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chapter_n my_o son_n say_v our_o saviour_n christ_n he_o that_o labour_v to_o withdraw_v he_o from_o obedience_n withdraw_v he_o from_o grace_n and_o he_o that_o seek_v to_o have_v private_a thing_n lose_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v in_o common_a if_o a_o man_n can_v not_o glad_o submit_v himself_o to_o his_o superior_a it_o be_v a_o token_n that_o his_o flesh_n be_v not_o yet_o full_o obedient_a to_o the_o spirit_n but_o that_o it_o oft_o rebell_v and_o murmure_v therefore_o if_o thou_o desire_v to_o overcome_v thyself_o and_o to_o make_v thy_o flesh_n obey_v meekelye_o to_o the_o will_n of_o the_o spirit_n learn_v first_o to_o obey_v gladlye_a to_o thy_o superior_a the_o outward_a enemy_n be_v the_o soon_o overcome_v if_o the_o inner_a man_n that_o be_v the_o soul_n be_v not_o feeble_v nor_o waste_v there_o be_v none_o worse_o nor_o any_o more_o grievous_a enemy_n to_o the_o soul_n than_o thyself_o if_o thy_o flesh_n be_v not_o well_o agreeinge_v to_o the_o will_n of_o the_o spirit_n it_o behove_v the_o therefore_o that_o thou_o have_v a_o true_a despisinge_a and_o contempt_n of_o thy_o self_n if_o thou_o will_v prevail_v against_o thy_o flesh_n and_o blood_n but_o forasmuch_o as_o thou_o yet_o love_v thyself_o inordinatlie_o therefore_o thou_o fear_v to_o resign_v thy_o will_n whole_o to_o another_o man_n will_n but_o what_o great_a thing_n be_v it_o to_o thou_o that_o be_v but_o do_v and_o nought_o if_o thou_o subdue_v thyself_o to_o man_n for_o my_o sake_n when_o i_o that_o be_o almighty_a &_o most_o high_a god_n maker_n of_o all_o thing_n subdue_v myself_o mekelye_o to_o man_n for_o thy_o sake_n i_o make_v myself_o most_o meek_a and_o most_o low_a of_o all_o man_n that_o thou_o shoude_v learn_v to_o overcome_v thy_o pride_n through_o my_o meekness_n learn_v therefore_o thou_o ash_n to_o be_v tractable_a learn_v thou_o earth_n and_o dust_n to_o be_v meek_a and_o to_o bow_v thyself_o under_o everye_o man_n foot_n for_o my_o sake_n learn_v to_o break_v thy_o own_o will_n &_o to_o be_v subject_a to_o all_o man_n in_o thy_o heart_n rise_v in_o great_a wrath_n against_o thyself_o and_o suffer_v not_o pride_n to_o reign_v in_o thou_o but_o show_v thyself_o so_o little_a and_o obedient_a and_o so_o naughty_a in_o thy_o own_o sight_n that_o as_o thou_o think_v all_o man_n may_v righteouslye_o go_v over_o thou_o and_o tread_v upon_o the_o as_o upon_o earth_n or_o clay_n o_o vain_a man_n what_o haste_v thou_o to_o complain_v o_o thou_o foul_a sinner_n what_o may_v thou_o righteous_o say_v against_o they_o that_o reprove_v thou_o since_o thou_o haste_v so_o oft_o offend_v god_n and_o haste_v also_o so_o oft_o deserve_v the_o pain_n of_o hell_n but_o nevertheless_o my_o eye_n of_o mercy_n have_v spare_v thou_o for_o thy_o soul_n be_v precious_a in_o my_o sight_n that_o thou_o shall_v thereby_o know_v the_o great_a love_n that_o i_o have_v to_o thou_o and_o be_v therefore_o the_o more_o thankful_a to_o i_o again_o and_o geve_v thyself_o to_o perfect_a &_o true_a subjection_n and_o meekness_n and_o to_o be_v ready_a in_o hart_n patient_o to_o suffer_v for_o my_o sake_n thy_o own_o contempte_n and_o despising_n whensoever_o they_o shall_v happen_v to_o fall_v unto_o thou_o amen_n of_o the_o secret_a and_o hide_a judgement_n of_o god_n to_o be_v consider_v that_o we_o be_v not_o proud_a of_o our_o good_a deed_n the_o .15_o chapter_n lord_n thou_o sound_a thy_o judgement_n terrible_o upon_o i_o and_o fille_v my_o body_n &_o bone_n with_o great_a fear_n and_o dread_n my_o soul_n also_o tremble_v very_o sore_o for_o i_o be_o great_o astonish_v for_o that_o i_o see_v that_o heaven_n be_v not_o clean_a in_o thy_o sight_n for_o since_o thou_o find_v default_v in_o angel_n and_o sparedst_v they_o not_o what_o shall_v become_v of_o i_o that_o be_o but_o vile_a and_o stink_a carreyne_a star_n fall_v from_o heaven_n and_o i_o dust_n and_o ash_n what_o shall_v i_o presume_v also_o some_o people_n that_o seem_v to_o have_v great_a work_n of_o virtue_n have_v fall_v full_a low_a and_o such_o as_o be_v feed_v with_o meat_n of_o angel_n i_o have_v see_v after_o delyte_n in_o swine_n meat_n that_o be_v to_o say_v in_o fleshly_a pleasure_n wherefore_o it_o may_v be_v well_o say_v and_o verify_v that_o there_o be_v no_o holiness_n nor_o goodness_n in_o we_o if_o thou_o with_o draw_v thy_o hand_n of_o mercy_n from_o we_o nor_o that_o no_o wisdom_n may_v avayle_v we_o if_o thou_o lord_n govern_v it_o not_o nor_o any_o strength_n help_n if_o thou_o cease_v to_o preserve_v we_o no_o sure_a chastity_n can_v be_v if_o thou_o lord_n defend_v it_o not_o nor_o any_o sure_a keep_n may_v profit_v we_o if_o thy_o holy_a watchfulness_n be_v not_o present_a for_o if_o we_o be_v forsake_v of_o thou_o anon_o we_o be_v drown_v and_o perish_v but_o if_o thou_o a_o little_a visit_v we_o with_o thy_o grace_n we_o anon_o live_v and_o be_v lift_v up_o again_o we_o be_v unstable_a unless_o thou_o confirm_v we_o we_o be_v cold_a and_o dull_a but_o if_o by_o thou_o we_o be_v stir_v to_o feruoure_v of_o spirit_n o_o how_o meek_o and_o abject_o ought_v i_o therefore_o to_o judge_v of_o myself_o &_o how_o much_o ought_v i_o in_o my_o heart_n to_o despise_v myself_o though_o i_o be_v hold_v never_o so_o good_a and_o holy_a in_o sight_n of_o the_o world_n and_o how_o profound_o ought_v i_o to_o submit_v i_o to_o thy_o deep_a and_o profound_a judgement_n since_o i_o find_v in_o myself_o nothing_o else_o but_o naught_o and_o naught_o o_o substance_n that_o may_v not_o be_v ponder_v o_o sea_n that_o may_v not_o be_v sail_v in_o thou_o and_o by_o thou_o i_o find_v that_o my_o substance_n be_v nothing_o and_o over_o all_o naught_o where_o be_v now_o the_o shadow_n of_o this_o worldly_a glory_n and_o where_o be_v the_o trust_n that_o i_o have_v in_o it_o true_o it_o be_v vanish_v away_o through_o the_o deepens_n of_o thy_o secret_a and_o hide_v judgemente_n upon_o i_o what_o be_v flesh_n in_o thy_o sight_n how_o may_v clay_n glorifye_v himself_o against_o his_o maker_n how_o may_v he_o be_v deceive_v with_o vain_a praise_n who_o heart_n in_o truth_n be_v subject_a to_o god_n all_o the_o world_n may_v not_o lift_v he_o up_o into_o pride_n who_o truth_n that_o god_n be_v have_v perfect_o make_v subject_n unto_o he_o nor_o he_o may_v not_o be_v deceive_v with_o any_o flatter_a that_o put_v his_o whole_a trust_n in_o god_n for_o he_o see_v well_o that_o they_o that_o speak_v be_v vain_a and_o nought_o and_o that_o they_o shall_v short_o fail_v with_o the_o sound_n of_o word_n but_o the_o truth_n of_o god_n always_o abide_v how_o a_o man_n shall_v order_v himself_o in_o his_o desire_n the_o .16_o chapter_n my_o son_n say_v our_o saviour_n christ_n thus_o shall_v thou_o say_v in_o everye_o thing_n that_o thou_o desire_v lord_n if_o it_o be_v thy_o will_n be_v it_o do_v as_o i_o ask_v and_o if_o it_o be_v to_o thy_o praise_v be_v it_o fulfil_v in_o thy_o name_n and_o if_o thou_o see_v it_o good_a and_o profitable_a to_o i_o geve_v i_o grace_n to_o use_v it_o to_o thy_o honour_n but_o if_o thou_o know_v it_o hurtful_a to_o i_o and_o not_o profitable_a to_o the_o health_n of_o my_o soul_n then_o take_v from_o i_o such_o desire_n every_o desire_n come_v not_o of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n though_o it_o seem_v rigteous_a &_o good_a for_o it_o be_v sometime_o full_a hard_a to_o judge_v whether_o a_o good_a spirit_n or_o a_o evil_a move_v thou_o to_o this_o thing_n or_o to_o that_o or_o whether_o thou_o be_v move_v of_o thy_o own_o spirit_n many_o be_v deceve_v in_o the_o end_n which_o first_o seem_v to_o have_v be_v move_v of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n therefore_o with_o dread_n of_o god_n and_o with_o meekness_n of_o heart_n it_o be_v to_o desire_v and_o ask_v whatsoever_o come_v to_o our_o mind_n to_o be_v desire_v and_o ask_v and_o with_o a_o whole_a forsake_v of_o ourself_o to_o commit_v all_o thing_n to_o god_n and_o to_o say_v thus_o lord_n thou_o know_v what_o thing_n be_v to_o i_o most_o profitable_a do_v this_o or_o that_o after_o thy_o will_n geve_v i_o what_o thou_o will_v much_o as_n thou_o will_v and_o when_o thou_o will_v do_v with_o i_o as_o thou_o know_v best_a to_o be_v do_v and_o as_o it_o shall_v please_v thou_o and_o as_o shall_v be_v most_o to_o thy_o honour_n put_v i_o where_o thou_o will_v and_o free_o do_v with_o i_o in_o all_o thing_n after_o thy_o will_n thy_o creature_n i_o be_o and_o in_o thy_o hand_n lead_v i_o and_o turn_v i_o where_o thou_o will_v lo_o i_o be_o thy_o servant_n ready_a to_o all_o thing_n that_o thou_o command_v for_o i_o desire_v not_o to_o live_v to_o
myself_o but_o to_o thou_o will_v to_o god_n it_o may_v be_v worthilye_o and_o profitablye_o and_o to_o thy_o honour_n amen_n a_o prayer_n that_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v alway_v fulfil_v the_o 17._o chapter_n most_o benign_a lord_n jesu_n grant_v i_o thy_o grace_n that_o it_o may_v be_v always_o with_o i_o and_o work_v with_o i_o and_o persevere_v with_o i_o unto_o the_o end_n and_o that_o i_o may_v ever_o desire_v and_o will_n that_o be_v most_o pleasant_a and_o acceptable_a to_o thou_o thy_o will_v be_v my_o will_n and_o my_o will_n always_o to_o follow_v thy_o will_n &_o best_a accord_n therewith_o be_v there_o always_o in_o i_o one_o will_n and_o one_o desire_n with_o thou_o and_o that_o i_o may_v have_v no_o power_n to_o will_n or_o to_o not_o will_n but_o as_o thou_o will_v or_o will_v not_o and_o grant_v i_o that_o i_o may_v die_v to_o all_o thing_n that_o be_v in_o the_o world_n and_o for_o thou_o to_o love_v to_o be_v despise_v and_o to_o be_v as_o a_o man_n unknowen_a in_o this_o world_n grant_v i_o also_o above_o all_o thing_n that_o can_v be_v desire_v that_o i_o may_v rest_v i_o in_o thou_o and_o ful_o in_o thou_o pacify_v my_o heart_n for_o thou_o lord_n be_v the_o very_a true_a peace_n of_o heart_n and_o the_o perfect_a rest_n of_o body_n and_o soul_n and_o without_o thou_o all_o thing_n be_v grievous_a and_o unquiet_a wherefore_o in_o that_o peace_n that_o be_v in_o thou_o one_o high_a one_o bless_v and_o one_o endless_a goodness_n shall_v i_o always_o rest_v i_o so_o may_v it_o be_v amen_n that_o the_o very_a true_a solace_n &_o comfort_n be_v in_o god_n the_o .18_o chapter_n what_o at_o soever_o i_o may_v desire_v or_o think_v to_o my_o comfort_n i_o abide_v it_o not_o here_o but_o i_o trust_v to_o have_v it_o hereafter_o for_o if_o i_o alone_o may_v have_v all_o the_o solace_n and_o comfort_n of_o this_o world_n &_o may_v use_v the_o delight_n thereof_o after_o my_o own_o desire_n without_o sin_n it_o be_v certain_a that_o they_o may_v 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thing_n of_o nought_o and_o that_o be_v not_o such_o felicity_n as_o be_v commend_v of_o the_o foolish_a lover_n of_o the_o world_n but_o such_o as_o good_a christian_a man_n &_o woman_n hope_v to_o have_v in_o the_o bliss_n of_o heaven_n and_o as_o some_o ghostlye_o person_n clean_o and_o pure_a in_o heart_n sometime_o do_v taste_v here_o in_o this_o present_a life_n who_o conversation_n be_v in_o heaven_n all_o worldly_a solace_n and_o all_o man_n comfort_n be_v vain_a and_o short_a but_o that_o comfort_n be_v bless_v and_o soothfast_a that_o be_v perceave_v by_o truth_n inward_o in_o the_o hart_n a_o devout_a follower_n of_o god_n bear_v always_o about_o with_o he_o his_o comforter_n that_o be_v jesu_n and_o say_v thus_o unto_o he_o my_o lord_n jesu_n i_o beseech_v thou_o that_o thou_o be_v with_o i_o in_o every_o place_n and_o everye_o time_n and_o that_o it_o be_v to_o i_o a_o special_a solace_n glad_o for_o thy_o love_n to_o want_v all_o man_n solace_n and_o if_o thy_o solace_n 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and_o verify_v that_o he_o stand_v very_o casuallye_o that_o set_v not_o his_o whole_a trust_n in_o thou_o therefore_o lord_n while_o my_o wit_n abide_v steadfast_a &_o stable_a do_v with_o i_o in_o all_o thing_n as_o it_o please_v thou_o for_o it_o may_v not_o be_v but_o well_o all_o that_o thou_o do_v if_o thou_o will_v that_o i_o be_v in_o light_n be_v thou_o bless_v and_o if_o thou_o will_v that_o i_o be_v in_o darkness_n be_v thou_o also_o bless_v if_o thou_o vouchsafe_v to_o comfort_v i_o be_v thou_o high_o bless_v and_o if_o thou_o will_v that_o i_o shall_v live_v in_o trouble_n and_o without_o all_o comfort_n be_v thou_o in_o likewise_o much_o bless_v my_o son_n so_o it_o behove_v to_o be_v with_o thou_o if_o thou_o will_v walk_v with_o i_o as_o ready_o must_v thou_o be_v to_o suffer_v as_o to_o joy_n and_o as_o glad_o be_v needye_a and_o poor_a as_o wealthy_a and_o scotfree_a lord_n i_o will_v glad_o suffer_v for_o thou_o whatsoever_o thou_o will_v shall_v fall_v upon_o i_o 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unto_o my_o death_n upon_o the_o cross_n i_o be_v never_o without_o some_o sorrow_n or_o pain_n i_o have_v great_a lack_n of_o temporal_a thing_n i_o hear_v great_a complaint_n make_v on_o i_o i_o suffer_v beninge_o many_o shame_n &_o rebuke_n for_o my_o benefit_n i_o receive_v unkindness_n for_o my_o miracle_n blasphemy_n &_o for_o my_o true_a doctrine_n many_o reproufe_n o_o lord_n forasmuch_o as_o thou_o be_v find_v patient_a in_o thy_o life_n fulfil_v in_o that_o most_o special_o the_o will_n of_o thy_o father_n it_o be_v seem_v that_o i_o most_o wretched_a sinner_n bear_v i_o patient_o after_o thy_o will_n in_o all_o thing_n and_o as_o long_o as_o thou_o will_v that_o i_o for_o my_o own_o health_n bear_v the_o burden_n of_o this_o corruptible_a life_n for_o though_o this_o life_n be_v tedious_a and_o as_o a_o heavy_a burden_n to_o the_o soul_n yet_o nevertheless_o it_o be_v now_o through_o thy_o grace_n make_v very_o meritorious_a and_o by_o example_n of_o thou_o &_o of_o thy_o 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to_o love_v the_o world_n and_o dryve_v out_o of_o their_o heart_n all_o heavenly_a desire_n insomuch_o that_o many_o account_n it_o as_o a_o joy_n of_o paradise_n to_o live_v under_o such_o sensible_a pleasure_n and_o that_o be_v because_o they_o neither_o have_v see_v nor_o taste_v the_o sweetness_n in_o god_n nor_o the_o inward_a gladness_n that_o come_v of_o virtue_n but_o they_o that_o perfect_o despise_v the_o world_n and_o that_o study_n to_o live_v under_o holy_a discipline_n be_v not_o ignorant_a of_o the_o heavenly_a sweetness_n that_o be_v promise_v unto_o ghostly_a liver_n and_o they_o see_v also_o how_o greevouslie_o the_o world_n err_v and_o how_o greevouslie_o it_o be_v deceive_v in_o diverse_a manner_n how_o a_o man_n shall_v rest_v in_o god_n above_o all_o thing_n the_o 23._o chapter_n above_o all_o thing_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n rest_v thou_o my_o soul_n in_o thy_o lord_n god_n for_o he_o be_v the_o eternal_a rest_n of_o all_o angel_n and_o saint_n geve_v i_o lord_n jesus_n this_o special_a grace_n for_o to_o rest_n i_o in_o thou_o above_o all_o creature_n above_o all_o health_n and_o fairness_n above_o all_o glory_n and_o honour_n above_o all_o dignity_n and_o power_n above_o all_o cunning_a and_o policy_n above_o all_o riches_n &_o craft_n above_o all_o gladness_n of_o body_n and_o soul_n above_o all_o fame_n and_o praise_v above_o all_o sweetness_n and_o consolation_n above_o all_o hope_n and_o repromission_n above_o all_o merit_n and_o desire_n above_o all_o gift_n &_o reward_n that_o thou_o may_v geve_v or_o send_v beside_o thyself_o and_o above_o all_o joy_n and_o mirth_n that_o man_n heart_n or_o mind_n may_v take_v or_o feel_v and_o also_o above_o all_o angel_n and_o archangel_n and_o above_o the_o company_n of_o heavenly_a spirit_n above_o all_o thing_n visible_a and_o invisible_a and_o above_o all_o thing_n that_o be_v not_o thyself_o for_o thou_o o_o lord_n god_n be_v most_o best_a most_o high_a most_o may_v most_o sufficient_a and_o 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i_o shall_v not_o for_o thy_o love_n feel_v myself_o but_o thou_o only_o above_o myself_o and_o aobue_v all_o bodily_a thing_n and_o that_o thou_o visit_v i_o in_o such_o wise_a as_o thou_o do_v visit_v thy_o faithful_a lover_n now_o i_o oft_o mourn_v and_o complain_v the_o misery_n of_o this_o life_n and_o with_o sorrow_n and_o woe_n bear_v they_o with_o right_a great_a heaviness_n for_o many_o evil_a thing_n happen_v daily_a in_o this_o life_n which_o oft_o time_n trouble_v i_o and_o make_v i_o very_o heavy_a &_o great_o darken_v my_o understanding_n they_o hinder_v i_o great_o and_o put_v my_o mind_n from_o thou_o and_o so_o encumber_v i_o many_o way_n that_o i_o can_v not_o have_v free_a mind_n &_o clean_a desire_n to_o thou_o nor_o have_v thy_o sweet_a embracing_n that_o to_o thy_o bless_a saint_n be_v always_o present_a wherefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o lord_n christ_n jesu_n that_o the_o sighinge_n and_o the_o inward_a desire_n of_o my_o hart_n with_o my_o manifold_a desolution_n may_v somewhat_o move_v thou_o and_o incline_v thou_o to_o hear_v i_o o_o jesu_n the_o light_n and_o brightness_n of_o everlasting_a glory_n the_o joy_n and_o comfort_n of_o all_o christien_n people_n that_o be_v walk_v &_o labour_v as_o pilgrim_n in_o the_o wyldernes_n of_o this_o world_n my_o heart_n cry_v to_o thou_o by_o still_a desire_n without_o voice_n and_o my_o silence_n speak_v unto_o thou_o and_o say_v thus_o how_o long_o carry_v my_o lord_n god_n to_o come_v to_o i_o very_o i_o trust_v that_o he_o will_v short_o come_v to_o i_o his_o poor_a servant_n and_o comfort_v i_o and_o make_v i_o joyous_a &_o glad_a in_o he_o and_o that_o he_o will_v deliver_v i_o from_o all_o anguish_n and_o sorrow_n come_v lord_n come_v for_o without_o thou_o i_o have_v no_o glad_a day_n nor_o hour_n for_o thou_o be_v all_o my_o joy_n &_o gladness_n and_o without_o thou_o my_o soul_n be_v barren_a and_o void_a i_o be_o a_o wretch_n and_o in_o manner_n in_o prison_n and_o bind_v with_o fetter_n till_o thou_o through_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o gracious_a presence_n vouchsafe_v to_o visit_v i_o and_o to_o refresh_v i_o and_o to_o bring_v i_o again_o to_o liberty_n of_o spirit_n and_o that_o thou_o vouchsafe_v to_o show_v thy_o favourable_a and_o love_a countenance_n unto_o i_o let_v other_o seek_v what_o they_o will_v but_o trulye_o there_o be_v nothing_o that_o i_o will_v seek_v nor_o that_o shall_v please_v i_o but_o thou_o my_o lord_n god_n my_o hope_n and_o everlasting_a health_n i_o shall_v not_o cease_v of_o prayer_n till_o thy_o grace_n return_v to_o i_o again_o &_o that_o thou_o speak_v inward_o to_o my_o soul_n &_o say_v thus_o lo_o i_o be_o here_o i_o be_o come_v to_o thou_o for_o thou_o haste_v call_v i_o thy_o tear_n &_o the_o desire_n of_o thy_o hart_n thy_o meekness_n and_o thy_o contrition_n have_v bow_v i_o down_o and_o bring_v i_o to_o thou_o and_o i_o shall_v say_v again_o lord_n i_o have_v call_v thou_o and_o i_o have_v desire_v to_o have_v thou_o ready_a to_o forsake_v all_o thing_n for_o thou_o thou_o first_o haste_n stir_v i_o to_o seek_v thou_o wherefore_o be_v thou_o always_o bless_v that_o haste_n show_v such_o goodness_n to_o i_o after_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n what_o have_v thy_o servant_n lord_n more_o to_o do_v or_o say_v but_o that_o he_o meeken_fw-ge himself_o before_o thy_o majesty_n and_o ever_o have_v in_o mind_n his_o own_o iniquity_n there_o be_v none_o like_o to_o thou_o lord_n in_o heaven_n nor_o in_o earth_n thy_o work_n be_v good_a thy_o judgement_n be_v righteous_a &_o by_o thy_o providence_n all_o thing_n be_v govern_v wherefore_o to_o thou_o which_o be_v the_o wisdom_n of_o the_o father_n be_v everlasting_a joy_n &_o glory_n and_o i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o that_o my_o body_n and_o soul_n my_o heart_n and_o tongue_n and_o all_o thy_o creature_n may_v always_o laud_v thou_o and_o bless_v thou_o amen_n of_o remembringe_v of_o the_o great_a and_o manifold_a benefit_n of_o god_n the_o 24._o chapter_n open_v my_o hart_n lord_n into_o the_o behold_n of_o thy_o law_n and_o in_o thy_o commandment_n teach_v i_o to_o walk_v geve_v i_o grace_n to_o know_v and_o to_o understand_v thy_o will_n and_o with_o great_a reverence_n and_o diligent_a consideration_n to_o remember_v thy_o manifold_a benefit_n that_o i_o may_v from_o henceforth_o yield_v to_o thou_o due_a thanks_n for_o they_o again_o but_o i_o know_v and_o confess_v it_o for_o truth_n that_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o yield_v to_o thou_o condign_a thankinge_n for_o the_o least_o benefit_n that_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o for_o i_o be_o less_o than_o the_o least_o benefit_n that_o thou_o have_v give_v and_o when_o i_o behold_v thy_o nobleness_n and_o worthiness_n my_o spirit_n dread_v and_o tremble_v very_o sore_o for_o the_o greatness_n thereof_o o_o lord_n all_o that_o we_o have_v in_o body_n &_o in_o soul_n inward_o &_o outwardlye_o natural_o or_o supernaturallye_o they_o be_v thy_o benefit_n and_o show_v thou_o open_o to_o be_v a_o bless_a and_o good_a benefactor_n of_o who_o we_o have_v receive_v such_o gift_n and_o though_o one_o have_v receive_v more_o and_o another_o less_o yet_o they_o all_o be_v thy_o gift_n &_o without_o thou_o the_o least_o can_v not_o be_v have_v and_o he_o that_o have_v more_o receive_v may_v not_o rightful_o glorify_v himself_o therein_o as_o though_o he_o have_v get_v it_o by_o his_o own_o merit_n nor_o exalt_v himself_o above_o other_o nor_o disdain_v other_o nor_o despise_v his_o inferior_n therefore_o for_o he_o be_v great_a and_o most_o acceptable_a to_o thou_o that_o least_o ascribe_v to_o himself_o and_o that_o be_v for_o such_o gift_n the_o more_o meek_a and_o devout_a in_o yeldinge_n thanks_n to_o thou_o for_o
they_o again_o and_o he_o that_o through_o meekness_n can_v hold_v himself_o most_o vile_a and_o most_o unwoorthy_a of_o all_o other_o be_v the_o more_o apt_a to_o receive_v of_o thy_o hand_n more_o large_a gift_n and_o he_o that_o have_v receive_v the_o few_o gift_n ought_v not_o therefore_o to_o be_v heavy_a or_o to_o disdain_v at_o it_o nor_o to_o be_v envious_a against_o they_o that_o have_v receive_v the_o great_a but_o rather_o he_o ought_v to_o lift_v his_o mind_n upwarde_o to_o thou_o and_o high_o to_o laud_v and_o praise_v thy_o name_n that_o thou_o so_o liberal_o so_o lovinglye_o and_o so_o free_o without_o acceptinge_v of_o person_n departe_v thy_o gift_n among_o thy_o people_n all_o thing_n come_v of_o thou_o and_o therefore_o thou_o be_v in_o all_o thing_n to_o be_v bless_v thou_o know_v what_o be_v expedient_a to_o be_v give_v to_o every_o person_n and_o why_o one_o have_v less_o and_o another_o more_o it_o be_v not_o for_o we_o to_o reason_n or_o discuss_v but_o to_o thou_o only_o by_o who_o the_o merit_n of_o every_o man_n shall_v be_v discuss_v wherefore_o lord_n i_o account_v it_o for_o a_o great_a benefit_n not_o to_o have_v many_o gift_n whereby_o outward_o &_o after_o man_n judgement_n laud_n and_o praysinge_n shall_v follow_v and_o over_o that_o as_o i_o seem_v although_o a_o man_n consider_v and_o behold_v his_o own_o poverty_n and_o the_o vileness_n of_o his_o own_o person_n he_o ought_v not_o therefore_o to_o take_v grief_n heaviness_n or_o deâ—ection_n but_o rather_o to_o conceive_v thereby_o great_a gladness_n of_o soul_n for_o thou_o haste_v choose_v and_o daily_a do_v choose_v poor_a meek_a person_n &_o such_o as_o be_v despise_v in_o the_o world_n to_o be_v thy_o familiar_a and_o household_n servant_n witness_v thy_o apostle_n who_o thou_o make_v prince_n of_o all_o the_o world_n which_o nevertheless_o be_v conversaunt_a among_o the_o people_n without_o complayninge_v or_o missay_v so_o meek_a and_o simple_a without_o all_o malice_n 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to_o excel_v all_o thing_n and_o more_o ought_v it_o to_o please_v and_o comfort_v thy_o lover_n than_o all_o other_o benefit_n give_v or_o that_o may_v be_v give_v unto_o he_o of_o four_o thing_n that_o bring_v peace_n into_o the_o soul_n the_o 25._o chapter_n my_o son_n now_o shall_v i_o teach_v thou_o the_o very_a true_a way_n of_o peace_n and_o of_o perfect_a liberty_n o_o lord_n jesu_n do_v as_o thou_o say_v for_o that_o be_v right_a joyous_a for_o i_o to_o hear_v study_n my_o son_n rather_o to_o fulfil_v another_o man_n will_n than_o thy_o own_o those_o always_o to_o have_v little_a worldly_a riches_n rather_o than_o much_o seek_v also_o the_o low_a place_n and_o desire_v to_o be_v under_o other_o rather_o than_o above_o and_o covete_n always_o and_o pray_v that_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v whole_o do_v in_o thou_o lo_o such_o a_o person_n enter_v soothfastlie_o into_o the_o very_a true_a way_n of_o peace_n and_o inward_a quietness_n o_o lord_n this_o short_a lesson_n that_o thou_o haste_v teach_v i_o contain_v in_o itself_o much_o high_a perfection_n it_o be_v short_a in_o word_n but_o it_o be_v full_a of_o sentence_n and_o fruitful_a in_o virtue_n for_o if_o it_o be_v well_o and_o faithful_o keep_v of_o i_o unrestfulnes_n shall_v not_o so_o light_o spring_v in_o i_o as_o it_o have_v do_v for_o as_o oft_o as_o i_o feel_v myself_o unrestfull_a and_o not_o content_v i_o find_v that_o i_o have_v go_v from_o this_o lesson_n and_o from_o this_o good_a doctrine_n but_o thou_o lord_n jesu_n who_o have_v all_o thing_n under_o thy_o gowernaunce_n and_o always_o love_v the_o health_n of_o man_n soul_n increase_v more_o grace_n in_o i_o that_o i_o may_v from_o henceforth_o fulfil_v these_o teachinge_n and_o that_o i_o may_v do_v always_o that_o be_v to_o thy_o honour_n and_o to_o the_o health_n of_o my_o soul_n amen_n a_o prayer_n against_o evil_a thought_n the_o .26_o chapter_n my_o lord_n jesu_n i_o beseech_v thou_o be_v not_o far_o from_o i_o but_o come_v short_o &_o help_v i_o for_o vain_a thought_n have_v rise_v in_o my_o hart_n and_o worldly_a drede_n have_v trouble_v i_o very_o sore_a how_o shall_v i_o break_v they_o down_o how_o shall_v i_o pass_v unhurt_a without_o thy_o help_n i_o shall_v go_v before_o thou_o say_v our_o lord_n and_o i_o shall_v drive_v away_o the_o pride_n of_o thy_o hart_n then_o shall_v i_o set_v open_a to_o thou_o the_o gate_n of_o ghostly_a knowledge_n and_o shall_v show_v to_o thou_o the_o privity_n of_o my_o secret_n o_o lord_n do_v as_o thou_o say_v and_o then_o shall_v flee_v from_o i_o all_o wicked_a fantasy_n and_o true_o this_o be_v my_o hope_n and_o my_o only_a comfort_n to_o flee_v to_o thou_o in_o every_o trouble_n steadfast_o to_o trust_v in_o thou_o inwardlie_o to_o call_v to_o thou_o and_o patient_o to_o abide_v thy_o come_n and_o thy_o heavenly_a consolation_n which_o i_o trust_v shall_v short_o come_v to_o i_o amen_n a_o prayer_n for_o clarify_n of_o man_n mind_n the_o .27_o chapter_n clarify_v i_o lord_n jesu_n with_o the_o clearness_n of_o the_o everlasting_a light_n and_o drive_v out_o of_o my_o heart_n all_o manner_n of_o darkness_n and_o all_o vain_a imagination_n fight_v strong_o for_o i_o and_o drive_v away_o the_o evil_a beast_n that_o be_v to_o say_v all_o my_o evil_n and_o wicked_a concupiscence_n that_o peace_n of_o conscience_n may_v enter_v and_o have_v full_a rule_n in_o i_o and_o that_o abundance_n of_o lawde_a and_o praysinge_v of_o thy_o name_n may_v sound_v continual_o in_o the_o chamber_n of_o my_o soul_n that_o be_v to_o say_v in_o a_o pure_a &_o clean_a conscience_n in_o i_o command_v the_o wind_n and_o tempest_n of_o pride_n to_o cease_v bid_v the_o sea_n of_o worldly_a covetise_n to_o be_v in_o rest_n and_o charge_v the_o north_n wind_n that_o be_v to_o say_v the_o fiend_n temptation_n that_o it_o blow_v not_o and_o then_o be_v great_a tranquillity_n and_o peace_n in_o i_o send_v out_o thy_o light_n &_o truth_n of_o ghostlye_o knowledge_n that_o it_o may_v shine_v upon_o the_o earth_n barren_a and_o dry_a and_o send_v down_o thy_o grace_n from_o above_o and_o therewith_o anoint_v my_o dry_a heart_n and_o geve_v i_o the_o water_n of_o inward_a devotion_n to_o moist_a therewith_o the_o dryness_n of_o my_o soul_n that_o it_o may_v bring_v forth_o some_o good_a fruit_n that_o shall_v be_v like_n and_o pleasant_a to_o thou_o raise_v up_o my_o mind_n that_o be_v sore_o oppress_v with_o the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o sin_n and_o lift_v up_o my_o desire_n to_o the_o love_n of_o heavenly_a thing_n that_o by_o a_o taste_n of_o the_o heavenly_a felicity_n it_o may_v loath_a to_o think_v on_o any_o earthly_a thing_n take_v i_o lord_n and_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o vile_a consolation_n of_o creature_n which_o must_v of_o necessity_n short_a lie_v perish_v and_o fail_v for_o there_o be_v nothing_o create_v that_o may_v ful_o satisfy_v my_o appetite_n join_v i_o therefore_o to_o thou_o with_o a_o sure_a bond_n of_o heavenly_a love_n for_o thou_o only_o suffise_v to_o thy_o lover_n and_o without_o thou_o all_o thing_n be_v vain_a and_o of_o no_o substance_n that_o it_o be_v not_o good_a to_o search_v curiouslye_o another_o man_n life_n the_o 28._o chapter_n my_o son_n say_v our_o lord_n look_v thou_o be_v not_o curious_a in_o searchinge_v of_o any_o other_o man_n life_n neither_o do_v thou_o busy_v thyself_o with_o those_o thing_n which_o do_v not_o belong_v unto_o thou_o what_o be_v this_o or_o that_o to_o thou_o follow_v thou_o i_o what_o be_v it_o to_o thou_o whether_o this_o man_n be_v good_a or_o bad_a or_o whether_o he_o say_v or_o do_v this_o or_o that_o thou_o need_v not_o to_o answer_v for_o another_o man_n deed_n
clean_v to_o thou_o more_o or_o less_o if_o thy_o love_n be_v pure_a simple_a and_o well_o order_v thou_o shall_v be_v without_o inordinate_a affection_n to_o any_o creature_n covete_fw-la therefore_o nothing_o that_o be_v not_o lawful_a for_o thou_o to_o have_v and_o have_v nothing_o that_o may_v let_v thou_o from_o ghostlye_o travail_n or_o that_o may_v take_v from_o thou_o inward_a liberty_n of_o soul_n it_o be_v marvel_v that_o thou_o commit_v not_o thyself_o ful_o to_o i_o with_o all_o thy_o heart_n with_o all_o thing_n that_o thou_o may_v have_v or_o desire_v whye_n be_v thou_o thus_o consume_v with_o vain_a sorrow_n why_o be_v thou_o weary_v with_o superfluous_a care_n stand_v at_o my_o will_n and_o thou_o shall_v find_v nothing_o that_o shall_v hurt_v or_o hinder_v thou_o but_o if_o thou_o seek_v this_o thing_n or_o that_o or_o will_v be_v in_o this_o place_n or_o in_o that_o for_o thy_o own_o profit_n and_o for_o thy_o own_o pleasure_n thou_o shall_v never_o be_v in_o rest_n nor_o ever_o free_a from_o some_o trouble_n of_o mind_n for_o in_o every_o place_n shall_v be_v find_v something_o that_o will_v mislike_v thou_o transitory_a thing_n when_o they_o be_v have_v and_o great_o multiply_v in_o the_o world_n do_v not_o always_o help_v man_n soul_n to_o peace_n but_o rather_o when_o they_o be_v despyse_v and_o full_o cut_v out_o of_o the_o love_n and_o desire_v of_o the_o hart_n and_o that_o not_o to_o be_v understand_v only_o of_o gold_n and_o silver_n and_o other_o worldly_a riches_n but_o also_o of_o desire_n of_o honour_n and_o praysinge_n of_o the_o world_n which_o short_o vanish_v and_o pass_v away_o as_o do_v the_o smoke_n with_o the_o wind_n the_o place_n help_v little_a if_o the_o spirit_n of_o fervour_n be_v away_o also_o the_o peace_n that_o a_o man_n get_v outwardelye_o shall_v not_o long_o stand_v whoâ—e_n if_o it_o be_v void_a from_o the_o true_a inward_a peace_n of_o hart_n that_o be_v to_o say_v though_o thou_o change_v thy_o place_n yet_o it_o shall_v little_o amend_v thou_o unless_o thou_o stand_v steadfast_a in_o i_o for_o by_o new_a occasion_n that_o shall_v daily_a rise_v thou_o shall_v find_v that_o thou_o have_v flee_v &_o percase_o much_o more_o perilous_a and_o much_o more_o grevous_a thing_n than_o the_o first_o be_v a_o prayer_n for_o the_o purginge_v of_o man_n soul_n and_o for_o heavenlye_a wisdom_n and_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n to_o be_v obtain_v and_o have_v the_o 32._o chapter_n confirm_v i_o lord_n by_o the_o grace_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n and_o geve_v i_o grace_n to_o be_v strong_a inwardlye_o in_o soul_n and_o avoid_v out_o thereof_o all_o unprofitable_a business_n of_o the_o world_n and_o of_o the_o flesh_n that_o it_o may_v not_o be_v lead_v by_o unstable_a desire_n of_o earthly_a thing_n and_o that_o i_o may_v behold_v all_o thing_n as_o they_o be_v transitory_a and_o of_o short_a abidinge_v and_o i_o also_o to_o go_v with_o they_o for_o nothing_o under_o the_o sun_n may_v long_o abide_v but_o all_o be_v vanity_n and_o affliction_n of_o spirit_n o_o how_o wise_a be_v he_o that_o feel_v and_o understand_v this_o to_o be_v true_a that_o i_o have_v say_v geve_v i_o lord_n therefore_o heavenlye_a wisdom_n that_o i_o may_v learn_v to_o seek_v thou_o and_o to_o find_v thou_o and_o above_o all_o thing_n to_o love_v thou_o and_o all_o other_o thing_n to_o understande_v and_o know_v as_o they_o be_v after_o thorder_n of_o my_o wisdom_n and_o none_o otherwise_o and_o geve_v i_o grace_v also_o wise_o to_o withdraw_v i_o from_o they_o that_o flatter_v i_o and_o patient_o to_o suffer_v they_o that_o greve_v i_o for_o it_o be_v great_a wisdom_n not_o to_o be_v move_v with_o every_o blast_n of_o word_n nor_o to_o geve_v ear_n to_o he_o that_o flatter_v as_o do_v the_o mairmayde_n the_o way_n that_o be_v thus_o begin_v shall_v bring_v he_o that_o walk_v in_o it_o to_o a_o good_a and_o a_o bless_a end_n against_o the_o evil_a say_n of_o detractour_n the_o 33._o chapter_n my_o son_n say_v our_o saviour_n christ_n thou_o shall_v not_o take_v it_o to_o grief_n because_o some_o person_n think_v evil_a or_o say_v evil_a of_o thou_o that_o thou_o will_v not_o gladlye_a hair_n for_o thou_o shall_v yet_o think_v worse_o of_o thyself_o and_o that_o no_o man_n be_v so_o evil_a as_o thou_o be_v if_o thou_o be_v well_o order_v inwardlye_o in_o thy_o soul_n thou_o shall_v not_o much_o care_n for_o such_o fly_a word_n and_o it_o be_v no_o little_a wisdom_n a_o man_n to_o keep_v himself_o in_o silence_n and_o in_o good_a peace_n when_o evil_a word_n be_v speak_v to_o he_o and_o to_o turn_v his_o heart_n to_o god_n and_o not_o to_o be_v trouble_v with_o man_n judgement_n let_v not_o thy_o peace_n be_v in_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n for_o whatsoever_o they_o say_v of_o thou_o good_a or_o bad_a thou_o be_v not_o therefore_o a_o neither_o man_n but_o as_o thou_o be_v thou_o be_v where_o be_v the_o true_a peace_n and_o glory_n be_v it_o not_o in_o i_o yes_o true_o therefore_o he_o that_o neither_o desire_v to_o please_v man_n nor_o dread_v not_o to_o displease_v he_o shall_v have_v great_a plenty_n of_o peace_n for_o of_o inordinate_a love_n and_o vain_a dread_n come_v all_o unquietnes_n of_o heart_n and_o unrestfulnes_n of_o mind_n how_o almighty_a god_n be_v to_o be_v inwarldlye_o call_v unto_o in_o time_n of_o tribulation_n the_o 34._o chapter_n lord_n thy_o name_n be_v bless_v for_o ever_o that_o thou_o will_v this_o temptation_n and_o tribulation_n shall_v fall_v upon_o i_o i_o may_v not_o escape_v it_o but_o of_o necessity_n i_o be_o drive_v to_o flee_v to_o thou_o that_o thou_o vouchsafe_v to_o hold_v i_o and_o to_o turn_v all_o into_o gohstlye_o profit_n o_o lord_n i_o be_o now_o in_o trouble_n &_o it_o be_v not_o well_o with_o i_o for_o i_o be_o great_o vex_v with_o this_o present_a passion_n and_o now_o most_o best_o belove_a father_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v i_o be_o now_o take_v with_o anguish_n and_o trouble_n on_o everye_o side_n save_v i_o in_o this_o hour_n but_o i_o trust_v that_o i_o be_o come_v into_o this_o hour_n that_o thou_o shall_v be_v laud_a and_o praise_v when_o i_o be_o perfect_o make_v meek_a before_o thou_o and_o that_o i_o be_o clere_o deliver_v by_o thou_o be_v it_o therefore_o pleasant_a to_o thou_o to_o deliver_v i_o for_o what_o may_v i_o most_o sinful_a wretch_n do_v or_o whither_o may_v i_o go_v without_o thou_o give_v i_o patience_n now_o at_o this_o time_n in_o all_o my_o trouble_n help_v i_o my_o lord_n god_n and_o i_o shall_v not_o fear_v ne_o dread_n what_o trouble_v soever_o fall_v upon_o i_o and_o now_o what_o shall_v i_o say_v but_o that_o thy_o will_n be_v do_v in_o i_o i_o have_v deserve_v to_o be_v trouble_v &_o greeve_v and_o therefore_o it_o behove_v that_o i_o suffer_v as_o long_o as_o it_o shall_v please_v thou_o but_o will_v to_o god_n that_o i_o may_v suffer_v gladlye_a till_o the_o furious_a tempest_n be_v overpass_o and_o that_o quietness_n of_o hart_n may_v come_v again_o thy_o mighty_a hand_n lord_n be_v strong_a enough_o to_o take_v this_o trouble_n from_o i_o and_o to_o assuage_v the_o cruel_a assault_n thereof_o that_o i_o do_v not_o utter_o fail_v as_o thou_o have_v oft_o time_n do_v to_o i_o before_o this_o time_n &_o the_o more_o hard_a that_o it_o be_v to_o i_o the_o more_o light_a it_o be_v to_o thou_o and_o when_o i_o be_o clere_o deliver_v by_o thou_o then_o shall_v i_o say_v this_o be_v the_o change_n of_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o he_o that_o be_v high_a that_o be_v the_o bless_a trinity_n to_o who_o be_v joy_n honour_n and_o glory_n everlasting_o amen_n of_o the_o help_n of_o god_n to_o be_v ask_v and_o of_o a_o full_a trust_n to_o recover_v through_o devout_a prayer_n our_o former_a grace_n the_o .35_o chapter_n my_o son_n i_o be_o the_o lord_n that_o send_v comfort_n in_o time_n of_o tribulation_n come_v therefore_o to_o i_o when_o it_o be_v not_o well_o with_o thou_o this_o be_v it_o that_o let_v thou_o most_o that_o thou_o turn_v thou_o over_o slow_o to_o i_o for_o before_o thou_o pray_v hearty_o to_o i_o thou_o seek_v many_o other_o comfort_n and_o refresh_a thy_o spirit_n in_o outward_a thing_n and_o therefore_o all_o that_o thou_o do_v little_a avayl_v thou_o till_o thou_o can_v behold_v and_o see_v that_o i_o be_o he_o that_o send_v comfort_n to_o all_o that_o faithful_o do_v call_v to_o i_o and_o that_o there_o be_v not_o without_o i_o any_o profitable_a counsel_n nor_o perfect_a remedy_n but_o now_o take_v a_o good_a spirit_n to_o thou_o and_o after_o thy_o trouble_n be_v thou_o comfort_v in_o i_o &_o in_o the_o light_n of_o my_o mercy_n
have_v thou_o full_a trust_n for_o i_o be_o never_o to_o thou_o to_o help_v thou_o and_o to_o restore_v thou_o again_o not_o only_o to_o like_a grace_n as_o thou_o have_v first_o but_o also_o to_o much_o more_o in_o great_a abundance_n be_v there_o any_o thing_n hard_a or_o impossible_a to_o i_o or_o be_o i_o like_v to_o he_o that_o say_v a_o thing_n and_o do_v it_o not_o where_o be_v thy_o faith_n stand_v strong_o and_o perseverantlie_o in_o i_o be_v steadfast_a abide_v my_o promise_n and_o thou_o shall_v have_v comfort_n in_o such_o time_n as_o it_o shall_v be_v most_o expedient_a for_o thou_o abide_v abaid_z and_o tarry_v for_o i_o and_o i_o shall_v come_v soon_o and_o help_v thou_o it_o be_v temptation_n that_o vex_v thou_o and_o a_o vain_a dread_n that_o fear_v thou_o much_o but_o what_o avayl_v such_o fear_n of_o dread_n for_o thing_n that_o perchance_o shall_v never_o come_v but_o that_o the_o ghostlye_o enemy_n will_v thou_o shall_v have_v sorrow_n upon_o sorrow_n bear_v therefore_o patienlye_o thy_o trouble_n that_o be_v present_a and_o drede_v not_o overmuche_o those_o that_o be_v to_o come_v for_o it_o suffice_v to_o every_o day_n his_o own_o malice_n it_o be_v a_o vain_a thing_n and_o unprofitable_a to_o be_v heavy_a or_o glad_a for_o thing_n that_o perchance_o shall_v never_o happen_v nor_o come_v but_o it_o be_v the_o unstableness_n of_o man_n that_o he_o will_v be_v deceive_v &_o so_o light_o to_o follow_v the_o suggestion_n of_o the_o enemy_n for_o he_o care_v not_o whether_o he_o may_v deceive_v by_o true_a suggestion_n or_o by_o false_a nor_o whether_o it_o be_v by_o love_n of_o thing_n present_a or_o by_o dread_n of_o thing_n to_o come_v therefore_o be_v thou_o not_o trouble_v neither_o drede_n but_o trust_v strong_o in_o i_o &_o in_o my_o mercy_n have_v perfect_a hope_n for_o when_o thou_o ween_v that_o thou_o be_v right_o far_o from_o i_o oft_o time_n i_o be_o right_a near_o unto_o thou_o and_o when_o thou_o ween_v that_o all_o be_v lose_v 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everlasting_o amen_n that_o there_o be_v no_o full_a surety_n from_o temptation_n in_o this_o life_n the_o 40._o chapter_n our_o lord_n say_v to_o his_o servant_n thus_o thou_o shall_v never_o be_v sure_a from_o temptation_n and_o tribulation_n in_o this_o life_n and_o therefore_o armour_n spiritual_a shall_v always_o as_o long_o as_o thou_o live_v be_v necessary_a for_o thou_o thou_o be_v among_o thy_o enemy_n and_o shall_v be_v trouble_v and_o vex_v with_o they_o on_o every_o side_n and_o but_o if_o thou_o use_v in_o every_o place_n the_o shield_n of_o patience_n thou_o shall_v not_o long_o keep_v thou_o unwounded_a and_o over_o that_o if_o thou_o set_v not_o thy_o hart_n strong_o in_o i_o with_o a_o ready_a will_n to_o suffer_v all_o thing_n patient_o for_o i_o thou_o may_v not_o long_o bear_v this_o ardoure_n nor_o come_v to_o the_o reward_n of_o bless_a saint_n it_o behove_v thou_o therefore_o manly_a to_o pass_v over_o many_o thing_n and_o to_o use_v a_o strong_a hand_n against_o all_o the_o objection_n of_o the_o enemy_n to_o the_o overcom_a it_o promise_v angel_n food_n and_o to_o he_o that_o be_v overcome_v be_v leave_v much_o misery_n if_o thou_o seek_v rest_n in_o this_o life_n how_o then_o shall_v thou_o come_v to_o the_o rest_n everlasting_a set_a not_o thyself_o to_o have_v rest_n here_o but_o to_o have_v patience_n and_o seek_v the_o true_a soothfast_a rest_n not_o in_o earth_n but_o in_o heaven_n not_o in_o man_n or_o any_o creature_n but_o in_o god_n only_o where_o it_o be_v for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n thou_o ought_v to_o suffer_v glad_o all_o thing_n that_o be_v to_o say_v all_o labour_n sorrow_n temptation_n vexation_n anguish_n needines_n sickness_n injury_n evil_a say_n reprovinge_n oppression_n confusion_n correction_n and_o despisinge_n these_o help_v a_o man_n great_o to_o virtue_n these_o prove_v the_o true_a knight_n of_o christ_n and_o make_v ready_a for_o he_o the_o heavenly_a crown_n and_o our_o lord_n shall_v yield_v he_o again_o everlasting_a reward_n for_o this_o short_a labour_n and_o infinite_a glory_n for_o this_o transitory_a confusion_n i_o low_a thou_o that_o thou_o shall_v have_v always_o spiritual_a comfort_n after_o thy_o will_n nay_o nay_o my_o saint_n have_v they_o not_o out_o many_o great_a grief_n and_o diverse_a temptation_n and_o great_a desolation_n but_o they_o bear_v all_o with_o great_a patience_n and_o more_o trust_v in_o i_o then_o in_o themselves_o for_o they_o know_v well_o that_o the_o passion_n of_o this_o world_n be_v not_o able_a of_o themselves_o to_o get_v the_o glory_n that_o be_v ordain_v for_o they_o in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n will_v thou_o look_v to_o have_v anon_o that_o which_o other_o can_v not_o get_v but_o with_o great_a weepinge_n &_o labour_n abide_v patient_o the_o come_n of_o our_o lord_n do_v manful_o his_o bid_n be_v comfort_v in_o he_o mistrust_v he_o not_o nor_o go_v not_o back_o from_o his_o service_n for_o pain_n nor_o for_o dread_a but_o lay_v forth_o thy_o body_n and_o soul_n constantlye_o to_o his_o honour_n in_o all_o good_a bodylye_n and_o ghostly_a labour_n and_o he_o shall_v reward_v thou_o again_o most_o plenteouslye_o for_o thy_o good_a travail_n and_o shall_v be_v with_o thou_o and_o help_v thou_o in_o every_o trouble_n that_o shall_v befall_v unto_o thou_o so_o may_v it_o be_v amen_n against_o the_o vain_a judgement_n of_o man_n the_o 41._o chapter_n my_o son_n fix_v thy_o hart_n steadfast_o in_o god_n and_o dread_v not_o the_o iudgmente_n of_o man_n where_o thy_o own_o conscience_n withness_v thou_o to_o be_v innocent_a and_o clear_a it_o be_v right_a good_a and_o bless_a sometime_o to_o suffer_v such_o say_n and_o it_o shall_v not_o be_v grievous_a to_o a_o meek_a heart_n which_o trust_v more_o in_o god_n than_o in_o himself_o many_o folk_n can_v say_v many_o thing_n and_o yet_o little_a faith_n be_v to_o be_v give_v to_o their_o say_n &_o to_o pleâ—â—e_v all_o man_n it_o be_v not_o possible_a for_o though_o s._n paul_n labour_v all_o that_o he_o may_v to_o have_v please_v all_o people_n in_o god_n &_o do_v to_o all_o man_n all_o that_o he_o can_v for_o their_o salvation_n yet_o nevertheless_o he_o can_v not_o let_v but_o that_o he_o be_v sometime_o judge_v of_o other_o he_o do_v for_o the_o edify_a and_o health_n of_o other_o as_o much_o as_o in_o he_o be_v but_o that_o he_o shall_v not_o sometime_o be_v judge_v of_o other_o or_o not_o be_v despise_v of_o other_o he_o can_v not_o let_v wherefore_o he_o commit_v all_o to_o god_n that_o know_v all_o thing_n and_o arm_v himself_o with_o patience_n and_o meekness_n against_o all_o thing_n that_o may_v be_v untruelye_o speak_v against_o he_o and_o nevertheless_o sometime_o he_o answer_v again_o lest_o that_o by_o his_o silence_n hurt_n or_o hindrance_n may_v have_v grow_v to_o other_o what_o be_v thou_o then_o that_o dread_a so_o sore_a a_o mortal_a man_n this_o day_n he_o be_v and_o to_o morrow_n he_o appear_v not_o dread_a god_n and_o thou_o shall_v not_o need_v to_o dread_v man_n what_o may_v man_n do_v with_o thou_o in_o word_n or_o injury_n he_o hurt_v himself_o more_o than_o thou_o and_o in_o the_o end_n he_o shall_v not_o flee_v the_o judgement_n of_o god_n whatsoever_o he_o be_v have_v always_o god_n before_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o soul_n and_o strive_v not_o again_o by_o multiplyinge_v of_o word_n and_o if_o thou_o seem_v for_o a_o time_n to_o suffer_v confusion_n that_o thou_o have_v not_o deserve_v disdain_v thou_o not_o therefore_o nor_o through_o impatience_n minishe_v nor_o thy_o reward_n but_o rather_o lift_v up_o thy_o heart_n to_o god_n in_o heaven_n for_o he_o be_v able_a to_o deliver_v thou_o from_o all_o confusion_n and_o wrong_n and_o to_o reward_v every_o man_n after_o his_o desert_n and_o much_o more_o than_o he_o can_v deserve_v of_o a_o pure_a and_o a_o whole_a forsake_v of_o ourself_o and_o our_o own_o will_n that_o we_o may_v get_v the_o freedom_n of_o spirit_n and_o follow_v the_o will_n of_o god_n the_o .42_o chapter_n my_o son_n say_v our_o lord_n forsake_v thyself_o and_o thou_o shall_v find_v i_o stand_v without_o election_n and_o without_o folowinge_v of_o thy_o own_o will_n &_o also_o without_o all_o propriety_n &_o thou_o shall_v much_o profit_v in_o grace_n and_o if_o thou_o whole_o resign_v thyself_o into_o my_o hand_n and_o take_v nothing_o to_o thou_o again_o thou_o shall_v have_v the_o more_o grace_n of_o i_o o_o lord_n how_o oft_o shall_v i_o resign_v i_o unto_o thou_o &_o in_o what_o thing_n shall_v i_o forsake_v myself_o always_o and_o in_o every_o hour_n in_o great_a thing_n and_o in_o small_a i_o except_v none_o for_o in_o all_o thing_n i_o will_v find_v
thereby_o in_o meekness_n and_o virtue_n and_o that_o thou_o shall_v also_o prepare_v thou_o to_o be_v ready_o against_o another_o time_n for_o battle_n that_o be_v to_o come_v and_o the_o more_o sure_o to_o cleave_v to_o god_n with_o all_o the_o desire_n and_o affection_n of_o thy_o hart_n and_o to_o study_v with_o all_o thy_o power_n how_o thou_o may_v most_v pure_o and_o most_o devout_o serve_v he_o and_o take_v heed_n of_o this_o common_a proverb_n the_o fire_n do_v oft_o burn_v but_o the_o flame_n do_v not_o ascend_v without_o some_o smoke_n so_o likewise_o the_o desire_n of_o some_o man_n draw_v to_o heavenly_a thing_n and_o yet_o they_o be_v not_o all_o free_a from_o the_o smoke_n of_o carnal_a affection_n and_o therefore_o they_o do_v it_o not_o always_o pure_o for_o the_o honour_n and_o love_n of_o god_n that_o they_o ask_v so_o desirouslie_o of_o he_o such_o oft_o time_n be_v thy_o desire_n that_o thou_o show_v to_o be_v so_o importune_v for_o that_o desire_n be_v not_o clean_a and_o perfect_a that_o be_v mix_v with_o thy_o own_o commodity_n ask_v therefore_o not_o that_o be_v delectable_a and_o profitable_a to_o thou_o but_o that_o be_v acceptable_a and_o honour_n to_o i_o for_o if_o thou_o do_v well_o and_o judge_v aright_o thou_o shall_v prefer_v my_o ordinance_n &_o my_o will_n before_o all_o thy_o desire_n &_o before_o all_o thing_n that_o may_v be_v desire_v beside_o i_o i_o know_v well_o thy_o desire_n thou_o will_v now_o be_v in_o liberty_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n now_o the_o everlasting_a house_n &_o the_o heavenly_a country_n full_a of_o joy_n and_o glory_n delight_v thou_o much_o but_o that_o time_n come_v not_o yet_o for_o there_o be_v yet_o another_o time_n to_o come_v that_o be_v to_o say_v a_o time_n of_o labour_n and_o of_o proufe_v thou_o desire_v to_o be_v fulfil_v with_o the_o high_a goodness_n in_o heaven_n but_o thou_o may_v not_o yet_o come_v thereto_o i_o be_o the_o full_a reward_n of_o man_n abide_v i_o till_o i_o shall_v come_v and_o thou_o shall_v have_v i_o to_o thy_o reward_n thou_o be_v yet_o to_o be_v prove_v here_o upon_o earth_n and_o more_o thorough_o to_o be_v assay_v in_o many_o thing_n some_o comfort_n shall_v be_v give_v to_o thou_o but_o the_o fullness_n thereof_o shall_v not_o yet_o be_v grant_v be_v thou_o therefore_o comfort_v in_o i_o and_o be_v thou_o strong_a as_o well_o in_o do_v as_o in_o suffer_v thing_n contrary_a to_o thy_o wil._n it_o behove_v thou_o to_o be_v clothe_v in_o thy_o blood_n and_o to_o be_v change_v into_o a_o new_a man_n and_o thou_o must_v oft_o time_n do_v that_o thou_o will_v not_o do_v and_o that_o thou_o will_v do_v thou_o must_v forsake_v &_o leave_v undo_v that_o shall_v please_v other_o shall_v go_v well_o forward_o and_o that_o shall_v please_v thou_o shall_v have_v no_o speed_n that_o other_o man_n say_v shall_v be_v well_o hear_v and_o that_o thou_o shall_v say_v shall_v be_v set_v at_o nought_o other_o shall_v ask_v and_o have_v their_o askinge_n thou_o shall_v ask_v and_o be_v deny_v other_o shall_v be_v great_a and_o have_v great_a land_n and_o praise_n of_o the_o people_n and_o of_o thou_o no_o word_n shall_v be_v speak_v to_o other_o this_o office_n or_o that_o shall_v be_v commit_v and_o thou_o shall_v be_v judge_v unprofitable_a in_o every_o thing_n for_o these_o thing_n and_o other_o like_a nature_n will_v murmur_v and_o grudge_n &_o thou_o shall_v have_v a_o great_a battle_n in_o thyself_o if_o thou_o bear_v they_o secret_a in_o thy_o hart_n without_o complain_v &_o missay_v nevertheless_o in_o such_o thing_n and_o other_o like_o my_o faithful_a servant_n be_v wont_a to_o be_v prove_v how_o they_o can_v deny_v themselves_o and_o how_o they_o can_v in_o all_o thing_n break_v their_o own_o wylle_n and_o there_o be_v nothing_o that_o thou_o shall_v need_v so_o much_o to_o overcome_v thyself_o in_o as_o to_o learn_v to_o be_v content_v not_o to_o be_v set_v any_o price_n by_o in_o the_o world_n and_o to_o suffer_v such_o thing_n as_o be_v most_o contrary_a to_o thy_o will_n especial_o when_o such_o thing_n as_o in_o thy_o sight_n seem_v unprofitable_a be_v command_v to_o be_v do_v but_o my_o son_n consider_v well_o the_o profit_n and_o fruit_n of_o all_o these_o labour_n the_o short_a end_n and_o the_o great_a reward_n and_o then_o thou_o shall_v feel_v not_o grief_n nor_o pain_n in_o all_o thy_o labour_n but_o the_o most_o sweet_a comfort_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n through_o thy_o good_a will_n and_o for_o that_o little_a will_n that_o thou_o forsake_v here_o thou_o shall_v always_o have_v thy_o will_n in_o heaven_n where_o thou_o shall_v have_v all_o that_o thou_o can_v or_o may_v desire_v there_o shall_v thou_o have_v full_a possession_n of_o all_o goodness_n without_o dread_a to_o lose_v it_o there_o thy_o will_n shall_v be_v ever_o one_o with_o my_o will_n and_o it_o shall_v covete_n no_o strange_a nor_o private_a thing_n there_o no_o man_n shall_v resist_v thou_o no_o man_n shall_v complain_v on_o thou_o no_o man_n shall_v let_v thou_o nor_o no_o man_n shall_v wythstande_v thou_o but_o all_o thing_n that_o thou_o can_v desire_v shall_v be_v there_o present_a and_o shall_v fulfil_v all_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o soul_n unto_o the_o full_a there_o shall_v i_o yield_v glory_n for_o reproof_n and_o a_o palle_v of_o laud_n for_o thy_o heaviness_n and_o for_o the_o low_a place_n here_o a_o seat_n in_o heaven_n for_o ever_o there_o shall_v appear_v the_o fruit_n of_o obedience_n the_o labour_n of_o penance_n shall_v joy_v and_o the_o humble_a subjection_n shall_v be_v crown_v glorious_o bow_v thou_o therefore_o meekelye_o now_o under_o every_o man_n hand_n and_o force_v little_a who_o say_v this_o or_o who_o command_v this_o to_o be_v do_v but_o with_o all_o thy_o study_n take_v heed_n that_o whether_o thy_o prelate_n or_o thy_o fellow_n or_o any_o other_o low_a than_o thou_o ask_v any_o thing_n of_o thou_o or_o will_v any_o thing_n to_o be_v do_v by_o thou_o that_o thou_o take_v it_o always_o to_o the_o best_a and_o with_o a_o glad_a will_v study_v to_o fulfil_v it_o let_v this_o man_n seek_v this_o thing_n and_o another_o that_o and_o let_v this_o man_n joy_n in_o this_o thing_n &_o another_o in_o that_o whatsoever_o it_o be_v and_o let_v they_o be_v laud_a and_o praise_v a_o thousand_o time_n but_o joy_n thou_o neither_o in_o this_o thing_n nor_o in_o that_o but_o only_o in_o thy_o own_o contempt_n and_o despise_v and_o in_o my_o will_n to_o be_v fulfil_v and_o whether_o it_o be_v by_o life_n or_o death_n that_o i_o may_v always_o be_v laud_a and_o honour_a in_o thou_o and_o by_o thou_o amen_n how_o a_o man_n that_o be_v desolate_a aught_o to_o offer_v himself_o wholly_n to_o god_n the_o .55_o chapter_n lord_n holy_a father_n be_v thou_o bless_v now_o and_o ever_o for_o as_o thou_o will_v so_o it_o be_v do_v and_o that_o thou_o do_v be_v always_o well_o let_v i_o thy_o poor_a servant_n and_o most_o unworthy_a joy_n in_o thou_o and_o not_o in_o myself_o nor_o in_o nothing_o else_o beside_o theâ—_n for_o thou_o lord_n be_v my_o gladness_n thou_o be_v my_o hope_n my_o crown_n my_o joy_n and_o all_o my_o honour_n what_o have_v thy_o servant_n but_o that_o he_o have_v of_o thou_o and_o that_o without_o his_o desert_n all_o thing_n be_v thou_o and_o i_o be_o poor_a and_o have_v be_v in_o trouble_n &_o in_o pain_n ever_o from_o my_o youth_n and_o my_o soul_n have_v be_v in_o great_a heaviness_n with_o weep_v and_o tear_n and_o sometime_o it_o have_v be_v trouble_v in_o itself_o through_o manifold_a passion_n that_o come_v of_o the_o world_n and_o of_o the_o flesh_n wherefore_o lord_n i_o desire_v that_o i_o may_v have_v of_o thou_o the_o joy_n of_o inward_a peace_n and_o i_o ask_v the_o rest_n of_o thy_o choose_a child_n that_o be_v feed_v and_o nourish_v of_o thou_o in_o the_o light_n of_o heavenly_a comfort_n but_o without_o thy_o help_n i_o can_v not_o come_v thereto_o if_o thou_o lord_n geve_v peace_n or_o if_o thou_o geve_v inward_a joy_n my_o soul_n shall_v be_v anon_o full_a of_o heavenlye_a melody_n and_o be_v devoute_a and_o fervent_a in_o thy_o laudes_fw-la and_o praysing_n but_o if_o thou_o withdraw_v thyself_o from_o i_o as_o thou_o haste_v sometime_o do_v then_o may_v not_o thy_o servant_n run_v the_o way_n of_o thy_o commandment_n as_o he_o do_v first_o but_o then_o he_o be_v compel_v to_o bow_v his_o knee_n and_o knock_v his_o breast_n for_o it_o be_v not_o with_o he_o as_o it_o be_v before_o when_o the_o lantern_n of_o thy_o ghostly_a presence_n shine_v upon_o his_o head_n and_o that_o he_o be_v defend_v under_o the_o shadow_n of_o
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