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apprehension_n of_o christ_n passion_n to_o procure_v a_o special_a pardon_n for_o all_o their_o sin_n fruitless_a speculation_n of_o faith_n to_o prevent_v and_o secure_v they_o from_o the_o wrath_n that_o be_v come_v a_o mere_a verbal_a profession_n to_o be_v forwardness_n enough_o except_o a_o man_n will_v be_v too_o precise_a upon_o the_o first_o fright_n and_o feel_v the_o smart_n of_o a_o confuse_a remorse_n and_o horror_n for_o sin_n without_o any_o further_a penitent_a wade_v into_o particular_n or_o thorow-search_a into_o their_o heart_n life_n conscience_n and_o calling_n without_o suffer_v the_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n to_o drive_v they_o to_o christ_n and_o a_o resolution_n to_o sell_v all_o etc._n etc._n they_o present_o hand_n overhead_n apply_v by_o the_o strong_a delusion_n of_o their_o own_o idle_a groundless_a conceit_n all_o the_o gracious_a promise_n and_o privilege_n of_o god_n child_n to_o their_o un-humbled_n soul_n and_o enforce_v their_o understanding_n by_o a_o violent_a greedy_a error_n to_o think_v they_o be_v justify_v by_o such_o a_o artificial_a heartless_a notion_n which_o they_o false_o call_v faith_n and_o so_o rest_v in_o a_o counterfeit_a persuasion_n that_o they_o be_v true_a convert_v ordinary_o turn_v 110._o carnal_a professor_n who_o be_v a_o kind_n of_o people_n who_o have_v no_o more_o spiritual_a life_n than_o a_o dead_a faith_n can_v infuse_v into_o they_o no_o more_o comfort_n in_o the_o communion_n of_o saint_n than_o a_o outward_a correspondence_n in_o profession_n speculative_a discourse_n of_o religion_n and_o meeting_n at_o the_o mean_n can_v yield_v no_o more_o interest_n or_o right_a to_o heaven_n than_o a_o bold_a presumptuous_a confidence_n build_v first_o upon_o their_o own_o wilful_a fancy_n and_o second_v with_o satan_n lie_a suggestion_n can_v give_v they_o who_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n at_o the_o most_o be_v common_o no_o more_o then_o afflict_v their_o soul_n for_o a_o day_n and_o bow_v down_o their_o head_n like_o a_o bulrush_n without_o lose_v the_o band_n of_o wickedness_n or_o depart_v from_o iniquity_n who_o conversion_n be_v nothing_o but_o only_o a_o speculative_a passage_n from_o a_o confuse_a apprehension_n of_o sin_n to_o a_o general_a application_n of_o christ_n without_o any_o sensible_a or_o save_v alteration_n in_o their_o way_n who_o new-obedience_n consist_v only_o in_o a_o formal_a conformity_n to_o outward_a exercise_n of_o religion_n without_o all_o true_a zeal_n life_n heartiness_n holiness_n or_o indeed_o honest_a deal_n with_o their_o brethren_n but_o these_o man_n be_v to_o know_v that_o christ_n blood_n never_o pardon_v any_o man_n soul_n from_o sin_n who_o spirit_n the_o power_n thereof_o do_v not_o purge_v from_o guile_n it_o never_o save_v any_o one_o from_o hell_n who_o it_o do_v not_o first_o in_o some_o good_a measure_n season_n with_o holiness_n and_o heavenly_a life_n in_o vain_a do_v they_o build_v comfort_n upon_o his_o passion_n who_o do_v not_o conscionable_o conform_v to_o the_o practice_n of_o his_o word_n and_o let_v they_o further_o be_v inform_v for_o a_o more_o clear_a discovery_n of_o their_o gross_a and_o damnable_a selfe-deceit_n that_o howsoever_o a_o dead_a faith_n according_a to_o its_o name_n and_o nature_n enter_v if_o it_o have_v any_o entity_n at_o all_o into_o the_o understanding_n without_o any_o remarkable_a motion_n sense_n and_o alteration_n yet_o that_o faith_n which_o true_o justify_v pacify_v purify_v mortify_v sanctify_v and_o save_v be_v evident_o discernible_a by_o first_o many_o stir_a preparative_n sight_n and_o sense_n of_o a_o man_n miserable_a state_n by_o nature_n of_o his_o sinfulness_n and_o cursednesse_n humble_v himself_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o lord_n fearful_a apprehension_n wrought_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o bondage_n illumination_n conviction_n legal_a terror_n etc._n etc._n second_o violent_a affection_n about_o the_o infuse_v of_o it_o which_o be_v wont_a to_o be_v raise_v in_o the_o humble_a heart_n by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n extreme_a thirst_n inflame_a desire_n vehement_a long_n un-utter-able_a groan_n of_o spirit_n prize_v and_o prefer_v the_o person_n and_o passion_n of_o christ_n before_o the_o possession_n of_o infinite_a world_n willingness_n to_o sell_v all_o to_o part_v with_o any_o thing_n for_o he_o though_o never_o so_o dear_a or_o so_o much_o dote_v upon_o heretofore_o with_o pleasure_n riches_n preferment_n a_o right_a hand_n a_o right_a eye_n liberty_n life_n etc._n etc._n nay_o if_o in_o such_o a_o case_n if_o even_o hell_n itself_o shall_v stand_v between_o jesus_n christ_n and_o a_o poor_a soul_n he_o will_v most_o willing_o pass_v through_o the_o very_a flame_n thereof_o to_o embrace_v his_o bless_a crucify_a lord_n in_o the_o arm_n of_o a_o lively_a faith_n three_o inseparable_a consequent_n and_o companion_n first_o a_o hearty_a and_o everlasting_a falling-out_a with_o all_o sin_n second_o sanctification_n throughout_o in_o body_n soul_n spirit_n and_o call_v and_o in_o every_o power_n part_n and_o passage_n thereof_o though_o not_o in_o perfection_n of_o degree_n as_o they_o say_v yet_o in_o truth_n and_o effectual_o three_o a_o set_n and_o solmne_v course_n of_o new-obedience_n spend_v principal_o in_o selfe-sobriety_n righteousness_n towards_o our_o brethren_n and_o holiness_n towards_o god_n many_o unfaithful_a man_n in_o the_o ministry_n both_o in_o their_o public_a teach_n and_o private_a visitation_n of_o the_o sick_a have_v much_o to_o answer-for_a in_o this_o point_n who_o for_o want_v of_o skill_n in_o that_o high_a art_n of_o save_v soul_n of_o familiarity_n with_o god_n and_o secret_a work_n of_o his_o spirit_n of_o experience_n in_o their_o own_o change_n and_o of_o the_o spirit_n of_o discern_v etc._n etc._n many_o time_n concur_v with_o such_o miserable_a man_n to_o mar_v all_o in_o stifling_n the_o very_a first_o stir_n of_o legal_a remorse_n by_o heal_v the_o wound_n of_o their_o conscience_n with_o sweet_a word_n before_o they_o be_v search_v and_o sound_v to_o the_o bottom_n and_o by_o a_o unseasonable_a and_o
to_o take_v his_o own_o only_a dear_a son_n especial_o since_o thou_o take_v with_o he_o the_o excellency_n and_o variety_n of_o all_o blessing_n both_o of_o heaven_n &_o earth_n a_o discharge_v from_o every_o moment_n of_o the_o everlasting_a pain_n of_o hell_n deed_n seal_v with_o his_o own_o blood_n of_o thy_o right_n to_o the_o glorious_a inheritance_n of_o the_o saint_n in_o light_n in_o a_o word_n even_o 22._o all_o thing_n the_o most_o glorious_a deity_n itself_o bless_v for_o ever_o to_o be_v enjoy_v through_o he_o with_o unspeakable_a and_o endless_a pleasure_n through_o all_o eternity_n prodigious_a consid_n madness_n cruelty_n to_o thy_o own_o soul_n or_o something_o at_o which_o heaven_n and_o earth_n man_n and_o angel_n and_o all_o creature_n may_v stand_v amaze_v that_o thou_o shall_v so_o wicked_o and_o wilful_o forsake_v thy_o own_o mercy_n and_o neglect_v so_o great_a salvation_n 6._o last_o lest_o he_o shall_v let_v pass_v any_o mean_n or_o be_v any_o way_n want_v on_o his_o part_n to_o drive_v we_o to_o christ_n and_o settle_v our_o soul_n upon_o he_o with_o sure_a and_o everlasting_a confidence_n loc._n he_o also_o o_o threaten_v and_o to_o who_o swear_v he_o that_o they_o shall_v not_o enter_v into_o his_o rest_n but_o to_o they_o that_o believe_v not_o heb._n 3.18_o wherein_o he_o express_v extreme_a anger_n unquenchable_a and_o implacable_a indignation_n he_o swear_v in_o his_o wrath_n that_o no_o unbeliever_n shall_v ever_o enter_v into_o his_o rest_n in_o the_o threat_n of_o the_o moral_a law_n there_o be_v no_o such_o oath_n but_o a_o secret_a reservation_n of_o mercy_n upon_o the_o satisfaction_n of_o divine_a justice_n some_o other_o way_n but_o herein_o the_o lord_n be_v peremptory_a and_o a_o three_o way_n shall_v never_o be_v find_v or_o afford_v to_o the_o son_n of_o men._n neglect_v of_o such_o a_o gracious_a offer_n of_o so_o great_a salvation_n must_v needs_o provoke_v and_o incense_v so_o great_a a_o god_n extraordinary_o for_o with_o prodigious_a ingratitude_n &_o folly_n it_o fling_v as_o it_o be_v god_n free_a grace_n in_o his_o face_n again_o and_o sin_n against_o his_o mercy_n suppose_v a_o mighty_a prince_n pass_v by_o all_o the_o royal_a and_o noble_a blood_n in_o christendom_n many_o brave_a and_o honourable_a lady_n shall_v send_v to_o a_o poor_a maid_n breed_v in_o a_o base_a cottage_n bear_v both_o of_o beggarly_a and_o wicked_a parent_n offer_v her_o marriage_n &_o to_o make_v her_o a_o princess_n and_o she_o then_o shall_v foolish_o refuse_v and_o reject_v so_o infinite_o undeserved_a and_o unexpected_a advancement_n as_o she_o may_v thereupon_o be_v just_o brand_v for_o a_o notorious_a bedlam_n so_o will_v not_o so_o great_a a_o prince_n think_v you_o be_v mighty_o enrage_v at_o such_o a_o dunghill_n indignity_n and_o peevish_a affront_n the_o prince_n of_o peace_n upon_o whosâ—_n thigh_n be_v write_v king_n of_o king_n and_o lord_n of_o lord_n 3._o pass_v by_o more_o excellent_a and_o noble_a creature_n send_v unto_o thou_o who_o father_n be_v corruption_n and_o the_o worm_n thy_o mother_n and_o thy_o sister_n and_o who_o in_o respect_n of_o thy_o spiritual_a state_n lie_v pollute_v in_o thy_o own_o blood_n etc._n etc._n and_o offer_v to_o betrothe_v 2.19_o thou_o unto_o himself_o in_o righteousness_n and_o in_o judgement_n and_o in_o love_a kindness_n and_o in_o mercy_n to_o crown_v thou_o with_o all_o the_o riches_n both_o of_o his_o kingdom_n of_o grace_n and_o glory_n etc._n etc._n now_o if_o thou_o shall_v stand_v off_o which_o god_n forbid_v as_o thereupon_o out_o of_o perfection_n of_o madness_n thou_o forsake_v thy_o own_o salvation_n so_o thou_o most_o just_o enforce_v that_o bless_a lord_n to_o swear_v in_o his_o wrath_n that_o thou_o shall_v never_o be_v save_v thus_o thou_o have_v hear_v how_o first_o he_o keep_v open_a house_n to_o all_o such_o hungry_a and_o thirsty_a soul_n rev._n 22.17_o second_o he_o invite_v mat._n 11.28_o three_o invite_v with_o a_o awaken_n and_o rouse_a compellation_n isa._n 55.1_o four_o entreat_v 2._o cor._n 5_o 20._o five_o command_n 1._o joh._n 3.23_o six_o and_o threat_n heb._n 3.18_o how_o cruel_a then_o iâ—_n that_o man_n to_o his_o own_o wound_a conscience_n who_o in_o his_o extreme_a spiritual_a thirst_n will_v not_o be_v draw_v by_o this_o sixfold_a merciful_a cord_n to_o drink_v his_o fill_n of_o the_o fountain_n of_o the_o water_n of_o life_n to_o cast_v himself_o with_o confidence_n and_o comfort_n into_o the_o arm_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n which_o be_v more_o than_o infinite_o able_a to_o tie_v the_o most_o tremble_a heart_n and_o that_o which_o hangs-off_a most_o by_o reason_n of_o pretend_a doubt_n scruple_n and_o distrust_n to_o that_o bless_a saviour_n of_o his_o with_o all_o full_a assurance_n and_o â—_o perfect_a peace_n how_o be_v it_o possible_a but_o that_o all_o or_o some_o of_o these_o shall_v bring_v in_o every_o break_a heart_n to_o believe_v and_o cause_n every_o one_o that_o be_v weary_a of_o his_o sin_n to_o rely_v upon_o the_o lord_n of_o life_n for_o everlasting_a welfare_n but_o that_o which_o i_o desire_v principal_o to_o press_v for_o my_o purpose_n in_o the_o pâ—int_n at_o this_o time_n be_v this_o thy_o conscience_n be_v now_o awake_v terrify_v and_o trouble_v and_o therefore_o as_o i_o suppose_v tender_a and_o very_a sensible_a at_o least_o for_o a_o time_n of_o the_o least_o sin_n â—very_n sin_n lie_v now_o upon_o thy_o soul_n as_o heavy_a as_o a_o mountain_n of_o lead_n and_o therefore_o thou_o will_v not_o willing_o add_v unto_o thy_o already_o insupportable_a burden_n any_o more_o weight_n all_o thy_o youthful_a lust_n and_o abomination_n stare_v in_o the_o face_n of_o thy_o conscience_n with_o grisly_a and_o horrible_a look_n and_o therefore_o for_o the_o present_a especial_o thou_o be_v notable_o scare_v from_o a_o willing_a provocation_n of_o god_n anger_n and_o wound_v it_o afresh_o with_o any_o new_a sin_n well_o it_o be_v thus_o then_o if_o it_o appear_v unto_o thou_o that_o by_o thy_o stand_n off_o in_o the_o case_n i_o have_v suppose_v thou_o from_o take_v christ_n as_o thy_o own_o apply_v the_o promise_n as_o most_o certain_o belong_v unto_o â—hee_n and_o so_o put_v to_o thy_o seal_n that_o god_n be_v true_a thou_o dishonour_v he_o extraordinary_o in_o many_o respect_n i_o think_v then_o thou_o shall_v be_v mighty_o move_v without_o any_o more_o ado_n to_o cast_v thyself_o present_o upon_o the_o lord_n jesus_n with_o comfort_n and_o much_o assurance_n especial_o since_o thy_o so_o yield_v to_o the_o law_n of_o faith_n be_v for_o thy_o infinite_a good_a and_o assure_v thyself_o thou_o offend_v in_o the_o mean_a time_n many_o way_n 1._o by_o a_o sour_a and_o self-willed_a unmannerliness_n towards_o christ_n in_o not_o come_v when_o he_o call_v theo_fw-la mat._n 11.28_o it_o be_v pride_n and_o high_a pride_n say_v a_o worthy_a faith_n divine_a not_o to_o come_v when_o thou_o be_v call_v it_o be_v rudeness_n and_o not_o good_a manner_n not_o to_o do_v as_o thou_o be_v bid_v to_o do_v yea_o so_o often_o and_o earnest_o charge_v to_o do_v it_o will_v be_v a_o foul_a fault_n and_o unmannerly_a disobedience_n for_o any_o subject_n in_o this_o kingdom_n though_o never_o so_o ragged_a &_o totter_a or_o pretend_v never_o so_o much_o his_o unfitnesse_n and_o unfinenesse_n to_o press_v into_o so_o great_a a_o presence_n not_o to_o come_v unto_o the_o king_n if_o he_o shall_v please_v earnest_o to_o call_v upon_o he_o disobedience_n to_o the_o law_n of_o faith_n and_o reject_v god_n gracious_a offer_n of_o his_o son_n free_o be_v the_o great_a and_o a_o inexpiable_a sin_n he_o have_v swear_v in_o his_o wrath_n that_o such_o a_o refusant_fw-mi shall_v never_o enter_v into_o his_o rest_n 2._o by_o a_o saucy_a prescribe_v unto_o he_o upon_o what_o term_n he_o shall_v take_v thou_o 55.1_o ho_o say_v he_o every_o one_o that_o thirst_v come_v you_o to_o the_o water_n and_o he_o that_o have_v no_o money_n come_v you_o 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bitterness_n of_o thy_o spirit_n thou_o cry_v my_o strength_n and_o my_o hope_n be_v perish_v from_o the_o lord_n lament_n 3.18_o 4._o even_o his_o justice._n christ_n blood_n be_v already_o pay_v as_o a_o price_n for_o the_o pardon_n of_o the_o sin_n of_o thy_o humble_a soul_n and_o thou_o will_v needs_o pay_v it_o over_o again_o or_o else_o thou_o will_v not_o enter_v upon_o the_o purchase_n as_o though_o god_n do_v expect_v and_o exact_v the_o discharge_n of_o the_o same_o debt_n twice_o which_o to_o imagine_v be_v a_o monstrous_a intolerable_a indignity_n to_o the_o most_o just_a god_n you_o know_v full_a well_o what_o conceit_n we_o shall_v hold_v of_o that_o man_n who_o have_v a_o debt_n full_o discharge_v by_o the_o surety_n shall_v press_v upon_o the_o principal_a for_o the_o payment_n of_o the_o same_o again_o we_o shall_v indeed_o think_v he_o to_o be_v a_o very_a cruel_a hard-hearted_a and_o merciless_a man_n we_o shall_v call_v he_o a_o turk_n a_o cutthroat_n a_o cannibal_n far_o fit_a to_o lodge_v in_o a_o den_n of_o tiger_n then_o to_o live_v in_o the_o society_n of_o man_n what_o a_o fearful_a dishonour_n than_o be_v iâ—_n to_o the_o merciful_a and_o mighty_a lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n to_o the_o righteous_a judge_n of_o all_o the_o world_n to_o conceive_v that_o have_v receive_v a_o exact_a 249._o and_o full_a satisfaction_n for_o all_o our_o sin_n by_o the_o heartsblood_n of_o his_o own_o dear_a son_n shall_v ever_o require_v they_o again_o at_o our_o hand_n far_o be_v it_o then_o from_o every_o one_o who_o will_v not_o offer_v extraordinary_a disparagement_n even_o to_o god_n glorious_a justice_n to_o entertain_v any_o such_o thought_n especial_o sâ—th_v we_o have_v his_o word_n his_o oath_n and_o the_o seal_n of_o his_o son_n blood_n for_o security_n and_o assure_o we_o may_v build_v upon_o it_o as_o upon_o a_o rock_n of_o eternal_a truth_n that_o when_o we_o come_v unto_o christ_n weary_a of_o all_o our_o sin_n thirst_v sincere_o for_o he_o and_o throw_v ourselves_o upon_o he_o as_o salvation_n itself_o resolve_v to_o take_v upon_o we_o his_o sweet_a and_o easy_a yoke_n for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v he_o do_v present_o as_o he_o have_v promise_v take_v off_o the_o burden_n and_o free_v we_o everlasting_o from_o the_o guilt_n and_o stain_n damnation_n and_o reign_n of_o all_o our_o sin_n but_o now_o if_o thou_o will_v cast_v thyself_o upon_o jesus_n christ_n role_n thyself_o upon_o the_o promise_n be_v so_o humble_v spiritual_o thirsty_a and_o resolve_v as_o thou_o have_v say_v and_o i_o suppose_v at_o the_o first_o for_o we_o who_o be_v god_n messenger_n comfort_n and_o assure_v of_o pardon_n in_o such_o case_n only_o upon_o supposition_n that_o the_o heart_n and_o speech_n all_o the_o promise_n and_o protestation_n of_o the_o party_n and_o patient_n we_o deal_v with_o be_v sincere_a every_o way_n i_o say_v if_o thou_o thus_o cast_v thyself_o upon_o the_o lord_n jesus_n and_o the_o promise_n of_o life_n have_v a_o well-grounded_n strong_a and_o seasonable_a call_n thereunto_o be_v as_o appear_v before_o invite_v entreat_v command_v etc._n etc._n the_o case_n will_v be_v bless_o alter_v thou_o shall_v then_o do_v as_o god_n will_v have_v thou_o and_o mighty_o honour_v the_o unvalewable_a and_o 245._o infinite_a dignity_n of_o his_o son_n passion_n and_o blood_n the_o precious_a freeness_n of_o all_o the_o promise_n his_o free_a love_n sweet_a name_n truth_n mercy_n power_n justice_n etc._n etc._n thou_o shall_v also_o cut_v off_o and_o defeat_v the_o devil_n present_v fiery_a dart_n and_o project_n of_o further_a cruelty_n disentangle_a and_o unwind_v thyself_o out_o of_o the_o irksome_a maze_n of_o restless_a terror_n and_o trouble_v of_o mind_n crown_v thy_o own_o soul_n in_o the_o mean_a time_n with_o peace_n that_o pass_v all_o understanding_n 1.8_o with_o joy_n unspeakable_a and_o full_a of_o glory_n with_o evangelicall_n pleasure_n such_o as_o neither_o eye_n have_v see_v ear_n hear_v or_o 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the_o heart_n of_o my_o learned_a and_o holy_a brethren_n in_o populous_a city_n and_o great_a congregation_n who_o must_v needs_o have_v much_o employment_n and_o variety_n of_o experiment_n this_o way_n or_o some_o special_a man_n extraordinary_o endow_v and_o exercise_v herein_o put_v to_o their_o help_a hand_n and_o furnish_v the_o church_n with_o more_o large_a and_o exact_a discourse_n in_o this_o kind_n take_v in_o good_a part_n this_o essay_n of_o i_o wherein_o i_o first_o desire_n to_o discover_v and_o rectify_v some_o ordinary_a aberration_n about_o spiritual_a cure_n which_o fall_n out_o when_o the_o physician_n of_o the_o soul_n 1._o applies_z unreasonable_o the_o cordial_n of_o the_o gospel_n and_o comfort_n of_o mercy_n when_o the_o corrosive_n of_o the_o law_n and_o commination_n of_o judgement_n be_v convenient_a and_o suitable_a be_v it_o not_o absurd_a in_o surgery_n to_o pour_v a_o most_o sovereign_a balâ—am_n of_o exqvisite_a composition_n and_o inestimable_a 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seek_v to_o be_v save_o enlighten_v enlarge_v from_o the_o devil_n slavery_n and_o enrich_v with_o grace_n there_o must_v be_v sense_n of_o misery_n before_o show_v of_o mercy_n cry_v i_o be_o unclean_a i_o be_o unclean_a before_o open_v the_o fountain_n for_o uncleanness_n sting_v before_o cure_v by_o the_o brazen_a serpent_n smart_n for_o sin_n before_o a_o plaster_n of_o christ_n blood_n brokennesse_n of_o heart_n before_o bind_v up_o god_n himself_o gen._n open_v the_o eye_n of_o our_o first_o parent_n to_o make_v they_o see_v and_o be_v sensible_a of_o their_o sin_n and_o misery_n nakedness_n and_o shame_n etc._n etc._n gen._n 3.7_o ibid_fw-la before_o he_o promise_v christ._n ibid._n vers_fw-la 15._o christ_n jesus_n tell_v we_o beza_n that_o he_o be_v anoint_v by_o the_o lord_n 1â—_n to_o preach_v good_a tiding_n but_o to_o who_o to_o the_o poor_a to_o the_o break_a heart_v to_o the_o captive_n to_o the_o blind_a to_o the_o bruise_a isai._n 61.1_o luk._n 4.18_o that_o the_o whole_a need_v not_o the_o physician_n but_o they_o that_o be_v sick_a and_o he_o come_v not_o to_o call_v the_o righteous_a but_o sinner_n to_o repentance_n matth._n 9.12.13_o that_o be_v poor_a soul_n sinner_n with_o a_o witness_n even_o in_o their_o own_o apprehension_n and_o conceit_n and_o not selfe-conceited_o selfe-conceited_n pharisees_n who_o though_o they_o be_v mere_a stranger_n to_o any_o wound_n of_o conscience_n for_o sin_n yet_o they_o will_v not_o be_v persuade_v that_o they_o shall_v be_v damn_v but_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n contemn_v and_o condemn_v all_o other_o in_o respect_n of_o themselves_o sinful_a publican_n be_v to_o gross_a sincere_a professor_n be_v too_o godly_a whereas_o notwithstanding_o in_o true_a judgement_n harlot_n be_v in_o a_o 8._o far_o happy_a case_n than_o they_o math._n 21.31_o that_o he_o will_v give_v rest_n but_o to_o who_o to_o those_o that_o labour_n and_o be_v heavy_a lade_v matth._n 11.28_o that_o the_o spirit_n which_o he_o will_v send_v shall_v convince_v the_o world_n first_o of_o sin_n and_o then_o of_o righteousness_n to_o wit_n of_o christ_n it_o be_v ordinary_a with_o the_o phrophet_n first_o to_o discover_v the_o sin_n of_o their_o people_n and_o to_o denounce_v judgement_n and_o then_o to_o promise_n christ_n upon_o their_o come_n in_o to_o illighten_v and_o make_v they_o lightsome_a with_o raise_v their_o thought_n to_o a_o fruitful_a contemplation_n of_o the_o glory_n excellency_n and_o sweetness_n of_o his_o bless_a kingdom_n isaiah_n in_o his_o first_o chapter_n from_o the_o mouth_n of_o god_n do_v in_o the_o first_o place_n behave_v himself_o like_o a_o son_n of_o thunder_n press_v upon_o the_o conscience_n of_o those_o to_o who_o he_o be_v send_v many_o heinous_a sin_n horrible_a ingratitude_n fearful_a fall_v away_o formality_n in_o god_n worship_n cruelty_n and_o the_o like_a afterward_o vers_fw-la 16.17_o he_o invite_v to_o repentance_n and_o then_o follow_v vers_fw-la 18._o come_v now_o and_o let_v we_o reason_v together_o say_v the_o lord_n mat._n though_o your_o sin_n be_v as_o scarlet_a they_o shall_v be_v as_o white_a as_o snow_n though_o they_o be_v red_a like_o crimson_a they_o shall_v be_v as_o wool_n nathan_n to_o recover_v even_o a_o regenerate_a man_n convince_v he_o first_o sound_o of_o his_o sin_n with_o much_o aggravation_n and_o terror_n and_o then_o upon_o remorse_n assure_v he_o of_o pardon_n 2._o sam._n 12.13_o consider_v further_o for_o this_o purpose_n the_o sermon_n of_o our_o bless_a saviour_n himself_o calv._n who_o teach_v as_o one_o have_v authority_n and_o not_o as_o the_o scribe_n with_o what_o power_n and_o pierce_v do_v our_o lord_n and_o master_n labour_n to_o open_v the_o eye_n search_v the_o heart_n and_o wound_v the_o conscience_n of_o his_o hearer_n to_o fit_v they_o for_o the_o gospel_n and_o his_o own_o dear_a heart_n blood_n see_v mat._n 5._o etc._n etc._n and_o 23._o and_o 25_o etc._n etc._n of_o john_n baptist_n who_o by_o the_o mightiness_n of_o his_o ministerial_a spirit_n accompany_v with_o extraordinary_a strength_n from_o heaven_n do_v strike_v through_o the_o heart_n of_o those_o that_o hear_v he_o with_o such_o astonishment_n about_o their_o spiritual_a state_n with_o such_o horror_n for_o their_o former_a way_n and_o fear_v of_o future_a vengeance_n that_o they_o come_v unto_o he_o thick_o and_o threefold_a as_o they_o say_v and_o the_o people_n ask_v he_o say_v what_o shall_v we_o do_v then_o then_o come_v also_o publican_n to_o be_v baptize_v and_o say_v unto_o he_o master_n what_o shall_v we_o do_v and_o the_o soldier_n likewise_o demand_v of_o he_o say_v and_o what_o shall_v we_o do_v luk._n 3.10.12.14_o of_o peter_n who_o act._n 2._o be_v now_o fresh_o inspire_v and_o illuminate_v from_o above_o with_o large_a and_o extraordinary_a effusion_n of_o the_o holy_a ghost_n shadow_v by_o cleave_a fiery_a tong_n in_o the_o very_a prime_n and_o flower_n
of_o his_o ministerial_a wisdom_n bend_v himselve_a to_o break_v the_o heart_n of_o his_o hearer_n among_o other_o pierce_a passage_n of_o his_o search_a sermon_n he_o tell_v they_o to_o their_o face_n they_o stand_v before_o he_o stain_v with_o the_o horrible_a guilt_n of_o the_o dear_a blood_n that_o ever_o be_v shed_v upon_o earth_n most_o worthy_a to_o have_v be_v gather_v up_o by_o the_o most_o glorious_a angel_n in_o vessel_n of_o gold_n that_o they_o have_v crucify_v and_o slay_v that_o just_a and_o holy_a one_o the_o lord_n of_o life_n iâ—sus_n of_o nazareth_n vers_fw-la 23._o and_o again_o at_o the_o close_a and_o conclusion_n vers_fw-la 36._o leaf_n the_o same_o bloody_a sting_n in_o their_o conscience_n which_o restles_o wrought_v and_o boil_v within_o they_o until_o it_o beget_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o compunction_n terror_n and_o tear_v of_o their_o heart_n with_o extreme_a amazement_n and_o anguish_n now_o when_o they_o hear_v this_o they_o be_v scap._n prick_v in_o their_o heart_n v_o 27._o whereupon_o they_o come_v cry_v unto_o peter_n and_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o apostle_n man_n and_o brethren_n what_o shall_v we_o do_v and_o so_o be_v seasonable_o lead_v by_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o apostle_n peccalorum_fw-la to_o believe_v on_o the_o name_n of_o jesus_n christ_n to_o lay_v hold_n upon_o the_o promise_n to_o repent_v evangelical_o they_o have_v the_o remission_n of_o sin_n seal_v unto_o they_o by_o baptism_n and_o be_v happy_o receive_v into_o the_o number_n of_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n who_o son_n they_o have_v so_o late_o slaughter_v of_o paul_n who_o though_o he_o stand_v as_o a_o prisoner_n at_o the_o bar_n and_o may_v perhaps_o by_o a_o general_a plausible_a discourse_n without_o pierce_v or_o particularise_v have_v insinuate_v into_o the_o affection_n and_o win_v the_o favour_n of_o his_o hearer_n who_o be_v to_o be_v his_o judge_n and_o so_o make_v way_n for_o his_o enlargement_n and_o particular_a welfare_n yet_o he_o for_o all_o this_o very_o resolute_o and_o unreserved_o cross_v and_o oppose_v their_o greedy_a lustful_a and_o careless_a humour_n with_o a_o right_a search_n terrify_a sermon_n of_o righteousness_n temperance_n and_o judgement_n to_o come_v act_n 24.24.25_o that_o unhappy_a felix_n be_v a_o fellow_n pollute_v with_o abominable_a adultery_n and_o very_o infamous_a for_o his_o cruel_a and_o covetous_a oppression_n and_o by_o consequent_a unapprehensive_a and_o fearless_a of_o that_o dreadful_a tribunal_n and_o the_o terror_n to_o come_v whereupon_o paul_n have_v learn_v in_o the_o school_n of_o christ_n not_o to_o apost_n fear_v any_o mortal_a man_n in_o the_o discharge_n of_o his_o ministry_n draw_v the_o sword_n of_o the_o spirit_n with_o undantednesse_n of_o spirit_n and_o strike_v present_o at_o the_o very_a face_n of_o those_o fearful_a sin_n which_o raâ—gned_v in_o his_o principal_a and_o most_o eminent_a hearer_n though_o he_o stand_v now_o before_o they_o in_o bond_n at_o their_o mercy_n and_o devotion_n as_o they_o say_v he_o shrewd_o ibid._n gall_v the_o conscience_n of_o that_o ibid._n great_a man_n agunt_fw-la by_o oppose_a righteousness_n to_o his_o brybe_a cruelty_n temperance_n to_o his_o adulterous_a impurity_n 20._o the_o dreadfulnes_n of_o judgement_n to_o come_v to_o his_o insolent_a lawless_a outrage_n &_o desperate_a security_n hâ—d_v paul_n address_v himself_o to_o have_v satisfy_v their_o curiosity_n as_o many_o a_o rise_n temporize_a treâ—char-chaplaine_n will_v have_v do_v very_o industrious_o and_o to_o entertain_v thâ—â—ime_n with_o a_o general_a discourse_n of_o the_o wonderful_a bâ—â—â—h_n 〈…〉_z christ_n now_o so_o much_o talk_v of_o 〈…〉_z in_o the_o world_n with_o â—_o please_a discovery_n only_o 〈…〉_z and_o glorious_a thing_n purâ—â—â—_n 〈…〉_z by_o his_o bloodshed_n not_o 〈…〉_z delight_n 〈…〉_z lust_n and_o other_o sin_n o_o then_o they_o have_v listen_v unto_o he_o with_o much_o acceptation_n and_o delight_n all_o thing_n have_v be_v carry_v fair_a and_o favourable_o paul_n have_v not_o be_v interrupt_v and_o so_o sudden_o silent_a nor_o felix_n so_o fright_v and_o distemper_v but_o this_o man_n of_o god_n knewfull_a well_o that_o that_o be_v not_o the_o way_n neither_o best_a for_o they_o nor_o for_o his_o master_n honour_n nor_o for_o the_o comfort_n of_o his_o own_o conscience_n and_o therefore_o he_o take_v a_o course_n to_o cause_v the_o tyrant_n tremble_v that_o thereby_o he_o may_v either_o be_v sit_v for_o christ_n which_o be_v best_a of_o all_o or_o at_o least_o make_v inexcusable_a but_o howsoever_o that_o in_o so_o do_v his_o duty_n may_v be_v discharge_v and_o soul_n deliver_v hold_v it_o farrre_v better_a that_o his_o body_n shall_v be_v in_o bond_n then_o his_o soul_n guilty_a of_o â—_o blood_n orthodox_a antiquity_n be_v of_o the_o same_o mind_n and_o for_o the_o same_o method_n 5â—_n austen_n that_o famous_a disputer_n in_o his_o time_n counsel_v to_o this_o purpose_n in_o this_o point_n i_o express_v the_o sense_n and_o sum_n and_o no_o more_o than_o may_v be_v collect_v and_o conclude_v from_o the_o place_n i_o will_v not_o ever_o tie_v myself_o grammatical_o and_o pedantical_o to_o the_o word_n precise_o and_o to_o render_v verbatim_o save_v only_o in_o some_o case_n as_o of_o controversy_n or_o some_o other_o such_o like_a necessity_n of_o more_o punctual_a quotation_n the_o conscience_n be_v not_o to_o be_v heal_v if_o it_o be_v not_o wound_v thou_o preach_v and_o presse_v the_o law_n commination_n the_o judgement_n to_o come_v and_o that_o with_o much_o earnestness_n and_o importunity_n he_o which_o hear_v if_o he_o be_v not_o terrify_v if_o he_o be_v not_o trouble_v be_v not_o to_o be_v comfort_v another_o hear_v be_v stir_v be_v stâ—ng_v take_v on_o extreme_o cure_v his_o contrition_n because_o he_o be_v cast_v down_o and_o confound_v in_o himself_o after_o that_o john_n baptist_n say_v 11._o chrysostome_n have_v thorough_o fright_v the_o mind_n of_o his_o hearer_n with_o the_o terror_n of_o judgement_n and_o expectation_n of_o torment_n and_o with_o the_o name_n of_o a_o axe_n and_o their_o rejection_n and_o entertainment_n of_o other_o child_n and_o by_o double_v the_o punishment_n to_o wit_n of_o be_v hew_v down_o and_o cast_v into_o the_o fire_n when_o he_o have_v thus_o every_o way_n tame_v and_o take_v down_o their_o stubbornness_n and_o from_o fear_n of_o so_o many_o evil_n have_v stir_v they_o up_o to_o a_o desire_n of_o deliverance_n then_o at_o length_n he_o make_v mention_n of_o christ._n god_n power_v not_o the_o oil_n of_o his_o mercy_n say_v contritum_fw-la bernard_n save_v into_o a_o break_a vessel_n so_o also_o be_v all_o our_o modern_a divine_n who_o be_v instruct_v unto_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n 12._o peter_n martyr_n magnify_v nathan_n method_n of_o preach_v and_o commend_v it_o to_o all_o the_o minister_n of_o god_n he_o first_o propose_v a_o parable_n as_o we_o do_v doctrine_n for_o the_o illumination_n and_o conviction_n of_o the_o understanding_n then_o he_o apply_v it_o more_o particular_o and_o to_o the_o present_n where_o he_o do_v notable_o exagitate_v and_o aggravate_v the_o sin_n by_o recount_v and_o oppose_a god_n extraordinary_a bounty_n and_o most_o merciful_a deal_n with_o david_n by_o the_o cause_n of_o it_o contempt_n of_o the_o lord_n commandment_n and_o dreadful_a thing_n ensue_v thence_o afterwards_o that_o he_o may_v strike_v the_o heart_n through_o with_o astonishment_n and_o dread_n he_o threaten_v terrible_o at_o last_o upon_o compunction_n and_o cry_v i_o have_v sin_v he_o sweet_o comfort_v and_o raise_v to_o the_o assurance_n of_o god_n favour_n again_o if_o this_o course_n must_v be_v take_v with_o relapsed_a christian_n why_o not_o much_o more_o with_o those_o who_o be_v stark_o dead_a in_o trespass_n and_o sin_n christ_n be_v promise_v to_o they_o alone_o say_v 6â—_n calvin_n who_o be_v humble_v and_o confound_v with_o sense_n of_o their_o own_o sin_n then_o be_v christ_n seasonable_o reveal_v faith_n 3._o musculus_fw-la when_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n be_v sound_o pierce_v by_o preach_v repentance_n be_v possess_v with_o a_o desire_n of_o his_o gracious_a righteousness_n the_o way_n to_o faith_n say_v 3.11_o beza_n be_v penitence_n legal_a compunction_n because_o sickness_n enforce_v man_n even_o unwilling_a to_o sly_a unto_o the_o physician_n man_n be_v ever_o to_o be_v prepare_v for_o the_o gospel_n by_o the_o preach_n of_o the_o law_n a_o sermon_n of_o the_o law_n say_v 45._o tilenus_n while_o he_o be_v yet_o orthodox_n must_v go_v before_o the_o doctrine_n of_o the_o gospel_n that_o the_o oil_n of_o mercy_n may_v be_v pour_v into_o a_o contrite_a vessel_n in_o our_o exhortation_n to_o follow_v christ_n say_v 8._o rolloc_n the_o mind_n of_o man_n be_v ever_o to_o be_v prepare_v with_o a_o sense_n of_o misery_n and_o their_o dark_a estate_n and_o afterward_o with_o a_o desire_n of_o enlargement_n and_o light_n it_o
there_o must_v be_v a_o three_o thing_n to_o take_v they_o to_o ourselves_o to_o believe_v they_o be_v we_o and_o there_o need_v a_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n for_o this_o for_o though_o the_o promise_n be_v never_o so_o clear_a yet_o have_v nothing_o but_o the_o promise_n you_o shall_v never_o be_v able_a to_o apply_v they_o to_o yourselves_o but_o when_o the_o holy_a ghost_n shall_v say_v christ_n be_v thou_o all_o these_o thing_n belong_v to_o thou_o and_o god_n be_v thy_o father_n when_o that_o shall_v witness_v to_o our_o spirit_n by_o a_o work_n of_o his_o own_o then_o shall_v we_o believe_v &_o c_o 39_o this_o be_v the_o order_n observe_v in_o our_o justification_n 1._o first_o there_o be_v a_o sight_n of_o our_o misery_n to_o which_o we_o be_v bring_v by_o the_o law_n 2._o second_o there_o be_v by_o the_o gospel_n a_o hold_v forth_o of_o christ_n as_o our_o redemption_n from_o sin_n and_o death_n 3._o three_o there_o be_v a_o work_n of_o faith_n in_o the_o heart_n to_o rest_v on_o christ_n as_o the_o ransom_n from_o sin_n and_o death_n now_o when_o a_o man_n be_v come_v hither_o he_o be_v true_o and_o real_o just_a 1._o we_o teach_v that_o in_o true_a conversion_n a_o man_n must_v be_v wound_v in_o his_o conscience_n by_o the_o sense_n of_o his_o sin_n his_o contrition_n must_v be_v compungent_fw-la and_o vehement_a bruise_a break_v rent_v the_o heart_n and_o feel_v she_o throw_v as_o a_o woman_n labour_v of_o child_n before_o the_o new-creature_n be_v bring_v forth_o or_o christ_n true_o form_v in_o he_o it_o be_v not_o do_v without_o bitterness_n of_o the_o soul_n without_o care_n indignation_n revenge_n 2._o cor._n 7.11_o but_o as_o some_o infant_n be_v bear_v with_o less_o pain_n to_o the_o mother_n and_o some_o with_o more_o so_o may_v the_o newman_n be_v regenerate_v in_o some_o with_o more_o in_o some_o with_o less_o anxiety_n of_o travel_n but_o sure_o grace_n be_v not_o infuse_v into_o the_o heart_n of_o any_o sinner_n except_o there_o be_v at_o 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refresh_v with_o that_o precious_a blood_n of_o his_o etc._n etc._n 6._o it_o be_v grow_v from_o appetite_n to_o 15._o endeavour_v from_o endeavour_n to_o action_n from_o action_n to_o habit_n from_o habit_n to_o some_o comfortable_a perfection_n and_o tallnesse_n in_o christ._n if_o it_o be_v quite_o quench_v and_o extingvish_v when_o the_o spiritual_a angvish_v and_o agony_n be_v over_o or_o stand_v at_o a_o stay_n never_o transcend_v the_o nature_n of_o a_o naked_a wish_n it_o be_v to_o be_v repute_v rootelesse_a heartless_a graceless_a there_o be_v christian_n that_o lie_v as_o yet_o as_o it_o be_v struggle_v in_o the_o womb_n of_o the_o church_n who_o for_o a_o time_n at_o the_o least_o live_v spiritual_o only_o by_o grieving_n and_o groan_n by_o hearty_a desire_n eager_a long_n &_o affectionate_a stir_n of_o spirit_n etc._n etc._n there_o be_v also_o babe_n in_o christ_n young_a man_n in_o christ_n strong_a man_n in_o christ_n 21.16_o old_a christian_n a_o perpetual_a infancy_n 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make_v it_o good_a unto_o i_o that_o call_v for_o ease_n and_o mercy_n at_o thy_o hand_n etc._n etc._n proportionable_o when_o heavy-heartednesse_n for_o sin_n have_v so_o dry_v up_o thy_o bone_n and_o the_o angry_a countenance_n of_o god_n so_o parch_v thy_o heart_n that_o thy_o poor_a soul_n begin_v to_o gasp_v for_o grace_n as_o the_o thirsty_a land_n for_o drop_n of_o rain_n thou_o may_v though_o dust_n and_o ash_n with_o a_o holy_a humility_n thus_o speak_v unto_o thy_o gracious_a god_n o_o merciful_a lord_n god_n thou_o be_v alpha_n and_o omega_n the_o beginning_n and_o the_o end_n thou_o say_v it_o be_v do_v of_o thing_n that_o be_v yet_o to_o come_v so_o faithful_a and_o true_a be_v thy_o decree_n and_o promise_n and_o thou_o have_v promise_v by_o thy_o own_o word_n out_o of_o thy_o own_o mouth_n 21.6_o that_o unto_o he_o that_o be_v athirst_a thou_o will_v give_v of_o the_o fountain_n of_o the_o water_n of_o life_n free_o o_o lord_n i_o thirst_v i_o faint_v i_o langvish_v i_o 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with_o the_o grievous_a representation_n thereof_o the_o very_a flame_n of_o hell_n lord_n the_o fury_n of_o thy_o just_a wrath_n the_o scorching_n of_o my_o own_o conscience_n have_v so_o waste_v and_o parch_v my_o heart_n that_o my_o thirst_n be_v insatiable_a my_o bowel_n be_v hot_a within_o i_o my_o desire_n after_o jesus_n christ_n pardon_n and_o grace_n be_v greedy_a as_o the_o grave_n the_o coal_n thereof_o be_v coal_n of_o fire_n which_o have_v a_o most_o vehement_a flame_n and_o lord_n in_o thy_o bless_a book_n thou_o call_v and_o cry_v 55.1_o ho_o every_o one_o that_o thirst_v come_v you_o to_o the_o water_n etc._n etc._n in_o that_o great_a day_n of_o the_o feast_n thou_o stand_v and_o cryede_v with_o thy_o own_o mouth_n 7.37_o say_v
christ_n call_v he_o and_o set_v to_o his_o seal_n that_o god_n be_v true_a which_o not_o to_o do_v shall_v ever_o be_v a_o unmannerly_a madness_n and_o wilful_a cruelty_n to_o a_o man_n own_o conscience_n he_o be_v then_o quite_o go_v out_o of_o his_o kingdom_n of_o darkness_n and_o a_o immortal_a soul_n be_v pull_v out_o of_o his_o hellish_a paw_n for_o ever_o this_o be_v the_o true_a reason_n why_o he_o so_o rage_v when_o he_o see_v a_o weary_a soul_n make_v towards_o jesus_n christ_n for_o rest_n i_o have_v often_o foretell_v you_o of_o satan_n method_n and_o malice_n in_o manage_v his_o temptation_n in_o this_o kind_n that_o be_v forewarn_v you_o may_v be_v fore-armed_n he_o plot_v first_o and_o prevail_v with_o most_o among_o we_o to_o keep_v they_o from_o terror_n and_o trouble_n for_o sin_n but_o if_o they_o be_v once_o happy_o wound_v that_o way_n than_o his_o next_o plot_n be_v to_o allay_v and_o take_v away_o the_o smart_n by_o outward_a mirth_n or_o daub_v and_o draw_v 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promise_n derogatory_n to_o the_o truth_n &_o tender-heartednes_a of_o jesus_n christ_n a_o unnecessary_a detainement_n of_o the_o soul_n in_o terror_n and_o only_o a_o gratification_n of_o that_o roar_a lion_n who_o trade_n be_v to_o tear_v soul_n in_o piece_n and_o torture_v they_o all_o he_o can_v for_o as_o soon_o as_o we_o be_v poor_a in_o spirit_n we_o be_v present_o bless_v mat._n 5.3_o as_o soon_o as_o we_o be_v weary_a of_o our_o sin_n the_o hand_n of_o christ_n be_v ready_a to_o take_v off_o the_o burden_n mat._n 11.28_o as_o soon_o as_o we_o thirst_v in_o the_o sense_n i_o have_v say_v the_o fountain_n of_o the_o water_n of_o life_n be_v set_v wide_o open_a unto_o we_o rev._n 21.6_o as_o soon_o as_o we_o have_v get_v contrite_a and_o humble_a spirit_n we_o become_v royal_a throne_n for_o the_o high_a and_o lofty_a one_o that_o inhabit_v eternity_n to_o dwell_v in_o for_o ever_o isa._n 57.15_o and_o now_o come_v and_o take_v abundant_o mighty_a argument_n and_o invincible_a 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delicious_a and_o ravish_a and_o why_o do_v thou_o refuse_v thou_o have_v a_o warrant_n infinite_o above_o all_o exception_n the_o lord_n of_o life_n keep_v open_a house_n for_o all_o that_o will_v come_v and_o thou_o know_v in_o thy_o own_o conscience_n and_o can_v not_o deny_v but_o that_o he_o have_v already_o ibid._n honour_v thou_o with_o that_o singular_a favour_n as_o to_o plant_v in_o thy_o soul_n a_o will_v this_o way_n with_o a_o witness_n as_o they_o say_v for_o what_o will_v thou_o not_o part_v with_o to_o have_v assurance_n of_o thy_o part_n in_o jesus_n christ_n what_o will_v thou_o not_o give_v if_o it_o may_v be_v buy_v to_o hear_v he_o speak_v peace_n unto_o thy_o soul_n and_o say_v sweet_o unto_o it_o i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n and_o therefore_o if_o thou_o come_v not_o in_o present_o and_o take_v the_o comfort_n of_o this_o precious_a place_n and_o promise_n set_v to_o thy_o seal_n that_o god_n be_v true_a consider_v by_o the_o premise_n whether_o thy_o terror_n 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grace_n be_v such_o as_o god_n never_o repent_v of_o or_o take_v away_o second_o his_o sanctify_a spirit_n which_o he_o give_v unto_o he_o three_o the_o habit_n of_o grace_n create_v in_o his_o heart_n by_o that_o bless_a spirit_n justification_n regeneration_n adoption_n four_o the_o feel_a exercise_n and_o act_n of_o those_o grace_n with_o many_o sweet_a and_o glorious_a refresh_n of_o spiritual_a joy_n spring_v thence_o the_o three_o first_o after_o we_o be_v once_o christ_n be_v we_o for_o ever_o tertium_fw-la the_o last_o may_v be_v suspend_v and_o surcease_v for_o a_o time_n 3._o by_o way_n of_o interpretation_n in_o the_o latter_a part_n of_o the_o verse_n he_o call_v the_o ibid._n creation_n of_o the_o grace_n of_o sanctification_n in_o his_o heart_n a_o renovation_n and_o raise_v thereof_o to_o the_o same_o degree_n wherein_o it_o be_v in_o former_a time_n 4._o he_o cry_v unto_o the_o lord_n not_o to_o take_v his_o holy_a spirit_n from_o he_o vers_fw-la 11._o and_o 50._o 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or_o may_v not_o befall_v the_o dear_a servant_n of_o god_n have_v happen_v unto_o thou_o for_o herein_o thou_o become_v conformable_a to_o as_o holy_a man_n as_o ever_o the_o world_n have_v job_n david_n heman_n 2._o luther_n etc._n etc._n nay_o to_o the_o son_n of_o god_n himself_o from_o who_o example_n and_o precedency_n let_v the_o christian_a even_o in_o the_o dark_a horror_n of_o a_o spiritual_a desertion_n when_o he_o be_v afraid_a lest_o god_n have_v forsake_v he_o fetch_v abundance_n of_o comfort_n and_o support_v out_o of_o such_o consideration_n as_o these_o 1._o christ_n himself_o be_v in_o the_o same_o case_n beside_o a_o numberless_a variety_n of_o most_o barbarous_a cruelty_n inflict_v upon_o his_o bless_a body_n by_o the_o merciless_a and_o implacable_a malice_n of_o the_o jew_n and_o by_o consequent_a sympathy_n upon_o his_o glorious_a soul_n he_o suffer_v also_o 13._o in_o soul_n immediate_o intolerable_a and_o save_v by_o himself_o unconquerable_a torment_n and_o 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quick_o pass_v thou_o be_v like_o thus_o to_o languish_v and_o lie_v in_o misery_n all_o thy_o life_n long_o the_o long_a thou_o live_v the_o large_a will_v be_v the_o score_n of_o thy_o sin_n and_o so_o thy_o torment_n in_o hell_n more_o horrible_a hereafter_o if_o it_o be_v once_o do_v it_o will_v appear_v to_o have_v be_v god_n decree_n and_o i_o hope_v thou_o will_v not_o oppose_v the_o accomplishment_n of_o that_o kill_v do_v what_o thou_o can_v thou_o will_v be_v damn_v when_o all_o be_v do_v etc._n etc._n now_o in_o this_o case_n if_o thou_o debate_v the_o matter_n with_o the_o devil_n and_o begin_v to_o confer_v thou_o be_v like_a enough_o to_o be_v more_o and_o more_o confound_v and_o entangle_v with_o inextricable_a astonishment_n and_o danger_n to_o be_v utter_o undo_v and_o sudden_o blow_v up_o by_o the_o mine_n of_o his_o soule-murdering_a sophistry_n but_o if_o according_a to_o the_o precedency_n and_o practice_v of_o thy_o lord_n &_o master_n who_o have_v begin_v unto_o thou_o in_o this_o bitter_a cup_n be_v afflict_v in_o all_o thy_o affliction_n and_o ever_o stand_v by_o thou_o as_o a_o victorious_a commander_n and_o conqueror_n in_o all_o such_o assault_n first_o abominate_a and_o beat_v back_o this_o base_a and_o bloody_a motion_n with_o infinite_a indignation_n and_o loathe_n avaunt_o satan_n and_o then_o immediate_o lie_v hold_v on_o the_o sword_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o keep_v he_o at_o the_o point_n of_o it_o and_o then_o assure_o all_o the_o devil_n in_o hell_n can_v hurt_v thou_o tell_v he_o that_o against_o his_o vile_a and_o villainous_a suggestion_n and_o all_o the_o subtlety_n and_o sophistry_n with_o which_o he_o second_v it_o this_o be_v thy_o only_a answer_n even_o the_o precise_a holy_a and_o everlasting_a countermand_n of_o he_o and_o thy_o creator_n the_o mighty_a lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n thou_o shall_v not_o kill_v now_o if_o it_o be_v a_o crimson_a and_o cry_v sin_n the_o most_o deadly_a opposite_a and_o desperate_a cutthroat_n of_o charity_n to_o kill_v a_o other_o and_o fasten_v such_o a_o deep_a and_o inexpiable_a stain_n upon_o the_o face_n of_o a_o whole_a kingdom_n that_o it_o can_v be_v raze_v out_o 35.33_o but_o by_o the_o blood_n of_o he_o that_o shed_v it_o how_o execrable_a and_o heinous_a then_o be_v this_o and_o what_o depth_n of_o hell_n and_o height_n of_o horror_n do_v that_o abhor_a miscreant_n deserve_v and_o may_v expect_v who_o make_v away_o himself_o for_o the_o rule_n of_o charity_n whereby_o we_o love_v one_o another_o be_v proportion_v by_o that_o charity_n whereby_o a_o man_n love_v himself_o if_o the_o devil_n be_v able_a to_o dissolve_v and_o disannul_v the_o most_o absolute_a perfect_a and_o just_a law_n of_o the_o most_o high_a who_o though_o all_o other_o thing_n beside_o be_v something_o in_o possibility_n which_o as_o yet_o they_o be_v not_o in_o act_n yet_o himself_o be_v actual_o and_o everlasting_o whatsoever_o he_o may_v be_v and_o can_v hereafter_o be_v that_o which_o now_o he_o be_v not_o and_o so_o by_o consequent_a be_v with_o out_o all_o variableness_n or_o shadow_n of_o turn_v i_o say_v if_o the_o prince_n of_o darkness_n can_v reverse_v this_o law_n of_o the_o father_n of_o light_n thou_o shall_v not_o murder_v thou_o may_v well_o say_v thou_o will_v then_o think_v of_o a_o other_o answer_n but_o till_o that_o be_v which_o be_v more_o then_o infinite_o impossible_a ever_o to_o come_v to_o pass_v thou_o will_v rather_o lie_v in_o the_o misery_n of_o hell_n upon_o earth_n which_o indeed_o be_v incomparable_o better_a then_o break_v god_n bless_a law_n go_v down_o into_o the_o grave_n in_o a_o bloody_a coffin_n make_v by_o thy_o own_o hand_n only_o at_o the_o devil_n bid_n can_v this_o madness_n ever_o be_v match_v for_o a_o man_n beside_o selfe-severing_a the_o soul_n from_o his_o body_n before_o the_o time_n by_o a_o more_o heinous_a and_o unnatural_a villainy_n then_o murder_v of_o his_o own_o father_n for_o every_o man_n be_v natural_o next_o unto_o himself_o and_o send_v it_o sudden_o all_o goare-blood_n by_o become_v his_o own_o butcher_n and_o hangman_n unto_o the_o dreadful_a tribunal_n of_o the_o all-powerfull_a god_n the_o most_o certain_a and_o severe_a revenger_n of_o all_o bloodshed_n to_o bring_v also_o abundance_n of_o unnecessary_a shame_n grief_n and_o hopeless_a mourning_n upon_o friend_n kindred_n husband_n child_n parent_n a_o reproachful_a stain_n and_o brand_n upon_o house_n name_n burial_n posterity_n etc._n etc._n and_o that_o mere_o at_o the_o instance_n and_o upon_o the_o most_o absurd_a ridiculous_a and_o senseless_a suggestion_n of_o the_o arch-murtherer_n thy_o mortal_a and_o immortal_a enemy_n against_o sense_n reason_n nature_n religion_n scripture_n god_n direct_a command_n to_o the_o contrary_a even_o heathen_a philosophy_n heaven_n and_o earth_n 6._o avoid_v idleness_n solitariness_n and_o too_o much_o secrecy_n three_o main_a advantage_n for_o the_o adversary_n which_o
true_a some_o one_o or_o two_o of_o a_o thousand_o and_o ten_o thousand_o that_o have_v how_o then_o shall_v we_o not_o therefore_o follow_v our_o instruction_n and_o seek_v he_o before_o some_z going_z a_o journey_n have_v sound_v a_o purse_n by_o the_o way_n it_o be_v mad_a counsel_n to_o advise_v we_o to_o leave_v oâ—â—_n money_n behind_o upon_o hope_n of_o like_a hap_n in_o we_o etc._n etc._n winchester_n serm._n pag._n 180._o si_fw-mi mille_fw-la homines_fw-la perussent_fw-fr ex_fw-la cibi_fw-la aliâ—uius_fw-la â—enenali_fw-la perceptione_n uno_fw-la duntoxat_fw-la miraculose_a servito_fw-la 〈◊〉_d cibum_fw-la illum_fw-la gustares_fw-la harmon_n evang._n cap._n 15._o pag._n 18â—_n 18â—_n we_o digest_v not_o they_o that_o call_v on_o we_o for_o the_o seek_n of_o god_n but_o seek_v ourselves_o as_o the_o apostle_n speak_v magistros_fw-la secundum_fw-la desideria_fw-la that_o may_v entertain_v we_o with_o speculation_n of_o what_o may_v be_v do_v by_o miracle_n at_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n that_o may_v give_v we_o day_n &_o elbowroom_n enough_o to_o seek_v other_o thing_n and_o to_o shrink_v up_o his_o seek_n into_o a_o narrow_a time_n at_o our_o end_n and_o tell_v we_o time_n enough_o then_o winchester_n sermon_n pag._n 179._o 179._o dyke_n upon_o repentance_n cap._n 17._o 17._o inebriatus_fw-la es_fw-la ventri_fw-la indulsisti_fw-la rapuisti_fw-la siste_v iam_fw-la gradum_fw-la verte_z te_z in_o diversum_fw-la conficere_fw-la deo_fw-la gratiam_fw-la quòd_fw-la non_fw-la in_o medijs_fw-la peccatis_fw-la te_fw-la abstulit_fw-la ne_fw-la quaere_fw-la aliud_fw-la privilegium_fw-la ut_fw-la malè_fw-la opereris_fw-la multi_fw-la quum_fw-la iam_fw-la alijs_fw-la dimnum_fw-la fraudulentèr_fw-la facerent_fw-la subitò_fw-la periérunt_fw-la &_o ad_fw-la manifestum_fw-la iudicium_fw-la abiérunt_fw-la time_n ne_fw-fr &_o in_fw-la hoc_fw-la patiare_fw-la inexcusabilis_fw-la sed_fw-la multis_fw-la inquis_fw-la dedit_fw-la deus_fw-la hoc_fw-la privelegium_fw-la ut_fw-la in_o ultimâ_fw-la senectâ_fw-la consiterentur_fw-la quid_fw-la igitur_fw-la an_fw-mi tibi_fw-la quoque_fw-la concedet_fw-la concedet_fw-la fortasse_fw-la inquis_fw-la quidais_n sortasse_fw-la &_o interdum_fw-la etc._n etc._n cogita_fw-la quòd_fw-la &_o dâ—_n animâ_fw-la deliberas_fw-la proinde_fw-la etiam_fw-la de_fw-la contrario_fw-la cogita_fw-la &_o dic_fw-la quid_fw-la autem_fw-la si_fw-la non_fw-la det_fw-la etc._n etc._n tuni_fw-la bellum_fw-la egressus_fw-la non_fw-la dicis_fw-la non_fw-la est_fw-la opus_fw-la ut_fw-la testamentum_fw-la condam_fw-la fortassis_fw-la redibo_fw-la neque_fw-la de_fw-la nuptijs_fw-la deliberans_fw-la dices_fw-la vxorem_fw-la egentem_fw-la accipiam_fw-la multi_fw-la enim_fw-la &_o sic_fw-la praeter_fw-la spem_fw-la ditati_fw-la sunt_fw-la neque_fw-la domum_fw-la extruens_fw-la subijciam_fw-la fundamenta_fw-la putria_fw-la multae_fw-la enim_fw-la &_o sic_fw-la constitére_n domus_fw-la de_fw-fr anima_fw-la autem_fw-la agens_fw-la apprehendis_fw-la magis_fw-la putria_fw-la dicens_fw-la fortassis_fw-la &_o sapiùs_fw-la â—venit_fw-la &_o contingit_fw-la aliquando_fw-la téque_fw-la incertis_fw-la tradis_fw-la chrysost._n hom._n 22._o in_o 2._o ad_fw-la cor._n 10._o 10._o tempore_fw-la mortes_fw-la sâ—eviùs_fw-la maiorÃque_fw-la dolo_fw-la â—entat_fw-la &_o consligit_fw-la sâ—â—ens_fw-la si_fw-la tunc_fw-la defecerit_fw-la penitùs_fw-la se_fw-la frustratum_fw-la gerson_n de_fw-fr temptationibus_fw-la diver_n diver_n job_n 14.14_o 14.14_o repentinam_fw-la &_o insperatam_fw-la corum_fw-la mortem_fw-la quâ_fw-la opprimantur_fw-la innuit_fw-la merc._n in_o loc._n elevati_fw-la sunt_fw-la ad_fw-la modicum_fw-la &_o non_fw-la subsistent_n iniquorum_fw-la potentia_fw-la â—oeni_fw-la â—loribus_fw-la comparatur_fw-la quia_fw-la nimirùm_fw-la carnalis_fw-la gloria_fw-la dum_fw-la nitet_fw-la cadit_fw-la dum_fw-la apudse_fw-la extollitur_fw-la repentino_fw-it intercepta_fw-la sine_fw-la terminatur_fw-la sic_fw-la aurarum_fw-la statu_fw-la in_o altum_fw-la stipula_fw-la rapitur_fw-la sed_fw-la casu_fw-la concito_fw-la adima_fw-la revocatur_fw-la sic_fw-la ad_fw-la nubila_fw-la sumus_fw-la attollitur_fw-la sed_fw-la repentè_fw-fr in_fw-la nihilum_fw-la tumâ—scendo_fw-la dissipatur_fw-la sic_fw-la ab_fw-la insimis_fw-la nebula_fw-la descendendo_fw-la se_fw-la erigit_fw-la sed_fw-la exortus_fw-la hanc_fw-la solis_fw-la radius_fw-la ac_fw-la si_fw-la non_fw-la suerit_fw-la abstergit_fw-la sic_fw-la in_o herbarum_fw-la supersicie_fw-la noctâ—rni_fw-la roris_fw-la humour_n aspergitur_fw-la sed_fw-la diurni_fw-la luminis_fw-la subito_fw-la calore_fw-la siâ—catur_fw-la sic_fw-la spumosae_fw-la aquarum_fw-la bullae_fw-la inchoantibus_fw-la pluvijs_fw-la excitaâ—ae_fw-la abintimis_fw-la certatim_fw-la prodeunt_fw-la sedeò_fw-la celeruis_fw-la diruptae_fw-la depereunt_fw-la quò_fw-la instatae_fw-la citiùs_fw-la extenduntur_fw-la cumque_fw-la excrescunt_fw-la ut_fw-la appareant_fw-la cresâ—endo_fw-la peragunt_fw-la ne_fw-la subsistant_fw-la gregor_n ibid._n ibid._n nemo_fw-la nec_fw-la post_fw-la centum_fw-la peccata_fw-la nec_fw-la post_fw-la misle_n crimina_fw-la de_fw-la misericordiâ_fw-la divinâ_fw-la desperet_fw-la sic_fw-la tamen_fw-la non_fw-la desperet_fw-la ut_fw-la since_o ullâ_fw-la morâ_fw-la deum_fw-la sibi_fw-la repropitiari_fw-la festinet_fw-la ne_fw-la fortè_fw-la si_fw-la consuetudinem_fw-la fecerit_fw-la etiam_fw-la sivelit_fw-la de_fw-la diabolilaqueis_fw-la liberari_fw-la non_fw-la possit_fw-la august_n de_fw-fr tâ—mpore_fw-la serm._n 58._o 58._o viste_n de_fw-fr dubio_fw-la liberare_fw-la vis_fw-la quod_fw-la incertum_fw-la est_fw-la evadere_fw-la age_fw-la pâ—â—nitentiam_fw-la dum_fw-la sanus_fw-la es_fw-la sienimagis_n veram_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la dum_fw-la sanuse_n &_o invenerit_fw-la te_fw-la novissimus_fw-la dies_fw-la securus_fw-la es_fw-la ergo_fw-la cur_n ut_fw-la reconcilieris_fw-la si_fw-la sic_fw-la age_n securus_fw-la es_fw-la quare_fw-la securus_fw-la es_fw-la quâ—â—_n egisti_fw-la poenitentiameo_fw-la tempore_fw-la quo_fw-la &_o peccare_fw-la potuisti_fw-la sâ—_n autem_fw-la vis_fw-la agere_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la ipsam_fw-la tunc_fw-la quando_fw-la peccare_fw-la non_fw-la potes_fw-la peccata_fw-la te_fw-la dimiserunt_fw-la non_fw-la tu_fw-la illa_fw-la august_n tom._n 10._o de_fw-fr veer_fw-la poenitentibus_fw-la hom._n 41._o ex_fw-la 50._o ambros_n exhort_v ad_fw-la porniâ—ent_fw-la porniâ—ent_fw-la this_o time_n be_v the_o time_n when_o all_o hypocrite_n atheist_n tag_n and_o rag_n come_v in_o and_o seek_v he_o in_o a_o sort_n and_o shall_v not_o we_o be_v confound_v to_o see_v ourselves_o in_o their_o number_n winchester_n serm._n pag._n 181._o 181._o what_o be_v our_o seek_v they_o be_v it_o not_o to_o lie_v still_o on_o our_o bed_n and_o suffer_v a_o few_o word_n to_o be_v speak_v in_o our_o ear_n have_v a_o little_a opiate_n divinity_n minister_v to_o our_o soul_n and_o so_o send_v away_o winchester_n sermon_n pag._n 181._o be_v this_o it_o will_v we_o then_o seek_v he_o when_o we_o be_v not_o in_o case_n to_o seek_v any_o thing_n else_o will_v we_o turn_v to_o he_o then_o when_o we_o be_v not_o able_a to_o turn_v ourselves_o in_o our_o bed_n or_o rise_v early_o to_o seek_v he_o when_o we_o be_v not_o able_a to_o rise_v at_o all_o or_o inquire_v after_o he_o when_o our_o breath_n fail_v we_o and_o we_o be_v not_o able_a to_o speak_v three_o word_n together_o no_o hour_n but_o the_o hour_n of_o death_n no_o time_n but_o when_o he_o take_v time_n from_o we_o idem_fw-la ibid._n pag._n 180._o 180._o oportet_fw-la dei_fw-la sacerdotem_fw-la non_fw-la obsequijs_fw-la decipientibus_fw-la faâ—ere_fw-la sed_fw-la remedijs_fw-la salutaribus_fw-la providere_fw-la imperitus_fw-la est_fw-la medice_fw-la qui_fw-la tumentes_fw-la vulnerum_fw-la sinus_fw-la manu_fw-la parcente_fw-la contrectaâ—_n &_o in_o altis_fw-la recessibus_fw-la viscerum_fw-la virus_fw-la inclusum_fw-la dum_fw-la seruat_fw-la exaggerate_v aperâ—endum_fw-la vulnus_fw-la est_fw-la &_o secandum_fw-la &_o putaminibus_fw-la amputatis_fw-la mâ—delâ_fw-la sortiore_fw-la curandum_fw-la vociseretur_fw-la &_o clamet_fw-la licâ—t_fw-la &_o conqueratur_fw-la aeger_fw-la impatiens_fw-la per_fw-la dolorem_fw-la gratias_fw-la agit_fw-fr postmodum_fw-la cum_fw-la senserit_fw-la sanitatem_fw-la cyprian_n de_fw-fr lapsis_fw-la medice_fw-la crudelit_fw-la est_fw-la qui_fw-la exaudit_fw-la hominem_fw-la &_o parcit_fw-la vulneri_fw-la &_o putredini_fw-la august_n in_o psal._n 34._o soothe_v preacher_n be_v like_o unskilful_a surgeon_n who_o soft_o touch_v the_o wound_n on_o the_o outside_n thereby_o make_v it_o to_o fester_v the_o more_o dangerous_o in_o the_o inside_n who_o observe_v not_o that_o the_o smooth_a tongue_n of_o the_o preacher_n make_v a_o impostume_a heart_n of_o the_o hearer_n squire_n in_o his_o assize_n sermon_n pag._n 12._o out_o of_o cyprian_a cyprian_a the_o true_a minister_n of_o christ_n never_o cure_v and_o comfort_v the_o sick_a hasty_o as_o wizard_n and_o impostor_n do_v greenham_n have_v to_o deal_v with_o divers_a humble_a conscience_n he_o will_v mislike_v they_o that_o will_v not_o abide_v to_o tarry_v the_o lord_n leisure_n but_o they_o must_v needs_o be_v help_v at_o once_o even_o by_o and_o by_o as_o soon_o as_o they_o hear_v he_o speak_v or_o else_o they_o will_v then_o think_v far_o worse_o of_o he_o then_o ever_o before_o notwithstanding_o the_o good_a opinion_n conceive_v of_o he_o for_o beside_o he_o that_o believe_v make_v not_o haste_n this_o be_v a_o come_n rather_o as_o it_o be_v to_o a_o magician_n who_o by_o a_o incantation_n of_o word_n make_v silly_a soul_n look_v for_o health_n then_o to_o a_o minister_n of_o god_n etc._n etc._n in_o his_o grave_a counsel_n and_o godly_a observation_n pag._n 5._o 5._o greenham_n in_o his_o treatise_n for_o a_o afflict_a conscience_n pag._n 136._o 136._o for_o i_o own_o part_n say_v hooker_n i_o think_v calvin_n incomparable_o the_o wise_a man_n that_o ever_o the_o french_a church_n do_v
enjoy_v since_o the_o hour_n it_o enjoy_v he_o in_o his_o preface_n pag._n 3._o though_o thousand_o be_v debtor_n to_o he_o as_o touch_v divine_a knowledge_n yet_o he_o to_o none_o but_o only_o to_o god_n the_o author_n of_o that_o most_o bless_a fountain_n the_o book_n of_o life_n and_o of_o the_o admirable_a dexterity_n of_o wit_n together_o with_o the_o help_n of_o other_o learning_n which_o be_v his_o guide_n ibid._n we_o shall_v be_v injurious_a unto_o virtue_n itself_o if_o we_o do_v derogate_v from_o they_o who_o their_o industry_n have_v make_v great_a two_o thing_n of_o principal_a moment_n there_o be_v which_o have_v deserve_o procure_v he_o honour_n throughout_o the_o world_n the_o one_o his_o exceed_a pain_n in_o compose_v the_o institution_n of_o christian_a religion_n the_o other_o his_o no_o less_o industrious_a travail_n for_o exposition_n of_o holy_a scripture_n in_o which_o two_o thing_n whosoever_o they_o be_v that_o after_o he_o bestow_v their_o labour_n he_o gain_v the_o advantage_n of_o prejudice_n against_o they_o if_o they_o gainsaid_a and_o of_o glory_n above_o they_o if_o they_o consent_v ibid._n pag._n 9_o the_o more_o learned_a and_o holy_a any_o divine_a be_v the_o more_o hearty_o he_o subscribe_v to_o paulus_n thurias_fw-la his_o true_a censure_n of_o his_o institution_n praeter_fw-la apostolicas_fw-la post_fw-la christi_fw-la tempora_fw-la chartas_fw-la huic_fw-la peperereliâ—râ—saeculae_fw-la nulla_fw-la parem_fw-la beside_o the_o holy_a writ_n no_o book_n be_v like_a to_o it_o or_o no_o age_n since_o christ_n bring_v forth_o a_o book_n of_o so_o great_a worth_n no_o marvel_n then_o that_o a_o learned_a bishop_n of_o london_n in_o queen_n elizabeth_n time_n begin_v his_o speech_n thus_o against_o a_o lewd_a fellow_n which_o have_v rail_v against_o calvinâ—_n quod_fw-la dixisti_fw-la in_o virâ—m_fw-la dei_fw-la calvinum_fw-la tuo_fw-la sanguine_fw-la non_fw-la potet_fw-la redimere_fw-la etc._n etc._n etc._n sit_fw-la igitur_fw-la hic_fw-la primus_fw-la poenitâ—tiae_fw-la gradus_fw-la dum_fw-la homines_fw-la sentiunt_fw-la quam_fw-la gravitèr_fw-la deliquerint_fw-la illic_fw-la non_fw-la statim_fw-la curandus_fw-la est_fw-la doler_n quemadmodum_fw-la impostoâ—es_fw-la deliniunt_fw-la conscientias_fw-la ita_fw-la ut_fw-la sihi_fw-la indulgeant_fw-la &_o see_v â—allant_a inaâ—iâ—us_fw-la blanditijs_fw-la medice_fw-la enim_fw-la non_fw-la statim_fw-la lâ—niet_fw-la dolorem_fw-la sed_fw-la videbit_fw-la quid_fw-la magis_fw-la expediat_fw-la fortè_fw-la magis_fw-la augebit_fw-la quia_fw-la necessaria_fw-la erit_fw-la acrior_fw-la purgatio_fw-la sic_fw-la etiam_fw-la faciunt_fw-la prophetae_fw-la dei_fw-la quum_fw-la vident_fw-la trepidas_fw-la conscientias_fw-la non_fw-la statìm_fw-la adhibent_fw-la blandas_fw-la consoâ—â—â—tones_n sed_fw-la potiùs_fw-la ostendunt_fw-la non_fw-la esse_fw-la ludendum_fw-la cum_fw-la deo_fw-la &_o solicitant_fw-la sponte_fw-la currentes_fw-la ut_fw-la sibi_fw-la proponant_fw-la terribile_fw-la dei_fw-la iudicium_fw-la quò_fw-la magis_fw-la ac_fw-la magis_fw-la humilientur_fw-la calvin_n in_o joel_n cap._n 2._o 2._o master_n rogers_n of_o dedham_n doctrine_n of_o faith_n pag._n 108.109.110.111_o 108.109.110.111_o in_o his_o expos._n upon_o psal._n 32._o pag._n 5._o 5._o as_o in_o the_o work_n of_o creation_n so_o in_o the_o work_n of_o redemption_n god_n will_v have_v the_o praise_n of_o all_o his_o attribute_n he_o be_v much_o honour_v when_o they_o be_v acknowledge_v to_o be_v in_o he_o in_o high_a perfection_n and_o their_o infiniteness_n and_o excellency_n admire_v and_o magnify_v in_o the_o former_a there_o appear_v glorious_o his_o infinite_a wisdom_n goodness_n power_n justice_n mercy_n etc._n etc._n â—nd_v yet_o in_o the_o work_n of_o redemption_n which_o be_v the_o great_a they_o seem_v â—o_o shine_v with_o more_o â—â—eetnesse_n amiableness_n and_o excellency_n 〈◊〉_d in_o it_o appear_v all_o the_o treasure_n of_o wisdom_n and_o knowledge_n etc._n etc._n and_o in_o convey_v it_o to_o the_o church_n first_o his_o wisdom_n there_o appear_v infinite_a wisdom_n in_o find_v out_o such_o a_o mean_n for_o the_o redemption_n of_o mankind_n as_o no_o â—â—eated_a understanding_n can_v possible_o imagine_v or_o 〈◊〉_d of_o second_o 〈◊〉_d immeasurable_o sweet_a and_o admirable_a in_o not_o spare_v his_o own_o son_n the_o son_n of_o his_o love_n that_o he_o may_v spare_v we_o who_o have_v so_o grievous_o transgress_v against_o he_o three_o his_o justice_n in_o its_o high_a excellency_n in_o spaâ—ing_v we_o not_o to_o spare_v his_o own_a only_a son_n lay_v as_o it_o be_v his_o head_n upon_o the_o block_n and_o chap_a it_o off_o rent_v and_o â—eaâ—ing_v that_o bless_a body_n even_o as_o the_o veil_n of_o the_o temple_n be_v rend_v and_o make_v his_o soul_n a_o offer_n for_o sin_n etc._n etc._n this_o be_v the_o perfection_n of_o justice._n justice._n a_o man_n who_o otherwise_o will_v not_o cry_v nor_o shed_v a_o tear_n for_o any_o thing_n despise_v death_n and_o will_v not_o fear_v to_o meet_v a_o host_n of_o man_n i_o say_v such_o a_o one_o now_o have_v at_o the_o last_o instant_n a_o pardon_n bring_v from_o the_o king_n it_o work_v wonderful_o upon_o he_o and_o will_v cause_v softness_n of_o heart_n and_o tear_n to_o come_v many_o time_n where_o nothing_o else_o can_v he_o be_v so_o strike_v with_o admiration_n of_o so_o great_a mercy_n so_o sweet_a and_o seasonable_a in_o such_o a_o extremity_n that_o i_o stand_v amaze_v and_o know_v not_o what_o to_o say_v but_o many_o time_n fall_v a_o weep_a partly_o for_o joy_n of_o his_o deliverance_n and_o partly_o also_o out_o of_o indignation_n against_o himself_o for_o his_o barbarous_a behaviour_n towards_o so_o pitiful_a a_o prince_n this_o be_v to_o be_v see_v in_o some_o great_a man_n at_o the_o begin_n of_o king_n james_n his_o reign_n condemn_v for_o treason_n and_o pardon_v at_o the_o block_n block_n exaudime_fw-la domine_fw-la quoniam_fw-la suaviâ—_fw-la est_fw-la misericordia_fw-la tua_fw-la tantundem_fw-la valet_fw-la ac_fw-la si_fw-la dixisset_fw-la i_o be_o noli_fw-la differre_fw-la exauditionem_fw-la in_fw-la taâ—t_fw-la â_fw-la tribulatiâ—ne_fw-la sun_n ut_fw-la suavis_fw-la mihi_fw-la sit_fw-la misericordia_fw-la tua_fw-la ad_fw-la hoc_fw-la enim_fw-la subvenire_fw-la differebas_fw-la ut_fw-la mibi_fw-la dulce_fw-la esset_fw-la quòd_fw-la subveniebas_fw-la august_n concione_n 2._o in_o psal._n 68_o luke_n 8.43_o 8.43_o christus_fw-la â—oâ—ine_fw-la instatâ—m_fw-la terret_fw-la comminatiove_n exclusionis_fw-la è_fw-la regne_n coelorum_fw-la nam_fw-la qui_fw-la nondùm_fw-la conversi_fw-la sunt_fw-la ad_fw-la inferos_fw-la iam_fw-la priviâ—â—_n detrudendi_fw-la sunt_fw-la ad_fw-la hoc_fw-la ut_fw-la inspectâ_fw-la poenâ_fw-la peccati_fw-la discant_fw-la ab_fw-la co_fw-la abhorrere_fw-la quo_fw-la tempore_fw-la naturâ_fw-la sese_fw-la oblectate_v rolloc_n in_o johan._n cap._n 3._o pag._n 133._o 133._o dike_n of_o repentance_n cap._n 2._o 2._o quando_fw-la peccati_fw-la quod_fw-la divinae_fw-la legis_fw-la est_fw-la violatio_fw-la conseâ—â—ntia_fw-la stimulamur_fw-la atque_fw-la convincimur_fw-la intelligimusque_fw-la nos_fw-la per_fw-la peccatum_fw-la in_o execrationem_fw-la acerbissimum_fw-la odium_fw-la gravissiâ—â—amque_fw-la divini_fw-la numinis_fw-la offensiontem_fw-la atque_fw-la indignationem_fw-la incurrisse_fw-la mercedemque_fw-la atque_fw-la stipendium_fw-la quod_fw-la peccatum_fw-la meretur_fw-la esse_fw-la ut_fw-la non_fw-la solùm_fw-la omnibus_fw-la calamitatibus_fw-la atque_fw-la miserijs_fw-la ruin_n aquavitae_fw-la morbisque_fw-la &_o morte_fw-la corporis_fw-la afficâ—amur_fw-la verum_fw-la etiam_fw-la ut_fw-la damnatiâ—â—e_fw-la atque_fw-la interitu_fw-la sempiterno_fw-la mulitemur_fw-la simul_fw-la atque_fw-la ex_fw-la lege_fw-la agnoscimus_fw-la nos_fw-la per_fw-la peccatum_fw-la in_o â—unc_fw-la condemnatorâ—m_fw-la statum_fw-la quo_fw-la nibiltetrius_fw-la cogitari_fw-la potest_fw-la pervenisse_fw-la toto_fw-la pectore_fw-la totâ_fw-la mente_fw-la toto_fw-la cord_n animo_fw-la que_fw-la cohorremus_fw-la &_o contremiscimus_fw-la atque_fw-la ita_fw-la ut_fw-la casum_fw-la nostrum_fw-la salutariter_fw-la doleamus_fw-la &_o ut_fw-la nosmet_fw-la nostri_fw-la poeniâ—eat_fw-la lex_fw-la efficit_fw-la impellÃtque_fw-la ut_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la veniam_fw-la iustitiam_fw-la &_o vitam_fw-la sempiternam_fw-la quae_fw-la ex_fw-la lege_fw-la adipisci_fw-la non_fw-la possumus_fw-la a_fw-la christo_fw-la servatore_fw-la tantùm_fw-la &_o per_fw-la christum_fw-la expetamus_fw-la &_o expectemus_fw-la alex._n nowellus_fw-la inst._n christian._n pietatis_fw-la de_fw-fr legis_fw-la usu_fw-la hoc_fw-la loco_fw-la docent_fw-la poenitentiam_fw-la esse_fw-la quae_fw-la ex_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la &_o irae_fw-la divinae_fw-la agnitione_n nascitur_fw-la quae_fw-la per_fw-la legem_fw-la dei_fw-la primum_fw-la dolores_fw-la &_o terrorem_fw-la conscientiae_fw-la incutiat_fw-la scilicet_fw-la cum_fw-la verbo_fw-la dei_fw-la intâ—s_fw-la argu_n untor_n peccata_fw-la &_o redditur_fw-la mens_fw-la malè_fw-la conscia_fw-la sibi_fw-la inquieta_fw-la praetristâ—s_fw-la &_o desperabunda_fw-la cor_fw-la anxium_fw-la confractum_fw-la &_o pavidum_fw-la ut_fw-la homo_fw-la per_fw-la se_fw-la nullâre_fw-la prorsùs_fw-la erigi_fw-la possit_fw-la aut_fw-la consolationem_fw-la nancisci_fw-la sed_fw-la totus_fw-la afflictissimus_fw-la est_fw-la spiritu_fw-la deiecto_fw-la ac_fw-la trepidante_fw-la &_o ingenti_fw-la â—orrore_fw-la concussus_fw-la à _fw-la conspectuirae_fw-la dei_fw-la etc._n etc._n súnt_fw-la que_fw-la sic_fw-la affectis_fw-la divinae_fw-la promissiones_fw-la 〈◊〉_d etc._n etc._n harmon_n confess_v p._n 2._o bohaemica_fw-la confess_v art_n 5._o pag._n 240._o 240._o i_o grant_v the_o lord_n who_o be_v the_o most_o free_a agent_n take_v liberty_n and_o work_n as_o it_o please_v he_o and_o there_o be_v odds_n
at_o poenae_fw-la animae_fw-la erant_fw-la à _fw-la nobis_fw-la commeritae_fw-la ergo_fw-la poenae_fw-la animae_fw-la christus_fw-la toleravit_fw-la certè_fw-la antequam_fw-la corpus_fw-la pateretur_fw-la christus_fw-la ipse_fw-la testabatur_fw-la svam_fw-la animam_fw-la esse_fw-la perturbatam_fw-la &_o quidem_fw-la usque_fw-la ad_fw-la mortem_fw-la chamier_n that_o great_a glory_n of_o france_n and_o the_o whole_a christian_a world_n in_o who_o hand_n bellarmine_n that_o goliath_n of_o rome_n be_v but_o a_o very_a child_n tom._n 2._o lib._n 5._o cap._n 12._o quis_fw-la tam_fw-la caecus_fw-la ut_fw-la nunc_fw-la saltem_fw-la non_fw-la videat_fw-la huius_fw-la argumenti_fw-la certitudinem_fw-la si_fw-mi christus_fw-la naturali_fw-la illo_fw-la sensu_fw-la magis_fw-la horruit_fw-la mortem_fw-la quam_fw-la ullus_fw-la unquam_fw-la hominum_fw-la tum_o vel_fw-la mollior_fw-la fuit_fw-la reliquis_fw-la omnibus_fw-la vel_fw-la in_o morte_fw-la apprehendit_fw-la aliquid_fw-la praeter_fw-la mortem_fw-la at_o ille_fw-la vehementius_fw-la horruit_fw-la &_o tamen_fw-la non_fw-la fuit_fw-la mollior_fw-la reliquis_fw-la imò_fw-la verò_fw-la constanty_a ergò_fw-la apprehendit_fw-la in_o morte_fw-la suâ_fw-la aliquid_fw-la gravius_fw-la morte_fw-la corpore_v idem_fw-la &_o ibid._n cap._n 13._o 13._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d col._n 1.13_o 1.13_o iram_fw-la in_o silium_fw-la ne_fw-la nos_fw-la quidem_fw-la dicimus_fw-la nisi_fw-la per_fw-la accidens_fw-la sed_fw-la iram_fw-la inpeccata_n pro_fw-la quibus_fw-la se_fw-la pati_fw-la christus_fw-la sentiebat_fw-la iram_fw-la quidem_fw-la non_fw-la meruit_fw-la christus_fw-la perfectè_fw-la iustus_fw-la proindéque_fw-la innocens_fw-la sed_fw-la effecta_fw-la tamen_fw-la eius_fw-la irae_fw-la sensit_fw-la ut_fw-la vadem_fw-la peccatorum_fw-la oportuit_fw-la ibid._n cap._n 14._o 14._o here_o be_v a_o amaze_a fear_n for_o million_o of_o man_n to_o despair_n be_v not_o so_o much_o as_o for_o he_o to_o fear_v never_a man_n be_v so_o afraid_a of_o the_o torment_n of_o hell_n as_o christ_n stand_v in_o our_o room_n of_o his_o father_n wrath_n hall_n in_o his_o passion_n sermon_n pag._n 45._o 45._o christ_n be_v not_o forsake_v any_o of_o these_o four_o way_n first_o the_o essence_n of_o the_o godhead_n be_v never_o sever_v or_o exclude_v from_o christ_n the_o man_n but_o it_o dwell_v in_o he_o at_o all_o time_n full_o coloss._n 2.9_o second_o the_o personal_a union_n of_o the_o two_o nature_n be_v never_o dissolve_v and_o so_o the_o person_n of_o the_o son_n never_o forsake_v the_o humanity_n of_o christ._n three_o the_o power_n of_o the_o godhead_n also_o be_v always_o present_a with_o he_o enable_v he_o to_o bear_v the_o full_a vial_n of_o god_n wrath_n four_o the_o gracious_a assistance_n of_o god_n spirit_n be_v never_o want_v enable_v christ_n without_o the_o least_o impatiency_n distrust_n etc._n etc._n to_o bear_v whatsoever_o be_v inflict_v upon_o he_o for_o our_o sin_n but_o he_o be_v forsake_v first_o positive_o in_o that_o god_n the_o father_n pour_v upon_o he_o the_o infinite_a sea_n of_o his_o wrath_n which_o he_o now_o feel_v second_o privative_o in_o that_o he_o be_v bere_a and_o forsake_v of_o all_o comfortable_a presence_n the_o godhead_n for_o a_o season_n shadow_v itself_o under_o the_o cloud_n of_o god_n wrath_n that_o the_o manhood_n of_o christ_n may_v feel_v the_o intolerable_a burden_n thereof_o and_o thus_o christ_n be_v destitute_a of_o consolation_n complain_v that_o he_o be_v forsake_v but_o christ_n be_v thus_o forsake_v he_o sustain_v the_o wrath_n of_o god_n strive_v with_o it_o and_o subdue_v it_o that_o be_v he_o deliver_v both_o himself_o and_o we_o from_o it_o and_o so_o perfect_o finish_v the_o work_n of_o our_o redemption_n the_o bright_a morning_n star_n pag._n 51_o etc._n etc._n etc._n 1._o deus_fw-la existimatur_fw-la à _fw-la nobâ—â—_n recessisse_fw-la nósque_fw-la deserüisse_fw-la etc._n etc._n 2._o hinc_fw-la proiecti_fw-la sumus_fw-la in_o abyssum_fw-la irae_fw-la &_o iudicij_fw-la divini_fw-la quam_fw-la sentientes_fw-la terremur_fw-la quasi_fw-la planè_fw-la simus_fw-la irae_fw-la &_o iustitiae_fw-la divinae_fw-la fluctibus_fw-la atque_fw-la procellis_fw-la demergend_n &_o horribili_fw-la velut_fw-la voragine_fw-la absorbendi_fw-la 3._o ex_fw-la hac_fw-la abysso_fw-la praecipitamur_fw-la in_o profunditatem_fw-la dolorum_fw-la conscientiae_fw-la quae_fw-la propter_fw-la peccata_fw-la &_o irae_fw-la divinae_fw-la sensum_fw-la nos_fw-la contra_fw-la testatur_fw-la accusat_fw-la flagelâ—at_fw-la torquet_fw-la &_o damnat_fw-la mole_n poenarum_fw-la obruta_fw-la causas_fw-la habet_fw-la conscientia_fw-la dolorum_fw-la multas_fw-la prospiciens_fw-la aeternas_fw-la poenas_fw-la doloribus_fw-la certè_fw-la excruâ—iatur_fw-la ind_n ipsi_fw-la abyssus_fw-la &_o vorago_fw-la formidabilis_fw-la 4._o ex_fw-la hac_fw-la demùm_fw-la profunditale_fw-it in_fw-it aliam_fw-la diabolicam_fw-la abyssum_fw-la dilabimur_fw-la telis_fw-la sugati_fw-la &_o vulnerati_fw-la diaboli_fw-la ignitis_fw-la quibus_fw-la solicitamur_fw-la ad_fw-la deum_fw-la blasphemandum_fw-la fugiendum_fw-la abnegandum_fw-la ind_n prosiliunt_fw-la ab_fw-la quam_fw-la profandae_fw-la &_o in_fw-la imis_fw-la animi_fw-la sedibus_fw-la latitantes_fw-la cogitationes_fw-la quas_fw-la satan_n instillat_fw-la ut_fw-la impellat_fw-la miseros_fw-la homines_fw-la ad_fw-la blasphemiam_fw-la &_o desperationem_fw-la ad_fw-la odium_fw-la dei_fw-la ad_fw-la fremitum_fw-la adversus_fw-la deum_fw-la casm_n schol._n 2._o cap._n 2._o pag_n 51.56_o 51.56_o can_v he_o endure_v the_o scorch_a flame_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o his_o father_n the_o curse_n of_o our_o sin_n those_o torture_n of_o body_n those_o horror_n of_o soul_n and_o do_v he_o now_o shrink_v at_o his_o thirst_n no_o no_o etc._n etc._n the_o now_o bishop_n of_o exeâ—er_n in_o his_o passion-sermon_n pag._n 12_o 12_o he_o see_v the_o burden_n of_o all_o particular_a sin_n to_o be_v lay_v upon_o he_o every_o dram_n of_o his_o father_n wrath_n be_v measure_v out_o unto_o he_o ere_o he_o touch_v this_o potion_n this_o cup_n be_v full_a and_o he_o know_v that_o it_o must_v be_v wringed_a not_o asleep_o drop_v leave_v idem_fw-la ibid._n pag._n 51._o 51._o that_o what_o the_o infinite_a sin_n of_o almost_o infinite_a man_n commit_v against_o a_o infinite_a majesty_n deserve_v in_o infinite_a continuance_n all_o this_o in_o the_o short_a time_n of_o his_o passion_n do_v he_o sustain_v ibid_fw-la p._n 43._o 43._o non_fw-fr est_fw-fr ergò_fw-la indignum_fw-la redemptori_fw-la nostro_fw-la quòd_fw-la tentari_fw-la voluit_fw-la qui_fw-la venerat_fw-la occîdi_fw-la justum_fw-la quip_n erat_fw-la ut_fw-la sic_fw-la tentationes_fw-la nostras_fw-la suis_fw-la tentationibus_fw-la vinceret_fw-la sicut_fw-la mortem_fw-la nostram_fw-la venerat_fw-la suâ_fw-la morte_fw-la superare_fw-la greg._n hom._n 16._o in_o evangel_n evangel_n metaphorica_fw-la est_fw-la descriptio_fw-la victoriae_fw-la christi_fw-la de_fw-la satana_fw-la in_o capite_fw-la serpentis_fw-la est_fw-la virus_fw-la robur_fw-la &_o vita_fw-la ergò_fw-la caput_fw-la serpentis_fw-la notat_fw-la diaâ—oli_fw-la potentiam_fw-la saevitiam_fw-la &_o regnum_fw-la etc._n etc._n par._n in_o locum_fw-la locum_fw-la psal._n 40.2_o 40.2_o quantò_fw-la districtiùs_fw-la non_fw-la exhibet_fw-la membra_fw-la sua_fw-la arma_fw-la iniquitatis_fw-la peccato_fw-la tantò_fw-la strictius_fw-la buiusmodi_fw-la spiritu_fw-la quatitur_fw-la &_o pulsatur_fw-la bern._n lib._n the_o conse_n de_fw-fr multip_v variet_fw-la cogitat_fw-la cogitat_fw-la huius_fw-la nequissimi_fw-la hostess_fw-la est_fw-la illa_fw-la vel_fw-la prima_fw-la caelliditas_fw-la &_o ars_fw-la doli_fw-la plena_fw-la â—atigare_fw-la cogitationibus_fw-la rudes_fw-la animas_fw-la &_o novellis_fw-la in_o proposito_fw-la mentibus_fw-la de_fw-la ipsâ_fw-la interdum_fw-la conversatione_fw-la afferre_fw-la moerorem_fw-la ut_fw-la facilè_fw-la ab_fw-la huius_fw-la rei_fw-la profectu_fw-la deterreatur_fw-la animus_n cvius_fw-la initia_fw-la amara_fw-la cognoverit_fw-la itáque_fw-la solet_fw-la tam_fw-la sordidas_fw-la nonnunquam_fw-la &_o impias_fw-la cogitationes_fw-la inferere_fw-la menti_fw-la ut_fw-la qui_fw-la tentatur_fw-la dum_fw-la suum_fw-la illud_fw-la putat_fw-la esse_fw-la quod_fw-la cogitat_fw-la deteriorem_fw-la se_fw-la per_fw-la spiritum_fw-la immundum_fw-la proposito_fw-la svo_fw-la arbitretur_fw-la effectum_fw-la multóque_fw-la puriorem_fw-la animam_fw-la habuisse_fw-la se_fw-la credat_fw-la cum_fw-la adhuc_fw-la res_fw-la seculi_fw-la amaret_fw-la vult_fw-la enim_fw-la ijs_fw-la quibus_fw-la inuidet_fw-la callidissimus_fw-la inimicus_fw-la horrorem_fw-la propositi_fw-la ex_fw-la desperatione_n sacere_fw-la sanctitatis_fw-la ut_fw-la eos_fw-la obsidente_fw-la tristitiâ_fw-la et_fw-la si_fw-la à _fw-la proposito_fw-la non_fw-la revocat_fw-la certè_fw-la retineat_fw-la à _fw-la profectu_fw-la august_n epist._n 142._o 142._o cogitat_fw-la homo_fw-la plerumque_fw-la terribilia_fw-la de_fw-la fide_fw-la horribilia_fw-la de_fw-la divinitate_fw-la &_o per_fw-la phantasmata_fw-la corporearum_fw-la imaginum_fw-la transrotatus_fw-la illa_fw-la sentit_fw-la quae_fw-la vel_fw-la in_o confession_n evomere_fw-la peccator_fw-la onâ—ratus_fw-la exhorret_fw-la bernar._n loco_fw-la suprà _fw-la citato_fw-la revel_v 15.3_o coloss._n 2.9_o 2.9_o blasphemous_a thought_n not_o consent_v to_o by_o we_o be_v not_o our_o sin_n but_o the_o devil_n man_n must_v not_o fear_v those_o kind_n of_o thought_n over_o much_o because_o though_o indeed_o they_o be_v their_o cross_n yet_o be_v they_o not_o their_o personal_a sin_n for_o which_o they_o shall_v incur_v the_o wrath_n and_o displeasure_n of_o god_n perkins_n case_n of_o conscience_n lib._n 1._o cap._n 10._o sect._n 2._o we_o be_v to_o know_v and_o consider_v that_o they_o be_v not_o our_o own_o thought_n but_o satan_n suggestion_n and_o therefore_o they_o shall_v not_o be_v lay_v to_o our_o charge_n as_o be_v our_o