past are forgiuen and esteemed as if they had neuer bin thy present imperfections are couered with the perfection of Iesus Christ The rebellion which riseth vp in thy heart continually commeth not from thee Rom. 7.20 Rom. 8.28 Math. 5.12 Heb. 2.14 Rom. 8.1 Phil. 4.4 but from sinne which dwelleth in thee Thy Afflictions shall all turne to thy good Doth the world hate thee why Blessed are you Doth death trouble thee Christ hath ouer come it Or doth damnation greiue thee There is none to them that are in Christ Iesus Reioyce then in the Lord allway and againe I say reioyce Vse 3 Thirdly seeeng Grace doth not destroy naturall affections but only rectifie them this may serue for a direction vnto vs in the right vnderstanding of such precepts as are giuen in Scripture for the mortifying of affections They must be so vnder stood as that the Carnality of them only is strucken at and not the Affections themselues And so much shall serue for that poynt now we come to another and it is this The assurance of Gods fauour in the pardoning of sinne Doctr. Pardon of sin bringeth ioy reioycing is that which causeth ioy and reioycing Now the father had kyssed him and embraced and giuen him pledges of his loue and spoke peace vnto him he with the rest beginnes to reioyce and make merrie Therefore Dauid desireth of the Lord this assurance after his committing the sinne of adulterie that so he might haue his soule comforted which vntill he had could not be quieted Psal 51.8 Make me to heare of ioy and gladnesse saith he that the bones which thou hast broken may reioyce For vntill God speaketh peace vnto vs Reason our consciences will still vex and accuse vs And therefore saith the Prophet Isay There is no peace to the wicked Isay 4 8. Iob. 15.20 Vers 21. Vers 24. and Iob sheweth as much The wicked man is continually as one that trauaileth with childe for he trauaileth with paine all his daies A dreadfull sound is in his eares Trouble and anguish shall make him afraid Let wicked men then see their vncomfortable estate Vse 2 King 9.22 What peace saith Iehu to Ioram So long as the whoredomes of thy mother Iezabell and her witch-crafts are so many So say I to thee what peace what comfort so long as so many sinnes remaine vnrepented vnpardoned I confesse indeede there is a kind of mad mirth Eccles 2.2 which Salomon speakes of that most in the world dote vpon one reioyceth in his cupps another in his barnes another in his promotion but this is far from true ioy this is but a swinish and brutish ioy not sound nor solid It must bee newes brought from heauen to a mans soule that his sins are pardoned forgiuen that must breede and bring it How farr then art thou from hauing a merry heart who still abidest in thy sinnes and hast not as yet repented thou maist counterfeit a smile but thou canst not be truly merry Thy laughter is but as the crackling of thorns Eccles 6.7 soone gon The spirit of feare and bondage ruleth within thee which keepes barres out peace with God and ioy in the Holy Ghost Thou maist face out the matter as much as thou wilt yet let me tell thee thou canst neuer haue ease vntill thy sinnes be pardoned and they will neuer be pardoned vntill they be repented off Thou maist sing and laugh and be iocund but alas thy mirth is no other then that of the theife who goes capering to the gallowes for thou art a condemd traytour knowest not how soone thou maist be fett to execution Bee then as merrie as thou canst bee I am sure thy estate and condition wherein thou standest doth giue thee no leaue that will not afford it Secondly this may serue for our direction how to get a merrie heart and procure true ioy indeede The only way thou seest is to obteine pardon for thy sinne and to get God to assure thy soule hereof for vntil then thou canst neuer haue it wouldst thou neuer so fayne A merry heart euery one commends euery one desires and affects but alas how few take the right course for obteining of it Well though others deale foolishly yet bee thou more wise humble thy selfe for sinnes past resolue against all sinnes and desire God to bee reconciled Esay 61.3 Psal 126.2.3 Math. 5.5 Remember the promises of this ioy is made to those that mourne and onely vnto those and therefore mourne for thy sinnes and seriously seeke for pardon of them for vnlesse thou doest thus neuer looke to see merry day in this world nor in the world to come Doctr. The Godly mans ioy in this life is but the beginning of ioy Psal 16.11 Further in that it is here said they began to be merry This poynt is noted from hence by some of our Expositors That the godly mans ioy in this life is but the beginning of ioy We shall haue the fulnesse of ioy hereafter when we come into Gods presence at whose right hand it is as the Psalmist speaketh In this life wee haue but the first fruites of the spirit and Gods earnest penny In that other life wee must looke for the whole masse and persecution of blessednesse This poynt is true and might be of good vse to teach vs to long for to be dissolued that we may be with Christ for is the ioy that wee haue here but the beginning of ioy and as it were the first fruites oh then what shall the crop be doth the ioy which wee heare taste of and which in this life wee are made pertakers of passe all vnderstanding as the Apostle speaketh what then shall the fulnesse thereof bee who is able to expresse it But I intend not to prosecute it I now come to the last part of this Parable which sheweth vs the elder Brothers ill will or anger for his Fathers receiuing home and so welcomming this his Brother VERSE 25. Now his elder Sonne was in the field and as he came and drew nigh to the house he heard musicke and dancing 26. And hee called one of the seruants asked what these things meant 27. And he said vnto him thy Brother is come and thy Father hath killed the fatted Calfe because he hath receiued him safe sound 28. And hee was angry and would not goe in therefore came his Father out and intreated him IN these last eight Verses the anger and discontent of the elder Brother is layd downe wherein consider First from whence it ariseth or how it was occasioned and that was vpon the vnderstanding of his Fathers loue and ioyfull entertainment of his younger Brother For he heard musicke and dancing verse 25. And the seruants also makes report thereof vers 26 27. Hereupon as the Text saith He was angry and would not goe in Secondly How this his anger is expressed The parts viz. by his reasoning
thereby hee may punish one sinne with another All this may God doe and bee free from sinne Thus wee see the truth of this doctrine and may it not be confirmed out of their owne popish writers Who doe affirme as much in this as we doe For the first that God is immediately the first cause of all things produced by the two causes but of things euill he is the mediate cause Oâ—â—haâ— qu 5. 〈◊〉 in that he produceth and preserueth the creature These are the words of one of their owne side The same writer also doth confirme the third in saying that God is a debter to no man Oâ—hani 3. qui 12 in 〈◊〉 and therefore hee is bound neither to cause that act nor the contrary nor yet not to cause it but the will of the creature by Gods law is bound not to cause the act and so consequently sinneth by doing of it Bellar. de amissi grat lib. 2. ca. 13. The third way of Gods working in sinne Bellarmine their graund-champion doth maintaine Who saith that God not onely permitteth the wicked to doe many euills but he also ouerseeth their euill wills and ruleth and gouerneth them he boweth and bendeth them by working inuisibly in them Thus we see that our aduersaries doe in plaine termes maintaine that which they exclaime and cry out against vs for But I woonder with what faces they dare challenge vs for that whereof they themselues are so guilty haue they forgotten what is written in their Canon law viz. that the Iewes had sinned deadly if they had not crucified our Sauiour Christ oh horible blasphemy whereby they doe affirme that that immaculate Lambe in whom was no sinne and in whose mouth was no guile was iustly and worthily condemned Can they shew any thing of vs touching the prouidence of God which commeth neere to this impiety Let these things stop the graue of their slanderous throats if they haue not a whores forehead being past shame But I may leaue them as a people that haue cast off all shame 2. Thes 2.9.10 spurned against the truth and trodden vnder feet the blood of the new couenant and therefore damned if they conuert not through the iust iudgment of God of themselues Vse 2 Now for our selues Seeing this is so that God oftentimes leaueth men to themselues and giueth them ouer to their owne hearts lust Let it admonish vs all to beware of this heauy iudgement and pray to the Lord of all iudgements to keepe thee from this that thou mayst not bee giuen ouer to thy owne hearts lusts It is the saying of a worthie man if God should giue him the option to choose the torments of hell with hope to recouer his gracious fauour or thus vtterly to forsake him of his grace and leaue him to his owne wayes he would wish rather hell torments with expectation of deliuerance then this giuing vp to the lusts of his owne heart and surely except God should presently send vs down to that place of torment where is paine endlesse easelesse and remedilesse I cannot see what greater iudgement can befall But shall a childe of God alwayes be thus left Obiect Hath not God promised to returne againe how then can this be so heauie a iudgement As I haue formerly said so againe I say Answ the desertion that doth befall Gods children it is but temporary for a time and not for euer were it for euer it were hell it selfe But albeit it bee but for a time yet for that time their case is grieuous These temporall desertions are more grieuous vnto them then temporall death and if they might haue their choise they would rather choose to die a thousand deaths then to be thus forsaken and no wonder for put case many so be that they can discerne small difference if any betwixt themselues and a Reprobate nay they may hereby be so tormented that they euen Gods owne deare children they I say may blaspheme God and cry out they are damned read these places Iob 13.24.16.12.22.3.4 And see whether Iob was in any better estate Read also Psalme 6 1.-4 And iudge how miserable was Dauids condition It is the iudgement of a worthie Diuine that the pangs which Dauid felt after his fall before he could recouer againe Gods former fauour were more sharpe vexing then those that did accompany his first conuersion vnto grace Oh beware beware ye that now stand beware lest you fall 1. Cor. 10.12 be more prouident for your owne good then to giue God occasion by reason of your sins to depriue you of his fauour leaue you to your selues If euer you doe recouer your losse many a sigh and groane must be sent from the heart before it can be obtained Many a salt teare and longing looke vp towards God Rom. 11.20 before the sence and feeling of Gods spirit can bee regained be not then high minded but feare be fearful of this heauie iudgement and in a speciall manner take heede of the causes thereof for as all sinne in generall doth cause the Lord to leaue vs to our selues so there are some sinnes Special sins that doe cause the Lord to leaue vs for a time Rom. 1.21.24 Ingratum si dixeris omnia dixeris Psal 116.12.13 which in a speciall manner will lay vs open to this danger I will name them that you may the better auoid them they are these The first is vnthankfulnesse for graces receiued as our Apostle Paul doth make manifest thus speaking because when they knew God they glorified him not as God neyther were thankefull c. God gaue them vp to vncleannesse through the lusts of their owne hearts c. O beware of this same sinne it is an excuselesse sinne this is the onely tribute God doth expect from vs for all his mercies that he hath done vnto vs. And surely I am perswaded this is one cause why Gods children are often thus left and forsaken of the Lord and why his blessed spirit departs away because they take no more notice of those graces which are wrought in their hearts neither are they so thankful as they should be they are euer complaining they haue nothing in them no grace in their hearts c. This grieues Gods blessed spirit that thou art no more thankefull for his good worke that is begun and causeth him to leaue thee for a time that thou maist at last bee more thankefuâ—l take therefore such notice of thy infirmities for thy humiliation as that thou forgettest not Gods good gifts and graces for thy consolation The second sin that causeth desertion Luk. 19.12 A second speciall sin which causeth the Lord to leaue and forsake vs is the ill vse or no vse of good gifts bestowed The slothfull seruant that employed not his tallent shall haue his tallent taken from him such gifts as are not employed shall be blowed on soone come to nothing let this be considered of euery of
at the beginning of the Chapter Knowing this sayth he that our olde man is crucified with him that the bodie of sinne might be destroyed that hence-forth we should not serue sinne thus Christs death being applyed by faith will worke in vs the death of sin and cause vs to forsake our former euill wayes Reason 2 And secondly the spirit of God dwelleth in that mans heart Rom. 8.4.2 and is become his guide and this spirit freeth vs from the law of sinne and death This expells sinne and will not suffer such filthinesse to remaine in the roome where it doth lodge These may be the reasons of the poynt The vses follow Vse 1 First hereby try thy Repentance whether it be good or no Hath it wrought a change and alteration in thy affections 2. Cor. 5. words and actions are all olde things done away and new come in the place thereof is there a forsaking of sinne a reformation of life if it be thus then it is well for thus it is and must be with euery true penitent True it is in the time of our impenitencie like wild and mad horses we gallop in the way of sinne yet in the day of our repentance the spirit of God as with a bit or bridle giueth vs a ierke and turneth vs back setteth vs as fast a going the other way Insomuch that our companions stand wondering at the matter admiring that we so suddenly breake of company 1. Pet. 4.4 and runne not with them to the same excesse of riot So great is the change that not onely ourselues but others also see it and admire it Now then thou that talkest of Repentance is this change in thee assure thy selfe if thou hast repented it is and all the world may see it canst thou with good conscience say of thy selfe 1. Cor. 6.10 as Paul did of the Corinthians I was once a theife a drunkard an adulterer a reuiler an extortioner a couetous person and the like But now I am washed Verse 11. now I am sanctified yea and iustified in the name of the Lord Iesus and by the spirit of my God Canst thou thus say of thy selfe and that in truth Why then to thy comfort be it spoken this is a notable euidence of the truth of thy repentance but if it be otherwise thou maist deceiue thy selfe but be it known vnto thee thou art as far from it for any thing that I can see as they are that rob by the high way side and it may be farther Secondly this may serue for terrour to such as finde Vse 2 no change in themselues but are the same still that euer they were As proud as euer as prophane as euer as worldly as euer as irreligious as euer if not worse then euer yet these men blesse themselues with a false perswasion of repentance when indeed they haue not trodden ouer the threshold of repentance and though they haue liued thirtie fortie or it may be threescore yeares yet poore soules they haue not all this time trod one step nor to be the first stride towards Gods kingdome Sinne is not yet left nor forsaken But oh thou dreamer awake if euer thou wilt awake Awake gull not thy owne soule thy torment shall not bee the lesse in hell because thou fallest in before thou beest aware Delude then thy selfe no longer but looke well about thee Thou canst not endure others should cozen thee why cozenest thou thy selfe Happily thou hast had some spirituall qualmes or vpon hearing of the Word hast shed some teares but what then if no reformation followes these are not signes of true repentance Mala praeterita plangere est plangendaiterum non committere Amb. Vera paenitentia est quando sic paniteâ— hominem peccasse vt crimen non repetat Born This is true repentance saith a Father so to bewaile sinnes past as that wee commit them no more which wee haue bewailed It is to no purpose then for thee to bewaile thy former courses vnlesse there follow hereupon a due amendment let not then this deceiue thee for thou dost but mocke and not indeed repent when thou still dost that whereof thou hast repented This is true repentance so to repent that thou hast sinned as that thou doest so no more Till therefore thou doest cease from sinne Inanis paenitentia quam sequent culpa coinquinat Aug. Soliloq and reforme thy wayes vntill thou doest finde this change in thy selfe so that thou canst truly say I was thus and thus but now the case is altered thou canst haue no comfort in thy repentance for assure thy selfe that Repentance and continuance in thy old wicked courses can neuer stand together Vse 3 In the third place this may serue for the comfort of all such as doe finde this change in them who can say as that blind man Iohn 9. who had his light restored One thing I know that whereas I was blind now I see whereas I was filthy and vncleane I am now washed and clensed oh happie is the condition of such a one thrice blessed is thy estate onely let me admonish thee that thou manifest this change vnto the world that others may also say Amb. lib. 2. de paenitent cap. 10. How is this man changed from what he was Ambrose makes report of a young man who hauing a long time liued in lust and vncleannesse at length trauelled and in his trauell was conuerted afterwards returning home meets with one of his olde acquaintance with whom he had beene often nought but passed away and would not salute her at which the Strumpet wondering speakes to him after this manner What haue you forgotten me It is I Sed ego non sum ego His reply vnto her againe was this yea I know it but I am not I. Thus it becomes thee to manifest this chaunge thou findest to be in thee that as others haue beene witnesses of thy sinne so they may be also witnesses of thy Repentance And thus much shall serue for this first part of his repentance viz. his Auersion from his sinne Text. Doctr. In true repentance there is not onely a rising from sinne but also there is a turning to God Ier. 4.1 now we come to the second which is his Conuersion to God And came to his Father From hence we learne In true Repentance there is not onely a rising from sinne but also a turning to the Lord and a setting of our hearts towards him and his kingdome This therefore is enioyned vs as well as the former in many places of Scrpture If thou wilt returne oh Israell saith the Lord returne vnto me and againe Oh Israell returne vnto the Lord thy God take with you wordes and turne to the Lord. And againe Hos 14.1.2 Ioel. 2.13 Act. 26.20 Rent your hearts and not your garments and turne vnto the Lord. This was Paul willed to exhort the Gentiles to that they should repent and turne to God
yet be within the compasse of the truth of his own conceiuing though beyond the extent of the truth of his sinnes in themselues exactly considered And thus did the Apostle speake according to his sence and thought himselfe to be inferiour vnto all And thus much for this Question as also for this doctrine Now let vs proceed and come to the next which is his Humiliation And am no more worthie to be called thy sonne Text. See how he humbleth and abaseth himselfe vnto his Father I am vnworthie to be thy sonne yea I am vnworthie the very name of sonne so many haue beene my sinnes so lewd hath bin my course The instruction hence may be this The onely way to obtaine pardon for sinne Doctr. The onely way to obtaine Gods fauour is with an humble heart to seeke it 1. Pet. 5.6 and procure Gods fauour is with an humble heart and lowly soule to come before him The onely way to be exalted by him is to come vnto him in humilitie of soule and lowlinesse of spirit The practise of this Prodigall is a president for vs. For the farther proofe of this truth remember what S. Peter sayth Humble your selues therefore vnder the mightie hand of God that he may exalt you And what S. Iames sayth Iam. 4.10 Humble your selues in the sight of God and he shall lift you vp It is no hard matter to bring a cloud of witnesses to iustifie this but I will be sparing and remember you onely of that Parable of the proud Pharisie and the Publican and so away These two goe vp into the Temple to pray Luk. 18.10 The Pharisie begins and prayes thus God I thanke thee Verse 11. I am not as other men c. He shewes not vulnera but munera not his wounds but his worth not his miserie but his brauery reputing himselfe so iust that he neither sayth thy kingdome come nor yet forgiue vs our trespasses August Hom. 36. de verb. Dom. secund Luc. But as hauing no sinne and abounding alreadie with all grace both these he leaues out thanking God more for that other were bad then for that himselfe was good Now the Publican he stands a farre off Verse 13. and would not lift vp so much as his eyes to heauen but smote vpon his breast saying God be mercifull to me a sinner As the one exalts himselfe in respect of his vertue so the other humbles himselfe in regard of his sinne As the one shews his robes so the other like a poore beggar shewes his rags and as an humble petitioner his grieuances Now marke how Christ applyes this Verse 14. I tell you this man departed home vnto his house more iustified then the other for euery one that exalteth himselfe shal be abased and he that humbleth himselfe shal be exalted The Reasons may be these Reason Isay 66.2 Isay 57.15 First Such onely hath God promised to looke vpon and shew mercie too To this man will I looke euen to him that is poore and of a contrite spirit and againe Thus saith the high and loftie one that inhabiteth eternitie whose name is Holy I dwell in the high and holy place with him also that is of a contrite and humbled spirit to reuiue the spirit of the humble and to reuiue the heart of the contrite ones as for other they haue no promise of fauour or of mercie Reason 2 And secondly Such onely are capable of grace and mercie Full vessells can receiue no liquor and haughtie hearts no fauour for they despise it As therefore the vessell must be emptied and the ayre and wind remoued before any solid liquor can be receiued so must thou first cast out haughtinesse and pride out of thy heart before mercie can be obtayned Vse Let the Vse of this be for Exhortation Come before the Lord with humbled soules and contrite spirits for this is of him much set by And to stirre vs vp to the putting on of this grace as the Apostle doth exhort vs consider of these motiues Colos 3. Motiues to labour for humilitie and auoid pride Tract de Passione Dom. cap. 19. First Pride is the Deuils first borne A second motiue God exalts the humble but casts downe the proud one Luke 1.46 Ps 113.56 first Pride it is the Deuils first borne and the Deuils first poyson which Satan powred into our nature and this as Bernard speakes is the Deuils character for as the seruants of Christ and children of God are knowne by charitie and humilitie so the seruants of sinne and sonnes of Satan are knowne by pride and crueltie and therefore let this moue vs to imbrace the one and abhorre the other Secondly God exalts such as are humble but such as are proud doth his soule hate His deeds hath manifested this hee called humble Dauid from the Shepheards crooke to the Kings Crowne He did so regard the meekenesse of the Virgine that all generations count her blessed Thus he taketh vp the simple out of the dust and lifteth the poore out of the myre But he deales otherwise with the proud and euer hath done The proud Angels he thrust out of heauen and our proud parents out of Paradise For it he draue Nebuchadnezzar from the company of men Dan. 4.30 and made him to haue his habitation with the beasts of the field and to eat grasse as Oxen. What shall I neede to speake of Haman Herod and others Pro. 16.8 whose pride did cause their fall and ruine by this that hath beene said we see the Psalmists saying verified Psal 138.6 Though the Lord be high yet hath he respect vnto the lowly but the proud hee knoweth a farr off The most high hath especiall respect to such as are most low Marlo rat in Luc. cap. 1. vers 48. God cannot looke aboue him saith one because hee hath no superiour nor about him for that he hath no equall hee regards onely such as are below him The lower then a man is the neerer vnto God and the more exposed to his sight who looks from aboue but the higher he is the farther is he off and the more proud he is the lesse is he respected Seeing then this is so how should this worke vpon vs and make vs to decke our selues with this excellent grace which like the Violet though it growes lowe by the ground and hangs the head vnder some obscure leafe as willing to liue vnseene yet is the sweetest of flowers and beloued of all Thirdly Humility is the keeper of all graces A third motiue Humilitie preserues grace but pride destroyes it It is conseruatrix virtutum Bernard 2 Kings 4.39 Eccles 10.1 but Pride the spoyler of them No boxe better to keepe those iewels in then a heart well lined with humilitie Looke as ashes doe preserue fire so doth our humilitie the sparkles of Gods blessed spirit But now on the other side pride spoyles all This like Colloquintida imbitters
It is recorded of the Bee that in stormy weather it will get vp a little stone that by the weight it may flye more steddily and get home in safety Art thou in danger to bee blowne away with pride get thy selfe to Prayer and Meditation it will be to thee as the little stone to the Bee or as Ballast to the ship to keepe thee from being turned about with the waues of selfe-conceit Thus get this grace and when euer thou comest to the Lord bring it with thee and feare not of speeding for they that fall downe lowest at Gods almes-dealing speed euer best And thus much for this poynt as also for this part of the Prodigalls Regresse VERSE 20. But when he was yet a farre off his Father saw him and had compassion and ranne and fell on his necke and kissed him HAuing spoken of the Prodigals Repentance wee are now to speake of the successe of it which is laid downe in the 20 22 and 23 verses and so to the end Wherein we may obserue His fathers good-will and his Brothers ill-will his fathers good-will is to be seen in the 20 22 23 and 24 verses his brothers ill-will in the rest In the former these three things are obseruable First his Fathers readinesse to receiue him verse 20. Secondly the entertainment hee gaue him vers 22 23. Thirdly the reason of both verse 24. The readinesse of the father to receiue his sonne is noted First by his looking on him a farre off For when he was yet a great way off his father saw him Secondly by his running to him while he was a farre off Hee had compassion and ran Thirdly by his kinde embracing of him He fell on his necke and kissed him To beginne with the first But when he was yet a great way off Text. he saw him Albeit this bee put heere in the last place yet it is referred by most of our Expositors to the first time of his conuersion for it was this looke that brought home this Prodigall He saw him and looked on him with the eyes of pity and by looking vpon him infused into him the secret efficacy of his spirit and pierced his heart with the beames of his grace which so preuailed with him that it brought him to repentance as it did with Peter which made him to goe out and weepe bitterly for his sins after he had thrice denied his Master Thus they make it as a cause of his conuersion And taking it thus this poynt will follow Doctr. Our conuersioÌ„ is from Gods free grace Iohn 6.44 Rom. 9.6 The conuersion of a sinner is from Gods free grace Gods grace is the cause of it Hence is it that Christ saith No man commeth vnto me except the Father draw him Hereunto also commeth the saying of the Apostle It is not in him that willeth nor in him that runneth but in God that sheweth mercy Hence is it also that the Church thus prayeth Cant. 1.4 Draw me and we will runne after thee But most fully and cleerely doth the Prophet Ezechiel set out the truth of this point speaking in the person of God these words Ezech. 36.26 27. A new heart will I giue you and a new spirit will I put within you and I will take away the stony heart out of your body and I will giue you a heart of flesh and I will put my spirit within you and cause you to walke in my statutes See how the Prophet wholly disableth man from the worke of his conuersion ascribing both the beginning and progresse thereof vnto the Lord. Many pregnant examples might be brought both of the Vnregenerate before their conuersion as also of the Regenerate in their fals after their conuersion for the further confirming this poynt in hand What disposition was theâ—e in the Apostle Paul Acts 9.1 to further his conuersion was he not breathing out threatnings and slaughters against the Disciples of Christ Iesus and had hee not procured a commission from the High Priests to binde all that were of that way Did not God behold him a farre off Did hee not looke vpon him from the habitation of his dwelling And did hee not thus behold Matthew the Customer Zacheus the Vsurer Mary the sinner Ephes 2.12 and vs Gentiles When we were as the Apostle saith without hope and God in the world being strangers from the couenant of promise and aliens from the Common-wealth of Israel I could bring variety of examples that would serue to strengthen the poynt but I will remember you but of one more and so hasten to the vses and that is of Peter was not God faine to looke on him a farre off before he repenred Luk. 22. Hee had denied his Master once and wept not yea twice yet shed not a teare though the Cocke had crowed And the third time he denies him yet weepes not vntill Christ beholds him and then as the text sayth he wept bitterly Verse 61. Assuredly if Christ had not cast an eye on him and beheld him with a gracious aspect had a thousand seuerall persons questioned with him about his maister he would haue denied him a thousand times Thus a sinner is like an Eccho he cannot speake first to God but must answere a voyce from God The Reasons And needs must this be so because we are dead in trespasses Reason 1 and sinnes as the Apostle sayth Ephes 2.1 Colos 2.13 and as the Father of this Prodigall auoucheth of him dead not in a sowne but dead stone-dead as we say and therefore haue no more power to stirre hand or foote for the furthering of our owne conuersion then Lazarus had power to come out of the graue before Christ called him A second reason why Gods grace is all in all in the Reason 2 worke of our conuersion may be this That all matter of boasting might be taken away for we are very readie to ascribe vnto our selues that which of right belongs vnto the Lord should we haue any hand in the furtherance of it we would soone fal a boasting after this manner yet in this am I beholding to my selfe Thus farre I am a worker in my owne conuersion for this or that degree of it may I thank my selfe And this is the reason that is giuen by the Apostle Ephes 2.8 By grace you are saued saith he and that not of yourselues it is the gift of God If any now aske a reason he giueth it in the next words Verse 9. Not of works least any man should boast Thus haue we seene the reasons now let vs heare the vses And in the first place this may serue for confutation Vse 1 first of the Pellagians who affirme that our good actions and cogitations proceed onely from free-will and not from Gods speciall grace Secondly it maketh against our Semi-pellagians I meane the Papists who are all for Will little or nothing for Iohn that is Gods grace but like Solamons whore
that nature that God hath so highly honoured once sayth one hee made man to his owne similitude but often describes himselfe according to mans similitude what a shame is it then to defile those members by sinne wherby God expresseth his owne goodnesse and glory Doth God expresse his dietie by thy head his fauour and presence by thy face his prouidence and good will by thy eyes his strength by thy armes his blessed spirit by thy fingers Oh then beware how thou abasest thy bodie Rom. 6.13.19 or any member of thy bodie to sinnes seruice Giue not thy members as weapons of vnrighteousnesse to sinne but yeeld your members as instruments of righteousnesse vnto God Had two sonnes By these two sonnes Text. some vnderstand the elect Angels and men but this cannot be for they murmure not at any compassion that is shewed vnto vs others by them vnderstand Iewes and Gentiles true it is that the Iewes are elder brethren but surely they are not figured hereby this eldest sonne for they haue forsaken their fathers house and are now strangers from the tents of Sem Others by these two sonnes vnderstand the Pharisies and Publicanes of this minde are the most and the best from whom I will nor dissent for the Pharisies grudging at Christ for his familiarity with the Publicanes gaue him occasion to vtter this parable as formerly we haue seene and by it he doth conuince them But these Pharisies were sinners Obiect and such as before whom Christ preferres Publicanes and Harlots but this eldest sonne here spoken of sayth he neuer brake any of his Fathers commaundements Answere Sol. The Pharisies were righteous in their owne eyes as Christ else where doth plainely declare Luke 18. no wonder then they did thus bragge they were obedient sonnes when as in truth it was nothing so for had this sonne beene as he did professe he would neuer haue murmured nor repined at his fathers iust and equall proceedings Obiect 2 But the Father doth seeme to approue of this his eldest sonnes sayings as appeares verse 31. Answ Christ would not now exasperate the Pharisies but from hence draweth an argument q. graunt you bee dutifull and obedient yet you doe not well to be offended with this my dealing c. And thus we see who are the two sonnes here spoken of In the estate of this Father in his children sayth one the estate and condition of the Church militant is not obscurely shadowed and prefigured his two sonnes represent the two sorts of people that are in it if this be so we see that the Church visible is a mixt assembly Doctr. The Church visible is a mixt company Mat. 13.34 Mat. 13.47 Mat. 3.12 it is a mixt company both of good and bad The Parables in the 13. of Mathew so set it forth It is compared to a field wherein is darnell and stubble as well as wheat It is compared to a net which gathereth together of all kinds of fish both good and bad It is compared to a floore on which lyeth both corne and chaffe sundry other comparisons are brought in Scripture by our Sauiour to confirme this truth Mat. 25.1 It is compared to tenne virgines whereof 5. were wise 5. were foolish to a marriage feast where some had wedding garments Mat. 22. 2. Tim. 2.20 other none to a great house wherein are vessels of wood and vessels of gold and may well be compared to that great sheete Act. 10.11.12 wherein are all manner of beasts and fowles cleane and vncleane thus it euer hath beene thus it euer will be vntil the great Iudge with his fanne shall purge his floore Mat. 3.12 Mat. 13.30 till the Angels shall carry the wheat into the barne of glory vntill this day comes some rubbish will be in the net some tares amongst the wheat some chaffe vpon the floore some goates amongst the sheepe some with the marke of the beast in the Congregation of Saints on Ismaell in the Familie of Abraham amongst the Disciples there will bee a Demas amongst the Deacons a Nicholas and amongst the Apostles themselues there will be a Iudas The cockle must growe for the cornes exercise Reason 1. Cor. 11.19 there must be heresies sayth the Apostle that they which are approoued amongst you might be knowne the faith of Gods children must be tryed as Peter saith 1. Pet. 1.7 and how can that be were there no bad to try them Vses Fouly then are they deceiued who thinke there is no Vse 1 true Church where there are any open corrupt members and foolish is their dealing who hereupon make a separation because bad and good are mingled together Is an honest societie of tradesmen a false societie because some are reteined amongst them who are vnhonest was the Church of Corinth a false Church 1. Cor. 5.1 because they had amongst them wicked men Why then did the Apostle call it a Church of Christ 1. Cor. 1.2 and a coÌ„pany of Saints was not the Church of Thyatira which suffered Iesabel to teach to seduce and commit fornication Reuel 2.20 a true Church Is a wife no true wife because shee hath a blemish And was not Rebecca the true wife of Isaac though she had an elect and reprobate in her wombe And why then should not that Church bee a true one which hath both Iacob and Esau within her As for their separation thus much I confesse if a brother walke disorderly we may withdraw our selues from him 2. Thes 3.6 but that we are to withdraw our selues from the church because of him I vtterly denie we may not leaue Gods floore because there is some chaffe neither may we breake Gods net because there is some baggage fish neither depart out of his house because there be some vessels of wrath nor yet runne out of his field Non propter malos boni deserendi sed propter bonos mali tolerandi August Epist 48. cont Don because there grows some cockle for the bad which are in the Church we may not forsake the good but rather tollerate the bad for the good their sake And this we are to know it is heauen that hath â—one but good hell that hath none but bad Earth that hath both good bad to haue all good and none bad is a propertie of the Church triumphant to haue all bad and none good a propertie of the Church malignant but to haue both good and bad mingled is an inseparable propertie of the visible Church militant here vpon the earth I will conclude this vse with that exhortation of the Apostle Heb. 10 25. Ecclesiam tento plenam tritico et palta em â—do quos possum tolero quâ—â— emendarâ— non possum fuâ—io paleam ne hoc sim non aream ne niâ—il sâ—mâ— Aug. Heb. 10.25 Forsake not the assembling of your selues together as the manner of some is but exhort one another and so much the more as
from thence there is no redemption Verse 26. thou parent thou canst not there help thy child nor the child thee nor thou husband redeeme thy wife nor thou wife thy husband there is no sucker nor helpe to be had by any Let these and such like considerations be euer in thy minde and pondered on then wilt thou haue sounder resolutions in thy heart and better performances in thy life Now to come to the particulars and first we are to consider what he resolues to doe A three-fold resurrection of a Christian I will saith he arise and goe c. There is a threefold Resurrection of a Christian The first is Sacramentall and thus we rise againe in Baptisme the second is Corporall and so we shall rise againe in the day of the Lord Iesus in our bodies from the graue the third is Spirituall which is his Resurrection in this life in soule from the death of sinne thus did this Prodigall arise and thus doth euery true penitent arise while he here liueth on the earth The point may be this Doctr. Repentance from sinne is the first Resurrection Ephe. 5.14 Reuel 20.6 That repentance from sin is as a Resurrection from death this is plaine by the Apostles words awake thou that sleepest stand vp from the dead and Christ shall giue thee light And the holy Ghost doth thus call it in the twentieth of the Reuelation verse 6. Blessed and holy is he that hath part in the first Resurrection on such the second death hath no power Vse 1 Is this so then Repentance is no such easie a matter as the world takes it to be the worke of repentance is no lesse miraculous then the raising of the dead it is a work that cannot be wrought by the power of nature but such a worke as must be wrought by the mightie power of God Much might be spoken of this subiect but I shall haue fitter occasion to prosecute the point when I come to speake of the reason of the Fathers kinde entertaining of his sonne Verse 24. to which place I referre the farther handling of it a word therefore for a second vse and so to proceede Vse 2 And that shall be to stirre vs all vp thus to arise for if the soule while it is in the bodie arise not out of the graue of sin sure it is the bodie shall neuer rise out of the earth but to shame and confusion vse all good meanes therefore that thou maiest haue thy part in this that so the second death may haue no power on thee for otherwise it is impossible to escape the power of it by no meanes canst thou escape the paines of hell torments if thou dost not here awake stand vp from the dead and with Lazarus come forth the meanes that are to be vsed for this end I refer with the farther handling of this point to the place before named And goe It was a good and holy motion Text. which he had of arising this he doth not quench but cherisheth and nourisheth it he addes more fewell to this fire begun though but a sparke to the good motion of arising hee addes the second of going I will arise and goe First then learne The good motions of Gods blessed spirit at any time Doctr. Good motions are not to be quenched but cherished in any measure though neuer so weake begun are not to be choaked but to be cherished When the Lord shall put any good motion into our hearts we are to nourish cherish the same to one good motion we must adde a second and to that a third and to them a many and so fall to blowing giue not ouer vntill at length they breake forth into a comfortable flame of godly practise 1. Thes 5.19 Quench not the Spirit saith the Apostle that is quell not choake not the gifts and motions of the holy Ghost He vseth a metaphor borrowed from fire whose heate and light when it is put out is said to be quenched 2. Tim. 1.6 Thus also he exhorts Timothie to stirre vp the graces of God which be in him And writing to the Ephesians hee sayth thus Grieue not the holy spirit of God Ephe. 4.30 He permits them not so much as to giue it any occasion of withdrawing the vigour of his operation in them He brings a forcible reason Whereby you are sealed Reason 1 vnto the day of redemption This is the onely euidence we haue of freedome from condemnation this is Gods marke and character set on vs and seizing vs for his owne This is like the bloud that was stricken vpon the doore-posts which shall make the Lord to passe ouer vs Exod. 12.22 and not to suffer the destroyer to come neare vs when he goeth to smite the Egyptians By this we are assured that the day of Iudgement shall be to vs no day of wrath but a day of redemption So then thus wee may take the Apostles meaning As you desire to retaine assurance of your deliuerance from the wrath to come and that the Lord should take notice of you for his in the day of that dreadfull separation so see that by all meanes you cherish in you the gifts and operations of Gods holy spirit grieue it not by strangling choaking of those holy motions suggested by him but giue all endeuour that all his holy motions and operations be cherished and preserued in their fullest feruour without any the least abatement Thus we haue seene the poynt prooued Now it remaines to apply it And first this serueth to condemne such as nippe the bud so soone as euer it peeps forth and quench euery sparke that at any time appeareth yea wilfully set themselues to repell all good motions hasting to their cursed company to chase away those which they call prophanely qualmes of deuotion sweete inspirements of Gods holy spirit Oh the cursed vnthankefulnesse of these men What vnkind ingratefull discourteous dealing is here with the spirit of grace Thus shutting him out so soone as euer he begins to enter Wouldest thou deale so vnkindly with thy friend who commeth to thy doore Why dealest thou then so vncourteously with Christ Iesus Reuel 3.20 and his holy spirit who stands at the dore and daily knocks but can get no entertainement Beware Act. 7.51 beware of this resisting of the holy Ghost the sin is fearefull and discomfortable for hereby thy heart may grow more obdurate and thy life more brutish and abominable Vse 2 And therefore in the next place let it serue for admonition to thee and me and to vs all that we beware how we suffer that blessed heat to slake which by Gods grace beginnes to be enkindled in our hearts suffer not that coale that holy motion which the Lord hath cast into thy bosome to die within thee but blowe it vp lay on more fuell adde daily more and more matter to it and tremble to lose the least measure of
number of such as prepare themselues to pray Few there are that frequent hiâ— house fewer there are that preparedly come into his presence Gen. 41.14 In preferring some petition to a King or if that suit be but to some meaner personage what preparation shall be made before-hand how carefull will we be of the well placing of our words that our speeches may not be distastfull Are wee thus circumspect when we haue to deale with man how comes it then we are so carelesse when we come before the Lord Why are we so rash with our mouthes and hastie to vtter any thing before him Surely this is our sinne and it goeth not alone Math. 6.7 but often causeth a vaine and idle repetion of what formerly was vttered which Christ condemnes And therefore in the second place let this admonish Vse 2 vs to prepare our selues before we come to appeare before the Lord to call vpon his name whether in publique or priuate Be watchfull ouer the words you vtter and respect the matter Aske such things as be agreeable to his holy wil So shal your prayers be acceptable and well pleasing to him But heare this Question may be moued Quest Whether a set form of prayer be lawfull Whether it be lawfull to vse a prescript forme of words in Prayer and whether without sinne a man may imitate this Prodigall For that forme he framed and deuised the same he vseth as appeareth vers 21. To this I answer that it is lawfull Answ Numb 6.23 24 10.35 36. and for some very behooueful That it is lawful it is euident by the Word Moses was inioyned by the Lord to vse a forme of blessing of the people which forme was to be vsed euer after by the Priests Now if this were lawfull for the Priest whose lips should preserue knowledge and at whose mouth the people were to seeke the law and therefore without question were able of themselues to conceiue a Prayer as the Spirit of God should giue vtterance and ability can it be thought vnlawfull for the people who haue lesse gifts Deut. 26.3.15 and therefore had need of more helpe to vse the like A forme of prayer was also prescribed for the people to be vsed at the bringing of the first fruits vnto the Temple Psalmes there were also which were appoynted to be vsed on speciall occasions Psal 92. Psal 22. One was to be vsed euerie Sabboth day Another to be vsed by the Priests and Leuites euerie morning containing in them matter of praise and petition Another there was appointed to be vsed in time of affliction Psal 102. entituled thus A Prayer for the afflicted when he is ouerwhelmed and powreth out his complaint before the Lord. 2. Cro. 29 30. Yea the Leuites were commanded by Hezekiah the King with the rest of the Princes to prayse the Lord with the words of Dauid and of Asaph the Seer And as we haue warrant for set forme of Prayer in the old Testament so also haue we sufficient for it in the new Rom. 1.7 compared with 1. Cor. 1.3 2. Cor. 1.2 Gal. 1.3 Ephes 1.2 and so the rest Math. 26.42 44. The Apostle Paul obserues a set forme of blessing in the beginning and ending of his Epistles and Christ himselfe whose example is without exception did vse the same words in Prayer three seuerall times as the Euangelist Saint Mathew doth affirme who not contenting himselfe to say he prayed thrice addeth withall this that he said the same words Thus we haue seene it proued that set Prayer is lawfull Now as it is lawfull so for some it is very necessary and behouefull For euerie Child and seruant of God though he haue an honest heart yet he hath not euermore a flowing tongue but often wanteth the gift of vtterance Gâ—gâ— on the Ephâ—s and of boldnesse of inuention and of order hauing simple capacities and frayle memories Now to conceiue a Prayer all these are required he must be able to vtter and to order to inuent and to discerne He must haue gifts of audacitie and of memorie Now are all the godly thus qualified or shal we dare to blot them out of the Register of Gods chosen that cannot thus doe For these then a prescribed for me made by themselues or others eyther conned by heart or read out of a Booke is verie helpefull Perk Case of Conscience as a Crutch for one that is lame in his limbes who though without it he cannot goe a step yet with it can walke apace Not alwaies to tye our selues to a set forme Thus then wee haue seene it lawfull and for many needfull to come before the Lord with a set forme of words as this Prodigall did before his Father yet withall let mee giue this caution that we doe not alwaies tye our selues to a forme of words For first what forme of prayer is there wherein are Reason 1 all our wants expressed haue wee not new assaults Doe we not commit new sinnes Doe we not inioy new blessings and shall we not then open our mouthes to sing a new song vnto the Lord Tye not therefore thy selfe alwaies to a forme of words for thou shalt haue occasion to alter it But we want words to expresse these our desires Obiect neyther can we alter the forme but very rudely so that we are afraid to leaue the former forme that wee doe vse In Prayer Answ Rom. 8.26 the grones and sighs of the heart is the best Rethorick God doth not measure our prayer eyther by the multitude or finenesse of the words but by the feruencie of the spirit This is the soule of prayer words are but the bodie which without the soule is but a dead carkasse He will be content to beare with Barbarismes in our prayers so that the spirit be present Albeit then thou canst not inuent nor order though thou wantest eloquence and words yet make vp this want by grones and sighs Rom. 8.27 for God knoweth the meaning of the spirit Math. 6. Words are but to make thee vnderstand thy selfe and not to giue God vnderstanding of thy needs for he knoweth whereof thou hast need before thou askest When words are wanting then fall to sighing A father hath pittie vpon his child when it complaines but if it cannot speake but onely weepe and grone and lift vp the hands and eyes vnto the father oh then his bowels erne and his compassion is doubled So the Lord he heareth his children when they speake vnto him but when they cannot speake when words are wanting all they can doe is thus to lift vp their hands and watery eyes sighing and groning for deliuerance and ease This moueth the Lord much and causeth him to pittie Reason 2 A second reason why wee may not alwaies tye our selues to a set forme is this Because we are to striue to grow and increase in grace Heb. 6.1 and in all things
labour to come to perfection We may not euermore stand at one stay nor alwaies be as children who needs leading by the hand but we must grow more and more in knowledge and in iudgement And thus much may be spoken of this poynt we are now to speake of the words themselues Text. which he deuised to speake Father I haue sinned c. In these words of his acknowledgement wee may see what it was especially that touched him to the quicke namely this that he had abused and wronged the loue and kindnesse of so good a Father This was that which made him so much to insist vpon the name of Father I will goe to my Father I will say Father The misery that he was in as his want of bread and other necessaries no doubt was grieuous yet all this troubled him not so much as this that he had carryed himselfe so vndutifully towards so gratious a parent Let this then be noted Doctr. To the godly sinne is the greatest sorrow Ps 51.4 That nothing is so grieuous to a true penitent as this that by committing of sinne he hath offended God This was that which most troubled Dauid and went nighest to his soule that he had sinned against the Lord and offended his Maiestie by his committing of euill Against thee against thee onely haue I sinned and done euill in thy sight It is not hi meaning to lessen his offence the words may not so be taken but his speech sheweth what went nighest to hiâ— heart and lay heauiest on his soule His trespasse agâ—inst Vriah in taking away his life was grieuous to him His trespasse against Bathsheba in drawing her to vnchastitie did also trouble him but that by both of these he had offended God this did most of all perplex him Against thee against thee haue I sinned Nothing touched him so neere as this no not shame of the world nor feare of hell Thus is it also said of the house of Dauid that the spirit beeing powred vpon them they shall mourne for him Zach. 12.10 That is when the godly shall come to see what euils and miseries their sinnes brought vpon Christ and how odious their offences haue beene towards him this should pierce their hearts and nothing more Thus was it also with the people of God who are said in the day of their fast to draw water 1. Sam. 7.6 namely out of their hearts and to powre it out before the Lord. By all which is meant they wept bitterly and aboundantly for that they had offended the Lord by their many sinnes Ioseph being tempted to folly by his laciuious Mistresse said How shall I doe this great wickednesse and sinne against God The wrong that he should haue done his Master was nothing in his eye to the offence against the Lord. The reason of this the Apostle Saint Paul giueth Reason Rom. 8.15 They haue not receyued the spirit of bondage againe to feare but they haue receyued the spirit of adoption Which Spirit doth make them loue the Lord and feare to offend and exceedingly grieue when he is offended As it is with a true louer towards his beloued Now for the vses and first wee may see here a difference Vse 1 betweene the sorrow of the Godly and of the wicked both greiue both mourne Ahab as well as Dauid Differences betwixt the sorrow of the godly and wicked 2. Cor. 7.1 Iudas as well as Peter Yet the sorrow of the one is godly and bringeth life the sorrow of the other worldly and bringeth death For heare is the difference The sorrow of him that is truly penitent Malum peccati is most conuersant about the euill of his sinne and is more for Gods cause then for his owne more that God is offended then for any manner of respect vnto himselfe Were there no shame no danger no punishment neither here nor hereafter in this life or in the next yet this would wound their soules and grieue them at the heart that by sinne God was offended Thus is the godly sorrow This is that which causeth repentance neuer to be repented of Now the sorrow of him whose repentance is vnsound is of another nature and is principally occupied about the euill of punishment Being more for there owne sakes then for Gods Malum paenae There sinne hath no place in their sorrow nor God offended It is shame and punishment that causeth them to grieue Cain grieues but why his punishment is greater then hee can beare Gen. 4.13.14 Exod 9.27 1 Sam. 15 24 25 1 King 21.21 27. Gen. 27 38. Heb. 12.17 Pharaoh howles and takes on but it is the thunder and haile that causeth it his sorrow is gone ouer with the storme Saule mournes but it is because God had cast him away from being King Ahab puts on sack-cloth but it was the euill that was to come vpon his house with the taking away of his posterity that caused it Esau wepes but he more respects his owne losse then Gods dishonour the blessing is lost Thus selfe-loue is the moouer of it were there no shame iudgement hell there should be no sorrowing for sinne This is the sorrow of the wicked which bringeth repentance to be repented of and is a sorrow to be euer sorrowed for We see then how each of these differ in the obiect that either of them is exercised about Vse 2 Secondly this may teach vs to try our selues and our repentance For is it so that nothing is more grieuous to a true penitent then this that by sinne he hath offended God Examine then thy heart deale truly with thy selfe what is it that most troubles thee I do not doubt but thou hast had some manner of remorse At some time or other thy heart hath bine smitten for thy sinnes thou hast committed But deale now truly with thy selfe and ransacke thy owne conscience what was it that did most perplexe thee what was it that lay heauiest on thy soule what did most trouble thee was it thought of shame and feare of hell was it caused by some such by respects rest not then in it for a reprobate may thus sometimes greiue and therefore I say rest not in it I do not simply discommend this sorrow For I confesse it is a good preparation to repentance and as the needle which makes way for the thread so doth wordly sorrow for godly sorrow the spirit of bondage for the spirit of à â—option But I wish thee to goe further for this sorrow as yet is but worldly and bringeth death being rested in But is it otherwise with thee is this the maine cause of thy greife that God is offended and if there were no hell nor punishment neither heare nor here after yet dost thou finde in thy selfe an inclineablenesse to mourne for thy sinnes thou hast committed art thou grieued that by thee God hath bine dishonored canst thou greeâ—â— for sinne as it is an offence against God
knowne vnto thee I say and certified to thy soule that though thou doest mourne and grieue and art sorrie thou hast done amisse and also couldst wish that many things could againe bee recalled which thou hast committed yet thy sorrow is vnsound it is but a heauie and comfortlesse sorrow and the beginning of sorrowes euerlasting And therefore content not thy selfe with it as if it were godly sorrow for it is not and it will turne to bitternesse in the end Vse 4 A forth vse may be for admonition to euery one of vs that would haue sound comfort of their repentance and conuersion to vse all good meanes that they may finde their hearts thus to bee affected Neuer rest satisfied till thou canst mourne for sinne because it is sinne and make thy sinne to be thy greatest griefe Rest not contented vntill thou finde thy heart humbled for thy close corruptions and hidden sinnes yea for euery sinne aswell as for any sinne for the sinnes of others aswell as for thy owne Meanes to be vsed for attaining to true sorrow Know nothing by thy selfe whereby God is offended that thou doest not as heartily desire to leaue as to haue the eternall God forgiue Till it bee thus with thee thou canst haue no hope that thy repentance is sound and good Vse all good meanes for the attaining to this grace And amongst others these Often meditate on those cords of loue First meditate of Gods loue Gods workes of mercy towards thee both in things temporall concerning this life present as health life libertie peace prosperity and the like as also in things spirituall that concerne a better wherewith the Lord doth compasse thee Ephes 1.7 And amongst all others forget not that rich grace and mercie in giuing of his Sonne to bee a reconciliation for thee when thou wert a slaue to Sathan and a fire-brand of hell that he should send his Sonne and giue him vp to death yea to that shamefull death of the crosse to redeeme thee from all iniquitie Psal 86.13 O great is thy mercy towards mee saith that kingly Prophet for thou hast deliuered my soule from the lowest hell Great it is indeed what mercie greater In this one mercy a world of mercy is comprehended Consider then of this one mercey this free mercie this full mercie and thou canst not but needes must grieue to offend so good a God Secondly Pray for Gods spirit 2. Prayer Zach. 12.10 for that worketh true compunction and contrition in the heart I will powre vpon the house of Dauid and vpon the inhabitants of Ierusalem the spirit of grace and they shall looke vpon mee whom they haue pierced and they shall lament for him as one that mourneth for his onely Sonne and be sorrie for him as one is sorry for his first borne In which words we haue both these meanes layd downe that I haue now named Let these be especially vsed and we shall finde them very auaileable for the obtaining of this grace Let me intreate thee for the Lords sake and for thy owne soules sake to put them then in practise and that daily It is a matter of speciall behoofe and very important it concernes the eternall saluation or damnation of thy soule and therefore looke about thee Vse 5 In the last place it may comfort such as doe thus grieue for sinne more regarding God then themselues looking more vpon him whom they haue offended then vpon what they haue deserued by offending Not so much grieuing for shame of men or feare of hell as that by their sinning they haue offended God Let not such be discouraged for this sorrow is a blessed sorrow and shall end in ioy this sorrow will bring to life and happinesse Oh let all such mourners of Sion comfort themselues therefore with these words And before thee That is in thy sight as afterwards verse 21. This did adde much vnto his sorrow and did very much aggrauate his fault Two points are here to be obserued The first is this that Gods eye is on all mens actions The second is this the forgetting of Gods all-seeing eye in the committing of euill doth aggrauate the sinne and encrease the same Doctr. All men sinne God looking on Heb 4.13 Psal 139.2 For the first of these viz. That Gods eye is on all mens actions he is an eye-witnes of euery worke done and sinne committed All things are naked and open vnto the eyes of him with-whom we haue to doe saith the authour to the Hebrewes And excellently Dauid Thou knowest my downe-fitting and vp-rising thou vnderstandest my thought a farre off Verse 3. Thou compassest my path and my lying downe and art acquainted with all my wayes Verse 4. For there is not a word in my tongue but loe thou knowest it altogether Thou hast beset me behinde and before Verse 5. And againe If I say surely the darknes shall couer me euen the night shall be light about me yea the darkenesse hideth not from thee Verse 11. Verse 12. but the night shineth as the day the darkenesse and the night are both alike to thee That whole Psalme may be a proofe for this truth And in another Psalme hee saith Psal 90.8 Thou hast set our iniquities before thee our secret sinnes in the light of thy countenance The Lord himselfe doth testifie this by his Prophet Ieremiah Ier. 7.9 Will you steale murder and commit adulterie and sweare falsely and burne incense vnto Baal and walke after other Gods whom you know not Verse 10. and come stand before me in this house which is called by my name and say wee are deliuered to doe all these abhominations Behold euen I haue seene it Verse 11. saith the Lord. So in another place Am I a God at hand Ier. 23.23.24 saith the Lord and not a farre off Can any hide himselfe in secret places that I shall not see him saith the Lord and doe not I fill Heauen and earth I will not bee too prodigall in spending time in vnderpropping so knowne a point which all confesse for truth and for which Scirpture is so strong To come then to the reasons First God is euery where present he can be shut out Reason 1 of no place as man can or as the Sunne can because he is infinite in nature Doe not I fill heauen and earth Ier. 23.24 sayth the Lord Am I a God at hand and not a farre off And therefore it cannot otherwise be but he must needs behold our doings and our actions Secondly It is he that made the eye and shall not he see Reason 2 it is he that made the eare and shall not he heare Psal 94.9.10 God is 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 he giueth knowledge and shall not he know Can any thing bee hid from him from whom they haue their being The worke is knowne vnto the worker the art vnto the artificer the pot vnto the potter
sence of his sinfull and wretched estate must needes cast him downe with shame and sorrow as may be seene in the Prophet Esay Isay 6.5 when he cryed out Woe is mee I am vndone because I am a man of polluted lips and I dwell in the middest of people of polluted lips Vse 1 Let vs then examine our Repentance by our humilitie Hast thou truely repented then thou art truely humbled and cast downe with a sight and sence of thy sinnes and transgressions Then thou art vile and base in thine owne eyes and estimation Signes of an humbled soule then art thou poore in spirit and broken in heart And if it be thus with thee these markes will make it manifest First trembling at the Word Esay 66.2 First a trembling at Gods Word To this man will I looke saith the Lord euen to him that is poore and of a contrite spirit and trembleth at my Word I am not ignorant how some referre this only to the Law which threateneth terrifyeth and denounceth the horrible iudgement of God against sinners but it is to be taken more largely as Caluin doth in regard that the faithfull themselues tremble at the Gospell Calâ—in loc So then a trembling at the Word yea at euerie word of God the threatning word the promising word the commanding word First at the threatenings is a sound signe of a humbled soule First a trembling at the hearing of Gods threatnings When he he heares the menacings of Gods vengeance against sin there is a kind of inward quaking and feare lest by sinne we should incurre the danger of Gods wrath and bring on our heads the curse denounced against the breakers of Gods Law Thus Dauid Psal 119.120 Hab. 3.16 his flesh trembled for feare of God and hee was afraid of his iudgements Thus was it with Habakkuk His belly trembled and his lips quiuered at the hearing of the voyce Rottennesse entred into his bones and he trembled in himselfe that hee might rest in the day of trouble Secondly as they tremble at Gods threatenings Secondly at the promises so also at his promises The hearing or reading of Gods mercies and promises begets in the humbled soule an inwaâ—â— feare and quaking lest through vnthankefulnesse and disobedience hee should depriue himselfe of the vse and fruit of the promise made To this doth the Apostle exhort the Hebrews Heb. 4 1. Let vs feare lest at any time by forsaking the promise of entring into rest any of you should seeme to bee depriued And let not this seeme strange to any that a child of God should tremble in hearing of such comfortable Doctrine that the hearing of Gods mercies and promises should cause him to feare For these two may well stand and are mixt together in the heart of euery beleeuer He heares the promises Psal 2. conceiues the sweetnesse takes much comfort in them Hereupon hee feares lest that he by his misdemeanour should misse of such happinesse Thirdly he trembles at Gods precepts Thirdly at his precepts fearing to transgresse because of the authoritie of the commandement Thus was it with Dauid Psal 119.161 Princes haue persecuted mee without a cause but my heart standeth in awe of thy Word God had commanded he stands in awe of this command and will giue obedience Thus we see one marke of a truely humbled soule a trembling at Gods word yea at euerie word both Threatening Promising and Inioyning Secondly if thou art indeed humbled The second signe a renouncing of our owne workes and hast a base esteeme of thy owne selfe thou wilt renounce thy owne workes and merits and disclaime all opinion of thy owne vertues and goodnesse resting onely on the mercy and fauour of God in Christ Iesus Thou dost see the imperfections of thy best workes and how thy best righteousnesse is like a menstruous cloath filth and polluted and therefore dost not dare to thinke any thanke due vnto thy selfe for the obteining of any good blessing be it neuer so small The third signe Thankefull acknowledgment of the least of Gods fauours Gen. 32 9.10 Thirdly if thou hast this humble heart then there wil be a thankfull acknowledgment of the least fauour or mercy that God doth bestow As a poore man is thankfull for euery farthing so wilt thou be for euery smale blessing acknowledging it to be infinitely aboâ—â— desert thou being lesser then the least of Gods mercies Thou wilt be thankfull for thy health peace liberty yea for the benefit of the light vse of thy sences for thy going vpon the earth for thy breathing in the ayre for the least crum of bread or drop of water thou doest receiue For thou art not ignorant how vnworthy thou art of the least of these The fourth signe Contentation with the hardest measure Fourthly if thou hast this contrite and humbled soule thou art content with Gods seuerest courses and patiently submittest thy selfe vnto his will Thou art content to receiue euill at Gods hands as well as good Thus was it with ould Ely when he heard of the intended iudgement against him and his house 1 Sam. 3.18 It is the Lord said hee let him doe what seemeth him good And thus it was with Dauid also Psal 119.75 I know ô Lord that thy iudgements are right and that thou in faithfulnesse hast afflicted mee So sayth the Church Mic. 7.9 I will beare the wrath of the Lord because I haue sinned against him So then we see that when we are once throughly humbled vnder the sence of our sinnes we will patiently submit our selues vnto the greatest afflictions that God is pleased to lay vpon vs. Fifthly if thou art thus humbled thou art then teachable The fifth signe Teachablenes for a broken heart is ready to receiue impression but pride is impatient of admonition it will not be taught it is deafe on that eare The proud Pharisies take it in great scorne Ioh. 9.39.40 that Christ should reproue them of blindnesse 2 Cor. 18.23 Isay 39.8 Proud Zidkiah cannot endure Micaiah his admonition But let a Prophet deale with a humble Hezekiah you shall heare him say Good is the word of the Lord which thou hast spoken Sixtly and lastly The sixt signe humble carriage expressed a humble heart will shew it selfe in a humble carriage towards others accounting other of Gods seruants better then themselues Striuing in giuing honour to goe before others It will cause vs patiently to beare iniuries and wrongs as Dauid by Shemei God hath bid him cursse It will make vs sparing in our censures will not suffer vs to disgrace or diminish the gifts of others as that proud Publican did yea we will account it no disgrace to be employed in the meanest seruice for the good of any of Gods people And in a word our very lookes and vesture will make it apparent that we are humble And thus we haue seene the markes There
wants nothing but a diligent examination to tell vs whether we haue this humble heart yea or no consequently whether as yet we haue soundly repented The Lord giue vs hearts to examine our selues and grant vs his grace for the better performance of this dutie that wee may not deceiue our selues as we are too too prone but that wee may haue a certaine knowledge of the estate of our soules But in the Second place I must fall from exhorting to Vse 2 lamenting for certainely there is but small store of true repentance vpon the earth there is so little humilitie the signes we haue giuen doth apparently shew it Where is this trembling at Gods worde that formerly we spake of this quaking at his threatnings at his promises at his precepts how ordinarily are these things heard of without trembling do not men euen make a mocke at the threatnings 2 Pet. 3.4 saying the vision is as winde and where is the promise of his comming are not the promises of the Gospell abused and made matter of licentiousnesse and is not the grace of God turned into wantonnesse Rom. 2. by men of the world And as for his commaunds who stands in awe of them who doth yeild to that which God requires Psal 85.8 Psal 2.2 Ier. 5.5 Psal 50.17 or hearkens to that which the Lord will say alas men breake the bands and cast away the yoake hating to be reformed And againe what trusting to mens owne works what boasting of our owne goodnesse is to be found amongst vs and how little relying on Gods fauour and mercy Further what horrible ingratitude doth reigne amongst vs what deuouring vp Gods blessings and how little acknowledgement of Gods goodnesse Isa 1.3 The Oxe knowes his owner and the Asse his masters crib But England doth not know this people doth not consider Great blessings are vnderprized but smaller mercies altogether despised the Gospell and the fruites of it as peace plentie c. these are vndervallewed and slightly regarded and as the Israelites of there Mannah Num. 11.6 we thinke basely of it our peace we grudge our selues neuer better times then when more warr say many Is this our thankfulnesse to God for this his goodnesse oh wretches that we are to be so vnthankfull for so great a blessing And as for common mercies how commonly are they neglected as food rayment lodging preseruation how few are thankfull for these things We swallow these vp as the Swine the acornes not looking vp to the tree Scarce blessing our meate we eate And why oh these are but ordinary and are they ordinary the more haue we to answere for our vnthankfulnesse For Gods goodnesse is the greater in that he continues these vnto vs albeit we daily make forfeiture of them by our sinning And so for other blessings both priuatiue as keepeing vs from diseases sauing vs from dangers keepeing vs ours euery night from fyer from robbers from ruin as also positiue in giuing of vs life health strength of body vse of the sences in feeding vs leading vs in our going in and out refreshing vs with sleepe euery night our great vnthankfullnesse for these good blessings plainly sheweth that humility is wanting Besides how wonderfull impatient are we vnder Gods correcting hand what murmuring complaining repining against God and his proceedings when any losse befalls vs or other crosse lies on vs We are content to receiue good from him but euill by no meanes can we endure In the day of trouble our spirits are as short as Iehorams was 2 Kin. 6.33 Behold this euill commeth from the Lord wherefore should I attend on the Lord any longer Oh our impatience our impatience I say when gods hand is on vs our murmuring and grudging against Gods proceedings our freting in the day of our tribulation as if some iniurie or wrong was done vs doth euidently testifie wee are farre from this humility of spirit Moreouer how impatient are wee of admonition How doe we swell when we are told of our faults What a disgrace doe we hold it to be told of our duties though in neuer so humble and submissiue a manner Yea though it be by the mouth of God or Nathan Yet what a spirit of contradiction do we manifestly shew returning reproofe for reproofe rebuke for rebuke If wee should see one that is dangerously sicke instead of taking a potion prescribed fling it in the Physitians face Ostendo illi latū aspergit me luto Ostendo illi speculum allidit parieti we would pittie his estate and thinke it desperate The case of such is little better that doe cast a reproofe into his face againe that giues it Doth not this shew our hearts are haughty voyd of all true humility and meekenes And lastly in a word doth not our carriage and behauiour towards others condemne vs What condemning of others and iustifying of our selues What censuring and iudging of our brethrens infirmities Doe not these argue haughtinesse of spirit And doe not our proude speaches countenances goings and apparell signifie a vaine and proude heart If all these testifie against vs where is then repentance the counterfeit of it may euery where be had but the true grace indeede is rare to be found Oh! what cause haue Gods children to runne to the gap what need haue we all to fly vnto the Lord for there is aboundance of sinne in euery place and corner but little repentance the Lord hee knoweth You therefore that feare the Lord call vpon him you that haue any interest in the Lord pray vnto him downe at morning downe at euening giue him no rest vntill hee haue sheathed vp his sword which hee hath drawne out and is now a furbushing and making ready for the battell with which hee will shortly strike if the prayers of Gods children doe not hold his hands Vse 3 Thirdly this may serue for terrour to all such who as yet haue not this meane and base estimation of themselues Let all such know they are voide of grace I haue God Hab. 2. 4. word for my warrant Behold saith the Prophet his soule which is lifted vp is not vpright within him All those that are voide of humility are far from vprightnes The higher the Sunne is the shorter is the shadowe the more grace the lesse conceit The emptiest vessell euer sounds lowdest and the fuller the baser Wood that in burning yeeldes the greatest smoake doth commonly giue the smallest heate Altitudo non est valida Chrysost Hom. 20. in Epi. ad Rom. Those bowes which are most laden with fruite those eares which are fullest of Corne doe euer bend downeward when the barren bowe and emptie eare stands vpright So those that are emptiest of grace euermore make the greatest ostentation and cracke most of their owne goodnesse But of this I shall haue occasion to speake more hereafter Vse 4 Lastly this may comfort such as are thus meane and base in their owne
eyes who cry out with that holy Patriarch They are lesse then the least of Gods mercies and fauours And with blessed S. Paul They are the worst of all sinners who vpon diligent search find in them the former markes and signes of true humilitie let such comfort themselues This is a great argument of sound grace It is an euident testimonie of sound repentance and of Gods fauour and certaine it is and therefore hold it for a truth the viler and baser thou art in thy owne esteeme the more deare and pretious thou art in the eyes of the Lord. Make me as one of thy hyred Seruants As if he should haue said I dare not I doe not make sute to be as before I was a sonne I am vnworthy of such fauour yet vouchsafe me that fauour that I may belong vnto thee and although I am not worthy to be called a Sonne yet vouchsafe me to be a hanger on let mee haue a roome and seruice in thy house though it be amongst the companie of thy hyred seruants Here wee see the case is altered while hee was in the house no place was good enough for him but now that he hath been a while in a farre Countrey and wanted of that bread which his Fathers seruants had he doth desire to be in the basest office This teacheth vs this lesson Doctr. Gods blessings are better discerned by their want then by their enioyment 1 Sam. 3.1 Isay 4.2 Gods blessings are better knowne and more esteemed by the wanting of them then by their enioying The worth and value of Gods good blessings are not knowne till we be without them This vision was precious in the daies of Ely when that was wanting And the Prophet Isay telleth the people of Israel that the blessings of the Lord should be excellent and pleasant to them after they had beene pinched with the want thereof in their captiuitie yea the bud shall then be beautifull c. The vse of this in a word is to teach vs to esteeme more of the good blessings wee receiue from God Vse and beware of vnder-valuing them least wee giue the Lord occasion to depriue vs of them These common blessings of the shining of the Sunne breathing in the ayre meat drinke preseruation in our going out in our comming in vse of the sences strength of body and the like let them be more esteemed of thee alas consider how miserable thou art without these The Lord is fâ—ine so great is his mercy and our corruption to depriue his children of many of these good blessings till they know the price and worth of them and in their restraint make them enioy the smallest blessing more thankefully and comfortably Hunger is good sauce and giueth good rellish and taste to course meates and homely fare when for want hereof daintie dishes are but contemned Should the Lord depriue thee of thy health strength sence sleepe then wouldst thou see what a benefit thou hast enioyed Bewaile therefore thy owne corruption in this kinde and pray for this wisedome that thou mayst rather know the worth of Gods blessings by the enioying then by the wanting of them And he arose and came to his Father c. This Prodigall now puts in practise what formerly hee had resolued to doe As resolued to arise So he arose In this his practise wee must consider First what he did Secondly what he said For the first the Text saith Hee arose and came vnto his Father Where we haue first the parts of his repentance which are two Auersion from his sinne He arose Secondly Conuersion to his God And came vnto his Father Secondly We haue to consider the circumstance of time when he did it which is implied in this word And or So that is immediately hee deferred no time but presently put in execution what was before but in purpose and resolution Something in generall from the dependance before I come to the specials Doctr. Where there is true repentance there is not onely a purpose in heart but an endeauour in life Psal 32.5 In the former verse we heard his purpose in this verse we see his practise Hence learne Where there is true repentence there is not onely a purpose in the heart but a holy endeauour and practise in the life The true penitent doth not onely purpose to leaue sinne but also doth put in practise what formerly he hath purposed This may bee confirmed by many examples in Scripture Dauid resolued to confesse his sinne and he was as good in practise as he was in purpose Then I acknowledged my sinne vnto thee neither hid I my iniquitie For I thought I will confesse against my selfe my wickednesse vnto the Lord and thou forgauest the punishment of my sinne So also in another place Psal 119.59 he thus saith I haue considered my waies and turned my feete into thy testimonies He did not onely consider and determine but performe and doe Because they haue the same arguments for the one Reason 1 which they haue for the other What stronger argument can bee brought for resolution in heart then can bee brought for action in life Surely the same reasons that we haue to mooue vs to resolue well the same if not better we haue to moouâ— vs to doe well Secondly The sâ—â—e spirit which worketh in vs the Reason 2 will worketh in vs thâ— deed also Phil. 2. and it is as well able to worke the one as it is to worke the other First Let this serue to reprooue the folly of such as Vse 1 rest themselues contented with their faint purposes perswading themselues they haue truely repented and would haue others also to bee so perswaded though no reformation follow hereupon Many there are who while they are hearing of the word seeme very much to be mooued with the promises or threatnings insomuch that their sins which they heare to be reprooued for the present they purpose to forsake the duties they heare commanded they haue some desire to performe and with Agrippa they are almost perswaded to be Christians Act 26.28 They are almost perswaded to take better courses But there they rest Many there are also who when the hand of God is vpon them by losses or sicknesse or such like visitation they purpose and promise great reformation but when Gods rod is remooued and his hand taken away they are as bad as euer they were so that wee may say of them as the wise man by shearing his Hogs Here is a great deale of cry but a little wooll Here is a great deale of purpose but a little practise aboundance of resolution but small store of action And herein they deale with the Lord as the people of Israel did who when God brought any calamity vpon them Psal 78.33.34.35.36.37 they presently returned and sought God earely But as the Text saith they flattered him with their mouth and dissembled with him with their tongue Thus many there
and doe works meete for repentance Many more places might be brought to confirme this but what need I By the mouth of two or three witnesses shall euery word be established The reason is this As by faith we are ingrafted into Reason 1 Christ Iesus and so made partakers of his death and the power of it which causeth vs to die vnto sinne so also by the same faith we are made partakers of his resurrection which causeth vs to walke in newnesse of life Rom. 6.4.11 and liue vnto the Lord. Secondly the same spirit that doth cause Reason 2 vs to leaue sinne doth bring vs to the Lord enabling vs to cry Abba-Father as the Apostle speaketh Vse To reproue many who will indeed confesse Rom. 8.15 there Vse 1 must be a turning and will also practise a change but it shall be from bad to worse from one sinne to another As for example how many doe turne from prodigalitie to couetousnesse from swearing to cousening Stuliidum vitant vitia in contraria currunt Rom. 2.22 from atheisme to popery from prophanenesse to hypocrisie now alas what is this but to turne out the Deuill at the porch and let him in at the posterne As for turning from all sinne to God that is no ordinary thing to bee found in these dayes And therefore assuredly repentance is not so common as the world takes it to be And if these are to be reproued then much more are Vse 2 such to be condemned who turne from God to sinne from a Protestant to a Papist from a professor to an Atheist How farre are these from true repentance What hope can they haue who come short of those that come short of heauen Take good notice of this you that haue beene forward and zealous but now are become Apostates and backesliders and hearken to the counsell giuen to the Church of Ephesus Reuel 2.5 Remember whence thou art fallen and repent and doe thy first workes or else I will come against thee quickly except thou repent In the last place let this admonish vs to looke that our turning be a true turning And as by sinne we haue departed with this Prodigall from our Fathers house so let vs also arise with him and set forwards towards heauen fixe thy eye vpon the Lord make towards him with thy foote Let the maine current of thy affection be on things aboue Colos 3.2 and thy hart be vpon thy God And thus turning from the one vnto the other thou mayst haue comfortable assurance that thy repentance is true and sound Now I come to the circumstance of time when he repented implyed in this word Text. Doctr. Repentance is not to be deferred but presently to be set vpon So or And. After this Prodigall had resolued to goe and humble himselfe vnto his Father he did not debate any longer about the matter but forthwith rose vp and went his away Repentance is not to be deferred but presently to be set vpon so soone as God shall put the motion into our hearts There may not be deferring nor procrastinating but a speedie practise and execution To day sayth the Prophet Dauid if you will heare his voyce Psal 95.7.8 Esay 55.6 Gal. 6.10 Heb. 3.7.13 Iocl 2.12 harden not your hearts Seeke the Lord while he may be found call vpon him while he is neare sayth the Prophet Esay While we haue opportunitie let vs doe good saith the Apostle And againe Exhort one another daily while it is called to day many prooffes might be brought and as many reasons Reason 1 First God is to be serued before all God euer required in his seruice the first fruits God is to be first serued Deut. 15.21 Pro. 3.9 Exod. 13.1 Mal. 1.8 and the first borne The firstlings are his darlings the fattest Lambes are fittest for his sacrifice Now hath the Lord respect to beastes Nay surely but hereby hee sheweth vs our dutie the maine he aymes at in all those types was to teach vs to giue him the first and best Reason 2 Secondly we ought not to deferre in respect of the shortnesse Because mans life is short and vncertaine and vncertaintie of life Our liues they are compared to a pilgrimage to the flower of grasse to wind to smoake to a vapour to a dreame and the like all which sheweth the shortnesse of our time and therefore our whole life is little enough to spend in Gods seruice But farther as it is short so also it is vncertaine Nihil câ—rtius morte hora mortis nihil incertius Wee haue no assurance to liue one houre wee are here but Tennants at will and know not how soone our great Land-lord will turne vs out of this earthly tabernacle We may be cropt off like an eare of corne Iob 24.24 for what is this life but as a nest of straw and clay soone shaken a peeces Many haue seene a faire bright morning who neuer beheld the euening as the Sodomites Gen. 19.24 And vpon many the Sunne hath set in the euening to whom it neuer appeared rising in the morning So was it with the rich Glutton in the Gospell Seeing this is so Luke 12.20 wee haue great cause speedily to repent Thirdly the longer we liue in sinne the harder will Reason 3 our repentance be for first Qui non est hodiè cras minus aptus erit Sicut non potest aliquis dediscâ—rematernam linguam sic vix longam peccati consuetudinem Basil Ier. 13.23 our sinnes will grow more strong And secondly wee our selues shall grow more weake By continuall sinning we get a custome and habit of sinning and it is not easily left a man may as soon forget his mother-tongue as leaue it Can a Black-more change his skinne or a Leopard his spots then may you also doe good that are accustomed to doe euill saith the Prophet Where he seemeth to make it a thing impossible for one that hath continued long in sinne to leaue and forsake it And indeede with man it is impossible though with God it is not for with him are all things possible Art thou not able to plucke vp a plant when it is new set how then wilt thou be able to doe it when it is often yeers growth And as repentance will be the harder in respect of sinnes strength so it will bee the harder also in respect of thine owne weaknesse for the longer thou liuest in sinne the weaker wilt thou grow in all the powers and faculties both of soule and body Experience sheweth that the longer a sicknesse doth continue the more is the body weakned and made vnfit for labour so the longer sinne which is the soules sicknesse remaines vnrepented the more weake and vnable will we be to shake it off Our vnderstandings will bee more darkned our wills more peruerted our affections more corrupted our hearts more hardned our consciences more feared and all the powers and faculties both of body
parauit etiam aeterna supplicia Cyp. Ezek. 33.11 so is he also iust and true and as hee hath prepared heauen for some so hath hee also prepared hell for others Now the question is who shall taste of his mercie and who of his iustice for whom hee hath prepared Heauen and for whom hee hath prepared hell Surely God himselfe doth shew vs in his word As in that place which is so much abused by wicked ones for the nourishing of themselues in carnall securitie of Ezekiel I will not the death of a sinner but that he turne from his way and liue Heere wee see the Lord speaketh not of all sinners but of such as turne from their euill waies and repent As for such as do not but continue still in sinne taking occasion by Gods mercie to continue in their vn repenting Rom. 2.4 Deut. 29.20 despising the riches of his bountifulnesse his patience and long-suffering The Lord will not spare him but the anger of the Lord his iealousie shall smoake against that man and all the curses that are written in this booke shall lye vpon him and the Lord shall blot out his name from vnder heauen Exod. 20.5 Exod. 34.7 MultuÌ„ deiectat omnes peccateres quia misericors miserator dominus c. Sed si amas tam multa initia time ibi vltimuÌ„ quod ait verax Aug. Quanto diutius deus expectat vt â—mendetis tantò grauius iudicabit si neglexeritis Aâ—g de Van. saec So then wee see no carnall secure one hath cause to blesse himselfe for so long as he continueth in his sinnes without repentance mercy belongeth not to him but iudgment Thou therefore that blessest thy selfe with a false perswasion of mercy walking still on in a course of sinne deceiue thy selfe no longer for God is iust as well as mercifull And will visite the iniquities of the fathers vpon the children vnto the third and fourth generation of all such as hate him and he will by no meanes cleare the guiltie It is very pleasing saith one to all sinners to heare of those louely attributes The Lord is mercifull and gratious slow to anger aboundant in goodnesse keepeing mercy for thousands forgiuing iniquitie transgression and sinne c. But if thou loue so many good beginnings feare that which next foloweth for God is also iust and true and further know that the longer God in mercy hath expected thy amendment so much the more grieuously will he punish thee for neglecting of it Reason 3 And lastly let me tell thee Qui promisit paenitenti veniam non promisit peccanti peui eÌ„â—am though God hath promised that at what time soeuer A sinner doth repent him of his sinnes c. He will put all his wickednesse out of his remembrance Yet he hath not promised to giue repentance to such as haue despised it And if he giue it not thou wilt neuer haue it For as all good gifts come from aboue from the Father of lights So must this also Thus then thou seest how little reason thou hast to harden thy heart in thy sinnes because God is mercifull But in the third place The third let of repentance remooued which is the example of the theife conuerted at the last Luk. 23.43 Vnus miserecordiam inuenit hora vltima ne quis desperâ—t et vnicus ne quis presumat Aug. thou alledgest the example of the theife vpon the Crosse who had spent all his life in sinne yet repented at the last gasp It is most true that the Scripture maketh mention of such a one and but of one of one sayth a father that none might despaire of but one that none might presume This then is a medecine against desparation and no cloake for sinne Looke vpon his fellow theife who was crucified with him what place found he for repentance And for this one haue we not many thousands that haue perished know thou then that this is but one particular and an extraordinary act of Gods mercy and therefore thereof thou mayst make no generall rule Is it not madnesse to looke euery day for the Sunne in the firmament to stand still or go backe because it hath done so once Ios 10.13 or to thinke to heare euery asse speake because Balaams once did 2 King 20.11 Num. 22.28 It is as great a madnesse for thee to hearten thy selfe in sinne by this one example and farther that thou mayst come to a sight of thy folly let me shew thee what difference there is betwixt him and thee Great difference between the theife and such presumptuous sinners for first in all likelyhood this was his first call which presently he hearkeneth vnto willingly entertained the good motions of the spirit But thou hast bin often called inuited allured yet all will not doe The spirit of God hath many times stood knocking at the dore of thy heart but thou hast not opened but vnkindly and churlishly sent it away without answere Secondly he neuer resolued as thou hast done to persist in sinne and reserue his old daies for God but he without question continues in his sinfull courses through ignorance and not through wilfullnesse But it is otherwise with thee thy conscience doth witnesse it Thirdly see what fruits of repentance he bringeth forth Luk. 23.40 Vers 41. For First he confesseth his sinnes and reproueth his fellow theife for his wickednesse Then he earnestly prayeth to Christ for pardon and forgiuenesse Vers 4â— He further confesseth Christ to be his Sauiour and redeemer euen then when all his disciples for feare forsoke him These and many other fruites appeared in this conuert which did manifest his repentance to be vnfeined and sound Seeing then there is such differences in your purposes and courses I cannot thinke there will be the like in your repentance and saluation Let not then any of these things hinder you from a present conuersion but see your former folly and bewaile it and suffer not thy selfe to be held in the snares of the diuell any longer Weigh well these reasons ponder on them they will conuince thee or conuert thee Vse 2 Secondly Let this admonish euery one of vs to deferr no time but speedily to repent Abraham rose vp betimes to sacrificie his sonne Gen. 32.3 so doe thou make hast to sacrifice thy sinne Zacheus came downe hastily when he was called why then doe we deferre comming to our Sauiour Harken not to that same crow-crying cras cras to morrow to morrow the voyce is dismall In worldly businesse deliberation is very necessary and it is held a point of wisdome to deliberate long before a man determine any thing but in this matter it is dangerous It is not safe for the hunted beast to stand still when the hounds pursue him Psal 140.11 nor for thee to stand musing when Gods iudgements follow thee at the heeles Escape for thy life said the Angell to Lot
so much doth the poynt seeme to imply I answer They are God doth loue his Elect though for the present they be vncalled as the Apostle doth manifestly declare in the place before quoted Rom. 5.8 Rom. 5.8 where he sheweth that God setteth forth his loue and makes it known to them that he loued them euen while they were yet sinners So then in regard of election they are beloued of God being yet vncalled though indeed not with that degree of loue it pleaseth him to vouchsafe to them after their calling Now to the vses Vse 1 And first is this so that God doth not onely loue and inwardly affect his children but doth also manifest the same by signes and tokens that they may bee out of doubt thereof Then this may serue to confute that doctrine of the Church of Rome who hold that no man can be certainely assured of the loue and fauour of God hee may hope well and so foorth But no man can haue any assured confidence What is this but a racke and torment to weake consciences What doth this but extinguish the truth and sincerity both of faith and loue towards God what fruit bringeth this but impatiency in time of trouble and persecution and indeede maketh a way for desperation of Gods mercy Away then with this vnsetled doubting with this vncomfortable doctrine and false opinion Acts 5.41 Rom. 8.38 Gal. 2.20 which is contrary to Gods truth and Saints profession who haue had the sence of Gods loue and reioyced therein euen in their extremest affliction in the flames of fire and depth of darksome dungeons Secondly let this stirre vp euery one of vs to a diligent Vse 2 examination of our selues whether God hath as yet kissed vs with the kisses of his mouth whether he hath as yet manifested his loue vnto vs by signes and tokens For till we haue assurance heereof what comfort can we haue how doe we know whether we be of the number of Elect or of the reprobate Striue therefore to be assured heereof examine thy selfe diligently that thou mayst be assured And forasmuch as we are very ready to deceiue our selues in this matter thinking we are highly in Gods fauour when it is not so bee therefore the more carefull in thy triall neuer giue ouer vntill thou canst say I finde this and this signe whereby I know the Lord loues mee But how may I come to a knowledge of this Quest And by what signes may I haue some assurance heereof Know that whom God loues with this speciall loue Answ to them he giues of his spirit whereby they are sanctified The loue of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is giuen vs saith the Apostle So then Signes of Gods speciall loue The first signe the giuing of the Spirit Rom. 5.5 How a man may know hee hath the Spirit 1. By the inward working of it 2. By the outward Coloss 4.6 this gift of the Spirit is an euident token of Gods speciall loue If any now demand how they shall know whether they haue the Spirit of God within them I answer as a woman knoweth her selfe to bee with childe by the stirring of it the Spirit will soone bee felt and perceiued where it is for it is alwayes operatiue it hath such workings as cannot be hiden First inwardly enlightning the minde sanctifying the affections enclining the will and the like Then outwardly framing and fashioning the outward man vnto all conformity with the Law of God both in word and deede It causeth the words to be sauory seasoned with salt and to bee such as may administer grace to the hearers It driueth corrupt communication out of mens mouthes Iohn 2. as Christ did the buyers and sellers out of the Temple It also causeth mens workes and deedes in some measure to be conformable to Gods most blessed will making them to leaue what God doth forbid and readily to doe what God doth command Easily then may it bee knowne where Gods Spirit is if men would take some paynes in examining themselues In buying of some vessell men will looke both on the in-side and out-side and see it be sound Doe so by thy selfe looke first into thy in-side see if thy minde be enlightned thy affections sanctified Then view well the out-side see if thy wayes be reformed If it be thus then surely God hath manifested his loue vnto thee thou art on a good ground stand sure But this marke is somewhat generall and therefore we will come to others The second signe is loue of God 1 Ioh. 4.19 If the Lord loue thee then thou doest loue him againe This S. Iohn doth confirme We loue him because he loued vs first For as the cold stone being warmed by the Sunne-beames reflecteth againe some of the heat which it receiued So our cold hearts being stricken with an apprehension of Gods loue beginnes to send forth some sparks of loue againe The Lords loue must first heat my heart before I can reflect my affection vpon him Examine then what loue thou bearest towards God try whether it bee sound for certainely if thou louest him thou art beloued of him I know it is thought to be a common thing and easie to loue the Lord and he is a wretch and vnworthy to liue that doth not loue his Maker But let euery one beware lest the wretch be found in his owne bosome For it is not so common a thing to loue the Lord Tace liâ—gâ—â— loquere vita as the world takes it to be All that say they loue him do not loue him many will loue him with their tongues that hate him in their soules Be thou therefore of a good ground Signes of our loue of God try thy loue by the fruits and effects and for thy better helpe I will touch a few The first signe First if thou louest God truely thou doest esteeme him and his fauor aboue all things in the world besides counting his louing kindnesse better vnto thee then life Matth. 10.37 Psal 63.3 Phil. 3.9 and the signes of his fauour thy greatest ioy All things shall be counted but as drosse and dung in comparison of it Secondly if thou louest God The second signe of loue to God thou wilt then delight in his presence For the nature of true loue is such that it earnestly desireth the presence of the party which is beloued Thou wilt loue his house Psal 26.8 and the place where his honour dwelleth Thou wilt haue frequent recourse to those meanes by which the Lord is pleased to conuerse with his children whether Publique as to the hearing of the Word and receiuing of the Sacraments Or Priuate as reading singing c. taking all occasions to speake vnto him by prayer and priuate meditation yea thou wilt haue an ardent desire to be dissolued Phil. 1.25 2 Cor. 5.8 that thou mayst be with Christ and to bee absent from the body
property it euer seekes it owne preseruation It will euer seeke it owne preseruation The new borne babe by crying begs helpe presently so soone as it is borne And the young ones of bruites run to the teat of their dames Thus it is with such as liue this life of grace they hunger and thirst for the food of their soules 1. Pet. 2.2 and as new borne babes desire the sincere milke of the word that they may grow thereby as S. Peter teacheth vs. Their desire is to be feeding that they may be growing and they are much grieued when this food is wanting because the growth of grace must needs be hindered Examine thy selfe is it thus with thee doest thou desire after the food of thy soule and follow hard the market to prouide for the preseruation of the same If it be so it is well it is a great signe of grace but if it be otherwise that thou hast no care hereof despising or neglecting the ordinances of God which he hath ordained for the good of thy soule it is a sure signe thou wantest this life we speake of A third propertie is constantly to seeke it Thirdly as it seeketh it so it constantly seekes it Life doth not onely seeke it owne preseruation but it seeks it daily constantly continually so long as it hath any being The yong infant doth almost nothing else but suck and sleepe then cry for the breast againe and so any other creature doth daily seeke for foode The young lyons roare after their prey Psal 104.21 Ver. 27. and all other creatures waite vpon the Lord that he may giue them their meat in due season Thus is it with them that liue this life of grace there is a daily seeking after foode for the preseruing of it a daily vsing of the meanes as prayer reading meditation and the like Thus it is said of the blessed man In Gods law he doth exercise himselfe both day and night Psal 1.2 Many examples might be brought for proofe of this Iob rose vp early to offer sacrifice Job 1.5 this did Iob continually It was Daniels practise to pray three times a day Dan. 6.10 Psal 55.17 Psal 119.164 And Dauids Euening morning and at noone-tide will I pray vnto thee yea we may heare him speaking of seauen times a day praising of the Lord. And indeed there are but few duties of Religion for which we haue not the example of some Saint for the daily performance thereof Let this be well considered of such as heare and read and pray by fitts and starts now and then as it were vpon raynie dayes Alas thousands there are in the world who read not pray not from Sabboth to Sabboth nay nor then neither Haue these any life of grace in them Sure I am naturall life must be daily fed and shall be too and is there not as much neede for the spirituall Be it therefore knowne vnto thee and certified to thy soule that thou deceiuest thy selfe in thinking thou liuest the life of a Christian when there is no care had to a daily performance of the exercises belonging to a Christian Fourthly it is sensible of whatsoeuer is an enemie vnto it A fourth propertie of life is this it is sensible of whatsoeuer is an enemie vnto it doth resist it The more life the greater sense and the greater sense the more resistance Thus is it with such as liue this life of grace corruptions are felt and fought against the spirit lusts against the flesh Galat. 5.17 and the flesh against the spirit and these are contrary the one to the other Thus was it with Paul he felt his corruptions which caused him to sigh and groane vnder the weight of them I haue saith he a law in my members warring against the law of my minde Rom. 7.23 and bringing mee into captiuitie to the law of sinne now this sense of sinne caused him to breake forth into this complaint O wretched man that I am vers 24. who shall deliuer me from the bodie of this death Thus was he sensible of the opposition which was made by sinne against that life and power of grace which was in him and as he felt it so did he warre and combat against it he did resist those rebellious lusts and set himselfe against them with all his force Examine then thy selfe by this Doest thou feele thy corruptions and striue against them Art thou sensible of the working of sinne in thy selfe and how it opposeth the life of grace that is in thee Doest thou feele vnbeleefe opposing thy faith Dulnesse and deadnesse thy delight in Gods seruice And doest thou struggle and striue against each of these as the powers of life naturall doth against a disease Why then this is an euident signe of spirituall life a sure testimonie of the Spirit of Grace But is it otherwise with thee hast thou no sense nor feeling of the power of sinne makest thou no complaints against thy sinfull corruptions Is there no resisting nor opposing of thy rebellious lusts Why then assure thy selfe there is no life of grace in thee the strong man hath gone away with all thou art still in thy naturall blindnes and deadnes By these signes may you certainely know if you will deale truely in examining your selues whether you as yet liue the life of Grace Deale faithfully then with thy selfe in this businesse which doth so neerely concerne thee For if thou liuest not the life of Grace here neuer hope to liue the life of glory hereafter As desirous therefore as thou art to know the one so be as diligent to finde out the other A second Vse is for our Instruction Seeke to liue this Vse 2 life of Grace which onely deserues to be esteemed a life A man may eat and drinke and walke and sleepe and speake and haue the vse of all his sences and yet not worthy to be said to liue because he wants Gods Holy Spirit to quicken his soule Aboue all things in the world then seeke after this because without it thy breath sence soule are nothing worth and not onely so but are accursed to thee Quest But what may I do or what meanes must I vse that I may liue this life of Grace Answ Meanes to liue the life of Grace I answer As to liue a naturall life there must be a generation according to the flesh so if thou wouldest attaine to liue this life of the Spirit thou must of necessitie be brought to a second birth Not to be turned into our mothers womb againe as Nicodemus thought but as Christ saith Ioh. 3.1 we must be borne of the will of his Father 1. Pet. 1.23 And as Peter saith of a seede not mortall but immortall the word of God Faith that commeth by hearing Rom. 10. hearing by the word Regeneration is a fruit of Faith Faith an effect of the word the word is preached