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that_o my_o sin_n sin_n great_a as_o they_o be_v be_v not_o only_o pardonable_a but_o already_o pardon_v in_o christ_n his_o belove_a &_o my_o soul_n best_o belove_v on_o he_o i_o fix_v the_o eye_n of_o my_o soul_n in_o faith_n from_o his_o virtue_n i_o receive_v the_o most_o salutarie_a oil_n of_o grace_n whereby_o i_o be_o cure_v of_o all_o my_o death_n bring_v disease_n and_o from_o who_o and_o by_o who_o i_o have_v taste_v such_o a_o heavenly_a antidote_n that_o hereafter_o none_o of_o satan_n poisonous_a confection_n shall_v re-inuenime_a my_o spiritual_a part_n he_o may_v take_v and_o tread_v on_o my_o heel_n but_o i_o shall_v trample_v on_o his_o head_n through_o the_o power_n of_o that_o great_a conqueror_n and_o therefore_o christian._n though_o his_o principal_a and_o chief_a champion_n death_n take_v i_o and_o bind_v i_o hand_n and_o foot_n i_o shall_v break_v his_o cord_n as_o easy_o as_o samson_n do_v his_o if_o he_o cast_v 14_o i_o bind_v into_o the_o grave_n cover_v i_o with_o dust_n and_o fill_v my_o mouth_n with_o clay_n shut_v my_o eye_n bereave_v i_o of_o my_o sense_n and_o send_v i_o into_o utter_a oblivion_n out_o of_o the_o sight_n of_o all_o my_o natural_a friend_n i_o shall_v rise_v &_o come_v 27._o forth_o again_o i_o shall_v see_v again_o even_o with_o these_o eye_n and_o in_o despite_n of_o all_o his_o despite_n receive_v a_o far_o great_a strength_n they_o death_n can_v bereave_v i_o of_o here_o &_o be_o assure_v that_o neither_o death_n nor_o the_o grave_n shall_v retain_v i_o under_o their_o power_n for_o ever_o but_o as_o there_o body_n be_v a_o sow_a time_n of_o body_n in_o the_o earth_n so_o shall_v there_o come_v a_o reap_v of_o they_o when_o they_o shall_v be_v carry_v into_o the_o garner_n of_o everlasting_a glory_n therefore_o i_o do_v not_o only_o not_o fear_v this_o death_n this_o body_n dissolution_n but_o desire_v it_o rather_o when_o it_o shall_v please_v he_o that_o give_v i_o my_o life_n to_o take_v it_o again_o for_o i_o be_o not_o ignorant_a that_o it_o be_v but_o lend_v i_o at_o the_o first_o as_o a_o us._n pledge_n of_o a_o better_a life_n after_o this_o death_n and_o therefore_o shall_v i_o most_o willing_o restore_v it_o when_o it_o shall_v be_v require_v christ_n my_o saviour_n be_v once_o among_o the_o dead_a but_o his_o death_n be_v my_o life_n as_o to_o life_n all_o also_o that_o believe_v by_o his_o death_n he_o conquer_v death_n and_o by_o his_o rise_n again_o make_v way_n for_o i_o and_o they_o also_o to_o ascend_v where_o he_o be_v ascend_v namely_o into_o the_o high_a heaven_n into_o the_o bosom_n of_o his_o father_n and_o my_o father_n and_o their_o father_n and_o there_o remain_v in_o our_o flesh_n glorify_v hold_v the_o possession_n of_o that_o heavenly_a kingdom_n in_o the_o name_n of_o and_o for_o all_o his_o member_n shall_v i_o then_o or_o need_v i_o to_o be_v afraid_a to_o lay_v down_o this_o my_o mortal_a body_n also_o among_o the_o dead_a for_o a_o time_n my_o saviour_n lie_v 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care_n and_o fear_v and_o grief_n and_o envy_n and_o cross_n and_o sin_n bless_a 13_o be_v they_o that_o die_v in_o the_o lord_n for_o they_o rest_v from_o their_o labour_n and_o all_o inconvenience_n it_o be_v not_o so_o with_o all_o such_o as_o die_v not_o so_o with_o they_o that_o die_v but_o not_o in_o christ_n who_o labour_n do_v then_o but_o begin_v what_o then_o be_v death_n but_o sleep_n a_o sleep_n out_o of_o which_o i_o know_v i_o shall_v awake_v again_o in_o the_o most_o glorious_a morning_n 44._o of_o the_o most_o joyful_a appear_v of_o my_o redeemer_n in_o the_o cloud_n this_o death_n than_o carry_v deed_n a_o name_n far_o more_o fearful_a and_o more_o terrible_a then_o indeed_o it_o be_v rather_o to_o be_v desire_v and_o willing_o to_o be_v embrace_v then_o to_o be_v fear_v or_o flee_v from_o especial_o of_o they_o that_o true_o understand_v the_o benefit_n it_o bring_v and_o the_o discommodity_n that_o accompany_v man_n in_o this_o life_n especial_o live_v after_o the_o flesh_n and_o not_o after_o the_o spirit_n 5._o as_o there_o be_v a_o natural_a and_o a_o spiritual_a death_n so_o be_v here_o there_o a_o spiritual_a life_n and_o a_o carnal_a life_n and_o that_o in_o this_o pilgrimage_n or_o passage_n from_o birth_n to_o burial_n the_o first_o can_v be_v proper_o call_v a_o natural_a but_o a_o spiritual_a life_n though_o it_o partake_v of_o both_o the_o bondwoman_n and_o her_o seed_n must_v awhile_o remain_v with_o the_o freewoman_n and_o her_o son_n the_o earthly_a body_n and_o the_o corruption_n thereof_o with_o the_o heavenly_a soul_n though_o the_o fleshly_a part_n be_v here_o maintain_v by_o natural_a
mean_n as_o by_o the_o air_n wherein_o i_o breathe_v and_o move_v and_o by_o food_n which_o nourish_v blood_n the_o vital_a spirit_n and_o outward_a member_n visible_a to_o man_n yet_o in_o the_o same_o house_n of_o clay_n there_o be_v a_o spiritual_a and_o a_o invisible_a life_n which_o be_v nourish_v in_o a_o more_o divine_a manner_n not_o by_o bread_n that_o perish_v but_o by_o the_o word_n of_o god_n which_o work_v faith_n the_o life_n of_o the_o soul_n which_o feed_v on_o thing_n that_o be_v above_o and_o not_o on_o thing_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o therefore_o do_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n for_o instruction_n lay_v down_o before_o the_o son_n of_o man_n the_o fruit_n 21._o both_o of_o the_o one_o and_o of_o the_o other_o of_o the_o flesh_n and_o of_o the_o spirit_n which_o be_v contrary_a one_o to_o the_o other_o to_o show_v what_o bitter_a fivit_n proceed_v of_o the_o flesh_n to_o move_v man_n to_o fly_v they_o and_o the_o sweet_a fruit_n of_o the_o spirit_n to_o allure_v we_o to_o follow_v they_o the_o fruit_n of_o the_o flesh_n 20._o say_v saint_n paul_n be_v manifest_a mean_v indeed_o too_o common_a which_o be_v adultery_n flesh_n fornication_n uncleanness_n wantonness_n idolatry_n witchcraft_n hatred_n debate_n emulation_n wrath_n contention_n sedition_n heresy_n envy_n murder_n drunkenness_n gluttony_n and_o such_o like_a affirm_v also_o that_o they_o that_o do_v such_o thing_n shall_v not_o inherit_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n a_o fearful_a conclusion_n against_o those_o only_a that_o with_o delight_n commit_v they_o for_o that_o they_o be_v so_o contrary_a to_o the_o law_n of_o the_o spirit_n which_o produce_v love_n joy_n peace_n long_o suffer_v spirit_n gentleness_n goodness_n faith_n meekness_n temperance_n against_o such_o there_o be_v no_o law_n but_o here_o arise_v and_o i_o do_v apprehend_v a_o fearful_a fallacy_n to_o lie_v hide_v in_o the_o performance_n of_o these_o spiritual_a work_n for_o as_o i_o may_v flatter_v myself_o to_o be_v 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in_o sickness_n the_o prayer_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n i_o wait_v on_o thou_o my_o soul_n keep_v silence_n unto_o thou_o for_o of_o thou_o come_v my_o salvation_n therefore_o do_v i_o submit_v myself_o unto_o thy_o will_n give_v thou_o thanks_n for_o thy_o patience_n towards_o i_o in_o jesus_n christ_n nor_o thou_o have_v show_v thyself_o towards_o i_o slow_a to_o wrath_n and_o full_a of_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n increase_v ever_o more_o and_o more_o thy_o grace_n towards_o i_o that_o in_o this_o my_o pilgrimage_n towards_o my_o grave_n i_o may_v possess_v my_o soul_n in_o patience_n wait_v thy_o good_a time_n for_o my_o delivery_n for_o here_o where_o i_o now_o dwell_v i_o neither_o hear_v nor_o see_v taste_n nor_o touch_v any_o true_o comfortable_a thing_n only_o thy_o word_n be_v my_o spiritual_a consolation_n and_o the_o hope_n of_o future_a glory_n my_o joy_n and_o be_v i_o not_o feed_v with_o the_o hope_n of_o a_o better_a life_n by_o death_n i_o be_v of_o all_o man_n most_o miserable_a for_o nature_n can_v not_o with_o patience_n bear_v the_o burden_n of_o this_o miserable_a life_n be_v so_o full_o of_o all_o infirmity_n both_o of_o body_n and_o mind_n so_o fraught_v with_o sin_n of_o all_o sort_n and_o accompany_v with_o so_o many_o and_o sundry_a cross_n and_o final_o subject_a to_o thy_o severe_a judgement_n but_o thy_o favour_n and_o thy_o love_n and_o thy_o patience_n towards_o i_o worh_v in_o i_o patience_n know_v that_o the_o time_n be_v come_v and_o at_o hand_n wherein_o i_o shall_v be_v free_v from_o this_o mortal_a and_o miserable_a to_o enjoy_v a_o life_n immortal_a and_o glorious_a o_o confirm_v therefore_o &_o increase_v the_o patience_n attendance_n and_o attention_n which_o thou_o have_v begin_v in_o i_o that_o after_o i_o have_v here_o do_v thy_o will_n i_o may_v receive_v the_o promise_n wherein_o thou_o have_v assure_v i_o that_o the_o patient_a abide_n of_o the_o righteous_a shall_v be_v gladness_n thou_o be_v a_o god_n of_o mercy_n and_o bless_v be_v they_o that_o wait_v for_o thou_o grant_v therefore_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v be_v find_v blameless_a in_o the_o day_n of_o my_o distation_n and_o that_o i_o may_v here_o walk_v worthy_a of_o thou_o through_o christ_n be_v strengthen_v with_o all_o might_n through_o thy_o glorious_a power_n to_o all_o patience_n and_o long_a suffering_n with_o joyfulness_n amen_n lord_n increase_v my_o faith_n medit._fw-la viii_o of_o repentance_n and_o merit_n no_o man_n be_v he_o never_o so_o holy_a be_v free_a from_o sin_n and_o therefore_o never_o free_a from_o occasion_n to_o move_v he_o to_o repentance_n and_o i_o acknowledge_v that_o repentance_n patience_n watchfulness_n attendance_n and_o attention_n be_v of_o no_o force_n unless_o faith_n be_v the_o ground_n of_o every_o of_o they_o for_o it_o suffice_v i_o not_o to_o be_v sorry_a for_o my_o sin_n as_o it_o seem_v judas_n and_o kain_n be_v un_o less_o by_o faith_n i_o can_v feel_v &_o assure_v myself_o that_o my_o sin_n be_v also_o pardon_v as_o neither_o of_o they_o do_v for_o it_o be_v the_o free_a gift_n of_o god_n which_o god_n vouchsafe_v not_o to_o they_o neither_o be_v it_o sufficient_a for_o i_o to_o watch_v with_o patience_n or_o to_o attend_v the_o bring_v forth_o of_o outward_a oftentive_a and_o vainglorious_a work_n but_o i_o must_v feel_v in_o myself_o the_o infallible_a token_n of_o my_o effectual_a call_n and_o engraft_v into_o christ_n through_o faith_n before_o i_o can_v bring_v forth_o work_v worthy_a amendment_n of_o life_n which_o be_v true_a repentance_n some_o token_n of_o my_o effectual_a call_n i_o feâ—le_v in_o myself_o for_o i_o desire_v to_o do_v good_a yet_o even_o then_o be_v evil_a present_a with_o i_o i_o delight_v in_o the_o law_n of_o god_n as_o concerue_v 23._o the_o inner_a man_n namely_o as_o i_o be_o regenerate_v but_o i_o see_v another_o law_n in_o my_o member_n rebel_a against_o the_o law_n of_o my_o mind_n and_o lend_v i_o captive_a unto_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n which_o be_v in_o my_o member_n so_o that_o i_o can_v 19_o do_v the_o good_a i_o will_v do_v but_o the_o evil_n which_o i_o will_v not_o do_v that_o i_o do_v shall_v i_o then_o think_v that_o because_o i_o feel_v not_o the_o sign_n of_o my_o call_n in_o perfection_n and_o because_o i_o be_o not_o free_a from_o all_o touch_n of_o infirmity_n and_o sin_n in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n that_o therefore_o i_o have_v no_o repentance_n god_n forbid_v for_o to_o persuade_v myself_o that_o i_o have_v no_o sin_n be_v to_o deify_v myself_o and_o to_o make_v i_o equal_a with_o christ_n as_o do_v those_o that_o be_v faith_v from_o yet_o by_o their_o work_n of_o merit_n and_o of_o supererogation_n presume_v to_o affirm_v that_o they_o can_v bring_v not_o only_a themselves_o but_o other_o to_o salvation_n blasphemy_n who_o arrogate_v merit_n stink_v before_o god_n make_v the_o death_n of_o christ_n of_o none_o effect_n the_o high_a blasphemy_n that_o mortal_a man_n can_v spew_v out_o against_o the_o trinity_n for_o hereby_o be_v the_o most_o unsearchable_a love_n of_o god_n the_o father_n in_o send_v his_o son_n make_v vain_a and_o fruitless_a the_o obedience_n of_o christ_n to_o his_o father_n will_n make_v needless_a and_o his_o death_n causeless_a and_o the_o work_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n who_o give_v faith_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o they_o that_o shall_v be_v save_v exclude_v and_o the_o corrupt_a heart_n of_o miserable_a man_n wherein_o by_o nature_n be_v nothing_o but_o sin_n the_o dregs_n whereof_o will_v remain_v even_o in_o the_o regenerate_a man_n during_o this_o mortal_a life_n exalt_v above_o the_o merit_n of_o christ._n which_o blasphemy_n be_v far_o from_o i_o he_o that_o can_v merit_v his_o repentance_n own_o salvation_n need_v no_o repentance_n which_o i_o disclay_v i_o and_o cleave_v only_o and_o alone_o to_o the_o merit_n of_o christ_n my_o saviour_n in_o who_o my_o repentance_n imperfect_a be_v repute_v true_a repentance_n howsoever_o the_o â—ing_n of_o sin_n remain_v in_o i_o yet_o without_o mortal_a venom_n only_o to_o keep_v i_o ever_o in_o mind_n of_o my_o imperfection_n for_o when_o sinful_a motion_n arise_v in_o i_o i_o can_v but_o acknowledge_v in_o myself_o corruption_n which_o can_v but_o humble_v i_o before_o god_n and_o occasion_n i_o to_o pray_v for_o the_o spirit_n of_o repentance_n and_o that_o god_n will_v deliver_v i_o from_o this_o body_n of_o sin_n a_o prayer_n for_o true_a repentance_n and_o a_o reform_a life_n the_o prayer_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n i_o come_v here_o into_o thy_o presence_n fearful_a to_o look_v up_o to_o heaven_n where_o thou_o sit_v from_o whence_o thou_o behold_v all_o my_o way_n and_o observe_v all_o my_o action_n in_o earth_n curse_a and_o evil_a and_o wherein_o i_o have_v too_o too_o long_o wallow_v myself_o and_o as_o it_o be_v bathe_v myself_o in_o the_o blood_n of_o my_o own_o soul_n which_o i_o have_v diverse_o wound_v through_o my_o sin_n seldom_o or_o never_o call_v myself_o to_o a_o account_n what_o i_o have_v do_v but_o rest_v secure_a have_v follow_v vanity_n upon_o vanity_n heap_v â—â—â—ne_v upon_o sin_n as_o if_o there_o be_v neither_o pleasure_n nor_o profit_n but_o in_o a_o carnal_a course_n of_o life_n o_o touch_v my_o heart_n with_o a_o true_a sorrow_n for_o every_o idle_a thought_n of_o my_o heart_n for_o every_o vain_a word_n of_o my_o mouth_n and_o for_o every_o act_n that_o i_o have_v commit_v against_o thy_o sacred_a majesty_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o call_v to_o mind_v my_o sin_n of_o all_o sort_n of_o all_o season_n and_o of_o all_o place_n howsoever_o or_o wheresoever_o i_o have_v do_v and_o commit_v they_o that_o they_o appear_v unto_o i_o in_o their_o ugly_a likeness_n i_o may_v true_o loath_a they_o hate_n and_o abhor_v they_o and_o unfeigned_o repent_v they_o while_o ihane_a time_n and_o while_o thy_o mercy_n may_v be_v find_v for_o in_o death_n there_o be_v no_o remembrance_n of_o thou_o and_o in_o the_o grave_n who_o shall_v praise_v thou_o 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