c. that being wearied and laden they may run to him to be eased Math. 11.28 which otherwaies they would not do No man can come unto me unlesse the Father draw him Secondly that for time to come they may stand in owe and sin not Psal 4.4 that the feare of God may be before their eies that they sinne not Exo. 20 20. that they may be the more plyable to all duties of obedience and that being thus meek and lowly they may take the Yoake that Christ prescribes them Math. 11.29 and try then if ever thou hast found such a change as this if ever thou hast trembled at Gods word if ever thou didst apprehend the Lord in his justice didst feare his anger against thy sinnes if ever thou wast pricked in thy heart by the threatnings of the word Acts 2.37 and if all these have wrought such a Impression in thy soul that still thou findest that twofold effect before spoken of to wit that for thy by-past sinnes thy heart flies for a refuge and seekes to Christ Heb. 6.16 that he is savoury unto thee and then that still thou findest the fear and aw of God in thy heart Jer. 32.40 that thou fearest alwaies and hast a respect to all Gods Commandements Psa 119.6 and judgest of thy self accordingly II. The Second great change that is wrought in a man by this work of humiliation is by reason of his being convinced and having discovered unto him his own sinfulnesse and corruptions as also his manifold wants great unrighteousnesse for whereas before this work of humiliation sometimes he had a great conceit of his freedome from sin at least in any great measure the waies of a man seemes good in his owne eyes untill his iniquity be found to be hatefull I thanke God I am not like this Publican O but when this work of humiliation comes that a mans sinfulnesse be discovered unto him he sees afar other sight thinks farre otherwaies feeles farre other things nothing but sin and corruption raging in him sinne revives and taking occasion by the Commandement works in him all manner of concupiscence Ro 7.8 9. he being now stirred up the dregs of his corruptions work abundantly so that instead of thinking that he is not like such a man he thinks that for sinfulnesse and strength and number of corruptions there is none like unto him and that he is the chief of sinners so likewise in regard of his wants and gracelesnesse and unrighteousnesse there is the very like change for wheras before he thought well of his owne righteousnesse both of the righteousnesse of his person that he had all sorts of inward graces faith repentance the love and fear of God and that he was rich and increased in all things and had need of nothing Rev. 3.17 as also well of the righteousnesse of his actions insomuch that although with the Pharisee perhaps he did not glory in them in his praying hearing fasting c. nor perhaps with the Papist did think to merit by them yet neverthelesse with the Hypocrite he did rest upon the outward worke and was satisfied therewith and regarded not the manner of his doings the waies of a man seem good in his own eyes but the Lord ponders the heart now he sees a quite contrary sight nothing but wants that he is poore miserable naked for inward graces Rev 3.17 and that for outward practices all his righteousnesse is as a menstruous clout Isa 30. now this work of humiliation or this part of the work is also for notable good ends to wit 1 to drive and chase a man out of himself to put him out of conceit with himself to make him deny himself that so he go not about which naturally all are prone unto to establish his own righteousnesse Rom. 10.3 And he who attains once to this work and part of humiliation may be assured that he shall never be Arminian Papist or Pelagian never stand for free-will or merit A second end of this part of the work of humiliation is that hereby the whole glory of mans salvation may be given unto the Lord that all boasting may be excluded and he that glories may glory in the Lord Rom. 3.27 Not unto us not unto us O Lord but to thy Name be the glory Psal 115.1 Not for your sakes be it known unto you O house of Israel for ye are a stiffe-necked and a rebellious people but for his Names sake 3. That Christ may be further cleaved and clinged unto and that nor onely for justification but also for sanctification for the sight of a mans own sinfulnesse makes him flie to the sufferings and intercession of Christ the sight of his own unrighteousnesse how all is but as a menstruous cloth makes him flie to and to prise the righteousnesse which is through faith Gal. 5. the sight of his corruptions and spirituall diseases chases him to the Physitian The whole needs not the Physitian but they that are sick Matth. 9.12 the sight of his wants makes him flie to the fulnesse of Christs grace to receive of that fountain and fulnesse Joh. 1.16 the sight and sense of his spirituall weaknesse makes him flie to Christ for grace Without me ye can do nothing Joh. 15.5 I am able to do all things through Christ that strengthens me Phil. 4.13 Fourthly and lastly that the Spirit of God the holy Ghost may be the more made use of and fled unto for it is by him that 1. our sinfull natures must be renewed Vnlesse a man be born again by the Spirit he cannot enter into the kingdom of God Joh. 3.3 2. It is by him that we must mortifie our corruptions and the deeds of the flesh Rom. 8.13 3. It is by him that all grace must be shed abroad in our hearts and souls Rom. â— 3 4. It is by him that we must be strengthened in the inward man for all duties of obedience yea that must lead us and guide us in all the wayes of God Ephe. 3 16. Psal 143.10 And lastly it is the holy Spirit that must go out with and powerfully accompany all the means of grace to make them effectuall for all these ends in our souls Prov. 1.23 So we see the great benefit of this change or of this part of the work of humiliation both in regard of a mans life and also in respect of all the Persons of the Trinity Appl. Here also see and try thy self 1. Concerning thy sinfulnesse and corruptions try if thou doest see and perceive them if thou be convinced of them and they be discovered unto thee and not onely those grosser ones which a naturall eye may perceive but try if thou seest thy inward spirituall subtile and most secret corruptions as thy hypocrisie infidelitie spirituall idolatrie a whoring of thy heart c. for then mayest thou comfort thy self that the Lord hath performed that his promise in some measure toward thee to wit that he hath sent his
nor so violent upon it but only reflects upon the conscience to wit when a man is troubled not so much with the sence of guiltinesse as with the sence of want which also comes back upon the conscience for finding the sence of his manifold wants and seeing himselfe thereby in misery and not sure of the remedy as he supposed he feares exceedingly and is put to that What shall I do to be saved so that the main thing indeed that troubles him is the same with the first to wit feare of guiltinesse and punishment though the thing most sensible to him is sence of want for his wants would not trouble him but for this nor would he take them to heart but for this to wit because finding by his wants that he is not in the estate of grace as he supposed he finds himself at least fears himself to be under the estate of guiltinesse and misery and this is it that troubles him To bring the point then neerer unto you this your case is a very ordinary dealing of the Lords with many of his own Children to wit to begin the work of them wakening and humiliation with the sence of want more then with the sence of guiltinesse I say more directly with the one then with the other for the one as the two is included in the other the reason of this his dealing seems to be this the Lord is wise and sees what is the main ground of mens security and sleeping in sin without humiliation and whence it ariâ—es even from this to wit their presumption they think they are in Christ and so leap oâ—er all that the Law can say to them or threaten them with which otherwaies should be the meane of their wakening and then the Lord wisely fits the remedy to this malady discovers their wants unto them and by them their presumption lets them see that they are not what they thought they were puts them out of this their starting hole and sends them back again to the Schoole of the Law even to the curses of the same and so works the work of humiliation in them Now observe that although the direct and immediate work be the sence of their wants yet this sence of want is not without the sence of guiltinesse for otherwaies why would the sence of thy wants trouble thee but onely because of this thou seest that by reason of thy sins thou art guilty and under the curse of the Law thou knowest that there is no remedy but by Christ thou didest sometimes think thou hadst interest in him but now by thy wants thou dost think thy selfe deceived and hence iâ— thy trouble and humiliation So if thou wilt marke well the ground of all thy trouble and humiliation and that whereupon it reflects is from the sight and feare of thy own guiltinesse so that the sence of thy want is not without the sence of guiltinesse for were it otherwayes that thou wert not troubled with the fear of thy guiltinesse the sight of thy wants would not trouble thee nor wouldst thou take them to heart as the case of the most part is who are deeply fleeping in security they are never affected with this sort of doctrine touching the Marks and Evidences of grace they regard not whether they finde or misse have or want this indeed is a token of deep securitie of utter want of humiliation and that there is no sense of guiltines at all But when thou not onely seest but doest take to heart thy wants art greatly affected with this sort of doctrine concerning the marks and evidences of grace nothing fears and grieves thee more then to misse nothing in the world rejoyces thee more then to finde Here is certainly some freedom from securitie some sight and sense of guiltinesse and in a word an happie wakening at least the case stands thus What shall I do to be saved So to thee Now to such who acknowledge their sight of corruption and wants and their being affected in some measure therewith which is called the sense of want but cannot finde in themselves the sense of guiltinesse and so cannot think that they are truly humbled I would say three things to them laying aside the comforts whereof I spake in the beginning to wit that in regard of the sight and taking to heart their corruptions they have interest in that The whole need not the Physitian but they that are sick In regard of their seeing their wants their interest in that Biessed are the poore in spirit they are in some better case and further advanced then these of Laâ—dicea for they acknowledge that they are pâ—ore miserable wretched But laying aside these which thou oughtest to prise and be thankfull for I say I have these three things to say unto thee for thy comfort in this point 1. Thou hast the sense of thy wants and under it of thy guiltinesse although thou cannot see it as I have been shewing unto thee so that as thy being aâ—â—cted with thy wants cieerly evidences then art wakened out of thy securitie thou art solicitous for thy salvation working it out with fear and trembling and art come to this What shall I do to be saved and consequently art in that same case of humiliation as was the Jaylor and those that were converted at Peters preaching Act. 2.2 Hast thou not that tender conscience before spoken of warning thee before sin checking thee after the commission of sin of the very least sin least omission or failing in the manner of doing Then a tender conscience is awakened and at some time and in some measure a wounded conscience thou hast one of the main ends wherefore the Lord works humiliation in his own and consequently hast had humiliation it self thou hast thy interest in that Blessed is the man that feareth alwayes Behold what fear what care c. 3. Tell me what it is that makes thee that thou dare not commit the most secret and smallest sins nor omit the most secret duties what is it that puts thee on and holds thee in such a constant course of obedience if it be not at least the spirit of bondage and fear Now the spirit of bondage is the very spirit of humiliation when thou dare not entertain a sinfull thought dare not omit thy times or dyatts of devotion makest conscience of every known sin of every known dutie possibly more then many others who have gone far on in the course of Christianitie yea and perhaps then sometimes thy self afterwards will what is it that holds thee so waking but even thy wakened conscience the spirit of bondage at least the spirit of fear the fear of God put in thy heart a point and part of the Covenant which is the very work of humiliation wrought in thy soul If it be any other thing that stirs thee up as the love of God it is well thou art further advanced in grace but at least thou cannot deny that the work of
thou harbourest some sin and wilt not submit thy neck to the yoke of some duty or other O then thy desire thy care thy wakening thy wound hath not been serious hath not been deep enough to bruise out all corruption thou shalt be ashamed and disappointed of the Religion thou hast because thou hast not respect unto all Gods Commandments He that offends in one is guilty of all thou regardest iniquitie in thy heart the Lord will not hear thy prayer thou art but counterfeit coyn for thou wantest the Lords stamp and seal to wit to depart from iniquitie even every iniquitie thou givest not all diligence to make thy calling and Election sure by well doing even every sort of well doing Adde to thy faith vertue c. which thou wouldst do were thy desire and care but serious Lastly be thy thoughts heart affections otherwayes taken up all the day long and run more upon other things then upon the plealing of God the making of thy own calling and Election sure the keeping of a good conscience And doth thy contentment or discontentment thy grief and joy peace or unquietnesse arise from other grounds at night Then be sure some other thing goes nearer thy heart then God or Christ or thy own soul thy care is not serious thou fulfillest not the rule thou seekest not first the kingdom of heaven thou art not herein exercised alwayes to keep a good conscience thou doest not set the Lord alwayes before thee and so canst not conclude that he is at thy right hand and so shalt not be moved MEANS OF HUMILIATION VVE have already spoken of the generall directions concerning the working of Gods Spirit in the hearts of his children how we ought to carry our selves upon the discovery of the want or weaknesse of any grace or work of Gods Spirit in our souls to wit not to give place to despair but first of all by earnest and frequent prayer to have our recourse to God who gives liberally to all and upbraids none and who hath promised not to deny his holy Spirit to them that ask it Now although this be a good and main way to obtain what we want yet we must not rest here but to prayer must joyn the use of the means or else we shall not speed pray we never so diligently The Lord will have us put to our hand and therefore commands us work out c. And to this we are commanded even to humble our selves although it be the work of Gods Spirit I tell you that a point very much to be taken heed to was that in using the means it is not enough to use the means in generall the Word and the Sacraments but we should consider the particular means the fittest and nearest means to beget or strengthen such a grace and for want of this we may take very great pains in generall and we shall hardly speed and therefore we should see how far the work is proceeded in c. And as what our wants be and where the stop lyes and then to pray and to use means most diligently and to use the particular and neerest means and therefore I thought it most needfull to lay out the nearest and most particular means of this work of humiliation that so we using them the Lord blessing and concurring by his Spirit those who have not found this humiliation at all as yet may have it wrought in them and such of us who have found it in some measure may get it increased and strengthened and so all of us may be taught how to give obedience unto this exhortation Humble your selves under the mighty hand of God I. The first and indeed a main mean to work humiliation in us is seriously to miditatâ— upon the law the threatnings thereof and to apply them to our selves in particular considering withall the truth of him that hath pronounced them This by the concurrence of Gods Spirit will be a notable meane both to bring us to a right sight of our sinnes and to humiliation for them for as the Apostle saies By the Law is the knowledge of sinne it is the glasse and mirrour that only can let us see the foule spots of our souls And again to consider the threatnings will bring us to humiliation While I was without the Law I lived but when the Commandement came sin revived and I dyed would you then take a course to get this worke of humiliation wrought First of all get the cleere knowledge of Gods Law and examine thy self by it lay the rule of the Law to thy own heart and so see how great a transgressour thou art for want of this the most part of men and women live in sin without knowing that they sin and so without either repentance or amendment which is both pitifull and dangerous pitifull in regard of the Lords holy will dangerous to your own souls all will say they are great sinners but I fear they see not wherein and so can neither repent nor amend O but if thou wouldest apply the law to thy self thou wouldest see that thou hast bin and still art an exceeding great transgressour Consider the first Command and see if thou dost not sin exceedingly against it if thy heart does not whore and commit spirituall adultery with the creature delighting and trusting more in it then in the Creator God blessed for ever and thou shalt find also that thou puttest thy self most frequently in Gods place making thy self the utmost end of all thy actions which how horrible sins they be I leave to thy self to judge Was not this last Herods fault whom the Lord destroyed Consider the second Command and thou shalt see there be many points of Gods worship that thou I fear dost altogether neglect as that of meditation and conference and that all of them are for the most part superficially and slightly discharged by thee and that thou comest within the compasse of that curse Wo be unto them that do the work of the Lord negligently Consider the third Command and not to speake of thy frequent prophaning of Gods name see what either thou hast done or spoken to the honour of Gods name notwithstanding it is the many things that thou wast made for Look to the 4th Command and see how thou hast sanctified the Sabbath in thy thoughts and discourses yea see if thou hast not done in this point against thy light and even refused to return and hast hated to be reformed chosen rather to displease the immortall God then mortall men chosen rather to follow thy own will then the will of God and that notwithstanding he hath recommended it as a special point of his will unto thee and hath bidden thee remember to keep it holy Consider the fifth Command ye that are superiors whether ye render to those that are under you that which is just and equall And ye that are inferiors if ye give your superiors that honour and respect in your hearts
that the Lord requires and if ye pray unto God for them Look to the sixth Commandment and see whether or no thine heart doth not often rise in anger against thy neighbour without or for a very small cause and thy mouth doth not break out into miscalling of him yea perhaps in cursing him which is the very height of murther And remember what our Saviour saith He that is angry with his brother without a cause is in danger of the judgement Or whosoever shall say to his brother thou fool or any thing as ill as this is in danger of hell fire Consider also the seventh Command and remember how it also is to be extended to thy heart and to thy speeches and so meets with all thy unclean thoughts and unclean speeches And look how thou hast carried and doest carry thy self in the other points of sobriety in thy drinking in thy eating a point certainly that many fail in and few consider yea and in thy wearing Consider the eight Command and see if perhaps thou hast not wronged thy neighbour in his goods but how hast thou imployed thy own how wilt thou clear thy accounts to him who will take account of the talents he hath committed to thee hast thou not spent much superfluously and unnecessarily when the members of Jesus Christ have been like to starve for want Look to the ninth Command which forbids thee to speak to the disgrace of thy neighbours name whether it be true or false that thou speakest for love should cover imperfections and we are commanded to do as we would be done to And see the propension of thy heart to break this Commandment nothing so incident to us as in our discourses to fall upon our neighbours imperfections and to talk of them with delight a signe we want that love which is the summe of all As for the tenth Command those that see any thing cannot but see that body of death I have gone briefly through the Commandments touching onely these things that I think people are most guilty of so to lead you to the knowledge of sin without which there can be no humiliation no repentance no amendment I beseech you take heed to the particulars and apply them to your selves and pray the Lord more and more to give you the eye-salve and to open your eyes that ye may see the wonderfull things of the Law that ye may see what is displeasing to him and dangerous to your own souls II. Secondly having thus applyed the Law to your selves for the knowledge and discovery of sin Then in the second place apply the threatnings and curses of the Law to your self for your humiliation and to this end consider the severitie and greatnesse of them the universalitie and extent of them they are certainly exceeding great and fearfull they extend to the body to the minde to the temporal and spiritual care of a man to this life and to the life to come and they are very fearfull in all these respects Consider chiefly the universalitie of these threatnings in regard of their object every one great and small young and old he or she are lyable to the curses of the Law we should consider this for we are exceeding prone to make an exception and to blesse our selves in our hearts when God curses and to slip the choller But what saith the Scripture Cursed is every one that abideth not in all things c. And tribulation and anguish is on every soul that dâ—th evill c. We should also consider the truth of him that hath pronounced these threatnings even God that cannot lye Heaven and earth shall passe away but not one jâ—t of his Word shall passe away Now all this is little enough to move us for we are wonderfully given to this to shift the threatnings of the Law off from our selves although we cannot deny that the Lord is true that hath pronounced them yet indirectly our unbeleeving shifting hearts do it like those of whom the Prophet Jeremy speaks Chap. 5.12 They have bolyed the Lord saith he and said this evill shall not come upon us What else do they that walk in their sins and yet think that the threatnings of the Law shall not over-take them but even give the Lord the lye And again although the threatnings and curses of the Law be so generall and univerfall as ye may see Deut. 29. the Lord fore-sets that there shall be some and alas would to God that the most part were not so who when they hear the curses of the Law shall neverthelesse blesse themselves in their own hearts and shall say I shall have peace though I walk in the imaginations of my own heart how many are there of this kind that ban swear and drink and rail and break the Sabbath securely and yet neverthelesse blesse themselves in their own hearts think that no such thing shall overtake them all secure sinners are of this sort O but what saies the Lord to such a soul The Lord will not spare him but the anger of the Lord and his jealousie shall smoak against him and all the curses of his book shall come upon him and the Lord shall blot out his name under heaven O that secure finners would consider this But what shall I say of the slownesse of men and women to beleeve the Lords threatnings the curses of the Law they are so senslesse and stupid that when they see them executed upon others yea when they feel them upon themselves diseases upon their bodies grief upon their minds c. yet they conceive not they consider not that it is by vertue of the Lords threatnings that this comes upon them so to humble themselves under the mighty hand of God This the Prophet Jeremy Chap. 5. sets down to have been the senslesse condition of the people of his time Thou hast stricken them but they have not grieved thou hast confumed them but they have not received correction And he concludes Surely they are poore they are foolish they know not the wayes of the Lord nor the judgement of their God This is a lamentable case and yet a common case we should pray the Lord to save us from this senslesnesse They are happy that when adversitie comes upon them get grace from God to acknowledge it to be for their sins and so humble themselves and are not condemned with the wicked world for so they prevent the wrath which is to come But happie were we if we would beleeve Gods threatnings without feeling of them for then we should prevent afflictions also would we judge our selves we should not be judged c. Now there be two things especially that stand in the way and hinder the threatnings of Gods Law from having their due operation upon the hearts of men and women and makes men and women to be secure notwithstanding of the peremptory threatnings of the Law And I beseech you take heed unto them that ye be not also lulled
Covenant of reconciliation even he shall intercede for him that he be not cast out of it again Jesus Christ our Saviour is the Mediator of the New Testament in such a sort not onely to enter us once in the Covenan with his Father but which is most comfortable when we fail he is ready to intercede for us He sits at the right hand of the Father making request for us And hence is it that this Covenant is so sure and so everlasting a Covenant This point is also notably and clearly set down and made good by that style that Daniel Nehemiah Ezra give unto God O Lord who keepest Covenant and mercie A sweet saying and style for both on his own part he keeps Covenant and then for us when we break and sin he hath mercie for us So in the Scripture we have it more then once that sweet combination of mercy and truth Psal 57. He will send out his mercie and his truth Psal 25. all his wayes are mercy and truth c. His truth is to perform his promise his mercie is to cover our sins and to pardon them that they be no impediments for him to perform his mercie towards us Had he onely truth our comfort would be but small for we make the first breach and fail in the condition so that the Lord may without any breach of his truth and justice break his promise with us but when he joyns mercy with truth and is a God that keeps Covenant and mercie in this stands our comfort and happinesse and this is it that makes it an everlasting Covenant As also in that notable Psal 89. My faithfulnesse and my mercie shall be with him And again notably v. 28. My mercy will I keep for him for evermore and my Covenant shall stand fast with him His mercy endureth for ever How often repeated in Scripture a notable comfort against our renewed sins But of all most notably clearly and expresly is this surenesse and everlastingnesse of the Covenant set down in that same Psalm where the Lord professes which is indeed most wonderfull and sweet that although sin and the devill should have so far prevailed against us as to make us forsake Gods Law that though he may well visit our transgressions with the rod and our iniquitie with stripes so to bring us to repentance yet His loving kindnesse he will not utterly take from us nor suffer his faithfulnesse to fail so that he will not break his part of the Covenant for all this O the wonderfull goodnesse of God in his Son Christ who although we change every moment yet he changeth not whom he loves he loves to the end his gifts and his graces be without repentance Q. I hear that upon my repentance I shall have accesse to this precious Covenant though after seventy times seven times yea infinitely often for Gods wayes are not like mans wayes but are above them as far as the heaven is above the earth which is very comfortable and also that the Lord will take pains with me to bring me to repentance will visit me with the rod c. O but what if I continue in sin without repentance if I be not to be reclaimed no not by rods and so fall away altogether A. Thou shalt not get leave to do this for this is a part and a clause of this precious and sure Covenant Jer. 32.40 I will put my fear into their heart that they shall not depart from me to wit altogether or without returning this puts on the very top-stone of the surenesse of the Covenant That place is worth the noting for in it the Lord undertakes both his own part and ours This point is also notably and clearly set down Heb. 8. where the Apostle setting down the difference between the old Covenant and the new he saith of the old indeed they abode not in that Covenant but for this he saith I will write my Law in their hearts and put it in their inward parts So Ezek. I will put my Spirit within them and cause them to walk in my statutes to do them So ye may see that this is still a most sure and everlasting Covenant Q. But may it not be objected that this doctrine of the surenesse everlastingnes and steadfastnesse of the Covenant is ready to faster security and to prove an obstruction to Christian obedience A. It may well make one relent of that slavish or at the best selfish obedience flowing from fear and arising from self-love and self-respects But as for that acceptable obedience which flows from Faith and from the love of God The love of God constraineth me surely it doth greatly advance and fortifie it for why as ye see it fortifies faith exceedingly this point of the surenes of the Covenant and everlastingnesse on Gods part now faith produces this acceptable obedience faith which worketh by love the more faith the more working and that by love the more heartie and cheerfull obedience So whatsoever doctrine serves to increase faith in us to breed in us the full assurance of faith is so far from rendring us carnally secure and so sluggish as on the contrary it renders us spiritually secure it makes us the more working and diligent it addes spirit and life heart and courage to work Faith which worketh by love it both increases and rectifies our obedience whereas faith which is the tree being weak good works which are the fruit must be few as the assurance of Faith rouses up the soul to go on in a cheerfull and right course of obedience with an eye to God whereas otherwise all our obedience is at the best felfish if not slavish Do ye fast unto me saith the Lord and even for this restraint of fear to stand in aw and not to sin This Covenant for all the sweetnesse of it hath sufficient ground for as ye hear although the Lord for the main take not his loving kindnesse away yet neverthelesse he visits with the rod and with stripes even with sad and sore chastisements even where he is favourable he takes for all that vengeance for transgression even where he corrects in measure he suffers not altogether to passe unpunished Hence is that complaint Thou hast wounded me with the wound of an enemie and chastised me with the chastisement of a cruell one And again The Lord hath chastised me sore but hath not delivered me over to death There was never so much pleasure in thy sinning as thou who ever thou art shalt find bitternesse in thy chastisements for sin even although the main thing and the punishment be remitted so that thou hast need to stand in awe and not sin So that this Covenant though full of confidence yet hath some place also for fear and aw Obj. When I consider this surenesse and everlastingnesse of the Covenant surely I must think them happie that have propriety and interest in it but I fear that I have none that it belongs not
civill actions his praying is sin and so all his religions exercises yea every Iâ—agination of his heart is evill continually thus is it wiâ—h the person or perâ—ons that want faith 2. Again for temporall Judgements though he may be for a time without them yet it is but for his further conviction and more fearefull torment in the life to come nor is he sure of a freedom from them in this life they are hanging over his head as it were by a haire he knows not how soon they shall overtake him for they come suddenly as travell on a woman with child as a whirlwind or as an inundation of waters as the Scripture expresses it he knowes not when the Angell will poure out the viall of Gods wrath upon him yea the Angel may have the sword already drawn though he like blind Balaam does not see it And then lastly for eternall judgments when this life shall have an end which may be in a moment there is nothing attending him but instantly utter darknesse where there is weeping and gnashing of teeth everlasting burnings the lake that burns with fire and brimstone everlasting fiâ—e prepared for the Devill and his Angels Mat. 25 41. Revel 21. this is the dolefull and dreadfull condition of the person that wants true faith which consideration alone might serve to awaken us out of our security and to stir us up without delay with all diligence to prove try whither we be in the faith or not But for your further stirring up II. In the second place consider how that notwithstanding the case of these that want this true saving faith be most lamentable yet neverthelesse there be but very few that either have or shall have this pretious jewell of faith unfained this to be true the Scriptures the ground of all truth make cleerly good Many are called and few chosen Strait and narrow is the way that leads to life few there be that enter therein Christ when he shall come shal scarcely find faith on the earth this seriously considered would make men looke more narrowly to themselves then they do III. To stirre you up yet further to this triall consider that notwithstanding the Scripture be cleere in this point that true faith belongs to very few yet every one thinks he hath it whereby alas it is most evident by comparing the truth of Scripture with the opinions of men that the most part are pitifully deceived in this matter of highest concernment and that the faith of most men is but a fantasie and surely there is nothing more incident to us then presumption that by reason of the blindnesse which is in our minds the deceitfulnesse of our hearts and that self-love which is in our affections as is to be seen in the Pharisee the Laodiceans yea in those who preached prophecied and wrought miracles in Christs name which is fearefull yea the very grossest sinners think they truly believe which is strange and shewes the great power of presumption Q. I grant you that all this should stir us up to be about this present duty of trying whether we be in the faith or not and that both diligently and duely least we be deceived with so many others and also without delay the point being of so great consequence and our life of so short and uncertain continuance and not to be at a point in a point of such importance which betokens wonderfull security madnes yea spirituall deadnes tell me therefore I pray you some of the cleerest and surest markes of faith that I may try my selfe thereby A. For your better remembering of them you may take them up in 3. sorts to wit they be either taken from these things which goes before faith or from these things that accompany faith or from these things that follow after it from the antecedents from the concomitants and from the effects or consequents Q. What be the marks that go before faith A. First of all in the generall where the Lord hath a purpose to worke true faith in the hearts of any before it he works in them that preparatorie and ground-work of humiliation in the soule and consequently a very sensible change a work indeed painfull not joyous for the present but most necessarie for those who are dead in sinnes and trespasses as all by nature be this he doth by sending his spirit according to his promise thereby to convince them of their sinfulnesse guiltinesse and wants Iohn 16.8 and it is usually called the spirit of bondage Rom. 8. v. 15. Now this work of humiliation I say is a very sensible work and makes a great and a sensible change in the soule for it puts a stirring in the soule an awakening in the conscience which before was dead in sins and trespasses so needed some strong allarme it is the very pains and pangs of the new birth which cannot choose but be both painfull and sensible it is the casting out of the strong man who although while he holds the house all things be at peace yet will not be cast out without sensible unquietnesse seeing then the change is great and sensible see and consider if ever thou hast found any such change in thy soule or not Qu. But what be the particular changes that be wrought upon a man by this work of humiliation A. They be many but these three chiefly as both Scripture and the experience of Gods own children do testifie I. The first great change that is wrought upon a man in the work of humiliation is by reason of the discovery of his guiltinesse and of his being convinced thereof for whereas before his mind heart was filled with false presumptions apprehensions of Gods mercy nothing but mercy before his eyes and no seeing of God in his Iustice now be they quite contrary in this worke of humiliation the case is changed nothing so much before his eyes as the Iustice of God and his anger against sin the sight of mercie almost being quite ecclipsed he being upholden onely with a glimering as it were thereof a possibilitie of pardon and hanging as it were by a very hair of hope Jona 2. v. 4. nothing sounds in his eares so much as justice and wrath hence these sayings Lord rebuke me not in thine anger enter not into judgement c. His former and forgotten sinnes are brought to rememberance as we see it fared with the sons of Jacob and they are set in order before him Psa 50.21 he trembles at Gods word Isa 66.2 the threatnings of the word like as the arrowes of the Almighty trouble him and write bitter things against him as it fared with Ioh. Now all this is done for very good ends to wit these two especially first for their by-past sinnes that they may be driven to Christ the horne of salvation Luke 1.69 that they may fly earnestly or at least in sincerity unto him for a refuge Heb. 6.18 to his merits righteousnesse intercession
Spirit to convince thee of sin Joh. 16.8 and thou art in some measure fitted and disposed for Christ being sensible of thy own diseases The whole needs not the Physitian but they that are sick Matth. 9.12 See whether or no thy heart can say humbly and in finceritie with the Publican Lord be mercifull to me a sinner and that with condescending to the particulars of thy sins failings and corruptions for if otherwise thou be like the Pharisee having a conceit of thine own innocencie I thank God I am not like this Publican yea like the most part of the presumptuous and secure world who even when they are going to leave the world cannot be brought from singing this note of the Pharisee they thank God they never wronged their neighbour and for God they ever had an honest heart to him and herein they reÌ„st robbing Christ of his glory So naturall a thing is it for men to go about to establish their own righteousnesse and so hard it is to get them convinced of sin that afterwards they may be convinced of righteousnesse And if they do confesse themselves to be sinners because they hear all others saying so yet is it onely for the fashion for though they may take up some generals but will they not be brought to particulars 2. For thy wants try thy self also in regard of them whether thou be like the Church of Laâ—dicea who thought it self spiritually rich and increased in all things yea like the secure worldlings who think the same thoughts God forbid say they but they have faith but they love God c. Or if with Gods children thou truly seest thy wants to be great and many and in the sight of them hast thy recourse to Christ who counsels us to come and buy of him raiment fine gold c. for thus thou hast interest in that comfort Blessed are the poore in spirit 3. See what conceit thou hast of thy best duties and performances and try thy self herein also whether or no with the hypocrite thou art pleased and content perhaps puft up with them with the Pharisee with them for he rests upon the outward work he ponders not the heart and therefore his wayes seem good in his own eyes or otherwise if with Gods children thou truly acknowledgest thy best services to be but a menstruous cloth and therefore fliest to the pure righteousnesse which is by faith for attaining of eternall life and art so far from thinking to merit by them as that thou thinkest it a main mercie not to be punished for them yea thinkst that they cannot be so much as acceptable testimonies of thy thankfulnesse in the Lords sight otherwise then as they be presented in the name of Jesus Christ Col. 3.17 and are performed with the incense of his intercession and merits Rev. 8.3 4. In a word see well to thy self on both sides for if thou seest and art sensible of thy own corruptions wants sinfulnesse of thy services in the manner aforesaid then although the matter and things be greatly to be disliked and grieved at yet neverthelesse in this that thou seest them and that they are discovered unto thee thou hast a ground of comfort and thankfulnesse for this must be somewhat more then nature for the naturall man thinks better thoughts and conceits of himself he flattereth himself in his own eyes untill his iniquity be found to be hatefull It is a token 〈◊〉 some spirituall life and sense and that thou art nor altogether dead in sins and trespasses for a dead man is not sensible of his own diseases wants weaknessesâ—flesh blood hath not revealed these things unto thee But on the other fide seest thou not thy corruptions yea secret spirituall corruptions and knowest thou not what it is to be sinful if there be a freedom from theft uncleannesse murther and such other outward corruptions which very naturall and moral men see and abstain from Or hast thou not been and art thou not sensible of thy spirituall wants but either thinkst thou hast all spirituall graces faith fear love c. or that they may be easily had and didst never finde any difficultie in attaining them Or do thy services and religious exercises please thy self and thinkst thou that God is pleased with them and that for themselves art thou not sensible of the iniquitie of thy holy things doest thou not finde many challenges this way from the manner of thy doings as well as when thou commits a fin or omits a duty but when thou hast posted over the duty any way yet thy minde is at rest O then deceive not thy self the eyes of thy understanding are not yet opened thou hast not as yet gotten the eye-salve go therefore and seek it diligently from him who counsels thee to come and get it Ask seek knock for the Spirit of Illumination to convince thee of sin that afterwards thou may be convinced of righteousnesse and of judgement III. The third main change wrought in a man by the work of humiliation is in regard of his taking to heart the work of his own salvation and his great solicitude thereabouts being compared with his former securitie What shall I do to be saved Act. 16.30 Work out your salvation with fear and trembling Philip. 2.12 what care what fear c. Whereas before his thoughts and cares were taken up with the things of this life the profits pleasures preferments thereof and altogether drowned in them no serious no setled thoughts about his own salvation of all other thoughts it was least in his minde and if at any time it did enter into his heart it was but by starts or fits being choaked with the cares and pleasures of this life O but now all these things seem to be but trifles to him for what profiteth it thinks he a man for to win the whole world and loose his own soul the thought that takes him up most that goes neerest his heart that is alwayes almost before him is how to get his own soul saved even as it was with the Jaylor What shall I do to be saved Before he troubled himself about many things but now he betakes himself mainly and chiefly to the one thing that is necessary seeks first the kingdom of heaven and the righteousnesse thereof yea he wonders at his former sloth security slacknesse and great mistakings about this point and thinks he hath hitherto been in a strange dream he gets a new light and sight and this produceth new effects and affections in him Before he thought it an easie matter to beleeve but now he finds it under the estate of humiliation one of the hardest things in the world and if he had the whole world would give it to be sure of faith unfained he would sell all that he hath for that pretious pearl Before he thought it but an easie matter to be saved that the number of these who were to be saved were many that none but
notorious sinners were under hazard of damnation that at least the most part of these who are in the bosome of the Church should be saved O but now he sees and considers that many are called and few chosen that few there be that enter in at the gate of life this stirres and startles him makes him to worke out his salvation with fear and trembling Philip. 2.12 makes him give all diligence to make his calling and election sure 2 Pet. 1. v. 10. nor can he ever be quiet or his mind be at rest untill he get some measure of satisfaction this way about his Spirituall condition and indeed to do otherwayes is fearfull security Before he thought it an easie thing to come to the Kingdome of heaven that some little time some few words of prayer in the end of his life Lord have mercy upon me Lord forgive me my sins and such like for so thinke many would serve his turn O but now he thinks all his time and all that he can do in his time but little enough he sees and considers that the Kingdome of heaven must be taken by violence that there must be a striving to enter in at the strait and right gate that there must be wrestling running fighting for the crown and prise and therefore he bestirres himself to the purpose he hath a respect to all Gods Commandments Psal 119.6 keeps his precepts diligently ver 4. makes haste and delayes not to keep his Commandments vers 60. he shunnes all sin whatsoever declines no paines no duty what shall I do to be saved what will he not do to be saved yea the truth is in such a case the care that a man hath of his own salvation hath taken such an impression in his minde and his thoughts are so carried about it that in all the meanes and duties of Religion although it should not be so it goes nearer his heart then the very service of God and untill his feares be rectified by faith and love that which withholds him from sinne which puts him on to the use of all the meanes and of all holy duties is chiefely and principally fear and care of his own salvation Now that the Lord puts such a fray and a stir and an awakening in the hearts of his own in the beginning of their conversion is not without good and speciall reason to wit that by this means he may have them well fitted for the strait and narrow way well buckled with all the duties of obedience well accustomed with Christs yoake and willing to beare it all which unles this goade were in their sides this prick in their hearts they could hardly be brought unto want of custom and aversenesse of heart being such mighty impediments besides the tentations of Satan and generall corruptions of our natures Appl. Try then thy self by this third Mark and part of humiliation if ever thou hast found such a change or disposition as this didst thou ever come to cry What shal I do to be saved didst thou indeed work out thy salvation with fear and trembling was taking of the Kingdom of heaven so pursued by thee that thou wast not quieted untill thou hadst got some measure of satisfaction about thy spirituall condition whereas sometimes thou wast sleeping deeply in security in regard of this great and important point 2 Didst thou ever take the matter to heart in such a measure or manner as that the care of it made thee and still makes thee renounce every known sin decline no known duty carefully and conscienciously frequently and constantly go about the means of thy salvation private and publick what ever men shall think of thee 3. Did and doth the thoughts and cares of thy own salvation and of Gods service more possesse thee then the thoughts and cares of this life and of the world whereas before they were taken up with many things now thou art chiefly about the one thing which is necessary and art â—eeking the Kingdom of heaven first So that in a word thy desire of salvation is and hath been 1. A serious desire 2. A setled desire and constant 3. A diligent desire then mayest thou apply with comfort this Mark and point of humiliation to thy self for the desires of the hypocrite or unregenerate they be not of this kinde for 1. They be not serious but weak faint and feeble desires and therefore easily born down extinguished and choaked with cares or pleasures of this present life 2. They be not setled or constant desires but starts fits and flashes or like the morning dew so that if they work at all yet do they not work out their salvation 3. and lastly they be not diligent desires but sluggish and heartlesse wishes with Balaam they desire to dye the death of the righteous they would be at the kingdom of heaven but have no minde to seek it and the righteousnesse thereof But by the contrary foundst thou never such a change such a fraâ— such a fear in thy heart and soul 2. Doth the thought of the things of this life go nearer thy heart than those of the life to come so that thy thoughts this way thy own conscience being made witnesse have neither been frequent and many nor sad and serious 3. Hast thou truce with any known sin or declinest thou any known duty Then thou wantst the comfort of this Mark and hast never been sufficiently humbled begge therefore earnestly that the Lord would work this awakening in thee especially if thou be negligent in the use of the means that prayest not in secret readest not meditatest not conferrest not repentest not c. RESOLUTIONS for the weak 1 THES 5. v. 14. Comsort the feeble minded support the weak Q. BVt may not all these three main works and parts of 〈…〉 fâ—und in a reprobate or 〈◊〉 1 〈…〉 the â—guâ—tinesse disâ—â—ve 〈…〉 them and fear 〈…〉 jusâ—ice and 〈…〉 their 〈…〉 are they not many times deepâ—y 〈…〉 ed and wakened in their conscience 2. Have they not also discovered unto them their corruptions sinfulnesse and wants 3. And have they not also their own desires of salvation as it fared with the young man in the Gospel What shall I do to inherit eternall life A. They have but not in that measure and manner degree and kinde as Gods children have mark therefore the difference and ye shall see the distinction clear And first of all to begin at the last point The desires of salvation that the wicked and unregenerate have as hath been alreadie shewed 1. They are not deep and serious desires hence it is that without satisfaction in the point they are easily stilled and put off with other things with the trifles and toyes of the world like little children because their desires are not deep and sufficiently rooted therefore is it that they are easily choaked by the cares and pleasures of this world and so come not to perfection and so the things of this life go nearer their heart
and obeyest the voice of his servants and therefore not onely mayest but shouldst trust in the Lord Isa 50.10 Thou hatest not to be reformed and therfore mayest take his Covenant in thy mouth Psal 50.16 17. Thou keepst his Sabbaths and choosest the things that please him and therefore mayest take hold of his Covenant Isa 56.4 Thus far for thy comfort But thou who ever thou be that wantest these things whereof we were speaking be not deceived thou hast neither faith nor that humiliation that should go before it 1. Was never thy conscience wakened directly with the sense of sin was never thy minde troubled with the sense of spirituall wants wa st thou never solicitous for thy own salvation and took it to heart above all things else Alas it is too too evident thou art not right as yet 2. Wantest thou that tendernesse of conscience hast thou no care no fear of the snares of sin and Satan nor watchest thou to prevent sin art thou not with the Apostle herein exercised alwayes to keep a good conscience Again and haâ—t thou no checks nor accusations in thy conscience after the commission even of the smallest if known sins but canst ban and swear speak sinfull words think sinfull thoughts c. and never be troubâ—ed a whit for the matter but doest sin securely and lyest in sin securely without repentance and seeking after reconciliation and so art every way a sleighter of sin Then assuredly no work of humiliation hath ever been wrought in thy heart and consequently no work of grace for this is the first work 3. And lastly look how the matter is between you God how thy soul carries it self in regard of secret sins namely of entertaining sin in thy thoughts and in regard of secret duties If thou dare or doest regard iniquity in thy heart feed thy thoughts upon ambitious and covetous pleasures or vanities or sinfull lusts without controllment yea and with delight and dare omit or shuffle over thy secret duties hast thou not some constant inward principle and secret mover that lets thee not alone but puts thee on to a daily and constant discharge of Christian secret duties daily prayer nightly repentance daily and nightly meditation upon the Word of God but doest all these duties by starts and fits or superficially or not at all then certainly no right humiliation no true grace yet in thy soul be earnest to labour for and to pray for that which thou wantest for it concerns the damnation or salvation of thy soul Thus far for these Marks which be taken from the antecedents of faith or those things which go before faith at least in order of nature Concerning these three Marks of a right and true work of humiliation or of that preparatorie work of the Spirit which goes before faith the way I say to make these Marks clear comfortable and convincing is 1. To compare them with our own former case and condition and so to try them by experience which we have alreadie done 2. To try them by comparing them with the case of the ungodly and wicked and so to try them by the Word of God which now we are to do wherein although some things be coincident with things spoken before the labour will not be unprofitable I. The first Mark of right humiliation and of the work of the Spirit in that respect is this to wit namely the right sight of sin the Spirit of God when he comes first into the heart of a Christian working by the Law or Commandment gives unto a man another sight of sin then any natural man how qualified soever he be with humane literature and naturall wisdom can have This is cleerly understood by the doctrine and in the person of St. Paul Rom. 7. I was alive without the Law once that is in a good conceit of my self and of my own righteousnes but when the Commandment came that is the Spirit with the Commandment or Law for he had the Commandment or Law in the letter before sin revived and I dyed I saw another sight of my sinfulnes then before To speak more plainly and particularly of this note when the Spirit comes and works this sight of sinfulnes in him it works this threefold sight in him 1. A sight of his sin and particular corruptions 2. Of his gracelesnesse and wants 3. Of his unrighteousnesse and imperfection of his best actions Now all these be hid from the naturall man as is clear by example 1. Of the Nation of the Jews who went about to establish their own righteousnesse 2. Of the Papists who take upon them for want of this sight to fulfill the Law to merit to supererrogate 3. Of our own ignorance who till the point of death cannot be brought to this sight of their own sinfulnesse but ever are justifying themselves thanking God they never wronged any instead of confessing and humbling so that this is clearly the case of the naturall man But to the particulars 1. The Spirit gives to a man a sight of his sinfulnesse and corruptions When the Commandment comes sin revives that is there is a further sight of sin Hence is it that 1. they are out of conceit of themselves thinking themselves to be the chief of sinners 2. That they complain so heavily of their own corruptions Who shall deliver me from the body of death 3. They feel the flesh lusting against the spirit Gal. 5. Now the ungodly or naturall man is not so for 1. He hath not so evill a conceit of himself as to think himself to be the chief of sinners or a great sinner but quite contrary I thank God I am not like that Publican 2. He is not sensible of his sinfulnesse whether of the body of death or of his actuall sins flowing therefrom But on the contrary He flattereth himself in his own eyes untill his iniquitie be found to be hatefull as it is in the 3. Psal He feels no such battell between the flesh and the spirit for why The strong man holds the house so that all things are at peace Hence the one sort is prepared for Christ the other not The whole needs not the Physician but they that are sick I came not to call the righteous but sinners to repentance Q. But you will say Hath the wicked or naturall man no sight of his sins A. Some sight of some grosser discernable sins by the light of nature but not such a sight of sin as the Spirit gives to the spirituall man They may see 1. outward corruptions of the flesh as theft fornication c. but not these more inward of the spirit pride spirituall idolatrie unthankfulnesse infidelitie impenitencie 2. They may see sin in the branches and streams that is actuall sins but not in the root and fountain the body of death the sinfulnesse of their nature blindnesse of minde backwardnesse of will unholinesse and unheavenlinesse of affections hardnesse whoring hypocrisie of their hearts 3. In
Jesus Christ 3. Are thy cares and desires stable or constant not for a fit or a start but thou workest and workest out and that not onely in the time of affliction but even when it is over thou bringest forth the fruits of righteousnesse thou hast ground of comfort for this is surely a sanctified affliction and consequently thou art not a bastard but a son yea even although it be not possible in the like degree as in the very time of thy affliction yet seeing thou art more fruitfull then before it is well for the wicked return to their former yea oftentimes greater sloth and coldnesse his last estate is worse then his first Doth thy conscience bear thee witnesse that although all others would break the Lords commands yet thou with Joshua wilt serve him Then assuredly thy obedience flows from some inward principle not subject to change and not from any outward respect of example education c. Lastly is thy desire and care a serious desire was there ever such a wakening a fray upon thee that indeed it made thee to work out thy salvation with fear and trembling take the kingdom of heaven by violence wast thou indeed at that What shall I do to be saved what shall we do what wilt thou have me to do Lord c. Here then is the ground of comfort for this you see is the way of the Lords working with his own children this agrees with the Scripture both in the precepts and examples thereof Now all Scripture is written for our edification and comfort especially if thy care 1. was not stinted without some satisfaction in the point was not otherwayes put off or choaked with the thornie cares but like the desire of the new-born babe as ye heard before And 2. if this care and fray hath made thee to eschue all sin to decline no dutie O then thou shalt not be ashamed for thou hast respect to all his Commandments And 3. Doth this care of thy salvation and pleasing of God take up the chief roome of thy thoughts heart affections so that upon this runs thy care all the day long and from hence arises thy speciall contentment or discontentment at night this again is like Gods children and the modell of Scripture Herein am I exercised alwayes to keep a good conscience saies the Apostle it was his exercise all the day long thou hast set the Lord always before thee and therefore thou shalt not be moved this is indeed not onely to seek the kingdom of heaven and 2. the righteousnesse thereof but even to fulfill the precept to wit Seek first and above all the kingdom of heaven and the righteousnesse thereof this is not onely to work and to work out our salvation but even to work it out with fear and trembling that is with great diligence and care and so to fulfill this precept also Thus far for comfort Now for conviction Secondly 1. But as for the man that is all for this present world that as yet took never to heart the salvation of his own soul and hath no care or solicitude this way but while the Scripture is bidding him work it out with fear and trembling he I say never knew what it was to give obedience to this exhortation and so cannot be right especially the Scripture telling him what reason he hath to do it and to take to heart the matter telling clearly that many are called but few are chosen how that strait is the way that leads to life and few there be that enter therein and therefore we are bidden strive to enter how that many shall be deceived Not every one that saies Lord Lord shall enter into the kingdom of heaven how that many shall say We have preached cast out devils in thy Name c. and yet be disappointed so that we had need to see to our selves If for all this I say thou hast had few thoughts and those not earnest ones of so main so neer so concerning so important a point thou art clearly lying in securitie and not yet awakened not quickened from being dead in sins and trespasses 2. Be thy cares and desires sluggish desires the publick means thou usest them for respect to men but as for the private means where is thy reading of Gods Word meditating on it day and night laying it up in the midst of thy heart thy holy conference thy nightly repentance c. thy prayer being but a mumbled pater noster if thou do no more alas thou usest not the means and so canst not attain to the end thou workest not thy salvation thou seekest not the kingdom of heaven with the righteousnesse thereof thou takest it not by violence In a word thou walkest not in the strait way but in thy own easie lazie sluggish way and so assuredly art not in the way that leads to life and salvation 3. Be thy desires and cares and endeavours not setled but unconstant I presuppose thou hast done something this way about the righteousnes of the kingdom of heaven about the working of thy salvation yet hath it been but by starts and fits upon some solemn occasion as Communion Fast c. or when Gods hand was upon thee the wicked will do that Thy goodnesse is like the morning dew thou workest but worksts not out what thou doest is but from an outward principle the Lord hath not given thee his true fear to wit to fear alwayes to fear so as never to depart from him And even afterwards to bring forth the quiet fruits of righteousnesse In a word thou keepest not the rule and so art not right thou shouldest serve him in righteousnes and holinesse not for a day or a time but all the dayes of thy life take heed to this ye that are so easily broken off from a good course and from good duties Lastly be not thy cares and desires serious 1. Wast thou never at that fear that care that wakening never at that What shall I do to be saved didst never work out thy salvation with fear and trembling Couldst thou never say thou hast used violence to the kingdom of heaven Surely to say no more thou art unlike those of and to whom the Scripture speaks both in regard of precept and example I grant all are not dealt with alike or after the same degree or measure but I say if thou hast not found it in some measure and degree 2. Or if ever thou hadst any such wakening see how got it was stilled and pacified gottest thou no satisfaction in the point wast thou never the nearer to thy salvation and yet art stilled and quieted Sure this was no serious desire or care but hath been stilled by the thornie cares or pleasures of the world or else hath dyed out of its own accord and so hath not been of the Spirits kindling 3. Did not and doth not this care and wakening make thee renounce every known sin cleave to every known duty but still
for thy self suppose that thou wert sure of mercie and that thou hadst already obtained mercy yet thou hast need neverthelesse to humble thy self under the mightie hand of God therby to prevent the sharpnesse of the Lords chastisements and to be corrected in measure thou hast need to judge thy self that thou mayest not be judged for even where the Lord is mercifull he takes vengeance for transgression he may well correct in measure but he will not leave altogether unpunished Upon David's first confession it was said to David Thy sins are forgiven thee and yet ye see what he suffered both in regard of spirituall and temporall crosses as the 51. Psalm and the History can bear witnesse This should startle all sinners and make them to haste out of their sins suppose thou get mercie and repentance which is but a peradventure yet neverthelesse thou shalt find that is an evill and bitter thing to depart from the living God the Lord will have thee to find some dint of his threatnings both upon thy temporall and spirituall estate Look what ever pleasure thou tookest in sinning the Lord will have thee one way or other to taste as much bitternesse by his chastisements and therefore that these may be in measure we have need to humble our selves under the mighty hand of God and to walk humbly with our God all the daies of our life To conclude this point then which I have insisted on the longer because it is a main one Would ye then attain to the ground-work of humiliation and obey this present Exhortation Then take the threatnings of Gods Law and lay them before you and meditate oft and seriously upon them and crave earnestly the Spirit for that end apply them to your self and suffer not your heart to shift them and strive to fear the Lords threatnings and to tremble at his Word for our deceitfull hearts are very ready to shift them to make a covenant with hell and to put the evill day far from us they have no will to hear such harsh tydings our souls shun this work of humiliation mightily and the devill he is very busie to steal out the fear of the Lords threatnings out of our heart for he knows that if he obtain that he hath then made sure work He did so with our first parents and prevailed God threatned they should dye the devill said Ye shall not dye and he was better beleeved then God None of us but we will condemne our first parents in this but fares it not even so with every one of us The Lord hath added this threatning to every one of his Commands If thou do this thou shalt surely dye if thou swear thou shalt dye if thou whore thou shalt dye if thou lye thou shalt dye and yet we stand not to commit these things which thou durst not do didst thou not beleeve the devill and thy own heart whispering into thee that thou shalt not dye thou beleevest the devill and belyest God But I intreat you beloved still beleeve the threatnings of Gods Word that so ye may humble your selves under the mighty hand of God as did good Josiah when he heard the book of the Law and that ye may stand in aw for times to come and not sin II. The second main and chief mean to bring us to humiliation is to consider and meditate upon the Lords judgments set down in Scripture adding withall the consideration of Gods unchangeablenes and how as the Apostle saith he is not an accepter of persons this surely is a notable mean David saith My heart trembleth for fear of thee and I am afraid because of thy judgements And did we consider that we are guilty of the like if not the same or greater sins how would our hearts tremble There is no sin almost but the Lord hath left a registrate punishment for it in his Word the more to humble us seeing that his bare Law and threatnings without execution would not affect us How are we bound to him that teaches us in this manner by others harms 1 Cor. 10. The Apostle brings in a number of instances of the Lords severe judgements against divers sorts of sinners against unbeleevers murmurers fornicators intemperate lusters c. and concludes saying Now all these things befell them for examples and they are written for our instruction upon whom the ends of the world are fallen The Scripture is full of other examples and surely now were not the hardnesse of our hearts so extreamly great I know not what could be more effectuall the Lord concurring by his Spirit to bring us to humiliation for our by-past sins and to cause us to stand in aw to sin for times to come then a deep and due consideration of the judgements against sinuers guiltie of the like transgressions and sins with our selves Adding withall the consideration of the unchangeablenesse of the Lord God who dealt thus with them and inflicted those judgements upon them for he being the same yesterday and to day and for ever there being no variablenesse nor shadow of turning with him he being no accepter of persons especially thy sins being greater Then certainly how can the Lord but have the like quarrell with thee as with them as the Apostle saith Thinkest thou O man that doest the same things that thou shalt escape the judgement of God how canst thou think it unlesse thou think that thou hast not to do with the same God or that he is changed from that he was and that he is not so offended at sin now as he was of old or that he is an accepter of persons all which or any of which to say is very blasphemous Was the Lord so offended of old with the infidelitie and with the impatiencie and murmuring and repining of his people and did he punish it so severely and shalt thou for thy manifold delinquencies notwithstanding thy by-past experiences and thy frequent repining against the Lords will escape unlesse thou repent it and humble thy self and amendi Did the Lord punish so sharply Nadah and Abihu for profaning his worship and offering up strange fire to him and not sanctifying the Lord when they came before him and neer him And doth not that same guiltinesse lye upon thee and hath not the Lord the same quarrel with thee who so often hast profaned his worship with hypocrisie and sloth drawing neer to him with the lips but thy heart being far from him but set upon thy vanities and doing his work negligently rushing in before him without sanctifying thy self when thou drewest neer him yea coming with thy sins upon thee and so offering strange fire to him many wayes shall not the Lord punish thee also Unlesse thou humble thy self and amend 3. Did the Lord so peremptorily punish the man who blasphemed his Name making him to be stoned to death and shalt thou who hast so often blasphemed the holy and dreadfull Name of the Lord thy God think that the Lord
sin and serves much for aggravation see if thou hast not sinned against thy knowledge and if thou hast done so thou art worthy of and shalt receive double stripes Knowest thou and was it not often told thee that thou shouldst keep the Sabbath in thy thoughts and discourses that thou shouldst renew thy repentance that thou shouldst what ever thy other employments be grow in grace and in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ that thou shouldst apply thy heart unto spirituall wisdom that thou shouldst not onely hear and read but go apart and meditate upon Gods Word and as occasion serves and thy abiâ—itie shall permit to speak of it I say hast thou known these things and have they been oft-times told thee and yet because they were painfull thou hast forborn to do them O how many stripes mayest thou look for 2. See if thou hast not sinned against thy conscience for this is yet more then to sin against knowledge to wit when not onely one knows a thing in generall but when by his generall knowledge of it his conscience gives him particular warning to do or to abstain the Spirit of God prompts him to it and yet notwithstanding he goes his own way this is a most heavie sin it is a wounding of the conscience and a grieving of the Spirit of God yea and in a degree of that which the Apostle saith Hebr. 10. a despighting of the Spirit of grace See then if ever thou hast sinned this way against the motions of Gods Spirit and warnings of thy own conscience that the Spirit of God and thy own conscience have suggested unto thee that such a thing was to be done and yet thou didst it not or such a thing not to be done and yet thou didst it and certainly if thou hast thou hast need greatly to be humbled this is to sin stubbornly and rebelliously 3. See if thou hast sinned out of presumption that is to say presuming upon the Lords mercy many sin this way and conclude with themselves the Lord is mercifull and easie to be intreated readie to forgive and therefore although I sin I shall get pardon yea although I should sin all my life long I shall get mercie easily at last this is a grievous kind of sinning and an uncouth way of conclusion and it is a dangerous conclusion for thy own soul for none so readie to refuse mercie as those who have thus sinned presuming upon mercy turning the grace of God unto wantonnesse for what saith the Lord Deut. 29. If any man hearing the words of this curse shall neverthelesse blesse himself in his own heart c. I will not spare that man saith the Lord and if ever thou get mercie think on it thou shalt not find it so easie to be gotten nor the Lord so easie to be intreated Gods children find it hard enough all their life time to get and wilt thou get mercie for a word of thy mouth as it were And as it is a most dangerous conclusion in regard of thy own soul so is it a most ungratefull and unnaturall conclusion in regard of the Lord thy God to say that because he is good and gracious and mercifull and readie to forgive thee that therefore thou wilt continue to sin against him to provoke him to wrath shouldest thou not rather conclude Is he so gracious indeed Alas that ever I should offend him I will no more do so by his grace and assistance were it not a wicked thing for a man to use another so to wit to abuse his lenity and goodnesse and clemencie and kindnesse fye upon such a conclusion 4. See if thou hast sinned scandalously either by thy sin being an evill example unto others and strengthening them in their sins whereby certainly thou must not onely be accountable for thy own sins but for others also Or else by thy sin hast given others occasion to think and speak ill of thy profession and so hast been a scar-crow to Religion Or else by thy sin hast made these thou hast had to do with to take such a prejudice at thee that neither thy words nor thy works can any thing further their edification there is no sin more to be taken heed to then this scandalous sinning and therfore be carefull against it And if thou hast been guiltie of it humble thy self greatly for it 4. Consider the means against which thou hast sinned Now under means I comprehend both the means of Gods Word and of his works whereby he labours to reclaim us See then how thou hast sinned against his works and that both against his benefits and favours and also against his judgements and afflictions whereby he studied to reclaim thee And first for the first Certainly this is no small aggravation of thy sin in Gods sight that thou hast sinned against so many benefits and favours Thus we see the Lord by Nathan aggravates Davids sin I took thee from the sheepfold when thou wast small in thy own eyes I made thee king over my people and have given thee the throne of thy Master and thus and thus have I done unto thee and yet thou hast sinned against me The like catalogue will the Lord present thee with unlesse thou prevent him and judge thy self he will say unto thee I have bestowed upon thee such gifts and perfections of bodie and minde which I have denyed to others and such a measure of outward things appertaining to contentment as many would think themselves well dealt with if they should have but the half of these things I have kept thee from many grievous inconveniences which I have inflicted upon others I have further delivered thee from many distresses and carried thee through difficulties yea I have done so and so unto thee made thee eminent in regard of many others and yet for all this thou hast sinned against me thou wouldest not for my sake renounce thy pleasures to resist such a corruption nor thy ease to discharge such duties what a just challenge thinkst thou will this be how will thy own conscience subscribe to it and thy countenance blush at it Consider also if thou hast not finned against the Lords judgements and afflictions which he sent to reclaim thee and fairly to warn thee and so hast kicked against the pricks Isaiah or the Lord by Isaiah makes this aggravation Why should ye be stricken any more ye will revolt more and more And Jer. 5. Thou hast strucken them but they have not grieved thou hast consumed them but they have not received correction This is also a great aggravation of sin The Psalmist saith Be not like the horse or the mule which cannot be holden in but by bit and bridle but this is to be worse then horse or mule even us to be holden in with bit and bridle Both these aggravations Ezra puts together Chap. 9. v. 13 14 And after all that is come upon us for our evill deeds and for our great trespasses
to pardon all former sins and rebellions wheras justly he might have punished them before Let the wicked man forsake his wayes c. and yet for all this they neglect so great salvation they despise the offer of mercie and sin against the Lords clemencie These be our own actuall sins that we ought to humble our selves for but there be other sins that we ought in no wise to passe by in our humiliation to wit 1. for our originall corruption that lothsome leprosie that ugly filthy corruption that falling sicknesse of our sins the fountain of all our naturall sins which defiles not onely our actions but our very persons in the sight of God and is so much to be deplored being a disease incurable in the inward or noble parts and is to be lamented above any out-breakings in the outward parts of the body we see how David how Paul bewails it 2. For that first sin of our first parents we ought greatly to humble our selves for this sin if well weighed we shall find to be an exceeding great sin and that it is our sin and that the guiltinesse belongs to us is clear out of Rom. 5.12.17 18. 3. For the sins of our predecessors for so we see did Daniel Nehemiah Ezra c. We have sinned and our fathers and the Lord saith I will visit the sins of the fathers upon the children 4. For the sins of the Land we live in so David Psal 119. Rivers of tears run down my eyes because they make void thy Law And Ezek. 9. they are marked who sigh and cry for the abhominations of the Land VI. The last and a notable mean of humiliation is well to consider the person against whom thou hast sinned and that both in his greatnesse and in his goodnesse towards thee This did David weigh and consider while he saith so emphatically Against thee even against thee have I sinned And indeed without weighing this point we can hardly either be humbled in our selves or can we comprehend or with our hearts acknowledge the justice of God But seeing and considering this point to wit against whom we have sinned our conscience will then exceedingly both condemne our selves and justifie the Lord in his justice There is nothing that doth aggravate an offence more then doth the qualitie of the person against whom it is committed that which being done by a man against an ordinary person one of his neighbours would be but an ordinarie offence yet if he should do it to his father it would turn to a hainous crime and if it were done to his Prince it would be high treason deserving and procuring the utmost degree of punishment that could be devised how great then must be the offence and what shall be the punishment of that offence which is committed against the great God and Soveraigne Lord of all the earth the King of kings who is able to cast both soul and body into hel fire But especially I would have thee to consider the goodnesse of God that so thou mayest see the foulnesse and ingratitude of thy sinning against him and so mayest justifie the Lord in his justice If a man should go wrong or offend his father that begat him and gave him his life or one that at any time had preserved his life or one that had bestowed some great favour upon him and had been beneficiall to him we would abhor such a man for the foulnes the unnaturalnesse the ingratitude of his offence But what is this to the offence of the Lord our God he is our Father indeed and the Father not onely of our bodies but as he is called of our spirits it is he that hath made us and not we our selves He hath preserved our life not once but many times yea alwayes In him we live we move we have our being And finally he hath bestowed upon us favours innumerable is so beneficiall that he loads us daily with his benefits what vile ingratitude then must it be to fin against him I pray thee how mightie and withall how just a challenge shall it be when the Lord shall accuse thee in these terms I did make thee who might have denyed thee a being and I made thee according to my own Image whereas I might have made thee a beast or a sencelesse creature and I made thee and brought thee into the world with all the perfections of thy body and mind and have continued them with thee this I have not done unto many others I have preserved thee from innumerable inconveniences which befell unto others by day and by night I loaded thee with benefits which I denyed to others thou never enjoyedst any thing usefull or profitable whereof I was not the bestower I made the rest of my creatures serve thee my Angels guard thee my own Son redeem thee for all this what did I require but that such things thou shouldst do and such and such things thou shouldst not do earnestly I besought thee to obey as a matter of eternall concernment to thy self and of high displeasure to me and yet thou tookest not the matter to heart thou wouldst not obey dost thou thus requite me O foolish person and unkind how can thy own conscience but concur with the Lord and say Thou art just when thou judgest MARKS THAT ACCOMPANY FAITH Q. VVHat be the Marks that accompany faith or are taken from the concomitants of Faith A. I. They be these three especially the first is this true Faith leans to the means and is grounded upon them even upon the Word of God and in speciall upon the promises of forgivenesse of sins the new and everlasting Covenant the passages of Gods mercifull nature Christs readinesse to receive sinners the oath that ground of strong consolation and such like grounds and means of confidence layed down in the Word it is begotten and bred by these at first it is fed cherished and strengthened by these And lastly it is defended by these against all assaults doubtings and tentations of the soul so that the Word and these things in the Word be the seed the food the fortresse or refuge of faith whereunto it retyres so that faith altogether stands by the Word Faith is by hearing and hearing by the Word of God Rom. 10.27 So then wouldst thou know whether thy faith be of the right stamp or no 1. Was thy faith at first begotten by the Word and the foresaid means either heard read or meditated upon 2. Doest thou find thy faith to be strengthened cherished and cheered by using the same means so that upon your diligent using and feeding upon them you find your faith more lively and strong and again upon your neglect of the means you find it more dead weak and remisse this is very considerable And 3. when your faith is put to it and assaulted doth it and thy heart flie to the foresaid means and passages of Gods Word all this evidences thy faith to be of the
right stamp And especially if thou knowest the very particular passages and clauses of the Word which did first beget faith in thee which strengthen thee in thy weaknesse and whereunto thy faith retyres in time of assaults for this Gods children do but on the contrary 1. knowest thou not rememberst thou not how or by what means thy faith was begotten 2. Findest thou thy faith all alike when thou usest the means and when thou usest them not or never usest any at all And 3. if thou shouldst be put to it hast thou no other warrant for thy faith but thy own phantasie apprehension or imagination that sandie foundation but doest want a particular warrant from Gods Word then be sure thy faith is but counterfeit it cannot be well come that we cannot tell how it is come And it is strange for a man to conceit that he shall have such a thing for such a man and yet hath never had his word nor hand for it So is it with the point in hand Thus ye see the first Mark true Faith alwayes leans to and holds by the Means whereas Presumption neglects the Means Q. Let me have another of these Marks II. A. Another is this true Faith is accompanied with frequent doubtings whereas Presumption never doubts Q. How prove you this Mark and how is the truth of it evidenced and cleared A. Thus if faith be true then sure the devill envies so precious a pearl and is evermore casting his fiery darts at it so to rob us of it or at least to impede our comfort Whereas on the other side if it be but presumption he knows it will not do the turn he lets it alone When the strong man holds the house all things are at peace Secondly the Lord will have his own exercised will a man plant a vineyard and not eat the fruit thereof The application is easie Art thou or hast thou been subject to doubting this is a token thy faith is true and otherwise Satan would not trouble it but certainly hast thou never doubted thou hast never beleeved III. A third Mark is whereas Faith or beleeving is A receiving of Christ Joh. 1. To so many as received him c. even to those who beleeues in his Name True faith receives Christ rightly upon the terms that he offers himself that is as it casts over upon Christ the burthen of it's sins so it is content to take up the easie yoke of his obedience in doing or suffering to take up the crosse and follow him for these be the termes whereon Christ offers himself Matth. 11. Now presumption makes termes of it's own thinks to have Christ to take the burthen of their sins but never thinks upon the taking on the yoke of his obedience The application here also is very easie Hast thou with thy cleaving to Christ for the remission of thy sins resolved to take on also the yoke of his obedience in doing and suffering and doest thou it in fighting against thy most pleasant sins and cleaving to the hardest duties with denying thy self then be sure thou hast rightly received Christ and consequently rightly beleeved thou hast made him thy Lord and he shall be thy Saviour thou hast made him thy King and he shal be thy Priest thou makest conscience of the precepts of the Word and therefore thou hast interest and shall have thy comfort in the promises But on the contrary thou who ever thou be who thinkst that thou beleevest in Christ and in the mean time livest as thou pleasest following the broad and easie way of thy own heart and the customes of an evil world and not the strait way of Christs obedience thy faith is but presumption Go seek true faith seek it earnestly and thou shalt find it but it will not be easily gotten how thankfull should they be who have found the way unto it Q. Which be the Marks that follow faith A. Sundrie Though the Spirit of God insists upon two especially to wit the love of the brethren and obedience unto Gods Commandments 1. Then obedience unto Gods Commandments is set down most frequently in Scripture for a mark of faith and regeneration this is the Lords seal to depart from iniquitie saith Paul Shew me thy faith by thy works saith James And our Saviour He that hath my Commandments and keepeth them c. And in John's first Epistle it is often inculcated Chap. 1. If we walk in darknesse and say we have fellowship with him we lye and do not the truth But if we walk in the light as he is in the light then we have fellowship one with another and the blood of Jesus Christ cleanseth us from all sin Now what is it to walk in the light but to walk according to the rule of Gods Word which the Scripture cals a lantern to our paths and this is to obey Gods Commandments So Chap. 2. Hereby we know that we know him if we keep his Commandments Obj. But the naturall man the hypocrite will go far in the point of obedience and every one hath some measure of obedience A. This is true and therefore we must be carefull to see the soundnesse and rightnesse of our obedience by these Marks which are not to be found in the naturall mans obedience 1. He whose obedience is sound makes conscience of secret sins and secret duties betwixt God and him as well as of publick sins and of publick duties he is as loath to intertain a sinfull thought in his heart as to commit a sinfull deed before the eyes of the world is as well carefull to discharge those duties which are to be done secretly in his closet between his God and his own soul as of the publick which are to be done in the Church this is a token of the true fear of God and of true respect to him 2. He whose obedience is sound makes conscience of small sins I mean that are small in the eyes of the world as of great for he knows every sin highly offends God and deserves eternall damnation he knows he who said Thou shalt not kill he said also Thou shalt not swear whereas the unsound obeyer uses to weigh sin in the ballance of mans estimation and not in the ballance of the Sanctuary from whence it is that he makes small account of many sins as of a small ordinary oath to speak corrupt communication to let it slip in merriment to lye for recreation c. this is not to walk according to that rule Thou hast commanded us to keep thy precepts diligently 3. A sound obeyer makes conscience of Gods Commands even those which most controuls his profit pleasure or credit But the unsound obeyer he will with Herod do many things but when the duty comes once to crosse controll or be in competition with any of these there he sticks namely if it come in competition with that of these that is his god his idoll which he most looks to How few
against it judge thy self for it thou hast reason indeed to sorrow for it but not to dispair or be discouraged yea rather get more faith that thou maiest get a further victorie and purification And thirdly For that predominant corruption that thou canst not get ridd of but in all thy doings it cleaves unto thee pollutes thy best services this should not discourage thee for 1. This is the case of Gods children they have sin that hangeth fast on them yea even Paul saies When I would do good evill is present with me and cries out against the body of death And 2. But if thou fall out with and loath thy sin if thou regard it not if thou judge thy self for it fear not thou shalt not be judged for it if thou cry to God against it thou shalt not be found guilty no more then the woman under the Law it is not thou but sin that dwelleth in thee If thou think it strange that the Lord should exercise thee with such strong corruptions so displeasing to himself he doth it for good ends 1. To cure a more dangerous corruption to bring thee out of conceit of thy own righteousnesse to chase thee to his Christ for expiation and to the holy Ghost for mortification of corruption to exercise thee in praier and in thy Christian warfare were it not for this we would not so often and so fully feele the necessity and sweetnesse of Christs sufferings intercession and righteousnesse we would not make so much of the sanctifying subduing power of the holy Ghost nor have so oft recourse unto it where would be the exercise of our faith and patience about the performance of the promise of sanctification what would stir us up to fervent and sincere prayer where should be the matter of our Christian warfare Obj. I do not finde the hatred and loathing of sin and this doth puzzle me in this point I find indeed that I do not entertain it but I think it to be more out of fear of punishment then out of hatred of sin A. Doth not thy heart rise against sin even in others to whose sin thou art not accessarie which cannot flow from fear but from hatred yea doest thou not hate those who are profain and wicked although they have other recommending and insinuating parts as on the contrary thou lovest those who are good and holy say not then that thou art altogether voyd of this point of the hatred of sin further though we finde not all that we would have yet should not we faile to be both thankfull and incouraged in regard of the things that we finde the Lord gives us to find many things that we may be exercised in thankfulnesse and to misse some things that we may be exercised in prayer pray then that the Lord more and more would make thee partaker of his divine nature and of his holinesse that so the hatred of sin may grow more and more sensible in you for he is of purer eyes then that he can behold iniquity Hab. 1.13 He loveth righteousnesse and hateth wickednesse Psa 55.7 A fourth Mark faith worketh by love Wherefore observe two things of faith 1. That it worketh it is operative and not idle it brings with it a spirituall life unto the soul of man and this spirituall life brings out spiritual operations when faith is put in the heart of a man there is a stirring disposition put in his heart also he is not his own man in his own element finds not quietnesse in his mind unlesse he be sometimes working and well employed Faith ever worketh towards God I mean immediately for all our works are to him as to our last end in being about the points of his worship in obeying his acceptable will in glorifying his Name advancing his kingdom seeing to the doing of his will by others so far as opportunitie and our callings permit Sometimes towards our selves in that great work of our salvation Sometimes towards our Neighbours in the works of charitie yea of spirituall charitie so necessary and so often recommended Exhort instruct edifie comfort admonish one another and yet neglected much want of compassion to the poore soul So their faith is ever working which clearly cuts off those who please themselves that they abstain from ill yea from some few grosse ills that they are no theeves murtherers adulterers c. although they never do a good deed not remembring the doome of the unfruitfull tree and unprofitable servants But secondly as it worketh so it worketh by love there is much working upon wrong motives which is all lost labour like building without a foundation there is nothing we should look more unto then this what is the motive of our obedience for it is the thing the Lord looks most unto He pondereth the heart yea doth not man so also if he can know it Now the motive most acceptable to God the disposition and affection of the heart which he requires which is here a Mark of Faith is the motive of love the Lord cares not a whit for our obedience if it come not from love yea he reckons it not for obedience therefore Love is the summe of the Law it fulfils the Law it is the end of the Law Even love out of a puâ—â— heart c. He shews mercy unto thousands of them that love him and keep his Commandments If I give my body to be burnt and bestow all my goods upon the poore without love it profiteth nothing Love is the soul the salt of all obedience and without it it is but a dead unsavoury carkasse Hence is it that the Lord doth begin his Law the summe of all our obedience with the remembrance and the rehearsall of a main temporall favour and deliverance typifying a far greater even that great salvation which shews that he would have the obedience rendered unto his Commandments to flow from love This is also the way of the Gospel even the way of love and the commands thereof are rather requests then commands I beseech you by the mercies of God Rom. 12.1 We beseech you exhort you by the Lord Jesus c. and in sundrie other places So that the Gospel doth require a lovely obedience and would draw us by the cords of love And this certainly makes our obligation of obedience the greater and our guiltines the greater if we obey not If one who may command will yet intreat the disobedience is so much the fouler and more odious And this is indeed to sin against the Gospel and to neglect that great salvation to wit when we are intreated and besought by him who hath all power and right to command us and that not by common favours but by the mercies of God and sufferings of Christ and yet refuse to obey But to the point Wouldst thou then render an acceptable obedience let the sense of the Lords great and many temporall and spirituall favours and deliverances be ever fresh and firm in
thy minde but especially the sense of that great deliverance that great salvation so dearly purchased that these may stir up thy love and love may be the motive of thy obedience And by reason that love flows from faith above all labour to hold thy faith stirring and in action Thus did David Psal 26. Thy loving kindnesse is ever before mine eyes and I have walked in thy truth Thus doth Paul The love of Christ constraineth me to this end be earnest with the Lord that according to his promise he would circumcise thy heart and cause thee to love him with the whole heart that by the holy Ghost his love may be shed abroad in thy soul Rom. 5. that he would give unto thee to be rooted and grounded in love Ephes 3. Obj. I find not my self right in this point for I find not this love and cheerfulnesse but rather do because I dare not do otherwise A. This Mark indeed should be wisely considered by weak Christians who are in their beginning especially or under tentation desertion affliction Nor is it a sensible Mark for all Christians at all times but a mark of Faith somewhat strengthened when the heart is beset with tentations desertion or affliction This working by love wil not be sensible although it be secret further especially in the beginnings of Christianitie it is not sensible for the understanding wherof consider that there is three sorts of motives of obedience 1. One altogether wrong having no eye to God So to eschew the ill opinion of man many do sundrie good duties and become neighbour like in outward duties of outward obedience Others to win the praise of man will go beyond their neighbours yea possibly beyond good Christians There be sundry other by-respects and many by-roads in the hearts of naturall men and hypocrites The second sort of Motives is that which is in the hearts of beginning Christians which is not altogether right and yet some way right as introductorie to right as having an eye to God and as joyned with some weak faith and some insensible love this is the Motive of fear flowing from the spirit of bondage which having taken a deep impression in them and their faith being but weak and staggering as yet prevails with them and is the most sensible motive that puts them on they do because they dare not do otherwise because they fear Gods justice and have a wakening in their own conscience And yet this is not altogether wrong for the respects aforesaid For why doth the Lord denounce so many threatnings and judgements but for this and that all these should have their own place with us yea why is our obedience so often wakened up by rods crosses and afflictions if this sort of fear were altogether wrong But as faith and love grows strong by little and little they cast out fear And so comes the third Motive even that acceptable motive of love This is that which St. John 1.4 v. 18. hath Pâ—â—fect love casteth out fear and again He that feareth is not made perfect in love So that to work out of fear doth not argue no love and so no faith but onely that thou art not made perfect in love because of the weaknesse of thy faith Labour then to strengthen thy faith that it may have more love for it flows from faith and is according to the measure of thy faith grows as faith grows and do not give place to that main policie of Satan and ordinarie and incident weaknesse of many Christians to darken thy faith because thou findest thy love weak But as for thee that either workest not at all or if thou doest any thing it arises from wrong motives and ends from custome and not from conscience to please men and not to please God neither fearest him nor lovest him thou hast no faith and so art in a miserable condition A fifth Mark and effect of Faith is spirituall peace and joy for peace being justified by faith We have peace with God through Jesus Christ our Lord. For joy In whom beleeving we rejoyce with joy unspeakable and glorious And both together Rom. 15.13 Now the God of hope fill you with jâ—y and peace in beleeving Q. But hath not the wicked and the naturall man peace A. True but it is far unlike the peace of the beleever and of the godly and may be discerned by sundry Marks but clearly and plainly by these two 1. The peace of the beleever is after great unquietnesse and trouble and much hard war as we say ere he get unto it as we see in Paul the Jaylor the Converts in the Acts and these sayings Come unto me all ye that are weary and laden The whole need not the Physitian but they that are sick Thus fares it with many yea in all there must be something of this kind else this peace and Christ the Prince of peace and purchaser of this peace could never be either sufficiently sought to or prized But the naturall mans peace hath been a continuall peace a token that the strong man is not yet cast out for he will not be cast out without some sensible unquietnesse a token that the New birth hath not been for it will not be without some pain Q. But may not even a naturall man have a touch of conscience and afterwards fall into securitie instead of a true peace A. He may and therfore a man should look how his peace hath been purchased how he carried himself in the time of his unquietnesse if he betook him to wrong means and by them did strive to smother and drive away his unquietnesse and not to the right means of the Word and Prayer to cure his unquietnesse and wounded conscience then certainly his peace is not a right peace he hath but smothered the fire which will afterwards break out more violently he hath but skinned over the wound which will afterwards break forth more fearfully But on the other side if a man in the time of his wounding and wakening hath not striven to drive away his humiliation but rather to entertain and increase it in so much as he did conceive it to be a wholsome work of Gods Spirit and did not tend to infidelitie and desperation and did labour to cure it by the right means and did come by it by the Lords means this is a safe and a well grounded peace But moreover for the further clearing of this point take in the other difference between the naturall mans peace and the beleevers peace The naturall man as he hath alwayes peace so he hath altogether and in all respects peace But the beleever is not so he hath peace with God but not with the devill peace in regard of the guiltinesse of sin I mean in regard of the main battell but wants not skirmishes which the wicked have not for he hath a tender and so a combating conscience but hath not peace in regard of the corruption of sin for the
much more precious then of gold that perisheth though it be tryed with the fire may be found to praise and honour and glory The sufficiencie of an Anker is onely known in a storme if it hold out in a great tempest Even so is the sufficiencie of the anker of hope which flows from faith onely best known by it's holding out in the time of great adversitie for at such a time as this the fleshly presumption of the hypocrite doth fail him his hope doth perish it is like a Summers brook which dries up when there is most need Will the hypocrite pray alwayes when it comes to this his faith proves to be but fantasie Whereas the faith of the true beleever though it be in such a case much weakned and over-layed yet it fails not altogether it may make a great halt but his faith doth not fail him it stands out and carries him through the storme of adversitie See then if thy faith hath been a standing-out faith a carrying-through faith in the time of adversity if it did not make thee make haste that is put thee upon unlawfull shifts but that thou still didst cleave to God and the means that he hath appointed that is the Word and Prayer didst call upon God alwayes never giving over and depending upon the Word Were it not for thy Word I had perished in my affliction and so in some measure of hope and patience didst wait the Lords will and leisure this is a token of true faith a tryed faith a faith that maketh not haste Obj. I find much diffidence and impatience in time of adversitie much haste A. So doth all Gods children No tentation hath overtaken you but that which is common to men and therfore I said in some measure of trust and patience We see even David had his haste Psal 116. I said in my haste all men are lyars And Job had his great impatience and yet the Spirit of God saith Ye have heard of the patience of Job the Lord pities his own in their infidelities and impatiencies when they are sore assayed as it were above strength and above measure and as it were in their raving fits he imputes not these unto them he counts not narrowly with them he sees this is their infirmitie and that when the feaver is over they will come to themselves and therefore when they as it may seem both to themselves and others have lost their hold yet he looses not his hold so gracious is he Psal 3. When I said my foot slipped thy mercy O Lord upheld me My heart and my flesh faileth but God is the strength of my heart and my hope for ever So then even the best of the Saints have had in adversitie their own great haste infidelitie and impatiency which the Lord did pitie and passe over So will he thine if thou hast done as is aforesaid not giving totall place to infidelitie nor impatiencie but ever hast had some hope trust and wrestling against it like that of Jonah I said in my haste I am cut off from thy presence yet I looked again towards thy holy Temple We know not what to do but our eyes are towards thee So then in a word although in thy adversitie thou hast found great diffidence and impatiencie yet if thou hast been striving against it and wrestling with it if thou hast been calling upon God alwayes if when thou couldst not pray sighing and sobbing to him Rom. 8. If thou hast been ever looking towards his holy Temple through faith when through infidelitie thou hast thought thy self cast out of his presence If thy soul hath been cleaving to the Word which upholds us that we perish not in our afflictions even when all sense is gone yea when sense is to the contrary hoping against hope and hath thy faith thus wrestled and brought thee through then be sure it is an upright faith a tryed faith that hath abided the triall of affliction a faith that makeeh not haste Of the Means of Faith following the Doctrine of the Marks of Faith Q. O Happy most happie is the case of that Soul whose conscience bears it testimonie that it hath these Marks of Faith it hath certainly great matter of rejoycing yea were it in the hardest condition that can befall it for what are other crosses which are to be but for a moment and what are other comforts so long as the main is wanting that soul hath more then good reason cheerfully and carefully to serve the Lord who hath bestowed so precious a pearl upon it but alas I misse all or the most part of these Marks and so my case is most dolefull A. I told you how you should carrie your self upon your missing after triall to wit not to give place to despair and utter infidelitie but by constant and earnest prayer to go to the Anchor and finisher of faith who counsels us to come to him and for our counterfeit wares promises to give us fine gold tryed in the fire who hath promised to draw all men unto him yea who hath made many precious promises whereby we are made partakers of the Divine Nature concerning all these things thou missest as repentance the love of God the fear of God c. Now what he hath promised he is both willing able and faithfull to perform Faithfull He is faithfull who hath promised Willing He gives liberally to all and upbraids none yea so willing that he counsels us to come unto him Able Able to make all grace to abound towards us to do exceeding abundantly above all that thou art able to think or ask If ye being evill will not deny good things to your children how much more will be who is good yea goodnesse it self give his holy Spirit unto those that ask it Now having his Spirit we get the supplyer of all our wants when he prevents us with his temporall blessings and bestows them many a time unrequired upon us shall we think that he will deny unto us spirituall things tending to the advancement and fulfilling of his glory kingdom and will We may see by the acceptablenesse of Solomons suit that he is far more ready to bestow the one then the other Let these notable props then uphold thy heart untill the Lords good time come of working these things in thee Seek earnestly for the Lord will be sought for these things Ezek. 36. and then wait the Lords good time for by faith and patience we must inherit the promises do this and be not discouraged I am glad how well thou art wakened by thy sensiblenesse of thy securitie which is the main miserie of all souls even of Gods own children for the most part but let not this drive thee to despair Q. Indeed I may justly accuse my self that my praying hath not been so frequent nor so fervent so constant nor so earnest as it ought to be yea I cannot get it done but I have often prayed and as earnestly
as I could and yet finde but little increase either of faith it self or of these Markes of Faith A. Whereas ye say that ye have not prayed so frequently nor so fervently as ye should this is a great and ordinary fault and should be helped for the Lord doth greatly require fervency Iames 5. in praying seeking with the whole heart asking seeking knocking yea the matters themselves requires it also for these things concerne both the Salvation of our own soules the making of our calling and election sure the good holy and acceptable will of the Lord our God and can there be matters of greater consequence and importance Whereas you say that you have thus prayed and so fear that seeing the Lord will be sought for these things and that he hath promised them upon the condition of seeking and of fervent seeking that therfore ye shall want them consider that the grace of seeking he promiseth it also Zach. 12.10 I will powre upon them the spirit of grace and supplications and Rom. 8. The Spirit helpeth our infirmities yea for thy comfort he is found of them who seeke him not much more will he be found of thee who seekest him though weakely But for the last a main point that you say you have prayed often and fervently but finds no successe Remember that thou must not limit the holy one of Israel how often did he call and ye did not heare By Faith and patience we inherit the promises But one thing I would inquire If with praying thou hast joyned the using of the meanes for otherwayes pray thou never so much thou shalt not obtain for as in things that concernes the naturall life it were but idlenesse and scorne to pray and in the mean time not to use the meanes even so is it in things concerning the spirituall life the Lord will no more work without meanes in regard of the one then in regard of the other to pray and to neglect to use the meanes in either of these is to tempt God and to put him to the working of wonders and miracles It 's true that prayer is the main thing and brings a blessing upon our using the meanes use we the meanes never so diligently unlesse by prayer we get the Lord to blesse them he that buildeth buildeth in vaine But on the other side as our using of the meanes cannot serve the turn without the Lords blessing and working of his Spirit obtained by prayer So the Lord although he can yet will he not give any grace without we use the meanes for ordinarly he works by meanes Hence is it Work out your salvation Plough up the fallow ground of your hearts Edifie one another in your most holy faith which is the point in hand Q. If I did not with prayer use also other meanes I were greatly to be blamed but I use them according to my power I frequent the word Sacraments c. A. This is good and commendable to use the means in generall but if thou think to speed in that great work thou must not onely do so but shouldest in speciall take heed to this point to wit not onely to use the means in generall but to observe what be the proper peculiar particular most fitting and convenient means of that grace that thou dost want to beget and entertain it and carefully to be meditating about them and feeding upon them especially so feeding your self with food convenient for every grace both the own proper peculiar means this is to be as the Apostle speaks a wise master-builder As we had need of wise master builders so we had need our selves to be wise builders One that is building an house or wall he will not take any stone that is neerest by him but he will look what stone will fit such a place and this he takes Even so we should not think it enough in the working of the work of our own salvation we should not think it enough I say to use the means in generall for thus want of wit may make much work and we may be long enough ere we come to the point but we should use the neerest most commodious and most convenient means for the begetting of that grace we stand in need of For example feel we want or weaknesse of the love of God then should we meditate upon his goodnesse kindnessâ— bountie patience pitie truth mercie and the rest of his amiable properties his favours deliverances benefits In a word how good he is in himself and how good he is towards thee Or doest thou find the want of the fear of God or of reverence towards him meditate seriously of the glory majestie of God and the rest of his awfull properties especially if thou hast found any touch of his justice So find we that the work of humiliation is but small and weak this is the ground-work and should be well looked to you feed upon the threatnings and curses of the Law the severitie of them and their universalitie how none escape them being guiltie of the same sins My heart trembleth for fear of thee and I am afraid because of thy judgements Upon the fiercenesse of Gods anger against sin who knows the power of his wrath the infinitenesse and strange extent of his justice His judgements are past finding out especially hast thou found a touch of these by experience And to come to the point in hand fearest thou the want or feelest thou the weaknesse of Faith then betake thy self to the particular means of faith as namely the precious promises of the remission of sins the sure invitations to accept of mercie the pregnant passages of Gods mercifull nature the Covenant Oath c. this is properly and wisely to work out the work of your salvation to work and to work it out even first of all to search and try how it fares with thee in regard of this work whether this work be at all begun in us or not if the ground work be layd or not the ground-work of humiliation and if that be layed how far is it gone on whether we have gotten faith love c. and where we find it at a stand or stay there I say we should set too carefully and advance the work then we should pray most earnestly and use the means most diligently I mean the proper and particular and most convenient means as wise builders And as in building so in repairing our spirituall building we are to take the same course for what we have got before the stamp of them will be ready to slip out of our hearts and memories and we are not busier in building then Satan is in breaching and therefore as we are builders so we must be repairers also And surely whosoever will keep this course of diligence using feeding and meditating upon the particular means not leaning to them but upon the blessing of the Lords Spirit procured by prayer no doubt shall find an happie progresse in the
work of his salvation But above all we should remember not to lean to the Means but to the Lords Spirit for if it be true of the temporall much more of the spirituall Vnlesse the Lord builds the house he that buildeth buildeth but in vain True it is that the Lord pities our foolishnesse and as he hath a gracious care and providence of the salvation of mens bodies so much more hath he a gracious providence over the souls of his own though they be not so thriftie and wise in their own generation as they should making them meet with such doctrine books conference that is most sutable to their present case but for all this the rule of the using of the particular means is much to be observed Q How then would you have me go about the particular means of Faith to get to the promises the Covenant c. and to apply them to my self For this I would gladly do but while I am about the doing of it I dare not apply them to my self I think they do not belong to me although very sweet in themselves and that because I find not these Marks in me which are in Gods children now the promises onely belong to such I see no thing in me but corruption wants c. and misse all these Marks that you were speaking of that flow from Faith A. This is one of Satans greatest stratagems and wiles as is to be seen by the experience of Gods children for exceeding many are born back from laying hold on the promises and other grounds of confidence upon the very same considerations and all by the subtiltie of Satan and their own ignorance not considering the order and nature of things and so very dangerously and preposterously run first to the Marks of Faith which they will not fail to misse and so be discouraged or else if any do seem to find do build upon a wrong ground and so are readie to be deceived Whereas indeed they should first betake themselves to the Means that so they may get both a sound and a strong faith First I say then that this preposterous running to the Marks and effects of Faith so incident to many instead of the Means it comes from not considering rightly what is the very true nature of faith to wit that it is a resting upon the word and promise of the faithfull and powerfull God alone Faith is by hearing and hearing is by the Word of God Even as beleeving of a man is a relying upon his word and promise This is an easie point but for all that not duly considered by many which makes them take this wrong course for let sundrie be posed especially those who run so hastily to the Marks of Faith and so discourages themselves to look to the Means let sundrie I say be rightly examined it shall be found that they make not their faith to rest upon any thing in God his truth c. but upon something in themselves Or to give it the most favourable expression they make their faith not to be a resting upon Gods word but upon his work should some be asked what did first induce them to beleeve and consequently what is the ground of their faith They would answer Because they did find such a change in their life and so forth Now this is a very dangerous mistaking for this sort of faith that leans only primarily to such a ground must be a very unstable faith mans life being so changeable but also if this be the first and onely ground of their faith it must be a very false and unsound faith and not partaking of the very nature of faith which is to rest on Gods Word and not on his work upon the faithfulnesse and power of God and not upon any holinesse in us Obj. But you will say Is not this a very good ground to strengthen our faith and assurance to wit by our good works and sanctification of life A. I grant it is a good way to strengthen faith in it's own place but I say that this assurance is not the assurance of Faith and beleeving properly and that it is not that to the which in the first instance we should betake us and that it is not the chief prop of our confidence much lesse the onely and that those who make it the onely have not true faith at all For the further clearing of this consider that Divines have well observed that there is in the point of considence a twofold assurance one of adherence the resting on Gods Word which is faith Another which they call the certaintie of evidence taken from the Marks and effects of Faith By the one we beleeve by the other we know that we beleeve The one is an act of faith whereby a man beleeves and is justified the other is an act of experience in an old beleever whereby he sees and knows that he beleeves the one is a direct act of the soul the other is a reflect act of the soul whereby looking back upon it self it finds by clear marks and effects that this Mark of faith is wrought in it and greatly rejoyces therein Both these assurances the Scripture recommends unto us the one while we are commanded to beleeve and rest upon Gods Word the other while we are enjoyned to try whether we be in the faith or not to make our calling and election sure by well doing And further the Scripture is written to beget both these assurances in us Joh. 20.31 And again for the other 1 Joh. 5.13 Now if ye would ask which of these assurances hath the preheminence surely the first in these respects 1. Because that is it alone that makes up faith for it is a resting upon Gods Word and so that which saves the soul and glorifies God most 2. It is most sure as leaning to the most sure grounds immutable strong consolations to wit divine testimonie even the promise of him who cannot lye whereas the other being deduced by way of application assuming conclusion reasoning all which all being subject to be deceived cannot be so infallible 3. And lastly the first is the more constant assurance for it leans upon the truth mercy goodnesse of God and upon his promise all which admits no change Whereas the latter assurance being taken from some effects in us which are very changeable it cannot choose but varie also so that it is the first that holds out in the stormes of tentation desertions and afflictions and that is our surest anchor in all these stormes Were it not for thy Word I had perished c. It is the first assurance then that both saves the soul and that can make a man most constantly to have comfort in himself or to go on in the service of God and which is chiefly to be marked that it is the first assurance onely that makes faith Now although the first assurance in these respects have the preheminence yet neverthelesse the other is not
not onely betake themselves to the means of faith before-named but do dwell upon them feed upon them meditate upon them untill their faith be well setled and strengthened and then the Marks will of their own accord follow for as seed doth not grow unlesse it be first harrowed and lye a while in the earth and as meat will not strengthen unlesse it be chewed and have time to digest even so unlesse we insist and dwell upon the Means of Faith the Promises Covenant c. by frequent and earnest meditation feeding upon them and hiding them in the midst of our hearts they cannot produce any setled faith in us and faith not being produced and setled it cannot produce these effects and marks as are requisite thereunto I have insisted the longer on this because I find it is one of the greatest depths of Satan thus to tosse in a wind as it were the children of God whereby many are held back from beleeving and we our selves are in every thing backward but especially in the point of beleeving O ye of little faith slow to beleeve The point of faith is a main point and going out of the way in it is no lesse then the hazarding of the soul especially we should take heed that the nature of Faith be not mistaken it is a fundamentall errour to erre in the point of Faith In a word then what shal one do when he is in such a case that he can find no Marks or evidences of faith pray for them that is true but for the point of means using there is no other course or help to strengthen his faith but this to strengthen his faith by the means that so faith may bring on these evidences As in the building so in the repairing of Faith Q. I would gladly hear of some of those speciall particular means to beget and strengthen Faith A. First of all a notable Mean is duely and diligently to consider of the mercifull nature of the Lord our God who is our partie with whom we have to deal as it is most sweetly and richly set down to us in Scripture and all to draw our unbeleeving hearts to rest upon the same This is a mean and prop of Faith that Gods children have had great recourse unto So we see Psal 25. Remember O Lord thy tender mercies for they have been of old Remember not the sins of my youth but according to thy mercy remember me c. So Psal 5. Have mercy upon me O Lord according to the multitude of thy tender mercies Sweetly saith Daniel of this Mercy and forgivenesse belongeth to thee although we have sinned against thee So sweetly Psal 65. Iniquitie hath prevailed against us but thou wilt be mercifull to our transgressions So Psal 130. If thou mark iniquitie narrowly who shall stand but there is mercy with thee or forgivenesse with thee And again With the Lord is mercie and plenteous redemption Thus hath Gods children against the greatnesse of their sins have comforted and upholden their faith by the consideration of Gods mercie The Name of the Lord is a strong tower the righteous run unto it and are saved Now the name of his mercy is above all his names as is clear from Exod. 34. where the Lord proclaiming his Name to Moses takes so many stiles of mercy to him But to the point the Lord in his word hath been pleased having a regard to our slownesse to beleive to set down his mercy very richly largely pithily and pregnantly to us he is said to be plenteous in mercy Psal 103. to pardon aboundantly or to multiply pardons Isa 55. To delight in mercy Micah the last To delight in these that trust in his mercy Psal 148. To be rich in mercy Ephes 1. That his mercy endureth for ever Is he not infinite in his mercy The Lords mercies be most pithily and pregnantly set down in these places Exâ—d 34. Micah the last Isa 1.44.55 Deut. 4. Psa 103.116 So that doth the greatnesse of thy sins trouble thee he is infinite in mercy though thy sins were as scarlet c. He forgives iniquitie transgression and sin for his Name sake he pardons iniquities so that now the greater thy sins be the greater shall be the name of his mercy So David Psal 51. For thy name sake pardon my iniquity for it is great the blood of Jesus Christ cleanseth us from all sin though never so great and no wonder because it is the blood of Christ of God not with corruptible things but with the precious blood and that his own blood Acts 20. Doth the number of thy sins trouble thee he hath multitudes of tender mercies for the number of thy sins he doth multiply pardons if thou hast multiplied thy sins he is rich in mercy he hath a treasure of mercy if thou hast treasured up wrath notable is that Isa 43. Ye have wearied me with your transgressions yet come and I will pardon you I even I am he who for my own names sake c. He who bids even us to pardon seventie times seven times how oft then will he himself pardon Obj. O but I have spent all my daies in sinning so that justly I may fear that the day of grace is expired that the doore of mercy is shut up A. O but the Lords mercy enduereth for ever he is long suffering if thou hast been long in sinning and that the day of grace is not expiered is evident because the meanes is yet continued and the offer of mercy in them for the Lord he is yet beseeching thee by his Ambassadors to be reconciled so that it is yet the acceptable time the day of salvation 2 Cor. 5. towards the end and Cap. 6. at the beginning And he is yet standing at the doore and knocking ready if thou wilt open to him to come in and to sup with thee and thou with him So then While it is to day harden not your hearts neither dispaire the Lord and thou art yet upon parley under speaking termes and so the bargain is not quite broke off consider the similitude of a besieged City as long as there is any parley there is possibility of peace consider also how it is said At what time soever a sinner repents I will do away his iniquities Obj. O but I cannot finde this repentance A. The Lord will pardon and shew mercy upon a very small measure of repentance he will accept of the smoake instead of the fire of repentance It is not our repentance but Christs merits that the Lord looks at he will not quench the smoaking flax yea he will shew mercy upon the very first motions and beginnings of repentance I have sinned saies David and The Lord hath taken away thy sin saies Nathan The prodigall child was met a far off yea upon a purpose of repentance I said I will confesse my sins and thou forgavest c. yea such is his mercy that when Adam did extenuate and shift
and hide his sin his great sin yet the Lord gave him pardon intimating mercy to him The seed of the woman shall tread down the head of the serpent Lastly whatsoever thou dost want in this point the Lord hath promised it even to take away the stonie heart and to give the spirit of mourning Zach. 12.10 Obj. O but I continually slide back to the same sins daily A. It may be so through the power of sin leading thee captive and sinne that hangs fast on yet this is not thou but sin that dwelleth in thee 2. He hath said that he will heale our back-slidings Psal 65. Iniquity prevailes against us but thou wilt be mercifull to our transgressions Doest thou sin daily he gives thee liberty yea he commands thee daily to crave the remission of thy sins yea as oft as thou cravest daily bread but you will say how can this be what man would deale thus O but my waies are not like your waies noâ— my thoughts like your thoughts Isa 55. But to apply the point and to draw to an end A due dwelling upon the meditations of Gods mercy thus laid down in Scripture is a notable prop and mean of faith for a Christian soul may reason thus doth the Lord set down his rich mercy so richly and amply in his word and will he not be as good as his word will he faile when it comes to the point and proofe as men sometimes use to do who will speak fair and fail when it comes to the deed and performance will he not be as good as his word he gives himself out for Yes certainly hath he not set out his mercy in this kinde that our mistrusting doubting and withdrawing hearts may be made to rest upon the same according to that in Psal 26. O how excellent is thy mercie O Lord therefore under the shadow of thy wings shall the children of men put their trust A second notable Mean of Faith is to consider duly the mercifulnes and faithfulnesse of our high Priest our Mediator especially his readines to receive sinners as we have a mercifull and gracious partie so also a mercifull Advocate Hebr. 2. A mercifull high Priest and faithfull in things pertaining to God to make reconcilement for the sins of the people This the Scripture makes also a notable prop and mean of Faith and confidence as is clear from Hebr. 4. Seeing we have such an high Priest let us come boldly to the throne of grace to obtain mercy Now for his readinesse to receive poore sinners certainly it is exceeding great It is well observed by one that he never refused any who came to him here on earth for the cure of their bodies although this was not his main errand yea he prevented some as the man at the Pool he encouraged others to come forward when others would have discouraged them as the blind man much lesse will he refuse any who come to him for the salvation and curing of their souls this being his main errand and principall office even to save his people from their sins 2 Behold how sweetly he invites Come unto me all ye that are weary and laden I counsell you to come unto me He that cometh to me I will in no wise cast out Ho every one that thirsts How often would I have gathered you Behold I stand at the doore and knock Rev 3. He beseeches us to be reconciled by his Embassadours 2 Cor. 5. Now may not a sensible soul reason He that invites us so kindly to come will he not welcome us as kindly when we come He that beseeches us to be reconciled unto him will he not when we intreat him be reconciled to us Stands he at the doore and knocks and will he not open unto such as not onely are willing to let him in but stand at his doore and knock He that so often would have gathered these who came not will he refuse to any chased soul a shelter under his wings flying for refuge and to the horns of salvation Q. O but I am not worthy to come there is gnoâ—race in me A. There is worth enough in him for you and him both 2. He invites thee to come and that freely and he will accept of thy small measure he quenches not the smoaking flax Obj. If I could come unto him but I cannot do that A. O he will help thee I will draw all men unto me Joh. 11. He is the author and finisher of our faith A third notable Mean of Faith is to meditate upon and confider of the manifold motives perswasions and inducements the Lord God uses to draw us to beleeve O it is not an easie matter to beleeve for the first Command is to beleeve 1 Joh. 5. this is his Commandment and he threatens us if we beleeve not and that most fearfully Joh. 1. and 3. Chapters to drive and scar us from infidelity Whosoever beleeves not he is condemned alreadie he hath made God a lyar 3. He doth request us to beleeve We as the Ambassadors of God beseech you to be reconciled bids us trust and trust perfectly to the grace that shall be revealed unto us 1 Pet. 1.4 He sometimes cheers us to beleeve and encourages us Come and câ—mâ— boldly to the throne of grace to obtain mercye Hebr. 4.5 Sometimes the Scripture chids us to beleeve so that as he saith of the people of Israel so may I say of this point O Judah what shall I do unto thee O Ephraim how shall I intreat thee Now may not a Christian soul gather great grounds to beleeve from these inducements reasoning thus with himself Doth the Lord command me to beleeve and shal I doubt whether I ought to do it or not Carry I my self or would I do so in regard of his other Commandments question I whether I shall do this or no and shall I draw back from this his most acceptable Commandment 1 Joh. 5. Doth the Lord threaten me so to beleeve so to chase me and scare my heart from infidelitie and shall I think that it will displease him to beleeve No I can see nothing can be either more dangerous to me or more displeasing to him then not to beleeve as is to be seen Joh. 7. and 3. Chapters 3. Doth he beseech me to be reconciled yea many never do regard his entreatie and will he refuse them who beseech him have besought him and by his grace will beseech him to be reconciled Is he not found of those who seek him not and will he not be found of me who seek him though weakly 4. Doth he bid me come boldly to the throne of his grace and will he then count it over great boldnesse in me to do so 5. Bids he me trust and that perfectly and complains he of the slownesse of the smalnesse of my faith and shall I be of little faith slow to beleeve Further as these Motives and inducements be notable to work us to beleeve and to
drive us from infidelitie so do they clearly testifie the Lords great willingnesse to have poore sinners saved which is also a great encouragement to beleeve for not onely saith the Lord I will not the death of a sinner but here is our fault about this point of the Lords willingnesse to save us we will not rest upon the Lords revealed will as we ought to do but run to his secret will so weakning our confidence for which his revealed will affords us such plentiful grounds and so needlesly perplexing our selves for secret it is and secret it must be We should hold our selves then to the Lords revealed will and not pry into his secret this seems to be enjoyned by these two places especially to wit Deut. 29. v. last Secret things belong to the Lord but things revealed to us and to our children even all the words of his Law that we should do them As also Rom. 10. cited out of Deut. 30. Say not in thine heaâ—t Who shall go up to heaven c. But what saith it The word is nigh unto thee even in thy mouth and in thy heart even the word of faith which we preach So that in the point of our beleeving or perswasion concerning our election and salvation or of the Lords willingnesse to save us we should not look to the secret will of God thus perplexing our selves but we should betake us to Gods revealed will and Word and that two wayes to wit 1. to the word of faith Rom. 10. or of promise cleaving unto it for it is the ground and warrant of our faith 2. To the word of the Law Deut. 29. thus making our calling and election sure by well doing and evidencing to our own conscience the truth of our faith it working by love 2 Pet. 2. For if ye do these things entrance shall be ministred unto you abundantly c. Would you then be wise to salvation this is the way of it the way to be saved is to beleeve the word of promise Whosoever beleeveth in him shall not be ashamed the way to know if thou beleeve is by some effects of faith Whosoever calleth upon the Name of the Lord shall be saved Look if thou be such a one Both these two be set down in the former place Rom. 10. This is also clear that such a course as this is to be taken to leave the Lords secret will and to hold us to his revealed will 2 Tim. 2. where the Apostle saith The Lords foundation standeth sure the Lord knoweth who are his Q. But you will say the Lord knoweth it is true who are his but how shall I know this also my self if I be one of his A. This is his seal Let him that loveth Christ depart from iniquity try thy self by this his seal so then perplex not thy self with the Lords secret will But 1. beleevest thou the word of faith which is neer unto thee then thy faith hath saved thee be of good comfort Wouldst thou again know whether thy faith be true see if thou callest upon the Name of the Lord. 2. If thou depart from iniquity for then thou art a sealed soul but if thou castest off fear and restrainest prayer Job 15. then thou art not right A fourth notable Mean and prop and seed of Faith to obtain it and to strengthen it are the plentifull promises of mercy and forgivenesse of sins set down unto us in the Word even as the Apostle cals them Exceeding great and precious promises these well considered should mightily strengthen our faith Have we but the promise of an honest man for any businesse will we not rest and repose upon it and will it not breed in us and beget a great measure of assurance about the thing promised and shall we not then be made sure of this point of the remission of our sins by so many promises so often renewed of the faithfull and true God who is truth it self and not onely will not but cannot lye as the Apostle speaks will we rest upon the Word of a faithfull man and will not we rest upon the written Word of the true God So that we have both his Word and his writ for it he is a God of truth so called by Moses Deut. 32.4 and 7. v. 9. saith emphatically Know that the Lord thy God is a faithfull God who keeps Covenant and mercie he styles himself abundant in truth Exod. 34. Great is his faithfulnesse and love who keepeth truth for ever Psal 46. He is a God of truth Christ is called Truth it self The Way the Truth and the Life the faithfull Witnesse the holy Ghost the Spirit of Truth the Word of Truth And shall we doubt of the performance of these promises No let us with Sarah judge him faithfull who hath promised that so we may by faith also with her obtain the thing promised his truth shall be thy shield and buckler This might be sufficient for this Mean but for the further stirring up of our backward hearts of unbelief to beleeve let us consider these two things about the promises of forgivenesse 1. Their pregnancie and pithinesse 2. Their largenesse and extent 1. Then the promises of mercie and forgivenesse of sin be very pregnant and pithie the more to perswade and win upon our untoward hearts of unbelief for not onely doth the Lord simply promise to pardon our iniquities but he promises to blot them out Isa 43. and Col. 3. The same phrase is used to blot out the hand-writing of ordinances which was contrary unto us that he is not onely content to give us a discharge of the debt of our sins but because that may seem not sure for that may haply be lost therefore he will destroy the bond it self that it be not brought forth against us even blot it out Moreover lest blotting out should not seem sufficiently sure for some letters may remain and the whole purpose may be taken up by these few he hath promised to wash away our sins Ezek. 36. I will cleanse you from your filthinesse c. Isa 1. I will make you as the wooll Further lest even after washing some stain should remain in the third roome he is said to cover our transgressions Psal 32. as also 85. O but will ye say he hath a piercing eye and will see through any covering therefore the Scripture speaks of his casting our sins behinde his back that is out of his sight Obj. But you will say what cannot be seen may yet be remembred what cannot be seen by the eye of the body may be seen by the eye of the minde A. This he promises and it is a part of the Covenant that he will not remember our iniquities the words are very emphaticall lest we should think that faults once forgotten may be again called to memory therefore he saith expresly I will remember their sins No more Once forgot and ever forgot In that day the iniquitie of Jacob shall be sought for
Now would such persons consider that these very conditions be promised to be wrought in them and that so the Lord hath undertaken to do them for us both his part and ours and hath undertaken and promised that we shall beleeve repent fear love seek by prayer so that we have no more to do but by faith and patience to cleave unto it and to wait for the inheriting of those precious promises when it shall please the Lord to accomplish them unto us and in us what can be more comfortable then this it gives rest to the soul and indeed were it not thus what should be the excellency and comfort of the doctrine and tenour of the Gospel for it is as hard and impossible as far without the compasse of our power as is the tenour of the Law it is as hard and impossible for us to beleeve and repent this being the condition and tenour of the Gospel as it is to fullfill the whole Law But herein stands the comfort of the Gospel above the Law of the new Covenant above the old that the Law promises upon condition but does not promise nor give strength to perform the condition Whereas the Gospel and new Covenant not onely promises upon condition but also promises and gives strength to perform the condition it self to wit faith repentance the grace and gift of prayer the fear the love of God and these be the absolute promises Hence it is that it is said Heb. 8. to be established upon better promises to wit because here in this new Covenant the Lord gives vnto us absolute promises not onely upon condition but even the very condition it self promises not onely to do his own part but our part also these be indeed better promises And hence is it that in the same place he saith they abode not in that Covenant to wit in the old Covenant and why Because they undertook fairly for themselves We will do all that the Lord commands us But what saith the Lord knowing their weaknesse and the rather of their undertaking O that there were such a heart within them but for this Covenant it shall not be so with them for I will do their part also they shall abide in it They shall not depart from me I will write my Law in their hearts And hence is it that Christ is the Mediator of a better Covenant this so main a point should be more taught and more considered for it is the very upholding of a Christian soul a notable encouragement in the course of Sanctification for now thou hast no more to do but to look carefully what grace thou wantest and then to look for the promise of such a grace and having found the promise thou shouldest labour with all humility to beleive it and then with that measure of faith that God bestows thou shouldest present thy daily Petitions to God in the name of Jesus Christ for that grace to be given unto thee out of the fulnesse of Jesus by the operation of the holy Spirit patiently confidently fervently and constantly prosecuting thy Suite from day to day untill the Lord satisfie thee which he will not fail to do if thou thus continue onely thou shouldest be carefull to do these two things to wit to beleive and fervently to seeke for these two the Lord requires Open thy mouth wide and I will fill it Psal 18.10 to wit in an enlarged desire And 2. by faith to receive it as I conceive it Ezek. 36.37 I will yet for this be enquired of by the house of Israel to do it for them this is subjoyned to all these precious promises of the new Covenant in that Chapter So that it is not enough for us to have the Promises but we must use the Means of earnest Prayer and seeking Ye receive not because ye ask not at least not so fervently and uprightly as ye should The prayer of the faithfull availeth much if it be fervent If thou beleeve all things are possible Obj. O but I fail in these two I cannot beleeve nor pray as I should and therefore I fear to come short of these precious promises A. Indeed we fail all too much in the fervencie of our seeking and it is hard to beleeve miracles and wonders for so indeed is the performance of these Promises whether it be the subduing of our strong fast hanging on corruptions or the supplying of our wants especially to those who are sensible either of the one or of the other and have continued long under such a sense O when shall I get such a corruption subdued when such a grace wrought not considering that God is able to do execeding abundantly above all that we are able to ask or think Able to make all grace to abound towards us for his power And then for his willingnesse more willing to bestow then we are readie to seek gives liberally to all and upbraids none counsels thee to come to him and get fine gold c. These be the two notable props of thy Faith in this point But for the point in hand thou canst not come to beleeve nor to seek as thou shouldest and therefore thou fearest thou shalt come short of the Promises Even these two amongst the rest are promised to wit the grace of faith and the grace of prayer Prayer is clearly promised Zach. 12.10 Jer. 29.12 A sweet place also Psal 10.17 So Rom. 8.26 Faith is promised Joh. 12.32 I will draw all men unto me this drawing is causing them to beleeve for he is the Author and finisher of our faith No man can come unto me unlesse the Father draw him So Psal 89.26 He shall cry unto me Thou art my Father my God and the rock of my salvation So Jer. 3.19 Thou shalt call me My Father and shalt not depart from me Repentance is promised the godly sorrow Zach. 12.43 turning with the whole heart Jer. 24.7 the fear of God Jer. 32.39 Further in this Covenant is promised what thy heart could wish for sanctification or for strengthening of thy Faith and making thy calling and election sure Thou findest and feelest an hard and unsound heart the sinfulnesse of thy nature and this holds thee back from beleeving here a new heart is promised Feelest thou strong corruptions I will cleanse you from all your filthinesse c. Thou feelest and fearest thy want of outward obedience it is promised also I will put my Spirit within you c. And so we see it to be an absolute and compleat Covenant the Lord in it undertaking both for his own part and ours and in it promising not onely upon condition but even the very condition it self which is very comfortable To conclude then this point of the Covenant Go to then O thou of little faith what hinders thee to beleeve the remission of thy sins seeing the Lord God hath not onely promised it to thee but even solemnly covenanted with thee and then hath made with thee for it