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sweet_a lord_n jesus_n &_o how_o thou_o have_v desire_v that_o it_o may_v be_v afflict_v and_o injure_v of_o all_o man_n and_o have_v labour_v that_o nothing_o be_v pardon_v it_o but_o have_v carry_v thyself_o most_o severe_a against_o it_o this_o do_v dear_a brother_n and_o still_o converse_v in_o these_o good_a thought_n and_o ever_o persevere_v in_o this_o thy_o desire_n this_o only_a exercise_n in_o time_n will_v bring_v thou_o to_o a_o exceed_a perfection_n of_o perfect_a humility_n and_o will_v teach_v how_o to_o overcome_v and_o put_v to_o flight_v the_o most_o dangerous_a enemy_n and_o be_v trayer_n of_o thy_o soul_n and_o in_o conclusion_n thou_o shall_v thereby_o attain_v to_o so_o great_a hatred_n of_o thyself_o that_o thou_o shall_v wish_v &_o labour_n to_o be_v contemn_v and_o despise_v and_o when_o hereafter_o thou_o shall_v happen_v to_o be_v contemn_v of_o some_o man_n then_o stick_v fast_o to_o i_o &_o forsake_v not_o my_o virtue_n but_o with_o rejoice_v and_o thanks_n give_v to_o god_n say_v thus_o to_o thyself_o now_o thanks_n be_v to_o god_n who_o have_v revenge_v i_o of_o my_o enemy_n desire_n be_v much_o content_v with_o the_o direction_n of_o this_o virgin_n take_v leave_v of_o she_o and_o be_v bring_v into_o the_o cell_n of_o a_o other_o daughter_n of_o humility_n who_o name_n be_v simplicity_n who_o receive_v he_o love_o be_v ask_v by_o he_o her_o name_n virtue_n and_o condition_n simp_n my_o name_n be_v simplicity_n my_o office_n and_o condition_n be_v to_o behave_v myself_o simple_o sincere_o and_o plain_o towards_o all_o man_n and_o to_o conceane_n no_o hurt_n or_o ill_a meaning_n of_o any_o thing_n that_o i_o shall_v happen_v to_o hear_v or_o to_o see_v but_o to_o think_v all_o thing_n to_o be_v do_v right_o and_o holylie_o and_o to_o think_v ill_o of_o no_o body_n but_o myself_o for_o i_o ever_o suspect_v and_o fear_v myself_o and_o continual_o watch_v over_o my_o thought_n and_o desire_n still_o look_v into_o myself_o and_o hold_v 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