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or_o that_o it_o will_v not_o be_v profitable_a unto_o thou_o why_o shall_v thou_o envy_v another_o those_o thing_n he_o possess_v without_o thy_o loss_n or_o hurt_n when_o as_o if_o he_o have_v they_o not_o thou_o will_v not_o have_v they_o be_v it_o not_o a_o property_n of_o the_o devil_n when_o thou_o be_v by_o the_o just_a judgement_n of_o god_n under_o any_o misery_n or_o trouble_v to_o wish_v that_o other_o be_v miserable_a also_o last_o consider_v what_o good_a envy_n do_v most_o certain_o thou_o can_v not_o by_o it_o transfer_v thy_o neighbour_n good_n unto_o thyself_o thou_o hurte_v thyself_o only_o whilst_o thou_o break_v thy_o heart_n with_o vexation_n and_o languish_v thou_o be_v only_o thy_o own_o tormentor_n and_o executioner_n after_o all_o the_o most_o present_a remedy_n for_o envy_n be_v to_o be_v humble_a to_o avoid_v pride_n and_o covetousness_n from_o whence_o envy_n general_o proceed_v for_o whoever_o live_v content_v with_o his_o own_o condition_n never_o envy_v the_o honour_n and_o riches_n of_o other_o men._n and_o to_o name_v no_o more_o the_o christian_n ought_v to_o fortify_v his_o mind_n against_o anger_n enmity_n and_o hatred_n slander_v and_o false_a accusation_n by_o consider_v that_o all_o the_o while_n a_o man_n be_v out_o of_o charity_n with_o his_o neighbour_n so_o long_o he_o be_v unacceptable_a to_o god_n insomuch_o that_o such_o a_o one_o under_o the_o old_a testament_n can_v offer_v no_o sacrifice_n to_o god_n and_o under_o the_o new_a can_v say_v that_o prayer_n which_o our_o lord_n have_v teach_v we_o for_o thus_o our_o saviour_n admonish_v we_o 24._o mat._n 5.23_o 24._o if_o thou_o bring_v thy_o gift_n to_o the_o altar_n and_o there_o remember_v that_o thy_o brother_n have_v aught_o against_o thou_o leave_v there_o thy_o gift_n and_o go_v thy_o way_n first_o be_v reconcile_v to_o thy_o brother_n and_o then_o come_v and_o offer_v thy_o gift_n and_o in_o the_o lord_n prayer_n we_o pray_v 6.12_o mat._n 6.12_o forgive_v we_o 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