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be_v demand_v of_o he_o not_o desire_v for_o any_o save_a end_n but_o mere_o for_o our_o experience_n 3._o in_o this_o so_o vast_a a_o wilderness_n so_o full_a of_o snare_n and_o danger_n see_v how_o many_o of_o they_o i_o have_v cut_v off_o and_o thrust_v out_o of_o my_o heart_n according_a as_o thou_o o_o god_n of_o my_o salvation_n have_v give_v i_o the_o grace_n to_o do_v and_o yet_o for_o all_o this_o when_o be_v the_o time_n that_o i_o dare_v bold_o say_v so_o many_o of_o this_o kind_n of_o thing_n daily_o importune_v this_o life_n of_o we_o when_o may_v i_o bold_o say_v that_o myself_o be_v by_o no_o such_o like_a thing_n provoke_v to_o look_v towards_o it_o or_o out_o of_o a_o vain_a desire_n to_o covet_v it_o true_a it_o be_v that_o the_o theater_n do_v not_o now_o adays_o carry_v i_o away_o nor_o do_v i_o much_o now_o regard_v to_o know_v the_o course_n of_o the_o star_n nor_o have_v my_o soul_n at_o any_o time_n inquire_v answer_n at_o the_o ghost_n depart_v all_o 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catholic_a faith_n but_o against_o the_o fiction_n of_o carnal_a imagination_n but_o herein_o have_v i_o be_v rash_a and_o anpious_a that_o what_o i_o ought_v to_o have_v learn_v by_o enquiry_n i_o have_v speak_v of_o as_o condemn_v for_o thou_o o_o the_o most_o high_a and_o the_o most_o near_o the_o most_o secret_a and_o yet_o most_o present_a with_o we_o have_v not_o such_o limb_n of_o which_o some_o be_v big_a and_o some_o smalâ—â—â—_n but_o be_v whole_o every_o where_o circumscribe_v in_o no_o certain_a place_n nor_o be_v thou_o like_o these_o corporeal_a shape_n yet_o have_v thou_o make_v man_n after_o thy_o own_o image_n and_o behold_v from_o head_n to_o foot_n be_v he_o contain_v in_o some_o certain_a build_n chap._n 4._o of_o the_o letter_n and_o the_o spirit_n 1._o be_v thus_o ignorant_a therefore_o in_o what_o manner_n this_o image_n of_o thou_o shall_v subsist_v i_o something_o earnest_o propound_v the_o doubt_n how_o that_o be_v to_o be_v 〈◊〉_d but_o do_v not_o 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find_v to_o 〈◊〉_d trâ—â—â—_n yet_o find_v it_o not_o â—o_o teach_v what_o i_o hearty_o 〈◊〉_d it_o for_o teach_v in_o this_o manner_n be_v i_o first_o confound_v and_o then_o convert_v and_o i_o much_o rejoice_v o_o my_o god_n that_o thy_o only_a church_n the_o body_n of_o thy_o only_a son_n wherein_o the_o name_n of_o christ_n place_n have_v be_v put_v upon_o i_o be_v yet_o a_o infant_n do_v not_o relish_v these_o childish_a toy_n nor_o maintain_v any_o such_o tenet_n in_o her_o sound_a doctrine_n as_o to_o crowd_v up_o the_o creator_n of_o this_o all_o under_o the_o shape_n of_o humane_a member_n into_o any_o proportion_n of_o a_o place_n which_o though_o never_o so_o great_a and_o so_o large_a shall_v yet_o be_v terminate_v and_o surround_v 2._o and_o for_o this_o i_o rejoice_v also_o for_o that_o the_o old_a scripture_n of_o the_o law_n &_o the_o prophet_n be_v lay_v before_o i_o now_o to_o be_v peruse_v not_o with_o that_o eye_n to_o which_o they_o seem_v most_o absurd_a before_o when_o as_o i_o mislike_v thy_o holy_a one_o for_o think_v so_o &_o so_o whereas_o indeed_o they_o think_v not_o so_o and_o for_o that_o with_o joyful_a heart_n i_o hear_v ambrose_n in_o his_o sermon_n to_o the_o people_n most_o diligent_o oftentimes_o recommend_v this_o text_n for_o a_o rule_n unto_o they_o the_o letter_z 6._o killeth_z but_o the_o spirit_n give_v life_n and_o for_o that_o those_o thing_n which_o take_v according_o to_o the_o letter_n seem_v to_o teach_v perverse_a doctrine_n he_o spiritual_o lay_v open_a unto_o we_o have_v take_v off_o the_o veil_n of_o the_o mystery_n teach_v nothing_o in_o it_o that_o offend_v i_o though_o such_o thing_n he_o teach_v as_o i_o know_v not_o as_o yet_o whether_o they_o be_v true_a or_o no._n for_o i_o all_o this_o while_n keep_v my_o heart_n firm_a from_o assent_v to_o any_o thing_n fear_v to_o fall_v headlong_o but_o by_o this_o hang_n in_o suspense_n i_o be_v the_o worse_o kill_v for_o my_o whole_a desire_n be_v to_o be_v make_v so_o well_o assure_v of_o those_o thing_n which_o i_o see_v not_o as_o i_o be_v certain_a that_o seven_o and_o three_o make_v ten_o 3._o for_o i_o be_v not_o so_o mad_a yet_o as_o not_o to_o think_v that_o this_o last_o proposition_n may_v not_o by_o demonstration_n be_v comprehend_v wherefore_o i_o desire_v to_o have_v other_o thing_n as_o clear_o demonstrate_v as_o this_o whether_o namely_o those_o thing_n shall_v be_v corporeal_a which_o be_v not_o present_a before_o my_o sense_n or_o spiritual_a whereof_o i_o know_v not_o yet_o how_o to_o conceive_v but_o after_o a_o corporeal_a manner_n but_o by_o believe_v may_v i_o have_v be_v cure_v that_o so_o the_o eyesight_n of_o my_o soul_n be_v clear_v may_v some_o way_n or_o other_o have_v be_v direct_v towards_o thy_o truth_n which_o be_v the_o same_o eternal_o and_o in_o no_o point_n fail_v but_o as_o it_o happen_v usual_o to_o he_o that_o have_v have_v experience_n of_o a_o bad_a physician_n be_v fearful_a afterward_o to_o trust_v himself_o with_o a_o good_a so_o be_v it_o with_o the_o state_n of_o my_o soul_n which_o can_v no_o way_n be_v heal_v faith_n but_o by_o believe_v and_o leave_v it_o shall_v believe_v falsehood_n it_o refuse_v to_o be_v cure_v resist_v in_o the_o mean_a time_n thy_o hand_n who_o have_v prepare_v for_o we_o the_o medicine_n of_o faith_n and_o have_v apply_v they_o to_o the_o disease_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n and_o give_v unto_o they_o it_o so_o great_a authority_n chap._n 5._o of_o the_o authority_n and_o necessary_a use_n of_o the_o holy_a bible_n 1._o from_o henceforth_o therefore_o i_o begin_v first_o of_o all_o to_o esteem_v better_o of_o the_o catheâ—â—â—_n doctrine_n and_o also_o to_o think_v that_o â—e_n do_v with_o more_o modesty_n and_o without_o any_o deceit_n command_v many_o thing_n to_o be_v believe_v notwithstanding_o it_o be_v not_o there_o demonstrate_v 〈◊〉_d what_o it_o shall_v be_v or_o to_o material_a what_o purpose_v it_o shall_v serve_v nor_o yet_o what_o it_o shall_v not_o be_v than_o in_o the_o manichee_n doctrine_n upon_o a_o rash_a promise_n of_o great_a knowledge_n expose_v my_o easiness_n of_o belief_n first_o of_o all_o unto_o derision_n and_o suffer_v afterward_o so_o many_o most_o fabulous_a and_o absurd_a thing_n to_o be_v therefore_o impose_v upon_o i_o to_o believe_v because_o they_o can_v not_o be_v demonstrate_v next_o of_o all_o thou_o lord_n by_o little_a and_o little_a with_o a_o gentle_a and_o most_o merciful_a hand_n work_v and_o rectify_v my_o heart_n even_o while_o i_o take_v into_o my_o consideration_n how_o innumerable_a thing_n i_o otherwise_o believe_v which_o i_o have_v never_o see_v nor_o be_v present_a at_o while_o they_o be_v in_o do_v like_v as_o those_o many_o report_n in_o the_o history_n of_o several_a nation_n those_o many_o relation_n of_o place_n and_o of_o city_n which_o i_o have_v never_o see_v so_o many_o report_n likewise_o of_o friend_n so_o many_o of_o physician_n so_o many_o of_o these_o and_o these_o man_n which_o unless_o we_o shall_v believe_v we_o shall_v do_v nothing_o at_o all_o in_o this_o life_n last_o of_o all_o i_o consider_v with_o how_o unalterable_a a_o assurance_n i_o believe_v of_o what_o parent_n i_o be_v descend_v which_o i_o can_v not_o otherwise_o come_v to_o know_v have_v i_o not_o believe_v it_o upon_o hearsay_n perswade_v i_o at_o last_o that_o not_o they_o who_o believe_v thy_o bible_n which_o with_o so_o great_a authority_n 7._o thou_o have_v settle_v almost_o among_o all_o nation_n but_o those_o who_o believe_v it_o not_o be_v to_o be_v blame_v nor_o be_v those_o man_n to_o be_v listen_v unto_o who_o will_v say_v perchance_o how_o know_v thou_o those_o scripture_n to_o have_v be_v impart_v unto_o mankind_n by_o the_o spirit_n
chastity_n unless_o thou_o give_v it_o and_o that_o thou_o very_o will_v give_v it_o if_o with_o cordial_a groan_n i_o do_v knock_v at_o thy_o ear_n and_o with_o a_o settle_a faith_n do_v cast_v my_o care_n upon_o thou_o chap._n 12._o a_o contention_n betwixt_o alipius_n and_o augustine_n about_o marriage_n and_o single_a life_n alipius_n indeed_o be_v the_o man_n that_o keep_v i_o from_o marry_v of_o a_o wife_n allege_v that_o by_o no_o mean_n can_v we_o enjoy_v so_o much_o undistracted_a leisure_n as_o to_o live_v together_o in_o the_o love_n of_o wisdom_n as_o we_o long_v since_o have_v desire_v shall_v i_o take_v that_o course_n for_o he_o himself_o be_v so_o chaste_a that_o way_n that_o it_o be_v a_o wonder_n to_o see_v for_o he_o have_v make_v trial_n of_o that_o act_n in_o the_o begin_n of_o his_o youth_n but_o have_v not_o engage_v himself_o by_o it_o he_o be_v sorry_a for_o it_o rather_o and_o despise_v it_o live_v from_o that_o time_n until_o this_o present_a most_o continent_o for_o my_o part_n i_o oppose_v he_o with_o the_o example_n of_o such_o man_n as_o in_o the_o state_n of_o matrimony_n have_v profess_v wisdom_n and_o be_v it_o acceptable_a unto_o god_n and_o converse_v faithful_o and_o love_o with_o their_o acquaintance_n of_o the_o greatness_n of_o who_o spirit_n i_o be_v far_o enough_o short_a thus_o i_o delight_v with_o the_o disease_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o with_o the_o deadly_a sweetness_n of_o it_o draw_v my_o shackle_n along_o with_o i_o much_o afraid_a to_o have_v they_o knock_v off_o and_o as_o if_o my_o wound_n have_v be_v too_o hard_o rub_v by_o it_o i_o put_v back_o his_o good_a persuasion_n as_o it_o be_v the_o hand_n of_o one_o that_o will_v unchaine_v i_o 2._o moreover_o even_o by_o i_o do_v the_o serpent_n speak_v unto_o alipius_n prepare_v and_o lay_v by_o my_o tongue_n most_o pleasurable_a snare_n in_o his_o way_n in_o which_o his_o honest_a and_o yet_o free_a foot_n may_v be_v entangle_v for_o when_o as_o he_o much_o admire_v at_o i_o who_o he_o slight_o esteem_v not_o of_o for_o stick_v so_o fast_o in_o the_o birdlime_n of_o that_o pleasure_n as_o resolute_o to_o affirm_v so_o oft_o as_o we_o have_v speech_n about_o it_o that_o i_o can_v by_o no_o mean_n lead_v a_o single_a life_n and_o that_o i_o use_v this_o for_o a_o argument_n when_o i_o see_v he_o so_o much_o wonder_n at_o the_o matter_n that_o there_o be_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o difference_n betwixt_o the_o pleasure_n which_o he_o have_v try_v by_o stealth_n and_o snatch_n which_o he_o scarce_o now_o remember_v and_o may_v easy_o therefore_o despise_v and_o the_o delight_n of_o my_o daily_a lie_v at_o it_o unto_o which_o may_v but_o the_o honest_a name_n of_o marriage_n be_v add_v he_o will_v not_o wonder_v then_o why_o i_o have_v not_o the_o power_n to_o contemn_v that_o course_n of_o live_v even_o he_o begin_v to_o desire_v to_o be_v marry_v not_o as_o if_o overcome_v with_o the_o lust_n of_o so_o poor_a a_o pleasure_n as_o all_o out_o of_o a_o curiosity_n for_o he_o desire_v as_o he_o say_v to_o know_v what_o manner_n of_o content_n that_o shall_v be_v without_o which_o my_o life_n which_o be_v to_o he_o so_o great_a contentment_n seem_v not_o a_o life_n so_o much_o as_o a_o punishment_n unto_o i_o 3._o for_o his_o mind_n that_o be_v free_a as_o yet_o from_o that_o clog_n stand_v amaze_v at_o my_o thraldom_n and_o out_o of_o that_o amazement_n he_o proceed_v to_o a_o itch_n of_o try_v likely_a enough_o to_o have_v come_v to_o the_o experience_n of_o it_o and_o from_o the_o bare_a experience_n to_o fall_v perchance_o into_o that_o bondage_n he_o in_o i_o so_o much_o admire_v at_o see_v he_o be_v so_o willing_a to_o enter_v into_o a_o covenant_n with_o death_n for_o he_o that_o love_v danger_n shall_v fall_v into_o it_o for_o the_o conjugal_a honour_n if_o any_o there_o be_v in_o the_o office_n of_o well_o order_v the_o duty_n of_o a_o marry_a life_n and_o of_o have_v of_o child_n move_v we_o but_o little_o but_o that_o which_o for_o the_o most_o part_n do_v most_o violent_o afflict_v i_o already_o make_v a_o slave_n to_o it_o be_v the_o custom_n of_o satisfy_v a_o insatiable_a lust_n but_o he_o that_o be_v hereafter_o to_o be_v enslave_v do_v a_o admiration_n screw_v up_o to_o it_o in_o this_o case_n we_o continue_v until_o thou_o o_o most_o high_a not_o forsake_v our_o lowliness_n have_v compassion_n of_o we_o that_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o it_o do_v at_o length_n fetch_v we_o off_o by_o admirable_a and_o secret_a device_n chap._n 13._o augustine_n lay_v out_o for_o a_o wife_n 1._o and_o much_o ado_n there_o be_v to_o get_v i_o a_o wife_n now_o go_v i_o a_o woo_n and_o then_o be_v the_o wench_n promise_v i_o my_o mother_n take_v most_o pain_n to_o beat_v the_o bargain_n her_o purpose_n in_o it_o be_v that_o when_o i_o be_v marry_v once_o margin_n the_o wholesome_a water_n of_o baptism_n may_v cleanse_v i_o towards_o which_o she_o much_o rejoice_v to_o see_v i_o daily_o fit_v myself_o 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how_o much_o difference_n there_o be_v betwixt_o thy_o revelation_n and_o the_o dream_n of_o her_o own_o spirit_n yet_o go_v we_o forward_o earnest_o and_o the_o parent_n goodwill_n be_v ask_v but_o the_o maid_n want_v two_o year_n of_o be_v marriageable_a yet_o for_o that_o i_o have_v a_o good_a like_n to_o she_o i_o be_v content_a to_o stay_v so_o long_o for_o she_o chap._n 14._o a_o new_a plot_n lay_v and_o break_v 1._o and_o we_o be_v many_o friend_n of_o we_o which_o debate_v of_o the_o matter_n who_o confer_v about_o the_o detest_a these_o turbulent_a molestation_n of_o a_o worldly_a life_n have_v now_o resolve_v that_o sequester_v ourselves_o from_o company_n to_o live_v retire_o and_o to_o lay_v this_o ground_n for_o our_o retirememt_fw-mi that_o what_o stock_n every_o man_n be_v able_a to_o make_v we_o shall_v put_v together_o and_o make_v one_o household_n of_o all_o that_o through_o the_o plain-dealing_a of_o a_o common_a friendship_n one_o thing_n shall_v not_o be_v this_o 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can_v say_v the_o lord_n lie_v for_o what_o else_o be_v it_o from_o thou_o to_o hear_v of_o themselves_o but_o to_o know_v themselves_o and_o who_o be_v he_o that_o know_v himself_o can_v say_v it_o be_v false_a unless_o himself_o lie_v but_o because_o charity_n believe_v all_o thing_n that_o be_v to_o say_v among_o those_o who_o by_o knit_v unto_o itself_o it_o make_v one_o i_o therefore_o o_o lord_n do_v so_o also_o confess_v unto_o thou_o as_o that_o man_n may_v hear_v to_o who_o though_o i_o be_v not_o able_a to_o demonstrate_v whether_o i_o confess_v true_o yet_o give_v they_o credit_v unto_o i_o who_o ear_n charity_n have_v set_v
in_o my_o flesh_n as_o that_o these_o false_a vision_n persuade_v i_o unto_o that_o when_o i_o be_o asleep_a which_o true_a vision_n can_v do_v when_o i_o be_o awake_a be_o i_o not_o myself_o at_o that_o time_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n and_o be_v there_o yet_o so_o much_o difference_n betwixt_o myself_o and_o myself_o in_o that_o moment_n wherein_o i_o pass_v from_o wake_v to_o sleep_v or_o return_v from_o sleep_v unto_o wake_v 2._o where_o be_v my_o reason_n at_o that_o time_n by_o which_o my_o mind_n when_o it_o be_v a_o wake_n resist_v such_o suggestion_n as_o these_o at_o which_o time_n shall_v the_o thing_n themselves_o press_v in_o upon_o i_o yet_o will_v my_o resolution_n re_fw-mi main_a unshake_a be_v my_o reason_n cloze_v up_o together_o with_o my_o eye_n or_o be_v it_o lull_v asleep_a with_o the_o sense_n of_o my_o body_n but_o whence_o then_o come_v it_o to_o posse_fw-mi that_o we_o so_o often_o even_o in_o our_o sleep_n make_v such_o resistance_n and_o be_v mindful_a of_o our_o purpose_n and_o remain_v most_o chaste_o in_o it_o we_o yield_v no_o assent_n unto_o such_o enticement_n and_o yet_o so_o much_o difference_n there_o be_v as_o that_o when_o any_o thing_n have_v otherwise_o happen_v in_o our_o sleep_n we_o upon_o our_o wake_a return_n to_o peace_n of_o conscience_n by_o the_o distance_n of_o time_n discover_v that_o it_o be_v not_o we_o that_o do_v it_o notwithstanding_o we_o be_v sorry_a that_o there_o be_v something_o someway_o or_o other_o do_v in_o us._n be_v not_o thy_o hand_n able_a o_o god_n almighty_a to_o cure_v all_o the_o discase_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o with_o a_o more_o abundant_a measure_n of_o thy_o grace_n also_o to_o quench_v the_o lascivious_a motion_n of_o my_o sleep_n 3._o thou_o shall_v increase_v o_o lord_n thy_o grace_n more_o and_o more_o upon_o i_o that_o my_o soul_n may_v follow_v myself_o home_n to_o thou_o whole_o free_v of_o that_o birdâ—ly_n i_o of_o concupiscence_n that_o it_o may_v no_o long_o rebel_v against_o itself_o nor_o may_v in_o dream_n not_o only_o not_o commit_v these_o adult_n erous_a uncleanness_n by_o mean_n of_o these_o animal_fw-la sensual_a image_n procure_v pollution_n of_o the_o flesh_n but_o that_o it_o may_v not_o so_o much_o as_o once_o consent_v unto_o they_o for_o to_o hinder_v that_o no_o such_o fancy_n no_o not_o so_o much_o as_o shall_v need_v any_o check_n to_o restrain_v it_o do_v its_o pleasure_n in_o the_o chaste_a affection_n of_o those_o that_o sleep_n not_o in_o this_o life_n only_o but_o even_o in_o this_o age_n of_o youth_n be_v not_o hard_o for_o the_o almighty_a to_o do_v who_o be_v able_a to_o do_v above_o all_o that_o we_o ask_v or_o 20._o think_v and_o for_o this_o time_n in_o what_o case_n i_o yet_o be_o in_o this_o kind_n of_o naughtiness_n have_v i_o confess_v unto_o my_o good_a lord_n rejoice_v with_o tremble_v in_o that_o grace_n which_o thou_o have_v already_o give_v i_o and_o bemoan_v myself_o for_o that_o wherein_o i_o be_o still_o unperfect_a well_o hope_v that_o thou_o will_v one_o day_n perfect_a thy_o mercy_n in_o i_o even_o unto_o a_o fullness_n of_o peace_n which_o both_o my_o outward_a and_o inward_a man_n shall_v at_o that_o time_n enjoy_v with_o thou_o whenas_o death_n shall_v be_v swallow_v up_o in_o victory_n 54._o chap._n 31._o the_o temptation_n of_o eat_v and_o drink_v 1._o there_o be_v another_o evil_n of_o the_o day_n which_o i_o wish_v 34_o be_v sufficient_a unto_o it_o that_o we_o be_v fain_o by_o eat_v and_o drink_v to_o repair_v the_o daily_a decay_n of_o our_o body_n until_o such_o time_n as_o thou_o destroy_v both_o 13_o belly_n and_o meat_n whenas_o thou_o shall_v kill_v this_o emptiness_n of_o i_o with_o a_o wonderful_a fullness_n and_o shall_v clothe_v this_o incorruptible_a 54._o with_o a_o eternal_a incorruption_n butin_n this_o life_n even_o necessity_n be_v sweet_a unto_o i_o against_o which_o swetnes_n do_v i_o fight_v lest_o i_o shall_v be_v beguile_v by_o it_o yea_o a_o daily_a war_n do_v i_o make_v bring_v my_o body_n into_o subjection_n by_o my_o fasting_n the_o pinch_n whereof_o be_v by_o the_o pleasure_n i_o take_v in_o it_o expel_v hunger_n &_o thirst_n very_o be_v painful_a they_o burn_v up_o and_o kill_v like_o a_o fever_n unless_o the_o physic_n of_o nourishment_n relieve_v us._n which_o for_o that_o it_o be_v ready_o to_o be_v have_v out_o of_o the_o comfort_n we_o receive_v by_o thy_o gift_n with_o which_o both_o land_n and_o water_n and_o air_n serve_v our_o necessity_n be_v our_o calamity_n term_v our_o delicacy_n thus_o much_o have_v thou_o teach_v i_o that_o i_o be_o to_o take_v my_o meat_n as_o spare_o as_o i_o will_v do_v my_o physic_n 2._o but_o in_o the_o while_n i_o be_o pass_v from_o the_o pinch_n of_o emptynesse_n unto_o the_o content_a of_o a_o competent_a replenish_n do_v that_o snare_n of_o lickorishnesse_n even_o in_o the_o very_a passage_n lie_v in_o ambush_n for_o i_o for_o that_o passage_n between_o be_v a_o kind_n of_o pleasure_n nor_o be_v 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they_o mere_o compel_v by_o necessity_n instance_v in_o the_o fabric_n of_o the_o heaven_n and_o in_o the_o order_n of_o the_o star_n and_o that_o thou_o never_o make_v they_o of_o thyself_o but_o that_o they_o be_v otherwhere_o ready_o create_v to_o thy_o hand_n which_o thou_o only_o draw_v together_o and_o join_v one_o to_o another_o and_o frame_v up_o at_o such_o time_n as_o against_o thy_o enemy_n now_o new_o overcome_v thou_o rayse_v up_o the_o wall_n of_o the_o world_n that_o by_o this_o building_n they_o be_v utter_o now_o defeat_v may_v never_o again_o be_v able_a to_o rebel_v against_o thou_o as_o for_o
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in_o they_o chap._n 35._o he_o pray_v for_o peace_n 1._o grant_v o_o lord_n god_n thy_o peace_n unto_o we_o for_o what_o ever_o we_o have_v thou_o have_v give_v us._n give_v we_o the_o peace_n of_o quietness_n the_o peace_n of_o the_o sabbath_n a_o sabbath_n of_o peace_n without_o any_o evening_n for_o all_o this_o most_o goodly_a array_n of_o thing_n so_o very_o good_a have_v finish_v their_o course_n be_v so_o pass_v away_o for_o a_o morning_n and_o a_o evening_n be_v desâ—inâ—ed_v 〈…〉_z they_o chap._n 36._o why_o the_o seven_o day_n have_v no_o evening_n 1._o but_o the_o seven_o day_n be_v without_o any_o evening_n nor_o have_v it_o any_o sunset_n ever_o because_o thou_o have_v sanctify_v it_o to_o a_o everlasting_a continu_fw-fr 〈…〉_z that_o that_o which_o thyself_o do_v after_o thy_o work_n which_o be_v very_o good_a meaning_n rest_n namely_o the_o seven_o day_n although_o â—â—on_o those_o work_n thou_o creat_v without_o break_v thy_o rest_n the_o same_o may_v the_o voice_n of_o thy_o bible_n speak_v beforehand_o unto_o we_o namely_o that_o we_o also_o after_o our_o work_n which_o be_v therefore_o very_o good_a because_o thou_o have_v give_v we_o grace_n to_o do_v they_o may_v rest_v in_o thou_o in_o the_o sabbath_n of_o life_n everlasting_a chap._n 37._o when_o god_n shall_v rest_v in_o us._n 1._o for_o in_o that_o sabbath_n thou_o shall_v so_o rest_v in_o we_o as_o thou_o now_o work_v in_o we_o and_o so_o shall_v that_o rest_n be_v thou_o by_o we_o even_o as_o these_o work_n be_v thou_o too_o by_o us._n but_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v work_v always_o and_o rest_v always_o too_o nor_o do_v thou_o see_v for_o a_o 〈◊〉_d nor_o art_n thou_o move_v for_o a_o time_n nor_o do_v rest_v for_o a_o time_n and_o yet_o thou_o make_v those_o view_v which_o be_v make_v in_o time_n yea_o the_o very_a time_n themselves_o and_o the_o rest_n which_o proceed_v from_o time_n chap._n 38._o god_n be_v hold_v create_v thing_n one_o way_n and_o man_n another_o way_n we_o therefore_o 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