workings is that a Christ-knowing Christian seeks most after Some are all for heads fulnesse but a right spectatour of Christ covets hearts fulnesse of Christs holy presence hearty motions towards Christ by Christs power savour more with savorie Christians then headie notions of Christ among acutest wits To discourse of Christ is sweet and good but to seed on Christ is much better Christians doe you feed and eat heartily of this bread of God Is it good to you do's it doe good in you answer for your selves you worthies of the world to come Can you say I behold the Lamb of God that takes away my sinnes as well as the sinnes of others that come to the Father by him Can you say with Job be 's my Redeemer with Mary my God Lord and Saviour my Mediatour my Intercessour and Peace-maker now blessed are you then and the eyes that see the things that you see * Lu. 10. 22 23. You are blessed with Christ's owne sweetest lips Who then can curse when Christ do's blesse Care not then for the worst of foes but be strong in the Lord thy strength and thy redeemer Now to insix this principle on your spirits note these things Experience hath a teaching and teachable vertue in it 't is the best teacher as our Proverb runs For First it strengthens memorie can put on record all the breathings movings and workings of Christ towards a Christian's soule 'T is called by Philosophers Multiplex memoria 't is remembrance upon remembrance mercies flowing into the mind of beleevers experience is the matter of multitudes of thoughts * Psal 94. 19. It makes the thoughts of God many in the minds of the good Secondly it strengthens affection too one that hath a heartie tast of the Lord * Psal 34. 8. Christ from experience ha's a heartie love to him Will you heare the voice of experience 't is this O taste and see how good the Lord is such a one 's well affected and affecting also all that follow Christ the warmth Spirit and life of such his kind of speaking is found verie taking in the hearts of sound Disciples and doth discover whence 't is whether 't would and to what it tends Thirdly it rectifies the judgement One that ha's had a through inward sensible and invisible pledge of Jesus Christ his dearest love and nearest communion with his owne soule that man or woman hath right thoughts of Christ and his owne estate also for the thoughts of the righteous are right * Prov. 12.5 And hence and onely hence 't is that he speak's right words of Christ Job's friends had not Jobs experience were not so much acquainted with God and the nature of his dealings with himselfe and his and what followes God saith they spake not right things of him as did his servant Job * Job 42. 7. All other sorts of sayings of men concerning Christ are the speakings out of a mans selfe more than God Fourthly it strengthens the will to elect Christ and Christ's things One that hath drawne water out of this well of Salvation with the well's owne bucket and ha's drunck a hearty draught of the water of life his will to speake out Christ and his goodnesse goes beyond his power And sad he is with Paul that hee cannot doe the good hee would I speake of one that hath drawne good from Christ with Christ's owne abilities ha's received him in his owne manner suffer'd him to abide in him according to his owne order And now marke well the evill of the contrary state by what a man ha's when he wants experience First 't will be but a borrowed light sight and apprehension that you 'l be proved to have used and the evill of that 's very great in these respects First 't will be your sinne for you are bound to use and improve your owne talents not to build upon another's foundation * a snare which to Rom. 15. 20. the Apostles comfort hee did escape Secondly 't will be your shame you account it a disgrace and are ashamed to be seen on this day in borrowed garments but 't will be greater cause of shame at the last day to be found cloath'd with no better perfections then the borrowed parts and acquired arts of others to have no knowledge of Christ but what is traditionall taken in from creatures like your selves What a great shame and unspeakable blushing will it cause in you then when you shall bee strip't of all your borrowed garments and shall seeme as you are there who would not be as you seem'd here Thirdly 't will bee your Judgement you Mat. 25. 24. 31. shall be judg'd for not using your owne gifts and that in a right manner Wee have a true Proverb every man shall answer for his owne sinnes and 't is as true that every man shall answer for not using his owne graces Every one shall give account of himselfe to God * saith the Scriptures of Rom. 14. 12. himselfe and his owne experiences in the Kingdome of grace Fourthly 't will be your losse you have no more then you use and so use 't is even so with us all we enjoy no more then wee doe experimentally imploy What good wilt be to me to discourse plausibly of a rich mans treasure when the meanesse of my being course of living plainly speaks 't is none of my owne and what good will all thy parts and portion doe thee when thou shalt die of this disease non-experimentall acquaintance with Christ who will know you then as little as you know him The losse will be of these things First losse of time time might be better spent relating to a mans owne benefit and respecting that Secondly losse of labour the Apostle was what hee was by the grace of God which was in him and tells you that grace was not given him in 1 Cor. 15. 10. vaine g 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 'T was not made voyd 't was not lost labour May we not truly say of experimentall sight of Christ as Job did to his friends of speaking out the truth O! how forcible are right Iob. 6. 25. words and we say too O! how forcible is a right sight of Christ Thirdly to see Christ is to see Christ as a man is seen of Christ and for the same reason to the same end 't is to know as you are knowne and to apprehend that for which also you are apprehended of Phil. 3. 12. Christ Jesus h Or rather 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 If I may comprehend that for which I am comprehended First Christ sees all the turnings and windings and secrets of his peoples hearts all the first rises motions and conceptions of things within their secret parts There 's nothing in his hid from him so shall Christians see and know Christ one day and that for ever see all he is and ha's what thoughts hee ha's had of them from the beginning what
a world of love ha's been and is stor'd up in his blessed brest for them they shall see the perfection of all his mercies and compassions towards them and in the Sonne you shall see the Father and how little cause you have had in this world to say will God be mercifull no more ha's he forgotten to be gracious ha's he shut up his loving kindnesse in displeasure how little reason can bee render'd for such despaire there 's nothing in God and Christ that 's communicable to the creature which shall bee hid from thee thou precious child of a precious Father thou shalt know as thou art knowne this is to see Christ cleerely this is a glorious vision but 't is not had till you have entered the heavenly Canaan Secondly Christ lookes on a poore Soule that he may fall in love with it Christians how doe you serve Christ doe you set your eyes hearts and hands on Jesus Christ that you may shew your love to him lay fast hold on him and with Jacob not let him stirre from you till hee ha's blessed you with right-hand favours How stands your hearts towards Christ Are you well affected towards him do's looking breed liking and liking longing in your brests and spirits after much of him Let me tell you if your sight be right which you have of him 't will serve you so the more you see him the better you like and long for his societie And now distressed soules whom sinne and the Serpent ha's stung behold a Jesus looke up to the author of grace and healing what will you die in your sinnes and be damned for ever rather then that the Lord Christ should worke his will upon you pluck your sins from you which are as your right hands and eyes unto you are you good at burning have mercie on your selves and precious soules and mind these things i For 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 First all heires of everlasting life longed to see Christ before their deaths and had their desires What made old Simeon desire to depart this world in peace but this He had seen Christ as well by faith as sense What put Paul into his two great straights a loathnesse to die and a loathnesse to live a desire to die and a desire not to die but this Hee had seen much of Christ Me thinkes I should heare you say of Christ as Jacob of his Joseph 't is enough my sonne 's yet alive Gon. 45. ult I 'le goe and see him before I die Seekers of Christ what thoughts have you what words fall from you concerning this thing your Saviour's alive will live for ever and doe not you long to see him before you die If not your graves will be Sepulchres both to you and your comforts and you 'l lie downe in sorrow And prophane soules Let me tell you from the Lord 't is a miserable thing to see death before you have seen Jesus Christ To die Christlesse is to die a Godlesse gracelesse and heaven lesse wretch to make a worse end than bruits Unsanctified soules where is the sounding of your owne bowells for your owne welfare do's not thy heart quake and all thy parts shake to thinke of the slighting of a Jesus and of trampling under foot his most precious bloud It had been better for thee thou hadst ne'r had being then not to have a well being in the Lord Christ Will you heare the language of a Christlesse man at the Judgement-day 't is this Mountaines and rocks fall upon me and hide me from the face of him that sits upon the Throne and from the wrath of the Lamb. All such mens Joyes have a mar-mirth with them when such an one dies all dies with him his sinne being excepted which shall ever live in the memorie of the Lord of Hosts and give life to the parties owne miserie Secondly your necessitie call's for it k Ingens telum nâ—cessitas Liv. O quantum cogit egestas you must mind him for you want him necessitie is made a cause of minding somethings Christ tells of some that would not sup with him would not come at him and what thinke yee was the cause one had purchased ground and he must see to it Another had bought cattell and hee Lu. 14 18 20. must prove them A third had married a wife and hee could not come would be excused for necessitie made them all doe it Alas poore soules is it a fault to own a Christ accept of a Jesus a Saviour Is it an offence in your esteeme so to doe that ye would be excused for it Or is it a burthen that you beg to bee excused from it the Lord lay no other burthen on my owne soule then Jesus Christ his yoake and fellowship with my spirit But who can read without remorse of heart and moistned eyes the returne that Christ made to those unworthie persons and their unworthie sayings Not one of them Ver. 24. shall taste of my Supper Tender hearts do'st not trouble you to see faithlesse men so much their owne foes as not to taste of Christ's Supper And incorrigible sinners Doe you know and feele the weight of this censure sentence 't is not to eat of the tree of life which is in the midst of the Paradise of God 't is not to have the least mouthfull of hidden Manna not to have any thing to doe with the bread of God and food of soules 't is to have all wants and no supplies to be wretched poore blind and naked and yet not in the way to receive one mercie See you not what 't is then to supply the wants of an outward man by increasing the wants of an inward Does necessitie cause an abounding man to have a worldly mind ô what necessities like those of the soule what wants are more piercing distressing and vexing then inward wants I tell thee no mortall wants ought so much as immortallitie you have need of him for Wisdome righteousnesse Sanctification and Redemption that in all your services hee may pray in you pray and plead for you to your heavenly Father worke in you and worke for you his owne blessed will and worke and to present you and what 's yours blamelesse before his Fathers presence in life death and at the Judgement day Consider Doe not stormes drive men into a harbour and doe not Warres constraine men into strong Castles and holds oh then Let wants drive thee unto a Christ and let him drowne thy selfe in himselfe who 's the ocean of supplies Thirdly a right sight of Christ gives a right sight of selfe and selfes estate men ne'r see themselves so well as when they most see Jesus Christ Christians You may see in Christ what you have been are and shall be What you have been First what excellent creatures yee were when yee stood in your first Parents how exquisite that righteousnesse and holinesse was in which you were first made after the Lords owne
peace from your eyes as once hee serv'd her Fourthly the stinging thoughts of being Christ-les and friendles at that Tribunall bar of heavenly Majestie The thoughts of having no Advocate with the Father to speake one good word for the soule to the Irefull Judge none to stand betwixt God and the soule none to keep off the stroakes and blowes When Conscience shall suggest and cause a man to crie out in bitternesse of his spirit Ah wretch that I am I have lived so ill I cannot die well nor willingly yet die I must but cannot tell what will become of my poore soule and selfe I am now giving up the Ghost but alas I know not who shall have it I have been Satans servant and sinnes servant all my daies have slighted glorious meanes of acquaintance with God have been wearie of Sermons wearie of spirituall services and spirituall societie Thus have I made the Judge my foe and the Advocate my adversarie And woe is mee I know neither of them both And then though such crie out Mountaines and hills fall upon us and hide us from the presence of him that sits on the Throne and from the wrath of the Lamb Mountaines will not doe it for them Then men shall shreeke and crie out with trembling Lord Lord. Hosanna thou sonne of David have mercie on us yet shall have no other Answer but this I tell you I know not whence you are depart from me you shall goe thither where there shall bee weeping wailing and gnashing of teeth When you shall see Abraham Isaac and Luk. 13. 27 28. Jacob and all the Prophets in the Kingdome and you your selves thrust out Or that of Christ I professe Mat. 7. 23. unto you I never knew you then even then those who have been asham'd of Christ and of his words in a sinfull and adulterous generation shall find Christ will bee ashamed of them as he comes to Judge in the glorie of his Father with the Mark 8. last holy Angels Ah Lord can no healing be found for these wounded soules Is there no balme in Gilead for them open their hearts inlighten their minds observe their wants and supplie them all lay hold on their sinnes and subdue them fullie and secure sensuall soules I say to you as they to Jonah Arise you sleepers call on your God Fifthly the resignation of the soule into the hands of Satan a devillish tormenting Tyrant a cruell enemie to all mankind one that odio intestino prosequitur followes and pursues man with a deadly hatred Satan ha's an Interest in some now but then he 'l have the principle some are of him as Christ speakes and those must unto him at the close of time Then Satan puts in a bill of inditement as large as that booke of Zacharie wherein is alledged all evill deeds that e're were committed yea Conscience Zcah 5. neither good nor quiet will accuse and memorie give bitter evidence the whilest the Devills are Ezek. 2. 10. readie to fetch away the soule In a word the whole man and everie part thereof will bee distressed those verie eyes which were quick and active to behold Luk. 12. 20. vanitie shall loose their light and see nothing but bloud-guiltinesse of sinne and the other senses after their order shall faile and fall the mind reason and Memorie as heavenly powers of the soule shall be shaken with fearfull stormes of despaire and flashings of Hell fire Then the earthlie house shall shake and tremble yea the humours like an overflowing Sea shall roare and rattle Then the Sunne shall bee turn'd into darkenesse and the Moone into bloud and the starres shall fall from Heaven The aire shall be full of stormes and flashing Meteors the earth it selfe also shall tremble the Sea roare and mens hearts shall faile for feare expecting the end of such sorrowfull beginnings which shall receive no periods Then he or she that ha's spent so many dayes or nights in vaine and idle pastimes would give a world could it bee done for one houres delay that they might repent be reconciled to God and live Repent now desperate sinner Compare things together say to thy selfe in earnest thus There is a sinne that I am addicted to as Pride Passion Covetousnesse Luxurie Prophanenesse of this and the other sort which if I live in and goe on I die for ever I loose God Christ Heaven and my owne soule too and then what gaine I Nothing but the pleasures of sin which are levitie vanitie and then the pressures of Hell which are perplexitie The Proverb is if a man doe venture and run a hazzard let him doe it for something so let us doe as well as say What! shall I gratifie Satan for tempting the flesh for suggesting the world for alluring to sinne with the losse of my precious soule when I am gone all 's gone with me And Christians be you resolv'd in this particular doe not you like these what though Satan roares Lyon-like The flesh drawes one way the world another yet stand you fast quit your selves like men bee strong in the Lord your strength persevere hold out to the end let no man take your Crowne for if you are redeem'd from thrall by precious bloud then come not into such bondage againe worke not in such Turkish Gallies any more that your last change be not bitter and if you are right for Christ be assured you cannot Sixthly the stinging thoughts of an exclusion and ejection from Gods blessed presence and all familiarity with him and his in those heavenly places this losse even this as the Learned have proved is a greater torment then ought else can be unto damned soules * Poena dāni seu divinae visionis privatio omnium omninò suppliciorum summum est quo Deus hominem punire potest Nam uti videre Deum ipsissima beatitudo est Ita Deum videre non posse maxima damnatorum poena est c. Inter supplicia omnia hoc futurum est summum maximumque à conditoris aspectu vel brevi morula detineri Intollerabilis est Gehenna illa poena tamen licet quis innumeras ponat gehennas tale nil dicet quale illa faelici excidere gloria à Christo odio haberi audire Nescio vos Chrysoft ad Po. Antioch Omnia verò gehennae supplicia superabit Deum non videre bonis carere quae in potestate habuisti obtinere Bern. de inter domo cap. 38. Intollerabilis quidèm res est etiam gehenna quis nescit supplicium illud horribile tamen si mille aliquis ponat gehennas nihil tale dicturus est quale est à beatae illius gloriae honore repelli exosumque Christo audire ab illo non novi vos Chrys in Mat. Hom. 24. And 't is fitly called a paine of losse viz. an unhappie and everlasting banishment from the highest heaven and the beatificall vision of the most glorious soveraigne and
juventure etiamsi senex est mortuus vel fuerat habiturus si antê est defunctus Aug. de Civit. Dei l. 22. c. 15. Circa triginta annos defini erunt esse etiam seculi hujus doctissimi homines juventutem Idem Ibid. Resurgent omnes tam magni Corpore quam vel erant vel futuri erant in juvenili aetate Idem Ibid. all minority Infancy youth old age witherdnesse by all which the bodie 's found in an imperfect state Infants youths and aged persons if in Covenant with God shall rise in the perfection of strength and yeares which as some have prov'd shall be such as is found to bee in persons about the age of 30. or as others affirm about the age of 33. and then as others have made good by arguments the child shall rise in that perfect strength it would have had had it liv'd untill the time of the fullest perfection of growth Now to the second branch of the definition viz. That to be glorified is to enjoy all perfection in soul and body both joyntly and of that thus 1. The soul and body shall externally enjoy a most exquisite knowledge of God the godly 1 Cor. 12. 1. of themselves also when once they 're made glorious An exquisite perfect knowledg of God they shall both see him not onely mentally and contemplatively but also with the bodies eyes corporally For the glorious God will let in such a great light and give such a great strength of sight unto them both as that the eyes of them both shall be opened enlarg'd and perfectly apted to concord with himselfe the object Whence was that of Job I Iob 19. 26 27. know that in my flesh I shall see God whom I shall see for my selfe mine eyes shall bâ—hold him and not a stranger as it is in the Originall was 't not hence viz. that he had assurance in his own soul being seal'd with the spirit of promise that such a thing should be and doe's not God approve this saying when he sayes he spake right words of him And which is more we shall see and enjoy him perfectly in our selves wee see and know the Lord on this side glory but by fits now and then even as a waifaring man who stayes but for a night and is gone or else wee see him spiritually as the Disciples saw him corporally when he was comming towards them they said says the Text hee is a Ghost So when God comes in upon our spirits with joy and gladnesse comfort and refreshment wee are prone to thinke 't is not hee How many precious Saints are there under Heaven whose soules with David refuse to be comforted shunne the Lord in his comforts as if he were a Ghost And though he say ne're so oft as Christ to his Disciples be of good cheere Matth. 14.27 feare not to be comforted It is I Yet how hardly are men brought to believe being slow of heart yea and though possibly they doe not thinke a Ghost is comming towards them yet doe they not oft conclude that strong consolations are delusions and illusions of a false spirit We doe not only feare vainly those things which cannot hurt us but also dread even perversly those things which occasion our Non solum inaniter metuamus quae nocere non possunt sed perversé etiam horreamus ea quae ad salutem faciunt Mucs Ludit suavisstuié cum nos putamus omnia esse perditissima Luther In tentationibus fingimus Deum alium quà m revera est putamus Deum tum non esse Deum sed phantasma hoc est horribile spectrum quod nos velit devorare Luther Quoad in angustâ—is sumus non est credendum nostris Cogitationibus de Deo Luther safety For doe not many rather conclude that Satan's transform'd into an Angell of light then that themselves are transform'd into Christ who can deny it and that this unbelief argues an imperfect sight and knowledge of God of his grace and favour Such sad soules the spirit of bondage ha's chain'd up still yea some have and doe possesse God here yet will not see and know such a thing You that raise up more objections against God and your selves then can meete with answers Is not this your case Secondly wee shall see him perfectly in the Creatures also when we are in glory Whilst we are here wee see not so much of God in the creature as there is wee are too much bent to see the Lord rudely ignorantly and obscurely as hee comes unto us in the creatures Alas how seldom Longè extra septa evehimur Chrys doe wee observe and consider what of God wee take in by the Creatures how much we enjoy him in connexion with them And although fire could not warme us food could not strengthen us raiment could not secure us from scorching heate and pinching cold were 't not that God were in them to give heate to the first put nourishment in the second a conserving quality in the third Yet how hardly are we brought to see and wonder at the Lord in such a dispensation Is not this to over-look the Creator in the creatures And is not such a sight of God too like that which the Heathen had of him some of whom beholding him under the notion of Causa causarum onely did colour over their creature-worship by affirming that though they did worship the Sunne Moone and Stars with other created things yet that they did not worship the Creature but God in the Creatures For said they God is in every thing and the truth is wee all of us doe things of this nature very confusedly and preposterously If this were not so what hinders could wee see the Lord perfectly in the creatures but that we might take in God when we take in the Creature and so have soule and bodie fed together But glory helps all this for when Saints are glorified they shall see God as hee is in himselfe in themselves and also as he is in the creaturs perfectly And holy hearts in the interim see as much of God as you can in all your morsells and mercies because 't is very good for you so to doe Remember the Israelites of whom 't is said that while the Numb 11. 33. flesh was betweene their teeth ere it was chewed the wrath of the Lord was kindled and they dyed and why for they did not observe that God was in the mercie which caused murmuring in them 2. A perfect knowledg of the godly there is as some have prov'd * Ibi á singulis omnes ibi ab omnibus singuli cognoscentur nec quem-quam omni non latebit quâ patriâ quâ gentê quâ stirpe quis editus fuerit vel quid etiam in vitâ suâ fecerit Anselm de similitud c. 59. All Saints shall bee known of every particular Saint and every particular Saint shall be known of all there shall be no