to pardon all former sins and rebellions wheras justly he might have punished them before Let the wicked man forsake his wayes c. and yet for all this they neglect so great salvation they despise the offer of mercie and sin against the Lords clemencie These be our own actuall sins that we ought to humble our selves for but there be other sins that we ought in no wise to passe by in our humiliation to wit 1. for our originall corruption that lothsome leprosie that ugly filthy corruption that falling sicknesse of our sins the fountain of all our naturall sins which defiles not onely our actions but our very persons in the sight of God and is so much to be deplored being a disease incurable in the inward or noble parts and is to be lamented above any out-breakings in the outward parts of the body we see how David how Paul bewails it 2. For that first sin of our first parents we ought greatly to humble our selves for this sin if well weighed we shall find to be an exceeding great sin and that it is our sin and that the guiltinesse belongs to us is clear out of Rom. 5.12.17 18. 3. For the sins of our predecessors for so we see did Daniel Nehemiah Ezra c. We have sinned and our fathers and the Lord saith I will visit the sins of the fathers upon the children 4. For the sins of the Land we live in so David Psal 119. Rivers of tears run down my eyes because they make void thy Law And Ezek. 9. they are marked who sigh and cry for the abhominations of the Land VI. The last and a notable mean of humiliation is well to consider the person against whom thou hast sinned and that both in his greatnesse and in his goodnesse towards thee This did David weigh and consider while he saith so emphatically Against thee even against thee have I sinned And indeed without weighing this point we can hardly either be humbled in our selves or can we comprehend or with our hearts acknowledge the justice of God But seeing and considering this point to wit against whom we have sinned our conscience will then exceedingly both condemne our selves and justifie the Lord in his justice There is nothing that doth aggravate an offence more then doth the qualitie of the person against whom it is committed that which being done by a man against an ordinary person one of his neighbours would be but an ordinarie offence yet if he should do it to his father it would turn to a hainous crime and if it were done to his Prince it would be high treason deserving and procuring the utmost degree of punishment that could be devised how great then must be the offence and what shall be the punishment of that offence which is committed against the great God and Soveraigne Lord of all the earth the King of kings who is able to cast both soul and body into hel fire But especially I would have thee to consider the goodnesse of God that so thou mayest see the foulnesse and ingratitude of thy sinning against him and so mayest justifie the Lord in his justice If a man should go wrong or offend his father that begat him and gave him his life or one that at any time had preserved his life or one that had bestowed some great favour upon him and had been beneficiall to him we would abhor such a man for the foulnes the unnaturalnesse the ingratitude of his offence But what is this to the offence of the Lord our God he is our Father indeed and the Father not onely of our bodies but as he is called of our spirits it is he that hath made us and not we our selves He hath preserved our life not once but many times yea alwayes In him we live we move we have our being And finally he hath bestowed upon us favours innumerable is so beneficiall that he loads us daily with his benefits what vile ingratitude then must it be to fin against him I pray thee how mightie and withall how just a challenge shall it be when the Lord shall accuse thee in these terms I did make thee who might have denyed thee a being and I made thee according to my own Image whereas I might have made thee a beast or a sencelesse creature and I made thee and brought thee into the world with all the perfections of thy body and mind and have continued them with thee this I have not done unto many others I have preserved thee from innumerable inconveniences which befell unto others by day and by night I loaded thee with benefits which I denyed to others thou never enjoyedst any thing usefull or profitable whereof I was not the bestower I made the rest of my creatures serve thee my Angels guard thee my own Son redeem thee for all this what did I require but that such things thou shouldst do and such and such things thou shouldst not do earnestly I besought thee to obey as a matter of eternall concernment to thy self and of high displeasure to me and yet thou tookest not the matter to heart thou wouldst not obey dost thou thus requite me O foolish person and unkind how can thy own conscience but concur with the Lord and say Thou art just when thou judgest MARKS THAT ACCOMPANY FAITH Q. VVHat be the Marks that accompany faith or are taken from the concomitants of Faith A. I. They be these three especially the first is this true Faith leans to the means and is grounded upon them even upon the Word of God and in speciall upon the promises of forgivenesse of sins the new and everlasting Covenant the passages of Gods mercifull nature Christs readinesse to receive sinners the oath that ground of strong consolation and such like grounds and means of confidence layed down in the Word it is begotten and bred by these at first it is fed cherished and strengthened by these And lastly it is defended by these against all assaults doubtings and tentations of the soul so that the Word and these things in the Word be the seed the food the fortresse or refuge of faith whereunto it retyres so that faith altogether stands by the Word Faith is by hearing and hearing by the Word of God Rom. 10.27 So then wouldst thou know whether thy faith be of the right stamp or no 1. Was thy faith at first begotten by the Word and the foresaid means either heard read or meditated upon 2. Doest thou find thy faith to be strengthened cherished and cheered by using the same means so that upon your diligent using and feeding upon them you find your faith more lively and strong and again upon your neglect of the means you find it more dead weak and remisse this is very considerable And 3. when your faith is put to it and assaulted doth it and thy heart flie to the foresaid means and passages of Gods Word all this evidences thy faith to be of the
Psal 90. Moses saith further Who knows the power of his wrath When the children of God who in their wakening of their conscience had but a taste of that wrath for the dregs of it are reserved for the wicked and who rather apprehend and fear Gods anger then feel it when they say they would give all the world they would suffer what can be devised to be freed from the apprehension of that wrath what must the thing it self be And therefore we see how David cries out Lord rebuke me not in thine anger neither chasten me in thy sore displeasure It 's a fearful thing to fall into the hands of the living God the Lord is a consuming fire But because that this point to wit that the Lord is angry and wroth with some is a point that we can hardly comprehend what is the reason that we fear so little to commit sin and are so slenderly humbled for sin therefore I will let you see his anger against sin by the effects of it in some few examples 1. Must not the Lord be very angry and highly offended with sin when for one sin of our first parents he made whole mankinde lyable to eternall and intolerable torment the most part of them without recovery and even upon whom he hath shewed mercie he hath ordained them to passe their pilgrimage here in labour and sorrow and hath made all the creatures subiect to vanity Who knows the power of his wrath But this ye may think was against sin committed in innocencie when there was such ability not to sin But secondly behold afterwards the Lords anger against sin how great it must be when for sin he who swears he delights not in the death of a sinner and is a God full of compassion did destroy the whole world the very young sucking ones and the dumbe creatures a few onely being saved But ye will say sin was here come to a height and was universall But I will give you one fearfull instance of the one particular sin of one man Achan for stealing the wedge of gold how fearfully was he punished and not he onely as ye may read in the History but his sons and his daughters his oxen and sheep and all that he had was stoned and burnt with fire a fearfull example of the fiercenesse of Gods anger against sin which should make us say as David did My heart trembleth because of thy judgements But ye will yet say this was it's tâ—ue but one sin but a great one sacriledge but the Lord is not perhaps so angrie for all that at every sin O but consider if he be not what are these but outward judgements hath he not also even for the least sin ordained eternall and intollerable torment how great then must be the indignation and abhomination of the Lord our God even against the least of our sins when it doth move so just a God who surely would not make the punishment greater then the fault to adjudge the committer to eternall torment and intollerable O! if this were well weighed by us we would not be so carelesse in preventing nor so slight in our humiliation even for our least sins we all fail in this we are not carefull enough to prevent small sins so to speak nor carefull enough to humble our selves for them we have a cast of idolatrie we â—ount them veniall O but the least deserves eternall punishment the least provokes the Lord to anger the least cost Jesus Christ his blood For the blood of Jesus Christ cleanses us from all sin and therefore count not so little of a sinfull thought or a sinfull word prevent carefully watch diligently be humbled greatly And now to conclude this point would ye see the Lords anger hatred severitie against sin yet more clearly adde but this one consideration to wit of his dealing even with his own children his own darlings after the committing of sin to whom neverthelesse he hath pardoned the iniquitie how dealt he with David the man according to his own heart how with Moses who was so familiar with him for one sin deprives him of his greatest worldly contentment he wounds them with the wound of an enemie and chastises them with the chastisement of a cruell one as Job saith he makes their beauty to consume as a moth night and day his hand is heavy upon them and he turns their moisture into the drought of Summer Now if the Lord for sin deal so with his own dear children how will he do with his enemies if so sharply with them to whom he hath pardoned the sin how then with those who are still guilty if so to the green tree how to the dry If the righteous scarcely be saved how shall the unrighteous and sinners be saved IIII. A fourth mean or help of humiliation is to consider seriously of the justice of God a point also that we can never sufficiently comprehend people apprehend the Lord to be infinitely mercifull and so he is but for his Justice they esteeme nothing so of it as if he were not infinitely just also every thing in God is infinite and therefore he being just must of necessitie be infinite in his Justice and so his justice think we of it what we will passes our deepest apprehension Take heed unto this ye that think the Lord is all Mercie the Lords mercie is wonderfull great God forbid it were otherwise His mercie saith the Psalmist reaches to the heavens and his faithfulnesse to the clouds But doth not his justice and judgement reach as far for what saith the Apostle O the depth of the riches c. and addes the same of his justice for he saith His Judgements are past finding out And as he speaks of the glory of his mercy upon the vessels of mercy so he speaks of his wrath even the power of his wrath upon the vessels of wrath so that with whom he deals in mercie he is infinitely mercifull and with whom he deals in justice he is infinitely just And let me say to you if we will look to the multitude of objects Justice hath the preheminence I speak this to humble you and also that ye be not deceived for men and women think that Mercie hath the upper hand of Justice in this respect but many are called and few are chosen Indeed Mercy bears it away in this that it hath the first place and Justice comes not in till Mercie be contemned patience and long-suffering abused and towards Gods own it is wonderfull for all their sins may well make him to visit them with the rods of men but never to take his tender mercie from them But for the point I was speaking of certainly more shal find the dint of Gods justice then ever shall find the benefit of his mercie which should cause every one of us in good earnest to see to our selves The Scripture is very carefull that the consideration of Gods mercie do not ecclipse his justice from
and take deeper root in the same then any care of the things of the life to come So if they seek the kingdom of heaven at all yet it cannot be said that they keep the rule Seek first or chiefly the kingdom of heaven 2. They be not diligent but slothfull desires wishing to dye the death but not willing to be at the pains to live the life of the righteous either they do nothing at all for it or at least not all that they should do they may perhaps leave many sins as was to be seen in Herod not do all that is commanded as is to be seen in the young man in the Gospel notwithstanding he did seem to have a very forward and fervent desire of salvation still they stick and stand at something and howsoever they seek the kingdom of heaven yet adde they not this and the righteousnesse thereof 3. They be not stable nor constant desires but fits and starts unconstant motions like the morning dew so that if they work at all yet do they not work out their salvation So that you have no reason to be put by the comfort of this point because of any desires in the wicked and unregenerate this way your desires being 1. deep and serious such as could not be put off but with satisfaction in some measure in the point it self 2. You seeking first the kingdom of heaven your heart running more upon this point of your own salvation and it going neerer unto your heart then the things of this 〈◊〉 3. You seeking the kingdom of heaven and the righteousnesse thereof and that ye have a respect to all Gods Commandments declining no duty entertaining no sin and in thus doing ye shall not be ashamed Lastly thy desires being stable and constant although it may be not in a like degree thou working out the work of thy salvation Q. The time was sometimes indeed that I could have said so much of the desires of my salvation that they were serious that they were not slothfull that I wrought out my salvation with fear and trembling but now I finde such slacknesse remissenesse security that makes me greatly doubt that my desires have not been such as they should A. This is indeed an ill to be regrated prayed and striven against even this great and ordinary ill of security But for your comfort understand that one and the same degree of desire and diligence is not to be expected alwayes no not in the best of Gods children especially their desires being more sharp their care their fear their diligence more great in the beginning of their conversion that as ye heard before they may be well entred in the course of Christianitie and well buckled with all Christian duties but many times afterwards there will be a falling away from their first care and diligence even the wise Virgins will slumber Christs own Spouse sleeped when her heart waked But herein stands the difference betwixt the instabilitie and inconstancie of the wickeds desires and of the godlies That the godly although they remit sometimes somewhat of the degree of their desires and cares this way yet do they never altogether return to their former securitie which they had before their wakening and conversion they may fal from their first care and diligence but not from all care and diligence the wise Virgins did slumber but were not dead the Spouse slept but her heart waked there will be ever something wakening and stirring the hearts of Gods children whereas the wicked grow altogether as secure and sluggish yea more like water heated which grows colder then before This no doubt if you apply it to your self will give you some resolution and comfort And thus far for this point 2. Now for the second point it is also true that the wicked and unregenerate may have a sight of their own corruptions wickednesse and sinfulnesse but it is also far from the degree and kind of that sight of sin and corruption which the regenerate and Gods own children have who have gotten the eye-salve the speciall illumination of the Spirit and are inlightned by that true light who lighteneth every man that cometh into the world they see more then flesh and blood can reveal unto them The difference may be especially seen in these foure particulars 1. The wicked and unregenerate although by the light of nature or a generall illumination they see some outward grosse corruptions corruptions of their flesh as fornication murther c. yet see they not their inward secret corruptions no lesse reigning and raging in them and no lesse odious unto God their pride their hypocrisie their infidelity their impatience their spirituall idolatry and whoring after the creature they see not the filthinesse of the spirit 2 Cor. 7. 2. Although they see sin in the branches and fruit yet see they it not in the root and fountain they see not into that originall corruption of their nature the blindnesse errour and vanity of their minds the great aversnesse and rebellion of their wils the inordinatenesse and earthlinesse of their affections the deadnesse of their consciences the hardnesse whoring hypocrisie and desperate wickednesse of their hearts they see not that body of death Rom. 7.24 3. They see not all their spirituall wants but think themselves as is to be seen in the Church of Laodicea to be rich and to have need of nothing to beleeve in Christ as well as any to love God as well as any c. 4. And lastly they see not the manifold imperfections of their best services but with the Pharisee rest upon the bare outward performance not pondering their own hearts nor considering that the Lord ponders them the wayes of a man seem good in his own eyes but the Lord pondereth the heart whereas the children of God on the contrary acknowledge all their righteousnesse to be but a menstruous cloth In a word the naturall and unregenerate mans light and sight of sin is but like an ordinary light whether candle-light or day-light while entring into a roome will discover any great or grosse filthinesse whereas the light of the regenerate is like the light of the Sun-beams which entring into a place discovers the very small moats in it This is clearly to be seen in Paul Rom. 7. before his regeneration and the coming in of the light of Gods Spirit by the Law he had a good conceit of himself he saw not concupiscence to be sin but afterwards he gets afar other sight of sin and of himself For I was alive without the Law once but when the Commandment came sin revived and I dyed Thou then who 1. seest thy inward corruptions thy secret and spirituall ones as well as the outward and grossest 2. Who seest the corruption of thy nature as wel as thy actuall transgressions 3. Who seest thy spirituall wants that thou art poore miserable and naked 4. And who seest a great imperfection in thy best services that they are
throughly exercised and polished for the same 2 Secondly consider that what perhaps thou hast wanted in degree and greatnesse thou hast had in continuance the Lord wisely and graciously giving out to thee at divers times that which would have over-charged thee at one time so that where the degree and measure of humiliation hath been great there their continuance hath been the shorter as we see in Paul who was within three daies comforted the Jaylor also his horrour very great but ere long he rejoyced 3. But thirdly and lastly compare it never with others neither look to the degree of it but see if it be sufficient in it self that is to see if it hath brought ouâ— wrought in thee the right effects and ends for the which the Lord works this work of humiliation in the hearts of his own children for if a thing accomplish its end it is sufficient and who can complain or it See to these two effects especially which be the main effects and ends for the which the Lord works this work of humiliation in his own 1. For thy by-past sins look if it made thee and still makes thee humble and heartily to confesse them before the Lord and to flie unto his mercie and Christs merit for forgivenesse at least if it makes thee do it in sincerity and in earnest even to flie to thy horn of salvation Luke 1.69 to thy city of refuge Heb. 6.18 even the mercy of God in the merits of Christ See also if it make thee to prise these alwayes in thy judgement and sometimes at least with the concurrence of thy affections above all things else more then the gold and the fine gold so that they are savourie unto thee like ointment poured out sweeter then the honey and the honey combe and thou in some measure art thankfull for them if it be thus with thee thy humiliation is sufficient for the degree of it for this is one of the main ends of it why the Lord works it in the hearts of his children to wit that they may be drawn to Christ and chased to him that they may seek his mercie and the forgivenesse of sins in such a sort as they may obtain it that is in earnest and in sinceritie that they may prise relish and be thankfull for the rich mercie of God in the merits of his dear Son 2. See if for time to come thou standst in aw and sinnest not Psal 4.5 and hast by this work of humiliation the fear of God put in thy heart Jer. 31. so that thou fearest alwayes See if thou hast a tender conscience warning thee for the prevention of sin and checking thee again after thou hast committed any sin even the least sin in thought in word in omission in the manner of doing which is a warning to repent If I say it fare thus with thee then it is a good and a sure mark that the degree of thy humiliation is or hath bin sufficient for this is one of the main ends why the Lord works this work of humiliation in the hearts of his childreÌ„ to wit that they may for ever afterwards fear him and stand in aw to sin against him Knowing the terrour of the Lord as the Apostle speaks 2 Cor. 5.11 that as we use to say like the burnt childe they may dread the fire of sin and Gods displeasure against it according to that of Moses to the people of Israel Ex d. 20.20 when the Lord had spoken in such a fearfull manner unto them This sayes he hath the Lord done that his fear may be before your faces that ye sin not Once awakened or a wounded conscience and ever a waking or a tender conscience and by the contrary a waking and a tender conscience is sometimes a wakened or a wounded conscience Behold what care what fear c. 2 Cor. 7.11 Hast thou then these two main effects and ends of humiliation trouble not thy self about the degree thereof for it is sufficient as having attained the ends thereof Further the Scripture not onely allows a comfort but even a strong consolation to those who flie for a refuge to the hope that is set before them Hebr. 6.18 There be also two other speciall ends and effects of a sufficient work of humiliation to wit to produce in us true patience in adversity and true thankfulnes for benefits and favours You may also try the sufficiencie of your humiliation by these A man not truly humbled will never be patient will never be thankfull But on the contrary one who hath been truly humbled with the sight of his own deservings in his greatest adversity he will acknowledge with Ezra that the Lord hath punished him lesse then he deserved And again with the Prophet I will bear the indignation of the Lord because I have sinned against him And as for thankfulnesse he is an admirer of the Lords goodnesse for he does heartily and humbly acknowledge with Jacob that he is not worthy of the least of his mercies yea that it is unspeakable favour that he is free from deserved judgements It is of the Lords mercies that we are not consumed Lam. 3.22 Q. What you have spoken about the degree of humiliation and the kinde of it I acknowledge it to be good and comfortable onely this instead of all I would say unto you this I finde to be my case I see its true my own sinfulnes and manifold great corruptions as also my gracelesnesse and manifold wants and am humbled therewith But as for to be humbled with the sense of my own guiltinesse though I see it to be very great I must confesse that I cannot come up to this so that setting aside the kinde or degree of my humiliation I fear that I have never been humbled at all A. This is a case that many of Gods Children have been excercised with but let us see what is to be said to it 1. Thou accknowledgest a sight and some sence a taking to heart thy own corruptions well then thou hast some interest in that The while need not the Physician but they that are sick thou confessest the like of wants so that thou hast interest in that Blessed are the poor in spirit thou art in some better case then those of Landâ—â—a well then that thou art not altogether behind with it blesse the Lord for what thou hast But to go on to the point in hand observe diligently that the manner and the meanes how the Lord works this first and ground worke in the hearts of his Children by the experience and observation of Gods Children who have bin acquainted with it is twofold For first the worke is directly upon the conscience touched with the sence of guiltinesse and troubled with that especially when a mans sinnes are set in order before him and Gods wrath and justice against them his conscience writing bitter things against him Second ly sometimes again the work is not so direct upon the conscience
this is well seen by their conversation they use not the means in private as reading meditation conference c. unlesse it be a formall posting pratling piece of prayer which a superstitious Pagan possibly durst not omit not unlike the Papists telling over their beads and for publick duties as little of them as possibly they can with their honesty and were it not for regard to men would be as little about them as they be about the private they are scorners of those who take the kingdom of heaven by violence no violence use they themselves whereas the quickned are not so they not onely wish but work seek not onely the kingdom of heaven but also the righteousnesse thereof they use means in publick and private take the kingdom of heaven by violence 3. Their desires and cares are not setled but unconstant desires if they work they work not out their goodnes is like the morning dew what they do is by fits and starts as in the time of a crosse or affliction as the Israelites were wont to do or by others example and instigation or education as Joash King of Israel did or some such outward motive the godly are rightly wakened are not so for their cares desires and endeavours being from an inward motive and principle some incorruptible seed are constant and settled I will put my fear in their hearts never to depart from me Herein am I exercised alwaies I have set the Lord alwaies before my face not by fits and starts their waies are established before the Lord they work and work out their salvation even when the affliction is over they return not to sin with Pharoah but afterwards bring forth the quiet fruits of righteousnesse not by others instruction but with Joshua If all should forsake the Lord yet I and my hâ—use will serve the Lord 4. Which is the cause that their cares and desires be sluggish and not settled they be not serious enough But you may say how shall I know this 1. Because if they were serious they would not be put off without satisfaction in the point for such are the desires of the godly whereas the desires and cares of the ungodly are not so but are choaked with the thornie cares or pleasures of this present life even like a child if it be but some little small desire that troubles it it is easily put off and stilled but if it be a serious desire a pinching necessity it will not be so soon quieted Hence saies the Apostle As new-born babes desire the sincere milk of the Word the desires of the godly be like the desires of a child new born or in necessity not to be stilled without satisfaction in the point whereas the desires of the ungodly be like the desires of a child who not being under such pinching necessity is quieted with some one toy or other choaked with some worldly pleasure 2. If they be serious cares or desires they will make one to do any thing for attaining of salvation to abstain from all sort of sin to decline no sort of known duty Men and Brethren what shall we do to be saved what shall I do saies the Jalor Lord what wilt thou have me to doe saies Paul what shall they do what will they not do to be saved no sin wil they entertain nor allow some sin may well give them their handfull may lead them captive to the Law of sin may hang on them Iniquity may prevaile against them Psal 65. but they allow no sin the evil they would not that they do they regard no iniquity So also they decline no known duty no certainly known duty this is a sure Mark Then shall I not he ashamed when I have respect to all thy Commandments Whereas the ungodly may with Herod leave many sins but some there be they will not leave they may well pretend they will decline no duty with the young man and say What shall I do to inherit eternall life yet with him when it comes to the point they stick on something and in some dutie 3. If the desire and care of their salvation be serious it will be that which takes up the chief roome in the thoughts heart affections of a man or a woman that wherewith one is chiefly taken up with all the day long to wit with cares to please and fears for displeasing and that partly and indeed mainly should be in relation to God partly in a relation to themselves to make their calling and election sure by well doing this is the chief of their care all the day long this is the ground of their contentment or discontentment at night Herein am I exercised alwayes to keep faith and a good conscience I set the Lord alwayes before me So as they seek first the kingdom of heaven 2. and the righteousnes therof With the ungodly and naturall men it is not so their cares are otherwayes taken up all the day the Lord is not before them their contentment and discontentment arises from other grounds at night either they seek not the kingdom of heaven at all or not it with the righteousnes ther of or not it first with the righteousnesse therof there goes ever something nearer their heart it fares with them as with the young man in the Gospel though he seemed to have great care for and desire after it even after salvation The Application follows and first for comfort See first whereupon thy cares and desires and endeavours do run and with what they are taken up whether or no upon the salvation of thy own soul and the serving of God the two main ends for which we are come into the world or upon other inferiour transitory trifles whether upon the many things or the one thing that is necessary whether thou seekest the kingdom of heaven or other things whether or no thou hast embraced this present world or in effect uses it as though thou usedst it not as knowing that the fashion thereof perisheth usest thou this world as if thou usedst it not car'sts not greatly for it It is well it is like thou doest beleeve that there is another even a more dureable substance Hast thou chosen the better part and art still seeking fear not it shall not be taken from thee 2. Be thy cares and desires after this kingdom not sluggish but diligent desires so that thou not onely wishest but workest thy salvation thou not onely seekest the kingdom of heaven but also the righteousnesse thereof and doest take the kingdom of heaven by violence givest all diligence to make thy calling and election sure usest the means in secret and in publick c. Then be of good comfort thou keepest the precept and so shalt not misse the promise which is The vio ' ent take it by force thou usest the recommended mean and so shall not misse the end If ye do so Entrance shall be ministred to you abundantly into the kingdom of our Lord
asleep by them in such a sort that the trumpet of the Law and thundrings cannot awaken you 1. The first is that people do not consider duly of the patience and long suffering of the Lord and therefore they come to mistake and misdoubt his justice and the truth of his threatnings they see no such thing they have been living in their sins so long and never found that things went otherwise then well with them no dint of any such threatnings yea they see others so also none living more pleasantly nor more prosperously then those who take very great liberty to themselves to break the Law of God and this certainly hardens the heart of many a sinner as the Scripture bears witnesse Because sentence is not executed against the wicked speedily therefore the hearts of the children of men are fully set in them to do evill because men are not presently punished and taken out of hand as we say but get leave to go away and escape with their sins for a time therefore both themselves and others take the greater liberty to sin and surely we have need to take heed to this for we have all a tang of it were sin but instantly punished we would stand more in aw to offend then we do But this the Apostle meets with exceeding well and peremptorily Rom. 2. at the beginning first he layes down a peremptorie conclusion against such persons Thinkest thou this O man that thou shalt escape the judgement of God No think thou what thou wilt saies he we are sure that the judgement of God is according to truth against them who commit such things O but saies the other I feel I fear no such thing I have lived long but have not found it so and others have lived out their life and dyed peaceably and have had no bands in their death To this he replyes two things the one is the reason that thou art not dealt with according to Gods justice and judgment and threatnings is not from thy deserving but from the riches and the goodnesse long suffering and patience of the Lord waiting upon thy repentance which if thou despise when the date of it is run out thou shalt find the truth of his threatnings and the debt of his justice so much the greater The other thing he replyes is this although thou shouldst escape the Lords justice and judgement all thy life time here what of that is there no other place for justice for judgement for the accomplishment of Gods threatnings then in this life is not the chief in the life to come Alas thou considerest not fare it with thee here as it will that yet thou art treasuring up wrath against the day of wrath and the revelation of the just judgement of God O that you would consider this now that ye are not a haires breadth further off or at least the freer from the curses of the Law that they are not instantly powred out upon thee what of that yet surely as the Lord is true they do abide thee and when the Lord hath given a sufficient proofe of his patience towards thee they shall come upon thee when thou least expectest as pains on a woman in travell if not in this life yet in the life to come and therfore be not the securer for this that they are not yet come upon thee but if thou wilt prevent this humble thy self under the mighty hand of God The other main impediment hindering the Law with the threatnings of it to have the due operations of it upon the hearts of people as any may see is their presumption both in misapplying the Lords mercy and Christs merits to themselves when as indeed they have no interest in them and yet this is it that makes them secure against all the threatnings and also mistaking the manner of obtaining mercy First then I say they presume and misapply Gods mercy and Christs merits to themselves this is the thing that makes many a soule to perish and therefore I beseech you take heed unto it they acknowledge that they are sinners and that the curses of the Law does belong to them O but they believe in the mercy of God and in the merits of Christ in him who hath freed them from the curse of the Law and so they leap over the threatnings of the Law O but deceive not thy self this is the way that many perish in see that thy relying upon Christ and the mercy of God be upon good grounds sure warrants do all beleive that say or think they beleive come to any almost will they not say they beleeve as well as others but the Scripture saies that Many are called and but few are chosen it saies that many are deceived and why mayest not thou be deceived among the rest Indeed if thou hast ever been humbled for thy by-past sins and so hast fled unto Christ and striven to rest upon him If thou hast broken off the course of thy iniquity and turned thy back upon thy sins and art endeavouring to repent of what is past and to abstain for time to come if the Spirit of God hath made any work in thy soul then thou mayest be bold O but if none of these be no work of the Spirit in thee whereof I was speaking hast thou not broken off the course of thy iniquities but still walkest according to the imagination of thy own heart and yet doest blesse thy self notwithstanding the curses of the Law Be thou sure it shall be true which the Lord saies Deut. 29. all these curses shall come upon thee Walkest thou in darknesse that is to say after the dictates of thy own corrupt heart and the courses of the wicked world doest thou as thou seest others do and as thy own heart gives thee leave and takest no heed to order thy wayes according to the lantern of Gods Word for this is to walk in darknesse then beguil not thy self this shift will not serve the turn it will not free thee from the curse of the Law Christ it 's true is able to do it but thou hast nothing to do with him as yet What saies the Apostle He that saith he hath fellowship with him and walks in darknesse he is a lyar and the truth is not in him For these again who deceive themselves by mistaking the manner of obtaining mercie they think that when they have sinned all their life time that a God have mercie upon them shall serve their turn and then think that they may beleeve repent and get mercy when they will and for a word O but let me tell such these things are not so easily gotten and none so far from getting mercy as they that presume upon it yea did not many of Gods children find it hard enough all their whole life to get faith repentance and mercy and wilt thou come so easily by them and thinkst to get mercie for a word of thy mouth And finally to end this point
hath no quarrell against thee and shall not punish thee is he now lesse offended then before No he hath told thee but thou wilt not beleeve it that he will not hold thee guiltlesse thou shalt not escape unlesse thou humble thy self and amend 4. Was the Lord so zealous of keeping his Sabbath that he caused that man that gachered some few sticks to be stoned to death Is there not then great wrath abiding thee who so often hast profaned his Sabbath and doest so still unlesse thou prevent his wrath by humiliation and amendment 5. Did the Lord expresse his anger in such a degree against uncleannesse and fornication that for it he made 23 thousand of his people to fall in one day in the wildernesse and hast thou not need to hasten and humble thy self for thy uncleannes or else the like anger is attending thee 6. Was he so offended with the Israelites for their lusting and intemperance in dyet and not being content with the sober dyet the Lord had allowed that while the meat was in their mouthes the Lords wrath fell upon them and hast thou not need to be truly humbled for thy manifold over-sights in the point of diet and temperance whether in eating or drinking 7. Was Ananias and Saphira so fearfully punished for their lying and wilt thou make but a jest of it Surely thou wouldst condemne the Lord of crueltie thou hast need to esteeme otherwise of it to weigh it in the ballance of the sanctuary and to be humbled under the mightie hand of God for it In a word to conclude this point Thinkest thou O man that doest the same things that thou shalt escape the judgement of God Is the Lord changeable or is he not as greatly offended now as then or have we to do with another God or will he look to thy person more then to others or are thy sins lesse then others Something thou must think that thy heart trembleth not because of these judgements what ever thy thought may be assure thy self thou shalt find that they have the advantage of thee if thou wilt look either to preeminencie of persons or greatnesse of sins for the persons they were a naturall Olive as the Apostle speaks and thou art but the wilde Olive And if he spared not the naturall Olive how little lesse will he spare thee who art the wilde Olive Again if thou wilt compare their sins and thine thou wilt find thy own to be greater For 1. their sins were against the Law onely but thine are against the Gospel and for this consider Heb. 2. If the Word spoken by Angels c. 2. We read for the most part in all their exemplarie punishments that it was but for one act of sin onely but which of thy sins hast thou not frequently committed so that thou hast contracted a custome of sinning This may be clearly seen by comparing the particulars before spoken of with our sinning He once brake the Sabbath once blasphemed c. So that it is apparent thy sins are the greater This I speak the rather because we have all shifting hearts deceitfull above all things which are ready to think that the sins of those who were exemplarily punished were greater then ours are and that they had some extraordinary thing in them which made the Lord extraordinarily to punish them and so their examples work not so effectually upon us but on the contrarie ye see our sins are clearly greater Our Saviour saw this corruption and deceit of our hearts and therefore he saies to the Jews Think ye that these upon whom the Tower of Shiloh fell were greater sinners then the rest No saies he they were not But unlesse ye repent ye shall all likewise perish So say I to you think not but thou art as great yea a greater sinner and therefore unles thou repent thou shalt perish unles thou humble and amend Thou shalt surely die the death Was not the naturall Olive spared and shalt thou Was one act of sin so severely punished and shalt thou who hast reiterated many acts of the same kinde passe unpunished shall they who sinned against the Law be punished thou who neglectest so great a salvation escape O but saiest thou how comes it to passe then that the Lord deales otherwaies with sinners now a daies then of old for men do as it were get leave to sin and passe unpunished The Apostle gives the reason of this in the words I cited before saying These things befell them that they might be examples to us upon whom the ends of the world are come The reason that the Lord dealt more peremtorily with them and more exemplarily was not that their sins were greater and ours lesse but because they lived as it were in the beginning of the world the Lord would make them examples for succeeding ages he would let us see in the persons of few how he is offended with all guilty of the like sins whereas with us living in the ends of the world when examples shall be of lesse use and when the time of generall punishment is at hand there is no reason that sinners should be precisely and exemplarily punished but yet thou shalt be as surely and as severely punished yea and more III. A third meane to helpe to humble us is to consider the greatnesse of Gods anger against sin and how odious sin is in his sight and presence we should first lay this ground that our sins provoke the Lord to anger and wrath and then we should consider how fearefull a thing the anger of the Lord is for the first it is clear I a. 1. They have provoked the holy one of Israel to anger the Apostle saies that For these things the wrath of God cometh upon the children of men yea every sin does provoke him and that most highly to wrath although not all alike yet certainly I say every one most high or else the punishment of every sin would not be eternall and intolerable torment but so it is and therfore every sin even the least provokes the Lord highly to wrath Now this ground being laid for our humiliation we should consider what a fearefull thing this wrath and anger of God is that we may be the more humble seeing we our selves are lyable unto it The Scripture sets it down most fearfully using strange and fearful terms not onely of anger and wrath but of indignation of fury and putting both in one The furie of his indignation the fiercenesse of his wrath The wise man saies that the wrath of a King is like the roaring of a Lion what then must be the wrath of the King of kings for even these kings are advised in Psal 2. to kisse the Sâ—n lest he be angry and they perish in the way when his anger is kindled but a little how fearfull then must his anger be when it is kindled to the full The Prophet Neh. 1. saies Who can stand before his indignation And
against it judge thy self for it thou hast reason indeed to sorrow for it but not to dispair or be discouraged yea rather get more faith that thou maiest get a further victorie and purification And thirdly For that predominant corruption that thou canst not get ridd of but in all thy doings it cleaves unto thee pollutes thy best services this should not discourage thee for 1. This is the case of Gods children they have sin that hangeth fast on them yea even Paul saies When I would do good evill is present with me and cries out against the body of death And 2. But if thou fall out with and loath thy sin if thou regard it not if thou judge thy self for it fear not thou shalt not be judged for it if thou cry to God against it thou shalt not be found guilty no more then the woman under the Law it is not thou but sin that dwelleth in thee If thou think it strange that the Lord should exercise thee with such strong corruptions so displeasing to himself he doth it for good ends 1. To cure a more dangerous corruption to bring thee out of conceit of thy own righteousnesse to chase thee to his Christ for expiation and to the holy Ghost for mortification of corruption to exercise thee in praier and in thy Christian warfare were it not for this we would not so often and so fully feele the necessity and sweetnesse of Christs sufferings intercession and righteousnesse we would not make so much of the sanctifying subduing power of the holy Ghost nor have so oft recourse unto it where would be the exercise of our faith and patience about the performance of the promise of sanctification what would stir us up to fervent and sincere prayer where should be the matter of our Christian warfare Obj. I do not finde the hatred and loathing of sin and this doth puzzle me in this point I find indeed that I do not entertain it but I think it to be more out of fear of punishment then out of hatred of sin A. Doth not thy heart rise against sin even in others to whose sin thou art not accessarie which cannot flow from fear but from hatred yea doest thou not hate those who are profain and wicked although they have other recommending and insinuating parts as on the contrary thou lovest those who are good and holy say not then that thou art altogether voyd of this point of the hatred of sin further though we finde not all that we would have yet should not we faile to be both thankfull and incouraged in regard of the things that we finde the Lord gives us to find many things that we may be exercised in thankfulnesse and to misse some things that we may be exercised in prayer pray then that the Lord more and more would make thee partaker of his divine nature and of his holinesse that so the hatred of sin may grow more and more sensible in you for he is of purer eyes then that he can behold iniquity Hab. 1.13 He loveth righteousnesse and hateth wickednesse Psa 55.7 A fourth Mark faith worketh by love Wherefore observe two things of faith 1. That it worketh it is operative and not idle it brings with it a spirituall life unto the soul of man and this spirituall life brings out spiritual operations when faith is put in the heart of a man there is a stirring disposition put in his heart also he is not his own man in his own element finds not quietnesse in his mind unlesse he be sometimes working and well employed Faith ever worketh towards God I mean immediately for all our works are to him as to our last end in being about the points of his worship in obeying his acceptable will in glorifying his Name advancing his kingdom seeing to the doing of his will by others so far as opportunitie and our callings permit Sometimes towards our selves in that great work of our salvation Sometimes towards our Neighbours in the works of charitie yea of spirituall charitie so necessary and so often recommended Exhort instruct edifie comfort admonish one another and yet neglected much want of compassion to the poore soul So their faith is ever working which clearly cuts off those who please themselves that they abstain from ill yea from some few grosse ills that they are no theeves murtherers adulterers c. although they never do a good deed not remembring the doome of the unfruitfull tree and unprofitable servants But secondly as it worketh so it worketh by love there is much working upon wrong motives which is all lost labour like building without a foundation there is nothing we should look more unto then this what is the motive of our obedience for it is the thing the Lord looks most unto He pondereth the heart yea doth not man so also if he can know it Now the motive most acceptable to God the disposition and affection of the heart which he requires which is here a Mark of Faith is the motive of love the Lord cares not a whit for our obedience if it come not from love yea he reckons it not for obedience therefore Love is the summe of the Law it fulfils the Law it is the end of the Law Even love out of a puâ—â— heart c. He shews mercy unto thousands of them that love him and keep his Commandments If I give my body to be burnt and bestow all my goods upon the poore without love it profiteth nothing Love is the soul the salt of all obedience and without it it is but a dead unsavoury carkasse Hence is it that the Lord doth begin his Law the summe of all our obedience with the remembrance and the rehearsall of a main temporall favour and deliverance typifying a far greater even that great salvation which shews that he would have the obedience rendered unto his Commandments to flow from love This is also the way of the Gospel even the way of love and the commands thereof are rather requests then commands I beseech you by the mercies of God Rom. 12.1 We beseech you exhort you by the Lord Jesus c. and in sundrie other places So that the Gospel doth require a lovely obedience and would draw us by the cords of love And this certainly makes our obligation of obedience the greater and our guiltines the greater if we obey not If one who may command will yet intreat the disobedience is so much the fouler and more odious And this is indeed to sin against the Gospel and to neglect that great salvation to wit when we are intreated and besought by him who hath all power and right to command us and that not by common favours but by the mercies of God and sufferings of Christ and yet refuse to obey But to the point Wouldst thou then render an acceptable obedience let the sense of the Lords great and many temporall and spirituall favours and deliverances be ever fresh and firm in
not onely betake themselves to the means of faith before-named but do dwell upon them feed upon them meditate upon them untill their faith be well setled and strengthened and then the Marks will of their own accord follow for as seed doth not grow unlesse it be first harrowed and lye a while in the earth and as meat will not strengthen unlesse it be chewed and have time to digest even so unlesse we insist and dwell upon the Means of Faith the Promises Covenant c. by frequent and earnest meditation feeding upon them and hiding them in the midst of our hearts they cannot produce any setled faith in us and faith not being produced and setled it cannot produce these effects and marks as are requisite thereunto I have insisted the longer on this because I find it is one of the greatest depths of Satan thus to tosse in a wind as it were the children of God whereby many are held back from beleeving and we our selves are in every thing backward but especially in the point of beleeving O ye of little faith slow to beleeve The point of faith is a main point and going out of the way in it is no lesse then the hazarding of the soul especially we should take heed that the nature of Faith be not mistaken it is a fundamentall errour to erre in the point of Faith In a word then what shal one do when he is in such a case that he can find no Marks or evidences of faith pray for them that is true but for the point of means using there is no other course or help to strengthen his faith but this to strengthen his faith by the means that so faith may bring on these evidences As in the building so in the repairing of Faith Q. I would gladly hear of some of those speciall particular means to beget and strengthen Faith A. First of all a notable Mean is duely and diligently to consider of the mercifull nature of the Lord our God who is our partie with whom we have to deal as it is most sweetly and richly set down to us in Scripture and all to draw our unbeleeving hearts to rest upon the same This is a mean and prop of Faith that Gods children have had great recourse unto So we see Psal 25. Remember O Lord thy tender mercies for they have been of old Remember not the sins of my youth but according to thy mercy remember me c. So Psal 5. Have mercy upon me O Lord according to the multitude of thy tender mercies Sweetly saith Daniel of this Mercy and forgivenesse belongeth to thee although we have sinned against thee So sweetly Psal 65. Iniquitie hath prevailed against us but thou wilt be mercifull to our transgressions So Psal 130. If thou mark iniquitie narrowly who shall stand but there is mercy with thee or forgivenesse with thee And again With the Lord is mercie and plenteous redemption Thus hath Gods children against the greatnesse of their sins have comforted and upholden their faith by the consideration of Gods mercie The Name of the Lord is a strong tower the righteous run unto it and are saved Now the name of his mercy is above all his names as is clear from Exod. 34. where the Lord proclaiming his Name to Moses takes so many stiles of mercy to him But to the point the Lord in his word hath been pleased having a regard to our slownesse to beleive to set down his mercy very richly largely pithily and pregnantly to us he is said to be plenteous in mercy Psal 103. to pardon aboundantly or to multiply pardons Isa 55. To delight in mercy Micah the last To delight in these that trust in his mercy Psal 148. To be rich in mercy Ephes 1. That his mercy endureth for ever Is he not infinite in his mercy The Lords mercies be most pithily and pregnantly set down in these places Exâ—d 34. Micah the last Isa 1.44.55 Deut. 4. Psa 103.116 So that doth the greatnesse of thy sins trouble thee he is infinite in mercy though thy sins were as scarlet c. He forgives iniquitie transgression and sin for his Name sake he pardons iniquities so that now the greater thy sins be the greater shall be the name of his mercy So David Psal 51. For thy name sake pardon my iniquity for it is great the blood of Jesus Christ cleanseth us from all sin though never so great and no wonder because it is the blood of Christ of God not with corruptible things but with the precious blood and that his own blood Acts 20. Doth the number of thy sins trouble thee he hath multitudes of tender mercies for the number of thy sins he doth multiply pardons if thou hast multiplied thy sins he is rich in mercy he hath a treasure of mercy if thou hast treasured up wrath notable is that Isa 43. Ye have wearied me with your transgressions yet come and I will pardon you I even I am he who for my own names sake c. He who bids even us to pardon seventie times seven times how oft then will he himself pardon Obj. O but I have spent all my daies in sinning so that justly I may fear that the day of grace is expired that the doore of mercy is shut up A. O but the Lords mercy enduereth for ever he is long suffering if thou hast been long in sinning and that the day of grace is not expiered is evident because the meanes is yet continued and the offer of mercy in them for the Lord he is yet beseeching thee by his Ambassadors to be reconciled so that it is yet the acceptable time the day of salvation 2 Cor. 5. towards the end and Cap. 6. at the beginning And he is yet standing at the doore and knocking ready if thou wilt open to him to come in and to sup with thee and thou with him So then While it is to day harden not your hearts neither dispaire the Lord and thou art yet upon parley under speaking termes and so the bargain is not quite broke off consider the similitude of a besieged City as long as there is any parley there is possibility of peace consider also how it is said At what time soever a sinner repents I will do away his iniquities Obj. O but I cannot finde this repentance A. The Lord will pardon and shew mercy upon a very small measure of repentance he will accept of the smoake instead of the fire of repentance It is not our repentance but Christs merits that the Lord looks at he will not quench the smoaking flax yea he will shew mercy upon the very first motions and beginnings of repentance I have sinned saies David and The Lord hath taken away thy sin saies Nathan The prodigall child was met a far off yea upon a purpose of repentance I said I will confesse my sins and thou forgavest c. yea such is his mercy that when Adam did extenuate and shift
Covenant of reconciliation even he shall intercede for him that he be not cast out of it again Jesus Christ our Saviour is the Mediator of the New Testament in such a sort not onely to enter us once in the Covenan with his Father but which is most comfortable when we fail he is ready to intercede for us He sits at the right hand of the Father making request for us And hence is it that this Covenant is so sure and so everlasting a Covenant This point is also notably and clearly set down and made good by that style that Daniel Nehemiah Ezra give unto God O Lord who keepest Covenant and mercie A sweet saying and style for both on his own part he keeps Covenant and then for us when we break and sin he hath mercie for us So in the Scripture we have it more then once that sweet combination of mercy and truth Psal 57. He will send out his mercie and his truth Psal 25. all his wayes are mercy and truth c. His truth is to perform his promise his mercie is to cover our sins and to pardon them that they be no impediments for him to perform his mercie towards us Had he onely truth our comfort would be but small for we make the first breach and fail in the condition so that the Lord may without any breach of his truth and justice break his promise with us but when he joyns mercy with truth and is a God that keeps Covenant and mercie in this stands our comfort and happinesse and this is it that makes it an everlasting Covenant As also in that notable Psal 89. My faithfulnesse and my mercie shall be with him And again notably v. 28. My mercy will I keep for him for evermore and my Covenant shall stand fast with him His mercy endureth for ever How often repeated in Scripture a notable comfort against our renewed sins But of all most notably clearly and expresly is this surenesse and everlastingnesse of the Covenant set down in that same Psalm where the Lord professes which is indeed most wonderfull and sweet that although sin and the devill should have so far prevailed against us as to make us forsake Gods Law that though he may well visit our transgressions with the rod and our iniquitie with stripes so to bring us to repentance yet His loving kindnesse he will not utterly take from us nor suffer his faithfulnesse to fail so that he will not break his part of the Covenant for all this O the wonderfull goodnesse of God in his Son Christ who although we change every moment yet he changeth not whom he loves he loves to the end his gifts and his graces be without repentance Q. I hear that upon my repentance I shall have accesse to this precious Covenant though after seventy times seven times yea infinitely often for Gods wayes are not like mans wayes but are above them as far as the heaven is above the earth which is very comfortable and also that the Lord will take pains with me to bring me to repentance will visit me with the rod c. O but what if I continue in sin without repentance if I be not to be reclaimed no not by rods and so fall away altogether A. Thou shalt not get leave to do this for this is a part and a clause of this precious and sure Covenant Jer. 32.40 I will put my fear into their heart that they shall not depart from me to wit altogether or without returning this puts on the very top-stone of the surenesse of the Covenant That place is worth the noting for in it the Lord undertakes both his own part and ours This point is also notably and clearly set down Heb. 8. where the Apostle setting down the difference between the old Covenant and the new he saith of the old indeed they abode not in that Covenant but for this he saith I will write my Law in their hearts and put it in their inward parts So Ezek. I will put my Spirit within them and cause them to walk in my statutes to do them So ye may see that this is still a most sure and everlasting Covenant Q. But may it not be objected that this doctrine of the surenesse everlastingnes and steadfastnesse of the Covenant is ready to faster security and to prove an obstruction to Christian obedience A. It may well make one relent of that slavish or at the best selfish obedience flowing from fear and arising from self-love and self-respects But as for that acceptable obedience which flows from Faith and from the love of God The love of God constraineth me surely it doth greatly advance and fortifie it for why as ye see it fortifies faith exceedingly this point of the surenes of the Covenant and everlastingnesse on Gods part now faith produces this acceptable obedience faith which worketh by love the more faith the more working and that by love the more heartie and cheerfull obedience So whatsoever doctrine serves to increase faith in us to breed in us the full assurance of faith is so far from rendring us carnally secure and so sluggish as on the contrary it renders us spiritually secure it makes us the more working and diligent it addes spirit and life heart and courage to work Faith which worketh by love it both increases and rectifies our obedience whereas faith which is the tree being weak good works which are the fruit must be few as the assurance of Faith rouses up the soul to go on in a cheerfull and right course of obedience with an eye to God whereas otherwise all our obedience is at the best felfish if not slavish Do ye fast unto me saith the Lord and even for this restraint of fear to stand in aw and not to sin This Covenant for all the sweetnesse of it hath sufficient ground for as ye hear although the Lord for the main take not his loving kindnesse away yet neverthelesse he visits with the rod and with stripes even with sad and sore chastisements even where he is favourable he takes for all that vengeance for transgression even where he corrects in measure he suffers not altogether to passe unpunished Hence is that complaint Thou hast wounded me with the wound of an enemie and chastised me with the chastisement of a cruell one And again The Lord hath chastised me sore but hath not delivered me over to death There was never so much pleasure in thy sinning as thou who ever thou art shalt find bitternesse in thy chastisements for sin even although the main thing and the punishment be remitted so that thou hast need to stand in awe and not sin So that this Covenant though full of confidence yet hath some place also for fear and aw Obj. When I consider this surenesse and everlastingnesse of the Covenant surely I must think them happie that have propriety and interest in it but I fear that I have none that it belongs not