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thou_o have_v not_o afford_v i_o this_o help_n for_o thou_o have_v send_v he_o in_o this_o bell_n to_o i_o as_o thoâ—_n do_v send_v to_o the_o angelâ—_n of_o sardis_n 2d_o with_o commission_n to_o strengthen_v the_o thing_n that_o remain_v and_o that_o be_v ready_a to_o die_v that_o in_o this_o weakness_n of_o body_n i_o may_v receive_v spiritual_a strength_n by_o these_o occasion_n this_o be_v my_o strength_n that_o whether_o thou_o say_v to_o i_o as_o thy_o angel_n say_v to_o gedeon_n 6.23_o peace_n be_v unto_o thou_o fear_v not_o thou_o shall_v not_o die_v or_o whether_o thou_o say_v as_o unto_o aaron_n thou_o shall_v die_v there_o 20.26_o yet_o thou_o wilâ—_n preserve_v that_o which_o be_v ready_a to_o die_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o worst_a death_n that_o of_o sin_n 18._o zimrie_n die_v for_o his_o sin_n say_v thy_o spirit_n which_o he_o sin_v in_o do_v evil_n and_o in_o his_o sin_n which_o he_o do_v to_o make_v israel_n sin_n for_o his_o sin_n his_o many_o sin_n and_o then_o in_o 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swallow_v in_o possession_n and_o end_v swallow_v in_o infiniteness_n and_o all_o man_n ordain_v to_o salvation_n in_o body_n and_o soul_n bâ—_n one_o entire_a and_o everlasting_a sacrifice_n to_o thou_o where_o thou_o may_v receive_v delight_n from_o they_o and_o they_o glory_n from_o thou_o for_o evermore_o amen_n 19_o oceano_fw-la tandem_fw-la emenso_fw-la aspicienda_fw-la resurgit_fw-la terra_fw-la vident_fw-la iustis_fw-la medici_fw-la iam_fw-la cocta_fw-la mederi_fw-la se_fw-la posse_fw-la indicijs_fw-la at_o last_o the_o physician_n after_o a_o long_a and_o stormy_a voyage_n see_v land_n they_o have_v so_o good_a sign_n of_o the_o concoction_n of_o the_o disease_n as_o that_o they_o may_v safe_o proceed_v to_o purge_v 19_o meditation_n all_o this_o while_n the_o physician_n themselves_o have_v be_v patient_n patient_o attend_v when_o they_o shall_v see_v any_o land_n in_o this_o sea_n any_o earth_n any_o cloud_n any_o indication_n of_o concoction_n in_o these_o water_n any_o disorder_n of_o i_o any_o pretermission_n of_o they_o exalt_v the_o dâ—sease_n accelerate_v the_o rage_n of_o it_o no_o diligence_n accelerate_v the_o concoction_n the_o maturity_n of_o the_o disease_n they_o must_v stay_v till_o the_o season_n of_o the_o sickness_n come_v and_o till_o it_o be_v ripen_v of_o itself_o and_o then_o they_o may_v put_v to_o their_o hand_n to_o gather_v it_o before_o it_o fall_v off_o but_o they_o can_v hasten_v the_o ripen_n why_o shall_v we_o look_v for_o it_o in_o a_o disease_n which_o be_v the_o disorder_n the_o discord_n the_o irregularity_n the_o commotion_n and_o rebellion_n of_o the_o body_n it_o be_v scarce_o a_o disease_n if_o it_o can_v be_v order_v and_o
adam_n sin_v for_o eve_n sake_n and_o solomon_n to_o gratify_v his_o wife_n 3_o it_o be_v a_o uxorious_a sin_n when_o the_o judge_n sin_v for_o jezabels_n sake_n 21_o and_o joab_n to_o obey_v david_n 3._o it_o be_v a_o ambitious_a sin_n 23.23_o when_o pilate_n sin_v to_o humour_v the_o people_n 12.3_o and_o herod_n to_o give_v far_a contentment_n to_o the_o jew_n it_o be_v a_o popular_a sin_n any_o thing_n serve_v to_o occasion_n sin_n at_o home_n in_o my_o bosom_n or_o abroad_o in_o my_o mark_n and_o aim_v that_o which_o i_o be_o and_o that_o which_o i_o be_o not_o that_o which_o i_o will_v be_v prove_v coal_n and_o ember_n and_o fuel_n and_o bellows_n to_o sin_n and_o do_v thou_o put_v i_o o_o my_o god_n to_o discharge_v myself_o of_o myself_o before_o i_o can_v be_v well_o when_o â—hou_n bid_v i_o to_o put_v off_o â—he_v old_a man_n 4.22_o do_v thou_o mean_v not_o only_o my_o old_a habit_n of_o actual_a sin_n but_o the_o old_a of_o all_o original_a sin_n when_o thou_o bid_v i_o purge_v out_o the_o â—even_n 5.7_o do_v thou_o mean_v not_o only_o the_o sourness_n of_o my_o own_o ill_a contract_a custom_n but_o the_o innate_a tincture_n of_o sin_n imprint_v by_o nature_n how_o shall_v i_o do_v that_o which_o thou_o require_v and_o not_o falsify_v that_o which_o thou_o have_v say_v that_o sin_n be_v go_v over_o all_o but_o o_o my_o god_n i_o press_v thou_o not_o with_o thy_o own_o text_n without_o thy_o own_o comment_n i_o know_v that_o in_o the_o state_n of_o my_o body_n which_o be_v more_o discernible_a than_o that_o of_o my_o soul_n thou_o do_v effigiate_n my_o soul_n to_o i_o and_o though_o no_o anatomist_n can_v say_v in_o dissect_v a_o body_n here_o lay_v the_o coal_n the_o fuel_n the_o occasion_n of_o all_o bodily_a disease_n but_o yet_o a_o man_n may_v have_v such_o a_o knowledge_n of_o his_o own_o constitution_n and_o bodily_a inclination_n to_o disease_n as_o that_o he_o may_v prevent_v his_o danger_n in_o a_o great_a part_n so_o though_o we_o can_v 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ezechias_n lease_n for_o fifteen_o year_n thou_o renew_v lazarus_n his_o lease_n for_o a_o time_n which_o we_o know_v not_o but_o thou_o do_v never_o so_o put_v out_o any_o of_o these_o fire_n as_o that_o thou_o do_v not_o rake_v up_o the_o ember_n and_o wrap_v up_o a_o future_a mortality_n in_o that_o body_n which_o thou_o have_v then_o so_o reprieve_v thou_o proceed_v no_o otherwise_o in_o our_o soul_n o_o our_o good_a but_o fearful_a god_n thou_o pardone_v no_o sin_n so_o as_o that_o that_o sinner_n can_v sin_v no_o more_o thou_o make_v no_o man_n so_o acceptable_a as_o that_o thou_o makâ—st_v he_o impeccable_a though_o therefore_o it_o be_v a_o diminution_n of_o the_o largeness_n and_o derogatory_n to_o the_o fullness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n to_o look_v back_o upon_o those_o sin_n which_o in_o a_o true_a repentanceâ—_n â—_z i_o have_v bury_v in_o the_o wound_n of_o â—hy_a son_n with_o a_o jealous_a or_o suspicious_a eye_n as_o though_o they_o be_v now_o my_o sin_n when_o i_o have_v 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shall_v preserve_v i_o or_o that_o when_o i_o do_v cast_v myself_o into_o new_a sin_n i_o may_v have_v new_a mercy_n at_o any_o time_n because_o thou_o do_v so_o easy_o afford_v i_o this_o 23._o metusque_fw-la relabi_fw-la they_o warn_v i_o of_o the_o fearful_a danger_n of_o relapse_v 23._o meditation_n it_o be_v not_o in_o man_n body_n as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o city_n that_o when_o the_o bell_n have_v ring_v to_o cover_v your_o fire_n and_o â—ake_z up_o the_o ember_n you_o may_v lie_v down_o and_o sleep_v without_o fear_n though_o you_o have_v by_o physic_n and_o diet_n rake_v up_o the_o ember_n of_o your_o â—isease_n still_o there_o be_v a_o fear_n of_o a_o relapse_n and_o the_o great_a danger_n be_v in_o that_o â—uen_v in_o pleasure_n and_o in_o â—â—ines_n there_o be_v a_o propriety_n â—_o meum_fw-la &_o tuum_fw-la and_o a_o man_n be_v most_o affect_a with_o that_o pleasure_n which_o be_v he_o he_o by_o former_a enjoy_n and_o experience_n and_o most_o intimidated_a with_o those_o pain_n which_o be_v his_o he_o by_o a_o woeful_a â—ense_n of_o they_o in_o former_a affliction_n a_o covetousâ—erson_n â—erson_z who_o have_v preoccupate_v all_o his_o sense_n fill_v all_o his_o capacity_n with_o the_o delight_n of_o gather_v wonder_n how_o any_o man_n can_v have_v any_o taste_n of_o any_o pleasure_n in_o any_o openness_n or_o liberality_n so_o also_o in_o bodily_a pain_n in_o a_o fit_a of_o the_o stone_n thâ—_n patient_a wonder_n why_o any_o man_n shall_v call_v the_o gout_n a_o pain_n and_o he_o that_o have_v feel_v neither_o but_o the_o toothache_n be_v as_o much_o afraid_a of_o a_o â—it_n of_o that_o as_o either_o of_o the_o other_o of_o either_o of_o the_o other_o disease_n which_o we_o â—ever_v feel_v in_o ourselves_o â—ome_v but_o to_o a_o compassiâ—â—_n of_o other_o that_o have_v â—ndured_v they_o nay_o compassion_n itself_o come_v â—o_o no_o great_a degree_n if_o we_o â—ave_n not_o feel_v in_o some_o proportion_n in_o ourselves_o â—hat_n which_o we_o lament_v â—nd_n condole_v in_o another_o but_o when_o we_o have_v have_v â—hose_v torment_n in_o their_o exaltation_n ourselves_o we_o â—emble_v at_o a_o relapse_n â—hen_o we_o must_v pantâ—hrough_a â—hrough_z all_o those_o fiery_a â—eats_n and_o sail_v through_o â—ll_o those_o overflow_a sweat_n when_o we_o must_v watch_v through_o all_o those_o long_a night_n and_o mourn_v through_o all_o those_o long_a day_n day_n and_o night_n so_o long_o as_o that_o nature_n herself_o shall_v seem_v to_o be_v pervert_v and_o to_o hauâ—_n put_v the_o long_a day_n and_o the_o long_a night_n which_o shall_v be_v six_o month_n asunder_o into_o one_o natural_a unnatural_a day_n when_o we_o must_v stand_v at_o the_o same_o bar_n expect_v the_o return_n of_o physician_n from_o â—heir_a consultation_n and_o not_o be_v sure_a of_o the_o sâ—me_a verdict_n in_o any_o good_a indication_n when_o we_o must_v go_v the_o same_o way_n over_o again_o and_o not_o see_v the_o same_o issue_n this_o be_v a_o state_n a_o condition_n a_o calamity_n in_o respect_n of_o which_o any_o other_o sickness_n be_v a_o â—onualescence_n and_o any_o great_a less_o it_o add_v to_o the_o affliction_n that_o relapse_n be_v and_o for_o the_o most_o part_n just_o impute_v to_o ourselves_o as_o occasion_v by_o some_o disorder_n in_o we_o and_o so_o we_o be_v not_o only_o passive_a but_o active_a in_o our_o own_o ruin_n we_o do_v not_o only_o stand_v under_o a_o fall_a house_n but_o pull_v it_o down_o upon_o we_o and_o we_o be_v not_o only_o execute_v that_o imply_v guiltiness_n but_o we_o be_v executioner_n that_o imply_v dishonour_n and_o executioner_n of_o ourselves_o and_o that_o imply_v impiety_n and_o we_o fall_v from_o that_o
devotion_n upon_o emergent_a occasion_n and_o several_a step_n in_o my_o sickness_n digest_v into_o 1._o meditation_n upon_o our_o humane_a condition_n 2._o expostulation_n and_o debatement_n with_o god_n 3._o prayer_n upon_o the_o several_a occasion_n to_o he_o by_o john_n donne_n deane_n of_o s._n paul_n london_n london_n print_v for_o thomas_n jones_n 1624._o to_o the_o most_o excellent_a prince_n prince_z charles_n most_o excellent_a prince_n i_o have_v have_v three_o birth_n one_o natural_a when_o i_o come_v into_o the_o world_n one_o supernatural_a when_o i_o enter_v into_o the_o ministry_n and_o now_o a_o preternatural_a birth_n in_o return_v to_o life_n from_o this_o sickness_n in_o my_o second_o birth_n your_o highness_n royal_a father_n vouchsafe_v i_o his_o hand_n noâ—_n only_o to_o sustain_v meâ—_n in_o it_o but_o to_o lead_v i_o to_o it_o in_o this_o last_o birth_n i_o myself_o be_o bear_v a_o father_n this_o child_n of_o i_o this_o book_n come_v into_o the_o world_n from_o i_o and_o with_o i_o and_o therefore_o i_o presume_v as_o i_o do_v the_o father_n to_o the_o father_n to_o present_v the_o son_n to_o the_o son_n this_o image_n of_o my_o humiliation_n to_o the_o lively_a image_n of_o his_o majesty_n your_o highness_n it_o may_v be_v enough_o that_o god_n have_v see_v my_o devotion_n but_o example_n of_o good_a king_n be_v commandment_n and_o ezechiah_n write_v the_o meditation_n of_o his_o sickness_n after_o his_o sickness_n beside_o as_o i_o have_v live_v to_o see_v not_o as_o a_o witness_v only_o but_o as_o a_o partaker_n the_o happiness_n of_o a_o part_n of_o your_o royal_a father_n time_n so_o shall_v i_o live_v in_o my_o way_n to_o see_v the_o happpiness_n of_o the_o time_n of_o youâ—_n highness_n too_o if_o this_o child_n of_o i_o inanimate_v by_o your_o gracious_a acceptation_n may_v so_o long_o preserve_v alive_a the_o memory_n of_o your_o highness_n humble_a and_o devoâ—edst_a john_n donne_n stationes_n sive_fw-la periodi_fw-la in_o morbo_fw-la ad_fw-la quas_fw-la referuntur_fw-la meditationes_fw-la sequentes_fw-la 1_o insultus_fw-la morbi_fw-la primus_fw-la 2_o post_n actio_fw-la loesa_fw-la 3_o decubitus_fw-la sequitur_fw-la tanden_fw-mi 4_o medicusque_fw-la voco_fw-la 5_o solus_fw-la adest_fw-la 6_o metuit_fw-la 7_o socios_fw-la sibi_fw-la iungier_fw-la instat_fw-la 8_o et_fw-la rex_fw-la ipse_fw-la suum_fw-la mittit_fw-la 9_o medicamina_fw-la scribunt_fw-la 10_o lentè_fw-fr &_o serpenti_fw-la sataâ—unt_fw-la occurrere_fw-la morbo_fw-la 11_o nobilibusque_fw-la trahunt_fw-la a_o cincto_fw-la cord_n venenum_fw-la succis_fw-la &_o gemmis_fw-la &_o quae_fw-la generosa_fw-la ministrant_fw-la ars_fw-la &_o natura_n instillant_fw-la 12_o spirante_fw-la columbâ_fw-la suppositâ_fw-la pedibus_fw-la revocantur_fw-la ad_fw-la ima_fw-la vapores_fw-la 13_o atque_fw-la malum_fw-la genium_fw-la numeroso_fw-la stigmate_fw-la fassusâ—_n pellitur_fw-la ad_fw-la pectus_fw-la morbique_fw-la suburbia_fw-la morbus_fw-la 14_o idque_fw-la notant_fw-la criticis_fw-la medici_n evenisse_fw-la diebus_fw-la 15_o interâ—a_fw-la insomnes_fw-la nocteâ—_n ego_fw-la duco_n diesque_fw-la 16_o et_fw-la properare_fw-la meum_fw-la clamant_fw-la e_fw-la turre_n propanqua_fw-la obstreperae_fw-la campanae_fw-la aliorum_fw-la in_o funere_fw-la funus_fw-la 17_o nunc_fw-la lento_fw-la sonitu_fw-la dicuntâ—_n morieris_fw-la 18_o at_o indeâ—_n mortuus_fw-la es_fw-la sonitu_fw-la celeri_fw-la pulsuque_fw-la agitato_fw-la 19_o oceano_fw-la tandem_fw-la emenso_fw-la aspicienda_fw-la resurgit_fw-la terra_fw-la vident_fw-la iustis_fw-la medici_n iam_fw-la cocta_fw-la mederi_fw-la se_fw-la posse_fw-la indicijs_fw-la 20_o id_fw-la agunt_fw-la 21_o atque_fw-la anâ—uit_fw-la ille_fw-la qui_fw-la per_fw-la eos_fw-la clamat_fw-la linquas_fw-la iam_fw-la lazare_n lectum_fw-la 22_o sit_fw-la morbi_fw-la foam_n tibi_fw-la cura_fw-la 23_o metusque_fw-la relabi_fw-la erraâ—a_fw-la pag._n 40._o pro_fw-la 2.3_o meditat._n pag._n 43._o ult._n pasture_n posture_n pag._n 96._o lin_v penult_n flesh_n god_n pag._n 158._o in_o marg._n buxdor_n pag._n 173._o li._n 13._o add_v haste_n pag._n 184._o in_o marg_n augustin_n pag._n 185._o lin_v 17._o blow_n flow_v devotion_n 1._o insultus_fw-la morbi_fw-la primus_fw-la the_o first_o alteration_n the_o first_o grudge_v of_o the_o sickness_n 1._o meditation_n variable_a and_o therefore_o miserable_a condition_n of_o man_n this_o minute_n i_o be_v well_o and_o be_o ill_a this_o minute_n i_o be_o surprise_v with_o a_o sudden_a change_n &_o alteration_n to_o worse_a and_o can_v impute_v it_o to_o no_o cause_n nor_o call_v it_o by_o any_o name_n we_o study_v health_n and_o we_o deliberate_v upon_o our_o meat_n and_o drink_v and_o air_n and_o exercise_n and_o we_o hew_v and_o we_o polish_v every_o stone_n that_o go_v to_o that_o build_n and_o so_o our_o health_n be_v a_o long_a &_o a_o regular_a work_n but_o in_o a_o minute_n a_o canon_n batter_v all_o overthrow_v all_o demolish_v all_o a_o sickness_n unprevented_a for_o all_o our_o diligence_n unsuspected_a for_o all_o our_o curiosity_n nay_o undeserued_a if_o we_o consider_v only_o disorder_n summons_v we_o seize_v we_o possess_v we_o destroy_v we_o in_o a_o instant_n o_o miserable_a condition_n of_o man_n which_o be_v not_o imprint_v by_o god_n who_o as_o he_o be_v immortal_a himself_o have_v put_v a_o coal_n a_o beam_n of_o immortality_n into_o we_o which_o we_o may_v have_v blow_v into_o a_o flame_n but_o blow_v it_o ouâ—_n by_o our_o first_o sin_n we_o beggar_v ourselves_o by_o harken_v after_o false_a riches_n and_o infatuate_v our_o self_n by_o harken_v after_o false_a knowledge_n so_o that_o now_o we_o do_v not_o only_o die_v but_o die_v upon_o the_o rack_n die_v by_o the_o torment_n of_o sickness_n nor_o that_o only_o but_o be_v pre-afflicted_n super-afflicted_n with_o these_o jealousy_n and_o suspicion_n and_o apprehension_n of_o sickness_n before_o we_o can_v call_v it_o a_o sickness_n we_o be_v not_o sure_o we_o be_v ill_a one_o hand_n ask_v the_o other_o by_o the_o pulse_n and_o our_o eye_n ask_v our_o own_o urine_n how_o we_o do_v o_o multiply_a misery_n we_o die_v and_o can_v enjoy_v death_n because_o we_o die_v in_o this_o torment_n of_o sickness_n we_o be_v torment_v with_o sickness_n &_o can_v stay_v till_o the_o torment_n come_v but_o pre-apprehension_n and_o presage_n prophesy_v those_o torment_n which_o induce_v that_o death_n before_o either_o comeâ—_n and_o our_o dissolution_n be_v conceive_v in_o these_o first_o change_n quicken_v in_o the_o sickness_n itself_o and_o bear_v in_o death_n which_o bear_v date_n from_o these_o first_o change_n be_v this_o the_o honour_n which_o man_n have_v by_o be_v a_o little_a world_n that_o he_o have_v these_o earthquake_n in_o himself_o sudden_a shake_n these_o lightning_n sudden_a flash_n these_o thunder_n sudden_a noise_n these_o eâ—clypses_n sudden_a offuscation_n &_o darken_n of_o his_o sense_n these_o blaze_a star_n sudden_a fiery_a exhalation_n these_o river_n of_o blood_n sudden_a red_a water_n be_v he_o a_o world_n to_o himself_o only_o therefore_o that_o he_o haâ—h_v enough_o in_o himself_o not_o only_o to_o destroy_v and_o execute_v himself_o but_o to_o presage_v that_o execution_n upon_o himself_o to_o assi_v the_o sickness_n to_o antedate_v the_o sickness_n to_o make_v the_o sickness_n the_o more_o irremediable_a by_o sad_a apprehension_n and_o as_o if_o he_o will_v make_v a_o fire_n the_o more_o vehement_a by_o sprinkle_v water_n upon_o the_o coal_n so_o to_o wrap_v a_o hot_a fever_n in_o cold_a melancholy_n lest_o the_o fever_n alone_o shall_v not_o destroy_v fast_o enough_o without_o this_o contribution_n nor_o perfect_v the_o work_n which_o be_v destruction_n except_o we_o join_v a_o artificial_a sickness_n of_o our_o own_o melancholy_n to_o our_o natural_a our_o unnatural_a fever_n o_o perplex_a discomposition_n o_o riddle_a distemper_n o_o miserable_a condition_n of_o man._n 1._o expostulation_n if_o i_o be_v but_o mere_a dust_n &_o ash_n i_o may_v speak_v unto_o the_o lord_n for_o the_o lord_n hand_n make_v i_o of_o this_o dust_n and_o the_o lord_n hand_n shall_v recollect_v these_o ash_n the_o lord_n hand_n be_v the_o wheel_n upon_o which_o this_o vessel_n of_o â—lay_n be_v frame_v and_o the_o lord_n hand_n be_v the_o urn_n in_o which_o these_o ash_n shall_v be_v preserve_v i_o be_o the_o dust_n &_o the_o ash_n of_o the_o temple_n of_o the_o h._n ghost_n and_o what_o marble_n be_v so_o precious_a but_o i_o be_o more_o than_o dust_n &_o ash_n i_o be_o my_o best_a part_n i_o be_o my_o soul_n and_o be_v so_o the_o breath_n of_o god_n i_o may_v breathe_v back_o these_o pious_a expostulation_n to_o my_o god_n my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o be_v not_o my_o soul_n as_o fensible_a as_o my_o body_n why_o have_v not_o my_o soul_n these_o apprehension_n these_o presage_n these_o change_n those_o antidate_n those_o jealousy_n those_o suspicion_n of_o a_o sinneâ—_n â—_z as_o well_o as_o my_o body_n of_o a_o sickness_n why_o be_v there_o not_o always_o a_o pulse_n in_o my_o soul_n to_o beat_v at_o the_o approach_n of_o a_o tentation_n to_o sin_n why_o be_v there_o not_o always_o water_n in_o my_o
eye_n to_o testify_v my_o spiritual_a sickness_n i_o stand_v in_o the_o way_n of_o tentation_n natural_o necessary_o all_o man_n do_v so_o for_o there_o be_v a_o snake_n in_o every_o path_n tentation_n in_o every_o vocation_n but_o i_o go_v i_o run_v i_o fly_v into_o the_o way_n of_o tentation_n which_o i_o may_v shun_v nay_o i_o break_v into_o house_n where_o the_o plague_n be_v i_o press_v into_o place_n of_o tentation_n and_o tempt_v the_o devil_n himself_o and_o solicit_v &_o importune_v they_o who_o have_v rather_o be_v leave_v unsolicit_v by_o i_o i_o fall_v sick_a of_o sin_n and_o be_o bed_v and_o bedrid_a bury_v and_o putrify_v in_o the_o practice_n of_o sin_n and_o all_o this_o while_o haâ—e_v no_o presage_n no_o pulse_n no_o sense_n of_o my_o sickness_n o_o height_n o_o depth_n of_o misery_n where_o the_o first_o symptom_n of_o the_o sickness_n be_v hell_n &_o where_o i_o never_o fee_v the_o fever_n of_o lust_n of_o envy_n of_o ambition_n by_o any_o other_o light_n than_o the_o darkness_n and_o horror_n of_o hell_n itself_o â—_z &_o where_o the_o first_o messenger_n that_o speak_v to_o i_o do_v not_o sayâ—_n thou_o may_v die_v no_o nor_o thou_o must_v die_v but_o thou_o be_v dead_a and_o where_o the_o first_o notice_n that_o my_o soul_n have_v of_o her_o sickness_n be_v irrecoverablenes_n irremediablenes_n but_o o_o my_o god_n job_n do_v not_o charge_v thou_o foolish_o in_o his_o temporal_a affliction_n nor_o may_v i_o in_o my_o spiritual_a thou_o have_v imprint_v a_o pulse_n in_o our_o soul_n but_o we_o do_v not_o examine_v it_o a_o voice_n in_o our_o conscience_n but_o we_o do_v not_o hearken_v unto_o it_o we_o talk_v it_o out_o we_o jest_v it_o out_o we_o drink_v it_o out_o we_o sleep_v it_o out_o and_o when_o we_o wake_v we_o do_v not_o say_v with_o jacob_n 28.16_o sure_o the_o lord_n be_v in_o this_o place_n and_o i_o know_v it_o not_o but_o though_o we_o may_v know_v it_o we_o do_v not_o we_o will_v not_o but_o will_v god_n pretend_v to_o make_v a_o watch_n and_o leave_v out_o the_o springe_n to_o make_v so_o many_o various_a wheel_n in_o the_o faculty_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o in_o the_o organ_n of_o the_o body_n and_o leave_v out_o grace_n that_o shall_v move_v they_o or_o will_v god_n make_v a_o springe_n and_o not_o wind_v it_o up_o infuse_v his_o first_o grace_n &_o not_o second_v it_o with_o more_o without_o which_o we_o can_v no_o more_o use_v his_o first_o grace_n when_o we_o have_v it_o than_o we_o can_v dispose_v ourselves_o by_o nature_n to_o have_v it_o but_o alas_o that_o be_v not_o our_o case_n we_o be_v all_o prodigal_a son_n and_o not_o disinherit_v we_o have_v receive_v our_o portion_n and_o mis-spend_v it_o not_o be_v deny_v it_o we_o be_v god_n tenant_n here_o and_o yet_o here_o he_o our_o landlord_n pay_v we_o rent_n not_o yearly_a nor_o quarterly_a but_o hourly_o and_o quarterly_a every_o minute_n he_o renew_v his_o mercy_n but_o we_o will_v not_o understand_v 16._o lest_o that_o we_o shall_v be_v convert_v and_o he_o shall_v heal_v us._n 1._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o consider_v in_o thyself_o be_v a_o circle_n first_o and_o last_o and_o altogether_o but_o consider_v in_o thy_o work_n upon_o we_o be_v a_o direct_a line_n and_o lead_v we_o from_o our_o beginning_n through_o all_o our_o way_n to_o our_o end_n enable_v i_o by_o thy_o grace_n to_o look_v forward_o to_o my_o end_n and_o to_o look_v backward_o to_o to_o the_o consideration_n of_o thy_o mercy_n afford_v i_o from_o the_o beginning_n that_o so_o by_o that_o practice_n of_o consider_v thy_o mercy_n in_o my_o beginning_n in_o this_o world_n when_o thou_o plant_v i_o in_o the_o christian_a church_n and_o thy_o mercy_n in_o the_o begin_n in_o the_o other_o world_n when_o thou_o write_v i_o in_o the_o book_n of_o life_n in_o my_o election_n i_o may_v come_v to_o a_o holy_a consideration_n of_o thy_o mercy_n in_o the_o begin_n of_o all_o my_o action_n hereâ—_n that_o in_o all_o the_o 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sin_n that_o this_o suspicious_a &_o jealous_a diligence_n will_v turn_v to_o a_o inordinate_a dejection_n of_o spirit_n and_o a_o diffidence_n in_o thy_o care_n &_o providence_n buâ—_n keep_v i_o still_o establish_a both_o in_o a_o constant_a assurance_n that_o thou_o wilâ—_n speak_v to_o i_o at_o the_o begin_n of_o every_o such_o sickness_n at_o the_o approach_n of_o every_o such_o sin_n and_o that_o if_o i_o take_v knowledge_n of_o that_o voice_n then_o anâ—_n fly_v to_o thou_o thou_o wilâ—_n preserve_v i_o from_o fall_v or_o raise_v i_o again_o when_o by_o natural_a infirmity_n i_o be_o fall_v doâ—_n this_o o_o lord_n for_o his_o sake_n who_o know_v our_o natural_a infirmity_n for_o he_o have_v they_o and_o know_v the_o weight_n of_o our_o sin_n for_o he_o pay_v a_o dear_a price_n for_o they_o thy_o son_n our_o saviour_n chr_n jesus_n amen_n 2._o actio_fw-la laesa_fw-la the_o strength_n and_o the_o function_n of_o the_o sense_n &_o other_o faculty_n change_v and_o fail_v 2._o meditation_n the_o heaven_n be_v not_o the_o less_o constant_a because_o they_o move_v continual_o because_o they_o move_v continual_o one_o and_o the_o same_o way_n the_o earth_n be_v not_o the_o more_o constant_a because_o it_o lie_v still_o continual_o because_o continual_o it_o change_v and_o melt_v in_o all_o the_o part_n thereof_o man_n who_o be_v the_o noble_a part_n of_o the_o earth_n melt_v so_o away_o as_o if_o he_o be_v a_o statue_n not_o of_o earth_n but_o of_o snowe_n we_o see_v his_o own_o envy_n melt_v he_o he_o grow_v lean_a with_o that_o he_o will_v say_v another_o beauty_n melt_v he_o but_o he_o feel_v that_o a_o fever_n do_v not_o melt_v he_o like_o snow_n but_o power_n he_o out_o like_o lead_n like_o iron_n like_o brass_n melt_v in_o a_o furnace_n it_o do_v not_o only_o melt_v he_o but_o calcine_v he_o reduce_v he_o to_o atom_n and_o to_o ash_n not_o to_o water_n but_o to_o lime_n and_o how_o quick_o soon_o than_o thou_o can_v receive_v a_o answer_n soon_o than_o thou_o can_v conceive_v the_o question_n earth_n be_v the_o centre_n of_o my_o body_n heaven_n be_v the_o centre_n of_o my_o soul_n these_o two_o be_v the_o natural_a place_n of_o these_o two_o but_o thoâ—_n go_v not_o to_o these_o two_o iâ—_n a_o equal_a place_n my_o bâ—â—dy_n fall_v down_o without_o push_v my_o soul_n doâ—â—_n not_o go_v up_o without_o puâ—ling_v ascension_n be_v mâ—_n soul_n pace_n &_o measure_n but_o precipitation_n my_o body_n and_o even_o angellâ—_n who_o home_n be_v heaveâ—_n and_o who_o be_v wingeâ—_n too_o yet_o have_v a_o ladder_n 〈◊〉_d go_v to_o heaven_n by_o stepâ—_n the_o sun_n who_o go_v 〈◊〉_d many_o mile_n in_o a_o minuâ—â—_n the_o star_n of_o the_o fiâ—â—mament_n which_o go_v so_o very_a many_o more_o go_v not_o so_o fast_o as_o my_o body_n to_o the_o earth_n in_o the_o same_o instant_n that_o i_o feel_v the_o first_o attempt_n of_o the_o disease_n i_o feel_v the_o victory_n in_o the_o twinkle_n of_o a_o eye_n i_o can_v scarce_o see_v instant_o the_o taste_n be_v insipid_a and_o fatuous_a instant_o the_o appetite_n be_v dull_a and_o desirelesseâ—_n instant_o the_o knee_n be_v sink_v and_o strengthless_a and_o in_o a_o instant_n sleep_n which_o be_v the_o picture_n the_o copy_n of_o death_n be_v take_v away_o that_o the_o original_a death_n itself_o may_v succeed_v and_o that_o so_o i_o may_v have_v death_n to_o the_o life_n it_o be_v part_n of_o adam_n punishment_n in_o the_o sweat_n of_o thy_o brow_n thou_o shall_v eat_v thy_o breadâ—_n â—_z it_o be_v multiply_v to_o i_o i_o have_v earn_v bread_n in_o the_o sweat_n of_o my_o brow_n in_o the_o labour_n of_o my_o call_n and_o i_o have_v itâ—_n and_o i_o sweat_v again_o &_o
again_o from_o the_o browâ—_n to_o the_o sole_a of_o the_o footâ—_n but_o i_o eat_v no_o bread_n i_o taste_v no_o sustenance_n miserable_a distribution_n of_o mankind_n where_o one_o half_o lack_v meat_n and_o the_o other_o stomach_n 2._o expostulation_n dauid_n profess_v himself_o a_o dead_a dog_n 15._o to_o his_o king_n saul_n &_o so_o do_v mephibosheth_n to_o his_o king_n david_n 9.8_o &_o yet_o david_n speak_v to_o saul_n and_o mephibosheth_n to_o david_n no_o man_n be_v so_o little_a in_o respect_n of_o the_o great_a man_n as_o the_o great_a in_o respect_n of_o god_n for_o here_o in_o that_o we_o have_v not_o so_o much_o as_o a_o measure_n to_o try_v it_o by_o proportion_n be_v no_o measure_n for_o infinity_n he_o that_o have_v no_o more_o of_o this_o world_n but_o a_o grave_n he_o that_o have_v his_o grave_n but_o lend_v he_o till_o a_o better_a man_n or_o another_o man_n must_v be_v bury_v in_o the_o same_o grave_n he_o that_o have_v no_o grave_n but_o a_o dunghill_n he_o that_o have_v no_o more_o earth_n but_o that_o which_o he_o carry_v but_o that_o which_o he_o be_v he_o that_o have_v not_o that_o earth_n which_o he_o be_v but_o even_o in_o that_o be_v another_o slave_n have_v as_o much_o proportion_n to_o god_n as_o if_o all_o david_n worthy_n and_o all_o the_o world_n monarch_n and_o all_o imagination_n giant_n be_v knead_v and_o incorporate_v into_o one_o and_o as_o though_o that_o one_o be_v the_o suruivor_fw-la of_o all_o the_o son_n of_o man_n to_o who_o god_n have_v give_v the_o world_n and_o therefore_o how_o little_a soever_o i_o be_v as_o god_n call_v thing_n that_o be_v not_o as_o though_o they_o be_v i_o who_o be_o as_o though_o i_o be_v not_o may_v call_v upon_o god_n and_o say_v my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o come_v thy_o anger_n so_o fast_o upon_o i_o why_o do_v thou_o melt_v i_o scatter_v i_o pour_v i_o like_o water_n upon_o the_o ground_n so_o instant_o thou_o stay_v for_o the_o first_o world_n in_o noah_n time_n 120_o year_n thou_o stay_v for_o a_o rebellious_a generation_n in_o the_o wilderness_n 40_o year_n will_v thou_o stay_v no_o minute_n for_o i_o will_v thou_o make_v thy_o process_n and_o thy_o decree_n thy_o citation_n and_o thy_o judgement_n but_o one_o act_n thy_o summons_n thy_o battle_n thy_o victory_n thy_o triumph_n all_o but_o one_o act_n &_o lead_v i_o captive_a nay_o deliver_v i_o captive_a to_o death_n assoon_o as_o thou_o declare_v i_o to_o be_v enemy_n and_o so_o cut_v i_o off_o even_o with_o the_o draw_n of_o thy_o sword_n out_o of_o the_o scabbard_n and_o for_o that_o question_n how_o long_o be_v he_o sick_a leave_v no_o other_o answer_n but_o that_o the_o hand_n of_o death_n press_v upon_o he_o from_o the_o first_o minute_n my_o god_n my_o god_n thou_o be_v not_o wont_a to_o come_v in_o whirlwind_n but_o in_o soft_a and_o gentle_a air_n thy_o first_o breath_n breathe_v a_o soul_n into_o i_o and_o shall_v thy_o breath_n blow_v it_o out_o thy_o breath_n in_o the_o congregation_n thy_o word_n in_o the_o church_n breathe_v communion_n and_o consolation_n here_o and_o consummation_n hereafter_o shall_v thy_o breath_n in_o this_o chamber_n breathe_v dissolution_n and_o destruction_n divorce_n and_o separation_n sure_o it_o be_v not_o thou_o it_o be_v not_o thy_o hand_n the_o devour_a sword_n the_o consume_a fire_n the_o wind_n from_o the_o wilderness_n the_o disease_n of_o the_o body_n all_o that_o afflict_a job_n be_v from_o the_o hand_n of_o satan_n it_o be_v not_o thou_o it_o be_v thou_o thou_o my_o god_n who_o have_v lead_v i_o so_o continual_o with_o thy_o hand_n from_o the_o hand_n of_o my_o nurse_n as_o that_o i_o know_v thou_o will_v not_o correct_v i_o but_o with_o thy_o own_o hand_n my_o parent_n will_v not_o give_v i_o over_o to_o a_o servant_n correction_n nor_o my_o god_n to_o satan_n 24.14_o i_o be_o fall_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n with_o david_n and_o with_o david_n i_o see_v that_o his_o mercy_n be_v great_a for_o by_o that_o mercy_n i_o consider_v in_o my_o present_a state_n not_o the_o haste_n &_o the_o dispatch_n of_o the_o disease_n in_o dissolve_v this_o bodyâ—_n so_o much_o as_o the_o much_o more_o haste_n &_o dispatch_v which_o my_o god_n shall_v use_v in_o recollectingâ—_n and_o reunite_a this_o dust_n again_o at_o the_o resurrection_n then_o i_o shall_v hear_v his_o angel_n proclaim_v the_o surgite_fw-la mâ—rtuiâ—_n rise_v you_o dead_a though_o i_o be_v dead_a i_o shall_v hear_v the_o voice_n the_o spund_v of_o the_o voice_n and_o the_o work_n of_o the_o voice_n shall_v be_v all_o one_o and_o all_o shall_v rise_v there_o in_o a_o less_o minute_n than_o any_o one_o die_v here_o 2._o prayer_n o_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o pursue_v and_o perfect_a thy_o own_o purpose_n and_o do_v not_o only_o remember_v i_o by_o the_o first_o access_n of_o this_o sickness_n that_o i_o must_v die_v but_o inform_v i_o by_o this_o further_a proceed_v therein_o that_o i_o may_v die_v now_o who_o have_v not_o only_o wake_v i_o with_o the_o first_o but_o call_v i_o up_o by_o cast_v i_o further_o down_o and_o clothe_v i_o with_o thyself_o by_o strip_v i_o of_o myself_o and_o by_o dull_v my_o bodily_a sense_n to_o the_o meat_n and_o ease_v of_o this_o world_n have_v whet_v and_o sharpen_v my_o spiritual_a sense_n to_o the_o apprehension_n of_o thou_o by_o what_o step_n &_o degree_n soever_o it_o shall_v please_v thou_o to_o go_v in_o the_o dissolution_n of_o this_o body_n hasten_v o_o lord_n that_o pace_n and_o multiply_v o_o my_o god_n those_o degree_n in_o the_o exaltation_n of_o my_o soul_n towards_o thou_o now_o &_o to_o thou_o then_o my_o taste_n be_v not_o go_v away_o but_o go_v up_o to_o sit_v at_o david_n table_n to_o taste_v 34.8_o &_o see_v that_o the_o lord_n be_v good_a my_o stomach_n be_v not_o go_v but_o go_v up_o so_o far_o upward_o towards_o the_o supper_n of_o the_o lamb_n with_o thy_o saint_n in_o heaven_n as_o to_o the_o table_n to_o the_o communion_n of_o thy_o saint_n here_o in_o earth_n my_o knee_n be_v weak_a but_o weak_a therefore_o that_o i_o shall_v easy_o fall_v to_o and_o fix_v myself_o long_o upon_o my_o devotion_n to_o thou_o 14.30_o a_o sound_a heart_n be_v the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n &_o a_o heart_n visit_v by_o thou_o and_o direct_v to_o thou_o by_o that_o visitation_n be_v a_o sound_a hart_n there_o be_v no_o soundness_n in_o my_o flesh_n 38.3_o because_o of_o thinâ—_n anger_n interpret_v thinâ—_n own_o work_n and_o call_v this_o sickness_n correction_n and_o not_o anger_n &_o there_o be_v soundness_n in_o my_o fleshy_a there_o be_v no_o rest_n in_o my_o bone_n ibid._n because_o of_o my_o sin_n transferee_v my_o sin_n with_o which_o thou_o arâ—_n so_o displease_v upon_o he_o with_o who_o thou_o be_v so_o well_o please_v christ_n jesus_n and_o there_o will_v be_v rest_n in_o my_o bone_n and_o o_o my_o god_n who_o make_v thyself_o a_o light_n in_o a_o bush_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o these_o bramble_n &_o thorn_n of_o a_o sharp_a sickness_n appear_v unto_o i_o so_o that_o i_o may_v see_v thou_o and_o know_v thou_o to_o be_v my_o god_n apply_v thyself_o to_o i_o even_o in_o these_o sharp_a and_o thorny_a passage_n do_v this_o o_o lord_n for_o his_o sake_n who_o be_v not_o the_o less_o the_o king_n oâ—_n heaven_n for_o thy_o suffer_v he_o to_o be_v crown_v with_o thorn_n in_o this_o world_n 3._o decubitus_fw-la sequitur_fw-la tandem_fw-la the_o patient_n take_v his_o bed_n 2._o meditation_n we_o attribute_v buâ—_n one_o privilege_n and_o advantage_n to_o man_n body_n above_o other_o move_a creature_n that_o he_o be_v not_o as_o other_o grovelingâ—_n but_o of_o a_o erect_v of_o a_o upright_a form_n natural_o build_v &_o dispose_v to_o the_o contemplation_n of_o heaven_n indeed_o it_o be_v a_o thankful_a form_n and_o recompense_v that_o soul_n which_o give_v it_o with_o carrying_z that_o soul_n so_o many_o foot_n high_o towards_o heaven_n other_o creature_n look_v to_o the_o earth_n and_o even_o that_o be_v no_o unfit_a object_n no_o unfit_a contemplation_n for_o man_n for_o thither_o he_o must_v come_v but_o because_o man_n be_v not_o to_o stay_v there_o as_o other_o creature_n be_v man_n in_o his_o natural_a form_n be_v carry_v to_o thâ—_n contemplation_n of_o thaâ—_n place_n which_o be_v his_o homâ—_n heaven_n this_o be_v man_n prerogative_n but_o whaâ—_n state_n have_v he_o in_o this_o diâ—â—nitie_n a_o fever_n caâ—_n filliâ—_n he_o down_o a_o fever_n caâ—_n depose_v he_o a_o fever_n caâ—_n bring_v that_o head_n whicâ—_n yesterday_o carry_v a_o crouâ—_n of_o gold_n five_o foot_n toâ—wards_o a_o crown_n of_o glory_n as_o low_o as_o his_o own_o fooâ—_n to_o day_n when_o god_n camâ—_n to_o breath_n into_o man_n
thâ—_n breath_n of_o life_n he_o founâ—_n he_o flat_o upon_o the_o grounâ—_n when_o he_o come_v to_o withdraw_v that_o breath_n from_o he_o again_o he_o prepare_v he_o to_o it_o by_o lay_v he_o flat_a upon_o his_o bed_n scarce_o any_o prison_n so_o close_o that_o afford_v not_o the_o prisoner_n two_o or_o â—hree_o step_n the_o anchorite_n that_o barque_v themselves_o up_o in_o hollow_a tree_n &_o immure_v themselves_o in_o hollow_a wall_n that_o perverse_a man_n that_o barrel_v himself_o in_o a_o tub_n all_o can_v stand_v or_o sit_v and_o enjoy_v some_o change_n of_o pasture_n a_o sick_a bed_n be_v a_o grave_n anâ—_n all_o that_o the_o patient_a saieâ—_n there_o be_v but_o a_o vary_a oâ—_n his_o own_o epitaph_n every_o night_n bed_n be_v a_o typâ—_n of_o the_o grave_n at_o night_n we_o tell_v our_o servant_n aâ—_n what_o hour_n we_o wilâ—_n rise_v here_o we_o can_v telâ—_n ourselves_o at_o what_o day_n what_o week_n what_o moan_v here_o the_o head_n lieâ—_n as_o low_a as_o the_o foot_n thâ—_n head_n of_o the_o people_n allow_v as_o they_o who_o those_o foot_n tread_v upon_o and_o that_o hand_n thaâ—_n sign_v pardon_n be_v toâ—_n weak_a to_o beg_v his_o own_o if_o he_o may_v have_v it_o for_o lift_v up_o that_o hand_n strange_a fetter_n to_o the_o foot_n strange_a manacle_n to_o the_o hand_n when_o the_o foot_n and_o hand_n be_v bind_v so_o much_o the_o fast_o by_o how_o much_o the_o coard_n be_v slack_a so_o much_o the_o less_o able_a to_o do_v their_o office_n by_o how_o much_o more_o the_o sinew_n and_o ligament_n be_v the_o loose_a in_o the_o grave_n i_o may_v speak_v through_o the_o stone_n in_o the_o voice_n of_o my_o friend_n anâ—_n in_o the_o accent_n of_o thosâ—_n word_n which_o theiâ—_n love_n may_v afford_v my_o meâ—mory_n here_o i_o be_o minâ—_n own_o ghost_n and_o ratheâ—_n affright_v my_o beholder_n then_o instruct_v they_o theâ—_n conceive_v the_o worst_a oâ—_n i_o now_o and_o yet_o feaâ—â—_n worse_o they_o give_v i_o foâ—_n dead_a now_o &_o yet_o wonâ—der_v how_o i_o do_v wheâ—_n they_o wake_v aâ—_n midnight_n and_o ask_v how_o i_o do_v â—â—â—morrow_o miserable_a and_o though_o common_a to_o all_o in_o human_a postuâ—_fw-la where_o i_o must_v practice_v â—y_a lie_v in_o the_o grave_n by_o â—ying_v still_o and_o not_o practice_v my_o resurrection_n by_o rise_v any_o more_o 3._o expostulation_n my_o god_n and_o my_o jesus_n my_o lord_n and_o my_o christ_n my_o strength_n and_o my_o salvation_n i_o hear_v thou_o and_o i_o hearken_v to_o thou_o when_o thou_o rebuke_v thy_o disciple_n for_o rebuke_v â—hem_n who_o bring_v child_n to_o thou_o 19.13_o suffer_v little_a child_n to_o come_v tâ—_n i_o say_v thou_o be_v therâ—_n a_o very_a child_n than_o i_o aâ—_n now_o i_o can_v say_v witâ—_n thy_o servant_n jeremy_n lorâ—_n i_o be_o a_o child_n and_o cannâ—_n speak_v but_o o_o lord_n i_o aâ—_n a_o suck_a child_n anâ—_n can_v eat_v a_o creep_a child_n and_o can_v goâ—â—_n how_o shall_v i_o come_v tâ—_n thou_o whither_o shall_v 〈◊〉_d come_v to_o thou_o to_o thiâ—_n bed_n i_o have_v this_o weak_a and_o childish_a frowardâ—nes_n too_o i_o can_v sit_v upâ—_n and_o yet_o be_o loath_a to_o go_v tâ—_n bed_n shall_v i_o find_v thou_o 〈◊〉_d bed_n oh_o have_v i_o always_o do_v so_o the_o bed_n be_v not_o ordinary_o thy_o scene_n thy_o climate_n lord_n do_v thoâ—_n not_o accuse_v i_o do_v thou_o not_o reproach_n to_o i_o my_o former_a sin_n when_o thou_o lay_v i_o upon_o this_o bed_n be_v not_o this_o to_o hang_v a_o man_n at_o his_o own_o door_n to_o lay_v he_o sick_a in_o his_o own_o bed_n of_o wantonness_n when_o thou_o chide_v we_o by_o thy_o prophet_n for_o lie_v in_o bed_n of_o ivory_n 4._o be_v not_o thy_o anger_n vent_v not_o till_o thou_o change_v our_o bed_n of_o ivory_n into_o beb_n of_o ebony_n david_n swear_v unto_o thou_o 3._o that_o he_o will_v not_o goâ—_n up_o into_o his_o bed_n till_o he_o haâ—_n build_v thou_o a_o house_n to_o goâ—_n up_o into_o the_o bed_n denote_v strength_n and_o promiâ—eâ—_n ease_v but_o when_o thoâ—_n say_v 2.22_o that_o thou_o will_v caâ—_n jesubel_n into_o a_o bed_n thoâ—_n make_v thy_o own_o comâ—ment_n upon_o that_o thoâ—_n call_v the_o bed_n tribulâ—â—tion_n great_a tribulationâ—_n â—_z how_o shall_v they_o come_v tâ—_n thou_o who_o thou_o haâ—â—_n nail_v to_o their_o bedâ—_n thou_o be_v in_o the_o congrâ—â—gation_n 8.6_o &_o i_o in_o a_o solitude_n when_o the_o centurion_n servant_n lie_v sick_a at_o home_n his_o master_n be_v fain_o to_o come_v to_o christ_n â—he_v sick_a man_n can_v not_o their_o friend_n lie_v sick_a of_o the_o palsy_n 8.4_o and_o the_o four_o charitable_a man_n be_v fain_o to_o bring_v he_o to_o christ_n he_o can_v not_o come_v 8.14_o peter_n wife_n mother_n lie_v sick_a of_o a_o fever_n &_o christ_n come_v to_o she_o she_o can_v not_o come_v to_o he_o my_o friend_n may_v carry_v i_o home_o to_o thou_o in_o their_o prayer_n in_o the_o congregation_n thou_o must_v comâ—_n home_o to_o i_o in_o the_o visiâ—tation_n of_o thy_o spirit_n anâ—_n in_o the_o seal_n of_o thy_o sacraâ—ment_n but_o when_o i_o aâ—_n cast_v into_o this_o bed_n mâ—_n slack_a sinew_n be_v yroâ—_n fetter_n and_o those_o thiâ—_n sheet_n iron_n door_n upoâ—_n i_o 26.8_o and_o lord_n i_o have_v love_v the_o habitation_n of_o thâ—_n house_n and_o the_o place_n wheâ—_n thy_o honour_n dwell_v lie_v here_o 84.4_o and_o say_v bless_v be_v they_o that_o dwell_v in_o thâ—_n house_n but_o i_o can_v say_v i_o will_v come_v into_o thy_o housâ—_n i_o may_v say_v 5.8_o in_o thy_o feaâ—_n will_v i_o worship_v towards_o thy_o â—oly_a temple_n but_o i_o can_v â—ay_n in_o thy_o holy_a templeâ—_n 69.10_o and_o lord_n the_o zeal_n of_o thy_o house_n eat_v i_o up_o as_o fast_o as_o my_o fever_n it_o be_v not_o a_o recusancie_n for_o i_o will_v come_v but_o it_o be_v a_o excommunication_n i_o must_v not_o but_o lord_n thou_o be_v lord_n of_o host_n &_o love_v action_n why_o call_v thou_o i_o from_o my_o call_n in_o theâ—_n grave_n no_o man_n shall_v praise_v thou_o in_o the_o door_n of_o the_o grave_n this_o sick_a bed_n no_o man_n shall_v hear_v i_o praise_v thou_o thou_o have_v not_o open_v my_o lip_n that_o my_o mouth_n may_v show_v thou_o thy_o praise_n buâ—_n that_o my_o mouth_n may_v show_v forth_o thy_o praise_n but_o thy_o apostle_n fearâ—_n take_v hold_v of_o i_o thâ—â—_n when_o i_o have_v preach_v to_o â—â—thers_n 9.27_o i_o myself_o shall_v be_v cast-way_n and_o therefore_o be_o i_o cast_v down_o that_o may_v not_o be_v cast_v awaâ—â—_n â—_z thou_o can_v take_v mâ—_n by_o the_o head_n 2.11_o as_o thoâ—_n do_v abacuc_a and_o carrâ—â—_n i_o so_o by_o a_o chariot_n 〈◊〉_d thou_o do_v eliah_n &_o caâ—â—rie_v i_o so_o but_o thou_o caâ—â—riest_v i_o thou_o own_o private_a way_n the_o way_n by_o which_o thou_o carry_v thy_o son_n who_o first_o lie_v upon_o the_o earth_n &_o pray_v and_o then_o have_v his_o exaltation_n as_o himself_o call_v his_o crucify_a and_o first_o descend_v into_o hell_n and_o then_o have_v his_o ascension_n there_o be_v another_o station_n indeed_o neither_o be_v station_n but_o prostration_n low_o than_o this_o bed_n to_o morrow_n i_o may_v be_v lay_v one_o story_n low_o upon_o the_o floor_n the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o next_o day_n another_o story_n in_o the_o grave_n the_o womb_n of_o the_o earth_n as_o yet_o god_n suspend_v i_o between_o heaven_n and_o earth_n as_o a_o meteor_n and_o i_o be_o not_o in_o heaven_n because_o a_o earthly_a body_n clog_n i_o and_o i_o be_o not_o in_o the_o earth_n because_o a_o heavenly_a soul_n sustain_v meeâ—_n and_o it_o be_v thy_o own_o law_n 18._o o_o god_n that_o if_o a_o man_n be_v smite_v so_o by_o anoâ—ther_n as_o that_o he_o keep_v hiâ—_n bed_n though_o he_o die_v not_o he_o that_o hurt_v he_o must_v take_v care_n of_o his_o heal_n and_o recompense_v he_o thâ—_n hand_n strike_v i_o into_o this_o bed_n and_o therefore_o if_o i_o rise_v again_o thou_o will_v be_v my_o recompense_n all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n in_o make_v the_o memory_n of_o this_o sickness_n beneficial_a to_o i_o and_o if_o my_o body_n fall_v yet_o low_o thou_o will_v take_v my_o soul_n out_o of_o this_o bath_n &_o present_v it_o to_o thy_o father_n wash_v again_o and_o again_o and_o again_o in_o thy_o own_o tear_n in_o thy_o own_o sweat_n in_o thy_o own_o blood_n 3._o prayer_n o_o most_o mighty_a anâ—_n most_o merciful_a god_n who_o though_o thou_o hauâ—_n take_v i_o off_o of_o my_o foot_n haste_v not_o take_v i_o off_o oâ—_n my_o foundation_n whicâ—_n be_v thyself_o who_o though_o thou_o have_v remove_v mâ—_n from_o that_o upright_o form_n in_o which_o i_o can_v stand_v and_o see_v thy_o throne_n thâ—_n
heaven_n yet_o have_v not_o remove_v from_o i_o thaâ—_n light_n by_o which_o i_o can_v liâ—â—_n and_o see_v thyself_o who_o though_o thou_o have_v weaken_v my_o bodily_a knee_n that_o they_o can_v bow_v to_o thou_o have_v yet_o leave_v i_o the_o knee_n of_o my_o heart_n which_o be_v bow_v unto_o thou_o evermore_o as_o thou_o have_v make_v this_o bed_n thy_o altar_n make_v i_o thy_o sacrifice_n and_o as_o thou_o make_v thy_o son_n christ_n jesus_n the_o priest_n so_o make_v i_o his_o deacon_n to_o minister_v to_o he_o in_o a_o cheerful_a surrender_n of_o my_o body_n &_o soul_n to_o thy_o pleasure_n by_o his_o hand_n i_o come_v unto_o thou_o o_o god_n my_o god_n i_o come_v unto_o thou_o so_o as_o i_o can_v come_v i_o come_v to_o thou_o by_o embrace_v thy_o come_n to_o i_o i_o come_v in_o the_o confidence_n &_o in_o the_o application_n of_o thy_o servant_n david_n promise_n 41.3_o that_o thou_o will_v make_v all_o my_o bed_n in_o my_o sickness_n all_o my_o bed_n that_o which_o way_n soever_o i_o turn_v i_o may_v turn_v to_o thou_o and_o as_o i_o feel_v thy_o hand_n upon_o all_o my_o body_n so_o i_o may_v find_v it_o upon_o all_o my_o bed_n and_o see_v all_o my_o correction_n and_o all_o my_o refresh_n to_o flow_v from_o one_o and_o â—he_v same_o and_o all_o from_o thy_o hand_n as_o 〈◊〉_d have_v make_v these_o featherâ—â—â—hornes_n in_o the_o sharpness_n of_o this_o sickness_n so_o lord_n make_v these_o thorn_n feather_n again_o feather_n of_o thy_o doâ—e_n in_o the_o peace_n of_o conscience_n and_o in_o a_o holy_a recourse_n to_o thy_o ark_n to_o the_o instrument_n of_o true_a comfort_n in_o thy_o institution_n and_o in_o the_o ordinance_n of_o thy_o church_n forget_v my_o bed_n o_o lord_n as_o it_o have_v be_v a_o bed_n of_o sloth_n and_o worse_o than_o sloth_n take_v i_o not_o o_o lord_n at_o this_o advantage_n to_o teâ—â—rifie_v my_o soul_n with_o sail_v now_o i_o have_v i_o thou_o there_o where_o thoâ—_n have_v so_o often_o depart_v from_o i_o but_o have_v burn_v up_o that_o bed_n bâ—_n these_o vehement_a heat_n and_o wash_v that_o bed_n iâ—_n these_o abundant_a sweatâ—_n make_v my_o bed_n again_o lord_n and_o enable_v i_o accord_v to_o thy_o command_n 4.4_o to_o commune_v wiâ—â—_n my_o own_o heart_n upon_o 〈◊〉_d bed_n and_o be_v still_o to_o provide_v a_o bed_n for_o all_o mâ—_n former_a sin_n while_o i_o lie_v upon_o this_o bed_n and_o a_o grave_n for_o my_o sin_n before_o i_o come_v to_o my_o grave_n and_o when_o i_o have_v depose_v they_o in_o the_o wound_n of_o thy_o sonn_n to_o rest_v in_o that_o assurance_n that_o my_o conscience_n be_v discharge_v from_o further_a anxiety_n and_o my_o soul_n from_o far_a danger_n and_o my_o memory_n from_o further_a calumny_n do_v this_o o_o lord_n for_o his_o sake_n who_o do_v and_o suffer_v so_o much_o that_o thou_o may_v as_o well_o in_o thy_o justice_n as_o in_o thy_o mercy_n do_v it_o for_o i_o thy_o son_n our_o saviour_n christ_n jesusâ—_n â—_z 4._o medicusque_fw-la voco_fw-la the_o physician_n be_v send_v foâ—â—_n 4._o meditation_n it_o be_v too_o little_a to_o calâ—_n man_n a_o little_a worldâ—_n â—_z except_o god_n man_n be_v diminutive_a to_o nothing_o man_n consist_v of_o morâ—_n piece_n more_o part_n thenche_a world_n then_o the_o world_n do_v nay_o then_o the_o world_n be_v and_o if_o those_o piece_n be_v extend_v and_o stretch_v out_o in_o man_n as_o they_o be_v in_o the_o world_n man_n will_v be_v the_o giant_n and_o the_o world_n the_o dwarf_n the_o world_n but_o the_o map_n and_o the_o man_n the_o world_n if_o all_o the_o vein_n in_o our_o body_n be_v extent_v to_o rivers_n and_o all_o the_o sinew_n to_o vein_n of_o mine_n and_o all_o the_o muscle_n that_o lie_v upon_o one_o another_o to_o hill_n and_o all_o the_o bone_n to_o quarry_n of_o stone_n and_o all_o the_o â—â—ther_n piece_n to_o the_o prâ—â—portion_n of_o those_o whicâ—_n correspond_v to_o they_o iâ—_n the_o world_n the_o air_n wouâ—â—_n be_v too_o little_a for_o this_o orâ—â—_n of_o man_n to_o move_v in_o tâ—â—_n firmament_n will_v bâ—_n but_o enough_o for_o this_o staâ—â—_n for_o as_o the_o whole_a worâ—â—_n have_v nothing_o to_o whicâ—_n something_o in_o man_n doâ—â—_n not_o answer_v so_o haâ—â—_n man_n many_o piece_n 〈◊〉_d which_o the_o whole_a worâ—â—_n haâ—h_v no_o representation_n enlarge_v this_o meditation_n upon_o this_o great_a worlâ—_n man_n so_o far_o as_o to_o consider_v the_o immensity_n of_o â—he_n creature_n this_o world_n produce_v our_o creature_n be_v our_o thought_n creature_n that_o be_v bear_v giant_n that_o reach_n from_o east_n to_o west_n from_o earth_n to_o heaven_n that_o do_v not_o only_o bestride_v all_o the_o sea_n and_o land_n but_o span_v the_o sun_n and_o firmament_n at_o once_o my_o thought_n reach_v all_o comprehend_v all_o inexplicable_a mystery_n i_o their_o creator_n be_o in_o a_o close_a prison_n in_o a_o sick_a bed_n any_o where_o and_o any_o one_o of_o my_o creature_n mâ—_n thought_n be_v with_o tâ—â—_n sun_n and_o beyond_o tâ—â—_n sun_n overtake_v tâ—â—_n sun_n and_o overgo_v tâ—â—_n sun_n in_o one_o pace_n oâ—_n step_n every_o wherâ—â—_n and_o then_o as_o the_o othâ—â—_n world_n produce_v serpenâ—_n and_o viper_n malignant_a &_o venomous_a â—_z and_o worm_n and_o cateâ—â—pillars_n that_o endeavour_n to_o devour_v that_o worlâ—_n which_o produce_v theâ—_n and_o monster_n compileâ—_n and_o complicate_v of_o dâ—â—uers_a parent_n &_o kind_n 〈◊〉_d this_o world_n ourselves_o produce_v all_o these_o in_o we_o 〈◊〉_d produce_v disease_n &_o sickness_n of_o all_o those_o â—orts_n venomous_a and_o infectious_a disease_n feed_v &_o consume_a disease_n and_o manifold_a and_o entangle_v disease_n make_v up_o of_o many_o several_a one_o and_o can_v the_o other_o world_n name_n so_o many_o venomous_a so_o many_o consume_a so_o many_o monstrous_a â—_z as_o we_o can_v disease_n of_o all_o these_o kind_n o_o miserable_a abundance_n o_o beggar_o rich_a how_o much_o do_v we_o lack_v 〈◊〉_d have_v remedy_n for_o euâ—â—rie_a disease_n when_o as_o yâ—â—_n we_o have_v not_o name_n fâ—â—_n they_o but_o we_o hauâ—_n hercules_n against_o theâ—_n giant_n these_o â—_z that_o be_v the_o physician_n 〈◊〉_d muster_v up_o all_o the_o forâ—â—_n of_o the_o other_o world_n â—_o succour_v this_o all_o nature_n to_o relieve_v man._n we_o haâ—â—_n the_o physician_n but_o we_o 〈◊〉_d not_o the_o physician_n he_o we_o shrink_v in_o our_o pâ—â—â—portion_n sink_v in_o our_o dâ—â—â—â—nitie_n in_o respect_n of_o veâ—â—_n mean_v creature_n wâ—â—â—_n â—re_n physician_n to_o themselves_o the_o hart_n that_o be_v pursue_v and_o wound_v they_o say_v know_v a_o herb_n which_o be_v eaâ—en_v throw_v off_o the_o arrow_n a_o strange_a kind_n of_o vomit_n the_o dog_n that_o pursue_v it_o though_o he_o be_v subject_a to_o sickness_n even_o proverbial_o know_v his_o grass_n that_o recover_v he_o and_o it_o may_v be_v true_a that_o the_o drugger_n be_v as_o near_o to_o man_n as_o to_o other_o creature_n it_o may_v be_v that_o obvious_a and_o present_a simple_n easy_a to_o be_v have_v will_v cure_v he_o bâ—â—_n the_o apothecary_n be_v not_o 〈◊〉_d near_o he_o nor_o the_o pâ—â—â—sician_n so_o near_o he_o 〈◊〉_d they_o two_o be_v to_o othâ—â—_n creature_n man_n have_v nâ—â—_n that_o innate_a instinct_n to_o aâ—â—ply_v those_o natural_a meâ—â—â—cines_n to_o his_o present_a dawnger_n as_o those_o inferioâ—â—_n creature_n have_v he_o be_v nâ—â—_n his_o own_o apothecary_n hâ—â—_n own_o physician_n as_o thâ—â—_n be_v call_v back_o therefore_o thy_o meditation_n against_o and_o bring_v it_o downâ—â—_n what_o be_v become_v of_o maâ—â—_n greâ—t_a extent_n &_o propoâ—â—â—tion_n when_o himself_o shrink_v himself_o and_o consume_v himself_o to_o â—_o handful_n of_o dust_n what_o be_v become_v of_o his_o soar_a thought_n his_o compass_v thought_n when_o himself_o bring_v himself_o to_o the_o ignorancâ—_n â—o_o the_o thoughtlesnessâ—_n of_o the_o grave_n his_o disease_n be_v his_o own_o but_o the_o physician_n be_v not_o he_o have_v they_o at_o home_n but_o â—ee_n must_v send_v for_o the_o physician_n 4._o expostulationâ—_n i_o have_v not_o the_o righteousness_n of_o job_n 13.3_o but_o have_v the_o desire_n of_o 〈◊〉_d i_o will_v speak_v to_o the_o â—_o mighty_a and_o i_o will_v reasâ—â—_n with_o god_n my_o god_n 〈◊〉_d god_n how_o soon_o wouâ—â—dest_v thou_o have_v i_o goâ—â—_n to_o the_o physician_n &_o hoâ—â—_n far_o will_v thou_o haâ—â—_n i_o go_v with_o the_o phisiâ—â—â—an_n i_o know_v thou_o hâ—â—_n make_v the_o matter_n aâ—â—_n the_o man_n and_o the_o 〈◊〉_d and_o i_o go_v not_o from_o thâ—â—_n when_o i_o go_v to_o the_o physician_n thou_o do_v not_o make_v clothes_n before_o there_o be_v a_o shame_n of_o the_o nakedness_n of_o the_o body_n but_o thou_o do_v make_v physic_n before_o there_o be_v any_o grudge_n of_o any_o sickness_n for_o thou_o do_v imprint_v a_o medicinal_a virtue_n in_o
many_o simple_n even_o from_o the_o beginning_n do_v thou_o mean_v that_o we_o shall_v be_v sick_a when_o thou_o do_v so_o when_o thou_o make_v they_o no_o more_o than_o thou_o do_v mean_a that_o we_o shall_v sin_v when_o thou_o make_v we_o thoâ—_n foresaw_a both_o buâ—_n cause_v neither_o thoâ—_n lord_n 47.12_o promise_v heeâ—_n tree_n who_o fruit_n shall_v bâ—â—_n for_o meat_n and_o their_o leaâ—â—_n for_o medicine_n it_o be_v thâ—_n voice_n of_o thy_o sonn_n wâ—â—_n thou_o be_v make_v whole_a that_o draw_v from_o thâ—â—_n patient_a a_o confession_n thaâ—_n he_o be_v ill_a 5.6_o and_o coulâ—_n not_o make_v himself_o wâ—â—_n and_o it_o be_v thou_o ow_v voice_n be_v there_o no_o phisiâ—cian_n 8.22_o that_o incline_v we_o dispose_v we_o to_o accept_v thy_o ordinance_n anâ—_n â—t_a be_v the_o voice_n of_o the_o wise_a man_n both_o for_o the_o matter_n physic_n itself_o the_o lord_n have_v create_v medicine_n out_o of_o the_o earth_n 38.4_o and_o he_o that_o be_v wise_a shall_v not_o abhor_v they_o and_o for_o the_o art_n and_o the_o person_n the_o physician_n cut_v off_o a_o long_a disease_n in_o all_o these_o voice_n thou_o send_v we_o to_o those_o help_n which_o thou_o have_v afford_v we_o in_o that_o but_o will_v not_o thou_o avow_v that_o voice_n too_o 38.15_o he_o that_o have_v sin_v against_o his_o maker_n let_v he_o fall_v into_o thâ—_n hand_n of_o the_o physician_n anâ—_n will_v not_o thou_o afford_v i_o a_o understanding_n oâ—_n those_o word_n thoâ—_n who_o send_v we_o for_o â—_o blessing_n to_o the_o phisicâ—â—an_n do_v not_o make_v it_o â—_o curse_o to_o we_o to_o go_v wheâ—_n thou_o send_v be_v not_o thâ—_n curse_v rather_o in_o this_o thâ—â—_n only_o he_o fall_v into_o thâ—_n hand_n of_o the_o physician_n that_o cast_v himself_o whole_o entire_o upon_o the_o phiâ—sician_n confide_n in_o he_o rely_v upon_o he_o attend_v all_o from_o he_o and_o negâ—lects_v that_o spiritual_a physic_n which_o thou_o also_o have_v institute_v in_o thy_o churchy_n â—_z so_o to_o fall_v into_o the_o â—ands_n of_o the_o physician_n be_v a_o sin_n and_o a_o punishment_n of_o â—ormer_a sin_n so_o as_o asaâ—fell_n who_o in_o his_o disease_n seek_v not_o to_o the_o lord_n 16.12_o butâ—â—o_v the_o physician_n reveal_v therefore_o to_o i_o thy_o method_n o_o lord_n &_o see_v whether_o i_o have_v follow_v it_o â—hat_n thou_o may_v have_v glory_n if_o i_o have_v and_o i_o pardon_v if_o i_o have_v not_o &_o help_v that_o i_o may_v thy_o method_n be_v 9_o in_o time_n of_o thy_o sickness_n be_v not_o negligent_a â—_o wherein_o will_v thou_o have_v my_o diligence_n express_v pray_v unto_o thâ—_n lord_n and_o he_o will_v makâ—_n thou_o whole_a o_o lord_n â—_o do_v i_o pray_v and_o pray_v thy_o servant_n davidâ—_n prayer_n 6.2_o have_v mercy_n upâ—on_v i_o o_o lord_n for_o i_o aâ—_n weak_a heale_n i_o o_o lord_n for_o my_o bone_n arâ—_n vex_v i_o know_v that_o even_o my_o weakness_n be_v a_o reason_n a_o motive_n to_o induce_v thy_o mercy_n and_o my_o sickness_n a_o occasion_n of_o thy_o send_v health_n when_o be_v thou_o so_o ready_a when_o be_v it_o so_o seasonable_a to_o thou_o to_o commiserate_v as_o in_o misery_n but_o be_v prayer_n for_o health_n in_o season_n as_o soon_o as_o i_o be_o sick_a thy_o method_n go_v further_a leave_v off_o from_o sin_n 10._o and_o order_v thy_o hand_n aright_o and_o cleanse_v thy_o heart_n from_o all_o wickedness_n have_v i_o o_o lord_n do_v so_o o_o lord_n i_o have_v by_o thy_o grace_n i_o be_o come_v to_o a_o holy_a detestation_n of_o my_o former_a sin_n be_v there_o any_o more_o in_o thy_o method_n there_o be_v more_o give_v a_o sweet_a savoury_n and_o a_o memorial_n of_o finâ—_n flower_n and_o make_v a_o fat_a ofâ—fering_n as_o not_o be_v and_o lord_n by_o thy_o grace_n i_o have_v do_v that_o sacrifice_v â—_o little_a of_o that_o little_a whicâ—_n thou_o lent_v i_o to_o they_o for_o who_o thou_o lent_v it_o and_o now_o in_o thy_o methoâ—_n and_o by_o thy_o step_n i_o be_o come_v to_o that_o then_o giâ—â—_n place_n to_o the_o physician_n 12._o foâ—_n the_o lord_n have_v create_v he_o let_v he_o not_o go_v from_o theâ—_n for_o thou_o have_v need_v of_o he_o i_o send_v for_o the_o physician_n but_o i_o will_v hear_v he_o enâ—ter_v with_o those_o word_n of_o peter_n â—4_n jesus_n christ_n make_v thou_o whole_a i_o long_o for_o his_o presence_n but_o i_o lookâ—_n that_o the_o power_n of_o the_o lord_n 5.17_o shall_v be_v present_a to_o heal_v i_o 4._o prayer_n o_o most_o mighty_a and_o most_o merciful_a god_n who_o be_v so_o the_o god_n of_o health_n &_o strength_n as_o that_o without_o thou_o all_o health_n be_v but_o the_o fuel_n and_o all_o strength_n but_o the_o bellows_n of_o sin_n behold_v meâ—_n under_o the_o vehemencâ—_n of_o two_o disease_n and_o unâ—der_v the_o necessity_n of_o twâ—_n physician_n authorize_v bâ—_n thou_o the_o bodily_a and_o thâ—_n spiritual_a physician_n i_o comâ—_n to_o both_o as_o to_o thy_o ordiâ—nance_n &_o bless_v and_o gloâ—rifie_v thy_o name_n that_o iâ—_n both_o case_n thou_o have_v afâ—forded_v help_n to_o man_n by_o the_o ministry_n of_o manâ—_n even_o in_o the_o new_a jerusaâ—lem_n 2d_o in_o heaven_n itself_o iâ—_n have_v please_v thou_o to_o discover_v a_o tree_n which_o iâ—_n a_o tree_n of_o life_n there_o buâ—_n the_o leaf_n thereof_o be_v for_o the_o heal_n of_o the_o nation_n life_n itself_o be_v with_o thou_o there_o for_o thou_o be_v life_n and_o all_o kind_n of_o health_n wrought_v upon_o we_o here_o by_o thy_o instrument_n descend_v from_o thence_o 51.9_o thou_o will_v have_v heal_v babylon_n but_o she_o be_v not_o heal_v take_v from_o i_o o_o lord_n her_o perverseness_n her_o wilfulness_n her_o refractarinesse_n and_o hear_v thy_o spirit_n say_v in_o my_o soul_n heale_n i_o o_o lord_n for_o i_o will_v be_v heal_v ephraim_n see_v his_o sickness_n 5.13_o and_o judah_n his_o wound_n then_o go_v ephraim_n to_o the_o assyrian_a and_o send_v to_o king_n jareb_n yet_o can_v noâ—_n he_o heal_v you_o nor_o cure_v you_o of_o your_o wound_n keep_v i_o back_o o_o lord_n from_o they_o who_o mis-professe_a art_n of_o heal_v the_o soul_n or_o of_o the_o body_n by_o mean_n not_o imprint_v by_o thou_o in_o the_o church_n for_o the_o soul_n or_o not_o in_o nature_n for_o the_o body_n there_o be_v no_o spiritual_a health_n to_o be_v have_v by_o superstition_n nor_o bodily_a by_o witchcraft_n â—_z thou_o lord_n and_o only_o thou_o be_v lord_n of_o both_o thou_o in_o thyself_o be_v lord_n of_o both_o and_o thou_o in_o thy_o son_n be_v the_o physician_n the_o applyer_n of_o both_o esa._n with_o his_o stripe_n we_o be_v heal_v say_v the_o prophet_n there_o there_o before_o he_o be_v scourge_v we_o be_v heal_v with_o his_o stripe_n how_o much_o more_o shall_v i_o be_v heal_v now_o now_o when_o that_o which_o he_o have_v already_o suffer_v actual_o be_v actual_o and_o effectual_o apply_v to_o i_o be_v there_o any_o thing_n incurable_a upon_o which_o that_o balm_n drop_n any_o vain_a 〈◊〉_d empty_a as_o that_o that_o bloâ—â—_n can_v fill_v it_o 7.14_o thou_o proâ—misest_v to_o heal_v the_o earâ—â—_n but_o it_o be_v when_o the_o iâ—â—habitants_n of_o the_o earth_n pray_v that_o thou_o will_v heal_v it_o 47.11_o thou_o promiâ—sest_v to_o heal_v their_o wâ—â—ters_n but_o their_o miry_a place_n and_o stand_v waters_n â—_z thou_n say_v there_o thoâ—_n will_v not_o heal_v my_o retuâ—â—nâ—ng_n to_o any_o sin_n if_o shall_v return_v to_o the_o aâ—bilitie_n of_o sin_v over_o all_o my_o sin_n again_o thou_o will_v not_o â—_z â—eale_v this_o earth_n o_o my_o â—od_n by_o repentant_a tear_n â—nd_v heal_v these_o water_n â—hese_fw-mi tear_n from_o all_o bitterness_n from_o all_o diffidence_n â—rom_o all_o dejection_n by_o establish_v my_o irremovable_a assurance_n in_o thou_o â—hy_a sonn_n go_v about_o heaâ—â—ng_v all_o manner_n of_o sickness_n 4.23_o no_o disease_n incurable_a none_o difficult_a 6.19_o he_o â—ealed_v they_o in_o pass_v virtue_n go_v out_o of_o he_o 7.23_o â—nd_v he_o heal_v all_o all_o the_o multitude_n no_o person_n inâ—urable_a he_o heal_v they_o â—uery_n whit_n as_o himself_o speak_v he_o leave_v no_o relic_n of_o the_o disease_n and_o wiâ—â—_n this_o universal_a phisiciâ—â—_n pass_v by_o this_o hospital_n and_o not_o visit_v i_o noâ—_n heal_v i_o not_o heal_v mâ—_n whole_o lord_n i_o lookâ—_n not_o that_o thou_o shoulder_n say_v by_o thy_o messenger_n tâ—_n i_o â—_o as_o to_o ezechias_n bâ—â—hold_v i_o will_v heal_v thou_o anâ—_n on_o the_o three_o day_n thou_o shaâ—â—_n go_v up_o to_o the_o house_n of_o thâ—_n lord._n i_o look_v not_o thâ—â—_n thou_o shall_v say_v to_o mâ—â—_n as_o to_o moses_n in_o miriamâ—_n behalf_n 12.14_o when_o mosâ—â—_n will_v have_v have_v heâ—â—_n heal_v present_o if_o her_o â—ather_n have_v but_o spit_v in_o her_o â—ace_n
unto_o i_o if_o i_o be_v aloneâ—_n elias_n himself_o fainteâ—_n under_o that_o apprehension_n loe_o 14_o i_o be_o leave_v alone_o anâ—_n martha_n murmur_v at_o that_o 10.40_o and_o say_v to_o christ_n lord_n do_v not_o thou_o care_n that_o my_o sister_n have_v leave_v i_o to_o serve_v alone_o neither_o can_v jeremiah_n enter_v into_o his_o lamentation_n from_o a_o high_a ground_n then_o to_o say_v 1.1_o how_o do_v the_o city_n sit_v solitary_a that_o be_v full_a of_o people_n o_o my_o god_n it_o be_v the_o leper_n that_o thou_o have_v condemn_v to_o live_v alone_o 13.46_o have_v â—_o such_o a_o leprosy_n in_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o must_v die_v alone_o alone_o without_o thou_o shall_v this_o come_v to_o such_o a_o leprosy_n in_o my_o body_n that_o i_o must_v die_v â—â—lone_o alone_o without_o they_o that_o shall_v assiâ—â—_n that_o shall_v comfort_v mâ—â—_n but_o come_v not_o this_o eâ—â—postulation_n too_o near_o murmur_v must_v i_o bâ—â—_n conclude_v with_o that_o 14.2_o thâ—â—_n moses_n be_v command_v 〈◊〉_d come_v near_o the_o lord_n alonâ—â—_n that_o solitariness_n &_o dâ—â—reliction_n and_o abandon_v of_o other_o disposeâ—_n we_o best_o for_o god_n who_o acâ—companies_v we_o most_o alonâ—â—_n may_v i_o not_o remember_v &_o apply_v to_o 32.24_o that_o thought_n god_n come_v not_o to_o jacob_n till_o he_o find_v he_o alone_o â—et_o when_o he_o find_v he_o alone_o he_o wrestle_v with_o he_o and_o lame_v he_o that_o when_o in_o the_o dereliction_n and_o forsake_v of_o friend_n and_o physician_n a_o man_n be_v leave_v alone_o to_o god_n god_n may_v so_o wrestle_v with_o this_o jacob_n with_o this_o conscience_n as_o to_o put_v it_o out_o of_o joint_n &_o so_o appear_v to_o he_o as_o that_o he_o dare_v not_o look_v upon_o he_o face_n to_o face_n when_o as_o by_o way_n of_o reflection_n in_o the_o consolation_n of_o his_o temporal_a or_o spiritual_a servant_n and_o ordinance_n he_o dare_v 〈◊〉_d they_o be_v there_o 6.16_o but_o â—_o faithful_a friend_n be_v the_o physic_n of_o life_n and_o they_o thâ—_n fear_v the_o lord_n shall_v find_v he_o therefore_o have_v thâ—_n lord_n afford_v i_o boâ—â—_n in_o one_o person_n that_o phâ—â—sician_n who_o be_v my_o faithâ—full_a friend_n 5._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o moâ—â—_n gracious_a god_n whâ—â—_n call_v down_o fire_n from_o heaven_n upon_o the_o sinful_a city_n but_o once_o and_o opâ—â—nedst_v the_o earth_n to_o swallow_v the_o murmurer_n but_o onceâ—_n â—_z and_o throw_v down_o the_o tower_n of_o siloe_n upon_o sinner_n but_o once_o but_o for_o thy_o work_n of_o mercy_n repeat_a they_o often_o &_o still_o work_v by_o thy_o own_o pattern_n as_o thou_o broghte_v man_n into_o this_o world_n by_o give_v he_o a_o helper_n fit_a for_o he_o here_o â—o_z whether_o it_o be_v thy_o will_n to_o continue_v i_o â—ong_o thus_o or_o to_o dismiss_v i_o by_o death_n be_v please_v to_o afford_v i_o the_o help_v fit_a for_o both_o condition_n either_o for_o my_o weak_a staâ—_n here_o or_o my_o final_a tranâ—â—migration_n from_o hencel_n and_o if_o thou_o may_v resceive_v glory_n by_o that_o waâ—â—_n and_o by_o all_o way_n thoâ—â—_n may_v receive_v glory_n glâ—â—rifie_v thyself_o in_o preserâ—uing_v this_o body_n from_o sucâ—_n infection_n as_o may_v withhold_v those_o whâ—_n will_v come_v or_o in_o dawnger_n they_o who_o do_v comeâ—_n and_o preserve_v this_o soul_n 〈◊〉_d the_o faculty_n thereof_o frâ—â—_n all_o such_o distemper_n 〈◊〉_d may_v shake_v the_o assuâ—rance_n which_o myself_o &_o other_o have_v have_v that_o because_o thou_o have_v love_v i_o thou_o will_v love_v i_o to_o my_o end_n and_o at_o my_o end_n open_v none_o of_o my_o door_n not_o of_o my_o hart_n not_o of_o my_o ear_n not_o of_o my_o house_n to_o any_o supplant_a that_o will_v enter_v to_o undermine_v i_o in_o my_o religion_n to_o thou_o in_o the_o time_n of_o my_o weakness_n or_o to_o defame_v i_o &_o magnify_v himself_o with_o false_a rumour_n of_o such_o a_o victory_n &_o surprisal_n of_o i_o after_o i_o be_o dead_a be_v my_o salvation_n and_o plead_v my_o salvation_n work_v it_o and_o declaâ—â—_n it_o and_o as_o thy_o triumphaâ—â—_n shall_v be_v so_o let_v the_o montant_n church_n be_v assureâ—_n that_o thou_o be_v my_o 〈◊〉_d and_o i_o thy_o servant_n to_o anâ—_n in_o my_o consummation_n bless_v thou_o the_o learning_n and_o the_o labour_n of_o thâ—â—_n man_n who_o thou_o sendeâ—â—_fw-es to_o assist_v i_o and_o sincâ—_n thou_o take_v i_o by_o thâ—_n hand_n &_o put_v i_o into_o his_o hand_n for_o i_o come_v tâ—_n he_o in_o thy_o name_n who_o in_o thy_o name_n come_v tâ—_n i_o since_o i_o clog_v not_o mâ—_n hope_n in_o he_o no_o nor_o my_o â—â—ayers_n to_o thou_o with_o any_o â—â—mited_a condition_n but_o â—wrap_v all_o in_o those_o two_o petition_n thy_o kingdom_n â—â—me_n thy_o will_n be_v do_v proâ—er_v he_o and_o relieve_v â—â—e_z in_o thy_o way_n in_o thy_o â—â—me_n and_o in_o thy_o meaâ—â—re_n amen_n 6._o metuit_fw-la the_o physician_n be_v afraid_a 6._o meditation_n â—_o observe_v the_o physician_n with_o the_o same_o diligence_n as_o he_o the_o disâ—ase_n i_o see_v he_o fear_v â—nd_v i_o fear_v with_o he_o i_o overtake_v he_o i_o ovem_fw-la him_z in_o his_o fear_n anâ—_n go_v the_o fast_o becauseâ—_n make_v his_o pace_n slowâ—_n fear_v the_o more_o becaâ—â—â—_n he_o disguise_v his_o fear_n 〈◊〉_d i_o see_v it_o with_o the_o moâ—â—_n sharpness_n because_o 〈◊〉_d will_v not_o have_v i_o 〈◊〉_d it_o he_o know_v that_o 〈◊〉_d fear_n shall_v not_o disordâ—â—â—_n the_o practice_n and_o exerciâ—â—â—_n of_o his_o art_n but_o he_o knoâ—â—_n that_o my_o fear_n may_v disoâ—â—der_v the_o eâ—fect_n and_o work_v of_o his_o practice_n 〈◊〉_d the_o ill_a affection_n of_o 〈◊〉_d spleen_n complicate_v anâ—_n â—ingle_v themselves_o with_o â—â—ery_a infirmity_n of_o the_o â—â—dy_n so_o do_v fear_n insiâ—â—at_v it_o â—elf_n in_o every_o actiâ—â—_n or_o passion_n of_o the_o mind_n â—nd_v as_o wind_v in_o the_o body_n â—ill_v counterfeit_v any_o disâ—ase_n and_o seem_v the_o stone_n &_o â—eem_v the_o gout_n so_o fear_n will_v counterfeit_v any_o disâ—ase_n of_o the_o mind_n it_o shall_v â—eeme_v love_n a_o love_n of_o have_v and_o it_o be_v but_o a_o fear_n a_o jealous_a and_o suspicious_a â—eare_z of_o lose_v it_o shall_v â—eem_v valour_n in_o despise_v and_o underualue_v danger_n and_o it_o be_v but_o fear_n in_o a_o overvalue_a of_o â—â—â—â—nion_n and_o estimation_n and_o fear_v of_o lose_v that_o man_n that_o be_v not_o afraid_a a_o lion_n be_v afraid_a of_o a_o 〈◊〉_d not_o afraid_a of_o staruiâ—â—_n &_o yet_o be_v afraid_a of_o soâ—â—_n joint_a of_o meat_n at_o the_o tabâ—â—_n present_v to_o feed_v hiâ—_n not_o afraid_a of_o the_o soâ—â—â—_n of_o drum_n and_o truâ—â—pets_n and_o shot_n and_o thoâ—â—_n which_o they_o seek_v 〈◊〉_d drown_v the_o last_o cry_v oâ—_n man_n and_o be_v afraid_a 〈◊〉_d some_o particular_a harmâ—â—nious_a instrument_n â—_z so_o mucâ—_n afraid_a as_o that_o with_o anâ—_n of_o these_o the_o enemy_n may_v â—rive_v this_o man_n otherwise_o â—aliant_a enough_o out_o of_o â—â—e_z field_n i_o know_v not_o what_o fear_n be_v nor_o i_o know_v â—ot_n what_o it_o be_v that_o i_o fear_v â—ow_o i_o fear_v not_o the_o hasten_a of_o my_o death_n and_o yet_o i_o do_v fear_v the_o increase_n â—f_o the_o disease_n i_o shall_v â—elie_v nature_n if_o i_o shall_v deny_v that_o i_o fear_v this_o &_o â—f_o i_o shall_v say_v that_o i_o feaâ—ed_v death_n i_o shall_v belie_v god_n my_o weakness_n be_v â—rom_o nature_n who_o have_v â—ut_v her_o measure_n my_o strength_n be_v from_o god_n who_o possess_v &_o distriâ—butes_n infinite_o as_o the_o every_o cold_a air_n be_v noâ—_n damp_n every_o shiver_a not_o a_o stupefaction_n so_o eveâ—ry_o fear_n be_v not_o a_o fearfulness_n every_o declinationâ—_n not_o a_o run_v away_o â—â—uery_n debate_v be_v not_o resolve_v every_o wisâ—_n that_o it_o be_v not_o thus_o â—_o not_o a_o murmur_a noâ—_n dejection_n though_o it_o bâ—â—_n thus_o but_o as_o my_o phisiciâ—â—_n fear_n put_v not_o he_o froâ—_n his_o practice_n neither_o doâ—â—_n i_o put_v i_o from_o râ—â—ceiving_v from_o god_n anâ—_n man_n and_o myself_o spiritual_a and_o civil_a and_o morallâ—ssistances_n â—ssistances_z and_o consolation_n 6._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n i_o find_v in_o thy_o book_n that_o â—eare_z be_v a_o stifle_a spirit_n a_o spirit_n of_o suffocation_n that_o â—â—shbosheth_v can_v not_o speak_v 3.11_o not_o reply_n in_o his_o own_o defence_n â—o_o abner_n because_o he_o be_v â—fraid_a it_o be_v thy_o seruamt_a â—obs_n case_n too_o 9.34_o who_o before_o he_o can_v say_v any_o â—hing_n to_o thou_o say_v of_o thou_o let_v he_o take_v his_o rod_n awaâ—_n from_o i_o 9.34_o and_o let_v not_o his_o fearâ—_n terrify_v i_o than_o will_v speak_v with_o he_o and_o 〈◊〉_d fear_v he_o but_o it_o be_v not_o â—â—_o with_o i_o shall_v a_o fear_n 〈◊〉_d thou_o take_v away_o my_o dâ—â—uotion_n to_o thou_o do_v
the_o wilderness_n thy_o manâ—a_n bread_n so_o condition_v qualify_v so_o as_o that_o to_o every_o man_n manna_n taste_v like_o that_o which_o that_o man_n like_v best_a i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o make_v this_o correction_n which_o i_o acknowledge_v to_o be_v part_n of_o my_o daily_a bread_n to_o taste_v so_o to_o i_o not_o as_o i_o will_v but_o as_o thou_o will_v have_v it_o taste_v and_o to_o conform_v my_o taste_n and_o make_v it_o agreeable_a to_o thy_o willâ—_n thou_o will_v have_v thâ—_n correction_n taste_v of_o humâ—â—liation_n but_o thou_o will_v have_v they_o taste_v â—_o consolation_n too_o taste_v oâ—_n danger_n but_o taste_n of_o assâ—â—rance_n too_o as_o therefore_o thou_o have_v imprint_v in_o all_o thy_o element_n of_o which_o our_o body_n consist_v two_o manifest_a quality_n so_o that_o as_o thy_o fire_n dry_v so_o it_o heat_v too_o and_o as_o thy_o water_n moyst_n so_o it_o cool_v too_o so_o o_o lord_n in_o these_o correction_n which_o be_v the_o element_n of_o our_o regeneration_n by_o which_o our_o soul_n be_v make_v thou_o imprint_v thy_o two_o quality_n those_o two_o operation_n that_o as_o they_o scourge_v we_o they_o may_v scourge_v we_o into_o the_o way_n to_o thou_o that_o when_o they_o have_v show_v we_o that_o we_o be_v nothing_o in_o ourselves_o they_o may_v also_o show_v we_o that_o thou_o be_v all_o thing_n unto_o us._n when_o therefore_o in_o this_o particular_a circumstance_n o_o lord_n but_o none_o of_o thy_o judgement_n be_v circumstance_n they_o be_v all_o of_o the_o substance_n of_o thy_o good_a purpose_n upon_o usâ—_n when_o in_o this_o particular_a that_o he_o who_o thou_o hasâ—_n send_v to_o assist_v i_o desire_v assistant_n to_o he_o thou_o have_v let_v i_o see_v in_o how_o few_o hour_n thou_o can_v throw_v i_o beyond_o the_o help_n of_o man_n let_v i_o by_o the_o same_o light_n see_v that_o no_o vehimence_n of_o sickness_n no_o tentation_n of_o satan_n no_o guiltiness_n of_o sin_n no_o prison_n of_o death_n not_o this_o first_o this_o sick_a bed_n not_o the_o other_o prison_n the_o close_a and_o dark_a grave_n can_v remove_v i_o from_o the_o determine_a and_o good_a purpose_n which_o thoâ—_n seal_v concern_v i_o let_v i_o think_v no_o degree_n of_o this_o thy_o correction_n casual_a or_o without_o signification_n but_o yet_o when_o i_o have_v read_v it_o in_o that_o language_n as_o it_o be_v a_o correction_n let_v i_o translate_v it_o into_o another_o and_o read_v it_o as_o a_o mercy_n and_o which_o of_o these_o be_v the_o original_a and_o which_o be_v the_o translation_n whether_o thy_o mercy_n or_o thy_o correction_n werâ—_n thy_o primary_n and_o original_a intention_n in_o this_o sickness_n i_o can_v conclude_v though_o death_n conclude_v i_o for_o as_o it_o must_v necessary_o appear_v to_o be_v â—_o correction_n so_o i_o can_v hauâ—_n no_o great_a argument_n oâ—_n thy_o mercy_n then_o to_o die_v iâ—_n thou_o and_o by_o that_o death_n to_o be_v unite_v to_o he_o who_o die_v for_o i_o 8._o et_fw-la rex_fw-la ipse_fw-la suum_fw-la mittit_fw-la the_o king_n send_v his_o own_o physician_n 8._o meditation_n stil_o when_o we_o return_v to_o that_o meditation_n that_o man_n be_v a_o world_n we_o find_v new_a discovery_n let_v he_o be_v a_o world_n and_o himself_o will_v be_v the_o land_n and_o misery_n the_o sea_n his_o misery_n for_o misery_n be_v he_o his_o own_o of_o the_o happiness_n even_o of_o this_o world_n hâ—e_v be_v but_o tenant_n but_o of_o misery_n the_o freeholder_n of_o happiness_n he_o be_v but_o the_o farmer_n but_o the_o usufructuary_n but_o of_o misery_n the_o lord_n the_o proprietary_n his_o misery_n as_o the_o sea_n swell_v above_o all_o the_o hill_n and_o reach_n to_o the_o remote_a part_n of_o this_o earth_n man_n who_o of_o himself_o be_v buâ—_n dust_n and_o coagulate_v and_o knead_v into_o earth_n by_o tear_n his_o maâ—teâ—_n be_v â—arth_n his_o form_n misery_n in_o this_o world_n that_o be_v mankind_n the_o high_a ground_n the_o eminent_a hill_n be_v king_n and_o have_v they_o line_n and_o lead_n enough_o to_o fathom_v this_o sea_n and_o say_v my_o misery_n be_v but_o this_o deep_a scarce_o any_o misery_n equal_a to_o sickness_n and_o they_o be_v subject_a to_o that_o equal_o with_o their_o low_a subject_n a_o glass_n be_v not_o the_o less_o brittle_a because_o a_o king_n face_n be_v represent_v in_o it_o nor_o a_o king_n the_o less_o brittle_a because_o god_n be_v represent_v in_o he_o they_o have_v physician_n continual_o about_o they_o &_o therefore_o sickness_n or_o the_o worst_a of_o sickness_n continual_a fear_n of_o it_o be_v they_o god_n he_o that_o call_v they_o so_o can_v flatter_v they_o be_v god_n but_o sickâ—_n god_n and_o god_n be_v present_v to_o we_o under_o many_o human_a affection_n as_o faâ—_n as_o infirmity_n god_n be_v call_v angry_a and_o sorry_a and_o weary_a and_o heavy_a buâ—_n never_o a_o sick_a god_n for_o than_o he_o may_v die_v like_a man_n as_o our_o god_n do_v the_o worst_a that_o they_o can_v say_v in_o reproach_n &_o scornâ—_n of_o the_o god_n of_o the_o heathen_a be_v that_o perchance_o they_o be_v asleep_a but_o god_n that_o be_v so_o sick_a as_o that_o they_o can_v sleep_v be_v in_o a_o infirmer_n condition_n a_o god_n and_o need_v a_o physician_n a_o jupiter_n &_o need_v a_o aesulapius_fw-la that_o must_v have_v rhâ—ubarbe_n to_o purge_v his_o choler_n lest_o he_o be_v too_o angry_a and_o agarick_n to_o purge_v his_o stigme_n lest_o he_o be_v too_o drowsy_a that_o as_o tertullian_n say_v of_o the_o egyptian_a god_n plant_n and_o herb_n that_o god_n be_v behold_v to_o man_n for_o grow_v in_o his_o garden_n so_o we_o must_v say_v of_o these_o godsâ—_n their_o eternity_n a_o eternity_n of_o threescore_o &_o ten_o year_n be_v in_o the_o apothecaryes_n shop_n and_o not_o in_o the_o metaphorical_a deity_n but_o their_o deity_n be_v betten_v express_v in_o their_o humility_n then_o in_o their_o height_n when_o abound_v and_o overflow_a as_o god_n in_o mean_n of_o do_v good_a they_o descend_v as_o god_n to_o a_o communication_n of_o their_o abundance_n with_o man_n according_a to_o their_o necessity_n than_o they_o be_v go_n no_o man_n be_v well_o that_o understand_v not_o that_o value_v not_o his_o be_v well_o that_o have_v not_o a_o cheerfulness_n and_o a_o joy_n in_o it_o and_o whosoever_o have_v this_o joy_n have_v a_o desire_n to_o communicate_v to_o propagate_v that_o which_o occasion_n his_o happiness_n and_o his_o joy_n to_o other_o for_o every_o man_n love_v witness_n of_o his_o happiness_n and_o the_o best_a witness_n be_v experimental_a witness_n they_o who_o have_v taste_v of_o that_o in_o themselves_o which_o make_v we_o happy_a it_o consummate_v therefore_o it_o perfit_v the_o happiness_n of_o king_n to_o confer_v to_o transfer_v honour_n and_o riches_n and_o as_o they_o can_v health_n upon_o those_o that_o need_v they_o .8_o expostulation_n my_o god_n may_v god_n i_o have_v a_o warning_n from_o the_o wise_a man_n 13.23_o thaâ—_n when_o a_o rich_a man_n speak_v every_o man_n hold_v his_o tongâ—_n and_o look_v what_o he_o say_v they_o extol_v it_o to_o the_o cloud_n but_o if_o a_o poor_a man_n speak_v they_o say_v what_o fellow_n be_v this_o and_o if_o he_o stumble_v they_o will_v help_v to_o overthrow_v he_o therefore_o may_v my_o word_n be_v underualued_a and_o my_o error_n aggravate_v if_o i_o offer_v to_o speak_v of_o king_n but_o not_o by_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n because_o i_o speak_v of_o they_o as_o they_o be_v in_o thou_o &_o of_o thou_o as_o thou_o be_v in_o they_o certain_o those_o man_n prepare_v a_o way_n of_o speak_v negligent_o or_o irreverent_o of_o thou_o that_o give_v themselves_o that_o liberty_n in_o speak_v of_o thy_o vicegerent_n king_n augustus_n for_o thou_o who_o gave_v augustus_n the_o empire_n give_v it_o to_o nero_n to_o and_o as_o vespasian_n have_v it_o from_o thou_o so_o have_v julian_n though_o king_n deface_v in_o themselves_o thy_o first_o image_n in_o their_o own_o soul_n thou_o give_v no_o man_n leave_v to_o deface_v thy_o second_o image_n imprint_v indelible_o in_o their_o power_n but_o thou_o know_v o_o god_n that_o if_o i_o shall_v be_v slack_a in_o celebrate_v thy_o mercy_n to_o i_o exhibit_v by_o that_o royal_a instrument_n my_o souâ—raigne_n to_o many_o other_o fault_n that_o touch_n upon_o allegiance_n i_o shall_v add_v the_o worst_a of_o all_o ingratitude_n which_o constiâ—utes_v a_o il_fw-fr man_n &_o fault_n which_o be_v defect_n in_o any_o particular_a function_n be_v not_o so_o great_a as_o those_o that_o destroy_v our_o humanity_n â—_z it_z be_v not_o so_o ill_a to_o be_v a_o ill_a subject_n as_o to_o be_v a_o ill_a manâ—_n â—_z for_o he_o have_v a_o universal_a illnesse_n ready_a to_o blowâ—_n and_o power_n out_o itself_o into_o any_o
mould_n any_o form_n and_o to_o spend_v itself_o in_o any_o function_n as_o therefore_o thy_o son_n do_v upon_o the_o coin_n i_o look_v upon_o the_o king_n and_o i_o askâ—_n who_o image_n &_o who_o inscription_n he_o have_v and_o he_o have_v thou_o and_o i_o give_v unto_o thou_o that_o which_o iâ—_n thy_o i_o recommend_v his_o happiness_n to_o thou_o in_o alâ—_n my_o sacrifice_n of_o thanks_o for_o that_o which_o he_o enjoy_v and_o in_o all_o my_o prayer_n for_o the_o continuance_n and_o enlargement_n of_o they_o but_o let_v i_o stop_v my_o gâ—d_n and_o consider_v will_v noâ—_n this_o look_n like_o a_o piece_n of_o art_n &_o cunning_a to_o convey_v into_o the_o world_n a_o opinion_n that_o i_o be_v more_o particular_o in_o his_o care_n than_o other_o man_n and_o that_o herein_o in_o a_o a_o show_n of_o humility_n and_o thankfulness_n i_o magnify_v myself_o more_o than_o there_o be_v cause_n but_o let_v not_o that_o jealousy_n stop_n i_o o_o god_n but_o let_v i_o go_v forward_o in_o 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i_o and_o that_o will_v raise_v i_o again_o from_o that_o spiritual_a death_n in_o which_o my_o parent_n bury_v i_o when_o they_o beget_v i_o in_o sin_n and_o in_o which_o i_o have_v pierce_v even_o to_o the_o law_n of_o hell_n by_o multiply_v such_o heap_n of_o actual_a sin_n upon_o that_o foundation_n that_o root_n of_o original_a sin_n yet_o take_v i_o again_o into_o your_o consultation_n o_o bless_a and_o glorious_a trinity_n &_o though_o the_o father_n know_v that_o i_o have_v deface_v his_o image_n receive_v in_o my_o creation_n though_o the_o son_n know_v i_o have_v neglect_v my_o interest_n in_o the_o redemption_n yet_o o_o bless_a spirit_n as_o thou_o be_v to_o my_o conscience_n so_o be_v to_o they_o a_o witness_n that_o at_o this_o minute_n i_o accept_v that_o which_o i_o have_v so_o often_o so_o often_o so_o rebellious_o refuse_v thy_o bless_a inspiration_n be_v thou_o my_o witness_n to_o they_o that_o at_o more_o poor_n than_o this_o slack_a body_n sweat_v tear_n this_o sad_a soul_n weep_v blood_n and_o more_o for_o the_o displeasure_n of_o my_o god_n then_o for_o the_o stripe_n of_o his_o displeasure_n take_v i_o then_o o_o bless_a &_o glorious_a trinity_n into_o a_o reconsultation_n and_o prescribe_v i_o any_o physic_n if_o it_o be_v a_o long_a &_o painful_a hold_v of_o this_o soul_n in_o sickness_n it_o be_v physic_n if_o i_o may_v discern_v thy_o hand_n to_o give_v it_o &_o it_o be_v physic_n if_o it_o be_v a_o speedy_a depart_n of_o this_o soul_n if_o i_o may_v discern_v thy_o hand_n to_o receive_v it_o 10._o lentè_fw-fr &_o serpenti_fw-la satagunt_fw-la occurrere_fw-la morbo_fw-la they_o find_v the_o disease_n to_o steal_v on_o insensible_o and_o endeavour_v to_o meet_v with_o it_o so_o 10._o meditation_n this_o be_v nature_n nest_n of_o box_n the_o heaven_n contain_v the_o earth_n the_o earth_n city_n city_n men._n and_o all_o these_o be_v concentrique_fw-la the_o common_a centre_n to_o they_o all_o be_v decay_n ruin_n only_o that_o be_v 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and_o base_a money_n as_o that_o the_o alloy_n be_v more_o than_o the_o mettle_n nay_o be_v it_o not_o so_o at_o least_o much_o towards_o it_o even_o in_o the_o exercise_n of_o virtue_n i_o must_v be_v poor_a and_o want_v before_o i_o can_v exercise_v the_o virtue_n of_o gratitude_n miserable_a and_o in_o torment_n before_o i_o can_v exercise_v the_o virtue_n of_o patience_n how_o deep_o do_v we_o dig_v and_o for_o how_o course_n gold_n and_o what_o other_o touchstone_n have_v we_o of_o our_o gold_n but_o comparison_n whether_o we_o be_v as_o happy_a as_o other_o or_o as_o our_o self_n at_o other_o time_n o_o poor_a step_n towards_o be_v well_o when_o these_o spot_n do_v only_o tell_v we_o that_o we_o be_v worse_o than_o we_o be_v sure_a of_o before_o 13._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n thou_o have_v make_v this_o sick_a bed_n thy_o altar_n and_o i_o have_v no_o other_o sacrifice_n to_o offer_v but_o my_o â—elf_n and_o will_v thou_o accept_v no_o spotted_a sacrifice_n do_v â—hy_a son_n dwell_v bodily_a in_o this_o flesh_n that_o thou_o shall_v look_v for_o a_o unspottednes_n here_o or_o be_v the_o holy_a ghost_n the_o soul_n of_o this_o body_n as_o he_o be_v of_o thy_o spouse_n 4.7_o who_o be_v therefore_o all_o fair_a and_o no_o spot_n in_o she_o or_o have_v thy_o son_n himself_o no_o spot_n who_o have_v all_o our_o stain_n &_o deformity_n in_o he_o or_o have_v thy_o spouse_n thy_o church_n no_o spot_n when_o every_o particular_a limb_n of_o that_o fair_a &_o spotless_a body_n every_o particular_a soul_n in_o that_o church_n be_v full_a of_o stain_n and_o spot_n thou_o bid_v we_o hate_v the_o garment_n 23._o that_o be_v spot_v with_o the_o flesh_n the_o flesh_n itself_o be_v the_o garment_n and_o it_o spot_v itself_o with_o itself_o and_o if_o i_o wash_v myself_o with_o snow_n water_n 9.30_o my_o own_o clothes_n shall_v make_v i_o abominable_a and_o yet_o no_o man_n yet_o ever_o hate_v his_o own_o flesh_n 5.29_o lord_n if_o thou_o look_v for_o a_o spotlesnesse_n who_o will_v thou_o look_v upon_o thy_o mercy_n may_v go_v a_o great_a way_n in_o my_o soul_n &_o yet_o not_o leave_v i_o without_o spot_n thy_o correction_n may_v go_v far_o &_o burn_v deep_a and_o yet_o not_o leave_v i_o spotless_a thy_o child_n apprehend_v that_o when_o they_o say_v 22.17_o from_o our_o former_a iniquity_n we_o be_v not_o cleanse_v until_o this_o day_n though_o there_o be_v a_o plague_n in_o the_o congregation_n of_o the_o lord_n thou_o tra_v upon_o we_o and_o yet_o do_v not_o always_o mollify_v all_o our_o hardness_n thou_o kindle_v thy_o fire_n in_o we_o and_o yet_o do_v not_o always_o burn_v up_o all_o our_o dross_n thou_o heal_v our_o wound_n and_o yet_o leave_v scar_n thou_o purge_v the_o blood_n and_o yet_o leave_v spot_n but_o the_o spot_n that_o thou_o hate_v be_v the_o spot_n that_o we_o hide_v 13.14_o the_o carver_n of_o image_n cover_v spot_n say_v the_o wise_a man_n when_o we_o hide_v our_o spot_n we_o become_v idolater_n of_o our_o own_o 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o_o god_n thou_o have_v accomplish_v to_o i_o even_o the_o request_n of_o dives_fw-la to_o abraham_n thou_o have_v send_v one_o from_o the_o dead_a to_o speak_v unto_o i_o he_o speak_v to_o i_o aloud_o from_o that_o steeple_n he_o whisper_v to_o i_o at_o these_o curtain_n and_o he_o speak_v thy_o word_n 13._o bless_v be_v the_o dead_a which_o die_v in_o the_o lord_n from_o henceforth_o let_v this_o prayer_n therefore_o o_o my_o god_n be_v as_o my_o last_o gasp_n my_o expire_a my_o die_a in_o thou_o that_o if_o this_o be_v the_o hour_n of_o my_o transmigration_n i_o may_v die_v the_o
body_n whole_a church_n what_o become_v of_o the_o soul_n of_o the_o righteous_a at_o the_o depart_n thereof_o from_o the_o body_n i_o shall_v be_v tell_v by_o some_o that_o they_o attend_v a_o expiation_n a_o purification_n in_o a_o place_n of_o torment_n by_o some_o that_o they_o attend_v the_o fruition_n of_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n in_o a_o place_n of_o rest_n but_o yet_o but_o of_o expectation_n by_o some_o that_o they_o pass_v to_o a_o immediate_a possession_n of_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n s._n augustine_n study_v the_o nature_n of_o the_o soul_n as_o much_o as_o any_o thing_n but_o the_o salvation_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o he_o send_v a_o express_a messenger_n to_o saint_n hierome_n to_o consult_v of_o some_o thing_n concern_v the_o soul_n but_o he_o satisfy_v himself_o with_o this_o let_v the_o departure_n of_o my_o soul_n to_o salvation_n be_v evident_a to_o my_o faith_n and_o i_o care_v the_o less_o how_o dark_a the_o entrance_n of_o my_o soul_n into_o my_o body_n be_v to_o my_o reason_n it_o be_v the_o go_v out_o more_o than_o the_o come_n in_o that_o concern_v us._n this_o soul_n this_o bell_n tell_v i_o be_v go_v out_o whither_o who_o shall_v tell_v i_o that_o i_o know_v not_o who_o it_o be_v much_o less_o what_o he_o be_v the_o condition_n of_o the_o man_n and_o the_o course_n of_o his_o life_n which_o shall_v tell_v i_o whither_o he_o be_v go_v i_o know_v not_o i_o be_v not_o there_o in_o his_o sickness_n nor_o at_o his_o death_n i_o see_v not_o his_o way_n nor_o his_o end_n nor_o can_v aâ—ke_v themâ—_n who_o do_v thereby_o to_o conclude_v or_o argue_v whither_o he_o be_v go_v but_o yet_o i_o have_v one_o near_o i_o than_o all_o these_o my_o own_o charity_n i_o ask_v that_o &_o that_o tell_v i_o he_o be_v go_v to_o everlasting_a rest_n and_o joy_n and_o glory_n i_o owe_v he_o a_o good_a opinion_n it_o be_v but_o thankful_a charity_n in_o i_o because_o i_o receive_v benefit_n and_o instruction_n from_o he_o when_o his_o bell_n tell_v and_o i_o 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the_o morning_n grow_v a_o kennel_n of_o muddy_a land_n water_n by_o noon_n and_o condemn_v to_o the_o saltness_n of_o the_o sea_n by_o night_n and_o how_o lame_a a_o picture_n how_o faint_a a_o representation_n be_v that_o of_o the_o precipitation_n of_o man_n body_n to_o dissolution_n now_o all_o the_o part_n build_v up_o and_o knit_v by_o a_o lovely_a soul_n now_o but_o a_o statue_n of_o clay_n and_o now_o these_o limb_n melt_v off_o as_o if_o that_o clay_n be_v but_o snowâ—_n â—_z and_o now_o the_o whole_a house_n be_v but_o a_o handful_n of_o sand_n so_o much_o dust_n and_o but_o a_o peck_n of_o rubbish_n so_o much_o bone_n if_o he_o who_o as_o this_o bell_n tell_v i_o be_v go_v now_o be_v some_o excellent_a artificer_n who_o come_v to_o he_o for_o a_o clock_n or_o for_o a_o garment_n now_o or_o for_o counsel_n if_o he_o be_v a_o lawyer_n if_o a_o magistrate_n for_o justice_n man_n before_o he_o have_v his_o immortal_a soul_n have_v a_o soul_n of_o sense_n and_o a_o soul_n of_o vegitation_n before_o that_o this_o immortal_a soul_n do_v not_o forbid_v other_o soul_n to_o be_v in_o we_o before_o but_o when_o this_o soul_n depart_v it_o carry_v all_o with_o it_o no_o more_o vegetation_n no_o more_o sense_n such_o a_o mother_n in_o law_n be_v the_o earthâ—_n â—_z in_o respect_n of_o our_o natural_a mother_n in_o her_o womb_n we_o grow_v and_o when_o she_o be_v deliver_v of_o we_o we_o be_v plant_v in_o some_o place_n in_o some_o call_n in_o the_o world_n in_o the_o womb_n of_o the_o earth_n we_o diminish_v and_o when_o she_o be_v deliver_v of_o we_o our_o grave_n open_v for_o another_o we_o be_v not_o transplant_v but_o transport_v our_o dust_n blow_v away_o with_o profane_a dust_n with_o every_o wind_n 18._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n if_o expostulation_n be_v too_o bold_a a_o word_n do_v thou_o mollify_v it_o with_o another_o leâ—_n it_o be_v wonder_n in_o myself_o let_v it_o be_v but_o problem_n to_o other_o but_o let_v i_o ask_v why_o will_v thou_o not_o suffer_v those_o that_o serve_v thou_o in_o holy_a service_n 1._o to_o do_v any_o office_n about_o the_o dead_a nor_o assist_v at_o their_o funeral_n thou_o have_v no_o counsellor_n thou_o need_v none_o thou_o have_v no_o controller_n thou_o admitte_v none_o why_o do_v i_o ask_v in_o ceremonial_a thing_n as_o that_o be_v any_o convenient_a reason_n be_v enough_o who_o can_v be_v sure_a to_o propose_v that_o reason_n that_o move_v thou_o in_o the_o institution_n thereof_o i_o satisfy_v myself_o with_o this_o that_o in_o those_o time_n the_o gentile_n be_v over-full_a of_o a_o over-reverent_a respect_n to_o the_o memory_n of_o the_o dead_a a_o great_a part_n of_o the_o idolatry_n of_o the_o nation_n flow_v from_o that_o a_o over-amorous_a devotion_n a_o overzealous_a celebrate_n and_o overstudious_a preserve_n of_o the_o memory_n and_o the_o picture_n of_o some_o dead_a person_n 14.14_o and_o by_o the_o vain_a glory_n of_o man_n they_o enter_v into_o the_o world_n and_o their_o statue_n and_o picture_n contract_v a_o opinion_n of_o divinity_n by_o age_n that_o which_o be_v at_o first_o but_o a_o picture_n of_o a_o friend_n grow_v a_o god_n in_o time_n as_o the_o wise_a man_n note_n 13.9_o they_o call_v they_o god_n which_o be_v the_o work_n of_o a_o ancient_a hand_n and_o some_o have_v assign_v a_o certain_a time_n when_o a_o picture_n shall_v come_v out_o of_o minority_n and_o be_v at_o age_n to_o be_v a_o god_n in_o 60._o year_n after_o it_o be_v make_v those_o image_n of_o man_n that_o have_v life_n and_o some_o idol_n of_o other_o thing_n which_o never_o have_v any_o be_v be_v by_o one_o common_a name_n call_v promiscuous_o dead_a and_o for_o that_o the_o wise_a man_n reprehend_v the_o idolater_n for_o health_n he_o pray_v to_o that_o which_o be_v weak_a 13.18_o and_o for_o life_n he_o pray_v to_o that_o which_o be_v dead_a shall_v we_o do_v so_o say_v thy_o prophet_n 8.14_o shall_v we_o go_v from_o the_o live_n to_o the_o dead_a so_o much_o ill_a then_o be_v occasion_v by_o so_o much_o religious_a compliment_n exhibit_v to_o the_o dead_a thou_o o_o god_n i_o think_v will_v therefore_o inhibit_v thy_o principal_a holy_a servant_n from_o contribute_v any_o thing_n at_o all_o to_o this_o dangerous_a intimation_n of_o idolatry_n and_o that_o the_o people_n may_v say_v sure_o those_o dead_a man_n be_v not_o so_o much_o to_o be_v magnify_v as_o man_n mistake_v since_o god_n will_v not_o suffer_v his_o holy_a officer_n so_o much_o as_o to_o touch_v they_o not_o to_o see_v they_o but_o those_o danger_n be_v remove_v thou_o o_o my_o god_n do_v certain_o allow_v that_o we_o shall_v do_v office_n of_o piety_n to_o the_o dead_a and_o that_o we_o shall_v draw_v instruction_n to_o piety_n from_o the_o dead_a be_v not_o this_o o_o my_o god_n a_o holy_a kind_n of_o raise_v up_o â—eed_o to_o my_o dead_a brother_n if_o i_o by_o the_o meditation_n of_o his_o death_n produce_v a_o better_a life_n in_o myself_o it_o be_v the_o blessing_n upon_o reuben_n let_v reuben_n live_v 33.6_o &_o not_o die_v and_o let_v not_o his_o man_n be_v few_o let_v he_o propagate_v many_o and_o it_o be_v a_o malediction_n that_o that_o die_v let_v it_o die_v 11.9_o let_v it_o do_v no_o good_a in_o die_v for_o tree_n without_o fruit_n 12._o thou_o by_o thy_o apostle_n call_v twice_o dead_a it_o be_v a_o second_o death_n if_o none_o live_v the_o better_a by_o i_o after_o my_o death_n by_o the_o manner_n of_o my_o death_n therefore_o may_v i_o just_o think_v that_o thou_o make_v that_o a_o way_n to_o convey_v to_o the_o egyptian_n a_o fear_n of_o thou_o and_o a_o
who_o see_v thâ—â—_n who_o fâ—â—rches_v those_o rollsâ—_n whether_o i_o do_v believe_v or_o no_o be_v it_o not_o therefore_o o_o my_o god_n that_o thou_o do_v so_o frequent_o so_o earnest_o refer_v we_o to_o the_o hand_n to_o the_o observation_n of_o action_n there_o be_v a_o little_a suspicion_n a_o little_a imputation_n lay_v upon_o over-tedious_a and_o dilatory_a counsel_n many_o good_a occasion_n slip_v away_o in_o long_a consultation_n and_o it_o may_v be_v a_o degree_n of_o sloth_n to_o be_v too_o long_o in_o mend_v net_n though_o that_o must_v be_v do_v 11.4_o he_o that_o observe_v the_o wind_n shall_v not_o see_v and_o he_o that_o regard_v the_o â—â—ouds_n shall_v not_o reap_v that_o be_v he_o that_o be_v too_o dilatory_a too_o superstitious_a â—n_n these_o observation_n and_o study_n but_o the_o excuse_n of_o his_o own_o idleness_n in_o â—hem_n but_o that_o which_o â—he_v same_o wise_a and_o royal_a servant_n of_o thou_o say_v in_o â—n_n other_o place_n all_o accept_v â—nd_v 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oâ—hers_n and_o now_o i_o be_o up_o i_o be_o ready_a to_o sink_v low_a than_o before_o â—1_n expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n how_o large_a a_o glass_n of_o the_o next_o world_n be_v this_o as_o we_o have_v a_o art_n to_o cast_v from_o onâ—_n glass_n to_o another_o and_o so_o to_o carry_v the_o species_n a_o great_a way_n off_o so_o have_v thou_o that_o way_n much_o more_o we_o shall_v have_v a_o resurrection_n in_o heaven_n the_o knowledge_n of_o that_o thou_o cast_v by_o another_o glass_n upon_o we_o here_o we_o feel_v that_o we_o have_v a_o resurrection_n from_o sin_n and_o that_o by_o another_o glass_n too_o we_o see_v we_o have_v a_o resurrection_n of_o the_o body_n from_o the_o misery_n and_o calamity_n of_o â—his_n life_n this_o resurrection_n of_o my_o body_n show_v i_o the_o resurrection_n of_o â—ny_a soul_n and_o both_o â—ere_z several_o of_o both_o together_o hereafter_o since_o â—hy_a martyr_n under_o the_o altar_n press_v thou_o with_o â—heir_a solicitation_n for_o the_o resurrection_n of_o the_o body_n to_o glory_n thou_o will_v pardon_v i_o if_o i_o shall_v press_v thou_o by_o prayer_n for_o the_o accomplish_n of_o this_o resurrection_n which_o thou_o have_v begin_v in_o i_o to_o bless_v and_o glorious_a triunity_n be_v none_o to_o hear_v but_o you_o three_o and_o yoâ—_n easy_o hear_v one_o anoâ—ther_n because_o you_o saâ—_n the_o same_o thing_n buâ—_n when_o thy_o son_n camâ—_n to_o the_o work_n of_o re-demption_n 12.28_o thou_o spoke_v and_o they_o that_o hear_v it_o take_v it_o for_o thunder_n and_o thy_o son_n himself_o cry_v with_o a_o loud_a voiceâ—_n â—_z upon_o the_o cross_n twiceâ—_n as_o he_o who_o be_v to_o prepare_v his_o coming_n john_n baptist_n 46.50_o be_v thâ—_n voice_n of_o a_o crier_n and_o â—ot_n of_o a_o whisperer_n still_o â—f_o it_o be_v thy_o voice_n it_o be_v a_o loud_a voice_n 5.22_o these_o word_n â—aies_v thy_o moses_n thou_o â—okest_v with_o a_o great_a voice_n â—nd_v thou_o adde_v no_o more_o â—aies_o he_o there_o that_o which_o thou_o have_v say_v be_v evident_a and_o it_o be_v evident_a â—hat_n none_o can_v speak_v so_o â—oud_a none_o can_v bind_v we_o â—o_o hear_v he_o as_o we_o â—ust_z thou_o the_o most_o high_a utter_v his_o voice_n what_o be_v his_o voice_n 22.14_o the_o lord_n â—â—undred_v from_o heaven_n it_o may_v be_v hear_v but_o â—his_v voice_n thy_o voice_n be_v also_o a_o mighty_a voice_n 33._o not_o only_o mighty_a in_o power_n it_o may_v be_v hear_v nor_o mighty_a in_o obligation_n it_o shoulâ—_n be_v hear_v but_o mighty_a in_o operation_n it_o will_v beâ—_n hear_v and_o therefore_o hasâ—_n thou_o bestow_v a_o wholâ—_n psalm_n upon_o we_o 29._o to_o leadâ—_n
we_o to_o the_o consideration_n of_o thy_o voice_n it_o be_v such_o a_o voice_n as_o that_o thy_o son_n say_v 5.25_o the_o dead_a shall_v hearâ—_n it_o and_o that_o be_v my_o stateâ—_n â—_z and_o why_o o_o god_n do_v thou_o not_o speak_v to_o meâ—_n in_o that_o effectual_a loudness_n saint_n john_n hear_v a_o voice_n 1.12_o use_v he_o turn_v about_o to_o see_v â—he_v voice_n sometime_o we_o â—â—e_v too_o curious_a of_o the_o instrument_n by_o what_o man_n â—od_n speak_v but_o thou_o speake_v loud_a when_o â—hou_n speak_v to_o the_o â—eart_n there_o be_v silence_n â—nd_v i_o hear_v a_o voice_n 4.16_o say_v â—ne_a to_o thy_o servant_n job._n i_o harken_v after_o thy_o voice_n 〈◊〉_d thy_o ordinance_n and_o â—_o seek_v not_o a_o whisperingâ—n_a â—n_z conventicle_n but_o yet_o o_o my_o god_n speak_v loud_o â—hat_n so_o though_o i_o do_v â—eare_z thou_o now_o than_o i_o may_v hear_v nothing_o but_o thou_o my_o sin_n cry_v aloud_o cain_n murder_n diâ—_n so_o my_o affliction_n criâ—_n aloud_o 93.3.4_o the_o flood_n hauâ—_n lift_v up_o their_o voice_n anâ—_n water_n be_v affliction_n buâ—â—hou_a o_o lord_n be_v mighâ—tier_n than_o the_o voice_n oâ—_n many_o water_n than_o maâ—ny_n temporal_a many_o spiâ—rituall_a affliction_n thaâ—_n any_o of_o either_o kind_n and_o why_o do_v thou_o noâ—_n speak_v to_o i_o in_o that_o voice_n 8.8_o what_o be_v man_n and_o whereto_o serve_v he_o what_o be_v hiâ—_n good_a and_o what_o be_v his_o evil_n my_o bed_n of_o sin_n be_v noâ—_n â—uill_a not_o desperate_o evil_a for_o thou_o do_v call_v i_o out_o of_o it_o but_o my_o rise_n out_o of_o it_o be_v not_o good_a not_o perfect_o good_a if_o thou_o call_v not_o loud_o and_o hold_v i_o now_o i_o be_o up_o o_o my_o god_n i_o be_o afraid_a of_o a_o fearful_a application_n of_o â—hose_v word_n when_o a_o man_n â—ath_v do_v than_o he_o begin_v 7._o when_o his_o body_n be_v unable_a to_o sin_n his_o sinful_a memory_n sin_n over_o his_o old_a sin_n again_o and_o that_o which_o thou_o will_v have_v we_o to_o remember_v for_o compunction_n we_o remember_v with_o delight_n 19.15_o bring_v he_o to_o i_o in_o his_o bed_n that_o i_o may_v kill_v he_o say_v saul_n of_o david_n thou_o have_v not_o say_v so_o that_o be_v not_o thy_o voice_n joasb_n his_o own_o servant_n slay_v he_o when_o he_o be_v sick_a in_o his_o bed_n 24.25_o thou_o have_v not_o suffer_v that_o that_o my_o servant_n shall_v so_o much_o as_o neglect_v i_o or_o be_v weary_a of_o i_o in_o my_o sickness_n thou_o threaten_v 3.12_o that_o as_o a_o shepherd_n take_v out_o of_o the_o mouth_n of_o the_o lion_n two_o leg_n or_o a_o piece_n of_o a_o ear_n so_o shall_v the_o child_n of_o israel_n that_o â—well_v in_o samaria_n in_o the_o corner_n of_o a_o bed_n and_o in_o daâ—ascus_n in_o a_o couch_n be_v taâ—en_v away_o that_o even_o they_o that_o be_v secure_a from_o danger_n shall_v perish_v how_o much_o more_o may_v i_o who_o be_v in_o the_o bed_n of_o death_n die_v but_o thou_o have_v not_o deal_v so_o with_o i_o 5.15_o as_o they_o bring_v out_o sick_a person_n in_o bed_n that_o thy_o servant_n peter_n shadow_n may_v overshadow_v they_o thou_o have_v o_o my_o god_n over-shadowed_a i_o refresh_v i_o but_o when_o will_v thou_o do_v more_o when_o will_v thou_o do_v all_o when_o will_v thou_o speak_v in_o thy_o loud_a voice_n when_o will_v thou_o bid_v i_o take_v up_o my_o bed_n and_o walk_v 96_o as_o my_o bed_n be_v my_o affection_n when_o shall_v i_o bear_v they_o so_o as_o to_o subdue_v they_o as_o my_o bed_n be_v my_o affliction_n when_o shall_v i_o bear_v they_o so_o as_o not_o to_o murmur_v at_o they_o when_o shall_v i_o take_v up_o my_o bed_n and_o walk_v not_o lie_v down_o upon_o it_o as_o it_o be_v my_o pleasure_n not_o sink_v under_o it_o as_o it_o be_v my_o correction_n but_o o_o my_o god_n my_o god_n the_o god_n of_o all_o flesh_n and_o of_o all_o spirit_n too_o let_v i_o be_v content_a with_o that_o in_o my_o â—ainting_a spirit_n which_o thou_o declare_v in_o this_o decay_a flesh_n that_o 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this_o bed_n of_o weariness_n &_o discomfort_n â—ut_v have_v also_o make_v this_o bodily_a rise_n by_o thy_o grace_n a_o earnest_n of_o a_o second_o resurrection_n from_o sin_n and_o of_o a_o three_o to_o everlasting_a glory_n thy_o son_n himself_o always_o infinite_a in_o himself_o &_o incapable_a â—f_a addition_n be_v yet_o please_v to_o grow_v in_o the_o virgiâ—s_n womb_n &_o to_o grow_v in_o stature_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o man_n thy_o good_a purpose_n upon_o i_o i_o â—now_v have_v their_o determination_n and_o perfection_n in_o thy_o holy_a will_n upon_o i_o there_o thy_o grace_n be_v and_o there_o i_o be_o altogether_o but_o manifest_a thenâ—o_o unto_o i_o in_o thy_o season_n and_o in_o thy_o measure_n and_o degree_n that_o i_o may_v not_o only_o have_v that_o comfort_n of_o know_v thou_o to_o be_v infinite_o good_a but_o that_o also_o of_o find_v thou_o to_o be_v every_o day_n better_o and_o better_o to_o i_o and_o that_o as_o â—hou_a give_v saint_n paul_n â—he_v messenger_n of_o satan_n to_o humble_v he_o so_o for_o my_o humiliation_n thou_o may_v give_v i_o thyself_o in_o this_o knowledge_n that_o what_o â—race_n soever_o thou_o afford_v i_o to_o day_n yet_o i_o â—hould_v perish_v to_o morrow_n if_o i_o have_v not_o to_o morrow_n grace_n too_o therefore_o i_o beg_v of_o thou_o my_o daily_a bread_n and_o as_o thou_o give_v i_o the_o bread_n of_o sorrow_n for_o many_o day_n and_o since_o the_o bread_n of_o hope_n for_o some_o and_o this_o day_n the_o bread_n of_o possess_v in_o rise_v by_o that_o strength_n which_o thou_o the_o god_n of_o all_o strength_n have_v infuse_v into_o i_o so_o o_o lord_n continue_v to_o i_o the_o bread_n of_o life_n the_o spiritual_a bread_n of_o life_n in_o a_o faithful_a assurance_n in_o thou_o the_o sacramental_a bread_n of_o life_n in_o a_o worthy_a receive_n of_o thou_o and_o the_o more_o real_a bread_n of_o life_n in_o a_o everlasting_a union_n to_o thou_o i_o know_v o_o lord_n that_o when_o thou_o have_v create_v angel_n and_o they_o see_v thou_o produce_v foul_a and_o fish_n and_o beast_n and_o worm_n they_o do_v not_o importune_v thou_o and_o say_v shall_v we_o have_v no_o better_o â—_z than_o these_o no_o better_a companion_n than_o these_o but_o stay_v thy_o leisure_n and_o then_o have_v man_n deliver_v over_o to_o they_o not_o much_o inferior_a in_o nature_n to_o themselves_o no_o more_o do_v i_o o_o god_n now_o that_o by_o thy_o first_o mercy_n i_o be_o able_a to_o rise_v importune_v thou_o for_o present_a confirmation_n of_o â—ealth_n nor_o now_o thaâ—_n by_o thy_o mercy_n i_o be_o bring_v to_o see_v that_o thy_o correction_n have_v wrought_v medicinal_o upon_o i_o presume_v i_o upon_o that_o spiritual_a strength_n i_o have_v but_o as_o i_o acknowledge_v that_o my_o bodily_a strength_n be_v subject_a to_o every_o puâ—â—e_n of_o wind_n so_o be_v my_o spiritual_a strength_n to_o every_o blast_n of_o vanity_n keep_v i_o therefore_o still_o o_o my_o gracious_a god_n in_o such_o a_o proportion_n of_o both_o strength_n as_o i_o may_v still_o hâ—â—e_v something_o to_o thank_v thou_o for_o which_o i_o have_v receive_v &_o still_o something_o to_o pray_v for_o and_o ask_v at_o thy_o hand_n â—â—_o siâ—_n morbi_fw-la foam_v tibi_fw-la cura_fw-la â—he_v physician_n consider_v the_o root_n and_o occasion_n the_o ember_n and_o coal_n and_o fuel_n of_o the_o disease_n and_o seek_v to_o purge_v or_o correct_v that_o â—2_n meditation_n how_o ruinous_a a_o farm_n have_v man_n take_v in_o â—aking_v himself_o how_o â—eady_o be_v the_o house_n every_o day_n to_o fall_v down_o and_o how_o be_v all_o the_o grounâ—_n overspread_v with_o weedsâ—_n â—_z all_o the_o
body_n with_o disease_n where_o not_o only_o every_o turf_n but_o every_o stoneâ—_n â—_z bear_v weed_n not_o only_o every_o muscle_n of_o the_o flesh_n but_o every_o bone_n of_o the_o body_n have_v some_o infirmity_n â—_z every_o little_a flint_n upon_o the_o face_n of_o this_o soil_n have_v some_o infectious_a weed_n every_o tooth_n in_o our_o head_n such_o a_o pain_n as_o a_o constant_a man_n be_v afraid_a of_o and_o yet_o ashamed_a of_o that_o fear_n of_o that_o sense_n of_o the_o pain_n how_o dear_a and_o how_o ofâ—â—n_o a_o rent_n do_v man_n â—ay_n for_o this_o farm_n he_o â—ies_v twice_o a_o day_n in_o â—ouble_a meal_n and_o how_o â—â—tle_a time_n he_o have_v to_o raise_v 〈◊〉_d rent_n how_o many_o hoâ—â—_n day_n to_o call_v he_o from_o â—s_n labour_n every_o day_n be_v â—alfe-holy_o day_n half_o spend_v â—n_n sleep_v what_o reparaâ—ions_n and_o subsidy_n and_o â—ontributions_n he_o be_v put_v to_o â—esides_v his_o rent_n what_o medicine_n beside_o his_o diâ—â—_n and_o what_o 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to_o make_v such_o a_o thing_n wholesome_a as_o be_v not_o poison_v by_o any_o manifest_a quality_n intense_a heat_n or_o cold_a but_o poison_n in_o the_o whole_a substance_n and_o in_o the_o specifique_a form_n of_o it_o to_o cure_v the_o sharp_a accident_n of_o disease_n be_v a_o great_a work_n to_o cure_v the_o disease_n itself_o be_v a_o great_a but_o to_o cure_v the_o body_n the_o root_n the_o occasion_n of_o disease_n be_v a_o work_n reserve_v for_o the_o great_a physician_n which_o he_o do_v neâ—er_o any_o other_o way_n but_o by_o glorify_v these_o body_n in_o the_o next_o world_n 22._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n what_o be_o i_o put_v to_o when_o i_o be_o put_v to_o consider_v and_o put_v off_o the_o root_n the_o fuel_n the_o occasion_n of_o my_o sickness_n what_o hypocrates_n what_o galen_n can_v show_v i_o that_o in_o my_o body_n it_o lie_v deep_a than_o so_o it_o lie_v in_o my_o soul_n and_o deep_o than_o so_o for_o we_o may_v well_o consider_v the_o body_n 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