excellent Creature know S. 29. believe thy Creator and mine hath appointed us for more excellent work and most transcendent happiness And this I am perswading thee to seek after S. 30. and provide for I have no design with thee or upon thee in this business that is low or base but high and noble I come not thus to thee from any earthly Prince to beg or command thy worldly goods but from the King of glory to intreat and command and beseech thee to part with thy shame and misery thy sins and turn to Christ and holiness and to beseech thee that thou wouldest yeeld to be made gloriously happy all the harm I mean thee is that thou mayest be saved and this is the best the very best thing I can wish to thee and my self also and all that I would have thee part with is nothing but that which is worse then nothing and that is sin Which all Gods children are glad at the heart they are rid of and that they are gotten out of the dominions and regions of sin into the Kingdom of Christ and under his rule Then that we may reason together to some good purpose S. 31. be but plain-hearted and honest in this business lay aside all prejudice make no shifts no evasions fear nothing Man if thou meanest to be good and holy in good earnest there are no invincible Giants in the Kingdom of Christianity put on the resolution of a man and thou wilt be victorious mean but as well to thy soul as I do and then to be sure thou wilt be as earnest with God for to reform thee and as carefull to use the means and take the opportunity as I am to perswade thee to it Be but as willing to submit to the teaching of grace S. 32. and to accept of the proffered help from Christ and then shalt thou quickly be rid of thy damning sins and be brought into a holy and saving frame of spirit and course of life I observe and so may you S. 33. that when Christ had a mind to do good and shew a speciall favour to any in distresse And our dear Lord Christ hath still the same mind toward every poor sinner to this day to do him good his first question to such is Wilt thou be made whole And John 5.6 Mar. 10.51 what wilt thou that I should do unto thee And no sooner the poor sinner can find in his heart to be willing to be helped and healed and to seek unto Christ in good earnest but immediately Christ saith I will be thou whole Take up and walk Mat. 8 3. I will be thou clean and the Text saith And immediately his Leprosie was cleansed And likwise take notice S. 34. that the cause why a miserable sinner continues unreformed and under the power of his sins is because he will not hath no mind to be altered doth not earnestly desire it That this is so you may see Jeremiah 13.27 I have seen thy abomination Jer. 13.27 Woe unto thee wilt thou not be made clean when will it once be and Ezek. 18.31 32. I have no pleasure saith God in the death that is Ezek. 18.31 32. damnation of a sinner but rather he should turn and live and that the cause of mens ruine and destruction is from themselves rather then they will turn they will die Why will ye die turn you from all your transgressions why will ye die So likewise our Saviour Christ in John 5.40 tels us why men lose their Souls and happiness Joh. 5.40 it is They will not come unto me that they might have Life And I observe also when a man is convinced of the necessity of Salvation S. 35. and by the consideration of the greatness of his sins and necessity of leaving them all yet the difficulty of conversion and parting with old friends as a sinner thinks his lusts and sins are he cryes out what must I do to be saved Act. 16.30 as the Jaylor did Acts 16.30 Which is the first quere to be made and when a sinner comes to this once to be willing and seriously desirous from his very Soul to be made whole and clean and then earnestly to seek out how he may act that he may be saved then Christ takes him to cure and then directs him by his word and helps him by his Spirit first to Reformation here and then to Salvation hereafter Now precious soul S. 36. is it in thy heart to desire and dost seriously ask what thou shalt do to be saved If so I have it from God to tell thee that thou mayest be saved If thou believe in the Lord Jesus repent thee and turn thee from all thy ungodliness to serve the living God in Righteousness and true holiness from this day to the end of thy life and submit to Reformation in heart and life thou shalt be saved Wilt thou submit to Reformation S. 37. wouldest thou be made clean and be effectually turned from all thy sinfull thoughts and practises O poor sinner art willing Then first try thy heart S. 38. whether in good earnest thou desire it canst thou go in secret and pour out thy soul and utter thy desires before the Lord in this or the like prayer for this very thing that thou mayst be reformed If thou art willing then to be reformed from thy very soul thou canst speak thy Requests to God to help thee through the work and then thou wilt be willing to take up advice and consideration and yeeld to the intreaties and fall upon the practise without more ado speedily without delay if thou canst thus pray from thy heart there is great hope of thy Reformation CHAP. II. The hopefull sinners Prayer O Most glorious S. 1. holy just and gracious Lord God thou who art the knower of hearts and lover of souls thou hast said Ezek. 33.11 1 Tim. 2.4 1 Pet. 3.9 Mat. 9.13 Thou hast no pleasure in the death of a sinner but rather he should turn and live and art not willing that any should perish but that all should come to repentance and to this end thou hast sent thy dear Son Jesus Christ into the world to call sinners to repentance who gave himself for us that he might redeem poor sinners from all their iniquities and purifie his redeemed ones 2 Cor. 5.20 1 Tim. 4.20 2 Tim. 4.12 thou hast likewise given thy Spirit to sanctifie our hearts and with thy Word to convince and convert such as shall be saved and that poor sinners might be converted and turned from darkness to light from the power of Satan to God that they might receive the forgiveness of sins and an inheritance among the sanctified Thou hast appointed thy Ministers to call sinners to invite beseech exhort reprove admonish guide and direct poor sinners to reclaim them to bring them off from their evill wayes and to shew them the
thy reformation let the pleasures be never so fair or ever so many be not deceived by thy self but be thou a doer of the work and not a pretender to it only 't is a deceiving and a deceived heart that makes thee hitherto either deferre the duty or do it slightly IX Direction 9. If you would be throughly reformed S. 15. converted and saved in time then forthwith give up thy self to Jesus Christ and to the word of his grace let Christ be thy Physitian go to him which is the fountain opened for sin and for uncleannesse Zac. 13.1 1 Jo. 1.7 't is the blood of Christ that cleanseth from all sin flee unto him and yield up thy self unto him shew thy wounds and beg his healing carry thy burthen and let him ease thee Come unto me saith Christ Mat. 11.28 29. all ye that are heavy laden and I will give you rest take my yoke upon you and learn of me and ye shall find rest for your souls Let the word of Gods grace reach thee and rule thee be often at those ordinances where Christ is applyed to thy soul and the Spirit of Christ is working conversion give up and resign thy self to the teachings of the spirit by the word hear that word and obey it which discovereth and debaseth sin and searcheth the heart frequent that preaching that advanceth Christ and holiness that wooes thee off thy sins unto Christ and holy walking If thou be converted it must be by those means that God hath appointed to convert souls S. 16. and bring them to saving faith and repentance all true converts can say that God of his own will begat them with the word of truth Jam. 1.18.21 22. Wherefore lay apart all filthiness and receive with meekness the engrafted word which is able to save your souls But he ye doers of the word and not hearers only deceiving your own selves and every one that is made a new creature must say being born again not of corruptible but of incorruptible seed 1 Pet. 1.23 25. by the word of God which liveth and abideth for ever and this is the word which by the Gospel is preached unto you Therefore yield thy self freely and wholly to Christ S. 17. and the word of his grace and thou mayst then be seasonably and savingly wrought on and converted X. Direction 10. Dost thou intend to reform thy heart and life S. 18. wouldst thou be a true convert and have thy faults pardoned and thy life amended then be fervent and frequent in prayer to the God of heaven for this very thing pray I say mightily fervently and frequently if ever thy reformation be wrought it must come from God and he will be sought unto by prayer and the desire of thy soul must be with earnestness that God would pardon thee and heale thee and separate sin and thy soul sin from thy conversation and instead thereof implant grace and nourish holiness and make thee a new man by renewing thy judgment will and affection and introducing the image of the holy Jesus in thy soul and conversation 'T is true S. 19. God hath made free and gracious promises that he will give grace to convert and change the heart from evil to good that he will cleanse and purisie by his Spirit saying I will give grace I will pardon I will heal Ezek. 36.25 26 37. I will sprinkle clean water upon you and you shall be clean from all your filthiness A new heart also will I give you and a new spirit will I put within you and I will take away the stony heart out of your flesh and give you an heart of flesh and I will put my spirit within you and cause you to walk in my statutes God will do all this for and to a poor sinner and except God give it and work it no man living can get it yet saith the Lord I will yet for all this be inquired of the house of Israel to do this thing for them God gave David a aew heart and pardoned his sins yet see that 51. Psal 51.10 Psalme David prays heartily Create in me a clean heart O God and renew a right spirit within me Our Saviour Christ bids us ask Mat 7.6 7. and you shall have seek and you shall find knock and it shall be opened for every one that asketh receiveth and he that seeketh findeth and to him that knocketh it shall be opened Therefore if ever thou wilt be savingly converted seek it earnestly of God cry incessantly and mightily to the Lord and give him no rest untill he give thee conversion and pardon pray that thou mayst get it and pray that thou mayst keep it pray for this spirit and pray with it and never leave off praying as long as thou livest And I am perswaded that no man shall attain unto saving reformation but he that begs it of God and seeks earnestly after it and I am also perswaded that he that begs it earnestly and constantly shall not be denied it if he neglect not to endeavour to practise what God commands Thus have I given you those directions S. 20. which if you will speedily and carefully follow and put in practice will prove very succesfull toward your reformation those means God hath appointed to bring about this so great and necessary a work of reformation if conscientiously and diligently used Now I would perswade you to use all means possible S. 21. and with all speed possible that might be any way conducing to thy reformation by these motives following CHAP. XIV Some Motives to provoke men to be speedy and in good earnest about the one thing necessary which is sound Reformation I. Motive 1. REmember that all thy weal and happiness depends upon this very thing S. 1. even that thou art worth in an other world If thou art converted in time thou art made for ever but if thou put off thy reformation and wilt not yield to become a penitent and throughly reformed it will be thy marring for ever this must be done and done perfectly or else thy poor soul will be quite undone and a lost man for ever thou wilt be it is as impossible for a man that lives and dies in an unregenerate estate to be happy in another world as it is for one damned in hell already to come thence or to be there happy where he is Now or never is the time to provide for heaven by timely reformation here or no where must every one that means to be saved look to it for when death shall part soul and body there is no more working nor reforming here and now is the time and place in this present world to do all we have to do in reformation in the other world every one must be rewarded according to what he hath done in this world and receive a finall unalterable sentence and the decree of the Almighty will
falling back turn not from the right way to any by-paths of errour or loose living as long as thou livest Let no body nor any thing prevail with thee to Apostatize or make the least defection from the love of the Truth of the Gospel or to remit of thy care diligence and zeal after Truth and Holiness to thy dying day And if thou hast been so unhappy S. 118. through thy sloth easiness and folly to have been tempted and overcome as to yield to any dislike of the Truth and waies of God or remisness in the duties of piety love and zeal in thy heart or if there be in thee a wavering indifferency and thou hangest loose to the Doctrine of Gospel-Truths and Practicals of Godliness and art weary of well-doing as one uneasie and unwilling in the service of God and pursuit of grace and heaven if thou hast a mind to forsake the way of the GOSPEL OF CHRIST to embrace and take up some other new and strange opinions or course of Religion either besides or contrary to that in the SCRIPTURES or if thou art already turned back or fallen from thy first love and Baptismall vow and art in a state of offnesse and separation from the Gospel-Truths and practises and fallen into another hidden Apocryphall mysterious course of Religion not warranted in its principles and practicals by the word of God or opposite to the Scriptures then in every of these cases I exhort thee as thou tenderest thy souls safety and Gods favour to repent thee speedily and endeavour a REFORMATION get out quickly of this cursed Apostatizing temper and back-sliding disposition recover thy decaies in Religion come out from among them that have erred from the Truth lest thou partake of their plagues and fallest into a finall Apostasie and findest no place for repentance which is the case of very many of the Apostates of these times we live in and thou with them must be left to thy self untill thou comest to Julians state to die blaspheming and fall into eternall flames of endlesse torments which will be the portion of Apostatizing hypocrites and hypocriticall Apostates Take this warning and repent in time that is speedily If this be the case of Apostates S. 119. Object and a man may be in danger if he engage in the true Religion either by Formality Hypocrisie or Apostasie is it not safer to be unfixt as to all Religions and to make no more ado about any way but to account of all as vanity and a needless thing being as safe as easie to slight and neglect the Gospel it self and not account of it or give it any entertainment or consent to it nor look after salvation by it nor regard it or affect it much less to be tied to the conditions of it c. Seeing the case is so is it not better to be of no Religion at all or of that which is easier and cheaper and not dangerous though a man be but formall in it or forsake it at pleasure and take another T is true indeed S. 120. Answ many seem to be at this pass already and stand off from the life of Christianity and close not with proposals offers and rules of the Gospel and give it but slender entertainment in their hearts and practise that value abundantly more their earthly concernments then all the riches of grace in the Gospel yet such must know that besides the loss of the benefits which come to the soul which obeyes the Gospel and closeth with the offers of Christ and Salvation upon Gods conditions I affirm that besides the loss of having the priviledge of having the Gospel with all its contents he that neglects slights refuseth or despiseth those invitations to Salvation which God sends to every one unto whom he hath sent the Gospel DOTH SIN GRIEVOUSLY against God and wrong his own soul T is not a light sin to make light of Christ and Salvation tendred in the Gospel and although it be a foul fault to fall from grace and obedience of the Gospel and damnable to continue in that sin yet thy sin is not one jot the less if thou refuse to be a religious Christian If thou make light of Salvation and all those conditions promises invitations and doctrines and performances leading to it it will become a damning sin to thee if thou make light of the means of Salvation or be unfruitfull under them as you may perceive in the following Sections §. XIX Making light of Gospel-mercies and neglecting them a great sin never to be pardoned without Repentance and Reformation The first and greatest evil that crept into this humane world was sin S. 121. for by it man became miserable under bondage wrath rule of Satan and liable to calamities here everlasting torments hereafter which undoubtedly must seise all without exception if a remedy be not granted by the same God that is offended with sinne and that remedy as sincerely accepted by man as it is seriously proffered of God to man And the greatest and most miraculous mercy and favour that was ever shewn to a sinfull world S. 122. Rom. 5.6 8. 1 Tim. 1.15 Jo. 3.16 was Gods sending Christ into the world to save sinners and the Gospel or Message Revealing him and offering him to a soul with most earnest intreaties and calls of God to every one to accept of him and with him pardon of sin and reconciliation with God and Salvation for their precious souls And the better to effect this mercy and to perswade men to accept of it heartily chearfully and chiefly Rom. 10.15 he hath appointed the Publication of this as the gladdest tydings to poor souls by his Ministers Esa 52.7 whom he hath commanded to wait on this business and as his Ambassadours to sinners with Articles of peace 2. Cor. 5.19 20. 2 Cor. 4.6 7. reconciliation and salvation committing this so excellent and heavenly treasure to Earthen Vessels that the power and mercy might appear to come from God for t is the glory of Gods grace in Christ which we are to discover to a company of poor souls to help under Christ to the Reformation and Salvation of such souls as are by the Word and Spirit of the Gospel brought to believe to love and follow the Lord Jesus Now when any one shall refuse neglect despise or make light of this grace of God in Christ bringing Salvation to thee a poor wretch S. 123. Tit. 2.11 which hast forfeited all thy interest in happinesse and art utterly undone without Christ and Salvation When thou dost slight this high favour and grace of God S. 124. this GREAT SALVATION and those means which bring Christ and his salvation and thy soul together thou committest a sin of the highest nature a sin against the greatest mercy 't is an undervaluings of CHRIST HEAVEN 't is all one as if thou shouldest say of God Christ and holy Spirit grace and salvation
Satan an enemy to Christ and a fire-brand of hell as every wicked unregenerate unholy man is is there any honour or credit like that of a Saint or any shame or ignomy like that of a wilfull beastly sinner sure there is not Would you not judge that man hard hearted and obstinate S. 9. Qu. 8. foolish and mad were it not thy own case who doth wilfully continue in sin and impenitency after all those gracious invitations and beseechings from the Lord to return after all those menaces and rebukes for sin after all those cheeks of thine own conscience and convictions of the necessity of reformation would you not deeme that man worthy of damnation that in despite of grace and all saving means will make away his soul and murther himself wilfully doth not he deserve to die eternally that will not receive a pardon upon such conditions as God doth promise a pardon which is that thou shouldest repent and lay down all rebellious thoughts and actions and return to thy obedience to God and his most holy just laws and government Surely you would not esteem such an one meet for mercy that doth sin against mercy S. 10. and that perseveres in wickedness Oh then dear soul let it never be said of thee that thou art the man that dost do so that it never be reported of thee that all the favours mercies and motions of Gods holy Spirit have been cast away upon thee Let it never be said of thee that God would have reformed thee and saved thee but thou wouldst not be reformed nor saved this way by ceasing to do evil Let it not be upon record against thee that all the means as preaching to thee praying for thee reproofs exhortations admonitions counsells calls directions from all the holy messengers of Christ beseeching thee and weeping to thee could never prevail with thee vile sinner with all the pains they have taken for thy poor souls good and safety to turn from thy sinfull courses and evil practices but as they found thee so they must leave thee a wretched soul and hardened rebell and instead of giving up their account of thy conversion must give in witness against thee that thou wouldst not obey the word of the Lord nor believe their report nor leave thy sins Let it never be told of thee that thou hadst thy day of grace but hast lost it once as fair an opportunity as any but now 't is gone Oh let it not be objected henceforth against thee that either thou refusest to reform at all or that thou dost put off and delay from day to day that so necessary and so happy a duty why should God wait on thee any longer why should God spare thee any longer is it not long enough I have sinned already have not I abused Gods patience too much already Oh that thou wast once brought to this point of resolution I have done foolishly and wickedly I will do so no more now even now will I return to my God and my obedience shall a little fleshly pleasure worldly profit or any thing hinder me of my eternal happiness God forbid No I am resolved by the grace of God to stop here and go no further in sins road but will now turn into the strait gate and narrow way of holy living which leads to that eternall glory which none can come at but such as do lead a godly life and follow the Lord Jesus fully and deny themselves wholly And because heart and life-reformation is the way to all happiness S. 11. and in the first place a man must leave off his sinfull practices and renounce all wickedness and cease to do evil and repent of the evil he hath done already I shall conclude this first part of reformation with a few directions shewing what you shall constantly do to accomplish this so happy reformation CHAP. XIII Of some directions to facilitate this work of reall reformation HAving pressed by all arguments I could for present think on S. 1. to prevail with thee to a speedy reforming thy heart and life and without any more delay to set upon the work I adde some directions which if you will conscientiously observe will facilitate the work and make it successful I. Direction 1. If you mean to be a really reformed Christian indeed S. 2. enter forthwith upon serious consideration of thy past life what it hath been and likewise thy present state and habitual frame what it is examine wisely and strictly thy self wherein thou art apt to offend and what temptations haunt thee most what thy heart hankers after what is thy beloved sin where thou lyest most open to be betrayed and overcome examine and search thy self that thou know where thy disease is and the nature of it the cure is half done if thou understand thy grief 't is but applying the remedy carefully and thou wilt quickly be cured try if thy sins be inward and keep residence in thy mind thoughts will or affections be watchfull what guests haunt these rooms if vanity be in thy mind sin in thy thoughts worldliness in thy affections if thou hast a proud or envious Atheisticall mind if thou hast a stubborn rebellious will if thou hast covetous or fleshly unchast desires and speculations if thou hast inordinate affections if thou art one of a vain viâ—â—ous worldly filthy tongue if thy actions be any way unfull the issue and product of a naughty evil heart try whether thy thoughts words actions or any thing of them think speak or do contrary to the laws of sobriety charity chastity justice or piety and which of all thy sins are more frequent and habituall and that which thou hast lived longest in and art ready to break out into act on the least touch of a temptation from within or from without thee that so by diligent inquiry and strict scrutiny you may come to the knowledge of your state and condition and do not give over this work untill you have found out your sins and which way they act II. Direction 2. Then your next business will be to aggravate your sins by all circumstances S. 3. by bringing them to the test of Gods word and see what account God makes of them how he dislikes thy sin and every mans sins that are like thine and see what commands of God thou breakest by thy sinning thus and thus and what little cause thou hast to provoke God and break his most holy and righteous laws remember that by continuing in sin thou dost no less then oppose Gods mercies and Christs merits and slight his redeeming blood which he shed to deliver thee from thy sins and to cleanse thee from thy filthinesse which is all cast away upon thee if thou continue in thy sins and will prove an aggravation of thy guilt and damnation By no means do not go about to lessen S. 4. extenuate or excuse thy faults but say of every sin as
others with an unwilling mind and hast offered to him in Sacrifice the blind and maimed and hypocriticall heart cold and discomposed distracted prayers when thou hast prayed by thy self or with others Thou hast S. 14. it may be hated from the very Heart the strict wayes of holinesse in soul and life and turned from saving admonition as a detestable thing Thou hast slighted Gods invitation S. 15. resisted grace teaching refused Christ reigning reproched and scoffed at the Ministers of Christ earnestly perswading these things thou hast done and in all or some of these cursed courses thou hast continued so long that it is grown to a custom and as naturall to thee to sin in one kind or other every day as to breathe the aire to move eat or drink or sleep is it not And to make up thy measure full of wickedness S. 16. all this while thou hast abused the wonderfull patience mercy and long-suffering of the Lord thy God But we are sure that the judgement of God is according to truth against you that commit such things for that S. 17. they which have committed such things should repent and forsake them all yet do not but adding this to all Rom. 2. v. 4 5 6. that by despising the riches of Gods goodness forbearance and long-suffering not knowing that the goodness of God leadeth thee not to sin or continuance in sin but to repentance but by this thy hardness and impenitent heart treasu est up unto thy self wrath against the day of wrath and revelation of the righteous judgement of God who will render to every one according to his deeds O read and consider well this dreadfull place S. 18. and see doth it belong to thee art thou such an one as is herein condemned bethink thy self what thou hast been and what thou art what thou hast done consider thy ways and the frame and tendency of thy spirit It may be thou hast been guilty in all these wayes of sinning S. 19. and if thou wert t is pity thy life t is pity such a wretch such a monster should be nourished But alas if thou art in a state of sinning habitually though but in any one kind that were enough to destroy thee for ever and cut thee short of happiness yea although it were which I am past doubt it is not that thou hadst not been notoriously guilty of any of these sins which are the Issues of depraved nature and naturall product of the evill disposition in thee and which are necessarily brought forth in the outward man if not restrained yet if these be frequently in thy thoughts if they be nourished and allowed there t is all one to him who sees the inwards of the Soul and with what company it keeps the Lawes of God reach unto the heart Ps 50.21 Hos 7.2 they are spirituall and Christ rules the inward man as well as the outward dost thou not know that all thy sins where and when committed are upon Record before the Lord But if this make thee not yet know thy self then know farther S. 20. and let this be to thee as it is in it self and eternal Truth a decreed Law That except thou whoever thou art either notoriously bad or seemingly tolerable to thy self be converted reformed so as to leave off in heart and life all thy known sins and lay apart all thy ungodliness and lead an holy sober and righteous life and that to the end thou canst not be saved Before Conversion comes S. 21. before that gracious method of Regenerating souls pass upon thee and thou be reformed and brought out of the state of sinful nature into a state of holy reformation there is no hope for thee of thy salvation Nature and sin note thee a child of Adam Grace and conversion declare thee a child of God and an heir of a glorious Eternity Well then S. 22. thou art either unreformed in whole or reformed but in part to the one all is wanting to the other something is yet lacking to make thee a sound Christian each of you is the person to whom I address my present swasion And I hope thou so bad as thou hast been hitherto art not past all cure remediless S. 23. and I am sure thou art not unless thou still refuse and hardness hath taken up thy heart as a judgment from God I doubt not but through the grace of God in the use of these spiritual means thou mayst of a vile Barbarian become a sound Christian of a child of wrath an heir of glory of a foul sinner a fair Saint if thou be not resolved against thine own happy reformation Poor soul S. 24. thou hast so much to begin withall towards thy saving change thou hast Reason wilt thou let it but work and wilt thou yeeld to reason Thou hast Faith S. 25. some kind of faith wilt thou believe what God by his Word hath revealed of his mind concerning thee and every man in thy case and consent to Truth Thou hast Consideration S. 26. wilt thou be serious and consider wisely for thy self thy own soul how thou mayst become reformed that thou mayst become happy Consider wisely it is thy own concernment it is thy own soul must pay dearly for it if thou art not reformed soundly and speedily it is thy own soul shall reap richly by conversion if thou defer not to come in and give not out until it be completed Thou hast now an opportunity put into thy hand S. 27. thou art once again called to and perswaded to be reformed wilt thou follow this Call and yeeld ere it be too late Now again it is offered thee Christ is ready and grace is ready grace to assist thee Christ to receive thee the Word of God to guide thee and holy Spirit to convert thee and I thy hearty well-wisher to thy excellent soul do in the Name of Christ earnestly entreat thee Now 't is put to thy choice whether thou embrace it or no now is the acceptable time the day of grace To day therefore O thou that carest for thy soul after so long a time while it is to day for if night come if death come before thy work of conversion be finished thou must lie down in sorrow and possess an eternity of horrid darkness and woful misery Come Man S. 28. I think thou hast so much Reason so much Faith so much Consideration so much Experience as to understand and believe that thy eternal happiness lieth not here below in this terrestrial world but in Heaven with God above in glory and that thou wert made for some higher end than to live among visible creatures to eat drink work play and sleep sure thou art perswaded there are other things to be looked after by one of an immortal principle than to gather terrene riches and to taste bodily and sensual delights and honors in this present life Know
disappointed of thy expectation or when contradicted and reproved then art thou a proud person pride hath seised on thee Dost speak great words of vanity S. 79. glorying in thy self and bringest thy self to the view that thou mightest be admired for some singular excellency then art thou a vain-glorious person and seekest praise of men and pride hath exalted it self in thee and thou art grievously infected Yet further S. 80. there is a kind of pride which lies at the bottom of grace and holy duties which duties would be acceptable to God were it not for the pride that doth infect them Spirituall pride spoiles all Spirituall performances when men think there is a worth and merit in what they do though but their duty If a man be proud of his humility and charity and that he can pray much and as he thinks well and when he looks contemptuously upon those beneath him in gifts of the Spirit knowledge religious discourses and ability of disputing for or against the Truth and thinks himself every way above instruction and stands in need of no farther direction from Gods word but living in his pride as above ordinances and conceits himself perfect in all excellencies free from infirmities and any the least spot of sin in thought word or deed this is the height of pride vain glory and arrogancy and all that have lifed up themselves thus Pro. 3.17 are fallen at once from grace low into the sin of Pride as the proud Angels from heavenly excellencies to hellish shame and horrour and so wilt thou that art guilty in this kind except thou repent Again S. 81. if thou art envious at those above thee and discontent with thy portion and talent because not so much as anothers and refusest to do any thing in thy duties because thou can not do better then others and get thee praise to thy self from others this is the Pride of thine heart too If thou takest pride in thy shame S. 82. if thou gloryest in thy wickednesse and declarest thy sin with an impudent forehead and a profane tongue and wretched actions then hast thou lost modesty and all that is morally good and art become a damned catiffe a devil incarnate And farther S. 83. if thou scornest admonition and spirituall counsell for thy soul if thou slightest the most hearty and serious invitations directions exhortations and reproofs from Gods word and his Ministers and thinkest thy self more fit to teach then to be taught more able to give then receive good cousell then art thou also a proud person I exhort thee therefore in the examination of thy self S. 84. to search deep after this sin for t is a sin so hid from a mans own eyes that he himself hardly finds it out but oftentimes more discernable to another then thy self for the expressions of it are many as boasting words though oftentimes gilded with seeming self-deniall and a lofty gate and countenance high looks vain apparel costly ornaments undervaluing expressions of others censorious scofs and gybing rayling at others uncivil carriage uncourteous behaviour reducing all degrees and qualifications of men to an equality allowing no more to those above thee in civil respect then to thy equals all these are the expressions of Pride and some of them under a shew of humility When thou art seeking after the Pride of thy heart S. 85. do it by the help of humility and prayer and whatever is Pride in thy heart or life or like unto it bring it down repent of it hate it forsake it for the proud man had he no other sin yet his own sin of pride would keep him out of Heaven and throw him into Hell and take heed when thou dost reprove pride in another do not do it proudly considering that so thou maist be guilty again of that thou hast condemned in another Leave off pride and be clothed with humility for God resisteth the proud and he gives grace to the humble Remember thou art warned to repent for and speedily to forsake pride and vain-glory § XV. Schism and Heresie Schism and Heresie are near akin S. 86. both works of the flesh the wicked product of depraved nature forged in an ill head and a naughty heart where pride and parts meet in any one there Heresie and Schism will not long be strangers Heresie is the greater nullum schisma non sibi aliquam confingit Haeri sin Hier. Com. in Tit. an over-grown Schism and Schism is a less Heresie growing and tending to it He that is guilty of Schism wil not long be free of Heresie a schismatick is but an heretick concealed and an heretick is a schismatick revealed Heresie is a perverse opinion contrary to the Doctrine of the Church of Christ S. 87. and Schism is a peevish separation from the Communion of the Church of Christ The first is against the Truth of the Church Schisma vinculum pacis dirumpit charitatem scilicet Musc lib. cap. de schismate Gal. 5.19 the other against the Peace and Charity of the Church of God Both injurious to Christ and both destructive to thy own soul if thou art either Heretick or Schismatick and continuest therein both excluding Heaven see Galat. 5.19 Now the works of the flesh are manifest sedition i. e. The raising or furthering divisions and disorders in the Church and Heresies i. e. venting strange opinions cunningly devised fables or teaching such for truths as were thus invented or yielding to them 2 Pet. 1.16 or maintaining of them contrary to the Scriptures and received professions of the holy true Catholick Church They which do such things saith Paul 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 2 Pet. 2.2 shall not inherit the Kingdom of God and heresies are called damnable and bring swift destruction upon the inventors of such evil things and the teachers of them and the followers of them too the Apostle bids all good Christians to avoid as a pest all such as make rents and divisions in the Church Now I beseech you brethren Rom. 16.17 mark them that cause divisions and offences contrary to the Doctrine which ye have heard and avoid them for they that are such serve not the Lord Jesus Christ but by good words and fair speeches deceive the hearts of the simple v. 18. Now it may be thou that readest this art one of parts S. 88. and delightest thy self in novel and curious speculations and hast taken liberty to let thy thoughts and inventions run from the simplicity and incorrupt truth that is in Christ framing to thy self and others some other articles of faith then what the Sciptures assert and the true Church in all ages hath received or it may be thou art one that doth contradict gainsay and oppose the revealed and received Truths concerning God Jesus Christ and holy Ghost or any other foundation Truth if so I intreat thee if pride obstinacy or implacable malice against the truth
have not possessed thee that you would recant your damnable opinions and become sober humble penitent and a lover of that truth which formerly you have opposed and if thou hast been a leader or seducer of others and hast infected them then thy sin is the greater and thy labour must be to undeceive them if thou canst and if thou hast been a professor of Religion and hast used the form of godlinesse the better to accomplish thy ends and propagate thy damnable Doctrines and to corrupt the judgements of others then yet the greater is thy sin and thou hast made seeming holinesse a cloak for thy mischievous wickednesse which Christ will not endure So likewise for SCHISM if thou hast divided and separated from the true Catholick Church and refusest Communion with the members of the true Church and out of pride faction interest or conceited singularity withdrawest thy self and drawest others after thee setting up a Church against a Church from which thou hast separated thy self Art thou the head of such a faction or the member of such a distinct and opposite body then art thou guilty of Schism thou art a troubler of the Peace and Unity of the Church of Christ And if thou repent not for this wrong done to Christ and his Church the guilt of causelesse separation and dividing things which God hath put together for God would have no schism in his Church and wo unto them by whom such offences come for by one spirit are we baptized into one body and Christs Church which is this his mysticall body is but one though it hath many members and those members ought not to oppose one the other or be independent one on the other or divide in a way of uncharitable subserviency and communion one from another and all this Christ forbids lest there should be a schism in the body Reader consider the 12. Chapter of the first Epistle to the Corinthians from first to last Therefore be thou perswaded to consider thy principles S. 89. as to thy judgement and thy practise if it be hereticall or schismaticall and if thou be guilty of either amend with speed and be reformed unfeignedly and remember the Heires of Heaven must be servants of Truth and not the Innovators and Revealers of Erours and false Doctrines neither must they be breakers of the Peace and Unity and Harmony of the Church of Christ which is one and the same in Faith and Charity both for things to be believed and duties to be performed and if thou thinkest it but a small matter to be of any opinion though never so distant from or opposite to the foundation-Doctrines and Catholick faith and pure Primitive Church-practises so thou live otherwise soberly and art of a morall good life yet know that filthy unsound false opinions defile the soul and make thee guilty of spirituall wickednesse and renders thee one of a filthy spirit and therefore detestable to the holy God who would have thee keep thy self from all filthinesse of the flesh and of the spirit also 1 Cor. 7.1 Yea S. 90. for making of parties and sidings with good Ministers in a way of faction in the same Church is that with is utterly forbidden as a note of a carnall and unregenerate man of who ere doth so you may see how the Christian Corinthians who had Paul Apollo and Cephas that is Peter for their teachers were accused as carnall because Schismaticall and Schismatical because they received the Gospel with respect of persons Paul Apollos and Peter were all three true Ministers of Christ gracious and good spiritual Preachers and preached the same truths and had the same end and all agreed as disciples of Christ yet when men would divide into parties and set up a Paul an Apollos a Cephas to head each faction and in a way of distinction as though the ordinances received their worth and excellency from man and not from God from the gifts of men and not from the Spirit of God or that the Ministers of Christ should monopolize to every ones self Now the people are much in fault this way when they cry up one in opposition to another or in a way of party and glory in this I am of such a mans way and Church but I saith another like such a man better I can walk in such a Communion and I saith another can edifie more under such a man O saith one he with whom I walk teaches very powerfull and plainly and I am for him I but saith a second I am for such an one for he preaches elegantly and powerfully too he pleases the ear yet searcheth the heart too I but saith a third I am for neither of those but such a man he preaches movingly he is all spirituall and inward he is not so strict-laced not so much for good works and duties a very Gospel-preacher indeed he useth no terrible threats but doth deal by love and promises with priviledges of believers he is none of your legall preachers he doth not take upon him to reprove and rebuke for sin as others doe every body may please themselves but for my part I am neither for that nor the orher you named though they may be usefull in their way but I am for this man I speak of and if you would forsake your way and follow this way you should quickly see a difference come be of our way and joyn with us And thus men that seem to themselves wise are carnall indeed while they make parties and divisions fractions and factions in the Church Now if thou be one of these siders and gatherers S. 91. see 1 Cor. 3.3 4. if thou art one that dost not labour to preserve the peace of the Church of Christ and dost not obey the truth without respect of persons because it is the doctrine of Christ 1 Cor. 3.9 then art thou guilty of this fault here condemned and you must amend and reform this fault also and that without delay remember you are told of the sin and danger of Heresie and Schism take heed of them both Take with thee the exhortation of Paul touching this thing Now I beseech you brethren by the name of our Lord Jesus Christ 1 Cor. 1.10 that you all speak the same things that there be no divisions among you but that ye be perfectly joyned together in the same mind and in the same judgment §. XVI Witchcraft There is no abomination imaginable but the corrupt nature of man is apt to close withall S. 92. even to a familiarity with and seeking to the very devills themselves hence it is that witchcraft and sorcery become so frequent sins among those that bear the name of Christians but yet truly are of the devil and consederate with evil spirits and hold commerce with them there is much witchcraft and sorcery exercised now adays and many pretenders to Conjuration and Judiciall Astrologie therefore many witches and many that are bewitched
thee S. 146. that none of these forementioned crimes those cursed fruits of the flesh could be charged upon thee as actually guilty of them yet for all this if thou remainest fruitless as to those holy performances which are the necessary effects of the holy Spirit of God in the truly regenerate thou art so much too farre from the kingdome of God that thou wilt never come up to it nor the enjoyment of it thy unfruitfulness will render thee for ever miserable It may be this will seem a hard saying and unpleasing S. 147. because thou hast not considered well how equall and just it is with God to exclude those from the benefit of the promises that perform not the conditions of promise 't is equal and right with God to reap where he hath sown and to require fruit of those trees which he hath planted dressed manured nourished and preserved art thou not one of those whom the Lord hath gathered from the heathen world and now through the mercy of God art within the pale of his Church under the daily influence of most gracious dispensations watered with the dews of Heaven breathed from the Spirit in all Gospel-ordinances Hast thou not been taught the mind and will of God concerning thy conversation in this present world S. 148. hast thou not the best example even the Lord Jesus Christ whom thou art commanded to imitate 1 John 2.6 and to walk as he walked are there not most full commands and most clear directions to be fruitfull and how to be fruitfull in good works and holy duties Are there not promises freely made S. 149. great reward richly prepared for all that are fruitfull in well-doing and as severe threats and menaces of severe punishments for all that are unfruitfull Esay 5.12.3 4 5 6. negligent and barren of good works so that it may be truly said of thee as of the vine in the Lords vineyard Now judge I pray you betwixt me and my vineyard what could have been done more to my vineyard that I have not done wherefore when I looked that it should bring forth grapes it brought forth wild grapes Therefore now will I lay it wast it shall be troden down it shall be PRUNED no more nor digged more but there shall come up briars and thornes I will also command the clouds that they shall rain no more upon it Now S. 150. surely God doth look thou shouldest bring forth fruit suitable to all the Lord hath done to thee in reference to thy fruitfulness and if thou hast not or meanest not to doe it in it's season then must you expect that God will be angry with thee to a severity cut thee up by the root and commit thee to the fire You have this determination in severall Scriptures from Christs own mouth recorded Mat. 7.19 Every tree that bringeth not forth good fruit is hewen down and cast into the fire and in the Parable he saith unto the dresser of the vineyard behold Luke 13.7 these three years I come seeking fruit on this tree and find none cut it down why cumbreth it the ground and Job 15.2 8. Every branch in me that beareth not fruit he taketh away John 15.2 8. and every branch that beareth fruit he purgeth it that it may bring forth more fruit Here in is my Father glorified saith Christ that ye bear much fruit so shall ye be my disciples And sure enough S. 151. if it be our indispensable duty to bear fruit to God it must be our sin to be barren and fruitless Omission of what we should doe is as much against Gods will as the commission of what we should forbear we are to be judged at last and sentenced to eternal pain or pleasure according to our works good or bad 2 Cor. 5.10 God will render to every man according to his deeds to them who by patient continuance in well-doing eternal life but unto those that obey not the truth indignation and wrath There is a severity pronounced to the unfruitfull Rom. 2.6 v. 7 8. Heb. 6.7 8. as there is a blessing to the doers of his will For the earth that drinketh in the rain that cometh oft upon it and bringeth forth herbs meet for him that dresseth it receiveth blessing from God But that which beareth thorns and bryers is rejected and nigh unto cursing whose end is to be burned So it is with every man accordingly as he doth or doth not answer the provision care love guidance and mercy of God in an holy fruitfulness 'T is remarkable very much that determination of our Lord Christ at the last day concerning all men S. 152. as to their everlasting condition he will then judge them and those that are sentenced to that horrid eternity of wo and misery are thus condemned for not doing but neglecting the works of charity pitty and compassion which was required of them they omitted to shew charity to the distressed and therefore are excluded Heaven and sent down to hell Depart from me ye cursed into everlasting fire Mat. 25.41 42. prepared for the Devil and his Angels Why what have these poor wretches done that they must undergoe this dreadfull punishment why in the next words you shall see that there is no mention made of what evil they had done but what good they had omitted which they might and should have done For I was an hungry and ye gave me no meat thirsty and ye gave me no drink naked and ye clothed me not a stranger and ye took me not in c. that is you had many objects of charity before you which if you had relieved I would have taken it as done to me my self and seeing you have not exercised that good work of charity you have merited the condemnation and have lost your reward and seeing you have omitted to doe good I le omit to give the possession of heaven and where will you obtain heaven if not from me And by this mayst thou see 't is evil enough to damn thee that thou hast omitted to doe the will of God suitable to the meanes and opportunities afforded thee to be fruitfull and abundant in the service of God For he that knoweth or may kow Gods will and to doe good and doth it not to him it is sin and he shall be severely punished with many stripes Now doe I in the name of Christ most earnestly exhort thee S. 153. seeing it is a matter of such dreadfull consequence to remain barren and unfruitfull as to faith James 4.17 Luke 12.47 48. piety righteousness charity and sobriety under the Gospel-teachings in the Church of God that thou wouldst no longer continue loitering lazie idle and unfruitfull but henceforth walk worthy of the Lord unto all well-pleasing which you can never doe untill you be fruitfull in every good work Col. 1.10 It may be thou art but a young man S. 154.
or woman yet thou hast heard often the word of faith and love and charity and patience and meekness humility and God doth expect some fruits of that word Hast thou exercised these graces and brought them forth in action doest thou believe and act according to that word of grace do the fruits of the Spirit appear in thy conversation yet if not hitherto hast thou been unprofitable 't is all cast away upon thee what God hath done to thee then hast thou received the grace of God in vain I advise thee as young as thou art to repent thee heartily S. 155. and bewail thy former barrenness and lay thy heart and set thy self to the practice of all good duties be much in prayer self-denial and frequent acts of piety and devotion and shew thy charity and goodness to those that are in distress what thou art able and hast opportunity It may be thou art a man or woman of full years S. 156. and art of a longer standing it may be twenty thirty fourty fifty sixty years thou hast all this while enjoyed the plentifull meanes of grace and so long hath God been bearing with thee still expecting from thee somewhat of all that beneficence of his toward thee and now at last coming to thee and findes no fruit on thee onely a few leaves of profession may he not say in high displeasure never fruit grow on thee more henceforth by this time thou mightest have been strong and well rooted in faith abundant in charity and well knowing in the things of God and of thy own soul able by thine own experience and example to instruct the younger by this time thou mightest have been able to resist the strongest temptations and have understood the wiles of Satan and deceitfulness of sin have been sufficiently guarded from their prevalencies by this time thou mightest have overcome the world and have been crucified to all the worldly pleasures honors riches and have had thy love delight and happiness placed on God and Heaven long ere this hour of the day of thy life hadst thou not been unfaithfull to thy Lord and Master Christ and unfruitfull under the meanes of grace mightest thou have been one prompt and ready to and zealous of good works and thy life might have been an ornament to the Gospel and the doctrine of our Saviour in all things of piety and charity Titus 2.10 and thou thy self a shining light holding forth the word of life and faith in all manner of good works Phil. 2.16 Mat. 5.16 as becometh Christianity to the glory and praise of Gods free grace towards thee but is it so with thee or not hast thou continued all this while as at first unfruitfull Try thy heart and wayes S. 157. and if thou hast profited and laboured in the things of religion piety charity humility righteousness sobriety bless God for it goe on to perfection and give not out to the last moment being never weary of well-doing abounding alwayes in the work of the Lord Gal. 6.9 1. Cor. 15.58 2 Cor. 7.1 Heb. 12.1 2. perfecting holiness in the fear of God lay aside every weight and run the rest of your race before you with patience looking to Jesus the author and finisher of your faith believing that your labour shall not be in vain in the Lord. But if hitherto thou hast been unfruitfull then let the consideration of it prick thee to the heart repent repent thee speedily for all thy unfruitfulness and barrenness and redeem thy time for all is lost and thy soul will be lost for ever if thou repent not of this sin even this of unfruitfulness and henceforth learn to doe well and apply thy heart withall to bring fruit unto the Lord even the fruit of his care and Gospel-mercies in Christ unto thy soul Doe not slight this admonition and warning 't is from the Lord for thy good therefore see to it in time CHAP. VI. An Enumeration of more sins and wayes by which man offends God and contracts guilt to his soul of which he must be reformed I Have in the foregoing Sections given you a particular of some of the most gross and notorious fins S. 1. their names nature and condemnation all or any one of them if thou art guilty and meanest to live in will bring damnation to thy body and soul most certainly And there are many more sins then those mentioned which lay claim to Hell for their reward S. 2. which the holy book of God and the spirituall guides of thy soul if thou consult them would sufficiently instruct thee about how thou mayst either avoid and prevent them or repent and forsake them all though lying within thy heart thoughts words or actions for Gods Spirit would conduct thee also And further S. 3. things sometimes tolerably lawfull to be done may through circumstances time and place become unlawfull and a sin to thee if thou dost them and there are some things some persons may doe at some times in some cases which another may not doe without a sin nor the same person at another time or under another relation but it will be a fault It were easie to instance in examples of this kind but they would be a subject fit for determination of cases of Conscience which now I am not about yet this I would advise thee if thou meanest to walk circumspectly and exercise a good conscience always that in things doubtfull and disputable take the surest part that part of the question which is surely no sin for instance is dicing or carding lawfull or to wear black spots as the manner of some is or to put money to usury With some this may be a question but for my part I would thus resolve it that it may be unlawfull and a sin to play at cards or dice or to put on those strange fashions or to practise usury c. but not to play at either or with either at any time at all nor to lend upon usury nor to conform to the fantastical fashions of dressing is doubtless no sin and a wise soul would take the safest course and walk in the surest way and avoid all appearance of sin as well as all sins and he that doth not doe that that is shun as much as possible all appearance of evil transgresseth a Gospel-rule 1 Thess 5. â—2 Abstain from all appearance of evil There are also other sins which lie somewhat closer S. 4. that make not so great a noise nor so suddenly wast the conscience yet the amount of them may prove an eternal guilt and men may often flatter themselves into hell with them under pretence that they are but little ones and sins of infirmity onely which as men are apt to think have a certain divine indulgence waiting on them of course And indeed many foul and il-favoured sins S. 5. to which men give full consent and delight are choked with
fiery indignation which shall devour the adversary c. 2. My continuance in my sin is contrary to the gracious design of the Gospel and ministry of it which is appointed of mercy to my soul and to this end published to thee Act. 26.20 that it might be the happy instrument of thy conversion and to work thee off from thy sin and to perswade thee to let thy sins go and to build thee up in a most holy faith and life Act. 20.21 to turn me from sin to God from darkness to light from the power of Satan to God And what are all those calls intreaties S. 40. invitations wooings complainings menaces promises in the Gospel-administrations and all the labours watchings prayings and preachings and studies and teares and admonitions and warnings and to what end are sermons and sabbaths and sacraments for me why doth God rebuke and correct and inflict punishments upon sinners what are all these from the gracious God to me but so many varieties of arguments and so many importunities and instruments for this very end that I might leave off and cease to doe evil and learn to doe well to what purpose is all this cost but to bring my soul my life and sin asunder what is it for but this to cause me to leave and forsake that which God hates perfectly and that will undoe me certainly if kept 't is to perswade me to yeild to do no more any such act as God hates O doe not the thing that I hate saith God by all these his dispensations and that is the upshot of all Now while I continue in any sin what do I any less then cross the design of God by these means S. 41. and so render my self inexcusable and oppose God in Christ and resist the Spirit of God in his word working and endeavouring by all means my conversion what am I less injurious to Gods grace and Christs love by my obstinacie and wilfullness then they of this sort which our Saviour speaks to in tears Luke 13.34 Luke 19.42 How often would I have gathered thee as a hen doth her chickens under her wings but ye would not O that thou hadst known even thou in this thy day and by these thy means the things that belong unto thy peace but now they are hid from thine eyes thou knewest not the time of mercies visitation but crossest the gracious design of thy invitation thou wilt not leave thy sin and now mercy is hid from thee and so my continuance in sin is a meer contradiction to my pardon and forgiveness you see O how should this consideration cut me to the bone S. 42. and pierce me to the heart when my continuing in sin is no less then the opposing the grace of God Its design is to bring me to repentance and forsaking sin that I might find mercy and favour from him who but a mad man or a fool would continue in his sin against such grace and so cross that design of God to bring thee poor wretch to happiness I consider that as my sin is against God S. 43. for 't is a pollution and so against his most holy nature which hath no defilement and 't is against his holy laws his good will purpose and gracious designs and makes the sinner and God at great dispute and controversie which is a state bad enough for a poor wicked wretch to be in yet I may further consider that my sin is against God and so bad enough though God notwithstanding my enmity and contrariety can well enough secure his own honour holiness and eternal happiness without impeachment or the least interruption or diminution yet 't is bad enough to me that I by my sin am become an enemy to God and God an enemy to me which is death and misery sure enough to the sinner I may further consider that as often as I sin I offer violence to my own soul my sin is against my own self it is the greatest wrong and injury I can do to my self and if I had any true love to my self that is to the eternal welfare of my best self my soul Pro. 8.36 I should forbear sinning He that sinneth against me that is against Christ wrongeth his own soul all they that hate me love death If I live in sin and will not repent of it and forbear it I work the greatest mischief I can against my self sinning is self-murthering I lay violent hands on my self if I would study to ruine my self for ever there is no way imaginable like this now mentioned of sinning and repeating the acts and continuing in any sinfull course to effect my utter destruction every sin is a deaths-wound although it kill me not our-right yet it leaves me for dead I am a condemned man I am dead in law and dead as to the acting any life of grace it may be I may have for a little while a name to live but indeed I am dead dead while I live in the world Such an one a sinner is as the Angel of the Church of Sardis reproveth Rev. 3.1 I know thy workes that thou hast a name that thou livest and art dead When I commit a sin S. 44. I consider I doe that which for ought I know I may neither have the grace nor the space to repent of I may forget it I may make light of it or I may excuse it or defend it or maintain it I may be hardened in it and adde more to it and draw others to countenance and practise my sin and so still infect another with my plague and become an exemplar and promoter of wickedness and teach others to sin too and propagate iniquity and bring subjects to the devill and enlarge his kingdome O what an innumerable many of mischiefs do I bring upon my self and others when I sin And after all this if I do seem to be sorry for my so doing at the end of a vicious life I can have none assurance that I shall be pardoned but on the contrary most certain it is if I continue in my sin untill death I must be damned for all my repentance for Judas sinned and repented and despaired and was damned for all his repentance his sin for which he was accused and for which he hanged himself was but a sin and my transgression is a sin too and if Judas or Cain or a Simon Magus or a Julian be damned for their sins what advantage will it be for me if my sin be not so deep a dye so grim a complexion so horrid a sound as treasons and murder a betraying my Master and killing my Brother if I be cast into hell for my omissions of Gods commands and doing such things though but in the least instance which God hath absolutely forbidden When I consider this methinks I should dread sin as an ugly fiend as a devill of hell and shun it as a pest and a
killing plague and repent me heartily that ever I committed any and resolve to commit it no more and the more I consider the more I should detest lothe shun renounce all and every wickedness and the more should I raise my resolution to sin no more as I have done lest as bad a thing befall me as hath befallen any of those whose destruction was most dreadfull God grant I may I hope I shall 3. I consider again S. 55. that when I sin I injure my own soul 1. I wrong my knowledg I know I should not commit the sin I commit and yet I do it against my knowledge 2. I wrong my reason and judgment my reason and my judgment if it act clear tell me that there is no reason why I should serve sin but all the reason in the world why I should not sin thus and if I would yeild to reason I should not yeild to sin and yet I sin against my reason and judgment and wrong both 3. I wrong and offer violence to my conscience when I sin my conscience minds me that I must not commit this and that sin and it smites me when I do and it accuseth for my sinning when I have done it and yet I sin I do act against my conscience when I sin at all and how will my conscience endure this will not my conscience one day complain to God of me that I wronged it and did things contrary to it in despite of it and do I not wound and gash and tear my bosome-friend when I sin do I not make conscience my enemy too as well as God my enemy every time I commit a sin 4. Besides all this S. 56. when I sin again wilfully with consent deliberately I break my baptismal vow and my rational Christian conscientious resolution I am engaged by vow and promise to forsake the devil to resist his temptations to renounce worldly lusts and fleshly lusts and every way that is contrary to Christ and holiness and I have or should peremptorily resolve against all manner of sin and yet when I sin voluntarily I violate my vow and break my promise and contradict my resolutions and render my self a covenant-breaker a perjured person an unfaithfull and unconstant a fickle and vain fool and bring guilt and disgrace sin and ignominie together upon my own soul and do I not wrong my self extremely in so doing can I do a greater mischief to my self then I do when I sin after all this can any thing disgrace me more debase me lower revile me more deservedly then this when I commit a sin and live in it is there any thing can deface the image of God in me which is my glory and honour my beauty and perfection then sin If I be poor and holy yet am I rich in grace and so am I honourable too though I want both worldly riches and honours but if I am a sinfull wretch though never so rich and great in the worlds account yet am I but a vile and deformed person a scorn and contemptible before God and Angells O there is nothing makes me ugly and deformed vile and contemptible but my sin do I not then wrong my self by sinning or is there any way imaginable whereby a man can do a greater or so great a mischief to himself then by acting and repeating his sins sure there is not any 5. When I consider the damage and irreparable loss I procure to my precious soul by my own sin S. 57. I must conclude within my self that when I sin I wrong my own soul and fight against my own happiness and content for my own undoing 1. When I commit sin I make a breach between God and my own soul my sin is the make-bate not poverty nor affliction nor sickness nor meanness of birth nor deformity of body nor any thing but sin doth make God at a distance from my soul but by sin I lose my innocency and sin away that which nothing can procure me which is much more worth then gold that which gold cannot purchase again the peace of conscience Isa 57.21 There is no peace saith my God to the wicked I provoke Gods anger and displeasure and tempt him to withdraw his favour from me and to bring forth treasures of wrath against me all the while I live in a sinning state I lose the benefit of repentance the benefit of Christs sufferings and intercession I bereave my soul of the indwelling of the spirit of comfort and banish by my sining Christ from my soul and grieve the holy Spirit of God so that he withdraws himself and leaves me desolate and alas what a sad loss hath the soul that hath lost Christ and the Spirit what a miserable condition is it to be without Christ and the Holy Ghost to be one that hath banished Christ and the Holy Spirit from his soul O how deplorable is that mans estate and yet such is the state of a wilfull sinner every man and woman that lives in the love liking and practice of sin and doth not repent and reform he doth not onely lose his best friends and best friendship but provokes them to be his very enemies Christ who loved thee and pittied thee and laid down his life for thee and weeps over thee and bled for thee and spared not his life to redeem thee from thy sins that he might have thee and yet for all this his unparallelled and unspeakable love and tender compassion wilt thou offer him all affronts and pierce and wound him with thy sins and trample upon all his worth and banish him quite away with thy unkind dealing what way couldst thou ever have thought on more ready and certain to deprive thy self of all the benefits of Christs transactions for sinners then by sinning still as thou doest Nay what way could a wicked heart have chosen that would study his own eternal losse and misery like this of sinning still and going on in his wickedness canst thou contrive any thing that will make Christ the best friend that ever poor sinner had thy mortal enemy then by continuing still to do wickedly Those mine enemies saith Christ of impenitent implacable and unruly rebells and sinners Luke 19.27 that would not that I should reign over them bring hither and slay them before me Where I see 't is possible that Christ may become a revenger and oh Psal 2.12 and oh when his wrath is kindled yea but a little how dreadfull will be the appearance of this Lamb of God! how will all such sinners be forced to cry O mountains and rocks fall on us and hide us from the face of him that sitteth on the throne Rev. 6.16 17. and from the wrath of the lamb For the great day of his wrath is come and who shall be able to stand 2. I do not onely sin away my dear Jesus Christ and his spirit of comfort S. 58. my best friends and make
Thirdly S. 79. let me consider further that all the while I deferre and delay my repentance I do nothing lesse then give God the deniall who calls upon me now to break off my sins by repentance and every such deniall is a provocation and I sin as much by refusing to do that presently which I should immediately perform Therefore turn ye even unto me Now Joel 2.12 Heb. 3. saith the Lord with all your heart And to day if ye will hear his voice harden not your heart This NOW is to DAY after so long a time while it is called to day and sure this is the present time that God looks for my return and if I put off by excuses or delaies do I not declare that I will not obey God and that I love my sins in that I will not part with them yet although I lose Gods favour by keeping them Is it not a proof that I intend to gratifie the devill and my lusts and do comply with him and my sin who would that I should this day say to God go and come again to menow for I will keep my sins this day also and so the next day and every day as well as this for all that God saith or can do what is this but a tempting of God to cut me off in the midst of my sin can I do any thing that savours more of contempt and gainsaying then this Is it any other then giving sin and Satan the preeminence in my will and affections and a setting light by God and grace will my God endure this at my hand can I imagine he will take this well that I should deal so unworthily with his grace and that I should give that to the devil and lust which I should pay unto God that is my ready and willing obedience how wicked a thing is it say I 'le serve the devil to day and God to morrow and yet doth not he resolve so that saith I will not hear thee O Lord to day as to this matter of repentance and reformation although I know it is thy will I should but to morrow or next week I may think on t ' and then and what then why then thou wilt be as bad yea worse then now and more ready to stand off then now for then the work will be more difficult thy â—â—ns increased thy heart more hardened thy God more highly displeased those cords of thy sins will be twisted to a â—â—ronger bond and that which this day a â—â—nner might have broken off through grace assisting hereafter for thy wilfull delay thou will not be able to break for how can he repent when grace hath forsaken him and his sins have taken such fast hold on him O then let me never serve my God with such put offs S. 80. let me never more gratifie Satan and my lusts and give God the deniall by any more or further delays and deferring reformation why should I make any more rods for my back why should I adde more weight to my burthen why shall I by this days delay make much the more work for repentence while I have enough and too too much already as many sins as I can bear or am able to repent of as long as I live and surely if ever I become a true penitent I must be grieved at the heart that I deferred so long and of putting it off this day also if I be so foolish and presumptuous to adventure my soul upon continuance in this days sins with me all night which for ought I know may be the night my soul may be taken out of my body and then what will my loytering come to or what shall I be able to answer for my delays from day to day to the last day of my life we had sad examples of this in the parable of the rich man promising himself much time to sin in and pleasure in his sin Luke 12.16 17 18. yet is cut off in a night for all his hopes So we read of the vicious servant But if that evil servant say in his heart Mat. 24.48 my Lord delayeth his comming and shall smite his fellow-servants and eat and drink with the drunken The Lord of that servant shall come in a day when he looketh not for him and in an hour that he is not aware of and shall cut him asunder and appoint him his portion with hypocrites there shall be weeping and gnashing of teeth O then let this be a warning to thee and do not delay thy reformation God will not delay his coming though fools abuâ—e his patience nor will he spare thee if he find thee in thy sins in a state unconverted Fourthly S. 81.4 if I mean not yet to repent and turn from my evil thoughts and doings let me consider with what face can I ask leave of God to sin any longer against him may I intreat him for Christs sake to let me alone and be well pleased with me that following year though I defie him to his face and trample the blood of Christ under foot as I have done shall I say good Lord spare me that I may follow the flesh world and devil and fulfill the lusts of the flesh let me be thine enemy a little longer let me spit in thy face and abuse thy patience mercy and long-sufferance yet a while that I may fill up the measure of my wickedness and after I have done what I am able to despise thy grace and grieve thy holy Spirit then receive me into thy glory and give me the largest portion of the inheritance with thy Saints and faithfull servants in heaven But I pray thee tell me sinner will this be fit to be said S. 82. darest thou ask this of God if not why how dost thou dare to continue in that state which thou art ashamed and afraid to ask a blessing on wilt thou beg of God leave to offend thy God to dishonour religion to contradict and violate his most holy laws and to murther thine own soul by sin for whom Christ died to save it from sin that it might live for ever with God O dear soul think and think it seriously S. 83. that he that means to continue in his sins doth mean also that God must either countenance his sinning and approve of his sinfull dealing or that God will smite him and cut him off in his high displeasure and which of these two is it likely the most holy and just God will do must you not then conclude either to leave off your sins speedily and by so doing to procure a pardon and mercy for Christs sake for what is past and do so wickedly no more for after-time or to dare God to his face and bid him doe his worst for you mean not to turn nor amend yet nor to go back from your purpose of staying a little longer in the old track of sinfull walking But methinks a man that hath
be executed on thee and for ever must thou lie under it whether it be unto life or death salvation or damnation nor will there be any revocation or alteâ—â—ation of that unalterable decree Oh then how much doth it concern thee and every one that thou be sincerely wholly reformed in this world seeing thy everlasting making or marring depends upon it forasmuch as thy eternal weal or woe is determined and fixed according as thy heart and life is reformed or not reformed Do not therefore O Christian neglect the doing of that speedily which may put all out of doubt S. 2. and give thee a comfortable assurance that heaven shall be thy portion which thou mayst depend upon if thy heart be converted and thy ways amended and as sadly mayst thou sink in thy hopes of heaven if this be not fully wrought in thee O then let not any thing in the world make thee put off thy reformation or baffle thee out of thy duty or betray thee into vain hopes to be happy without it II. Motive 2. The next Motive to provoke thee to hasten thy reformation is this S. 3. that all the while you deferre it you lose your time and are doing that you must undoe again for the best of all that you do else are but trifles and toies and nothing at all to the purpose of true happiness and all this while you are making more work for tears lamentation and repentance and if ever you come to the happy state of conversion hereafter you will be much afflicted and troubled that you continued so long a fool and a wretch as you are all the while you put off and delay your amendment how bitter will it be to a devour soul to remember how long he continued at a distance from Christ how long he did live after the flesh and the world how many days and how much strength he spent in the service of sin how many excuses and delays he used Oh! he will beshrew himself to think how often he put off the kind intreaties of Christ and those many invications to holiness it will trouble thee if ever thou come to be converted that thou wert not converted sooner that God and religion had not thy heart and service long agoe that thou didst not yield and resign up thy self when first thou wast moved to it that sin had so much and Christ so little of thy will and affections O then dear soul deferre not any longer but do that with all speed which you have now a fair opportunity to perform that is forthwith to leave off your known sins and betake your selves to a sober serious holy life so will you prevent your own molestation and your own misery III. Motive 3. Let the danger and dreadfulness of an unconverted state move thee speedily to get out of it by all possible means S. 4. alas all the while I live unreformed I am under the curse of the Law and power of Satan a stave to lust and a son of perdition and if I chance to die in this estate my case and the already damned in hell will be the same they who died in their sins are miserable wretches and so shall I be as they are there is but a step between me and their sad condition and while I am on this side the grave in a sinning course following the motions of my lusts I am in a worse condition then the worst of creatures a toad in my ditch is better by much then a man in his sins unconverted unreformed And all the while I live in my sins I am unpardoned and am hastening to an eternity of misery I am in that broad way which leadeth straight on to destruction Oh then let my soul get quickly out of that way and from that state in which I walk in so much danger and which will most certainly carry me to the chambers of death and bring me under the eternall wrath of God IV. Motive 4. Let the consideration of the brevity and uncertainty of thy life move thee to hasten thy reformation S. 5. this night thy soul may be taken from thy body if not then within a very short time it must and it will be called to an account and oh what a sad day will it prove then when death opens the passage from a sinfull life to an endless misery when death puts an end to the pleasures of sin and gives a beginning to the pains of hell never to end Therefore if you mean to prevent the miseries of a dying sinner S. 6. you must destroy the sin ere you die and this requires your care and diligence your speed and quick dispatch Oh that you would be wise concerning your later end and leave not that to do at the last which can neither be well done nor accepted if it be put off till the last V. Motive 5. Another Motive to a speedy reformation let be S. 7. that none of thy most pleasurable sinfull practices are half so pleasing to thee a sinner as the ways of godliness and exercise of vertues are to the true convert reformation if it be sound and universall will prove the rarest delight and content in the world and be of excellent satisfaction to thee Pro 3.15 1 Tim. 4.8 1 Tim. 6.6 Her ways are ways of pleasantness and all her paths are peace and godliness with contentment is great gaine profitable to all things having the promise of this life and that which is to come No life can be compared to a godly life for pleasure profit and contentment how quiet is the conscience of a devout holy Christian how sweet his sleep how calm and serene is his spirit that is at peace with God! how doth he rejoyce in the Lord what a merry life doth he lead and goeth on his way cheerfully to his home to his inheritance to his joys in heaven which he hath in prospect and is at the end of his race how doth that soul triumph in his victories that is daily resisting temptations and slaying his corruption how sweetly doth he passe his time that spends it in communion with God and delights of heaven But 't is farre otherwise with a wicked man that serves the interest of sin and studies to gratifie and serve his lusts in sinful actings Oh what a many plots doth he lay and paines doth he take to bring about his sin and then what shifts must be make to hide to excuse to maintain his sin what a many perplexing gripes of conscience and often terrours hath a wicked man within himself and besides the bitterness in the end of sinfull actions what a toile and weariness it is in the exercise of it so that truly a man may say of sin WHAT A WEARINESS IT IS to what purpose is all this cost and losse of time and exhausting the spirits and after all what pleasure hath a man or what content can accrue to any man upon the