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unto_o thou_o in_o perpetual_a charity_n and_o i_o have_v prove_v disloyal_a follow_v the_o love_n of_o vanity_n more_o than_o thy_o truth_n and_o esteem_v a_o creature_n more_o than_o the_o creator_n but_o now_o lord_n incline_v thou_o unto_o i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o father_n of_o mercy_n grant_v i_o the_o favour_n of_o thou_o only_o beget_v son_n and_o the_o remedy_n of_o his_o most_o grievous_a passion_n and_o death_n grant_v i_o also_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n that_o it_o may_v cleanse_v my_o heart_n and_o confirm_v it_o in_o thy_o grace_n any_o favour_n that_o through_o my_o ignorance_n i_o do_v never_o run_v again_o into_o my_o late_a banishment_n from_o whence_o thy_o love_a kindness_n have_v call_v i_o back_o but_o that_o i_o may_v continue_v in_o thy_o obedience_n even_o from_o this_o present_a hour_n of_o my_o repentance_n unto_o the_o last_o hour_n of_o my_o transitory_a life_n to_o thou_o o_o my_o lord_n be_v perpetual_a glory_n honour_n power_n and_o dominion_n world_n without_o end_n of_o the_o three_o sort_n of_o men_n all_z diverse_o affect_v in_o thing_n concern_v god_n man_n be_v either_o open_a wicked_a licentious_a and_o profane_a liver_n profess_a enemy_n of_o the_o law_n of_o the_o lord_n job_n 21.14.15_o these_o be_v bear_v but_o after_o the_o flesh_n therefore_o savour_v they_o only_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o remain_v as_o they_o be_v by_o nature_n child_n of_o wrath_n joh._n 3.6_o 1._o cor._n 2.16_o ephe._n 2.3_o these_o be_v neither_o choose_v of_o god_n nor_o call_v be_v neither_o of_o the_o church_n nor_o in_o the_o same_o psal_n 11.5_o reu._n 22.14_o 1._o cor._n 5.12_o in_o these_o sin_n daily_o increase_v inward_o and_o outward_o till_o righteousness_n in_o they_o be_v utter_o extinct_a psal_n 36.1.2.3.4_o to_o these_o the_o law_n if_o it_o be_v send_v come_v in_o table_n of_o stone_n for_o such_o be_v the_o nature_n of_o heart_n but_o they_o receive_v it_o not_o the_o table_n be_v break_v before_o they_o come_v at_o 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household_n â—f_a faith_n ephes_n 2.12_o psal_n 58_o 3._o these_o go_v not_o out_o â—o_o meet_v the_o â—ridegroome_n â—either_o come_v to_o â—â—e_z wedding_n â—â—ough_o they_o be_v suit_v mat._n 22._o â—5_n these_o be_v darkness_n both_o before_o god_n and_o the_o world_n pro_fw-la 4.19_o these_o though_o sick_a unto_o death_n yet_o like_o the_o mad_a man_n possess_v of_o devil_n mar._n 5_o 2_o 3_o etc._n etc._n which_o rave_v and_o feel_v not_o nor_o discern_v his_o own_o misery_n they_o seek_v no_o remedy_n for_o their_o disease_n proverb_n 14.16_o &_o 23.34_o 35._o these_o do_v the_o evil_n which_o they_o love_v and_o will_v do_v job_n 20_o 12.13_o prou_z 2.14_o these_o expect_v no_o salvation_n either_o by_o themselves_o or_o by_o any_o other_o isa_n 22.13_o these_o die_n by_o moses_n sword_n as_o the_o idolater_n exod_n 32._o the_o madianites_fw-la numb_a 31._o the_o amorites_n sihon_n ogh_n and_o the_o like_a these_o both_o shall_v perish_v and_o be_v punish_v with_o everlasting_a perdition_n from_o the_o presence_n of_o the_o lord_n their_o portion_n shall_v be_v with_o the_o devil_n in_o the_o lake_n of_o fire_n and_o brimstone_n which_o be_v the_o second_o death_n mat._n 25.30.41_o &_o 24.51_o job_n 13.16_o 2._o thes_n 1.8.9_o reve._n 20.10.13.15_o the_o wicked_a shall_v turn_v into_o hell_n psal_n 9.17_o the_o rejoice_v of_o the_o wicked_a be_v short_a the_o joy_n of_o hypocrite_n be_v but_o a_o moment_n job_n 20.5_o hypocrite_n outward_o religious_a but_o inward_o wicked_a hate_v god_n law_n and_o the_o true_a righteousness_n isay_n 29.13_o mic._n 3.11_o these_o seem_v to_o be_v renew_v and_o bear_v again_o of_o the_o spirit_n they_o be_v enlighten_v &_o boast_v of_o heavenly_a grace_n yet_o continue_v they_o still_o in_o their_o old_a natural_a corruption_n unwashed_a from_o their_o filthiness_n heb._n 6_o 4._o isa_n 65.5_o joh._n 8_o 41.22_o pro._n 30.12_o these_o be_v call_v but_o not_o choose_v be_v in_o the_o church_n for_o a_o while_n but_o not_o of_o it_o mat._n 22.14_o 1._o joh._n 2.19_o in_o these_o righteousness_n increase_v outward_o but_o sin_n live_v inward_o and_o abound_v isa_n 1.11_o etc._n etc._n jer._n 3.4.5_o to_o these_o god_n give_v the_o stony_a table_n and_o they_o receive_v they_o but_o moses_n face_n so_o shine_v that_o they_o can_v look_v upon_o he_o unless_o he_o veil_v his_o countenance_n they_o outward_o keep_v the_o law_n &_o rest_v therein_o they_o also_o teach_v other_o to_o keep_v it_o yet_o be_v themselves_o transgressor_n of_o it_o the_o inward_a power_n and_o end_v thereof_o they_o can_v see_v exod._n 34.29_o 30_o etc._n etc._n 2._o cor._n 3.13_o 14._o rom._n 2.17_o 22_o 23_o etc._n etc._n these_o though_o they_o keep_v not_o the_o law_n yet_o