bare_a cipher_n which_o it_o proper_o resemble_v and_o can_v profit_v in_o the_o day_n of_o wrath_n for_o christ_n tell_v we_o so_o much_o what_o will_v it_o profit_v a_o man_n to_o gain_v the_o whole_a world_n 8.36_o mark_v 8.36_o and_o to_o lose_v his_o own_o soul_n but_o place_n christ_n before_o it_o and_o then_o every_o creature_n in_o it_o shall_v be_v avaylable_a for_o our_o good_a and_o christ_n assure_v we_o this_o too_o 6.33_o matth._n 6.33_o first_o seek_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n and_o the_o righteousness_n thereof_o and_o all_o other_o thing_n shall_v be_v add_v unto_o you_o so_o then_o the_o way_n to_o be_v true_o great_a be_v to_o be_v true_o good_a virtue_n be_v the_o best_a nobility_n christianity_n the_o great_a dignity_n and_o godliness_n the_o sure_a gain_n let_v it_o be_v then_o our_o chief_a labour_n so_o to_o number_v our_o day_n since_o it_o will_v both_o supply_v our_o house_n with_o wealth_n and_o apply_v our_o heart_n to_o wisdom_n which_o bring_v i_o to_o the_o last_o particular_a viz._n finis_fw-la finis_fw-la the_o end_n why_o we_o desire_v to_o be_v so_o teach_v that_o we_o may_v apply_v our_o heart_n to_o wisdom_n wherein_o observe_v first_o what_o kind_n of_o wisdom_n this_o be_v second_o how_o our_o heart_n be_v say_v to_o be_v apply_v unto_o it_o for_o the_o first_o there_o be_v two_o sort_n of_o wisdom_n as_o heady_a wisdom_n and_o hearty_a wisdom_n earthly_a wisdom_n and_o heavenly_a wisdom_n martha_n wisdom_n and_o maryes_fw-mi wisdom_n now_o be_v we_o ever_o to_o live_v in_o this_o world_n martha_n wisdom_n will_v be_v prefer_v but_o since_o our_o day_n be_v number_v with_o god_n maryes_fw-mi choice_n will_v best_o teach_v we_o so_o to_o number_v they_o ourselves_o as_o to_o apply_v our_o heart_n to_o heavenly_a wisdom_n which_o may_v be_v distinguish_v from_o the_o earthly_a in_o 4._o particular_n 1._o by_o the_o object_n the_o object_n of_o heavenly_a wisdom_n be_v christ_n who_o be_v make_v unto_o we_o wisdom_n righteousness_n sanctification_n and_o redemption_n 1_o corinth_n 1.30_o but_o of_o earthly_a wisdom_n vanity_n and_o sin_n 2._o by_o the_o property_n heavenly_a wisdom_n be_v pure_a peaceable_a gentle_a and_o easy_a to_o be_v entreat_v full_a of_o mercy_n and_o good_a fruit_n without_o partiality_n and_o without_o hypocrisy_n jam._n 3.17_o but_o earthly_a wisdom_n be_v mix_v with_o sin_n mud_v with_o lust_n cruel_a crafty_a and_o quarrelsome_a jam._n 3.15_o 3._o by_o the_o school_n where_o they_o be_v to_o be_v learn_v heavenly_a wisdom_n be_v teach_v only_o of_o god_n by_o his_o spirit_n and_o in_o his_o word_n but_o the_o other_o have_v as_o many_o master_n as_o there_o be_v corrupt_a mind_n 4._o by_o the_o end_n at_o which_o they_o aim_v the_o one_o tend_v chief_o to_o the_o good_a of_o the_o soul_n howsoever_o it_o fare_v with_o the_o body_n but_o the_o other_o chief_o to_o satisfy_v and_o fulfil_v the_o lust_n of_o the_o flesh_n without_o respect_n unto_o the_o soul_n let_v a_o earthly_a wise_a man_n have_v esau_n blessing_n 27.39.28_o gen._n 27.39.28_o the_o fatness_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o let_v who_o will_v take_v jacobs_n blessing_n the_o dew_n of_o heaven_n 4.8_o psal_n 4.8_o let_v their_o corn_n and_o wine_n and_o oil_n increase_v it_o be_v all_o they_o care_v for_o as_o for_o the_o light_n of_o god_n countenance_n they_o regard_v it_o not_o for_o the_o second_o he_o that_o believe_v what_o god_n affirm_v apply_v his_o heart_n to_o faith_n he_o that_o do_v what_o god_n command_v apply_v his_o heart_n to_o obedidience_n and_o he_o that_o make_v use_v of_o both_o these_o in_o their_o benefit_n and_o effect_n to_o the_o good_a of_o his_o soul_n apply_v his_o heart_n to_o wisdom_n now_o he_o that_o will_v so_o number_v his_o day_n as_o be_v before_o lay_v down_o must_v thus_o apply_v his_o heart_n to_o a_o sixfold_a wisdom_n first_o to_o the_o virgin_n wisdom_n the_o wisdom_n of_o preparation_n math._n 25.4_o the_o wise_a virgin_n take_v oil_n in_o their_o vessel_n we_o all_o know_v the_o bridegroom_n christ_n jesus_n will_v come_v but_o when_o we_o know_v not_o and_o therefore_o we_o ought_v always_o to_o be_v prepare_v with_o the_o oil_n of_o grace_n in_o our_o lamp_n that_o when_o he_o shall_v come_v we_o may_v be_v ready_a to_o enter_v with_o he_o into_o his_o everlasting_a glory_n i_o find_v no_o other_o difference_n betwixt_o the_o wise_a virgin_n and_o the_o foolish_a but_o only_o this_o the_o one_o do_v that_o in_o time_n which_o the_o other_o will_v fain_o have_v do_v when_o it_o be_v too_o late_o if_o thou_o be_v wise_a then_o prepare_v in_o time_n lest_o thou_o repent_v when_o it_o be_v too_o late_o second_o to_o the_o serpent_n wisdom_n the_o wisdom_n of_o preservation_n matth._n 10.16_o be_v you_o wise_a as_o serpent_n etc._n etc._n it_o be_v account_v a_o great_a part_n of_o wisdom_n in_o the_o serpent_n to_o preserve_v his_o head_n with_o all_o the_o care_n that_o may_v be_v because_o all_o his_o life_n lie_v in_o his_o head_n a_o little_a blow_n on_o the_o head_n quick_o kill_v he_o but_o wound_v he_o never_o so_o much_o on_o the_o body_n his_o head_n be_v safe_a he_o will_v recover_v it_o again_o now_o the_o apostle_n tell_v we_o that_o our_o life_n be_v hide_v with_o god_n in_o christ_n our_o head_n 3.3_o colos_n 3.3_o in_o who_o we_o must_v be_v careful_a to_o preserve_v and_o keep_v our_o faith_n though_o we_o suffer_v never_o so_o many_o wound_n in_o our_o person_n good_n or_o good_a name_n resolve_v with_o the_o apostle_n that_o neither_o tribulation_n nor_o anguish_n nor_o persecution_n etc._n etc._n shall_v be_v able_a to_o separate_v we_o from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n which_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n rom._n 8._o ult_n three_o to_o the_o steward_n wisdom_n the_o wisdom_n of_o prevention_n luke_n 16.8_o the_o lord_n commend_v the_o unjust_a steward_n because_o he_o have_v do_v wise_o etc._n etc._n the_o steward_n we_o know_v be_v ready_a to_o be_v put_v from_o his_o place_n to_o prevent_v poverty_n make_v himselse_a friend_n with_o his_o master_n good_n which_o be_v repute_v a_o point_n of_o wisdom_n in_o he_o now_o we_o be_v all_o but_o steward_n of_o what_o we_o possess_v and_o know_v not_o how_o soon_o we_o shall_v be_v take_v from_o they_o or_o they_o from_o we_o here_o than_o be_v our_o wisdom_n in_o time_n to_o make_v we_o friend_n with_o these_o mammon_n of_o unrighteousness_n for_o so_o christ_n call_v these_o earthly_a riches_n in_o comparison_n of_o the_o true_a treasure_n that_o when_o they_o sail_v we_o 16.9_o luke_n 16.9_o we_o may_v be_v receive_v into_o everlasting_a habitation_n which_o may_v be_v best_o do_v by_o our_o charity_n to_o the_o poor_a member_n of_o christ_n for_o 19.17_o prov._n 19.17_o what_o we_o give_v to_o the_o poor_a we_o lend_v to_o the_o lord_n say_v solomon_n and_o what_o be_v lay_v out_o he_o will_v repay_v we_o again_o the_o poor_a man_n hand_n be_v the_o rich_a man_n reasury_n what_o he_o lay_v up_o there_o he_o shall_v find_v in_o heaven_n he_o that_o feed_v the_o hungry_a put_v bread_n into_o christ_n own_o mouth_n he_o that_o clothe_v the_o naked_a put_v a_o garment_n on_o christ_n own_o back_n and_o he_o that_o give_v to_o the_o poor_a put_v a_o penny_n in_o christ_n own_o hand_n himself_o have_v say_v it_o 7._o matth_n 25.45_o eccl._n 11_o 7._o whatsoever_o you_o do_v unto_o any_o of_o these_o little_a one_o you_o do_v it_o unto_o i_o cast_v your_o bread_n then_o upon_o these_o water_n and_o after_o many_o day_n you_o shall_v find_v it_o again_o with_o a_o great_a reward_n four_o to_o the_o aunt_n wisdom_n the_o wisdom_n of_o providence_n proverb_n 6.6_o go_v to_o the_o ant_n thou_o sluggard_n consider_v her_o way_n and_o be_v wise_a it_o be_v observe_v of_o the_o ant_n that_o she_o labour_v very_o painful_o in_o the_o summer_n to_o get_v provision_n together_o to_o keep_v she_o in_o the_o winter_n so_o shall_v we_o do_v during_o the_o summer_n of_o health_n and_o prosperity_n and_o sunshine_n of_o the_o gospel_n of_o peace_n 6.19_o 1_o tim._n 6.19_o lay_v up_o for_o ourselves_o a_o good_a foundation_n against_o the_o winter_n of_o trouble_n need_v sorrow_n sickness_n or_o other_o adversity_n the_o apostle_n counsel_n be_v 6.10_o gal._n 6.10_o while_o you_o have_v time_n do_v good_a to_o all_o especial_o to_o those_o who_o be_v of_o the_o household_n of_o faith_n and_o the_o prophet_n render_v you_o a_o reason_n of_o it_o because_o in_o death_n god_n be_v not_o remember_v 6.5_o psal_n 6.5_o nor_o will_v any_o give_v he_o thanks_o in_o the_o grave_n while_o you_o have_v the_o light_a walk_n 2.12_o john_n 11._o phil._n 2.12_o and_o while_o it_o be_v call_v to_o day_n work_v out_o your_o salvation_n with_o fear_n and_o
joy_n of_o his_o salvation_n to_o both_o your_o great_a rejoice_n make_v she_o to_o say_v with_o the_o prophet_n 94.19_o psal_n 94.19_o in_o the_o multitude_n of_o the_o sorrow_n that_o i_o have_v in_o my_o heart_n thy_o comfort_n have_v refresh_v my_o soul_n how_o many_o through_o the_o malignity_n of_o their_o disease_n have_v be_v dissolve_v on_o such_o distemper_a and_o distract_a fit_n that_o charity_n herself_o have_v be_v fain_o to_o look_v back_o and_o take_v a_o view_n of_o their_o life_n before_o she_o dare_v pass_v her_o verdict_n of_o their_o death_n when_o her_o dissolution_n be_v so_o cheerful_a and_o christian-like_a that_o whosoever_o have_v behold_v it_o though_o unacquainted_a with_o her_o life_n yet_o must_v needs_o have_v give_v she_o that_o testimony_n which_o the_o centurion_n give_v our_o saviour_n 27.54_o math._n 27.54_o sure_o this_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n how_o comfortable_o may_v you_o recount_v god_n goodness_n towards_o she_o at_o the_o very_a point_n of_o her_o departure_n both_o for_o the_o manner_n and_o the_o time_n of_o it_o not_o so_o much_o as_o falter_v in_o her_o speech_n nor_o fail_v in_o any_o of_o her_o intellectual_n as_o many_o other_o have_v do_v but_o continue_v all_o in_o their_o wont_a vigour_n while_o she_o continue_v her_o life_n s._n john_n 1.10_o revel_v 1.10_o be_v say_v on_o the_o lord_n day_n to_o be_v in_o the_o spirit_n and_o she_o on_o the_o lord_n day_n resign_v her_o spirit_n and_o that_o in_o a_o most_o memorable_a instant_n for_o no_o soon_o be_v you_o &_o your_o friend_n return_v from_o commend_v your_o own_o self_n to_o god_n in_o the_o church_n but_o you_o be_v immediate_o call_v to_o recommend_v her_o soul_n to_o god_n from_o the_o chamber_n so_o where_o you_o end_v your_o sabbath_n of_o temporal_a rest_n there_o she_o begin_v her_o sabbath_n of_o eternal_a rest_n and_o i_o may_v true_o say_v 8.19_o exod._n 8.19_o digitus_fw-la dei_fw-la hic_fw-la est_fw-la the_o finger_n of_o god_n be_v in_o it_o or_o to_o speak_v in_o the_o prophet_n phrase_n this_o be_v the_o lord_n do_v 118.23_o ps_n 118.23_o and_o it_o be_v marvelous_a in_o our_o eye_n suffer_v i_o then_o to_o comfort_v you_o as_o s._n hierome_n do_v heliodorus_n ne_fw-la doleas_fw-la quod_fw-la talem_fw-la amiseris_fw-la sed_fw-la gaudeas_fw-la quod_fw-la talem_fw-la habueris_fw-la sorrow_n not_o so_o much_o that_o you_o have_v now_o lose_v as_o give_v thanks_o to_o god_n that_o once_o you_o have_v so_o virtuous_a a_o companion_n who_o live_v so_o pious_o and_o die_v so_o peaceable_o and_o you_o may_v also_o comfort_v yourself_o in_o the_o absence_n of_o she_o yourself_o unite_v in_o the_o word_n of_o david_n for_o the_o death_n of_o his_o child_n himself_o divide_v you_o shall_v go_v to_o she_o 12.23_o 2_o sam._n 12.23_o she_o shall_v not_o return_v to_o you_o and_o that_o you_o may_v assure_o follow_v she_o to_o those_o joy_n whither_o she_o be_v go_v before_o and_o already_o enter_v be_v it_o your_o care_n while_o you_o traffic_n in_o this_o troublesome_a world_n to_o imitate_v that_o wise_a merchant_n in_o the_o gospel_n to_o pursue_v and_o purchase_v that_o one_o pearl_n of_o inestimable_a price_n 6.33_o matth._n 13.45.46_o math._n 6.33_o namely_o the_o kingdom_n of_o christ_n and_o the_o righteousness_n thereof_o that_o so_o have_v fight_v the_o good_a fight_n keep_v the_o faith_n and_o finish_v your_o course_n 4.8_o 1_o tim._n 6.19_o 2_o tim._n 4.8_o you_o may_v lay_v hold_n on_o eternal_a life_n and_o receive_v that_o crown_n which_o the_o lord_n the_o righteous_a judge_n have_v confer_v on_o she_o and_o promise_v to_o you_o and_o all_o that_o love_v his_o appear_v now_o that_o both_o you_o and_o you_o may_v constant_o persevere_v in_o this_o course_n and_o be_v everlasting_o blessed_v with_o this_o crown_n shall_v be_v the_o daily_a prayer_n of_o your_o uncessant_a orator_n robert_n marriot_n a_o funeral_n sermon_n for_o mris_n elizabeth_z dering_n psalm_n 90.12_o so_o teach_v we_o to_o number_v our_o day_n that_o we_o may_v apply_v our_o heart_n unto_o wisdom_n if_o we_o peruse_v the_o passage_n of_o holy_a writ_n we_o shall_v there_o find_v that_o christian_a burial_n be_v not_o only_o commend_v but_o also_o command_v as_o a_o godly_a and_o charitable_a work_n the_o father_n of_o the_o old_a and_o faithful_a of_o the_o new_a testament_n be_v our_o example_n in_o the_o decent_a performance_n of_o this_o duty_n and_o comely_a payment_n of_o this_o debt_n think_v no_o care_n nor_o cost_v too_o much_o which_o they_o bestow_v on_o the_o body_n the_o vestment_n of_o the_o soul_n of_o their_o decease_a friend_n while_o they_o safe_o repose_v they_o as_o precious_a relic_n in_o the_o wardrobe_n of_o the_o earth_n nor_o be_v this_o care_n without_o good_a consideration_n this_o one_o act_n of_o christianity_n comply_v with_o many_o other_o of_o especial_a note_n as_o first_o 1.18_o john_n 11.25_o col._n 1.18_o with_o a_o act_n of_o faith_n in_o christ_n the_o resurrection_n and_o the_o life_n who_o be_v primogenitus_fw-la mortuorum_fw-la bear_v tanquam_fw-la ex_fw-la utero_fw-la sepulchri_fw-la and_o rise_v the_o first_o fruit_n of_o they_o that_o sleep_n to_o sanctify_v and_o assure_v we_o who_o be_v the_o rest_n of_o the_o harvest_n second_o with_o a_o act_n of_o hope_n ever_o since_o the_o angel_n sit_v on_o the_o grave-stone_n of_o our_o saviour_n say_v resurrexit_fw-la 28.6_o matth._n 28.6_o non_fw-la est_fw-la hic_fw-la he_o be_v rise_v he_o be_v not_o here_o we_o have_v be_v bold_a to_o write_v on_o the_o tombestone_n of_o our_o friend_n hic_fw-la iaceo_fw-la spe_fw-la resurgendi_fw-la here_o lie_v such_o a_o one_o in_o hope_n of_o a_o glorious_a resurrection_n hence_o it_o be_v observe_v that_o christ_n from_o the_o grave_n appear_v to_o mary_n 20.15_o john_n 20.15_o in_o a_o garden_n to_o teach_v we_o that_o he_o will_v one_o day_n turn_v all_o our_o grave_n into_o garden-plot_n and_o so_o husband_n our_o very_a dust_n that_o by_o virtue_n of_o the_o dew_n of_o his_o resurrection_n 26.19_o esay_n 26.19_o they_o shall_v spring_v out_o of_o the_o earth_n like_o beauteous_a flower_n and_o be_v for_o ever_o plant_v in_o the_o paradise_n of_o god_n three_o with_o a_o act_n of_o charity_n and_o love_n to_o prosecute_v those_o body_n be_v dead_a with_o honour_n to_o their_o grave_n who_o we_o nay_o who_o god_n himself_o so_o much_o love_v and_o honour_a be_v alive_a as_o to_o style_v they_o member_n of_o christ_n and_o temple_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n four_o with_o a_o act_n of_o necessity_n to_o separate_v the_o live_n from_o the_o contagion_n of_o the_o dead_a abraham_n love_v sarah_n well_o but_o be_v depart_v he_o beseech_v the_o hittite_n for_o a_o place_n to_o bury_v she_o out_o of_o his_o sight_n as_o there_o be_v nothing_o white_a than_o snow_n of_o itself_o 23.4_o gen._n 23.4_o yet_o be_v dissolve_v make_v the_o foul_a water_n so_o the_o pure_a complexion_n the_o worst_a putrefaction_n according_a to_o the_o old_a axiom_n corruptio_fw-la optimi_fw-la est_fw-la pâ—ssima_fw-la last_o with_o a_o act_n of_o mortification_n the_o ancient_n do_v use_v to_o take_v their_o leaf_n of_o their_o friend_n have_v bring_v they_o to_o their_o grave_n in_o these_o word_n vale_fw-la vale_n nos_fw-la te_fw-la sequemur_fw-la adieu_o adve_o we_o will_v follow_v thou_o and_o we_o retain_v this_o course_n still_o among_o we_o the_o dead_a corpse_n be_v carry_v before_o while_o the_o mourner_n follow_v after_o lead_v we_o the_o way_n in_o which_o we_o must_v all_o walk_v which_o shall_v teach_v we_o to_o read_v our_o own_o mortality_n in_o other_o funeral_n while_o we_o hear_v the_o bell_n to_o toll_v for_o another_o passing_n to_o consider_v that_o if_o the_o lord_n so_o please_v it_o may_v take_v in_o we_o also_o before_o it_o ring_v out_o when_o we_o walk_v over_o the_o grave_n of_o other_o to_o remember_v that_o they_o be_v our_o house_n also_o in_o reversion_n and_o when_o we_o see_v how_o sudden_o the_o day_n of_o other_o be_v determine_v to_o learn_v so_o to_o number_v our_o day_n as_o to_o apply_v our_o heart_n unto_o wisdom_n so_o teach_v we_o etc._n etc._n it_o be_v the_o consent_n of_o the_o father_n and_o the_o opinion_n of_o the_o best_a expositor_n that_o this_o psalm_n be_v pen_v by_o moses_n upon_o this_o occasion_n after_o the_o israelit_n have_v pass_v the_o red_a sea_n and_o be_v enter_v into_o the_o wilderness_n moses_n send_v spy_v before_o to_o discover_v the_o land_n of_o canaan_n who_o return_v with_o these_o sad_a tiding_n to_o the_o people_n that_o the_o inhabitant_n be_v giant_n the_o son_n of_o anak_n in_o comparison_n of_o who_o the_o israelit_n be_v but_o as_o grasshopper_n and_o that_o their_o city_n be_v wall_v up_o to_o heaven_n and_o so_o impregnable_a at_o which_o relation_n they_o forget_v the_o great_a wonder_n and_o mighty_a work_n
a_o while_n on_o earth_n yet_o to_o live_v long_o in_o god_n account_n not_o only_o to_o number_v our_o day_n but_o sic_fw-la so_o to_o number_v they_o as_o to_o apply_v our_o heart_n etc._n etc._n which_o bring_v in_o the_o three_o particular_a forma_fw-la 3_o iii_o forma_fw-la the_o manner_n how_o to_o number_v etc._n etc._n sic_fw-la so_o so_o teach_v we_o etc._n etc._n now_o god_n in_o all_o our_o sacred_a performance_n have_v especial_a respect_n unto_o this_o prefer_v the_o manner_n of_o the_o do_v of_o they_o before_o the_o matter_n itself_o hence_o he_o be_v say_v to_o be_v better_o please_v with_o adverb_n then_o with_o adjective_n non_fw-la quam_fw-la bonum_fw-la sed_fw-la quam_fw-la benè_fw-la god_n never_o account_v that_o for_o good_a which_o be_v not_o well_o do_v it_o be_v not_o therefore_o enough_o to_o pray_v but_o we_o must_v so_o pray_v as_o to_o be_v hear_v not_o enough_o to_o hear_v but_o we_o must_v so_o hear_v as_o to_o profit_v not_o enough_o to_o believe_v but_o we_o must_v so_o believe_v as_o to_o be_v save_v not_o enough_o to_o run_v but_o we_o must_v so_o run_v as_o to_o obtain_v not_o enough_o to_o number_v our_o day_n but_o we_o must_v so_o number_v they_o as_o to_o apply_v etc._n etc._n now_o there_o be_v six_o rule_n teach_v we_o so_o to_o number_v our_o day_n take_v from_o the_o practice_n of_o ordinary_a arithmetic_n the_o first_o be_v knowledge_n he_o that_o go_v about_o to_o cast_v a_o account_n must_v know_v his_o rule_n how_o to_o number_v how_o to_o divide_v how_o to_o multiply_v how_o to_o subtract_v etc._n etc._n else_o when_o he_o have_v cast_v up_o his_o sum_n he_o can_v tell_v whether_o they_o be_v do_v right_a or_o wrong_n and_o contain_v more_o or_o less_o in_o like_a manner_n who_o so_o will_v number_v his_o day_n must_v have_v knowledge_n of_o the_o rule_n to_o number_n by_o now_o there_o be_v two_o rule_n by_o which_o all_o man_n live_v number_n their_o day_n viz._n a_o rule_n of_o folly_n and_o a_o rule_n of_o wisdom_n the_o wicked_a and_o ungodly_a number_n by_o the_o rule_n of_o folly_n they_o by_o look_v upon_o death_n at_o the_o wrong_a end_n of_o the_o perspective_n think_v it_o to_o be_v far_o off_o then_o indeed_o it_o be_v and_o their_o day_n to_o be_v more_o than_o they_o prove_v to_o be_v and_o so_o secure_v themselves_o in_o sin_n 25.5.8.10_o matth_n 25.5.8.10_o till_o in_o a_o moment_n they_o be_v take_v away_o by_o this_o rule_n the_o foolish_a virgin_n number_v their_o day_n think_v the_o bridegroom_n will_v not_o come_v so_o soon_o they_o sleep_v out_o their_o oil_n and_o neglect_v to_o buy_v more_o till_o christ_n come_v and_o find_v they_o unprepared_a and_o so_o they_o be_v shut_v out_o thus_o the_o evil_a servant_n in_o the_o gospel_n number_v 46._o luke_n 12.45_o 46._o etc._n etc._n when_o suppose_v his_o master_n will_v still_o delay_v his_o come_n he_o begin_v to_o beat_v his_o fellow_n servant_n and_o to_o eat_v and_o drink_v with_o the_o drunken_a till_o his_o master_n come_v in_o a_o hour_n that_o he_o be_v not_o aware_a of_o and_o cut_v he_o off_o and_o give_v he_o his_o portion_n with_o the_o hypocrite_n etc._n etc._n thus_o the_o rich_a glutton_n number_v etc._n etc._n 12.18.19.20_o luke_n 12.18.19.20_o soul_n take_v thy_o ease_n thou_o have_v good_n lay_v up_o for_o many_o day_n etc._n etc._n when_o that_o night_n his_o soul_n be_v take_v from_o he_o the_o good_a and_o godly_a they_o number_v their_o day_n by_o the_o rule_n of_o wisdom_n which_o consist_v in_o the_o serious_a consideration_n of_o three_o thing_n 39.6_o psal_n 39.6_o 1._o of_o the_o vanity_n of_o man_n life_n so_o vain_a that_o it_o will_v not_o admit_v of_o any_o extenuation_n be_v compare_v in_o scripture_n to_o thing_n of_o small_a if_o no_o account_n 102.11_o psal_n 102.11_o as_o to_o a_o dream_n to_o a_o shadow_n to_o grasle_n to_o a_o weaver_n shutle_n to_o a_o shepherd_n tent_n to_o a_o bubble_n â—_o esay_n 40._o â—_o of_o which_o it_o may_v be_v say_v quamprimum_fw-la oritur_fw-la moritur_fw-la as_o soon_o out_o as_o in_o 4.14_o colos_n 3.2_o jam._n 4.14_o which_o shall_v instruct_v we_o to_o place_v our_o affection_n on_o more_o endure_a object_n and_o not_o to_o trust_v too_o much_o to_o this_o vapour_n of_o life_n 2._o of_o the_o brevity_n of_o man_n life_n there_o be_v long_a space_n which_o by_o a_o speedy_a course_n be_v quick_o end_v and_o there_o be_v short_a space_n which_o have_v a_o slow_a mover_n be_v long_o in_o go_v but_o where_o the_o space_n be_v short_a and_o the_o motion_n quick_a that_o journey_n must_v needs_o be_v soon_o dispatch_v such_o a_o thing_n be_v life_n the_o swift_a motion_n in_o the_o world_n have_v be_v stay_v â—3_n jos_n 10.12_o â—3_n the_o sun_n stand_v still_o at_o the_o prayer_n of_o josuah_n and_o go_v not_o down_o in_o one_o whole_a day_n and_o yet_o then_o at_o that_o instant_n the_o life_n of_o man_n go_v a_o day_n journey_n forward_o admit_v that_o of_o the_o psalmist_n 90.10_o ps_n 90.10_o viz._n that_o the_o day_n of_o our_o age_n be_v threescore_o year_n and_o ten_o which_o can_v be_v grant_v but_o by_o way_n of_o supposition_n for_o where_o one_o attain_v unto_o it_o threescore_o and_o ten_o threescore_o and_o ten_o time_n tell_v go_v before_o yet_o i_o say_v admit_v it_o and_o then_o he_o that_o know_v how_o to_o number_v these_o day_n by_o the_o rule_n of_o wisdom_n can_v tell_v you_o how_o that_o half_a of_o these_o year_n by_o the_o rule_n of_o division_n be_v lose_v in_o sleep_n there_o remain_v then_o but_o 35._o whereof_o 15._o at_o least_o by_o the_o rule_n of_o substraction_n must_v also_o be_v take_v away_o for_o our_o childhood_n wherein_o we_o be_v ignorant_a how_o to_o glorify_v god_n or_o help_v ourselves_o aright_o then_o remain_v but_o 20._o year_n which_o be_v join_v by_o the_o rule_n of_o multiplication_n to_o our_o trouble_n sickness_n sorrow_n necessary_a care_n etc._n etc._n so_o often_o multiply_v upon_o we_o tell_v i_o if_o god_n account_v of_o no_o time_n but_o what_o be_v spend_v in_o his_o service_n if_o what_o the_o philosopher_n speak_v of_o man_n be_v not_o true_a that_o his_o life_n be_v but_o a_o day_n song_n nay_o if_o what_o the_o prophet_n david_n speak_v be_v not_o true_a also_o 36.6_o ps_n 36.6_o that_o this_o day_n be_v but_o a_o span_n long_o 3._o of_o the_o uncertainty_n of_o man_n life_n the_o time_n past_a be_v go_v as_o if_o it_o have_v never_o be_v the_o time_n to_o come_v be_v uncertain_a we_o be_v altogether_o unsure_a of_o it_o we_o have_v no_o time_n but_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d this_o very_a instant_n and_o we_o know_v not_o how_o long_o we_o shall_v hold_v that_o it_o be_v the_o say_n of_o one_o of_o our_o own_o poet_n fleer_n si_fw-la scires_fw-la unum_fw-la tua_fw-la tempora_fw-la mensem_fw-la rides_n cum_fw-la non_fw-la sit_fw-la forsitan_fw-la una_fw-la dies_fw-la thou_o will_v weep_v if_o thou_o know_v thy_o life_n will_v end_v this_o month_n how_o can_v thou_o laugh_v when_o perhaps_o thou_o shall_v not_o live_v one_o day_n 12.39_o luke_n 12.39_o if_o the_o good_a man_n of_o the_o house_n know_v at_o what_o time_n the_o thief_n will_v come_v he_o will_v watch_v say_v our_o saviour_n and_o not_o suffer_v himself_o to_o be_v surprise_v nor_o his_o house_n to_o be_v break_v up_o our_o body_n be_v the_o house_n our_o soul_n the_o prize_n death_n the_o thief_n and_o because_o thou_o know_v not_o at_o what_o hour_n he_o will_v come_v watch_v every_o hour_n ideo_fw-la obscuratur_fw-la unus_fw-la ut_fw-la observentur_fw-la multi_fw-la say_fw-la s._n austin_n god_n have_v therefore_o conceal_v from_o thou_o that_o one_o day_n of_o thy_o death_n that_o thou_o may_v so_o expect_v it_o every_o day_n the_o ancient_n persuade_v to_o this_o care_n by_o this_o familiar_a instance_n have_v thou_o seven_o servant_n and_o be_v full_o ascertain_v that_o at_o some_o time_n or_o other_o one_o of_o they_o will_v kill_v thou_o but_o which_o or_o when_o thou_o can_v not_o tell_v will_v thou_o not_o be_v very_o cautelous_a of_o they_o all_o and_o very_o careful_a of_o give_v any_o of_o they_o any_o advantage_n why_o now_o remember_v thy_o life_n be_v but_o a_o multiplication_n of_o seven_o day_n and_o one_o of_o these_o will_v kill_v thou_o but_o which_o of_o these_o or_o when_o because_o thou_o know_v not_o thou_o ought_v to_o be_v prepare_v on_o all_o of_o they_o let_v not_o the_o thought_n of_o thy_o last_o end_n be_v the_o last_o end_n of_o thy_o thought_n but_o foresee_v this_o basilisk_n death_n in_o time_n so_o shall_v thou_o prevent_v the_o danger_n 2._o the_o second_o rule_n for_o the_o so_o number_v etc._n etc._n be_v intention_n a_o man_n that_o go_v about_o to_o cast_v a_o account_n
indeed_o this_o do_v insist_v some_o while_n in_o direct_v she_o how_o she_o may_v purchase_v that_o assurance_n and_o that_o trust_v she_o so_o hearty_o pray_v for_o i_o leave_v she_o until_o the_o thursday_n after_o by_o which_o time_n the_o sun_n of_o righteousness_n with_o heal_v in_o his_o wing_n have_v dispel_v in_o good_a measure_n those_o mist_n of_o diffidence_n which_o eclipse_v the_o light_n and_o peace_n of_o her_o soul_n begin_v again_o to_o shine_v forth_o in_o his_o wont_a clearness_n revive_v and_o cheer_v up_o those_o droop_a affection_n which_o have_v so_o long_o languish_v in_o the_o want_n of_o his_o comfortable_a presence_n insomuch_o that_o to_o my_o great_a rejoice_v i_o find_v she_o magnify_v of_o mercy_n which_o before_o she_o doubt_v of_o and_o comfort_v herself_o with_o those_o scripture_n which_o before_o her_o soul_n refuse_v comfort_n in_o be_v tender_v unto_o she_o i_o tell_v she_o i_o do_v hearty_o bless_v god_n for_o this_o happy_a change_n in_o she_o and_o she_o reply_v that_o the_o grace_n of_o christ_n be_v sufficient_a for_o she_o upon_o who_o she_o do_v whole_o rest_v and_o rely_v for_o her_o salvation_n disclaim_v all_o conceit_n of_o worth_n or_o merit_n in_o herself_o entreat_v i_o to_o pray_v to_o god_n for_o she_o that_o it_o will_v please_v he_o to_o pardon_v those_o distrustful_a thought_n which_o she_o have_v former_o of_o his_o goodness_n and_o to_o perfect_v that_o re-assurance_n of_o his_o love_n in_o her_o heart_n she_o join_v with_o we_o very_o cheerful_o and_o devout_o all_o the_o time_n express_v a_o marvellous_a longing_n for_o the_o fullness_n of_o spiritual_a and_o heavenly_a joy_n insomuch_o that_o while_o i_o insert_v that_o petition_n of_o the_o prophet_n do_v well_o unto_o thy_o servant_n that_o she_o may_v live_v and_o praise_v thy_o name_n she_o interrupt_v i_o say_v o_o pray_v only_o for_o my_o soul_n for_o i_o desire_v to_o be_v dissolve_v and_o to_o be_v with_o christ_n which_o be_v far_o better_a the_o sunday_n follow_v in_o the_o afternoon_n i_o be_v request_v to_o preach_v to_o the_o congregation_n of_o this_o parish_n whither_o be_v come_v and_o inquire_v of_o her_o health_n i_o be_v general_o assure_v that_o they_o have_v observe_v she_o to_o be_v that_o day_n more_o compose_v &_o cheerful_a then_o usual_o she_o have_v be_v but_o while_o the_o whole_a family_n of_o her_o friend_n be_v religious_o exercise_v in_o the_o church_n she_o intimate_v to_o those_o that_o wait_v about_o she_o that_o she_o feel_v herself_o sensible_o to_o change_v her_o cough_n have_v a_o little_a before_o leave_v she_o a_o sure_a sign_n in_o those_o disease_n of_o death_n approach_v whereupon_o they_o ask_v she_o if_o they_o shall_v call_v the_o lady_n her_o mother_n or_o husband_n or_o any_o other_o unto_o she_o but_o she_o answer_v no_o they_o be_v she_o say_v about_o a_o good_a work_n and_o she_o hope_v that_o she_o shall_v live_v till_o they_o have_v do_v and_o god_n grant_v her_o request_n for_o no_o soon_o be_v the_o sermon_n end_v and_o all_o her_o friend_n again_o return_v about_o she_o but_o she_o hearty_o wish_v for_o some_o one_o to_o recommend_v her_o soul_n to_o god_n it_o be_v my_o happiness_n to_o be_v there_o at_o that_o time_n and_o they_o entreat_v i_o to_o perform_v that_o last_o office_n for_o she_o which_o we_o haste_v to_o do_v perceive_v she_o to_o decline_v apace_o while_o she_o to_o the_o admiration_n of_o all_o that_o be_v present_a consider_v her_o great_a weakness_n repeat_v after_o i_o very_o zealous_o almost_o what_o soever_o i_o deliver_v and_o conclude_v with_o the_o lord_n prayer_n she_o most_o devout_o rehearse_v that_o word_n for_o word_n which_o as_o it_o be_v the_o first_o she_o learn_v so_o i_o may_v true_o say_v it_o be_v the_o last_o she_o utter_v for_o immediate_o hereupon_o as_o if_o she_o have_v only_o stay_v for_o this_o convoy_n to_o her_o eternal_a rest_n she_o most_o sweet_o and_o peaceable_o exchange_v this_o life_n leave_v her_o survive_a friend_n like_o the_o apostle_n in_o a_o strait_a betwixt_o two_o not_o know_v which_o to_o choose_v whether_o more_o to_o mourn_v for_o her_o loss_n or_o to_o rejoice_v for_o she_o so_o bless_a and_o happy_a departure_n but_o why_o do_v i_o speak_v of_o loss_n since_o to_o use_v saint_n paul_n phrase_n to_o she_o to_o live_v be_v christ_n and_o to_o die_v be_v gain_v for_o she_o be_v not_o amissa_fw-la but_o praemissa_fw-la not_o lose_v but_o go_v before_o death_n to_o she_o be_v but_o like_o jordan_n to_o israel_n a_o waftage_n from_o the_o wilderness_n of_o this_o world_n to_o the_o canaan_n of_o everlasting_a blessedness_n where_o her_o soul_n be_v bind_v up_o in_o the_o bundle_n of_o life_n secure_o repose_v in_o the_o bosom_n of_o abraham_n â—4_n 1_o cor._n 15._o â—4_n her_o body_n like_o seed_n be_v sow_o in_o the_o lord_n gleb-land_n for_o so_o the_o german_n call_v the_o grave_n shall_v be_v there_o safe_o preserve_v by_o her_o heavenly_a father_n that_o good_a husbandman_n 15.1_o joh._n 15.1_o unto_o the_o harvest_n of_o that_o great_a day_n when_o by_o virtue_n of_o the_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n 15.20_o 1_o cor._n 15.20_o the_o first_o fruit_n of_o they_o that_o sleep_n she_o shall_v awake_v out_o of_o this_o sepulchrall_a vault_n again_o both_o glorious_a and_o honourable_a and_o the_o grave_n be_v dispossess_v of_o her_o body_n her_o body_n shall_v be_v repossess_v by_o her_o soul_n and_o both_o body_n and_o soul_n everlasting_o possess_v of_o that_o immortal_a incorruptible_a and_o never_o fade_a kingdom_n 1.4_o 1_o pet._n 1.4_o reserve_v in_o heaven_n for_o she_o who_o king_n be_v christ_n who_o subject_n be_v saint_n who_o law_n be_v love_n who_o rule_n be_v equity_n who_o honour_n be_v verity_n who_o peace_n be_v felicity_n and_o who_o life_n be_v eternity_n unto_o which_o he_o bring_v we_o all_o who_o have_v buy_v it_o for_o we_o and_o we_o for_o himself_o christ_n jesus_n therighteous_a to_o who_o with_o the_o father_n and_o the_o holy_a spirit_n three_o person_n one_o eternal_a immortal_a invisible_a and_o only_o wise_a god_n be_v render_v and_o ascribe_v all_o glory_n honour_n power_n praise_n might_n majesty_n dignity_n and_o dominion_n henceforth_o and_o for_o evermore_o amen_n in_o praematura_fw-la fata_fw-la domine_fw-la elizabethae_fw-la nuper_fw-la uxoris_fw-la patrui_fw-la mei_fw-la charissimi_fw-la caroli_n dering_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d cætera_fw-la cuncta_fw-la licet_fw-la rapias_fw-la libitina_n putabam_fw-la virtutem_fw-la exemptam_fw-la legibus_fw-la esse_fw-la tuis_fw-la sed_fw-la verum_fw-la est_fw-la querulo_fw-la cecinit_fw-la quod_fw-la carmine_fw-la vates_fw-la omnia_fw-la mors_fw-la pedibus_fw-la calcat_fw-la avara_fw-la suis_fw-la quae_fw-la nunc_fw-la ploranda_fw-la est_fw-la aeterna_fw-la fuisset_fw-la eliza_n si_fw-mi virtus_fw-la avidum_fw-la vinceret_fw-la ipsa_fw-la rogum_fw-la hinc_fw-la mihi_fw-la singultus_fw-la laâ—_n hyrmae_fw-la suspiria_fw-la fletus_fw-la et_fw-la quicquid_fw-la luget_fw-la fertilis_fw-la arte_fw-la dolour_n damna_fw-la tamen_fw-la fateor_fw-la foecundo_fw-la carmine_fw-la nostra_fw-la musa_fw-la ferax_fw-la lachrymis_fw-la connumerare_fw-la nequit_fw-la ergo_fw-la tuos_fw-la mea_fw-la musa_fw-la libet_fw-la deponere_fw-la planctus_fw-la amissae_fw-la cruciant_fw-la dum_fw-la memorantur_fw-la opes_fw-la edoardus_fw-la dering_n praedicti_fw-la dom._n edoardi_fw-la filius_fw-la charissimo_fw-la fratri_fw-la meo_fw-la carolo_n dering_n kancianolondinati_fw-la amissam_fw-la deflenti_fw-la qvam_fw-la ut_fw-la amorem_fw-la nostrum_fw-la decuit_fw-la ut_fw-la virtus_fw-la defunctae_fw-la meruit_fw-la in_fw-la communi_fw-la nominis_fw-la deringani_n hypogaeo_n arquato_fw-la sociatam_fw-la pie_n condidimus_fw-la 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d elisabetha_n meos_fw-la habuit_fw-la prima_fw-la uxor_fw-la amores_fw-la prima_fw-la calet_fw-la flammis_fw-la elsabetha_n tuis_fw-la carole_n fatorum_fw-la frater_fw-la consor_n sq_fw-la meorum_fw-la quam_fw-la fugit_fw-la heu_fw-la cito_fw-la nos_fw-la utraq_fw-la elsa_n dvos_fw-la sic_fw-la fit_n sic_fw-la fiat_n patris_fw-la divina_fw-la voluntas_fw-la transtulit_fw-la ille_fw-la meam_fw-la transtulit_fw-la ille_fw-la tuam_fw-la haud_fw-la peterint_fw-la elegi_fw-la nostros_fw-la numerare_fw-la dolores_fw-la si_fw-la foret_fw-la in_o luctus_fw-la musa_fw-la diserâ—a_fw-la novos_fw-la illarum_fw-la heroo_fw-la poterit_fw-la nec_fw-la earmine_fw-la diei_fw-la caendor_n amor_n pietas_n gratia_n forma_fw-la fides_n prussia_n dilectam_fw-la tibi_fw-la carole_n credit_n elisam_n vicina_fw-la ad_fw-la thalame_n venit_fw-la elisa_n mâ—os_fw-la vtraq_n nunc_fw-la uno_fw-la est_fw-la uxor_fw-la tumulata_fw-la sepulchre_n et_fw-la cadit_fw-la in_o cineres_fw-la vtraq_n elisa_n simul_fw-la disce_fw-la meo_fw-la exemplo_fw-la vivacem_fw-la nolo_fw-la dolorem_fw-la sed_fw-la memor_fw-la aeterno_fw-la tempore_fw-la vivat_fw-la amor_fw-la frater_fw-la tuus_fw-la 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d dom._n edoardus_n dering_n mile_n et_fw-fr baronettus_n finis_fw-la
will_v he_o never_o suffer_v it_o to_o fail_v and_o that_o it_o be_v the_o firm_a faith_n which_o believe_v without_o feeling_n when_o a_o man_n can_v say_v with_o job_n though_o he_o kill_v i_o 13.15_o job_n 13.15_o yet_o will_v i_o trust_v in_o he_o for_o our_o own_o feel_n be_v no_o fit_a judge_n of_o faith_n for_o that_o be_v often_o overwhelm_v with_o temptation_n but_o faith_n must_v be_v judge_v of_o by_o the_o word_n of_o god_n now_o the_o word_n tell_v we_o that_o faith_n be_v not_o always_o a_o burn_a lamp_n but_o sometime_o yea_o often_o a_o smoke_a flax_n 12.20_o mat._n 12.20_o which_o be_v so_o weak_a that_o it_o send_v out_o neither_o heat_n nor_o flame_n but_o only_o a_o smoke_n and_o yet_o will_v not_o the_o lord_n quench_v this_o small_a spark_n of_o faith_n neither_o can_v it_o perish_v be_v beget_v of_o immortal_a seed_n viz._n the_o word_n of_o god_n which_o endure_v for_o ever_o 1.23_o 2_o pet._n 1.23_o again_o we_o know_v magis_fw-la et_fw-la minus_fw-la non_fw-la mutant_fw-la speciem_fw-la a_o little_a or_o a_o sick_a man_n be_v a_o man_n as_o well_o as_o a_o great_a or_o a_o sound_a one_o &_o a_o foul_a and_o a_o feeble_a hand_n may_v receive_v a_o alm_n as_o well_o as_o a_o fair_a and_o strong_a one_o so_o little_a and_o weak_a faith_n be_v faith_n as_o well_o as_o that_o which_o be_v great_a and_o firm_a and_o the_o one_o may_v as_o true_o apply_v christ_n as_o the_o other_o for_o we_o do_v not_o imagine_v that_o faith_n do_v justify_v we_o because_o it_o be_v a_o strong_a and_o perfect_a virtue_n but_o it_o justify_v we_o for_o the_o object_n which_o it_o apprehend_v that_o be_v christ_n the_o mediator_n nor_o be_v we_o so_o much_o to_o conclude_v of_o faith_n from_o the_o firm_a persuasion_n it_o work_v in_o we_o as_o from_o the_o rest_a and_o rely_v thereby_o on_o the_o merit_n of_o christ_n for_o salvation_n moreover_o i_o labour_v to_o possess_v she_o with_o this_o truth_n that_o god_n can_v be_v no_o more_o say_v to_o forsake_v his_o servant_n when_o for_o a_o time_n he_o hide_v away_o his_o face_n than_o the_o sun_n can_v be_v say_v to_o be_v set_v when_o it_o be_v but_o under_o a_o cloud_n for_o howsoever_o the_o sensible_a presence_n of_o god_n spirit_n whereby_o he_o make_v his_o child_n to_o feel_v he_o by_o the_o gracious_a effect_n which_o he_o work_v in_o they_o be_v subject_a to_o change_n and_o eclipse_n yet_o the_o secret_a presence_n of_o his_o spirit_n never_o depart_v from_o they_o but_o be_v continual_o rule_v guide_a and_o sustain_v they_o in_o all_o their_o trouble_n according_a to_o his_o promise_n in_o the_o old_a testament_n esay_n 43.2_o and_o in_o the_o new_a math._n 28.20_o yea_o by_o virtue_n of_o this_o secret_a presence_n he_o entertain_v life_n in_o our_o soul_n when_o to_o our_o own_o judgement_n we_o be_v become_v altogether_o dead_a and_o senseless_a as_o there_o be_v life_n and_o sap_n in_o a_o tree_n when_o it_o have_v neither_o fruit_n nor_o leaf_n which_o be_v evident_a by_o our_o stand_n in_o many_o temptation_n wherein_o we_o can_v find_v no_o present_a grace_n uphold_v we_o for_o have_v we_o our_o happiness_n in_o our_o own_o hand_n as_o once_o we_o have_v we_o can_v not_o be_v able_a to_o hold_v out_o against_o the_o least_o of_o satan_n assault_n but_o that_o he_o must_v needs_o deprive_v we_o of_o it_o but_o god_n see_v what_o bad_a keeper_n we_o be_v of_o our_o own_o jewel_n have_v translate_v the_o custody_n of_o they_o unto_o christ_n and_o hang_v the_o key_n at_o his_o girdle_n by_o who_o they_o be_v so_o safe_o keep_v for_o we_o 1.4.5_o 1_o pet._n 1.4.5_o and_o we_o for_o they_o as_o say_v s._n peter_n that_o now_o the_o least_o spark_n of_o saving-grace_n in_o any_o believer_n be_v more_o than_o all_o the_o power_n of_o hell_n be_v able_a to_o quench_v thus_o have_v spend_v some_o time_n with_o she_o by_o enlarge_a these_o and_o add_v many_o other_o comfort_v out_o of_o the_o scripture_n which_o need_v not_o here_o to_o be_v repeat_v endeavour_v in_o what_o i_o can_v to_o satisfy_v she_o in_o every_o doubt_n &_o perceive_v a_o great_a part_n of_o her_o distemper_n to_o be_v occasion_v from_o the_o weakness_n of_o her_o body_n the_o wearynesse_n of_o her_o spirit_n and_o the_o want_n of_o rest_n i_o take_v my_o leave_n of_o she_o for_o that_o time_n not_o without_o this_o acknowledgement_n of_o comfort_n from_o herself_o that_o she_o hope_v i_o have_v do_v she_o some_o good_a promise_v at_o the_o entreat_v of_o her_o friend_n to_o visit_v she_o again_o within_o few_o day_n at_o the_o house_n of_o the_o worthy_a lady_n dering_n the_o now_o sorrow_a mother_n of_o this_o gentlewoman_n whither_o the_o next_o day_n she_o be_v remove_v which_o according_o i_o do_v the_o friday_n follow_v and_o understand_v that_o she_o with_o she_o have_v bindiscourse_v immediate_o before_o my_o come_n and_o she_o entire_o love_a brother_n the_o right_a worshipful_a sir_n edward_n dering_n who_o observation_n of_o she_o be_v this_o that_o those_o doubt_n and_o fear_n whereof_o she_o complain_v proceed_v not_o so_o much_o from_o any_o sinful_a cause_n occasion_v by_o herself_o whereof_o she_o can_v accuse_v herself_o as_o from_o a_o over-earnest_a &_o long_a desire_n of_o more_o spiritual_a comfort_n and_o illumination_n than_o god_n be_v please_v for_o the_o present_a to_o make_v her_o sensible_a of_o as_o afterward_o it_o more_o clear_o appear_v unwilling_a then_o to_o tire_v her_o enfeeble_a spirit_n with_o too_o much_o talk_v together_o i_o stay_v a_o while_n before_o i_o see_v she_o then_o be_v bring_v into_o her_o chamber_n she_o tell_v i_o she_o much_o rejoice_v at_o my_o come_n be_v persuade_v that_o she_o shall_v reap_v comfort_n by_o my_o discourse_n and_o be_v mind_v to_o request_v i_o to_o pray_v with_o she_o whereunto_o then_o she_o have_v a_o great_a desire_n but_o the_o continuance_n of_o these_o good_a motion_n she_o say_v be_v so_o short_a that_o before_o she_o can_v call_v for_o i_o they_o be_v go_v and_o she_o repossess_v so_o with_o her_o former_a doubt_n and_o fear_n that_o now_o she_o have_v no_o heart_n thereto_o whereupon_o i_o reply_v that_o i_o make_v no_o question_n but_o that_o these_o good_a motion_n will_v return_v again_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n she_o may_v hereby_o take_v notice_n of_o god_n method_n with_o his_o dear_a child_n sometime_o ravish_v they_o with_o s._n paul_n 12.4_o 2_o cor._n 12.4_o as_o it_o be_v into_o the_o three_o heaven_n by_o fill_v their_o soul_n with_o unspeakable_a joy_n and_o gladness_n sometime_o again_o with_o the_o same_o apostle_n humble_v they_o as_o it_o be_v to_o hell_n by_o cast_v his_o angry_a countenance_n upon_o they_o &_o suffer_v satan_n also_o to_o buffet_v they_o yet_o make_v they_o gainer_n both_o by_o his_o come_n to_o they_o and_o his_o go_v from_o they_o for_o by_o the_o one_o they_o gain_v comfort_n against_o despair_n by_o the_o other_o warn_n against_o presumption_n therefore_o as_o she_o ought_v when_o she_o feel_v those_o heavenly_a motion_n in_o her_o heart_n to_o cherish_v they_o so_o when_o she_o feel_v they_o not_o she_o ought_v not_o to_o think_v herself_o contemn_v withal_o i_o show_v she_o that_o it_o be_v the_o endeavour_n of_o many_o believer_n so_o eager_o to_o pursue_v after_o more_o grace_n as_o that_o they_o deny_v themselves_o the_o comfortable_a use_n of_o what_o they_o have_v like_o many_o worldling_n who_o have_v a_o competent_a portion_n of_o earthly_a thing_n in_o the_o eye_n of_o other_o yet_o repine_v as_o if_o they_o have_v nothing_o because_o they_o have_v not_o so_o much_o as_o themselves_o desire_v wherefore_o i_o beseech_v she_o as_o to_o remember_v careful_o to_o seek_v for_o more_o so_o not_o to_o forget_v thankful_o to_o acknowledge_v what_o she_o have_v which_o be_v the_o only_a way_n to_o invite_v god_n to_o confer_v upon_o she_o a_o large_a measure_n of_o spiritual_a consolation_n i_o then_o offer_v unto_o she_o the_o assistance_n of_o my_o prayer_n which_o she_o embrace_v and_o while_o we_o be_v entreat_v at_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n on_o her_o behalf_n for_o the_o return_n of_o god_n favourable_a presence_n and_o the_o light_n of_o his_o countenance_n upon_o she_o and_o that_o he_o will_v again_o restore_v she_o to_o the_o joy_n of_o his_o salvation_n etc._n etc._n i_o apply_v unto_o she_o that_o petition_n of_o david_n lord_n comfort_n the_o soul_n of_o thy_o servant_n for_o in_o thou_o have_v she_o put_v her_o trust_n which_o word_n be_v no_o soon_o utter_v but_o she_o cry_v with_o a_o loud_a voice_n o_o that_o i_o be_v assure_v that_o i_o be_o thy_o servant_n and_o that_o i_o can_v trust_v in_o thou_o as_o i_o ought_v than_o shall_v my_o soul_n be_v comfort_v