much the more this sacred Communion is common through the world 49 Thankes be unto thee good Iesu everlasting Pastour of our soules that hast vouchsafed to refresh us poore and banished men with thy precious Body and Blood 50 And to invite us to the receiving of these mysteries with the words of thy owne mouth saying Come unto me all yee that labour and are burdened and I will refresh you CHAP. II. That great goodnesse and charity of God is bestowed upon man in this Sacrament The voice of the Disciple PResuming of thy goodnesse and great mercy O Lord being sick I approach unto my Saviour hungry and thirsty to the fountaine of life needy to the King of heaven a servant unto my Lord a creature to my Creator desolate to my mercifull comforter 2 But whence is this to me that thou vouchsafest to come unto me Who am I that thou shouldest give thy selfe unto me 3 How dare a sinner presume to appeare before thee And thou how doest thou vouchsafe to come unto a sinner 4 Thou knowest thy servant and seest that he hath no good thing in him for which thou shouldest bestow this benefit upon him 5 I confesse therefore my unworthinesse and I acknowledge thy goodnesse I praise thy mercy and give thee thankes for this thy unspeakable charity 6 For thou doest this for thine owne sake not for any merits of mine to the end that thy goodnesse may be better knowne unto mee thy charity more abundantly shewed and thy humility more highly commended 7 Since therefore it is thy pleasure and hast commanded that it should be so this thy bounty is also pleasing to me and doe wish that my offences may be no hindrance unto it 7 O most sweet and bountifull Iesu how great reverence and thanks with perpetuall praise is due unto thee for the receaving of thy sacred body whose worth and dignity no man is able to expresse 8 But what shall I think of at this time now that I am to receive this divine Sacrament and to approach unto my Lord to whom I am not able to give due reverence and yet I desire to receave him devoutly 9 What can I thinke better and more profitable then to humble my selfe wholly before thee and to exalt thy infinite goodnesse above me 10 I praise thee my God and will exalt thee for ever and I doe despise and submit my selfe unto thee even into the depth of my unworthinesse 11 Behold thou art the Holy of Holies and I the skum of sinners behold thou bowest thy selfe downe unto me who am not worthy so much as to look up unto thee 12 Behold thou comest unto me it is thy will to be with me thou invitest me to thy banquet 13 Thou wilt give me the food of heaven and bread of Angels to eat which is no other truly then thy selfe the lively bread that descendedst from heaven and givest life unto the world 14 Behold from whence this love proceedeth what kind of favour and benignity is this which shineth upon us What thankes and praises are due unto thee for these benefits 15 O how good and profitable was thy counsell when thou ordainedst How sweet and pleasant the banquet when thou gavest thy selfe to be our food 16 How wonderfull thy worke O Lord how powerfull thy vertue how unspeakable thy truth For thou saidst the word and all things were made and this was done which thou commandest 17 A thing of great admiration and worthy of faith and surpassing the understanding of man that thou my Lord God true God Man shouldst be exhibited unto us by the elements of bread and wine and thy body worthily receaved should be the spirituall food of our soule 18 Thou who are the Lord of all things and standest in need of none hast pleased to dwell in us by meanes of this thy Sacrament 19 Preserve my heart and body unspotted that with a cheerefull and pure conscience I may often celebrate thy mysteries and receave them to my everlasting health which thou hast chiefly ordained and instituted for thy honour and perpetuall memory 20 Rejoyce O my soule and give thankes unto God for so noble a gift and singular comfort left unto thee in this vale of teares 21 For as often as thou callest to mind this mystery and receavest the body of Christ so often dost thou remember the worke of thy redemption and art made partaker of all the merits of Christ. 22 For the charity of Christ is never diminished and the greatnesse of his mercy is never drawne dry 23 Therefore thou oughtest alwaies to dispose thy selfe hereunto by a fresh renewing of thy minde and to weigh with attentive consideration this great mystery of thy salvation 24 So great now and joyfull it ought to seeme unto thee when thou commest to the holy Communion as if the same day Christ first descended into the wombe of the Virgin were become man or hanging on the crosse did suffer and dye for the salvation of mankinde CHAP. III. That it is profitable to communicate often The voice of the Disciple BEhold O Lord I come unto thee that I may be comforted in thy gifts and be delighted in thy holy banquet which thou O Lord hast prepared in thy sweetnesse for the poore 2 Behold in thee is all whatsoever I can or ought to desire thou art my health and my redemption my hope and my strength my honour and my glory 3 Make joyfull therefore this day the soule of thy servant for that I have lifted it up to thee my sweet Iesus I desire to receave thee now with devotion and reverence 4 I doe long to bring thee into my house that with Zachreus I may obtaine to be blessed by thee and numbred amongst the children of Abraham 5 My soule thirsteth to receave thy body my heart desireth to be united with thee 6 Give thy selfe to me and it sufficeth For besides thee no comfort is availeable I cannot be without thee nor live without thy gracious visitation 7 And therefore I must often come unto thee and receave thee as the only remedy of my health lest perhaps I faint in the way if I be deprived of thy heavenly food 8 For so most mercifull Iesus thou once didst say preaching to the people and curing sundry diseases I will not send them home fasting lest they faint in the way 9 Deale thou therefore in like manner now with me who hast vouchsafed to leave thy selfe in the Sacrament for the comfort of the faithfull 10 For thou art the sweet refection of the soule and he that eateth thee worthily shall be partaker and heire of everlasting glory 11 It is necessary for me that doe so often fall and sinne so quickly waxe dull and faint that by often prayers and confessions and receaving of thy sacred body I renew clense and inflame my selfe lest perhaps by long abstayning I fall from my holy purpose 12 For man is prone unto evill from his youth
to defer Communionlong for it is wont to breed a great and dangerous dulnesse 16 Alas some cold and dissolute people doe willingly delay their confession and doe therefore deferre the sacred Communion lest they should be bound to greater watch over themselves 17 O how litle charity and weak devotion have they that so easily omit the receaving of these holy mysteries 18 How happy is he and gratefull to God who ordereth so his life and keepeth his conscience in such purity that he may be ready and fit to communicate every day if it were covenient and might be done without notice taken 19 If any one sometimes abstaine of humility or by reason of some lawfull impediment he is to be commended for the revorence which therein it shewed 20 But if it proceedeth of coldnesse he must stirre himselfe up and doe what lyeth in him and God will prosper his desire for the good will hee hath to doe it which God doth chiefly respect 21 And when any lawfull hinderance doth happen he must alwaies have yet a good will and loving desire to communicate and so shall he not loose the fruit of the Sacrament 22 For a devout person may everyday and houre profitably and without let receave Christ spiritually 23 And yet on certain daies and at time appointed he ought to receave Sacramentally with an affectionate reverence the Body of his Redeemer and rather seeke the honour and glory of God then his own comfort 24 For he communicateth mystically and is invisibly fed as often as he devoutly calleth to mind the mystery of the incarnation and the Passion of Christ and is inflamed with his love 25 He that prepareth not himselfe but when a feast draweth neere and when custome compelleth him thereunto shall often be unprepared 26 Blessed is he that offereth himselfe as an Holocaust and burnt offering to our Lord as often as he doth celebrate or communicate 27 Be not too long nor too short in officiating but keep the accustomed manner of those with whom thou livest 28 Thou oughtest not to be tedious and troublesome to others but to observe the common course according to the appointment of thy Superiours 29 And rather frame thy selfe to the profit of others then to thine own devotion or desire CHAP. XI That the Body of Christ and the holy Scriptures are most necessary unto a faithfull soule The voice of the Disciple O Most sweet Lord Iesu how great is the delight of a devout soule that feasteth with thee in thy bntiquet 2 Where there is no other meat offered to be eaten but thy selfe her only beloved and most to be desired above all the desires of her heart 3 And verily it would be a great comfort unto me to powre out teares from the bottome of my heart in thy presence and with devout Magdalen to wash thy feet with the teares of mine eyes 4 But where is this devotion where is so plentifull shedding of holy teares Surely in the sight of thee and thy holy Angels my whole heart should be inflamed and dissolve into teares for joy 5 For I enjoy thee in the sacrament truly present though darkned in a shadow 6 For to behold thee in thine own divine brightnesse mine eyes would not be able to endure it neither could the whole world stand in the cleerenesse of the glory of thy Majesty 7 I doe really enjoy and adore him whom the Angels adore in heaven but I as yet for the time in faith they in his proper forme and without shadow 8 I ought to be contented with the light of true faith and to walke therein untill the day of everlasting brightnesse break forth and the shaddowes of figures passe away 9 But when that shall come which is perfect the use of Sacraments shall cease For the blessed in heavenly glory need not the remedy of Sacraments who rejoyce without end in the presence of God 10 Beholding his glory face to face and being transformed by his brightnesse into the brightnesse of the incomprehensible Deity they tast the word of God made flesh as he was from the beginning and as he remaineth for ever 11 Whilest I remember these wonderfull works even all spirituall comfort whatsoever becometh very tedious unto me for that as long as I behold not my Lord openly in his glory I make no accompt of whatsoever I see or heare in this life 12 Thou art my witnesse O God that nothing can comfort me no creature give me rest but thou my God whom I desire to behold everlastingly 13 But this is not possible whilest I remaine in this mortall life therefore I must frame my selfe to much patience and submit my selfe to thee in all my desires 14 For thy Saints also O Lord who now rejoyce with thee in the Kingdome of heaven whilest they lived expected in faith and great patience the comming of thy glory 15 What they believed I believe what they hoped for I expect whither they are come I trust by thy grace I shall also come 16 In the meane time I will goe forward in faith strengthened by the examples of the Saints 17 I have also devout bookes for my comfort and for the guide of my life and above all these thy most holy Body for a singular remedy and â—efuge 18 For I perceive two things to be chiefly necessary for me in this life without which this miserable life would be insupportable unto me 19 Whilest I am kept in the prison of this body I acknowledge my selfe to stand in need of two things to wit food and light 29 Thou hast therefore given unto me weak creature thy sacred Body for the refection of my soule body and hast set thy word as a light unto my feet 30 Without these two I could not well live For the word of God is the light of the soule and thy Sacrament the bread of life 31 These also may be called the two tables set on the one side and the other in the store-house of the holy Church 32 One is the table of the holy Altar containing the sacred bread that is the precious body of Christ 33 The other is of the divine law containing holy doctrine teaching true faith and certainly leading to the part of the Temple within the veile where are the Holy of Holies 34 Thanks be unto thee Lord 〈◊〉 light of everlasting light for thy able of holy doctrine at which thou â—â—vest us by thy servants the Prophets and Apostles and other Doctors â—5 Thanks be unto thee Creatour and redeeâ—â—er of man who to manifest thy charity to the whole world hast prepared a great supper wherein thou hast offered to be eaten not the mysticall lambe but thine own most sacred Body and Blood 36 Rejoycing all the faithfull with thy holy banquet replenishing them to the full with thy heavenly cuppe 37 In which are all the delights of heaven and the holy Angels doe feast with us but with a more happy sweetnesse 38 O
it be subject to the spirit 12 And it is to be chastised so long and to be forced under servitude untill it readily obey in all things and learne to be content with a litle and to be pleased with ordinary things and not to murmure against any inconvenience CHAP. XII Of the effect of Patience and of strife against Concupiscence LOrd God I perceive Patience is very necessary unto me for that many adversities doe happen in this life 2 Howsoever I shall dispose of my peace my life cannot be without warre and affliction 3 So it is Sonne and my will is not that thou seeke after that peace which is void oftemptations or that feeleth no contrarieties 4 But then think that thou hast found peace when thou art exercised with sundry tribulations and tried in many adversities 5 If thou say that thou art not able to suffer much how then wilt thou endure the fire of hell Of two evils the lesse is alwaies to be chosen 6 That thou maist therefore avoid everlasting punishments in the next world endeavour to suffer patiently for God the present evils of this 7 Doest thou think that men of this world suffer litle or nothing Thou art deceived look into the life even of them that live in greatest delicacies and thou shalt find it otherwise 8 But thou wilt say they have many delights and follow their own wils and therefore they make smal accompt of their tribulations 9 Be it so that they have whatsoever they will but how long doest thou think it will last 10 Behold the wealthy of this world vanish away like smoke and there shall be no memory of their joyes past 11 Yea even while they live also they rest not in them without griefe irksomnesse and feare 12 For the selfe same thing in which they take their delight is oftentimes the cause of sorrow unto them and muâ—h affliction 13 They have their desert who for that they immoderately seeke and follow delights they doe not obtaine them but with shame and sorrow 14 O how short and deceiptfull how inordinate and filthy are all those pleasures 15 Yea so senselesse and blind are men that they understand it not but like dumbe beasts for a litle pleasure of a corruptible life they incurre the eternall death of their soule 16 Doe not thou therefore my Sonne follow thy inordinate concupiscence but forsake thine owne will delight thou in the Lord and he will give thee thy hearts desire 17 If thou desire true delight and to be more plentifully comforted by me behold in the contempt of all worldly things and in the cutting off of all base delights shall be thy blessing and aboundant comfort shall be given thee 18 And how much the more thou withdrawest thy selfe from all comfort of creatures so much the sweeter and more forcible consolations shalt thou find in me 19 But at first thou canst not attaine unto them without a certaine griefe labour and strife 20 The old custome will make resistance and thou must overcome it with another custome that is better Thy flesh will murmure but thou must bridle it with fervour of spirit 21 The old Serpent will sting and trouble thee but by praier he shall be put to flight and with profitable labour thou shalt shut the doore against him CHAP. XIII Of the humble obedience of a subject according to the example of Christ. SOnne hee that endeavoureth to withdraw himselfe from obedience withdraweth himselfe from grace And he that seeketh to have things in private shall loose the common 2 He that doth not willingly and freely submit himselfe to his Superior it is a signe that his flesh is not yet perfectly obedient unto him but oftentimes rebelleth and murmureth against him 3 Learne therefore readily to submit thy selfe to thy Superior if thou desirest to subdue thine owne Passions 4 For the outward enemy is sooner overcome if the inward man be in good estate 5 There is no worse enemy not more troublesome to the soule then thou unto thy selfe not agreeing well with the spirit 6 Thou must of necessity have a true contempt of thy selfe if thou wilt prevaile against flesh and blood 7 Because thou lovedst thy selfe as yet too inordinately therefore thou art afraid to resigne thy selfe wholly to the will of others 8 But what great matter is it if thou that art dâ—st and nothing submittest thy selfe to man for God's sake 9 When I the Almighty and highest Soveraigne who created all things of nothing humbly submitted my selfe unto man for thee 10 I became the most humble and abject of all men that thou mightst overcome thy pride with thy humility 11 Learne to obey thou that art dust Learne to humble thy selfe thou earth and clay and put thy selfe under the feet of all men Learne to breake thine own will and to yeeld thy selfe to all subjection 12 Take courage against thy selfe and suffer not pride to live in thee but humble and submit thy selfe to all that every one may goe over thee and tread thee as dirt of the streets under their feet 13 Vaine man what canst thou complain of what canst thou answer foule sinner to them that reprove thee who hast so often offended God and so many times deserved hell 14 But mine eye hath spared thee because thy soule was precious in my sight that thou mightest know my love and alwaies remaine gratefull for my benefits 15 That thou mightest continually give thy selfe to true subjection and humility and mightest beare patiently the contempt of thy selfe CHAP. XIIII Of the secret Iudgments of God to be considered lest we be extoâ—â—ed in our good deeds THou thundrest thy Iudgments over me Lord and shakest all my bones with feare and trembling and my soule is fore afraid 2 I stand astonished and consider for that the heavens are not pure in thy sight If thou hast found wickednesse in Angels and hast not pardoned them what shall become of me 3 Starres fell from heaven and what doe I presume that am dust They whose workes seemed laudable fell into the lowest 4 And I have seene them that did eate the bread of Angels to be delighted with the husks of swine 5 There is no sanctity if thou O Lord withdrawest thy hand no wisdome availeth if thou ceasest to govern 6 No strength helpeth if thou leavest to defend no chastitie secure if thou doest not protect it 7 No custodie of our owne profitable if thy sacred watchfulnesse be not present 8 For if thou leavest us we sink and perish but if thou vouchsafest to visit us wee are raised up and do enjoy life 9 We are inconstant but by thee we are strengthened we waxe cold but by thee we receive heate 10 O how meanly and basely ought I to think of my self how litle yea nothing ought I to esteem it if I seeme to have any good 11 O Lord how ought I to submit my selfe under thy unsearchable Iudgments where I find my selfe to be nothing
But if thou abidest in thy selfe and doest not offer thy selfe up freely unto my wil thy oblation is not entire neither shall the union betweene us be perfect 8 Therefore a free offering up of thy selfe into the hands of God ought to goe before all thy actions if thou wilt obtaine freedome and grace 9 For this cause so few become inwardly illuminated and enjoy true libertie of heart for that they doe not resolve wholly to denie themselves 10 My saying is undoubtedly true Vnlesse one forsake all he cannot be my Disciple If thou therefore wish to be mine offer up thy selfe unto mee with thy whole desires CHAP. IX That we ought to offer up our selves and all that is ours unto God and to pray for all The voice of the Disciple THine O Lord are all things that are in heaven and in earth I desire to offer up my selfe unto thee as a free oblation and to remaine alwaies thine 2 O Lord in sincerity of my heart I offer my selfe unto thee this day in sacrifice of perpetuall praise to be thy servant for ever 3 Receive me with this holy oblation of thy precious body which in the presence of the Angels invisibly attending here upon thee I offer up this day unto thee that it may be to the health of my soule and the salvation of all thy people 4 I offer unto thee O Lord all my sinnes and offences which I have committed in the sight of thee and thy holy Angels from the day wherein I first could sinne to this houre upon thy holy Altaâ—â— 5 That thou maist consume and burne them all with the fire of thy charitie and wash out all the staines of my sinnes and cleanse my conscience from all offence and restore to me againe thy grace which I lost by sinne forgiving me all my offences and receiving me mercifully in the kisse of peace 6 What can I doe for my sinnes but humbly confesse and bewaile them and intreate alwaies for mercy without intermission I beseech thee heare me in thy abundant mercy when I stand before thee my God! 7 All my sinnes are very displeasing unto me I will never commit them any more but I am sory and will be sory for them as long as I live and am ready to repent and doe any thing that may move thee to pardon them 8 Forgive me O God forgive me my sinnes for thy holy names sake save my soule which thou hast redeemed with thy most precious Blood 9 Behold I commit my selfe unto thy mercy I resigne my selfe over into thy hands doe with me according to thy goodnesse not according to my wickednesse and manifold iniquitie 10 I offer up also unto thee all whatsoever is good in me although it be very litle and imperfect that thou maist amend and sanctifie it that thou maist make it gratefull and acceptable unto thee 11 And alwaies perfect more and more that which thou hast begun and bring me also who am the slothfull and unprofitable servent to a good and blessed end 12 I offer up also unto thee all the godly desires of devout persons the necessitie of my parents and friends my brethren and siâ—ters and of all those that are deare unto me and that have done good either to my selfe or others for thy love 13 And that have desired mee to pray for them and all theirs that they all may receive the helpe of thy grace and comfort protection from dangers delivery from paine and being freed from all evils may joyfully give worthy thankes to thee 14 I offer up also unto thee my praiers and sacrifices especially for them who have in any thing wronged grieved or standered me or have done me any damage or displeasure 15 And for those also whom I have at any time grieved troubled and scandalized by words or deeds wittingly or at unawares that it may please thee to forgive us all our sinnes and offences one against another 16 Take O Lord from our hearts all jealousie all indignation wrath and contention and whatsoever may hure charitie and weaken brotherly love 17 Have mercy O Lord have mercy on those that crave thy mercy give grace unto them that stand in need thereoff and grant that we may be worthy to enjoy thy grace and attain unto life everlasting Amen CHAP. X. That the holy Communion is not lightly to be forborne The voice of the Beloved THou oughtest often to have recourse to the Fountaine of grace and of divine mercy to the Fountaine of goodnesse and of all purity that thou maist be cured of thy sinnes and passions and be made more strong vigilant against all temptations and deceipts of the Divell 2 The enemy knowing the greatest profit and remedy to consist in the holy Communion endeavoureth by all meanes and occasions to withdraw hinder faithfull and devout persons from it 3 Some when they purpose to receave the sacred Commnnion suffer greatest assaults of the Divell 4 For that wicked spirit as is written in Iob commeth amongst the Sons of God to trouble them with his accustomed malice and impiety or to make them overfearefull and perplexed 4 That so he may diminish their affection or by his subtile assaults take away their faith to the end they may either altogether abstaine from this divine food or at least come unto it with lesse devotion 5 But there is no heed to be taken of his fraudes and malicious suggestions be they never so filthy and hideous but all is to be turned back upon his own head 6 Thou oughtest to contemne scorne him miserable wretch and not to omit the sacred communion for his assaults and the troubles which hee raiseth 7 Oftentimes also an excessive care for the obtaining of devotion and a certain anxiety for the making of thy confession hindereth thee 8 Follow in these occasions the counsell of the wise and put away all anxiety and scruple for it hindreth the grace of God and over throweth devotion 9 Omit not for every small vexation of the minde which hapneth to receave this holy Sacrament 10 But goe presently to confesse thy sinnes and willingly to forgive others whatsoever offences they have done against thee and if thou hast offended any humbly crave pardon and God will willingly forgive thee 11 What availeth it to delay confession to deferre receaving Purge thy selfe with speed spit out the venom presently make hast to take a remedy and thou shalt finde it better then if thou deferredst it long 12 If thou omittest it to day for this cause perhaps to morrow some greater will fall out and so thou maist be hindred a long time from these divine mysteries and become more unfit 13 Stirre up thy selfe and shake off all heavinesse and sloth with the greatest force and speed thou canst 14 For it profiteth nothing to continue long in disquietnesso trouble of mind and for daily occurring impediments to withdraw thy selfe from the Sacraments 15 Yea it hurteth very much