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they_o grace_n for_o do_v that_o which_o do_v displease_v he_o again_o as_o faith_n without_o work_n be_v dead_a so_o work_v without_o faith_n be_v dead_a also_o and_o if_o they_o be_v dead_a work_n and_o not_o the_o service_n of_o the_o live_a god_n as_o the_o apostle_n say_v they_o be_v heb._n 9.14_o how_o can_v a_o man_n by_o such_o work_n deserve_v to_o have_v grace_n what_o a_o monstrous_a thing_n be_v it_o that_o vice_n shall_v merit_v virtue_n that_o a_o man_n by_o sin_v against_o god_n shall_v deserve_v to_o be_v partaker_n of_o his_o holiness_n that_o natural_a man_n may_v do_v some_o thing_n that_o be_v material_o good_a there_o be_v none_o will_v deny_v but_o that_o they_o can_v do_v any_o thing_n formal_o good_a smell_v too_o much_o of_o the_o pelagian_a forge_n and_o be_v manifest_o contradictory_n to_o the_o word_n of_o god_n which_o tell_v we_o that_o whatsoever_o such_o man_n do_v be_v sin_n prov._n 21.4_o titus_n 1.15_o and_o therefore_o most_o certain_a it_o be_v they_o can_v do_v nothing_o to_o prepare_v themselves_o for_o conversion_n nothing_o to_o move_v god_n either_o to_o vouchsafe_v they_o the_o mean_n of_o grace_n or_o to_o make_v they_o effectual_a as_o these_o man_n vain_o teach_v 2._o teach_v dr._n twisse_n against_o hoard_n lib._n 2._o this_o be_v the_o peculiar_a glory_n of_o god_n grace_n to_o make_v we_o perfect_a in_o every_o good_a work_n and_o to_o work_v in_o we_o that_o which_o be_v please_v in_o his_o sight_n through_o jesus_n christ_n and_o this_o he_o do_v according_a to_o his_o good_a pleasure_n phil._n 2.13_o &_o hebrew_n 13.21_o for_o grace_n be_v not_o confer_v according_a to_o work_n that_o be_v condemn_v as_o a_o pestilent_a doctrine_n long_o ago_o in_o the_o synod_n of_o palestine_n and_o all_o along_o in_o divers_a counsel_n against_o the_o pelagian_o that_o the_o gospel_n prevail_v upon_o some_o and_o not_o upon_o other_o to_o who_o it_o be_v preach_v who_o it_o still_o leave_v in_o the_o gall_n of_o bitterness_n and_o in_o the_o bond_n of_o iniquity_n our_o saviour_n ascribe_v it_o whole_o to_o the_o good_a pleasure_n of_o god_n as_o the_o only_a reason_n of_o it_o i_o thank_v thou_o father_n lord_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n that_o thou_o have_v hide_v these_o thing_n from_o the_o wise_a and_o prudent_a and_o have_v reveal_v they_o unto_o babe_n even_o so_o father_n for_o so_o it_o seem_v good_a in_o thy_o sight_n matth._n 11.25_o 26._o and_o judas_n not_o iscariot_n hear_v he_o say_v that_o if_o any_o man_n love_v he_o he_o will_v manifest_v himself_o unto_o he_o reply_v with_o wonder_n lord_n how_o be_v it_o that_o thou_o will_v manifest_v thyself_o unto_o we_o and_o not_o unto_o the_o world_n as_o if_o he_o have_v say_v there_o be_v nothing_o in_o we_o more_o than_o in_o they_o that_o can_v move_v thou_o to_o it_o we_o be_v by_o nature_n the_o child_n of_o wrath_n as_o well_o as_o other_o it_o be_v not_o only_o true_a of_o election_n but_o of_o vocation_n also_o it_o be_v not_o of_o he_o that_o will_v nor_o of_o he_o that_o run_v but_o of_o god_n that_o show_v mercy_n the_o grace_n of_o god_n be_v prevent_v grace_n it_o meet_v we_o in_o the_o way_n of_o sin_n even_o while_o we_o be_v run_v away_o from_o god_n we_o do_v not_o seek_v it_o first_o but_o it_o seek_v we_o and_o find_v we_o out_o in_o our_o lose_a condition_n that_o we_o may_v seek_v it_o afterward_o and_o have_v find_v it_o may_v be_v careful_a to_o keep_v it_o as_o isa_n 65.1_o i_o be_o seek_v of_o they_o that_o ask_v not_o for_o i_o 52._o i_o non_fw-la ergo_fw-la putandum_fw-la est_fw-la cum_fw-la pelagianis_fw-la gratiam_fw-la dari_fw-la ex_fw-la merito_fw-la &_o iis_fw-la communicari_fw-la qui_fw-la eam_fw-la antea_fw-la quaesiverunt_fw-la non_fw-la enim_fw-la quaeritur_fw-la gratia_fw-la sine_fw-la gratia_fw-la quae_fw-la prima_fw-la homisem_fw-la perditum_fw-la in_o se_fw-la quaerit_fw-la &_o invenis_fw-la ut_fw-la postea_fw-la eam_fw-la quaerat_fw-la &_o censervet_v inventam_fw-la r._n vet_z in_o loc_n exercitor_n in_o gen_n 52._o i_o be_o find_v of_o they_o that_o seek_v i_o not_o i_o say_v behold_v i_o be_v hold_v i_o unto_o a_o nation_n that_o be_v not_o call_v by_o my_o name_n therefore_o if_o we_o have_v any_o evidence_n of_o a_o real_a work_n of_o grace_n in_o our_o heart_n in_o any_o measure_n wrought_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n let_v we_o cry_v grace_n grace_n unto_o it_o let_v we_o say_v unto_o the_o lord_n as_o mephibosheth_n unto_o david_n 2_o sam._n 9.8_o what_o be_v thy_o servant_n that_o thou_o shall_v look_v upon_o such_o dead_a dog_n as_o we_o be_v and_o thus_o much_o for_o this_o first_o particular_a of_o self-denial_n in_o respect_n of_o inherent_a grace_n the_o not_o ascribe_v it_o to_o ourselves_o as_o the_o cause_n neither_o the_o efficient_a nor_o meritorious_a cause_n of_o it_o in_o the_o next_o place_n to_o deny_v self_n in_o respect_n of_o inherent_a grace_n be_v 2_o not_o to_o rest_v upon_o it_o as_o the_o righteousness_n whereby_o we_o be_v justify_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n it_o be_v not_o a_o righteousness_n inherent_a but_o impute_v whereby_o we_o be_v justify_v righteousness_n inherent_a be_v a_o necessary_a antocedent_n of_o glorification_n 2_o thes_n 2.13_o the_o subject_n of_o reconciliation_n be_v a_o enemy_n rom._n 5.10_o of_o justification_n a_o sinner_n rom._n 4.5_o but_o of_o glorification_n a_o saint_n act_v 26_o 18_o it_o be_v also_o a_o necessary_a concomitant_a of_o justification_n i_o corinth_n 1.30_o &_o rom._n 8.29_o 30._o where_o god_n do_v alter_v and_o change_v the_o state_n there_o he_o do_v mend_v the_o condition_n by_o the_o operation_n of_o his_o holy_a spirit_n but_o it_o be_v not_o the_o formal_a cause_n of_o it_o as_o bellarmine_n and_o other_o papist_n teach_v justification_n be_v a_o gracious_a sentence_n of_o god_n whereby_o for_o christ_n sake_n apprehend_v by_o faith_n he_o do_v absolve_v the_o believer_n from_o sin_n and_o death_n and_o account_v he_o righteous_a unto_o life_n 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there_o say_v to_o be_v impute_v the_o apostle_n afterward_o tell_v we_o cap._n 5.19_o where_o he_o say_v that_o as_o by_o one_o man_n disobedience_n many_o be_v make_v sinner_n even_o so_o by_o the_o obedience_n of_o one_o shall_v many_o be_v make_v righteous_a by_o which_o he_o show_v that_o the_o righteousness_n whereby_o we_o be_v justify_v be_v the_o obedience_n of_o christ_n his_o active_a and_o passive_a obedience_n and_o therefore_o not_o a_o righteousness_n inherent_a in_o ourselves_o but_o impute_v to_o we_o for_o 1._o it_o be_v the_o obedience_n of_o christ_n and_o 2._o the_o text_n say_v that_o we_o be_v make_v righteous_a by_o that_o obedience_n in_o the_o same_o manner_n as_o we_o be_v make_v sinner_n by_o the_o disobedience_n of_o adam_n which_o be_v by_o 4.140_o by_o non_fw-la potest_fw-la intelligi_fw-la quomode_fw-fr in_fw-la obedientia_fw-la adami_n constitueret_fw-la posteros_fw-la
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to_o hear_v the_o word_n and_o to_o receive_v it_o with_o joy_n and_o yet_o not_o to_o have_v learn_v in_o any_o respect_n true_o to_o deny_v himself_o as_o he_o that_o receive_v the_o seed_n into_o stony_a place_n mat._n 13.20_o 21._o herod_n hear_v john_n baptist_n glad_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d sweet_o mar._n 6.20_o yet_o he_o can_v not_o deny_v himself_o he_o keep_v his_o herodias_n still_o and_o for_o her_o sake_n afterward_o behead_v he_o vers_n 27._o 3_o it_o be_v possible_a to_o be_v much_o conversant_a in_o the_o performance_n of_o the_o strict_a duty_n and_o yet_o to_o have_v respect_n to_o the_o satisfy_n of_o some_o base_a self-end_n in_o all_o that_o be_v do_v as_o they_o isa_n 58._o of_o who_o god_n say_v they_o seek_v i_o daily_o and_o delight_n to_o know_v my_o way_n as_o a_o nation_n that_o do_v righteousness_n and_o for_o sook_v not_o the_o ordinance_n of_o their_o god_n they_o ask_v of_o i_o the_o ordinance_n of_o justice_n they_o take_v delight_n in_o 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till_o he_o apprehend_v it_o to_o be_v good_a yea_o absolute_o best_o for_o he_o so_o to_o do_v so_o he_o will_v not_o give_v a_o peremptory_a denial_n to_o the_o request_n and_o command_v of_o self_n till_o he_o apprehend_v it_o to_o be_v evil_a yea_o the_o great_a evil_n in_o the_o world_n to_o yield_v unto_o they_o therefore_o whensoever_o we_o discover_v any_o thing_n of_o selfishness_n in_o any_o of_o our_o action_n that_o we_o be_v bias_v in_o any_o particular_a by_o a_o selfish_a principle_n to_o the_o promote_a of_o a_o selfish_a interest_n in_o opposition_n to_o the_o interest_n of_o christ_n let_v we_o not_o think_v on_o it_o sseight_o but_o serious_o let_v our_o thought_n dwell_v upon_o it_o debate_v and_o discuss_v the_o matter_n in_o and_o out_o to_o the_o uttermost_a consider_v the_o nature_n the_o cause_n the_o effect_n and_o aggravate_v circumstance_n of_o it_o i_o have_v show_v you_o before_o the_o excellency_n of_o self-denial_n now_o consider_v the_o evil_a of_o selfishness_n 1_o as_o the_o apostle_n say_v of_o the_o love_n of_o money_n 1_o tim._n 6.10_o so_o it_o may_v be_v true_o say_v of_o self-love_n that_o it_o be_v the_o root_n of_o all_o evil_a this_o be_v the_o most_o breed_a sin_n you_o may_v graft_v any_o wickedness_n upon_o this_o stock_n see_v 2_o tim._n 3.1_o there_o the_o apostle_n bring_v in_o a_o black_a catalogue_n of_o the_o vile_a sinner_n and_o he_o put_v selfish_a man_n in_o the_o front_n in_o the_o last_o day_n say_v he_o perilous_a time_n shall_v come_v for_o man_n shall_v be_v lover_n of_o their_o own_o self_n covetous_a beaster_n proud_a blasphemer_n disobedient_a to_o parent_n unthankful_a unholy_a without_o natural_a affection_n this_o be_v a_o sin_n with_o a_o imprimis_fw-la the_o commander_n in_o chief_a in_o the_o black_a regiment_n of_o lust_n it_o be_v the_o devil_n generalissimo_n see_v what_o a_o cic._n a_o hinc_fw-la ficae_fw-la hinc_fw-la venena_fw-la hinc_fw-la falsa_fw-la testamenta_fw-la na_fw-la scuntur_fw-la hinc_fw-la furta_fw-la hinc_fw-la peculatus_fw-la expilationes_fw-la direptionesque_fw-la sociorum_fw-la &_o civium_fw-la hinc_fw-la opum_fw-la nimiarum_fw-la potentiae_fw-la non_fw-la serendae_fw-la postremo_fw-la etiam_fw-la in_o liberis_fw-la civitatibus_fw-la existunt_fw-la regnandi_fw-la cupiditates_fw-la quibus_fw-la nihil_fw-la nec_fw-la â—e_n trius_fw-la nec_fw-la saedius_fw-la excogitari_fw-la potest_fw-la cic._n number_n of_o evil_n be_v wrap_v up_o in_o this_o one_o evil._n 1_o the_o evil_a of_o injustice_n justitia_fw-la est_fw-la suum_fw-la cuique_fw-la dare_v justice_n consist_v in_o give_v to_o every_o one_o his_o due_a according_a to_o our_o saviour_n rule_n matth._n 22.21_o render_v unto_o caesar_n the_o thing_n that_o be_v caesar_n and_o to_o god_n the_o thing_n that_o be_v god_n and_o that_o of_o the_o apostle_n rom._n 13.7_o render_v unto_o all_o their_o due_n tribute_n to_o who_o tribute_n be_v due_a custom_n to_o who_o custom_n fear_v to_o who_o 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sin_n that_o exalt_v himself_o above_o all_o that_o be_v call_v god_n he_o make_v himself_o his_o god_n he_o fall_v down_o and_o worship_n himself_o make_v himself_o his_o ultimate_a end_n in_o every_o thing_n he_o do_v and_o walk_v by_o his_o own_o rule_n etc._n etc._n 3_o the_o evil_a of_o unthankfulness_n if_o he_o have_v any_o thing_n more_o than_o other_o he_o boast_v as_o if_o he_o have_v not_o receive_v it_o if_o he_o have_v any_o thing_n less_o he_o murmur_n as_o if_o he_o have_v not_o his_o due_n 4_o the_o evil_a of_o unbeleef_n christ_n have_v say_v whosoever_o will_v save_v his_o life_n shall_v loso_n it_o and_o whosoever_o will_v lose_v his_o life_n for_o my_o sake_n shall_v find_v it_o matth._n 16.25_o and_o that_o it_o be_v better_a for_o he_o to_o enter_v into_o life_n halt_v or_o maim_a rather_o than_o have_v two_o hand_n or_o two_o foot_n to_o be_v cast_v into_o everlasting_a fire_n matth._n 18.8_o but_o he_o will_v not_o believe_v it_o and_o so_o make_v christ_n a_o liar_n 5_o the_o evil_a of_o unmercifulness_n by_o seek_v himself_o he_o lose_v himself_o by_o endeavour_v to_o save_v himself_o he_o destroy_v himself_o this_o be_v the_o great_a cruelty_n in_o the_o world_n see_v prov._n 11.17_o 6_o there_o be_v much_o of_o the_o devil_n in_o it_o when_o peter_n tempt_v our_o saviour_n to_o save_v himself_o from_o the_o shameful_a death_n of_o the_o cross_n he_o say_v get_v thou_o behind_o i_o satan_n he_o call_v he_o satan_n not_o only_o because_o he_o tempt_v he_o but_o because_o of_o the_o sin_n to_o which_o he_o tempt_v he_o all_o sin_n be_v the_o devil_n well_fw-mi per_fw-la modum_fw-la imaginis_fw-la vel_fw-la per_fw-la modum_fw-la servitutis_fw-la either_o by_o way_n of_o likeness_n or_o service_n to_o he_o selfishness_n be_v so_o in_o both_o respect_n 7_o it_o be_v the_o great_a makebate_n in_o the_o world_n the_o great_a divider_n it_o divide_v man_n from_o god_n and_o man_n one_o from_o another_o 8_o it_o be_v the_o only_a hindrance_n of_o 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whensoever_o god_n please_v your_o being_n be_v environ_v with_o nonentity_n and_o border_n upon_o it_o you_o do_v but_o precarious_o subsist_v upon_o the_o first_o be_v as_o the_o stream_n do_v upon_o the_o fountain_n and_o the_o beam_n upon_o the_o sun_n if_o god_n shall_v withhold_v his_o conserve_n influence_n you_o will_v quick_o return_v to_o your_o first_o nothing_o again_o and_o be_v as_o if_o you_o have_v never_o be_v and_o wherein_o then_o be_v you_o to_o be_v esteem_v 2_o in_o point_n of_o work_v you_o can_v do_v nothing_o without_o i_o say_v christ_n you_o can_v do_v nothing_o joh._n 15.6_o as_o without_o god_n we_o be_v nothing_o so_o without_o christ_n we_o can_v do_v nothing_o 1_o not_o any_o thing_n at_o all_o acti_fw-la agimâ—â—_n that_o we_o move_v be_v first_o move_v by_o god_n be_v true_a as_o well_o in_o natural_n as_o in_o spiritual_n in_o he_o we_o live_v move_v and_o have_v our_o be_v act._n 17.28_o not_o only_o our_o esse_fw-la but_o our_o operari_fw-la be_v 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life_n but_o i_o will_v confess_v his_o name_n before_o my_o father_n and_o before_o his_o angel_n rev._n 3.5_o he_o that_o overcome_v will_v i_o make_v a_o pillar_n in_o the_o temple_n of_o my_o god_n and_o he_o shall_v go_v no_o more_o out_o and_o i_o will_v write_v upon_o he_o the_o name_n of_o my_o god_n and_o the_o name_n of_o the_o city_n of_o my_o god_n which_o be_v new_a jerusalem_n which_o come_v down_o out_o of_o heaven_n from_o my_o god_n and_o i_o will_v write_v upon_o he_o my_o new_a name_n vers_fw-la 12._o to_o he_o that_o overcome_v will_v i_o grant_v to_o sit_v with_o i_o in_o my_o throne_n even_o as_o i_o also_o overcome_v and_o be_o set_v down_o with_o my_o father_n in_o his_o throne_n vers_fw-la 21._o 2_o it_o make_v a_o clear_a representation_n of_o the_o great_a and_o glorious_a thing_n contain_v in_o these_o promise_n and_o give_v the_o soul_n assurance_n of_o they_o the_o apostle_n tell_v we_o of_o faith_n that_o it_o be_v the_o substance_n of_o thing_n hope_v 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the_o eye_n and_o therefore_o it_o be_v 2_o the_o evidence_n or_o demonstration_n of_o thing_n not_o see_v not_o only_o because_o it_o apprehend_v they_o which_o neither_o sense_n nor_o reason_n do_v but_o because_o it_o apprehend_v they_o and_o discover_v they_o unto_o the_o soul_n as_o clothe_v upon_o with_o so_o much_o certainty_n and_o reality_n when_o a_o man_n can_v discern_v no_o ground_n of_o encouragement_n either_o by_o sense_n or_o reason_n faith_n spy_v it_o present_o now_o this_o have_v a_o mighty_a influence_n on_o the_o soul_n to_o carry_v it_o on_o in_o a_o way_n of_o self-denial_n while_o we_o look_v not_o at_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v see_v but_o at_o thing_n which_o be_v not_o see_v say_v paul_n we_o count_v our_o suffering_n but_o a_o light_a affliction_n 2_o cor._n 4.17_o 18._o by_o this_o mean_v it_o beget_v hope_n in_o the_o soul_n as_o by_o the_o other_o fear_n and_o this_o make_v one_o resolute_a to_o undertake_v any_o service_n though_o never_o so_o 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