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102.11_o pilgrim-day_n do_v pass_v away_o as_o shade_n and_o still_o the_o more_o i_o have_v of_o life_n the_o more_o i_o do_v approach_v my_o grave_n all_o this_o i_o see_v i_o ay_o i_o and_o more_o than_o this_o that_o very_a cloud_n that_o hinder_v all_o my_o bliss_n my_o sin_n do_v still_o increase_v on_o i_o yâ—â—_n they_o will_v have_v no_o interruption_n though_o my_o day_n be_v cloud_v ere_o so_o much_o they_o will_v not_o cease_v to_o vex_v my_o soul_n nor_o let_v i_o live_v in_o peace_n alas_o and_o these_o 88.15_o distract_v i_o quite_o while_o i_o have_v not_o
my_o eye_n begin_v see_v within_o my_o own_o distress_a man_n when_o i_o press_v with_o the_o weight_n of_o my_o iniquity_n do_v erst_o implore_v my_o god_n to_o help_v for_o sure_a of_o all_o the_o misery_n i_o may_v endure_v there_o be_v none_o that_o parallel_v with_o this_o to_o be_v depriuâ—d_v of_o god_n which_o to_o my_o grief_n i_o see_v my_o many_o sin_n do_v oft_o â—ffect_v whereby_o i_o be_o drive_v to_o such_o great_a extremity_n i_o know_v not_o what_o to_o do_v which_o make_v i_o crave_v either_o his_o sweet_a return_n or_o else_o my_o grave_n rather_o than_o live_v and_o not_o with_o he_o but_o here_o alas_o unhappy_a wretch_n all_o that_o i_o bear_v be_v just_o for_o my_o sin_n but_o thou_o my_o lord_n do_v 2.22_o never_o sin_v neither_o in_o deed_n nor_o word_n no_o nor_o in_o thought_n so_o much_o or_o be_v it_o so_o yet_o what_o speak_v i_o of_o these_o my_o deep_n of_o woe_n which_o be_v but_o fleabites_a as_o they_o say_v if_o weigh_v with_o these_o of_o thou_o 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scripture_n have_v foretell_v it_o shall_v be_v so_o you_o will_v not_o can_v not_o choose_v but_o cruel_a eye_n what_o malice_n can_v have_v wish_v more_o misery_n to_o fall_v on_o he_o than_o now_o you_o see_v that_o yet_o your_o wicked_a brain_n still_o study_v how_o to_o get_v some_o new-inuented_n grievance_n whereby_o to_o add_v unto_o his_o deep_n of_o misery_n and_o â—6_n persecute_v who_o god_n have_v smite_v but_o o_o why_o do_v i_o question_v more_o of_o this_o for_o lo_o your_o brow_n be_v 48.4_o brass_n and_o you_o be_v 23._o fore-decreed_a to_o be_v the_o actor_n
of_o this_o horrid_a deed_n wherefore_o i_o now_o return_v again_o and_o come_v unto_o my_o saviour_n late_a part_n the_o sum_n and_o woe_n of_o all_o the_o rest_n that_o dreary_a see_v which_o now_o he_o be_v to_o undergo_v i_o mean_v on_o this_o sad_a scaffold_n of_o his_o late_a cross_n hayward_n the_o first_o be_v pain_n of_o sense_n but_o this_o of_o 〈◊〉_d that_o be_v his_o body_n pain_n but_o here_o again_o his_o pain_n of_o soul_n which_o be_v the_o soul_n oâ—_n paâ—â—e_n for_o now_o behold_v not_o to_o enlarge_v my_o verse_n with_o each_o sad_a circumstance_n i_o here_o rehearse_v only_o that_o one_o expressless_a plunge_n of_o all_o the_o great_a that_o ever_o be_v when_o he_o do_v call_v at_o his_o extreme_a gasp_n notable_a my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o now_o forsake_v i_o what_o rod_n be_v it_o that_o strike_v this_o wondrous_a blow_n ay_o i_o my_o bless_a christ_n what_o god_n forsake_v thou_o thyself_o forsake_v thyself_o o_o thou_o my_o life_n how_o can_v this_o bâ—e_v never_o be_v there_o fatal_a knife_n can_v cut_v this_o thread_n no_o thus_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v thy_o spirit_n of_o love_n have_v tell_v i_o how_o it_o be_v now_o be_v that_o woeful_a time_n at_o hand_n wherein_o th'intolerable_a weight_n and_o 3.13_o curse_v of_o sin_n which_o i_o and_o all_o the_o world_n have_v do_v be_v cast_v upon_o thy_o back_n at_o once_o now_o be_v that_o last_o and_o very_o utmost_a deep_a which_o thou_o while-ere_a do_v seem_v in_o thy_o humanity_n to_o fear_v now_o do_v thou_o drink_v of_o that_o accurse_a cup_n which_o erst_o thou_o do_v entreat_v thou_o may_v not_o sup_v unless_o it_o be_v thy_o father_n will_n and_o here_o behold_v it_o be_v his_o will_n and_o thou_o do_v bear_v those_o heavy_a brunt_n alone_o for_o we_o from_o whence_o it_o be_v indeed_o thou_o have_v such_o feel_a sense_n of_o these_o thy_o misery_n in_o we_o 14._o that_o we_o may_v thereby_o feel_v our_o happiness_n in_o thou_o nay_o more_o thou_o now_o of_o 15.13_o wondrous_a love_n have_v take_v our_o 2.24_o sin_n on_o thou_o whence_o it_o be_v thy_o god_n forsake_v or_o seem_v at_o least_o forsake_v thou_o thus_o and_o why_o it_o be_v sin_n indeed_o undo_v that_o happy_a tie_n betwixt_o humanity_n and_o god_n for_o this_o be_v that_o whiâ—h_n 59.2_o sep'rate_v we_o from_o all_o our_o bliss_n i_o mean_v from_o god_n and_o this_o be_v it_o which_o make_v he_o thus_o withdraw_v himself_o from_o thou_o or_o shade_n as_o it_o be_v his_o present_a â—â—dance_n from_o thy_o sight_n and_o leave_v thou_o to_o thyself_o press_v with_o the_o weight_n of_o sin_n and_o hell_n and_o of_o thy_o father_n rage_n '_o against_o these_o our_o siâ—â—es_n since_o thou_o will_v so_o engage_v thyself_o for_o we_o and_o here_o thy_o soul_n be_v bring_v down_o to_o the_o low_a plunge_n of_o woe_n where_o nought_o be_v leave_v to_o comfort_v thou_o but_o thou_o mean_v while_o be_v make_v as_o '_o 'twere_v a_o desolate_a 〈…〉_z exile_n from_o all_o true_a happiness_n do_v undergo_v such_o sad_a expressless_a pang_n that_o none_o can_v know_v their_o depth_n but_o thou_o that_o suffer'd_v they_o nay_o sure_o that_o only_a pain_n of_o loss_n thou_o do_v endure_v be_v more_o by_o far_o in_o reference_n to_o thou_o then_o hell_n most_o cruel_a torturing_n can_v be_v in_o reference_n to_o us._n what_o shall_v i_o say_v this_o be_v indeed_o a_o lamentable_a day_n for_o thy_o pure_a eye_n to_o see_v never_o be_v there_o grief_n like_a unto_o this_o of_o thou_o where_o all_o relief_n be_v hold_v so_o long_o from_o thou_o and_o here_o indeed_o i_o find_v that_o true_a which_o i_o erewhile_o do_v read_v foretell_v of_o thou_o thy_o 53.2_o comeliness_n be_v go_v and_o form_n or_o beauty_n there_o alas_o be_v none_o to_o make_v thou_o now_o desire_v thou_o be_v a_o man_n of_o 3._o sorrow_n friend_n of_o grief_n whence_o we_o begin_v to_o hide_v our_o face_n '_o way_n from_o thou_o or_o thou_o do_v hide_v as_o it_o be_v from_o we_o thus_o do_v thou_o bow_v thy_o 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celebrate_v this_o high-made_a holiday_n of_o reconcilement_n with_o my_o god_n first_o then_o o_o thou_o sole_a guider_n of_o my_o tongue_n and_o pen_n and_o all_o my_o thought_n and_o all_o my_o act_n while_o they_o be_v good_a lo_o here_o i_o humble_o come_v to_o pay_v my_o tributary_n thanks_o that_o thou_o have_v bring_v i_o hitherto_o the_o place_n which_o erst_o i_o seek_v and_o here_o have_v raise_v my_o soul_n again_o to_o see_v those_o wondrous_a thing_n which_o thou_o have_v do_v for_o i_o when_o i_o be_v past_o recovery_n if_o thou_o have_v not_o be_v timely_o merciful_a and_o now_o redeem_v i_o by_o thy_o love_n as_o thou_o have_v do_v though_o by_o the_o death_n of_o 〈◊〉_d own_o only_a son_n thy_o own_o belove_a son_n but_o o_o my_o 30.20_o life_n life_n of_o my_o soul_n i_o say_v whence_o be_v the_o 22_o strife_n i_o feel_v in_o i_o if_o this_o be_v so_o that_o i_o be_o subject_a yet_o to_o satan_n tyranny_n and_o can_v praise_v thou_o as_o i_o will_v for_o lo_n my_o sin_n step_v still_o between_o and_o 〈◊〉_d so_o i_o can_v raise_v my_o drowrie_a eye_n to_o see_v as_o here_o i_o ought_v thy_o wondrous_a 〈◊〉_d to_o i_o but_o o_o my_o god_n here_o be_v the_o reason_n sure_a of_o this_o my_o misery_n thy_o eye_n so_o pure_a will_v not_o vouchsafe_v to_o looâ—_n 〈◊〉_d i_o mean_v in_o smile_a sort_n because_o i_o be_o not_o 〈◊〉_d but_o thou_o conceal_v thy_o coâ—nce_n '_o cause_n i_o have_v break_v indeed_o thy_o law_n most_o â—ankelesly_o both_o in_o my_o thought_n and_o 〈◊〉_d and_o yet_o alas_o i_o be_o not_o true_o penitent_a but_o pâ—sse_v my_o time_n in_o senselessness_n as_o it_o be_v and_o 〈◊〉_d burst_v forth_o in_o tear_n to_o wash_v away_o the_o blot_n of_o this_o my_o great_a ingratitude_n ay_o i_o all_z this_o be_v true_a my_o god_n for_o 2_o thou_o do_v see_v my_o secret_a path_n and_o yet_o behold_v thy_o eye_n do_v also_o see_v my_o gripe_a misery_n how_o oft_o indeed_o i_o grieve_v and_o sigh_v and_o groan_n because_o i_o be_o become_v so_o dead_a a_o stone_n and_o can_v weep_v as_o fain_o i_o will_v but_o here_o o_o thou_o my_o lord_n why_o shall_v i_o further_o fear_v at_o these_o my_o own_o deficiency_n behold_v my_o saviour_n burn_v in_o love_n though_o i_o be_o cold_a his_o wound_n do_v weep_v to_o wash_v away_o my_o sin_n though_o i_o be_o dull_a o_o cast_v thy_o eye_n on_o he_o or_o look_v on_o i_o but_o as_o in_o he_o that_o when_o thou_o see_v i_o thou_o may_v find_v i_o clear_v and_o then_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v displease_v with_o i_o for_o he_o have_v make_v a_o full_a supply_n of_o all_o
in_o their_o ill_n let_v they_o â—ke_v up_o the_o seem_a sweet_n of_o sin_n impoys'n_v cup_n let_v they_o carouse_v in_o vanity_n and_o draw_v iniquity_n with_o rope_n never_o stand_v in_o awe_n '_o of_o future_a judgement_n let_v they_o 5.28_o prosper_v still_o as_o they_o suppose_v by_o add_v ill_o to_o ill_n let_v they_o be_v careless_a of_o themselves_o and_o spend_v their_o precious_a day_n never_o think_v on_o the_o end_n let_v they_o make_v flesh_n their_o guide_n take_v delight_n in_o their_o own_o lust_n still_o glory_v in_o the_o height_n of_o their_o ambitious_a title_n and_o their_o wealth_n get_v by_o obliquity_n and_o lawless_a stealth_n let_v they_o etc._n be-pride_n themselves_o in_o rich_a attire_n and_o robe_n of_o state_n burn_v with_o lawless_a fire_n of_o lust_n not_o to_o be_v name_v let_v they_o be_v feed_v with_o choice_a meat_n and_o glut_v up_o with_o bread_n 8._o like_o pamper_a horse_n to_o the_o full_a i_o say_v let_v they_o spend_v all_o their_o happiness_n away_o in_o these_o and_o such_o like_a vanity_n nor_o think_v on_o death_n at_o all_o thou_o stand_v at_o the_o brink_n of_o their_o uncertain_a grave_n and_o heaven_n high_a hand_n of_o vengeance_n over_o they_o do_v always_o stand_v ready_a to_o strike_v they_o down_o to_o hell_n but_o we_o will_v joy_v alone_o in_o this_o sweet_a liberty_n we_o have_v in_o 7.22_o christ_n we_o will_v delight_v i_o say_v ourselves_o in_o he_o in_o he_o we_o will_v vow_v and_o pay_v our_o due_n of_o praise_n unto_o our_o god_n in_o he_o we_o will_v hence_o christ_n triumph_v over_o all_o the_o power_n of_o sin_n of_o death_n and_o hell_n in_o he_o we_o will_v express_v our_o utmost_a thanks_o by_o life_n of_o 4.24_o holiness_n and_o 116.9_o walk_v in_o his_o way_n till_o by_o the_o hand_n of_o his_o 143.10_o good_a spirit_n hee'th_v bring_v we_o to_o the_o land_n of_o righteousness_n where_o we_o will_v be_v on_o he_o we_o will_v build_v all_o our_o confidence_n and_o climb_v to_o 28.12_o 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psal_n 42.1_o 2_o 2_o hebr._n 12._o â—_o â—_o psal_n 38.6_o 38.6_o luk._n 15.13_o 14_o etc._n etc._n the_o parable_n of_o the_o prodigal_a child_n fit_o apply_v apply_v luk._n 15.20_o 15.20_o luk._n 15.18_o 21._o 21._o job._n 14.26_o &_o 15.26_o 15.26_o a_o fit_a simile_n simile_n mal._n 4.2_o 4.2_o joh._n 1.4_o 5._o 5._o i_o be_o sure_a sure_a 2_o cor._n â—_o â—_o â—_o psal_n 42.1_o 42.1_o isaiah_n 55.1_o 55.1_o math._n 16.17_o john_n 1.13_o 1.13_o joh._n 1.12_o 1.12_o eph._n 4.24_o 4.24_o philip._n 3.9_o 3.9_o god_n reply_n to_o my_o former_a quest_n quest_n ezek._n 18.28_o a_o apt_a simile_n how_o sin_n and_o death_n be_v beget_v by_o man_n man_n joh._n 1.4_o 1.4_o luk._n 15.18_o 15.18_o luk._n 15.20_o 15.20_o malac._n 2.4_o 2.4_o psalm_n 42.7_o 42.7_o the_o mystery_n of_o man_n redemption_n by_o christ_n jesus_n jesus_n isaiah_n 53.8_o phil._n 2.6_o 7_o 8._o 8._o gal._n 3.13_o 1._o pet._n 2.24_o 2.24_o rom._n 6.18_o 22._o ephes_n 2_o 4_o 5_o 6_o 19_o especial_a proof_n of_o this_o this_o 1._o cor._n 13._o 1._o joh_n 3.2_o 3.2_o ephes_n 2.19_o 2.19_o rom._n 7.24_o 7.24_o for_o as_o resist_v resist_v the_o regenerate_v man_n change_n many_o and_o miserable_a miserable_a phil._n 3.8_o 3.8_o psalm_n 2.12_o 2.12_o for_o son_n as_o in_o the_o text_n because_o he_o be_v the_o sun_n malach._n 4.2_o 4.2_o cantic_a 1.4_o joh._n 6.4_o 4._o 4._o gen._n 3.1_o 3.1_o gen._n 3.15_o how_o the_o devil_n watch_v all_o opportunity_n to_o hinder_v man_n from_o happiness_n happiness_n joh_n 1.4_o 1.4_o gen._n 3.6_o how_o the_o devil_n beguile_v we_o to_o sin_n a_o short_a digression_n to_o my_o trouble_a reader_n reader_n the_o temptation_n of_o evil_a thought_n especial_o to_o be_v heed_v heed_v psalm_n 39.12_o 39.12_o matth._n 12.45_o luk._n 1â—_n 26_o the_o misery_n that_o follow_v sin_n the_o fearefullst_a temptation_n of_o all_o other_o other_o psalm_n 39.12_o in_o our_o sing_a psalm_n psalm_n eccles._n 13.25_o 26._o to_o my_o christian_a reader_n reader_n sc._n christian_n christian_n jam._n 5.16_o dullness_n or_o deadness_n of_o soul_n how_o miserable_a miserable_a adam_n and_o eue._n eue._n gen._n 3.5_o 3.5_o gen._n 3.9_o 3.9_o gen._n 3.8_o 3.8_o psal_n 77.2_o 77.2_o john_n 1.4_o 1.4_o psalm_n 143.7_o 143.7_o psal_n 107.17_o 18._o 18._o ps_n â—07_n 20_o 20_o experimental_a proof_n against_o man_n free_a will_n to_o any_o spiritual_a good_a good_a not_o that_o papist_n have_v this_o free_a will_n but_o that_o out_o of_o the_o pride_n of_o their_o heart_n they_o say_v so_o as_o also_o to_o defend_v their_o opinion_n of_o merit_n which_o be_v alike_o derogatory_n from_o god_n glory_n glory_n 1._o cor._n 15.10_o 15.10_o ephes_n 2.8_o 2.8_o job_n 6_o 12._o 12._o jam._n 3.22_o wisd_v 11_o 2d_o â—udg_n 16.20_o 21._o 21._o sc_fw-la job._n job._n job_n 37.14_o 23._o isaiah_n 40.28_o 40.28_o job_n 1.1_o chap._n 2.3_o 2.3_o job_n 9.2_o 3._o 3._o psal_n 6.3_o 6.3_o mal._n 4.2_o 4.2_o psal_n 88.6_o 7_o 15_o 16._o hâ—man_n be_v one_o of_o the_o finger_n of_o 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3.2_o 3.2_o rom._n 8.6_o 7_o 7_o isaiah_n 57_o ult._n ult._n rom._n 8.6_o 7._o 7._o job_n 13.24_o 13.24_o psal_n 4.6_o &_o 16.11_o 16.11_o john_n 17.3_o 17.3_o 2._o cor._n 5.7_o 5.7_o ephes_n 2.8_o 2.8_o 2._o cor._n 5.7_o and_o ephes_n 1.18_o compare_v with_o chap._n 2.8_o 2.8_o ephes_n 1.18_o col._n 1_o 26_o 27._o 27._o ephes_n 3.18_o 19_o 19_o ephes_n 3.19_o 3.19_o malac._n 4.2_o 4.2_o isaiah_n 40.3_o mat._n 3.3_o 3.3_o psal_n 119.169_o 119.169_o joh._n 14._o â—6_n &_o 15.26_o 15.26_o rom._n 8._o â—6_n â—6_n eph_n 2.18_o 19_o 19_o rom._n 8.21_o 8.21_o psal_n 34.6_o 34.6_o we_o have_v extreme_a need_n of_o grace_n when_o we_o can_v hearty_o pray_v for_o it_o it_o sâ—_n 〈◊〉_d excellâ—_n lâ—â—facâ—as_v 〈◊〉_d sum_n sum_n the_o danger_n of_o a_o spiritual_a slumber_n or_o lethargy_n not_o to_o be_v cure_v by_o any_o humane_a remedy_n remedy_n joh._n 14.2_o 14.2_o ps_n 130.5_o 6._o 6._o 2._o sam._n 24.14_o 24.14_o isaiah_n 63.5_o and_o psal_n 107_o fill_v with_o notable_a proof_n hereof_o 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cor._n 1.26_o 1.26_o joh._n 1.2_o ephes_n 2_o 8._o how_o hard_o it_o be_v to_o go_v to_o heaven_n according_a to_o that_o of_o seneca_n in_o trage_v viz._n non_fw-la est_fw-la ad_fw-la astra_fw-la mollis_fw-la è_fw-la terris_fw-la via_fw-la english_a we_o must_v not_o go_v to_o heaven_n on_o featherbed_n how_o short_a our_o common_a meerely-beliefe_n come_v short_a of_o heaven_n heaven_n 1._o cor._n 2.12_o james_n 1.17_o 1.17_o isaiah_n 57.15_o 57.15_o isaiah_n 63.5_o 63.5_o mat_n 11._o ult._n ult._n psal_n 18.1_o 2._o god_n charge_n which_o every_o child_n of_o he_o must_v perform_v yet_o so_o as_o by_o power_n from_o god_n god_n gal._n 5.24_o 5.24_o 1._o cor._n 15.31_o sin_n must_v be_v cast_v out_o ere_o god_n take_v possession_n of_o us._n us._n mat._n 8.32_o let_v the_o swinish_a epicure_n wallow_v in_o his_o lust_n but_o let_v the_o body_n of_o god_n child_n be_v consecrate_v to_o holiness_n rom._n 6.22_o as_o pure_a temple_n of_o â—he_n holy_a ghost_n 1._o cor._n 6.19_o 6.19_o the_o eye_n describe_v in_o brief_a their_o charge_n charge_n num._n 15_o 3â—_n 3â—_n psal_n 8.3_o &_o 19.1_o 2_o etc._n etc._n etc._n the_o ear_n charge_n the_o mouth_n charge_n charge_n eph._n 4.29_o 4.29_o mat._n 12.34.35_o 36_o 37._o 37._o eccles_n 37.29_o a_o caution_n for_o too-much_o or_o dainty_a feed_n feed_n too_o much_o eat_v bring_v boâ—h_a body_n and_o soul_n into_o a_o lethargy_n a_o persuasion_n to_o fast_v and_o prayer_n prayer_n mat._n 17.21_o 17.21_o allude_v to_o that_o of_o mat._n 21.12_o luk._n 19.45_o 19.45_o 1._o cor._n 6.19_o god_n charge_n to_o the_o soul_n and_o her_o faculty_n faculty_n the_o soul_n gen._n 2.7_o 2.7_o mat._n 8.3_o 8.3_o 1._o joh._n 3.3_o 3.3_o isaiah_n 25.8_o revel_v 21.4_o 21.4_o psal_n 23.3_o 23.3_o isaiah_n 55.1_o â—_o â—_o joh._n 5.39_o as_o in_o my_o first_o book_n pag._n 8._o 8._o joh._n 4.14_o 4.14_o isaiah_n 55.1_o
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