disquiet_v thou_o doubtless_o thou_o be_v soul-sick_a thy_o spirit_n be_v wound_v within_o thou_o and_o what_o can_v thus_o affect_v thy_o soul_n but_o sin_n or_o what_o can_v this_o affection_n of_o thy_o soul_n be_v for_o sin_n but_o true_a penitence_n 7._o thou_o reply_v i_o be_o indeed_o sorrowful_a for_o sin_n but_o not_o upon_o the_o right_a ground_n i_o grieve_v for_o the_o misery_n that_o sin_n have_v bring_v upon_o i_o not_o for_o the_o evil_a of_o sin_n but_o for_o the_o punishment_n not_o the_o offence_n for_o my_o peril_n not_o for_o the_o displeasure_n of_o my_o god_n beware_v lest_o a_o undue_a humility_n cause_v thou_o false_o to_o accuse_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n spirit_n thou_o be_v no_o competent_a judge_n whilst_o thou_o be_v under_o temptation_n have_v not_o thy_o sorrow_n a_o relation_n to_o god_n why_o will_v thou_o sigh_v to_o heaven_n why_o will_v thy_o heart_n challenge_v thou_o for_o unkindness_n in_o offend_a and_o to_o cry_v out_o of_o the_o sordidness_n 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thy_o miscarriage_n and_o such_o a_o detestation_n of_o thy_o sin_n that_o be_v it_o to_o be_v reiterated_a if_o it_o be_v possible_a to_o be_v conceal_v from_o god_n and_o man_n and_o if_o there_o be_v no_o hell_n to_o avenge_v it_o will_v thou_o not_o abhor_v to_o commit_v it_o all_o these_o be_v strong_a conviction_n of_o the_o right_a ground_n of_o thy_o repentance_n and_o of_o the_o injury_n which_o thou_o do_v thy_o soul_n in_o the_o unjust_a scruple_n which_o thou_o raise_v against_o it_o 8._o if_o the_o ground_n thou_o say_v of_o my_o repentance_n be_v regular_a yet_o the_o measure_n be_v insufficient_a i_o be_o sorrowful_a for_o sin_n but_o not_o enough_o a_o effectual_a grief_n for_o sin_n shall_v be_v serious_a deep_a hearty_a intensive_a i_o be_v slight_a and_o superficial_a i_o sigh_v but_o my_o sigh_n proceed_v not_o from_o a_o humble_a heart_n i_o can_v sometime_o weep_v but_o can_v pour_v out_o myself_o in_o tear_n i_o mourn_v but_o do_v continue_v my_o sorrow_n to_o this_o i_o answer_v thou_o have_v to_o do_v with_o a_o god_n which_o in_o all_o the_o disposition_n of_o thy_o soul_n regard_v validity_n and_o not_o quantity_n if_o he_o find_v thy_o remorse_n he_o exact_v not_o the_o solid_a measure_n he_o do_v not_o meet_v up_o our_o repentance_n by_o inch_n or_o hour_n but_o where_o he_o find_v sincerity_n of_o penitence_n be_v indulgent_a look_v upon_o david_n and_o acknowledge_v his_o sin_n formidable_o detestable_a no_o less_o than_o adultery_n inebriation_n and_o murder_n yet_o no_o soon_o do_v he_o in_o a_o true_a compunction_n of_o heart_n cry_v out_o i_o have_v sin_v against_o the_o lord_n then_o he_o hear_v from_o that_o mouth_n which_o accuse_v he_o the_o lord_n also_o have_v put_v away_o thy_o sin_n thou_o shall_v not_o die_v 2_o sam._n 12_o 13._o here_o be_v a_o penitent_a confession_n which_o be_v efficacious_a in_o the_o expiation_n of_o those_o grievous_a crime_n thou_o be_v deceive_v if_o thou_o imagine_v god_n delight_v in_o the_o affliction_n of_o his_o creature_n so_o far_o only_o be_v the_o grief_n of_o his_o servant_n please_v to_o he_o that_o it_o may_v conduce_v to_o the_o health_n of_o their_o soul_n in_o the_o sensibleness_n of_o their_o sin_n and_o meet_v capacity_n of_o mercy_n 9_o i_o do_v not_o with_o some_o casuist_n flatter_v thou_o with_o a_o opinion_n of_o the_o sufficiency_n of_o any_o slight_a attrition_n and_o empty_a wish_n that_o thou_o have_v not_o sin_v doubtless_o a_o true_a contrition_n of_o spirit_n and_o compunction_n of_o heart_n be_v necessary_o require_v to_o a_o save_a repentance_n and_o these_o be_v thou_o but_o a_o indifferent_a censurer_n of_o thy_o own_o way_n thou_o would_v find_v within_o thyself_o why_o be_v thy_o countenance_n so_o deject_v thy_o cheek_n pale_a and_o water_v so_o oft_o with_o tear_n thy_o want_n of_o rest_n and_o loss_n of_o appetite_n wherefore_o do_v thou_o pour_v out_o those_o doleful_a complaint_n and_o vehement_a deprecation_n but_o after_o all_o this_o be_v thou_o such_o as_o thou_o accuse_v thyself_o defective_a in_o thy_o repentance_n do_v thou_o rest_v content_v in_o this_o condition_n and_o not_o complain_v of_o it_o as_o the_o great_a misery_n be_v thou_o not_o hearty_o sorry_a that_o thou_o can_v be_v no_o more_o grieve_v for_o thy_o sin_n comfort_v thyself_o even_o this_o be_v a_o acceptable_a repentance_n and_o god_n accept_v it_o what_o be_v repentance_n but_o a_o change_n from_o evil_a to_o good_a and_o how_o sensible_a be_v this_o change_n that_o thou_o who_o former_o delight_v in_o thy_o sin_n now_o detest_v it_o and_o thyself_o for_o it_o and_o be_v yet_o ambitious_a of_o more_o grief_n for_o be_v transport_v into_o it_o let_v not_o thy_o soul_n enemy_n who_o desire_v nothing_o more_o than_o to_o make_v thou_o perfect_o miserable_a so_o allure_v thou_o as_o to_o render_v thou_o unsatisfied_a with_o the_o measure_n of_o that_o penitency_n which_o be_v accept_v of_o god_n rather_o turn_v thy_o eye_n from_o thy_o sin_n and_o look_v to_o heaven_n and_o fix_v they_o upon_o thy_o all-sufficient_a mediator_n and_o behold_v his_o face_n smile_v upon_o thy_o humble_a soul_n and_o perfect_o reconcile_a thou_o to_o his_o eternal_a father_n as_o be_v full_o assure_v that_o be_v justify_v by_o faith_n we_o have_v peace_n with_o god_n through_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n by_o who_o also_o we_o have_v access_n by_o faith_n into_o this_o grace_n wherein_o we_o stand_v and_o rejoice_v in_o the_o hope_n of_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n rom._n 5.1_o 2._o 10._o there_o thou_o say_v be_v the_o very_a root_n of_o my_o complaint_n i_o want_v that_o faith_n that_o shall_v give_v i_o a_o interest_n in_o my_o saviour_n and_o afford_v true_a comfort_n to_o my_o soul_n and_o boldness_n and_o access_n with_o confidence_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n ephes._n 3.12_o i_o can_v be_v sorry_a but_o can_v believe_v my_o grief_n be_v not_o so_o great_a as_o my_o infidelity_n i_o see_v other_o full_a of_o joy_n and_o peace_n in_o believe_v rom._n 15.13_o but_o my_o stubborn_a heart_n can_v soar_v up_o to_o a_o conformable_a apprehension_n of_o my_o saviour_n so_o as_o indeed_o i_o dwell_v in_o obdurate_a darkness_n and_o a_o sad_a ponderosity_n of_o incredulity_n want_v that_o assurance_n which_o other_o profess_v to_o find_v in_o themselves_o take_v heed_n lest_o whilst_o thou_o be_v too_o querulous_a thou_o prove_v unthankful_a and_o whilst_o thy_o humbleness_n disparage_v thou_o thou_o make_v god_n a_o loser_n a_o man_n may_v have_v a_o rich_a mine_n in_o his_o ground_n which_o he_o know_v not_o of_o and_o there_o be_v shell_n furnish_v with_o pearl_n who_o worth_a many_o be_v not_o sensible_a of_o this_o be_v thy_o state_n thou_o have_v that_o grace_n thou_o complain_v to_o want_v and_o there_o be_v no_o measure_n of_o thyself_o by_o sense_n especial_o in_o the_o time_n of_o temptation_n thou_o can_v not_o so_o sensible_o lament_v the_o want_n of_o faith_n if_o thou_o have_v it_o not_o thou_o can_v not_o deny_v a_o assent_n to_o the_o verity_n of_o all_o god_n promise_n thou_o acknowledg_v he_o can_v not_o be_v what_o he_o be_v if_o he_o be_v not_o even_o verity_n itself_o thou_o can_v not_o doubt_v but_o he_o have_v make_v those_o promise_n of_o grace_n and_o mercy_n to_o all_o penitent_a sinner_n which_o tend_v to_o their_o salvation_n and_o thou_o can_v not_o but_o grant_v thou_o be_v sinful_a enough_o to_o need_v mercy_n and_o sorrowful_a enough_o to_o desire_v and_o embrace_v it_o 11._o can_v thou_o but_o love_v thyself_o so_o well_o that_o when_o thou_o see_v a_o pardon_n hold_v forth_o to_o stretch_v forth_o thy_o hand_n and_o take_v it_o this_o hand_n be_v thy_o faith_n which_o take_v hold_v of_o thy_o redeemer_n as_o for_o that_o assurance_n thou_o mention_n they_o
patience_z â—_o h._n â—an_v hove_n sculp_v the_o art_n of_o patience_z and_o balm_n of_o gilead_n under_o all_o affliction_n a_o appendix_n to_o the_o art_n of_o contentment_n by_o the_o author_n of_o the_o whole_a duty_n of_o man._n it_o be_v good_a that_o a_o man_n shall_v both_o hope_n and_o quiet_o wait_v for_o the_o salvation_n of_o the_o lord_n lam._n 3.26_o the_o second_o impression_n with_o additional_a prayer_n suitable_a to_o the_o several_a occasion_n london_n print_v by_o r._n smith_n for_o e._n mory_z at_o the_o three_o bibles_n in_o st._n paul_n churchyard_n mdcxciv_o license_v octob._n 14._o 1693._o the_o preface_n this_o tract_n meet_v with_o so_o candid_a a_o reception_n at_o its_o first_o appearance_n have_v encourage_v it_o to_o make_v a_o far_a essay_n and_o what_o be_v omit_v in_o the_o former_a impression_n be_v insert_v in_o this_o viz._n the_o prayer_n annex_v to_o the_o several_a section_n which_o doubtless_o will_v prove_v very_o acceptable_a and_o practical_a to_o the_o contemplative_a the_o original_a part_n of_o this_o discourse_n be_v extract_v from_o a_o foundation_n gilead_n lay_v by_o a_o learned_a and_o reverend_a prelate_n upon_o who_o basis_n this_o superstructure_n be_v erect_v he_o like_o a_o wise_a master-builder_n lay_v the_o corner_n stone_n as_o a_o pattern_n for_o other_o to_o imitate_v and_o they_o which_o attain_v to_o his_o height_n of_o perfection_n shall_v enjoy_v what_o christ_n say_v to_o his_o disciple_n in_o their_o patience_n they_o shall_v possess_v their_o own_o soul_n and_o indeed_o we_o never_o want_v more_o motive_n to_o excite_v we_o to_o this_o duty_n than_o now_o when_o this_o virtue_n appear_v so_o dissentaneous_a to_o most_o disposition_n but_o i_o will_v to_o god_n those_o turbulent_a spirit_n will_v listen_v to_o the_o grave_a council_n of_o st._n chrysostom_n if_o with_o a_o desire_n of_o judge_v thou_o will_v needs_o be_v a_o judge_n i_o will_v show_v thou_o the_o judgment-seat_n which_o shall_v be_v adventageous_a to_o thou_o and_o no_o way_n touch_v thy_o conscience_n let_v thy_o mind_n and_o thought_n sit_v down_o to_o give_v sentence_n call_v forth_o all_o thy_o offence_n and_o begin_v to_o say_v with_o thyself_o why_o have_v thou_o do_v this_o or_o that_o this_o private_a examine_v of_o themselves_o will_v soon_o make_v these_o public_a controller_n of_o all_o other_o by_o plausible_a pretence_n of_o reformation_n look_v near_a home_n and_o subdue_v that_o in_o themselves_o they_o be_v apt_a to_o spy_v in_o other_o st._n paul_n blame_v their_o course_n who_o manner_n be_v to_o go_v from_o house_n to_o house_n tit._n 1.13_o esau_n that_o lose_v the_o blessing_n be_v hunt_v but_o jacob_n that_o enjoy_v it_o and_o the_o inheritance_n keep_v at_o home_n gen._n 17.30_o the_o just_a man_n say_v solomon_n first_o accuse_v himself_o and_o judah_n speak_v humble_o of_o a_o offender_n when_o he_o say_v she_o be_v more_o righteous_a than_o i_o gen._n 38.26_o but_o let_v such_o hot_a spirit_n take_v along_o with_o they_o this_o information_n that_o obedience_n be_v better_a than_o sacrifice_n and_o that_o he_o which_o give_v grace_n to_o the_o humble_a be_v also_o say_v to_o resist_v the_o proud_a and_o they_o may_v be_v well_o assure_v that_o this_o counterfeit_n coin_n will_v prove_v dross_n when_o it_o come_v to_o the_o test._n it_o be_v a_o easy_a task_n for_o malcontent_n to_o reprehend_v other_o than_o to_o amend_v themselves_o as_o those_o who_o have_v blemish_v eye_n think_v the_o sky_n ever_o cloudy_a nothing_o more_o common_a with_o troublesome_a disposition_n which_o have_v not_o know_v the_o way_n of_o peace_n than_o to_o be_v ever_o contend_v seldom_o content_v the_o element_n though_o in_o quality_n divers_a yet_o they_o accord_n for_o the_o constitution_n of_o the_o corporeal_a nature_n and_o i_o will_v to_o god_n that_o all_o who_o profess_v and_o call_v themselves_o christian_n will_v accord_v together_o for_o the_o conservation_n of_o church_n and_o state_n that_o peace_n may_v dwell_v in_o our_o land_n we_o be_v all_o sheep_n of_o that_o fold_n whereof_o christ_n be_v the_o shepherd_n stone_n of_o that_o building_n whereof_o he_o be_v the_o chief_a corner_n stone_n branch_n of_o that_o vine_n whereof_o he_o be_v the_o stock_n we_o have_v but_o one_o god_n for_o our_o father_n that_o create_v we_o one_o saviour_n that_o redeem_v we_o and_o one_o holy-ghost_n our_o sanctifier_n that_o adorn_v we_o we_o be_v here_o but_o pilgrim_n and_o stranger_n and_o we_o shall_v one_o day_n find_v that_o a_o peaceable_n christian_n life_n with_o a_o good_a departure_n hence_o shall_v bear_v a_o great_a value_n than_o all_o temporal_a enjoyment_n can_v afford_v we_o in_o pursuance_n of_o which_o let_v we_o all_o endeavour_n to_o learn_v these_o follow_a instruction_n by_o which_o mean_n we_o shall_v not_o only_o attain_v to_o be_v scholar_n but_o proficient_n in_o this_o school_n of_o patience_n and_o acquire_v that_o conquest_n over_o our_o unruly_a passion_n and_o inordinate_a affection_n but_o shall_v be_v enable_v cheerful_o to_o run_v with_o patience_n the_o race_n which_o be_v set_v before_o we_o look_v unto_o jesus_n the_o author_n and_o finisher_n of_o our_o faith_n who_o for_o the_o joy_n that_o be_v set_v before_o he_o endure_v the_o cross_n despise_v the_o shame_n and_o be_v set_v down_o at_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o the_o throne_n of_o god_n heb._n 12.1_o 2._o and_o therefore_o beseech_v we_o god_n that_o mercy_n and_o truth_n may_v meet_v together_o that_o righteousness_n and_o peace_n may_v kiss_v each_o other_o and_o that_o his_o glory_n may_v dwell_v in_o our_o land_n until_o we_o come_v to_o inhabit_v in_o the_o land_n of_o glory_n the_o content_n with_o a_o prayer_n to_o every_o section_n sect._n 1_o of_o the_o connexion_n between_o humility_n meekness_n and_o patience_n pag._n 1_o sect._n 2._o in_o time_n of_o sickness_n pag._n 12_o sect._n 3_o affliction_n of_o conscience_n pag._n 26_o sect._n 4._o remedy_n against_o temptation_n pag._n 47_o sect._n 5._o imbecility_n of_o grace_n pag._n 56_o sect._n 6._o loss_n of_o reputation_n pag._n 62_o sect._n 7._o of_o public_a calamity_n pag._n 68_o sect._n 8._o loss_n of_o friend_n pag._n 80_o sect._n 9_o of_o poverty_n pag._n 85_o sect._n 10._o of_o confinement_n pag._n 91_o sect._n 11._o in_o exile_n pag._n 97_o sect._n 12._o of_o blindness_n and_o deafness_n pag._n 102_o sect._n 13._o of_o sterility_n pag._n 111_o sect._n 14._o want_v of_o repose_n pag._n 116_o sect._n 15._o of_o grace_n hair_n pag._n 121_o sect._n 16._o of_o mortality_n pag._n 130_o sect._n 17._o of_o judgement_n pag._n 143_o sect._n 18._o spiritual_a conflict_n pag._n 149_o sect._n 19_o character_n of_o patience_n pag._n 157_o the_o close_a pag._n 162_o the_o art_n of_o patience_z and_o balm_n of_o gilead_n under_o all_o affliction_n sect_n i._o of_o the_o connexion_n between_o humility_n meekness_n and_o patience_n 1._o god_n the_o fountain_n of_o goodness_n from_o who_o come_v every_o good_a and_o perfect_a gift_n jam._n 1.17_o have_v lay_v down_o such_o rule_n and_o precept_n in_o holy_a scripture_n that_o whoever_o be_v diligent_a in_o the_o search_n shall_v find_v in_o they_o eternal_a life_n john_n 5.39_o we_o be_v command_v to_o follow_v peace_n with_o all_o man_n and_o holiness_n without_o which_o no_o man_n shall_v see_v the_o lord_n heb._n 12.14_o and_o to_o practise_v those_o celestial_a duty_n of_o humilty_n meekness_n and_o patience_n 2._o humility_n be_v first_o a_o duty_n we_o owe_v to_o god_n which_o be_v to_o have_v such_o a_o sense_n of_o our_o unworthiness_n and_o his_o excellency_n as_o may_v operate_v in_o we_o a_o lowly_a and_o unfeigned_a submission_n to_o he_o now_o this_o submission_n be_v twofold_a first_o to_o his_o will_n second_o to_o his_o wisdom_n the_o submission_n to_o his_o will_n be_v of_o two_o sort_n obedience_n and_o patience_n obedience_n be_v our_o yield_n up_o ourselves_o with_o alacrity_n to_o do_v what_o his_o divine_a will_n and_o pleasure_n command_v we_o and_o to_o enable_v we_o to_o perform_v this_o humility_n be_v exceed_o necessary_a and_o to_o acquire_v this_o obedience_n we_o must_v endeavour_v to_o possess_v our_o heart_n with_o the_o sense_n of_o that_o great_a unspeakable_a distance_n between_o god_n and_o we_o to_o consider_v he_o a_o god_n of_o infinite_a majesty_n power_n and_o glory_n and_o we_o poor_a worm_n of_o the_o earth_n he_o of_o infinite_a purity_n and_o holiness_n and_o we_o pollute_v and_o dead_a in_o trespass_n and_o sin_n he_o of_o power_n able_a to_o do_v all_o thing_n and_o we_o nothing_o but_o by_o his_o divine_a assistance_n 3._o a_o second_o sort_n of_o submission_n to_o his_o will_n be_v patience_n the_o subject-matter_n of_o our_o discourse_n this_o consist_v in_o suffer_v his_o will_n as_o that_o of_o obedience_n do_v in_o act_v it_o and_o be_v compose_v of_o a_o voluntary_a yield_n
to_o what_o ever_o affliction_n god_n be_v please_v to_o inflict_v upon_o we_o in_o this_o humility_n be_v a_o great_a assistant_n and_o render_v thing_n easy_a to_o we_o persuade_v we_o not_o to_o murmur_v or_o repine_v at_o any_o thing_n god_n do_v but_o let_v what_o affliction_n soever_o come_v though_o in_o the_o heavy_a kind_n we_o may_v be_v always_o ready_a to_o say_v thy_o will_v be_v do_v on_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v in_o heaven_n and_o with_o old_a eli_n when_o that_o great_a affliction_n come_v of_o god_n threaten_v the_o destruction_n of_o his_o family_n he_o loss_n of_o the_o priesthood_n the_o cut_v off_o both_o his_o son_n in_o one_o day_n yet_o consider_v it_o be_v the_o lord_n enable_v he_o calm_o to_o yield_v to_o they_o say_v let_v he_o do_v what_o seem_v he_o good_a 1_o sam._n 3.18_o the_o same_o effect_v it_o have_v on_o david_n in_o his_o affliction_n i_o be_v dumb_a i_o open_v not_o my_o mouth_n because_o thou_o do_v it_o psal._n 39.9_o god_n do_v it_o silence_v 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no_o man_n to_o be_v no_o brawler_n but_o gentle_a show_v all_o meekness_n unto_o all_o man_n tit._n 3.2_o 16._o and_o the_o mean_n to_o obtain_v this_o virtue_n be_v these_o first_o to_o make_v a_o deep_a impression_n in_o our_o mind_n of_o the_o loveliness_n and_o benefit_n of_o meekness_n together_o with_o the_o deformity_n and_o mischief_n of_o anger_n second_o to_o set_v before_o ourselves_o the_o example_n of_o our_o bless_a lord_n and_o saviour_n who_o endure_v all_o reproach_n and_o torment_n with_o a_o perfect_a patience_n that_o be_v lead_v as_o a_o sheep_n to_o the_o slaughter_n isa._n 53.7_o that_o when_o he_o be_v revile_v revile_v not_o again_o when_o he_o suffer_v threaten_v not_o 1_o pet._n 2.23_o three_o to_o be_v very_o vigilant_a in_o prevent_v the_o beginning_n of_o anger_n and_o to_o that_o end_n we_o must_v mortify_v all_o inward_a peevishness_n and_o frowardness_n of_o mind_n which_o be_v a_o sin_n in_o itself_o if_o it_o proceed_v no_o further_o but_o if_o cherish_v will_v break_v out_o into_o open_a effect_n of_o danger_n therefore_o when_o ever_o thou_o find_v the_o least_o motion_n of_o it_o within_o thou_o make_v as_o much_o haste_n to_o check_v it_o as_o thou_o will_v to_o quench_v a_o fire_n in_o thy_o house_n and_o be_v sure_a to_o keep_v a_o strict_a watch_n over_o thy_o tongue_n that_o it_o break_v not_o out_o into_o any_o angry_a expression_n for_o that_o breath_n will_v fan_v the_o fire_n not_o only_o in_o thy_o antagonist_n but_o thyself_o too_o therefore_o though_o thy_o heart_n be_v ardent_a within_o suffocate_v the_o flame_n that_o it_o break_v not_o out_o and_o the_o great_a the_o temptation_n be_v the_o more_o earnest_o call_v upon_o god_n to_o assist_v thou_o to_o conquer_v it_o four_o often_o call_v to_o mind_v the_o great_a punishment_n thy_o sin_n have_v deserve_v and_o then_o whether_o thy_o affliction_n be_v from_o god_n or_o man_n thou_o will_v acknowledge_v they_o to_o be_v far_o short_a of_o what_o thou_o deserve_v and_o will_v be_v ready_a to_o blush_v at_o thy_o great_a impatience_n a_o prayer_n for_o meekness_n and_o humility_n o_o most_o bless_a lord_n god_n the_o perfect_a pattern_n of_o humility_n and_o meekness_n infuse_v into_o i_o i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o those_o excellent_a grace_n whereby_o i_o may_v be_v full_o convince_v of_o my_o own_o wretchedness_n and_o evident_o behold_v that_o i_o be_o sinful_a dust_n and_o ash_n lord_n work_n in_o i_o such_o a_o lowliness_n of_o mind_n that_o i_o may_v in_o the_o sincerity_n of_o my_o heart_n confess_v and_o acknowledge_v that_o i_o be_o less_o than_o the_o least_o of_o all_o thy_o mercy_n and_o just_o deserve_v the_o great_a of_o thy_o judgement_n give_v i_o o_o lord_n a_o contrite_a spirit_n a_o meek_a and_o a_o humble_a heart_n and_o chase_v from_o i_o all_o pride_n and_o vanity_n of_o mind_n whereby_o i_o may_v become_v lowly_a yea_o base_a and_o vile_a in_o my_o own_o eye_n 2._o root_n out_o o_o lord_n from_o i_o all_o perverseness_n of_o spirit_n and_o whole_o dispossess_v it_o of_o its_o residence_n that_o i_o may_v be_v fit_a to_o entertain_v that_o good_a spirit_n of_o thou_o and_o thou_o may_v take_v delight_n to_o dwell_v and_o remain_v with_o i_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v every_o day_n be_v more_o humble_v with_o the_o sight_n of_o my_o own_o unworthiness_n and_o spiritual_a want_n and_o to_o esteem_v myself_o as_o nothing_o without_o thou_o but_o always_o acknowledge_v my_o own_o frailty_n and_o weakness_n o_o let_v i_o whole_o depend_v and_o rely_v upon_o thou_o and_o ascribe_v the_o praise_n and_o glory_n of_o whatsoever_o good_a be_v wrought_v in_o i_o or_o by_o i_o unto_o thou_o alone_o who_o be_v the_o god_n of_o my_o strength_n the_o author_n and_o giver_n both_o of_o grace_n and_o glory_n and_o the_o beginner_n and_o finisher_n of_o every_o good_a thing_n which_o be_v wrought_v in_o any_o of_o thy_o servant_n to_o who_o be_v all_o honour_n and_o glory_n now_o and_o for_o ever_o amen_n sect_n ii_o in_o time_n of_o sickness_n 1._o what_o shall_v we_o do_v in_o this_o vale_n of_o tear_n but_o condole_v each_o other_o misery_n every_o man_n have_v his_o weight_n and_o happy_a be_v he_o who_o burden_n be_v so_o easy_a that_o he_o may_v assist_v his_o neighbour_n many_o have_v wade_v through_o a_o sea_n of_o sorrow_n and_o the_o angel_n of_o the_o lord_n that_o have_v redeem_a their_o soul_n from_o evil_a and_o lead_v they_o within_o few_o pace_n of_o the_o shore_n offer_v to_o lend_v thou_o his_o hand_n to_o guide_v thou_o in_o this_o dangerous_a world_n wherein_o every_o error_n be_v death_n let_v we_o follow_v he_o therefore_o with_o a_o humble_a confidence_n and_o be_v safe_a in_o the_o view_n and_o pity_n of_o the_o woeful_a miscarriage_n of_o other_o and_o take_v warning_n by_o their_o sad_a misfortune_n 2._o thou_o be_v on_o thy_o bed_n of_o sickness_n and_o with_o holy_a david_n roar_v all_o the_o day_n long_o psal._n 32.3_o for_o the_o extremity_n of_o thy_o pain_n measure_v the_o slow_a hour_n not_o by_o minute_n but_o by_o groan_n thy_o soul_n be_v weary_a of_o thy_o life_n job_n 10.1_o through_o the_o intolerable_a anguish_n of_o thy_o spirit_n job_n 7.11_o of_o all_o temporal_a affliction_n this_o be_v the_o sore_a and_o job_n 1.21_o after_o the_o loss_n of_o his_o good_n and_o child_n can_v yet_o support_v himself_o and_o bless_v the_o god_n that_o give_v and_o take_v but_o when_o his_o body_n be_v torment_v and_o make_v one_o boyle_n than_o his_o patience_n be_v extend_v so_o far_o as_o to_o curse_v not_o his_o god_n but_o his_o nativity_n job_n 3.3_o let_v the_o day_n perish_v wherein_o i_o be_v bear_v and_o the_o night_n in_o which_o it_o be_v say_v there_o be_v a_o man_n child_n conceive_v and_o king_n artaxerxes_n question_v with_o his_o cup_n bearer_n nehemiah_n can_v say_v why_o be_v thy_o countenance_n sad_a see_v thou_o be_v not_o sick_a nehem._n 2.2_o employ_v that_o the_o sick_a of_o all_o other_o have_v just_a cause_n to_o be_v deject_v humane_a cross_n be_v at_o a_o distance_n but_o sickness_n be_v in_o our_o bosom_n those_o touch_n externaly_n these_o internal_o ourselves_o here_o the_o whole_a man_n suffer_v what_o can_v the_o body_n feel_v without_o the_o soul_n that_o animate_v it_o how_o can_v the_o soul_n which_o make_v the_o body_n sensible_a choose_v but_o be_v most_o affect_v with_o that_o pain_n wherewith_o the_o body_n be_v afflict_v both_o partner_n be_v perplex_v to_o encounter_v so_o fierce_a a_o enemy_n and_o the_o sharp_a require_v the_o most_o powerful_a resistance_n therefore_o let_v we_o recollect_v ourselves_o and_o summon_v all_o the_o power_n of_o our_o soul_n to_o engage_v with_o so_o violent_a and_o potent_a a_o enemy_n 3._o thy_o body_n be_v by_o a_o sore_a disease_n confine_v to_o thy_o bed_n i_o shall_v be_v sorry_a to_o say_v thyself_o be_v so_o thy_o soul_n which_o be_v thyself_o i_o hope_v be_v at_o a_o distance_n from_o thou_o but_o however_o it_o be_v content_a to_o take_v a_o share_n in_o thy_o suffering_n soar_v above_o to_o the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n and_o be_v prostrate_a before_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n implore_v for_o mercy_n and_o forgiveness_n behold_v the_o face_n of_o thy_o glorious_a mediator_n intercede_v for_o thou_o unhappy_a be_v we_o if_o our_o soul_n be_v lock_v up_o in_o our_o bosom_n that_o they_o can_v use_v no_o motion_n but_o what_o our_o lumpish_a body_n can_v contribute_v but_o bless_a be_v god_n he_o have_v animate_v we_o with_o active_a spirit_n that_o can_v move_v themselves_o while_o our_o body_n lie_v still_o that_o can_v be_v so_o agile_a in_o their_o motion_n as_o they_o can_v pass_v from_o earth_n to_o heaven_n ere_o we_o can_v turn_v our_o weary_a and_o sick_a body_n to_o find_v ease_n 4._o and_o how_o much_o shall_v we_o be_v want_v to_o ourselves_o if_o we_o do_v not_o make_v use_n of_o this_o spiritual_a agility_n send_v up_o these_o spirit_n of_o we_o from_o this_o brittle_a clay_n of_o our_o body_n to_o those_o region_n of_o blessedness_n that_o they_o may_v from_o thence_o extract_v comfort_n to_o alleviate_v the_o sorrow_n of_o their_o heavy_a partner_n thus_o if_o thou_o imploye_v thy_o better_a part_n no_o pain_n of_o the_o body_n can_v make_v thou_o miserable_a that_o spiritual_a part_n of_o thou_o shall_v ere_o long_o be_v in_o bliss_n while_o this_o piece_n of_o earth_n lie_v putrify_v in_o the_o grave_a why_o do_v thou_o not_o then_o even_o now_o before_o thy_o dissolution_n improve_v all_o the_o power_n of_o it_o to_o thy_o present_a advantage_n let_v thy_o internal_a eye_n still_o behold_v the_o face_n of_o thy_o god_n in_o glory_n while_o thy_o corporal_a eye_n observe_v those_o friend_n at_o thy_o bedside_n which_o may_v pity_v but_o can_v help_v thou_o 5._o
and_o then_o if_o it_o stand_v with_o thy_o good_a pleasure_n heal_v my_o body_n and_o raise_v it_o that_o i_o may_v glorify_v thy_o holy_a name_n in_o the_o congregation_n of_o the_o righteous_a 2._o but_o if_o in_o thy_o omniscency_n thou_o have_v otherwise_o determine_v that_o this_o visitation_n shall_v put_v a_o period_n to_o my_o frail_a mortality_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o to_o fit_a and_o prepare_v i_o for_o that_o last_o and_o great_a change_n wean_v i_o from_o all_o the_o fade_a pleasure_n and_o vain_a allurement_n of_o this_o sinful_a world_n that_o i_o may_v become_v a_o meet_a partaker_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n send_v down_o o_o lord_n thy_o light_n and_o thy_o truth_n into_o my_o inward_a part_n that_o i_o may_v understand_v thy_o wisdom_n secret_o support_v the_o weakness_n of_o my_o faith_n that_o i_o may_v with_o a_o strong_a assurance_n lie_v hold_v upon_o the_o blood_n of_o jesus_n by_o who_o merit_n i_o expect_v salvation_n and_o to_o reign_v with_o thou_o in_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n amen_n sect_n iii_o affliction_n of_o conscience_n 1._o thy_o sin_n be_v ponderous_a upon_o thy_o soul_n bless_v the_o omnipotence_n thou_o be_v sensible_a of_o it_o many_o have_v more_o weight_n and_o boast_v of_o ease_n there_o be_v music_n in_o this_o complaint_n the_o almighty_a delight_n to_o hear_v it_o next_o to_o the_o melody_n of_o saint_n and_o angel_n pursue_v and_o continue_v these_o sorrowful_a note_n if_o ever_o thou_o expect_v comfort_n it_o be_v this_o godly_a sorrow_n that_o work_v repentance_n to_o salvation_n not_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o 2_o cor._n 7.10_o weep_v still_o and_o be_v not_o too_o much_o hasty_o to_o exhaust_v thy_o tear_n for_o they_o be_v precious_a and_o render_v fit_a to_o be_v reserve_v in_o the_o bottle_n of_o the_o almighty_a psal._n 56.8_o over-speedy_a remedy_n may_v prove_v injurious_a to_o the_o patient_n and_o as_o in_o the_o body_n so_o in_o the_o soul_n disease_n and_o tumor_n must_v have_v their_o due_a maturation_n '_o ere_o there_o can_v be_v a_o cure_n the_o inward_o of_o the_o sacrifice_n must_v be_v three_o time_n rinse_v with_o water_n leu._n 1.9_o one_o ablution_n will_v not_o serve_v turn_n but_o when_o thou_o have_v evacuate_v thy_o eye_n of_o tear_n and_o unload_v thy_o breast_n of_o leisurely_o sigh_n i_o shall_v then_o by_o full_a commission_n from_o he_o that_o have_v the_o power_n of_o remission_n say_v to_o thou_o son_n be_v of_o good_a comfort_n thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v thou_o mat._n 9.2_o 2._o think_v not_o this_o word_n mere_o formal_a and_o forceless_a he_o that_o have_v the_o key_n of_o hell_n and_o of_o death_n rev._n 1.18_o have_v not_o say_v in_o vain_a who_o sin_n you_o remit_v they_o be_v remit_v john_n 20.23_o the_o word_n of_o his_o vicegerent_n on_o earth_n be_v ratify_v in_o heaven_n only_o the_o priest_n under_o the_o law_n have_v power_n to_o pronounce_v the_o leper_n clean_o leu._n 13.3_o have_v any_o other_o israelite_n do_v it_o it_o have_v be_v as_o unprofitable_a as_o presumptuous_a it_o be_v a_o good_a expression_n that_o fall_v from_o elihu_n when_o a_o man_n soul_n draw_v nigh_o unto_o the_o grave_a and_o his_o life_n to_o the_o destroyer_n if_o there_o be_v a_o messenger_n of_o god_n with_o he_o a_o interpreter_n one_o among_o a_o thousand_o to_o show_v unto_o that_o man_n his_o uprightness_n then_o he_o i._n e._n god_n be_v gracious_a unto_o he_o and_o say_v deliver_v he_o from_o go_v down_o into_o the_o pit_n i_o have_v find_v a_o ransom_n job_n 33.22_o 23_o 24._o behold_v this_o be_v thy_o state_n thy_o soul_n life_n be_v in_o danger_n of_o the_o destroyer_n through_o his_o powerful_a temptation_n i_o be_o howsoever_o unworthy_a a_o messenger_n send_v to_o thou_o from_o heaven_n and_o in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o almighty_a that_o send_v i_o do_v here_o upon_o thy_o serious_a repentance_n before_o angel_n and_o man_n proclaim_v thy_o soul_n fix_v in_o the_o court_n of_o heaven_n the_o invaluable_a ranson_n of_o thy_o dear_a saviour_n be_v accept_v for_o thou_o so_o thou_o be_v deliver_v from_o descend_v into_o the_o pit_n of_o perdition_n 3._o oh_o happy_a message_n thou_o reply_v be_v it_o receive_v with_o comfort_n but_o alas_o my_o heart_n be_v possess_v with_o deep_a ground_n of_o fear_n and_o diffidence_n not_o easy_o to_o be_v remove_v that_o convict_v i_o while_o you_o offer_v to_o acquit_v i_o and_o positive_o acquaint_v i_o i_o be_o a_o worse_a criminal_a than_o a_o spectator_n can_v imagine_v my_o sin_n be_v beyond_o measure_n heinous_a such_o as_o my_o thought_n tremble_v at_o and_o tongue_n dare_v not_o express_v to_o god_n that_o know_v they_o against_o who_o only_o they_o be_v commit_v if_o there_o be_v horror_n in_o their_o very_a remembrance_n what_o will_v their_o be_v then_o in_o their_o retribution_n 4._o they_o be_v bitter_a thing_n thou_o urge_v against_o thyself_o no_o adversary_n can_v plead_v worse_o but_o i_o admit_v thy_o vileness_n be_v thou_o as_o wicked_a as_o satan_n can_v make_v thou_o it_o be_v not_o his_o malice_n or_o thy_o wickedness_n that_o can_v exclude_v thou_o from_o mercy_n be_v thou_o as_o sordid_a as_o sin_n can_v expose_v thou_o yet_o there_o be_v a_o fountain_n open_v to_o the_o house_n of_o david_n zach._n 13.1_o a_o bloody_a fountain_n in_o the_o side_n of_o thy_o saviour_n for_o sin_n and_o for_o uncleanness_n be_v thou_o as_o leprous_a as_o that_o syrian_a be_v of_o old_a 2_o king_n 5.18_o if_o thou_o can_v but_o wash_v seven_o time_n in_o the_o water_n of_o this_o jordan_n thou_o will_v be_v clean_o thy_o flesh_n shall_v come_v again_o to_o thou_o like_v to_o the_o flesh_n of_o a_o little_a child_n thou_o shall_v be_v at_o once_o sound_a and_o innocent_a be_v thou_o sting_v with_o the_o fiery_a serpent_n of_o this_o wilderness_n yet_o if_o thou_o cast_v thy_o eye_n to_o that_o brazen_a serpent_n erect_v for_o thy_o malady_n thou_o will_v find_v cure_n wherefore_o come_v christ_n into_o the_o world_n but_o to_o save_v 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my_o repentance_n i_o have_v be_v transport_v into_o my_o former_a wickedness_n have_v wash_v off_o my_o sin_n as_o i_o think_v with_o many_o tear_n yet_o i_o have_v suffer_v my_o soul_n to_o be_v defile_v again_o i_o must_v not_o flatter_v thou_o this_o condition_n be_v dangerous_a those_o disease_n which_o upon_o their_o first_o seizure_n have_v receive_v cure_n after_o a_o relapse_n have_v threaten_v death_n look_v upon_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n thou_o shall_v find_v they_o have_v keep_v a_o distance_n from_o that_o fire_n wherewith_o they_o have_v be_v former_o burn_v thou_o shall_v not_o find_v noah_n again_o uncover_v through_o drunkenness_n nor_o judah_n climb_v to_o tamer_n bed_n thou_o shall_v not_o take_v peter_n again_o in_o the_o high-priest_n hall_n deny_v his_o master_n or_o after_o st._n paul_n reproof_n halt_a in_o his_o dissimulation_n gall._n 2.11_o 12_o 13._o 12._o but_o tell_v i_o notwithstanding_o be_v thou_o true_o serious_a with_o thy_o god_n have_v thou_o 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labour_n to_o undermine_v i_o and_o more_o especial_o when_o i_o least_o suspect_v he_o but_o o_o let_v i_o be_v always_o ready_a to_o meet_v he_o in_o the_o gate_n before_o he_o advance_v too_o far_o upon_o i_o let_v not_o a_o supine_n carelessness_n seize_v upon_o my_o spirit_n but_o excite_v i_o to_o vigilancy_n that_o i_o may_v stand_v upon_o my_o guard_n ever_o prepare_v to_o resist_v he_o even_o in_o the_o begin_n of_o his_o first_o assault_n lord_n grant_v i_o may_v be_v fortify_v with_o faith_n courage_n and_o resolution_n so_o that_o with_o the_o assistance_n of_o thy_o grace_n i_o may_v gain_v the_o conquest_n 2._o furnish_v i_o with_o thy_o complete_a armour_n the_o helmet_n of_o salvation_n the_o sword_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o the_o shield_n of_o faith_n whereby_o satan_n may_v be_v vanquish_v do_v thou_o arm_v and_o so_o strengthen_v i_o with_o thy_o grace_n that_o through_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o may_v i_o may_v prevail_v against_o he_o and_o put_v he_o to_o flight_n when_o he_o be_v intend_v the_o great_a mischief_n and_o most_o advantage_n against_o i_o so_o shall_v i_o sing_v praise_n unto_o thy_o name_n both_o now_o and_o ever_o and_o teach_v other_o to_o resort_v unto_o thou_o in_o their_o great_a danger_n and_o hear_v conflict_n even_o then_o when_o the_o power_n of_o darkness_n shall_v most_o obstruct_v they_o amen_n sect_n v._o imbecility_n of_o grace_n 1._o thou_o complain_v of_o the_o imbecility_n of_o grace_n some_o little_a motion_n thou_o be_v sensible_a of_o god_n spirit_n but_o so_o insignificant_a that_o thou_o can_v not_o find_v any_o solid_a comfort_n thou_o see_v other_o thou_o say_v who_o breast_n be_v full_a of_o milk_n and_o their_o bone_n moisten_v with_o marrow_n job_n 21.24_o while_o thou_o languish_v under_o a_o spiritual_a leanness_n and_o imbecility_n thou_o want_v that_o vigorous_a heat_n of_o holy_a affection_n and_o that_o alacrity_n in_o the_o performance_n of_o holy_a duty_n which_o thou_o observe_v in_o other_o 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mercy_n be_v everlasting_a and_o remedy_n certain_a be_v we_o but_o penitent_n we_o can_v be_v miserable_a 19_o we_o soon_o forget_v this_o visitation_n loss_n of_o friend_n and_o god_n judgement_n and_o think_v with_o foolish_a agag_n that_o sure_o the_o bitterness_n of_o death_n be_v past_a 1_o sam._n 15.32_o and_o provoke_v he_o still_o to_o wrath_n against_o we_o we_o must_v have_v after_o our_o contagion_n a_o purgation_n by_o fire_n which_o the_o best_a naturalist_n say_v be_v a_o proper_a remedy_n against_o infection_n the_o almighty_a see_v it_o necessary_a to_o use_v this_o prescription_n prepare_v it_o into_o a_o medicine_n that_o great_a conflagration_n which_o consume_v most_o part_n of_o our_o city_n to_o ash_n it_o be_v dreadful_a to_o behold_v and_o make_v most_o tremble_v yet_o what_o sign_n of_o remorse_n do_v we_o show_v what_o vanity_n i_o fear_v i_o may_v ask_v what_o vice_n have_v we_o substract_v upon_o the_o sense_n of_o god_n anger_n what_o nicety_n in_o clothes_n or_o diet_n have_v we_o cut_v off_o in_o sympathy_n with_o the_o nakedness_n and_o hunger_n of_o our_o afflict_a brethren_n nay_o do_v not_o the_o unreasonable_a jollity_n among_o we_o look_v as_o if_o we_o triumph_v in_o their_o misery_n find_v music_n in_o the_o discordant_a sound_n of_o their_o groan_n and_o our_o own_o laughter_n and_o emulate_v that_o infamous_a barbarity_n of_o nero_n who_o play_v while_o rome_n burn_v it_o be_v mention_v by_o the_o prophet_n as_o a_o most_o preposterous_a thing_n a_o kind_n of_o impious_a solecism_n to_o revel_v under_o the_o menace_n of_o judgement_n amos_n 4.11_o i_o have_v overthrow_v some_o of_o you_o as_o god_n overthrow_v sodom_n and_o gomorrah_n and_o you_o be_v as_o a_o firebrand_n pluck_v out_o of_o the_o burn_a yet_o have_v you_o not_o return_v to_o i_o say_v the_o lord_n 20._o fire_n be_v the_o eagle_n in_o nature_n nothing_o in_o the_o elementary_a world_n mount_v so_o high_a to_o its_o place_n and_o stoop_v so_o low_a to_o 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worship_n their_o novel_a modes_n and_o model_n of_o governmnet_n in_o church_n and_o state_n and_o scatter_v they_o abroad_o from_o hence_o upon_o the_o face_n of_o the_o earth_n like_v as_o a_o dream_n when_o one_o awake_v so_o shall_v he_o despise_v their_o image_n and_o their_o imagination_n too_o and_o make_v their_o whole_a contrivance_n consume_v away_o like_o a_o snail_n and_o become_v like_o the_o untimely_a fruit_n of_o a_o woman_n which_o shall_v never_o see_v the_o sun_n 24._o and_o and_o now_o let_v we_o cry_v mighty_o unto_o god_n and_o say_v remember_v not_o lord_n our_o offence_n nor_o the_o offence_n of_o our_o forefather_n neither_o take_v thou_o vengeance_n of_o our_o sin_n spare_v we_o good_a lord_n spare_v thy_o people_n who_o thou_o have_v redeem_a with_o thy_o most_o precious_a blood_n and_o be_v not_o angry_a with_o we_o for_o ever_o and_o good_a lord_n deliver_v we_o from_o lightning_n and_o tempest_n from_o plague_n pestilence_n fâ—mine_n and_o fire_n from_o battle_n and_o murder_n and_o from_o sudden_a death_n from_o all_o sedition_n and_o faction_n privy_a conspiracy_n and_o rebellion_n from_o all_o false_a doctrine_n heresy_n and_o schism_n from_o hardness_n of_o heart_n and_o contempt_n of_o the_o world_n and_o commandment_n libera_n nos_fw-la domine_fw-la a_o prayer_n in_o time_n of_o public_a calamity_n o_o thou_o god_n of_o justice_n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o this_o thy_o wrath_n to_o remember_v mercy_n we_o confess_v o_o lord_n our_o gild_n flash_v in_o our_o face_n and_o woe_n unto_o we_o for_o we_o have_v sin_v we_o have_v not_o keep_v the_o way_n of_o the_o lord_n but_o perfidious_o depart_v from_o thou_o our_o god_n the_o wise_a have_v trust_v in_o his_o wisdom_n the_o strong_a in_o his_o strength_n and_o the_o rich_a in_o his_o riches_n thus_o have_v we_o bring_v ourselves_o under_o the_o curse_n by_o trust_v in_o the_o arm_n of_o flesh_n and_o the_o balance_n of_o deceit_n be_v in_o our_o hand_n and_o throughout_o 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