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the_o master_n be_v a_o little_a more_o familiar_a than_o afterward_o at_o first_o come_v god_n may_v give_v much_o to_o welcome_v thou_o and_o to_o engage_v thou_o but_o now_o thou_o have_v be_v long_o in_o his_o house_n he_o mind_v thou_o as_o much_o as_o former_o though_o he_o hint_n it_o not_o so_o often_o beside_o second_o god_n may_v withhold_v income_n to_o try_v thou_o whether_o thou_o serve_v he_o for_o love_n or_o for_o the_o loaf_n many_o serve_v christ_n not_o for_o himself_o but_o for_o themselves_o rather_o for_o the_o penny_n of_o income_n then_o for_o respect_n to_o he_o now_o christ_n may_v withhold_v income_n to_o try_v thou_o and_o therefore_o be_v not_o cast_v down_o for_o want_n of_o they_o lest_o thou_o give_v he_o ground_n to_o suspect_v thou_o but_o consider_v second_o it_o be_v christ_n prerogative_n if_o he_o will_v use_v it_o to_o make_v we_o serve_v for_o nothing_o the_o psalmist_n speak_v it_o to_o the_o king_n daughter_n of_o christ_n he_o be_v thy_o 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command_n christ_n command_v we_o to_o believe_v as_o be_v show_v he_o forbid_v our_o disquiet_v and_o casting_n down_o and_o he_o require_v we_o to_o believe_v in_o his_o father_n and_o in_o he_o now_o call_v thou_o obedience_n presumption_n beware_v of_o that_o o_o soul_n do_v the_o child_n that_o be_v sad_a and_o heavy_a and_o abstaine_v from_o meat_n and_o lie_v upon_o the_o ground_n do_v this_o child_n presume_v when_o upon_o his_o father_n command_n he_o arise_v and_o eat_v and_o be_v merry_a do_v the_o prodigal_n presume_v when_o his_o father_n say_v let_v we_o eat_v and_o be_v merry_a admit_v thyself_o to_o be_v the_o prodigal_n o_o soul_n yet_o since_o christ_n bid_v thou_o arise_v and_o eat_v and_o be_v merry_a why_o shall_v thou_o think_v this_o presumption_n obj._n but_o christ_n command_v not_o i_o he_o speak_v not_o so_o to_o i_o answ_n why_o not_o to_o thou_o o_o soul_n i_o say_v why_o not_o to_o thou_o be_v thy_o soul_n exclude_v when_o none_o be_v do_v not_o christ_n 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i_o be_v low_a i_o may_v rise_v yea_o though_o i_o be_v cast_v down_o i_o shall_v be_v raise_v when_o i_o be_o in_o the_o deep_a dejection_n and_o can_v mount_v up_o myself_o then_o shall_v christ_n power_n be_v manifest_v and_o magnify_v in_o my_o weakness_n and_o i_o shall_v after_o all_o my_o sigh_n and_o groan_n yet_o sing_v praise_n unto_o god_n as_o the_o health_n of_o my_o countenance_n and_o my_o god_n sure_o this_o be_v thy_o duty_n to_o endeavour_v and_o it_o will_v be_v thy_o glory_n to_o perform_v bless_v the_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o bless_v his_o holy_a name_n the_o printer_n to_o the_o reader_n by_o reason_n of_o the_o author_n absence_n from_o the_o press_n some_o fault_n have_v escape_v which_o may_v have_v be_v otherwise_o avoid_v but_o i_o hope_v they_o be_v such_o as_o a_o little_a care_n of_o thou_o reader_n will_v correct_v and_o a_o little_a charity_n pardon_n in_o hope_n of_o which_o i_o have_v omit_v the_o ordinary_a observation_n of_o errata_n and_o correction_n finis_fw-la a_o table_n show_v the_o principal_a thing_n in_o this_o treatise_n sect_n i._o the_o text_n be_v speak_v unto_o 1_o in_o its_o context_n where_o be_v set_v forth_o 1_o the_o occasion_n the_o psalm_n page_n 1_o 2_o 3_o 2_o the_o division_n of_o the_o psalm_n page_n 1_o 2_o 3_o 2_o in_o its_o self_n and_o here_o be_v 1_o the_o explication_n of_o the_o word_n p._n 4_o 5_o 6_o 7_o 8_o 2_o the_o division_n of_o they_o into_o part_n p._n 9_o 3_o the_o doctrine_n deduce_v from_o they_o p._n 10_o 3_o in_o its_o first_o and_o principal_a doctrine_n which_o be_v 1_o propose_v p._n 11_o 2_o prove_v p._n 12_o 3_o amplify_v 1_o show_v the_o nature_n of_o spiritual_a dejection_n p._n 13_o 14_o 2_o show_v the_o working_n which_o be_v 1_o fear_n and_o doubt_n as_o p._n 15_o 1_o whether_o god_n ever_o wrought_v upon_o the_o soul_n p._n 16_o 2_o whether_o grace_n be_v true_a p._n 17_o 3_o whether_o call_v conviction_n comfort_v be_v of_o the_o spirit_n p._n 18_o 4_o whether_o act_n be_v from_o love_n or_o light_n ibid._n 5_o whether_o the_o heart_n be_v sincere_a p._n 19_o 6_o whether_o it_o shall_v conquer_v corruption_n p._n 20_o 7_o whither_o the_o soul_n have_v close_v with_o christ_n save_o p._n 21_o 8_o whether_o the_o soul_n shall_v persevere_v or_o fall_v off_o from_o christ_n ib._n 9_o whither_o or_o no_o the_o soul_n ever_o pray_v as_o it_o ought_v or_o god_n ever_o hear_v it_o p._n 22_o 10_o whether_o the_o soul_n hear_v the_o word_n as_o it_o ought_v p._n 23_o 11_o whether_o the_o soul_n have_v a_o right_n unto_o or_o ever_o close_v with_o the_o promise_n p._n 24_o 12_o whether_o abstinence_n from_o sin_n have_v be_v upon_o religious_a or_o moral_a principle_n p._n 25_o 13_o whether_o one_o have_v not_o sin_v against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n ibid._n 14_o whether_o the_o soul_n shall_v not_o fall_v from_o grace_n p._n 26_o 2_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n p._n 27_o 3_o show_v the_o cause_n of_o dejection_n as_o 1_o remainder_n of_o corruption_n p._n 28_o 2_o fall_v into_o sin_n p._n 29_o 3_o ignorance_n of_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n ibid._n 4_o spiritual_a indisposition_n to_o duty_n p._n 31_o 5_o want_n of_o former_a income_n p._n 32_o 6_o insultation_n of_o satan_n &_o enemy_n p._n 33_o 7_o corporal_a affliction_n as_o sickness_n etc._n etc._n p._n 34_o 8_o sense_n of_o divine_a wrath_n p._n 35_o 4_o apply_v 1_o to_o inform_v we_o of_o our_o imperfect_a state_n as_o to_o rest_n and_o peace_n while_o we_o be_v here_o p._n 36_o 2_o to_o be_v thankful_a in_o case_n of_o
of_o god_n christ_n will_v certain_o make_v thou_o in_o a_o measure_n know_v what_o sorrow_n mean_v if_o he_o intend_v thou_o joy_n thou_o will_v be_v deject_v before_o thou_o be_v exalt_v and_o sure_o can_v thou_o but_o see_v thy_o state_n whilst_o a_o presumptuous_a sinner_n thou_o will_v cry_v out_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o be_v save_v but_o hope_v better_a thing_n of_o thou_o and_o such_o as_o accompany_v salvation_n i_o shall_v acquaint_v thou_o only_o with_o four_o thing_n about_o this_o ensue_a tract_n 1_o that_o it_o be_v the_o substance_n of_o many_o sermon_n and_o that_o when_o it_o be_v preach_v it_o be_v by_o much_o more_o than_o now_o it_o be_v yet_o 2_o that_o the_o abatement_n in_o the_o print_n from_o what_o it_o be_v in_o preach_v be_v not_o material_a thing_n be_v here_o in_o brief_a which_o then_o be_v more_o large_o open_v and_o i_o presume_v thy_o eye_n will_v reap_v as_o much_o by_o a_o little_a which_o be_v still_o before_o thou_o to_o look_v upon_o as_o 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do_v with_o thou_o my_o first_o request_n be_v this_o that_o thou_o be_v not_o hasty_a in_o read_v but_o that_o thou_o meditate_v on_o what_o be_v tender_v the_o bee_n which_o only_o light_v upon_o a_o flower_n gather_v no_o honey_n it_o be_v her_o abide_n a_o while_n that_o suck_v out_o the_o sweet_a such_o reader_n get_v but_o a_o little_a who_o rather_o run_v over_o then_o read_v a_o book_n and_o that_o person_n will_v find_v but_o little_a sweetness_n in_o a_o cordial_a who_o only_o hold_v it_o a_o little_a while_n in_o his_o mouth_n it_o be_v meditation_n which_o render_v truth_n sweet_a i_o have_v endeavour_v to_o write_v much_o in_o a_o little_a and_o i_o dare_v humble_o promise_n that_o if_o thou_o will_v but_o weigh_v and_o consider_v serious_o what_o i_o say_v to_o any_o head_n thou_o will_v find_v a_o great_a deal_n more_o matter_n than_o word_n it_o be_v true_a i_o have_v not_o handle_v thing_n so_o large_o as_o i_o may_v but_o yet_o i_o have_v suggest_v what_o may_v be_v sufficient_a to_o my_o purpose_n which_o be_v not_o so_o much_o to_o convince_v the_o dispute_v head_n as_o to_o comfort_v the_o deject_a heart_n of_o christian_n this_o therefore_o be_v my_o first_o request_n that_o thou_o meditate_v on_o what_o thou_o read_v my_o next_o request_n be_v this_o that_o if_o in_o any_o part_n or_o in_o the_o whole_a thy_o attainment_n be_v above_o what_o be_v here_o offer_v that_o thou_o do_v not_o slight_v it_o altogether_o upon_o that_o account_n even_o david_n himself_o be_v sometime_o aloft_o and_o never_o think_v of_o those_o dejection_n under_o which_o he_o afterward_o groan_v and_o peradventure_o though_o now_o thou_o keep_v holy_a day_n and_o feast_v with_o christ_n in_o full_a assurance_n a_o day_n or_o hour_n of_o temptation_n may_v come_v in_o which_o thou_o may_v be_v glad_a of_o a_o crumb_n of_o comfort_n and_o then_o this_o poor_a tract_n may_v be_v of_o some_o use_n to_o thy_o soul_n in_o the_o interim_n pity_n and_o pray_v for_o those_o who_o either_o be_v in_o or_o liable_a to_o a_o deject_a state_n need_v both_o comfort_n and_o counsel_n too_o and_o in_o so_o do_v thou_o shall_v further_o the_o design_n and_o indeed_o particular_o and_o singular_o oblige_v the_o author_n of_o this_o tract_n who_o be_v reader_n thy_o faith_n friend_n and_o souls-servant_n john_n durant_v sect_n i._o psal._n 42_o 11._o why_o be_v thou_o cast_v down_o o_o my_o soul_n and_o why_o be_v thou_o disquiet_v within_o i_o hope_v thou_o in_o god_n for_o i_o shall_v yet_o praise_v he_o who_o be_v the_o health_n of_o my_o countenance_n and_o my_o god_n chap._n i._n the_o preamble_n unto_o the_o text_n in_o a_o brief_a view_n of_o the_o whole_a psalm_n hold_v forth_o the_o occasion_n and_o the_o division_n thereof_o these_o word_n be_v a_o spiritual_a soliloquie_n of_o holy_a david_n who_o now_o as_o in_o private_a speak_v to_o and_o argue_v with_o his_o own_o soul_n in_o regard_n of_o some_o sadness_n and_o disquieting_n which_o at_o present_a do_v oppress_v his_o spirit_n and_o there_o be_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o precious_a matter_n in_o these_o word_n deserve_v our_o observation_n meditation_n and_o imitation_n i_o shall_v in_o a_o word_n touch_v upon_o the_o occasion_n and_o the_o scope_n of_o the_o whole_a psalm_n so_o shall_v we_o the_o clear_a see_v the_o intention_n of_o this_o verse_n it_o be_v think_v and_o that_o very_o probable_a that_o the_o occasion_n of_o this_o psalm_n be_v either_o the_o flight_n unto_o which_o he_o be_v expose_v by_o saul_n or_o the_o flight_n unto_o which_o he_o be_v expose_v by_o absalon_n clear_v it_o be_v at_o the_o pen_n hereof_o david_n be_v absent_a from_o jerusalem_n and_o the_o tabernacle_n the_o consideration_n of_o which_o fill_v he_o with_o sorrow_n and_o that_o sorrow_n set_v he_o upon_o the_o compose_n of_o this_o psalm_n so_o that_o whatsoever_o be_v the_o remote_a sorrow_n be_v the_o proximate_a occasion_n of_o the_o pen_n hereof_o now_o this_o sorrow_n appear_v in_o the_o whole_a psalm_n general_o and_o more_o particular_o it_o discover_v in_o self_n in_o these_o branch_n 1_o in_o the_o vent_n thereof_o 2_o in_o the_o cause_n thereof_o 3_o in_o the_o depth_n thereof_o 4_o in_o the_o effect_n thereof_o first_o david_n sorrow_n vent_v itself_o in_o the_o 1_o 2_o and_z 3_o verse_n of_o the_o psalm_n as_o the_o hart_n pant_v after_o the_o water_n brookes_n so_o pant_v my_o soul_n after_o god_n vers_fw-la 1._o never_o be_v poor_a hart_n pursue_v more_o by_o a_o company_n of_o dog_n than_o he_o be_v by_o his_o enemy_n and_o never_o do_v hart_n so_o pursue_v bray_v after_o the_o brook_n as_o he_o do_v after_o jerusalem_n and_o the_o tabernacle_n the_o place_n and_o type_n of_o god_n presence_n my_o tear_n so_o he_o vent_v himself_o have_v be_v my_o meat_n day_n and_o night_n ver_fw-la 2._o sad_a soul_n his_o grief_n feed_v upon_o its_o self_n and_o beside_o mourning_n his_o soul_n have_v no_o meat_n his_o soul_n also_o be_v pour_v out_o as_o water_n for_o so_o the_o word_n signify_v vers_fw-la 4._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d thus_o his_o sorrow_n vent_v itself_o second_o he_o open_v the_o cause_n thereof_o which_o be_v mix_v and_o mighty_a one_o while_o his_o present_a absence_n from_o jerusalem_n mind_v he_o of_o his_o former_a enjoyment_n he_o have_v go_v up_o with_o a_o multitude_n make_v boâ—y_a mirth_n but_o now_o he_o be_v deprive_v thereof_o vers_fw-la 4._o another_o while_n he_o consider_v the_o sad_a speech_n of_o his_o insult_a adversary_n who_o continual_o say_v where_o be_v thy_o god_n vers_fw-la 10._o three_o he_o describe_v the_o depth_n of_o his_o sorrow_n set_v it_o forth_o to_o have_v overwhelm_v he_o he_o profess_v it_o have_v cast_v he_o down_o vers_n 6._o and_o that_o he_o be_v in_o the_o deep_n vers_n 7._o last_o he_o declare_v the_o effect_n of_o all_o this_o now_o that_o be_v hold_v forth_o as_o double_v 1_o supplication_n 2_o expostulation_n the_o first_o effect_n of_o his_o soul_n grief_n be_v supplication_n his_o prayer_n be_v to_o the_o god_n of_o his_o life_n as_o it_o be_v vers_fw-la 8._o oh_o when_o shall_v i_o come_v before_o thou_o o_o god_n ver_fw-la 2._o to_o this_o he_o add_v second_o expostulation_n as_o another_o effect_n of_o his_o grief_n and_o this_o expostulation_n be_v hint_v to_o be_v 1_o with_o god_n 2_o with_o himself_o 1_o he_o expostulate_v the_o matter_n with_o his_o god_n i_o will_v say_v unto_o god_n my_o rock_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o ver_fw-la 9_o 2_o he_o expostulate_v also_o with_o himself_o why_o go_v i_o mourning_n etc._n etc._n as_o in_o that_o verse_n but_o especial_o in_o the_o word_n of_o the_o text._n why_o be_v thou_o cast_v down_o
stay_v a_o little_a o_o my_o soul_n wait_v for_o god_n in_o expectation_n for_o yet_o notwithstanding_o all_o thy_o present_a distemper_n i_o shall_v confess_v my_o weakness_n and_o praise_v he_o for_o the_o salvation_n of_o my_o countenance_n and_o for_o his_o be_v my_o god_n still_o thus_o you_o see_v the_o word_n open_v i_o will_v give_v a_o reason_n why_o i_o speak_v to_o david_n expostulation_n rather_o from_o this_o last_o verse_n then_o from_o the_o five_o verse_n the_o reason_n be_v because_o it_o be_v here_o set_v out_o full_a than_o there_o though_o happy_o few_o mind_n it_o this_o last_o be_v as_o it_o be_v a_o second_o edition_n with_o addition_n for_o there_o be_v two_o addition_n in_o this_o verse_n unto_o that_o first_o in_o that_o it_o be_v but_o say_v i_o shall_v praise_v he_o for_o the_o help_n of_o his_fw-la countenance_n but_o here_o it_o be_v i_o shall_v praise_v he_o for_o the_o help_n of_o my_n countenance_n in_o that_o he_o act_v faith_n as_o we_o say_v in_o thesi_fw-la in_o this_o he_o do_v it_o in_o hypothesi_fw-la in_o that_o he_o believe_v god_n salvation_n or_o save_v help_n imminent_a as_o it_o be_v in_o himself_o in_o this_o he_o believe_v it_o eminent_a or_o flow_v out_o from_o he_o there_o david_n only_o say_v he_o shall_v praise_v god_n as_o a_o saviour_n here_o he_o say_v he_o shall_v praise_v he_o as_o his_o saviour_n it_o be_v one_o thing_n to_o believe_v the_o health_n of_o god_n countenance_n another_o thing_n to_o believe_v the_o health_n of_o our_o countenance_n here_o david_n apply_v the_o health_n of_o god_n countenance_n to_o his_o own_o there_o he_o do_v not_o this_o be_v one_o addition_n the_o second_o be_v more_o visible_a for_o here_o he_o add_v that_o he_o shall_v praise_v he_o as_o his_o god_n which_o be_v not_o at_o all_o there_o there_o it_o be_v only_a i_o shall_v praise_v he_o the_o health_n of_o his_o countenance_n here_o it_o be_v i_o shall_v praise_v he_o the_o health_n of_o my_o countenance_n and_o my_o god_n now_o in_o this_o verse_n which_o be_v the_o pattern_n of_o holy_a expostulation_n with_o one_o soul_n with_o reference_n to_o sadness_n we_o may_v note_v these_o particular_n 1_o the_o object_n of_o this_o expostulation_n and_o that_o be_v david_n own_o soul_n it_o be_v not_o enough_o to_o expostulate_v with_o god_n so_o he_o do_v verse_n the_o 10._o but_o we_o must_v expostulate_v with_o ourselves_o so_o david_n do_v here_o 2_o the_o manner_n of_o the_o expostulation_n it_o be_v rational_a and_o it_o be_v serious_a here_o be_v two_o have_v why_o cast_v down_o and_o why_o disquiet_v 3_o the_o charge_n that_o he_o lay_v upon_o his_o soul_n he_o command_v it_o to_o wait_v to_o tarry_v to_o expect_v god_n 4_o the_o ground_n of_o all_o this_o both_o why_o david_n do_v thus_o expostulate_v and_o why_o he_o do_v charge_v his_o own_o soul_n and_o that_o be_v because_o he_o know_v do_v believe_v and_o be_v confident_a he_o shall_v yet_o for_o all_o this_o praise_n god_n etc._n etc._n chap._n 3._o the_o doctrine_n which_o arise_v from_o the_o text._n have_v thus_o open_v and_o divide_v the_o text_n it_o will_v not_o now_o be_v difficult_a to_o draw_v forth_o the_o doctrine_n the_o kernel_n be_v visible_a when_o the_o shell_n be_v crack_v and_o the_o grain_n be_v clear_a when_o the_o busk_n be_v thresh_v there_o be_v four_o doctrine_n which_o i_o shall_v gather_v as_o the_o principal_a grain_n in_o this_o floor_n and_o if_o christ_n will_v help_v i_o in_o the_o manage_n of_o they_o they_o will_v be_v bread_n to_o eat_v i._o even_o the_o choice_a saint_n and_o such_o as_o be_v according_a to_o god_n heart_n be_v liable_a to_o spiritual_a dejection_n and_o disquiet_v ii_o it_o be_v the_o wisdom_n and_o shall_v be_v the_o care_n of_o saint_n when_o they_o be_v cast_v down_o not_o to_o give_v way_n thereunto_o but_o to_o argue_v the_o case_n with_o their_o own_o soul_n iii_o saint_n in_o their_o deep_a dejection_n when_o they_o be_v most_o disquiet_v shall_v be_v content_a to_o tarry_v and_o wait_v for_o god_n cure_n and_o comfort_n iu._n it_o be_v the_o duty_n and_o the_o glory_n of_o saint_n to_o act_v faith_n and_o to_o believe_v even_o then_o when_o they_o be_v cast_v down_o low_a and_o see_v god_n least_o these_o four_o doctrine_n i_o conceive_v lie_v clear_a in_o these_o word_n of_o david_n and_o albeit_o i_o dare_v not_o say_v but_o there_o be_v other_o yet_o i_o conceive_v these_o the_o chief_a truth_n which_o the_o spirit_n will_v teach_v we_o from_o this_o text._n i_o shall_v show_v how_o each_o doctrine_n be_v deduce_v from_o and_o may_v be_v observe_v in_o the_o word_n as_o i_o handle_v they_o particular_o and_o by_o themselves_o chap._n 4._o the_o first_o doctrine_n speak_v unto_o and_o prove_v from_o the_o text_n and_o example_n what_o be_v david_n case_n have_v be_v other_o and_o may_v be_v we_o this_o therefore_o be_v the_o first_o doctrine_n which_o i_o shall_v speak_v unto_o and_o indeed_o be_v large_a in_o viz._n that_o even_o the_o choice_a saint_n and_o such_o as_o be_v according_a to_o god_n own_o heart_n be_v liable_a to_o spiritual_a dejection_n and_o disquiet_v sure_o though_o this_o be_v not_o simple_o express_v yet_o it_o be_v so_o strong_o include_v that_o he_o that_o run_v may_v read_v it_o that_o david_n be_v a_o choice_a saint_n none_o will_v deny_v and_o that_o he_o be_v according_a to_o god_n own_o heart_n 13.22_o act._n 13.22_o god_n himself_o do_v witness_v now_o it_o be_v he_o who_o here_o speak_v and_o say_v why_o be_v thou_o cast_v down_o o_o my_o soul_n and_o david_n be_v not_o single_a his_o case_n be_v but_o as_o other_o have_v be_v job_n be_v deject_v before_o he_o his_o soul_n be_v cast_v down_o as_o we_o say_v with_o a_o witness_n when_o he_o rend_v his_o mantle_n and_o shave_v his_o head_n and_o fall_v down_o upon_o the_o ground_n as_o it_o be_v job_n 1.20_o he_o be_v much_o disquiet_v and_o as_o job_n go_v before_o so_o hezekiah_n come_v after_o david_n in_o soul_n dejection_n sure_o his_o soul_n be_v cast_v down_o when_o he_o do_v chatter_v as_o a_o crane_n and_o mourn_v as_o a_o dove_n as_o it_o be_v esay_n 38.14_o i_o need_v not_o tell_v you_o of_o asaph_n or_o of_o heman_n sure_o you_o have_v hear_v of_o their_o dejection_n and_o disquiet_v if_o you_o have_v not_o hear_v you_o may_v read_v their_o case_n psal_n 77._o and_o psal_n 88_o sure_o asaph_n be_v much_o deject_v when_o his_o spirit_n be_v overwhelm_v and_o i_o think_v you_o will_v grant_v heman_n be_v much_o deject_v if_o you_o remember_v that_o he_o be_v distract_v sure_o he_o be_v low_a when_o in_o the_o low_a pit_n and_o sure_o he_o be_v very_o much_o cast_v down_o when_o he_o cry_v he_o be_v free_a among_o the_o dead_a but_o why_o do_v i_o speak_v to_o you_o of_o other_o when_o i_o may_v appeal_v to_o yourselves_o saint_n have_v you_o never_o be_v sad_a be_v your_o heart_n never_o cast_v down_o have_v your_o spirit_n never_o be_v disquiet_v what_o have_v you_o always_o go_v upon_o the_o hill_n have_v you_o never_o be_v in_o the_o valley_n in_o your_o way_n at_o least_o to_o zion_n do_v you_o not_o pass_v through_o the_o valley_n of_o baca_n though_o you_o now_o have_v beauty_n have_v you_o never_o ash_n have_v your_o garment_n of_o praise_n make_v you_o forget_v the_o spirit_n of_o heaviness_n but_o why_o do_v i_o renew_v grief_n by_o its_o remembrance_n your_o sigh_n seal_v to_o this_o truth_n that_o even_o choice_a soul_n may_v be_v cast_v down_o chap._n 5._o the_o amplification_n of_o the_o point_n in_o some_o particular_n i_o shall_v handle_v this_o point_n of_o spiritual_a dejection_n something_o large_o and_o the_o order_n which_o i_o shall_v walk_v by_o be_v this_o viz._n i_o shall_v endeavour_v to_o discover_v 1_o the_o nature_n of_o spiritual_a dejection_n what_o it_o be_v or_o what_o they_o be_v 2_o the_o working_n of_o they_o what_o they_o be_v and_o how_o they_o be_v 3_o the_o cause_n of_o they_o whence_o they_o flow_v and_o how_o they_o arise_v 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shall_v be_v chap._n 6._o show_v the_o working_n of_o a_o soul_n cast_v down_o the_o nature_n of_o spiritual_a dejection_n be_v see_v in_o the_o general_a we_o shall_v now_o take_v a_o view_n of_o the_o working_n thereof_o in_o particular_a now_o the_o work_n of_o spiritual_a dejection_n appear_v in_o 1_o fear_n and_o doubt_n 2_o grief_n and_o sorrow_n first_o the_o work_n of_o spiritual_a dejection_n appear_v in_o fear_n and_o doubt_n the_o soul_n cast_v down_o be_v full_a of_o doubt_n one_o while_o it_o doubt_v this_o thing_n another_o while_n that_o now_o this_o fear_n fill_v it_o anon_o another_o for_o look_v as_o the_o soul_n lift_v up_o be_v full_a of_o hope_n and_o assurance_n and_o carry_v forth_o in_o expectation_n so_o the_o soul_n cast_v down_o be_v full_a of_o fear_n and_o exceed_o perplex_v with_o doubt_n oh_o say_v the_o poor_a soul_n deject_v and_o disquiet_v i_o fear_v this_o and_o i_o doubt_v this_o can_v you_o resolve_v i_o in_o this_o doubt_n or_o help_v i_o in_o this_o fear_n and_o the_o like_a i_o shall_v instance_n in_o several_a fear_n and_o doubt_n which_o usual_o trouble_v the_o soul_n when_o and_o while_o it_o be_v cast_v down_o first_o the_o soul_n when_o deject_a it_o fear_v the_o work_n of_o grace_n it_o say_v i_o fear_v whether_o ever_o god_n wrought_v upon_o i_o at_o least_o i_o doubt_v it_o sure_o i_o be_o say_v the_o deject_a soul_n god_n be_v a_o rock_n and_o his_o work_n be_v perfect_a but_o alas_o there_o be_v so_o many_o imperfection_n in_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o question_v his_o work_n in_o i_o i_o know_v god_n work_v both_o to_o will_v and_o to_o do_v but_o alas_o though_o i_o wilâ—_n sometime_o i_o do_v never_o i_o fear_v god_n have_v not_o wrought_v in_o i_o paul_n be_v confident_a that_o where_o god_n begin_v a_o good_a work_n he_o will_v perfect_v it_o and_o this_o make_v i_o diffident_a that_o he_o have_v not_o begin_v at_o all_o in_o i_o i_o see_v so_o many_o debillity_n deceit_n decay_n that_o sure_o i_o may_v say_v as_o he_o if_o the_o lord_n be_v with_o i_o why_o be_v all_o thuâ—_n befall_v i_o judg._n 6.13_o the_o soul_n know_v the_o work_n of_o god_n be_v glorious_a and_o sure_o it_o be_v that_o if_o he_o will_v work_v none_o shall_v hinder_v but_o oh_o say_v it_o i_o find_v my_o soul_n so_o inglorious_a and_o i_o feel_v so_o many_o hindrance_n that_o i_o doubt_v i_o shalâ—_n dishonour_n god_n to_o think_v sure_o i_o be_o a_o afftaid_a to_o say_v he_o have_v wrought_v upon_o i_o this_o be_v one_o fear_n second_o the_o soul_n cast_v down_o sometime_o discover_v its_o fear_n in_o other_o term_n its_o dejection_n work_v up_o in_o other_o doubt_n as_o now_o whether_o its_o grace_n be_v true_a or_o counterfeit_v grace_n that_o be_v false_a be_v frequent_a but_o that_o which_o be_v true_a be_v scarce_o common_a working_n be_v ordinary_a but_o special_a one_o be_v rare_a counterfeit_n coin_n be_v in_o beggar_n purse_n but_o true_a coin_n be_v the_o portion_n of_o the_o rich_a i_o be_o sure_a say_v the_o soul_n when_o it_o be_v deject_v there_o be_v a_o feign_a say_v and_o a_o false_a love_n christ_n eye_n unfeigned_a faith_n and_o such_o tymothies_n be_v but_o i_o fear_v i_o be_v not_o the_o scripture_n call_v for_o unfeigned_a love_n let_v love_n be_v without_o dissimulation_n rom._n 12.9_o and_o the_o apostle_n love_n be_v such_o yea_o but_o i_o doubt_v i_o for_o my_o part_n say_v the_o poor_a cast_v down_o soul_n i_o question_v not_o whether_o the_o faith_n of_o other_o in_o the_o head_n christ_n be_v sound_n or_o whether_o the_o love_n of_o other_o to_o the_o member_n believer_n be_v sincere_a but_o i_o doub_v my_o own_o true_o say_v the_o soul_n i_o though_o once_o i_o bad_a faith_n in_o christ_n and_o love_n to_o the_o brethren_n and_o that_o my_o gold_n be_v not_o counterfeit_v etc._n etc._n but_o now_o i_o fear_v and_o doubt_n all_o then_o three_o other_o soul_n cast_v down_o have_v other_o fear_n sure_a say_v one_o whatsoever_o work_n be_v only_o in_o the_o letter_n it_o be_v death_n and_o not_o life_n and_o for_o my_o part_n i_o fear_v whether_o i_o have_v be_v by_o the_o spirit_n i_o doubt_v say_v the_o soul_n under_o dejection_n whether_o my_o call_n be_v ore_o by_o the_o voice_n of_o man_n in_o the_o bare_a letter_n or_o of_o christ_n in_o the_o spirit_n it_o be_v true_a the_o word_n come_v to_o some_o not_o in_o word_n only_o but_o also_o in_o power_n and_o in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n 1_o thess_n 1.5_o but_o alas_o i_o doubt_v whether_o it_o come_v so_o to_o i_o there_o be_v conviction_n and_o comfort_n which_o be_v but_o natural_a legal_a and_o false_a and_o i_o doubt_v whether_o i_o have_v not_o be_v such_o there_o be_v indeed_o convincing_n and_o comfort_n which_o be_v evangelicall_n and_o spiritual_a christ_n say_v the_o holy_a ghost_n shall_v convince_v of_o sin_n and_o of_o righteousness_n but_o i_o fear_v he_o never_o do_v convince_v i_o of_o either_o thus_o work_v the_o disquiet_v soul_n of_o some_o again_o four_o the_o fear_n of_o some_o in_o spiritual_a dejection_n appear_v about_o their_o holy_a action_n as_o hear_v pray_v repent_v etc._n etc._n and_o about_o these_o the_o fear_n of_o the_o soul_n cast_v down_o work_v thus_o i_o do_v sometime_o pray_v or_o rather_o endeavour_v to_o pray_v i_o do_v sometime_o mourn_v for_o sin_n or_o rather_o i_o do_v some_o thing_n like_o repentance_n but_o alas_o whence_o do_v this_o proceed_v i_o doubt_v the_o principle_n whence_o these_o act_n do_v arise_v be_v but_o poor_a and_o low_a and_o carnal_a it_o may_v be_v education_n profession_n ingenuity_n morality_n or_o at_o best_o
some_o common_a illumination_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d be_v the_o only_a thing_n that_o act_v i_o in_o all_o peradventure_o i_o do_v not_o approve_v of_o god_n according_a to_o my_o knowledge_n of_o he_o and_o if_o so_o i_o be_o no_o better_a than_o the_o heathen_n rom._n 1.28_o it_o may_v be_v and_o i_o fear_v it_o that_o my_o observance_v the_o commandment_n be_v no_o better_a than_o the_o young_a man_n mark_n 10.19_o 20._o i_o doubt_v my_o holy_a a_o rather_o seem_v holy_a action_n proceed_v mort_fw-fr from_o light_n that_o i_o dare_v not_o do_v otherwise_o thâ—â—_n from_o love_n that_o i_o delight_v to_o do_v it_o to_o do_v 〈◊〉_d be_v one_o thing_n and_o to_o do_v well_o be_v another_o differunt_fw-la bonum_fw-la &_o bene_fw-la valde_fw-la differunt_fw-la i_o fear_v what_o ever_o my_o act_n be_v that_o my_o principle_n and_o aim_n be_v not_o as_o they_o shall_v be_v some_o have_v bad_a end_n in_o good_a work_n other_o do_v spiritual_a action_n from_o carnal_a principle_n and_o i_o fear_v whether_o this_o be_v not_o my_o case_n thus_o likewise_o some_o soul_n when_o they_o be_v cast_v down_o vent_v themselves_o five_o there_o be_v some_o who_o when_o cast_v down_o breath_n forth_o other_o fear_n as_o now_o touch_v their_o sincerity_n i_o doubt_v say_v the_o deject_a soul_n whether_o my_o heart_n be_v sound_a there_o be_v many_o paint_a sepulcher_n and_o be_o not_o i_o one_o of_o they_o there_o be_v many_o who_o at_o best_o be_v but_o seem_a saint_n and_o i_o fear_v i_o be_o such_o the_o prophet_n say_v the_o heart_n be_v deceitful_a above_o all_o thing_n and_o desperate_o wicked_a and_o he_o ask_v also_o who_o can_v know_v it_o jer._n 17.9_o for_o my_o part_n i_o do_v not_o know_v it_o sure_o i_o fear_v nay_o i_o find_v my_o heart_n desperate_o wicked_a and_o deceitful_a i_o fear_v i_o look_v one_o way_n water-man-like_a even_o while_o i_o row_v another_o i_o fear_v lest_o i_o be_v a_o child_n of_o darkness_n transform_v into_o a_o angel_n 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sometime_o the_o soul_n say_v its_o deject_a for_o this_o cross_n or_o for_o that_o affliction_n for_o this_o fear_n and_o that_o fall_v for_o this_o corruption_n and_o that_o temptation_n etc._n etc._n now_o then_o the_o main_a part_n of_o this_o expostulation_n lie_v in_o our_o weigh_v and_o right_o state_v of_o the_o cause_n which_o the_o soul_n either_o have_v or_o think_v it_o have_v for_o its_o dejection_n then_o three_o this_o argue_v lie_v in_o do_v of_o what_o we_o be_v able_a to_o do_v to_o satisfy_v ourselves_o it_o be_v say_v of_o david_n that_o he_o comfort_v himself_o in_o his_o god_n 1_o sam._n 30.6_o that_o be_v he_o strengthen_v himself_o as_o well_o as_o he_o can_v it_o be_v certain_a that_o in_o a_o natural_a way_n we_o may_v do_v something_o and_o in_o a_o supernatural_a way_n we_o may_v do_v more_o now_o we_o shall_v stir_v up_o our_o gift_n both_o natural_a and_o supernatural_a encourage_v yourselves_o as_o i_o read_v it_o and_o he_o shall_v strengthen_v your_o 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〈◊〉_d therefore_o the_o psalmist_n say_v stand_v in_o awe_n and_o sin_n not_o common_a or_o expostulate_v with_o yourselves_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d psal_n 4.4_o in_o like_a manner_n saint_n will_v not_o give_v way_n unto_o sadness_n heart_n i_o e._n speak_v in_o your_o heart_n if_o they_o do_v but_o common_a and_o reason_n the_o case_n with_o themselves_o do_v saint_n but_o reason_n with_o sorrow_n thus_o why_o be_v thou_o whither_o tende_v thou_o what_o sweet_a be_v in_o thou_o &_o c_o sure_o such_o a_o reason_n as_o this_o it_o will_v at_o least_o restrain_v sorrow_n and_o keep_v it_o under_o and_o to_o this_o four_o christian_n or_o saint_n cast_v down_o shall_v thus_o reason_v with_o themselves_o because_o this_o will_v be_v some_o excuse_n for_o they_o if_o they_o can_v prevail_v that_o soul_n that_o give_v way_n to_o sadness_n and_o in_o no_o kind_n strive_v against_o and_o expostulate_v with_o it_o have_v no_o excuse_n to_o plead_v as_o sinner_n that_o rush_v 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certain_o except_o jesus_n christ_n be_v with_o we_o we_o neither_o be_v nor_o can_v do_v any_o thing_n i_o beseech_v you_o therefore_o always_o to_o eye_n he_o for_o it_o be_v he_o who_o be_v the_o shepherd_n and_o bishop_n of_o your_o soul_n as_o it_o be_v 1_o pet._n 2._o last_o now_o in_o your_o eye_v christ_n take_v these_o seasonable_a direction_n viz._n eye_v he_o as_o 1_o substantial_a 2_o sweet_a 3_o sacred_a 1_o eye_n jesus_n christ_n as_o substantial_a let_v never_o that_o blackness_n and_o blasphemy_n over-cloud_n your_o head_n and_o heart_n which_o have_v make_v some_o to_o think_v and_o speak_v of_o christ_n as_o of_o a_o form_n and_o shadow_n how_o sad_a a_o estate_n be_v our_o soul_n in_o if_o jesus_n christ_n be_v but_o a_o shadow_n and_o yet_o the_o socinian_o make_v he_o no_o more_o while_o they_o deny_v his_o make_v any_o substantial_a satisfaction_n for_o we_o for_o they_o rather_o make_v he_o a_o mere_a pattern_n of_o what_o we_o shall_v do_v than_o a_o mediatory_a patient_n of_o what_o we_o shall_v suffer_v and_o so_o deny_v he_o to_o be_v a_o substantial_a saviour_n and_o thus_o likewise_o the_o seeker_n overthrow_v the_o substantiality_n of_o christ_n who_o speak_v and_o think_v of_o he_o only_o as_o a_o form_n of_o god_n put_v forth_o itself_o for_o a_o time_n and_o annihilate_v afterward_o and_o who_o profess_o maintain_v that_o christ_n be_v but_o a_o shadow_n of_o what_o god_n will_v do_v in_o our_o flesh_n and_o that_o themselves_o be_v as_o substantial_o god_n as_o he_o but_o alas_o how_o be_v they_o deceive_v i_o hope_v you_o have_v not_o so_o learned_a 39.6_o psal_n 39.6_o for_o you_o know_v that_o every_o man_n walk_v in_o a_o vain_a show_n and_o christ_n be_v the_o substantial_a and_o express_v image_n of_o the_o father_n glory_n 2.9_o heb._n 1.3_o col._n 2.9_o and_o that_o the_o godhead_n itself_o substantial_o dwell_v in_o he_o indeed_o all_o thing_n beside_o christ_n be_v but_o mere_a shadow_n 2.17_o col._n 2.17_o he_o be_v the_o body_n he_o be_v the_o substance_n eye_v he_o and_o honour_v he_o so_o 2_o eye_n your_o shepherd_n as_o sweet_a entertain_v no_o hard_a thought_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n persuade_v your_o soul_n he_o have_v both_o do_v and_o suffer_v all_o thing_n for_o your_o sake_n he_o have_v suffer_v for_o all_o your_o wander_n though_o you_o be_v as_o sheep_n go_v astray_o as_o it_o be_v 1_o pet._n 2.24.25_o he_o work_v all_o for_o you_o and_o in_o you_o and_o there_o remain_v nothing_o more_o for_o you_o to_o do_v but_o to_o make_v sure_a to_o yourselves_o by_o faith_n that_o which_o he_o have_v make_v sure_a in_o its_o self_n by_o love_n it_o be_v true_a if_o you_o wander_v his_o crook_n shall_v gather_v you_o and_o it_o may_v be_v his_o dog_n worry_v you_o but_o still_o he_o be_v sweet_a for_o it_o be_v because_o he_o will_v not_o loose_v you_o it_o be_v true_a you_o must_v not_o be_v idle_a he_o will_v have_v you_o pray_v read_v hear_v believe_v do_v etc._n etc._n but_o these_o thing_n shall_v rather_o be_v as_o your_o pleasant_a walk_n in_o his_o way_n than_o any_o painful_a work_n in_o all_o his_o dispensation_n towards_o you_o he_o be_v and_o you_o shall_v find_v he_o sweet_a therefore_o eye_n and_o love_v he_o so_o 3_o eye_n your_o shepherd_n as_o sacred_a remember_v though_o he_o love_v sinner_n he_o loathe_v sin_n though_o he_o do_v bear_v the_o guilt_n of_o sin_n upon_o his_o bache_n yet_o he_o will_v not_o bear_v with_o the_o filth_n of_o sin_n in_o your_o bosom_n o_o let_v the_o word_n and_o tenet_n of_o those_o that_o slight_a sin_n as_o nothing_o and_o speak_v of_o prophannesse_n as_o high_a as_o of_o piety_n and_o fancy_v themselves_o as_o holy_a and_o happy_a in_o act_n of_o sin_n as_o in_o good_a duty_n let_v these_o and_o the_o like_a be_v as_o the_o first_o beget_v of_o monster_n and_o abomination_n to_o your_o heart_n it_o be_v the_o duty_n of_o saint_n to_o beware_v not_o only_o of_o filthy_a but_o of_o foolish_a talk_n to_o avoid_v not_o only_a act_n but_o appearance_n of_o evil_a 5.22_o 1_o thes_n 5.22_o to_o hate_v not_o only_a work_n but_o garment_n defile_v with_o the_o flesh_n and_o fornication_n and_o all_o uncleanness_n be_v so_o far_o to_o be_v avoid_v 23._o eph._n 5.2_o 3_o jud._n 23._o that_o it_o be_v not_o once_o to_o be_v name_v by_o saint_n remember_v your_o shepherd_n when_o he_o be_v but_o a_o child_n be_v holy_a 4.27_o act._n 4.27_o and_o when_o he_o be_v perfect_a and_o at_o the_o right_a hand_n on_o high_a he_o send_v his_o holy_a spirit_n to_o peter_n to_o proclaim_v this_o to_o all_o the_o flock_v scatter_v up_o and_o down_o that_o he_o be_v holy_a and_o that_o they_o shall_v be_v holy_a too_o 1_o pet._n 1.16_o this_o peter_n write_v as_o he_o be_v move_v by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n eye_n therefore_o your_o shepherd_n as_o he_o be_v i._n e._n sacred_a and_o do_v you_o labour_v to_o be_v like_o he_o in_o all_o your_o conversation_n thus_o shall_v you_o do_v that_o which_o be_v my_o last_o advice_n viz._n 3_o live_v as_o sheep_n be_v innocent_a and_o harmless_a be_v meek_a and_o patient_a take_v heed_n of_o be_v wolf_n in_o sheep_n clothing_n or_o of_o be_v sheep_n in_o wolvish_a clothing_n neither_o be_v nor_o do_v as_o wolf_n bite_v not_o nor_o devour_v one_o another_o live_v in_o love_n as_o lamb_n in_o one_o fold_n show_v your_o discern_a ear_n in_o not_o follow_v stranger_n and_o your_o obedient_a ear_n in_o follow_v of_o jesus_n christ_n his_o sheep_n love_v he_o so_o do_v you_o and_o by_o this_o also_o let_v all_o man_n know_v that_o you_o be_v his_o sheep_n that_o you_o love_v one_o another_o but_o affection_n have_v carry_v my_o pen_n beyond_o my_o intention_n suffer_v i_o only_o to_o acquaint_v you_o with_o my_o desire_n for_o you_o and_o my_o desire_n to_o you_o and_o i_o have_v do_v at_o present_a my_o desire_n for_o you_o be_v that_o of_o those_o who_o christ_n have_v commit_v to_o i_o i_o may_v loose_v none_o but_o that_o at_o the_o great_a day_n i_o may_v say_v here_o be_o i_o and_o the_o sheep_n thou_o have_v commit_v to_o i_o my_o desire_n to_o you_o be_v that_o you_o will_v pray_v for_o i_o that_o utterance_n i_o say_v again_o 4.19_o ephes_n 4.19_o utterance_n may_v be_v give_v to_o i_o that_o i_o may_v open_v my_o mouth_n bold_o to_o make_v know_v the_o mystery_n of_o the_o gospel_n and_o that_o i_o may_v feed_v you_o not_o of_o constraint_n but_o willing_o not_o for_o filthy_a lucre_n 4._o 1_o pet._n 5.2_o 3_o 4._o but_o of_o a_o ready_a mind_n neither_o as_o be_v a_o lord_n over_o god_n heritage_n but_o as_o a_o faithful_a love_a wise_a and_o diligent_a shepherd_n that_o when_o the_o chief_a shepherd_n shall_v appear_v i_o may_v receive_v a_o crown_n of_o glory_n which_o christ_n shall_v give_v to_o i_o in_o that_o 8.4_o 2_o tim._n 8.4_o day_n and_o not_o only_o to_o i_o but_o to_o all_o that_o love_v his_o appear_v but_o this_o thing_n i_o hope_v you_o daily_o do_v and_o that_o i_o have_v no_o need_n to_o put_v you_o further_o in_o remembrance_n of_o it_o i_o shall_v therefore_o break_v off_o when_o my_o heart_n have_v subscribe_v that_o i_o be_o belove_v your_o love_a pastor_n under_o christ_n and_o laborious_a servant_n for_o christ_n john_n durant_n to_o the_o reader_n friend_n i_o have_v always_o think_v and_o still_o do_v that_o there_o be_v two_o sort_n of_o people_n who_o we_o ought_v to_o eye_n in_o all_o our_o preach_v viz._n desperate_a sinner_n and_o despair_a saint_n the_o former_a need_n corasives_n the_o latter_a cordial_n it_o be_v and_o shall_v be_v our_o work_n and_o wisdom_n to_o endeavour_v the_o humble_v of_o the_o one_o and_o the_o heighten_v of_o the_o other_o the_o first_o be_v to_o be_v make_v to_o know_v their_o transgression_n the_o second_o be_v to_o be_v tell_v of_o their_o pardon_n and_o with_o reference_n to_o both_o these_o christ_n have_v furnish_v we_o with_o convict_v and_o comfort_v gift_n and_o ground_n it_o be_v the_o second_o sort_n which_o i_o eye_v in_o the_o preach_a and_o print_v of_o these_o ensue_a note_n and_o if_o thou_o be_v of_o this_o sort_n i_o shall_v not_o need_v to_o invite_v thou_o to_o read_v but_o rather_o beseech_v thou_o to_o believe_v that_o all_o the_o comfort_n which_o be_v in_o christ_n be_v for_o thou_o for_o to_o this_o end_n he_o be_v anoint_v that_o he_o may_v proclaim_v the_o glad_a tiding_n of_o peace_n pardon_n liberty_n acceptance_n etc._n etc._n to_o such_o as_o thou_o be_v if_o thou_o be_v of_o the_o first_o sort_n viz._n a_o desperate_a presumptuous_a sinner_n i_o say_v to_o thou_o hands_z off_z as_o yet_o thou_o have_v no_o part_n in_o the_o comfort_n
o_o my_o soul_n and_o why_o be_v thou_o disquiet_v within_o i_o etc._n etc._n chap._n 2._o the_o explication_n with_o the_o division_n and_o doctrine_n of_o the_o text._n i_o shall_v explicate_v the_o word_n of_o the_o text_n a_o little_a so_o shall_v we_o be_v the_o better_a able_a to_o understand_v the_o meaning_n of_o they_o and_o to_o draw_v forth_o observation_n from_o they_o why_o be_v thou_o cast_v down_o o_o my_o soul_n and_o why._n the_o word_n or_o particle_n translate_v why_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d be_v and_o may_v be_v otherwise_o translate_v as_o now_o to_o instance_n 1_o it_o may_v be_v translate_v what._n 11.8_o job_n 11.8_o and_o so_o it_o be_v as_o a_o inquiry_n into_o the_o truth_n of_o this_o trouble_n david_n do_v as_o it_o be_v cunning_o work_v upon_o himself_o and_o say_v what_o be_v thou_o cast_v down_o oh_o my_o soul_n be_v it_o so_o indeed_o tell_v i_o oh_o my_o soul_n be_v real_a in_o thy_o grief_n be_v thou_o as_o much_o trouble_v as_o thou_o seem_v to_o be_v what_o be_v it_o so_o 2_o it_o may_v be_v translate_v how_n and_o so_o it_o be_v a_o word_n of_o admiration_n 36.8_o psal_n 36.8_o as_o if_o david_n do_v admire_v to_o see_v his_o soul_n thus_o cast_v down_o and_o it_o be_v as_o much_o as_o if_o david_n shall_v say_v how_o oh_o how_o be_v thou_o cast_v down_o o_o my_o soul_n how_o low_o do_v thou_o lie_v how_o sad_o do_v thou_o sit_v how_o exceed_o art_a thou_o trouble_v oh_o how_o be_v it_o with_o thou_o 3_o it_o may_v be_v translate_v after_o what_o manner_n 25.4_o job_n 25.4_o and_o so_o it_o be_v as_o if_o david_n shall_v ask_v his_o soul_n what_o kind_n of_o sorrow_n this_o be_v which_o have_v possess_v he_o and_o in_o what_o manner_n it_o be_v that_o he_o be_v trouble_v in_o what_o way_n be_v thou_o cast_v down_o o_o my_o soul_n 4_o it_o may_v be_v translate_v wherefore_o and_o thus_o it_o may_v look_v two_o way_n 1_o to_o the_o end_n 2.15_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d aliquando_fw-la ponitur_fw-la pro_fw-la 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d sicut_fw-la mal._n 2.15_o and_o it_o be_v as_o much_o as_o if_o david_n shall_v say_v wherefore_o be_v thou_o cast_v down_o for_o what_o end_n tell_v i_o o_o my_o soul_n what_o be_v the_o end_n that_o thou_o do_v aim_v at_o in_o this_o sorrow_n what_o be_v thy_o design_n in_o be_v cast_v down_o thus_o it_o may_v be_v a_o inquiry_n into_o the_o end_n and_o 2_o it_o may_v look_v to_o the_o cause_n and_o so_o it_o be_v as_o much_o as_o for_o what_o cause_n 19.28_o job_n 19.28_o or_o reason_n be_v thou_o cast_v down_o can_v tell_v why_o it_o be_v thus_o say_z o_o my_o soul_n what_o be_v indeed_o the_o reason_n of_o thy_o be_v thus_o cast_v down_o cast_v down_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d the_o word_n signify_v proper_o to_o bow_v down_o or_o to_o lie_v flat_a or_o along_o upon_o the_o ground_n thus_o the_o word_n be_v apply_v to_o worship_n or_o to_o mourning_n in_o the_o psal_n 38.6_o you_o have_v the_o word_n in_o its_o native_a signification_n translate_v and_o apply_v to_o mourning_n i_o be_o trouble_v say_v david_n and_o i_o be_o bow_v down_o it_o be_v the_o same_o word_n as_o joy_n in_o the_o power_n thereof_o lift_v up_o so_o sorrow_n in_o the_o power_n thereof_o cast_v down_o joshua_n full_a of_o trouble_n and_o sorrow_n cast_v himself_o down_o prostrate_a oâ—_n the_o earth_n josh_n 7.6_o david_n trouble_n lay_v he_o prostrate_a as_o the_o word_n signify_v yea_o he_o do_v prostrate_a or_o cast_v down_o himself_o recipâ—oâ—ae_fw-la coâ—jugatio_n heth-pahel_a est_fw-la significationis_fw-la recipâ—oâ—ae_fw-la his_o sorrow_n make_v he_o his_o own_o over-throw_a his_o soul_n cast_v down_o itself_o for_o so_o the_o word_n in_o its_o conjugation_n signify_v as_o the_o learned_a know_v o_o my_o soul_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d the_o word_n be_v put_v for_o the_o whole_a soul_n i_o conceive_v in_o this_o place_n as_o it_o be_v in_o some_o other_o david_n whole_a soul_n be_v grieve_v sorrow_n have_v seize_v not_o upon_o a_o part_n only_o but_o upon_o the_o whole_a and_o why_o be_v thou_o disquiet_v the_o word_n signify_v proper_o to_o be_v tumultuous_a etc._n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d from_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d tumultuari_fw-la etc._n etc._n either_o as_o the_o sea_n be_v in_o a_o storm_n or_o as_o a_o people_n be_v in_o a_o tumult_n in_o psal_n 46._o ver_fw-la 3._o it_o be_v apply_v to_o the_o sea_n and_o psal_n 65.7_o it_o be_v apply_v to_o people_n indeed_o sorrow_n in_o the_o strength_n of_o it_o cause_v a_o storm_n and_o a_o tumult_n in_o the_o soul_n it_o make_v every_o thing_n to_o be_v out_o of_o order_n as_o thing_n be_v in_o a_o tumult_n within_o i_o 〈◊〉_d psal_n 3.1_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d it_o may_v be_v and_o sometime_o be_v translate_v against_o i_o sorrow_n be_v against_o the_o soul_n grief_n be_v a_o enemy_n yea_o where_o it_o prevail_v it_o make_v the_o soul_n a_o enemy_n to_o its_o self_n david_n soul_n be_v disquiet_v against_o he_o hope_v thou_o in_o god_n the_o word_n proper_o signify_v to_o expect_v or_o to_o wait_v for_o with_o expectation_n yea_o it_o include_v a_o patient_a tarry_v a_o while_n thus_o it_o be_v say_v noah_n stay_v or_o tarry_v expectare_fw-la 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d from_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d expectare_fw-la gen._n 8.10_o sorrow_n render_v we_o impatient_a usual_o every_o passion_n when_o it_o be_v predominant_a overthrow_n patience_n david_n therefore_o bid_v his_o soul_n to_o be_v patient_a and_o in_o that_o patience_n to_o stay_v a_o little_a and_o yet_o to_o expect_v god_n at_o last_o hebrew_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d it_o be_v as_o much_o as_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d in_o greek_a or_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d in_o hebrew_n for_o so_o he_o add_v for_o i_o shall_v yet_o praise_v he_o stay_v soul_n say_v david_n for_o the_o particle_n sometime_o have_v the_o force_n of_o a_o final_a cause_n as_o in_o that_o job_n 3.11_o why_o the_o breast_n that_o i_o shall_v such_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d i._o e._n for_o what_o end_n do_v i_o suck_v thus_o here_o it_o may_v be_v use_v and_o david_n may_v tacit_o answer_v his_o soul_n which_o may_v be_v ready_a to_o say_v as_o he_o say_v what_o shall_v i_o wait_v for_o the_o lord_n any_o long_o ult_n 2_o king_n ult_n why_o say_v david_n wait_v o_o my_o soul_n for_o this_o end_n i_o shall_v praise_v he_o i_o shall_v yet_o the_o particle_n be_v sometime_o render_v still_o or_o always_o 84.4_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d psal_n 84.4_o david_n know_v however_o he_o be_v cast_v down_o now_o yet_o he_o shall_v always_o praise_v and_o hereafter_o he_o shall_v still_o praise_v god_n notwithstanding_o any_o thing_n now_o praise_v he_o the_o word_n signify_v in_o its_o first_o and_o most_o genuine_a sense_n to_o confess_v and_o be_v so_o translate_v sometime_o 9.1_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d from_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d ezr._n 9.2_o dan._n 9.1_o and_o happy_o there_o be_v this_o in_o it_o here_o as_o if_o david_n do_v hint_n to_o his_o soul_n that_o however_o he_o may_v have_v hard_a unbelieved_a thought_n of_o god_n at_o present_a yet_o notwithstanding_o hereafter_o he_o shall_v confess_v this_o as_o his_o weakness_n as_o sometime_o he_o do_v psal_n 77.10_o i_o say_v this_o be_v my_o infirmity_n and_o he_o shall_v confess_v god_n be_v his_o god_n and_o his_o salvation_n and_o this_o he_o shall_v do_v in_o a_o song_n of_o praise_n when_o he_o shall_v worship_v towards_o the_o temple_n from_o whence_o he_o be_v now_o banish_v and_o praise_v his_o name_n for_o his_o love_a kindness_n and_o truth_n as_o it_o be_v psal_n 138.2_o ay_o e_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d confess_v for_o its_o the_o same_o word_n both_o his_o love_a kindness_n and_o his_o truth_n who_o be_v the_o health_n of_o my_o countenance_n in_o the_o hebrew_n it_n be_v only_o thus_o the_o health_n in_o the_o plural_a number_n of_o my_o countenance_n and_o in_o truth_n this_o will_v stand_v very_o fit_a with_o the_o former_a david_n tell_v his_o soul_n he_o shall_v yet_o confess_o praise_v god_n salvation_n which_o he_o show_v to_o he_o yea_o and_o that_o he_o shall_v confess_v he_o to_o be_v his_o god_n however_o now_o he_o may_v doubt_v it_o for_o so_o it_o follow_v and_o my_o god_n so_o that_o now_o put_v altogether_o and_o it_o amount_v to_o thus_o much_o as_o if_o david_n shall_v say_v what_o be_v thou_o cast_v down_o o_o my_o soul_n how_o strange_o be_v it_o in_o what_o way_n be_v it_o for_o what_o end_n or_o cause_n be_v it_o that_o thou_o do_v thus_o bow_v down_o and_o storm_n thyself_o
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ignorant_a of_o it_o in_o its_o fullness_n what_o can_v disquiet_v the_o soul_n if_o it_o know_v the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n extend_v itself_o unto_o every_o sin_n in_o its_o pardon_n and_o to_o every_o grace_n in_o its_o supply_n the_o soul_n be_v apt_a to_o limit_v the_o holy_a one_o of_o israel_n it_o be_v apt_a to_o think_v there_o be_v some_o sin_n unto_o which_o the_o covenant_n do_v not_o extend_v it_o believe_v it_o may_v be_v the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n reach_v to_o the_o pardon_n of_o many_o sin_n but_o question_n whether_o it_o reach_v to_o all_o if_o it_o do_v not_o question_v that_o why_o be_v it_o cast_v down_o so_o that_o it_o doubt_v the_o pardon_n of_o some_o sin_n or_o second_o they_o be_v ignorant_a of_o its_o freeness_n how_o will_v the_o soul_n live_v above_o disquiet_n and_o dejection_n if_o it_o do_v but_o know_v and_o believe_v the_o covenant_n be_v free_a whole_o free_a constant_o free_a every_o way_n and_o in_o every_o part_n of_o it_o free_a it_o be_v 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grace_n they_o be_v apt_a to_o think_v it_o mutable_a do_v the_o soul_n but_o know_v that_o god_n foundation_n stand_v firm_a and_o be_v still_o the_o same_o sure_o it_o can_v not_o easy_o be_v deject_v why_o consider_v you_o deject_a heart_n god_n covenant_n be_v not_o changeable_a though_o you_o fail_v on_o your_o part_n yet_o he_o will_v be_v faithful_a on_o he_o god_n will_v not_o cast_v off_o israel_n for_o all_o that_o they_o have_v do_v as_o it_o be_v jer._n 31.37_o his_o covenant_n be_v as_o firm_a as_o heaven_n though_o their_o carriage_n have_v be_v as_o foul_a as_o bell_n the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n be_v the_o covenant_n of_o a_o unalterable_a and_o unalter_a god_n god_n know_v what_o fickleness_n be_v in_o the_o soul_n ere_o he_o enter_v into_o covenant_n i_o know_v say_v the_o lord_n and_o oh_o mark_v it_o mind_n it_o soul_n that_o thou_o will_v deal_v very_o treacherous_o as_o it_o be_v esa_n 48.8_o god_n bow_n be_v still_o in_o the_o cloud_n though_o the_o imagination_n of_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n be_v evil_a deject_a soul_n measure_n god_n by_o themselves_o but_o they_o know_v not_o his_o thought_n be_v above_o they_o they_o know_v not_o the_o firmness_n of_o his_o covenant_n therefore_o it_o be_v that_o they_o be_v so_o often_o cast_v down_o thus_o the_o ignorance_n of_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n be_v a_o prime_n and_o principal_a cause_n of_o soul_n dejection_n then_o 4_o another_o cause_n of_o dejection_n be_v spiritual_a indisposition_n unto_o duty_n the_o soul_n be_v it_o may_v be_v as_o samson_n be_v it_o rise_v and_o find_v its_o strength_n go_v the_o soul_n peradventure_o can_v sail_v as_o with_o a_o full_a gale_n in_o duty_n heretofore_o but_o now_o alas_o it_o can_v hardly_o as_o they_o say_v stern_a the_o tide_n i.e._n keep_v up_o against_o indisposition_n the_o live_a water_n which_o be_v wont_a to_o flow_v out_o of_o the_o soul_n in_o power_n and_o fullness_n be_v it_o may_v be_v stop_v the_o soul_n find_v not_o that_o alacrity_n and_o freeness_n that_o it_o be_v wont_a to_o find_v time_n be_v it_o can_v more_o god-ward_o and_o christ-ward_n upon_o the_o least_o breathe_v but_o alas_o now_o the_o spirit_n breathe_v and_o blow_v strong_o and_o the_o soul_n be_v sluggish_a it_o rise_v to_o go_v it_o may_v be_v but_o with_o that_o unwilling_a willingness_n and_o it_o strive_v to_o act_v but_o with_o that_o dead_a liveliness_n that_o sure_o it_o think_v all_o its_o strength_n be_v go_v and_o that_o it_o be_v but_o in_o vain_a to_o do_v any_o thing_n etc._n etc._n and_o this_o cast_v it_o down_o or_o 5_o want_v of_o former_a income_n in_o duty_n do_v deject_v some_o alas_o cry_v deject_v soul_n we_o do_v as_o much_o as_o ever_o but_o we_o want_v much_o of_o our_o income_n time_n be_v i_o can_v hardly_o lisp_v but_o god_n hear_v and_o now_o i_o pray_v often_o and_o no_o return_n at_o all_o job_n he_o cry_v out_o oh_o that_o it_o be_v as_o in_o the_o month_n pass_v as_o in_o the_o day_n when_o god_n preserve_v i_o when_o his_o candle_n shine_v upon_o my_o head_n and_o when_o by_o his_o light_n i_o walk_v through_o darkness_n job_n 29.2_o 3._o oh_o say_v the_o soul_n i_o pray_v read_v hear_v meditate_v confer_v communicate_v etc._n etc._n as_o much_o if_o not_o more_o then_o former_o and_o yet_o i_o enjoy_v less_o what_o shall_v or_o can_v i_o say_v to_o this_o what_o to_o sow_v much_o and_o reap_v but_o little_a to_o eat_v and_o not_o to_o eat_v enough_o to_o drink_v and_o not_o to_o be_v fill_v to_o earn_v wage_n and_o not_o to_o put_v it_o into_o the_o bag_n so_o the_o soul_n allude_v unto_o that_o hag._n 1.6_o be_v
not_o this_o strange_a sure_o i_o may_v well_o be_v disquiet_v who_o fish_n all_o night_n and_o catch_v nothing_o who_o act_n much_o and_o have_v but_o little_a or_o no_o income_n time_n be_v when_o the_o spirit_n blow_v and_o my_o spice_n flow_v time_n be_v when_o the_o king_n sit_v at_o his_o table_n and_o my_o spiknard_n smell_v time_n be_v when_o the_o father_n smile_v the_o son_n embrace_v and_o the_o spirit_n warm_v in_o every_o duty_n in_o every_o ordinance_n but_o now_o oh_o now_o i_o want_v these_o enjoy_v income_n and_o may_v i_o not_o well_o be_v disquiet_v and_o cast_v down_o 6_o the_o insultation_n of_o satan_n and_o enemy_n sometime_o cause_v casting_n down_o satan_n be_v impudent_a and_o he_o do_v sometime_o insult_v if_o he_o perceive_v the_o soul_n a_o little_a more_o than_o ordinary_a sad_a he_o take_v advantage_n present_o to_o say_v where_o be_v now_o your_o god_n david_n be_v much_o disquiet_v and_o go_v in_o mourning_n because_o of_o the_o oppression_n of_o the_o 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but_o the_o soul_n convince_v by_o the_o spirit_n be_v convince_v of_o this_o sin_n as_o of_o the_o sin_n of_o sin_n viz._n unbelief_n oh_o say_v a_o soul_n which_o be_v convince_v by_o the_o spirit_n i_o know_v drunkenness_n be_v a_o sin_n uncleanness_n be_v a_o sin_n pride_n a_o sin_n etc._n etc._n but_o i_o know_v unbeleef_n be_v a_o sin_n as_o great_a ray_n great_a than_o they_o all_o this_o be_v lay_v upon_o my_o spirit_n that_o christ_n be_v come_v into_o the_o world_n sweet_o discover_v the_o love_n of_o god_n free_o tender_v reconcilement_n in_o his_o blood_n but_o i_o oh_o ay_o do_v little_o see_v and_o much_o slight_v he_o i_o do_v not_o make_v it_o my_o work_n to_o go_v after_o he_o nor_o have_v i_o be_v willing_a when_o he_o have_v come_v after_o i_o to_o accept_v he_o and_o this_o oh_o this_o have_v be_v nay_o i_o fear_v it_o be_v still_o my_o sin_n oh_o this_o base_a vile_a damnable_a unbelief_n be_v that_o which_o have_v and_o do_v lie_v upon_o my_o spirit_n other_o 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the_o weak_a yea_o and_o willing_a to_o lift_v up_o the_o worthless_a soul_n of_o cast-down_a one_o 3._o conclude_v nothing_o by_o satan_n he_o will_v tell_v you_o of_o difficulty_n and_o impossibility_n but_o consider_v he_o not_o as_o satan_n make_v the_o proud_a heart_n of_o exalt_a babylon_n think_v it_o shall_v never_o fall_v so_o he_o will_v make_v the_o grieve_a heart_n of_o deject_a zion_n think_v it_o shall_v never_o rise_v but_o know_v satan_n be_v a_o liar_n and_o who_o will_v believe_v a_o old_a constant_a liar_n he_o will_v say_v despair_n when_o christ_n say_v hope_v but_o believe_v thou_o the_o lord_n jesus_n and_o slight_a satan_n be_v sure_a to_o conclude_v nothing_o from_o his_o suggestion_n obj._n but_o what_o if_o conscience_n join_v with_o satan_n what_o if_o that_o witness_n to_o satan_n word_n &_o c_o answ_n believe_v not_o nor_o conclude_v from_o thy_o own_o conscience_n it_o be_v possible_a that_o may_v err_v and_o look_v as_o the_o sear_a conscience_n of_o the_o wicked_a err_v and_o speak_v peace_n when_o there_o be_v no_o ground_n so_o the_o seduce_a conscience_n of_o the_o godly_a may_v create_v trouble_n when_o there_o be_v no_o cause_n beside_o christ_n sometime_o do_v permit_v conscience_n to_o condemn_v to_o heighten_v his_o own_o grace_n in_o acquit_v it_o be_v sometime_o in_o spiritual_n as_o it_o be_v in_o temporal_n we_o receive_v the_o sentence_n of_o death_n in_o ourselves_o that_o we_o may_v not_o trust_v in_o ourselves_o do_v not_o therefore_o o_o deject_a soul_n conclude_v of_o thy_o cast-down_a condition_n from_o satan_n suggestion_n no_o not_o when_o back_v with_o thy_o own_o conscience_n care_v not_o for_o satan_n condemnation_n nay_o judge_v not_o thy_o own_o self_n as_o it_o be_v 1_o cor._n 4.3_o last_o beware_v of_o conclude_v any_o thing_n form_n present_a seem_a rejection_n of_o christ_n many_o a_o cast_v down_o soul_n cry_v o_o christ_n seem_v to_o reject_v i_o and_o therefore_o i_o be_o lose_v and_o there_o be_v no_o hope_n etc._n etc._n but_o mind_n it_o o_o soul_n as_o a_o caution_n though_o christ_n at_o present_a seem_v to_o reject_v thou_o yet_o conclude_v nothing_o thou_o know_v and_o oh_o that_o thou_o will_v for_o this_o purpose_n consider_v well_o the_o woman_n of_o canaan_n christ_n at_o first_o do_v seem_v to_o reject_v she_o i_o be_o not_o send_v say_v he_o but_o to_o the_o lose_a sheep_n of_o the_o house_n of_o israel_n nay_o he_o call_v her_o dog_n and_o upon_o that_o account_n deny_v her_o child_n bread_n yet_o you_o know_v the_o issue_n beware_v therefore_o of_o conclude_v from_o the_o present_a deal_n of_o christ_n though_o he_o seem_v to_o reject_v thou_o and_o let_v thou_o lie_v though_o he_o speak_v as_o if_o he_o mean_v not_o to_o cure_v thou_o and_o call_v thou_o dog_n as_o if_o he_o will_v not_o have_v to_o do_v with_o thou_o yet_o believe_v for_o all_o this_o may_v be_v but_o a_o show_n to_o try_v thou_o and_o thy_o faith_n it_o be_v say_v in_o the_o story_n of_o the_o journey_n of_o christ_n disciple_n from_o jerusalem_n to_o emaus_n that_o christ_n make_v as_o though_o he_o will_v have_v go_v further_o yet_o upon_o entreaty_n he_o go_v in_o to_o tarry_v with_o they_o luk._n 24.28_o 29._o christ_n o_o soul_n may_v seem_v to_o go_v away_o when_o he_o intend_v to_o tarry_v only_o he_o look_v for_o entreaty_n o_o therefore_o do_v not_o conclude_v any_o thing_n from_o the_o present_a visible_a seem_a rejection_n of_o christ_n he_o may_v frown_v and_o smite_v cast_v off_o and_o reject_v call_v thou_o dog_n and_o deny_v thou_o a_o crumb_n and_o yet_o he_o may_v intend_v and_o if_o thou_o believe_v and_o wait_v will_n to_o embrace_v thou_o and_o raise_v thou_o up_o and_o to_o fill_v thy_o soul_n with_o heal_v and_o rejoice_v have_v premise_v these_o thing_n by_o way_n of_o caution_n to_o be_v take_v heed_n of_o i_o shall_v now_o add_v one_o or_o two_o positive_a consideration_n for_o the_o enable_v of_o the_o soul_n to_o act_v his_o faith_n even_o then_o 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never_o send_v he_o the_o deject_a soul_n cry_v out_o o_o i_o may_v not_o i_o must_v not_o i_o dare_v not_o believe_v why_o o_o soul_n why_o must_v not_o you_o believe_v who_o say_v so_o when_o do_v christ_n forbid_v thou_o where_o be_v the_o word_n that_o faith_n you_o may_v not_o believe_v nay_o be_v not_o the_o scripture_n express_v in_o command_v you_o to_o believe_v at_o all_o time_n be_v not_o this_o his_o commandment_n that_o we_o shall_v believe_v on_o the_o name_n of_o jesus_n christ_n 1_o joh._n 3.23_o see_v the_o text_n be_v positive_a why_o shall_v thou_o say_v then_o that_o thou_o may_v not_o believe_v second_o the_o depth_n of_o your_o dejection_n neither_o be_v nor_o aught_o to_o be_v a_o
freedom_n from_o these_o dejection_n p._n 37_o 3_o to_o prepare_v for_o dejection_n p._n 38_o 1_o by_o remember_v there_o be_v such_o a_o state_n and_o we_o be_v liable_a to_o it_o ibid._n 2_o by_o acquaintance_n with_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n in_o its_o freeness_n fullness_n and_o firmness_n p._n 39_o 3_o by_o treasure_v up_o experience_n ib._n sect_n ii_o i._o here_o be_v satisfaction_n hold_v forth_o unto_o the_o particular_a fear_n and_o doubt_n of_o deject_a soul_n viz._n 1_o to_o soul_n fear_v that_o god_n never_o wrought_v upon_o they_o p_o 42_o to_o p._n 48_o 2_o to_o soul_n fear_v their_o grace_n be_v not_o true_a p_o 48_o to_o 52_o 3_o to_o soul_n question_v whether_o their_o call_n conviction_n and_o comfort_n be_v of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n p._n 50_o to_o 64_o 4_o to_o soul_n doubt_v whether_o their_o holy_a act_n be_v from_o light_n or_o love_n p._n 64_o to_o 70_o 5_o to_o soul_n fear_v their_o hypocrisy_n p._n 70_o to_o 76_o 6_o to_o soul_n doubt_v they_o shall_v never_o conquer_v corruption_n p._n 76_o to_o 82_o 7_o to_o soul_n fear_v they_o never_o saving_o close_v with_o christ_n p._n 82_o to_o 91_o 8_o to_o soul_n fear_v their_o fall_n from_o christ_n &_o doubt_v they_o shall_v deny_v he_o p._n 91_o 92_o 93_o 9_o to_o soul_n question_v whether_o ever_o they_o pray_v as_o they_o ought_v or_o whether_o ever_o god_n hear_v p._n 93._o to_o 105_o 10_o to_o soul_n deject_v about_o their_o hear_n of_o the_o word_n p._n 105._o to_o 111_o 11_o to_o soul_n question_v their_o interest_n in_o and_o their_o close_n with_o the_o promise_n p._n 111._o to_o 115_o 12_o to_o soul_n trouble_v about_o abstinence_n from_o sin_n p._n 115._o to_o 120_o 13_o to_o soul_n fear_v their_o sin_n against_o the_o holy_a ghost_n p._n 120._o to_o 125_o 14_o to_o soul_n fear_v their_o fall_n from_o grace_n and_o not_o believe_v their_o perseverance_n p._n 125._o to_o 132_o ii_o here_o be_v hold_v forth_o particular_a cure_n for_o the_o particular_a cause_n of_o soule-dejection_n and_o the_o eight_o general_a ground_n of_o soul_n be_v cast_v down_o be_v state_v and_o speak_v to_o as_o 1_o satisfaction_n be_v give_v to_o soul_n cast_v down_o by_o reason_n of_o the_o remainder_n of_o corruption_n 2_o satisfaction_n be_v give_v to_o soul_n cast_v down_o by_o relapse_n into_o sin_n 3_o satisfaction_n be_v tender_v to_o soul_n deject_v about_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n 4_o satisfaction_n be_v hold_v forth_o to_o soul_n cast_v down_o by_o reason_n of_o indisposition_n to_o duty_n 5_o satisfaction_n for_o soul_n deject_v for_o want_n of_o former_a income_n 6_o satisfaection_n to_o soul_n trouble_v by_o reason_n of_o satan_n and_o enemy_n insultation_n 7_o satisfaction_n to_o soul_n cast_v down_o by_o reason_n of_o sickness_n and_o fear_v of_o death_n 8_o satisfaction_n to_o soul_n deject_v under_o the_o sense_n of_o divine_a wrath_n these_o be_v speak_v unto_o in_o the_o page_n between_o 132._o &_o 133_o sect_n iii_o another_o doctrine_n raise_v from_o the_o text_n which_o be_v 1_o deliver_v in_o its_o general_a body_n p._n 133_o 2_o divide_v into_o two_o branch_n viz._n 1_o that_o christian_n deject_v shall_v not_o give_v way_n to_o dejection_n p._n 133_o 2_o that_o they_o shall_v argue_v the_o case_n with_o their_o own_o soul_n 3_o pursue_v and_o follow_v in_o i._o branch_n under_o three_o head_n viz._n 1_o a_o premise_v that_o deject_a soul_n be_v apt_a to_o give_v way_n unto_o dejection_n show_v six_o ground_n of_o it_o p._n 133_o to_o 138_o 2_o aproofe_n of_o the_o first_o branch_n 1_o from_o scripture_n 2_o from_o reason_n which_o 1_o there_o be_v no_o reason_n to_o give_v way_n p._n 139_o 140_o 2_o there_o be_v much_o reason_n against_o it_o 1_o because_o it_o be_v a_o passion_n p._n 141_o 2_o because_o it_o be_v perillons_fw-fr 1_o in_o its_o self_n ib._n 2_o by_o reason_n of_o satan_n p._n 142_o 3vnto_o the_o soul_n 1_o take_v away_o our_o strength_n to_o work_v p._n 143_o 2_o take_v away_o our_o stomach_n to_o eat_v p._n 144_o 3_o a_o application_n 1_o to_o chide_v such_o as_o give_v way_n to_o dejection_n as_o 1_o who_o conceal_v their_o trouble_n p._n 145_o 2_o who_o look_v not_o after_o comfort_n p._n 146_o 3_o who_o dispute_v against_o comfort_n p._n 147_o 4_o who_o avoid_v company_n p._n 148_o 5_o who_o cast_v of_o duty_n p._n 149_o 2_o two_o caution_n against_o give_v way_n by_z 1_o answer_v the_o objection_n of_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n and_o show_v when_o that_o be_v too_o much_o p._n 149._o to_o 151_o 2_o advise_v how_o to_o stop_v sorrow_n that_o it_o go_v not_o too_o far_o p._n 153_o ii_o branch_n be_v 1_o propound_v p._n 154_o 155_o 2_o prove_v p._n 154_o 155_o 3_o amplify_v show_v 1_o wherein_o the_o expostulation_n of_o the_o soul_n with_o its_o self_n consist_v as_o 1_o in_o a_o solemn_a summon_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o give_v a_o account_n of_o its_o dejection_n p._n 156_o 2_o in_o a_o serious_a consideration_n of_o what_o the_o soul_n say_v for_o its_o dejection_n p._n 157_o 3_o in_o a_o endeavour_n what_o the_o soul_n can_v to_o satisfy_v its_o self_n ib._n 2_o why_o this_o soul_n expostulation_n shall_v be_v as_o 1_o because_o the_o soul_n have_v a_o faculty_n thus_o to_o expostulate_v p._n 158_o 2_o because_o hereby_o the_o soul_n often_o see_v its_o cast_n down_o causeless_a p._n 159_o 3_o because_o hereby_o sorrow_n be_v stop_v ib._n 4_o because_o this_o will_v plead_v some_o excuse_n for_o dejection_n p._n 160_o 5_o because_o hereby_o the_o soul_n be_v fit_v for_o a_o cure_n p._n 161_o 4_o apply_v 1_o to_o reprove_v those_o that_o argue_v not_o the_o case_n with_o themselves_o p._n 161_o 2_o to_o direct_a soul_n how_o to_o argue_v by_o give_v the_o soul_n 1_o some_o rule_n p._n 161._o to_o 165_o 2_o some_o question_n p._n 165._o to_o 166_o 3_o some_o information_n p._n 166._o to_o 169_o sect_n iv_o the_o doctrine_n of_o wait_v in_o dejection_n be_v 1_o raise_a and_o prove_v from_o the_o text_n p._n 169._o 170_o 2_o explicate_v by_o show_v what_o be_v wait_v upon_o god_n in_o dejection_n be_v in_o four_o particular_n p._n 171_o to_o 174_o 3_o confirm_v by_o six_o ground_n p_o 175_o to_o 177_o 4_o apply_v for_o 1_o humiliation_n p._n 178_o 179_o 180_o 2_o caution_n p._n 181_o 182_o 3_o exhortation_n in_o this_o use_n some_o case_n of_o conscience_n be_v satisfy_v as_o 1_o the_o case_n of_o be_v content_v to_o want_n christ_n resolve_v 1_o that_o it_o must_v be_v p._n 184_o 2_o how_o it_o may_v be_v p._n 185_o 2_o the_o case_n of_o answer_v to_o or_o deal_v with_o satan_n in_o the_o time_n of_o our_o dejection_n p._n 186_o 187_o 188_o 5_o conclude_v 1_o by_o grant_v that_o though_o the_o soul_n must_v be_v content_a to_o wait_v yet_o it_o may_v pray_v but_o show_v how_o p._n 189_o 2_o by_o grant_v though_o the_o soul_n shall_v be_v content_a to_o wait_v yet_o it_o may_v endeavour_n to_o be_v cure_v but_o show_v also_o how_o p._n 190_o sect_n v._o the_o doctrine_n of_o believe_v in_o the_o deep_a dejection_n be_v 1_o raise_v out_o of_o the_o word_n p._n 193_o 2_o open_v in_o show_v 1_o when_o the_o soul_n be_v deep_a deject_v p._n 194_o 195_o 196_o 2_o that_o then_o its_o duty_n and_o glory_n be_v to_o believe_v p._n 198_o 3_o confirm_v from_o the_o example_n of_o david_n etc._n etc._n p._n 199_o 4_o amplify_v 1_o by_o show_v what_o it_o be_v to_o believe_v in_o dejection_n set_a forth_o 1_o in_o a_o general_a description_n p._n 200_o 2_o in_o particular_a point_n to_o be_v believe_v then_o as_o 1_o god_n power_n 2_o possibility_n of_o the_o soul_n cure_v 3_o inclinablenesse_n in_o god_n to_o do_v be_v p._n 201_o 202_o 3_o in_o six_o special_a thing_n to_o be_v believe_v by_o the_o soul_n when_o it_o be_v in_o low_a p._n 203_o 206_o 2_o by_o show_v three_o reason_n for_o all_o this_o p._n 207_o 208_o 5_o amplify_v 1_o for_o information_n that_o time_n of_o dejection_n ought_v to_o be_v time_n of_o believe_v yea_o that_o they_o be_v the_o proper_a season_n of_o faith_n here_o be_v three_o reason_n give_v why_o in_o a_o special_a manner_n christ_n look_v for_o faith_n now_o p._n 210_o to_o 214_o 2_o for_o persuasion_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o act_v its_o faith_n when_o it_o be_v cast_v down_o low_a and_o here_o 1_o the_o duty_n be_v open_v p._n 214_o 2_o motive_n be_v bint_v to_o stir_v up_o as_o 1_o that_o now_o faith_n be_v bless_v p._n 215_o 2_o that_o now_o faith_n glorify_v god_n p._n 216_o 3_o that_o now_o believe_a engage_v god_n p._n 217_o 4_o that_o now_o believe_a raise_v p._n 218_o 3_o mean_n to_o help_n be_v propound_v as_o 1_o caution_n in_o which_o the_o soul_n be_v advise_v to_o take_v heed_n and_o beware_v 1_o of_o conclude_v any_o thing_n by_o sense_n p_o 219_o 2_o of_o consider_v self_n ib._n 3_o of_o believe_a satan_n although_o back_v with_o one_o own_o conscience_n p._n 220_o 4_o of_o conclude_v any_o thing_n upon_o the_o present_a visible_a rejection_n of_o christ_n p._n 221_o 2_o consideration_n as_o 1_o there_o be_v no_o ground_n why_o the_o soul_n shall_v not_o believe_v for_o p._n 222_o 1_o there_o be_v no_o command_n to_o the_o contrary_a p._n 223_o 2_o the_o death_n of_o dejection_n be_v not_o etc._n etc._n ib._n 3_o the_o soul_n defilement_n be_v not_o p._n 224_o 4_o former_a unbeleif_n or_o present_a doubt_n be_v not_o p._n 225_o 2_o the_o promise_n be_v make_v to_o the_o low_a estate_n as_o be_v instance_a p._n 225_o 226_o 3_o the_o soul_n shall_v not_o need_v to_o fear_v its_o presumption_n to_o believe_v which_o be_v the_o last_o object_n that_o be_v put_v in_o against_o believe_a it_o be_v answer_v and_o clear_v p._n 227_o 228_o 229_o finis_fw-la
to_o the_o full_a when_o thou_o shall_v enter_v into_o thy_o master_n joy_n when_o thou_o shall_v rest_v from_o thy_o labour_n thy_o income_n shall_v follow_v thou_o when_o thou_o shall_v come_v to_o abraham_n bosom_n and_o there_o thou_o shall_v come_v deject_a soul_n as_o poor_a a_o lazarus_n as_o thou_o be_v than_o thou_o shall_v have_v every_o prayer_n every_o sigh_n every_o groan_n come_v to_o remembrance_n and_o say_v now_o thou_o have_v all_o that_o which_o we_o go_v out_o for_o rouse_v up_o therefore_o o_o cast-downe_a soul_n god_n be_v a_o good_a master_n you_o shall_v not_o labour_v in_o vain_a be_v not_o deject_v but_o be_v steadfast_a unmoveable_a always_o abound_v in_o the_o work_n of_o the_o lord_n for_o as_o much_o as_o you_o know_v your_o labour_n be_v not_o in_o vain_a in_o the_o lord_n as_o it_o be_v 1_o cor._n 15._o last_o why_o then_o shall_v you_o be_v cast_v down_o for_o lack_n of_o income_n chap._n 20._o cure_v for_o soul_n cast_v down_o upon_o insultation_n of_o satan_n and_o enemy_n i_o remember_v another_o cause_n i_o mention_v of_o dejection_n be_v the_o insultation_n of_o satan_n and_o enemy_n many_o soul_n be_v deject_v at_o this_o that_o satan_n and_o his_o instrument_n triumph_v over_o as_o it_o be_v at_o large_a show_v before_o now_o to_o cure_v and_o comfort_v those_o cure_n cure_n let_v i_o entreat_v deject_v soul_n to_o mind_n and_o remember_v these_o ensue_a thing_n first_o satan_n will_v insult_v without_o ground_n he_o will_v say_v to_o david_n where_o be_v his_o god_n and_o he_o will_v but_o if_o to_o christ_n concern_v his_o be_v the_o son_n of_o god_n satan_n be_v a_o impudent_a enemy_n who_o will_v brag_v and_o triumph_v against_o a_o soul_n for_o nothing_o it_o be_v the_o nature_n of_o a_o dog_n to_o bark_v a_o lion_n to_o roar_v wolf_n wolf_n a_o wolf_n to_o howl_v and_o it_o be_v the_o nature_n of_o satan_n to_o insult_v be_v not_o therefore_o cast_v down_o at_o it_o second_o though_o satan_n insult_v christ_n be_v a_o friend_n and_o love_v we_o still_o even_o at_o that_o time_n that_o satan_n insult_v and_o buffet_v paul_n christ_n grace_n be_v sufficient_a shall_v the_o child_n be_v cast_v down_o for_o the_o insult_a of_o the_o groom_n or_o the_o scullion_n when_o he_o be_v belove_v of_o his_o father_n as_o his_o heir_n what_o though_o satan_n say_v where_o be_v thy_o god_n thy_o hope_n etc._n etc._n may_v not_o thou_o o_o soul_n say_v my_o god_n and_o hope_n be_v in_o heaven_n still_o all_o the_o devil_n in_o hell_n and_o man_n on_o earth_n shall_v never_o can_v never_o separate_v between_o thou_o and_o thy_o god_n neither_o principality_n nor_o power_n nor_o life_n nor_o death_n nor_o any_o thing_n can_v separate_v etc._n etc._n triumph_n o_o soul_n in_o that_o rom._n 8.35.37_o though_o satan_n insult_v be_v not_o thou_o cast_v down_o three_o the_o time_n shall_v come_v when_o thou_o shall_v tread_v upon_o thy_o insult_a enemy_n and_o when_o he_o shall_v be_v ashamed_a for_o all_o his_o insultation_n remember_v o_o cast_v down_o soul_n the_o god_n of_o peace_n will_v though_o thou_o can_v not_o and_o that_o short_o tread_v down_o satan_n under_o your_o even_o thy_o foot_n rom._n 16.20_o christ_n will_v take_v thou_o by_o the_o hand_n and_o own_v thou_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n angel_n and_o man_n yea_o and_o devil_n too_o and_o than_o thy_o enemy_n satan_n shall_v see_v who_o say_v where_o be_v thy_o god_n even_o than_o he_o shall_v see_v thy_o god_n as_o thou_o and_o be_v confound_v for_o all_o his_o insultation_n over_o thou_o last_o for_o wicked_a man_n who_o now_o it_o may_v be_v deride_v and_o scoff_n at_o thou_o be_v not_o deject_v for_o they_o because_o the_o day_n will_v come_v when_o they_o will_v wish_v they_o be_v as_o thou_o be_v when_o they_o shall_v as_o much_o admire_v at_o thy_o happiness_n and_o wisdom_n as_o now_o they_o sleight_v thy_o state_n and_o thought_n when_o god_n shall_v bring_v thou_o forth_o to_o light_n and_o thou_o shall_v behold_v his_o righteousness_n then_o shall_v all_o thy_o enemy_n see_v it_o and_o be_v ashamed_a which_o say_v where_o be_v the_o lord_n thy_o god_n then_o shall_v they_o lick_v the_o dust_n like_o a_o serpent_n and_o shall_v fear_v not_o only_o because_o of_o the_o lord_n our_o god_n but_o also_o because_o of_o thou_o as_o it_o be_v in_o that_o excellent_a scripture_n mich._n 7.9.10.17_o which_o scripture_n if_o thou_o read_v serious_o and_o act_v faith_n upon_o i_o dare_v assure_v thou_o of_o cure_n for_o this_o cause_n of_o dejection_n viz._n insultation_n of_o satan_n and_o enemy_n chap._n 21._o cure_v for_o soul_n cast_v down_o upon_o corporal_a affliction_n spiritual_a dejection_n be_v sometime_o cause_v by_o corporal_a affliction_n a_o sick_a body_n do_v in_o some_o person_n make_v a_o sad_a soul_n cause_n cause_n when_o hezekiah_n be_v sick_a and_o have_v receive_v the_o sentence_n and_o message_n of_o death_n he_o turn_v to_o the_o wall_n and_o weep_v and_o the_o thought_n of_o the_o die_a of_o his_o body_n produce_v dejection_n in_o his_o soul_n thus_o indeed_o it_o be_v oft_o with_o other_o now_o to_o cure_v this_o cause_n of_o dejection_n i_o shall_v not_o need_v to_o be_v large_a only_o take_v a_o few_o ingredient_n which_o mix_v together_o and_o apply_v may_v serve_v in_o this_o case_n to_o raise_v the_o deject_a spirit_n first_o consider_v the_o great_a ground_n of_o this_o dejection_n be_v a_o deceit_n cure_n cure_n afflict_a soul_n interpret_v affliction_n amiss_o and_o therefore_o be_v cast_v down_o they_o take_v every_o whip_n to_o be_v a_o effect_n of_o anger_n whereas_o its_o a_o sign_n of_o love_n your_o father_n o_o deject_a soul_n in_o your_o sickness_n be_v sweet_a he_o make_v thou_o sick_a in_o thy_o body_n to_o cure_v some_o disease_n in_o thy_o soul_n he_o do_v not_o afflict_v thou_o willing_o it_o be_v only_a that_o thy_o spirit_n may_v be_v well_o that_o he_o make_v thy_o body_n ill_o you_o have_v have_v father_n of_o your_o flesh_n who_o correct_v you_o and_o you_o give_v they_o reverence_n shall_v you_o not_o much_o rather_o be_v in_o subjection_n to_o the_o father_n of_o spirit_n &_o live_v heb._n 12.9_o this_o be_v speak_v in_o reference_n to_o affliction_n by_o this_o chastisement_n god_n seal_v up_o child-ship_n do_v not_o despise_v therefore_o the_o chastening_n of_o the_o lord_n nor_o be_v not_o deject_v for_o the_o word_n will_v bear_v this_o translation_n when_o thou_o be_v by_o sickness_n rebuke_v of_o the_o lord_n philo._n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d i.e._n they_o â—eject_v their_o own_o spirit_n philo._n heb_fw-mi 12.5_o it_o be_v a_o fault_n in_o the_o chastise_a child_n to_o be_v dog_v and_o it_o be_v a_o fail_v in_o thou_o o_o soul_n by_o reason_n of_o corporal_a affliction_n which_o be_v but_o a_o fatherly_a chastisement_n to_o be_v deject_v beside_o second_o your_o father_n know_v your_o frame_n he_o know_v what_o you_o can_v bear_v and_o he_o will_v lay_v no_o more_o upon_o you_o than_o your_o strength_n can_v master_v the_o lord_n will_v not_o always_o chide_v neither_o will_v he_o keep_v his_o anger_n for_o ever_o it_o be_v speak_v of_o affliction_n by_o disease_n as_o seem_v to_o be_v hint_v vers_fw-la 3._o but_o as_o a_o father_n pitty_v his_o child_n so_o the_o lord_n pity_v they_o who_o fear_v he_o for_o he_o know_v our_o frame_n he_o remember_v we_o be_v but_o dust_n as_o for_o man_n his_o day_n be_v but_o as_o grass_n as_o a_o flower_n in_o the_o field_n so_o he_o flourish_v psalm_n 103.9_o 13_o 14_o 15._o mind_v this_o o_o thou_o sick_a and_o sad_a soul_n thy_o father_n know_v thy_o frame_n he_o mind_v thou_o be_v but_o dust_n and_o he_o pittye_n thou_o in_o all_o thy_o affliction_n which_o he_o lay_v upon_o thou_o yea_o he_o sit_v by_o and_o make_v all_o thy_o bed_n in_o thy_o sickness_n as_o it_o be_v psa_n 41._o and_o he_o make_v sore_a and_o bind_v up_o be_v wound_v and_o his_o hand_n make_v whole_a as_o it_o be_v in_o job_n 4_o 18._o that_o be_v speak_v of_o sickness_n too_o christ_n if_o he_o will_v can_v make_v thou_o whole_a and_o certain_o if_o thou_o can_v believe_v thou_o shall_v see_v his_o glory_n as_o it_o be_v joh._n 11.40_o have_v he_o not_o say_v enough_o to_o make_v thou_o say_v as_o david_n say_v i_o shall_v not_o die_v but_o live_v to_o declare_v the_o work_n of_o god_n the_o lord_n have_v chastened_a i_o sore_o but_o have_v not_o give_v i_o over_o unto_o death_n see_v that_o place_n psalm_n 118.17_o 18._o o_o bear_v up_o deject_v heart_n though_o thou_o be_v sick_a yet_o thou_o may_v recover_v and_o go_v up_o to_o the_o house_n of_o god_n where_o thou_o may_v praise_v he_o for_o health_n restore_v to_o thou_o and_o