for Children and the like that 's only for such as live at distance from God and Christ only enjoying Communion with God and Christ by Faith having not received the promise But saith he Heb. 11. 39. I have passed all this I am acquainted with a condition beyond all this I live in the enjoyment of that which you only live in hope of c. And thus he spends his Portion in rioting and wantonness which great swelling words of his 2 Pet. 2. 18. make him greatly applauded and admired by men By this time you may perceive he 's on his journey well the first City he enters into is spiritual Sodom and Egypt Rev. 11. 8. where is a people fit for his Company where is a people who neither speak act nor do any thing either spiritual or temporal but as the spirit moves them as they say not that I would have any mistake me and think I am one who mock at the spirit and at man for following its motions no I own praying with the spirit and with understanding as the Apostle exhorts But finding 1 Cor. 14. 15 by sad experience that many nay the most of those that pretend so much for the spirit have no rule meaning such as lay aside the Scripture as a dead letter c. either for themselves or others whereby they be able to distinguish betwixt the motions of the spirit and the motions of the flesh but without questioning rather thinking they have no other life and so consequently no other motions in them but the spirit of God what moves them to go on indeed following only the motions of the flesh and the lusts thereof Ro. 1. 24. Amongst which people presently he is as forward as the best getting him immediately having a portion by him to purchase it a garment made of that fashion trimmed with the richest trimming that in that City is to be got That is he hath such a large capacity as that he hears no high flown opinion from the most knowing amongst them which he only looks after but immediately it is â—…is own he not minding any thing else â—…ut wholly making that his work And now being got into the fashion and arrayed with the richest and if possible excelling them He begins to keep company with the best and being a young man scorns to be base spends freely and by his good will will pay all the reckoning call for what you will That is would have all the talk being willing to appear a man able to dispute for or against all opinions answer all objections and that to the purpose too But it may be by this time Conscience may a little prick he may look back towards his Fathers house In detestation of such a thought as if he were angry with himself he replyes What have I ascended almost into Heaven and shall I now come down again Luk. 9. 62 to Walk on the Earth Have I set my hand to the plough and shall I now look back you need not wonder that he useth the Scripture or rather abuseth it for you may find it was of old the Devils wonted course when he thought he should meet with his match to come with Scripture in his mouth as when he tempted Christ As an antidote or poyson against such a thought he musters up all the failings and imperfections of thâ—… Saints and it may be he hath been aâ—… eye-witness to some and they not smalâ—… ones neither As perhaps he had formerly been a member of some Church and notwithstanding he a long time walked apart from them yet so cold and careless were they the which is an evil too common among the Saints in this our last Age with shame do I speak it in that their great duty which by God is required of them to wit to watch in love over their Bretheren and Luk 15. 4. Mat. 18. 11. with the good Shepherd missing but one sheep only leaves the ninety and nine seeking that which is lost if possible to find it telling him his faults between them two c. As that they do not so much as come once at him much less express towards him that love in performing their duty as of them in that case was required with it may be many more failings which he of late only took notice of whereby he for ever afterwards stops his Conscience from speaking any more looking either not at all on or towards them except it be as they be represented through their imperfections to his eye whereby he never afterwards speaks of them except in upbraiding of them saying they be a people who have the form of Godliness but want the power Ro. 2. 20. 2 Tim. 3. 5. and the like But to proceed Being now in his own conceit attain'd to such a height of perfection though in truth fill'd with nothing but spiritual pride he thinks he 's ready to meet the son of man at his second coming like those Malachi speaks of who say where is the God of Judgment When comes he and the like Not minding what is in the next Chapter where God answers them saying I 'le Mat. 2. last Mal. 3. 1. send the Messenger of my Covenant c. even he whom ye delight in at or lest profess so but see what follows But who shall abide his coming and who shall stand when he appears Why as if they should reply what 's the matter It s greater then you are aware of For he is like a ver 2 Refiners fire and like Fullers sope You are exceedingly mistaken about his coming not but that he will come but in the manner and end of his coming for if you did with the Apostle rightly understand the manner and end of his coming â—â—u would say what manner of persons 〈…〉 we to be we ought to be all 1 Pet. 3. 11 silver for he in his coming is like a Refiners fire not only fire but the searching of fire a fire wherein nothing will remain unconsumed but pure silver Buâ—… to return As Satan never is wanting in meanâ—… whereby to accomplish what he hatâ—… begun nor never kindled a fire but likewise will provide fuel to continue 〈…〉 with so at last this Prodigal comes tâ—… hear of one or other who are on a sudden filled with strange raptures and revelations as that the last day is at hanâ—… and they be commanded to triumph 〈…〉 forth c. After which man immediately he run crying out none but he oâ—… whom it may be he hears a thousanâ—… strange notions and novelties more which like a fresh gale of wind blowâ—… on his Sails which he hath alwayâ—… hoistered and that as he thinks for nâ—… other Haven but Heaven it self Upon which waves indeed beinâ— only his own fancy and imagination hâ—… having a long time been tossed to anâ—… fro even till his portion begins to groâ—… small his great confidence begins to faâ—… him he is put to his
rule of Faith may be written If the Papists cannot see this plain Conclusion they had best desire more light to be added to the Sun. The Papists pretend their Church to be the infallible teacher of all Divine Truths and an infallible Interpreter of all obscurities in the Faith But the Papists will I hope give us leave to admire how they can pretend to Teach them in all places without writing them down that is certainly beyond the reach of their power to do as well as our belief that 't is to be done And for the Papists saying there must be a living authority beside the Scripture or else controversies cannot be ended Protestants answer Necessary controversies are and may be decided and if they be not 't is not the defect of the rule in Scripture but the default of men so that if necessary controversies be ended 't is no matter if the unnecessary be not for doubtless if God had required it he would also have provided some means to effect it but sure it does not stand with any reason it should be the Pope because he cannot be a Judge being a party indeed in civil controversies a Judge without being a party may end them but in controversies of Religion a Judge of necessity must be a concerned party and I am sure the Pope to us iâ— the chief and most concerned party being really concerned as much as his Popedom is worth Now we Protestants make the Papists this plain answer that the means of agreeing differences must necessarily be either by the appointment of God or men men sure it cannot be for then rational wise Protestants may do as well as Papists for let the Papists shew us if they can where God hath appointed that the Pope alone or any confirm'd by the Pope or that Society of Christians which adhere to him shall be the infallible Judge of Controversies we desire the Papists if they can to let us see any of those assertions plainly set down in Scripture as in all reason a thing of this nature ought to be or at least delivered with a full consent of Fathers nay let them so much as shew us where 't is in plain terms taught by any one Father in Four hundred years after our blessed Saviour Christ and if the Papists cannot do this as we believe they cannot where I pray is their either Scripture or Reason that the Pope or his Councils should obtrude themselves as Judges over us Protestants Next we would desire to know from the Papists whether they do certainly know or not the sense of those Scriptures by which they are led to the knowledge of their Church for if they do not how come they to know their Church is infallible but if they do then sure they ought to give us leave to have the same means and ability to know other plain places in Scripture which they have to know theirs for if all Scriptures be obscure how come they to know the sense of those places but if some place of it be plain why pray may not Protestants understand them as well as Papists The Papists say That the Scriptures are in themselves true and infallible yet without the direction of the Church we have no certain means to know which Translations be faithful and Canonical or what is the true meaning of Scriptures and this is the common Argument and general Belief of all Papists To which the Protestants answer That yet all these things must first be known before we can know the directions of their Church to be infallible for the Papists cannot pretend any other proof of it but only some Texts of Canonical Scripture truly interpreted therefore either they must be mistaken in thinking there is no other means to know these things but their Churches infallible direction or else we must be excluded from all means of knowing her directions to be infallible for the proof must be surer than the thing to be proved or 't is no proof And upon better consideration I am confident the Papists dare not deny but that 't is most certain Faith hath been given by other means than the Church for sure they will not say that Adam received Faith by the Church nor Abraham nor Job who received Faith by Revelation and also the Holy Apostles who received Faith by the Miracles and Preaching of our Blessed Saviour So that you see and they cannot deny but their general Doctrine is contradictory And to make it yet plainer I desire to know of the Papists if they should meet with a man that believed neither Scripture Church nor God but declares he is both ready and willing to believe them all if the Papist can shew him sufficient grounds to build his Faith upon will the Papist tell such a man there are no certain grounds how he may be converted to their Church or there are if the Papists say there are none they make Religion an uncertain thing but if they say there are then they must necessarily either argue woman-like that their Church is infallible because it is infallible or else shew there are other certain grounds besides saying the Church is infallible to prove its Infallibility The Papists demand of the Protestants If they believe the Apostles wrote all the Scriptures for if they did not how come we to call and believe them Apostolical and not the Writings of those that writ them To which we answer Though all the Scriptures were not written by the Apostles themselves yet they were all confirm'd by them and tho a Clerk writes a Statute and the King Lords and Commons confirm it in Parliament I believe they would esteem it very improper to call it the Statute of such a Clerk tho writ by him but an Act of Parliament because it was confirm'd by all their censents and becomes their Act not the Clerks The Papists desire us to tell them in what Language the Scriptures remained incorrupted and we desire them to satisfie us whether it be necessary to know it or not necessary if it be not I hope we may do well without it but if it be necessary we desire first that they will please to tell us what became of their Church for One thousand five hundred Years together all which time they must confess they had no certainty of Scripture till the time that Pope Clement the 8th set forth their approved Edition of the vulgar Translation and none sure can have the confidence to deny but that there was great variety of Copies currant in divers parts of their Church and read so which Copies might be false in some things but more than one sort of them could not possibly be true in all things And Pope Sixtus Quintus his Bible differ'd from Pope Clement his Bible in a multitude of places which makes us desire to be satisfied of the Papists whether before Pope Sixtus Quintus his time their Church had any defined Canon of Scriptures or not for if they had not
then 't is most evident that their Church was a most excellent keeper of Scripture for Fifteen hundred years together that had not all that time defin'd what was Scripture and what was not but if the Papists say they had then we demand Was that set forth by Pope Sixtus Quintus or was it set forth by Pope Clement or if by a third different from them both why do they not name him if it were that set forth by Pope Sixtus then 't is now condemn'd by Pope Clement if that of Clement 't was condemned by that of Sixtus So that error must necessarily be betwixt them let them chuse which side they please And for the Book of Maccabees I hope they will allow it defin'd Canonical before St. Gregorie's time though he would not allow it Canonical but only for the Edification of the Church We further desire to be satisfied of the Papists if the Books of Ecclesiasticus and Wisdom and the Epistle to St. James were by the holy Apostles approved Canonical or not if they were approved by the Apostles Canonical sure the Papists cannot deny but they had a sufficient difinition and authority not to question them and therefore err'd in doing so And if they were not approved Canonical by the Apostles with what impudence dare the Roman Church now approve them as Canonical and yet pretend that all their Doctrine is Apostolical And if they say these Books were not questioned they should do well to tell which Books they mean which were not always known to be Canonical but have afterwards been receiveed by the Roman Church to be such so that this Argument reaches those as well as these And further we are to consider that there is not the same reasons for the Churches absolute Infallibility as for the Apostles and Scriptures for if the Church falls into an error it may be reformed by comparing it with the Rules of the Apostles Doctrine in Scripture but if the Apostles have err'd in delivering the Doctrine of Christianity in Scripture then the Roman Church cannot be infallible For Apostles Prophets and Canonical Writers and the foundation of the Church as St. Paul says 't is built upon the foundation of Apostles and Prophets And now to conclude this part of my discourse in very few words let the Papists answer if they can but these five words All Scripture is Divinely inspired Let them shew us so much for the Roman Church and shew us if they can where 't is written in Scripture that all the decrees of the Popish Church are Divinely inspired and all our Controversies will be at an end but I believe they can never do that without another Transubstantiation-Miracle of words The Papists desire us to shew them an exact Catalogue of our fundamentals to which we answer That God may be sufficiently known to one and not sufficiently declared to another and consequently that may be fundamental and necessary to one which is not to another which variety of circumstances renders it impossible to set down an exact Catalogue of Fundamentals for God requires more of them to whom he gives more and less of those to whom he gives less more of a commander of a Kingdom than a poor simple Turnspit 'T is a plain revelation of God to us Protestants that the Sacrament of the Eucharist should be administred in both kinds 1 Cor. 11. 28. that the publick Hymns and Prayers of the Church should be in such a Language as is most for Edification 1 Cor. 14. 15 16. yet the Church of Rome not seeing this by reason of the vail would be very angry if we told them 't would prejudice their supposed Infallibility We read in St. Matthew that the Gospel was to be Preacht to all Nations and this was a truth revealed before our Saviours Ascention yet if the Church had been asked before the conversion of Cornelius they would have certainly told you it had not been necessary to teach all Nations for 't is most apparent out of Acts 11. they all believed so until St. Peter was better informed by a vision from Heaven and the conversion of Cornelius and then they turn'd quite of a differing belief and esteemed it necessary to teach all Nations and yet were still a Church The Papists are pleased to say the Protestants differ in Fundamentals which indeed appears to us very irrational For if they say We Protestants differ in Fundamentals how then can they say We are members of the same Church one with another more than they are with ours or ours with theirs and why do they object our difference more with one another than with themselves and if we do not differ in Fundamentals why do they upbraid us with Fundamental differences amongst our selves We believe the Catholick Church cannot perish yet we believe she may and did err as I prov'd just before but thus much we Protestants declare in general That we esteem it sufficient for any mans salvation to believe God's Word the Scripture and that it contains all things necessary to our salvation and that we do our utmost endeavours to find believe and follow the true sense of it and being we are sure that all that is any way necessary is there believing all that is there we are sure we believe all that is necessary And therefore 't is but reasonable to say that any private person who truly believes the Scriptures and heartily endeavours to know the Will of God and to do it is as secure nay securer from the danger of erring in Fundamentals than the Roman Church for 't is impossible any man so qualified should fall into an error that can prove damnable to him for God requires no more of any man to his salvation but only his true and best endeavours to be saved And for the Papists Sacrament of Confession which they hold is so absolute and nenessary and so much upbraid us for the want of it we answer We know no such absolute necessity of it but yet we hold we must not only confess our sins but forsake them or we shall not find mercy And we Protestants farther believe that they that confess their sins shall find mercy though they only confess them to God and not to Man And more that they who confess them both to God and Man and do not in time forsake them shall not find mercy And so for the Papists Sacrament of Repentance for Remission of sins tho we Protestants know no such yet we allow observe the same Duty but publick before the Church which was the constant practice of the primitive Church and Rhenanus himself though so great a Champion for the Papists writes That the confession then used was before the Church and that Auricular confession was not then in the World. The Papists will tell you that our Bishops have not the true power of Ordination but that has been so clearly answered and so truly proved at large by so many already as I
any one of them Nor is it reasonable to believe that St. Peter having authority over all the Apostles for above 25 years together should never shew the least power over any of them all that time nor so much as receive the lest subjection from them sure any one must think this as strange unreasonable as if a King of England for 25 years together should not do one act of Regality among his Subjects nor receive any one acknowledgment from them Nor sure is it less strange unreasonable that the Papists should so many Ages after know this so certainly as they pretend they do and yet that the Apostles themselves after that these words were spoak in their hearing by vertue whereof St. Peter is pretended to be made their head should still be so ignorant of it as to question our Saviour which of them should be the greatest By which sure we may rationally conclude they did not then know for if they did their question had been needless and superfluous in desiring to be taught what they already knew And what yet appears more strange than all is that our Saviour should not have helped them out of their error by telling them St. Peter was the man but rather confirmed them in the contrary by saying The Kings of the Gentiles exercise Authority over them but it should not be so among them And again it is as strange and unreasonable that St. Paul should so far forget both St. Peter and himself as in mentioning so often St. Peter he should still do it without ascribing him any title of Honour Nor does it stand with reason that St. Paul speaking of the several degrees of men in the Church should omit giving St. Peter the highest if it had been his due but place him in the same rank and equipage with the rest of the Apostles for St. Paul says God hath appointed not first St. Peter then the rest of the Apostles but first Apostles secondly Prophets now certainly if Apostles were all first that is all equal how could one be in greater power than the other But besides all this though we should grant against all these probabilities and many more that Optatus Bishop of Rome meant that St. Peter was Head of the Apostles yet sure the Papists are still very far from proving the Bishop of Rome was to be so at all much less by Divine right Successor to St. Peter in his Headship and Authority For what incongruity is there if we say that Optatus might succeed St. Peter as his Heir and Successor in that part of his Government of that particular Church of Rome as sure he did even whilst St. Peter was living and yet that neither he nor any man was to succeed him in his Apostleship nor in the Government of the Church Vniversal as tho a Bishop should leave his Son Heir to all he died possessed of I hope you will not conclude therefore he must necessarily succeed him in the Bishoprick he died seized of The Apostles were men all called and Divinely inspired by the Holy Ghost which was the immediate gift of God and therefore could not be left as a Legary by man for though it be in any mans power to leave his Estate yet 't is in no mans power to leave to his Son his acquir'd parts at his death 'T is further worth your observing and special notice that St. Peter himself and the rest of the Apostles by laying the Foundation of the Church were to be themselves the Foundation of it and are accordingly so called in Scripture And therefore as in a building 't is incongruous that foundations should succeed foundations so it may be in the Church that Apostles should succeed Apostles the Church being built upon Apostles and Prophets Nor indeed does the grand argument of the Papists for their Pope extend any further in reallity then the particular See of Rome for thus goes their main argument St. Peter was first Bishop of Rome and the Apostles did not then attribute to themselves each one his particular Chair understand in that City of Rome for in other places others had Chairs besides St. Peter and therefore says the Papists he is a Schismatick who against that one single Chair erects another understand still in the same place and this this the Ground and the Authority the Papists say the Pope has to be Successor to St. Peter and to exercise Authority over the Universal Church But sure the Protestants urge more rationally in arguing thus That St. Peter wrote Two Catholick Epistles in which he mentions his own departure and writes to preserve the Christians in the Faith but yet in neither of these Two Epistles does he commend the Christians to the guidance authority to his pretended Successor the Bishop of Rome which sure if St. Peter had intended he would never have forgot to have named it And since the Papists so reverence and adore the Popes power let us Protestants also admire his way and means of attaining this power For though the Papists say that as soon as he is made Pope he has his authority immediately from Christ yet at the very same time the Papists all know that he cannot be made Pope but by authority and Election of the Cardinals so that I am sure by the very same reason any man that is chosen a Magistrate in any Town under the Pope's Territories may claim his Authority as immediately received from Christ as well as the Pope And further that the proving his being made Pope does not render him infallible I could give a hundred instances out of the History of Popes but that will not suit well with my designed brevity but let 's ask the Papists if Liberius Bishop of Rome after Two years Banishment did not by the sollicitation of Fortunatianus Bishop of Aquileia subscribe to Heresie and consequently could not be infallible And though the Papists rely so much on the Authority of the Fathers to support and justifie the Infallibility of their Church yet upon true Examination we shall find they make no more for their Universal Bishop than St. Peter's Two Catholick Epistles do And for their arguing out of St. Cyprian's 55 Epistles that sure makes rather against than for them for there St. Cyprian writes to Cornelius Bishop of Rome but writes not so much to him as of himself who was Bishop of Carthage against whom a Faction of Schismaticks had set up another Bishop Now though the Papists say reasonably that 't is a mark of the Vniversal Bishop that other Bishops should make their Addresses unto the Bishop of Rome yet sure 't were better Reasoning to conclude thus If the Bishop of Rome had been acknowledged Universal Bishop and his Authority and Supremacy had been believ'd and own'd sure St. Cyprian had not been satisfied with only barely writing him his sad story for he did no more but doubtless would have made his complaint to him and desired and expected redress from
Fire testified to the whole City but at Amsterdam they laugh and are merry Here no man is permitted to speak alone with them except their Confessor and Physician but there many go to prattle and pass away their time with these wanton Girls whose Faces are plainly seen bedeckt with black Patches the others hid with a Vail and all signs of true Repentance but there none FINIS THE LIFE OF H. H. With the Relation at large of what passed betwixt him and the Taylors Wife in Black-friars according to the Original 〈…〉 likewise particular Remarks of his Behaviour ever since Which proves tho times change him to be the 〈…〉 ame H. H. still LONDON 〈…〉 nted for T. S. in the Year 1688. To the Reader Reader HEre is presented to thy view a description of the hearts great Apostasie and deceitfulness together with the discoveries of Gods great grace and goodness to a soul exceedingly declined and Apostatized from him wherein God hath indeed made good what himself Rom. 5. 20 21. But sin abounded grace did much more abound that as sin hath reigned unto death even so might grace reign through righteousness unto eternal life c. And that his actings are not as the proceedings of men Jer. 3. 1 2. They say if a man put away his VVife and she go from him and become another mans shall he return to her again shall not that Land be polluted But thou hast played the Harlot with many Lovers yet return again to me saith the Lord c. Satan in these last Ages of the World hath had several forms and dresses whereby he might deceive unstable souls nay if it were possible the very elect I have with much grief of heart been an observer of the Authors Apostacy from God and his ways and well know the grounds thereof to be what he hath herein expressed and much rejoyce at his return hoping it is reality and truth and that the end of his publishing this to the World is to own his own shame and caution others that they be not such as wax wanton against Christ and his pure though despised ways Which if it shall be matter of warning to any the Author hath his end and it shall be my request to the Lord for all that prosâ—ess his fear that they may watch unto Prayer being stedfast unmoveable yet always abounding in the work of the Lord. William Kiffen A Premonition to the Reader from the hand of a Friend REader whosoever thou art that mayest light upon this Prodigals Confession who through the goodness of God is now come to himself was dead and is alive again was lost and is found who went out full and came in hungry As thou art intreated to take notice from what the Scripture speaketh what the fruit of sin is so also believe the experience of those that have felt it biting like a Serpent and stinging like an Adder If thou beest one that hast turned the grace of God into wantonness and givest thy self over to lasciviousness as this poor man hath done It is a miracle if mercy if ever God bring thee back to his house to seek bread there as he hath done this stragling Prodigal Sweet meat must have sour Sawce I think he hath experienced it and blessed be God that his Servants meet with sauce when sin is the dish that they would be feeding upon or rather poysoning themselves withal I beseech thee take heed think on sobriety run not out after vain speculations and notions as this returning wanderer hath done to his cost Thou that rejectest the Scriptures and wilt seem to plead all experience Consider it is good to try experiences by Scripture-testimony but I pray thee let the experience of this returning out-cast be noted by thee and be sure the rod wherewith he hath been whipped and a more sharp one too shall light upon thee if thou account vice vertue and wickedness thy liberty as he hath done Now his heart is burdened and his life is full of troubles But let me tell thee there is more joy in Heaven over one sinner that repenteth than over 99 such as thou art that art pure in thy own eyes and thinkest thou needest no repentance Thou that lovest not Scripture wholsome expression but only such as are dished out with nâ—w notions lo here is a new experimental exposition of the Scripture he speaketh to and I hope really from his heart would thou wouldst consider it And you dear Saints that have seen this man in our Fathers house and whose hearts are grieved that for such miscarriage as he was guilty of he must needs be turned out and saw his going out with sorrow let me tell you methinks the things that are here written do come from some impressions of God upon his heart and that his repentance is real God forbid that I should excuse any one in sin let my tongue cleave to the roof of my mouth and my arms fall from my shoulder-blade rather than mouth or pen should do that but to be tender towards returning sinners I think it is all our duties I beseech you confirm your love to him lest he should be swallowed up of sorrow for you are not ignorant of Satans wiles Two things it may be some will object I shall briefly speak to them 1. That he hath fallen from so much light and sinned against so much knowledge and love and such glorious profession and been so stubborn in it that it is a question whether he can ever be pardoned or no. I say it is true he hath done so but yet if Christ give repentance there is no question but he will give remission too Acts 5. And to me it appeareth the one is given and why then should I question the other Truly I think a soul must go far indeed before any man conclude he is past cure Remember it was once Moses fault though zealous for God that he dâ—â—paraged mercy I think the Prodigal living in his Fathers house knew much of his mind and of the order of his house and sinned against Rom. 6. abundance of light and love And yet the time was not out of date to forgive him when once he came to himself and returned where sin reigned to death there Grace reigned through Jesus Christ to eternal life Peter went very far you know if the case be well considered yet the sweet gracious looks of Christ brought him to himself again And methinks the case of Manasses if seriously considered was as desperate as this man 's and yet if I mistake not God gave him both repentance and pardon Besides consider the Devil that was not afraid to set upon Christ knoweth well that if he can deceive any soul that hath knowledge and parts such a one is like to do him the best service when once deceived therefore his assaults upon him might be the more violent being such a one The 2 d. thing that may be objected is That his
â—…eady to hear then to offer the Sacrifice of Fools for they consider not that they do â—…vil Remember when you make a step towards Heaven you must put off your â—…hoes you must turn your back upon all Ex. 3. 5. Jona 2. 8. Acts 14. 15. â—…he vanities of this wicked world Have your eyes always upon your â—…eet when you approach towards God â—…hat like the peacock you may thereâ—…y Isa 57. 15. Mat. 5. 5 11. 19. be kept abased in your own self remembering that with the humble meek God will dwell and that he resisteth the proud and giveth grace to the humble Jam. 4. 6. That 't is the heart God requires 1 Sam. 16. 7. Gal. 6. 7. therefore be not deceived God will not be mocked Do not think 't will serve your turn to be a constant hearer of Gods word and not a doer to draw Jam. 1. 23. Mat. 15. 8. Mat. 7. 6. near him with your mouth and to have your hearts far from him to come to his house amongst his Saints with your bodies and to leave your hearts at home to have them in the mean time abroad in the World for where your Luke 12. 34. treasure is that which you are most delighted with and in there will your hearts he also where the carcase is thither will the Eagles flie Nay remember that you who profess Mat. 24. 28. 110. 26. the name of Christ ought even so to walk as he before you hath left you a pattern ye should study to walk spotless 2 Pet 3. 14. and blameless in this present World therein to let your light so shine before men that they seeing your good works Mat. 5. 16. Phil. 2. 15. may glorify your Father which is in Heaven Rom. 1. 10 6. 2. 10. 11. Gal 3. 2 5. 24. That the way towards Heaven is upward and not downward rising continually from the death of sin dying continually to sin being daily weaned more and more in your affections to this present World and the vain pleasures thereof and living daily more and more towards God your affections more and more daily in love with righteousness and holiness towards God and man. And herein be not deceived thinking it is enough if you but grow in the knowledge of righteousness if you be but able to speak or make a description of such a condition though your heart be as much after the World and the vain pleasures thereof as ever Mat. 6. 21. before though you have no more Power over your corruption than you had before only you find that knowledge is a brave thing to make you appear famous amongst men and therefore it may be your heart may be running out after knowledge which before was running out only after the World and the pleasures thereof and this is all the change that is wrought in you that you have left off running after the World and the pleasures thereof whereby to become great and famous amongst men and now your hearts are run out after the knowledge of the things of God but for the same self end as before to wit to cloth and adorn this body with spiritual riches or rather pride that so Luk. 12. â—1 â—m 5. 3. you might be admired and applauded amongst men Now since my intention in writing it is only for my performing of that which I judge nothing less then my duty If God shall be pleased to make any thing therein a means to advance his glory either in preventing thereby any from being entangled in these or the like snares or in causing others to exalt God the more in their hearts by reason of their beholding what great love he hath most freely manifested to me vile unworthy wretch being satisfied in my own heart that what I have written is not a fiction or imagination of mine but the truth of what I both by sad and joyful experience observed and found in these my sad travels he hath obtained his desire who is Your unworthy servant in Christ Henry Hills From my sad as to the outward man and miserable yet most just Captivity in the Fleet Jan. 28. 1650. THE PRODIGAL Returned to his Fathers House THE sadness of this our last Age being such as that it Epist Jude Luke 15. hath brought forth many which that the Scripture might be fulfilled must be who like the Prodigal have left their Fathers House Left the Society and Fellowship of the Saints left their being obedient to any â—…ay all the Commands of God left the Temple or House of God their own 1 Cor. 6. 19. â—…odies left being any more at home in â—…heir own hearts not taking the least â—…are what becomes of the Temple of God Jer 7 Mat. 21. 13. Jer. 5. 27. what pollutions and defilements its filâ—…ed with nay suffer it to be made a â—…en of Thieves a Cage of unclean Birds a stie where only are kept Swine Nay not only so but have travell'd so far far indeed both from peace truth righteousness and holiness which as it only becomes the house of God so no where else is it to be found they have spent all their Portion and are so necessitated for Bread as they would gladly fill their bellies with the Husks that only Swine feed on Yet finding but few of those many that at last come to themselves and considering that in their fathers house is Bread enough return to their Father confessing they have sinned against Heaven and before him and are no more worthy to be called his Sons Yet would Psal 84. 10. fain be entertained into his house again though but as onc of his hired Servants finding with David by sad experience That 't is better to be a door-keeper in the house of God than to dwell in the tents of wicked men And finding none of those few that have returned from that sad dangerous and most perilous journey that have for the preventing of others from running of that sad race declared either the danger or misery whicâ—… attends it or discovered any of the subtil snares of Satan whereby he catches and carries them into those far Countries And though it hath been my sad portion to be one of those Prodigals in these our last days Yet since the Lord out of the riches of his mercy towards me hath been pleased to make choice of me to be one of those few which at last came to themselves though such was the stubbornness of my base heart as I endured to be beaten with many stripes first and considered that in my Luke 12 47 fathers house was bread enough yet mercy enough notwithstanding my Soul was eaten through with hunger by reason of the abounding of my Iniquities my redoubled iniquities to patdon them all tbem that there was Psalm 57. 7 water enough to wash me as white as â—…now through my inipuities I have made my self as red as Crimson Yea not only