that though we cannot comprehend we may be comprehended The Lord knoweth who are his and it is a great secret yet His secret is with them that fear Him I mean not alwaies and with all that fear Him they know that they are His though yet all know it not nor some at all times and this they know as not by extraordinarie revelation so nor by prying into his secret Decree how there He hath disposed of them This will as by fixing our weake eye upon a strong object blinde us with light It is a ventrous and a bold coming unto God and most dangerous also for if we climbe up unto His Decree we shall fall into the gulfe of despair because we come unto Him without a Mediatour f Hic sine mâ—diatorâ—â—es agitur disputatur de Dei beneplacito ac voluntale in quam sese Christus resert Luther Psal 22. P. 337. In doubts of Predestination begin from the wounds of Christ that is from the sense of Gods love in Christ we should rise to the grace of election in Him before the world was It was Luthers counsell and he found it of force against the devises of Satan g De praedestinatione disputaturus incipe à Christi vulneribus statim Diabolus cum suis tentationibus recedet Mel. Ad. in Staupicii vita p. 20. The way to melt our hearts into a kinde repentance for sinne is to begin from the love of righteousnesse and of God all figured out in Baptisme as well as in the Supper And this also was Staupitius counsell to Luther whereby he made the practise of repentance ever sweet to him whereas before nothing in all the Scripture seemed so bitter h Vera est ea poenitentia quae ab amore justitiae Dei incipit dixit Staupitius Quae vox ita aliè in animo Lutheri insedit ut nihil dulcius suerit deinceps eâ— poenitentia cum aâ—tea eidem in totâ Scripturâ nihil â—sset amarius Mel. Ad. ibid. vita Staup. But now suppose our case to be this and it is most likely to be so that we finde no work of the Spirit upon us no change wrought by His renewing grace we are as we were not cleansed from our old sinnes we have passed over this Iordaâ— we have gone into this water and we are come out as unclean as before our hearts are not sprinkled We see a price paid for us and no lesse then the price of the blood of God yet we have not consecrated our selves to Him who hath so dearly bought us yet we have not accepted Him for our Lord though we are His purchase i Rom. 14. 9. and for this end He died and rose again but other Lords rule over us And though we be called by His name yet we walk in our own wayes serving divers lusts as if we were our own and not peculiarly His who bought us with a price If I say this be our case then Luthers counsell is observeable which is this To enter into our closet there to spread our selves before the Lord in humble confessions as followeth k Oportet nos esse tales scilicet verè poenitâ—ntes non possumus esse tales Quid hic faciemus Oportet ut cognito te tali non neges te talem sed in angulum vadas juxta consilium Christi in abscondito ores patrem tuum in coelis dicens sine fictione ecce optime Deus poenitendum mihi praecipis sed talâ—s sum ego miser quod sentio me nolle neque posse quaâ—â— tuis prostratus pedibus c. Concione de poenitentiâ An. 1518. Lord thou hast set a fountain open but to us it is sealed Thou hast bid us wash and be cleane we cannot we are no more able to wash our selves then we can take out the seeming spots in the Moon Thou hast said When will it be c. we say it will never be no not when the Rocks flie in pieces and the earth shall be no more but then it shall be when thou giving that thou commandest art pleased to make us as thou wilt the heavens and the earth all new Thou hast commanded us to come unto Christ that we might live we cannot come no more then Lazarus could by his own power cast off his grave-clothes and turn up the mould from over his head and stand up from the dead We are bound up in unbelief as within gates of brasse and barres of iron Thou hast said Turn ye every one from his evill way we say we cannot turn r Lay down thy heart under the Word yeeld it to the Spirit who is as it were the Artificer can frame it to a vessell of honour Mr. Reynolds on Psal 110. pa. 42. no more then we can turn that glorious creature which like a Gyant runnes his course so gyant-like we are and so furiously marching on in our own wayes of sinne and death This is but part of our confession 2. We must acknowledge also that righteous is the Lord in commanding what is impossible for man to do Because the Lord did not make things so at first He gave us a great stock to deale and trade with but like unfaithfull stewards we have wasted the same and so have disinabled our selves Our inability was not primitive and created but consequent and contracted our strength was not taken from us but thrown from us This is the principall point of confession our inabilitie comes out of our own will Å¿ Read and observe with all diligence Mr. Dearings words on the third Chapter to the Hebrews ve 8. Lect. 15. Sentio me nolle neque posse I finde that I neither will nor can before D'S S. p. 215. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. To be feverish is not voluntary but my intemperance which causeth a fever is voluntary and for that I am deservedly blamed pained No man chuseth evill as evill Transl out of Clem. Alex. Stro. l. 1. p. â—28 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Sin is my voluntary act Loco laâ—d l. 2 p. 294. Câ—sset volunâ—â—s propria non erit infâ—â—nus originally we will not be cleansed as Tho * Joh. 20. 25. so say we in effect not we cannot but we will not we will deny the Lord that bought us we will not come unto Him that we may live so stiffe are our necks and so hard our hearts that we will not turn for though out of the very principles of Nature we cannot but desire happinesse and abhorre miserie yet such a deordination and disorder lieth upon our Nature that we are in love with eternall miserie in the causes and abhorre happinesse in the wayes that lead unto it our will is the next immediate cause of sinne it puts it self voluntarily into the fetters thereof Necessity is no plea when the will is the immediate cause of any action Mens hearts tell them they might rule their desires if they would For
tell a man of any dish which he liketh that there is poyson in it and he will not meddle with it So tell him that death is in that sinne which he is about to commit and he will abstain if he beleeve it to be so if he beleeve it not it is his voluntary unbelief and Atheisme If there were no will there would be no hell as one saith And this is the confession which goes to the core of sinne and it must not be in word and in tongue but in deed and in truth for it is the truth And if we can thus spread our selves before the Lord if we can willingly and uprightly t Read our second Reinolds on Rom. 7. p. 262. own damnation as our proper inheritance to that the heart must be brought and it is the Lord that meekneth it so farre if we can willingly resigne our selves for nothing is left to man but duty and resignation of himself it is not u Opâ—rtet pium animum velle nescire Dei secre tum superse c. Impossibile est eum perire qui Deo gloriam tribuit eum justificat in omnâ— opere voluntate suâ Lut. Psalm 22. Christus faciet poenitentes quos jubet poenitere supplebit de suo quod dâ—est de nostro Lut. de Poenitent 1. Pet. 18. possible then that we should perish He will make supply of His strength what is wanting in ours He will give what he commands He will give clean waters He wil create peace He wil strengthen our hand to lay hold on rich and precious promises And then we cannot possibly be barren or unfruitfull in the knowledge of the Lord Iesus Christ we cannot but gird up the loins of our minde giving all diligence x 1. Pet. 1 13. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. Shew me a man that ever leaâ—nt an ordinary Trade or lived upon it with ordinary diligence point me to a man that was bad yet laboured to be good or who was good yet took no pains to be better Chrysost in 1. Ep. Ad Tim. cap. 1. Hom. 1. About ordinary things very easie matters 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 we take extraordinarie paines but great and extraordinary things we think we may attain sleeping Chrysost 4. Tom. de Vita Monast cap. 7. ordinarie diligence will not get ordinary preferment much lesse will it a Crown The Scripture saith Giving all diligence waiting the sealing and testimony of the Spirit and walking in all the wayes of righteousnesse whereto the Apostle presseth at the end of everie Epistle for whom the Lord justifieth He sanctifieth and if we finde no fruits y For the certaintie of faith search your hearts if you have it praise the Lord. But if you feele not this faith then know that Predestination is too high a matter for you to be disputers of untill you have been better schollers in the School-house of Repentance and Justification I wade in Predestination in such sort as God hath opened it Though in God it be first yet to us it is last opened De electâ—one judicandum est à postâ—riore c. Mr Bradford to some friends who were too scrupulous in point of Election ascending up to Heaven to know when as they should have descended into themselves Mr. Fox p. 1505 and p. 1506. thereof we have cause to suspect that the Stock is dead if no glimpse from that shining light of our sanctification so as men may see our good works which justifie before men then we do ill to boast of a burning light which is our justification and more hid within Nor is it a point * Non est bone solidaeque fidei sic omnia â—d voluntatâ—m Deireserre ita adulari ad unumquemque dicendo Nihil fieri sine voluntate ejus ut non intellâ—gamus aliquid esse in nobis ipsis of sound faith to put the weight of our salvation upon what shall be shall be nothing can be done without Gods will That 's true but this is Gods will too a 1. Thes 4. 3. even our sanctification and this belongs to us even subordinately to serve Gods providence with our own circumspect fore-sight care and labour knowing that His providence doth not alwayes work by miracle I do not blame them nay I commend them who say still If God will and referre all thither but I blame them much who say If God will He will perswade me He will convert me in the meane time they do just nothing A faire speech this to say If God will but a soule practise in the meane time to do our own will we must labour we must endeavour our utmost then say we If the Lord will if so we do not Gods will will be done upon us we shall never do His will To this purpose Chrysost very excellently in his first Tom. thirteenth Sermon towards the end And so much touching the inward Baptisme made by fire and the Holy Ghost The secret working of it in our hearts and what way we are to take in case we feele not that inward power Now I come to that in Baptisme which speaks to our Eye and Eare. We had our Sureties in Baptisme who stood and promised in our steeds which solemne custome and the fitnesse of it I leave to the discission of the Church whereunto we may see reason to yeeld z Mr. Hooker Eccles Pol. l. 5. Sect. 64 p. 336. leaving that these two things are clearly figured out unto us in Baptisme a death unto sinne a life unto righteousnese and both these in the death and resurrection a Rom. 6. 2 3. of Christ which are the two moulds wherein we are to be cast that we may come forth like Him and there is a virtue and power from both to cast us in and mould us thereto for if in the dayes of His flesh there went virtue out from even the edge of His garment to do great Cures then much more from His owne self and from these most principall and powerfull actions of His own self His death and resurrection there issueth a Divine power from His death a power working on the old man or flesh to mortifie it from His resurrection a power working on the new-man the spirit to quicken it a power able to roll back any stone of an evill custome lie it never so heavy on us a power able to drie up an issue though it have runne upon us twelve yeers loâ—g these are Bp. Andr. words not one grain too light We see in that Element the price paid for â— Realus impii est pium nomen Salv. 4. de Guber p. 145. See li. 3. p. 95. The Church is a choice people picked out and paled up from these whom the Apostle placeth without but there is yet a more choice and peculiar people as Clemens â— calleth them after whom we must walke more peculiarly which we cannot do but by offering violence b to our selves that
D. G. But if we gaine not some leisure and time here for our better proceeding we shall for our repentance k The end of passion is the beginning of repentance Felth. Res 8. Plut. Mor. de Ira. Phocion advised well to hinder the Athenians from a present resolution upon the hearing of Alexanders death News came that Alexander was dead And the Athenians would the same night meet in Counsell and determine things Forbeare till next morning said he if Alexander be dead to day he will be dead to morrow Be not so hasty this businesse will admit some houres delay and we shall proceed much more warrantably It is very applicable here we must not proceed hastily in any thing for that is to proceed in a passion if it be a fault we are about to punish it will be a fault anon and teo morrow and we shall be better able to discerne it and to helpe it We may do nothing while we are angry for then we will thinke we may doe any thing He must not loose the power of himself who hath an other under his He had need have all his wits about him that comes to drive out folly and to understand himselfe very well that would direct another It is the wife mans lesson The discretion of a man deferreth Anger It is a point of wisedome to subdue betimes Prov. 19. 11. the first beginnings of unruly passions which else like an ill nurtur'd childe will grow head-strong here we should meet with the tongue again And this is by giving a check and stop to our selves so giving time for reason to enterpose and to aske this question only What do I For want hereof we observe men dealing unreasonably with senselesse things falling foule upon them misusing the poore beast also that doth better service in his kinde and sheweth more obedience then man doth But very Imperious and domineering over children and servants for our spirits as was said stir as intemperately and raise as great stormes in our little ponds as great persons do in their great seas l Vide dominum saevientem in servos c. Fluctus cosdem c. Lips de cons lib. 2. pag. 25. I passe by them who are so furious upon the Oxe the Horse and the Asse the poore Sheep also all which do after their kinde but he that misuseth them doth against nature I have nothing to say to such their folly may correct them But when a parent is correcting his childe in a passion this may check him if he take so much time as to consider That he is a childe and his own so is its fault also This will stop his eagernesse but of this in the first part So also when I am angry with my servant this may check me That though I may be bold with him or her being my servant yet not so bold as to shame my selfe or hurt them Did not he that made them make me Have we not both the same masters over us on earth and would we not be used kindely and gently by them And have we not all one Master in heaven See the first Part. chap. 4. sect 12. and would we not all finde mercy there Yea but he is thus and thus and doth so and so and so often he hath provoked me I must check my selfe now with this and it will surely calme and coole my spirit how m Chrysost in ep ad Rom. cap. 8. Hom. 14. pag. 206. 2 Pet. 3. 15. Rom. 2. 4. much and how long God hath borne and forborn me And can I be impatient now The long suffering of the Lord is salvation It was salvation to Saul waiting till he became a Paul so was it to Peter waiting till he went out To us else we had been before this consumed Marke this and enlarge thy meditation upon it I it will be a meanes to frame upon thee that ornament of a meeke and quiet spirit which in the sight of God is of great price for if I can say to my selfe but thus much how long suffering hath the Lord been to me ward I cannot be short and eager spirited toward my brother I cannot say more which is more pressing and availeable to subdue my passionate spirit and to gaine that constant and comfortable temper which resembles the highest region of the ayre where there is still a perpetuall serenitie and peace Lastly are they the wrongs and unworthy usage from others hands and tongues that have put me out of the possession of my selfe or are they crosses in my estate that trouble and disquiet me Then thus I must check my selfe By looking narrowly into my selfe and up to an higher hand as the children of wisdome have done I must remember the ten thousand talents There is nothing that can be thought of of more force to win upon a passionate spirit and to frame it to lowlinesse lovelinesse calmenesse and unpassionatenesse which is the cement of societie and sweet converse nothing I say of such force as these considerations First of Gods all disposing over-ruling hand who is so good that He would suffer no evill to be were He not so powerfull that out of the greatest evill He can extract the greatest good Secondly The riches of His mercy that forgave ten thousand talents And should I flye at the throat of my fellow servant for a few pence Thoughts hereof will frame us to a setled reposed estate and an unpassionate spirit But the remedy of remedies the most certain and excellent remedy whereby to shoare-up and underprop the soule against the shakings and impetuous blustering of this weake but impotent distemper which bloweth hard and boasteth great things The best remedy I say is To addresse our spirits before the Lord To look to Him who rebuked the winds and Seas and they were still We may say of this fiery exhalation as is said of the tongue n James 3. 8. a fire too and angers first o Prima semper irarū tela maledicta sunt quicquid non possumus imbecilli optamus irati Salv. De Gub. lib. 3. pag. 81. weapon But this unruly evill can no man tame we must then pray and in our prayer p 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Iam. 5. 17. pray that is we must pray earnestly we must wrestle and weep in our prayer before the Lord That He would hold in our spirits calme and meeken the same We are taught of God to love one another saith the Apostle we are so indeed saith the Father For no man can teach it and if God teach not we shall flye off and all to pieces like an unserviceable piece of Ordnance before we are discharged We shall bite and devoure on another Vpon every occasion we shall flye out into sparkles of heat like the sonnes of the coale as one speaketh which if you blow it will sparkle in your face behold then how great a matter a little fire kindleth q Jam. 3. 5.
refreshments 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. for our hell here and our Fatherly punishments as for our Heaven hence and our hope of rest He puts afflictions c. into the Catalogue or register of Gods mercies and in the first place Indeed it is no hard matter to open the mouth in way of thankfulnesse for the good things of this life as we call them but to be thankfull for the evills that is an hard task but yet the dayly work of a true Christian The Heathen Philosopher could say g Mar. Aur. Aut. medit 12. B. sect 2. p 197. A wise man should be fitted for all estates and conditions like Empedocles his Allegoricall Spheare or like a square body Throw it you cannot overthrow it cast it down if you can it will stand as upright as before losing nothing at all of its height h Lege ep 168. Basilâ—i And such a man saith he hath gained unto himself great rest and ease for he hath get his minde loose from outward intanglements and that manifold luggage wherewith we are round about incumbred We may discern our selves as we do our metalls best by our falls or casting down if when we are thrown our sound is flat and dull murmuring-wise it argues a leaden spirit * 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Nazâ—anz which sinks under trouble like lead into the waters But if our sound be silver-like cleare and pleasing it argues we are of better orat 18. When there is a storm withâ—ut he keeps his minde cleare within pag. 302. metall That is not silver which comes not clearer out of the fining pot nor is that gold which doth not shine in the fire i Prosperitie doth best discover vice but adversitie doth best discover vertue A good eye is for any colour though all colours are not equally lightsome A good care for every sound though every sound hath not the same gratefulnesse Good teeth are for all meats that are wholesome though all be not alike toothsome so a sound understanding is fit for whatsoever shall happen though every thing which happens is not alike pleasing He that cannot receive evill as we call it from Gods hand as well as good shews that he is of a crazed temper in the Inward man as an eye that seeks after green colours or as teeth after that which is tender which argueth saith the same Philosopher Sore eyes and unsound teeth k Mar. Aur. lib. 10. sect 37. p. 177 I have been long upon the point the longer that I might perswade to a contentednesse in every condition and that we might finde use and pick good out of all But it is the Lord who perswades the heart and He doth it else no condition will please seem it to others never so pleasing To possesse our souls in patience we lose them else is the readiest way to be eased and in time to be exalted The Lord teach thee the wisdome of His people and give thee content in present things understanding in all He subdue thy spirit He meeken thy heart He fashion and mould thy will to a patient submission unto His that it may be as conformable there unto as the wax unto the seal All this God can do He onely And when He hath thus humbled the heart and thus meekned the spirit when he hath thus fashioned it then the work is done and nothing will be grievous It is a remarkable speech from Mr Bradford l â—ox p. 1503. he hath many such but with that one I will conclude and shut up this Though my body be in an house out of which I cannot come when I will for he was in prison yet in that I have conformed my will to Gods will I finde herein libertie enough and for my lodging bedding feeding c. all above my worthinesse worthinesse quoth I alasse I am worthy of nothing but damnation So he wrote to his mother I must tell you also what he said to his friend He was in a strong hold neare the time of his enlargement when he was to passe to his crown but through the fire His friend told him that he would if it pleased intercede with the Queen for his life Do if you will said he if her Majestie will be pleased to give me my life I will thank her if my libertie I will thank her for that if neither of both I will thank her still If she will keep me here I can thank her here if she will send me hence to the stake I can thank Chap. 5 § 1 her there also See what an humble man can do he can smart patiently he can suffer silently he can receive blows and return thanks No murmuring no repining no complaining in his mouth He hath committed his cause to God Learn how contented this man is and observe the patience of the Saints so I have done CHAP. V. The Sacrament of the Lords Supper The mysterie thereof Graces required in those who come to this Table In case these Graces be wanting what is to be done Of Mans worthinesse AND now Childe having made some discoverie unto thee of those our master-sinnes and corruptions which most dishonour our outward man and disturb our inward peace And having supplied unto thee some provision for the better subduing thereof I shall now for thy better provision and preparation also put thee in minde of two extraordinary and solemne approaches both before the Lord and both in the face of the Lords congregation In the one the Sacrament of the Lords Supper we professe by faith to be one with Christ and by union with Him to partake of all His honour and glory In the other falsly by some called a Sacrament also they who were two are made one joyned together in so straight a band that nothing but death or that which is worse and more destroying then death can dissolve We must be well advised before we approach to either of these ordinances for it is for life It was well answered by one who was asked why he took so much pains and was so curious about his work it is said he because I work to eternitie m Pingo aetoâ—â—â—tati Much fitter might the same be said in these cases we must walk warily here we must take pains here for we work to eternitie we receive to eternitie and so we marry too to our eternitie it is for life both and beyond it as farre as the heaven is above the earth A glorious life depends upon the right receiving of the one so do all the comforts of our temporary life depend upon our advised entrance into the other I shall give thee some instructions for this better provision for both And first of the first The Sacrament of the Lords Supper therein we see the Cost of our Redemption and the matter and substance of our Righteousnesse before God which doth consist principally in His body broken upon the crosse and His bloud
peace Certainly I am upon a great point of duty O how carefull should we be that we give no offence here And yet how is this care wanting May we not complain here as Chrysostome in his dayes c In Gen. 24. verse 67. Hom. 48. ω Hom. 56 ω. Tom. 5. ser 18. How are marriages solemnized and in a manner how uncomely for Christians in such a manner with such preparations as if the purpose and intent were that the devill should be the chief guest called in thither and a blessing shut out I remember the same Fathers words in another place If the minstrells be within Christ is without or if He doth come in He turns them out d 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 In Coloss cap. 4. Hom. 12. ω. I will not say so lest I should strain the Fathers words for I cannot take his meaning so Musick is a science not to be despised and though it be not congruous for mourning yet it is for a feast I suppose there we are now And though we are so yet this I will say and all that have common reason will say so with me where such songs are as are usuall at such feasts there Christ is not that is certain He is excluded and let parents well consider what a guest they have shut forth such a one who hath done all for them from whom they expect all for hereafter And here now thou that art a parent shalt be judge in thine own case supposing it to be thus Thou hast no means whereby to preferre thy childe none at all thou couldest not give it so much as her wedding clothes But a friend thou hast who would do all for thee all to thy very hearts desire and more Tell us now wouldest thou forget this friend on the wedding day no sure that thou wouldest not who ever was forgot he should be remembred sure enough Thy engagement to the Lord Christ is much more and much stronger I cannot tell thee how much more but infinitely more that it is canst thou then forget to invite Christ to the wedding Certainly no if reason or civilitie can prevaile any thing nay before and above all or else it is nothing for He must be chief and Lord where He comes thou wilt as the same Father adviseth call Christ thither e 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 In ep ad Coloss Hom. ω. for certainly a marriage feast cannot be well ordered if it be not as once it was even thus And both Iesus was called and His Disciples to the marriage f John 2. 2. Suppose it so and the parents have quitted themselves well for things are done decently and in order But now here is a grave question for thus it will be said Great reason we see Object that we should invite Christ but how can we do it He is in Heaven and we are on earth He is a spirit we flesh That Answ is very true and it is fit ye should know it that ye may keep your distance and answerably addresse your selves And when ye have done so according to knowledge then observe an Analogie or congruitie in this businesse as thus would you know how you may invite Christ As thou doest thy much honoured friend before spoken of Thou doest solemnly entreat his company that day thy preparations are answerable to that respect thou bearest unto him such company such cheer such a cōmunion as is every way sutable After this manner invite Christ but remembring still both Christ and his Disciples they stand close together and can never be parted But if Christ come in our myrth must go out He marres Object 2 all our musick That is the common objection He is too strict and sowre a guest for such a time so it is said or so it is thought Why It is certain there is a Christian libertie Answ to be taken at this time even by Christ's own allowance If ever mirth be comely then at a wedding dinner if ever good cheer be in season and some exceeding that way both in mirth and cheer then at such a feast it is not properly a feast without it not a marriage feast I am sure And such a feast it is even by allowance from our great Master of that feast But now we must take this along with us 1. There is great cause that we should watch over our selves and over our affections now more specially because where God gives a libertie there man is prone to make an excesse 2. We must account that a mad mirth which grieves the Spirit of God 3. That to be a most unkinde requitall of the Lord where He hath made our table like a full pasture there to exalt the heart or to lift up the heel And all this we are apt to do therefore must we be the more circumspect and watchfull over our selves at such a time that things may be done decently and in order that all may shew forth Christian honestie prudence wisdome modestie And this because that day having an influence into all our following dayes may be so disposed and passed over that it may be a pledge of a blessing upon all the rest And this is according to Gods holy ordinance And so much Childe for thy better provision and preparation for this great and solemne businesse Of convenient entrance into this honourable estate wherein I have discovered the great abuses and disorders about it for thy better warning and the more to engage thee to thy duty which was twofold The well looking to thy self thy single cure and then looking up to God leaving the rest in their hands who are thy parents or deputed so to he What their charge is we have heard even their five fold duty It follows now that I adde something touching our Christian-like managing this worthy and honourable estate as befitteth the honour of it whereon depends our comfortable living in it 2. We suppose now that affections at the first meeting II. §. are strongest like a spring-tide there are some certain flushes as I may say of Love and Ioy from the present enjoyment each of other Here then is required more wisdome then we have to moderate our affections now in their hot fit and to temper them with knowledge and discretion For this we must know that there is as much difference betwixt these sudden flushes of love and a well grounded affection as is betwixt the burning heat of a feaver and the naturall heat of a sound and healthy body It is of soveraigne use to help us in the guiding the stream of our affections in the right channell to consider Who it is that makes the Creature so suitable lovely and beautifull who it is I say that adorns and beautifies both the Bridegroom and the Bride To forget this seems as unreasonable as it is impossible for a maid to forget her ornament or a Bride her attire f Jer. 2. 32. And if it be remembred it will beget
some who send their prayers and their praises after Soules departed But all helpes no more then doth the crying after a Bowle rub or runne now throwne out of the hand The hand sets the Bias and gives the bowle an impression and where the strength of that impression ceaseth there the Bowle lyeth all our running and calling and crying helpes nothing at all but to evidence clearely as the Anticke and ridiculous trickes of the Bowler so the vanity and unprofitablenesse of our after labours now that the soule is departed For then it is night with the Soule in respecâ— of any further worke the pit is open where there is no praise Then it either rests from his labour or is restlesse in paine There teares are wiped of or else they begin never to have end Weeping for evermore And this I note in passage that when we speake of Death we may be serious It was well answered by a Father to his Sonne who being Crossed in his humor wished hee were dead learne first what it is to live he that so lightly wisheth to dye is as he that flyeth from an yron weapon and a bow of steele striketh him through as Iob speaketh l Job 20. 24. Woe unto you that desire the day of the Lord to what end is it for you m Amos 5. 18. Jer. 48 48. 43. 44. The day of the Lord is darknesse and not light as if a man did flee from a Lyon and a Beare meet him c. So the Prophet reprooved those who were dispisers of Gods Words and Workes and scoffed at His judgements It may instruct us to sobriety that we doe not for the avoyding of an inconvenience runne into a mischiefe It is dangerous to live in discontent to dye in it or to wish so to do is much more dangerous We ought to wish rather we may live and to count it a great mercy that we are spared till we can give a better account of our Time and are better fitted to dye Death indeed is the Churches portion and part of her joynture All are yours n Cor. 3. 21. 22 23. and amongst those severall parcels Death is yours and therefore it may be wished for and desired as lawfully as a Childe may desire to goe to bed or to his Father For the nature of Death is changed to the godly It is harmelesse now and hath lost its venome It is a passage to a better place a gate to Glory It is the accomplishment of Mortification and the end of labour Thus death is but not in its owne nature so it is a destroying hostile thing and so to our nature the most terrible of all Terribles And therefore not to be desired till we are assured that both the nature thereof and our nature also is changed And then also our desires must not be immoderate we must not long for it nor rejoyce exceedingly when we can finde the grave o Job 3. 21 22. This argueth too much shortnesse of spirit and some impatience under Gods Hand and more unwillingnesse then becometh to waite upon Him any longer we must patiently waite Gods Time remembring Eternity is a space long enough for God to shew mercy unto His when their faces shall waxe pale no more they shall rest for ever And therefore no matter if yet longer they waite His Time and abide His pleasure though with some griefe and paine to the flesh pleasures at His right Hand for evermore will abundantly recompense what ever pressures are from below But whether we dye sooner or later it is then safe dying when we can yeeld up our spirits as David did and with the same confidence Into thine Hand I commit my Spirit p Psal 31. 5. Thou hast redeemed me O Lord God of Truth It is safe casting a mans selfe upon God when he can say as Paul did whose I am and whom I serve q Acts 27. 23. We may then wish for Death when with old Simeon we can with the Armes of faith claspe and embrace Christ the fountaine of life Now lettest Thou thy Servant depart in peace for mine eyes have seene thy Salvation Then there is a peaceable departure when the soule hath such a vision And therefore pray thou and pray againe that the Lord would spare thee yet and yet longer till by a conscionable improvement of life health strength peace ordinances corrections also c. Thou hast got some good assurance certaine and stable That do depart hence is much better for thou shalt be ever with the Lord whose Thou art and whom Thou servest And which is the second lesson do not trifle away time nor delay here in a matter of so great consequence Let me remember here for we cannot think of any thing more to our purpose how the learned Knight complaineth of and convinceth the true unhappinesse of our condition and the dark ignorance which covereth the eyes of our understanding we onely saith he prize pamper and exalt Hist of the World 1 Book chap. 2. sect 3. p. 24. See preface pag. 19. this vassall and slave of Death and forget altogether the imprisoned immortall soul till the soul be going from out of one prison into another for when is it that we seriously think of death when examine we the great account which then we are to give up Never while we have one vanitie left us to spend we plead for titles till our breath fail us digge for riches whiles our strength enableth us exercise malice while we can revenge and then when time hath beaten from us both youth pleasure and health and that Nature it self hateth the house of old age we remember with Iob that we must go the Job 10. 21. and 17. 13. way from whence we shall not return and that our bed is made ready for us in the dark and then I say looking over late into the bottom of our conscience which pleasure and ambition had locked up from us all our lives we be-behold therein the fearfull images of our actions past and withall this terrible inscription That God will bring every Eccles 12. 14. work into judgement that man hath done under the Sun But what examples have ever moved us what perswasions reformed us or what threatnings made us afraid we behold other mens Tragedies plaid before us we heare what is promised and threatned but the worlds bright glory hath put out the eyes of our mindes and these betraying lights with which we onely see do neither look up towards termlesse joyes nor down towards endlesse sorrows till we neither know nor can look for any thing else at the worlds hands But let us not flatter our immortall souls herein For to neglect God all our lives and know that we neglect Him to offend God voluntarily and know that we offend Him casting our hopes on the peace which we trust to make at parting is no other then a rebellious presumption and that which is the
worst of all even a contemptuous laughing to scorn and deriding of God His laws and precepts * Frustrà sperant qui sic de misericordia Dei sibi blandâ—untur They hope in vain saith Bernard which in this sort flatter themselves with Gods mercy Excellent instruction this if we could heare it If mans voice were strong enough it would roâ—ze us out of our Lethargie and make us take time while we have it and prize a treasure that is an opportunitie when it is in our hands and put both hand and heart unto it It is a point of wisdome Prov. 17. 16. to cast up our reckonings by day-light I mean while the light of our life remaineth before it be like a candle burnt to the socket and going out in a snuff O that we should suffer the lamp of our life to blaze out to no purpose The living the living he shall praise thee it is part of his Esay 38. 19 verse 9. writing who had been sick and was recovered of his sicknesse The living the living shall praise thee The good King knew by experience that pining sicknesse was not fit for that great work of praise which breaks the bones like a Lion makes a man chatter like a Crane or Swallow and the eyes fail with looking upward there is no strength now in this case for this work The living the living he shall praise thee as I do this day said that good King Assuredly what ever use we make of our stock of time and parts which are given us for this chief end That we may traffick for our souls and sell the dearest affections of our heart to buy the pearl how much or how little we prize our health and improve the same yet it is the sound and healthy man that properly and in a naturall course may be called the living man He lives the sick man who is pining away cannot be said to live but more properly to languish he spends and wasteth and is oppressed with pain in this part and in that and so he spends his time in wearisome tossings in silence perhaps such his patience may be perhaps in sad complaints Many I have known whose oppression hath been such at such a time that they have not been able scarce to swallow their spittle as Iob complained not able to take leave of wife and children and yet have languished many dayes We should make account that our sick-bed will be as a crosse-way where friends must part and if any thing remaineth now not agreed upon before in the way it must cease for ever For pains and tossings so it must be expected will take up that time on the sick bed And if there be no provision stored up against this sad dry spending time if there be no succours so I may say warned to come in and make their appearance at this supposed time for the clearing and comforting the prisoner that lyeth fast bound upon his bed with paine and sorrow If he have not before in his health when he was a living man made out towards that strong tower whereto the righteous flye and they are safe And now can being wearied with tossing and pining sicknesse turn himself toward the same and finde refreshment therefrom and quiet repose if not so I cannot see how this person should be a prisoner of hope d I know he may have many Zech. 9. 12. sweet expressions as was said before there may be a lifting up and raising the voice on high but there is no more hold to be taken of a mans words that is drunk with sorrow then is of the words of him that is drunk with wine when he is awakened he forgets what he said or of the catches of a drowning man who will catch at a sword or a knife or a razour any thing to keep up from drowning The words of a dying man are nothing and of no regard further then they receive weight and strength from the actions of an healthy and sound man the living man Therefore it matters not what a sick man can say for the future but what he saith for the former time for from thence he must fetch his comfort as we heard I have walked I have done I have fought I have kept Comfort in death must be distilled as I may say out of all our gatherings in our life time As our thoughts discourses actions have been answerable will our comforts be if we can finde no comfort by looking back recalling the time past I cannot see what comfort there can be in looking forwards toward eternitie If our consciences do condemne us as a learned Spaniard phraseth it that we have made time of eternitie and eternitie of time that is as he expounds it We have despised that eternall blisse as if it were but temporall and we have lodged all our love upon this transitory world as if this had been the thing which is eternall And if so we have done we can have no comfort then when our transitories are leaving us in looking forwards towards eternitie We may send our sighs and groans after it but in vain Our hearts may beat strongly towards heaven but all that may be much suspected also It is of doubtfull construction from what spirit our groanes do proceed If it was thus once when the foundation of the Temple was a laying That the people could not discerne the Noise of the shout of joy from the noise of weeping e Ezra 3. 13. Then a harder matter it is to discern betwixt groane and groane sighes and sighes I meane betwixt the sighes and groans which the spirit puts up and those which an heart pained full of anguish and drunk with sorrow sends forth Very hard it is to discern here and to make a difference nay impossible for the groans from pain sorrow and the sighes of the spirit are both scarce utterable and they are both put up in much bitternesse and both call out of sin as the cause of All which makes the discerning the more difficult This then is the conclusion Obedience forced is slavish but that is sweet obedience which comes forth as the first honey drops from the full combe a Mel quod per se fluit maximè laudabile Plin. lib. 11. cap. 15. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 dixit Constantius Tripart Hist Prefat readily willingly freely As the Emperour said of money It will prove but copper if it be pressed out from the teares of the people The same may be said of our offerings They are counterfeit for the most part and profit not if they be squeezed forth by some pressures upon the spirit It is a free-will offering that finds acceptance with the Lord. And this I added for three mightie Reasons 1. That we may not make Time of Eternitie and Eternitie of Time as was said before and explained 2. To awaken and quicken up our carelesse and dilatory spirits well to husband our opportunities while our
but the waters there-out followed them so the Parents pray That this water may ever follow the childe as a fresh spring still Ch. 1. sect 3. quickening washing refreshing untill the day of refreshing shall come This is their dutie now and this is all they can do beside the tending of it and this their dutie and their life must end together Now the childe lyes at the mothers breast or in the lap she is the nurse without question or so she should be though it is a resolved case that in some cases she cannot and in some she may not mercy must be regarded before this sacrifice But looke we still That mercy be not the pretence and ease the thing that is pleaded for that alters the case very much and will not prove a sufficient excuse wherewith to put off so bounden a dutie The * Aul. Gel. lib. 12. cap. 1. Macrob lib. 5. cap. 11. Erasm puerp Heathen have spoke enough to this point and more then all the Christians in the world can answer for the deserting and putting off unlesse in the cases before pointed at this so naturall and engaged a service At the mothers breast then we suppose the childe is and the eyes are open abroad it looks nothing delights it they shut againe as if it would tell the Parent what they should be now and it selfe hereafter both crucified to the world and the world to them 3. The childe is yet so little that here is little for the father to do yet All that is and it is no little worke is in his closet But besides that for it is the mothers worke too here is work for the mother enough It must be tended though it sleepe much more when it is awake And here is the observation It is hard to say which is more the mothers tendernesle or the childes frowardnesse and yet how they agree how they kisse one the other as if the parent were delighted with it It is an affection somewhat above nature implanted for the preservation of man so the Heathen could say by the God of mercy otherwise it might not be so for the more froward it is the more she tenders the little thing And it much encreaseth the childes score which he can never pay The Parent and the childe can never cut scores or strike tallies for they will never lye even 4. Infancy is a dreame we say The most part of it is Ch. 1. sect 4 5. spent in the cradle and at the breast the remainder in dressing and undressing Little can be said to it And yet something may be done even the first two yeers for the framing of the body as Nurses know best but something it is and the fashioning of the minde too and the younger it is with the better successe I have read of a great Conquerour yet not so great as that he could overcome his passions or an ill custome it is a second nature he learnt an unbeseeming gesture at the brest and shewed it on his throne If I remember his Nurse was blamed for it for she might have remedied it while the parts were tender Some-thing may be done also for the fashioning of the minde and preventing of evill It is much what they who are below Christians have spoken and practised this way which I passe over Note we The first tincture and dye hath a very great power beyond ordinary conceit or my expression And therefore observe well what they do who are about this childe not yet three yeers old and what the childe doth It may soone learne some evill and that evill may grow past helping quickly Looke to the eye and eare all goes indifferently in as well as at the Mouth and you shall smell the Caske presently just what the liquor was Keep the inward and hid-man as you should do the outward neat and free from contagion and corruption as young as it is it may receive a bad tincture and that entreth easily now which will not depart without difficultie 5. I have heard a childe sweare before he could creepe Qui jurat cumrepit quid noâ— adultus faciet Quin. Aug. Confess lib. cap. 7. hereupon the heathen man hath asked what will such an one do when it is grown up I have seene a childe threaten yet it could not strike and scratch before it could hurt and pale with anger it was Augustines observation because another did partake of its milke And this corruption which so soone will shew it self is strangely furthered by a foolish practise Give me a blow childe and I will beat what hath offended This teacheth revenge betime that daring and presumptuous sinne for it disthrones God and puts the law out of office I say that practise leades unto it as we might Chap. 1 sect 5 easily observe if we would observe any thing Many thinke that the Time is not yet it is yet too soone to be so watchfull over the childe But by this neglect and putting off we suffer matter of trouble to be prepared We neglect not a sparke because it is little but we consider how high it flies and how apt things about it are to take fire There is no greater wisedome said that great Scholler then well to Lord Verul Essayes 21. 125. Time the Beginnings and on sets of things Dangers are no more light if they once seeme light Our dutie is to looke to small things they leade to great Is custome no small matter said one who was short of a Christian Shorten the childe in its desires now specially if it be hasty and cry and will have it Then say some the childe must have it say I no but now it should not Shorten it here and the rather because it cryes if he have it give him it when it is still and quiet Correction rather when it cryes Let it not have its will by froward meanes Let it learne and finde that they are unprofitable and bootlesse A childe is all for the present but a Parents wisedome is to teach it to waite Much depends on it thereby a Parent may prevent eagernesse and shortnesse of spirit which else will grow up with the childe and prove a dangerous and tormenting evill We shall helpe this hereafter and soone enough say some Let the childe have its will now it is but a childe And be it so but that is the way to have a childe of it as long as it liveth As Sr. Thomas More said to his Lady after his manner wittily but truely They might as well say they will bend the childe hereafter when it is as stiffe as a stake though they neglect it at the present when it is as tender as a Sprig I will tell my observation I have knowne some children who might not be shortned least it should shorten their growth what they would have they should have for they were but children these have lived to shorten their Parents dayes and their own and to fill all with
carriage will win the love and draw the eyes of all unto us as a cleare Sun-shine upon a faire Diall where as a rough stout and boy sterous nature doth thrust out a rough and hasty hand against every man and will finde every mans hand as boisterous and rough against him but gentlenesse sinks into the heart and wins it makes the clearest Demonstration of a Gentle-man Others may assume the name but it is the Gentlemans right his whom gentlenesse calmenesse sweetnesse of carriage doth denominate There are other meanes to work and mould the spirit this way which I cannot thinke of but we must remember still that there is no way like this The looking up to the Lord the spreading this crookednesse and peremptory bent of nature before Him who onely can subdue it and set it straight But the Parent must do his part else God is lookt-up unto in vaine He must set the 21 chapter of Deut. before the childe there to reade the punishment of a stubborn childe He must informe him how unsociable a Nabal-like disposition is a 1. Sam. 25. 17. Latrant non loquuntur Cic. Brut. pag. 161. fol. Stridet non loquitur Cal. epist 339. Ch. 4 sect 3 How b 2. Sam. 23. 6 7. Vt spina ex quacunque parte conspexeris habet aculeos Sic servus Diaboli Chrysost in Matt. 7. Hom. 9. lat aut untractable such a person who is of the nature of a thorne But above all things the Parent must bid the childe behold how God raiseth valleys and takes down hills Represseth the presumptuous and giveth grace to the modest 3. Spare not the childe for his lye children are strangely addicted to it because they are children and understand not he is a childe though a man threescore yeers old that useth it It is the winding crooked course the very going of the serpent which goeth basely upon the belly and eats the dust There is no vice doth more uncover a man to the world and covers him with shame It out-faces God and shrinks from man and what can be more childish It unmans a man debasing his glory and making it his shame It makes a man most unlike God most like the Divell I know not how a Parent can dispose of a lying childe he is unfit for any societie We take more content with our Dog then with one whose language we understand not saith De Civit. lib. 18. cap. 7. Austin I adde And then with one whose words we cannot trust A Parent must labour hard for the rooting out of this evill He may tell the childe That God is truth And that He commands and loves the same in His creatures and in our converse one with another That He sees the secrets of mans heart and will bring every secret thing to judgement The Parent may shew the childe as on a theater Gods judgements on lyers how quick and sharpe God hath been against this abuse of the Tongue punishing it with Leprosie and sudden death And that He hath allotted to lyers a place without amongst Dogs because they have abased themselves Reve. 22. 15. below men c. But perhaps the rod is the onely thing which yet the childe feares and understands and let him feel it now for the preventing of this great evill but yet so handle the childe that it may not run further into the thicket and shift the more as he we spake of did into the house Thereby the childe will be the more hardened against the next time A childe hath no more wit but to think as too many old folk do That an evill is cured with an evill which as one ch 4. sect 4. saith is a most absurd conceit there being no remedie against Isid Pelus lib. 2. epist 145. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. Isid the evill of sinne this specially but confession and repentance Therefore handle the child with great discretion at this point And let the childe finde some profit in speaking the truth and incouragement that way that if possibly it may be prevailed with by gentle meanes Children that will not lie so He was their Saviour Isa 43. 8. A parent may hit on a better way then I can point unto him many waies he must try and I am confident nothing will more pose him then the way to take whereby to pluck downe the childes stomack and to fetch out his lye And yet in case he cannot do both specially the latter he will be posed as much how to dispose this childe for afterwards The Lord direct the Parent and blesse the childe 4. Suffer not the childe to be idle nor vainely imployed keepe him in exercise and in breath Accustome him to fitting and moderate labour in the morning of his life and of the day Labour is the pickle of vertue it keeps our faculties of body and soule sweet and fresh as the pickle keeps fish Labor muria virtutum or flesh Idlenesse and sloth like standing waters putrifies It is the very rust and canker of the soule The Divels cushion Hic motus aquas maris à putrefactione tuetur Magir. his very Tide-time of temptation wherein he carries with much ease the current of our corrupt affections to any cursed action The very houre of temptation wherein Satan joynes with our imaginations and sets them about his work to grinde his greese for the soul as a mill either grindes that which is put into it or else works upon it self our imagination is the soules first wheele ever turning and naturally it is evill continually and yet as that moveth so the other wheeles stirre we are ever weaving Spidâ—rs webbs or hatching Cockatrices Egs that is naturally we are alwayes imagining vanitie or mischiefe Therefore it is good and safe to finde the minde imployment and imployment to good purpose for an unimployed life like a Serving-man whose only worke is to hold a trencher and carry a cloake will prove a burden to it selfe or to the earth that supports and Ch. 4 sect 4 maintaineth it We must look to this betimes in children by giving them fitting worke and using them to some hardnesse else the inconveniences will not be small I have observed when a childe put forth to learne a Trade could not indure the toyle for every labour is a toyle to him whose chiefe work was to lye by the fire or in the street and field taking his pleasure so home he returnes to his pottage and bread and butter whence he had his growth and the worst part of his breeding This kinde of Culture will cause an infection which if it takes the childe now will not out of the bone hereafter it is the disease the sturdy beggar complained of but when he was searched for so he was it was found to be idlenesse Camerarius hath that pleasant Story so he calls it in his 16 Chap. and it may teach us so much in earnest That if we imploy not our children
thirsty spirit no clothes to keep me warm no house to harbour me c. for the earth is the Lords and the fulnesse thereof I may have from man my warrant here in earth that my house is mine and my land is mine and he is a thief and a robber that taketh it from me But all the men in the world cannot give me my possession before the living God but onely his Sonne Christ who is Heire of all Then that our lands may be our own our goods our own yea and our meat ours let us be Christs that in Him we may have the good assurance of all our substance Take not thy meat but as the gift of Christ who hath sanctified it unto thee nor any thing thou hast but with thanksgiving to Christ that hath sanctified it for thee †4. And the consideration hereof should be a meanes to lift up our hearts as well as our hands and eyes to Him that spreadeth our table prevents the snare feeds us with the finest wheat when others are fed with the bread of affliction and water of affliction or if our bread be course or not that but pulse instead of bread yet He can nourish by it and make the countenance z Dan. 1. ruddy whereas the more daintie fare may tend to leannesse So the parent must teach the childe not to eat with common hands or mouth that is not before the hands be lifted up and the mouth opened to Him Who opened His hand to the parent first before the parent could open his to the childe And now onely commands a blessing and gives the bread power to nourish making it a staffe of bread both to parent and childe which must minde the parent that it is not a childes work to blesse the table but according to the ancient custome the masters duty to pray for a blessing who should best understand that all things are sanctified by the word of God and prayer And so much to raise our hearts before we take our meat towards Him who onely commands a blessing upon our meat and strengtheneth with strength in our souls Psal 138. verse 3. 5. And now that we suppose we are set down to feel and taste how good the Lord is who hath so furnished our table we must consider well what is set before us else we are as he who puts a knife to his throat a Alioquin Trem. Prov 23. 2. Lege Clem. Alex. paed lib. 2 cap. 1. saith the wiseman What meaneth he by that If we do not moderate our selves in a sober temperate use of the Creatures as men not given to our appetites we do then turn that which was ordained to maintain life and to refresh the spirits the clean contrary way as a meanes to destroy life and to suppresse and damp the spirits which is a great provocation for thereby we fight against God with His own blessings and against our selves with our own weapons and so are as they who instead of putting their hands to their mouthes to feed them put both to their throat to cut it For by intemperance this way in meat and drink by feeding without fear we transgresse the set bounds b Chrysostomes observation touching the use of wine is very usefull for it telleth us the use of all the creatures given for our nourishment wine glads the heart there you have the use of it saith he gladding and refreshing is the very bound and lâ—mit set unto us in the use of the creatures if we transgresse that bound we abuse them 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Ad Rom. 15. Hom. 28. ω. and our heart thereby is made as heavy as a stone our spirits quite flat and dead whence the proverb is An intemperate man digs his grave with his fingers so that although life be within him yet his body is his prison and the grave of Gods mercies and his life serves him to little other purpose then to dishonour that God who hath provided so bountifully for him And this kinde of intemperance I mean this lifting up the heel in our full pasture and exalting the heart this unkinde requitall of the Lord puts man that reasonable creature one degree below the c 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. Tom. 5. de Lazâ—ro concio 1. unreasonable The ox the horse and the asse These saith the Father usefully when they are fed go on their way carrying their burdens and performing their service but man so overchargeth himself that his meat proves his burden if not this surfeit and makes him unfit to return any service but such as sheweth him to be a debter onely to the flesh which indeed we must nourish that it may be serviceable but further we owe it neither suit nor service Think then how ill we do requite the Lord when fed by Him we spurn against Him loaded with His mercies we load Him with our sinnes refreshed with His comforts we grieve His Spirit by a contrary and unsavorie walking Here then is a fit place and season to teach and learn abstinence one of those vertues so much commended and that may help much to the learning of the other patience so I invert the order d 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Epiâ—t Aul Gell lib. 17. cap. 19. He that hath gotten command over himself at his Table in moderating his appetite and can deny himself what his stomach eagerly craves will be able to command himself in great matters and bear hard things It is unseemly for a man the Lord over the creatures to be brought under the power of the creature and if he would not which is his wisdome he must consider as well what is expedient as what is lawfull e 1. Cor. 6. 12. And so he teacheth his childe by his own example as well as by precept and much better and now is his season for abstinence is best taught and learnt at the first and no where better then at our meat f Comeditur quantum ad famem bibitur quantum satis pudicis castis sunt omnia quasi comed rint biberint disciplinam Tert. in Apoll cap. â—9 It is Mr Perkinâ— g On Gal 5. 2â— p. 181. rule That man must deny his desires at the table he musâ— command himself there as one under his own power and not under the power of the creatures if he look to be able to deny goods good-namâ— wife children selfe and all All which must be parted with when they stand in competition with the truth else we lose our selves These are sweet bits indeed and he that cannot deny himself his sweet biâ—s at his table wtll very hardly h 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Mark 8. 34. deny himself in these If a man must needs swallow that bit bâ—câ—use it is sweet and that cup of wine because it is pleasant if he hath so farre lost the command over himself that this he must needs do when yet his stomach needs it not It is
very probable then that the same man will strain at the cup of sorrow as at a cup of trembling it will no more down with him by his will then will a Camel but if down it must it is because it must be so there is no remedie for God hath put the cup into his hand and he must drink thereof The lesson then is At our tables we must begin this deniall so we shall frame unto it the better in other things of greater importance We may note here that naturally we are very short spirited all for the present we are impatient of waiting soon tired there even almost before we begin though the Lord hath said The waiting of the meek shall not be forgotten And though the Lords manner is to make His children wait putting a long date to the performance of His promises when yet His deferring is no empty space for in that space much good is done even a fitting for the promise as while the seed lieth in the earth the time is not lost for the hard winter fitteth for the more hopefull Spring But I say so the Lords manner is to inure unto a patient waiting to stay as in the case of Lazarus k John 5. 6. and with those He most loveth two dayes longer when the extremity seems greatest so long as we may think with Martha that the season for help is quite past We may take notice how short our spirits are by that we reade of the two sisters but especially of the three disciples l Luke 24. 21. The third day was come and not fully over and yet but so long deferring their hopes weakened their trust And to day is the third day By them we may learn how short our spirits are and how impatient in waiting But the shortnesse and eagernesse of our spirits appeares in nothing more then in those things which presse upon the necessities of nature We see ordinarily the bread and the cup are put to the mouth before so much as a thought the quickest thing that is is conceived of Him who hath ordained both for our comforts And we may remember how hard it pressed upon Esau yea and upon the good old Prophet m 1. Kings 13. 15. who was easily seduced upon the mention of bread which sheweth us the eagernesse of our appetites and how peremptory the demands of an hungry stomack are which a man can no more rule then he can his tongue but He who restrained the ravenous lion from tearing the asse and the Carkeise mark it can restrain our eagernesse this way and give us the command of our selves for the better performing His command in cases extraordinary and in suffering great matters when He shall call us unto it I think now of the extremities which famine drives unto and they are scarce utterable by them that never felt them I think also how soon our very necessaries which we have riotously abused and carelessely cast at our feet may be taken from us But then I think withall that in these extremities wherewith Gods dearest children may be exercised and pressed they do so look up to Gods hand and so rest upon it that they certainly finde the same hand as gracious towards them in sustaining them as it was powerfull in holding the mouth of the lion in the forementioned case So as though the extremitie be great yet they do not put forth their hand to wickednesse not to such horrid and bloody dishes as we reade and heare that some in their extremities have done If God take away the meat He can take away the stomach also as the Martyr said or restrain the rage of it so as it shall not touch the carkeise or such unclean things But we cannot tell what delicate wanton persons may do in their straits nor how far our unmortified lusts may carry us If we are in no part crucified to the world and have the world in no sort crucified to us the extremitie may prove unsupportable want of necessaries will presse sore upon those who alwayes have lived at the full and fed themselves without feare and could never part with so much as any of their superfluities They who feed themselves like beasts saith Clem. Alex very likely will walk and do like beasts n 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 paed 2. 11. wants to such are more disrellishing then dead beer after the sweetest banket They that live in pleasure and lie at ease cannot endure a change o We are hardly brought to change from soft beds to hard boards Hist of the World 4. 2. 11. p. 158. And therefore as we expect the support of the Almighties Hand in our fainting time when we have nothing to support us from without we must look up humbly and thankfully to the same Hand now that we have plenty And we must accustome our selves now that our tables are spread to a sober temperate use of the creatures and to all fitting abstinence holding command over our spirits in His strength we are able to do it who over powered the lion that we be not brought under the power of the Creature The body hath some preparatives before a purge and when we would come out of a sweat kindely we cast off first one cloth then another so should we do in the ranknesse and sweat of our prosperity p Vitia longae pacis opulentae securitatis Salv. And now the time calls upon us famine and the extremities thereof we have q Chap. 4. § 14. read and heard of and what hath it taught us Our tables are as full of excesse as before and fuller of surfeit So the fool goes on and is punished he cannot lay things to heart but they that are wise do heare the voice of the rod and do fear before it walking humbly with the Lord They have got command over their spirits and are got from under the power of the Creature by denying themselves a little in this and a little in that Now in this lesser thing so making way for greater so as when the rod of their affliction shall bud out again which they expect nay when the Lord shall turn the former rod which wrought no reformation into a serpent so that it stings like a scorpion they may feel the smart thereof but the poyson thereof shall not be deadly And so much to teach us abstinence and to get command over our selves that we be not brought under the power of the creature which will help us much to possesse our souls in patience in the day of trouble They that have not learnt to wait are not fitted to receive the fruits from the r James 5. 7. earth or the accomplishment of the promise from heaven Now touching our children the lesson is this we must not give them alwayes when they aske nor so much as they would have let them feele sometimes the want of it and the biting of an hungry stomack It sweeteneth the
if we look downward upon the convex surface of the same for the curvature or bending thereof appeares not to the eye nor is it possible it should being but a foot or there abouts in fifteen miles yet something it is But the Globe representing the same which with the earth and sea makes but one tells us what the figure of the earth is so do the waters in compassing the same and the Sun or the Heavens rouling round about But more clearely the fabrick of the heavens declares the figure of the earth whose concave we behold and see it like an Arch or Furnace over us which plainly sheweth the Fornace flammeo same figure to be of the earth And that which is demonstrated in a little circle no part of the surface thereof is uppermost and lowermost in respect of it self but lyeth in a full aspect to heaven though it seemes otherwise to us who live on this side of the Globe as it doth likewise to them who are on the other side in the South Which also clearly concludes That there are e Antipodes though they tread not See Plin. nat Hist lib. 2. c 65. Aug. de Civit. Dei lib. 16. cap. 9. Lact. lib. 3. cap. 23. in a direct opposition to us which so posed the Ancients I meane a people for the word is improper who inhabite that other side of the Globe so clearly I say concludeth this truth and so universally that now to phrase it as one doth it scornes defence This is wonderfull to sense It is so and it must be granted to be so both to young and old for it leaves us all to wonder and no more It leaves us with our light in the darke Note it There is enough in the greatest portion of knowledge to humble us very low And enough in the least portion thereof for there is the greatest danger to puffe us up and make us swell so needfull it is to know the imperfection and shallownesse of our knowledge but more especially to know our selves to be but men And if we conceive so small a part of God here about the earth how little little is that we conceive of Him when we go higher If He be wonderfull in His foot-stoole thinke we and thinke seriously How glorious is He in His Throne This meditation should not be passed over untill it hath wrought us from wonderment to an holy trembling before Him and a godly feare There is one thing more touching the figure of the earth which offers it self and I cannot passe it by though it is very ordinary and familiar and the sense can make report thereof to the understanding It is this A circular or round figure cannot fill up that which hath corners there will be still an emptinesse It tells us this ordinary lesson That the earth and all the stuffe and lumber there cannot fill up the heart of man no more then wind or ashes can satisfie the hungry stomack We may weary out our selves and lay out our stock of time and parts about the encompassing of Capacem Dei non implet minus Deo Tu Deus diligenti Te quantum praecipis oslendes Te sussicis ei Aug. Cons 12. 15. some portion here below but it will not be a portion proportionable unto the nature of the soul it will not profit nor give satisfaction That very seale which made the impression will fill up and answer the same impression and no other for it It is only heaven and the great things thereof which give rest and peace which fills up the heart and makes it stable removed there-from the heart is like a needle shaken off from the pole starre in an unquiet trembling posture when it feeles it self like a Meteor tossed with every motion and still in doubtfull suspence f 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Luk. 12. 29. Behold then The heaven is before us and Christ in our nature hath opened the way thither and There appeares for us And thither-ward must the soul tend if it looks for rest The Lord Christ seemes to speake to every soul as Ioseph to his brethren g Gen. 45. 20. Regard not stuffe for the good of all the land of Egypt is yours Regard not the stuffe and baggage lumber here below ye are borne for higher things Behold the heavens Behold all the good in those spacious mansions is yours This meditation must be followed till it hath set us loose from our spirit of infirmitie bending us down-ward and hath wrought our affections off from things below and raised them upward where the treasure is which only satisfieth thereon to fasten even upon the Lord Christ as the portion to the soul every way proportionable And woe unto us if this meditation doth not work upon us even thus farre for how shall we answer our coveting an evill covetousnesse to our house our increasing that which is not ours h Hab. 26. 9. our heaping up riches or rather as one saith sins i 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. Isid Pelus lib. 2. ep 135. but all this while contemning the blessing our minding earth and earthly things wherein is such varietie of changes and neglecting house or kingdome rather which cannot be shaken How shall we answer this It is not possible saith the Father k 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Chrysost in Psal 4. w. to expect pardon for so great a neglect for our eager pursuit after and care about the earth and our neglect of heaven and of our right precious souls which live to all eternitie This will besaid of us if our care be so preposterous which was said of him l Isid Pel. lib. 2. ep 156. who had built him a sumptuous house which he enjoyed a short time but neglected the chiefe and principall thing which leades to those everlasting doores whereat the King of glory is entred in In the one he proclaimes his covetousnesse in that other his great neglect his extreame folly rather So much in way of resolution to the first enquiry What figure the earth hath and what use there-from 2. Whence its dependance or how born up It is Gods question So He demands of Iob m Job 38. 45. 6. Where wast thou when I layed the foundation of the earth who hath layed the measures thereof whereupon are the foundations fastned c. And as it was the Lords question so must it be His answer for there is not a man upon earth nor ever was clothed with sinfull flesh that can shew the Kings matter What then is the Lords answer If we know the Scriptures we know what it is for thus they say He hath founded the earth upon the Seas and established it upon the floods n Psal 24. 2. Vpon the seas and upon the floods what finite understanding saith the Father o Chrysost in Gen. Hom. 12. Neere the middle Ad Pop. Ant. Hom. 9. Lege Hom. primum S. Basil in Hex can understand or comprehend
should fix we should make the same use of the glory of the third heaven which is the Saints city and countrey where they shall be glorious and crowned with life and for ever with the Lord of life whose Majestie shall shine in perfect beauty before them the same use I say we should make hereof which the holy Apostle makes touching the dissolution of this out-court or firmament seeing we look for such an heaven wherein dwelleth righteousnesse what manner of persons h 2. Pet. 3. 11. ought we to be in all holy conversation and godlinesse Chrysostome maks a larger use of this contemplation and it is of use indeed His eyes were fixt upon that out-court beholding the excellent beauty thereof upon which contemplation thus he speaks and this the philosophy he gives If these parts of the heaven turned toward us are so bright and glorious what are those upward and inward parts How exceeding glorious that heaven of heavens i 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Ad illud coelum coeli etiam terrae nostrae coelum terra est Aug. Conf. l. 12. cap. 2. And yet as if this glory were not worth the seeking after we stand greedily k 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 gaping and catching at the shadow of things and let go great things of a durable substance So he goes on and that which follows is yet more notable When I think on the beauty clarity glory of this heaven I finde my thoughts can fetch a wide compas yet I have not a thought to measure this glory withall my thoughts are infinitely too short here but this effect I finde they cause not more wonderment then mourning In the thoughts hereof I must needs weep bitterly and my spirit must mourn within me l 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 For when I rise to that height I am presently as low again in the thought of my fall When I behold that Glory with the same eye I must reflect upon my miserie O from what excellent things are we fallen from what happinesse are we estranged m 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 I say well estranged for we carry our selves as strangers to that city of rest and happinesse We exceedingly busy our selves and unnecessarily in our Thorough fare as if there were our abiding and our place of rest and no countrey above no glory there Yet such a Glory it is as no tongue can expresse it no thought can reach unto it Tell not me now so the Father goes on of hell and what the damned feel there n 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. tell me of heaven if thou wilt move me and the exceeding glory there For I tell thee that the pain of sense as the learned call them the pain the body shall feel in hell will not be so keene sharpe and fretting though sharp and fretting they will be past all expression yet not so fretting as will be the pain of losse losse of heaven and the exceeding glory there This losse this will be most tormenting Thoughts thereof will sinke the soul into that pit like a stone or lead in the great waters This I say will be the fretting worm the tormenting thought what I have lost what happinesse I have falne from More tormenting it will be then the lowermost hell and the utmost wrath there o 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 And this thought will adde much to our torment For what a toy a trifle a thing of naught we have forfeited this exceeding weight of glory so small a thing it was that it will be justly said of us we despised our birth-right For this great deceiver be it Satan or our own heart deceivers both he gives us small things p 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a puffe of honour short pleasure transitory riches poore base emptie shrunken things he takes from us great things q 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 a weight of glory it contains all an exceeding excesse of glory it cannot be exprest but all this he takes from us He gives us dyrt he depriveth us of the pearle he presents us with a shadow he 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 robs us of the substance And here we are without excuse for hereof we cannot plead ignorance it being the daily voice of all the creatures under the Sun sounding lowder then the loudest trumpet r 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 That they are as grasse and the beautie of them as the fading flower vanitie or lighter then so if ought can be and such things are the very best this deceiver can give us but he takes away such things as we heard and as we must conceive them to be if we behold the out-court or pavement of that Holy of Holies This large use the Father makes upon this contemplation as we may better understand and more enlarge it if we peruse his 14 Homily upon the Epistle to the Romanes towards the end And so much in a generall way and view of the firmament and the great works of God there which He hath set out unto open view to shew us what is within and what manner of persons we ought to be who look to enter into that Holy place And withall which is the chiefest of all to stirre us up to presse towards the mark And forgetting things behinde in our earnest pursuite thither ward and expectation thereof to reach out as with necks-stretched forth after those high and great things such they are as the eye hath not seene nor the eare heard nor the heart can conceive But such they are unutterable and glorious which the righteous Lord will give to all that feare Him and waite for his appearance Onely shew we our selves men not children who for an apple will part with a pearle and thinke they have no losse by that exchange So much to the contemplation of the firmament of His power the height and glory thereof I descend now unto that creature which the Lord hath divided unto all nations and with which our sense is more acqâ—ainted but deceives our sense exceedingly for though it discover unto us things below yet it locks up with the clearnesse of its light and lustre the things above Our eye if we marke it will discerne much higher in a cleare night then it can in the clearest day In the night we see as high above the Sun as the Sun is above us but in the day we have no cleare discerning of any thing that is above the Sun because of the clearnesse of that mightie Body which dazleth the eye if we look upon it and puts it out if we stand and gaze And thus the heathen did and so that light darkened u Leg. Clem. Alex ad Gentes pag. 31. them that they could not rise to a glory above the creature but where they terminated their sight their they terminated their worship Therein like the countreyman who looking for the King at his Court thinks that he must need be the King who first
towards our feet and see what our foundation is then certainly our plumes our high thoughts would fall flat down I remember how Pliny instructs the great men of the earth by occasion of a childe smothered in the wombe with the snuffe of a candle And thou saith he who art so proud because thy bloud is fresh in thy veines and thy bones full of marrow thou that art so puffed up because of some fulnesse or some great estate falne to thee may'st purchase thy death at as low a rate as that childe or lower a ray son stone may choake thee as it hath some others so may a haire in the milke He therefore weigheth his life in a right ballance who truly considereth how fraile he is so he concludeth a little chapter with a great lesson k Plin. Na◠hist lib. 7. cap. 7 se cap. 50. It is a common Theame yet worthy to be insisted upon for if we did know our selves to be but men we should have wiser and sadder thoughts Therefore it is good to reade our selves Our vile body and the foundation it stands on speaks out plainly that fall it will we know not how soon I knew a man saith l Aug. de Civil 22. 22. St. Austine and one of a strong constitution too his legge slipt and with that slip a joynt out of place so it laid him on the ground and could not be cured till he was laid underneath Sitting in a chayre saith the same Father is a safe posture but we know who fell out thence and brake his neck as we remember one did out of his bed that retyring and refreshing place The case was extraordinary for he was full of yeares and as full of sorrows And the news of the Arke weighed lowest But it tells us the ordinary lesson That death may meet us when and where we lesse look for it A m Judges 3. 20. Summer parlour seemes a safe place for repast and quiet And a brothers feast n 2 Sam. 23. hath no shew of danger And yet the hand of justice hath met with the sinner at both these places which tells us That He who hath his breath in his nostrils should not be proud for there is spare enough and in all places at all times and by the unlikeliest meanes to let it forth I remember a proud Conquerour demands in a bragge what he should feare o Victor timere quid potest quòd non timet Sen. Agam. Act. 4. And it was answer'd in a breath That which he feared not which he found true for soone after that he least suspected damp'd his spirits and quite put them out What I feare not and thinke not off is likely soonest to fall upon me As he is likelier to spoyle me in my house which he hath mark'd out in the day time Then that person whom I am warned of before my doore and whom my eye is upon Oh That silly man should lift up himselfe in a windy conceit of that which is not who before the next morning may be laid upon his sick bed and in a readinesse for the grave what is our life a vapour saith Saint Iames A p Jam. 4. 14. wind saith another Not q M. Aurel. Ant. p. 14. one constant wind neither but every moment of an houre let out and suck't in again like the Dove in the Arke out and in in and out and then never returnes againe Doe not our eyes behold how God every day overtaketh the wicked in their journeys how suddenly they pop downe into the pit how Gods judgements for their times come so swiftly upon them that they have not the leisure to cry Alas How their life is cut off like a threed in a moment how they passe like a shadow how they opened their mouthes to speake and God tooke them even in the midst of a vain or idle word And dare we for all this talke so big and lift up our selves in the midst of so great and so many ruines Now the Lord teach us to know of how senselesse and heavy mettall we are made and yet how easily blowne up with a little wind They are Mr. Hookers words in his 2. Sermon upon Iude page 547. But rather then our hearts should be lifted up against God we should pray unto God That He would put us in feare that we might know and know in good earnest q Vehementissimè agnoscaut Trem. Psal 9. 20. that we are but men wormes of the earth dust and ashes poore fraile corruptible creatures All is contained in this word Men one may be a learned man another a wise man a third a strong man a fourth an honourable man If learning puffe him up the consideration that he is a man may abase his proud lookes If wisdome make him proud so true wisdome never doth If he consider well he is a man it will humble him If strength make him thinke of himselfe above what is meet let him know himselfe to be a man he will thinke of himselfe as he is and he will remember that God was his rock and the high God his Redeemer If honours lift him high serious thoughts that he is a man will lay him low but a man like the first letter of a patent or limmed booke which though it hath large flourishes yet it is but a letter r Advinc p. 36. There is a pretty fable or fiction call it what we will so we observe the lesson which the morall yeelds us Alexander they say had a little-stone which being put into the ballance would weigh down things of very great weight but if dust were cast upon the stone then very light matters would weigh down it What doth this teach said Alexander to his wise Clarkes The lesson is plaine answered they This stone signifies The great Alexanders Emperours Princes Potentates of the world who while they are as they are though no bigger then other poore men yet they out weigh a thousand of them but when they must dye and dust is put upon them then one poore man weigheth more upon the ballance then they For a living Dog is better then a dead Lion ſ Eccles 9. 4. A great lesson it is to know our selves to be but men In our very best estate upon earth but vanitie †9. Is it thy own righteousnesse that is so lovely and doth so sparkle in thy eye Is it that which like the mornning dew or the Sun beames on the mud-wall so glareth Yes that is it God shall strike thee thou whited wall what because the Sun doth daine to cast his beames upon thee gloryest thou as if thou wert the father of those beames t Perinde ac si paries radium se purturire dicat Cal. Insti lib. 3. cap. 12. ω. sect ult thou did'st produce them Boast on but all such boasting is vaine glory in these sparkles of a false light but this is thy judgement from the Lord Thou shalt lie
good and perfect gift so this comes down from above God gives it and to such He gives it it is Avila's m Spir. ep pag. 201. note Who digge deep in their own dung taking up and rumating upon their faults and frailties amongst those poverties and miseries is this pretious jewell to be found for prying narrowly thereinto a man shall see cause enough not onely to be humbled but even confounded And then he that before could not live with any body no nor with himself in peace can now live with all the world keeping the unitie of the Spirit in that bond for he hath learned mercy and judgement and to walk humbly with his God And this humble walking is the very note and character of a good and holy man It was the mark whereby the Anchorite n Beda lib. 2. c. 2. reade our Jewell 3. Art pag. 186. would have his couhtreymen judge of Augustine Englands supposed saint If saith the Anchorite he be gentle and lowly of heart he carrieth the yoke of the Lord and offereth to you to carry the same But if he be disdainfull and proud so they found him then it is certain he is not of God you need not regard him Such a distinguishing qualitie Humilitie is O then be clothed with humilitie let it come within thee as water and like oyl into thy bones it will soften and mollifie thee It will make thee fruitfull like a garden watered from the clouds It will beautifie the whole outward man setting it and keeping it in good frame and order The eye will be low thy speech soft meek and gracious thy gate comly thy whole deportment as befitteth a Christian exalting the dignitie of that Name as pride doth folly for certain it is as was pointed at before The more true grace comes into the heart the more as it is in the filling of vessels the aierie and windie conceits go out The higher indeed and in truth the lower in our own appearance the viler in our own eyes and yet we are content to be more vile that God may be the more glorified The Trees of righteousnesse are just like that tree we reade of whose root was just so much beneath the earth as the top * was in height above it The higher they grow up to perfection the deeper they take root downward in * Virgil. A En. 6. The higher in vertues the more lowly in minde c. Isid Pelusit lib. 2. ep 151. humilitie considering they have nothing of their own but sinne and it were foolish and impious to be proud thereof I conclude this with that of the Wise man * Prov. 16. 19. Better it is to be of an humble spirit then to divide the spoile with the proud Better indeed for with such an on the high and lostie on doth dwell o Esay 57. 15. 1. 2. 66. So little for it is little which man can say or do to the plucking up this root of bitternesse which so defileth and the planting in the contrary grace that root of holinesse which so beautifyeth Chap. 4 § 2 and adorneth §. 2. Our darling sinne The next sinne which we should be armed against I cannot presently name that belongs to every one 's owne heart to do for I meane that sinne which every man may more properly call his iniquitie p Psal 18. 23. not but that every sinne is properly ours and we must own it except that which the divell doth cast in and that we make ours also if we give it lodging or suffer our hearts to brood upon it as an hen upon eggs every sinne I say is ours for we have within us the root of all But this is ours more peculiarly our heart is more endeared unto it it is its beloved sinne and darling corruption as hardly parted with as a right eye or arme such mastery it hath in the soule so it besets our nature and so hotly chargeth the same And then most likely it is that sinne which one calls The great q Hist of the World B. 2. chap. 4 sect 13. pag. 239. Enchantresse of mankinde he means sensuall pleasure for the most are bewitched with it how have the strong falne by it It is that which makes the wise become fooles Nay it is folly in the Abstract r Gen. 34. 7. 2 Sam. 13. 13 folly in Israel and as one of the fooles in Israel So we reade where we read of one that would drink the poyson of this Sorceresses cup which being first presented infatuates a man unlesse the watch within be the stronger and gives him not so much time as to thinke Å¿ Omnis acics quasi vigilia cogitationis obruitur Aug. de civ 14. 16. what do I and so having put out the light of a man which is his reason and understanding like some murtherers I have read of she kills with embracings t Amplexu strangulant Philâ—tae Sen. ep See Hist of the World B. 5. chap. 4. sect 10. pag. 532. or if not so but so it is she sends forth man that lordly creature to feed on husks among swine such emptie things or to give it the fayrest interpretation she sends forth man a wise and discerning creature when he is himselfe to gather u Ibid. 2. Book 4. 6. garlands in the May game of the world whose flowers wither while he doth discourse of their colour or is in gathering them It is likely could we take but so much time as to aske what do I what is the bait I am now swallowing That quiet and peace I am now forfeiting what is the shame I am now drawing on me we would resist and thrust it from us with as much earnestnesse as Paul did shake the viper from his hand and as we would a spider creeping up our breast But she deales with man as Delilah with Sampson shee closeth his eyes first then weakneth him or rather as the Philistines afterwards they pluck out his eyes and then they put him to the Mill. Were it not That just so pleasure did first quite stupifie the judgement and put reason out of office so taking away our crown putting out our candle it were not possible that a reasonable creature sad and serious in other things should give his x 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Pâ—â—t de educat life for his pleasure his part in Paradise for his present satisfaction in Paris yet so we read some have spoken so we know some have done y 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Hom. Hym. in Vâ—â— p. 423. for pleasure is deceitfull it promiseth faire but deceiveth or changeth our wayes Every sinne except one The a Hist of the World 2. B. 4. 13. p. 239. taking of Gods Name in vaine And yet nothing more common though it hath no profit to allure unlesse the hate of good men and Gods curse be accounted an advantage nor pleasure to intice for it
themselves and their desires shall be made subject to an higher Law of reason and true judgement They shall not rule but be ruled and commanded The summe of what hath been said may be thus gathered and put together Pleasure is a great Enchantresse at the first encounter she charmes our senses therefore we must be the more prepar'd against her first we must avoid all occasions they are the becks of pleasure and panders for lusts especiaby we must avoid idlenesse it is pleasures pillow the houre of temptation the devils tide time An unemployed life is a burden to it self and vexation It is like the Dead sea or a raging sea raging rather We must make a covenant with our eyes they are also caterers for lusts and watch our fancy finding it work suitable to so noble a faculty We must remember That the Father of Spirits hath communion with our spirits if after Him kept pure and holy like a room perfumed and prepared for such an entertainment But if unclean then like that house which was empty swept f Matt. 12. â—4 and garnished for that spirit who is most unclean though he commit no corporall uncleannesse And this our uncleannes which so debaseth man that noble Creature happeneth by the sicknesse of the fancy The way to cure it is to go to our judgement for counsell before we suffer our thoughts to passe from the imagination to the affection This is the summe I adde we all hunt after pleasure and strive after peace we would finde rest to our souls and satisfaction therein This is naturall to us though nature can never hit on the right way that leads thereunto If we follow the bent and bias of nature we shall seek the living among the dead But now tread we the paths of holinesse of righteousnesse they are the wayes of pleasantnesse all those paths peace g Prov. 3. Certainly were the beauty of holinesse discovered unto us in any measure our affections would be strong towards it we should mount up with wings of Eagles h we should 1. Esay 40. 3. run after it and not be weary we should walk and not faint The straitnesse and wearinesse we finde in these wayes is caused through our indisposition and unto wardnesse to those wayes through our want of giving all diligence * 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. Eurip. Orest 23. A vain conceit to think of doing great things with little pains 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 It is the conclusion of all that are truely wise That those great and insuperable difficulties that we usually pretend to meet with in the way that leads unto vertue and godlinesse are rather vain pretences want of heart sloth and lithernesse as St. Chrysostome in many places specially in his i 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Chrysost Ibid. 19. Hom. to the people of Antioch that is meere want of courage and resolution then difficulties really hard and insuperable We see saith he what your wonder-workers can do what strange feats They will run upon the ground like a wheel circularly They will run up and down a rope with as much steadinesse as another in Ad Pop. Ant. H. 19. plain ground They will cast up swords like Tennis-balls and catch them again with the like ease yet stranger things he tells of and all attained unto by diligence and custome provoked by a little gain What then saith the same Father can we think the way or practise of vertue and holinesse more difficult and the end of that way to have lesse gain and peace overcome we the stubbornnesse of our Will gain that winde up our selves to a resolution i we cannot by our own strength choose we the wayes of holinesse give we all diligence to Chap. 4 § 3 walk in those paths then we are assured custome will make our paths easie and pleasant and at the end we shall have peace The conclusion then is Awake thy soul give all diligence and with the same diligence keep thy heart for out of it are the issues of life Ponder the path of thy feet and let all thy wayes be established k Prov. 4. 23. and 26. §. 3. Profit 3. The other great Enchantresse of Mankinde so I finde them coupled in the forementioned place l Hist of the World lin 2. chap. 4. § 13. p. 239. is profit A restlesse desire of getting still more when though all the world were gotten it could never satisfie nor make a man say It is enough It jades a man and tires his spirits out in an eager pursuit of that wherewith he can no more fill himself then a coffer with knowledge and a bag with grace m You must not account that the chief riches which you can put in a purse Clem. Alex. paed 3. 7. p. 173. And yet he layeth out his pretious stock of time and parts in his eager pursuit this way which is as if a man should furnish forth a chamber in a Through-fare where he is to stay but a night and neglect to provide himself of a Mansion in the citie where he is for ever to dwell This is our folly the chain of darknesse over our heart That spirit of infirmity with which we are bowed down so as we will weary our selves in the wayes of vanitie though we finde our selves hungry and faint as the beast under their idols and as the Smith working them with the strength of his arm or if we think our selves filled it is as with the East-winde or ashes instead of bread when we awake for now the deceitfulnesse of riches hath closed the eye we shall be hungry And it is not possible to be otherwise for the heart turned from the Creatour to the Creature must needs be empty there being a vanitie upon it And being removed from the onely and eternall Good it must needs be like the needle shaken off from the pole-starre in an unquiet trembling condition Like a meteor still in agitation and doubtfull suspense n 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Luke 12 29. The way then to fill the heart and to quiet it is to point it heaven-ward where is Rest and Satisfaction And this consideration may help to cure us of this spirit of infirmity which clings us together that we cannot look up to wit that God hath summed up all our happinesse in Himself as the drops in the Ocean All our streams of comfort come from that Sea and must return again thither If we have Him we have all if we want Him we have nothing Here our comforts lie strangling and divided some in this thing and some in that we go to the coffer for some and to the table for other some and yet we are not satisfied but in Christ these comforts are united if we have Him we have all But God we cannot have nor is it possible to feel how sweet he is while we feel a sweetnesse and satisfaction in the Creature and are feasting thereon It was a
We may allude here to what we reade spoken of the Leviathan r Job 41. 21. An angry-mans breath kindleth coales and a flame goeth out of his mouth But if God meekens the spirit if He humbles the heart all this fire will be quenched or if not so yet so kept in this fire shall be that no burning lamps no sparks shall leap out I meane nothing shall be done or spoken which may kindle wrath but much yeelding there will be much forbearing in the spirit of meeknesse as we learne by the example of Abraham who yeelds unto the younger rather then difference shall arise And the true sonne of a gracious father will yeeld not to Abimelech only but to the Heardsmen of Gerar though the place shall carry a memoriall of the contention there and injury done Chrysost Ibid. to Iacob there the taking from him that which God and nature makes common yet rather then there shall be any contention Isaac yeelds and accepts of an apologie or defence afterwards though never a word thereof true And this is meeknesse and patience indeed mildly to yeeld not to superiours only against whom perhaps we cannot stirre and be safe but to yeeld to inferiours such we would have disdained as Iob saith ſ Chap. 30. 1. to have set with the dogs of our flocke This is a point of a meeke spirit indeed And this is a spirit of Gods own framing even His to whom these two things do of right belong To subdue iniquitie and pardon sinne Marke it The Lord He it is who subdueth every distemper of the soul which vexeth there and pardons all the iniquity t Micah 7. 18 19. there from casting it as into the bottome of the Sea therefore to Him we must seeke I conclude with the wise mans lessons u Prov. 16. 23. 24. Verse 32. The heart of the wise teacheth his mouth and addeth learning to his lips Pleasant words are as an honey-combe sweet to the soule and health to the bones He that is slow to anger is better then the mightie and he that ruleth his spirit then he that taketh a citie I know That before I came off from this point I should have spoken more concerning the tongue and the government thereof But the subject is so large and so largely Chap. 4 § 5 handled That we cannot say a little of it It is me thinks observeable That he who wrote a booke thereof was a whole yeare so himselfe saith bethinking Drexelius himselfe what to call his booke which if I remember he was ten yeares in composing At the length he intituled his booke Phaeton and we know what is faigned of him as we do know what was the originall of that fiction But the Title fits very well and the Spirit gives good warrant to it For the tongue is a fire a world of iniquitie x Jam. 3. 6. it defileth the whole body and setteth on fire the course of nature and is set on fire of hell Great cause to look unto it to guard it well as nature teacheth us with all our care But he that can master his passion and this master passion can master his tongue also that is supposed For the tongue as we heard is but angers first weapon And if we can binde the strong-man we can spoile him of his weapons that 's out of question for it is first done I will say but this then for I have spoken to it before in the first part It is the wisdome of a man to see himselfe speake That is well first to observe the way his tongue is travelling in That he may be sure and certaine that the way is safe Remembring still what was said too That a man hath falne more 1. Part. dangerously by his tongue then he hath by his foot § 5. Of Censure I would charm the tongue here before I leave it but so it is hard for man to do nay impossible yet I will lesson it in point of Censure Which is a bold libertie the tongue takes as if it had a a K. I. Daemonolog lib. 3. cap. 1. patent for prating or had received another edict that all the world should be taxed The lessons are these 1. Take no evidence from heare-say It is the greatest liar in the world Report will fully the whitest name upon earth and when it hath done and you would finde the authour you cannot he walks as undiscerneable as if he had his head in the clouds b Caput inter nubila condit vide Scal. Poet. lib. 5. cap. 3. pag. 524. Report nothing upon bare report especially nothing touching any ones good-name which the purer it is like a white ball the more fullied with tossing 2. Where thou wantest certaintie judge charitably the best and leave that thou canst not know to the Searcher of hearts Indeed sometimes a mans out-side actions words gestures do make an easie and plain Commentary upon the heart we may expound the heart by them There is a speaking with the feet and a teaching with the c Prov. 6. 13. 14. fingers The organ or instrument of speech is the tongue What can the feet speak What can the fingers teach why the feet can speak and the fingers can teach what is in the heart Their commentary is so plain that a man may reade frowardnesse is there But now when a mans actions his meaning and intent are of as doubtfull construction as some old Characters worn out and decayed Take we heed now that we reade them not according to our sense unlesse it be most agreeable to charitie It is a good rule d Ampliandi sunt favores We must shew all the favour that may be We must stretch out charities mantle as wide as we can that is as wide as heaven is wide saith e 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in Acta Apost 21. Hom. 44. ω. Chrysostome and we must note it We are bound to give the fairest and most candid interpretations of actions and meaning as possible may be It is Mr Perkins rule and but the rule of charitie Be as tender of a mans meaning as with his eye so of his actions as perhaps he did not so as it is suggested if he did it then not with a minde to do me hurt or if with that purpose then by some temptation which might have carried my self too and upon a worse evil Still deale tenderly we should with our brothers Name with his Conscience with his meaning as tender of all this we must be as we are of our eye or of a glasse of Chrystall 3. Speak well of the dead or nothing at all It is for such to trouble them that are at rest who are of his generation who did pursue his brother with the sword and did cast off all pitie and his anger did tear perpetually and kept his wrath for ever f Amos 1. 11. Mark well how sadly and confidently Job speakes touching the
A sorrow to repentance is not a work of a day or two the hanging down the head like a bulrush for a day or an houre as the custome is Where there is a breaking the bands of our yoke there is a making to go upright z Levit. 26. 13. a constant walking with God as those that have now communion and fellowship with the Father and the Sonne And though this godly sorrow is more secret in the heart and there the work also of a true penitent is most in the well ordering thereof and in watching over the issues there-from yet is it not altogether undiscernable to the outward sense for as Mr. Dearing a Heb. 2. 11. noteth well There is no affection in us according to to the flesh but if it be great it will appeare in its work much more this which is of the Spirit of God If thou be sorrowfull it will make thy face sad b Deprendas animi tormenta latentis in aegro Corpore Juven Salyr 9. if joy be within it maketh thy countenance merry if thou have a flattering heart all the members of thy body will streight serve so vile a thing if hatred be within thee thy body will shew it forth in all manner of cursed doing and there is nothing that can possesse the minde but it leadeth the members in obedience of it How much more if the Spirit of God have replenished our mindes with these affections of godly sorrow and spirituall joy And so much to the first requisite 2. The second is Faith the hand of the soul which the Lord createth and strengthneth to lay hold on eternall life by Iesus Christ In the Sacrament of the Lords Supper we see a full Redemption wrought and a full price paid in His body broken and bloud poured forth In the bread and wine he that Qui dividit perdit devides destroyes the Sacrament we have a full and compleat nourishment all that the soul can desire But now as the mouth is opened so are we filled As the heart is enlarged so do we receive If the mouth be shut and the principle of life be wanting no matter what dainties are set before us or what put in Therefore we must consider our Interest in the Covenant and whether we can lay hold on a promise for life reconciliation and peace For the bloud of Christ and His Body serve not for the nourishment of any in whom they have not been as the seed of regeneration both in pardon of sin and change of the heart in which conversion standeth we must remember Sacraments convert none but strengthen the converted To the fainting spirit they are meanes to convey power they encrease strength c Isa 40. 29. The Sacraments are as the breasts of the Church from which the living childe doth suck and is satisfied with consolations from which the thirsty soul doth milke out and is delighted with the abundance of her glory d Isa 66. But it is the living childe that draweth comfort here and the instrument by which he draweth is Faith which is Gods gift as is Repentance He gives both So then we must examine how provided we come hither else we come to a well of living water but having nothing to draw or we are like a vessell cast into the Ocean which hath no mouth or if any it is stopt The outward man can do its part it discerneth tasteth digesteth the outward signes But now what inward principle hath my inward man and what help hath it from all this in the beholding tasting enjoying the spirituall part Christ and the influence of His Grace issuing therefrom This is all the Question and point to be examined what Faith I have whose work is the same about the spirituall part as is the work of the outward man about the outward And yet had we all Faith I mean justifying faith we could not receive all that is offered here and though we have a weake faith if true we shall receive sufficient Our hearts as one noteth cannot comprehend all the wisdome of God in the wind that bloweth Mr. Dearing Ibid. how He raiseth it up or maketh it fall again how can we understand this wisdome of our uniting unto Iesus Christ only this we true members can say God hath given us faith in which we may believe it and out of which such joy shineth in our mindes as crucifieth the world unto us how farre our reason is from seeing it it skilleth not it is sufficient if we can beleeve it We beleeve in the Lord our God yet we know not what is his countenance we beleeve and apprehend by hope His glory yet neither eye can see it nor eare can heare it We beleeve and see immortalitie yet our heart cannot comprehend the heighth the breadth the length the depth We beleeve the resurrection of the dead yet we cannot understand such excellent wisdome how life is renewed in the dispersed and scattered bones and ashes We beleeve our Saviour Christ is man and we have seen Him and felt Him yet how He was man born of a virgin all men in the world have no wisdome to declare Even so we beleeve that our Saviour Christ and we be one He of us and we of Him He the head we the body really substantially truly joyned together not by joynts and sinewes but by His spirit of which we have all received And this unitie I cannot conceive nor utter till I know God even as He is and His holy spirit which hath wrought this blessing But yet though thus secret and undiscernable this work of faith is we may take some evidence of the life and operation thereof by those things that our understanding part doth here in matters below and of another and much inferiour nature As thus My minde by the velocitie and speed of my apprehension can be many miles off upon the naming of the things I love Then surely my heart is dull and slow and wants the principle of a new creature if by so lively representations of the Lord Iesus Christ under these signes to nourish and cheere me if I cannot Eagle-like flye up to heaven unto Him and on that carcasse fasten and fixe my faith thence to draw strength and refreshing The soul can presently be one with that it delights in be it profit be it pleasure and it should much convince and ashame us of our flatnesse herein a matter of such concernment And in case we finde no such working then to withdraw our foot being Tremenda mysteria now approaching towards those high and awfull mysteries For if our hearts can open towards the earth and unite with things there but are flat and heavy towards Heaven no working that way where the Treasure is the Lord of Glory then surely we are no fit guests for this table For certain it is That whensoever our soul shall feele its union with God in Christ all things below will seeme
base unto it the soul cannot unite with them nor be servant unto them use them she may but she enjoyes God her union there parts unrivets and divorceth her from base unions and fellowships with things below And so much to the second Grace required in the Receiver 3. The third is Love Love to God who loved us first and gave His Sonne that we might not perish Love to to Christ who so dearely bought us a Love as strong as Death which stirres up all the powers of the Body and Soul to love Him again so as we can thinke nothing too much or too hard to do or suffer for Him who hath so abounded towards us The History of His passion is more largely set down then is the History of His Nativitie Resurrection or Ascension and for this reason it is That all the circumstances thereof are so largely set down That our hearts should be enlarged after Christ That we should have largenesse of affection to Him and these steeped as it were in His bloud and crucified to His crosse and buried in His grave And as Love to Him so love to our Brother for His sake * Amicum in Christo inimicum propter Christum It cannot be doubted of in Him that tastes of this Love Feast he partakes of that there which is the cement that sodders and joynes us together e Sanguis Christi coagâ—lum Christianorum as the graines in one Loafe or as the stones in an Arch one staying up another or to speake in the Scriptures expression as members of one Body nay which is yet neerer as members one of another we partake in one house at one table of one bread here is a neere Communion and that calls for as neere an union so the Apostle reasons 1 Cor. 10. 16 17. One God one Christ See Chrysost on the 1 Cor. Hom. 1. one Spirit one Baptisme one Supper one Faith And all this to make us one That we may keep the unitie of the Spirit in the bond of peace f Eph. 4 3. But above all The Sacrament of the Supper is ordained for Love But our love to our enemies our shewing the kindnesse of the Lord g 2 Sam. 9. 3. first part p. 71. that is returning good for evill This blessing them who curse us this is all the difficultie and the doubt And hard it is to corrupt nature I remember Salvian saith He that thinks he prayeth for his enemy may be much mistaken he speaks he doth not pray h Si pro adversario orare se cogit loquitur non precatur lib. 2. pag. 70. And yet it is much to consider how farre a common and naturall light hath lead some here in this straight way of forgiving an enemy He was an implacable brother who said let me not live if I be not revenged of my brother The other brother answered And let not me live if I be not reconciled to my brother i Plut. de Fralorno amore And they were brothers too betwixt whom we read never any other contention was but who should dye for the other k Mart. lib. 1. ep 37. So strong a naturall affection hath been and so able to endure wrongs and to right them with good which is our rule and contrary to former customes l Isid Pelus lib. 3. epist 126. 1 Cor 4. 12. 13. Lege Chrys ad Pop. Ant. tract Hom. 9. ω. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Plus de Frat. Am. wins the Crown or garland Grace is stronger then Nature it rivets and joynes men together like twin-members eyes hands and feet or like twigs on the same root or stalke which stick alwayes together But especially if we suppose two persons communicating together at the Table of the Lord we must needs grant that in this Communion they see that which will reconcile implacablenesse it self for there they see a free offer of grace and peace not onely to an enemie once but to enmitie it self an infinite debt cancell'd a transgressour from the wombe an infinite transgressour since yet accepted to mercy This will beget again a love to God and to the most implacable enemy for Gods sake thoughts of this will swallow up the greatest injuries If our thoughts be upon the Ten thousand talents we cannot possibly think of requiring the hundred pence this Chrysostome m Vol. 5. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. Lege Chrysost in cap. 8. ad Rom. Hom. 14. p. 206. presseth very fully and usefully in his first sermon upon that parable or debtor We must remember alwayes that much love will follow as an effect from the cause where many sinnes are forgiven n Luke 7. 47. Matth. 18. 33. We cannot but think on the equitie of this speech and how inexcusable it must leave an implacable man I forgave thee all thy debt shouldest not thou also have had compassion on thy fellow servants The summe is and our rule I must love my friend in Christ and my enemie for Christ Catechismes are large here and helps many and it is hard to meet with new meditations on so old a subject handled so fully and usefully by many but His good spirit leade thee by the hand who leades unto all truth It remains onely that I give some satisfaction to a question or two these they are But how if I finde not these graces Repentance faith charitie to be in me how then May I go to this Table or go I as a worthy Communicant A weighty Question this of high and universall concernment For he or she that eats and drinks unworthily are guilty of the Body and Bloud of the Lord o 1. Cor. 11. 27. The guilt of bloud lieth upon them Now the Lord ever puts a price upon bloud even upon the bloud of beasts upon the bloud of man much more upoÌ„ that bloud that was shed for man how great a price being the bloud of God and the price of souls So then we must be well advised what we do For if we spill mans bloud as God forbid we should for bloud cries yet if we would we have another bloud to cry unto which cries for mercy but if we spill this Bloud and tread it under foot what then whither then shall we flie for mercy when with our own hands we have plucked down our Sanctuary We spill we cast away our right pretious medicine We must then be well advised what we do and be humbled very low for what we have done even to girding with sackcloth and wallowing in dust p Jer. 6. 26. For who is he that may not say even in this case Deliver me from bloud guiltinesse O Lord the God of my salvation q Psal 51. And blessed be God even the God of our salvation that we can in His Name go to bloud for pardon of this crimson sinne even the spilling of His Bloud for so three thousand did before us r Acts 2. And written
his memorie more stuffed with sensuall notion his affections will become more rebellious his thoughts more earthly his heart more hardened his conscience more seared And so much considering the season that gray hairs are mingled with the black no time for delay now when before it be long there shall be no more time We must account that the long suffering of the Lord is salvation t 2. Pet. 3. 15. And let the conclusion hereof be an earnest prayer to the God of all grace that as His promise was unto His Church to u Joel 2. 25. restore the yeares that the locusts had eaten the Cankerworm and the Caterpiller So he would restore unto us the yeares which the ignorance of childehood the vanities of youth the negligence of age have consumed There is another period of this age the burden whereof is labour and sorrow Barzillai lived to those yeares full fourescore and what saith he I 2. Sam. 19. cannot taste what I eat or what I drink a question in the sacred tongue is a strong affirmation I heare not the voice of singing wherefore then should thy servant be yet a burden how long have I to live a question we should often put to our selves which would answer all solicitations from the world and flesh and put them to silence how long have I to live That is how very short is the remnant of my mortalitie yet a very little while y 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Heb. 10. 37. and I must hence what should I think of now but of my death and of my grave what are pleasures or earthly contentments unto me so feelingly spoke that old man The many decayes infirmities that accompany this age are fully set down by the preacher Eccles 12. Amongst those many one expression there is very full and significant as our English renders it verse 5. The grashopper shall be a burden In the Originall the words imply no more but the curvature of the back which with men of such yeares stands bent like a Grashopper and that makes an old mans gate the more burdensome The words may imply also according to the common construction that every thing even the lightest to an old man is burdensome If he creep up to his bed and down from it though to repaire his decayes yet even this is burdensome even delights to others to him are tiresome he takes no delight in the Grashopper nay it is a burden that is saith Tremellius that pleasant season of the yeer when we heare the Grashopper yeelds no pleasure to him none at all he hath quite lost his taste and relish now in those things which to others are pleasurable c. And yet if the grave meet us not in our way hitherto as commonly it doth before we come so farre and prevent our expectation it is larger in nothing then in the issue of this age and in the account we hope to give up at that time This is our greet folly For how bad stewards soever we have been of our fore past time yet at this time we hope to lay our reckonings even and so to give up our account with joy Though we have turned from God all our dayes yet we have a sure and certain hope in our conceit that we shall turn unto Him and He will turn unto us at this time when indeed we are not able to turn our selves upon our bed And naturally for it is but Nature seeking its own preservation naturally I say and usually men do make fair offers essayes and promises this way at such a time as this when they see themselves dropping into the grave But we must note as one before us and for our use z B. Andrews on Psal 78. verse 34. that this time is the time when all Hypocrites Atheists tag and rag come in and seek Him For who is it that will not look out for a dwelling when he sees his old house dropping down upon his head Who will not cry out for mercy mercy when he seeth the doore shutting upon him and if he speaks not now he must hold his peace for ever Who will not desire that earnestly to live for ever with the Lord now that he sees he must die So true it is that this is the time when all even the worst of all do seek unto God and will turn unto Him But we must note also that this is not our time nor is it the time when God usually opens unto us 1. It is not our time to seek when we are not in case to seek any thing else It is not our time to turn to Him when we are not able to turne our selves in our bed not our time to rise earely to seek Him so we must if in an ordinary way we look to finde Him when we are not able to rise at all not our time to enquire after Him when breath faileth us and we are not able to speake three words together What ever our words are and how pious soever whatever offers we make towards heaven it will be suspected to be slavish and extorted for feare of the Pale horse and that which follows It is not to be doubted but at such a pinch as this something we would say and something we would do which might do our selves good But what or how can we do to purpose when our strength is gone our spirits spent our senses appaled the shadow of death upon our eyes This time is not our time 2. Nor is it Gods time to heare In the Law the Lord forbad that torne flesh should be offered unto Him it was allotted for the dogs a Exod. 22. 31. Mal. 1. v. 13. But such a like sacrifice are our prayers and our praises at such a time as this as torne flesh broken divided and interrupted they must needs be when our heart within us is as Lead and our sighes beat as thick as a swift pulse The Lord ever refused the torne blind and the lame for a sacrifice It was not beseeming our Governour b Mal. 1. v. 8. a man like our selves In case to Him it was offered he would not accept of the same much lesse will God accept our torn divided sacrifice our refuse our Lees or dregs bottome dotage That which was dogs meat that which our selves and friends are weary of We had a male in our flock that is we had strength of body and minde and then of that best or male we should have offered unto the Lord But now that our best or male is spent now that we have cast away our precious stock of time and parts upon the service of sinne and Satan how can we now thinke that our torne blinde and lame sacrifice can be accepted how can we think the Lord will accept a corrupt thing against which He hath denounced a curse c Mal. 1. 14. It is not the Lords time He heareth not those persons who d Prov. 28. 9.
but it is beyond expression and this is the portion of them that feare Him not nor in their season and Day of Visitation call upon His Name even this is their Portion from the Lord saith the Lord Almightie But there is a sweet peace in Death to all such as painfully serve the Lord in life they are the words of him who relateth the last words of that excellent servant of the Lord Mr. Dearing And they were these It is not to begin for a moment but to continue in the A comfortable death ever followes a conscionable life Dr. Ayeries Lectur p. 715. feare of God all our dayes for in the twinckling of an eye we shall be taken away dally not with the Word of God blessed are they that use their tongues so every other faculty well while they have it So he spake lying upon his Death bed neare the time of His dissolution and having spoken somewhat touching His Hope and Crowne of rejoycing He fell asleepe This instructs us in this high point of Wisdome more then once pointed at before but can never be sufficiently pressed till it be thoroughly learnt which is to make use of the ptesent Time to know the Day of our visitation o Iob 22. 21. to acquaint our selves now with the Lord to number our Dayes God only teacheth the heart that Arithmeticke that is to consider how short how transitory how full of trouble our dayes are And yet such though they are but as a span yet thereon dependeth Eternity The thought whereof might stirre up to the well improovement of them The Hebrewes have a proverbe which they deliver in way of Counsaile Good friend remember to repent one Day before thy Death By one Day they meant the present Time the Day of Salvation So the words tend but to this to perswade to a wise and Christian improovement of that which is our Time the present There is no mans Will but when he comes to that point he bequeatheth his Soule to God But let him see to it that hee set his house in order while there was a fit season that Hee committed His Soule to God when He had perfect memory and strength of minde and well understood what He did which in time of distresse a man doth not q Few men pinched with the Messengers of Death have a dâ—sposing memory saith a great sage of the Law the L. Coke in his tenth epistle where he adviseth to set our house in order while we are in perfect health weighty counsell every way else all is in vaine for we know all is voyde if the Will be forced or if the minde and understanding part be wanting and out of frame The Lord will be as strict in examining our Will upon this point as man is what strength there was of understanding what freedome of Will And therefore the sure and certaine way is to evidence our Will in our health by double diligence as by two sure witnesses else the Lord may answer us as Iepthah to the Elders of Gilead r Iudg. 11. 7. Thou despisest me all thy life why committest thou thy Soule unto mee now in thy distresse at thy Death It is not to begin for a moment but a continuance in the feare of God all our dayes It is not to use our tongue well at the point of death but to use it well while we have it and strength to use it We must not think to leap from Earth to Heaven not think at the point of Death to live for ever with the Lord when all our life time we cared not to be made conformable to Christ in His Death We cannot thinke to Raigne with Christ who when we were living men did not Crucifie one Lust for His sake We cannot think to Rest with Him for ever in Glory who never sanctifyed one Sabbath to Him on Earth We cannot think to shine after Death as the Sunne in his strength yea to be like Him who never tooke paines to purifie our hearts nor to rub off the sully and filth of a vaine Conversation We cannot look for pleasures at Gods Right Hand forevermore who in our life and strength preferred a vaine perishing and now a tormenting pleasure before them But great peace have they that keep thy Law and nothing shall offend them Psal 119. verse 165. Great peace have they in death who painfully served God in life Their hope shall not make them ashamed for they commit their spirit into His hand Who hath redeemed them the Lord God of Truth they go to Him whose salvation their eyes have seen and whose they are and whom they served What can dismay them now can death can the grave No they are both swallowed up in victory They put death on the one side and immortalitie on the other worms on the one side and Angells on the other rottennesse on the one side and Christ Iesus on the other and now they are bold and love rather to remove out of the body and to dwell with the Lord Christ with Him together with the Father and the Holy Ghost to have continuall fellowship and everlasting communion Such honour have all the Saints Death is no other thing to them now then as the flame to the Angell Å¿ Judges 13. 20. for thereby though clean contrary to the nature thereof they ascend to their everlasting mansions there to see the good of His chosen to rejoyce in the gladnesse of His Nation and glory in His inheritance There to take possession of that crown of Righteousnesse which the Lord the Righteous Iudge shall give them at that day when with all the Patriarchs t Patriarcharum consortium Prophetarum societatem Apostolorum germanitatem Martyrum dignitatem c. Calv. Ad eccles cath lib. 2. p. 398. Prophets Apostles all the Antipasses those faithfull witnesses not yet made perfect u 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. Chrysost in ep ad Heb. cap. 11. hom 28. α. they shall be made perfect There to make up that tribute of praise wherein while they lived on earth they were wanting bearing part for ever in that heavenly quire saying Blessing and glory and wisdome and thanksgiving and honour and power and might be unto our God for ever and ever Amen Revel 7. 12. Thus my deare Children I thought it meet while I was in this tabernacle to stirre up your mindes by putting you in remembrance knowing that I and you must put off this walking tabernacle we must lay down this piece of breathing clay I know my self must before long and we all know not how soon and the good Lord grant that ye may be able after my departure to have these things alwayes x 1. Pet. 1. 13. in remembrance It is my charge unto you my last will look unto it and be acquainted with it for it is agreeable to Gods will My hearts desire concerning you is that ye would acquaint your selves with God for that is the