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than_o light_n because_o the_o deedo_n there_o of_o be_v evil_a so_o that_o if_o it_o can_v have_v see_v it_o be_v now_o stark_o blind_a or_o if_o it_o be_v not_o blind_a i_o be_o sure_a that_o i_o be_o blind_a i_o can_v see_v none_o of_o it_o 8._o hos_fw-la 13_o 8._o it_o be_v true_a the_o reason_n of_o it_o be_v because_o there_o be_v a_o caule_v grow_v over_o it_o and_o i_o have_v no_o body_n to_o help_v i_o as_o ephraim_n have_v to_o rend_v the_o caule_v off_o it_o that_o so_o i_o may_v see_v 8.38_o 1_o king_n 8.38_o or_o else_o it_o be_v a_o infect_a one_o it_o be_v visit_v with_o the_o sickness_n with_o the_o plague_n and_o yet_o i_o do_v not_o know_v the_o plague_n of_o my_o own_o heart_n or_o else_o it_o be_v wicked_a &_o so_o wicked_a that_o like_a unto_o shimei_n i_o can_v learn_v 2.44_o c_o 2.44_o i_o do_v not_o know_v all_o the_o wickedness_n that_o my_o heart_n be_v privy_a to_o and_o if_o it_o be_v thus_o wicked_a 10.20_o pro_fw-la 10.20_o i_o have_v but_o small_a 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when_o they_o come_v to_o the_o king_n for_o judgement_n alas_o i_o shall_v have_v keep_v it_o in_o deed_n i_o shall_v have_v keep_v it_o with_o all_o diligence_n if_o i_o have_v take_v the_o advice_n of_o the_o wise_a king_n solomon_n 20.3_o prov._n 4.23_o 1_o thes_n 3.13_o 2_o thes_n 2.17_o heb_fw-mi 13_o 9_o deut_n 20.3_o for_o out_o of_o it_o be_v the_o issue_n of_o life_n i_o shall_v have_v establish_v it_o or_o have_v beg_v of_o god_n that_o he_o will_v have_v establish_v it_o unblameable_a in_o holiness_n that_o he_o will_v have_v establish_v it_o in_o every_o good_a word_n and_o work_v for_o it_o be_v a_o good_a thing_n that_o the_o heart_n be_v establish_v with_o grace_n i_o feel_v it_o faint_v when_o i_o fear_v &_o tremble_v and_o be_v terrify_v and_o then_o i_o shall_v have_v have_v a_o david_n to_o comfort_v i_o and_o to_o say_v unto_o i_o 31.24_o ps_n 31.24_o be_v of_o good_a courage_n and_o god_n shall_v strengthen_v thy_o heart_n thou_o that_o hope_v in_o the_o lord_n i_o shall_v have_v speak_v kind_o to_o it_o as_o shechem_n do_v to_o dinah_n 3._o gen_n 34_o 3._o when_o his_o soul_n cleave_v unto_o she_o and_o he_o love_v the_o damosel_n and_o speak_v kind_o to_o she_o to_o her_o heart_n 27.9_o prov._n 27.9_o i_o shall_v have_v rejoice_v it_o as_o solomon_n say_v with_o ointment_n and_o perfume_n with_o the_o ointment_n of_o my_o tear_n 5._o rev._n 5.8_o jud_n 19_o 5._o and_o a_o golden_a viol_n full_a of_o such_o odour_n as_o st._n john_n speak_v of_o which_o be_v the_o prayer_n of_o the_o saint_n i_o shall_v have_v comfort_v it_o not_o with_o a_o morsel_n of_o bread_n as_o the_o levite_n be_v advise_v by_o the_o father_n of_o his_o concubine_n not_o of_o or_o from_o or_o by_o myself_o but_o i_o shall_v have_v pray_v unto_o god_n 1.3_o 2._o cor._n 1.3_o even_o the_o father_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n as_o s._n paul_n do_v thank_v he_o for_o the_o corinthian_n the_o father_n of_o mercy_n and_o the_o god_n of_o all_o comfort_n 4._o 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it_o be_v a_o cozen_a deceitful_a heart_n it_o be_v deceit_n full_a above_o all_o thing_n and_o desperate_o wicked_a even_o more_o than_o i_o can_v know_v &_o full_o it_o be_v of_o trick_n full_a of_o delusion_n there_o be_v many_o device_n in_o it_o 101.4_o prov_n 19.21_o ps_n 38.8_o ps_n 64.6_o ps_n 101.4_o it_o be_v a_o troublsome_a heart_n in_o so_o much_o as_o many_o time_n i_o have_v roar_v by_o reason_n of_o the_o disquietness_n of_o it_o it_o be_v a_o deep_a heart_n &_o not_o easy_o pry_v into_o both_o my_o inward_a thought_n &_o my_o heartit_a self_n have_v be_v very_o deep_a it_o be_v a_o froâ—…ard_a heart_n so_o froward_a that_o now_o it_o be_v run_v away_o from_o i_o 19_o zech_n 8.17_o mar_n 15_o 19_o it_o be_v depart_v it_o be_v a_o evil_a heart_n a_o heart_n that_o be_v always_o imagine_v evil_a and_o so_o great_a evil_n that_o out_o of_o it_o have_v proceed_v evil_a thought_n murder_n adultery_n fornication_n theft_n false_a witness_n &_o blasphemy_n 27.6_o gen_n 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thou_o will_v i_o pray_v there_o be_v a_o time_n to_o kill_v say_v solomon_n and_o a_o time_n to_o heal_v 3.3_o eccl._n 3.3_o o_o that_o time_n to_o kill_v be_v now_o come_v upon_o i_o but_o i_o know_v not_o how_o so_o much_o as_o to_o hope_v for_o the_o time_n of_o heal_a for_o here_o i_o find_v the_o token_n of_o death_n the_o mark_n of_o my_o mortality_n this_o flesh_n this_o sinful_a flesh_n of_o i_o which_o have_v be_v so_o wash_v so_o unguent_v so_o smooth_v and_o colour_v according_a to_o the_o choice_a wit_n of_o art_n and_o industry_n have_v now_o the_o stain_n in_o it_o of_o a_o contagious_a sickness_n where_o be_v now_o those_o admirer_n of_o comeliness_n &_o those_o idolatrous_a doater_n upon_o the_o beauty_n of_o woman_n let_v they_o come_v and_o learn_v the_o vanity_n of_o their_o opinion_n &_o chide_v their_o simplicity_n by_o these_o token_n of_o vengeance_n o_o what_o a_o frail_a thing_n be_v woman_n easy_o delude_v into_o a_o belief_n of_o her_o beauty_n and_o as_o easy_o strike_v with_o her_o own_o deformity_n but_o what_o do_v these_o spot_n mean_v to_o die_v my_o flesh_n and_o strike_v such_o a_o deep_a tinture_n in_o a_o smooth_a sknne_n be_v disease_n blind_a that_o thus_o they_o fasten_v every_o where_n without_o either_o choice_n or_o exception_n vain_a woman_n as_o i_o be_o why_o do_v i_o spend_v these_o minute_n these_o few_o and_z wing_a minute_n allot_v unto_o i_o in_o such_o impertinent_a quaeres_fw-la these_o bluish_a stain_n tell_v i_o that_o i_o must_v provide_v to_o answer_v for_o my_o sin_n yea_o short_o speedy_o before_o he_o who_o dispatch_v they_o hither_o unto_o i_o death_n approach_v mortality_n knock_v at_o my_o burden_a heart_n lord_n how_o heavy_a be_v my_o soul_n even_o as_o if_o it_o be_v already_o at_o the_o great_a tribunal_n and_o plead_v guilty_a of_o million_o of_o enormity_n they_o have_v corrupt_v themselves_o say_v moses_n by_o the_o israëlite_n 32.5_o deut_n 32.5_o their_o spot_n be_v not_o the_o spot_n of_o god_n child_n they_o be_v a_o perverse_a and_o crooked_a generation_n be_v there_o a_o spot_n than_o which_o even_o the_o child_n of_o god_n may_v be_v subject_a unto_o why_o then_o may_v not_o these_o be_v some_o of_o those_o spot_n and_o myself_o be_v one_o of_o those_o child_n of_o god_n lord_n how_o willing_o how_o greedy_o do_v every_o one_o strive_v to_o die_v the_o death_n of_o the_o righteous_a how_o easy_o be_v we_o apt_a through_o ignorance_n to_o dwell_v in_o the_o letter_n of_o the_o text_n when_o we_o shall_v rather_o pry_v into_o a_o far_a intent_n of_o the_o bless_a spirit_n that_o spot_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n be_v not_o seat_v in_o the_o body_n but_o in_o the_o soul_n and_o that_o spot_n in_o the_o soul_n of_o the_o israelite_n be_v chief_o idolatry_n true_a it_o be_v that_o even_o the_o righteous_a have_v their_o stainei_n too_o 16.17_o vers_fw-la 15_o 16.17_o but_o not_o such_o bloache_n not_o such_o great_a and_o foul_a spot_n or_o howsoever_o not_o of_o such_o a_o deep_a tincture_n not_o dye_v so_o in_o grain_n as_o be_v those_o of_o the_o wicked_a for_o they_o be_v wash_v out_o with_o the_o tear_n of_o sorrow_n through_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o lamb._n o_o that_o my_o spot_n be_v only_o in_o my_o skin_n and_o not_o in_o my_o soul_n and_o that_o i_o can_v true_o justify_v myself_o in_o the_o language_n of_o job._n 7._o job._n 31.6_o vers_fw-la 7._o let_v i_o be_v weigh_v in_o a_o even_a balance_n that_o god_n may_v know_v my_o integrity_n if_o any_o blot_n have_v cleaved_a to_o my_o hand_n but_o alas_o i_o can_v i_o dare_v not_o yet_o if_o i_o can_v but_o come_v to_o a_o sight_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o be_v true_o humble_v for_o they_o then_o be_o i_o sure_a that_o he_o who_o teach_v jacob_n how_o to_o increase_v his_o flock_n of_o the_o speckled_a and_o the_o spot_a 1.18_o gen._n 30.39_o be_v 1.18_o will_v easy_o make_v i_o white_a as_o wool_n but_o how_o or_o upon_o what_o ground_n can_v i_o expect_v his_o mercy_n see_v all_o that_o i_o can_v suffer_v be_v not_o punishment_n enough_o for_o all_o that_o i_o have_v trespass_v 9.22_o heb._n 9.22_o without_o shed_v of_o blood_n be_v no_o remission_n say_v the_o bless_a apostle_n what_o comfort_n then_o can_v i_o expect_v or_o what_o mercy_n can_v i_o hope_v for_o see_v that_o my_o blood_n my_o life_n be_v not_o of_o value_n enough_o to_o suffer_v what_o my_o sin_n have_v merit_v much_o less_o to_o purchase_v remission_n of_o my_o sin_n what_o now_o shall_v i_o do_v what_o hope_n can_v i_o have_v that_o my_o body_n shall_v be_v free_v from_o these_o spot_n of_o my_o disease_n when_o i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o be_v free_v from_o the_o pollution_n of_o my_o soul_n by_o the_o mosaical_a law_n if_o any_o one_o of_o the_o common_a people_n sin_v against_o any_o of_o the_o commandment_n of_o god_n concern_v thing_n which_o ought_v not_o to_o be_v do_v 32_o lev_n 4.27_o vers_fw-la 32_o a_o lamb_n without_o blemish_n be_v to_o be_v his_o offering_n and_o so_o the_o atonement_n be_v make_v for_o the_o sin_n 35_o vers_fw-la 35_o and_o it_o be_v forgive_v here_o yet_o be_v some_o ease_n for_o a_o distress_a soul_n the_o sin_n be_v forgive_v through_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o lamb._n but_o what_o hope_n have_v i_o of_o remission_n that_o law_n do_v no_o long_o stand_v in_o force_n nor_o will_v the_o blood_n of_o a_o common_a lamb_n be_v accept_v for_o the_o least_o the_o small_a offence_n yet_o cheer_v up_o o_o my_o droop_a soul_n let_v my_o faint_a spirit_n and_o my_o sorrowful_a heart_n take_v comfort_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o deep_a distress_n for_o there_o be_v
be_v none_o to_o deliver_v we_o o_o thou_o who_o do_v suffer_v thyself_o to_o be_v wound_v for_o our_o transgression_n be_v please_v to_o cure_v the_o wound_n and_o malady_n both_o of_o the_o soul_n and_o body_n of_o thy_o distress_a servant_n thou_o know_v lord_n that_o the_o feeble_a soul_n can_v praise_v thou_o with_o cheerfulness_n nor_o serve_v thou_o with_o alacrity_n the_o sickness_n of_o the_o body_n disturb_v the_o soul_n and_o make_v it_o un-apt_a to_o serve_v thou_o with_o readiness_n o_o say_v of_o his_o disease_n that_o it_o be_v enough_o and_o remove_v from_o he_o speedy_o this_o heavy_a visitation_n thy_o hand_n o_o lord_n be_v lay_v upon_o he_o and_o the_o stroke_n be_v so_o heavy_a that_o it_o wound_v we_o both_o merciful_a god_n let_v the_o sin_n of_o both_o of_o we_o be_v blot_v out_o of_o thy_o remembrance_n like_o a_o cloud_n 44.22_o be_v 44.22_o and_o be_v appease_v with_o we_o through_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o son_n 2.17_o mar_n 2.17_o the_o whole_a have_v no_o need_n of_o thou_o the_o physician_n but_o we_o that_o be_v sick_a o_o be_v thou_o the_o physician_n to_o cure_v our_o soul_n and_o then_o in_o thy_o good_a time_n restore_v thy_o disease_a servant_n to_o his_o former_a health_n but_o if_o thou_o have_v send_v he_o this_o sickness_n as_o a_o messenger_n of_o death_n o_o give_v he_o patience_n to_o bear_v and_o willingness_n to_o suffer_v whatsoever_o thou_o send_v rank_n he_o not_o in_o the_o number_n of_o those_o rich_a and_o wicked_a 5.17_o eccl._n 5.17_o who_o have_v much_o sorrow_n and_o wrath_n in_o their_o sickness_n but_o ease_v his_o sorrow_n and_o appease_v thy_o wrath_n make_v he_o willing_a to_o submit_v to_o thy_o will_n and_o pleasure_n that_o so_o whether_o he_o live_v 14.8_o rom._n 14.8_o he_o may_v live_v unto_o thou_o or_o whether_o he_o die_v he_o may_v die_v unto_o thou_o yea_o whether_o he_o live_v or_o die_v that_o he_o may_v be_v thou_o 13._o luc._n 18_o 13._o lord_n be_v likewise_o merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n thou_o know_v how_o deep_o this_o affliction_n wound_v i_o to_o he_o thou_o give_v i_o who_o now_o thou_o visite_a that_o so_o he_o may_v be_v both_o my_o head_n and_o my_o director_n and_o thou_o know_v my_o weakness_n and_o my_o frailty_n that_o i_o can_v understand_v i_o can_v walk_v in_o thy_o way_n without_o a_o counsellor_n i_o can_v apprehend_v what_o i_o read_v 8.31_o act._n 8.31_o except_o some_o man_n shall_v guide_v i_o o_o be_v thou_o please_v therefore_o to_o spare_v his_o life_n who_o i_o be_o command_v to_o learn_v of_o at_o home_n 14.35_o 1._o cor._n 14.35_o for_o if_o thou_o call_v he_o to_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n let_v it_o be_v thy_o goodness_n to_o moderate_v my_o sorrow_n upon_o earth_n if_o thou_o take_v he_o from_o my_o society_n let_v i_o not_o be_v leave_v alone_o but_o send_v i_o the_o comforter_n even_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o be_v my_o protector_n and_o my_o guide_n unto_o death_n 48.14_o ps_n 48.14_o release_v he_o of_o his_o torment_n who_o thou_o visite_a with_o this_o sickness_n and_o ease_n thou_o my_o sorrow_n which_o arise_v from_o his_o pain_n give_v the_o comfort_n of_o thy_o spirit_n both_o to_o he_o and_o i_o that_o when_o this_o painful_a life_n shall_v have_v a_o end_n we_o may_v be_v find_v of_o thou_o in_o peace_n 9.6_o 2._o pet._n 3.14_o be_v 9.6_o through_o the_o merit_n and_o mercy_n of_o the_o prince_n of_o peace_n even_a jesus_n christ_n my_o lord_n and_o only_a saviour_n amen_n the_o nineteenth_o subject_a tear_n of_o a_o woman_n lament_v the_o death_n of_o her_o belove_a husband_n the_o soliloquie_n the_o ejaculation_n psal_n 5._o vers_fw-la 1._o give_v ear_n to_o my_o word_n o_o lord_n consider_v my_o meditation_n vers_fw-la 2._o harken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o cry_n my_o king_n and_o my_o god_n for_o unto_o thou_o will_v i_o pray_v when_o mary_n come_v where_o jesus_n be_v 11.32_o io._n 11.32_o and_o see_v he_o she_o fall_v down_o at_o his_o foot_n say_v unto_o he_o lord_z if_o thou_o have_v be_v here_o my_o brother_n have_v not_o dye_v she_o weep_v indeed_o yet_o it_o be_v but_o for_o a_o brother_n and_o the_o jew_n also_o weep_v 33._o vers_fw-la 33._o yet_o it_o be_v but_o for_o a_o common_a friend_n but_o what_o be_v all_o that_o to_o the_o death_n of_o a_o husband_n o_o my_o husband_n my_o husband_n that_o very_a name_n of_o husband_n i_o be_v woo_a flatter_v i_o with_o comfort_n as_o if_o i_o may_v imagine_v that_o he_o can_v hear_v i_o but_o oh_o he_o be_v dead_a he_o be_v dead_a he_o can_v hear_v i_o he_o can_v behold_v i_o he_o can_v answer_v i_o his_o ear_n be_v lock_v up_o his_o eye_n be_v close_v his_o mouth_n be_v seal_v his_o soul_n be_v go_v o_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v for_o my_o head_n my_o guide_n my_o heart_n my_o husband_n be_v my_o saviour_n upon_o earth_n again_o i_o can_v send_v one_o to_o he_o as_o mary_n do_v 3._o vers_fw-la 3._o who_o shall_v say_v lord_z behold_v he_o who_o thou_o love_v be_v dead_a dead_a say_v i_o o_o dead_a dead_a he_o be_v go_v he_o be_v depart_v and_o can_v never_o be_v re-called_n but_o why_o why_o can_v he_o not_o be_v call_v back_o again_o do_v not_o my_o jesus_n cause_n lazarus_n to_o arise_v when_o he_o have_v be_v four_o day_n dead_a 39_o vers_fw-la 44_o vers_fw-la 39_o yes_o he_o do_v but_o what_o then_o i_o neither_o love_v my_o saviour_n so_o well_o as_o mary_n do_v nor_o i_o fear_v do_v he_o love_v i_o so_o well_o as_o he_o do_v mary_n or_o if_o both_o be_v so_o yet_o since_o miracle_n be_v cease_v i_o can_v so_o much_o as_o hope_v that_o he_o will_v call_v back_o the_o spirit_n of_o my_o lord_n my_o husband_n oh_o can_v he_o be_v woo_v by_o the_o tear_n of_o a_o sinful_a woman_n never_o do_v any_o mourn_n so_o much_o as_o i_o will_v but_o nothing_o will_v persuade_v i_o seek_v but_o the_o disturbance_n of_o he_o who_o i_o mourn_v for_o if_o i_o desire_v to_o call_v he_o from_o his_o eternal_a rest_n yet_o i_o hope_v that_o it_o be_v no_o sin_n to_o grieve_v that_o he_o be_v go_v i_o lament_v not_o his_o happiness_n but_o my_o own_o loss_n 35_o vers_fw-la 35_o my_o jesus_n himself_o do_v weep_v for_o lazarus_n in_o testimony_n of_o his_o affection_n for_o so_o say_v the_o jew_n 36_o vers_fw-la 36_o behold_v how_o he_o love_v he_o and_o be_v my_o love_n to_o my_o husband_n so_o little_a or_o so_o cold_a that_o i_o shall_v forget_v to_o testify_v it_o in_o a_o sorrowful_a tear_n o_o i_o can_v forbear_v the_o remembrance_n of_o he_o 1.12_o be_v 1.2_o lam_n 1.12_o who_o be_v dear_a unto_o i_o then_o life_n itself_o hear_v o_o heaven_n and_o give_v ear_n o_o earth_n be_v it_o nothing_o to_o you_o all_o you_o that_o be_v by_o he_o when_o you_o see_v he_o breathe_v out_o his_o soul_n and_o forsake_v the_o world_n o_o behold_v and_o see_v if_o there_o be_v any_o sorrow_n like_a unto_o my_o sorrow_n which_o be_v do_v unto_o i_o wherewith_o the_o lord_n have_v afflict_v i_o in_o this_o day_n of_o his_o anger_n tell_v i_o not_o how_o jacob_n lament_v the_o 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and_o yet_o though_o abraham_n lose_v but_o only_o a_o wife_n i_o read_v that_o he_o come_v to_o mourn_v and_o to_o weep_v for_o she_o tell_v i_o not_o of_o abijah_n the_o son_n of_o a_o king_n how_o he_o die_v and_o be_v lament_v can_v a_o prince_n be_v as_o near_o and_o dear_a to_o the_o people_n as_o a_o love_a husband_n to_o the_o wife_n of_o his_o bofome_n yet_o though_o neither_o marriage_n nor_o blood_n can_v plead_v for_o a_o tear_n i_o find_v that_o all_o israël_n mourn_v for_o he_o
and_o yet_o it_o be_v a_o pain_n to_o i_o to_o cry_v yea_o and_o it_o be_v folly_n to_o cry_v because_o i_o receive_v 〈◊〉_d certain_a hurt_n by_o it_o but_o no_o release_n from_o thâ—_n which_o i_o cryfor_o i_o envy_v all_o that_o enjoy_v theâ—_n health_n and_o each_o moment_n i_o be_o ready_a to_o repit_a at_o he_o who_o have_v bring_v i_o so_o low_o thâ—_n smile_n of_o a_o visitant_n be_v a_o dagger_n at_o my_o heart_n for_o while_o i_o find_v myself_o thus_o linger_v in_o a_o sickness_n i_o look_v that_o the_o whole_a world_n shall_v decay_v for_o company_n i_o be_o fretful_a and_o peevish_a and_o disturb_v with_o every_o thing_n yea_o even_o by_o a_o continuance_n of_o the_o fretfulblesse_n itself_o one_o while_o i_o fain_o will_v have_v my_o life_n prolong_v another_o while_o i_o cry_v out_o for_o a_o speedy_a departure_n sometime_o i_o have_v a_o kind_n of_o glimmer_a oâ—_n health_n and_o then_o i_o be_o so_o proud_a of_o it_o that_o 〈◊〉_d adventure_n too_o much_o either_o i_o 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this_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o my_o languish_a this_o be_v the_o ground_n of_o my_o feebleness_n but_o be_v this_o all_o have_v i_o nothing_o but_o the_o stain_n which_o i_o inherit_v from_o my_o parent_n to_o be_v term_v the_o cause_n of_o this_o my_o misery_n one_o only_a offence_n to_o my_o great_a creator_n have_v power_n enough_o to_o purchase_v my_o disquiet_n but_o have_v i_o but_o one_o be_v my_o hereditary_a sin_n my_o only_a crime_n sure_o i_o fear_v that_o i_o have_v something_o amiss_o in_o my_o own_o thought_n and_o word_n and_o action_n as_o well_o as_o in_o my_o parent_n un-kind_n legacy_n i_o can_v believe_v that_o god_n do_v afflict_v my_o body_n with_o these_o chastisement_n yea_o and_o threaten_v my_o soul_n too_o with_o eternal_a torture_n and_o all_o this_o only_a for_o a_o sin_n of_o adam_n so_o many_o age_n since_o commit_v thus_o indeed_o he_o may_v do_v and_o yet_o i_o shall_v not_o choose_v but_o justify_v he_o when_o he_o shall_v speak_v 51.4_o ps_n 51.4_o and_o clear_v he_o when_o he_o shall_v judge_n oh_o but_o i_o feel_v something_o else_o at_o my_o heart_n as_o weighty_a as_o lead_v which_o make_v i_o cry_v out_o it_o be_v something_o at_o my_o conscience_n which_o tell_v i_o that_o i_o have_v more_o to_o answer_v for_o then_o the_o pollution_n of_o nature_n it_o assure_v i_o that_o i_o have_v offend_v cruel_o deep_o desperate_o i_o have_v offend_v it_o be_v true_a o_o my_o angry_a my_o disturb_a conscience_n i_o must_v confess_v i_o have_v oh_o my_o heart_n i_o feel_v there_o i_o feel_v there_o something_o more_o than_o a_o universal_a guilt_n i_o have_v offend_v i_o have_v sin_v actual_o great_o mighty_o bloody_o in_o every_o thought_n in_o every_o word_n in_o every_o action_n i_o have_v so_o industrious_o employ_v my_o time_n to_o the_o dishonour_n of_o my_o god_n that_o i_o can_v remember_v i_o ever_o please_v he_o guilty_a guilty_a i_o must_v i_o do_v confess_v myself_o high_o guilty_a of_o fearful_a crime_n such_o as_o 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say_v son_n be_v of_o good_a cheer_n thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o and_o again_o when_o thirty_o &_o eight_o year_n have_v be_v spend_v by_o a_o man_n in_o a_o linger_a disease_n and_o after_o that_o my_o jesus_n have_v cure_v he_o when_o he_o find_v he_o in_o the_o temple_n 5.14_o io_n 5.14_o his_o word_n to_o he_o be_v behold_v thou_o be_v make_v whole_a sin_n no_o more_o lest_o a_o worse_a thing_n come_v unto_o thou_o saint_n paul_n assure_v the_o corinthian_n that_o because_o they_o do_v unworthy_o approach_v the_o table_n of_o the_o lord_n 11.30_o 1._o cor_n 11.30_o even_o for_o this_o cause_n many_o be_v weak_a and_o sick_a among_o they_o and_o many_o sleep_v thus_o the_o punishment_n be_v send_v from_o god_n but_o the_o offence_n be_v both_o in_o and_o from_o ourselves_o but_o have_v all_o disease_n the_o same_o original_n be_v sin_n the_o ground_n of_o every_o sickness_n can_v i_o be_v afflict_v with_o this_o languish_a malady_n but_o it_o must_v needs_o proceed_v from_o the_o wickedness_n i_o have_v commit_v no_o doubtless_o for_o this_o very_a kind_n and_o manner_n of_o sickness_n have_v particular_o be_v threaten_v yea_o and_o send_v too_o as_o a_o punishment_n for_o disobedience_n a_o languish_a have_v be_v threaten_v and_o send_v upon_o the_o very_a creature_n for_o the_o sin_n and_o wickedness_n of_o the_o offend_a people_n thus_o the_o prophet_n bemoan_v the_o punishment_n of_o the_o jew_n for_o their_o great_a rebellion_n and_o say_v the_o earth_n mourn_v 24.4_o be_v 24.4_o and_o fade_v away_o the_o world_n languish_v and_o fade_v away_o the_o height_n of_o the_o people_n of_o the_o earth_n do_v languish_v 14.2_o jer_n 14.2_o thus_o in_o a_o grievous_a famine_n judah_n mourn_v and_o the_o gate_n thereof_o languish_v they_o be_v black_a unto_o the_o ground_n and_o jerusalem_n be_v go_v up_o 16.8_o be_v 16.8_o thus_o the_o field_n of_o hesbon_n languish_v and_o the_o vine_n of_o shibmah_n the_o lord_n of_o the_o heathen_a brake_n down_o the_o principal_a plant_n thereof_o 1.10_o joel_n 1.10_o thus_o among_o the_o jew_n the_o field_n be_v waste_v the_o land_n mourn_v for_o the_o corn_n be_v waste_v the_o new_a wine_n be_v dry_v up_o the_o oil_n languish_v 12_o vers_fw-la 12_o the_o vine_n be_v dry_v up_o and_o the_o figtree_n languish_v thus_o in_o the_o confusion_n of_o egypt_n the_o fisher_n mourn_v 19.8_o be_v 19.8_o and_o all_o that_o do_v cast_v the_o angle_n into_o the_o brook_n lament_v and_o they_o that_o spread_v net_n upon_o the_o water_n do_v languish_v thus_o among_o the_o enemy_n of_o the_o church_n the_o earth_n mourn_v and_o languish_v 33.9_o c_o 33.9_o lebanon_n be_v ashamed_a and_o hew_v
bless_v you_o if_o you_o be_v righteous_a 4.6_o vers_fw-la 28_o ps_n 5.12_o ps_n 115.13_o 2._o tim_n 4.6_o and_o â—ith_o favour_n he_o will_v compass_v you_o as_o with_o a_o shield_n he_o will_v bless_v they_o that_o fear_v he_o both_o small_a and_o great_a and_o now_o my_o child_n i_o have_v not_o much_o more_o to_o say_v to_o you_o for_o the_o time_n of_o my_o departure_n be_v at_o hand_n if_o you_o do_v hearty_o love_v your_o god_n i_o know_v that_o you_o will_v affectionate_o love_v each_o other_o you_o will_v be_v observant_a to_o your_o guardian_n and_o instructour_n you_o will_v be_v courteous_a unto_o all_o be_v not_o dismay_v at_o any_o cross_n or_o affliction_n at_o any_o loss_n or_o poverty_n which_o may_v fall_v upon_o you_o 23.25_o mat_n 6.33_o deut_n 28.8_o exit_fw-la 23.25_o but_o seek_v you_o first_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n and_o his_o righteousness_n and_o then_o all_o other_o thing_n shall_v be_v add_v unto_o you_o then_o the_o lord_n shall_v command_v the_o 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of_o your_o land_n and_o your_o corn_n and_o your_o wine_n and_o your_o oil_n and_o the_o increase_n of_o your_o kine_n and_o the_o flock_n of_o your_o sheep_n in_o the_o place_n where_o you_o shall_v live_v 28.12_o c._n 28.12_o he_o will_v open_v unto_o you_o his_o good_a treasure_n the_o heaven_n to_o give_v the_o rain_n unto_o your_o land_n in_o his_o season_n and_o to_o bless_v all_o the_o work_n of_o your_o hand_n 49.25_o gen._n 49.25_o and_o you_o shall_v lend_v unto_o many_o and_o you_o shall_v not_o borrow_v he_o shall_v help_v you_o and_o bless_v you_o with_o the_o blessing_n of_o heaven_n above_o blessing_n of_o the_o deep_a that_o lie_v under_o and_o blessing_n of_o the_o breast_n &_o of_o the_o womb_n and_o that_o he_o may_v thus_o bless_v you_o the_o same_o lord_n direct_v your_o heart_n &_o preserve_v you_o in_o his_o blessing_n all_o that_o i_o can_v do_v now_o be_v to_o pray_v for_o you_o and_o my_o weakness_n will_v hardly_o permit_v i_o to_o do_v that_o yet_o so_o 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craftiness_n whereby_o they_o lie_v in_o wait_v to_o deceive_v 15_o vers_fw-la 15_o but_o that_o speak_v and_o believe_v this_o truth_n in_o love_n i_o may_v grow_v up_o unto_o he_o in_o all_o thing_n which_o be_v the_o head_n even_o christ_n my_o redeemer_n and_o that_o i_o may_v thus_o repent_v i_o of_o my_o sin_n and_o continue_v in_o love_n and_o persevere_v in_o the_o faith_n and_o submit_v to_o his_o good_a pleasure_n i_o will_v with_o a_o bend_a heart_n and_o a_o sorrowful_a spirit_n and_o weep_a eye_n pray_v unto_o he_o and_o say_v exercise_n 3_o 3._o the_o prayer_n of_o the_o sick_a father_n of_o mercy_n lord_n of_o life_n thou_o god_n which_o be_v a_o refuge_n in_o the_o time_n of_o trouble_n 6.2_o ps_n 6.2_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o 143.4_o ps_n 143.4_o for_o i_o be_o weak_a and_o my_o heart_n with_o in_o i_o be_v desolate_a a_o sinner_n i_o be_o i_o must_v confess_v it_o not_o deserve_v thy_o mercy_n a_o foul_a a_o grievous_a sinner_n i_o be_o who_o have_v disobey_v thy_o 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spirit_n i_o have_v sin_v o_o i_o have_v sin_v and_o do_v amiss_o and_o my_o portion_n may_v be_v just_o therefore_o in_o the_o land_n of_o darkness_n there_o to_o be_v torment_v with_o the_o devil_n and_o his_o angel_n forever_o but_o o_o thou_o who_o have_v promise_v to_o heal_v all_o those_o that_o be_v break_v in_o heart_n 3._o ps_n 147_o 3._o and_o to_o bind_v up_o their_o wound_n be_v reconcile_v unto_o i_o in_o the_o wound_n of_o my_o redeemer_n speak_v peace_n unto_o my_o conscience_n in_o this_o agony_n 143.6_o ps_n 143.6_o in_o this_o sorrowful_a and_o deep_a sigh_v for_o my_o scarlet_a sin_n to_o thou_o 143.6_o ps_n 143.6_o and_o to_o thou_o alone_o i_o stretch_v forth_o my_o hand_n to_o thou_o my_o soul_n gasp_v as_o a_o thirsty_a land_n 7._o vers_fw-la 7._o hear_v i_o o_o lord_n &_o that_o soon_o for_o my_o spirit_n wax_v faint_a hide_v not_o thy_o face_n from_o i_o lest_o i_o be_v like_a unto_o they_o that_o go_v down_o to_o destruction_n o_o let_v not_o these_o tear_n 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by_o thy_o bluodie_a sweat_n revive_v i_o by_o thy_o death_n and_o o_o son_n of_o god_n and_o saviour_n of_o the_o world_n present_v i_o to_o thy_o father_n in_o the_o robe_n of_o thy_o righteousness_n 94.13_o ps_n 94.13_o give_v i_o patience_n in_o this_o time_n of_o adversity_n that_o i_o may_v quiet_o and_o content_o submit_v to_o thy_o good_a pleasure_n rely_v upon_o thy_o mercy_n be_v thankful_a for_o thy_o chastisement_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n so_o look_v up_o unto_o thou_o in_o this_o time_n of_o my_o sickness_n that_o i_o may_v hereafter_o be_v raise_v to_o glory_n by_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o resurrection_n this_o sickness_n for_o aught_o i_o know_v may_v be_v unto_o death_n but_o in_o thou_o i_o trust_v it_o shall_v be_v a_o passage_n unto_o life_n if_o thou_o have_v pass_v the_o sentence_n of_o the_o first_o death_n upon_o i_o decree_a to_o execute_v it_o by_o this_o my_o sickness_n &_o to_o lay_v i_o in_o the_o dust_n by_o this_o present_a visitation_n howsoever_o be_v please_v o_o my_o father_n for_o the_o worthiness_n of_o thy_o son_n to_o free_v meet_v from_o the_o horror_n of_o the_o second_o death_n let_v i_o be_v find_v of_o thou_o in_o peace_n 119.175_o 2._o pet_n 3_o 14._o hab_fw-mi 3.2_o be_v 9.13_o job._n 3.25_o mich_n 6_o 13._o 1._o pet_n 4_o 19_o ps_n 119.175_o that_o it_o may_v clear_o appear_v to_o i_o that_o thou_o be_v a_o god_n of_o truth_n and_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o judgement_n remember_v mercy_n unto_o thou_o i_o turn_v for_o thou_o have_v smite_v i_o and_o the_o thing_n that_o i_o so_o great_o fear_v be_v fall_v upon_o i_o my_o body_n thou_o
destruction_n nor_o the_o threaten_a fall_n nor_o thy_o resist_v we_o nor_o sodom_n ruin_n lord_n forgive_v this_o iniquity_n among_o we_o and_o give_v we_o now_o such_o humble_a heart_n 75.6_o ps_n 75.6_o that_o we_o may_v no_o more_o set_v our_o horn_n on_o high_a nor_o speak_v with_o stiff_a neck_n for_o why_o thou_o o_o god_n be_v the_o judge_n 8._o vers_fw-la 8._o thou_o put_v down_o one_o and_o set_v up_o another_o we_o be_v teach_v o_o thou_o just_a god_n of_o truth_n 11.1_o prov._n 11.1_o that_o a_o false_a balance_n be_v abomination_n unto_o thou_o but_o a_o just_a weight_n be_v thy_o delight_n and_o we_o know_v that_o thou_o do_v question_v by_o thy_o prophet_n say_v 6.11_o mic_n 6.11_o shall_v i_o count_v they_o pure_a with_o the_o wicked_a balance_n and_o with_o the_o bag_n of_o deceitful_a weight_n 10_o vers_fw-la 10_o be_v there_o not_o in_o jerusalem_n and_o samaria_n the_o treasure_n of_o wickedness_n in_o the_o house_n of_o the_o wicked_a and_o the_o scant_a measure_n which_o be_v aboâ—minable_a yea_o and_o we_o know_v that_o thou_o doâ—…_n strict_o forbid_v 15_o deut_n 25.14_o vers_fw-la 13_o vers_fw-la 15_o say_v thou_o shall_v not_o have_v iâ—_n thy_o house_n diverse_a measure_n a_o great_a and_o 〈◊〉_d small_a thou_o shall_v not_o have_v in_o thy_o bag_n divers_a weight_n a_o great_a and_o a_o small_a but_o thou_o shalâ—_n have_v a_o perfect_a and_o just_a weight_n a_o perfect_a and_o just_a measure_n shall_v thou_o have_v that_o thy_o day_n may_v be_v lengthen_v in_o the_o land_n which_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n give_v thou_o and_o yet_o for_o all_o this_o the_o same_o complaint_n may_v be_v make_v against_o many_o of_o we_o 6.13_o jer_n 6.13_o which_o be_v against_o judah_n we_o be_v give_v to_o coveteousnesse_n and_o we_o deal_v false_o just_o therefore_o o_o most_o righteous_a judge_n thou_o may_v question_v we_o as_o thou_o do_v the_o jew_n and_o say_v 10_o c_o 7.9_o vers_fw-la 10_o will_v you_o steal_v murder_n commâ—_n adultery_n and_o swear_v false_o and_o come_v and_o stand_v before_o i_o in_o my_o house_n which_o be_v call_v by_o my_o name_n and_o say_v we_o be_v deliver_v 〈◊〉_d do_v all_o these_o abomination_n o_o thou_o that_o be_v the_o easer_n of_o the_o oppress_a thou_o god_n of_o compassionate_a bowel_n to_o thou_o be_v also_o know_v both_o the_o deceaver_n and_o the_o oppressor_n walk_v hand_n in_o hand_n among_o we_o sure_o thou_o have_v see_v it_o 10.15_o ps_n 10.15_o for_o thou_o behold_v ungodliness_n and_o wrong_n therefore_o thou_o call_v 5_o amos._n 8.4_o vers_fw-la 5_o say_v hear_v this_o o_o you_o that_o swallow_v up_o the_o needy_a even_o to_o make_v the_o poor_a of_o the_o land_n to_o fail_v say_v when_o will_v the_o sabbath_n be_v go_v that_o we_o may_v set_v forth_o wheat_n make_v the_o ephah_n small_a and_o the_o shekel_n great_a and_o falsify_v the_o balance_n by_o deceit_n 6._o vers_fw-la 6._o that_o we_o may_v buy_v the_o poor_a for_o silver_n and_o the_o needy_a for_o a_o pair_n of_o 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dwell_v therein_o do_v languish_v thus_o o_o thus_o wicked_o thus_o contemptuous_o 15._o jud_n 10_o 15._o thus_o outrageous_o yea_o and_o many_o more_o and_o worse_o though_o close_a way_n have_v we_o sin_v o_o lord_n do_v thou_o unto_o we_o whatsoever_o in_o thy_o mercy_n seem_v good_a unto_o thou_o for_o these_o 50.4_o jer._n 50.4_o and_o for_o all_o other_o our_o private_a and_o public_a our_o secret_a and_o our_o open_a our_o particular_a and_o our_o general_a crime_n i_o besiech_v thou_o o_o father_n of_o mercy_n to_o grant_v that_o i_o and_o all_o the_o people_n of_o the_o land_n may_v go_v weep_v as_o once_o do_v the_o child_n of_o israel_n and_o of_o judah_n lord_n be_v reconcile_v unto_o we_o in_o the_o blood_n of_o that_o lamb_n of_o thou_o who_o take_v away_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o world_n cause_v we_o all_o now_o in_o this_o time_n of_o our_o visitation_n to_o learn_v 5._o vers_fw-la 5._o and_o ask_v the_o way_n to_o zion_n with_o our_o face_n thitherward_o say_v come_v &_o 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