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to_o be_v suitable_a this_o then_o be_v the_o 2_o step_v of_o the_o return_n of_o the_o godly_a the_o experience_n of_o former_a free_a mâ—rcy_n when_o they_o have_v no_o title_n therefore_o now_o have_v a_o title_n which_o sin_n can_v cut_v off_o the_o elect_a from_o they_o much_o more_o be_v stay_v by_o it_o by_o which_o mean_v she_o see_v that_o even_o the_o sin_n of_o deep_a hardness_n of_o heart_n yield_v to_o temptation_n and_o the_o violence_n of_o lust_n secure_v lie_v still_o for_o a_o time_n in_o sin_n or_o other_o sin_n as_o fall_v to_o embrace_v the_o world_n cleave_v to_o base_a fellowship_n in_o evil_a be_v yet_o curable_a revolt_n with_o god_n and_o there_o be_v balm_n in_o gilead_n for_o they_o to_o heal_v they_o not_o to_o encourage_v the_o soul_n to_o tempt_v god_n further_o but_o in_o the_o sense_n of_o bottomless_a mercy_n to_o return_v home_o for_o ever_o as_o onesimus_n by_o occasion_n of_o his_o run_v away_o become_v better_a to_o philemon_n 15._o philem_n 15._o than_o ever_o the_o three_o step_n be_v branch_n the_o 3._o branch_n that_o grace_n in_o the_o child_n of_o god_n fall_v do_v clear_a up_o the_o understanding_n from_o that_o confuzion_n which_o sin_n else_o will_v cause_v in_o they_o and_o deter_v they_o from_o god_n and_o from_o any_o heart_n to_o return_v thus_o it_o be_v with_o the_o hypocrite_n his_o mind_n do_v so_o present_a the_o multitude_n of_o sin_n in_o so_o intricate_a a_o manner_n that_o it_o confound_v the_o spirit_n and_o cause_v he_o to_o think_v 4.13_o genes_n 4.13_o that_o his_o sin_n be_v above_o pardon_n the_o slavery_n of_o his_o defile_a mind_n be_v so_o great_a when_o he_o weigh_v
the_o woeful_a course_n which_o he_o have_v run_v 4._o deut._n 29.19_o rom_n 2_o 3_o 4._o add_v drunkenness_n to_o thirst_n and_o heap_v up_o wrath_n against_o the_o day_n of_o wrath_n that_o he_o be_v as_o one_o who_o have_v run_v out_o above_o his_o ability_n to_o pay_v and_o therefore_o his_o book_n of_o account_n be_v irksome_a to_o cast_v over_o it_o be_v death_n to_o he_o to_o think_v of_o it_o thus_o it_o be_v with_o cain_n each_o hundred_o of_o year_n that_o he_o live_v the_o debt_n of_o his_o murder_n be_v so_o increase_v by_o other_o sin_n and_o the_o penalty_n thereof_o that_o at_o last_o it_o become_v inextricable_a but_o repentance_n in_o the_o true_a child_n of_o god_n cause_v the_o view_n of_o sin_n and_o the_o chain_n thereof_o to_o be_v present_v with_o some_o hope_n of_o forgiveness_n because_o although_o perhaps_o the_o conscience_n be_v amaze_v yet_o it_o be_v not_o privy_a to_o that_o treachery_n which_o the_o wicked_a be_v carry_v by_o in_o sin_v 72._o psal_n 51_o 4._o mark_n 14_o 72._o and_o therefore_o their_o sin_n be_v say_v to_o be_v ever_o before_o they_o they_o be_v say_v to_o come_v to_o themselves_o peter_n be_v say_v to_o weigh_v his_o sin_n ere_o he_o go_v out_o which_o argue_v that_o the_o weight_n of_o it_o oppress_v he_o not_o thy_o revive_n of_o the_o mind_n from_o the_o horror_n and_o oppression_n of_o it_o be_v a_o great_a mercy_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o such_o misery_n jona_n be_v enfold_v as_o in_o a_o labyrinth_n of_o sea_n 6._o jonah_n 2_o 6._o whale_n and_o conscience_n yet_o in_o this_o gulf_n he_o be_v not_o swallow_v up_o but_o conceive_v in_o his_o mind_n a_o possibleness_n for_o god_n to_o bring_v order_n out_o of_o his_o confuzion_n so_o that_o the_o first_o occasion_n of_o revolt_n the_o circumstance_n attend_v the_o degree_n follow_v and_o the_o danger_n incur_v rather_o serve_v to_o magnify_v mercy_n in_o keep_v the_o soul_n from_o utter_a apostasy_n from_o the_o live_a god_n than_o to_o beat_v off_o the_o soul_n from_o hope_n branch_n the_o 4._o branch_n the_o four_o and_o one_o of_o the_o many_o be_v the_o recover_n of_o a_o sensible_a and_o break_a heart_n after_o long_a hardness_n by_o the_o deceitfulness_n and_o sweet_a bait_n of_o sin_n 12._o heb._n 3_o 12._o a_o most_o sweet_a fruit_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o election_n for_o it_o be_v not_o possible_a for_o the_o hard_a heart_n of_o saul_n or_o judas_n to_o relent_v upon_o the_o check_n of_o conscience_n there_o be_v no_o drop_n of_o the_o seed_n of_o repentance_n in_o they_o it_o will_v seem_v impossible_a that_o peter_n and_o david_n after_o so_o long_a a_o lie_v in_o so_o hideous_a sin_n 4._o mark_n 14_o 72._o 1_o sam._n 12_o 3_o 4._o shall_v at_o the_o first_o conviction_n of_o nathan_n relent_v and_o break_v through_o all_o the_o bar_n of_o his_o sin_n say_v i_o have_v sin_v it_o be_v not_o in_o the_o word_n speak_v 4_o 1_o sam._n 15_o 24._o mat._n 27_o 3_o 4_o for_o saul_n and_o judas_n speak_v the_o same_o but_o in_o the_o break_a heart_n which_o utter_v they_o but_o the_o cause_n be_v that_o grace_n and_o mercy_n which_o lie_v at_o the_o root_n oh_o that_o they_o shall_v after_o such_o mercy_n once_o feel_v and_o vow_n so_o oft_o renew_v so_o base_o handle_v the_o lord_n and_o hazard_n as_o much_o as_o in_o they_o lay_v their_o title_n to_o heaven_n and_o sell_v their_o birthright_n and_o yet_o shall_v the_o lord_n renew_v a_o second_o charter_n or_o rather_o the_o first_o a_o second_o time_n oh_o it_o pierce_v they_o to_o the_o quick_a this_o chase_v away_o the_o cloud_n of_o dedolence_n and_o impenitency_n and_o clear_v the_o coast_n again_o the_o five_o be_v branch_n the_o 5._o branch_n that_o yet_o they_o do_v not_o so_o easy_o shake_v off_o their_o fear_n the_o lord_n so_o order_v it_o that_o either_o by_o his_o word_n or_o work_n they_o feel_v his_o wrath_n for_o their_o revolt_n so_o seize_v upon_o their_o conscience_n that_o it_o do_v work_v out_o and_o purge_v their_o corruption_n through_o mercy_n so_o that_o they_o vomit_v up_o their_o sweet_a morsel_n and_o as_o one_o under_o the_o physician_n his_o hand_n lie_v in_o a_o hot_a bath_n sweat_v out_o the_o venom_n of_o his_o disease_n so_o be_v it_o with_o a_o penitent_a soul_n gpd_v mix_v gall_n and_o wormwood_n for_o they_o to_o drink_v he_o cause_v they_o to_o possess_v the_o sin_n of_o their_o youth_n with_o sorrow_n though_o long_o since_o commit_v 5._o lam._n 3_o 19_o psal_n 6_o 5._o he_o pay_v they_o for_o old_a and_o new_a at_o once_o make_v their_o bed_n a_o bath_n of_o tear_n till_o he_o have_v cause_v all_o that_o sin_n which_o they_o drink_v in_o with_o such_o greediness_n to_o return_v back_o with_o as_o much_o loathsomnes_n then_o be_v under_o this_o rack_n he_o make_v they_o feel_v in_o their_o own_o spirit_n how_o their_o sin_n lie_v upon_o his_o shoulder_n and_o by_o their_o own_o pinch_v he_o make_v they_o confess_v now_o i_o see_v what_o my_o pride_n ill_a company_n steal_v liberty_n come_v to_o and_o must_v cost_v ere_o i_o be_v rid_v of_o they_o as_o i_o like_v such_o sauce_n so_o let_v i_o return_v to_o the_o meat_n again_o i_o think_v i_o have_v but_o dally_v i_o cast_v arrow_n and_o dart_n into_o the_o flesh_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n in_o sport_n but_o now_o they_o gugg_v i_o now_o i_o see_v ihe_fw-fr lord_n will_v not_o bear_v all_o i_o must_v bear_v somewhat_o and_o if_o i_o provoke_v he_o it_o must_v be_v to_o the_o confusion_n of_o my_o face_n as_o i_o trouble_v and_o greeve_v the_o spirit_n of_o god_n so_o the_o lord_n trouble_v my_o this_o day_n 25_o josh_n 7_o 25_o the_o shame_n the_o ill_a report_n the_o sorrow_n and_o sting_n outward_a and_o inward_a which_o i_o sustain_v sin_n be_v no_o trifle_n branch_n the_o 6._o branch_n six_o the_o lord_n now_o in_o season_n proceed_v to_o offer_v himself_o in_o a_o promise_n to_o this_o revolt_a penitent_a and_o that_o in_o two_o kind_n first_o that_o their_o revolt_n have_v not_o extinguish_v mercy_n 2._o esay_n 57.17_o 18._o jer._n 3_o 1_o 2._o see_v esay_n 57_o 17._o i_o will_v heal_v their_o covetuousnesse_n jer._n 3_o 1_o 2._o if_o a_o man_n wife_n play_v the_o harlot_n will_v thou_o return_v to_o she_o will_v thou_o not_o write_v she_o a_o bill_n of_o divorcement_n yet_o return_v to_o i_o and_o i_o will_v receive_v thou_o after_o all_o thy_o whoredom_n and_o again_o i_o will_v heal_v all_o their_o backesliding_n etc._n etc._n so_o 3.19_o jer._n 3.12_o rev._n 2_o 5._o &_o 3.19_o revelation_n chap._n 3_o verse_n 19_o be_v zealous_a and_o amend_v yea_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n in_o that_o fullness_n of_o satisfaction_n by_o christ_n do_v fix_v and_o settle_v such_o promise_n upon_o the_o soul_n so_o that_o it_o hear_v they_o not_o as_o the_o sound_n of_o many_o water_n but_o dwell_v upon_o and_o digest_v they_o as_o concern_v she_o so_o that_o they_o leave_v not_o a_o wanze_a conceit_n as_o in_o presumptuous_a hypocrite_n who_o sin_n that_o grace_n may_v abound_v but_o they_o so_o fasten_v upon_o the_o promise_n as_o a_o real_a comfort_n to_o cure_v they_o of_o their_o fall_a sickness_n 1._o rom_n 6_o 1._o second_o the_o lord_n reveal_v the_o promise_n to_o they_o as_o the_o due_a order_n of_o their_o recovery_n for_o whereas_o the_o ungodly_a do_v return_v to_o their_o trade_n â—1_n see_v jona_n 3_o 21._o â—1_n upon_o the_o suppozall_n that_o their_o doggish_a vomit_n shall_v serve_v the_o turn_n lo_o the_o lord_n always_o come_v between_o the_o revolt_a and_o repent_v of_o his_o own_o with_o a_o savoury_a application_n of_o the_o promise_n teach_v they_o that_o if_o there_o be_v no_o more_o but_o their_o mourning_n to_o make_v up_o their_o repentance_n alas_o it_o will_v vanish_v and_o come_v to_o nought_o therefore_o he_o will_v have_v they_o lie_v hold_v upon_o the_o promise_n of_o free_a grace_n which_o may_v quiet_a and_o cleanse_v their_o conscience_n 51.10.12_o psal_n 51.10.12_o and_o restore_v they_o to_o that_o former_a influence_n which_o they_o have_v from_o grace_n and_o although_o their_o pipe_n be_v still_o set_v in_o the_o welhead_n yet_o because_o they_o be_v stop_v the_o lord_n by_o faith_n clear_v the_o passage_n of_o grace_n for_o they_o that_o they_o may_v partake_v that_o strength_n and_o encouragement_n from_o their_o head_n which_o may_v cause_v their_o repentance_n to_o be_v sound_a and_o put_v new_a hope_n of_o hold_v out_o into_o they_o last_o by_o this_o mean_n they_o keep_v themselves_o well_o while_o they_o be_v so_o branch_n the_o 7._o branch_n and_o dare_v not_o by_o that_o experience_n they_o have_v get_v of_o smarty_a sin_n adventure_n upon_o it_o any_o more_o they_o abhor_v to_o tempt_v
and_o convince_v thou_o how_o unworthy_a a_o vessel_n thou_o be_v to_o have_v it_o pour_v into_o thou_o â—_o 2_o cor._n 12._o â—_o and_o he_o have_v need_n buffet_v thou_o and_o bring_v thou_o low_o before_o he_o dare_v trust_v thou_o with_o it_o and_o see_v all_o this_o be_v not_o from_o hatred_n but_o in_o love_n set_v thy_o heart_n at_o rest_n make_v no_o haste_n nor_o limit_v the_o lord_n but_o patient_o wait_v and_o be_v well_o do_v and_o in_o time_n the_o lord_n shall_v break_v the_o pride_n of_o thy_o heart_n and_o let_v in_o his_o promise_n by_o faith_n sweet_o into_o thou_o so_o that_o thou_o shall_v not_o repent_v thou_o that_o thou_o be_v for_o a_o time_n defer_v that_o thou_o may_v be_v after_o reward_v with_o more_o comfort_n and_o learn_v to_o boast_v of_o the_o lord_n three_o and_o last_o satisfaction_n the_o 3_o act_n in_o case_n of_o satisfaction_n if_o thou_o find_v that_o the_o lord_n have_v sweet_o satisfy_v thou_o with_o that_o fruit_n of_o the_o sacrament_n 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