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further_a than_o only_o to_o stir_v up_o our_o dull_a affection_n and_o raise_v holy_a passion_n in_o we_o but_o if_o we_o sincere_o forsake_v our_o sin_n and_o evidence_n our_o love_n to_o jesus_n it_o be_v not_o great_o material_a what_o mean_v or_o instrument_n we_o use_v §._o 28._o meditation_n on_o the_o passion_n my_o love_n be_v crucify_v say_v that_o love_a and_o holy_a martyr_n ignatius_n declare_v how_o earnest_o he_o wish_v to_o die_v for_o jesus_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d and_o so_o consider_v the_o passion_n of_o jesus_n i_o meditate_v with_o he_o my_o love_n be_v crucify_v my_o dear_a saviour_n die_v in_o most_o bitter_a pain_n he_o have_v be_v rude_o bind_v and_o drag_v from_o place_n to_o place_n he_o have_v be_v strip_v tie_v to_o a_o post_n and_o whip_v like_o a_o vile_a slave_n he_o have_v be_v buffet_v and_o cane_v and_o abuse_v with_o all_o manner_n of_o contumely_n and_o now_o i_o see_v he_o crown_v with_o thorn_n all_o over_o spittle_n and_o blood_n i_o see_v he_o stretch_v upon_o the_o cross_n where_o his_o hand_n and_o his_o foot_n be_v nail_v his_o head_n hang_v down_o i_o read_v in_o his_o pale_a face_n and_o his_o weep_a eye_n the_o extremity_n of_o his_o pain_n the_o anguish_n of_o his_o wound_a soul_n lord_n be_v thou_o he_o who_o my_o soul_n love_v idiot_n o_o domine_fw-la jesus_n christ_n si_fw-la intelligentia_fw-la quam_fw-la mihi_fw-la dedisti_fw-la uti_fw-la vellem_fw-la sicut_fw-la deberem_fw-la cernerem_fw-la manifest_a quo_fw-la modo_fw-la imo_fw-la quam_fw-la sine_fw-la modo_fw-la à _fw-la i_o creatura_fw-la tua_fw-la amari_fw-la merueris_fw-la qui_fw-la prio_fw-la dilexisti_fw-la i_o tantus_fw-la &_o tantum_fw-la &_o gratis_o tantillum_fw-la &_o talem_fw-la &_o ingratum_fw-la idiot_n be_v thou_o my_o dear_a jesus_n be_v it_o my_o father_n my_o brother_n my_o friend_n or_o my_o benefactor_n that_o shall_v suffer_v this_o undeserved_o how_o will_v i_o pity_v they_o but_o shall_v they_o suffer_v this_o upon_o my_o account_n lord_n i_o can_v not_o outlive_v such_o a_o sight_n if_o nothing_o else_o love_n will_v certain_o wound_v my_o soul_n to_o death_n but_o behold_v it_o be_v so_o this_o crucify_a this_o die_a man_n be_v my_o father_n he_o give_v i_o my_o be_v he_o be_v my_o brother_n he_o come_v down_o from_o heaven_n and_o take_v humane_a flesh_n that_o he_o may_v have_v that_o relation_n to_o i_o he_o be_v my_o friend_n he_o lay_v down_o his_o life_n to_o save_v i_o he_o be_v my_o great_a benefactor_n from_o he_o i_o receive_v all_o i_o have_v all_o the_o blessing_n the_o good_a thing_n i_o enjoy_v i_o owe_v to_o his_o kindness_n but_o hark_v methinks_v i_o hear_v he_o speak_v to_o i_o these_o pathetic_a these_o move_a word_n christian_n dear_a christian_n for_o who_o here_o i_o die_v consider_v serious_o imprint_v it_o in_o thy_o heart_n what_o in_o my_o word_n what_o in_o my_o mystery_n thou_o read_v of_o my_o suffering_n for_o thou_o consider_v who_o i_o be_o what_o i_o endure_v and_o to_o what_o end_n i_o be_o the_o eternal_a son_n of_o god_n who_o the_o angel_n adore_v i_o become_v man_n to_o make_v thou_o partaker_n of_o the_o divine_a nature_n i_o be_o infinite_o rich_a the_o whole_a universe_n be_v i_o i_o become_v thus_o destitute_a of_o all_o thing_n to_o purchase_v true_a riches_n for_o thou_o i_o be_o of_o a_o almighty_a power_n the_o whole_a world_n be_v make_v and_o subsist_v by_o i_o i_o be_o now_o weak_a to_o make_v thou_o strong_a i_o be_o overcome_v of_o my_o enemy_n to_o make_v thou_o conquer_v thou_o i_o be_o crown_v with_o glory_n and_o clothe_v with_o majesty_n i_o now_o wear_v these_o thorn_n and_o be_o become_v naked_a to_o clothe_v thou_o with_o robe_n of_o righteousness_n and_o crown_v thou_o with_o a_o royal_a diadem_n i_o be_o the_o inexhaustible_a fountain_n of_o joy_n and_o happiness_n i_o now_o endure_v sorrow_n and_o misery_n to_o make_v thou_o joyful_a and_o happy_a i_o be_o infinite_o pure_a and_o innocent_a i_o be_o become_v a_o sacrifice_n for_o sin_n to_o merit_v thy_o pardon_n and_o to_o sanctify_v and_o make_v thou_o holy_a i_o be_o the_o author_n of_o life_n the_o first_o and_o the_o last_o i_o now_o die_v to_o make_v thou_o live_v for_o ever_o nothing_o but_o love_n move_v i_o thus_o to_o suffer_v for_o thou_o vitam_fw-la this_o use_v to_o be_v write_v under_o crucifix_n aspice_fw-la serve_v dei_fw-la sic_fw-la i_o posuere_fw-la judaei_n aspice_fw-la mortalis_fw-la pro_fw-la te_fw-la datur_fw-la hostia_fw-la talis_fw-la aspice_fw-la devote_n quoniam_fw-la sic_fw-la pendeo_fw-la pro_fw-la te_fw-la introitum_fw-la aquavitae_fw-la reddo_fw-la tibi_fw-la red_a mihi_fw-la te_fw-la in_o cruse_a sum_n pro_fw-la te_fw-la qui_fw-la peceas_fw-la desine_fw-la pro_fw-la i_o desine_fw-la do_v veniam_fw-la dic_fw-la culpam_fw-la corrige_n vitam_fw-la and_o nothing_o but_o love_n i_o require_v for_o it_o dear_a soul_n thy_o sin_n be_v more_o grievous_a to_o i_o than_o my_o wound_n add_v not_o sorrow_n to_o my_o sorrow_n by_o remain_v impenitent_a deny_v not_o this_o request_n to_o thy_o die_a bleed_a saviour_n that_o thou_o will_v mortify_v thy_o lust_n and_o forsake_v thy_o sin_n all_o that_o be_v past_a i_o hearty_o forgive_v if_o thou_o become_v true_a penitent_a i_o free_o give_v myself_o for_o thou_o and_o beg_v that_o thou_o will_v give_v thyself_o to_o i_o §._o 29._o protestation_n of_o love_n to_o jesus_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v now_o dear_a lord_n word_n can_v answer_v thou_o i_o be_o amaze_v i_o be_o astonish_v i_o know_v not_o how_o to_o speak_v my_o tongue_n can_v express_v what_o my_o heart_n feel_v lord_n i_o will_v say_v nothing_o i_o will_v answer_v with_o sigh_n and_o tear_n with_o devout_a affection_n by_o resign_v and_o give_v up_o my_o body_n and_o soul_n to_o thou_o i_o will_v answer_v by_o obedience_n by_o action_n by_o now_o fall_v to_o work_v to_o reform_v my_o life_n to_o mortify_v my_o sinful_a lust_n to_o cut_v off_o the_o member_n of_o the_o body_n of_o sin_n sweet_a jesus_n i_o will_v love_v thou_o with_o all_o the_o affection_n my_o heart_n can_v entertain_v no_o bosom_n sin_n shall_v be_v so_o dear_a to_o i_o but_o for_o thy_o sake_n i_o will_v hearty_o part_v with_o it_o no_o lust_n shall_v be_v so_o please_v but_o i_o will_v kill_v it_o at_o thy_o request_n and_o command_v even_o my_o natural_a desire_n and_o inclination_n will_v i_o glad_o deny_v when_o they_o come_v in_o competition_n with_o that_o duty_n and_o love_n i_o owe_v and_o ever_o will_v pay_v jesus_n sect_n 30._o of_o a_o sincere_a amendment_n but_o fickle_a and_o unhappy_a creature_n that_o we_o be_v we_o often_o promise_v well_o but_o seldom_o stand_v to_o our_o engagement_n our_o resolution_n be_v good_a and_o our_o performance_n very_o defective_a the_o spirit_n be_v willing_a but_o the_o flesh_n be_v weak_a i_o must_v not_o therefore_o rest_v in_o general_n but_o i_o must_v resolve_v more_o especial_o against_o those_o sin_n i_o be_o incline_v to_o and_o not_o only_o against_o they_o but_o also_o upon_o the_o mean_n whereby_o i_o may_v overcome_v and_o mortify_v they_o as_o avoid_v the_o occasion_n and_o enticement_n inflict_v on_o myself_o such_o severity_n as_o may_v be_v proper_a remedy_n and_o tie_v myself_o to_o such_o pious_a exercise_n as_o i_o know_v will_v drive_v away_o the_o temptation_n to_o forsake_v my_o sin_n be_v not_o to_o forbear_v drunkenness_n when_o perhaps_o i_o be_o not_o incline_v to_o it_o or_o to_o avoid_v swear_v when_o i_o look_v upon_o it_o as_o a_o unpleasing_a and_o unprofitable_a sin_n or_o to_o hate_v covetousness_n when_o by_o nature_n i_o be_o liberal_a but_o know_v what_o sin_n please_v i_o most_o what_o vice_n my_o temper_n incline_v i_o to_o and_o what_o temptation_n be_v most_o strong_a and_o importunate_a upon_o i_o by_o my_o call_n or_o my_o company_n against_o that_o to_o fortify_v myself_o and_o employ_v the_o utmost_a of_o my_o strength_n against_o that_o to_o watch_v and_o pray_v and_o use_v sincere_a and_o earnest_a endeavour_n to_o forsake_v my_o sin_n be_v not_o to_o say_v i_o will_v forsake_v they_o some_o man_n when_o they_o be_v call_v upon_o by_o fear_n adversity_n or_o the_o secret_a voice_n of_o god_n within_o they_o be_v forward_o enough_o to_o engage_v with_o the_o elder_a brother_n in_o the_o gospel_n lord_n i_o will_v go_v and_o work_v in_o thy_o vineyard_n but_o their_o hot_a zeal_n and_o hasty_a promise_n soon_o decay_v into_o negligence_n and_o at_o last_o into_o a_o cold_a denial_n though_o i_o resolve_v against_o my_o natural_a corruption_n never_o so_o serious_o that_o will_v not_o subdue_v they_o without_o i_o use_v proper_a mean_n for_o it_o to_o take_v up_o my_o cross_n and_o follow_v christ_n to_o forsake_v all_o for_o he_o to_o deny_v myself_o to_o take_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n by_o force_n
lover_n a_o sincere_a and_o affectionate_a lover_n of_o jesus_n i_o be_o oblige_v to_o undo_v as_o much_o as_o may_v be_v what_o i_o have_v do_v amiss_o and_o to_o do_v it_o no_o more_o this_o i_o hearty_o resolve_v to_o do_v and_o i_o hope_v shall_v real_o perform_v by_o the_o grace_n and_o assistance_n of_o my_o god_n i_o will_v make_v amends_o and_o restitution_n to_o those_o i_o have_v damnify_v in_o body_n good_n or_o name_n and_o even_o ask_v their_o pardon_n for_o the_o injury_n and_o then_o bewail_v my_o sin_n grieve_v that_o i_o have_v offend_v my_o divine_a and_o love_a master_n and_o beg_v his_o forgiveness_n and_o endeavour_v by_o tear_n and_o contrition_n to_o wash_v away_o the_o stain_n and_o spot_n wherewith_o my_o soul_n be_v pollute_v and_o displease_v the_o holy_a eye_n of_o the_o holy_a jesus_n and_o so_o to_o love_n jesus_n bind_v upon_o i_o the_o whole_a exercise_n of_o repentance_n which_o now_o must_v be_v work_n of_o my_o life_n i_o be_o henceforth_o to_o live_v the_o life_n of_o a_o penitent_a and_o i_o resolve_v so_o to_o do_v therefore_o every_o night_n i_o must_v call_v my_o way_n to_o remembrance_n and_o beside_o those_o great_a provocation_n wherewith_o i_o offend_v my_o god_n in_o the_o day_n of_o my_o folly_n and_o inconsideration_n i_o be_o to_o take_v notice_n of_o those_o sin_n of_o daily_a incursion_n i_o be_o fall_v into_o the_o last_o day_n and_o weep_v over_o they_o all_o and_o beg_v for_o pardon_n &_o this_o especial_o upon_o those_o time_n appoint_v for_o mortification_n and_o act_n of_o punitive_a repentance_n fridays_n lent_n and_o other_o wherein_o devout_a christian_n make_v it_o their_o more_o solemn_a endeavour_n to_o soften_v their_o heart_n and_o make_v they_o melt_v into_o penitent_a tear_n which_o must_v be_v do_v by_o religious_a exercise_n and_o such_o meditation_n as_o this_o my_o dear_a jesus_n i_o owe_v to_o thy_o kind_a goodness_n my_o be_v and_o all_o the_o blessing_n i_o enjoy_v and_o i_o know_v that_o thou_o do_v come_v down_o from_o heaven_n to_o die_v on_o the_o cross_n that_o i_o may_v not_o die_v in_o hell_n to_o eternity_n to_o suffer_v a_o bitter_a and_o shameful_a death_n that_o i_o may_v live_v in_o eternal_a joy_n i_o hope_v to_o see_v thy_o glorious_a face_n one_o day_n i_o hope_v to_o receive_v a_o crown_n from_o thy_o gracious_a hand_n i_o hope_v to_o dwell_v in_o thy_o blissful_a society_n for_o ever_o dear_a saviour_n if_o thou_o be_v it_o upon_o earth_n i_o will_v go_v all_o the_o world_n over_o to_o prostrate_v myself_o before_o thou_o to_o kiss_v the_o ground_n thy_o holy_a foot_n shall_v tread_v to_o serve_v thou_o to_o show_v my_o love_n and_o gratitude_n to_o thou_o dear_a lord_n i_o will_v now_o joyful_o give_v up_o my_o life_n for_o thou_o i_o will_v lose_v the_o last_o drop_n of_o my_o blood_n to_o please_v and_o glorify_v thou_o i_o will_v die_v rather_o than_o deny_v thou_o why_o then_o unhappy_a wretch_n that_o i_o be_o do_v i_o offend_v thou_o to_o who_o i_o owe_v myself_o and_o all_o that_o i_o have_v why_o do_v i_o wound_v thou_o by_o my_o transgression_n who_o be_v wound_v for_o they_o by_o thy_o love_n why_o do_v i_o grieve_v thou_o who_o purchase_a eternal_a joy_n for_o i_o why_o do_v i_o displease_v thou_o with_o who_o i_o hope_v to_o live_v and_o dwell_v and_o from_o who_o i_o expect_v mercy_n and_o salvation_n why_o do_v i_o sin_n against_o thou_o who_o i_o love_v with_o all_o my_o soul_n and_o why_o do_v not_o i_o live_v to_o thou_o for_o who_o i_o will_v die_v §._o 33._o be_v make_v easy_a by_o love_n such_o consideration_n and_o soliloquy_n as_o these_o will_v produce_v not_o only_a lachrymas_fw-la doloris_fw-la tear_n of_o grief_n but_o also_o lachrymas_fw-la amoris_fw-la tear_n of_o love_n and_o true_a contrition_n and_o moreover_o all_o the_o severity_n of_o repentance_n which_o be_v so_o unacceptable_a and_o so_o repugnant_a to_o nature_n will_v be_v make_v pleasant_a those_o thing_n that_o will_v be_v ungrateful_a as_o 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severity_n of_o their_o rule_n be_v become_v so_o pleasant_a to_o they_o by_o the_o devoutness_n of_o their_o affection_n that_o they_o be_v afraid_a of_o have_v their_o paradise_n in_o this_o world_n and_o consult_v s._n bernard_n about_o it_o and_o certain_o nothing_o but_o love_n can_v carry_v the_o primitive_a solitary_n and_o coenobite_n through_o that_o uneasiness_n and_o hardship_n they_o willing_o undertake_v and_o endure_v many_o year_n and_o rejoice_v in_o and_o will_v not_o have_v exchange_v for_o all_o the_o pleasure_n in_o the_o world_n §._o 34._o and_o proceed_v not_o from_o melancholy_n perhaps_o it_o will_v be_v say_v that_o such_o thing_n be_v the_o effect_n of_o melancholy_n or_o a_o forward_a and_o misguide_a zeal_n not_o of_o true_a piety_n but_o let_v it_o be_v consider_v that_o natural_a love_n itself_o have_v do_v and_o still_o do_v wonderful_a thing_n the_o love_n of_o friendship_n the_o love_n of_o lust_n the_o love_n of_o riches_n and_o ambition_n have_v set_v 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13.5_o 1_o cor._n 13.5_o charity_n do_v not_o seek_v she_o own_o say_v s._n paul_n we_o may_v desire_v our_o promise_a reward_n and_o set_v our_o affection_n upon_o it_o as_o it_o be_v a_o demonstration_n of_o god_n infinite_a love_n and_o goodness_n or_o because_o it_o will_v be_v the_o express_v of_o our_o duty_n and_o thankfulness_n when_o we_o shall_v love_v and_o glorify_v and_o adore_v god_n perfect_o and_o for_o ever_o or_o rather_o because_o the_o reward_n be_v god_n himself_o who_o will_v be_v to_o every_o faithful_a servant_n his_o exceed_a great_a reward_n 15.4_o gen._n 15.4_o as_o well_o as_o to_o faithful_a abraham_n reward_v sincere_a obedience_n with_o the_o fruition_n of_o himself_o be_v all_o in_o all_o to_o his_o saint_n but_o still_o i_o say_v love_n be_v not_o selfish_a but_o free_a and_o generous_a if_o nothing_o be_v to_o be_v gain_v by_o it_o it_o will_v have_v satisfaction_n enough_o in_o show_v its_o self_n it_o be_v a_o unspeakable_a pleasure_n to_o a_o 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mark_n of_o my_o love_n and_o part_n of_o my_o duty_n to_o he_o o_o that_o the_o constant_a course_n of_o my_o conversation_n may_v speak_v the_o sincerity_n of_o my_o affection_n to_o my_o bless_a lord_n dearest_n jesus_n the_o cross_n thou_o do_v bear_v for_o i_o be_v heavy_a and_o painful_a to_o extremity_n but_o thy_o yoke_n be_v light_a and_o pleasant_a thy_o service_n be_v perfect_a freedom_n o_o let_v it_o be_v my_o delight_n and_o daily_a employment_n as_o it_o be_v my_o duty_n to_o serve_v and_o obey_v thou_o to_o follow_v thy_o bless_a example_n and_o be_v instrumental_a in_o win_a heart_n to_o thou_o let_v i_o love_v thou_o so_o entire_o that_o i_o may_v love_v nothing_o but_o thou_o nothing_o but_o for_o thy_o sake_n fac_n precor_fw-la domine_fw-la ansel_n b._n ansel_n i_o gustare_fw-la per_fw-la amorem_fw-la quod_fw-la gusto_n per_fw-la cognitionem_fw-la sentiam_fw-la per_fw-la affectum_fw-la quod_fw-la sentio_fw-la per_fw-la intellectum_fw-la amen_n §._o 6._o we_o 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to_o do_v thy_o will_n and_o that_o my_o great_a happiness_n as_o well_o as_o duty_n be_v to_o obey_v thou_o be_v it_o not_o because_o i_o also_o forget_v that_o thou_o do_v redeem_v i_o from_o a_o most_o wretched_a slavery_n that_o thou_o do_v pay_v a_o immense_a price_n for_o i_o that_o thou_o become_v a_o servant_n for_o i_o before_o thou_o require_v any_o service_n from_o i_o and_o that_o thou_o do_v first_o love_v i_o before_o thou_o do_v entreat_v my_o love_n o_o thou_o great_a lover_n and_o saviour_n of_o man_n i_o whole_o give_v myself_o to_o thou_o body_n and_o soul_n heart_n and_o affection_n i_o desire_v to_o be_v thou_o i_o pray_v that_o thou_o will_v make_v i_o
constitution_n hence_o the_o desuetude_n of_o fast_v upon_o appoint_a day_n and_o even_o of_o bid_v of_o they_o and_o the_o nonobservance_n of_o holiday_n and_o time_n of_o solemn_a devotion_n hence_o the_o slight_a regard_n have_v to_o the_o public_a worship_n of_o god_n and_o the_o seldom_o receive_v of_o the_o lord_n supper_n hence_o the_o reservedness_n &_o unhappy_a secrecy_n of_o most_o people_n in_o not_o acquaint_v their_o spiritual_a guide_n with_o the_o state_n of_o their_o conscience_n when_o it_o needs_o and_o not_o receive_v their_o comfort_n and_o direction_n hence_o the_o not_o send_v for_o the_o elder_n of_o the_o church_n to_o do_v their_o office_n upon_o sick_a person_n and_o the_o seldom_o desire_v their_o absolution_n and_o hence_o even_o in_o too_o many_o of_o the_o clergy_n the_o neglect_n of_o daily_o say_v divine_a office_n as_o they_o be_v command_v and_o observe_v other_o injunction_n peculiar_a to_o they_o i_o may_v say_v that_o it_o fare_v with_o our_o 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