16._o 6._o i_o say_v unto_o thou_o when_o thou_o be_v in_o thy_o blood_n live_v i_o die_v for_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v not_o die_v i_o be_o come_v that_o thou_o may_v have_v life_n then_o the_o blessing_n of_o these_o who_o be_v ready_a to_o perish_v be_v pour_v out_o upon_o the_o ransomer_n then_o as_o mic._n 7._o 18_o who_o be_v a_o god_n like_o unto_o thou_o that_o pardon_v iniquity_n the_o deep_a thy_o sense_n of_o gild_n be_v be_v join_v with_o some_o hope_n of_o mercy_n thou_o be_v in_o the_o sure_a way_n for_o the_o rich_a consolation_n of_o god_n they_o that_o sow_v in_o tear_n shall_v reap_v in_o joy_n the_o lord_n have_v appoint_v the_o garment_n of_o praise_n after_o the_o spirit_n of_o heaviness_n isai_n 61._o 3._o 6_o and_o though_o thou_o have_v no_o fear_n of_o wrath_n have_v ground_n to_o hope_v that_o thou_o be_v reconcile_v to_o god_n by_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n yet_o come_v humble_o because_o thy_o sin_n be_v against_o such_o stream_n of_o mercy_n run_v upon_o thou_o and_o pass_v by_o other_o thou_o know_v that_o thou_o have_v never_o live_v suitable_a to_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n never_o full_o pay_v thy_o vow_n never_o glorify_v god_n in_o body_n and_o spirit_n as_o it_o become_v one_o not_o his_o own_o but_o buy_v with_o a_o price_n much_o be_v require_v of_o thou_o because_o much_o be_v give_v thou_o let_v the_o sense_n of_o this_o go_v deep_o in_o thy_o heart_n for_o if_o hope_v of_o pardon_n make_v thy_o sin_n easy_a thou_o have_v cause_n to_o suspect_v both_o thyself_o and_o thy_o hope_n there_o be_v no_o conviction_n shall_v be_v more_o humble_v than_o foolish_a requite_v of_o the_o lord_n and_o no_o grief_n more_o grieve_v than_o grieve_v of_o his_o spirit_n who_o mind_v our_o grief_n and_o know_v our_o soul_n in_o adversity_n thou_o will_v not_o want_v matter_n of_o humble_v to_o take_v with_o thou_o to_o the_o lord_n table_n and_o need_n of_o renew_a application_n of_o that_o precious_a blood_n if_o thou_o open_v thy_o eye_n to_o see_v thy_o way_n jer._n 2._o 23._o 7._o come_v humble_o in_o the_o sense_n of_o thy_o sin_n that_o thou_o may_v value_v the_o least_o of_o mercy_n and_o the_o very_a crumb_n that_o fall_v from_o his_o table_n and_o if_o such_o a_o full_a cup_n of_o consolation_n be_v not_o pour_v out_o to_o thou_o as_o to_o other_o or_o as_o at_o other_o time_n to_o thyself_o yet_o to_o justify_v god_n in_o thy_o heart_n not_o think_v thou_o have_v hard_a measure_n not_o wonder_v if_o he_o hide_v his_o face_n from_o thou_o but_o rather_o wonder_v if_o it_o shine_v upon_o thou_o consider_v thy_o provocation_n this_o true_a sense_n of_o thy_o unworthiness_n will_v make_v thou_o think_v o_o that_o i_o may_v have_v a_o cup_n of_o salvation_n when_o i_o go_v to_o his_o table_n whether_o it_o be_v a_o cup_n of_o present_a consolation_n or_o not_o and_o that_o thou_o may_v approach_v with_o some_o humble_v sense_n of_o thy_o sin_n consider_v that_o there_o must_v be_v some_o more_o deadly_a poison_n in_o sin_n than_o we_o do_v apprehend_v when_o no_o less_o do_v expiate_v the_o guilt_n than_o that_o blood_n which_o be_v call_v the_o blood_n of_o god_n that_o no_o other_o sacrifice_n nor_o offer_n can_v avail_v study_n o_o christian_n to_o know_v more_o of_o the_o demerit_n of_o sin_n the_o greatness_n of_o the_o justice_n of_o god_n that_o will_v accept_v of_o no_o other_o atonement_n and_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o deliverance_n if_o thou_o be_v now_o a_o believer_n that_o the_o weight_n of_o wrath_n be_v not_o come_v upon_o thou_o and_o think_v with_o thyself_o thou_o by_o thy_o sin_n pierce_v he_o thou_o bring_v bless_v jesus_n to_o sweat_v these_o drop_n of_o blood_n thou_o press_v on_o he_o with_o the_o weight_n of_o thy_o sin_n until_o he_o cry_v out_o my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o can_v thou_o want_v a_o humble_v sense_n of_o sin_n and_o think_v this_o be_v for_o thou_o can_v thou_o yet_o mind_n it_o and_o not_o mourn_v what_o hateful_a heart_n have_v we_o that_o be_v not_o more_o pierce_v with_o the_o pierce_a of_o christ_n and_o a_o wonder_n if_o many_o of_o we_o find_v a_o interest_n in_o that_o death_n wherewith_o we_o be_v so_o little_o concern_v 2._o be_v particular_a and_o impartial_a in_o search_v out_o the_o aggravation_n of_o thy_o sin_n from_o thy_o youth_n up_o and_o when_o conviction_n arise_v in_o thy_o conscience_n choke_v they_o not_o but_o entertain_v they_o as_o a_o mercy_n until_o they_o be_v ripen_v for_o gracious_a humble_v thou_o may_v soon_o lay_v aside_o thy_o conviction_n but_o not_o so_o soon_o take_v they_o up_o again_o it_o may_v be_v god_n give_v thou_o the_o mercy_n of_o many_o conviction_n but_o thy_o love_n to_o sin_n have_v master_v they_o all_o that_o now_o thy_o conscience_n let_v thou_o sin_n with_o ease_n be_v sear_v and_o thy_o heart_n harden_v and_o no_o wonder_n for_o many_o wakening_n of_o conscience_n that_o still_o end_n in_o security_n make_v our_o heart_n as_o the_o iron_n many_o heat_n and_o many_o cool_v make_v the_o iron_n hard_o 3._o but_o when_o none_o of_o thy_o meditation_n or_o conviction_n can_v soften_v thy_o heart_n but_o thou_o can_v behold_v thy_o sin_n and_o not_o grieve_v and_o often_o confess_v it_o yet_o can_v not_o mourn_v never_o get_v thy_o heart_n pour_v out_o to_o god_n except_o some_o weight_n of_o affliction_n press_v thou_o and_o then_o thou_o will_v pour_v out_o a_o prayer_n when_o the_o lord_n be_v chasten_v thou_o and_o when_o thy_o affliction_n be_v over_o the_o pour_v out_o of_o thy_o heart_n be_v at_o a_o end_n i_o say_v when_o nothing_o prevail_v with_o thy_o obdure_v heart_n yet_o bless_v god_n that_o there_o be_v a_o promise_a spirit_n of_o mourning_n zech._n 12._o 10._o they_o shall_v look_v upon_o i_o who_o they_o have_v pierce_v and_o they_o shall_v mourn_v cry_v to_o god_n for_o this_o help_n that_o thou_o may_v go_v to_o this_o bless_a ordinance_n as_o be_v express_v jer._n 50._o 4._o go_a and_o weep_v and_o verse_n 5._o join_v thyself_o to_o the_o lord_n in_o a_o perpetual_a covenant_n chap._n v._n communion_n with_o christ_n shall_v be_v know_v before_o partake_v the_o four_o inference_n if_o that_o the_o worthy_a receiver_n at_o the_o lord_n table_n obtain_v the_o communion_n of_o his_o body_n and_o blood_n then_o communicant_n be_v oblige_v to_o understand_v what_o that_o be_v which_o be_v call_v communion_n with_o christ_n before_o they_o partake_v lest_o they_o be_v find_v ignorant_a of_o it_o when_o they_o partake_v consider_v then_o that_o true_a communion_n with_o christ_n be_v the_o happiness_n and_o honour_n of_o all_o who_o obtain_v it_o merit_v the_o great_a seriousness_n to_o know_v how_o sinful_a mortal_n partake_v of_o it_o and_o though_o it_o be_v wonderful_a yet_o the_o exceed_a riches_n of_o free_a grace_n have_v make_v it_o sure_o for_o believer_n have_v the_o privilege_n of_o enter_v into_o the_o holy_a by_o the_o blood_n of_o jesus_n and_o so_o obtain_v a_o more_o gracious_a nearness_n to_o god_n than_o those_o who_o remain_v only_o in_o the_o outer_a court_n and_o that_o this_o may_v appear_v for_o the_o encouragement_n of_o those_o who_o still_o retain_v a_o value_n for_o it_o but_o fear_n that_o this_o fellowship_n be_v reserve_v whole_o for_o a_o better_a life_n i_o shall_v by_o the_o help_n of_o god_n show_v first_o that_o believer_n in_o this_o life_n partake_v a_o peculiar_a and_o intimate_a fellowship_n with_o christ_n second_o it_o be_v preparatory_a antecedent_n whereby_o they_o be_v bring_v unto_o it_o and_o three_o wherein_o it_o consist_v and_o the_o way_n how_o it_o be_v enjoy_v so_o far_o as_o god_n give_v to_o understand_v it_o i_o can_v promise_v the_o reader_n no_o more_o for_o the_o first_o this_o bless_a communion_n with_o the_o lord_n be_v not_o only_o command_v both_o in_o the_o old_a and_o new_a testament_n micah_n 6._o 8_o walk_n humble_o with_o thy_o god_n joh._n 15._o 4._o abide_v in_o i_o &_o i_o in_o you_o &_o so_o be_v make_v the_o plain_a duty_n of_o the_o people_n of_o god_n to_o seek_v after_o it_o but_o be_v also_o promise_v psal_n 140._o 13._o the_o upright_a shall_v dwell_v in_o thy_o presence_n joh._n 14._o 23._o we_o will_v come_v unto_o he_o and_o make_v our_o abode_n with_o he_o so_o that_o believer_n may_v expect_v success_n to_o their_o prayer_n and_o endeavour_n after_o communion_n with_o god_n for_o faithful_a be_v he_o who_o have_v promise_v heb_fw-mi 10._o 23._o second_o the_o near_a union_n that_o be_v between_o christ_n and_o believer_n do_v undeniable_o prove_v this_o communion_n he_o be_v the_o head_n and_o believer_n the_o body_n supply_v in_o every_o part_n by_o the_o head_n
christ_n be_v make_v a_o curse_n for_o we_o v._o 13._o so_o john_n 3._o 18._o he_o that_o believe_v not_o be_v condemn_v already_o but_o rom._n 8._o there_o be_v no_o condemnation_n to_o they_o who_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n observe_v also_o that_o god_n accept_v of_o sincerity_n where_o obedience_n to_o the_o precept_n be_v not_o perfect_a john_n 17._o 6._o they_o have_v keep_v thy_o word_n yet_o their_o obedience_n be_v evident_o imperfect_a therefore_o let_v not_o this_o break_v up_o thy_o work_n that_o thou_o have_v nothing_o suitable_a to_o the_o purity_n of_o god_n law_n neither_o conclude_v thyself_o graceless_a because_o thou_o do_v not_o that_o which_o thou_o will_v in_o obedience_n to_o god_n rom._n 7._o 19_o 5._o beware_v of_o insufficient_a mark_n or_o evidence_n either_o of_o a_o gracious_a or_o graceless_a state_n for_o thou_o may_v deceive_v thyself_o either_o of_o the_o way_n it_o be_v not_o a_o sufficient_a work_n of_o grace_n thou_o take_v delight_v some_o time_n in_o approach_v to_o god_n as_o isai_n 58._o 2._o nor_o great_a appearance_n if_o there_o be_v no_o root_n matth._n 13._o 5._o forthwith_o they_o spring_v up_o the_o appearance_n may_v be_v such_o as_o beholder_n may_v take_v notice_n there_o be_v a_o great_a change_n the_o seed_n spring_v up_o then_o appear_v a_o fresh_a green_a field_n that_o appear_v not_o before_o yet_o no_o sound_a root_n none_o of_o the_o uncorruptible_a seed_n which_o spring_v up_o to_o life_n eternal_a thou_o may_v be_v again_o and_o again_o ashamed_a of_o thy_o sin_n and_o confess_v it_o as_o saul_n yet_o no_o godly_a sorrow_n on_o the_o account_n of_o sin_n itself_o you_o may_v also_o have_v the_o out_o side_n clean_o and_o white_v beyond_o other_o and_o yet_o be_v but_o white_v sepulcher_n nothing_o within_o but_o death_n what_o be_v white_a than_o a_o dunghill_n cover_v over_o with_o snow_n but_o when_o the_o snow_n be_v go_v the_o dunghill_n appear_v as_o it_o be_v on_o the_o other_o hand_n it_o be_v not_o easy_a for_o a_o christian_a when_o he_o examine_v his_o soul_n state_n to_o take_v the_o high_a degree_n of_o grace_n which_o have_v be_v attain_v by_o the_o saint_n and_o make_v they_o the_o only_a evidence_n of_o true_a grace_n as_o paul_n wish_n rom._n 9_o 3._o for_o i_o can_v wish_v that_o myself_o be_v accurse_v from_o christ_n for_o my_o brethren_n my_o kinsman_n according_a to_o the_o flesh_n there_o be_v no_o ground_n to_o think_v that_o be_v record_v as_o a_o mark_v whereby_o every_o christian_a must_v try_v if_o he_o be_v in_o a_o state_n of_o grace_n a_o man_n may_v be_v a_o sincere_a christian_a and_o not_o know_v how_o to_o manage_v such_o a_o wish_n the_o apostle_n paul_n understand_v how_o to_o abide_v in_o christ_n notwithstanding_o of_o this_o his_o extraordinary_a zeal_n for_o his_o countryman_n but_o the_o measure_n of_o grace_n be_v give_v according_a to_o the_o gift_n of_o christ_n eph._n 4._o the_o safe_a way_n be_v to_o take_v scriptural_a mark_n such_o as_o be_v set_v down_o as_o evidence_n of_o sanctify_a grace_n for_o it_o be_v dangerous_a to_o overlook_v these_o such_o as_o that_o john_n 3._o 3._o except_o a_o man_n be_v bear_v again_o he_o can_v enter_v into_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n and_o 2_o cor._n 5._o 17._o therefore_o if_o any_o man_n be_v in_o christ_n he_o be_v a_o new_a creature_n old_a thing_n be_v pass_v away_o behold_v all_o thing_n be_v become_v new_a and_o such_o as_o that_o john_n 14._o 23._o if_o a_o man_n love_v i_o he_o will_v keep_v my_o word_n such_o as_o these_o be_v the_o mark_v we_o shall_v try_v ourselves_o by_o for_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n have_v give_v they_o as_o discovery_n of_o grace_n and_o our_o interest_n in_o christ_n and_o therefore_o it_o be_v our_o sin_n to_o neglect_v they_o be_v a_o great_a mercy_n that_o the_o lord_n in_o a_o manner_n condescend_v to_o answer_v our_o question_n how_o shall_v i_o know_v if_o heaven_n shall_v be_v my_o habitation_n it_o be_v answer_v we_o must_v first_o be_v bear_v again_o we_o must_v be_v regenerate_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n how_o shall_v i_o know_v if_o i_o be_v in_o christ_n it_o be_v answer_v i_o must_v be_v a_o new_a creature_n how_o shall_v i_o know_v if_o i_o have_v the_o love_n of_o god_n it_o be_v answer_v prov._n 8._o 17._o i_o love_v they_o that_o love_v i_o again_z how_o shall_v i_o know_v if_o i_o love_v he_o it_o be_v answer_v i_o must_v keep_v his_o word_n and_o 1_o john_n 5._o and_o every_o one_o that_o love_v he_o that_o beget_v love_v he_o also_o that_o be_v beget_v of_o he_o 6._o when_o thou_o be_v under_o this_o trial_n seek_v to_o have_v thy_o witness_n assist_v and_o speak_v free_o rom._n 8._o 16._o the_o spirit_n itself_o bear_v witness_v with_o our_o spirit_n that_o we_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n albeit_o grace_n have_v be_v free_o give_v thou_o yet_o thou_o will_v need_v the_o help_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n to_o make_v know_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v free_o give_v thou_o as_o 1_o cor._n 2._o 12._o if_o the_o giver_n of_o grace_n shine_v not_o on_o grace_n it_o will_v not_o appear_v the_o spirit_n be_v the_o comforter_n even_o on_o this_o account_n to_o give_v the_o comfort_n of_o his_o own_o grace_n to_o to_o make_v it_o evident_a for_o thou_o can_v not_o judge_v without_o evidence_n 1_o cor._n 2._o 10._o the_o spirit_n search_v all_o thing_n yea_o the_o deep_a thing_n of_o god_n thy_o second_o witness_n be_v thy_o own_o spirit_n or_o conscience_n for_o the_o spirit_n bear_v witness_n with_o our_o spirit_n let_v your_o conscience_n speak_v free_o all_o it_o have_v to_o say_v as_o to_o the_o very_a intention_n and_o design_n of_o thy_o heart_n for_o what_o end_n and_o by_o what_o motive_n thou_o perform_v duty_n if_o thy_o conscience_n can_v charge_v thou_o with_o hypocrisy_n let_v all_o its_o deposition_n have_v a_o fair_a hear_n if_o it_o accuse_v thou_o of_o any_o retain_v idol_n of_o heart_n or_o any_o lust_n thou_o make_v provision_n for_o if_o faithful_a witness_n be_v not_o hear_v how_o shall_v thou_o judge_v of_o thy_o state_n or_o if_o thy_o conscience_n warrantable_o excuse_v and_o comfort_v thou_o as_o to_o thy_o integrity_n that_o thou_o can_v humble_o appeal_v to_o the_o searcher_n of_o heart_n and_o thy_o very_a soul_n content_v he_o search_v thou_o than_o thou_o be_v not_o to_o pass_v from_o thy_o integrity_n job_n 27._o 5._o i_o will_v not_o remove_v my_o integrity_n from_o i_o 7._o search_v not_o only_o into_o your_o sin_n nor_o only_o into_o your_o grace_n but_o search_v out_o both_o some_o who_o be_v under_o bondage_n by_o fear_n when_o they_o examine_v themselves_o look_v only_o into_o their_o fault_n and_o often_o be_v apt_a to_o say_v what_o need_n for_o any_o further_a search_n here_o be_v so_o many_o sin_n often_o prevail_v i_o see_v they_o i_o feel_v their_o power_n the_o world_n also_o may_v see_v many_o of_o they_o in_o my_o practice_n though_o they_o can_v see_v all_o whereupon_o they_o be_v forthwith_o discourage_v they_o open_v their_o eye_n upon_o such_o word_n as_o these_o psal_n 65._o 3._o iniquity_n prevail_v against_o i_o and_o their_o faint_a heart_n not_o consider_v what_o follow_v as_o for_o our_o transgression_n thou_o shall_v purge_v they_o away_o nor_o the_o interest_n they_o have_v in_o such_o comfort_n that_o the_o lord_n will_v purge_v away_o their_o iniquity_n nor_o that_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n have_v make_v it_o their_o ordinary_a care_n to_o keep_v themselves_o from_o their_o iniquity_n psal_n 18._o 23._o and_o can_v deny_v but_o sin_n be_v their_o great_a burden_n psal_n 38._o 4._o and_o that_o there_o be_v a_o constant_a warfare_n against_o it_o rom._n 7._o some_o on_o the_o other_o hand_n sinful_o cover_v their_o sin_n consider_v only_o their_o best_a side_n luke_n 18._o 11._o lord_n i_o thank_v thou_o that_o i_o be_o not_o as_o other_o man_n i_o be_o more_o holy_a than_o many_o other_o isa_n 65._o 5._o but_o these_o be_v find_v most_o unsavoury_a before_o the_o lord_n as_o a_o smoke_n in_o his_o nose_n they_o please_v themselves_o as_o preferable_a to_o all_o other_o they_o will_v soon_o say_v come_v see_v my_o zeal_n 2_o king_n 10_o 16._o but_o dare_v not_o say_v as_o psal_n 139._o 24._o see_v if_o there_o be_v any_o wicked_a way_n in_o i_o if_o thou_o cover_v thy_o sin_n thou_o shall_v not_o prosper_v prov._n 28._o 13._o therefore_o be_v ingenuous_a with_o god_n and_o thy_o own_o soul_n search_v out_o the_o worst_a as_o well_o as_o the_o best_a and_o the_o best_a as_o well_o as_o the_o worst_a the_o worst_a that_o thou_o may_v be_v yet_o more_o humble_v and_o the_o best_a that_o thou_o may_v praise_v 8_o remember_v also_o to_o search_v into_o
render_v believer_n be_v in_o a_o justify_v state_n they_o obtain_v in_o this_o life_n some_o real_a purity_n of_o heart_n notwithstanding_o of_o their_o imperfection_n and_o it_o become_v a_o snare_n or_o woe_n to_o soul_n that_o study_v no_o purity_n because_o of_o no_o entire_a perfection_n in_o this_o life_n and_o these_o have_v the_o true_a beginning_n of_o holy_a purity_n who_o follow_v that_o example_n and_o direction_n 2_o cor._n 7._o 1._o let_v we_o cleanse_v ourselves_o from_o all_o filthiness_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o spirit_n perfect_a holiness_n in_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n for_o 1._o christ_n die_v to_o purify_v a_o people_n unto_o himself_o zealous_a of_o good_a work_n tit._n 2._o 14._o and_o he_o will_v see_v the_o travel_n of_o his_o soul_n 2._o christ_n dwell_v in_o the_o heart_n by_o faith_n and_o where_o he_o dwell_v there_o the_o throne_n of_o iniquity_n can_v stand_v psal_n 94._o 20._o 3._o all_o who_o receive_v forgiveness_n of_o sin_n be_v sanctify_v by_o faith_n in_o christ_n act_v 26_o 18._o 4._o sin_n shall_v not_o have_v dominion_n over_o any_o who_o be_v bring_v true_o under_o grace_n rom._n 6._o 14._o search_v diligent_o for_o this_o purify_n of_o the_o heart_n as_o thou_o will_v not_o be_v deceive_v of_o thy_o faith_n &_o hope_n for_o according_a to_o 1_o joh_n 3._o 3._o every_o man_n that_o have_v this_o hope_n in_o he_o purify_v himself_o even_o as_o he_o be_v pure_a think_v not_o of_o accept_v thyself_o where_o the_o word_n of_o god_n be_v every_o man_n examine_v yourselves_o particular_o in_o these_o 4_o thing_n first_o if_o thou_o find_v a_o active_a principle_n in_o thy_o soul_n stand_v in_o opposition_n to_o sin_n if_o sin_n be_v hate_v so_o as_o thou_o can_v say_v of_o it_o it_o be_v the_o evil_a i_o hate_v rom._n 7._o 15._o see_v that_o this_o hatred_n be_v not_o pretend_v and_o sin_n in_o the_o mean_a time_n cherish_v for_o it_o be_v not_o only_o a_o sure_a step_n towards_o but_o also_o a_o great_a length_n in_o the_o purity_n of_o holiness_n to_o be_v a_o hater_n of_o sin_n 2._o and_o to_o secure_v the_o truth_n of_o this_o hatred_n try_v if_o there_o be_v a_o ordinary_a warfare_n against_o sin_n for_o if_o it_o be_v hate_v there_o will_v be_v opposition_n make_v to_o it_o as_o rom._n 7._o 23._o thy_o sin_n will_v feel_v thy_o grace_n to_o have_v some_o power_n and_o therefore_o christ_n compare_v the_o mortify_n of_o sin_n to_o the_o cut_n off_o the_o right_a hand_n etc._n etc._n and_o where_o there_o be_v nothing_o of_o this_o it_o be_v vain_a to_o pretend_v hatred_n 3._o try_v if_o thou_o love_v the_o law_n which_o require_v this_o purity_n for_o to_o love_v that_o very_a law_n which_o reâ—â—râ—ineth_v from_o sin_n yea_o the_o sin_n that_o easy_o beset_v we_o be_v a_o bless_a but_o i_o fear_v a_o rare_a attainment_n to_o be_v content_a to_o be_v hedge_v up_o from_o the_o way_n of_o our_o own_o heart_n and_o to_o love_v the_o hedge_n of_o god_n make_v not_o to_o wish_v in_o heart_n that_o the_o law_n of_o god_n be_v otherwise_o that_o we_o may_v have_v a_o great_a liber_o for_o sin_n psal_n 119._o 97._o o_o how_o love_v i_o thy_o law_n there_o be_v the_o great_a necessity_n of_o search_v into_o this_o because_o it_o be_v give_v we_o as_o the_o character_n of_o a_o godly_a man_n to_o delight_v in_o the_o law_n of_o the_o lord_n psal_n 1._o 2._o 4._o try_v what_o success_n attend_v your_o endeavour_n against_o sin_n if_o by_o dependence_n on_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n which_o mortify_v the_o deed_n of_o the_o body_n it_o may_v be_v say_v of_o you_o as_o 1_o pet._n 1._o 22._o see_v you_o have_v purify_v your_o soul_n in_o obey_v the_o truth_n mark_v these_o word_n you_o have_v purify_v whereby_o we_o may_v see_v that_o believer_n have_v some_o success_n against_o their_o sin_n their_o work_n be_v to_o cleanse_v themselves_o and_o their_o labour_n be_v not_o in_o vain_a in_o the_o lord_n and_o it_o be_v necessary_a that_o every_o christian_a have_v some_o instance_n and_o proof_n of_o this_o in_o readiness_n that_o he_o have_v purify_v his_o soul_n and_o keep_v himself_o from_o his_o iniquity_n and_o shut_v not_o your_o eye_n upon_o that_o awful_a evidence_n of_o a_o interest_n in_o christ_n gal_n 5._o 24._o they_o that_o be_v christ_n have_v crucify_v the_o flesh_n with_o the_o affection_n and_o lust_n know_v then_o that_o it_o not_o only_a shall_v be_v but_o be_v a_o sound_a believer_n work_v to_o be_v purify_n his_o soul_n though_o he_o get_v not_o sin_v abolish_v in_o this_o life_n 3_o communicant_n shall_v also_o examine_v their_o love_n to_o christ_n before_o they_o go_v to_o the_o lord_n table_n and_o if_o any_o shall_v say_v that_o this_o be_v a_o superfluous_a burden_v of_o people_n with_o unnecessary_a question_n their_o say_v be_v clear_a what_o need_v examine_v of_o love_n also_o but_o i_o find_v christ_n be_v of_o anâ—ther_a mind_n who_o examine_v his_o follower_n both_z as_o to_o their_o faith_n &_o love_n john_n 16._o 31._o do_v you_o now_o believe_v and_o john_n 21._o 16._o love_v thou_o i_o therefore_o we_o be_v concern_v to_o be_v in_o a_o readiness_n to_o answer_v both_o and_o if_o our_o love_n can_v abide_v the_o trial_n no_o more_o can_v our_o faith_n for_o faith_n work_v by_o love_n gal._n 5._o 6._o consider_v first_o that_o christ_n manife_v himself_o to_o such_o as_o love_v he_o john_n 14._o 23._o and_o if_o christ_n do_v not_o manifest_v himself_o to_o we_o at_o his_o table_n we_o shall_v never_o be_v able_a to_o discern_v he_o aright_o a_o manifest_a christ_n be_v the_o blessing_n and_o beauty_n of_o that_o work_n even_o when_o he_o manife_v himself_o as_o crucify_v bleed_v to_o death_n he_o be_v then_o most_o lovely_a and_o beautiful_a to_o the_o believer_n he_o than_o show_v himself_o die_v in_o pure_a love_n and_o what_o manifestation_n of_o he_o shall_v be_v more_o engage_v and_o overcome_v but_o no_o eye_n can_v thus_o profitable_o behold_v he_o except_o he_o manifest_a and_o show_v himself_o which_o the_o lover_n of_o christ_n may_v expect_v and_o therefore_o our_o love_n to_o he_o shall_v be_v examine_v 2._o this_o holy_a communion_n be_v a_o banquet_n of_o love_n and_o therein_o it_o may_v well_o be_v say_v he_o give_v his_o love_n give_v himself_o and_o the_o pledge_n of_o his_o love_n cant._n 7._o 12._o and_o be_v appoint_v only_o for_o the_o lover_n of_o christ_n they_o be_v his_o friend_n and_o belove_a who_o be_v allow_v to_o eat_v and_o drink_v abundant_o cant._n 5._o 1._o the_o lover_n of_o christ_n be_v the_o only_o prepare_v person_n for_o communion_n with_o he_o for_o he_o that_o dwell_v in_o love_n dwell_v in_o god_n 1_o joh._n 4._o 16._o and_o no_o man_n be_v capable_a of_o communion_n with_o he_o who_o want_v it_o love_n be_v necessary_a to_o true_a fellowship_n there_o be_v need_n then_o to_o search_v for_o it_o lest_o christ_n have_v it_o to_o say_v as_o joh._n 5._o 42._o i_o know_v you_o that_o you_o have_v not_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o you_o 3._o this_o grace_n shall_v be_v careful_o search_v for_o because_o we_o be_v ready_a to_o flatter_v and_o deceive_v ourselves_o with_o a_o hypocritical_a love_n ezek._n 33._o 31._o with_o their_o mouth_n they_o show_v much_o love_n but_o their_o heart_n go_v after_o their_o covetousness_n they_o make_v a_o show_n of_o what_o they_o have_v not_o man_n be_v not_o willing_a to_o charge_v themselves_o with_o the_o want_n of_o love_n to_o god_n it_o appear_v so_o heinous_a and_o therefore_o must_v have_v its_o shadow_n but_o their_o heart_n be_v reserve_v for_o other_o and_o far_o from_o god_n isa_n 29._o 13._o they_o have_v remove_v their_o heart_n far_o from_o i_o yet_o the_o poor_a man_n be_v honour_v god_n with_o their_o lip_n 4._o bless_a jesus_n christ_n not_o only_o declare_v that_o love_n be_v the_o great_a command_n matth._n 22._o 37._o but_o also_o search_v most_o narrow_o and_o press_o for_o this_o grace_n in_o his_o people_n as_o appear_v by_o question_v peter_n 3_o time_n if_o he_o love_v he_o until_o the_o godly_a man_n be_v grieve_v fear_v his_o love_n be_v suspect_v this_o wound_a he_o that_o he_o be_v ask_v the_o three_o time_n joh._n 21._o 17._o christ_n question_n shall_v teach_v we_o to_o question_v ourselves_o and_o to_o be_v in_o readiness_n for_o such_o a_o answer_n as_o be_v then_o give_v lord_n thou_o know_v all_o thing_n thou_o know_v that_o i_o love_v thou_o he_o can_v give_v a_o account_n of_o his_o love_n and_o appeal_v to_o the_o searcher_n of_o heart_n for_o its_o sincerity_n and_o so_o shall_v we_o 5._o it_o distress_v serious_a soul_n to_o be_v in_o doubt_n of_o their_o love_n be_v of_o the_o same_o mind_n with_o the_o
for_o that_o try_v thyself_o the_o more_o exact_o in_o this_o point_n of_o thy_o love_n to_o the_o people_n of_o god_n because_o god_n be_v great_o dishonour_v in_o this_o age_n for_o the_o want_n of_o it_o beware_v of_o patch_v up_o counter_a feit_z agreement_n and_o love_n before_o communion_n but_o as_o thou_o be_v to_o labour_v for_o communion_n with_o christ_n himself_o so_o labour_v to_o the_o utmost_a of_o thy_o power_n for_o a_o cordial_a communion_n of_o saint_n that_o you_o may_v feast_n together_o here_o in_o love_n and_o hope_n to_o be_v together_o in_o a_o better_a place_n and_o be_v not_o say_v i_o forgive_v such_o a_o christian_a but_o i_o desire_v never_o to_o see_v he_o i_o desire_v never_o to_o speak_v with_o he_o this_o will_v not_o be_v find_v forgive_n from_o the_o heart_n as_o christ_n require_v matth._n 18._o 35._o let_v your_o love_n be_v without_o dissimulation_n rom._n 12._o 9_o not_o in_o word_n only_o but_o in_o deed_n promote_a the_o good_a name_n of_o one_o another_o see_v that_o you_o love_v one_o another_o with_o a_o pure_a heart_n servent_o 1_o pet._n 1._o 22._o these_o be_v the_o word_n of_o god_n but_o ah_o how_o little_o regard_v and_o i_o fear_v shall_v not_o be_v much_o regard_v while_o we_o continue_v fall_v from_o our_o first_o love_n to_o christ_n love_v to_o he_o and_o his_o follower_n must_v revive_v together_o 4._o we_o shall_v also_o examine_v our_o repentance_n because_o first_o christ_n have_v enjoin_v it_o with_o a_o certification_n that_o except_o we_o repent_v we_o shall_v perish_v luke_n 13._o 3._o how_o speechless_a will_v it_o render_v the_o impenitent_a perish_a sinner_n when_o the_o book_n be_v open_v and_o this_o find_v that_o this_o obdure_v sinner_n be_v forwarn_v of_o this_o perish_v but_o shut_v his_o ear_n and_o will_v not_o hearken_v 2._o this_o repentance_n be_v that_o part_n of_o religion_n which_o we_o be_v most_o averse_a either_o to_o act_v or_o try_v and_o therefore_o the_o great_a need_n to_o oblige_v ourselves_o to_o search_v if_o we_o have_v it_o for_o to_o hear_v of_o faith_n and_o love_n and_o love_n go_v more_o easy_o down_o the_o very_a name_n of_o they_o be_v sweet_a to_o such_o as_o know_v little_a of_o they_o but_o can_v with_o patience_n hear_v of_o conviction_n mourning_n or_o depart_v from_o iniquity_n many_o also_o continue_v to_o ensnare_v their_o own_o soul_n with_o the_o conceit_n that_o they_o believe_v so_o well_o that_o they_o need_v not_o trouble_v themselves_o with_o repentance_n but_o they_o shall_v remark_n christ_n require_v of_o both_o mark_z 1_o 15._o repent_v and_o believe_v 3._o other_o observe_v repentance_n to_o be_v peremptorly_a command_v conclude_v that_o some_o repentance_n they_o must_v have_v but_o be_v satisfy_v with_o a_o shadow_n of_o it_o and_o be_v so_o superficial_a that_o any_o extort_a flash_n of_o sorrow_v any_o change_n any_o return_v though_o not_o to_o the_o most_o high_a satisfi_v they_o we_o find_v hos_fw-la 7._o 16._o that_o some_o return_n but_o not_o to_o the_o most_o high_a they_o think_v they_o have_v return_v sufficient_o and_o therefore_o need_v no_o more_o say_n as_o mal._n 3._o 7._o wherein_o shall_v we_o return_v the_o lord_n see_v that_o they_o be_v yet_o to_o turn_v to_o he_o as_o in_o the_o same_o ver_fw-la return_v unto_o i_o say_v the_o lord_n but_o they_o think_v otherwise_o this_o shall_v make_v we_o afraid_a lest_o god_n do_v not_o judge_v of_o our_o repentance_n as_o we_o do_v and_o therefore_o to_o examine_v it_o in_o time_n it_o be_v easy_a for_o people_n to_o think_v themselves_o sufficient_o qualify_v for_o a_o communion_n or_o for_o heaven_n itself_o but_o the_o woe_n will_v be_v that_o it_o be_v only_o themselves_o think_v so_o when_o they_o find_v god_n their_o judge_n of_o another_o mind_n 4._o there_o be_v the_o more_o need_n to_o examine_v our_o repentance_n in_o this_o age_n wherein_o the_o break_a in_o spirit_n and_o contrite_a in_o heart_n be_v as_o sign_n and_o wonder_n as_o if_o all_o the_o break_a in_o heart_n before_o we_o have_v be_v in_o a_o error_n and_o trouble_v themselves_o in_o vain_a or_o as_o if_o god_n never_o regard_v any_o such_o soul-exercise_n and_o wound_v of_o spirit_n though_o he_o have_v express_o declare_v isa_n 66._o 2._o but_o to_o this_o man_n will_v i_o look_v even_o to_o he_o that_o be_v poor_a and_o of_o a_o contrite_a spirit_n and_o tremble_v at_o my_o word_n then_o it_o be_v necessary_a as_o man_n will_v have_v god_n to_o look_v favourable_o upon_o they_o as_o you_o will_v have_v a_o comfortable_a revive_n look_v at_o this_o table_n to_o try_v if_o ever_o you_o be_v wound_v in_o heart_n for_o your_o sin_n see_v to_o it_o lest_o the_o searcher_n of_o heart_n have_v it_o to_o say_v here_o be_v a_o man_n that_o to_o this_o day_n be_v never_o humble_v jer._n 44._o 10._o never_o pierce_v at_o the_o heart_n never_o at_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o be_v save_v never_o so_o wound_v but_o he_o can_v easy_o cure_v himself_o no_o use_n for_o that_o mercy_n psal_n 147._o 3._o he_o heal_v the_o break_a in_o heart_n and_o bind_v up_o their_o wound_n you_o will_v needs_o go_v to_o the_o communion_n but_o it_o be_v not_o for_o any_o great_a business_n you_o have_v to_o do_v there_o you_o have_v no_o burden_n of_o sin_n to_o take_v off_o as_o find_v it_o too_o heavy_a for_o yourselves_o psal_n 38._o 4._o 5._o there_o be_v the_o great_a need_n to_o search_v particular_o into_o the_o sincerity_n of_o our_o repentance_n before_o we_o approach_v the_o lord_n table_n because_o some_o serious_a christian_n may_v deprive_v themselves_o of_o that_o benefit_n fear_v their_o repentance_n be_v not_o sound_a and_o that_o because_o they_o have_v never_o such_o a_o measure_n of_o grief_n as_o other_o never_o so_o deep_o wound_v for_o sin_n as_o they_o think_v they_o shall_v or_o as_o they_o have_v perceive_v by_o other_o who_o refuse_v to_o be_v comfort_v be_v long_o in_o bondage_n of_o fear_n and_o ready_a to_o be_v swallow_v up_o with_o grief_n and_o terror_n to_o clear_v this_o alittle_o consider_v first_o that_o trouble_n or_o terror_n of_o mind_n of_o itself_o can_v prove_v any_o gracious_a good_a in_o a_o soul_n a_o judas_n have_v terror_n of_o mind_n but_o no_o grace_n terror_n be_v sometime_o a_o judgement_n from_o god_n as_o leu._n 26._o 16_o i_o will_v appoint_v over_o you_o terror_n and_o deut._n 28._o 20._o the_o lord_n shall_v send_v upon_o thou_o vexation_n and_o some_o wicked_a person_n be_v consume_v with_o terror_n psal_n 73._o 19_o therefore_o it_o be_v not_o safe_a to_o desire_v such_o terror_n of_o mind_n as_o some_o have_v be_v under_o for_o it_o be_v their_o plague_n 2._o man_n may_v have_v a_o temporary_a sorrow_n and_o grieâ—_n which_o sin_n have_v occasion_v and_o yet_o their_o sorrow_n be_v not_o for_o their_o sin_n nor_o any_o sanctify_a grace_n in_o their_o mourning_n a_o saul_n may_v lift_v up_o his_o voice_n and_o weep_v and_o confess_v other_o more_o righteous_a than_o himself_o and_o yet_o still_o go_v on_o in_o his_o sin_n 1_o sam._n 24._o 16_o 17._o some_o may_v make_v a_o great_a noise_n of_o their_o repentance_n as_o he_o lift_v up_o his_o voice_n and_o weep_v and_o yet_o but_o a_o worldly_a sorrow_n that_o david_n be_v like_a to_o have_v the_o kingdom_n be_v his_o great_a grief_n 3._o some_o be_v surprise_v with_o a_o sudden_a fear_n of_o wrath_n which_o they_o can_v shake_v off_o but_o be_v as_o captive_n so_o far_o from_o any_o true_a and_o humble_v sense_n of_o sin_n that_o all_o their_o trouble_n be_v for_o be_v trouble_v and_o can_v help_v it_o they_o be_v in_o chain_n and_o fetter_n not_o know_v for_o what_o for_o it_o seize_v they_o without_o any_o apprehension_n or_o sense_n of_o their_o sin_n this_o do_v sometime_o make_v a_o great_a alteration_n and_o commotion_n while_o it_o continue_v so_o that_o they_o tremble_v under_o it_o as_o felix_n act_v 24_o 25._o the_o poor_a man_n know_v not_o what_o be_v come_v on_o he_o he_o be_v fright_v but_o get_v no_o good_a of_o it_o and_o therefore_o desire_v paul_n to_o be_v go_v i_o have_v see_v several_n after_o the_o same_o manner_n fright_v with_o a_o sudden_a fear_n of_o judgement_n and_o for_o any_o thing_n appear_v their_o religion_n never_o go_v a_o great_a length_n yet_o their_o trouble_n in_o the_o time_n be_v great_a and_o make_v a_o great_a noise_n but_o when_o the_o fright_n be_v over_o their_o religion_n be_v also_o over_o it_o be_v not_o safe_a then_o to_o set_v up_o such_o as_o pattern_n for_o your_o repentance_n though_o the_o degree_n of_o their_o anguish_n may_v be_v great_a than_o you_o 4._o though_o the_o law_n be_v our_o schoolmaster_n to_o bring_v we_o unto_o christ_n gal._n 3._o
lord_n word_n but_o confess_v he_o before_o man_n then_o take_v comfort_n from_o what_o christ_n say_v mat._n 10._o 32._o whosoever_o therefore_o shall_v confess_v i_o before_o man_n he_o will_v i_o confess_v also_o before_o my_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n and_o mind_n what_o follow_v in_o the_o next_o verse_n but_o whosoever_o shall_v deny_v i_o before_o man_n he_o will_v i_o also_o deny_v and_o though_o we_o have_v not_o often_o the_o occasion_n of_o such_o public_a confession_n as_o many_o bless_a witness_n have_v before_o we_o yet_o while_o we_o converse_v with_o man_n on_o earth_n we_o shall_v still_o be_v find_v either_o confess_v christ_n his_o word_n and_o true_a godliness_n or_o ashamed_a and_o faint_a great_a may_v be_v their_o comfort_n who_o a_o vow_n holiness_n in_o all_o company_n this_o be_v the_o more_o to_o be_v advert_v because_o if_o some_o christian_n be_v permit_v to_o keep_v their_o chamber_n or_o much_o retire_v from_o converse_n with_o man_n than_o they_o obtain_v some_o measure_n of_o comfortable_a exactness_n in_o their_o practice_n but_o no_o soon_o engage_v in_o company_n but_o some_o faint_a appear_v shrink_v from_o their_o former_a exactness_n and_o fail_v of_o the_o duty_n require_v in_o all_o company_n sinful_o forget_v god_n whereby_o they_o often_o return_v with_o loss_n to_o their_o soul_n and_o a_o condemn_a conscience_n therefore_o let_v the_o fear_n of_o be_v deny_v by_o christ_n still_o influence_n thy_o deportment_n more_o than_o fear_v of_o man_n displeasure_n 7._o when_o thou_o be_v help_v in_o some_o sincerity_n to_o obey_v thy_o lord_n have_v a_o respect_n to_o all_o his_o command_n endeavour_v to_o act_v all_o thy_o obedience_n by_o grace_n out_o of_o christ_n fullness_n and_o take_v delight_n to_o do_v his_o will_n yet_o be_v thou_o not_o of_o the_o same_o mind_n that_o christ_n require_v luke_n 17._o 10._o when_o you_o shall_v have_v do_v all_o these_o thing_n which_o be_v command_v you_o say_v we_o be_v unprofitable_a servant_n though_o you_o take_v comfort_n in_o obey_v from_o the_o heart_n as_o a_o evidence_n of_o god_n grace_n and_o favour_n yet_o dare_v not_o trust_v to_o it_o as_o a_o procure_a cause_n of_o the_o least_o of_o your_o mercy_n thou_o think_v in_o heart_n there_o be_v no_o more_o cause_n to_o boast_v of_o the_o best_a of_o thy_o performance_n than_o if_o a_o man_n shall_v declare_v himself_o a_o fool_n by_o boast_v of_o filthy_a rag_n then_o the_o grace_n that_o help_v thou_o to_o obey_v make_v thou_o also_o humble_a and_o of_o the_o poor_a in_o spirit_n who_o be_v rich_a and_o bless_a in_o christ_n account_n chap._n iu._n sense_n of_o sin_n necessary_a before_o partake_v the_o three_o inference_n this_o bless_a ordinance_n of_o christ_n be_v the_o communion_n of_o his_o body_n and_o blood_n then_o communicant_n be_v to_o approach_v it_o with_o a_o humble_a sense_n of_o their_o sin_n as_o need_v the_o virtue_n of_o that_o precious_a blood_n and_o that_o this_o be_v necessary_a consider_v first_o that_o if_o you_o have_v not_o the_o sense_n of_o your_o sin_n you_o can_v due_o regard_v a_o crucify_a christ_n and_o so_o may_v mistake_v the_o whole_a work_n despise_v his_o death_n as_o of_o no_o great_a use_n for_o you_o and_o so_o can_v and_o will_v not_o apply_v his_o blood_n for_o purge_v away_o of_o sin_n and_o gild_n for_o thou_o be_v not_o sensible_a of_o gild_n this_o of_o itself_o be_v there_o nothing_o else_o will_v make_v thou_o eat_v and_o drink_v unworthy_o undervalue_v that_o lifegiving_a death_n for_o the_o communicants_a work_n be_v humble_o and_o thankful_o to_o receive_v a_o crucify_a christ_n represent_v in_o that_o ordinance_n as_o know_v they_o perish_v without_o he_o 2._o if_o there_o be_v no_o humble_v sense_n of_o sin_n thou_o shall_v partake_v as_o a_o hypocrite_n pretend_v before_o god_n and_o man_n that_o thou_o come_v to_o embrace_v christ_n as_o the_o only_a propitiation_n for_o thy_o sin_n and_o yet_o there_o be_v no_o such_o thing_n on_o thy_o heart_n thou_o do_v not_o judge_v thyself_o so_o guilty_a or_o that_o ever_o thou_o provock_v god_n to_o such_o wrath_n but_o that_o less_o may_v have_v serve_v thou_o feel_v no_o such_o a_o burden_n of_o thy_o sin_n but_o such_o as_o thyself_o can_v bear_v with_o great_a ease_n thou_o wondere_v there_o shall_v be_v such_o a_o stir_v in_o the_o world_n about_o sin_n thou_o never_o commit_v any_o sin_n but_o thou_o have_v a_o cover_v of_o thy_o own_o to_o cast_v over_o it_o thou_o can_v at_o any_o time_n after_o thy_o great_a abomination_n with_o the_o whorish_a woman_n prov._n 30._o 20._o wipe_v thy_o mouth_n and_o say_v i_o have_v do_v no_o wickedness_n if_o thus_o thou_o come_v to_o the_o lord_n table_n thou_o will_v but_o receive_v bread_n and_o wine_n find_v need_n of_o no_o more_o 3._o if_o thy_o sin_n do_v nothing_o smart_v and_o wound_v thou_o thou_o want_v the_o very_o best_a qualification_n of_o a_o communicant_a which_o be_v hunger_a after_o the_o bread_n of_o life_n for_o he_o satisfi_v the_o long_a soul_n psal_n 107._o 9_o the_o lord_n have_v his_o eye_n upon_o such_o more_o than_o all_o other_o â—sai_fw-fr 66._o 2._o but_o to_o this_o man_n will_v i_o look_v even_o to_o he_o that_o be_v poor_a and_o of_o a_o contrite_a spirit_n he_o find_v out_o such_o when_o other_o be_v pass_v by_o such_o as_o be_v so_o sensible_a of_o their_o gild_n that_o they_o wonder_v that_o he_o shall_v look_v upon_o they_o any_o other_o way_n but_o to_o consume_v they_o such_o as_o be_v ashamed_a to_o look_v up_o to_o he_o because_o of_o their_o iniquity_n psal_n 40._o 12._o and_o yet_o be_v long_v for_o a_o favourable_a look_v they_o can_v look_v up_o and_o yet_o can_v but_o look_v up_o necessity_n constrain_v they_o to_o hang_v upon_o he_o for_o mercy_n know_v they_o perish_v without_o he_o such_o as_o these_o will_v be_v gracious_o visited_n and_o received_n isai_n 57_o 15._o he_o will_v revive_v the_o spirit_n of_o the_o humble_a and_o revive_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o contrite_a one_o but_o thou_o a_o stranger_n to_o these_o contrition_n of_o heart_n will_v be_v a_o stranger_n also_o to_o these_o reviving_n and_o no_o wonder_n for_o thou_o feel_v no_o need_n of_o they_o and_o therefore_o consider_v 4._o that_o it_o be_v the_o way_n of_o god_n first_o to_o wound_v and_o then_o to_o heal_n deut._n 32._o 39_o i_o wound_v and_o i_o heal_v if_o thou_o do_v never_o know_v any_o wound_v of_o heart_n for_o sin_n what_o healing_n can_v thou_o either_o expect_v or_o value_n for_o no_o wound_n and_o no_o heal_n no_o cast_n down_o and_o no_o raise_v up_o no_o sickness_n and_o no_o physician_n for_o the_o whole_a need_v not_o the_o physician_n but_o the_o sick_a thou_o have_v no_o use_n for_o his_o come_n with_o heal_v under_o his_o wing_n thou_o have_v nothing_o to_o heal_n he_o may_v spare_v his_o visit_n until_o thou_o have_v more_o need_n of_o he_o and_o keep_v his_o medicine_n for_o other_o thus_o thou_o may_v sit_v down_o at_o the_o lord_n table_n with_o the_o best_a but_o christ_n and_o thy_o soul_n have_v no_o merciful_a meeting_n when_o the_o poor_a and_o needy_a be_v draw_v out_o of_o christ_n fullness_n get_v their_o disease_n heal_v and_o their_o soul_n restore_v thou_o be_v send_v away_o empty_a neither_o art_n thou_o disappoint_v for_o thou_o seek_v after_o no_o more_o thou_o can_v not_o complain_v of_o christ_n for_o he_o refuse_v thou_o nothing_o thou_o seek_v thou_o be_v like_o these_o rev_n 3_o 17._o i_o have_v need_n of_o nothing_o 5._o consider_v also_o that_o of_o all_o the_o meeting_n between_o christ_n and_o poor_a sinner_n on_o this_o earth_n this_o be_v the_o most_o endear_v and_o comfortable_a when_o sense_n of_o deep_a gild_n and_o deep_a mercy_n meet_v together_o some_o time_n the_o poor_a sinner_n be_v ready_a to_o sink_v under_o the_o weight_n of_o gild_n it_o be_v a_o burden_n they_o can_v bear_v the_o fear_n of_o god_n wrath_n and_o separation_n from_o he_o be_v intolerable_a the_o soul_n choose_v rather_o if_o possible_a to_o be_v reduce_v to_o nothing_o and_o some_o time_n ready_a to_o cry_v out_o o_o happy_a no_o being_n be_v compare_v with_o i_o they_o shall_v have_v no_o anguish_n but_o my_o anguish_n i_o can_v neither_o bear_v nor_o escape_v no_o mountain_n can_v cover_v i_o from_o my_o judge_n no_o death_n will_v extinguish_v my_o pain_n but_o if_o i_o die_v in_o my_o sin_n my_o pain_n shall_v never_o die_v death_n will_v flee_v from_o i_o when_o thus_o the_o the_o poor_a sinner_n be_v bruise_v and_o can_v stand_v no_o long_o how_o gracious_a be_v that_o message_n as_o job_n 33._o 24_o deliver_v he_o from_o go_v down_o to_o the_o pit_n i_o have_v find_v a_o ransom_n and_o ezek
eph._n 4._o 16._o he_o the_o vine_n and_o we_o the_o branch_n joh._n 15._o 5._o the_o very_a design_n and_o scope_n of_o these_o similitude_n be_v to_o hold_v forth_o christ_n continue_a communication_n and_o the_o believer_n participation_n three_o the_o experience_n of_o the_o godly_a who_o have_v publish_v it_o do_v also_o prove_v its_o certainty_n 1_o john_n 1._o 3._o and_o true_o our_o fellowship_n be_v with_o the_o father_n and_o with_o his_o son_n jesus_n christ_n cant._n 2._o 3._o i_o sit_v under_o his_o shadow_n with_o great_a delight_n four_o believer_n remark_v his_o draw_v near_o and_o withdrawing_n from_o their_o soul_n cant._n 5._o 1._o he_o have_v come_v into_o his_o garden_n and_o cant._n 5._o 6._o he_o have_v withdraw_v himself_o lam._n 3._o 57_o in_o the_o day_n when_o i_o cry_v thou_o draw_v near_a and_o psal_n 13._o 1._o why_o hide_v thou_o thy_o face_n etc._n etc._n five_o this_o communion_n with_o christ_n be_v of_o such_o necessity_n that_o a_o believer_n can_v do_v nothing_o without_o it_o and_o on_o this_o account_n christ_n require_v his_o follower_n to_o abide_v in_o he_o joh._n 15._o 5._o so_o that_o they_o do_v but_o discover_v their_o ignorance_n and_o estrangement_n from_o god_n who_o think_v there_o be_v no_o near_a communion_n with_o he_o necessary_a than_o the_o external_a administration_n of_o ordinance_n by_o the_o word_n and_o sacrament_n for_o many_o do_v enjoy_v these_o external_o and_o do_v only_o draw_v near_o to_o god_n with_o their_o lip_n and_o their_o heart_n far_o from_o he_o isa_n 29._o 13._o the_o godly_a man_n find_v it_o good_a to_o draw_v near_o to_o he_o and_o so_o near_o as_o to_o find_v he_o the_o strength_n of_o his_o heart_n psal_n 73._o 26._o that_o be_v intimate_a communion_n indeed_o to_o have_v the_o lord_n the_o strength_n of_o a_o man_n heart_n oh_o that_o our_o merciful_a god_n will_v give_v the_o understanding_n of_o this_o to_o many_o who_o have_v never_o think_v on_o so_o near_o a_o help_n as_o this_o for_o such_o may_v well_o go_v in_o the_o strength_n of_o the_o lord_n god_n to_o any_o work_n he_o require_v himself_o be_v the_o strength_n of_o their_o heart_n what_o if_o our_o heart_n be_v find_v as_o a_o dry_a wither_a branch_n of_o a_o vine_n that_o be_v fit_a for_o no_o work_n yet_o that_o witheredness_n shall_v not_o be_v know_v when_o he_o come_v to_o be_v the_o strength_n of_o our_o heart_n for_o the_o second_o thing_n propose_v how_o the_o people_n of_o god_n be_v bring_v into_o this_o communion_n with_o christ_n first_o the_o fountain_n of_o it_o be_v the_o eternal_a and_o free_a love_n of_o god_n whereby_o so_o many_o as_o please_v the_o father_n be_v give_v to_o the_o son_n by_o that_o eternal_a mysterious_a and_o merciful_a transaction_n between_o the_o father_n and_o he_o and_o by_o he_o to_o be_v redeem_v and_o prepare_v for_o the_o everlasting_a enjoyment_n of_o god_n compare_v joh._n 17._o 6._o thou_o they_o be_v and_o thou_o gauâ—st_v they_o i_o with_o joh._n 6_o 37._o all_o that_o the_o father_n give_v i_o shall_v come_v unto_o i_o he_o will_v effectual_o draw_v they_o into_o his_o communion_n they_o shall_v come_v unto_o i_o and_o so_o must_v meet_v together_o 2._o according_a to_o this_o glorious_a transaction_n in_o the_o covenant_n of_o redemption_n the_o eternal_a son_n of_o god_n be_v declare_v to_o have_v his_o delight_n with_o the_o son_n of_o man_n before_o the_o foundation_n of_o the_o world_n prov._n 8._o 31._o fore-known_a unto_o god_n be_v all_o his_o work_n from_o the_o beginning_n thing_n future_a be_v as_o present_v to_o his_o intuition_n so_o that_o the_o son_n of_o god_n have_v always_o take_v pleasure_n in_o these_o of_o the_o son_n of_o man_n who_o be_v give_v he_o of_o his_o father_n 3._o pursuant_n to_o the_o same_o transaction_n and_o in_o order_n to_o its_o accomplishment_n it_o please_v the_o son_n of_o god_n often_o to_o appear_v before_o his_o incarnation_n in_o the_o similitude_n of_o man_n on_o earth_n and_o converse_v with_o man_n as_o a_o fruit_n of_o his_o eternal_a delight_n in_o they_o and_o a_o prelude_n of_o his_o incarnation_n as_o one_o haste_v this_o gracious_a nearness_n and_o more_o conspicuous_a communion_n with_o he_o gen._n 32._o 24._o jacob_n be_v leave_v alone_o and_o there_o wrestle_v a_o man_n with_o he_o dan._n 3._o 24._o he_o appear_v as_o a_o man_n keep_v company_n with_o the_o three_o godly_a man_n in_o the_o furnace_n and_o his_o form_n appear_v also_o as_o the_o son_n of_o god_n this_o four_o glorious_a man_n make_v the_o place_n design_v for_o torment_n to_o the_o three_o a_o place_n of_o joy_n and_o a_o very_a paradise_n 4._o in_o order_n to_o the_o same_o partake_n of_o communion_n with_o god_n a_o covenant_n of_o grace_n be_v publish_v which_o be_v a_o marriage_n covenant_n isa_n 54._o 5._o thy_o maker_n be_v thy_o husband_n 2_o cor._n 11._o 2._o i_o have_v espouse_v you_o to_o one_o husband_n by_o virtue_n of_o this_o honourable_a relation_n believer_n may_v plead_v for_o his_o dwell_n with_o they_o in_o this_o holy_a communion_n 5._o in_o due_a time_n the_o son_n of_o god_n be_v incarnate_a take_v unto_o he_o our_o nature_n that_o his_o fellowship_n may_v be_v the_o more_o agreeable_a to_o our_o nature_n and_o we_o come_v the_o more_o familiar_o unto_o he_o and_o thereby_o to_o have_v the_o more_o feel_a sympathy_n with_o we_o heb._n 2._o 14._o for_o asmuch_o then_n as_o the_o child_n be_v partaker_n of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n he_o also_o himself_o likewise_o take_v part_n of_o the_o same_o that_o through_o death_n he_o may_v destroy_v he_o that_o have_v the_o power_n of_o death_n and_o ver_fw-la 18._o for_o in_o that_o he_o himself_o have_v suffer_v be_v tempt_v he_o be_v able_a to_o succour_v they_o that_o be_v tempt_v have_v take_v our_o nature_n he_o continue_v for_o some_o time_n in_o the_o world_n and_o converse_v with_o man_n especial_o his_o own_o joh._n 1._o 15._o he_o dwell_v among_o we_o and_o we_o behold_v his_o glory_n and_o though_o this_o people_n be_v not_o always_o to_o have_v his_o bodily_a presence_n yet_o at_o that_o time_n he_o do_v manifest_a so_o much_o of_o his_o power_n meekness_n patience_n and_o mercy_n that_o thereby_o he_o do_v facilitate_v the_o knowledge_n of_o spiritual_a communion_n with_o he_o some_o also_o behold_v his_o glory_n and_o have_v spiritual_a communion_n with_o he_o while_o he_o be_v in_o the_o world_n 6._o after_o he_o have_v give_v a_o gracious_a taste_n of_o his_o fellowship_n and_o give_v instruction_n for_o its_o continuance_n in_o a_o spiritual_a manner_n in_o his_o own_o appoint_a time_n he_o purchase_v reconciliation_n for_o all_o that_o be_v give_v he_o lay_v down_o his_o life_n for_o they_o that_o be_v reconcile_v by_o his_o blood_n they_o may_v be_v capable_a of_o fellowship_n be_v agree_v they_o may_v walk_v together_o and_o 1._o pet._n 3._o 18._o the_o just_a suffer_v for_o the_o unjust_a that_o he_o may_v bring_v we_o to_o god_n and_o eph_n 2._o 13_o but_o now_o in_o christ_n jesus_n you_o who_o sometime_o be_v far_o off_o be_v make_v nigh_o by_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n so_o that_o his_o suffering_n be_v to_o bring_v his_o people_n into_o this_o gracious_a fellowship_n with_o god_n 7_o in_o order_n to_o their_o actual_a fellowship_n with_o he_o he_o qualifi_v they_o by_o pour_v out_o of_o his_o spirit_n ezek._n 36._o 26._o a_o new_a heart_n will_v i_o give_v and_o a_o new_a spirit_n will_v i_o put_v within_o you_o whereby_o they_o be_v make_v meet_v for_o the_o master_n use_n as_o a_o sanctify_a people_n 2_o tim._n 2_o 21._o without_o this_o there_o can_v be_v no_o communion_n with_o a_o holy_a god_n our_o perverse_a nature_n be_v rather_o incline_v to_o hide_v ourselves_o from_o he_o and_o say_v let_v the_o almighty_a depart_n from_o we_o but_o by_o the_o renew_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n they_o have_v the_o spirit_n of_o love_n whereby_o the_o desire_n of_o their_o soul_n be_v towards_o he_o his_o fellowship_n come_v to_o be_v their_o deliberate_a and_o delectable_a choice_n so_o great_a a_o change_n do_v the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n make_v eph._n 2._o 22._o in_o who_o also_o you_o be_v build_v together_o for_o a_o habitation_n of_o god_n through_o the_o spirit_n and_o by_o the_o same_o spirit_n they_o obtain_v the_o grace_n of_o faith_n which_o be_v a_o fruit_n of_o the_o spirit_n gal._n 5._o 22._o and_o by_o this_o faith_n they_o receive_v jesus_n christ_n himself_o john_n 1._o 12._o then_o we_o be_v unite_v to_o christ_n by_o receive_v he_o and_o be_v unite_v to_o he_o he_o dwell_v in_o our_o heart_n by_o faith_n eph._n 3._o 17._o so_o that_o communion_n with_o christ_n do_v infallible_o follow_v upon_o our_o union_n with_o he_o for_o where_o he_o be_v
my_o soul_n out_o of_o prison_n that_o i_o may_v praise_v thy_o name_n 9_o mind_v also_o that_o thy_o adversary_n be_v still_o in_o chain_n and_o can_v go_v beyond_o divine_a permission_n they_o be_v in_o chain_n of_o darkness_n 2_o pet._n 2._o 4._o so_o also_o judas_n ver_fw-la 6._o they_o be_v reserve_v in_o everlasting_a chain_n under_o darkness_n unto_o the_o judgement_n of_o the_o great_a day_n and_o so_o we_o see_v nothing_o can_v be_v do_v by_o satan_n against_o godly_a job_n but_o as_o divine_a power_n order_v and_o overrule_v job_n 1._o 12._o and_o the_o lord_n say_v unto_o satan_n behold_v all_o that_o he_o have_v be_v in_o thy_o power_n only_o upon_o himself_o put_v not_o forth_o thy_o hand_n &_o chapter_n 2_o ver_fw-la 6._o and_o the_o lord_n say_v unto_o satan_n behold_v he_o be_v in_o thy_o hand_n but_o save_v his_o life_n so_o thou_o be_v not_o at_o thy_o worst_a absolute_o under_o his_o dominion_n he_o be_v never_o out_o of_o the_o chain_n thou_o be_v still_o under_o the_o absolute_a dominion_n of_o thy_o god_n not_o a_o hair_n shall_v fall_v from_o thy_o head_n in_o this_o conflict_n without_o a_o divine_a providence_n keep_v the_o impression_n of_o this_o upon_o thy_o heart_n for_o it_o be_v a_o grand_a design_n of_o the_o tempter_n to_o have_v thou_o think_v thou_o be_v now_o whole_o in_o his_o hand_n without_o remedy_n he_o will_v tempt_v thou_o to_o think_v that_o god_n take_v no_o care_n of_o thou_o have_v no_o pity_n on_o thou_o and_o never_o regard_v thou_o that_o so_o he_o may_v draw_v thou_o either_o to_o some_o dislike_n of_o god_n as_o merciless_a or_o to_o deny_v that_o there_o be_v any_o providence_n of_o god_n and_o so_o carry_v thou_o on_o if_o he_o can_v to_o doubt_n if_o there_o be_v any_o god_n but_o himself_o if_o he_o can_v drive_v thou_o to_o this_o than_o his_o hellish_a design_n be_v far_o ripen_v than_o he_o tempt_v thou_o to_o think_v thou_o must_v obey_v he_o thou_o be_v whole_o in_o his_o hand_n i_o have_v hear_v some_o acknowledge_v this_o be_v their_o temptation_n but_o when_o satan_n do_v drive_v hard_a he_o make_v but_o fool_n haste_v for_o that_o temptation_n become_v so_o frightning_n that_o they_o be_v help_v to_o hearken_v the_o less_o to_o any_o of_o his_o temptation_n and_o so_o the_o devil_n malice_n overrun_v his_o policy_n the_o lord_n discover_v the_o wickedness_n of_o his_o device_n for_o when_o poor_a tempt_v soul_n be_v at_o the_o very_a brink_n of_o ruin_n &_o know_v not_o what_o to_o do_v but_o yield_v all_o to_o the_o tempter_n yet_o the_o lord_n know_v how_o to_o deliver_v the_o godly_a out_o of_o temptation_n 2_o pet._n 2_o 9_o 10_o know_v also_o that_o though_o thy_o temptation_n be_v very_o dreadful_a yet_o while_o god_n help_v thou_o to_o continue_v resist_v they_o as_o a_o hateful_a burden_n under_o which_o thou_o groan_v than_o thou_o stand_v yet_o on_o god_n side_n against_o his_o enemy_n thou_o fight_v against_o these_o temptation_n as_o god_n enemy_n &_o thou_o than_o god_n will_v be_v for_o thou_o i_o be_o for_o thou_o ezek._n 36._o 9_o faint_v not_o in_o his_o service_n he_o will_v not_o leave_v you_o alone_o hag._n 2._o 4._o be_v strong_a for_o i_o be_o with_o thou_o he_o will_v not_o see_v thou_o perish_v in_o his_o own_o cause_n fight_v against_o his_o enemy_n he_o will_v send_v from_o above_o and_o draw_v thou_o out_o of_o these_o depth_n though_o thy_o adversary_n have_v thrust_v sore_o at_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v fall_v yet_o thou_o shall_v have_v it_o to_o say_v but_o the_o lord_n help_v i_o psal_n 118._o 13._o and_o though_o thou_o be_v sore_o wound_v in_o the_o time_n yet_o he_o will_v tender_o bind_v up_o these_o wound_n psal_n 147._o 3._o hold_v on_o the_o fight_n and_o the_o lord_n will_v teach_v thou_o to_o fight_v psal_n 144._o 1._o he_o teach_v my_o finger_n to_o fight_v and_o you_o shall_v fight_v because_o the_o lord_n be_v with_o you_o zechariah_n 10._o 5._o yield_v be_v thy_o great_a danger_n 11_o do_v not_o gratify_v temptation_n by_o allow_a time_n to_o attend_v they_o since_o thou_o be_v to_o pray_v that_o thou_o be_v not_o lead_v into_o temptation_n then_o do_v not_o cast_v thyself_o into_o it_o by_o idleness_n neglect_v the_o duty_n of_o thy_o call_v set_v about_o thy_o work_n whether_o thy_o station_n lead_v thou_o to_o employment_n of_o the_o mind_n or_o body_n thou_o have_v thy_o god_n and_o his_o service_n to_o wait_v upon_o and_o have_v no_o time_n allow_v thou_o to_o attend_v his_o enemy_n and_o their_o service_n if_o thou_o give_v the_o tempter_n time_n he_o will_v give_v thou_o work_n he_o will_v strive_v to_o have_v thou_o so_o far_o engage_v as_o to_o draw_v back_o from_o thy_o duty_n to_o god_n and_o man_n and_o attend_v what_o he_o have_v to_o say_v if_o thou_o yield_v to_o this_o he_o have_v too_o great_a advantage_n i_o know_v you_o be_v ready_a to_o retire_v from_o all_o company_n and_o your_o ordinary_a affair_n and_o say_v you_o be_v not_o capable_a of_o business_n but_o see_v that_o many_o of_o your_o retirement_n be_v not_o rather_o to_o talk_v with_o the_o tempter_n than_o to_o talk_v with_o god_n i_o acknowledge_v frequent_a retirement_n for_o prayer_n be_v most_o necessary_a but_o then_o take_v care_n that_o the_o time_n be_v not_o worse_o spend_v advert_v to_o this_o especial_o in_o the_o begin_n of_o thy_o temptation_n that_o thou_o enter_v not_o the_o conflict_n with_o present_a sin_v by_o omit_v of_o plain_a duty_n to_o god_n relation_n or_o other_o 12_o and_o that_o thou_o may_v have_v the_o benefit_n of_o christ_n come_v to_o destroy_v the_o work_n of_o the_o devil_n 1_o joh._n 3._o 8._o and_o the_o comfortable_a hope_n that_o satan_n who_o have_v so_o bruise_v thou_o shall_v be_v short_o trample_v under_o thy_o foot_n rom._n 16._o 20._o essay_n yet_o once_o more_o to_o believe_v and_o in_o believe_v thou_o shall_v see_v the_o glory_n of_o god_n joh._n 11._o 40._o when_o thou_o have_v toil_v and_o outweary_v thyself_o seek_v rest_n yet_o thou_o shall_v find_v it_o no_o where_o but_o in_o christ_n who_o invit_v thou_o to_o come_v and_o get_v rest_n to_o thy_o soul_n which_o he_o promise_v to_o give_v matth._n 11._o 29._o here_o must_v be_v the_o end_n and_o conclusion_n if_o thou_o desire_v and_o expect_v to_o enter_v into_o rest_n for_o heb._n 4._o 3._o we_o which_o have_v believe_v do_v enter_v into_o rest_n labour_v then_o through_o the_o throng_n of_o all_o opposition_n &_o difficulty_n to_o adventure_v on_o believe_v in_o christ_n as_o himself_o command_v joh._n 14._o 1._o let_v not_o your_o heart_n be_v trouble_v you_o believe_v in_o god_n believe_v also_o in_o i_o here_o be_v the_o true_a cure_n for_o a_o trouble_a heart_n adventure_n on_o christ_n counsel_n keep_v still_o by_o his_o word_n for_o it_o be_v the_o sword_n of_o the_o spirit_n i_o know_v some_o who_o be_v almost_o crush_v under_o violent_a and_o most_o dangerous_a temptation_n in_o so_o much_o that_o friend_n be_v deject_v both_o because_o the_o temptation_n be_v so_o strong_a that_o they_o can_v hardly_o be_v conceal_v and_o a_o recovery_n more_o and_o more_o hopeless_a but_o one_o day_n that_o person_n by_o the_o tender_a mercy_n of_o god_n begin_v to_o think_v that_o there_o be_v no_o mention_n in_o all_o the_o scripture_n of_o christ_n reject_v any_o poor_a sinner_n come_v to_o he_o for_o relief_n whereupon_o forthwith_o that_o person_n resolve_v to_o essay_n believe_v in_o christ_n whatsoever_o shall_v follow_v the_o essay_n be_v no_o soon_o make_v but_o instant_o the_o god_n of_o mercy_n give_v a_o comfortable_a victory_n over_o all_o these_o temptation_n with_o increase_n of_o grace_n and_o great_a joy_n attend_v the_o heal_n of_o these_o wound_n and_o yet_o continue_v of_o a_o gospel_n become_v conversation_n free_a of_o all_o these_o afflict_a bond_n this_o i_o can_v attest_v for_o truth_n from_o the_o person_n own_o mouth_n the_o next_o day_n after_o god_n have_v break_v these_o bar_n of_o brass_n and_o iron_n and_o judge_v it_o duty_n to_o publish_v it_o for_o the_o encouragement_n of_o poor_a tempt_v soul_n that_o they_o may_v consider_v how_o signal_o our_o gracious_a god_n do_v countenance_v such_o as_o in_o the_o very_a throng_n of_o temptation_n cast_v themselves_o and_o their_o burden_n upon_o the_o lord_n quest_n but_o may_v i_o take_v any_o comfort_n in_o the_o hope_n that_o these_o fright_v suggestion_n and_o temptation_n be_v not_o original_o from_o myself_o it_o be_v grievous_a that_o they_o shall_v be_v in_o my_o thought_n at_o all_o but_o much_o more_o if_o i_o be_v the_o author_n of_o they_o answ_n 1._o it_o be_v certain_a that_o ourselves_o be_v the_o author_n of_o many_o temptation_n jam._n 1._o 14._o but_o
try_v whether_o they_o have_v communicate_v acceptabl_o or_o unworthy_o they_o must_v distinguish_v between_o their_o be_v help_v to_o perform_v the_o substance_n of_o the_o work_n then_o require_v and_o have_v their_o grace_n revive_v and_o elevate_v by_o the_o shine_a of_o god_n face_n upon_o they_o because_o a_o believer_n may_v sincere_o receive_v christ_n offer_v to_o he_o in_o the_o sacrament_n when_o â—â—ere_o be_v not_o such_o lift_n up_o of_o god_n countenance_n upon_o he_o as_o at_o other_o time_n a_o believer_n may_v be_v under_o some_o deserve_a rebuke_n even_o at_o the_o lord_n table_n and_o yet_o he_o cleave_v to_o christ_n though_o hide_v his_o face_n and_o affectionate_o embrace_v he_o though_o his_o affection_n be_v not_o raise_v to_o that_o height_n that_o they_o have_v be_v and_o shall_v be_v 3._o there_o be_v great_a need_n of_o wisdom_n from_o god_n how_o to_o judge_n of_o the_o passion_n of_o man_n soul_n in_o time_n of_o communicate_v for_o some_o man_n may_v have_v great_a flash_n of_o grief_n or_o joy_n at_o such_o time_n who_o know_v no_o such_o thing_n at_o other_o time_n or_o if_o they_o shall_v be_v so_o at_o other_o time_n yet_o no_o better_a than_o the_o weep_n of_o a_o esau_n or_o the_o joy_n of_o a_o hypocrite_n which_o soon_o perish_v other_o again_o at_o the_o same_o work_n may_v have_v true_a godly_a sorrow_n melt_a down_o their_o heart_n before_o the_o lord_n in_o the_o sense_n of_o their_o sin_n and_o sometime_o the_o joy_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v true_a spiritual_a comfort_n replenish_n their_o foul_n so_o that_o they_o find_v it_o unspeakable_a and_o these_o elevate_a affection_n have_v a_o sincere_a root_n flow_v from_o indignation_n at_o sin_n or_o love_n to_o christ_n be_v most_o desirable_a so_o that_o it_o shall_v or_o will_v be_v painful_a to_o a_o believer_n if_o he_o find_v not_o some_o gale_n of_o affection_n suitable_a in_o some_o measure_n to_o the_o love_n he_o be_v receive_v and_o publish_v at_o the_o lord_n table_n nor_o will_v it_o abate_v his_o regard_n to_o these_o due_a affection_n that_o a_o hypocrite_n may_v have_v the_o counterfeit_n of_o they_o four_o such_o believer_n as_o doubt_v of_o their_o acceptance_n at_o the_o lord_n table_n which_o doubt_n do_v often_o arise_v from_o people_n not_o be_v comfort_v at_o that_o time_n or_o the_o lowness_n of_o their_o grace_n not_o act_v vigorous_o when_o they_o be_v partake_v such_o communicant_o i_o say_v for_o prevent_v of_o dispond_v disquiet_a of_o mind_n must_v in_o review_v their_o work_n consider_v if_o that_o which_o be_v indispensable_o necessary_a be_v perform_v that_o be_v the_o soul_n receive_v of_o christ_n as_o he_o be_v offer_v in_o the_o gospel_n and_o offer_v himself_o to_o his_o people_n in_o that_o ordinance_n if_o the_o heart_n be_v open_v for_o he_o and_o he_o embrace_v then_o the_o most_o substantial_a part_n of_o the_o work_n be_v perform_v though_o there_o be_v cause_n to_o mourn_v that_o the_o affection_n be_v so_o low_a at_o such_o enrich_n and_o honourable_a work_n yet_o bless_v god_n if_o thou_o be_v enable_v to_o join_v thyself_o to_o the_o lord_n for_o the_o ordinance_n be_v not_o profane_v and_o though_o thou_o be_v a_o weak_a yet_o not_o a_o unworthy_a communicant_a it_o may_v also_o contribute_v to_o thy_o comfort_n if_o when_o thou_o come_v from_o the_o lord_n table_n thou_o find_v in_o thy_o soul_n first_n a_o inclination_n to_o praise_n and_o exalt_v thy_o redeemer_n and_o for_o this_o particular_o that_o he_o do_v not_o utter_o forsake_v thy_o soul_n as_o thou_o know_v be_v deserve_a and_o though_o thou_o have_v a_o rebuke_n by_o the_o hide_v of_o his_o face_n as_o to_o thy_o comfort_n yet_o thou_o submit_v to_o it_o and_o do_v not_o cease_v to_o love_v he_o know_v that_o he_o can_v make_v a_o blessing_n of_o that_o froun_n to_o render_v thou_o more_o humble_a and_o diligent_a for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v 2._o if_o thou_o find_v a_o desire_n to_o hold_v fast_o what_o thou_o have_v receive_v thou_o be_v so_o far_o from_o have_v do_v with_o christ_n when_o thou_o have_v do_v at_o the_o table_n that_o thy_o heart_n cleave_v close_o to_o he_o and_o so_o much_o the_o more_o if_o thou_o have_v any_o fear_n of_o his_o anger_n by_o withdraw_v of_o his_o comfort_n if_o thou_o can_v not_o sray_v from_o he_o but_o must_v have_v some_o renew_a testimony_n of_o his_o love_n fear_v of_o his_o anger_n be_v too_o heavy_a for_o thou_o to_o bear_v job_n 10._o 2._o psal_n 80._o 7._o three_o when_o thou_o come_v from_o the_o lord_n table_n thou_o find_v upon_o thy_o heart_n a_o fear_n of_o sin_v that_o thy_o lord_n be_v not_o provoke_v more_o and_o this_o fear_n be_v of_o any_o manner_n of_o sin_v so_o that_o there_o be_v no_o trial_n or_o trouble_n thou_o fear_v so_o much_o as_o sin_n and_o so_o much_o the_o more_o because_o thou_o think_v thy_o sin_n have_v provoke_v thy_o god_n already_o thy_o indignation_n be_v now_o raise_v against_o all_o sin_n as_o thy_o great_a enemy_n make_v thou_o long_o to_o be_v deliver_v from_o root_n and_o branch_n of_o it_o rom._n 7._o 24._o four_o if_o this_o thy_o indignation_n at_o sin_n be_v testify_v by_o thy_o watch_n against_o it_o and_o all_o temptation_n lead_v to_o it_o though_o it_o be_v as_o pluck_v out_o of_o the_o right_a eye_n if_o thou_o find_v thy_o heart_n purify_v than_o thou_o have_v the_o faith_n of_o god_n elect_n the_o cleanse_a virtue_n of_o christ_n blood_n have_v reach_v thy_o soul_n for_o nothing_o else_o can_v do_v it_o 1_o peter_z 1._o 19_o 22._o five_o if_o thou_o come_v from_o the_o lord_n table_n with_o this_o fix_a on_o thy_o heart_n that_o from_o henceforth_o whatever_o come_v in_o thy_o way_n thou_o will_v believe_v let_v the_o difficulty_n be_v never_o so_o far_o above_o thy_o strength_n thou_o will_v honour_v thy_o redeemer_n by_o trust_v he_o with_o any_o thing_n without_o exception_n thou_o have_v now_o profess_v thyself_o a_o believer_n before_o angel_n and_o man_n and_o by_o grace_n thou_o will_v act_v as_o become_v a_o believer_n thou_o fear_v sin_n thou_o fear_v temptation_n thou_o want_v not_o fear_n that_o the_o burden_n of_o some_o trial_n be_v ready_a to_o break_v thy_o back_n but_o now_o thou_o dare_v fear_v none_o of_o they_o with_o a_o faithless_a faint_a fear_n know_v thy_o redeemer_n be_v strong_a and_o that_o thou_o be_v solemn_o engage_v to_o trust_v he_o at_o all_o time_n if_o this_o be_v the_o fruit_n of_o thy_o communicate_v than_o the_o bond_n of_o the_o covenant_n have_v bind_v thy_o heart_n to_o thy_o lord_n than_o thy_o heart_n bear_v the_o impression_n of_o his_o seal_n psal_n 52._o 8._o six_o since_o thou_o come_v from_o the_o lord_n supper_n observe_v what_o gracious_a alteration_n be_v to_o be_v find_v in_o thy_o soul_n and_o practice_n that_o be_v not_o find_v before_o what_o thou_o can_v find_v of_o that_o exceed_a great_a and_o mighty_a power_n whereby_o the_o lord_n work_v in_o they_o that_o believe_v if_o thou_o have_v not_o only_o bring_v godly_a resolution_n from_o that_o ordinance_n but_o virtue_n and_o power_n if_o thou_o can_v observe_v more_o of_o the_o spirit_n of_o power_n in_o thy_o duty_n if_o there_o be_v any_o observable_a new_a spring_n that_o decay_a grace_n be_v revive_v if_o thy_o sin_n be_v languish_v and_o grace_n flourish_a if_o whatever_o holy_a work_n thou_o be_v engage_v in_o some_o vigour_n life_n and_o strength_n appear_v thou_o be_v not_o now_o desire_v to_o shift_v clear_a duty_n thy_o heart_n and_o thy_o work_n go_v now_o together_o which_o often_o before_o be_v far_o asunder_o thou_o now_o take_v delight_v in_o do_v thy_o lord_n will_n thou_o can_v run_v now_o and_o not_o weary_a as_o former_o if_o this_o be_v find_v than_o the_o lord_n have_v abundant_o bless_v thy_o provision_n thy_o meat_n have_v be_v thy_o blessing_n and_o thou_o may_v now_o find_v it_o even_o as_o christ_n say_v his_o flesh_n meat_n indeed_o and_o his_o blood_n drink_v indeed_o i_o shall_v add_v but_o one_o word_n more_o to_o such_o as_o still_o fear_v they_o do_v not_o communicate_v acceptable_o even_o as_o to_o the_o very_a substance_n of_o the_o work_n and_o can_v say_v they_o believe_v when_o they_o do_v partake_v answ_n this_o fear_n be_v very_o afflict_v but_o some_o who_o find_v not_o comfort_v at_o a_o communion_n be_v so_o cast_v down_o and_o so_o disturb_v in_o their_o apprehension_n conclude_v the_o lord_n have_v disert_v they_o that_o they_o can_v see_v nothing_o for_o their_o comfort_n and_o sometime_o refuse_v to_o be_v comfort_v have_v a_o strange_a kind_n of_o pleasure_n to_o harden_v themselves_o in_o sorrow_n though_o they_o do_v believe_v in_o the_o time_n of_o partake_v yet_o now_o they_o have_v not_o a_o