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of_o hypocrisy_n or_o a_o sink_n of_o impiety_n he_o love_v sin_n or_o will_v not_o yet_o leâ—ve_v it_o the_o great_a part_n of_o our_o integrity_n lie_v in_o the_o heart_n frame_n and_o purpose_n that_o man_n who_o be_v resoled_a to_o part_v with_o all_o sin_n have_v a_o heart_n who_o love_v all_o good_a it_o be_v only_o sound_a grace_n which_o breed_v sound_a resolution_n 2._o it_o will_v be_v a_o fall_v it_o will_v be_v a_o apology_n in_o case_n of_o fall_v great_a apology_n in_o case_n of_o fall_v that_o yet_o it_o be_v not_o presumptuous_a but_o of_o infirmity_n the_o evil_n that_o i_o will_v not_o do_v that_o do_v i_o etc._n etc._n rom._n 7._o and_o rather_o an_o affect_v of_o a_o strong_a temptation_n then_o of_o any_o secret_a affection_n of_o the_o heart_n to_o sin_n for_o where_o the_o purpose_n and_o resolution_n of_o the_o heart_n be_v set_v against_o a_o sin_n and_o make_v its_o resistance_n though_o the_o sin_v may_v be_v great_a yet_o it_o be_v not_o presumptuous_a 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god_n i_o beseech_v thou_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n forgive_v my_o sin_n blot_v they_o out_o i_o hate_v they_o with_o a_o unfeigned_a hatred_n do_v thou_o for_o thy_o own_o sake_n pardon_n and_o subdue_v they_o 5._o you_o shall_v much_o free_v yourselves_o from_o the_o ancient_a suggestion_n of_o satan_n about_o particular_a sin_n sin_n it_o will_v free_v we_o from_o the_o suggestion_n of_o satan_n about_o particular_a sin_n resist_v the_o devil_n and_o he_o will_v flee_v from_o you_o jam._n 4._o 7._o where_o there_o be_v no_o hope_n of_o victory_n there_o will_v be_v little_a encouragement_n to_o fight_v firm_a resolution_n be_v like_o rock_n against_o which_o the_o wave_n may_v beat_v and_o strike_v but_o can_v move_v nor_o alter_v satan_n may_v indeed_o somewhat_o molest_v but_o the_o heart_n be_v in_o a_o sort_n impregnable_a which_o be_v steadfast_o resolve_v christiana_n sum_n say_v she_o i_o be_o a_o christian_n who_o be_v much_o assault_v to_o deny_v the_o faith_n and_o 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