he makes Enduring paine and hunger for our sakes Going from house to house in eu'ry place Doing of good our sinnes vpon him takes Opes wide his Armes his Church for to embrace And humbly vs intreating to accept of grace 53 It hath beene knowne that sometimes for a Friend A man would die some shorten'd haue their life With griefe for losse of Children or their kind Some for their Minions losse haue dyde with knife Iacob would serue eu'n seu'n yeares for a Wife Our Sauiour for his Foes his Bloud doth spend Vs Children to adopt layes downe his Life To saue his Spouse doth on the Crosse depend Seru'd for her fiue seu'n yeares His Loue doth neuer end 54 Behold by all these Names he doth inuite Vs to embrace his mutuall heau'nly Loue And calls vs Friend Child Sister Spouse Delight His Seruants sends vs curteously to moue To royall Banquets and sweet beds of Loue By grace adopting vs to be Coheires Eu'n with himselfe of glorie great aboue No cost or paines not his owne Blood he spares But like a Father Husband Friend for vs he cares 55 I here had ended had not holy Steuen The first of Martyrs that did testifie His Masters Resurrection of the seuen The chiefest Deacon Had he not falsely Beene next accus'd of wicked blasphemie Whose witnesses their cloth 's at Sauls feete lay And then him stone with stones whil'st he doth crie Iesu receiue my Spirit And Loue doth pray Aloud Lord to their charge this sinne doe thou not lay 56 Why seeke I out let vs within abound Towards the Saints in loue and charitie Which doth to Gods high glorious grace redound When by releeuing them in poueâ—tie They for our bountie Gods Name glorifie He that vnto the Sower giueth seede Bread to the hungrie he will multiply Vs with increase if to poore Saints in neede We giue with cheerfulnesse such gifts God likes indeede 57 Who sparingly doth sow reapes sparingly His Righteousnesse for euer shall remayne That doth disperse and giue abundantly What doe we saue if we the world should gayne And lose our Crowne which vp in Heau'n is layne Who hauing this worlds good and doth behold His brother want yet doth his hand retayne How can it be but Loue in him is cold For whereas Loue doth dwell her fruits are manifold 58 Oh! come all yee then that forget the Lord Behold his loue to Man with admiration Oh let our loue such fruits to Saints afford They may blesse God for such refocillation Mount vp my soule by heau'nly contemplation Behold him in his Maiestie aboue Behold him in his wonderfull creation In 's Wisedome and his Prouidence and proue If all these counterpoise his Bountie Mercy Loue. 59 And if his loue 's so great and wonderfull Most precious sure 's the Obiect of his loue Out of this Worlds great treasurie to cull One whom he would eternally aboue Make happy with his presence and to proue So kind a Father Him Coheire to take To his owne deare beloued Sonne to loue Him as his owne for his owne Sonnes deare sake Learne here what high account we of our soules should make 60 Why dost my Soule then grouell on the ground Since in respect of thee this World is base No thing created in the World is found Which God vouchsafed hath so much to grace His free Loue doth aduance thee to this place Requiring of thee this one complement Thou him and his againe with loue embrace For Loue fulfilleth the Commandement Command Lord what thou wilt Loue makes obedient 61 But ah my Soule Where is thy Loue thy feare How doth the World bewitch thee How possesse How are thy thoughts tane vp with worldly care Breeding of heau'nly Loue a senselâ—snesse Dost thou misdoubt Gods gracious promises Farre be such Atheisme and impietie Oh neuer let such dismall heauinesse Cleaue on my Soule through vnbeliefe to die For which Christ offred vp himselfe so louingly 62 Hast thou not oh my Soule most plainely seene That all things in this World are vanitie No true content to mortall e're hath beene But that which doth endure eternally As Primum mobile Loue doth employ All other Graces in their proper motion And as all Spheres are mou'd perpetually By the prime Mouer so Loues purest Notion Swayes all the other Vertues in their due deuotion 63 Wilt then despise his friendship kindnesse loue Wherewith thy Lord inuites thee vnto Grace And as a Father Husband Friend thee moue His Loue with like relation to embrace And all thy minde on things aboue to place Abandoning vaine wealth and worlds delight The World and all things in it are but base To ransome one poore Soule all is too light In this Gods Loue doth more then all his Power and Might 64 Oh! that I could despise Worlds vaine promotion And follow heau'nly things with all my might My whole life consecrating to deuotion Oh that I might liue euer in thy sight Where fulnesse is of ioy and pure delight Oh that mine heart were on thy Law so set To meditate thereon both day and night Thy Statutes then I neuer should forget Nor at the wickeds vaine and false preferments fret 65 Oh that my dearest Husband Father Friend His heau'nly Loue into mine heart would shower That my Loue may againe to him ascend And that I may with all my might and power Loue and defend his Members from each stower His Saints which in this wandring wildernesse In danger of the Wolues are eu'ry hower Visit the Widdowes and the Fatherlesse And walke vnspotted here in Truth and Holinesse 66 But though alas this heau'nly Loue I feele Abundant grace vpon mine heart to shower Loue of this World my soules eyes vp so seele To loue the things aboue I haue no power And though I feele sweet flashes euery hower Of heau'nly Loue I cannot loue againe The Head nor Members which in earthly Bower Most deare and precious in his sight remayne But hardly can from Enuie Hatred Pride refrayne 67 I doe confesse my debt of Loue so great I neuer able am my score to pay For if I should Gods kindnesses repeate And all his fauours in one summe conuay I might begin them earely before day But could not cast the number vp by night Accept my will and readinesse for pay Accept my sorrowfull heart and humble sprite Which made the Widdowes poore an acceptable mite 68 Let me thy loue so liuely apprehend That I may ready be with cheerefulnesse To die for thee who thy deare Blood didst spend To vindicate my soule from wretchednesse And raise me to such height of happinesse That I may gladly wish my dissolution And cast from me all wretched worldâ—inesse Prepared with a holy resolution To stand vndanted at the Worlds great deuolution 69 Frame in me such an habit of thy Loue As I for loue may seeke thee to obay More than for feare I should thine anger moue Whereby thou should'st my sinnes with vengeance pay And
of Pride and Ambition Faire Dame Humilitie to emulate Whose onely pietie is superstition And by pretence of friendship couers hate Cain by her did worke his brotheâ—s fate Ioab slue Abner in the time of peace In Court shee styled is a trick of State In Church and Citie shee doth so increase For Catholique and Vniuersall shee doth prease 44 Nay goe vnto the meanest beggars cell And there as proud a heart you often find As those that vnder Cedar roofes doe dwell And did his purse but answere to his mind He would despise the proudest of mankind Where shall you see more Enuie Malice Strife Than is betweene the Seruant and the Hind Where more dissembling than twixt Man and Wife The Sword is not more keene than is the bloody Knife 45 Ambition How dost thou possesse the mind Of restlesse Man whilst in an idle vaine Which thou call'st Honour thou dost nothing find But vanitie and vexation for thy paine Know'st thou not Godlinesse is greatest gaine And that the Merchant was pronounc'd most wise That sold all that he had this Pearle t' obtaine Oh would'st thou seeke to buy this merchandize Humilitie is shee can helpe thee to such prize 46 Then ô my Soule couet Humilitie Dost thou seeke Knowledge Pleasure Wealth Promotion All these shee will thee bring assuredly Shee 's like the Master-spring that first giues notion To eu'ry wheele that in the Clocke hath motion Like Salt that sauours eu'ry dish we eate Shee 's Sugar sweetning eu'ry bitter Potion Promotion Knowledge Pleasure Wealth Drinke Meat Humility's all these and yet shee is not great 47 Oh neuer let me seeke to emulate Except in Goodnesse and with more desire To follow than in hope to adequate And like a Tree low planted neare the Mire Bring forth much Fruit not Fewell for the fire With little let me euer be content Patient of miseries for my sinnes require Than I haue had farre greater punishment And farre thy smallest fauours my deserts out went 48 For I confesse that too ambitiously I hunt for worlds entisements base and vaine Which clogge my Soule so that shee cannot flie Aloft where sound ioyes euermore remaine And though I basely thinke of gold and gaine Yet Honours glitt'ring shewes so daze mine eyes That still I 'm tainted with ambitious staine And wish I might to worldly honour rise But this in me the Flesh not Spirit doth deuise 49 For shee hath learn'd that not from East or West Promotion comes The higher one is plac't The greater cares and troubles him infest And as thou more or greater Talents hast The more thou art to count for at the last Thou art a Steward here 'T is not thine owne But as thee ' boue thy fellowes God hath grac't So must thy Faith and care ' boue theirs be showne We doe expect best Crops whereas best Seede is sowne 50 These things ô God! I aske doe not denie Let me depend vpon thy Prouidence In paine and ease losse and prosperitie My selfe submit with all obedience Vnto thy Will performe with diligence Charge publique priuate Let Humilitie Be vnto me a Rocke of sure defence Against Mens malice and Worlds iniurie And where my weaknesse failes let thy good Grace supply 51 Oh thou that Lazarus from Diues gate Didst into Abrams blessed bosome raise There to enioy eternall happy state That here on earth was humbled all his dayes Direct mine humble heart in all thy wayes The meeke in iudgement thou delight'st to guide Turne all I doe vnto thy glorious praise Preserue me from Ambition Enuie Pride And though with Lazar's sores in thy Loue let me bide 52 Thou hast ô Lord proclaymed Blessednesse To all the meeke in Heart and poore in Spirit Blest are the Meeke they shall the earth possesse The Poore eu'n now Gods Kingdome doe inherit Lord I acknowledge freely my demerit It is thy Grace whereby I am liue moue Thy humbling to the Crosse for me did merit That I should be exalted to thy Loue And liue with thee in blisse eternally aboue 53 I aske that which thy blessed Martyrs had Which here haue witness'd their Humilitie And of that cup of gall to taste were glad Which first their Master swallow'd willingly Thy Grace ô Lord which thou wilt not denie For they haue found it all-sufficient Humble me how thou wilt Abilitie Yet grant in sorrow to be patient And strength with Paul in paine or ease to be content 54 Grant me thy Grace but to conceaue the end And certayne fruits of my humiliation Then shall I plainely see and apprehend That it prepares me fit for exaltation And to make sure with feare mine owne saluation Whereby I may stand firme and confident 'Gainst wicked Men Hell Deuils and damnation Who neuer shall be able to preuent Thy loue in Christ which thou on humble men hast bent 55 Now for that thing which worldlings doe deplore I yeeld to thee most heartie laud and praise That thou art pleas'd to humble me therefore On earth that thou againe to heau'n might'st raise Oh teach me Lord to number so my dayes That I my life may labour to amend Oh teach me lowlinesse in all my wayes To thinke of my beginning and mine end Prince Beggar borne alike and to their graue descend 56 And since that sweet Humilities condition I haue so learned by this Meditation That now I hate Pride Enuie and Ambition With complements base subtile machination Grant me to follow Christs humiliation Who from the Crosse to Glorie did ascend Whose suffrings make a reconciliation For those that by true Faith him apprehend And after him in lowlinesse and meeknesse wend. 57 You may remember how I earst you told That when Humilitie had clear'd the score Whereby t'ambitious Pride my heart was sold Shee led me to Repentance who before The chiefe Iudge Iustice brought and my foule sore Discouer'd to my more humiliation Till Faith and Hope at Mercies seate therefore Did pleade Christs Blood my reconciliation But this I leaue vnto another Meditation MEDITAT III. Of Repentance 1 THe Highest that created first of nought A Chaos vast and out thereof did take The Earth whereof he noblest Creature wrought Eu'n Man and made all Creatures for his sake Him first pure iust and righteous did make But since their owne inuentions they obay And in a right path set their way mistake And as blind fooles and slaues haue gone astray Nor can without the true Light find againe the way 2 For whilst they doe yet in their sinnes remaine Their Soules in errour and in darknesse bide They know not how they should be borne againe For Sinne this mysterie from them doth hide And till Humilitie their trustie Guide Shall them to wholesome true Repentance leade They misse their ayme and striuing stray more wide Repentance quickneth men in sinne cleane dead And teacheth new-borne Babes in path of Life to tread 3 Shee is the Mid-wife that with keenest knife Our Nauell cuts whereby we cleaue to
by Gods helpe thou shalt against them all preuaile 51 So by this mightie Power we shall at length Be Victors though Sinne seeme vs here to foile Lord grant me this spirituall Pow'r and Strength That though my Body suffer here a while And like a Coward oft doth take the foile I may with courage so my Soule defend No Power me of spirituall Armes despoile Lord grant I practise may what I commend So I with prayse my Booke and Meditation end 52 Thus as one of the Bridegromes meanest Friends I to adorne the Bride doe offer here These Ornaments The gift no worth commends But He to whom the Widdowes mite was deare Because shee all her substance offred there Will well accept of this poore Offering That when I shall at that great day appeare Before the Iudge to giue my reckoning This time may be allow'd me for Gods honouring FINIS The third Booke consisting of fiue MEDITATIONS viz. 1. Knowledge 2. Zeale 3. Temperance 4. Bountie and 5. Ioy. And The fourth Booke of viz. 1. Prudence 2. Obedieâ—ce and 3. Meekenesse 4. Gods Word and 5. Prayer Were Likewise intended by the Authour at this time for the Presse But the euer-lamented losse of his most honored Lord which hath changed all his Ioyes into Sorrowes and Songs to Lamentations hath beene the cause of deferring their publishing A FVNERALL ELEGIE Consecrated to the memorie of his euer-honoured Lord IOHN KING Late Lord Bishop of London LEt others call their Muse to helpe them mourne And books of Tragique Scenes and Stories turne My Heart abundant matter shall indite If but the halfe I of my sorrow write Were it a priuate losse of mine alone I could it smother with a priuate grone But ah I ring my Fathers Fathers knell The Charet and Horsemen of Israel Happy Elisha when the fiery Horse And Charets thee did from thy Master force Whilst he in Whirlewind vp to Heauen ascends His Spirit doubled downe on thee descends But ah I haue no Spirit but to mourne And wash with teares this sacred Fathers Vrne His 〈◊〉 is not left me to diuide Mine Eyes from Teares as Iordanes floods were dride Yet had I but his Spirit here to tell How stoutly he opposed Iezabel And all her Baalling superstitious crew Of Prophets and their Idols ouerthrew How firmely he in his Religion stood Readie till Death to seale it with his blood Without least Bastard thought to change that Truth Which was in him firme rooted from his youth I then might iusâ—ly hope my feeble Verse Had done full right vnto thy wronged Herse For I should muzzell those that wrong thy fame And die them like their whoare scarlet in shame Should force into their face that modest blood That left them ere since they left Truth and Good Yet why should I thinke much that Calumnie Labours to cloud thy Names bright memorie Since that Iust One thy Sauiour after Death Could not auoid Slanders envenom'd breath And if thy Lord and Masters fate were such Let not thy Ashes grieue to beare as much Oh sacred Spirit enclos'd in frailest mold Of britle Clay when I did thee behold Praying Elias-like thou couldst constrayne The Heau'ns to water all the Earth with rayne And when thy zealous tongue touch'd with the flame Which Seraphin had from the Altar taâ—ne Thou like to Paul or Peter didst diuine Three thousand Soules conuerting at a time When thou didst sit on Iustice sacred Throne Thy Prudence shin'd like that of Solomon And Samuel-like so equall didst diuide Thou often gau'st content to either side Like Aristotles thy Schole Disputations Thy Speeches Tullies eloquent Orations Thy Lectures all Ideas most diuine Where Arts like Starres in Firmament doe shine Did â— behold thee in thy Familie Thy House a Temple of the Deitie Thou Dauid-like didst to th' Almightie sweare No wicked riotous Person should come there You worthy Tribe of Leui when you want And find your shorne allowance all too scant His 〈◊〉 which refresht you often blisse And gaue you Liuengs free as they were his You Poore lament whom he so often fed Not with his Doctrine onely but his Bread And Strangers when you want his losse lament Who vnto you such large allowance sent One and the same Rule in things Temporall He did obserue as in Spirituall Who so on Earth doth plentifully sow May well expect a like increase to mow Most happy Man if Vertue Honour Right Or any worldly Blisse make happy wight Home and abroad honour'd belou'd and fear'd Him Grace and Learning vnto all endear'd But oh what Mortall stands so sure and fast That here may be call'd happy till his last To whom the People erst Hosanna cride When he in triumph doth through Sion ride Ere many dayes was on the Crosse so shaken As if he fear'd himselfe of God forsaken So when this Saint like Paul the â—ged sung To build vp Sions ruines with his Tongue The rauish'd Hearers with thy message strooke Sate as they had no powr's but Eare and Looke Both which did yeeld thy Worth such loud applause As if an Angels Trump had lent thee voyce I thinke their strict attention did fore-see They neuer more should heare so much from thee A Swan-like Dittie for it was his last For ere the Sunne had round his circuit past He that for Sions building vp did pray Did in his owne fraile Temple feele decay My Soule eu'n trembles but thy groanes to heare Alas how couldst thou them with Patience beare Afflictions which would breake a brasen Wall And hardest Milstone grin'd to powder small But Hee in Heau'n that heard thee groane and weepe And all thy teares did in his Bottle keepe When it was full doth take of thee compassion And freed thee from thy paynes and bitter passion Eu'n on that Day whereon we celebrate His Passion whom thou liu'dst to imitate Loe God doth millions of his Angels send Thy sorrowes here with heau'nly Ioyes to end Shall we bewaile thy happy commutation Now chang'd from Earth to heau'nly Habitation Where as thy Ioyes the Angels farre surpast Which neuer of thy Miseries did taste For there thou dost that Psalme of comfort ring Which none but Saints afflicted here can sing That Ioy which neuer had in Heau'n beene knowne But by those Saints that vnder crosses groane That Ioy which feeles God comfort vs againe After he hath vs plagu'd on Earth with paine And for a few yeares of aduersitie Rewards in Heau'n with Ioyes eternitie Which giues for Sorrow Ioy for Labour Rest A Hau'n to vs whom Shipwracke erst distrest From Danger Safetie Light vnto the eye Long blind in Dungeons obscuritie Life after Death doth make our liues more sweet Who here Christs plentifull afflictions meet Shall haue in him a plenteous consolation Then let vs all that wait for like saluation In Body like this Saint the dying beare Of 's dying Lord and let him neuer feare But his Lords life shall be made manifest In Him when He our Labour turnes to Rest. But more my Muse is as vnfit to write As are my sorrowes stupid to endite Onely Shee thus the publique losse bemones And what Shee wants in words supplyes with grones Act. 2. 3. Church Christ. Church Christ. Church Church Christ. Church Christ. Church Church Christ. Church Christ. Christ. Christ. Church Christ. Church Christ. Church Daugh. Church Daugh. Church Christ. Christ. Apples †Church Christ. Church Christ. Church Christ. Church a 1. Sam. 2â— 39. 40. b 1. Sam. 18. 18. c Mark 1. 3. d Iohn 3. 29. * Matth. 22. 9. f Can. 2. 14. 3. 7. g Caâ— 5. 1 2. h 2. Cor. 12. 1 2 3 4. i Matth. 22. 2 3 4. k Caâ— 7. 1 2 c. l Luk. 2. 32. m Luk. 14. 17 18 c. n Apoc. 22. 1 2. o Can. 5. 1. p Can. 4. 12. 6. 2. q Apoc. 21. 4. * Apoc. 5. 11. Quaere Iâ—dg 9. 8. * Pâ—nitentia * 〈◊〉 †Christs †Strength †Strength * Presumption a Infidelitie b Despaire †Heart †Iesus †By reason ¶ By sense * Reuel 6. 10. 11. †Mens merits * Separatists * 〈…〉 Truth of Iudgement Truth of Heart Truth of Speech Truth of Action †Potaâ—iana 3. Esdr. 4. * 〈◊〉 Gen. 32. 33. * Woman-Man * Cutter
sinne Who though shee cruell seeme yet giues sweet life When first to liue in Spirit we begin Shee vs polluted and defil'd within Doth clense in Fountayne of Regeneration Vs new-borne Babes shee teacheth to let in The milke sincere to sure Iustification Till stronger meate make strong our Faith to sure Saluation 4 And though in chaine of Gods most fâ—â—me Decree First sauing linke is his Predestination Election next then Calling yet wee see No certayne pledges here of our Saluation Till true Repentance workes Humiliation Loe then we doe by right degrees proceede Vnto the highest linke Glorification So that Repentance first to vs doth reede What is eternally in Heau'n by God decreed 5 Thou that dost Hearts with true Repentance season Making them view their owne vile wretchednesse That cast downe with Apostasie and Treason We may of thee seeke endlesse Happinesse First grant me true Repentance next to expresse What sou'raine Vertues I in her haue found And though at first my soule with bitternesse Were ouerwhelm'd yet Grace did cure that wound So where most sinne there is Mercy doth most abound 6 Repentance is a holy worke of Grace From godly Sorrow by which Man from sin Is turn'd Gods promises in Christ t' embrace And Fruits fit for Repentance to begin Repentance is Gods holy worke within To worke our Righteousnesse and Sinne deface And no Man can be exercis'd therein But he that standeth in the state of Grace For no Man turnes to God till God him first embrace 7 Grace and Repentance are in time conioyn'd As Fire and Heate but as Heate first appeares To vs when Fire in Embers is confin'd Eu'n so when sparkes of Grace our Heart first cheares Repentance manifests her selfe by teares Grace is the sap in heau'nly vegetation Repentance is the prime bud which it beares The first sure signe of true Regeneration Then follow leaues flow'rs fruits as certayne demonstration 8 This godly Sorrow differs from the care And griefe a worldling in his heart receaues By sense of Gods iust wrath or great Mens feare Or ought that their good names or goods bereaues This godly Sorrow griefe of mind conceaues That he hath sinn'd and that he did displease So good and kind a God which so close cleaues To 's heart that though no feare did him disease Of Iudge Hell Deuill yet nought but Grace can him appease 9 Man was most faire in Gods owne Image built Had with him sweet communion at 's Creation Whereby in God and God eke in him dwelt But sinne hath since enforc'd a separation And made vs sonnes of wrath by alienation Now we like prodigall and lost sheepe stray Till Grace and true Repentance restauration Doth make of all sinne doth in vs decay Then we returne and our Creators hests obay 10 But true Repentance doth repent of all And not of many or one onely sinne Herod conuerted thus at Baptists call Him gladly heard and hearing did begin For to doe many things but would not lin The sinne of incest with his brothers Loue Some like th' Adulterer doe turne from sinne When they want strength from bad to worse some moue As when the prodigall a couetous man doth proue 11 Shee hath two hands with one loe shee beginnes To presse vs downe to true mortification Whereby we may returne from all our sinnes Vs th' other rayseth by Regeneration To a new life and to Sanctification One from all actuall sinnes makes vs abstayne Suppresseth weakens natures deprauation Makes the Mind purpose and the Will full fayne And all our whole indeauours from sinne to refrayne 12 The other hand Mans purged mind doth raise Vnto a serious firme deliberation To yeeld sincere obedience to Gods Sayes And worketh in the will an inclination Him to obey as at our first creation This doth Mans life and best indeauours frame To walke here in a holy conuersation Though all we doe vnperfect is and lame Yet if the Heart be right God will accept the same 13 And as shee hath a double energie Men head-long to th' infernall Pit to throw And them againe by Faith to viuifie So though of this great worke one cause we know Gods Spirit that whereas it list doth blow Yet vseth it a twofold instrument The Law which Death to vs for sinne doth show The Gospell that doth preach attonement Thus both the Law and Gospell teach vs to repent 14 The Law first pierceth eu'n the very heart And doth by little and degrees proceede Till Knowledge foure things needfull doth impart Gods Law the guilt of Sinne and Sinnes iust meede Which is eternall Fire by God decreed Then we these rightly to our selues apply Which doth in vs a feare and horrour breed Except on Gospels comfort we rely For without that we die in hell eternally 15 Then doth the Gospell make vs comprehend Gods mercy for it seriously enquire And by the gifts of Knowledge to contend That though I iustly haue deseru'd Gods ire If I my selfe denie yet and desire My trust in Christs sole merits to repose I shall thereby escape eternall Fire Thus doth Repentance griefe and ioy impose Griefe for my sinnes but Ioy God doth me from them loose 16 Thus godly Sorrow in our heart being wrought Which brings Repentance with true change of mind We are resolu'd neuer in word deed thought So to offend God in our wonted kind But a new life to leade loe then we find Within our selues a wondrous alteration Not that it changeth substance of our mind Or body in the matter or the fashion But doth reforme their powers as in their first creation 17 Shee worldly griefe to godly sorrow turnes Our Wrath and Anger into temp'rate Zeale Presumption into Faith their heart that burnes In wanton loue to heau'nly Loue appeale Mad laughter shee with Christian ioy doth seale Mildnesse of nature turnes to spirits meeknesse Soules faculties doth all repaire and heale And brings them vnto their first perfectnesse Thus shee makes crocked streight and what 's wrong doth redresse 18 Then bring we forth fruits worthy amendment Of life the truth whereof we doe expresse When by good workes we shew how we repent Repenting soules be Trees of Righteousnesse Planted by God which Riuers doe refresh Eu'n flouds that from the Sanctuarie flow Whose boughes doe lowly stoope with fruitfulnesse There fruits for meate leaues good for medicine grow Else to the roote the Axe is laid them downe to throw 19 Repentance Subiect is a grieued heart A conscience wounded with the sight of Sinne Which nought but hell and horrour doth impart When to lay open conscience doth beginne Our sinnes without and wicked thoughts within And ' lesse shee to vs hope in Christ reueale We may with Iudas hang vp by the chin But like a skilfull Surgeon shee doth deale First corrasiue the sore and then it gently heale 20 Shee hath a double Obiect guilt of sinne And sinnes iust meede eternall condemnation Which terror breedes without horror within The second
is our Sauiours blessed Passion Made eu'n our owne by a right application This brings true inward ioy and sound delight And doth deface th'hand-writing of damnation This brings vs out of darknesse into light This Sunne of Righteousnesse doth chase away our night 21 As Pharaoh with his Butler and his Baker So deales shee with the wicked and the iust They both alike offended haue their Maker And both alike into one Dungeon thrust But loe shee lifts to place of highest trust The Butler but the Baker doth forsake And leaues him to the meede of the vniust Thus with her left hand shee vs drownes in Lake But with her right vs into endlesse ioy doth take 22 Neare to her fellowes gracious Restitution A Lady of a conscience wondrous tender That of all benefits makes retribution And for a wrong done double mends will render Sorrow Teares Kindnesse Bountie doe attend her Sighs Prayer true Deuotion on her wait If shee wants these Associates God amend her Shee 's but Hypocrisie the Deuils bait To catch poore soules with false pretences and deceit 23 For loe two Hags of hell would like her seeme One outward is and ceremoniall Which like proud Pharisee her selfe doth deeme Aboue the Publican And shee will fall To prayer on her knees amongst them all The other eu'n my pen trembles to write Mine heart to thinke of her Despaire we call Oh! shee our Sauiours suffrings doth despite Counting His satisfaction for her sinnes too light 24 Many there be that will repent of 〈◊〉 When they are scourged by th' Almighties hand But when to spare his rod he doth beginne They stay repenting and themselues doe band Against the Righteous And though God command They will resist him like proud Egypts King Which notwithstanding ten Plagues did withstand His Makers will his Heart still hardening Till on himselfe and people he confusion bring 25 A cursed sinne 's finall impenitence When as a man himselfe so iust doth take As he needs not repent for his offence This like a lethargie our soule doth make Vnsensible of sinne till we awake And as 't is a disease most dangerous Which vs insensible thereof doth make So of all States it is most perilous To be dead-sicke of sinne yet thinke we are righteous 26 Foure things obserue in this great worke of wonder Grace horror sorrow comfortable peace Which I resemble to tempestuous thunder Lightning shewes first next cracks then showerâ— increase But all in comfortable Sunne-shine cease So in this worke of our Regeneration The Spirit first lights Hell doth like thunder prease Then sorrowes clouds teares showers make inundation Lastly like Sunne shines ioy which seales vp our saluation 27 And as in course of humane generation Conception trauell lastly birth wee see So in this worke of our regeneration The Spirit Soules-horror inward ioy agree The Spirit first giueth life and power to bee The Soule then trauâ—ileth in griefe and paine Then followeth our glad natiuitie Which recompenceth all our losse with gaine Thus as at first the Flesh the Spirit begets againe 28 And as some women though they doe conceaue And quickning ioy doe feele within their wombe Yet by disorder oft a hurt receaue And so miscarry ere to birth they come So that their wombe become the infants tombe So in vs oft a quickning Spirit doth moue As if Repentance were in vs begun Yet in the end it doth abortiue proue This is when we resist the holy Spirit of Loue. 29 Some as I say conceaue an embrion But lose their fruit eu'n in the vegetation Some in due time to trauell haue begon But wanted strength euâ—n in the procreation And in this weaknesse falne to desperation Like Iudas they haue strangled their owne brood Before it had in new life respiration Who did deplore's betraying innocent blood Well he began but ended in a desperate mood 30 But if our trauell doth to birth proceede And that there is a liuing Child forth brought Oh then what ioy and comfort it doth breede Then we employ our care and eu'ry thought How we may nurse and feede it as we ought We therefore pap and milke to it first giue And after stronger meates for it are sought Till it vnto a perfect man doth thriue Loe then he can beget that earst began to liue 31 Eu'n so a new borne Babe in Christ proceedes There 's wondrous ioy at 's first regeneration On Gospels Milke he young and tender feedes Till he grow strong Then from Predestination He can discourse eu'n to Glorification Thus doth he to a height and fulnesse grow Of age and strength by Spirits Illumination Till he all Mysteries in Christ doth know Then is he able vnto others them to show 32 Men are like Horses wild who sure had bin As at the first to Man obedient Had they not beene corrupted by mans sin And would haue beene seruants most diligent Now they grow Rebels disobedient Till we with bit yoke bridle doe them tame So Man growes'gainst his Maker insolent Till by Repentance he doth him reclame Then he becomes as at the first God did him frame 33 Mans heart is like the ground which for mans sinne Is cursed Thornes and Thistles for to reare Which first the skilfull Plow-man doth beginne With a strong Teame of Oxen vp to teare Fallowes and Harrowes it for to prepare It sweet and cleane for to receaue his seede Loe then in stead of Thornes it Wheat will beare Repentance thus ploughs Hearts to kill Sinnes weede And Tils it fit and sweet for Grace to sow Faiths seede 34 If a man sowes and doth not Till his ground Or if one Till his ground and doe not sow On first kind Thornes and Thistles doe abound Which choke the seede so that it cannot grow And from the vnsowne tilled ground we mow Nothing but stinking weedes fit for the fire Eu'n so except with sorrow we doe plow Our hearts and Word to sow therein desire Sinne chokes all grace weeds therein grow ranke higher 35 Repentance like an Axe is that hath praid On all the Cedars that on Lebanon stand And eu'ry one downe on the earth hath laid The sound shee hewes and squares with her right hand Making them posts and pillars fit to stand In Gods owne house But eu'ry hollow crust Shee teares and cleaues for fire with her left hand Thus doth Repentance trim and square the iust Despaire th'vngodly rends and into Hell doth thrust 36 Behold we thus with trembling and with feare In paine and griefe worke out our owne saluation But some when as Repentance draweth neare And calls their conscience to examination Like Ahab fall into this bitter passion What hast thou found me Oh! mine enemie Despising godly Prophets reformation And rather vnregenerate chuse to die Than pangs and bitter throwes of a new birth to trie 37 Latines and Greekes giue her a diuers name Which haue in them a twofold true notation And yet in her they both employ the same
Latines from Paine doe make their deriuation Next is a new mind by interpretation Both these describe her nature wondrous right In paine and sorrow is her inchoation When shee with Flesh and powers of Hell doth fight Then followes change of mind which bringeth sweet delight 38 For shee is bred in paine brought forth in gladnesse Sorrow is ouer-night but in the morne Comes soundest ioy to chase away nights sadnesse And when we thinke that we are left forlorne Then comfort 's nigh to lift on high our horne And though a while the Worldlings vs doe deeme The off-scumme of the people and the scorne Of wicked men yet God doth vs esteeme And by this change most precious in his eyes we seâ—me 39 Thus haue all holy men in former ages By griefe and change of mind obtayn'd Gods grace This eke is shadowed in those grand Sages That tooke great paynes and care to find the place Where Christ was borne that they might see his face Who after in a dreame forwarned were Not to returne againe in their first trace Thus after trauell long great paines and care With ioy and change of mind another way they fare 40 Of all the 〈…〉 Eu'n from 〈…〉 that â—its in her Tâ—â—one To low Humilitie that keepes her 〈◊〉 Our blessed Sauiour hath vs paternes showne Onely because no sinne was euer knowne To be in him He cannot well be said For to repent of sinnes that be his owne But sure for ours a ransome deare he paid And felt the wrath of God which on vs should be laid 41 His Soule was heauie eu'n vnto the death He fear'd to drinke this cup of bitternesse God did on him such wrath and vengeance breath That he sweat drops of blood in his distresse Such horror by Gods curse did him depresse That he cry'd out as if he were forsaken Such horror doth repenting â—oules oppresse But not in so great measure are they shaken For Christ the edge of Gods displeasure off hath taken 42 This was his way to heau'n This must be ours Before we be to true Repentance brought Consider now with are the bitter stowers Whereby our Fathers haue Repentance sought Let Abram tell from natiue Countrey brought Into an vnknowne Land to be a stranger Where he indured hunger cold and drought Whom Canaâ—â—â— famine made an Egypt 〈◊〉 Where of the losse of Wife and Life he was in danger 43 Afflicted Iob modell of true Repentance How was he plagu'd without frighted within Who though he seem'd most happy in his entrance Yet his last dayes were best Dauid did sin Most desp'rately but after did begin Sadly to crie when he Gods anger found Purge me without and make me cleane within When Solomon felt his sinnes accursed wound He a whole 〈◊〉 of true Repentance did compound 44 Good 〈◊〉 chattered like a Swallow Or like a Crane and mourned like a Doue And though his sonne Manâ—sses long did wallow In much foule sinne yet bondage did him moue To true Repentance Peter more did loue His Master aâ—ter vnaduis'd denyall Thus all Gods seruants better Saints doe proue After they haue endur'd the fiery tryall Experience of Gods loue makes holy men more loyall 45 I should seeme partiall if I onely tell Of men who in this worke haue happy beene Since Women for this beare away the bell Witnesse her eyes which like two Fountaynes dreâ—ne To wash her Sauiours feete And Riâ—â—as teene When vnder sackcloth shee her life did lead Till the wish't raine from heau'n to fall was seene So long shee did defend the bodies dead That for the Gibeonites were hang'd vp by the head 46 But why seeke I for witnesses without Looke in thine heart if there thou hast not found This smart of horror thou maist iustly doubt Thy soule 's not yet vp in Lifes bundle bound Therefore vnto thy selfe with speede propound To view Gods wrath and thine owne wretchednesse Then griefe of heart and sorrow will abound Which thee vnto the brinke of hell will presse Till Faith thee raise by inward ioy to happinesse 47 Thou shalt not find her like fruit which to th' eye Was wondrous faire and pleasant to the taste Which poyson'd Adam and his Progenie Shee bitter is at first sweet at the last And when the cloud of sorrow 's ouer-past Shee brings of ioy and comfort so great store That all become new loe old things are past Shee is the Antidoâ—e that doth restore What Adam lost when he forsooke his Makers lore 48 No th'Antidâ—â—â— is Christs most precious Blood Repentance is but the preparatiue To make our soules taste this most heau'nly food Than which no other can keepe vs alâ—â—e And till Repentance out of vs doth driue In-bred corruption and all actuall sin This Balme of Gilead will not make vs thriue Oh then Repentance purge me cleane within And make my stomach fit this Manna to let in 49 The Spirit 's willing but the Flesh is weake Oh a most bitter pill is this temptation None but they that haue felt it right can spâ—ake What pangs it breedes in our regeneration Well let men-pleasers onely sing saluation Let not vaine fruitlesse hopes thine heart deceaue We must first taste the curse of our damnation Before saluation truely we conceaue As head so must the members that to it doe cleaue 50 We here must taste it or then when w'appeare At Christs Tribunall From which none can hide Himselfe but all stand forth themselues to cleare When Bookes are brought forth and are open'd wide In sight of God Christ Angels and the Bride When Satan and thy conscience thee accuse And no gold can an Aduocate prouide Oh who thinks of this day and can refuse To taste here of Christs Cup and scape the Deuils Cruse 51 Wherefore against thy selfe an Action bring And thus accuse examine iudge and trie Lest thou beest iudged of the righteous King First before Gods Tribunall prostrate lie And if he then beheld thee with his eye Confesse thy in-bred sinnes knowne and vnseene Against thy selfe pronounce vnfeignedly Damnation hell and horror when we seeme Most vile in our owne eyes God doth vs best esteeme 52 Death to all men the wages is of sin But vnto those the Heau'n of happinesse That thus on earth condemne themselues within And after bring forth fruits of Righteousnesse But to those that goe on in wickednesse Death is the Port and entrance into Hell Lord giue me here this pill of bitternesse Which may corruption from mine heart expell No wound can be so deepe but thou by grace canst heale 53 And though shee seemes like fiery two-edg'd sword That keepes from Man the way to Tree of Life Because her fiery triall is abhord And Cowards heart doth faint to see her knife Swouning away at Flesh's and Spirits strife Oh neuer yet let feare my courage quaile To hinder me from that sweet Tree of Life Better Repentance thresh me with her flaile On earth than hellish Dragon breake me
with his taile 54 But I confesse I tremble at her rod As Moses did at his when he it cast On ground by the commandement of God And it became a Serpent that in haste He fled from it but all his feare was past When God him bid to take it by the taile Then it became a Staffe to stay him fast And wonders worke So though our hearts shee quaile At first we yet at last by Faith 'gainst her preuaile 55 We are as Satan hop'd Iob to haue found When as he said Doth Iob serue God for nought Whilst God doth hedge vs in on each side round And prospers all that by our hands are wrought Whilst by our flocks are multitudes forth brought So long we seeme his bountie to embrace But take away our goods and leaue vs nought Behold I say we curse him to his face Except as vnto Iob he grant preuenting grace 56 This is of wicked men the punishment That all their life Repentance haue despised Eu'n at their end they thinke not to repent This trade must in thy youth be exercised As Abel of his Firstlings sacrificed They that from sinne abstaine not till their last And to Worlds pleasures haue their Youth deuised Are like those that being sicke professe to fast When as alas they haue no appetite or taste 57 Such late Repentance seldome is or neuer We one example in the Scripture reade Not to despaire repent what time so euer But onely one example lest it breede Presumption 'T is meate and drinke indeede To Satan for to see youth doe his will And on the other side great ioy doth breede To th'Angels for to see young men fulfill Gods Statutes in their Youth and eke obay his Will 58 Oh! then embrace her whilst 't is call'd Today For most vncertayne is our life and fraile The longer I the lusts of sinne obay Against them I the hardlier shall preuaile Late med'cines of their cures doe most what faile Which would yeeld remedie in season taken The Serpent in the head not in the taile Is quickly kill'd young twigs are easily shaken But grow hard to remoue when they deepe roote haue taken 59 If in due time thou seekest to repent By godly sorrow which ne're comes too late And thou hells pangs dost feele Be confident Thou art by Faith in Christ regenerate Assure thy selfe most happy is thy state If thou least drop of Mercy dost obtaine The danger 's past sinnes stinging will abate The Spirit of thy mind 's renew'd againe And from least shew of sinne hereafter now refraine 60 Though like 〈◊〉 seruant first thou 〈◊〉 Nought but Hostilitie thee to confound If that thine eyes with his once open'd bee To looke vp to the Mountayne There abound Horses and Charets fiery about thee round Crie but alas Master What shall we doe Loe more for thee than there for them are found Thy light with blindnesse so confounds thy Foe Thou mayst them captiue leade and vnto others show 61 Thy Groat is found which thou before hadst lost Thy Sheepe's brought home that earst hath gone astray Thy dead sonne hath againe receau'd his ghost The prodigall 's come home that ranne away Vashti's deposed from the Scepters sway And humble Hester now hath got her place The workes of darknesse now are chac't away And in their roome are workes of Light and Grace Faith by Repentance shewes vs now Loues smiling face 62 Ioy after Sorrow after labour rest And after shipwrack the desired Port All men loue safety they discerne it best That lately haue escap'd some eminent hurt Loe light is pleasing vnto eu'ry sort To them most that in darkest Dungeon bee To passe from death to life doubles the sport Of 〈◊〉 But 〈◊〉 all the ioyes I see Is when â—â—om wounded conscience Gracâ— doth set 〈◊〉 63 And now o Lord vnabâ—â— to â—â—presse Thy wondrous bountie in 〈◊〉 first creation And much more here vnworthy to confesse Thy Loue and Grace in our regeneration Begun here first in vs by renouation And true Repentance Lord now cure my wound The sting of conscience by sweet application Of Faith the fruits whereof may still abound And to the riches of thy glorious Grace redound 64 You may be pleas'd with me to call to mind How when the humble Lady first me brought To Dame Repentance harsh I her did find And shee most strongly on my conscience wrought Yea though with teares I oft her Grace besought That I might iudged be at Mercies seate Shee mee by force before Dame Iustice brought Where all my sinnes and faults shee did repeate But Faith me iustifide of whom I next entreate MEDITAT IIII. Of Faith 1 ONe Beeing that from all eternitee Most happy is Wise Iust Omnipotent And from eternitie all things did see As present though long after they were meant Of nought created Aire Fire Firmament With all the Spirits and Powers that are aboue Made and replenished Earths Continent The Sea and all that in them both doe moue All these he made for Man Man him to serue and loue 2 Man sure a Creature was most excellent Being of all created things the end To whom that Being onely being lent That he to 's Makers seruice might intend And in his ioyfull Presence his life spend Wherefore He him in goodliest Garden plac't And one Fruit onely did from him defend Of which Fruit onely he presum'd to taste Wherefore God him for eu'r out of the Garden cast 3 But as the glorious riches of his grace Was the sole-mouing cause Man first to make So gracelesse Man he leaues not in this case But to repaire his losse will vndertake A new worke likewise for his mercies sake To free him from sinnes guilt and Satans wile God will Mans flesh and guilt vpon him take And purge him from the sinne doth him defile Thus Satan is beguil'd that sought Man to beguile 4 As 〈…〉 Canâ—'d Man from earthly Eden to be cast So true Beliefe and 〈◊〉 Obedience Cause 〈…〉 And as on paine of death he was to fast From one fruit onely so this gracious King Commands vs now one onely fruit to taste Life to restore and for to kill Death's sting This fruit is Faith in Christ whereof I next doe sing 5 Thou that when Man most blessed was created But by sinne falne from his high happinesse Thine owne Sonne sent that he regenerated Might be and winne againe more perfect blesse Who here eu'n humbled'st God in humane flesh That thou by Faith might'st Man to thee vnite And safe deliuer from all wretchednesse Direct my Muse of Faith to sing aright And grant me first 〈◊〉 Faith before of Faith I write 6 Faith is a wondrous gift of God a Grace Whereby th'Elect apply particularly Christ right and all his benefits embrace By her our hope subsiâ—ts most certainely Shee shewes vs things vnseene most euidently Faith of the Gospell is a firme beliefe Whereby Christs benefits offred we apply And rightly doe receiue So
Faith in briefe Is a right application and a sound beliefe 7 Faith is the Bucket which hangs on Hopes string Whereby the most deepe liuing Well we sound Which if the Rope hold out vs vp will bring Such liuing Water as doth there abound When Christ his sauing Graces doth propound Faith is the Hand whereby we them receaue Faith healeth vp the clensed purged wound Beginneth where Repentance doth vs leaue Who without her seekes Faith 〈◊〉 doth himselfe deceaue 8 Faith as it 's tâ—ne for credit or beliefe Is when we credit giue to God or Man Thus he with men most Faith hath that is chiefe And in his coffer hide most money can But when to God it reference hath we than It ordinary or extr'ord'nary call By this we miracles and wonders can Ordinarie Faith is hight historicall Or iustifying Faith in some but temporall 9 But this most precious Faith whereof I write And which I formerly aright define The Faith of Gods Elect is truely hight Which when one hath doth wholly ne're decline This iustifying sauing Faith doth ioyne Vs to our Head and is the instrument And meanes whereby Gods Spirit doth refine And purge our hearts from sinfull excrement This Faith doth make Gods Children bold and confident 10 This Faith though not diuided hath degrees Beginning first encrease and consummation A little Faith to greater doth encrease Till built and rooted on a sure foundation Yet neuer had this Faith so sure a station Which conscience and hels terrours haue not shaken Remember Christ our Head his bitter passion How he cry'd out as God had him forsaken When he the guilt and curse of sinne had on him taken 11 Such as the Head the Members must endure Thus in their soules they totter faint and reele Though the foundation of the Lord stand sure And firme and hath vpon it set this seale The Lord knowes who are his yet he doth deale With vs as doth the Finer with his gold Which he doth seu'n times in the furnace neale Thus tries he those whose names he hath enrold But will heape comforts in their bosomes manifold 12 In Men and Plants and 〈◊〉 three soules wee see Of Reason Growing and the 〈◊〉 So in this Christian soule 〈◊〉 Faith there bee Three qualities alike cooperatiue And as in Man all three into one 〈◊〉 So in th'Elect both Faith historicall Temporall and the true Faith are aliue And but one sauing Faith together all This Soule Mans forme this Faith 〈◊〉 Christians life we call 13 As vegetation sheweth most in Plants So in the worldlings Faith historicall Faith temporall in false Professors hants True Faith vpon th'Elect doth onely fall And as no Plant or Beast be it great or small The things that are in Man right apprehends Yet Man what is in Beasts and Plants knowes all So those two Faiths which serue to other ends Know â—â—t true 〈◊〉 Faith yet shee both comprehends 14 God Authour is and Cause efficient Of eu'ry good and perfect gift and grace His good Will moues him first But his Intent And chiefe end is the glorie of his Grace And our saluation in the second place But when He in our soules doth Faith beget Whereby Christ and his Merits we embrace A double meanes he here on worke doth set Inward and outward whereby sauing Faith we get 15 The outward is his Word and Sacrament One workes the other strengthens what is wrought The inward is Gods Spirit into vs sent Our hearts to quicken sanctifie make soft Wherein the Word may sowne be as it ought The Gospell whereupon stands Faith's foundation Though we by Law to see our sinnes are brought As the Schoole Mistris to regeneration Yet 't is the Gospell 〈◊〉 vs wise vnto saluation 16 The 〈◊〉 most what worketh by the Word Not but without 't is all sufficient But this instruction it doth vs afford That we in hearing should be diligent The Word without the Spirits enlightenment Is as good Seede sowne on vntilled ground That neuer brings forth fruit that 's excellent For without Grace Faith temporary's found And neuer doth in good and holy workes abound 17 Prayer is not the meanes Faith to obtaine But it preserues and strengthens Faith to pray For without Faith our Prayers are in vaine Yet after Faith is wrought in vs we may Pray that Faith failes vs not wherefore I say We must giue Prayer her due commendation For by her we discourse with God alway And haue with him familiar conuersation Though none can pray aright before regeneration 18 Faith 's like the Hand and Prayer like the Key Which doth th' Almighties Coffers open wide Wherein his richest Treasures lockt vp lye The Key vnprofitably hangs beside Except that Faith it take in hand to guide Likewise the Hand doth vse her strength in vaine The Barre without the Key gainst Wards to slide Both ioyn'd the Locke to open doe constrayne And vs most glorious view of heau'nly Treasures gayne 19 'T were infinite of all Faiths fruits to tell All duties towards God all charitee Towards our Neighbours done aright and well From her proceede A holy mother's shee Of Graces all that sanctifying bee Therefore 't is plaine they want her that doe striue To make good workes Faiths mother and doe flee Vnto Saints merits For were Faith aliue In them all Pietie and Charitie would thriue 20 They 〈…〉 from Rome For then a quiet conscience and a cleare A faithfull euidence to them would come Then with true inward ioy would soone appeare Holy Securitie to cast our care Vpon the Lord for if Faith iustifie We are at peace with God Loe then our feare Is turned into sweet Securitie And inward ioy doth by afflictions multiplie 21 But if this peace and ioy doe not appeare But rather terror stormes and diâ—â—idence Let 's labour yet our conscience may stand cleare Which is to doe Gods Will and shun offence Here God beholds our will not impotence And if we doe indeauour to approue Our selues to God Faith workes in vs a sence Of heau'nly Loue whereby we plainly proue That God loues first whereby we doe begin to loue 22 Behold thus eu'n a fruit of Faith is Loue For many one whose Faith is weake and faint And cannot in themselues Spirits earnest proue Nor their hearts with true inward ioy acquaint So as in true beliefe they seeme to faint Yet find within their brests this Spirit of Loue Which is to them from sinning a restraint And 't is an euidence doth surely proue Faith's seede is sowne within when as we truely loue 23 And as Faith growes eu'n so doth Loue encrease Loe first we them that are in want releeue With spirituall comfort troubled soules appease Loue makes vs if we constantly beleeue That for our brethren we our liues will leaue By this indeed we know God's charitie That did himselfe of life for vs bereaue We therefore for our brethren ought to die This great Loue in vs comes from
allurements Our Soules of this rich Iewell to beguile Loe Romanists adulterate and defile Eu'n Truths pure Fountaynes and sweet liuely Spring And Worldlings true sinceritie doe soile With odious name of false dissembling And eu'n with basest termes Gods Priests dishonouring 49 Ah now we with the fashion all doe run As Buildings Wares Apparell are for show So is Religion and Deuotion Where is most pompe and glorie thither flow The greatest multitude From whence doth grow To such a height the name of Poperie Yea many of vs seeke for praise to know But leaue true practise in sinceritie When not to know but doe Gods will is charitie 50 Fashion and Custome now so tyrannize As comely honest Truth they doe out-face If it the Fashion be vs to disguise It as a comely Custome we embrace That which Paul thought a Womans foule disgrace Like Man to haue her head vncouer'd shorne Amongst our Women holds a goodly grace Like vnto mens their garments now be worne As they in Truth the frailtie of their Sexe did scorne 51 But I could wish with all our power and might As in Gods presence pure we all did stand We would goe thinke know speake and practise right In Truth of Iudgement with Tongue Heart and Hand This God did vnto Abraham command To walke before him and to be vpright Walking before God makes vs vpright stand Vprightnesse shewes we walke as in Gods sight Who thinks God him beholds how dares he doe vnright 52 Let me here tell you how a holy Man A Harlot did diuert from filthy quest Who by her comely feature many wan To leaue their owne and foile her filthy nest Himselfe in habit of a Gallant drest Agreed and paid desir'd a secret rome Shee him vnto a Chamber streight addrest So close that therein not the least light shone But ah said he Gods eye vs here may see alone 53 Alas said shee no place can be so close That can vs hide from Gods all-seeing Eye Dost thou beleeue saith he God sees thy grosse Thy beastly foule sinne of adulterie And fear'st not lest his furie should destroy Eu'n whilst in this presumptuous sinne thou art And thee condemne to Hell eternally My Authour saith hereby he did conuert Her wicked life to Truth and Singlenesse of Heart 54 Though many imperfections we doe feele And our corruptions downe so sore vs presse That Vice into our Hearts doth often steale And vnawares deceaue with sinfulnesse Yet if by sorrow true and humblenesse We purge our Hearts of what is entred in And after seeke by carefull watchfulnesse Them to preserue hereafter from like sinne We may grow to some perfectnesse of Truth within 55 But I confesse that though with all my might I labour for true puritie of mind And would doe nothing but as in the sight Of God and Angels and of all Mankind Yet often my deceitfull heart I find Tempting me secretly such things to doe Which I should not dare venture in that kind If some Man present were the same to know Yet Truth the closest of them all to God doth show 56 What shall manâ— presence make me true and iust And shall not Gods that â—ees my secret thought To whom for all one day account I must And be rewarded as I here haue wrought Shall not his presence me deterre from ought That may offend his sacred Maiestie The Sonne of Truth whose blood me dearely bought And grieue the holy Spirit of Truth whereby Seal'd and redeem'd I am from Hels captiuitie 57 Oh thou that Truth requir'st in inward parts Vs secretly mak'st Wisedome vnderstand Renewing Spirits aright and clensing Hearts By whom in Truth and Righteousnesse we stand My way direct right to the holy Land Through Deserts wide of this Worlds wildernesse Feede me with heau'nly Manna from thine Hand With water from a Rocke my soule refresh And thorough Iordanes flood conduct to endlesse blesse 58 The humble thou hast promised to guide And to direct his path aright for ay Who seeke vnfeignedly in Truth t' abide Thou neuer sufferest to goe astray Oh then direct my goings in thy way My iudgement heart hand tongue in Veritie Thou readier art to heare then I to pray Then grant me Loue Faith Hope Humilitie And season eu'ry Grace with Hearts sinceritie 59 God is my Shepheard How then can I stray He is my Light Truth and my righteous Guide His rod and staffe my slipperie feete doth stay Lest they at any time doe slip aside His Truth and Mercy euermore abide Though Wine and Women and the King are strong I nothing feare if Truth be on my side Thy Truth and Mercy shall my dayes prolong Of thy great Truth and Mercy euer be my song 60 Oh let thy Word of Truth my Iudgement sway Thy Spirit of Truth mine inward Man inlight Incline mine Heart to learne will to obay And on thy Truth set thou my whole delight On it to meditate both day and night That whether I eate sleepe walke watch or pray I may remember I am in thy sight So shall I conscience make of euery way And be most carefull what I aske doe thinke or say 61 But ah dread Mercy I too long forbeare To tune my Dittie to thy sacred praise Who wert so gracious vnto me whileare When I appeal'd from Iustice stricter Sayes Vnto thy Throne of Grace where though my wayes Were all discouer'd by thy gracious dome I was absolu'd But next I will thee praise Now I with Truth and Righteousnesse haue done For none without these two to Mercies grace can come MEDITAT III. Of Mercy 1 IF any mightie Monarch chance enquire Why I sweet Mercies seate doe place so high Since shee the lowliest Cell doth most desire Her selfe delighting sole in miserie The onely Object of her pitying eye He hence for greatnesse may this lesson gaine That as he growes in Pow'r and Maiestie To Poore he ought the greater Mercy daine Thus imitating him by whom eu'n Princes raigne 2 For though this Dame be of such wondrous grace So neare in fauour to the Queene of Loue That next to her sâ—ee gaynes the soueraigne place Both here below and in the Heau'n aboue Yea though to heau'nly Loue so like shee proue That scarse the one from th' other can be knowne Though to be mercifull and truely Loue Doe differ much as after shall be showne Yet her great bounty 's not to meanest wretch vnknowne 3 For as the Sunne from highest firmament Vouchsafes on good and bad alike to shine And clouds of Heau'n doe raine indifferent On fertile Land and on the barren Mine So vnto all shee offers Grace Diuine But as the Cause is not in Sunne nor Raine But in the Soile why it doth fruitlesse line So sinne 's the cause some cannot Grace retaine Which shines and waters bad and barren hearts in vaine 4 A depth all bottomlesse I now doe sound A height which higher than the Heau'ns doth reach So wide as nothing it can compasse