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whatever_o holy_a man_n be_v the_o author_n of_o that_o psalm_n do_v so_o psal_n 119._o 51._o i_o have_v say_v that_o be_v resolve_v with_o myself_o to_o keep_v thy_o word_n and_o lest_o that_o shall_v not_o do_v ver_fw-la 106._o i_o have_v swear_v and_o i_o will_v perform_v it_o that_o i_o will_v keep_v thy_o righteous_a judgement_n thus_o as_o to_o the_o first_o part_n of_o the_o method_n for_o break_v ourselves_o of_o sin_n by_o such_o act_n as_o be_v to_o be_v do_v for_o the_o present_a those_o which_o be_v to_o be_v continue_v be_v the_o prosecution_n of_o these_o resolution_n or_o vow_n by_o a_o constant_a study_n of_o mortification_n and_o by_o daily_a endeavour_n of_o proficiency_n in_o holiness_n through_o the_o whole_a follow_a part_n of_o our_o life_n now_o the_o treat_v hereof_o belong_v not_o to_o this_o first_o class_n of_o advice_n but_o be_v to_o be_v set_v down_o in_o the_o second_o part._n in_o the_o mean_a while_o we_o be_v to_o proceed_v with_o what_o yet_o remain_v for_o our_o present_a make_v our_o peace_n with_o god_n §_o 14._o and_o now_o after_o this_o practice_n of_o repentance_n faith_n interpose_v again_o and_o that_o not_o mere_o faith_n towards_o god_n or_o a_o belief_n of_o the_o be_v nature_n and_o providence_n of_o god_n as_o hitherto_o most_o insist_v on_o but_o faith_n in_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n or_o faith_n as_o call_v by_o the_o apostle_n rom._n 3._o 25._o faith_n in_o his_o blood_n for_o he_o as_o bleed_v for_o we_o upon_o the_o cross_n as_o sacrifice_v upon_o that_o altar_n have_v god_n set_v forth_o to_o be_v a_o propitiation_n and_o it_o be_v by_o the_o blood_n of_o his_o cross_n that_o he_o make_v peace_n col._n 1._o 20._o it_o be_v the_o blood_n of_o christ_n who_o through_o the_o eternal_a spirit_n offer_v himself_o without_o spot_n to_o god_n that_o purge_v our_o conscience_n from_o dead_a work_n to_o serve_v the_o live_a god_n heb._n 9_o 14._o it_o be_v by_o that_o one_o offering_n he_o have_v perfect_v forever_o 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but_o there_o to_o place_v his_o heart_n there_o to_o settle_v his_o affection_n and_o in_o a_o word_n as_o our_o lord_n enjoin_v to_o lay_v up_o his_o treasure_n in_o heaven_n the_o do_v which_o be_v the_o next_o advice_n or_o three_o step_n in_o this_o our_o first_o stage_n but_o for_o sinful_a dust_n and_o ash_n to_o aim_v so_o high_a may_v perhaps_o at_o first_o seem_v to_o many_o poor_a deject_a soul_n as_o much_o a_o presumption_n as_o to_o secure_v a_o happiness_n in_o heaven_n seem_v to_o carnal_a man_n impossible_a nay_o it_o be_v not_o improbable_a many_o may_v be_v much_o at_o a_o loss_n what_o conception_n to_o frame_v of_o any_o happiness_n there_o at_o all_o we_o have_v be_v here_o so_o accustom_v to_o live_v mere_o by_o sense_n that_o we_o can_v conceive_v of_o little_a or_o nothing_o which_o fall_v not_o under_o our_o sense_n what_o the_o pleasure_n of_o eat_v and_o drink_v be_v what_o sleep_n and_o carnal_a joy_n we_o know_v too_o well_o but_o what_o happiness_n 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himself_o three_o pause_v now_o a_o while_n for_o meditation_n and_o due_a thought_n that_o thy_o resolution_n in_o the_o end_n may_v be_v the_o ripe_a more_o considerate_a and_o durable_a and_o especial_o think_v with_o thyself_o be_v there_o not_o more_o solid_a joy_n and_o comfort_n in_o a_o few_o moment_n of_o such_o address_n to_o god_n as_o this_o thou_o have_v now_o make_v and_o in_o such_o converse_n with_o he_o in_o well_o ground_v hope_n and_o a_o reasonable_a prospect_n that_o thou_o shall_v hereafter_o have_v the_o perfect_a sight_n and_o eternal_a enjoyment_n of_o the_o glorious_a god_n than_o in_o all_o the_o contentment_n and_o pleasure_n thou_o ever_o yet_o ta_v in_o the_o world_n wherefore_o resolve_n 1._o to_o quit_v all_o other_o happiness_n but_o the_o almighty_a god_n and_o to_o take_v god_n alone_o for_o thy_o portion_n thy_o shield_n and_o thy_o great_a reward_n worldly_a good_n indeed_o thou_o may_v use_v in_o thy_o journey_n but_o thou_o may_v not_o make_v they_o thy_o end_n nor_o solace_v thyself_o without_o look_v up_o to_o god_n in_o they_o psal_n 73._o 25_o 26_o 24_o 28._o who_o have_v i_o in_o heaven_n but_o thou_o and_o there_o be_v none_o upon_o earth_n that_o i_o desire_v beside_o thou_o my_o flesh_n and_o my_o heart_n fail_v but_o god_n be_v the_o strength_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o my_o portion_n for_o ever_o thou_o lord_n shall_v guide_v i_o with_o thy_o counsel_n and_o afterward_o receive_v i_o to_o glory_n it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o to_o draw_v near_o to_o god_n i_o have_v put_v my_o trust_n in_o the_o lord_n god_n that_o i_o may_v declare_v all_o he_o work_n in_o heaven_n everlasting_o before_o he_o have_v thus_o resolve_v in_o thy_o heart_n proceed_v and_o resolve_v further_o 2._o by_o all_o mean_n possible_a to_o endeavour_v the_o secure_n god_n as_o thy_o portion_n for_o ever_o 1._o by_o good_a work_n in_o the_o general_a sense_n of_o the_o term_n that_o be_v by_o universal_a and_o impartial_a obedience_n 2._o by_o good_a 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