A Grand-fathers LEGACY OR Maltbey's Morsels for Mourners Diuided into seuerall Meditations for euery Day in the Weeke Being a Comfort to all wounded and oppressed Consciences which seeke for comfort by the Word of Truth By Iohn Maltbey late Minister of Gods Word at Buckland in Glocester-shire LONDON Printed by N. OKES and are to be sold at the Crowne in Pauls Church-yard 1633 TO THE VVORshipfull and well respected Gentleman Mr. IOHN ROBINSON Esquire of Denston-hall in Suffolke And to the Vertuous and well-affected Gentle-woman his wife Mris Briget Robinson all terrestriall happinesse AS there is an appoynted time for the end of all our Acts and by the Almighties Decree once to dye so hath it pleased God that this Reuerent Divine hauing payd that debt to Nature that we must all pay And leauing behind him this new borne Babe which might haue beene obscured and buried with him had it not with a Religious Care bin preserued And being brought to the view of the World and past the Presse I haue selected you amongst many others knowing you most fitting to Patronise this Worke and do desire you to answere for this Childe and to receiue it into your protection And withall which was the chiefe motiue hauing bin often Resident with you and knowing in my selfe your pious and religious Gouernment in your Family in offering vp your first and latter Fruite of Prayer and Thankesgiuing morning and Euening made mee the more desirous to chuse You. The Subiect being of Diuine Meditations gathered out of the Holy Scripture for the comforte of all oppressed and wounded soules For which causes I haue imboldned to fixe your name as a Patrone of this and the like Subiects and present it though vnworthy from my hand beeing of this Subiect as a token of my respect shewing my gratefull minde to you if it came within my compasse for all your curtesies bestowed on me I do therfore presume to tender this my loue only as a remembrance of my thankfulnes and witnesse of my true meanings I wil now cease troubling you only turning my Writing into praying for your good health thus taking my leaue wishing you all happines in this life and a correspondency in the world to come Your louing kinsman to command I. OKES The Printer to the Reader IT is a saying of Salomon that it is better to go vnto the house of Mourning then to the house of Banquetting The house of Banquetting consisting of full Dishes which becomes not Mourners but rather Fragments and Morsels Our blessed Sauiour feeding foure thousand with seauen loaues and a few little Fishes Mathew the 15. Chapter and the 34. verse The morsels or Fragments that were left were seauen baskets full The same number hath this Reuerent Diuine obserued in giuing Method to the Booke in comparing them vnto seauen Baskets full of wholesome Consolation for the seauen seueral Dayes in the Weeke in a plaine and easy way for the better vnderstanding of the simplest Whose aged Life and Conuersation was well liked and approoued of amongst that little Flocke hee had in his Pastorall charge whose Losse was much Lamented by many who were his hearers And leauing behind him this godly Worke which he thought to haue set foorth in his Life time Mistris Margaret Maltbey committed it on his death bed to his louing Wife whose great care herein hath beene largely expressed and now desires that it may bee curteously receiued at the hands of all good Christians Farewell So I rest thine I. O. A Grandfathers Legacy OR MALTBY his Morsels for Mourners The Introduction AS Ionathan Sauls Sonne hearing of the troublesome perplexity of Dauid sought him out in the wood and comforted him in his God 1. Sam. 32.18 So I now hauing heard of your misery and weaknesse am come to comfort you as a neighbour Iob. 6. ver 24. who desire your happinesse from my heart and therefore would haue you to consider that God who caused Saul to returne from pursuing Dauid and to goe against the Philistines 1. Sam. 23. last verses can suddenly change your griefe into gladnesse and your misery into mirth so that you cry with faithfull Dauid Psal 39.15 O spare me a little that I may recouer my strength before I goe hence and be no more seene Psal 39.15 Psal 33.17 Psal 33 17. The eye of the Lord is vpon them that feare him and put their trust in his mercy verse 18. To deliuer their soules from death and to feede them in the time of trouble and dayes of dearth God grant you may long for your appointed time as the Seruant for the shadow or the Hireling for the end of his worke cry and say Lord let thy spirit within mee so make request for mee that thy hand may conuay mee from this vale of teares to eternall blisse Like as thine Angell guided Peter from prison to liberty Lord protect mee you and vs all from Sathans assaults keepe vs from despaire and secure vs from euill giue to euery one Comfort in Conscience Ioy in the Spirit Peace in beleeuing and a most setled expectation of life by thy Sonne our Sauiour Christ Iesus Munday Meditations NOthing more profiteth Gods Children then his Crosse this bringeth a loathing of our troubles here belowe and an ardent loue of enioying such things as rest aboue in the Heauens When Israel had peace in Aegypt they thought not vpon Canaan so wee bewitched with the world forget our saluation But as the Angell caught Lot when hee lingred in Sodome Gen. 19. Gen. 19. So doth sicknesses and distasts with-hold vs from Hell inuesting vs into euerlasting habitations in the Heauens Wee must not looke to bee carried into Heauen in a feather-bed all Gods Saints knowing this that afflictions rest as Porters to the Kingdome of Paradise the Cherubins keeping the East-side thereof with a blade of a shaking Sword Gen. 3.24 When wee haue health we should praise God for it and beware it become not the cause of our ruine You are sicke it is a signe of your heauenly Fathers loue and of your euerlasting happinesse this should make the cogitations of your heart to striue as did the Children in Rebeccas wombe Leape wee for ioy that our names as the names of Gods Children are written in Heauen what though wee be poore sicke full of soares and contemned of men yet being the Elect Children of God and our names in Gods Booke wee may haue sound Comfort both in life and death Remembring that sanctified Crosses rest assured notes of Gods fauour and therefore assoone as euer wee read Gene. 6.12 of Abrahams comming to Moreb it is presently sayd this Cannanite was then in the Land by whose cruelty God meaneth to exercise both him and his and the like must all Gods Children looke for Say not thou that afflictions rather driue vs from God then to God for where the Holy Ghost sanctifieth all things there doe proue most excellent Albeit Gods dearely beloued Children are
to correct and chastise you till hee haue pardoned and purged your offences and so burne his rod by which hee hath punished you Esay 33.1 Remember that as God was the Authour of Israels Captiuity for their sinnes so was hee for his mercies their Redeemer to restore them to Liberty God in the middest of all his threatnings remembreth his and comforteth them There is no greater signe of our Heauenly Fathers loue then when hee correcteth vs for our amendment preseruing vs in despite of our Enemies to that end whereunto he hath appointed vs euen to the Glory of Gods Name and good of his Church See Esay 44.2 and Chap. 30.10 10.24 What though we be forsaken for a time yet the Lord casts vs not off vtterly as though he our Husband were dead but in our dreadfullest afflictions still followeth vs with his fatherly fauours and manifold mercies to make vs all praise God in Syon let vs still acknowledge God to be the Authour of our afflictions to the intent that wee may still seeke to him for remedy Let your heauy sinnes bee continually before your eyes as one that tyeth a thing to his hand for a remembrance so will hee forget them cast them behinde his backe and tread them vnder feet The Lord comfort and refresh your soule still treading downe the insurgent Enemies that rise vp against you Let no aduersity vtterly discomfort you but wisely consider that there may bee cause of a Womans separation from her Husband and a ioyfull meeting and comming of them both together againe Wee can neuer be too timely exercised vnder our Crosse but wee are to pray that when our afflictions grow greater our patience also by experience may bee stronger and thou Lord become a Sanctuary vnto vs in the soarest times of our saddest afflictions Desire the Lord so to mitigate your afflictions as you lose thereby neither Sence nor Reason nor arrogate any thing to your selfe but trust in the Lord your God who alone doth saue soules Let no sins so throw you downe as once to despaire of your heauenly fathers mercies In the dayes of your afflictions and miseries remember that God promised to comfort his Church in all heauinesse and deepest distresses blesse God for your punishments for thereby he calleth you from your iniquities as from the beginning God hath exercised his people vnder the Crosse so since Christ was offered hath hee left this exercise vnto his Church vntill the Dead rise againe and Christ gather his into his Kingdome in the Heauens The Lord giue you patience and constancy to abide the paines and plagues which the Lord inflicteth vpon you for the humbling of your soule and hasting it to eternall happinesse And doubt not but for your induring a painefull death the Lord our God will giue you a precious Life and as you yet mourne with men cause you to tryumph with Iesus Christ and for anguish here below dwell and rest with Angels aboue Remember the three Children in the fiery Furnace they would not come out nor depart thence for any feare till the Lord bid them neither came Noah out of the Arke till the Lord called him forth Stay your soule vpon God who is now onely to comfort you and remember how that our abhominable sinnes bring vpon our soules these horrible afflictions in our last dayes As you are one of Christs members you may not hasten too much but learne patiently to abide the Issues of Gods promise As the Maiesty of God hath strooke you downe so I doe not feare but that his powerfull and heauenly hand will againe raise you vp God that by one Angell could destroy all the world assureth his Children so of his loue that rather then they shall perish hee will send forth double power euen Christ Iesus the Head of Angels to deliuer vs. What troubles soeuer befall the Church of Christ and his Members they come by the Counsell and prouidence of God Dan. 12. and still haue happy Issues to all faithfull beleeuers Dan. 12. The Angell noteth first how the Church shall bee in great afflictions and trouble at Christs comming but God shall send his Angell to deliuer it meaning Christ that is promised by the preaching of the Gospell Therfore be not discouraged though Christ come not so soone as wee cry and call for him for what hee doeth is to try our patience that wee with the Elect of God might bee the more pure in our hearts and purged truely with his Church Be you neuer so weake or sicke yet remember who hath sayd Hosea 13.14 Hosia 13.14 I will redeeme thee from the power of the Graue I will deliuer thee from Death O Death I will bee thy death O Graue I will be thy destruction Fly to the Lord in Death and he will be thy Life to auoide the Lords Iudgements you must learne to become obsequious to his Will so will hee take away your Iniquities and receiue you most graciously Loue we the Lord God of Hostes who is in Christ Iesus now become our heauenly Father whosoeuer so doth are blessed their branches shall spread their beauty shall be like the Oliue-tree and their smell like Lybanon which shall reuiue as the Corne flourish as the Vine and their sent shall be like Wine of Paradise yet for all that shall the godliest bee so shaken with terrible temptations that they shall not looke for continuall quietnesse in this world but still assure themselues and soules that wee and they shall be preserued in our deepest dangers because God may destroy his Enemies but will deliuer his Children Doth any aduersity come without Gods appointment Esay 45.7 God dealeth not with you as he doth with other people but warneth you both by punishments and Prophets to beware of his plagues you are told by Esdras the mildnesse of the Almighty 2. Booke 1.28 I haue prayed you as a Father his Sonnes as a Mother her Daughter and as a Nurse her young Babes 2 Esd 1.28 that you would bee my people as I am your God and that you would bee my Children as I am your Father God our heauenly Father compareth himselfe to an Henne gathering her Chickens vnder her wings Math. 23.37 And can wee once thinke that hee will cast vs out from his sight Mat. 23.27 Although you see no Prophets yet should you hate your Iniquities and though the Lord God Almighty bee not seene with bodily eyes yet should our hearts beleeue what hee doth both teach and tell vs what best tendeth to his Glory 2. Esdras 3.28 Are they that dwell at Babylon better then they which haue dominion in Syon The Heathen may flourish there which neuer once thinke on the Commandements of God but in the world to come true Israelites finde peace with God and Angels 2. 2 Esd 7.33 Esd 7.33 Remember that the Almighty shall appeare vpon the seate of Iudgement when miseries shall vanish away and long suffering shall haue an end
Thy Seruant Esdras hath told vs of an eternall Paradise whose fruit remaineth incorruptible wherein is safety and health if wee will enter into it verse 53. Draw wee neere therefore vnto the Lord for an Inheritance because wee walke in great pride in these latter dayes of this world therefore doe many miseries meete vs and sundry calamities ouertake vs But the wise must with-hold sorrowes in themselues to allow Gods purpose and receiue his Corrections in patience if they looke to bee commended of him and allowed by him Be of good comfort O Israel and bee thou not heauy-hearted O thou house of Iacob 2. Esdras 12.46 For the most High hath you in remembrance and the Almighty hath not forgotten you in temptation 1.12.47 Neither will hee leaue Syon desolate but still mercifully remembreth the low estate of his distressed Sanctuary The Lord giueth vs all good things so doth hee enable vs when hee will and as hee will Remember wee therefore his Commandements neither let wee them at any time bee put out of our mindes but feare wee the Lord as wee flee from each sinne still doing the things which are acceptable to the Lord our God As the Lord doth scourge so doth he pitty hee leadeth to Hell and bringeth vp neither is there any that can auoide his hand Our Heauenly father scourgeth vs for our iniquities but againe gathers vs out of all Nations amongst whom wee shall bee scattered Waite yee for Saluation from God call vpon him to helpe you and hee will heare your voice if it please him God hath not tryed you as hee did the Patriarkes to the examination of your very hearts neither doth hee take vengeance on you but punisheth you for Instruction to bring you nearer to himselfe God seeing vs to bee vnruly Children doth therefore swing vs that wee may bee come quiet and goe from vnder his fingers as tame Lambes seeking for no other rest or peace then is found in Iesus Christ Know you not this that hee which offereth the most blowes is Crowned Whither should we resort but vnto the Lord in the times of our dangers and there cry most earnestly death being still before vs in our owne sight humble wee our bodies with fasting and desire the Lord to helpe vs being desolate Praise God in your misery and magnifie him for his mercy the soules of the righteous are in the hands of God where no torment can touch them the departure from vs may seeme as it were destruction howbeit they were in peace What though you now suffer paines before men yet is your hope full of immortality although you bee preuented with Death yet shall you be in rest God taketh away his least wickednesse should beguile the minde It is a matter of endlesse comfort to the poore members of Christ to see how vppon earth none are more ful of wofull paines in body and soules then Gods children who so full of soares as Iob Lazarus euen from the top to the toe Some are maimed in their bodies Iob 5. The Poole called Bethesda with her fiue porches was filled with multitudes of sicke folke blind halte and withered wayting for the moouing of the Waters after the Angels stirring whereof whosoeuer first stepped in was made whole whatsoeuer disease hee did languish of It is a comfort very cordiall to all Gods children to remember their former miseries now turned into felicity ioy and happinesse what though you rest poore yet may you possesse a Kingdome Are you here hungry and thirsty you shall assuredly taste of the Tree of Life Are you now wretched and naked you shal bee cloathed with the Roabes of Christs Righteousnesse and in the stead of the rags of infamy and Reproach on earth you shall bee crowned with the Dyadem of immortall glory in the highest heauens Be not sad eyther for the sickenes of your selfe or your friends for you cannot perish neyther shal you be cast away for your soules shall be presently in ioy and your bodies buried in the Graue as in a Bed of Doune to take a sweete sleepe till the day of Iudgement and then you shall rise to glory And according to your Religion Faith and good deedes in feeding and cloathing Christ Iesus in his members he will pitty you in mercy and now prouide comfort for you in the time of your Troubles Assure your heart and perswade your owne soule that Christ Iesus resteth the most true and absolute Sheepheard who feedeth his sheepe with most wholesome pasture not suffering vs to Rot vpon earth but assuring our soules to sing with Angels in Heauen We must not forget in the middest of our miseries that Christ our Redeemer was wounded for our transgressions broken for our iniquities the chastisment of our peace was vpon him and with his stripes we are healed Esay 53.5 Wee are saued by comming vnto God by Christ Heb. 7. he euerliuing that maketh intercession for vs. Hebr. 7 And by none other name can wee be saued Acts 4. Acts 4. Remember and forget not how wee are made partakers of Christ and his benefits euen by beeing of an humble spirit by Faith apprehending and applying Iesus Christ with all his merits vnto our selues Thus are we iustified before God and sanctified for Christs sake and therefore wee must all be content to vndergoe shame disgrace trouble persecution and bonds yea death it selfe for Christ his sake The Remembrance of Christs comming to Iudgement must cheare vp your heauy soules So labour now your heart as you may crye with the Spouse of Christ Come Lord Iesus come quickely Hope wee to liue with Christ in the Church Tryumphant then must wee dye with him in the Church Militant None shall liue with Christ aboue vnlesse they suffer with him here below nor none shall haue their teares wiped from them in Heauen vnlesse they haue first shed them on Earth It is the Lords vsuall dealing after long time of peace to bring some tryals that the Elect and true Christians may be discerned It is knowne to vs all how a Christian mans life rests a war-fare so that there is no dreaming of a Victory before wee fight It is our lot to suffer and our comfort still to stay vpon Christ who will so dispose of vs and our seuerall troubles as they shall leaue a blessing behind them and we shall gayne more in the Spirit then we can loose in the flesh Which GOD grant we may Tuesday Meditations THis rests a Maxime in Religion that God wil haue his owne true Church and Children to be tryed and vndergoe the heate of persecution Wee must learne therefore to be wise and not to thinke our selues out of Gods fauour when wee are tryed nor deeme worse of the Gospell because the Crosse still goeth with it and wicked people still hate it But still let vs all learne to looke at Christ Iesus remembring that we Seruants may not looke for any larger priuiledge then had our Lord and Maister
the Word of God standeth not in bare Knowledge but in the practise of life It 's not an halfe seruice but our full obedience that GOD looketh for hee often promiseth vs rewards not for our merrites but to incourage that our labour shal not be lost It is the Lords manner in our greatest weaknes to manifest his power and in deepest danger make knowne vnto vs our saluation Content thy selfe a while with the water of teares and thou shalt be refreshed with the Wine of comfort Acknowledge Christ Iesus to bee now thy Sauiour and thou shalt not once feare him to become thy Iudge After trouble God sendeth comfort to all them which patiently waite on him and constantly put their trust in his mercies The Almighty put Iobs soule in bitternesse but it was to teach him to keepe righteousnesse and not forsake it God dealeth with some as hee did with Iob hee turned his Harpe vnto mourning and his Organs into the Voyce of them that weepes As often as God striketh vs with any kinde of troubles or afflictions whether inward in outward in our goods It is to beate downe our pride and to free vs from afflictions that wee feele not the weight of them nor the heauinesse of his VVrathfull hand or iudgements when he rests angry Sickenesse is GODS Herald which he sendeth to thy house home and heart Our louing God will not afflict thee aboue measure that thou shouldest haue occasion to contend with him It belongeth vnto God to moderate your Corrections and not man Can you pray with vehemency feare not but that both your secret complaynts and sighings are seene of God and sealed vp with Christ in your deepest temptations God both can and will deliuer you Although your deedes haue deserued destruction yet doth God in mercy pitty your frailty The more your Conscience is touched with the feare of GODS iudgements the more hope may you haue to prayse God in the Congregation of the faithfull who sendeth comfort and boldnesse in time of our afflictions who else were ready to drop downe to destruction Howsoeuer eyther sorrowes or sicknesse may somewhat discourage vs yet rest our miseries good meanes to cause vs to feele Gods present care ouer vs. When the Lord afflicteth vs and we crye vnto him we thinke by and by that hee should helpe vs but that is not his due time he hath some worke to worke with vs wee must waite and stay the time before we be comforted and then Physicke and all humane meanes fayling God helpeth that we may learne euer after to looke still to Heauen knowing that not onely our sickly bodies but our sinfull soules and vnsanctified senses such as all ours be must hence be purified or else perplexed Say O my God let neither Man nor misery driue thy Seruant from his Hope of Gods promise and ioy in the highest Heauens and also Eternall felicity Lord be mooued with the complaint of thy poore Seruant and d liuer me in the end from all manner of fearefull dangers Remember that the Lords word and promise is true and vnchangeable hee preserueth the poore from the peeuish and maintayneth the pyous agaynst the proud Crye mightily to our God for this one thing that whilst your afflictions last your faith may not faint Desire the Lord to comfort you both in soule and in body without whose fauour there is no perfect felicity nor hope of blessed immortality What though Sathan hath many wayes to hurt you yet hath our heauenly Father many millions more to saue out of his meere mercy The great power of Christs Kingdome against all Aduersaries thereof teach vs all patiently to indure the Crosse till God destroy the Aduersaries The more your afflictions do increase the more neere shall you feele the helping hand of God assisting you with his spirit of comfort Be not perswaded but that God loueth you farre better then euer your Parents did which very thought should pacifie and bridle your rage Depending vpon the Lord who neuer brake promise with any of his seruants Content your selfe for the treasures of Gods mercies are alwaies layd vp in store for his Children albeit at all times they do not feelingly inioy them How many seeme to be swallowed vp of grieuous afflictions yet rests God at hand to deliuer you And it is our heauenly Fathers loue to cause vs all to feele that wee are mortall and that there is no estate wherein we can liue to haue perfect quietnesse in this world Christ Iesus is come to redeeme the soules of his seruants that put trust in him how then shall the darts of Death endanger vs when death hauing done his worst Christ himselfe then becomes our Redeemer giuing vs for a poore Cottage a rich Kingdome God knoweth what dangers hang ouer our heads and by what meanes to deliuer vs from them Stay his leasure and the LORD will content your minde with that which is most necessary remember how our Faith must bee exercised with diuers temptations Though the iust man dye yet Gods blessings are extended to his posterity and though God suffer some iust man to want temporall benefits yet hee recompenceth him with spirituall treasures such shal bee continually preserued vnder GODS VVings and haue at last inward peace and rest in their mindes The patient hope of the Godly is neuer in vayne but in the end hath good successe though for a time God prooue them with sundry temptations why doth God visite any one with sicknesse but to put both your selfe and others in mind of his chastisments for sinne desire not to be exempted from Gods rod but that he would so moderate his hand that you might be able to beare it let prayer therefore become your refuge yeeld vnto God and not to your own desire Let vs not dispayre be our torments neuer so great but crye we to God with sure trust for our deliuerance doth humane meanes faile waite we for the helpe of God the weaker in body striue we with crying sighes to bee stronger in soule by Faith to the conquering of diseases Death Diuels and danger crye still for Patience to indure the punishments and chastisements which the Almighty sendeth and intreate the Lord not to be seuere against his poore creature neither to wrappe him vp with the wicked to be put to shame This know that it is a very hard thing for the Saints themselues to keepe measure in Words thoughts and gesture when Death and Dispayre assayles them though God deferre helpe yet must we learne to abide with Patience till he heare and helpe vs still remembring that such soules as please him God hasteneth to take them from wickednesse Howsoeuer you feele Gods hand to lye heauy vpon you yet rest vpon his promise and comfort your selfe and soule therein Account it Gods mercy to bee touched with his fatherly hand for each one of vs all is like an vntamed Calfe till the vse of Gods rod call vs home to Heauen Wee are
disconsolate distresse Let your still armed confidence tyre out your tormented sorrowes or sickenesses whatsoeuer Let vs all rest vndaunted well knowing that God sustaynes vs who doubts of the Sunnes being although it doe not alwayes shine Or of the faith of Iob though it were ouer-whelmed for a while Know this we should all that the Elect themselues may fall though built vpon the Foundation of GOD yet the Lord keepes them from perishing though when they stand he keepes them not from falling That blessed Apostle Saint Paule tooke betweene Damascus and Ierusalem the happiest fall that euer the Earth was honoured withall In via Iudaeus cecidit vt resurgat Christianus sayth Chrisostome Hee fell in the way a Iew or rather from a Iew that he might arise a Christian It is our heauenly Fathers mercy that rayseth vs when wee are fallen but our faith must keepe vs from falling When wee are raysed wee stand by Faith and wee come through Faith into this Grace wherein we stand Shall we stand by the habits of Gods mercy and grace Rom. 5.2 and shall wee fall from the acte thereof by a wilfull Apostacy God forbid Let vs rather perseuer in Faith and that vnto the Death weighing what wauering Age we are fallen into and strange opinions euen of the pillars of these times Content wee our selues to passe from troubles and calamities into euerlasting ioyes for Death is but an entrance into blisse and as it were a casting Anchor into the Hauen of Heauen Crye to God with Dauid What profite is there in my Blood when I shall go downe into the graue of forgetfulnesse Likewise Hezekiah prayed against Death desiring to be reconciled vnto God to giue satisfaction to God and his children None so free from sinne but stand in great neede to bee purified from sinne and purged from the soares blaines and blemishes of iniquity Beware of grudging when the Lord striketh you because it is alwayes for our good and he resteth both able and willing to deliuer vs at his pleasure Psal 33.17 Behold the Eye of the Lord is vppon them that feare him Psal 33.17 and put their trust in his mercy to deliuer their soules from Death rest there neuer so many turbulent tryals Yea it is indeede our commodity that God doeth not accomplish his promises so soone as wee could wish that staying with patience his leasure wee may bee crowned with the more glory in the end As euery father nurtureth his sonne so doeth the Lord his children but it is to walke in his waies The Children of God shall knowe this that all sorrows and sicknesses crosses and troubles are to prooue vs whether wee will Loue the Lord God with all our hearts and Soules Deut. 13.3 in our greatest griefes and saddest sorrowes yea or no. Deut. 13.3.4 Gods seruants must bee no flinchers but both followers and fighters in the Lords quarrell preferring the Lords glory before their owne soules safety Do not thinke that each trouble commeth on you because the Lord is not with you For the most tender hearted mother will now and then hide her selfe from her Childe to trie the kinde and louing affection thereof towards her that afterwards finding the loue of her little one shee may as it were put it in her bosome So our heauenly father to finde out our corruptions whereof wee our selues are ignorant hee doth swinge vs for our follies that falling weeping at his feete he might louingly take vs vp and kisse vs with his mouth No euils come vpon vs but when we forsake God who rideth vppon the Heauens for our helpe and on the Clouds for his owne glory Deut. 33.16 When the hand of God is vpon you repent of your sins heartily rather then by your power and pollicy to resist the working thereof whatsoeuer your disease is fayle not for to consecrate your selfe both soule and body to the Lord of glory and you shall not doe amisse No remedy but we must needs enter into the way of all the World know we all therefore in our hearts and perswade our soules that all the good things which the Lord hath promised vs shall come to passe vnto vs and no euill can come vnto vs but by our Disobedience God that plagued Egypt brought Israel out of Egypt Hee that brought Israel into the Red Sea knew how to bring them out to their enemies confusion and the comfort of his children Do we according to the course of nature we may hope vndoubtedly to liue in the state of grace the Lord beeing farre more willing to blesse then to curse But alas it is the nature of our flesh no longer to obey God then when we are vnder the Whippe or scourge Therefore doeth the Lord make it oftentimes the end of his punishment to call vs to Repentance that wee may seeke both for health and helpe at his hands The Church of Christ now is and must be still subiect to manifold afflictions how be-be it God at length will giue ioyfull issue deliuering them from all troubles Desire rather the comfort of your poore soules then the ease of your bodies for the Almighty giueth much bitternesse to their soules that now and then had the fairest bodies to cause vs to haue more care and respect to the inward man then to the outward forme It is vsuall with God to plunge into aduersities not to hurt but to heale not to kill our bodies but to saue our soules from destruction It is GODS mercy towards his Children and his fauour vnto his Friends and followers to make them pertakers of piety and examples of Holinesse in their places I desire you call vnto minde this one thing which is that although Dauid were annoynted King and that by a Prophet yet God would trye him in sundry sorts before he had the vse of his Kingdome Art thou a Dauid thinke it not much to fall vpon thy face to the ground before Ionathan to crouch knees and kisse to saue thy life much more for a while to be sicke that in fine thou mayest become a Saint In man resteth no Iustice what 's good in vs rests all of Gods mercy from him we receiue it It is our infirmity that in time of our sorrows we do no more comfort our selues in the Lord our God then we doe In each trouble and aduersity wee are to consider the prouidence of God and not like raging Beasts to forget both our owne duty and contemne GODS appointment ouer vs. It is Gods pleasure to make as though he would leaue vs for a time yet if wee trust in him wee shall bee sure to finde comfort Our heauiest lamentations ought not to bee excessiue but moderate well considering this that wee are to praise and glorifie GOD in all his doings and remembring that many sobbes and feares both follow and befall the faithfull ones yet shews GOD himselfe most liberall to his seruants when they seeme to bee vtterly destitute of any comforts at
but God our Lord who is not rigorous to any but righteous to all God sanctifie your afflictions and free you from misery comfort you in Paradise and establish you really with Glory Amen Wednesday Meditations WHen the LORD doth visite vs and not presently free vs out of trouble we must beware and take heed that wee murmure not against God to require or grudge at his chastisements God sometimes suffers his euen to wrestle against desperation and to see no glimering of his mercies sometimes againe hee causeth the hearts of his dearest Children to leape for ioy then making his Maiesty most knowne when it may tend most for the comfort of the Elect Learne wee all to waite the Lords leasure for our deliuerance not to prescribe his time but stay his leasure and willingly waite till he comfort vs againe God forgetteth not to bee gracious though sometimes hee seemeth as though hee would shut vp his louing kindnesse in displeasure Howsoeuer it pleaseth GOD now and then to humble his Children yet he forsaketh them not for euer What are many nights of afflictions in comparison of the ioyfull morning and sun-shine of the euerlasting mercies and fauours of God These these reioyce our soules and comfort our hearts which are oppressed with sorrow Deutro 8.16 The Lord humbleth his Chosen people and prooueth them that hee may doe them good at their latter end A man may gather more vndoubted assurance of GODS euerlasting fauours towards his soule by inward afflictions then by any outward prosperity in the world Let vs all consider the manner of Gods dealing with his people in the world hee will now and then spoile vs of all our Sences and feeling of his Mercies in Christ yea suffer vs to lie bleeding in our miseries yea scorhed and tormented with the heate of Gods anger for sinne But when our hope rests euen gone then doth our heauenly Father send a gracious raine and a blessed shower to quench the heate of our poore afflicted soules for sinne which shall be as mercy to men in smart and misery Obiect But tell mee this Obiect why seeketh God his seruants in so much misery Ans To make vs all to depend of him onely with faith and patience Answ Secondly to make vs to know and see that wee are nothing of our selues but that all the strength wee haue it is onely in Christ Thirdly to stirre vp our hearts to seeke and pray vnto the Lord more earnestly for helpe and succour Fourthly to make vs esteeme the mercy of God more highly because things easily come by are lightly esteemed but things long in getting costing much trouble and paines are most sett by often therefore doth the Lord deferre his mercy vnto the last gaspe that so it might be the more esteemed Oh waite wee GODS leasure though hee deferre long and seeme to forget vs wee hope Lord for life in the middest of death and say though thou kill vs yet will wee trust in thee although thou deferre thine helpe and comfort for many yeares yet will wee neuer let goe our hold but still hang on thy mercy with our hands of Faith saying thus Lord though thou hast already whipt mee diuers wayes yet will I neuer forget to meete thee with my repentant teares well knowing thou esteemest nothing when Reformation of heart and life is wanting Iudgements come eftsoones from God for our sinnes yet layeth hee no more crosses vpon vs then hee in mercy will make vs well able to beare granting such an issue as wee shall gaine more in the Spirit then wee shall loose in the flesh Content your selfe my Brethren the Crosse in GODS due time shall bee your aduantage and leaue a sure blessing behinde it GOD imposing no punishments vpon vs but for our sinnes the tryall of our Faith Patience c. For our Heauenly Father doth afflict vs with light affliction to make vs runne vnto him and kisse his rod he afflicting vs for our good the reformation of our liues and the saluation of our soules I deny not but the best of Gods children may be afflicted with sicknes and wounds with troubled Consciences Gods rod being good both to purge our corrupt and cankered hearts and for the humbling of them throughly to the exercise of faith patience and prayer Hee knowes little that knowes not this how the poore Members of CHRIST must bee afflicted and liue in sorrow sicknesse and griefe of minde yet granteth the Lord patience to endure all By teares sorrowes and grieuous sicknesse doth God fyle away the cankered rust of our Rebellions that wee might bee more feruent in Prayer hunger more after Heauen and the more eagerly depend of his fatherly goodnesse and diuine graces When wee doe aske one thing hee giueth vs another that 's better for vs that wee might learne wholy to depend of his goodnesse all the dayes of our liues Are you in distresse fling your selfe into the blessed Armes of the LORDS mercy so will hee vndoubtedly giue you euerlasting rest vnto your soules such is the loue of GOD that hee neuer failes nor forsakes his Children Neuer despaire for any troubles but perswade your soule this that the God of peace will shortly treade downe Sathan vnder your feete hee is faithfull that haue made vs this promise Rom. 16.20 Rom. 16.20 Affliction being our portion on earth wee must labour to get faith and patience in our soules that so wee may hold out vnto the end As wee are Gods Children we finde no promise in the Word of God to be freed from temptations and trials pouerty sicknesse c. Howbeit as wee are Gods Children wee haue this promise that these things shall neuer hurt vs because the Lord will so sanctifie them vnto vs as they will surely leaue a blessing behinde them In time of danger and death nought in the world should more comfort vs then this to remember that wee haue walked before GOD in truth and with an vpright heart Esay 28.3 This cheered Ezechiah when hee was going the way of all flesh that hee had vndertaken much paines to know the LORDS Will. The best Christian is the most couetous in all heauenly knowledge of God and our saluation by Iesus Christ the Childe of God is no sooner in perill but the Lord putteth vnder his owne hand to deliuer him from death and danger Forget not God who sayth Esay 54.17.8 For a little time haue I forsaken thee but with great compassion will I gather thee Psal 34.17 18. Psal 34.17.18 The Lord is neere vnto all those that are of a contrite heart and will saue such as are afflicted in spirit Doth not our Sauiour comfort his Disciples thus Iohn 14.18 I will not leaue you comfortlesse but I will come vnto you euen I and I am with you to the end of the world Doubt not but there is comming a time of refreshing that will breake out as the rising of the Sunne and the bright beames of the Morning
after a tempestuous Night which of all things will bee then most ioyfull and comfortable When deliuerance shall bee most welcome then will shee breake forth Howsoeuer the hope that is deferred may for a time bee the fainting of the heart yet when the desire commeth it is as a Tree of Life Prouerbs 13.12 The Children of God learne by Aduersitie to come home to their heauenly Fathers house For when neyther preaching nor praying blessings nor threatning will cause them to come then come the Plague and Pestilence Famine and Warre of themselues meere crosses but sanctified by God vnto vs if we make right vse of them wherefore the state of affliction is safer then the estate of prosperity The Philistines could not vnderstand Sampsons Riddle how sweete came out of sower and meate out of the eater No more can the worldly minded vnderstand that tribulation bringeth out patience and momentary afflictions a most excellent waight of eternall glory Crosses for the present it 's true they are not pleasant but afterwards they bring the quiet fruite of Righteousnesse vnto them which are thereby exercised Esay 26.16 Luke 15.18 See Esay 26.16 Psal 1.17 Luke 15.18 Know this all yee people that there is more sollid Ioy in suffering rebuke with Christ our Maister then in all the pleasures of sinne which are but for a season Why doth God oft thus visite our English Nation and as it were the very Citty and Seate of our Soueraigne with the famous Academies of Oxford and Cambridge but to this end that troubles visiting vs wee euen this whole Nation might powre out our prayers whilest his chastening is vpon vs or our brethren as Hager prayed while Ismael cryed The Israelites in time of their prosperity forgat God and all the mighty workes which hee had done for them Psalme 119.71 Therefore suffered he them to wander in the Wildernes Psalm 119 where they found no Citty to dwell in then cryed they vnto the Lord in their troubles and he deliuered them out of their distresses Did the Prodigall sonne euer intend to returne home agayne to his Father till the Famine Pinched him No no it was the Famine that met him and pinching him at the heart made him to resolue to packe home to his Father acknowledge his fault and intreate him for pardon Ionas slept in the ship but he both watched and prayed in the Whale It is good sayth Ieremy Lam. 3.27 Lam 3 27 for a man to beare the yoake in his youth And Dauid acknowledgeth it good for him to be afflicted And our Sauiour Christ telleth vs that our heauenly Fathers manner is to purge euery branch that it may bring foorth more fruite Afflictions are of singular vse to turne vs vnto God Suffer wee them therefore to turne vs and to bring vs home to our Heauenly Fathers house and presence Truely there is nothing better for any of vs all young or old man or Woman then afflictions if God sanctifie them vnto vs and giue vs the true vse of it it will make vs search our hearts and call our liues to account yea compell vs to runne vnto God by earnest and hearty Repentance and prayer denying our selues and relying on the mercies of God in Christ True it is that no Visitation for the present is sweet but afterwards it bringeth the Fruite of Righteousnesse to such as are thereby exercised more sollid ioyes in suffering with Christ then rest in Worldly pleasures that endure but for a season Whatsoeuer befals vs looke wee alwayes to the hands of God and obserue we his angry Countenance towards vs by reason of our sinnes and horrible impieties Labour wee to reforme our faultes and marke we from whose hands our punishments come This obseruation will bee a good meanes to bridle vs and keepe vs from impatience murmuring and muttering agaynst the Lord Thinke this of Gods Iudgements that they come not by chance vnto vs but looke we vnto the hand of GOD Who sayth I draw my sword I kill and make aliue I send the plague and pestilence to consume and to Destroy In all this let vs say with the Psalmist 119.75 I know O Lord that thy Iudgements are right and that thou hast afflicted me iustly laying no more vpon me then thou enablest me to beare The Spirit of GOD teacheth vs wholy to relye depend and waite duely vppon his gracious promise whose Countenance is still towards vs Weigh well what true comfort and happinesse it is vnto a poore distressed soule to heare come thou hither I am thy Saluation It is the manner of me the God of all flesh neuer to strike with my iudgements but first to giue warning so as if men wil be wise to beleeue my Word and amend their liues they may auoyde my Iudgements or going on in Vice and folly be most worthily plagued and punished It is the Lords mercy to admonish before hee correct vs Hee speakes sometimes vnto vs by himselfe and sometimes by Christ Iesus the wisedome of the Father crying and calling vs to heare his voyce and to receiue Instruction vsing fayre meanes to win vs rather then threatnings to fright vs. Let vs all I beseech you be reclaymed by his Word and gentle Voyce before his Wand shewing Wrath and the prepared rod both Wrath and Displeasure Are we weake they are meanes to Repentance and Reconciliation looke wee backe therefore vnto our former Race of yeares crauing his Maiesty to deale mercifully with vs. Let vs take heed that wee accuse not God of any hard dealing but rather accuse the hardnesse of our owne hearts that are so vnwilling to be warned by his Word and Iudgements The Lord doth often humble vs to bring vs home to himselfe by his Word and by his Iudgements yea his mercies the motions of his spirit doth our heauenly Father vse to humble vs. So plagues and iudgments woes and miseries doth the Lord cause to light vpon vs mealting euen away as it were our corruptions in the boyling Caldron of common Calamities God by sicknesse teacheth vs not to trust in our strength for wee are as a staffe in a mans hand except the Lord hold vs vp wee cannot stand but downe wee fall one way or another as Peter had into hell if Christ had not held out his helping hand Wee are all the Lords Seruants hired to labour in his Vineyard and therein to perseuer vnto the very euening of our dayes dedicating vnto him both Cure Soules and Substances Liues and Labours Lay hold betimes of the mercies of God in Christ Iesus and let neyther sorrowes nor sicknesses make vs to shrinke from him Afflictions are of excellent vse to turne vs vnto God both the Church of God in generall and the seruants of God in particuler When they do not profitably vse prosperity nor behaue them selues thankefully in the day of peace they must bee touched with Crosses and Troubles sicknesses and sorrowes which will cause vs all to call our
that I pray not to an inexorable Iudge but to a most mercifull Father who can deny me nothing As I most comfortably read Mathew 3.9.10.11 Math. 3.9 It is no impudency to call vppon the LORD we haue his promise Eze. Eze. 36.28 36.28 that wee shall be his people and he will be our GOD for euermore VVe haue Christs warrant when we pray to haue the Holy Ghosts instructions whereby we may Crye Abba Father fearing God as our master and more reuerencing him then our parents VVe that are Gods children should so esteeme of our tryalls as alwayes tending to his owne glory and our saluation the matter of temptation I meane mine owne concupiscence is in my self the Diuel brings his bellows to this fire and it is forthwith Kindled But crauing Grace to repell this power wee are not swallowed vp of them but freely deliuered from the slauery of sinne and Sathan Saint Augustine asketh What our life is He answereth himselfe saying Saint Augustines resolution Arming to death our Life while it increaseth decreaseth and when our Life is dying our Death is liuing This Life is the time wherein we must be admitted into the Kingdome of Grace if euer wee looke hereafter in the Kingdome of glory and happinesse All Gods Children must in this VVorld be tempted that being tempted they may resist resisting they may ouer-come and ouer-comming they may be Crowned Be not weary of painefull walking to the Kingdome of Heauen fixe your eyes on Christ Iesus and neuer leaue running vntill you come to him neyther feare you any Foe rising vp against you for the professing of Gods trueth so long as wee may winne Christ Iesus for our reward Thinke not your selfe to be a fit stone for the LORDS building vnlesse you be hewen with the Axe of afflictions and then slit through the heart with a Saw of correction VVhosoeuer will heereafter taste the sweete ioyes of Paradise must first on earth with Christ Iesus taste of the cup of salt teares and afflictions with Dauid here he wattered his bed and hast thou none to bedew thy Couch with God would not afflict thee but to weane thee from wickednesse he would not haue the weeds to ouer-grow the good Corne nor the flesh to domineere ouer the Spirit therefore by afflictions are wee often brought to hate that which before we did loue and to imbrace what before we did loath Tribulation doth vppon the eares of the heart which worldly prosperity doth oftentimes shut 1 Cor. 11 the Lord in mercy often chasteneth heere that we might not be proud nor condemned with the world 1. Cor. 11.32 God woundeth vs not to make vs worse but wiser that wee might weepe each one for our seuerall sinnes and wickednesse which wee haue committed against our good God Oh remember that the afflictions of the body is wholesome phisicke for the Soule it killeth the flesh but cureth the Spirit One compareth afflictions to the Gold-smiths Forge which tryeth the pure gold from the drosse or as Physicke expelling corrupt humours from the body Or as a Shepheards crooke whereby God bringeth againe his wandring sheepe vnto the fold Sicknesse and sorrowes are as a watchfull rod to make vs vigilant that are in our selues naturally both sleepy and sluggish You know this that by afflictions are the Children of God and the sonnes of Belial discerned and taken notice of We are oft therefore inthralled that our Faith might be tryed hope loue and obedience exercised and our Crosses cheerefully welcomed sent of God for our good learning in affliction to abase thy selfe in the sight of God Almighty acknowledging and confessing that earthly scourges are but as flea-bitings in respect of the torments of Hell which by our lewd liues for euer we haue deserued Do you aske me why God afflicteth you in this world I answer That the greatnesse of his power and the infinitenesse of his mercies might bee shewed in the deliuery of vs you and such others There is no surer signe of the Lords VVriting your names in the Booke of Life then this that the LORD humbleth before hee exalteth and sheweth vs our damnable estate through sinne by the Law before euer he signifieth vnto vs that he is our Saluation And why dealeth God thus with his owne Children First vntill wee be humbled wee neuer seeke after Christ nor desire him without which wee can neuer finde him for God hath appoynted that by seeking we should find him A second reason is that our Redemption might bee the more precious vnto vs as our health rests more pleasant after sicknesse liberty after imprisonment plenty after scarcity and peace after warre From the Spanish Nauy in 88 From the Gun-powder treson From the last greate sicknesse And many perticular dangers Thirdly that Gods mercy in our deliuerance might bee prised in his kinde the Redeemer in Heauen for this especiall cause extoll the Lord and the Lambe with a perpetuall Haleluiah for an euerlasting Redemption from an euerlasting damnation requireth an euerlasting glorification This generall trueth is confirmed by a perticular example when the poore Iaylour was most grieuously tormented through the horrours of the Law before euer he can find his soule recouered by the saluation of the Gospell Hee cryes Sirs what must I do to be Saued Perhaps Paul and Sylas told him what to do Euen beleeue in the Lord Iesus Christ and thou shalt be Saued and thine household It is no ill signe to bee humbled as the seruant of God wounded in Conscience or pricked in heart not knowing what to do Niniueh was humbled before he sought to God Thus doth the Law prepare vs vnto Christ saluation and eternall blisse belonging to none but to the humble Esay 66.2 All Gods Children must go through the Hell of a wounded conscience before they can taste of any heauenly refreshing euen as Merchants waxe must be softned with a Candle before it can take an impression the terrour of our sin must languish our soules before wee can come to the remission of them The comming of GOD into the Soules of the Faithfull and chosen is notably resembled by his appearance vnto Eliah 1 Reg. 19.11.12 First 1 Reg. 19.11.12 there came a mighty strong Winde that rent the Mountaines and brake the Rockes but the Lord was not in the wind After the wind came an Earth-quake but the Lord was not in the Earth-quake after the Earth-quake came fire but the Lord was not in the fire at last came a soft and still voyce So the Lord appeareth to his Redeemed ones by the VVinde of his wrath breaking their hearts Secondly by the earthquak of his anger shaketh God our soules Thirdly by the fire of displeasure smoaketh he our Consciences but in the end by the still voyce of his mercies he refresheth our soules were they neuer so sinfull As the Iaylour had an Earth-quake in his Castle so must each Christian in his Conscience before euer he
take paynes with a sacred soule to suck it The best of Gods children are most of all Exercised with manifold afflictions heauy hearts and wounded Spirits yet rests their sicknesse but as a medicine in the hands of our heauenly Physitian Christ Iesus to heale comfort and still do vs good No sanctified Christian so sound but that hee may bee exercised with many afflictions diseases and grieueances beeing heauy on our heartes and wounding our Spirits A Rod in our heauenly Fathers hand doeth after enable vs to keep his Couenant the other being as a medicine in the hand of the Physitian to heale and stil to doe good Sathan himselfe cannot hurt Gods Children but in spite of his heart doth them good humbling them and making them better by their crosses that after their Champion-like and valerous striuing and fighting their hearts may hope to enioy the euerlasting Knight-hood of Immortality in the Heauens We are each one in this life to consider how our time on earth is a time of striuing running and suffering crosses as Prae-ambles to the Crowne of glory and most comfortable Immortality that our life hath beene long and so your troubles therefore many To assure your very soule that the time of this life rests no other thing then the time of striuing and wrestling for winning the prize and obtaining the victory ouer all our insulting and most malicious foes Iacob had many troubles with Laban yea troubles with the Sheronites and troubles with his owne Sonnes yet the latter end was peace he died in honour full of riches and ful of daies When professing the Gospell wee feele no afflictions then may we feare that we are out of the way seeing the afflictions of Gods children are notes of his fauour God whipping vs often for diuers causes best knowne to himselfe sometimes to encrease their reward as he dealt with Iob Dauid and Paul Secondly to keepe vertue in the soule as in Paul who suffered many troubles thereby to correct and beate downe our sins and thirdly to be patient as in the Paralaticke party that was much pestered with the Palsie Fourthly to destroy as Antiochus Herod and Pharaoh Fiftly to manifest his glory as in Lazarus the blind man and others You haue heard how Agabus prophesied Pauls bonds which worthy Champion of Christ was prepared not only for bonds but death The kingdome of God is gotten by violence Mat. 11.12 and gone into through fire and water Esd 7.7 Though Abraham were the Father of the faithfull yet was hee often afflicted Though Iacob were a beloued one yet was hee faine to flye for feare of the hatred of his brother Esau Oftentimes in danger was Dauid of his life pursued and persecuted by furious Saule before he was aduanced vnto his Kingdome Forget we not the many miseries and bitter afflictions which tumbled in heapes vpon Iob and others yea on all Gods Faithfull seruants Learne we euery one in patience to value the turbulent motions of our repining mindes arme we our hearts with a confident stedfast resolution neuer to sleepe nor slumber till wee rid out of perils our selues and our people Affliction is the best hope that Gods children may expect in this World to trye whether the anchor of our hope takes sure hold on Gods promises in the dayes and houres of our miseries and tribulation Heare Lord from Heauen the sighing soules of thy afflicted seruants Lord cause them to drinke a deepe draught of the fountayne of thy mercies to the comforting of their weak bodies and hearts in their miseries The Lord God refresh vs with the water of life and guide vs through all dangers into the most heauenly Canaan before the entring whereof wee must drinke of the cup of most bitter afflictions There is no comming to Gods Kingdome but by many miseries The Lord free vs from all most vnsupportable and grieuous calamities the wine of true deuotion the Myrrhe of Mortification and the Oyle of hearty contrition let these rest still sanctified steps to our sober and distressed soules Let no dread of danger throw down the Fort of our Hope neyther any Tempests of persecution shake the Foundation of our Faith Let no waues of affliction quench the flames of our loue towards Christ our Sauiour But let the Oyle of his All-sufficient and sauing Grace so strengthen the sinewes of our Fayth as when it waxeth feeble our hearts may neuer quaile nor our courage quake when we are molested with any affliction either of body or of minde But still faithfully to be perswaded that no calamity can betide vs without Gods will nor any danger come neare our dwelling without Gods pleasure and permission This is full of comfort and consolation that in my greatest misery I may commend my soule into the custody and safe harbour of eternall tranquility neuer any more obnoxious to vanity So long as you haue a tongue to speake a voice to call vpon God with an heart to lift vp vnto him eftsoones powring out many sanctified meditations in his sight Be of good comfort and assure your soule you cannot be finally forsaken although you see no comfort for the present now and then If wee can call vpon God our heauenly Father in Christ Iesus in our seuerall Agonies and most dangerous distresses though no man or woman should pitty vs yet our heauenly Father would not leaue vs or forsake vs in our dangers and dreadfull troubles It is Almighty God which holdeth our soules in life and that suffereth not our feete to slip It is his pleasure now and then to prooue vs as the Gold and Siluer is tryed in the fire It is the saying of the Psalmist that the Lord will try vs bring vs into the snare and lay trouble vpon our loynes suffer our Enemies to ride ouer our heads before hee will bring vs into any place of pleasure God will suffer vs to feele afflictions and enemies to make long furrowes vpon our backes but still for our Saluation Our afflictions oftentimes causing vnto vs a farre more excellent and eternall weight of Glory and happinesse which God grant vs all For a while you may bee forsaken but with great compassion will God our mercifull Father gather you vnto himselfe Crye to the Lord and hee will deliuer you and saue you out of Troubles as he did Ioseph Iob and his children in Aegypt Looke on Dauid and Daniel the seruant of the true GOD consider and see what shame they endured and reproaches vnder the Crosse Yet as a Father God returned to them when the time of refreshment came from Gods Diuine presence Howsoeuer Gods children groane for griefe for a time the Lord leaueth not them destitue of helpe but deliuers them out of all their troubles God teacheth vs to depend vpon him our most gracious and heauenly Father when peoples compassion faileth towards vs For Psalme 56.9.10 verses The Lord our God putteth our Teares in his Bottles and writes them in his Booke Psalm 56.9
and to admiration of his healing medicines Pray wee and God will prosper physicke that he giueth for ease and the prolonging of our liues mourne wee for our friends as if wee suffered great harme our selues Couer we their bodies and lament we them as they are worthy powring out our teares ouer them as if wee had suffered much harme our selues in our bodies soules sences and substances When the dead is once at rest let his remembrance rest and comfort wee ourselues againe for him when his spirit is departed from him desire your most heauenly Father to make you ready for himselfe and fit to atchiue his Kingdome for the only sufferings of his Sonne There is not one of Gods Children but must prepare their soules vnto diuers temptations Resolue we our selues euer in this life to liue and remaine as in a continuall rough battell and fight where no truce is to bee looked for but perpetuall combats and raging assaults From our birth to our death it 's now no new thing to be tempted and troubled with diseases in body or discomforts of minde praise wee God for our lot be your molestations short or lingring welcome bee Gods wande be it for wealth crosse or comfort hee first hath suffered more for you then hee will inflict vpon you in your troubles still call on him and vnder his wings shall you be safely couered The Almighty so strengthen your faith as you may stand fast to the end still beleeuing the Lord our God in all his promises Learne we all to shew forth the fruites of our faith obedience loue charity and hearts purified from sinne and still more and more prepare we to Christ Iesus our heauenly Bridegrome at his comming with more alacrity and ioy triumphant then either mouth or man can conceiue or vtter Christ by the sacrifice of his death will take away all our sinnes where there is neither sighing nor sorrow but triumphant ioyes in the highest Heauens Though the Lord send afflictions yet will hee not forsake vs for euer what though hee afflict to day yet will he haue compassion vpon thee to morrow according to the multitude of his mercies God doth seldome punish willingly the Children of Men for his compassions are many and his fatherly louing kindnesses are so many and so multiplied that wee cannot number them Maintaine Lord the cause of my soule for thou hast redeemed my life from the euill imaginations of the wicked and vengeance of the vile If you were dead and buried yet can God reuiue you and by his great mercy free you from all iniquity and still keepe you in the number of the faithfull The Almighty so exercise your contrite heart as both it sole sences may be laudably imployed in the Lords seruice Sicknesse to the seruants of God doth bring infinite ioy and much goodnesse it 's a purgation and cleansing of our sins the mother of fortitude spirituall strength against our frailty and sure defence against all worldly troubles A purchasing of grace and pardon a medicine of life and a comfortable guide to reduce vs from hell and bring vs all to the Celestiall Paradise I beseech you to remember what troubles and calamities are a purchasing of grace and pardon a merry time of life and a continuall remembrance of Christs owne blessed life death and passion We are all duely to consider how that our humane bodies are as darke and filthy prisons of our soules liuing as in exile banishment and misery The Almighty deliuer you from hell sinne and eternall death for euer The Lord comfort you and are you from sin and strengthen your weake heart against Sathan who still standeth against you to seduce you but remember you Gods Angels that are ready prest for to aide you his grace for to guide you and his fauour for to feede you Arme Lord thy Seruants heart with perpetuall peace and patience giue thy weake Creature grace most ioyfully to beare the burden of the Crosse As Heauen is incomparably greater then the Earth so the Mercy of our heauenly Father rests incomparably greater then the seas of our sinnes Lord free you from bitter sorrows all sinnes and grieuances whatsoeuer they bee The Almighty of his mercy renue your Repentance and vnburden you of the weight of all your great bonds most grieuous sins lay we fast hold on Christ his mercy death and passion Ioh. 3.16 The life of each one of vs being but a vitall Laborinth and a confused Chaos affoording vs nought but fraude folly and fleshly sensuality and troubles to try vs and sundry aduersities to disquiet vs from the King in his throne to the Captiues in the chaines All must taste of miseries discontentments and sorrows before our soules by death be deliuered from their terrestriall burden Although it bee an happy thing to die in Iesus Christ yet such rests the foolishnesse of our corrupt flesh that wee are loath to remooue from bad to better from Sinners to Saints and heauenly Associats we lose nothing in our changing our bad place for a better But one thing we that are Gods Children must still bee most carefull of to dread furious foes dangers Comfort wee our hearts in our deepest distresses acknowledging God to be more able to defend vs then all foes to confound vs not any Gods Children but burdned with calamities Nebuchadnezar King of Babell was turned out a grazing seuen yeares Gods Children are more afflicted then others Luke 13.16 The daughter of Abraham was for 18 yeares bound of Sathan likewise the man whom our Sauiour cured had beene diseased 38. yeares Comfort your heart in your afflictions knowing God to bee the sender of afflictions by reason of our sins It 's the Lord who killeth and maketh aliue bringing to the graue and raising vp againe 1. Sam. 2.6 If Christ had not beene the Sonne of God Sathan would neuer haue so much assaulted him and his Members for his sanctifying and sauing of innumerable Saints and Soules Labour wee all for the Word and Gospell of Trueth whatsoeuer our temptations are let vs all and euery one weepe for our owne sinnes and not once stubbornely defend the perpitrating of the least of any vile and corrupt sinnes and offences Almighty God so moderate your greatest crosses and grieuances as your soule may euer sing with Saints Our most gracious father deferreth his helpe not that hee will not helpe vs but to exercise our Fayth and stirre vp in vs the calling vppon his name and still being acquainted with Gods mercies reioyce Night and day in his Euerlasting fauours would you haue peace none but Christ can giue it you and he will giue to none but to the penient to none but the Faithfull Set wee our Lord Iesus Christ betweene GOD and our sinnes let it rest our desire to spend our selues in sighes and teares of true Repentance and then rayse vp our humble Soules to a liuely Confidence in our onely Sauiour and All-sufficient Redeemer by whose
was at the weakest hauing fasted so long to haue stones made Bread and if hee would haue any he must make it himselfe too a hard crust bread out of stones And if he durst appeare to him who was the Sonne of God how may hee venture vpon vs and tempt vs and cause vs to bee discouraged and dispaire of our soules therefore my beloued haue no conceit or dispaire of hope in God though the Diuell tempt vs and we endure many other crosses in this world which man is subiect vnto Though yee were in the famine of Samaria where the people did eate their Pigeons dung Or as Iosephus relates of the miseries of Ierusalem when it was besieged how that the Mothers were forced to eate their owne children to satisfie their stomacks though all these and many more should happen vnto vs yet let vs trust in GOD with a strong faith and hope for he is able to deliuer vs out of all our afflictions What a comfort it is when we haue Christ and his Disciples to take our parts and but to suffer as they haue done If the enuy of the world or malice of the Diuell bee such that I am depriued of my Lands or Liuings then haue I Iob for an example If I bee exiled or banished from my Countrey then haue I Iohn the Euangelist for my comfort If I be put in Prison then haue I Ioseph and if I be put in the inward Prison and in the Stocks then Paul and Sylas and the Apostle Iames for my Companions If I am beheaded then haue I Iohn the Baptist for my patterne or if I be stoned to death then haue I the happy Martyr St. Stephen or if I haue been accused wrongfully then haue I our Sauiour Christ Iesus for my comfort It is he that hath wrought that great worke of our Redemption The faithfull and the thankefull shall continually receiue Gods word and blessings they shall haue in abundance and not abundance onely but shall haue it with sweetnes for abundance without sweetnesse is a clogging or cloying of the stomacke and sweetnesse without abundance is a begetting of an appetite or stomacke but they shall haue showred downe vpon them in a plentifull manner that nothing may be wanting to them that are patient and of long suffering the flood-gates of the Lord shal be open vnto them that truely beleeue they be those which shall haue grace mercy and plenty of all earthly treasures It is Gods mercy in giuing vs this day to heare his diuine Precepts declared it is his mercy that he spareth vs which might for our sinnes bee iustly punished and bee made an example to all people like Herod in that wee haue not giuen thee that due praise and honour which thou desirest of vs thy Creatures VVe must exhort one another for it is Gods command to examine euery one himselfe whether hee hath faith or no And likewise euery Maister his Seruant in his family to know whether they trust in the Lord and serue him as Abraham did Chuse who will serue the Lord for I and my house shall serue the Lord for we shall one day be examined how wee haue bestowed our time and how wee haue made vse of our Talent for ignorance then must be no excuse to any man Let no man therefore which desires Gods loue be negligent in hearing of the Word vpon the Sabbath day for there is in it both a hardnesse of the heart and also a neglect of the duty which is a very dangerous act to reiect Gods precepts and to fall as it were from the liuing God Wherefore let reason follow our faith not faith our reason earnestly crauing of God that he would bee pleased to open our hearts at the hearing of his holy Commandements as he did his Seruant Lydia Paul Mary Magdalen None are exempted from comming to heare Gods Word for the Lord sayth behold I will powre out my Spirit vpon you and your sonnes and your daughters I will put my feare into their hearts and I will write my Law in their mindes and they shall neuer depart from me who am the liuing God Our Soules must be like the Sunne not like Ioshuahs Sunne to stand still nor like Hezekiahs Sun to goe backwards but we must be like Dauids Sun which comes out and appeares like a Bridegrome or like a Gyant ready to run his course and striue we by all meanes to strengthen and goe forwards in Faith and good workes for we haue no desert of our owne to saue our soules at the last day but must say and confesse as Saint Augustine did O Lord what is my merit but thy mercy thy mercy but my merit in CHRIST IESVS FINIS
wicked Faint not in trouble and you shall assuredly finde helpe let mee intreate you to remember that God requireth two things at your hands and of all his Children in the world First that you detest vice secondly that you put your trust in God for your deliuerance which though they appeare not suddenly yet rest they most sure and are all layd vp in store for you I feare not Bee you in neuer so great misery yet is there euer left place for your prayers see therefore that you labour to haue a liuely feeling of that which you desire stedfastly beleeuing to obtaine it Despaire not of Gods mercies for as great as the World is yet is it fraught with the signes of his fauour his mercies remoouing sinnes as the blast of windes doe the dust You haue nothing in your selfe to mooue God to mercy but onely the Confession of your infirmities and misery and though you be naturally flow to praise God yet stirre vp your selues to the performance of all the seuerall duties of godlinesse Bee not carefull for those you leaue behinde you for God which prouideth for bruite beasts will much more extend his prouident care vnto the Children of his sonnes and seruants there being no part of the world so barren but that most euident signes of Gods blessings appeare therein God prouideth not onely Hearbs and things necessary for vs but also things to reioyce and comfort our hearts as Wine Oyle and oyntments Doubt â—ou not of GODS prouidence iâ— caring for your Wife and Children knowing that hee prouideth euen for the bruite Beasts he prouideth for all Creatures their dayly food and hee with-drawing his blessings from vs wee all perish As Gods mercifull face giueth strength vnto the earth so doth his seuere countenance burne vp the Mountaines wee sinners doe so infect the world that GOD our heauenly Father cannot so reioyce in his workes as hee would Prayse I pray you for his benefits passed and bee you throughly strengthned and encouraged against all present and future sorrowes whatsoeuer So inestimable is Gods goodnesse that hee would rather change the order of Nature then that his people should not bee deliuered Exo. 14.27 Exodus 14.27 although they were wicked Not any one of Gods Elect but earely or late shall feele Gods helpe in their necessity neyther rests there any afflictions so grieuous out of which God will not deliuer his whereof wee must learne to bee mindefull all the dayes of our life Not once forgetting this that God doth punish and correct vs seldome extreamely but because wee cannot bee brought vnto him by any other meanes When in mans Iudgement there seemeth in sicknesse no recouery but all things are brought to despaire then GOD chiefly sheweth his mighty Power and brings vs by sharpe and heauy rods to call mightily vppon him vntill wee finde mercy and compassion So by healing and helping vs when all secondary Causes and meanes of Physicke fayled vs it causeth vs with praise and glory to confesse Gods benefits yeelding vnto him the sacrifices of our owne soules When Humane artes faile then doth Gods prouidence preserue and bring vnto the Hauen where wee would bee Such loue did GOD beare vnto his Church that hee changed the order of nature for their commodities euen at the Red Sea where the Israelites went through the middest of the Sea vpon the drye Land The water being a Wall vnto them on their right hand Exod. 14. and on their left Exod. 14. It is Gods manner sometimes to exalt vs and then agayne to humble vs by afflictions that we may know our selues Know that you belonging to the Lord all things shal turne to your profite trust still fully on the Lord and hee will finally free you from your troubles and sorrows Care not for your outward sorrowes assayling you so the Spirit within comfort you Shew your selfe a faithfull seruant of the Lord God In this your present aduersity still remembring that as the Lord is a a iust God so resteth hee a most mercifull father and when wee are in distresse then is it our time to seeke him and his helpe when wee rest destitute of ayde succour counsell and comfort God hath a care ouer vs disposing of our Death and taking account of our Life yet rests our best payment but thankes laud and prayses for his mercies Refuse you not to be tried with temptations but intreate the Lord so to succour you in time as you faint not through infirmity Know this that with out the maintenance of Gods word our life droppeth away like water Doubt not of Gods power yet of each lawfull meanes and neuer abuse his graces and so shortly you shal be comforted GOD will not suffer such as haue set foorth his glory to groane ouer-long in griefe and to bee ouer-come with misery but with sound Doctrine will comfort our corrupting flesh and languishing desires with the society of Saints and melody of Angels in Heauen Vnderstand this I pray that wee which are not yet punished for our transgressions haue no cause to reioyce at others which are afflicted but rather to feare that the dilation of our punishment wil be more grieuous for though our God doeth come with leaden heeles hee striketh with iron hands recompencing the tardity of his stroake with the grauity of the wound Do not grieue to depart out of the miserable cottage of this World in-into Heauen the Citty of Saints where possessing Christ wee shall enioy all things with him Rom. 8.32 Rom. 8.32 Farwell Riches that are vanity pleasures that are hurtfull and sin which is damnable Come to mee O my God for thou art Truth and thou O Christ my Redeemer with thy merrits and thou Holy Spirit my Guide and Comforter Regard no earthly things for they are of short continuance make the ioyes of Heauen the obiects of your soule which are eternall Desire God eyther mercifully to preuent the plagues or else to grant you patience to sustaine them when they come It was Paules aduantage to haue Agabus Prophesie of his Chaynes that so by his flight hee might eyther defeate the Iewes or by premeditated Resolution lighten or preuent his bonds Although no Repentancs can alter the Almighties decree yet resolued patience may the better endure it the safest shelter in all our afflictions is our faithfull relying vppon Gods assistance And our best improouements of Gods power is by our infirmity No stronger instigation of mercy then our acknowledgement of misery as the priuiledge of greatnesse is to relieue the impotency of distressed supplicants We must labour to gayne by faith and not to loose by infidelity well knowing prosperous issues daily to attend the liuing images of the Deity your faithfull weaknesse becommeth not any disaduantage for glorious tryumphes No Martyre insulted vppon by the furious tyranny of his inraged aduersity but hath faith for his Aduocate naked Truth for his Guardian and the Holy Ghost to keepe him farre from
euill wayes to remembrance and turne our feete to Gods Testimonies It is the Promise of God 2. Samu. 7.14.15 To Dauid and his Posterity 2. Sam. 7.14.15 that hee will be his Father and the Father of his Seede and sinning he will chasten vs with the rod of men and with the plagues of the Children of men That is gently as Fathers chastise their Children but neuer take his mercies from vs. Why are wee often scourged of our heauenly Father but because we are frozen in the dregs of corruptions wee spend our dayes in carelesse security without an holy feare of his Name Therefore commeth his holy hand to change our estates to awaken vs from wickednesse to chasten vs with his rods and to purge vs with fire Turne wee our hearts towards our heauenly home cease wee neuer vntill wee get fast hold of his most holy hand that can powerfully draw vs thorough Hell to Heauen It is Gods fauour to call vs from Hell by afflictions and thereby to breake in vs the power of sinne and to let out such corrupt blood as else would much hinder the thriuing of the best graces of our most mercifull Father more soules and this is oftentimes one cause why wee are eftsoones held long in the Cabin of Care and bedd of Afflictions and woes by reason that through wilfull wantonnesse wee abuse our strength and to the great dishonour of God and ruine of our soules Did not the sufferings of our Sauiour shield vs from damnation Seeke yee euer to bee bettered in Obedience reformed in the whole man humbled vnder Gods hands examining your hearts what sinnefull actions haue passed from you that the Lord should thus strike and visite you After sight of your sinnes bee sorrowfull in soule and humbled in heart marking well what God doth still aime at Not by sorrowfull sicknesse to destroy you or to confound you but to enforce you to call your owne soule to sigh and your very heart so to see your owne sinnes as in a sanctified course you may come home to your selfe and say from your soule this surely resteth the correcting hand of God which now striketh me for my sinnes I will now therefore returne vnto my heauenly Father by true repentance for hee that now striketh mee will both heale mee and helpe mee or perceiuing of Gods anger and feeling of his Iudgements vpon vs should cause vs to sigh and sobbe and goe softly yea to seeke the Lord earely who in Iudgement remembreth Mercy and howsoeuer God whip and scourge vs that are his Children yet his mercies will he neuer take from vs. Be you sure that God humbleth you no otherwise in the world then hee handled his onely Sonne who hath begun to drinke to you this bitter potion not onely assaying it but drinking to you a full draught It 's not onely a comfort but a glory to bee partner and fellow-sufferer with CHRIST who delighteth to see in vs some representation of himselfe Wee are no members of Christ if wee participate not with him of the persecutions and iniuries of this life Our heauenly Father will neuer hold backe his mercies from those whom our Sauiour entreateth mercies wee can not bee ouercharged who are charged with Christ who from euery crosse hath now taken away both the Infamy and the Curse and hath made it a Tribunall and a Throne of Iudgement for for all the World Christ hath now made the action of bearing the Crosse both inblameable and honourable Are you afflicted in Conscience get you vnto Christ that good Samaritane who will powre Wine and Oyle into our wounds Christ suffered all had all against him for vs and will wee contentedly suffer nothing for him did euer any trust in God and was not deliuered Or did God euer finally forsake those whom hee fauoured Or is deliuerance from temporall calamities an assured signe of Gods fauors Surely no for the Iudgements of God are both secret and vnsearchable nothing making vs miserable or happy but that which is eternall Cry wee therefore Lord so sanctifie our griefes as thou communicate therewith thy Graces vnto vs. Let euery calamity and crosse admonish vs of our Disobedience that first brought into this world sicknesses and sorrowes molestations and miseries diseases and death O let vs be glad to suffer troubles and trauels in this world esteeming our whole time of life as the forty yeares trauell into the Land of promise or as the sixe dayes of labour which goe before the Sabbath of rest O Lord we are all but as Lamps of Clay and as vnpolished peeces of Wood yet doe wee humbly present our selues vnto thee make of vs what it pleaseth thee Wee offer our selues wholy vnto thee desiring to depend altogether vppon thee This World Iere. 30.7 is a time of Iacobs trauell yet shall hee be defrom it The Lord of Hostes will breake the enemies yoake from off his owne peoples necke so that Strangers shal no more serue thēselues of Iacob This is the comfort of Gods people that howsoeuer God punisheth yet it is to saue them though hee correcteth vs by his Iudgements yet wil he not vtterly cut vs off in his anger If our bruisings were incurable then were our wounds dolourous if no Plaister or Medicine could helpe vs then were our case most desperate But wee haue a Sauiour and most kinde Samaritane restoring our soules both from death and danger yet as the Iron must bee well heated in the fire ere it can be wrought with the Hammer and driuen out on the Anvile So may wee not passe to the Pallace of Paradise till first wee suffer many stroakes of holy temptations and passe thorough the fire of piercing tryals The holy Saints and blessed Martyrs haue thus passed through this world of woe and come to the Crowne of glory God is eftsoones sending troubles and afflictions to such as hee best loueth because they should not busie their thoughts with worldly occasions but still be labouring and hasting on their Iourney towards Heauen It is the wisedome of God to deale roughly with his chosen Children making their liues both painefull and labourious to them to cause them to make the more haste to finish their Iourney without loytering in the shadow of this world and so to loose the day-light and goe on stumbling in the darke Nothing is more honourable for any Knight or Souldier then to beare the Armes of his King and Captaine neyther to any true Christian then for to suffer trauell and persecution as his forgiuer and keeper Iesus Christ hath done Learne wee all to wade thorough calamities after our Captaine looking for that Day which may enrich vs with eternall happinesse I beseech you make benefit of your present tribulation Gods people must remember that it is safer sayling through the bitter stormy seas of afflictions then dancing at pleasure vppon the calme streames of Vanities But who flyes from Prosperity as from the Pestilence Or thinke themselues safest when
it is farthest from them Our way to Heauen is not by prosperity or high lookes treading on our Neighbours neckes and contemning of the poore but through persecutions and crosses reuilings scoffings and all ignominies of the world which patiently wee must indure and suffer for our Sauiours sake Shall the Estrich digest hard Iron to preserue her health The Souldier indure hardnesse to achieue the Conquest the sicke Patient swallow bitter pils to be eased of his griefe and shall we neyther abide soares nor sicknesses stormes nor tempests to get into the place of blisse and Kingdome of Glory As Iacob thought his seauen yeares seruice short for the great Loue that he bare to Rachell So should all the tribulations of this World for the Kingdome of Heauen The Lord will surely saue the soules of his Seruants that put their trust in him Psal 86.2 and call dayly vpon him Hee would not bid vs call and cry vnto him vnlesse hee ment to ponder our humble desires let vs truely worship him on earth and he will surely glorifie vs in Heauen If wee but once heartily desire to walke in the truth God will so knit our hearts vnto him that we shall surely finde deliuerance from the nethermost Hell God wil not finally faile to strengthen his Seruants to shew some token vpon you for good so as you shall bee both holpen and comforted Psal 86. Though the Lord our God sometimes turnes his face from vs yet will hee at last satisfie vs with his mercies and being his seruants shew vs his glory Psal 90.16 Yea Psal 90.16 the glorious Maiesty of the Lord our God shall be vpon vs verse 17. O perswade your selfe to be vnder the defence of the Lord and to abide vnder the shaddow of the Almighty so shall you be safe vnder the Wings of God his faithfulnesse and Trueth shal be your shielde and buckler So high hath God set an house of defence for all his Children Psa 91.15 as hee will deliuer them from horrour and bring them to honour Psalme 91.15 Oh happy and thrice happy are you when for the voice of your groaning your very bones will scarse cleaue to your skinne and when you doe now and then mingle your drinke with Weeping and washing your bed with brinish teares wayling for your sinnes neuer thinke but that God which hath cast you downe will vndoubtedly take you vp Ps 101.10 Psalme 102.10 What though your Spirit bee vexed within you and that your heart within you be desolate and gasping yet lift your soules to God flye vnto him to hide you so shall he lead you into the Land of Righteousnes keepe you from trouble and guide you into the Celestiall chamber of Presence where as no enemies shall vexe you because you are his Seruants O the mercies of our most gracious God and Heauenly father who whilest in Iustice hee might consume you for sinne Hee sanctifieth vnto you your present visitation that your flesh being wounded with feare you might possesse your soules by dreading the mighty power of God and escape his Wrath neyther strucken with terrour nor once tasting his iudgements Looke you neuer Despaire because God which smiteth healeth Hosea 6. Hosea 6. And tendereth his pardon before that wee perish Ionas 3. Desire wee should still to haue our Heauenly Father to correct vs in mercies to amendment but not to plague vs to our destruction Iudith 8. Iob. Iob. 11. 11. Wis 11. You cannot call faithfully vppon God but he helpeth Nor trust truly in him and be confounded Iob 5. The Lord bringeth backe from the gates of Death and restoreth the sicke to their former health yet vse wee must the Physition and medicinable potions for the procuring and maintayning of our health As King Hezekiah being sicke he prayed and wept vsing these meanes to pacifie Gods anger And though GOD could haue healed Hezekiah without meanes yet God directed his Prophet to apply a playster of Figges to his soare to ripen and heale it Thus are wee taught how to behaue our selues in times of our sickenesse First to pray to our heauenly Father for health and that with troubled teares and penitentiall cryes And then to vse profitable meanes and not to neglect them If at any time men thinke to prepare themselues to dye especially when they are in the greatest dangers sicke and in the way to the Graue and so to iudgement now see you haue a charitable heart towards all men Dauid was carelesse in Gods seruice before he was afflicted Psalme 119. Ieremiah neuer thinketh it too soone to suffer the Crosse Luke 9.23 Our Sauiour sayth that we must take vp the Crosse dayly although nothing did better befit vs then afflictions There is nothing better then it so God doeth vouchsafe to sanctifie it vnto you and giue you the true vse of it For it will make you search your heart and call your former Life to account sicknesse humbleth makes you see your weakenesse compels you to runne to God by most earnest and hearty prayer Inforceth you to deny your selfe and to put your trust and confidence in GODS mercies through the merits of Iesus Christ The Lords bringing any calamities vppon vs or vpon our family is to seeke him early that hee may remooue his Iudgements from vs the sooner All chastisements and afflictions yea all Iudgements and corrections come from the Lord alone hee sendeth them he imposeth them and layes them on vs he moderates them at his pleasure his quiuer rests full of such Arrowes to hit hurt and consume vs or in his Fatherly kindnesse to correct and better vs in our courses Remember wee euer that Sathan who could not enter into the heard of Swine without Christs leaue he hath his power bounded and limitted by God so as he cannot eyther touch vs or torment any of Gods people without his leaue and permission Gods prouidence being ouer the Sparowes in the Field and haires of our head will neuer neglect the Saluation of our Soules being a matter of much more weighty worth and moment This being cleare that all our Afflictions come from God vnto vs we must needes learne patience vnder the crosse knowing that the times thereof are still determined by God and how they will leaue a blessing behind them giuing vs farre more in spirit then we loose in the flesh Assoone as wee are afflicted by the hands of God we should presently labour to haue our Soules and Consciences disburdened of sinne Yea we should learne to bee bettered by our afflictions confesse our sinnes and bewaile them with teares and not with Pharaoh to harden our hearts but to Remember with Trembling that the Righteous themselues shall scarcely be saued We may not measure Gods fauour towards vs by our outward blessings or crosses Eccle. 9.2 All things come a like to all to the Iust as to the wicked Nay afflictions are tokens of the Lords loue the Childe is corrected the seruant cashiered
Heauen but by Hell Gods scourging vs sheweth that he loue vs and meaneth to manifest vnto the VVorld whether we be slaues or sonnes There is no greater Temptation then to thinke God our enemy going about to destroy vs in with-drawing the most comfortable signes of his fauour from vs then yet must we rest vpon the Lord and by Fayth cleaue vnto him VVhat though by outward sence we are reiected of God yet by our Faith must wee still apprehend his hidden mercies and behold it a far off in the Glasse of Gods Promises Nay although the Lord fayle vs yet let vs not leaue him vntill that he haue blessed vs well Knowing his loue that he will hold with the one hand when hee assayles vs with the other proouing and Exercising our Faith as hee did the VVomans of Canaan Matth. 15.22 First Math. 15.22 Christ gaue her Faith and by that Faith was shee mooned to seeke to him but when shee was once come vnto him he gaue her three Repulses First by saying nothing Secondly by denying her And thirdly by calling her Dogge Marke we how Christ made shew as though he would neuer haue granted her request yet at euery repulse she grew the more instant crying more earnestly vnto him shee opposed herselfe vnto Christ and would take no deniall Marke wee all here the nature of true Faith if you doe now rest faithfull though you feele your selfe ouerwhelmed with sinne turmoyled with Sathans conflicts yea and God himselfe both angry and offended with you Yet can you lift vp your eye-liddes to Heauen and giue a glimpse at the Brazen Serpent Christ Iesus flinging your selfe into the Armes of GODS mercy and catching hold of that hand buffetting you and kisse it Then feare not we must not passe for the malice of men but haue an eye vnto the mercies of God well knowing that yet it is not made manifest what we shall be But we know that when Christ shal be made manifest we shal be like vnto him for we shall see him as he is 1. Ioh. 3.2 Doe not I pray you measure the Loue of God vnto your soule eyther by your prosperity or by your Aduersity well considering that these rest common both vnto bad good Take heede and beware of perswading your selues to bee in the depth of Gods fauours whilest you inioy temporall peace and externall glory for Christ fled into the mountayne when hee heard they would come to make him King choosing rather to bee there alone then for to inioy a transitory Crowne To keepe you now from dispaire consider I pray you all or some of Gods former mercies towards you He hath protected you both in your Infancy Child-hood and Youth and multiplied vpon you many positiue blessings let all these pleaders preuaile for your faithfull and hearty seruice to so heauenly a Maister If any countenance a seruant and giue him meanes and maintenance hee would take it ill to leaue him and serue his very enemies yet so doe sinners that forgetting Gods fauours towards them flye vnto the professed enemies of God yea of Christs Church and Gospell I meane the Deuill himselfe from whom to be saued sigh wee still to be anointed vntill wee be crowned anointed here with the oyle of gladnesse in this Church militant that wee may bee crowned hereafter with the Church triumphant 2. Tim. 48. Desire the Lord to make your bed in your sicknes that the voice of ioy health may bee heard in your habitation account no priuiledge so precious as to be in GODS fnuour and haue accesse to the Throne of Grace and vpon all occasions to see the golden Scepter stretched out vnto you your prayers heard your petitions granted and your suite obtained assure your selfe that Christ sendeth no sinners discontented or empty handed from him Salomon craued Wisedome Paul power against Sathans buffetings Ezechias and Dauid deliuerance from Enemies Moses from drowning and the Theefe from damning No petition put vp from a sorrowfull Soule and a beleeuing and touched Heart but receiueth a gracious answere for GODS glory and our good Serue wee Christ now vpon Earth and wee shall surely sing with him in Glory trust and rely we still vpon God and hee will take vs away as hee did Iosias from seeing of Euils or as hee did good Augustine before the sacking of Hippo by the Vandals or conuay vs to some other place as he did Lot when Sodome was burned or prouide some meanes for our stay as hee did the Arke for Noah when the World was drowned Hee that saued Moses and the Israelites when the Aegyptians were drowned wants no meanes to remooue our painefullest Maladies yea to rescue and redeeme our liues with the death of our Enemies as Haman was hanged for Mordecai saued was the Corne and burnt were the â—ares one and the same Flaile beats Chaffe to be burned and pure Corne to be preserued Be not discouraged at the feare of death knowing that with Christ all Christians must die that the remnants of sinne might bee quite taken away and abolished so as the roote of old Adam may bee most absolutely stocked vp Remember I pray you that flesh and blood must be changed before it can inherit the Kingdome of God 1. Cor. 15.50 Moreouer the blood as it is old beginneth by little and little to condensate and waxe thicke and so to corruption Againe our spirits waste by vse and labour which weares euen the Iron and hardest mettalls and both the body and the minde are weakened by corporall and mentall exercises Both of them like to vnthrifty heires spending faster then either the father or fosterer of them the Heart can digest and gather for them All these things tell vs that dye wee all must rich Diues aswell as poore Lazarus Simon the wiser aswell as Naball the foole Absolom the faire aswell as Thersites the foulest and fulsome Tall Saul must goe to the Graue aswell as little Zacheus godly Ionathan aswell as his vngodly Father both Wife and Husband must participate of the common condition of humane Nature once to dye Know this all of you that no Princes vpon the earth can with-draw their necks from this yoake howsoeuer some seeme as Gods vpon the earth yet must they die like men be they neuer so high of birth or blood Though my brethren and sisters yee weare all golden Crownes let vs all obserue how louing our LORD and Master was vnto Dauid in promising vnto him a Kingdome but for many yeares was he so hunted and persecuted therein that hee knew not which way to turne himselfe to finde peace and safety And why was all this but that hee might first become a good man and then a good King whosoeuer will weare the Crowne of Glory with Christ must likewise with him weare the Crowne of Thornes Our heauenly Father scourgeth vs to see whether wee will heartily loue him being our heauenly Phisitian or no and that with our very soules Deut.
perceiue his Election and Saluation The saying is as true as ancient We must goe by the gates of Hell to Heauen we must after a sort be in Hell before euer we can be capable of Heauen aboue That is in the Hell of an ashamed countenance and a confounded conscience before euer the Lord will say vnto our soules that he is our Saluation and Redemption Our humiliation by the Law must first preceed the saluation of the Gospell so then they are not conuerted that more or lesse are neuer humbled To be troubled and amazed for our sinnes is to be fitted for Heauen and first we must be lost ere we can be found and must be condemned before wee can be reprieued or saued We must be ashamed of our sinnes affrighted at our follies and confounded in our consciences before the Lord wil once say to our soules I am thy Redemption Are you amazed at your sins be not disparaged so farre you are in this your Hell from Hell as you are composed thereby and made fitter for Heauen which is the throne of the Euer-liuing Lord GOD. Againe we must labour to haue the spirit of Bondage become the Spirit of Adoption to our soules and we must acknowledge our seuerall diseases before Christ will heale vs. As euery one can rest content to haue Cstrist our Iesus so must we rest content to haue him our Lord and be conformable vnto him in bearing the Crosse if euer we meane or looke to be glorified with him in Heauen We must needs feele our sicknesse ere wee befit for Righteousnesse soule afflictions must not fright you from Almighty God but make you rather runne vnto him for defence as the Chickens do from the Kite to their Hen 2 Cor. 12.17 18. The more you trust in God the sooner will he support you and the more earnestly you cry and craue for iustice the sweeter will be your end and the more ioyfull your deliuerance Forget not to be thankfull for the least measure of Faith and Grace wel knowing that the want of these soone worketh mans ouer-throw Vnderstand I beseech you that though Death be the deliuerer of euery faithfull man and woman from the body and prison of sinne to Eternall Felicity Our Sauiour by his Death and Passion hauing killed the sting of death in vs and a though Paul once rauished with an high Contemplation Wished to be dissolued and to be with Christ. Philip. 1.23 Yet haue we no warrant euery man to pray for the hasting of his owne death being to euery Faithfull particular man the same thing that the generall transmutation wil be at the latter day to the whole body of the iust and Elect except that the Elect after the generall dissolution attayne to a greater degree of Glory Christ came not to Call the Righteous but Sinners to Repentance To seeke the lost Sheepe to finde the lost Greate and reclayme the lost Sonne or meet with the lost treasure Submit your desires to GODS will and leaue your indeauours with patience to be ordered by the Lords prouidence earnestly desiring preseruation from Death you patiently submitting your selfe vnto GODS pleasure eyther for Life or Death For the best and surest way to finde Fauour in the Eyes of the LORD Almighty is to desire him to doe with vs what hee seemeth or thinketh good for referring our selues to his Diuine prouidence hee will euer deale most graciously and louingly with vs. God is our GOD willing to shew vs grace and mercy he will turne to vs and be fauourable 〈◊〉 he takes away our manifold iniquities and cast our sinnes in the depth of the Sea Agayne Psalme 103.8.9.10 The Lord is full of Compassion and mercy long suffering and of great goodnes He will not be alwayes chiding neyther keepeth he his anger for euer He hath not dealt with vs after our sins nor rewards according to our iniquities But looke how high the Heauen is in comparison of the Earth so great is his mercy towards them that feare him Looke how wide also the East is from the West so farre hath he set our sinnes from vs. Yea like as a Father pittieth his owne children euen so is the Lord pittifull to them that feare him For he knoweth whereof we be made hee remembreth that we are but dust Psal 145.8 Ioel. 2.13 Mat. 26.11 2. Cor. 1.3 Ephe 2.4 2 Tim. 1.13 Of the great mercies of God towards vs sinners read at your leasure Psalme 145.8.9.147.8.10 and in Ioel 2.13 Math. 26.11 2 Cor. 1.3 Ephes 2.4 1 Tim. 1.13 vnto 18. verse All these places yeelde words of rare comfort pronounced by the Eternall Verity it selfe and therefore not to be mistrusted or dispayred of Let vs not abuse GODS mercies making them a cloake to couer our sinnes presume we not saying Eccles 5.6 Eccle. 5.6 The mercie of our God is great he will forgiue my manifold sins for mercy and wrath come from him Forget not that golden saying of St. Paule Rom. 8.28 All things worke together for the best to them which feare God Rom. 5.4 Yea the afflictions and troubles of Gods children are so sanctified vnto them by Gods spirit that by the same they are made partakers of Gods holinesse Hebr. 1.12 Heb. 1.12 By the same they inioy the quiet Fruite of Righteousnesse by it likewise they attaine to a greater measure of ioy in the Holy Ghost Agayne Hereby is the world crucified vnto you and you vnto it Rom. 8.8 Hereby are we made conformable to the death of Christ by this are we kept from the condemnation of this World and by the same likewise learn we experience patience Hope c. I beseech you all to ponder weigh and consider how your crosses are mercy your losses gaines your afflictions schooling and each aduersity as a Lesson receiue your Crosses as comming from Christ written both for thy Learning and Comfort manifesting by these tokens that he loueth you meaning thereby to draw you euen into his Bosome hereby we are assured of our heauenly Fathers good will towards vs. We may not in our miseries still looke for Gods but likewise at his ineffable mercie our Parents disobedience in eating the forbidden Fruite did banish them out of the most pleasant place of the World yet shewed GOD his fatherly Kindnesse vnto them before he droue them out for he made them Coates to arme them against all weather More then that hee comforted them with the promise of the blessed Seed Iesus Christ which should restore that Saluation vnto mankinde which they had lost by yeelding to the Serpents intisements Loe here the most louing and Kind dealing of GOD with Man hee will make vs smart a little for our sinnes here is his Iustice but yet so that he will not vtterly forsake vs or giue vs ouer for euer here is louing mercy Auoyde therefore Sathan once I say agayne auoyde cease to suggest or ingest into any mans heart that he should thinke because that God
his scourges and plagues which he sendeth vppon the Earth and yet notwithstanding hee prouideth for it conueniently though he doth most commonly grant but a short time of Truce vnto his Church and children to be at rest and quiet in Learne we all to set the glory of Christ his Resurrection against the shame of the Crosse and graue seeing seeing it may aswell bee proued by witnesse which saw it as by testimony of the Prophets learne wee all therefore to goe forward in one way in our vocation through a thousand death Gods prouidence taketh not away the causes which God vseth as meanes but rather ordereth and disposeth them to their right vse euen then when he openeth an extraordinary issue for then and not till then came wee to the promised and sure saluation thorow the middest of tempest and death it selfe Then are perplexities most to be looked for when the Port and Hauen is nearest The godlier you bee the more sure shall you bee to haue danger vpon danger but alwaies most sure to haue a glorious issue What though aduersity bee the punishment of sinne yet God in punishing doth not alwaies respect sinne they iudge too rashly which eyther doe not waite for the Lord or doe iudge and esteeme all men according to prosperity or aduersity let this be still your comfort the Lord neuer afflicteth his aboue their strength what though now we behold miseries and calamities in a Church yet is the hope of felicity harboured in our hearts as if we presently enioyed it Know this that it is of the Lords mercy that you are eyther helped or healed Wis 18. It is the power of righteousnesse that Saints receiue good and euill in like manner singing prayses for the one aswell as for the other It is not wisedomes care to walke with ease by crooked paths and to bring vs into feare and dread and to torment vs with her discipline vntill she hath tryed our soules and prooued vs by her iudgements then will shee comfort vs and shew vs her secrets and heape vpon vs the vnderstanding of righteousnesse The Lord now and then sendeth vs away weeping and mourning but with ioy and perpetuall gladnesse will hee bring vs againe vnto himselfe Remember that Sion may bee in Captiuity and yet see her Saluation from God to come with great glory and euerlasting brightnesse suffer we therefore as Children the wrath of God patiently hoping at last to tread vpon the necks of our foes and euer hereafter to reioyce though now for a time wee mourne Who would not make haste to the Kingdome of GOD liuing vprightly and be of a good and honest conuersation as Christ once offered himselfe willingly to be taken that wee might be deliuered Remember in your present misery how Christ being innocent was condemned of the High-priest for that wickednesse whereof wee are guilty Christ our Sauiour found no comfort any where that in him wee might bee fulfilled with Celestiall ioyes and solace euery where hee was made a curse that in him wee might bee blessed hee was spoyled of his Garments that wee might bee enriched with his Righteousnesse Christ healing the manifold miseries of mankinde sheweth that he came to make cleane and wipe away the sins of the world with his touching hand from Heauen Feare wee not any accusers before God seeing that GOD himselfe absolueth vs as iust much lesse neede wee feare damnation seeing that wee rest vpon the death and resurrection yea the Almighty power and defence of Iesus Christ Therefore what can there be so waighty in this life or of so great force and power that might now feare vs although wee might fall from the feare of God wherewith he loueth vs in Christ Surely nothing it is in it lelfe most constant and sure and also in vs conformed by stedfast faith by Christ that loueth vs we are perfectly iust and through him are wee conquerours ouer miseries and calamities although we seeme as broken in pieces with the woeful weight of woefull dangers yet as good Christians let vs grow more and more couragious that the waies and wills of GOD may bee throughly knowne in this world Remember that the matter of our saluation is Christ in whom onely we are endued with spirituall blessings vnto saluation Oh perswade your owne soules that God hath chosen vs from the beginning in his Sonne the end of afflictions being true ioy and that through the vertue of the Spirit of Christ which hee giueth to them which aske it We ought not to be discouraged but rather to bee incouraged by the persecutions which the enemies of the Gospell imagine and practise against vs seeing that they are certaine witnesses from GOD himselfe both of our saluation and of the destruction of our enemies that hate vs. Persecution is a signe of our saluation because it 's a gift of God to suffer for Christ which gift hee rendreth to his owne as he doth the gift of faith Grieue not for your great afflictions no not although you should dye to make pefect your oblation with your blood as with a drinke-offering The way to eternall saluation is to follow Christ his steps by afflictions and persecutions vntill wee come to Christ himselfe who is our marke whereat wee shoote and receiue the reward whereunto God calleth vs to him Therefore bee not disquieted through impatiency seeing that God is at hand to giue you remedy against all your miseries neither bee you carefull for any thing but with sure confidence giue God thankes and craue of him whatsoeuer you haue neede of that with a quiet conscience you may wholy and withall your heart submit your selfe to him that you may with Dauid beginne with teares and end with thankes The afflictions of the Church may be said to be Christs afflictions by reason of that fellowship and knitting together that the body and the head haue one with the other not that there is any more neede to haue the Church redeemed but that Christ sheweth his power in the daily weaknesse of his members and that for the comfort of the whole and holding of his Childrens hearts together whose assured comfort is to enter by afflictions into the Kingdom of Glory Know this that our God being iust will punish the vniust and will do away the miseries of his owne people Remember alwayes to set the invisible power of Gods Spirit which God hath giuen you agaynst those stormes which may or will come vpon you I pray remember that the gift of Gods Spirit is as it were a certayne liue flame kindled in our hearts which the flesh and the Diuell seeke to put out And therefore you and I on the contrary side must labour as much as we can to foster and keepe it burning and not to be pierced thorough as people whom the Lord will destroy Doubt we not but that our Saluation doth hang vpon Christ who was exhibited in our dayes and suffered farre more grieuous things then wee can
Glory which wee looke for a thousand times sur-mounting the misery of our afflictions You Know well that this whole World looketh for a restoring groaning as it were for it and that not in vayne Let it not grieue vs therefore to sigh for our Sauiours comming being now certaynly perswaded of our Redemption at hand especially we hauing the first Fruites of the Spirit Call to minde how it was imputed vnto Abraham for Righteousnes in this that hee was found Faithfull in Temptation It is Iosephs commendation that in time of trouble he kept the Commandement and was made Lord of Aegypt Forget not that Elias for his zealous Feruency in the Law was taken vp into Heauen And the Children by Faith deliuered out of the flame Trust still in God and you cannot want strength as for the glory of man it is but dung and Wormes to day Dust to morrow nothing Shew your selfe willing to change your life manfully and such a one as your Education and your yeares now requireth The Lord God Almighty so moderate our troubles and torments that we may dye holily put our whole trust and affiance in him O remember how Christ was tempted all manner of wayes and did ouer-come that we through his Vertue might likewise be Conquerours Esteeme not the ioy and Felicity commodities and pleasures of this life to bee any wayes better then vexing perplexities the way to Heauen is straight and narrow we must passe through the rough way suffering to be thrust and thronged before we can enter into Life And although Christ seeme sometimes to neglect his in most extreame dangers yet in time conuenient hee asswageth all tempests and bringeth them to the hauen they hope for Who knoweth not our sinnes to be the causes of our afflictions and Christ onely to forgiue them then when wee beleeue the children of God are to sayle thorough many tempests but Christ will neuer forsake them so that they still ayme at the marke which God commaundeth them Striue wee all by Faith to tread vnder our feete all our troubles and afflictions by the vertue of Christs power Let all know this that it is Christ which healeth the sick and from him must we all seeke remedy for our spirituall diseases to whom we are all bound not only to turne and run our selues but to bring others to him also preparing our minds more and more agaynst the offences of the Crosse that with patience may indure for to gain Christ to whom be all glory Amen Friday Meditations GOD hauing giuen vs his only begotten Sonne how shal he not with him giue vs all things else We are taught in Holy Scriptures that the Church shall haue a continuall conflict with infinite miseries and offences and that more is with false Prophets vntill the day of victory and tryumph commeth Let not your soule be discouraged with any sorrow for Christ hath made full satisfaction for vs all First in suffering and then in ouercomming not onely the torments of the body but also the most horrible tortures of the minde Be not dismayed for any sorrowes that assayle you but remember that Heauen it selfe was darkened for very horrour when Iesus cryed in the bitternesse of his sufferings and in the meane time was mocked in the middest of his miseries Neglect not the Doctrine of the Gospell by the which Sathan is driuen out of the World neyther doe you forget that Christ by his healing of diuers Diseases sheweth that he hath brought true life into the world for all beleeuers The Faithfull seruants of GOD in their few labours on Earth must still be crying vnto Christ so to moderate their miseries as after all our Earthly tossing tempests bring vs to the happy Hauen of Heauen that wee so long sigh for The true Disciples of Christ must beare stoutly what burthen soeuer the Lord layeth vppon them still seeking to subdue the affections of the flesh The glory of Christ was abased vpon the Crosse yet auouched by Visible signes that hee was the God which vppon that Good Friday for vs dyed vniustly and being vpon the Crosse cryed out It is finished it is finished meaning the worke of our Redemption Labour therefore with Faith to become proficient Scholers in the Schoole of Christ we must be seasoned by Gods Word that wee may be acceptable sacrifices to God and also being knit together may comfort one another with the soueraigne and most wholesome medicines of Diuine Scripture Christ healing the Disease of Symons wiues mother with his Word onely prooueth that hee is God Almighty sent from Heauen for our saluation Do we not read Luke 5. how Christ healing a Leaper by his onely touch Luke 5. and sending him to the priests by faith he was cured yea was pure and cleane Verse 18. The true followers of Christ must at once both builde and fight And therefore bee ready and prepared to suffer all kinde of miseries Christs Disciples must bee wise both for themselues and for others otherwise they become the foolishest of al. Dispayre wee not of any which are gone out of the way but according to the example of Christ wee must take great paynes about them Well knowing this that GOD will neuer vtterly be lacking vnto the godly although he bee not so presently with them as they would and then in these difficulties which cannot bee ouercome by mans reason power or prouidence when dangers do most daunt vs then GOD beates downe the blowes so that we rest humble hearted and put no confidence in our owne Righteousnesse Be not discouraged with any sicknesse or sorrows for as sure and certayne as persecution is so sure is the glory which remayneth for the conquerors The more stops and lets Sathan layeth in your way so much more couragious ought you to bee and stoutly to go forward in the Way of Righteousnesse This shal bee then the ende of your troubles and afflictions they shal be as witnesses both before GOD and man aswell of the treacherous and cruell dealings of your enemies as also of your Constancy after diuers tempests the Lord will at length deliuer his Church day and night Let vs be sober and watch for the Lords comming that we be not taken vnawares but still remember that as many as are pertakers of the afflictions of Christ shall also be pertakers of his Kingdome whereinto Lord admit me in thy mercies If wee will continue still wise vnto saluation wee may none of vs forget how good Gold is purged in the fire and shines cleerely in the water Doe not thinke that any temptation hath taken you but such as appertaine to man and GOD is faithfull which will not suffer you to be tempted aboue that you be able but will euen giue issues with the tentation that you may bee able to beare it 1. Cor. 10.13 Forget not Dauid Ps 39 I sought the Lord and he heard me yea and deliuered me out of all my feares put your trust still in the Lord
and mercy shall embrace you on euery side Psal 31.11 Let this true comfort raise you and me vp as wee are the members of Christ that in our deepest misery and afflictions the Lord is able first to free vs from it or else to deliuer out of it There is neither panges nor any one fit in your sicknesse but it is from God the manner of it the measure of it the time of it the matter of it is of God which giueth vs good assurance and affiance that God will be mercifull and gracious vnto vs seeing hee striketh vs that is our Father and in the stroake be it neuer so sharpe he neuer forgets his former compassion but maketh each thing fall out to our future saluation puts our teares in his bottle and most louingly layes his hand vnder our head that aketh Seeke wee therefore to God for health who as hee smiteth mee so hee will heale me and as he wounds mee so likewise he restoreth me God therefore bringeth downe to the graue that he may raise vs vp againe and puts vs in mind of death by Gods Sergeant aresting vs to bring vs before him God of his goodnesse behold your teares hearken vnto your prayers and mercifully remoue your heauy affliction from you It pleaseth the wisedome of God now and then to confound your pride by weaknesse and to free vs from former sinnes by furnishing vs with most delectable seruices of assured sanctification Afflictions change their nature when they befall the man endued with Gods Spirit all things working together for the best for the loue of all such as feare the God and are called according to his purpose Let none of vs so forget the safety of our soules as not euermore still to remember Christ Iesus how he went as willingly to the Desart to be humbled as vnto Iordan to be exalted Thinke not your selfe to be forsaken of God when you are tempted of Sathan for herein you are resembled to the Sonne of God who being baptised was presently tempted by Sathans subtilties Afflictions soften our hearts when we apprehend Gods mercies in them and can receiue them as the wounds of a friend with the melting of our hearts sent in loue vnto vs to better our behauiours Know I beseech thee thou languishing person that the deeper the sence of misery is the sweeter is the sence of mercy It 's the saying of St. Bernard Deus non infundit oleum misericordiae nisi in vas contritum God powres not the oyle of his mercies saue into a broken vessell For indeed whole vessels are full enough and would run ouer if powred into them and so be spilt on the ground The Lord scourgeth vs to make vs more pliable to his holy will an vnhumbled sinner is vnfit for Gods Instruction and like an vnbroken Colte for the Saddle The deeper your discent in humiliation the higher your ascent in consolation Therefore doth now euen rottennesse enter into your bones that hauing a while trembled you may henceforth rest in the day of trouble remembring how after greatest tempests come the stillest calmes sanctified windes making the trees of Gods Garden to take the deeper rooting It is the manner of our heauenly Father to gaine glory to himselfe by working by contraries when he bringeth ioy out of feares light out of darknesse and Heauen out of Hell God wrestled with Iacob and lamed him ere he blessed him Iosephs leggs were laden with irons and bolts in Pharaohs Dungeon ere hee could weare a golden Chaine and haue dominion in Aegypt The wounds that our God giueth are not mortall but medicinable our God is such a Chyrurgeon that he first woundeth but then heales It is Gods accustomed manner to bring first downe to Hell and then vp againe into the bosome of Abraham Feare not to fall into the Lords Dungeon which will rebound you safely into Heauen his Pallace of priuiledge forget not how repenting Ionas was throwne into the Sea and humbled Glut not your selues with any pleasures of this life neither spend your precious time in fleeting vanities keepe rather your best dainties in the vineger of godly sorrow allay your strong wine with water eate your meate as the Iewes did their Passeouer with sower hearbs Imitate godly King Dauid who caused his bed euery night to swim oftentimes watering his Couch with his teares Psal 6.6 Forget not good Bradford that vsually at his dinner shed teares on his trencher art thou sicke and sinfull stand not reasoning with thine owne distrustfull heart but heare what God sayth by Esay 1.18 If you will wash and cleanse your selues by repentance though your sins were as red as Crimson yet then shall they be as white as Snow Oh but my sins passe the sinnes of all others in greatnesse so much the more haste to repent the more dangerous thy disease is the more physicke must thou vse if thy sinnes be so great as thou complainest why meanest thou to make it greater by thy not repenting Repentance makes sin lesse Impenitency is the condemning sinne Remember that Christ is our Physitian and Repentance is his Phisick Math. 9. In death Sathans temptations and our Consciences accusations will be strongest therefore our preparation against them should be more then ordinary We may not once despaire of our heauenly Fathers prouidence but call to minde how louingly the father entertained his sonne after hee had misbehaued himselfe in rude and riotous courses As our heauenly Father is often shewing vs many fauours so now and then he pincheth vs with too too heauy crosses because we should not be ouer-ioyed with any of Gods fauours but prepare for some following after-claps being as content to endure the one as cheerefully to receiue the other with him shall we raigne wee shall hereafter for euer liue with him in glory with whom now wee are in misery if we now take vp our crosse following him with sanctified contentation wee rest then assuredly happy when we beare each affliction with ioy in the Spirit submitting our selues to the yoake of our God then contented with our states then wee weare our chaines and weepe shedding many teares Our sufferings are no arguments of Righteousnesse but our Righteousnesse an ornament vnto our sufferings Are we in troubles lye wee in troubles flye we vnto Christ our Lord and Master for ayde who in mercy will heare vs and deliuer vs by the strength of his mighty power be our state neuer so desperate he can helpe it and we are neuer past helpe so long as we desire to be holpen The greatnesse of our perill can be no stop to our deliuerance because the power of our deliuerance is infinite Tribulations are the way to the kingdome of Heauen through stormy tempests are we brought to the Kingdome of Heauen being the Hauen that all hunger for Be of good courage for al the diuels in hell cannot damne vp the way betweene vs and the Kingdome of Heauen Through the straite way haue all
so rebellious by nature that wee stand in neede to bee chastned euery houre It is a true triall to prayse God in aduersity and that Faith is sure that is grounded vpon Gods Word who will vndoubtedly bee at hand when as his children be oppressed Know and neuer forget this lesson that Gods prouidence doth not onely watch ouer his Church in generall but also euery member thereof in perticular So as neyther heate nor cold nor any incommodity shal bee able to destroy Gods Church albeit for a time they may molest it Be you not tyred with your tryalls for there is helpe from aboue if you faithfully crye and stay for it Though you suffer vnder the Crosse least you should embrace wickednes yet the Crosse shall not so rest vppon you as to driue you from hope but to Purge you from Hypocrisie and make you zealous of Gods testimonies and trueth and as one of the Lords People still to depend on Gods power To whom all glory and honour be giuen for euer Amen Thursday Meditations SHarpe punishments that pierceth euen to the inward parts are profitable to the wicked to bring vs one by one to amendment wee haue no true tryall of our strength vntil troubles do assaile vs what God hath appointed that shall come to each one of vs all Keepe and looke vnto the assured euidences and vndeceiuing fore-runners of an happy departure First see that you liue with a good Conscience so shall you bee sure to dye with great comfort Secondly see that your holines of life and conuersation in this same world before men bee the Way and the path vnto our future happinesse Thirdly you must labour and endeauour here to glorifie God if you desire to bee glorified with him in Heauen Fourthly you must fight a good fight against Sathan which hath bin our enemy from the beginning and then against the world and your own corruptions you must faithfully fulfill your course and performe the seruice vnto which God hath appointed you Labour whilst you liue still to know the trueth keeping faith in soundnesse and sincerity to the end or else expect you in vaine a crown of righteousnesse Christ stil dwelleth in his Church and therefore will not depart from them but will hast to helpe them in their troubles The hand of God being vpon any teacheth the party to examine his life and to beware of our murmuring against God who is Almighty who may iustly for our transgressions and iniquities throw vs downe into Hell Eccles 11.8 Wee are warned by the Preachers to remember the dayes of Darknesse Affliction and troubles Eccle. 11. knowing GOD will call to an account for carnall lusts whereunto youth is giuen VVee may seeke the Lord in all our troubles and yet not bee incontinently heard to cause vs to continue and perseuere in Prayer till wee feele comfort VVhatsoeuer aduersity tribulation or calamity men or Women indure they must attribute it vnto their owne incredulity and disobedience and be mooued with a zeale of Gods glory And if any sorrowes or troubles bring such sadnesse the very thought of a Messias Christ Iesus may greatly cheerish and comfort vs who will neuer suffer his Church to be destroyed vtterly Bee patient therefore in aduersity looking for Gods helpe and fearing to doe any thing contrary to his VVill and Word God defendeth his Elect and reiecteth all the rest Let this be a consolation in your troubles that nothing can come vnto you but by the will of the Lord. As you are Gods Children so of whom should you I or any other seeke succour but onely of him Refuse not to be taught of the Ministers of GOD who now are his mouth When GOD punisheth his people his plagues must continue till sinners beginne to feele them The intention of GODS chastizing is for our amendment but the Diuels malice aymeth onely at our destruction GOD will chasten his owne people beginne at his owne House and when he hath doâ—e burne the rod. The ende of Gods plagues to his Children is to bring them to trust in himselfe and to forsake all confidence and trust in others Gods rods and corrections doe euer bring foorth some fruite causing his to turne from their sinnes and transgressions and to humble themselues in his sight with contrition There is no power so high and mighty but the Lord will visite him with his rod and againe so comfort him in his troubles that the shining of the Moone and Sunne shal be darkenesse in comparison of the ioy and eternall happinesse thereof Agayne the arrogant and proud that will not know GOD are by his Wand and correcting rod brought to feare GODS wrath and for to glorifie his holy name Be comforted all yea that are grieued for the time of your deliuerance is at hand the defence and protection of the Almighty shal bee sufficient for you Think not much of your present captiuities as of your happy returne to the Heauenly Ierusalem Know what God hath decreed it cannot bee altered no power so high that can let him of his proiect Indeauour we therefore constantly to indure and abide all manner of aduersities where with God afflicteth vs well knowing thereby that if we learne to feare God and to be bettred are euident signes of Gods grace and especiall fauour The Lord mooueth you by his rod and chastisement to pray crye and call earnestly vnto him for your deliuerance Be you comforted my faithfull and afflicted brethren knowing that euen in Death you shall haue Life and may assuredly rise to glory remember how Hearbes dye in the winter and yet flourish againe by the raine in the Spring time So they that lye in the Dust shall rise vp to ioy when they feele the dew of GODS grace and Heauenly power Striue wee all therefore as faithfull ones to bee patient in all our troubles and afflictions to waite vppon Gods worke vntill by his mighty and all-sufficient power he call vs into his Presence to dwell with him in Paradise Afflictions which God layeth vpon vs are much like vnto a storme which commeth and goeth wherein God will not leaue you or forsake you but deliuer you rather by miracle then you shall bee ouer-come or vtterly perish Our God will not suffer vs to bee destroyed to the contempt of his Name but magnifie still his Diuine Maiesty for euer by deliuering vs out of so many eminent dangers that all prayses for our enfranchizement may be rendred through Christ Iesus vnto our God Though Death were euen now ready to destroy yet hath the Lord Power enough to deliuer and succour you as neede requireth There is nothing that more strengthneth our Faith then our remembrance and calling to minde Gods deliuerance in times past Know this that Sathan will tempt you to murmur against God but depend you still vppon the LORDS promise bearing your Crosse patiently and you shall vndoubtedly inherite the Kingdome of glory Giue your selfe now wholy vnto God by putting
away all things that are contrary vnto his Commaundements so where the wicked feele Gods power you and I being godly shall find his mercies Desire we God to be our sufficiency aboue physicke meate or drinke Are we in the depth of misery let vs contemplate his Power and glory as if we were in his Sanctuary assured of his Spirit Afflictions dwelleth with the best of Gods seruants who haue no leasure to swallow downe their spittle Such is the estate of the poore members of Christ Iesus that oftentimes they bee soare groaning vnder the Crosse of tribulation yet suffereth not our Sauiour any of his to passe from vnder his shaddow till our heauy and oppressed heartes comforted and fully refreshed Our heauenly Fathers scourge is vndoubtedly a fore-runner of Gods gracious fauour and blessing and the onely way to saluation Crye and call faithfully and God will still heare thee what time the storme falleth on thee It is our Heauenly Fathers fauour to open our eares by his correction thereby keeping backe our soules from the pit and our liues from passing by the Sword He striketh vs with sorrows vppon our beds making our soules to loath and abhorre euen the daintiest meates By carefull Crosses God openeth our eares so as neyther health may hurt vs nor Prosperity vndoe vs The cause why God sendeth vs sundry afflictions is to beate downe our pride and to turne vs from euill and impiety Our gracious GOD withdraweth not his eyes from the righteous neyther will hee still be fettering vs with the cordes of afflictions But he will be opening our eares to Discipline and commaunding vs to returne from iniquity My GOD and Heauenly Father so mooue your and euery one of our hearts to the feeling and seeing of all our sinnes and iniquities that we may all come to him by repentance as did Manasses at the last Assure we shall our soules of this that to the afflicted God sheweth Grace The scourge of the Lord is vppon vs wee ought the more humbly to pray vnto our God that he hide not his face from vs. But rather to indue vs with his Spirit as still resting in misery and afflictions wee might be driuen from man to God As was the Prophet Dauid When his Friends forsooke him and all his Acquaintance hid themselues from him Then gat Dauid vnto God most humbly with these words Oh Lord heare my Prayer O let my crye come vnto thee Hide not thy face from me in time of my trouble but incline thine Eares vnto me that do mingle my drinke euery morning with my Weeping Learne we each one neyther to haue fellowship with the deceitefull nor yet to stay with the vngodly but to wash our hands in innocency and so to go vnto the Lords Altar See you neuer forget the loue of our Sauiour Christ to mankinde who was content for to become a Redeemer to mankind and not for the Angels which fell as did both man and woman For the ground of our Redemption is the special loue of Christ not the fore-seene workes of our faith in the eternall Counsel of God But like as the Israelites got not Canaan by their owne sword and power No more can we gaine Heauen but by Gods fauouring vs in Christ Iesus his Sonne The faithfull are chastened ere they be Crowned yea checked and aduised for to leaue their bad manners and particuler vices and to follow and practise holy religious duties in faith feare and feeling with holy Obedience both to God and man Both Paule and Barnabas teach vs this Lesson that we must through many tribulation Enter into the kingdome of God Few things came into the Hoast of Israel but such as were purified eyther by fire or water How much more ought the sinfull soules of men to be purged ere they come to their Heauenly heritage Num 31.23 Num. 31.23.24 As Hester was first purified sixe moneths with Myrrhe after that with sweete Odours and then come vnto Ahashuerus So bitter tryals and trauailes must touch our heartes ere wee can lodge with the LORD of Life vnder whom King Ahashuerus liued but as a Lieutenant It is the Priuiledge of Christs members to be troubled and afflicted but not for euer to bee fined as siluer in the furnace of affliction and tribulation VVhat was once spoken vnto the olde Iewes I doe now vnderstand it as applyed to the Elect whose priuiledges in this life are pangs and pains troubles and tortures calamities and crosses so that it is now growne to a Prouerbe Athemata mathemata passionis documenta The Lords lashes are lessons to leade vs a long the right and streight way to Christ the true Sanctefier of our soules to all that beleeue in him Dauid penning his sweetest and harmonious Psalme in his bitterest afflictions teacheth vs euery one to profite by Gods Rod because that afflictions Bringeth home the Prodigall Sonne Luke 15. Luke 15. And maketh Nebuchadnezzer lift vp his eyes to Heauen honouring him that liueth for euer As many as rest sons must be scourged of their father wee iust ones knowing God but must looke for messengers to salute them with shriking sounds of sorrowful newes For our learning it pleaseth God oftentimes to conclude the best peoples liues with very fearefull euils As we see in the death of Iesus Christ his best Apostles Ionathan Lazarus and the LORDS two VVitnesses Reuel 11.7 Who hauing finished their Testimonies are killed for so doing and their Corpses throwne into the streetes of the great Citty the Gentiles in their courses three dayes and a halfe not suffering their Carkasses to bee put in their Graues See how the Lord scourgeth deepely where hee loueth most dearely stay but the LORDS leasure and hee will vndoubtedly comfort your distressed heart and minde if you will patiently abide seeke and waite for him in the Way of sincerity and trueth Remember wee should all that Israels portion is not passed into by following of vaine and vnlawful pleasures not by imbracing the Earth in our armes or sending out our Children by flockes to daunce after musicke Til the Lords Vae mane surgentibus Esay 5. seize vpon vs Israels portion is not so easily come vnto There is no other way to the Crowne but by the crosse we must suffer our afflictions as the good souldiers of Christ before the Lord will receiue vs into Eternall Glory Learne we all therefore that the Crosse of Christ is the best Schoole-maister to bring vs to Christ As Naaman did wash ere hee could be whole so must good Christians be content to suffer tryals VVhilst God threatneth afflictions to our flesh he would haue vs to prepare Faith and Patience in our hearts to entertayne the LORDS chastisements with teares The rod of God to man is as the presse to the Grape the fanne to the Corne and the fire to the Gold How was good Iacob troubled first to haue his onely brother as it were to sweare his death then to