no_o way_n be_v prejudicial_a to_o the_o verity_n of_o his_o word_n o_o strong_a o_o rare_a o_o wonderful_a faith_n therefore_o the_o lord_n who_o give_v no_o vain_a style_n to_o his_o servant_n honour_v abraham_n with_o this_o name_n the_o father_n of_o the_o faithful_a for_o by_o his_o example_n our_o weakness_n be_v strengthen_v to_o give_v credit_n to_o the_o lord_n when_o he_o speak_v to_o us._n and_o the_o same_o lesson_n of_o faith_n be_v in_o jacob_n like_a manner_n teach_v unto_o we_o by_o the_o example_n of_o patient_a job_n for_o many_o schoolmaster_n and_o example_n have_v we_o on_o who_o the_o end_n of_o the_o world_n be_v fall_v no_o doubt_v he_o have_v lay_v up_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n in_o his_o heart_n whereupon_o he_o depend_v yet_o do_v the_o lord_n handle_v he_o sohard_o both_o in_o body_n and_o mind_n as_o if_o he_o be_v determinate_a to_o keep_v no_o promise_n unto_o he_o yet_o job_n for_o all_o this_o distrust_v not_o the_o truth_n of_o god_n promise_n but_o gripe_v they_o so_o sure_o that_o in_o his_o great_a extremity_n he_o resolve_v o_o lord_n albeit_o thou_o shall_v slay_v i_o yet_o will_v i_o trust_v in_o thou_o that_o be_v albeit_o lord_n thou_o shall_v deal_v hardly_o with_o i_o than_o thou_o have_v do_v yet_o will_v i_o never_o think_v but_o thou_o will_v be_v merciful_a to_o i_o according_a to_o thy_o promise_n there_o be_v a_o heart_n knit_v to_o the_o lord_n there_o be_v a_o soul_n clean_v to_o god_n without_o separation_n that_o thus_o conclude_v o_o lord_n none_o of_o thy_o work_n shall_v make_v i_o to_o misbeleeve_v thy_o word_n though_o thou_o cast_v i_o down_o to_o hell_n my_o eye_n shall_v be_v upward_o towards_o thou_o &_o my_o soul_n shall_v love_v thou_o even_o when_o it_o appear_v thou_o say_v that_o thou_o have_v no_o delight_n in_o i_o and_o the_o like_a also_o may_v we_o see_v in_o that_o canaan_n woman_n of_o canaan_n according_a to_o that_o promise_n askâ—…_n and_o it_o shall_v be_v give_v call_v on_o i_o in_o thy_o trouble_n and_o i_o shall_v hear_v thou_o and_o deliver_v thou_o she_o 〈◊〉_d o_o lord_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o but_o at_o the_o 〈◊〉_d get_v no_o answer_n she_o cry_v again_o &_o again_o but_o contrary_a to_o another_o promise_n as_o it_o will_v appear_v god_n give_v to_o all_o man_n liberal_o and_o reproach_n no_o man_n not_o only_o be_v she_o refuse_v but_o reproach_v as_o a_o dog_n and_o one_o not_o meet_v to_o eat_v the_o child_n bread_n but_o at_o the_o length_n lean_v without_o waver_v to_o the_o lord_n promise_v she_o receive_v a_o favourable_a answer_n o_o woman_n great_a be_v thy_o â—…aith_n chap._n x._o let_v we_o ever_o lean_a to_o the_o word_n of_o god_n how_o strange_a soever_o his_o work_n sâ—…eme_v unto_o us._n of_o all_o this_o then_o the_o lesson_n arise_v unto_o we_o that_o when_o ere_o the_o lord_n shall_v exercise_v we_o so_o hardly_o as_o to_o our_o judgement_n god_n work_v with_o we_o seem_v to_o fight_v with_o his_o promise_n make_v unto_o we_o so_o that_o suppose_v we_o pray_v and_o we_o mourn_v and_o we_o seek_v comfort_n we_o can_v find_v none_o yea_o the_o more_o we_o pray_v the_o more_o our_o trouble_n increase_v yet_o let_v we_o not_o despair_n but_o learn_v at_o our_o brethren_n who_o have_v fight_v the_o like_a battle_n before_o we_o to_o rest_v assure_o on_o god_n promise_n for_o in_o the_o end_n his_o hard_a work_n shall_v be_v find_v to_o tend_v unto_o the_o performance_n of_o his_o promise_n make_v we_o in_o christ_n jesus_n let_v the_o lord_n walk_v on_o in_o his_o secret_a way_n know_v to_o himself_o and_o let_v we_o give_v to_o the_o lord_n this_o glory_n i_o know_v o_o lord_n that_o it_o can_v 89._o 〈◊〉_d but_o well_o with_o they_o who_o love_v thou_o i_o know_v o_o lord_n that_o thy_o judgement_n be_v right_a for_o thy_o word_n endure_v for_o euâ—…r_n in_o heaven_n and_o thy_o truth_n be_v from_o generation_n to_o generation_n heaven_n &_o earth_n shall_v pass_v away_o but_o one_o jot_n of_o the_o word_n of_o god_n shall_v not_o pass_v 〈◊〉_d o_o happy_a be_v they_o to_o who_o the_o lord_n have_v make_v a_o promise_n of_o mercy_n they_o shall_v sing_v in_o the_o end_n with_o ezechiel_n the_o lord_n have_v 33_o say_v it_o and_o the_o lord_n have_v do_v it_o he_o will_v establish_v the_o promise_n he_o have_v make_v to_o his_o servant_n and_o he_o will_v not_o alter_v the_o word_n that_o he_o have_v speak_v with_o his_o lip_n wherefore_o o_o thou_o that_o be_v afflict_v &_o humble_v in_o spirit_n disquiet_v within_o thyself_o wait_v upon_o god_n and_o thou_o shall_v yet_o give_v he_o thanks_o now_o in_o the_o four_o room_n we_o have_v to_o speak_v of_o the_o time_n how_o long_o the_o wrestle_n wrestle_n continue_v moses_n say_v it_o last_v to_o the_o break_n of_o the_o day_n here_o then_o be_v a_o new_a mercy_n to_o be_v mark_v the_o lord_n will_v never_o so_o exercise_v his_o child_n with_o wrestle_n but_o in_o regard_n of_o their_o weakness_n grant_n they_o some_o intermission_n and_o a_o breathe_a time_n lest_o they_o shall_v faint_v he_o will_v lay_v no_o more_o upon_o they_o than_o they_o be_v able_a to_o bear_v 13._o neither_o suffer_v his_o rod_n to_o lie_v long_o upon_o their_o back_n then_o may_v serve_v for_o their_o weal_n al_n our_o affliction_n be_v measure_v time_n by_o the_o lord_n in_o quantity_n quality_n and_o continuance_n of_o time_n for_o quantity_n the_o lord_n propine_n to_o each_o one_o of_o his_o child_n a_o câ—…p_n of_o affliction_n convenient_a for_o their_o purgation_n and_o as_o to_o quality_n he_o temper_v also_o our_o affliction_n that_o where_o of_o their_o own_o nature_n they_o be_v exceed_o bitter_a be_v the_o fruit_n of_o sin_n worse_o to_o drink_v then_o the_o water_n of_o marah_n until_o moses_n change_v they_o by_o prayer_n and_o make_v they_o sweet_a he_o alter_v they_o in_o like_a manner_n by_o the_o virtue_n of_o the_o cross_n of_o christ_n and_o his_o intercession_n for_o we_o the_o become_v so_o sweet_a and_o delectable_a that_o we_o rejoice_v in_o tâ—…bulation_n and_o as_o for_o time_n he_o give_v we_o but_o day_n of_o try_v all_o &_o affliction_n hour_n of_o tentation_n attend_v to_o his_o good_a pleasure_n and_o wishâ—…_n dispensation_n if_o we_o cast_v shadra_n mesah_n and_o abednego_n into_o the_o fire_n one_o like_o the_o son_n of_o god_n shall_v go_v with_o they_o to_o wait_v upon_o they_o and_o relieve_v they_o in_o convenient_a time_n yea_o no_o goldsmith_n wait_v so_o diligent_o upon_o his_o gold_n to_o take_v it_o out_o of_o the_o fire_n in_o due_a time_n as_o the_o lord_n attend_v upon_o his_o child_n that_o in_o due_a season_n he_o may_v draw_v they_o out_o of_o their_o trouble_n jacob_n wrestle_v no_o long_o than_o the_o dawn_n and_o all_o our_o trouble_n have_v a_o appoint_a time_n of_o deliverance_n weep_v may_v abide_v psal._n in_o the_o evening_n but_o joy_n come_v in_o the_o morning_n and_o of_o this_o arise_v to_o we_o a_o lesson_n it_o of_o patience_n that_o so_o long_o as_o it_o please_v the_o lord_n to_o exercise_v we_o with_o any_o cross_n so_o long_o shall_v we_o be_v content_a to_o bear_v it_o no_o mint_n to_o cast_v off_o the_o yoke_n until_o it_o please_v the_o lord_n to_o take_v it_o from_o our_o neck_n noah_n be_v weary_a of_o his_o abide_n in_o the_o ark_n a_o year_n and_o a_o day_n for_o so_o long_o he_o remain_v and_o no_o doubt_v when_o he_o see_v the_o ground_n he_o be_v great_o desirous_a to_o come_v forth_o but_o he_o will_v have_v no_o deliverance_n till_o the_o lord_n who_o close_v he_o in_o command_v he_o also_o to_o come_v out_o and_o in_o very_a truth_n there_o can_v be_v no_o deliucrance_n but_o that_o which_o come_v from_o the_o lord_n as_o this_o one_o notable_a example_n among_o more_o make_v manifest_a unto_o us._n when_o the_o angel_n command_v lot_n to_o escape_v for_o his_o life_n to_o the_o mountain_n â—…e_v request_v the_o angel_n for_o licence_n to_o â—…arry_v at_o zoar._n and_o so_o where_o the_o loâ—…d_n point_v out_o the_o mountain_n for_o the_o place_n of_o his_o deliverance_n he_o himself_o make_v choice_n of_o another_o but_o when_o he_o obtain_v that_o which_o he_o desire_v dare_v he_o for_o all_o that_o abide_v in_o zoar_n no_o certain_o he_o can_v never_o live_v without_o fear_n until_o he_o go_v forward_o to_o the_o mountain_n whereunto_o the_o angel_n at_o the_o first_o direct_v he_o so_o that_o both_o the_o time_n &_o the_o place_n &_o the_o manner_n of_o our_o deliverance_n must_v be_v refer_v to_o the_o lord_n and_o not_o elect_v by_o ourselves_o then_o we_o rest_v in_o quietness_n when_o we_o rest_v on_o the_o will_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n not_o upon_o
from_o god_n not_o so_o much_o as_o a_o sparrow_n nor_o a_o hair_n of_o our_o 6_o head_n fall_v to_o the_o ground_n without_o the_o providence_n of_o our_o heavenly_a father_n he_o that_o keep_v our_o heart_n will_v he_o not_o keep_v ourself_o si_fw-mi sic_fw-la custodiuntur_fw-la superflua_fw-la 14._o tua_fw-la in_fw-la quanta_fw-la securitate_fw-la est_fw-la anima_fw-la tua_fw-la if_o thy_o hair_n be_v keep_v in_o what_o safety_n be_v thy_o soul_n what_o ever_o cup_n of_o trouble_n man_n prepare_v for_o we_o we_o shall_v not_o drink_v of_o it_o unless_o the_o lord_n appoint_v it_o and_o temper_v it_o first_o with_o his_o own_o hand_n nabuchad-nezzar_a dan._n boast_v the_o three_o child_n with_o a_o fiery_a furnace_n yet_o be_v they_o not_o afraid_a &_o all_o because_o they_o consider_v that_o god_n above_o he_o overruled_n his_o intention_n shimei_n curse_a david_n and_o he_o sam._n be_v not_o incense_a with_o anger_n because_o he_o consider_v that_o the_o lord_n have_v send_v he_o and_o nahomi_n with_o this_o comfort_v ruth_n herself_o against_o the_o loss_n of_o her_o husband_n it_o be_v the_o lord_n say_v she_o who_o humble_v i_o all_o these_o do_v warn_v we_o who_o god_n have_v appoint_v for_o great_a conflict_n that_o it_o be_v a_o great_a feebleness_n arise_v of_o inconsideration_n to_o suffer_v our_o soul_n to_o be_v dimove_v out_o of_o the_o state_n of_o patience_n by_o the_o inordinate_a behaviour_n of_o any_o outward_a instrument_n of_o our_o trouble_n absit_fw-la à _fw-la seruo_fw-la christi_fw-la tali_fw-la inquinamentum_fw-la patien_n ut_fw-la patientia_fw-la majoribus_fw-la praeparata_fw-la in_o minoribus_fw-la excidat_fw-la let_v such_o a_o spot_n and_o foul_a blemish_n be_v far_o from_o the_o servant_n of_o christ_n that_o our_o patience_n which_o be_v prepare_v for_o great_a conflict_n shall_v fail_v and_o fall_v away_o in_o small_a tentation_n if_o when_o we_o run_v with_o footman_n 5._o they_o weary_v we_o how_o shall_v we_o match_v ourselves_o with_o horse_n if_o when_o we_o wrestle_v with_o man_n who_o be_v flesh_n and_o blood_n we_o be_v so_o easy_o overthrow_v with_o every_o breath_n of_o their_o mouth_n and_o wound_v with_o their_o small_a injury_n that_o we_o faint_v and_o become_v impatient_a how_o shall_v we_o wrestle_v against_o principality_n and_o power_n 8._o or_o how_o shall_v we_o resist_v the_o fiery_a dart_n of_o the_o devil_n we_o have_v therefore_o for_o help_v of_o our_o weakness_n to_o gather_v our_o thought_n and_o remember_v that_o whosoever_o be_v the_o instrument_n of_o our_o trouble_n it_o be_v the_o lord_n with_o who_o we_o have_v to_o do_v so_o shall_v we_o the_o more_o easy_o possess_v our_o soul_n in_o patience_n and_o give_v glory_n to_o god_n chap._n viii_o the_o three_o circumstance_n the_o manner_n of_o the_o wrestle_n corporal_a spiritual_a or_o mix_v in_o the_o three_o room_n we_o promise_v to_o speak_v of_o the_o manner_n of_o this_o wrestle_n whether_o it_o be_v corporal_a only_o or_o spiritual_a only_a or_o mix_v now_o that_o it_o be_v mix_v and_o so_o partly_o corporal_a and_o partly_o spiritual_a will_v appear_v by_o compare_v moses_n and_o the_o prophet_n hosea_n together_o that_o the_o wrestle_n be_v corporal_a it_o be_v clear_a of_o the_o disjoint_v of_o jacob_n thigh_n whereof_o moses_n make_v mention_v and_o that_o it_o be_v also_o spiritual_a appear_v partly_o of_o that_o which_o moses_n say_v that_o jacob_n strave_v for_o the_o blessing_n and_o partly_o of_o that_o which_o hosca_n say_v 4._o that_o he_o prevail_v by_o wrestle_v and_o pray_v these_o be_v the_o sore_a kind_n of_o wrestle_n when_o the_o lord_n at_o one_o time_n exercise_n his_o child_n both_o in_o body_n and_o mind_n that_o his_o heavy_a hand_n of_o sickness_n prou._n poverty_n or_o some_o such_o like_a be_v upon_o their_o body_n and_o therewithal_o heavy_a inward_a trouble_n upon_o their_o mind_n this_o be_v indeed_o a_o very_a hard_a estate_n for_o as_o solomon_n say_v the_o spirit_n of_o a_o man_n will_v sustain_v his_o infirmity_n but_o a_o wound_a spirit_n who_o can_v bear_v it_o and_o yet_o with_o both_o those_o at_o one_o time_n have_v the_o lord_n exercise_v his_o dear_a servant_n so_o hardly_o that_o the_o vehemency_n of_o their_o trouble_n have_v force_v they_o to_o pour_v out_o most_o lamentable_a complaint_n my_o heart_n say_v david_n 22_o be_v wound_v within_o i_o my_o spirit_n be_v 4_o in_o perplexity_n and_o my_o soul_n be_v amaze_v the_o lord_n renew_v his_o plague_n and_o increase_v 8._o his_o wrath_n against_o i_o say_v job_n so_o that_o change_v and_o army_n of_o sorrow_n be_v against_o i_o the_o lord_n suffer_v i_o not_o to_o take_v my_o breath_n but_o fill_v i_o with_o bitterness_n the_o lord_n say_v nahomi_n have_v give_v i_o much_o bitterness_n i_o have_v fight_n 5_o without_o and_o terror_n within_o say_v the_o apostle_n it_o be_v a_o common_a disease_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n in_o their_o trouble_n to_o think_v that_o their_o trouble_n be_v singular_a i_o have_v therefore_o mark_v this_o that_o none_o of_o they_o shall_v think_v themselves_o marrowlesse_a when_o the_o lord_n deal_v with_o they_o after_o this_o manner_n for_o no_o tentation_n have_v overtake_v you_o but_o 10._o that_o which_o appertain_v to_o man_n we_o have_v here_o in_o like_a manner_n to_o promise_n mark_v another_o kind_n of_o tentation_n whereby_o god_n try_v the_o faith_n of_o his_o child_n which_o be_v when_o his_o work_n seem_v direct_o to_o fight_v against_o his_o word_n so_o that_o in_o work_v with_o his_o child_n he_o appear_v to_o come_v against_o his_o promise_n as_o for_o example_n the_o lord_n have_v promise_v that_o if_o i_o repent_v he_o will_v forgive_v if_o i_o mourn_v for_o my_o sin_n he_o will_v comfort_v i_o if_o i_o ask_v from_o he_o he_o will_v give_v unto_o i_o so_o say_v he_o in_o his_o word_n yet_o i_o find_v in_o his_o work_n with_o i_o the_o contrary_n will_n the_o trouble_a conscience_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n say_v i_o do_v repent_v from_o my_o heart_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o be_o sorrowful_a that_o ever_o i_o offend_v my_o god_n but_o i_o can_v feel_v the_o remission_n of_o they_o i_o mourn_v but_o the_o comforter_n who_o shall_v refresh_v my_o soul_n come_v not_o i_o call_v and_o cry_v night_n &_o day_n but_o the_o lord_n hear_v i_o not_o unto_o this_o estate_n i_o know_v that_o oftentimes_o the_o dear_a of_o god_n child_n be_v bring_v as_o if_o the_o lord_n have_v forget_v to_o be_v mercifuli_n unto_o they_o and_o shut_v up_o his_o tender_a mercy_n in_o displeasure_n they_o can_v find_v no_o promise_a rest_n to_o their_o soul_n nor_o peace_n to_o their_o trouble_a mind_n chap._n ix_o how_o we_o shall_v be_v have_v ourselves_o in_o this_o tentation_n we_o be_v teach_v thou_o therefore_o who_o heart_n be_v set_v to_o seek_v the_o lord_n &_o in_o this_o perplexity_n will_v know_v what_o to_o do_v and_o how_o to_o behave_v thyself_o i_o can_v no_o better_o way_n resolve_v thou_o then_o to_o send_v 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with_o the_o spouse_n in_o the_o canticle_n for_o the_o love_n of_o jesus_n come_v hither_o and_o the_o lord_n shall_v stay_v thou_o with_o the_o flagon_n of_o his_o wine_n be_v thou_o almost_o dead_a like_o that_o egyptian_a the_o servant_n of_o a_o amalekite_n who_o david_n find_v in_o the_o field_n take_v and_o eat_v of_o this_o bread_n and_o thy_o spirit_n shall_v return_v again_o unto_o thou_o but_o alas_o where_o be_v this_o spiritual_a appetite_n to_o be_v find_v among_o we_o the_o deadness_n of_o our_o hart_n be_v lamentable_a we_o see_v not_o our_o want_n we_o see_v not_o his_o beauty_n we_o smell_v not_o his_o ointment_n we_o taste_v little_a of_o his_o goodness_n and_o therefore_o we_o make_v not_o haste_n to_o run_v after_o he_o david_n mourn_v over_o the_o 33._o dead_a body_n of_o abner_n but_o alas_o if_o we_o can_v we_o have_v much_o more_o cause_n to_o mouâ—…ne_v over_o our_o dead_a soul_n oh_o that_o there_o be_v in_o we_o that_o holy_a desire_n which_o david_n 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as_o the_o two_o maryes_fw-mi do_v from_o 4._o the_o sepulchre_n with_o great_a joy_n these_o shall_v go_v home_o to_o their_o own_o house_n justify_v with_o the_o publican_n rejoice_v because_o they_o have_v find_v a_o treasure_n and_o have_v feel_v the_o sweetness_n of_o this_o manna_n they_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o conceal_v this_o great_a joy_n from_o israel_n but_o shall_v be_v force_v 7._o to_o tell_v every_o nathaniel_n who_o they_o meet_v we_o have_v find_v the_o messiah_n and_o 1._o in_o all_o time_n to_o come_v their_o soul_n shall_v cleave_v to_o the_o lord_n without_o separation_n 35._o more_o straight_o than_o the_o man_n of_o judah_n and_o jerusalem_n cleave_v unto_o david_n their_o 5._o king_n they_o shall_v say_v to_o the_o lord_n as_o elizeus_fw-la say_v to_o eliah_n as_o the_o lord_n live_v 2._o and_o as_o thy_o soul_n live_v i_o will_v not_o leave_v thou_o and_o with_o peter_n whither_o o_o lord_n shall_v 68_o i_o go_v from_o thou_o see_v thou_o have_v the_o word_n of_o eternal_a life_n the_o lord_n work_v this_o spiritual_a disposition_n in_o we_o for_o jesus_n christ_n sake_n to_o who_o with_o the_o father_n and_o the_o holy_a spirit_n be_v all_o honour_n praise_n and_o glory_n for_o ever_o finis_fw-la a_o table_n wherein_o all_o the_o chapter_n of_o the_o three_o forename_a book_n be_v particular_o set_v down_o 1._o jacob_n wrestle_v with_o god_n a_o privilege_n of_o the_o godly_a that_o say_v god_n be_v with_o they_o none_o can_v be_v against_o they_o to_o hurt_v they_o chap._n 1_o god_n fatherly_a compassion_n appear_v in_o that_o he_o handle_v we_o most_o tender_o when_o we_o be_v weak_a chap._n 2_o the_o cause_n move_v the_o lord_n to_o appear_v to_o jacob_n at_o this_o time_n chap._n 3_o the_o first_o circumstance_n the_o time_n of_o the_o wrestle_n chap._n 4_o the_o second_o circumstance_n the_o person_n between_o who_o the_o wrestle_n be_v cha._n 5_o consolation_n for_o the_o godly_a afflict_a chap._n 6_o comfort_n for_o christ_n soldier_n chap._n 7_o the_o three_o circumstance_n the_o manner_n of_o the_o wrestle_n corporal_a spiritual_a or_o mix_v chap._n 8_o how_o we_o shall_v behave_v ourselves_o in_o this_o tentation_n we_o be_v teach_v chap._n 9_o let_v we_o ever_o lean_a to_o the_o word_n of_o god_n how_o strange_a soever_o his_o work_n seem_v unto_o us._n chap._n 10_o verse_n 25._o and_o when_o he_o see_v that_o he_o can_v not_o prevail_v chap._n 11_o vers._n 26._o and_o he_o say_v let_v i_o go_v chap._n 12_o what_o notable_a effect_n the_o feel_v presence_n of_o god_n bring_v with_o it_o chap._n 13_o the_o presence_n or_o absence_n of_o god_n be_v ever_o dispense_v for_o the_o weal_n of_o his_o own_o child_n chap._n 14_o how_o their_o inward_a exercise_n of_o conscience_n work_v in_o the_o godly_a a_o divorcement_n of_o their_o soul_n from_o all_o creature_n and_o a_o near_a adherent_a to_o the_o lord_n cha._n 15_o prayer_n of_o the_o godly_a must_v be_v forcible_a &_o acceptable_a to_o god_n see_v they_o come_v from_o his_o own_o spirit_n chap._n 16_o jacob_n can_v end_v till_o god_n have_v bless_v he_o chap._n 17_o faith_n through_o death_n espy_v life_n chap._n 18_o the_o godly_a in_o their_o prayer_n above_o all_o thing_n seek_v god_n favour_n and_o blessing_n chap._n 19_o worldling_n in_o their_o prayer_n dishonour_n god_n and_o preiudge_n themselves_o chap._n 20_o faith_n obtain_v every_o good_a thing_n that_o it_o crave_v chap._n 21_o verse_n 27._o then_o he_o say_v it_o be_v the_o curse_n of_o the_o wicked_a to_o pray_v and_o not_o prevail_v but_o it_o be_v not_o so_o with_o the_o godly_a chap._n 22_o the_o lord_n by_o inward_a exercise_n of_o conscience_n make_v his_o child_n strong_a to_o
which_o thou_o have_v get_v be_v pledge_n of_o a_o fill_n of_o mercy_n which_o yet_o abide_v thou_o for_o so_o david_n of_o that_o which_o he_o have_v feel_v conclude_v doubtless_o kindness_n and_o mercy_n shall_v follow_v i_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n chap._n xiiii_o the_o presence_n or_o absence_n of_o god_n be_v ever_o dispense_v for_o the_o weal_n of_o his_o own_o child_n for_o the_o morning_n appear_v these_o word_n contain_v the_o reason_n why_o the_o lord_n desire_v that_o jacob_n shall_v let_v he_o go_v because_o the_o morning_n appear_v this_o at_o the_o first_o seem_v a_o strange_a reason_n be_v it_o not_o a_o like_a to_o thou_o o_o lord_n to_o abide_v with_o thy_o servant_n in_o the_o morning_n as_o in_o the_o evening_n or_o be_v there_o o_o lord_n with_o thou_o any_o such_o distinction_n of_o time_n surely_n none_o at_o all_o for_o thou_o o_o lord_n be_v 2_o cover_v with_o the_o light_n as_o with_o a_o garment_n even_o the_o darkness_n with_o thou_o be_v light_a 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child_n especial_o in_o time_n of_o trouble_n for_o what_o make_v they_o rejoice_v in_o affliction_n and_o to_o triumph_v when_o they_o be_v go_v through_o the_o valley_n of_o death_n but_o the_o sight_n &_o certainty_n of_o a_o better_a how_o come_v it_o that_o in_o the_o same_o moment_n wherein_o god_n be_v take_v their_o temporal_a life_n from_o they_o they_o be_v seek_v a_o eternal_a life_n from_o he_o out_o of_o doubt_n it_o come_v of_o their_o lively_a faith_n which_o mercy_n through_o wrath_n see_v mercy_n through_o the_o cloud_n of_o light_n &_o momentary_a affliction_n it_o behold_v a_o infinite_a weight_n of_o glory_n but_o this_o quickness_n of_o faith_n appear_v glory_n most_o of_o all_o wonderful_o in_o the_o up_o take_v of_o jesus_n christ_n for_o he_o appear_v in_o the_o world_n disguise_v a_o king_n in_o
excellent_a physician_n to_o cure_v disease_n otherwise_o incurable_a quid_fw-la enim_fw-la tam_fw-la mortem_fw-la quod_fw-la christi_fw-la morte_fw-la non_fw-la saenetur_fw-la be_v thou_o lame_a and_o complain_v that_o thou_o can_v not_o with_o danid_n run_v the_o way_n of_o the_o commandment_n of_o god_n yet_o endeavour_v to_o halt_v forward_o with_o jacob_n unto_o canaan_n and_o to_o creep_v to_o the_o lord_n jesus_n as_o one_o of_o his_o little_a babe_n pray_v unto_o he_o o_o lord_n that_o raise_v up_o the_o crooked_a i_o beseech_v thou_o 8._o to_o order_v my_o go_n aright_o and_o to_o stay_v my_o step_n in_o thy_o path_n that_o i_o slide_v not_o any_o more_o as_o i_o have_v do_v and_o thou_o who_o lament_v thy_o blindness_n and_o the_o weak_a measure_n of_o thy_o knowledge_n now_o in_o this_o time_n of_o light_n alas_o as_o we_o have_v all_o more_o than_o cause_n to_o complain_v that_o by_o our_o own_o default_n the_o eye_n of_o our_o understand_n be_v not_o lighten_v and_o we_o 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