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the_o just_a reward_n of_o grace_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d εικων_fw-gr βασιλικη_n the_o porutraicture_n of_o his_o sacred_a majesty_n in_o his_o solitude_n and_o suffering_n together_o with_o his_o majesty_n prayer_n deliver_v to_o doctor_n juxon_n immediate_o before_o his_o death_n also_o his_o majesty_n reason_n against_o the_o pretend_a jurisdiction_n of_o the_o high_a court_n of_o justice_n which_o he_o intend_v to_o deliver_v in_o write_v on_o monday_n january_n 22._o 1648._o rome_n 8._o more_o than_o conqueror_n etc._n etc._n bona_fw-la agere_fw-la &_o mala_fw-la pati_fw-la regium_fw-la est_fw-la m._n dc_o xlix_o the_o content_n 1._o upon_o his_o majesties_n call_v this_o last_o parliament_n p._n 15_o 2_o upon_o the_o earl_n of_o strafford_n death_n 3._o upon_o his_o majesty_n go_v to_o the_o house_n of_o commnos_n 11_o 4._o upon_o the_o insolency_n of_o the_o tumult_n 15_o 5._o upon_o his_o majesties_n pass_v the_o bill_n for_o the_o triennial_a parliament_n and_o after_o 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