v thou_o burn_v woe_n be_v to_o they_o who_o do_v not_o burn_v by_o thou_o woe_n be_v to_o they_o which_o be_v not_o illuminate_v by_o thou_o o_o thou_o light_n which_o teach_v truth_n to_o man_n illuminate_v all_o the_o world_n which_o be_v fill_v by_o the_o beam_n thereof_o woe_n be_v to_o those_o blind_a eye_n which_o see_v not_o thou_o thou_o be_v the_o sun_n illuminate_v both_o heaven_n and_o earth_n woe_n be_v to_o those_o weak_a and_o dazzle_n eye_n which_o can_v look_v on_o thou_o woe_n be_v to_o those_o eye_n which_o turn_v themselves_o away_o from_o see_v truth_n and_o woe_n be_v to_o those_o eye_n which_o do_v not_o turn_v themselves_o away_o for_o fear_v lest_o they_o behold_v vanity_n for_o eye_n which_o be_v acustome_v to_o darkness_n have_v not_o strength_n wherewith_o to_o behold_v the_o beam_n of_o sovereign_a truth_n nor_o can_v they_o make_v any_o true_a judgement_n of_o light_n who_o habitation_n be_v wont_a to_o be_v in_o darkness_n they_o see_v darkness_n they_o allow_v of_o darkness_n they_o love_v darkness_n and_o so_o go_v from_o darkness_n to_o darkness_n they_o fall_v headlong_o and_o they_o know_v not_o where_o miserable_a creature_n they_o be_v who_o know_v not_o what_o they_o lose_v though_o yet_o more_o miserable_a be_v they_o who_o know_v what_o they_o lose_v and_o who_o yet_o fall_v with_o open_a eye_n and_o drop_n down_o quick_a into_o hell_n o_o most_o bless_a light_n which_o can_v not_o be_v behold_v but_o by_o eye_n which_o be_v pure_a and_o whole_o purge_v bless_a be_v the_o pure_a of_o heart_n for_o they_o shall_v see_v god_n do_v thou_o cleanse_v i_o o_o thou_o cleanse_v power_n cure_v my_o sight_n that_o i_o may_v contemplate_v thou_o with_o strong_a eye_n for_o they_o be_v none_o but_o strong_a eye_n which_o can_v look_v on_o thou_o put_v away_o i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o thou_o inaccessible_a splendour_n the_o scale_n of_o that_o ancient_a mistyne_n by_o the_o beam_n of_o thy_o illumination_n that_o so_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o look_v on_o thou_o with_o certain_a cast_v of_o my_o eye_n which_o may_v not_o be_v check_v and_o beat_v back_o and_o that_o i_o may_v see_v light_n in_o thy_o light_n i_o give_v thou_o thanks_n o_o my_o light_n for_o behold_v now_o i_o see_v i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o lord_n that_o it_o may_v be_v spread_v abroad_o by_o thou_o vnuayle_v my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v consider_v the_o wonderful_a thing_n of_o thy_o law_n thou_o who_o be_v wonderful_a in_o thy_o saint_n i_o give_v thou_o thanks_n o_o my_o light_n for_o behold_v i_o see_v though_o as_o yet_o it_o be_v but_o by_o a_o representation_n as_o in_o a_o glass_n but_o when_o will_v it_o be_v face_n to_o face_n when_o will_v that_o day_n of_o joy_n and_o exultation_n arryve_v when_o i_o may_v enter_v into_o the_o place_n of_o that_o admireable_a tabernacle_n the_o very_a house_n of_o god_n that_o so_o face_n to_o face_n i_o may_v see_v he_o who_o see_v i_o and_o so_o my_o desire_n may_v be_v fullfil_v chap._n xxxv_o of_o the_o desire_n and_o thirst_n of_o a_o soul_n towards_o god_n as_o the_o heart_n desire_v the_o fountain_n of_o water_n so_o do_v my_o soul_n thirst_n after_o thou_o o_o god_n my_o soul_n have_v thirst_v after_o thou_o o_o god_n who_o be_v the_o live_a fountain_n when_o shall_v i_o come_v and_o appear_v before_o thy_o face_n o_o thou_o fountain_n of_o life_n thou_o vain_a of_o live_a water_n when_o shall_v i_o arrive_v to_o those_o water_n of_o thy_o sweetness_n from_o this_o barren_a unhaunted_a and_o dry_a earth_n that_o i_o may_v see_v thy_o power_n and_o thy_o glory_n and_o that_o i_o may_v appease_v my_o thirst_n by_o the_o water_n of_o thy_o mercy_n i_o thirst_v o_o lord_n o_o thou_o fountain_n of_o life_n satisfy_v i_o for_o i_o thirst_v o_o lord_n i_o thirst_v towards_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o live_a god_n when_o o_o lord_n shall_v i_o approache_v and_o appear_v before_o that_o face_n of_o thy_o do_v thou_o think_v that_o at_o length_n i_o shall_v see_v that_o day_n that_o day_n i_o say_v of_o delight_n and_o joy_n that_o day_n which_o our_o lord_n have_v make_v to_o the_o end_n that_o we_o may_v rejoice_v and_o exult_v therein_o o_o sweet_a and_o beautiful_a day_n which_o have_v no_o evening_n and_o who_o sun_n have_v nothing_o to_o do_v with_o set_v wherein_o i_o shall_v hear_v the_o voice_n of_o praise_n the_o voice_n of_o exultation_n and_o confession_n wherein_o i_o shall_v hear_v this_o word_n enter_v into_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o lord_n enter_v into_o eternal_a joy_n into_o the_o house_n of_o thy_o lord_n and_o thy_o god_n where_o there_o be_v great_a and_o unsearchable_a and_o wonderful_a thing_n whereof_o there_o be_v no_o number_n enter_v into_o joy_n without_o sorrow_n which_o contain_v eternal_a joy_n where_o all_o good_a shall_v be_v without_o any_o kind_n of_o evil_n where_o whatsoever_o thou_o will_v have_v shall_v be_v and_o where_o nothing_o shall_v be_v which_o thou_o will_v not_o have_v where_o there_o will_v be_v a_o life_n which_o be_v vital_a sweet_a amiable_a and_o eternal_a where_o there_o will_v be_v no_o enemy_n assault_v nor_o no_o false_a delight_n allure_v but_o a_o supreme_a and_o certain_a security_n secure_a tranquillity_n a_o quiet_a joy_n a_o joyful_a felicity_n a_o happy_a eternity_n and_o eternal_a beatitude_n a_o bless_a trinity_n a_o trine_n unity_n a_o sole_a deity_n &_o a_o happy_a vision_n of_o that_o deity_n which_o be_v the_o joy_n of_o thy_o lord_n and_o thy_o god_n o_o joy_n upon_o joy_n joy_v which_o excel_v all_o joy_n &_o without_o which_o there_o be_v no_o joy_n when_o shall_v i_o enter_v into_o thou_o that_o i_o may_v see_v my_o god_n who_o dwell_v in_o thou_o that_o so_o i_o may_v there_o partake_v of_o this_o great_a vision_n what_o be_v it_o which_o deteyn_v i_o woe_n be_v unto_o i_o because_o my_o habitation_n here_o be_v perlonge_v woe_n be_v unto_o i_o and_o how_o long_o shall_v it_o be_v say_v to_o i_o where_o be_v thy_o god_n how_o long_o shall_v it_o be_v say_v to_o i_o expect_v and_o reexpect_a but_o now_o what_o shall_v i_o expect_v be_v it_o not_o thou_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n we_o expect_v a_o saviour_n our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n who_o will_v reform_v this_o poor_a mean_a body_n of_o we_o and_o conform_v it_o to_o
the_o one_o and_o individual_a essence_n of_o the_o supreme_a trinity_n for_o to_o see_v the_o face_n of_o the_o live_a god_n be_v to_o possess_v the_o sovereign_a good_a it_o be_v the_o joy_n of_o the_o angel_n and_o of_o all_o the_o saint_n the_o reward_n of_o eternal_a life_n the_o glory_n of_o spirit_n the_o eternal_a joy_n the_o crown_n of_o beauty_n the_o prize_n of_o felicity_n the_o rich_a repose_n the_o beauty_n of_o peace_n the_o internal_a and_o external_a joy_n the_o celestial_a jerusalem_n the_o paradise_n of_o god_n the_o happy_a life_n the_o fullnes_n of_o felicity_n the_o delight_n of_o eternity_n the_o peace_n of_o god_n which_o pass_v all_o understanding_n this_o be_v that_o full_a beatitude_n and_o that_o total_a glorification_n of_o man_n to_o see_v the_o face_n of_o his_o god_n to_o see_v he_o who_o make_v heaven_n and_o earth_n to_o see_v god_n who_o make_v he_o who_o save_v he_o and_o who_o glorify_v he_o he_o shall_v see_v he_o by_o knowe_a he_o he_o shall_v apply_v himself_o to_o he_o by_o love_v he_o and_o he_o shall_v praise_v he_o by_o possess_v he_o for_o he_o be_v the_o inheritance_n of_o his_o people_n of_o the_o people_n of_o saint_n of_o the_o people_n which_o he_o redeem_v he_o be_v the_o possession_n of_o they_o be_v felicity_n he_o be_v the_o reward_n &_o recompense_v of_o they_o be_v expectation_n i_o will_v say_v he_o be_v a_o great_a and_o excessive_a reward_n to_o thou_o for_o great_a thing_n become_v great_a person_n indeed_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n thou_o be_v excessive_o great_a beyond_o all_o god_n and_o thy_o reward_n be_v excessive_o great_a for_o it_o can_v be_v true_a that_o thyself_o shall_v be_v great_a and_o thy_o reward_n little_a but_o as_o thou_o be_v great_a so_o thy_o reward_n be_v great_a for_o thy_o reward_n and_o thyself_o be_v not_o two_o several_a thing_n but_o thou_o thyself_o artexcessiuely_z great_a and_o thou_o thyself_o be_v that_o reward_n which_o be_v so_o excessive_o great_a thou_o thyself_o be_v he_o who_o crown_v we_o &_o who_o be_v the_o crown_n thou_o thyself_o be_v he_o who_o make_v the_o promise_n and_o who_o be_v that_o very_a promise_n itself_o thou_o be_v he_o who_o bestow_v the_o gift_n and_o who_o be_v the_o gift_n itself_o thou_o thyself_o be_v the_o rewarder_n and_o thou_o be_v the_o reward_n of_o eternal_a felicity_n thou_o be_v therefore_o he_o who_o crown_v and_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n be_v the_o crown_n and_o diadem_n of_o my_o hope_n which_o be_v add_v orn_v with_o glory_n thou_o be_v that_o recreative_a brightness_n that_o reviue_a light_n that_o graceful_a beauty_n thou_o be_v my_o great_a hope_n the_o desire_n of_o the_o heart_n of_o thy_o saint_n and_o desire_v by_o they_o thy_o vision_n therefore_o be_v the_o total_a pay_n the_o total_a reward_n &_o the_o total_a joy_n which_o we_o expect_v for_o this_o be_v eternal_a life_n this_o i_o say_v be_v thy_o wisdom_n this_o be_v eternal_a life_n that_o we_o may_v know_v thou_o only_o true_a god_n and_o jesus_n christ_n who_o thou_o have_v send_v when_o therefore_o we_o shall_v see_v thou_o the_o only_a god_n the_o true_a god_n the_o god_n live_v omnipotent_a simple_a invisible_a incomprehensible_a not_o to_o be_v circumcribe_v and_o thy_o only_o beget_v son_n jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n who_o be_v consubstantial_a and_o coeternal_a with_o thou_o who_o thou_o have_v send_v into_o the_o world_n for_o our_o salvation_n in_o the_o virtue_n and_o power_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n they_o be_v trine_n in_o person_n and_o one_o in_o essence_n one_o only_a holy_a god_n beside_o who_o there_o be_v no_o god_n then_o we_o shall_v enjoy_v what_o now_o we_o seek_v which_o be_v eternal_a life_n and_o everlasting_a glory_n which_o thou_o prepare_v for_o they_o who_o love_v thou_o and_o hide_v up_o for_o they_o who_o fear_v thou_o and_o will_v impart_v to_o they_o who_o seek_v thou_o they_o who_o seek_v thy_o face_n for_o ever_o and_o thou_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n who_o frame_v i_o in_o the_o womb_n of_o my_o mother_n who_o recommend_v i_o over_o to_o thy_o hand_n do_v not_o permit_v i_o any_o long_a to_o be_v distract_v into_o many_o thing_n from_o thou_o who_o art_n one_o but_o gather_v i_o up_o from_o exterior_a object_n into_o myself_o and_o then_o take_v i_o from_o myself_o into_o thou_o that_o my_o hart_n may_v be_v ever_o say_v to_o thou_o my_o face_n have_v sougt_v thou_o o_o lord_n &_o i_o will_v seek_v thy_o face_n the_o face_n of_o our_o lord_n power_n wherein_o alone_o of_o the_o total_a eternal_a glory_n of_o bless_a soul_n do_v consist_v &_o the_o vision_n whereof_o be_v the_o eternal_a life_n &_o everlasting_a glory_n of_o the_o ss_z it_o be_v let_v therefore_o my_o hart_n rejoice_v that_o it_o may_v fear_v thy_o name_n let_v the_o hart_n of_o such_o as_o do_v but_o even_o seek_v our_o lord_n rejoice_v but_o much_o more_o let_v they_o rejoice_v who_o find_v he_o for_o if_o joy_n be_v take_v in_o the_o search_n of_o he_o what_o joy_n will_v that_o be_v which_o be_v feel_v in_o finde_v he_o therefore_o i_o will_v be_v ever_o seek_v thy_o face_n ardent_o and_o without_o give_v over_o to_o see_v if_o once_o at_o length_n that_o door_n and_o gate_n of_o justice_n may_v perhaps_o be_v open_v unto_o i_o that_o i_o may_v enter_v into_o the_o joy_n of_o my_o lord_n this_o be_v the_o gate_n of_o our_o lord_n and_o the_o justice_n shall_v enter_v into_o it_o chap._n xxxvii_o a_o prayer_n to_o the_o bless_a trinity_n o_o you_o three_o coequal_a and_o coeternal_a person_n who_o be_v one_o true_a god_n the_o father_n the_o son_n and_o the_o holy_a ghost_n thou_o who_o alone_o dwell_v in_o eternity_n and_o inaccessible_a light_n who_o have_v lay_v the_o foundation_n of_o the_o earth_n with_o thy_o power_n and_o who_o govern_v the_o world_n with_o thy_o wisdom_n holy_a holy_a holy_a lord_n god_n of_o sabaoth_n terrible_a and_o powerful_a just_a and_o merciful_a admireable_a laudable_a and_o amiable_a one_o god_n three_o person_n one_o essence_n power_n wisdom_n one_o only_a undevided_a trinity_n open_v thou_o the_o gate_n of_o justice_n to_o i_o who_o be_o cry_v out_o after_o they_o and_o be_v once_o enter_v by_o they_o i_o will_v confess_v to_o thou_o o_o lord_n behold_v i_o who_o be_o a_o poor_a beggar_n do_v knock_v at_o thy_o door_n o_o thou_o who_o be_v the_o sovereign_a master_n of_o the_o house_n command_v that_o it_o may_v be_v open_v to_o i_o thou_o who_o say_v do_v knock_v and_o it_o shall_v be_v open_v to_o you_o for_o the_o desire_n of_o my_o bowel_n which_o do_v even_o roar_v again_o and_o the_o cry_n of_o the_o tear_n of_o my_o eye_n be_v they_o who_o knock_v at_o thy_o gate_n o_o most_o merciful_a father_n before_o thou_o be_v my_o whole_a desire_n and_o my_o groan_n be_v not_o hide_v from_o thou_o and_o thou_o o_o lord_n turn_v thy_o face_n no_o long_o away_o from_o i_o and_o decline_v not_o in_o thy_o wrath_n from_o thy_o servant_n o_o thou_o father_n of_o mercy_n harken_v to_o the_o loud_a cry_n of_o thy_o poor_a child_n and_o reach_v forth_o thy_o best_a help_a hand_n that_o it_o may_v draw_v i_o out_o of_o the_o profound_a pit_n of_o water_n and_o out_o of_o the_o lake_n of_o misery_n and_o out_o of_o the_o dirt_n and_o dregs_o that_o i_o may_v not_o perish_v while_o the_o mercy_n of_o thy_o eye_n be_v behold_v i_o and_o the_o charity_n of_o thy_o bowel_n be_v look_v on_o but_o enable_v i_o to_o escape_v to_o thou_o who_o be_v my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o riches_n of_o thy_o kingdom_n and_o may_v behold_v thy_o face_n for_o ever_o and_o may_v sing_v praise_n to_o thy_o holy_a name_n o_o lord_n thou_o who_o work_v wonderful_a thing_n thou_o who_o make_v my_o hart_n joyful_a by_o the_o memory_n of_o thou_o and_o who_o illuminate_v my_o youth_n do_v not_o despise_v my_o old_a age_n but_o fill_v my_o bone_n full_a of_o joy_n and_o renew_v my_o grey_a heir_n as_o that_o of_o a_o eagle_n be_v renew_a all_o glory_n all_o praise_n all_o strength_n all_o power_n all_o magnificence_n all_o beatitude_n all_o mercy_n be_v ascribe_v to_o god_n the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n and_o the_o holy_a ghost_n amen_n the_o end_n of_o the_o soliloquia_fw-la deo_fw-la gratias_fw-la the_o manvall_a of_o s._n augustine_n the_o first_o chapter_n of_o the_o wonderful_a essence_n of_o god_n thou_o o_o lord_n do_v fill_v heaven_n &_o earth_n carry_v all_o thing_n and_o yet_o they_o be_v no_o burden_n to_o thou_o thou_o fille_v all_o thing_n without_o be_v shut_v up_o by_o they_o thou_o be_v ever_o work_v yet_o ever_o quiet_a gather_v together_o yet_o thou_o need_v nothing_o seek_v yet_o want_v nothing_o love_v yet_o
all_o reverence_n and_o devotion_n and_o which_o thou_o o_o lord_n our_o god_n &_o our_o priest_n do_v immaculate_o institute_v and_o do_v command_v to_o be_v offer_v up_o in_o commemoration_n of_o thy_o charity_n that_o be_v of_o thy_o death_n and_o passion_n for_o our_o salvation_n and_o for_o the_o daily_a reparation_n of_o our_o frailty_n let_v my_o mind_n be_v confirm_v while_o i_o be_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o those_o so_o great_a misterye_n by_o the_o sweetness_n of_o thy_o presence_n let_v it_o find_v that_o thou_o be_v there_o at_o hand_n and_o let_v it_o rejoice_v before_o thou_o o_o thou_o fire_n which_o ever_o flame_v o_o thou_o love_v which_o ever_o burn_v sweet_a christ_n dear_a jesus_n thou_o eternal_a and_o never_o fail_a light_n thou_o food_n of_o life_n which_o do_v refresh_v we_o and_o yet_o do_v never_o diminish_v in_o thyself_o who_o art_n daily_o eat_v and_o yet_o do_v ever_o remain_v entiere_fw-fr shine_v thou_o upon_o i_o kindle_v i_o illuminate_v and_o sanctify_v this_o vessel_n which_o be_v thy_o own_o make_v it_o empty_a of_o malice_n replenish_v it_o with_o grace_n and_o when_o it_o be_v once_o full_a keep_v it_o so_o that_o i_o may_v receive_v this_o food_n of_o thy_o flesh_n to_o the_o salvation_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o that_o by_o feed_v on_o thou_o i_o may_v live_v of_o thou_o and_o by_o thou_o that_o so_o i_o may_v arrive_v to_o thou_o and_o repose_v in_o thou_o chap._n xii_o of_o spiritual_a joy_n o_o thou_o sweetness_n of_o love_n and_o thou_o love_v of_o sweetness_n let_v my_o stomach_n feed_v on_o thou_o &_o let_v even_o my_o bowel_n be_v all_o fill_v with_o the_o nectar_n of_o thy_o love_n and_o let_v my_o mind_n utter_v that_o good_a word_n o_o charity_n o_o my_o god_n thou_o honey_n which_o be_v so_o sweet_a thou_o milk_n which_o be_v so_o white_a thou_o be_v the_o food_n of_o strong_a person_n make_v i_o increase_v towards_o thou_o that_o so_o i_o may_v feed_v upon_o thou_o and_o taste_v thou_o withth_n epalate_n not_o of_o a_o sick_a but_o of_o a_o sound_a person_n thou_o be_v the_o life_n by_o which_o i_o live_v the_o hope_n to_o which_o i_o do_v adhere_v and_o the_o glory_n which_o i_o desire_v to_o obtain_v hold_v thou_o fast_o my_o hart_n rule_v my_o mind_n direct_v my_o understanding_n erect_v my_o love_n suspend_v my_o thought_n and_o draw_v the_o mouth_n of_o this_o spirit_n which_o thirst_v after_o thou_o into_o those_o live_a stream_n of_o celestial_a run_a water_n i_o beseech_v thou_o impose_v silence_n upon_o these_o tumultuous_a thought_n of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n let_v these_o conceit_n of_o the_o earth_n &_o of_o the_o water_n and_o of_o the_o air_n and_o of_o these_o heaven_n which_o re_z we_o see_v hold_v their_o peace_n let_v all_o vision_n &_o revelation_n which_o be_v imprint_v upon_o the_o imagination_n be_v silent_a and_o every_o tongue_n and_o sensible_a expression_n and_o what_o soever_o else_o which_o have_v his_o complete_a be_v by_o pass_v on_o let_v even_o the_o soul_n be_v islent_a to_o itself_o and_o let_v it_o outstrip_v and_o exceed_v itself_o by_o not_o think_v of_o itself_o but_o only_o of_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n because_o thou_o in_o very_a deed_n be_v all_o my_o hope_n &_o all_o my_o confidence_n for_o in_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n and_o my_o lord_n in_o thou_o o_o most_o sweet_a o_o most_o amiable_a o_o most_o merciful_a christ_n jesus_n there_o be_v a_o part_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o blood_n of_o every_o one_o of_o us._n now_o therefore_o where_o a_o part_n of_o i_o do_v reign_v there_o do_v i_o believe_v myself_o to_o reign_v where_o my_o blood_n have_v dominion_n there_o do_v i_o also_o confide_v myself_o to_o be_v in_o dominion_n where_o my_o flesh_n be_v glorify_v there_o do_v i_o know_v myself_o to_o be_v glorious_a for_o howsoever_o i_o be_o a_o sinner_n yet_o i_o can_v despair_v but_o that_o i_o shall_v be_v admit_v to_o this_o communication_n of_o thy_o grace_n and_o although_o my_o iniquity_n forbid_v i_o yet_o that_o substance_n of_o i_o do_v invite_v i_o and_o although_o my_o sin_n do_v exclude_v i_o yet_o that_o participation_n of_o nature_n do_v not_o suffer_v i_o to_o be_v reject_v chap._n xiii_o that_o the_o word_n incarnate_a be_v the_o cause_n of_o our_o hope_n for_o our_o lord_n be_v not_o so_o a_o enemy_n as_o that_o he_o can_v forbear_v to_o love_v his_o own_o flesh_n and_o the_o part_n of_o his_o own_o body_n &_o his_o own_o bowel_n i_o may_v just_o have_v despair_v by_o reason_n of_o my_o excessive_a sin_n &_o vice_n &_o of_o those_o infinite_a negligence_n and_o fault_n which_o i_o have_v commit_v and_o which_o i_o daily_o do_v commit_v by_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n and_o by_o all_o those_o mean_n whereby_o the_o frailty_n of_o man_n nature_n may_v sin_v unless_o the_o word_n my_o god_n have_v become_v flesh_n and_o have_v dwell_v among_o us._n but_o now_o i_o dare_v not_o despair_v because_o he_o grow_v obedient_a to_o thou_o even_o to_o the_o death_n and_o that_o the_o very_a death_n of_o the_o cross_n do_v take_v that_o hand-writing_n of_o our_o sin_n and_o nail_v it_o to_o the_o same_o cross_n do_v crucify_v both_o sin_n and_o death_n in_o he_o therefore_o do_v i_o secure_o conceive_v hope_n who_o sit_v at_o thy_o right_a hand_n and_o interceede_v for_o us._n and_o confide_n in_o he_o i_o trust_v i_o shall_v arrive_v to_o be_v with_o thou_o in_o who_o we_o be_v rise_v and_o have_v live_v again_o and_o have_v ascend_v up_o to_o heaven_n and_o be_v remain_v there_o to_o thou_o be_v praise_n glory_n honour_n &_o thanksgiving_n for_o ever_o chap._n fourteen_o how_o sweet_a a_o thing_n it_o be_v to_o think_v of_o god_n o_o thou_o most_o merciful_a lord_n who_o do_v so_o love_v and_o save_v we_o who_o do_v so_o quicken_v and_o exalt_v we_o o_o most_o merciful_a lord_n how_o sweet_a be_v the_o memory_n of_o thou_o how_o much_o more_o i_o meditate_v on_o thou_o so_o much_o more_o be_v thou_o sweet_a &_o amiable_a to_o i_o therefore_o do_v it_o delight_v i_o extreme_o to_o behold_v thy_o excellencye_n with_o a_o pure_a sight_n of_o the_o mind_n and_o with_o a_o most_o sweet_a affection_n of_o pious_a love_n according_a to_o the_o little_a power_n i_o have_v in_o this_o place_n of_o my_o pilgrimage_n where_o although_o i_o be_v apperrel_v with_o a_o poor_a garment_n of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n i_o do_v yet_o continual_o aspire_v to_o the_o consideration_n and_o desire_n of_o thy_o admirable_a amability_n and_o beauty_n for_o with_o the_o dart_n of_o thy_o charity_n be_o i_o wound_v and_o i_o be_o all_o on_o a_o light_a fire_n of_o desire_n concern_v thou_o i_o covet_v to_o arrive_v to_o thou_o and_o thou_o do_v i_o desire_v to_o behold_v therefore_o will_v i_o ever_o stand_v upon_o my_o guard_n &_o with_o vigilant_a eye_n i_o will_v be_v sing_v in_o spirit_n and_o i_o will_v also_o sing_v with_o my_o understanding_n &_o with_o all_o my_o force_n will_v i_o praise_v thou_o who_o be_v both_o my_o creator_n and_o my_o redeemer_n i_o will_v penetrate_v the_o heaven_n with_o my_o affection_n and_o i_o will_v so_o approach_v to_o thou_o with_o my_o desire_n that_o i_o may_v be_v hold_v but_o only_o in_o body_n by_o this_o present_a misery_n and_o all_o my_o thought_n and_o the_o greediness_n of_o my_o desire_n shall_v be_v ever_o upon_o thou_o that_o so_o my_o hart_n may_v be_v where_o thou_o my_o treasure_n art_n who_o be_v so_o desirable_a so_o incomparable_a and_o so_o dear_o amiable_a but_o behold_v o_o my_o most_o pitiful_a and_o most_o merciful_a god_n while_o i_o be_o apply_v myself_o to_o the_o consideration_n of_o thy_o immense_a goodness_n and_o pity_n my_o hart_n be_v not_o able_a to_o go_v through_o with_o it_o for_o thy_o grace_n thy_o beauty_n thy_o virtue_n thy_o glory_n thy_o magnificence_n thy_o majesty_n and_o thy_o charity_n do_v exceed_v all_o the_o power_n of_o our_o mind_n and_o as_o the_o splendour_n of_o thy_o glory_n be_v inestimable_a so_o be_v the_o benignity_n of_o that_o eternal_a charity_n of_o thy_o unspeakable_a whereby_o thou_o have_v adopt_v they_o for_o thy_o son_n &_o join_v they_o close_o to_o thyself_o who_o former_o thou_o have_v create_v of_o nothing_o chap._n xv._n how_o much_o tribulation_n endure_v for_o christ_n our_o lord_n be_v to_o be_v desire_v o_o my_o soul_n if_o daily_o we_o be_v to_o suffer_v torment_n yea_o and_o even_o to_o endure_v the_o very_a pain_n of_o hell_n &_o that_o for_o a_o long_a time_n together_o to_o the_o end_n that_o we_o may_v arrive_v to_o see_v christ_n in_o his_o glory_n &_o to_o be_v associate_v to_o his_o saint_n will_v it_o not_o be_v fit_a for_o we_o to_o bear_v all_o that_o affliction_n if_o thereby_o we_o
may_v be_v think_v fit_a to_o be_v make_v partaker_n of_o so_o high_a a_o good_a and_o so_o great_a a_o glory_n let_v therefore_o the_o devil_n lie_v in_o wait_n for_o we_o let_v they_o prepare_v their_o temptation_n let_v fast_v break_v our_o body_n let_v garment_n load_v our_o flesh_n let_v labour_n weigh_v heavy_a upon_o we_o let_v watch_v dry_v we_o let_v one_o man_n cry_v out_o upon_o we_o and_o let_v another_o man_n disquiet_v we_o let_v cold_a contract_n we_o let_v the_o conscience_n repine_v let_v heat_n burn_v we_o let_v the_o head_n ache_v the_o breast_n be_v inflame_v let_v the_o stomach_n be_v swell_v let_v the_o face_n grow_v pale_a and_o let_v the_o whole_a body_n be_v distemper_v let_v my_o year_n be_v spend_v in_o groan_v yea_o let_v rottenness_n enter_v into_o my_o bone_n and_o multiply_v therein_o so_o that_o yet_o i_o may_v rest_v in_o that_o day_n of_o tribulation_n and_o may_v ascend_v to_o our_o elect_a people_n for_o how_o great_a will_v that_o glory_n of_o just_a person_n be_v how_o great_a will_v be_v that_o joy_n of_o the_o saint_n when_o every_o one_o of_o their_o face_n shall_v be_v resplendent_a like_o a_o sun_n when_o our_o lord_n shall_v begin_v to_o muster_v up_o his_o people_n by_o different_a rank_n in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o his_o father_n &_o shall_v assign_v the_o promise_a reward_n according_a to_o the_o work_n and_o merit_n of_o every_o one_o celestial_a reward_n for_o work_n which_o be_v perform_v here_o on_o earth_n great_a reward_n for_o little_a work_n &_o eternal_a for_o such_o as_o be_v but_o temporal_a that_o indeed_o will_v be_v a_o whole_a huge_a heap_n of_o felicity_n when_o our_o lord_n shall_v bring_v his_o saint_n into_o the_o vision_n of_o his_o father_n glory_n and_o shall_v place_v they_o upon_o their_o seat_n in_o heaven_n that_o so_o he_o may_v be_v all_o in_o all_o chap._n xvi_o how_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n may_v be_v obtain_v o_o happy_a sweetness_n o_o delicious_a happiness_n which_o it_o will_v be_v for_o we_o to_o behold_v the_o saint_n be_v with_o saint_n and_o to_o be_v saint_n to_o see_v god_n and_o to_o possess_v he_o for_o all_o eternity_n and_o even_o if_o it_o may_v be_v beyond_o eternity_n let_v we_o be_v continual_o think_v on_o these_o thing_n let_v we_o aspire_v to_o they_o with_o our_o whole_a desire_n that_o so_o we_o may_v speedy_o arrive_v to_o enjoy_v they_o if_o thou_o ask_v how_o this_o may_v be_v do_v by_o what_o merit_n or_o by_o what_o help_v give_v ear_n and_o i_o will_v tell_v thou_o this_o affair_n be_v put_v into_o thy_o own_o power_n for_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n suffer_v violence_n the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n o_o man_n do_v exact_v no_o price_n at_o thy_o hand_n but_o only_o thy_o self_n so_o much_o be_v it_o worth_a as_o thou_o thyself_o art_n give_v thyself_o and_o thou_o shall_v have_v it_o why_o be_v thou_o trouble_v about_o the_o price_n christ_n our_o lord_n do_v give_v himself_o away_o that_o he_o may_v purchase_v thou_o to_o be_v a_o kingdom_n for_o his_o father_n and_o so_o do_v thou_o also_o give_v thyself_o that_o thou_o may_v become_v a_o kingdom_n for_o he_o &_o that_o sin_n may_v not_o reign_v in_o thy_o mortal_a body_n but_o the_o spirit_n in_o the_o renovation_n of_o life_n chap._n xvii_o what_o a_o happy_a place_n heaven_n be_v o_o my_o soul_n return_v towards_o that_o heavenly_a city_n wherein_o we_o be_v write_v and_o enrol_v as_o citizen_n and_o as_o citizen_n among_o the_o saint_n &_o the_o household_n servant_n of_o god_n and_o as_o the_o heir_n of_o god_n and_o coheire_n of_o christ_n our_o lord_n let_v we_o consider_v that_o excellent_a felicity_n of_o this_o city_n of_o we_o to_o the_o very_a uttermost_a of_o what_o we_o be_v able_a let_v we_o therefore_o say_v with_o the_o prophet_n o_o how_o glorious_a thing_n be_v say_v of_o thou_o thou_o city_n of_o god_n the_o habitation_n which_o be_v make_v in_o thou_o be_v of_o they_o who_o be_v all_o full_a of_o joy_n for_o thou_o be_v found_v in_o the_o exultation_n of_o the_o whole_a earth_n no_o old_a age_n be_v in_o thou_o nor_o any_o misery_n which_o be_v wont_a to_o wait_v upon_o old_a age_n in_o thou_o there_o be_v no_o man_n lame_a of_o arm_n or_o leg_n nor_o crooked_a nor_o other_o wise_a deform_a when_o once_o they_o meet_v together_o become_v perfect_a man_n in_o the_o measure_n of_o the_o age_n of_o the_o fullness_n of_o christ_n what_o be_v more_o happy_a than_o such_o a_o life_n where_o there_o be_v no_o fear_n of_o poverty_n nor_o no_o incommodity_n of_o sickness_n where_o no_o man_n be_v offend_v no_o man_n be_v angry_a no_o man_n envious_a no_o desire_n do_v solicit_v we_o there_o be_v no_o appetite_n of_o meat_n no_o man_n be_v importune_v by_o thirst_v after_o honour_n and_o power_n there_o be_v no_o fear_n of_o the_o devil_n or_o the_o craft_n of_o those_o infernal_a spirit_n all_o terror_n of_o hell_n be_v far_o off_o there_o be_v no_o death_n either_o of_o body_n or_o soul_n but_o a_o life_n which_o be_v make_v full_a of_o joy_n by_o the_o gift_n of_o immortality_n in_o fine_a there_o be_v no_o kind_n of_o ill_a or_o discord_n but_o all_o thing_n be_v full_a of_o agreement_n &_o proportion_n for_o as_o much_o as_o the_o concord_n of_o all_o the_o saint_n be_v intiere_o one_o all_o thing_n be_v full_a of_o peace_n and_o joy_n all_o thing_n be_v quiet_a and_o serene_a a_o everlasting_a splendour_n there_o be_v not_o like_a that_o of_o this_o sun_n of_o we_o but_o another_o which_o be_v so_o much_o more_o bright_a at_o it_o be_v more_o bless_a for_o that_o city_n as_o we_o read_v shall_v need_v neither_o sun_n nor_o moon_n but_o our_o lord_n omnipotent_a will_v illuminate_v it_o and_o the_o lamb_n be_v the_o bright_a lamp_n thereof_o where_o the_o saint_n shall_v shine_v like_o star_n and_o they_o who_o instruct_v many_o other_o like_o the_o splendour_n of_o the_o firmament_n no_o night_n shall_v be_v therefore_o there_o no_o darkness_n no_o concourse_n of_o cloud_n no_o incommodity_n at_o all_o of_o heat_n or_o cold_a but_o such_o a_o temper_n of_o thing_n there_o will_v be_v as_o neither_o the_o eye_n have_v see_v nor_o the_o ear_n have_v hear_v nor_o can_v it_o enter_v into_o the_o hart_n of_o any_o other_o man_n but_o such_o as_o shall_v be_v think_v worthy_a to_o enjoy_v it_o who_o name_n be_v write_v in_o the_o book_n of_o life_n but_o it_o exceed_v all_o these_o thing_n to_o be_v associate_v to_o the_o quire_n of_o angel_n and_o archangell_n to_o behold_v the_o patriarch_n and_o the_o prophet_n to_o see_v the_o apostle_n and_o all_o the_o saint_n yea_o to_o see_v our_o own_o parent_n &_o friend_n these_o thing_n indeed_o be_v glorious_a but_o yet_o still_o incomparable_o a_o more_o glorious_a thing_n it_o be_v to_o behold_v the_o present_a face_n of_o god_n &_o to_o look_v upon_o that_o unlimited_a light_n of_o he_o a_o superexcellent_a glory_n it_o will_v be_v when_o we_o shall_v see_v god_n in_o himself_o we_o shall_v see_v &_o we_o shall_v possess_v he_o in_o ourselves_o and_o of_o that_o sight_n there_o will_v be_v no_o end_n chap._n xviii_o we_o can_v make_v any_o requital_n to_o almighty_a god_n but_o only_o by_o love_n the_o soul_n which_o be_v beautify_v by_o the_o image_n and_o dignify_v by_o the_o ressemblance_n of_o god_n have_v ground_n enough_o within_o itself_o which_o be_v also_o impart_v by_o the_o same_o god_n whereby_o she_o may_v be_v advise_v to_o remain_v perpetual_o within_o he_o or_o at_o least_o to_o return_v towards_o he_o if_o she_o chance_v to_o have_v be_v separate_v by_o her_o affection_n or_o rather_o by_o her_o defect_n and_o not_o only_o have_v she_o ground_n of_o solace_n in_o the_o hope_n which_o she_o may_v conceive_v of_o pardon_n and_o mercy_n but_o yet_o further_o she_o may_v also_o presume_v to_o aspire_v even_o to_o the_o marriage_n of_o the_o word_n and_o to_o contract_v a_o league_n of_o friendship_n with_o god_n and_o together_o with_o that_o king_n of_o the_o angel_n to_o be_v draw_v in_o the_o same_o sweet_a yoke_n of_o love_n now_o all_o this_o be_v perform_v by_o the_o same_o love_n if_o the_o soul_n do_v make_v itself_o like_a to_o god_n by_o her_o will_n as_o already_o she_o be_v like_o he_o by_o nature_n and_o if_o she_o love_v he_o as_o she_o be_v belove_v by_o he_o for_o only_o love_n among_o all_o the_o motion_n passion_n &_o feel_a sense_n of_o the_o soul_n be_v the_o thing_n whereby_o a_o creature_n may_v answer_v the_o benefit_n of_o a_o creator_n and_o repay_v after_o a_o sort_n what_o it_o owe_v though_o it_o be_v not_o in_o any_o equal_a manner_n where_o love_n enter_v in_o it_o draw_v &_o captive_v all_o other_o