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chaste_a zenocrite_n but_o sitter_n for_o a_o wanton_a chione_n 19_o it_o be_v i_o that_o drink_v iniquity_n like_o water_n and_o with_o the_o sow_n do_v wallow_v in_o the_o mire_n i_o sport_v like_o adultus_fw-la wanton_a daughter_n and_o let_v myself_o for_o money_n out_o to_o hire_v i_o be_v a_o bargain_n fit_a for_o any_o buyer_n for_o silver_n to_o mechanicke_n i_o be_v sell_v but_o with_o the_o noble_a sort_n i_o deal_v for_o gold_n 20._o i_o cause_v the_o usurer_n to_o empt_v his_o bag_n and_o make_v those_o fool_n that_o be_v esteem_v wise_a i_o shift_v gallant_n from_o their_o robe_n to_o rag_n and_o change_v their_o plush_n into_o a_o country_n freeze_n and_o by_o my_o cunning_a crafty_a policy_n i_o do_v allure_v the_o modest_a and_o the_o chaste_a of_o cytheraean_a dainty_n for_o to_o taste_v 21._o all_o sort_n all_o age_n all_o degree_n of_o man_n i_o can_v apply_v myself_o to_o please_v their_o pallet_n to_o lord_n to_o gentry_n to_o the_o citizen_n i_o can_v prepare_v myself_o a_o dainty_a salad_n or_o to_o the_o beggar_n that_o do_v bear_v the_o wallet_n and_o like_v unto_o theramine_n his_o shoe_n that_o fit_v each_o man_n foot_n so_o can_v i_o do_v 22._o let_v a_o new_a lover_n take_v what_o shape_n he_o will_v as_o neptune_n to_o bisaltis_n like_o a_o ram_n as_o jove_n to_o danae_n in_o a_o shower_n of_o gold_n or_o to_o aegina_n in_o a_o fiery_a flame_n or_o like_o a_o swan_n as_o he_o to_o leda_n come_v or_o to_o europa_n in_o a_o bull_n true_a shape_n he_o hardly_o can_v my_o wily_a snare_n escape_v 23._o as_o rhodope_n the_o thracian_a
courtesan_n do_v make_v caraxus_n spend_v his_o whole_a estate_n and_o so_o through_o want_n of_o mean_n turn_v pirate_n than_o whereby_o he_o aid_v incur_v a_o mortal_a hate_n and_o on_o himself_o a_o last_a scandal_n bring_v so_o have_v my_o luxury_n consume_v to_o nothing_o rich_a heir_n and_o make_v they_o steal_v for_o meat_n and_o clothing_n 24._o how_o many_o man_n have_v perish_v by_o my_o fault_n and_o how_o be_o i_o make_v guilty_a of_o their_o sin_n can_v i_o be_v ever_o sound_a that_o thus_o do_v halt_v and_o by_o my_o wind_a plot_n and_o cunning_a gin_n intrape_v the_o simple_a and_o ensnare_v they_o in_o can_v i_o a_o ransom_n pay_v for_o this_o offence_n or_o ere_o be_v able_a to_o make_v recompense_n 25._o oh_o no_o i_o can_v for_o beside_o my_o own_o other_o man_n guilt_n lie_v heavy_a on_o my_o soul_n i_o have_v not_o be_v content_a to_o sin_n alone_o but_o cause_v other_o to_o make_v i_o more_o foul_a and_o in_o their_o filihinesse_n do_v likewise_o roll_v their_o folly_n with_o my_o own_o i_o do_v conjoin_v and_o by_o commixtion_n make_v their_o vice_n i_o 26._o i_o be_v as_o common_a as_o the_o proetide_v receive_v all_o that_o come_v with_o joy_n and_o mirth_n i_o think_v on_o nothing_o but_o my_o own_o delight_n think_v there_o be_v no_o other_o heaven_n but_o earth_n ah_o wicked_a wretch_n as_o ever_o receive_v birth_n my_o spot_a life_n have_v make_v i_o satan_n den_n full_a of_o fiend_n than_o mary_n magdalene_n 27._o her_o sin_n i_o do_v commit_v but_o want_v her_o sorrow_n of_o all_o the_o ill_a she_o have_v i_o be_o possess_v i_o get_v the_o bad_a the_o good_a i_o can_v borrow_v i_o have_v her_o vice_n all_o but_o want_v the_o rest_n her_o worst_a act_n i_o embrace_v but_o leave_v the_o best_a my_o saviour_n foot_n i_o wash_v not_o with_o my_o tear_n nor_o with_o she_o do_v i_o wipe_v they_o with_o my_o hair_n 28._o i_o want_v the_o gift_n of_o grace_n that_o she_o have_v give_v and_o her_o repentance_n my_o hard_a heart_n to_o move_v i_o can_v apprehend_v the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n nor_o love_v my_o saviour_n with_o her_o ardent_a love_n my_o heart_n desire_v with_o she_o fly_v not_o above_o i_o feel_v no_o spiritual_a comfort_n in_o my_o soul_n nor_o can_v i_o thorough_o my_o state_n condole_v 29._o all_o will_v be_v ready_a to_o report_v my_o shame_n and_o blaze_v my_o infamy_n in_o every_o ear_n but_o none_o will_v plead_v my_o cause_n to_o quit_v my_o blame_n or_o for_o my_o sorrow_n that_o will_v shed_v a_o tear_n or_o else_o excuse_v my_o fault_n when_o they_o it_o hear_v indeed_o they_o can_v for_o my_o foul_a abuse_n be_v far_o beyond_o the_o reach_n of_o a_o excuse_n 30._o how_o then_o shall_v i_o find_v comfort_n in_o my_o grief_n or_o drive_v sad_a desperation_n from_o my_o heart_n myself_o unto_o myself_o yield_v no_o relief_n and_o other_o man_n no_o comfort_n will_v impart_v but_o rather_o add_v more_o torment_n to_o my_o smart_n if_o thou_o shall_v leave_v i_o too_o in_o my_o distress_n then_o must_v i_o die_v in_o all_o my_o wickedness_n 31._o oh_o teach_v i_o true_o to_o lament_v my_o sin_n and_o humble_a my_o proud_a heart_n by_o low_a submission_n rowse_v i_o out_o of_o the_o sleep_n that_o i_o be_o in_o that_o of_o my_o state_n i_o may_v have_v true_a cognition_n and_o make_v my_o peace_n with_o god_n by_o my_o contrition_n instruct_v i_o in_o the_o perfect_a way_n of_o prayer_n lest_o i_o fall_v headlong_o into_o deep_a despair_n 32._o help_v i_o to_o pray_v to_o god_n that_o he_o will_v shower_v into_o my_o heart_n the_o grace_n of_o his_o spirit_n that_o through_o his_o mercy_n and_o his_o save_a power_n i_o may_v escape_v the_o guerdon_n of_o my_o merit_n and_o after_o life_n his_o heavenly_a bless_v inherit_v teach_v i_o to_o pray_v teach_v i_o sweet_a friend_n i_o say_v for_o i_o have_v almost_o quite_o forget_v to_o pray_v 33._o my_o heart_n be_v willing_a oh_o my_o heart_n be_v willing_a i_o feel_v my_o conscience_n terrify_v by_o sin_n oh_o by_o my_o tear_n by_o these_o my_o tear_n down_o trill_v lift_v up_o thy_o heart_n with_o i_o come_v come_v begin_z lord_n open_v my_o breast_n that_o grace_n may_v enter_v in_o rouse_v my_o dead_a heart_n out_o of_o his_o drowsy_a den_n pardon_v my_o fault_n sweet_a jesus_n say_v amen_n 34._o then_o from_o her_o eye_n the_o tear_n do_v gush_v apace_o and_o down_o she_o fall_v upon_o her_o bend_a knee_n wring_v her_o hand_n she_o do_v lament_v her_o case_n with_o sigh_n express_v her_o soul_n misery_n in_o forcible_a and_o strong_a hiperbolee_n my_o sin_n my_o sin_n she_o cry_v with_o heav'd-up-hand_n be_v more_o in_o number_n then_o the_o star_n or_o sands_n 35._o then_o beat_v of_o her_o breast_n in_o woeful_a wise_n with_o high_a swell_a sob_n and_o heavy_a heartsick_a groan_n now_o woe_n be_v i_o now_o woe_n be_v i_o she_o cry_v my_o stink_a sin_n lie_v boil_v in_o my_o bone_n and_o kill_v my_o soul_n as_o bee_n be_v starve_v by_o drone_n and_o whilst_o like_v fury_n round_o about_o they_o hem_v i_o as_o a_o just_a judge_n my_o conscience_n do_v condemn_v i_o 36._o listen_v oh_o listen_v to_o my_o sad_a complaint_n i_o have_v no_o friend_n to_o moan_v to_o but_o to_o thou_o i_o need_v not_o with_o my_o folly_n thou_o acquaint_v thou_o know_v my_o step_n how_o retrograde_a they_o be_v and_o how_o my_o vice_n have_v overwhelm_v i_o pity_v my_o case_n and_o my_o sad_a state_n condole_v and_o add_v some_o comfort_n to_o my_o sicke-growne_a soul_n 37._o be_v thou_o my_o pharos_n to_o direct_v i_o home_o unto_o the_o harbour_n of_o my_o heavenly_a rest_n without_o a_o help_n to_o guide_v i_o i_o shall_v roam_v and_o get_v a_o curse_n in_o seek_v to_o be_v blessed_v good_a counsel_n to_o a_o soul_n that_o be_v distress_v come_v in_o fit_a season_n and_o do_v comfort_n bring_v to_o a_o sad_a heart_n that_o be_v full_a of_o sorrow_v 38._o my_o parent_n have_v forsake_v i_o long_o ago_o detest_a the_o vile_a course_n that_o i_o have_v lead_v brother_n and_o sister_n neither_o will_n i_o know_v my_o near_a alliance_n wish_v that_o i_o be_v dead_a my_o friend_n that_o sometime_o be_v from_o i_o be_v flee_v my_o parent_n brother_n sister_n kindred_n friend_n my_o very_a name_n their_o modest_a ear_n offend_v 39_o all_o have_v forsake_v i_o to_o let_v i_o perish_v and_o sink_v my_o soul_n into_o the_o stygian_a deep_a deny_v any_o comfort_n i_o to_o cherish_v but_o in_o sin_n cradle_n suffer_v i_o to_o sleep_v that_o thence_o i_o have_v no_o heart_n at_o all_o to_o peep_v but_o snort_v in_o a_o dead_a security_n i_o want_v the_o sense_n of_o my_o impurity_n 40._o nor_o have_v i_o hoard_v treasure_n for_o my_o issue_n but_o brave_v it_o out_o in_o jewel_n and_o in_o gold_n in_o rich_a embroider_a silk_n and_o cloth_n of_o tissue_n and_o when_o it_o be_v buy_v it_o be_v not_o long_o unsold_a i_o think_v not_o how_o to_o live_v when_o i_o be_v old_a but_o change_v and_o pawn_v for_o to_o maintain_v my_o pride_n and_o for_o the_o present_a only_o do_v provide_v 41._o for_o all_o the_o money_n that_o i_o have_v obtain_v and_o golden_a fee_n by_o play_v of_o the_o whore_n unto_o myself_o no_o riches_n have_v i_o gain_v but_o all_o be_v quite_o consume_v and_o i_o leave_v poor_a only_o my_o wear_a clothes_n and_o nothing_o more_o sin_n golden_a gain_n i_o see_v long_o will_v not_o last_v sudden_o get_v as_o sudden_o do_v waste_v 42._o for_o as_o a_o mill_n that_o be_v set_v upon_o a_o river_n purpose_o '_o build_v to_o endure_v both_o wind_n and_o wether_n by_o force_n of_o a_o strong_a current_n for_o to_o drive_v she_o receive_v all_o corn_n to_o grind_v that_o be_v bring_v thither_o and_o all_o the_o country_n near_o be_v serve_v with_o she_o some_o bring_n to_o she_o other_o send_v abroad_o and_o all_o of_o they_o deliver_v there_o their_o load_n 43._o she_o shift_v her_o work_n and_o serve_v the_o turn_n of_o all_o and_o every_o one_o pay_v tribute_n for_o her_o pain_n some_o give_v single_a and_o some_o double_a toll_n herself_o thereby_o not_o only_o do_v maintain_v and_o keep_v she_o in_o repair_v by_o such_o her_o gain_n but_o to_o the_o miller_n that_o do_v keep_v the_o mill_n supply_v his_o want_n and_o do_v relieve_v he_o still_o 44._o the_o like_a do_v i_o for_o by_o my_o commontrade_n from_o every_o one_o that_o come_v i_o have_v a_o share_n and_o by_o that_o custom_n a_o rich_a live_v make_v and_o therewith_o keep_v myself_o in_o good_a repair_v and_o so_o maintain_v my_o clothing_n and_o my_o fare_n and_o what_o beside_o i_o do_v lay_v up_o in_o store_n my_o friend_n that_o keep_v
her_o tongue_n and_o speak_v no_o more_o wipe_v her_o eye_n and_o bend_v down_o her_o head_n and_o sit_v at_o my_o foot_n upon_o the_o store_n which_o with_o her_o tear_n she_o have_v bewatered_a then_o reach_v forth_o her_o hand_n to_o i_o she_o say_v oh_o my_o sweet_a friend_n on_o thou_o my_o comfort_n lie_v bless_a be_v the_o time_n that_o ever_o i_o see_v thy_o eye_n 68_o as_o by_o the_o hand_n thou_o raise_v i_o from_o ground_n with_o that_o she_o rise_v and_o look_v in_o my_o face_n and_o sound_v of_o my_o heart_n that_o be_v unsound_a do_v by_o thy_o mean_n assist_v with_o god_n grace_n awake_v i_o and_o let_v i_o know_v my_o case_n so_o fall_v not_o back_o but_o let_v thy_o constant_a love_n rowse_v up_o my_o thought_n to_o raise_v they_o up_o above_o 69._o speak_v will_v thou_o tell_v i_o what_o thou_o do_v intend_v thou_o know_v my_o purpose_n let_v i_o now_o know_v thou_o will_v thou_o continue_v unto_o i_o a_o friend_n thou_o seem_v to_o tender_v this_o poor_a soul_n of_o i_o do_v thou_o unto_o my_o future_a good_a incline_v bold_o go_v on_o leave_v not_o the_o work_n undo_v finish_v the_o thing_n thou_o have_v so_o well_o begin_v 70._o this_o say_v she_o pause_v again_o and_o stop_v her_o voice_n earnest_o look_v when_o i_o will_v reply_v her_o sweet_a sad_a look_n do_v make_v my_o heart_n rejoice_v see_v her_o sorrow_n be_v so_o heavenly_a and_o from_o a_o heart_n void_a of_o all_o fallacy_n and_o note_v thus_o how_o her_o desire_n be_v bend_v i_o make_v this_o answer_n without_o compliment_n 71._o i_o see_v amanda_n what_o i_o joy_v to_o see_v and_o what_o i_o do_v desire_v i_o may_v behold_v i_o hope_v thou_o do_v not_o mean_a to_o flatter_v i_o and_o seem_v to_o make_v that_o hot_a which_o be_v but_o cold_a and_o so_o make_v brass_n to_o shine_v like_o perfect_a gold_n i_o doubt_v not_o but_o thy_o manner_n be_v refine_v and_o be_v melt_v will_v be_v better_o coin_v 72_o i_o trust_v thy_o sorrow_n be_v a_o real_a sadness_n by_o thy_o foul_a life_n and_o mortal_a sin_n procure_v and_o then_o that_o sorrow_n breed_v in_o i_o such_o gladness_n to_o think_v that_o grace_n be_v in_o that_o heart_n immure_v which_o have_v so_o many_o unto_o vice_n allure_v that_o all_o the_o power_n i_o have_v with_o free_a consent_n shall_v be_v apply_v to_o further_a thy_o intent_n 73._o by_o a_o free_a gift_n unmerited_a from_o any_o have_v i_o receive_v a_o thousand_o pound_n in_o gold_n title_n of_o honour_n privilege_n many_o and_o faithful_a friend_n as_o i_o be_o minute_n old_a with_o other_o blessing_n more_o than_o may_v be_v tell_v they_o can_v not_o more_o rejoice_v this_o heart_n of_o i_o then_o this_o long-wished_a conversion_n of_o thou_o 74._o for_o i_o will_v assure_v thou_o i_o such_o pleasure_n take_v in_o this_o thy_o dolour_n for_o thy_o folly_n past_a that_o since_o thy_o sin_n do_v cause_v thy_o heart_n to_o ache_v this_o bitter_a be_v so_o sweet_a unto_o my_o taste_n that_o if_o thy_o sorrow_n with_o thy_o life_n do_v last_o and_o thou_o repente_v of_o thy_o wickedness_n as_o now_o to_o i_o thou_o seem_v to_o do_v no_o less_o 75._o here_o take_v my_o hand_n and_o with_o my_o hand_n my_o heart_n and_o what_o i_o say_v believe_v it_o to_o be_v true_a these_o eye_n of_o i_o out_o of_o my_o head_n shall_v start_v the_o day_n that_o be_v past_a shall_v be_v begin_v anew_o and_o thing_n consume_v shall_v come_v again_o to_o view_v before_o i_o fail_v unto_o my_o utmost_a power_n to_o add_v unto_o thou_o comfort_v every_o hour_n 76_o take_v thou_o no_o thought_n for_o clothing_n or_o for_o food_n nor_o any_o thing_n that_o may_v procure_v content_a my_o care_n shall_v be_v so_o much_o to_o do_v thou_o good_a both_o for_o thy_o soul_n and_o body_n aliment_n that_o thou_o shall_v want_v nothing_o convenient_a reform_v thy_o life_n conform_v thy_o will_n to_o i_o i_o will_v inform_v thou_o in_o the_o path_n divine_a 77._o such_o thing_n as_o be_v not_o for_o thy_o wear_n fit_a thy_o gorgeous_a clothes_n thy_o jewel_n and_o the_o rest_n leave_v they_o to_o i_o i_o will_v dispose_v of_o it_o and_o change_v they_o for_o thy_o good_a as_o i_o think_v best_o unto_o thy_o rank_n thou_o shall_v be_v neat_o dress_v in_o civil_a manner_n but_o for_o gay_a attire_n it_o must_v not_o suit_n at_o all_o with_o thy_o desire_n 78._o thy_o good_n dispose_v of_o i_o will_v thou_o provide_v of_o all_o thing_n fit_a for_o a_o reform_a mind_n a_o bible_n and_o some_o holy_a book_n beside_o wherein_o thou_o may_v a_o heavenly_a comfort_n find_v i_o will_v procure_v thou_o as_o thou_o have_v enjoin_v set_a form_n of_o prayer_n for_o a_o contrite_a sinner_n thou_o shall_v not_o want_v fit_a for_o a_o young_a beginner_n 79._o i_o have_v a_o mother_n virtuous_o dispose_v a_o ancient_a matron_n pious_a and_o devout_a to_o who_o i_o have_v this_o my_o intent_n disclose_v and_o what_o herein_o at_o first_o i_o go_v about_o whilst_o i_o of_o thy_o conversion_n be_v in_o doubt_n she_o shall_v receive_v thou_o with_o 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preacher_n i_o will_v seek_v that_o through_o thy_o ear_n shall_v to_o thy_o heart_n convey_v such_o heavenly_a comfort_n that_o when_o thou_o do_v pray_v thou_o shall_v be_v rapt_v with_o a_o divine_a delight_n of_o the_o almighty_n mercy_n and_o his_o might_n 83._o if_o that_o the_o city_n do_v content_v thou_o best_o live_v in_o the_o city_n to_o thy_o heart_n content_a or_o if_o the_o country_n yield_v thou_o better_a rest_n unto_o the_o countriey_n life_n i_o give_v consent_n all_o place_n be_v alike_o for_o to_o repent_v if_o that_o the_o heart_n desire_v the_o almighty_n grace_n god_n do_v accept_v the_o person_n not_o the_o place_n 84._o make_v thou_o thy_o peace_n with_o god_n by_o thy_o contrission_n i_o with_o thy_o friend_n will_v labour_v for_o thy_o peace_n appease_v god_n wrath_n by_o hearty_a true_a submission_n i_o doubt_v not_o but_o thy_o parent_n wrath_n shall_v cease_v and_o their_o fresh_a love_n shall_v mighty_o increase_v that_o age_a couple_n all_o thy_o 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aquilina_n to_o both_o famous_a strumpet_n of_o admire_a feature_n be_v by_o st._n christopher_n transform_v so_o that_o each_o of_o they_o become_v a_o new_a make_v creature_n embrace_v grace_n and_o quite_o forsake_v nature_n and_o after_o many_o torment_n and_o much_o pain_n under_o king_n dagnes_n both_o of_o they_o be_v slay_v 168._o another_o thais_n a_o egyptian_a bear_v grow_v very_o rich_a by_o prostitution_n of_o who_o vile_a course_n panutius_n oft_o do_v warn_v be_v win_v at_o last_o by_o his_o admonition_n unto_o a_o godly_a and_o devout_a contrition_n go_v from_o the_o stew_n whereas_o she_o live_v a_o whore_n and_o in_o a_o monastery_n die_v poor_a 196._o pelagia_n of_o antioch_n sometime_o exceed_o rich_a and_o beautiful_a withal_o immoderate_a in_o lust_n and_o in_o her_o prime_n her_o mind_n that_o be_v before_o venereal_a by_o bishop_n nonius_n grow_v seraphical_a her_o sin_n bewail_v her_o wealth_n at_o nought_o she_o set_v live_v and_o do_v poor_o in_o mount_n oliver_n 170._o see_v to_o thy_o comfort_n these_o and_o many_o more_o who_o boundless_a lust_n have_v make_v they_o satan_n slave_v yet_o notwithstanding_o be_v convert_v so_o and_o from_o their_o sin_n retract_v that_o they_o have_v by_o penitence_n their_o wicked_a soul_n to_o save_v through_o christ_n obtain_v their_o sin_n to_o be_v forgive_v and_o be_v now_o crown_v bless_a saint_n in_o heaven_n 171._o thus_o the_o true_a penitent_n shall_v mercy_n find_v although_o their_o sin_n be_v of_o a_o scarlet_a die_n and_o sure_a unless_o thou_o wilful_o be_v blind_a thou_o may_v perceive_v grace_n offer_v to_o thy_o eye_n embrace_v it_o then_o i_o charge_v thou_o present_o or_o else_o i_o see_v thou_o so_o expose_v to_o slaughter_n earth_n plague_n will_v seize_v thou_o here_o &_o hell_n hereafter_o 172._o i_o see_v i_o think_v a_o solemn_a congregation_n at_o old-bridewell_a of_o grave_n and_o solid_a man_n sit_v together_o there_o in_o consultation_n what_o punishment_n shall_v be_v inflict_v then_o on_o thy_o pollute_a corpse_n and_o thou_o again_o stand_v near_o to_o they_o in_o another_o room_n tremble_v with_o fear_n attend_v of_o thy_o doom_n 173._o the_o judge_n on_o thy_o penance_n there_o agree_v for_o execute_v of_o their_o strict_a command_n according_a as_o they_o have_v before_o decree_v a_o beedle_n come_v and_o take_v thou_o by_o the_o hand_n to_o bring_v thou_o forth_o and_o let_v thou_o understand_v that_o thou_o for_o all_o thy_o bravery_n and_o cost_n must_v walk_v with_o he_o unto_o the_o whip_a post_n 174._o whither_o he_o bring_v thou_o straightway_o without_o slay_v pull_v off_o thy_o robe_n and_o lock_n thy_o hand_n up_o fast_o then_o to_o his_o office_n without_o long_a delay_n thy_o clothes_n pull_v down_o stark_o naked_a to_o thy_o waste_n he_o thereby_o let_v thou_o understand_v the_o taste_n of_o his_o smart_a whipcord_n where_o there_o do_v imprint_v each_o lash_n a_o seam_n and_o every_o knot_n a_o dint_n 175._o for_o flourish_v with_o hand_n above_o his_o head_n and_o shake_v of_o his_o four_o limb_v instrument_n in_o the_o descent_n so_o learned_o they_o spread_v about_o thy_o shoulder_n that_o incontinent_a thy_o dainty_a skin_n be_v all_o sanguinolent_a and_o so_o he_o deal_v his_o lash_n one_o by_o one_o till_o the_o set_a number_n of_o his_o stripe_n be_v do_v 176._o thus_o be_v of_o thy_o silk_n and_o satin_n strip_v expose_v to_o public_a shame_n and_o so_o disgrace_v and_o for_o thy_o impudent_a abuse_n whip_v a_o poor_a blue_a gown_n upon_o thy_o back_n be_v place_v and_o canvas_n coyse_n upon_o thy_o head_n unlace_v where_o in_o that_o guise_n thou_o marche_v from_o the_o stock_n and_o then_o do_v practice_v hemp_n &_o flaxto_fw-la knock_n 177._o this_o be_v the_o least_o of_o all_o that_o can_v betide_v thou_o if_o by_o great_a fortune_n thou_o disease_n miss_v the_o lash_n will_v scourge_v thou_o and_o thy_o friend_n deride_v thou_o and_o whatsoever_o more_o disgraceful_a be_v that_o will_v attend_v thy_o shame_n as_o well_o as_o this_o and_o nothing_o shall_v be_v want_v till_o thou_o have_v plague_n upon_o plague_n for_o all_o thy_o folly_n past_a 178._o thus_o live_v in_o dishonour_n and_o disgrace_n a_o scandal_n to_o thy_o kindred_n and_o thy_o friend_n thy_o pleasure_n last_v but_o a_o little_a space_n ripe_a in_o iniquity_n thy_o glory_n end_v and_o to_o a_o dismal_a sad_a confusion_n tend_v and_o have_v lose_v thy_o credit_n and_o good_a name_n conclude_v thy_o day_n in_o infamy_n and_o shame_n 179._o for_o be_v turn_v into_o the_o open_a street_n unworthy_a of_o a_o chamber_n or_o a_o bed_n bare_a legged_a not_o have_v shoe_n unto_o thy_o foot_n nor_o any_o thing_n to_o put_v upon_o thy_o head_n scarce_o rag_n to_o keep_v thy_o secret_n cover_v lie_v unlamented_a for_o the_o lice_n to_o gnaw_v and_o eat_v thy_o flesh_n upon_o a_o pad_n
i_o have_v it_o evermore_o 45._o for_o many_o come_v themselves_o and_o bring_v their_o fee_n whereby_o i_o have_v great_a traffic_v and_o great_a gain_n a_o nurse_n i_o have_v to_o fetch_v some_o home_n to_o i_o they_o likewise_o will_v well_o pay_v i_o for_o my_o pain_n if_o one_o suffice_v not_o i_o can_v send_v forth_o twain_o and_o what_o i_o get_v from_o many_o one_o by_o one_o i_o spend_v upon_o my_o secret_a friend_n alone_o 46._o he_o do_v i_o feed_v with_o money_n and_o with_o diet_n with_o all_o thing_n needful_a that_o he_o want_v nothing_o my_o luxury_n maintain_v his_o beastly_a riot_n pawn_v my_o own_o to_o buy_v he_o change_v of_o clothing_n to_o cure_v his_o want_n no_o filthy_a action_n loathe_v what_o ever_o by_o sin_n i_o get_v to_o he_o i_o send_v it_o and_o he_o no_o soon_o have_v it_o but_o he_o spend_v it_o 47._o thus_o do_v i_o always_o gain_v to_o keep_v i_o poor_a still_o live_v bad_a to_o make_v another_o ill_n and_o to_o maintain_v a_o knave_n i_o play_v the_o whore_n and_o suffer_v want_v that_o he_o may_v have_v his_o fill_n kill_v myself_o another_o for_o to_o kill_v sin_n in_o myself_o sin_n foster_v in_o another_o a_o wicked_a issue_n of_o a_o wicked_a mother_n 48._o since_o then_o my_o dear_a friend_n i_o do_v expose_v myself_o to_o infamy_n and_o foul_a excess_n yet_o thereby_o nothing_o get_v but_o still_o do_v lose_v and_o heap_v up_o sin_n not_o feel_v my_o distress_n till_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o know_v my_o wretchedness_n loe_o i_o accuse_v mislike_v condole_v repent_v myself_o my_o fault_n my_o state_n my_o life_n misspend_v 49._o here_o take_v my_o clothes_n and_o sell_v they_o all_o away_o they_o be_v not_o for_o my_o wear_v any_o more_o my_o silk_n and_o satin_n change_v for_o simple_a say_v rich_a costly_a garment_n suit_v not_o with_o a_o whore_n a_o proud-swolne_a heart_n become_v not_o the_o poor_a those_o jewel_n that_o i_o have_v and_o ring_n of_o gold_n receive_v they_o here_o and_o let_v they_o all_o be_v sold._n 50._o what_o shall_v i_o do_v with_o rich_a tuftafaty_n wrought_a velvet_n damask_n grogram_n and_o plush_n set_v forth_o with_o lace_n and_o rare_a embroidery_n my_o purple_n and_o my_o scarlet_n make_v i_o blush_v my_o musfe_n and_o fan_n i_o do_v not_o weigh_v a_o rush_n my_o fine_a bonelace_n and_o my_o dainty_a purl_n my_o needle-worke_n my_o bracelet_n and_o my_o curl_n 51._o take_v they_o sweet_a friend_n and_o set_v they_o all_o to_o sale_n my_o earring_n pendent_n and_o my_o chain_n of_o pearl_n my_o ruby_n saphire_n and_o my_o diamond_n all_o they_o be_v for_o lady_n and_o for_o wife_n of_o earl_n not_o sit_v for_o strumpet_n and_o for_o light_a heel_a girl_n my_o dainty_a linen_n cambric_n and_o my_o lawn_n sell_v they_o away_o and_o put_v they_o off_o for_o pawn_n 52._o riste_n my_o chest_n my_o box_n and_o my_o trunk_n seize_v all_o the_o good_n within_o they_o thou_o shall_v find_v such_o thing_n as_o those_o be_v far_o unmeete_a for_o punk_n they_o suit_v not_o any_o long_o with_o my_o mind_n let_v they_o to_o better_a use_n be_v assign_v rich_a jewel_n gorgeous_a clothes_n and_o garment_n fine_a pit_n not_o a_o body_n so_o defile_v as_o i_o 73._o take_v they_o away_o remove_v they_o from_o my_o sight_n and_o put_v they_o off_o to_o any_o that_o will_v buy_v then_o to_o the_o poor_a distribute_v every_o mite_n they_o do_v deserve_v it_o better_a far_o than_o i_o to_o they_o i_o do_v bequeath_v it_o willing_o riches_n unjust_o get_v from_o other_o man_n distribute_v they_o to_o stranger_n back_o again_o 54._o and_o lay_v all_o these_o costly_a robe_n aside_o procure_v for_o i_o some_o discontent_a black_a a_o plain_a sad_a gown_n my_o nakedness_n to_o hide_v that_o their_o appear_v not_o lightness_n on_o my_o back_n that_o gid_o vanity_n may_v go_v to_o wrack_n or_o as_o a_o fit_a habit_n for_o my_o sin_n a_o frock_n of_o hair_n to_o clothe_v my_o carcase_n in_o 55._o and_o let_v i_o henceforth_o take_v my_o leave_n of_o mirth_n as_o the_o unfit_a subject_n of_o my_o mind_n let_v not_o rejoice_v in_o my_o heart_n have_v birth_n until_o a_o spiritual_a gladness_n i_o do_v find_v and_o heavenly_a light_n of_o grace_n in_o i_o have_v shine_v let_v solly_n hatred_n and_o sin_n discontent_a add_v to_o my_o soul_n a_o ghostly_a merrimem_fw-la 56._o help_v i_o oh_o help_v i_o to_o some_o holy_a book_n to_o stir_v my_o heart_n up_o to_o devotion_n get_v i_o a_o bible_n i_o therein_o may_v look_v that_o god_n good_a spirit_n in_o i_o may_v have_v motion_n and_o of_o his_o holy_a word_n i_o may_v have_v notion_n and_o by_o the_o apprehend_n of_o the_o deity_n be_v stir_v to_o the_o practice_n of_o true_a piety_n 57_o bring_v i_o acquaint_v with_o some_o good_a divine_a that_o may_v direct_v i_o in_o the_o path_n to_o heaven_n and_o search_v this_o dull_a and_o unsound_a heart_n of_o i_o lest_o i_o let_v all_o thing_n go_v at_o six_o and_o seven_o and_o backward_o fall_v sour_v with_o dissemble_a leaven_n one_o that_o will_v well_o inform_v i_o in_o the_o right_n and_o try_v i_o lest_o i_o play_v the_o hypocrite_n 58._o conduct_v i_o to_o the_o temple_n of_o the_o lord_n where_o i_o some_o powerful_a minister_n may_v hear_v that_o may_v unfold_v to_o i_o his_o sacred_a word_n and_o thunder_n out_o his_o threaten_n to_o my_o ear_n and_o make_v his_o judgement_n unto_o i_o appear_v and_o bring_v i_o to_o see_v my_o wicked_a error_n god_n mercy_n may_v embrace_v i_o after_o terror_n 59_o get_v i_o a_o lodging_n in_o some_o private_a place_n where_o i_o may_v harbour_v with_o some_o modest_a wife_n that_o my_o acquaintance_n may_v not_o see_v my_o face_n where_o i_o may_v lead_v a_o quiet_a civil_a life_n void_a of_o all_o anger_n infamy_n and_o strife_n that_o by_o contemn_v whatsoever_o be_v evil_a i_o may_v avoid_v the_o allurement_n of_o the_o devil_n 60._o or_o else_o direct_v i_o to_o some_o countriie_a grange_n the_o city_n be_v too_o full_a of_o base_a temptation_n that_o i_o may_v both_o my_o heart_n and_o habit_n change_v and_o in_o a_o lonely_a private_a habitation_n pursue_v with_o constancy_n this_o alteration_n and_o weyn_v of_o myself_o from_o worldly_a pleasure_n by_o sudden_a leave_v sin_n grow_v good_a at_o leisure_n 61._o look_v to_o my_o step_n and_o let_v thy_o watchful_a eye_n have_v a_o regard_n unto_o my_o future_a course_n i_o dare_v not_o trust_v myself_o lest_o present_o the_o power_n of_o sin_n do_v conquer_v i_o by_o force_n and_o by_o backeslide_v make_v i_o worse_o and_o worse_o let_v thy_o especial_a care_n for_o my_o soul_n good_a be_v still_o apply_v to_o i_o heavenly_a food_n 62._o for_o though_o i_o now_o resolve_v with_o constant_a heart_n never_o to_o take_v that_o wicked_a course_n again_o and_o that_o the_o sense_n of_o sin_n do_v breed_v a_o smart_n in_o my_o sad_a soul_n now_o think_v to_o refrain_v from_o the_o black_a die_n that_o will_v my_o conscience_n stain_n yet_o still_o i_o fear_v and_o fear_v it_o most_o of_o all_o lest_o i_o again_o into_o those_o folly_n fall_n 63._o i_o know_v the_o devil_n have_v a_o thousand_o bait_n to_o catch_v i_o in_o the_o compass_n of_o his_o net_n i_o know_v he_o deal_v by_o counterfeit_n and_o sleight_n and_o for_o my_o soul_n fair_a seem_a show_n do_v set_v till_o i_o entangle_v in_o his_o snare_n he_o get_v i_o know_v his_o art_n and_o cunning_a policy_n and_o that_o do_v make_v i_o fear_v his_o fallacy_n 64._o thou_o have_v begin_v to_o manifest_v thy_o love_n in_o strive_v to_o reclaim_v i_o from_o my_o folly_n let_v it_o not_o die_v but_o whilst_o i_o live_v and_o move_v pursue_v therein_o and_o let_v thy_o care_n be_v whole_o to_o guide_v i_o in_o the_o path_n of_o virtue_n sole_o help_v to_o confirm_v i_o in_o my_o weak_a desire_n that_o my_o small_a spark_n of_o zeal_n may_v grow_v to_o fire_n 65._o help_v i_o to_o pray_v to_o god_n to_o grant_v i_o grace_n to_o persevere_v in_o this_o my_o reformation_n that_o i_o may_v now_o repent_v whilst_o i_o have_v space_n crave_v his_o spirit_n of_o regeneration_n and_o of_o my_o sin_n begin_v retractation_n a_o willing_a heart_n i_o have_v to_o turn_v to_o heaven_n pray_v for_o i_o then_o that_o grace_n to_o i_o be_v give_v 66._o and_o i_o will_v pray_v incessant_o that_o god_n will_v pour_v into_o my_o heart_n his_o holy_a spirit_n that_o sin_n in_o i_o may_v have_v a_o period_n and_o i_o his_o heavenly_a kingdom_n may_v inherit_v and_o so_o receive_v his_o mercy_n not_o my_o merit_n lord_n hear_v my_o prayer_n cleanse_v i_o from_o my_o sin_n open_v my_o heart_n that_o grace_n may_v enter_v in_o 67._o this_o say_v she_o hold_v
shall_v injure_v thou_o 89._o this_o say_v we_o both_o together_o leave_v the_o room_n and_o i_o conduct_v she_o along_o the_o street_n until_o i_o bring_v she_o to_o my_o mother_n home_n whereas_o at_o door_n my_o sister_n do_v she_o meet_v and_o then_o my_o mother_n do_v she_o kind_o greet_v and_o entertain_v she_o in_o most_o courteous_a wise_n as_o either_o of_o they_o can_v in_o heart_n devise_v 90._o then_o do_v amanda_n live_v and_o spend_v her_o time_n in_o holy_a duty_n read_v and_o in_o prayer_n with_o grief_n lament_v her_o forepast_a crime_n till_o she_o be_v even_o bring_v unto_o the_o stair_n through_o horror_n of_o her_o sin_n of_o black_a despair_n but_o of_o god_n special_a grace_n he_o do_v impart_v the_o joy_n of_o his_o good_a spirit_n to_o her_o heart_n 91._o for_o many_o good_a divine_n do_v flock_n unto_o she_o apply_v godly_a comfort_n to_o her_o soul_n and_o great_o strive_v their_o best_a good_a to_o do_v she_o teach_v she_o so_o well_o her_o folly_n to_o condole_v and_o mortify_v her_o sin_n erewhile_o so_o foul_a that_o they_o at_o length_n by_o daily_a information_n wrought_v in_o she_o a_o good_a hope_n of_o her_o salvation_n 92._o then_o with_o more_o comfort_n will_v she_o pray_v and_o talk_v yet_o pensive_a still_o of_o sin_n she_o will_v complain_v forth_o of_o the_o house_n she_o seldom_o time_n will_v walk_v unless_o it_o be_v to_o church_n and_o back_o again_o if_o she_o be_v well_o she_o will_v not_o thence_o abstain_v sermon_n and_o service_n she_o do_v oft_o frequent_a and_o to_o no_o place_n as_o church_n so_o glad_o go_v 93._o there_o will_v she_o listen_v with_o her_o best_a attention_n and_o pray_v as_o earnest_o as_o any_o pray_v avoid_v sin_n by_o diligent_a prevention_n and_o work_n with_o faith_n to_o couple_n she_o assay_v desire_v of_o pleasure_n be_v in_o she_o decay_v the_o only_a path_n in_o which_o she_o strive_v to_o trace_v be_v to_o repent_v for_o sin_n and_o pray_v for_o grace_n 94._o oh_o how_o she_o 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