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god_n to_o be_v ready_a to_o abide_v and_o suffer_v all_o injure_v shame_n mockage_n revyle_v and_o contempt_n that_o all_o creature_n in_o the_o world_n be_v able_a or_o will_v lay_v upon_o the_o yea_o thou_o shall_v offer_v thyself_o with_o a_o ready_a will_n to_o suffer_v all_o the_o pain_n of_o hell_n for_o thy_o enormyte_v and_o sin_n and_o that_o thou_o may_v come_v to_o the_o pure_a and_o perfect_a sorrow_n for_o thy_o sin_n thou_o shall_v twice_o in_o the_o day_n if_o thou_o be_v not_o let_v by_o obedience_n or_o charity_n set_v thyself_o in_o a_o corner_n conveniente_a as_o it_o be_v before_o the_o judgement_n seat_n &_o sight_n of_o god_n and_o adiuge_n thyself_o and_o think_v in_o thy_o mind_n and_o conscience_n that_o thou_o haste_v deseruid_a everlasting_a death_n and_o the_o sentence_n of_o god_n shall_v be_v pronunce_v against_o the_o thou_o can_v not_o tell_v how_o soon_o not_o withstand_v thou_o shall_v yet_o hope_v steadfast_o that_o by_o prayer_n and_o penance_n 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i_o in_o my_o whole_a life_n unto_o thy_o blessid_v life_n and_o passion_n that_o all_o my_o cogitation_n my_o word_n midede_n and_o manner_n may_v be_v so_o like_a unto_o thy_o holy_a thought_n word_n dede_n and_o blessyd_v manner_n that_o where_o ever_o i_o be_v scene_a hard_a or_o feel_v there_o mai_fw-gr nothing_o be_v find_v in_o i_o but_o that_o which_o be_v find_v in_o the_o my_o lord_n jesu_n and_o like_v as_o thou_o be_v crucyfy_v in_o thy_o blessyd_v humanytie_n so_o grant_v i_o grace_n by_o the_o meryte_n of_o thy_o crucifyxion_n to_o crucyfie_v nature_n and_o sensualytie_n by_o the_o acquyringe_n of_o all_o true_a virtue_n ¶_o grant_v i_o grace_v also_o to_o consider_v and_o to_o conform_v my_o soul_n unto_o thy_o mooste_o hevy_a and_o sorrowful_a soul_n that_o i_o may_v continual_o lament_v thy_o great_a dishonour_n the_o loss_n of_o soul_n &_o my_o sin_n and_o the_o sin_n of_o all_o man_n ¶_o good_a lord_n grant_v i_o grace_v so_o deep_o to_o print_v in_o my_o hart_n 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thy_o blessyd_v will_n and_o pleasure_n to_o put_v i_o in_o hell_n that_o i_o may_v suffer_v all_o the_o pain_n of_o all_o the_o damn_a except_o the_o hate_n of_o the_o and_o separation_n or_o loss_n of_o the_o love_n of_o the._n and_o though_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o i_o thus_o to_o do_v or_o suffer_v yet_o good_a lord_n my_o will_n and_o heart_n ought_v to_o be_v ready_a at_o all_o time_n if_o thou_o will_v it_o shall_v be_v so_o and_o where_o mercyful_a lord_n jesu_n i_o can_v not_o be_v so_o willing_a &_o ready_a unto_o all_o these_o thing_n and_o make_v so_o perfect_v oblation_n from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n as_o i_o
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in_o god_n for_o because_o that_o their_o love_n to_o godward_n be_v but_o slender_a and_o small_a it_o gender_v in_o they_o but_o slender_a and_o small_a confidence_n &_o trust_n in_o he_o where_o contrary_a wise_n if_o they_o have_v a_o great_a and_o a_o ardente_a love_n it_o will_v gender_v in_o they_o a_o great_a confydence_n and_o a_o full_a trust_n in_o god_n o_o bless_a hope_n and_o trust_v in_o god_n so_o long_o as_o a_o man_n do_v not_o wax_v the_o cold_a in_o godliness_n but_o be_v sturyd_v more_o earnest_o to_o mortyfication_n &_o to_o the_o more_o pacyence_n in_o all_o adversytie_n and_o to_o the_o more_o thankfulness_n bless_v i_o say_v be_v that_o hope_n and_o trust_v in_o god_n the_o eleven_o be_v mortification_n of_o all_o inpaciencie_n of_o hart_n for_o any_o outward_a adversity_n infamy_n derision_n rebuke_n or_o contumely_n loss_n of_o good_n sycknes_n pain_n in_o body_n persecution_n and_o desolation_n and_o derelyction_n of_o the_o mind_n the_o which_o may_v chance_v and_o fortune_n unto_o a_o man_n by_o god_n permyssion_n with_o the_o which_o he_o be_v wont_a to_o try_v his_o dear_a friend_n and_o that_o of_o moo_v excellent_a charytie_n to_o the_o everlasting_a health_n of_o they_o in_o the_o which_o our_o lord_n jesu_n himself_o be_v many_o way_n try_v and_o for_o our_o example_n and_o love_n with_o moost_n mild_a and_o meek_a heart_n sufferyd_v contumely_n shame_v sore_a stroke_n scorginge_n spit_v thorn_n whippynge_v confution_n with_o the_o intolerable_a torment_n of_o his_o cross_n and_o passion_n and_o he_o not_o withstand_v pray_v for_o his_o enemy_n nether_a can_v they_o lie_v upon_o he_o so_o many_o and_o so_o painful_a torment_n but_o he_o ever_o desire_v to_o suffer_v many_o mo_z and_o much_o great_a for_o the_o honour_n of_o god_n his_o father_n &_o the_o salvation_n of_o our_o soul_n therefore_o shall_v thou_o also_o suffer_v the_o like_a pacyent_o if_o god_n suffer_v they_o to_o come_v upon_o the._n first_o that_o thou_o pretend_v neither_o in_o heart_n word_n nether_a deed_n any_o rancour_n nether_a vengeance_n second_o that_o thou_o bear_v no_o bytternes_n or_o hevyne_n in_o thy_o heart_n which_o bytternes_n rise_v of_o the_o in_o ordynate_a love_n to_o thyself_o but_o thinkinge_v thyself_o worthy_a to_o suffer_v much_o worse_a and_o more_o grevous_a evilles_n suffer_v thou_o all_o thing_n mekely_a and_o offer_v thyself_o ready_a to_o suffer_v all_o adversytie_n that_o may_v chance_v upon_o the_o for_o ever_o here_o after_o and_o three_o thou_o shall_v suffer_v all_o thing_n by_o affection_n of_o perfect_a patient_a whereby_o thou_o may_v be_v conform_v &_o make_v like_o to_o the_o bless_a life_n of_o thy_o dear_a lord_n jesu_n that_o be_v thou_o shall_v not_o only_o suffer_v what_o commyth_n but_o thou_o shall_v long_o in_o manner_n and_o look_v with_o great_a desire_n and_o receive_v with_o great_a gladness_n and_o joy_n all_o adversity_n and_o be_v ever_o ready_a to_o suffer_v more_o grevous_a &_o great_a here_z of_z shall_v thou_o optayne_n great_a abundance_n &_o plenty_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n that_o shall_v so_o penetrate_v and_o purify_v all_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o soul_n that_o thou_o shall_v not_o in_o manner_n feel_v any_o pain_n but_o shall_v love_v thy_o persecutor_n with_o as_o hearty_a love_n as_o though_o they_o be_v thy_o near_a and_o specyall_a friend_n and_o lover_n ¶_o the_o twelffe_n be_v the_o mortificacyon_n of_o all_o thy_o own_o will_n with_o full_a perfect_a resignation_n of_o thyself_o to_o suffer_v all_o dereliction_n inward_a &_o outward_a pain_n &_o pressure_n or_o heart_n grief_n and_o desolacyon_n for_o the_o pure_a love_n of_o god_n and_o because_o that_o a_o man_n have_v nothing_o that_o he_o settyth_v more_o by_o then_o by_o his_o own_o free_a will_n of_o who_o abuse_n all_o vice_n &_o sin_v spring_v therefore_o if_o thou_o resign_a perfect_o thou_o own_o will_n unto_o god_n inmedyat_o this_o fundacyon_n once_o overthrow_v all_o vice_n and_o sin_v spryng_v here_o of_o comyth_n to_o nowght_fw-mi wherefore_o it_o be_v very_o profitable_a to_o such_o as_o be_v imperfect_a to_o make_v obedience_n to_o some_o discrete_a person_n and_o to_o geve_v themselves_o up_o to_o the_o will_n of_o another_o to_o such_o as_o be_v perfect_a it_o be_v necessary_a to_o have_v a_o will_n to_o submyt_n then selfe_o to_o other_o when_o so_o ever_o it_o please_v god_n it_o be_v expedyent_n for_o every_o man_n to_o mark_v well_o and_o to_o execute_v in_o themselves_o the_o will_n and_o pleasure_n of_o almyghty_a god_n thou_o shall_v mark_v three_o kynde_n of_o obedience_n and_o thou_o shall_v labour_v to_o come_v to_o the_o high_a which_o be_v the_o obedience_n of_o union_n the_o first_o be_v of_o vow_n this_o aught_o to_o be_v outward_o in_o all_o commandment_n &_o precept_n of_o thy_o prelate_n with_o all_o
better_o set_v by_o then_o i._n ¶_o grant_v also_o good_a lord_n thal_o i_o may_v utter_o mortyfie_v in_o myself_o all_o that_o anger_n bytternes_n that_o may_v arise_v in_o i_o of_o any_o rancour_n or_o hate_n for_o any_o displeasure_n do_v in_o time_n past_a to_o seek_v where_o &_o what_o i_o may_v find_v in_o i_o even_o christen_v to_o his_o dispraise_n or_o rebuke_v also_o all_o that_o anger_n that_o arysyth_v in_o i_o oft_o time_n when_o i_o have_v not_o that_o which_o my_o unmortyfyed_a desire_n will_v have_v and_o cause_v i_o some_o time_n to_o murmur_v in_o my_o heart_n against_o they_o that_o lettyth_v i_o from_o such_o thing_n that_o i_o will_v have_v as_o my_o prelate_n or_o any_o other_o ¶_o good_a lord_n of_o thy_o great_a mercy_n grant_v i_o help_v to_o mortify_v in_o i_o the_o angrine_n of_o my_o heart_n which_o i_o have_v many_o time_n against_o the_o vice_n of_o other_o or_o rather_o against_o they_o where_o i_o ought_v to_o have_v compassyon_n &_o pity_n but_o mercyful_a lord_n this_o arysyth_n of_o presumpcyon_n of_o my_o own_o life_n and_o merit_n while_o i_o think_v myself_o ryghteous_a or_o better_a than_o other_o and_o thus_o do_v i_o rashlye_a judge_v they_o &_o their_o dede_n and_o wax_v wrathful_a against_o they_o and_o their_o dede_n wherefore_o mercyful_a lord_n grant_v i_o grace_n with_o the_o swetnes_n of_o meek_a patience_n and_o of_o perfect_v charytye_n utter_o to_o mortyfie_v all_o bitterness_n of_o stomach_n and_o angrynes_n that_o i_o may_v love_v most_o hearty_o all_o i_n yea_o my_o most_o ennime_n and_o such_o as_o seek_v my_o death_n and_o as_o hearty_o to_o pray_v and_o to_o do_v for_o they_o as_o though_o they_o be_v my_o entire_a friend_n and_o in_o very_a deed_n so_o they_o be_v for_o they_o bring_v we_o unto_o great_a meryte_n ¶_o moost_n merciful_a saviour_n most_o worthy_a of_o all_o worship_n honour_n and_o praise_n which_o for_o my_o sake_n diddy_v suffer_v the_o great_a shame_n and_o most_o worldy_a confusyon_n that_o the_o spytefull_a malice_n of_o the_o moo_v envious_a jew_n can_v devyse_v i_o moo_v humble_o beseke_v the_o for_o all_o the_o rebuke_n sorrowful_a shame_n and_o confusion_n that_o thou_o suffer_v grant_v i_o grace_n to_o mortyfye_v in_o myself_o all_o my_o affeccyon_n and_o appetyte_n of_o vain_a glory_n vain_a praise_n and_o pride_n the_o delight_n and_o vain_a lie_n king_n of_o myself_o of_o my_o word_n dede_n &_o of_o thy_o gracye_n and_o gift_n by_o most_o clear_a knowledge_n and_o sing_v of_o my_o own_o vile_a wretchydnes_n and_o wretchyd_a vylenes_n and_o by_o unfeigned_a desire_n of_o all_o contempt_n that_o i_o may_v ever_o more_o ascrybe_n all_o my_o goodness_n &_o good_n gostlye_o and_o bodily_a unto_o the_o my_o lord_n god_n only_o reken_v myself_o most_o unworthy_a of_o the_o least_o of_o they_o both_o for_o the_o enormytie_n the_o fylthynes_n and_o the_o multytude_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o unthankefulnes_n and_o for_o that_o that_o i_o have_v fall_v unto_o innumerable_a mo_z and_o more_o enormius_fw-la sin_n if_o thy_o grace_n only_o have_v not_o preseruyd_v i_o and_o also_o because_o that_o there_o be_v not_o so_o wretchyd_a a_o sinner_n in_o the_o world_n but_o if_o he_o have_v the_o grace_n that_o i_o have_v he_o will_v serve_v and_o honour_n and_o love_n the_o more_o faithful_o and_o trewe_o than_o i_o do_v wherefore_o moo_v merciful_a jesu_n grant_v i_o grace_n from_o my_o very_a heart_n to_o desire_v unfayned_o to_o be_v contemn_v despise_v mock_v and_o over_o tread_v of_o all_o the_o world_n and_o to_o suffer_v all_o worldly_a shame_n and_o confusion_n that_o when_o any_o of_o these_o come_v i_o may_v with_o a_o glad_a and_o joyful_a heart_n receive_v they_o as_o at_o thy_o hand_n my_o lord_n god_n to_o thy_o glory_n &_o honour_n ¶_o moost_n merciful_a savyoure_n jesu_n which_o hang_v moo_v payneful_o upon_o the_o holy_a cross_n three_o long_a hour_n for_o i_o destitute_a of_o all_o comfort_n and_o consolation_n inward_a and_o outward_a as_o though_o thou_o have_v be_v the_o very_a enemy_n of_o god_n grant_v i_o grace_n and_o power_n to_o mortify_v in_o myself_o all_o desire_n of_o all_o delight_n and_o swetnes_n sensible_a in_o grace_n devotion_n love_v sensible_a which_o be_v only_o in_o the_o nether_a power_n of_o the_o soul_n which_o swetnes_n sensible_a though_o it_o be_v in_o grace_n in_o love_n devotion_n and_o prayer_n yet_o it_o be_v not_o very_a sanctimony_n or_o charity_n but_o good_a lord_n certain_a gift_n of_o thy_o goodness_n send_v unto_o we_o week_n sinner_n to_o comfort_v our_o wekenes_n not_o to_o rest_v in_o they_o but_o that_o we_o comfort_v with_o they_o shall_v labour_n more_o earnest_o to_o mortify_v ourselves_o and_o the_o seek_n of_o ourself_o for_o lord_n god_n look_v how_o much_o i_o be_o mortify_v to_o all_o creature_n and_o to_o myself_o so_o much_o i_o have_v of_o true_a sanctimony_n and_o very_a charity_n wherefore_o moo_v gracious_a jesu_n grant_v i_o grace_n to_o dye_v perfect_o unto_o the_o desire_n of_o all_o conforte_n do_v bodily_a and_o ghostly_a and_o to_o be_v full_o constante_n with_o all_o derelyction_n and_o desolation_n that_o for_o thy_o sake_n and_o will_n forsake_v here_o all_o comfort_n and_o abidinge_v all_o desolation_n i_o may_v of_o thy_o mercy_n have_v the_o celesteal_n consolation_n which_o thou_o dydy_v promise_v sayinge_v bless_a be_v you_o that_o sorrow_n for_o you_o shall_v have_v consolation_n to_o thy_o glory_n and_o honour_n ¶_o o_o most_o merciful_a redeemer_n of_o my_o sinful_a soul_n which_o suffer_v so_o sorouful_a so_o painful_a so_o bitter_a and_o cruel_a pain_n and_o passion_n that_o there_o be_v never_o no_o pain_n nor_o passion_n like_v unto_o thou_o &_o that_o with_o such_o mekenes_n such_o obedience_n longanymitie_n and_o pacyence_n as_o never_o be_v see_v nor_o hard_a of_o grant_v i_o most_o wrathful_a wretch_n grace_v perfect_o to_o mortyfye_v all_o inpacyens_n in_o all_o bodily_a adversytie_n infamy_n rebuke_n mock_n contumely_n syckenes_n trouble_n pain_n persecution_n and_o desolation_n and_o in_o loss_n damage_n or_o hurt_v which_o may_v chance_v or_o come_v upon_o i_o by_o thy_o sufferance_n good_a lord_n with_o the_o which_o thou_o be_v wont_a to_o try_v thy_o moost_n dear_a belovyd_v and_o electyd_v as_o gold_n in_o the_o furne_z in_o the_o which_o also_o thou_o thyself_o my_o most_o dear_a lord_n jesu_n be_v great_o try_v which_o sufferydst_n with_o moost_n mild_a mind_n and_o pacyente_a hart_n all_o contumely_n all_o scorn_n sore_a stripe_n spytete_v scorge_n the_o turment_fw-mi upon_o the_o cross_n and_o so_o many_o pain_n as_o thy_o enemy_n can_v devise_v and_o yet_o be_v thou_o ready_a to_o suffer_v moche_n more_o for_o the_o honour_n of_o god_n the_o father_n &_o for_o our_o soul_n health_n ¶_o moost_n gracious_a jesu_n therefore_o grant_v i_o grace_n with_o moost_n meek_a and_o perfect_v pacyence_n all_o outward_a and_o inward_a adversity_n hurt_n or_o grief_n to_o suffer_v and_o bear_v it_o so_o long_o as_o it_o shall_v please_v the_o that_o i_o never_o in_o hart_n word_n nether_a deed_n do_v show_v any_o point_n of_o rancore_fw-fr or_o gruge_n that_o i_o may_v bear_v no_o sorrow_n norbytternes_n in_o my_o hart_n but_o i_o may_v ever_o reken_fw-mi myself_o worthy_a of_o much_o worse_a and_o more_o pain_n offer_v myself_o to_o suffer_v what_o ever_o thou_o shall_v send_v i_o and_o that_o i_o may_v of_o most_o lovely_a affection_n to_o be_v like_a &_o conformable_a in_o suffer_v unto_o the_o with_o great_a desire_n abide_v and_o look_v for_o all_o adversytie_n and_o pain_n whereby_o i_o may_v obtain_v the_o abundance_n of_o grace_n to_o thy_o glory_n ¶_o o_o most_o love_a lord_n jesu_n who_o property_n be_v to_o have_v mercy_n and_o of_o thy_o in_o effable_a mercy_n do_v suffer_v moost_n cruel_a death_n &_o passion_n that_o true_a repentaunt_a siner_n be_v they_o never_o so_o abominable_a and_o enormius_fw-la shall_v obtain_v full_a remyssion_n of_o there_o enormyte_v grant_v i_o moo_v wretched_a sinner_n i_o humble_v beseke_v the_o grace_n to_o mortyfie_v in_o myself_o all_o scrupulosnes_n of_o consiencie_n by_o most_o full_a confydence_n trust_v and_o hope_n of_o thy_o unmesurable_a mercy_n and_o by_o thy_o most_o sweat_v goodness_n i_o knowledge_n moost_n merciful_a savyoure_n that_o this_o arise_v in_o i_o for_o lack_v of_o confidence_n in_o the_o and_o this_o lack_n of_o confydence_n sprynge_v of_o the_o slender_a love_n that_o i_o have_v toward_o the._n for_o they_o that_o have_v a_o feruente_a and_o a_o great_a love_n they_o have_v a_o great_a hope_n but_o i_o wretched_a sinner_n have_v a_o little_a &_o slender_a charytie_n therefore_o i_o have_v not_o such_o confidence_n as_o i_o ought_v to_o have_v in_o thy_o mercy_n but_o by_o reason_n that_o the_o love_n of_o myself_o be_v unmortyfy_v
in_o i_o and_o i_o fear_v more_o thy_o justice_n and_o the_o pain_n of_o hell_n than_o i_o do_v love_n &_o believe_v thy_o infynitie_n goodness_n &_o bless_a mercy_n and_o therefore_o i_o be_o disquietid_v with_o this_o scrupulous_a fear_n which_o let_v i_o great_o from_o many_o good_a dede_n and_o increase_v of_o thy_o love_n and_o holy_a perfection_n therefore_o most_o mercyful_a lord_n for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n grant_v i_o the_o pure_a love_n of_o the_o &_o most_o firm_a hope_n and_o trust_v of_o thy_o mercy_n that_o all_o scrupulous_a fear_n may_v utter_o be_v mortify_v in_o i_o to_o thy_o honour_n and_o glory_n ¶_o o_o moost_n meek_a saviour_n jesu_n which_o camme_v into_o this_o wrecchyd_a world_n not_o to_o do_v thy_o own_o will_n but_o the_o will_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n and_o in_o the_o time_n of_o thy_o moost_n soroufull_a heavy_a and_o deadly_a agony_n and_o intolerable_a hevyne_n of_o thy_o godly_a and_o most_o innocent_a heart_n do_v forsake_v thy_o own_o will_n and_o do_v resign_v thyself_o whole_o unto_o the_o will_n of_o god_n thy_o father_n in_o the_o gracius_fw-la merit_v of_o thy_o most_o painful_a agony_n &_o sorouful_a bloody_a sweet_a grant_v i_o i_o humble_o beseke_v the_o sweet_a jesu_n the_o grace_n utter_o in_o i_o to_o mortifye_v the_o propryetie_n of_o my_o own_o will_n and_o perfect_o to_o yield_v and_o resygne_v myself_o whole_o into_o thy_o most_o bless_a pleasure_n &_o hand_n to_o abide_v whatsoever_o thou_o shall_v in_o time_n or_o for_o ever_o suffer_v to_o come_v upon_o i_o be_v it_o solas_fw-la or_o sorrow_n pain_n or_o pleasure_n hell_n or_o heaven_n so_o it_o be_v thy_o bless_a will_n wtout_fw-fr any_o gain_n sa_v murmur_n or_o gruge_n of_o hart_n that_o ioifulli_fw-la i_o may_v for_o thy_o love_n suffer_v all_o pain_n ghostly_a &_o bodily_a ¶_o grant_v i_o good_a lord_n moo_v perfect_v obedience_n not_o only_o unto_o my_o superior_n but_o also_o to_o all_o other_o in_o thing_n lawful_a ¶_o grant_v i_o obedience_n 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he_o manh_v that_o he_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o grant_v the_o to_o be_v so_o meek_a in_o all_o thing_n as_o his_o moost_n pleasant_a will_n will_v require_v of_o the._n this_o humylitie_n than_o thou_o haist_a perfect_o optayn_v when_o thou_o sorowe_v lament_v &_o be_v unfayned_o sorry_a as_o oft_o as_o any_o benefit_n or_o honour_n be_v give_v or_o shewid_v unto_o the_o where_o of_o thou_o very_o thynke_v thyself_o very_o unworthy_a and_o also_o when_o the_o perfect_v desire_n of_o all_o contempt_n perseveryth_v and_o abydethe_v in_o the_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o slander_n injury_n rebuke_n pain_n &_o sorrow_n that_o be_v lay_v upon_o the_o and_o thou_o thynke_v thyself_o most_o worthy_a of_o they_o and_o of_o much_o worse_o this_o humility_n bring_v forth_o three_o daughter_n obedyen_n pacyens_fw-fr and_o silence_n or_o keep_a of_o the_o tongue_n the_o true_a and_o very_a obedyent_n do_v not_o only_o obey_v his_o prelate_n for_o his_o promise_n and_o his_o vow_n but_o also_o 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work_n and_o dede_n this_o wysdome_n will_v govern_v the_o strong_o and_o resonabli_a that_o thou_o shall_v neither_o think_v speak_v nether_a do_v any_o thing_n be_v it_o never_o so_o little_a as_o be_v the_o stir_v of_o any_o jointe_n of_o thy_o body_n but_o only_o of_o very_a reason_n and_o the_o permyssyon_n and_o pleasure_n of_o god_n this_o wisdom_n thou_o shall_v carry_v in_o thy_o head_n prynt_v thy_o head_n into_o the_o pierce_v head_n of_o jesu_n chryste_n most_o humble_o beseke_v he_o for_o the_o sorrow_n and_o pain_n that_o he_o suffer_v in_o his_o most_o holy_a head_n that_o he_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o adorn_v thy_o head_n with_o his_o godly_a wysdome_n as_o moche_v as_o it_o shall_v please_v he_o and_o he_o shall_v know_v
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cold_a heat_n watch_n temptation_n fear_v parsecucyon_n agony_n bloody_a sweet_a mooste_o crewel_o comprehension_n spyttinge_n revile_v sore_a bond_n scorginge_n mock_n scorn_n sorrow_n shame_n confusyon_n beatynge_n grevous_a stroke_n innumerable_a plague_n and_o wound_n and_o most_o crewel_n and_o payneful_a death_n for_o in_o thy_o passion_n very_a honour_n and_o glory_n itself_o be_v dispisid_v and_o dishonour_v rightousnes_n be_v condemn_v the_o iuge_a of_o all_o the_o world_n be_v iuge_v the_o harmless_a be_v rebuke_v and_o accuse_v and_o the_o innocent_a be_v defamyd_fw-la god_n himself_o be_v blasphemyd_fw-la god_n &_o man_n over_o tread_v life_n itself_o be_v slay_v the_o sun_n be_v eclipsid_v the_o moon_n be_v darkenid_v the_o star_n be_v sparkelyd_v yet_o all_o those_o pain_n and_o passion_n do_v thou_o moost_n innocent_a lamb_n suffer_v and_o bare_v most_o patient_o for_o mi_fw-mi sake_n which_o be_v able_a and_o can_v if_o it_o have_v pleasid_v the_o have_v drownyd_v in_o 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