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though_o i_o feel_v the_o weight_n of_o his_o hand_n and_o the_o smart_a of_o his_o rod_n neither_o flesh_n nor_o devil_n shall_v persuade_v i_o to_o think_v otherwise_o though_o he_o afflict_v i_o now_o yet_o have_v he_o not_o do_v i_o good_a all_o my_o day_n and_o shall_v not_o i_o bless_v he_o for_o his_o mercy_n mercy_n that_o be_v more_o than_o i_o can_v number_v great_a than_o i_o can_v value_v and_o far_o beyond_o my_o desert_n shall_v the_o affliction_n of_o a_o few_o day_n the_o pain_n of_o a_o few_o hour_n make_v i_o o_o my_o soul_n forget_v slight_a or_o
be_v unthankful_a for_o the_o mercy_n of_o many_o for_o the_o mercy_n of_o my_o whole_a life_n oh_o how_o evil_a and_o criminal_a will_v this_o be_v my_o flesh_n be_v pain_v my_o affliction_n great_a my_o sickbed_n uneasy_a and_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n press_v i_o sore_o my_o tear_n and_o sorrow_n my_o innocent_a groan_n which_o i_o hope_v be_v only_o the_o voice_n of_o oppress_a nature_n pierce_v the_o heart_n and_o draw_v tear_n from_o the_o eye_n of_o my_o dear_a relation_n but_o yet_o o_o my_o soul_n i_o charge_v thou_o by_o all_o that_o be_v solemn_a and_o sacred_a let_v there_o not_o be_v a_o murmur_a thought_n a_o repine_a word_n or_o any_o peevish_a carriage_n remember_v remember_v the_o day_n of_o old_a the_o mercy_n of_o former_a time_n and_o be_v thankful_a thy_o god_n have_v be_v good_a be_v and_o will_v be_v so_o and_o be_v thou_o all_z love_n and_o praise_n be_v it_o not_o god_n who_o form_v and_o fashion_v i_o in_o the_o womb_n and_o bring_v i_o forth_o into_o the_o light_n with_o a_o entire_a and_o perfect_a body_n be_v not_o all_o my_o member_n 16._o ps_n 139._o 16._o write_v in_o his_o book_n and_o do_v not_o he_o watch_v over_o my_o substance_n while_o it_o be_v yet_o imperfect_a and_o do_v not_o he_o take_v care_n i_o shall_v not_o be_v be_v bear_v out_o of_o due_a time_n be_v it_o not_o 8._o 1_o cor._n 15._o 8._o he_o who_o appoint_v when_o where_o and_o of_o who_o i_o shall_v be_v bear_v and_o do_v not_o he_o order_v all_o the_o circumstance_n of_o my_o birth_n in_o the_o best_a manner_n when_o i_o be_v a_o poor_a helpless_a infant_n when_o i_o hang_v on_o my_o mother_n breast_n and_o lay_v in_o my_o cradle_n do_v not_o he_o take_v the_o care_n of_o i_o do_v not_o his_o providence_n watch_v over_o i_o in_o my_o childhood_n and_o prevent_v many_o unknown_a and_o unseen_a danger_n do_v noâ—_n he_o in_o my_o youth_n keep_v i_o from_o the_o many_o evil_n which_o in_o that_o ungoverned_a age_n i_o be_v expose_v to_o and_o may_v have_v bring_v upon_o myself_o have_v not_o his_o careful_a eye_n be_v upon_o i_o from_o my_o first_o moment_n even_o until_o now_o how_o precious_a be_v thy_o thought_n unto_o i_o o_o 17._o ps_n 139_o 17._o god_n how_o great_a be_v the_o sum_n of_o they_o be_v it_o not_o of_o god_n i_o have_v the_o happiness_n to_o be_v bear_v of_o religious_a parent_n who_o set_v before_o i_o a_o good_a example_n weep_v over_o and_o pray_v for_o i_o that_o i_o have_v seasonable_a instruction_n wholesome_a counsel_n and_o the_o benefit_n of_o a_o virtuous_a education_n in_o my_o first_o and_o early_a year_n be_v it_o not_o he_o that_o restrain_v and_o withhold_v i_o from_o those_o sin_n and_o lust_n which_o many_o be_v overtake_v withal_o and_o i_o myself_o be_v in_o danger_n of_o in_o that_o age_n of_o folly_n and_o vanity_n have_v not_o he_o feed_v and_o clothe_v provide_v for_o and_o defend_v i_o be_v my_o refuge_n in_o a_o storm_n my_o sanctuary_n in_o a_o time_n of_o danger_n my_o deliverer_n in_o a_o evil_a day_n and_o my_o physician_n in_o sickness_n how_o oft_o have_v he_o bring_v i_o out_o of_o the_o fiery_a furnace_n raise_v i_o from_o a_o sick_a bed_n renew_v my_o strength_n and_o save_v i_o from_o go_v down_o to_o the_o pit_n when_o in_o my_o own_o and_o other_o apprehension_n i_o be_v at_o the_o mouth_n of_o and_o ready_a to_o drop_v into_o it_o have_v not_o he_o supply_v my_o want_n increase_v my_o substance_n blessed_v my_o endeavour_n and_o give_v i_o a_o considerable_a portion_n of_o this_o world_n good_n be_v it_o not_o of_o he_o i_o have_v friend_n and_o relation_n to_o be_v a_o comfort_n to_o i_o while_o other_o have_v none_o or_o such_o as_o be_v worse_o than_o none_o even_o a_o cross_n and_o a_o scourge_n to_o they_o have_v not_o his_o arm_n uphold_v his_o power_n defend_v his_o mercy_n succour_v his_o bounty_n supply_v his_o treasury_n enrich_v i_o have_v not_o his_o providence_n be_v ever_o watchful_a over_o i_o and_o his_o holy_a angel_n my_o constant_a and_o perpetual_a lifeguard_n when_o in_o my_o affliction_n and_o pain_n i_o have_v cry_v to_o he_o have_v he_o not_o hear_v my_o groan_n regard_v my_o tear_n answer_v my_o prayer_n in_o the_o fit_a season_n and_o best_a manner_n ease_v or_o support_v i_o remove_v my_o burden_n or_o give_v i_o strength_n and_o so_o order_v the_o affliction_n from_o first_o to_o last_o that_o i_o have_v be_v force_v to_o say_v lord_n it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o i_o have_v be_v afflict_v â—1_n psal_n 119._o â—1_n i_o have_v not_o only_o have_v the_o mercy_n of_o the_o left_a hand_n but_o those_o of_o the_o right_n not_o only_o temporal_a but_o spiritual_a not_o only_o for_o a_o perish_a body_n but_o more_o and_o great_a for_o a_o immortal_a soul_n thanks_o be_v to_o god_n that_o he_o quicken_v and_o raise_v i_o when_o i_o be_v dead_a in_o trespass_n and_o sin_n 1._o eph._n 2._o 1._o that_o he_o bring_v i_o to_o hear_v his_o holy_a word_n and_o make_v it_o effectual_a for_o my_o conviction_n and_o conversion_n that_o the_o same_o word_n which_o be_v to_o other_o the_o savour_n of_o death_n unto_o death_n to_o i_o be_v the_o savour_n 16._o 2_o cor._n 2._o 16._o of_o life_n to_o life_n that_o the_o same_o word_n the_o same_o bless_a gospel_n which_o blind_v they_o enlighten_v i_o which_o leave_v they_o in_o their_o sin_n and_o under_o the_o power_n of_o satan_n bring_v i_o home_o to_o god_n for_o this_o thy_o special_a grace_n and_o mercy_n to_o my_o soul_n lord_n i_o do_v i_o will_v and_o hope_v i_o shall_v for_o ever_o bless_v thou_o who_o or_o what_o be_o i_o what_o have_v i_o do_v or_o what_o can_v i_o do_v that_o i_o shall_v be_v choose_v and_o effectual_o call_v when_o other_o be_v not_o lord_n why_o do_v thou_o call_v and_o convert_v i_o and_o not_o another_o i_o and_o not_o my_o neighbour_n i_o and_o not_o he_o who_o sit_v in_o the_o same_o pew_n hear_v the_o same_o sermon_n and_o for_o many_o year_n attend_v upon_o the_o same_o ministry_n free_a grace_n distinguish_a mercy_n difference_v love_n be_o i_o convert_v change_v sanctify_a and_o pardon_v lord_n i_o do_v i_o will_v admire_v and_o adore_v thy_o powerful_a and_o victorious_a grace_n awake_v o_o my_o soul_n awake_a prepare_v a_o song_n oh_o love_n and_o bless_v and_o praise_v thy_o god_n i_o be_v a_o apostate_n wretch_n a_o stubborn_a enemy_n a_o disloyal_a rebel_n and_o it_o be_v a_o long_a time_n before_o i_o will_v lay_v down_o my_o weapon_n return_v to_o my_o duty_n and_o yield_v patience_n wait_v mercy_n invite_v minister_v exhort_v the_o spirit_n plead_v conscience_n urge_v god_n expostulate_v with_o yearn_v bowel_n the_o bless_a jesus_n call_v to_o i_o from_o heaven_n and_o beseech_v i_o by_o his_o wound_n and_o tear_n bloodshed_n passion_n and_o death_n to_o be_v reconcile_v to_o god_n but_o i_o vile_a wretch_n that_o i_o be_v do_v not_o hear_v how_o many_o reproof_n and_o counsel_n warning_n and_o exhortation_n earnest_a plead_n and_o pathetic_a sermon_n be_v lose_v upon_o i_o and_o bless_v be_v god_n all_o be_v not_o that_o one_o do_v the_o work_n do_v god_n convert_v i_o after_o many_o sabbath_n enjoy_v and_o many_o sermon_n hear_v in_o vain_a infinite_a kindness_n lord_n i_o bow_v and_o worship_n before_o thou_o and_o with_o all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o immortal_a spirit_n bless_v and_o praise_v thou_o be_v it_o not_o god_n pity_v i_o when_o i_o do_v not_o pity_v myself_o who_o call_v after_o and_o stop_v i_o when_o i_o be_v run_v headlong_o to_o hell_n who_o loose_v my_o chain_n break_v my_o bond_n knock_v off_o my_o setter_n and_o bring_v i_o out_o of_o the_o house_n of_o bondage_n be_v it_o not_o he_o who_o with_o a_o mighty_a power_n and_o stretched-out_a arm_n deliver_v and_o rescue_v i_o when_o sin_n rule_v and_o govern_v and_o satan_n lead_v i_o in_o triumph_n as_o his_o vassal_n and_o captive_a and_o shall_v not_o i_o though_o a_o sick_a and_o pain_a man_n adore_v and_o bless_v he_o bless_v he_o i_o do_v ay_o will_n bless_v the_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n 2._o ps_n 103._o 2._o and_o all_o that_o be_v withim_v i_o bless_v his_o holy_a name_n since_o my_o conversion_n and_o become_v a_o new_a man_n since_o god_n take_v i_o into_o his_o family_n adopt_a and_o make_v i_o his_o son_n how_o much_o and_o what_o great_a thing_n have_v be_v do_v for_o i_o what_o sweet_a and_o ravish_a communion_n have_v i_o have_v in_o holy_a duty_n public_a and_o private_a in_o the_o assembly_n of_o saint_n and_o in_o my_o closet_n what_o large_a speedy_a and_o remarkable_a answer_n of_o prayer_n what_o a_o ravish_a sense_n of_o divine_a love_n and_o favour_n
what_o holy_a motion_n and_o breathe_n what_o enliven_a quicken_a and_o comfort_v influence_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n have_v i_o have_v how_o oft_o have_v god_n support_v my_o droop_a and_o revive_v my_o die_a spirit_n answer_v my_o doubt_n expel_v my_o fear_n and_o treat_v i_o as_o a_o friend_n nay_o more_o as_o a_o son_n how_o have_v god_n in_o mercy_n restrain_v the_o tempter_n or_o wise_o order_v the_o temptation_n as_o to_o the_o nature_n strength_n and_o continuance_n of_o it_o what_o succour_n and_o support_v what_o strength_n and_o assistance_n have_v i_o experience_v at_o such_o a_o time_n and_o how_o oft_o through_o grace_n have_v i_o be_v more_o than_o a_o conqueror_n when_o i_o sin_v and_o fall_v god_n do_v not_o cast_v i_o off_o banish_v i_o his_o family_n and_o null_n the_o former_a relation_n but_o pity_v i_o a_o fall_v christian_a when_o he_o hear_v my_o groan_n and_o see_v my_o penitential_a tear_n his_o bowel_n yearned_a he_o take_v i_o up_o and_o embrace_v i_o 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grace_n the_o strength_n of_o my_o corruption_n and_o the_o power_n of_o temptation_n i_o have_v wander_v and_o go_v astray_o when_o my_o zeal_n have_v abate_v my_o affection_n be_v cool_v when_o i_o have_v be_v remiss_a negligent_a and_o careless_a backslide_n and_o on_o the_o decline_a hand_n he_o send_v some_o affliction_n or_o other_o to_o call_v i_o back_o to_o awaken_v warm_a quicken_v and_o recover_v i_o when_o i_o have_v love_v the_o world_n too_o much_o and_o my_o god_n too_o little_a when_o my_o affection_n to_o earth_n have_v be_v too_o warm_a and_o to_o heaven_n too_o cold_a when_o duty_n have_v be_v neglect_v or_o perform_v without_o life_n vigour_n and_o zeal_n when_o i_o begin_v to_o be_v too_o worldly_a earthly_a and_o sensual_a he_o suffer_v i_o to_o meet_v with_o disappointment_n take_v away_o part_n of_o my_o estate_n snatch_v away_o a_o bosom_n friend_n a_o dear_a relation_n fill_v my_o body_n with_o pain_n shake_v i_o over_o the_o grave_a and_o threaten_v to_o cast_v i_o into_o it_o and_o all_o this_o with_o a_o merciful_a design_n to_o reform_v and_o make_v i_o better_o and_o lord_n i_o thank_v thou_o any_o affliction_n have_v be_v sanctify_v to_o such_o a_o end_n that_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o rod_n have_v be_v accompany_v with_o that_o of_o thy_o spirit_n and_o both_o be_v effectual_a to_o reclaim_v i_o that_o at_o any_o time_n i_o come_v out_o of_o the_o fire_n more_o refine_v and_o purge_v and_o that_o those_o water_n of_o affliction_n wash_v away_o my_o filthiness_n lord_n i_o can_v do_v and_o will_v bless_v thou_o for_o seasonable_a correction_n and_o the_o discipline_n of_o thy_o rod._n so_o good_a and_o kind_a so_o liberal_a and_o bountiful_a so_o merciful_a and_o gracious_a have_v god_n be_v to_o i_o i_o have_v have_v so_o much_o for_o body_n and_o soul_n for_o time_n and_o eternity_n that_o i_o be_o fill_v with_o wonder_n and_o must_v cry_v out_o oh_o the_o height_n and_o depth_n length_n and_o breadth_n of_o the_o love_n of_o 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