wherefore doth he hope it But if we hope for that which we se not we expect by patience ROM 8. Wherevpon Salomon saieth * The expectation of the iust is ioy but the hope of the impious shall perish PROV 10. Therefore most deare sister do you likewise expect our Lord and depart from euill and he will exalt you in the day of his visitation that is at the day of your death or at the day of doome They that cease not to commit sinne do expect Gods mercie in vaine which they might expect well if they would depart from euill Wherevpon blessed Isidorus saith We ought to feare least through the hope which God promiseth vs we persist in doing amisse Neither must we againe despaire of Gods mercie and compassion for that he doth strictly restraine vs froÌ„ sinne but which is better let vs eschew both these dangers by shunning sinne by Gods pittie hoping for pardon For euerie iust man laboureth betweene hope and feare for that one while hope maketh him ioyful an otherwhile the horrour of hell maketh him fearefull For he that despaireth of the pardon of his sinne doth more condemne himselfe by despaire then by the euill he hath done Wherefore beloued sister let your hope be firme in Christ Iesus your bridegrome because mercie shall compasse hose about that hope in our Lord. Psal 10. * Hope firmelie in our Lord and doe good inhabit the earth and in his heauenly kingdome you shall be fed with his riches psalm 26. Venerable sister lay aside iniustice and hope in Gods mercie compassion cast aside iniquitie and hope for saluation Amend your selfe and hope in Gods mercie Expell from you wickednes and hope for forgiuenes Correct your life and hope for life euerlasting to which he vouchsafe to bring you who hath chosen you before the world began Amen Of the grace of God CHAP. III. THE Apostle S. Paul saieth * Where sinne abounded grace did more abound that as sinne reigned to death death so also grace may reigne by iustice to life euerlasting Rom. 5. * For the stipends of sinne are death but the grace of God life euerlisting Rom. 6. * But to euerie one of vs is giuen grace according to the measure of the donation of Christ Ephes. 4. Most deare sister according as S. Isidorus saith MaÌ„s going forward is the guift of God If therefore we goe forward by the guift of God it is requisit that in respect of our good workes we praise not our selues but God neither can any one be amended of himselfe but of God Man hath no good thing that is properly his owne whose way is not his owne according as the Prophet doth affirme who saith * I know Lord that mans way is not his owne neither is it in à man to walke and to direct his stepps IERE 10. VVhen he receiueth any guift let him seeke no more then what he receiueth least whiles he assaieth to get away the office of an other member he loose that which he merited before For he disturbeth the whole order of the bodie who being not content with his owne office seeketh to get â—â—at which belongeth vnto an other In the diuision of guifts men receiue diuerse guifts of God Neither are all guifts granted vnto one man but for humilities sake God hath ordained this order that one may haue that whereby he may be admired in an other For the vision of Ezechiel chap. 3. concerning the winges of liuing creatures striking one against an other doth signifie the vertues of holy men prouoking one an other by mutual affection and instructing one an other by successiue examples Moreouer honest virgin I would not haue you ignoraÌ„t that without the afore going accompanying and assisting grace of God we can doe no good The grace of God doth preuent vs that we may desire good is doth accompany vs that we may begin good it doth cooperate with vs that we may performe good From God therefore is giuen vs a good will a beginning and performance From God are giuen vs vertues but vices and sinnes do arise from our selues Charitie modestie and chastitie are giuen vs from God but pride auarice and couetousnes are from our selues Without God we can doe no good but by Gods grace we can doe maÌ„y good things Without the grace of God we are slow dull and tepid to doe any thing that is good but by Gods grace we become gratefull and carefull and deuout in good workes Without God we are readie presently to commit sinne but by the grace of God we are freed from the same Without God we affect earthly and traÌ„sitorie things more then is fitting but by the grace of God we despise whatsoeuer is in this world and desire heauen We are excluded our of paradise for the sinne of the first man but by the grace of God we hope to attaine thither againe By the sinne of the first man we descend into hell but by the grace of God we hope to ascend into heauen For if we be potent rich or wise we ought to ascribe it wholy to Gods grace Yea I would haue you know most reuerend sister that all good things which we haue in this world we haue by the grace of God For all euills or miseries happen vnto vs for our sinnes howbeit God by his holy mercie and grace giueth vs good things Crosses and calamities befall vs for our sinnes but our prosperitie proceedeth from Gods grace Aduersities befall vs for our iniquities but by Gods grace all things necessarie are bestowed vpon vs and for our vices aduersities do befall vs. Wherefore ô spouse of Christ it is verie requisite that we continually call to mind with all thankfullnes of heart the benefits which we haue receiued from God Wherevpon the Church in the Canticles speaketh of Christ her bridegroome saying * We will reioyce and be glad in thee mindfull of thy breastes aboue wine the righteous loue thee Cant. I. As if-shee should say Being mindfull of thy grace mercie and benefits they loue thee that is they loue thee that are right of heart They are right of heart who attribute nothing to their owne merits in respect of their iustice or holines but ascribe all to the guift of thy grace Being mindful of thy grace by which they are saued they loue thee Honest virgin be allwayes mindfull that whatsoeuer good is in you is from the grace of God Heare S. Paul the Apostle speaking of himselfe * By the grace of God I am that which I am 1. Cor. 15. so you likewise most deare sister by the grace of God are that which you are For your contempt of the world your forsaking the house of your father your vouchsafing to be the handmaid of God your determinate resolutioÌ„ to serue God in religion and lastly your solemne vow or Profession to liue amongst Gods handmaids all these benefits haue hapned vnto you by meanes of God grace For in that you are a Virgin and
are heauie comport your selfe in that manner towards others as you would they should towards you in the like case That which you would not willingly endure doe not to an other least the like happen to you Be as fauourable in other mens offences as in your owne and consider not your selfe and others after a different fashion If your enemie fall do not reioyce or grow proud at his ruine neither take dilight at the newes of his death least peraduenture some mishap befall you for the same Triumph not at the fall of your aduersarie least perchance God turne his wrath vpon you Forsome miserie or other will befall him sodainely that reioyceth at the fall of his enemie Let humane affection therefore moue you to pittie those that are wretched let the sorow of compassion make you compassionate of such as are in need let the loue of commiseration make you to feele the afflictioÌ„s of your friend If your enemie hunger giue him meate if he thirst giue him drinke Despise not the poore contemne not the needie disdaine not such as orphants or fatherlesse let no man depart from you contristated or discontent at your harsh carriage Visit the sick coÌ„fort the weake-minded that you may deserue to be comforted by our Lord in eternal beatitude Amen Of mercie Capt. XV. MOst deare sister heare our Lord Iesus Christ saying in the Gospel * Blessed are the mercifull for they shall obtaine mercie Mat. 5. And againe * Be ye therefore mercifull as also your father is mercifull Luc. 6. And the Apostle S. Paul * Be gentle one to an other pardoning one an other as also God in Christ hath pardoned you Ephes 5. And in an other place * Piety is profitable to all things 1. Tim. 4. Salomon also saieth * To doe mercie and iudgement doth more please our Lord then victimes Prou. 21. Mercie maketh place for euerie one according to the merit of his workes * Mans compassion is touching his neighbour but the mercie of our Lord is vpon all flesh Eccli 18. He that doeth mercie offereth a sacrifice pleasing to God almightie Gods mercie taketh his name from taking pittie of other mens miserie He that is not mercifull towards an other will not be able to find mercie at the hands of his Creator Beloued Sister let mercie and truth goe befote you Neuer forsake mercie You will doe good to your soule if you be mercifull He that is mercifull to an other shall obtaine mercie of our Lord. Venerable sister whatsoeuer God hath giuen you be readie to bestow in workes of mercie Shew mercie without murmuring Such will be your worke as is your intention Where there is no good will there is no mercie That good which you doe doe for mercie not for vaine glorie Doe nothing for prayse but for an eternal recompence Doe nothing for any temporal respect but for an euerlasting reward Doe nothing for fame but for life euerlasting To which almightie God vouchsafe to bring you most reuerend sister Amen Of the examples of the Sainctes CHAPT XVI THe examples of holy men are exceeding profitable to stirre vs vp to amendement of our liues to egge vs vs foreward in the way of perfection Most deare sister the falls and vprising of holy men are written for this cause that we poore wretches should not despaire through the multitude of our sinnes but should be animated to rise againe by penance after our fall that no man should despaire of Gods goodnes after sinne when he seeth that euen Saincts themselues after their fall haue risen againe For this cause God haâ—h proposed the vertues of the Saincts for our example and instruction that by following their foote-stepâ— we may attaine to the kingdome of heauen or if we will not follow or imitate them in well doing we may be inexcusable in paine The Saincts of God aslong as they liued in this world ceased not to be feruent in good workes to wit in fasting in watching in almes deedes in chastitie in continencie in long an imitie in patience in sweetnes in prayers in persecutions in beneuolence in hunger and thirst in cold and nakednes and in many labours for the loue of Christ The Saincts of God despised this present world that they might obtaine that kingdome which shall endure world without end they receiued not heere the promises or earthly and transitorie riches which lead such as abuse them to eternal perdition but abandoning this countrie with their whole intention they lifted vp their eies to the heauenly Hierusalem The Saincts of God eschewed sinne in thought word and deede in their sight in their hearing in their nod or becking in their eies in their hands and in their feete in chiding brawling and dissention in vaine glorie pride and boasting in couetousnes in gluttonie in drowsines in fornication and in drunkennes Preseruing their bodies and soules they fasted two manner of wayes to wit from vice and sinfull actions Abstinence from meate is good but abstinence from vice is much better Wherevpon the Church saith of her members that is of the aforsaid holy Fathers * My hands hane distilled myrrhe Cant. 5. What do we vnderstand by the hands but the actions of the Saincts and what is ment by myrrhe but the mortification of the flesh and of vices The hands of the Church are holy men doing good workes of whome shee saith * They haue wrought iustice Heb. 11. The haÌ„ds of the Church therefore do distill the myrrhe of good workes because they shew vnto vs the examples of vertuous actions and declare vnto vs how we ought to mortifie the vices of our flesh Wherevpon one of them said * If you liue according to the flesh you shall die Rom. 8. And againe * Mortifie your members that are vpon the earth Colos 3. And againe the Church saith * My fingers are full of most approued myrrhe Cant. 5. Then verily our myrrhe is most approued when our flesh is perfectly mortified and our vices and sinnes are vtterly extinguished Wherefore beloued sister in Christ if we desire to obtaine the company of the Saincts it is necessarie that we follow their examples If we sinne and doe amisse we haue now no excuse Why For that the law of God doth admonish vs daily that we liue vertuously and the examples of the holy Fathers do continually inuite vs to doe good workes And if now and then we follow the example of wickedmen and sinners why do we not follow the examples of the holy Fathers And if we are apt to imitate the wicked in wickednes why are we slow to imitate the good in goodnes Wherefore venerable sister let vs be seech God that those vertues which he hath prepared for his Saincts for their crowne may not turne to our torment and damnation but to our greater good and saluation Doubtlesse we beleeue that if we follow the examples of holy men we shall after this life raigne with them in heauen The more we read the liues of
prudent and wise it doth not procede from your selfe but from Gods grace A question Tell me I pray you deare brother what meaneth that which we read in holy Write that no man is good iust or holy sauing God onely The answere Deare sister euen as it is written so it is truly God onely is good iust and holy because he is good by himselfe but men are good not by themselues but by God and therefore God onely is good because he is good by himself Howbeit men are good iust and holy not by themselues but by the grace of God almightie Which thiÌ„g the bridegroome of the Church Christ Iesus doth verie well signifie in the Canticles saying * I am the flower of the field and the lilly of the valley Cant. 2. for that I spread abroad the sweet sauour of my vertue throughout whole world I saith he am the flower of the Field the lilie of the valley that is I am the holines goodnes and iustice of those who with humilitie trust in me Because none of them can he holy good or iust without me euen as I haue said in the Gospel * Because without me you caÌ„ doe nothing Io. 15. I am the Flower of the Field and lilie of the valley Cant. 2. For like as a Field is adorned and beautified with flowers so the whole world is adorned and beautified with the Faith knowledge of Christ I am the Flower of the Field and lilie of the valley because I do giue my grace to those men more amplie who trust not in their owne goodnes nor in their owne merits but in me I admonish you therefore deare sister to the end you attribute nothing to your owne merits or presuÌ„e nothiÌ„g of your selfe Place nothiÌ„g in your owne vertue trust not in your owne forces put no confidence in your owne boldnes Ascribe all thiÌ„gs to Gods diuine guift and grace Giue God thankes in all your doings Giue God thaÌ„kes in all your actions Giue God thankes in your whole conuersation Let your confidence be continually in Christ who hath created you of nothing Of the feare of God CHAP. IV. 1. MOst deare sister heare what I say consider what I counsel you listen to what I speake * Feare God aboue all things and obserue his coÌ„maundements Eccle. 12. because * the eies of our Lord are towards them that feare him Eccles 15 * and in them that hope vpon his mercie Psal 146. Salomon also saith * Feare God and depart from euill Prou. 3. * He that feareth our Lord neglecteth nothing Eccl. 7. And in an other place * The feare of our Lord is glorie gloriatioÌ„ and ioy a crowne of exultation The feare of our Lord shall delight the heart and shall giue ioy glaâ—nes in length of dayes Eccli 1. For he that is without feare shall not be able to be iustified The feare of our Lord is wisdome and discipline 2. Be not incredulous to the feare of our Lord and come not to him with a double heart Ye that feare our Lord expect his mercie and decâ—â—ne nor from him least you fall Ye that feare our Lord hope in him mercie shall come to you for your delectation Ye that feare our Lord beleeue him and your reward shall not be voide Ye that feare our Lord loue him and your hearts shal be illuminated They that feare our Lord will not be incredulous to his words they that loue him will keepe his way They that feare our Lord will seeke after the things that are pleasing to him and they that loue him shall be filled with his law They that feare our Lord will prepare their hearts and in his sight will sanctifie their soules They that feare our Lord will keepe his commaundements and will haue patience euen vntill his visitation * The eies of our Lord are towards them that fâ—are him and he knoweth all their workes Eccles 15. The consummation of the feare of God is wisdome and vnderstanding Eccl. 21. To him that feareth our Lord euills shall not â—appen but in temptation God will keepe him and deliuer him from euills Eccl. 33. * The spirit of them that feare God is soughâ— and at his sight shall be blessed Eccles 34. The feare of our Lord is as a Paradise of blessing and a glorie shall couer the same Eccles 40. Blessed is the man to whome is giuen to haue the feare of God Ec. 25. The feare of God is the beginning of his loue O deare sister nothing doth so keepe vs free from sinne as the feare of hell and the loue of God To feare God is to commit no sinne and to omit no good that is to be done * The feare of our Lord is a fountaine of life Prou. 14. * With him that feareth our Lord it shall be well in the later end and in the day of his death he shall be blessed Eccli 1. Venerable sister it is good for vs to feare God because the feare of our Lord expelleth sinne The feare of our Lord doth alwayes amend The feare of our Lord doth represse vice The feare of our Lord doth make a maÌ„ carefull and sollicitous but where there is not feare there is perdition of soule Where there is not feare there is dissolution of life where there is not feare there is abouÌ„dance of sinnes Therefore honest virgin let feare hope alwayes be in your heart let feare confidence be ioyntly in your Let hope and feare perseuere equally in you So hope in Gods mercie that you feare his iustice Howbeit most louing sister in Christ I would haue you to know that there are foure feares to wit humane seruile initial and chast Humane feare as Cassiadorus saith is when we feare to suffer corporal dangers or to loose our earthly substance for which we offend This wordly feare is naught and in the first degree is forsaken with the world and by our Lord is for bidden in the Gospel saying * Feare ye not them that kill the bodie c. Mat. 10. The second feare is seruile as S. Augustine saith Through the feare of hell a man departeth from sinne and all the good workes which he doeth he doeth not for the loue of God but for the feare of hell He feareth as a seruant who doeth the good which he doeth not for feare of loosing the good which he â—oueth not but for feare of suffering the euill which he feareth He feareth not to loose the embracements of his most beautifull bridegroome but least he be throwne downe leadlong into the paines of eternal perdition Of this seruile feare S. Paul saieth * You haue not receiued the spirit of seruitude againe in feare but you haue receiued the spirit of adoption of sonnes Rom. 8. that is a filial spirit This seruile feare is good and profitable allbeit vnsufficient and vnperfect by which the custome of iustice doth encrease by little and little When a man beginneth to beleeue the day of iudgement he
Isidorus shall giue you an answere Although pâ—etie or compassion saith heâ— doth bid vs to weepe for the faithfull that are dead and gone yet faith do h forbid vs to lament for them We ought not therefore to weepe for the faithfull thaâ— are departed but rather to gâ—ue thankes to God for that he hath vouchsafed to free them from the miserie of this world aâ—d â—ath made them to passe as we pâ—ously beleeue to a place of repose light and peace We ought not to lament for such aâ— die in Chriâ—â— whome we doubt not to passe to perpetualie Honest virgin heare what I say Those men are to be lamented when they die whome the diuells snatch away with shame and ignominie not those whome the Angells receiue with honour and glorie Or those are to be lamented whome the diuells draw to the paines of hell not those whome the Angells carrie to the ioyes celestial Or those are to be lamented who after death are buried in hell by the diuells not those that are placed in heauen by the Angells Tâ—ose are to be lamented that die ill not those that end well Those are to be lamented that are preuented by a bad death not those that are honoured by a good death Virgin of Christ heare what I say When I weepe for those that die well I hurt my selfe and doe them no good at all when I weepe for those that are dead it hurteth me and doeth them no good Let those therefore weepe and take on for their friends aÌ„d kinds-folke that are dead and gone that denie the resurrection or thinke that after death there is no rising againe We therefore most deare sister who beleeue that our friends desceased do raigne with Christ in heauen ought not to weepe but to pray for them We ought not to weepe for our dead friends according to the manner of worldlings but rather to make intercession to our Lord for them by our prayers that he will vouchsafe to release them from their paines Of iudgement CHAPT LXX THere is a two-fold iudgement the one by which men are iudged in this life the other by which they shall be iudged in the life to come For this cause some are iudged heere by pouertie sicknesses and sondâ—ie tribulations of this world to the end they may not be iudged in the next world Therefore to some temporal paine is as a purgation to purge them from their sinnes but the damnation of some is begunne heere and their perfect perdition is prepared there Some are iudged in this world by tribulation others by the inquisition of the strict iudge shall be iudged by fire in the world to come neither shall the iustice of iust men be assured of pardon Heerevpon Iob speaking of God saith * Both the innocent and the impious he consumeth Iob. 9. For the innocent is consumed by God when his verie innocencie being clearely examined and compared to the innocencie of God becommeth nothing in coÌ„parison thereof The impious also is consumed by God when by the subtilitie of the diuine examination his impietie is sought for and sifted and iustly condemned Christ at the day of iudgement according to the diuersitie of merits will appeare to the elect sweet and affable but to the reprobate he will appeare terrible At the day of iudgement euerie one shall find the iudge according as he findeth his owne conscience in so much that Christ remaining in his calmnes he shall appeare terrible onely to those whome their bad conscience doth accuse Most deare sister heare what blessed Isidorus saith No man is without sinne neither can any one be secure of Gods iudgement sithence we must render an accompt euen of our idle wordes Woe be to vs miserable sinners woe be to vs wretched caitiffs What answere shall we make at that day who not onely by idle wordes but also by euil workes do offend daily and do neuer cease from committing iniquitie If in the iudgement of almightie God the iust man shall not be secure how shall we sinners appeare If at the examination of the seuere iudge the iustice of the iust man shall not be assured what shall we doe at that day that do daily offend If at the day of iudgement the iust man shall scarcely be saued where shall we appeare at that day that haue so ofteÌ„ offeÌ„ded No man at that day shall be withouâ— dread when the heauens and the earth shall be moued and all the element through exceeding heate shall be dissolued of which day it is also said * That day a day of wrath a day of tribulation and distresse a day of calamitie and miserie a day of darknes and mist a day of clowde and whirlewind a day of thâ— trumpet and sound in which the stouâ— and strong shall be troubled and affliccted Sophon 1. O deare brother what shall we say at that day when that austere Iudge shall come to iudgement For you by making mention of his comming haue made me to weepe You by bringing that dreadfull day of iudgement into my remembrance haue forced me to breake forth into teares My beloued sister in Christ you haue done well and like a good religious woman if with feare you haue wept by thinking of the strict Iudges comming because we ought now before the day of doome to preuent his face in confession Psal 95. and to appeare before him with teares and lamentation * For now is the acceptable time now is the day of Saâ—uation 2. Cor. 6. Wherevpon it is said in the holy scripture * Seeke ye our Lord whiles he may be found inuocate him whiles he is neere Isai 55. He shall be seene in the next life but it shall be a farre off Wherefore most deare sister it is neâ—essarie that we seeke our Lord with our whole heart and with our whole mind in this present life if we desire to find him in the next If we deuoutly seeke him during this present life and cease from doing ill we shall obtaine mercie of him at the day of iudgement because he is benigne and mercifull For it is written of him * Our Lord is sweet to all and his commiserations are ouer all his workes Psal 144. Let vs therefore most louing sister beseech that terrible and most iust iudge with deuotion and teare that at the day of iudgement he will not render vnto vs according to our iniquities but according to his mercies and that he will not permit vs with the wicked to heare that terrible sentence * Get you away from me you accursed into fire euerlasting Mat. 25. But that he will make vs with the elect to heare * Come ye blessed of my Father possesse you the kingdome prepared for you from the foundation of the world ibidem Of exhortation CHAPT LXXII MOst deare sister now by the grace of God I direct the ship of my speech towardes the hauen but yet notwithstanding I cannot but turne towards you in a word or two before the conclusion You
there is nothing more wicked then to acknowledge our fault and not to lament it Euerie sinner ought for two respects to bewaile his sinnes Firâ— for that through negligence he hath not done good secondly for that through ouer much boldnes he hath coÌ„mitted euill The good which he ought to haue done he hath omitted and the euill which he ought not to haue done he hath committed That man doth penance worthy of commendation who lamenteth his former sinnes and doth not commit againe things worthy of lamentation For he that bewaileth his sinne and committeth the same againe is like a man that should wash a new made brick the more he washeth the more durt he maketh But when a man that is able to sinne doeth penance and amendeth his life from all offence such a man doubtlesse at the hower of his death shall passe to euerlasting rest and repose But he that liueth amisse and at the hower of his death do et penance like as his damnation is vncertaine so is also the remission of his sinnes Whosoeuer therefore desireth to be secure at the hower of his death of forgiuenes let him whiles he is in health doe penance let him whiles he is whole and sound lament his sinnes And sithence the mercie of God is a thing hidden it bohoueth vs to weepe without intermission Most deare sister liâ—â—en to the wordes of blessed Isidorus A penitent man saith he ought not to thinke himselfe secure of his sinnes And why Because securitie causeth negligence and negligence oftentimes casteth a carelesse man into his his former sinnes Now therefore most louing sister listen to my counsel and amend your life whiles you are able Make manifest your sinnes whiles God giueth you licence Bewaile your sinnes whiles you haue time and space Whiles you are able doe penance Whiles you are able confesse your sinnes Bewayle your sinnes whiles you are yet liuing Let the calling of such as die cause you to embrace vertue Whiles you are able amend what is amisse whiles you are able withdraw your selfe from sinne and vice Whiles you haue time call to God for grace Whiles you yet liue in this mortal bodie obtaine pardon of your sinnes Before the day of death doth approach doe penance Before the pit doth swallow you vp doe satisfaction for your offences Before hell snatch you away lament your sinnes Bewaile your negligences before you be drowned in the bottome of hell where there is no place of forgiuenes where there is no place of gladnes or leaue to doe penance where there is no permission of amending or place of confession Why what is the reason Because in hell there is no redemption Albeit you are subiect to sinne yet by penance you may obtaine pardon There is no sinne so grieuous which is not pardoned by penance Despaire doth augmeÌ„t sinne despaire is a moâ—â— grieuous sinne despaire is greater t en any other sinne Wherefore beloued sister beleeue as a thing most certaine that in confession there is hope of pardon and consequently do not by any meanes doubt or despaire of Gods pittie and compassion In confession haue a liuely confidence of Gods diuine bountie and goodnes Moâ—t deare brother you say well you giue me good counsel THE CONFESSION OF A PENITENT WOMAN Woe is me sinnefull soule alas wretch that I am who haue fallen into so great sinnes into so great crimes into so great negligences what shall I first bewayle what shall first lament Poore wretch that I am what lamentation shall I first make What teares shall I vnworthy wight first power forth My memorie is vnable to recount the acts of my crimes so great and abominable O teares whither haue you withdrawen your selues O teares where are you Where are you ô fountaines of teares Be moued I pray you at my weeping ô you fountaines of teares flow vpon my face wet and bedew my cheekes Afford me bitter lamentation Helpe me ô my God before I die before death ouertake me before hell snatch me before the infernal flame burne me before those vtter darknesses enwrap and couer me Helpe me ô my God before I come to those torments beâ—ore the fire of hell deuoure me before I be tormented in hell euerlastingly O my God what shall I doe at the dreadfull day of iudgement What answere shall I make at â—hat strict and last accompt What shall I poore wretched sinner say when I shall be presented before the tribunal seate of Christ Woe be to that day in which I sinned Woe be to that day when I offended Woe be to that day when I transgressed the commaundements of God O that the sunne had neuer shined vpon me O that the sunne had neuer risen vpon me O day to be detested O day to be abhorred O day not worthy to be so much as once named which brought me into this world which opened vnto me the enclosure of my mothers woÌ„be It had beene better for me not to haue beene borne at all then to be tormented euerlastingly in hell it had beene better for be not to haue beene borne then to endure euerlasting paines It had beene better for me neuer to haue seene worldly light then after thiâ— life to suâ—aine perpetual torments Weepe ouer me ô heauen and earth ô all you creatures bewayle my case All you that haue sense of life shed teres in my behalfe For verily I haue sinned grieuously I haue sinned vnfortunately I haue sinned wretchedly my sinnes are more in number then the sandes of the sea I haue voluntarily promised to liue well but those good things which I haue promised I haue neuer performed I haue alwayes returned to my former sinnes I haue multiplied my faultes I haue iterated or redoubled mine offenses I haue neuer amended my manners I haue neuer ceased from doing amisse O ye holy men pray to our Lord for me ô all ye Saincts make intercession to our Lord for me All ye soules of iust men make intercession for me that so perchance God may take pittie of me that so peraduenture he may take away mine iniquities O my wretched soule who will take pittie of thee Who will comfort thee O wretched soule O soule who will lament for thee Where is the keeper of men where is the redeemer of soules Where art thou ô good shepheard Why haâ—â— thou deâ—pised me Why hast thou turned away thy face froÌ„ me O my God â—orget me not for euer forsake me not euerlastingly leaue me not in the power of my ghostly aduersarie I am I confesse o Lord a sinner vnworthy of fauour and yet I flie to thee for succour Thou art meeke milde and of much mercie Thou despisest no man thou abhorrest no man thou refusest no man O Lord make manifest thy mercie in me Denie not that I beseech thee to me which thou hast mercifully graunted to many I do not defend my faultes I do not couer my sinnes The euill which I haue committed doth dislike me I wretched
eate the labours of thy hands blessed art thou and it shall be well with thee Psa 127. If at any time you cease from reading you ought to worke that you may be neuer idle because idlenes is the enemie of the soule The diuel quickly deceiueth him whome he findeth idle the diuel daily entreth into the monasterie and if he find any one idle he accuseth him without delay O spouse of Christ haue a care least wheÌ„ the diuel entreth into the cloister aÌ„d searcheth into the actioÌ„â— of euerie sister he find not some thing whereof to accuse you in particular For this cause I admonish you my most deare sister in Christ that for the loue of Christ Iesus your beloued bridegroome you be not idle at any time I entreat you that you will declare the loue which you beare to Christ to your companions not onely by your wordes but also by your acctions Wherevpon the bridegroome to wit Christ doth entreat his spouse that is a deuout soule in the Canticles saying * Put me as a seale vpoÌ„ thy heart as a seale vpon thy arme Cant. 8. In our heart are cogitations in our armes actions The beloued therefore is put as a seale vpon the heart and vpon the arme of his spouse because it appeareth both by the will and action how much he is beloued of a deuout soule for that the loue of God is neuer idle For if it be loue it worketh great matters but if it worketh not it is no loue I entre at you therefore venerable virgin that you loue God with a sincere affection and for the loue of him be alwayes doing some thing If you loue God truly you will neuer be idle if you loue God as you ought you will abhorre idlenes for his sake if you loue God vnfainedly idlenes will seeme teadious vnto you He that loueth God with his whole will doth for the loue of him loath to be idle The kingdome of God will not be giuen to the followers of idlenes but to such as are diligent in our Lords seruice The kingdome of God will not be giuen to such as gad or wander vp and downe but to such as labour for the loue of God according to their vocation They that are slow and tepid in doing good shall haue no place in the kingdome of God Lasciuiousnes doth soone deceiue such as are addicted to idlenes lasciuiousnes doth soone deceiue him that doth gad vp and downe lasciuiousnes doth enflame him worst of all that it findeth idle Lust yeeldeth to labour giueth back to trauaile retireth from such as refuse to be idle A man by labour oftentimes vanquisheth lust because the bodie being wearied with labour doth not delight in lewdnes Wherefore amâ—able sister in Christ beware of idlenes Do not loue to be idle but tire your bodie with trauaile Be alwayes doing some thing that is good seeke some profitable worke in which the intention of your mind may be busied Let God at all times be the scope or end of your actions and intentions Amen Of the psalmes and hymnes CHAPT LII MOst deare sister when you sing the Psalmes and hymnes in the sight of God consider that in your mind which you sing with your voyce Let your mind agree with your voyce let it sing in tune with your tongue in the quire do not thinke one thing and sing an other If your mind sing one thing and your voyce an other you loose the fruict of your labour If your bodie stand in the Church and your mind wander abroad then doubtles you will loose your reward Wherevpon it is said by the Prophet Isay * This people honoureth me with their lippes but their heart is farre from me For as the Apostle saith I will pray in the spirit I will pray also in the vnderstanâ—â—ng I will sing in the spirit I will sing also in the vnderstanding 1. Cor. 14. It is therefore good to praise God at all times with the vnd rstanding It is also good to glorifie God with the sound of the voyce with hymnes and Psalmes and spiritual songs Like as we are ayded by prayers so we are recreated by singing the psalmes The singing of spiritual sonnetts doth comfort heauie hearts The singing in the Church doth reioyce mens minds it delighteth such as are discontent causeth such as are carelesse to become diligent enuiteth sinners to weepe and lament for albeit the hearts of worldly men are neuer so much void of remorce yet assoone as they heare â—he sweetnes of the psalmes they are conuerted to the loue of goodnes There are iueâ—se who through the sweetnes of the psalmes are moued to compunction and sorrow for their sinnes Pâ—â—yer onely in this life is powred forth for the forgâ—uenes of sinnes but the singing of the psalme doth signifie the perpâ—tual praise of God in eternal happines as it is written * Blessed are they that dwell in thy house ô Lord for euer and euer they shall praise thee Psal 83. Whosoeuer doth faithfully and attentiuely sing the psalmes doth in a manner become consederate with the holy Angells How so what is the reason Because man according to his measure praiseth him heere on earth whome the Angells without intermission do adore and glorifie in heauen The singing of the psalmes at some times stirreth vs vp to teares and compunction at other times it enuiteth vs to prayer and deuotion The Psalmes make the night vigills to become pleasant vnto vs enuiting vs to praise God in this wise * Reioâ—ce ye iust in our Lord praysing bâ—commeth the righteous Psal 32. The Psalmes denounce vnto vs the firâ—â— howeâ— of the day with exultation of light by saying * O God saue me in thy name and in thy strength iudge me Psal 53. The psalmes do consecrate vnto vs the third hower of the day when they say * And let thy mercie come vpon me ô Lord thy saluation according to thy worde Psal 118. The psalmes do make vs glad at the sixt hower in the breaking of bread The psalmes do breake our fast at the ninth hower of the day and satiat our heartâ— with spiritual sweetnes and suauitie The psalmes do commend vs to God at the hower of vespers or euensong by saying in this wise Let my prayer be directed as incense in thy sight the eleuation of my handes as euen ng sacrifice Psal 140. The psalmes do admonish vs to blesse our Lord at Complyne saying * Loe now bâ—esse our Lord all ye the seruants of our Lord. Psal 133. My beloued sister in Christ I would haue you to be alwayes mind full that God is much delighted with the musique of a sacred soule By affection loue and deuotion of heart sing psalmes hymnes and spiritual canticles to God Wherevpon the bridegroome to wit Christ doth admonish his spouse to wit the Church or a deuout soule in the Canticles saying * Shew me thy face let thy voyce sound in mine eares for thy voyce is sweet and thy face
vnaduisedly reioyce at our good workes For this cause our Lord would haue vs ignorant of the end of our life that we might alwayes stand in feare thereof that sithence we are vnable to see it we might daily prepare our selues for it S. Isidorus likewise least we should thinke our selues secure in this life doth admonish vs saying Neither let a iust man trust in his iustice nor a sinner despaire any thing of Gods mercie and fauour but let him haue in his heart hope and feare ioyntly together let him hope of Gods mercie in that wise that he alwayes feare his iustice Although the conuersation of holy men be neuer so praise-worthy yet it is vnknowne to mortall men what there end will be And therefore a man ought neuer to be without eare for that the satisfaction of penance is poised in the ballance of Gods diuine iuâ—gâ—ment not according â—o humane censure Wherevpon Cesarius giueth vs this caution By how much we are â—eâ—â—â—e oâ— thâ—ngs past anâ— gone by so much we ought â—o be carefull of thing to come Venerable siâ—eâ— hold this as an infallible truth that the whole lâ—fe of a wise man is the meditation of death And therefore my deare siâ—ter in Chriâ—â— if you be at all times watchfull in Gods seruice you shall by so doing shew your selfe truly wise If you daily eleuate your mind to God and haue in remembrance the day of your death you shall be blessed according to that which a certaâ—ne wise man saith * Blessed is the man that is alwayeâ— fearefull Prou. 28. For this cause I admonish you honest Virgin that you be alwayes fearefull and suspitious of your end Be alwayes craftie and carefull against the tentatâ—ons of the diuel Watch continually and fight incessantly against your ancient aduersarie Pray day and night with all watâ—hfulne and combat with courage against the diuells treacherieâ— During your whole life be at all times heedfull and warie and striue with all dil gence against the wily shifts of your ghoâ—tly enemie Hâ—aâ—e likewise honest virgin what Iesus Christ your beloued bridegroome sayeth in the Gospel Blessed is the seruant whome when his Lord commeth he shall find watching mat 24. If therefore you shall watch to the same our Lord Iesus Christ with your whole mind you shall be numbered among the blessed in eternal beatitude You shall be blessed if with all deuotion you lift vp the eies of your mind to that true light which is God You shall be blessed doubtlesse if you watch to God with all diligence because God hath promised a crowne to such as are watchfull in hâ—s seâ—uice Wherevpon it is said of the eies of the bridegroome in the Canticles * His eies as doues vpon the little riuers of waters which are washed with milke aÌ„d sit beside the most full streames CaÌ„t. 5. The eies of thâ— bride groome are holy men who liue simply like doues and shew the way of saluation to others by their preaching and examples They are said to sit vpon the riuers of waters because they alwayes conuerse in the refection of the holy scriptures who are washed with milke for that by Gods grace they are cleansed in baptisme froÌ„ their sinnes Now what can we better vnderstand by those most full streames beside which they sit then the profound and hidden sayings of the holy scriptures with which we refresh our selues whiles we drinke theÌ„ by reading them of hearing them read by otherâ— For like as doues are wont to sit neere vnto the streames of waters that in the water they may see the shadow of such birdes aâ— flie ouer them and by the same may shunne the talents of the greedie falcoÌ„ so holy men do see the snares of the diuells in the holy scriptures as it were in the waters and by the description which they see they do as it were by the shadow know their enemie and so escape his subtiltie Do you most honest sister comport your selfe after the same manner be diligent in meditating daily on the holy scripture for by thiâ— meanes you will be maâ—e skilfull how you may he able to auoid the deceipts of your aduersarie the diuel Honest virgin I admonish you further that you wholy â— commit your selfe to the direction of the holy Scripture that is to say that you doe nothing els but what you heare from â—he oracle of the holy Scriptures because there you shall finâ— how you may shune the diuells snares I admonish you likewise tâ—aâ— for feare of rauenous birdes that s the diuells you sit vpon the riuers oâ— the holy Scriptures leaâ—t you vnaware which God forbid become a prey to your enemies I entreat you also that you continually watch vpon the riuers of the holy Scriptures and that with all care and diligence yo seâ—ke to shunne the snares of your enemâ—â—s Aâ—as fooles that we are whence is it that we do not know nor vnderstand that our cogitations are apparant and knowne in the sight of ouâ— Lord before they are put in execution For the Psalmist saâ—â—h * God searcheth the heart anâ— raines Psalm 7. Therefore most louing sister let vs coÌ„sider at all t mâ—s that we aÌ„d in Gods presence and wâ—â—h all acknowledge that we are â—aâ—th and ashes Behold our God most terrible to behold rendring to â—uâ—â—â—e one accordâ—ng to his woâ—kes is at hand and will not delay he himselfe will come and wil saue vâ— Isay 55. Let vs therefore wa ch with all perseuerance and deuotion that when he shall come and knock he may not find vs sleeping but watching in this prayses and in his loue and in his holy seruice * Let vs walke whiles we haue the light that the darknes ouertake vs not Io. 12 For so the wisdome of God saith in the Prouerbs * Blessed is the man that heareth me and that watcheth at my dores daily and waiteth at the postes of my dores He that shall find me shall find life and shall draw saluation of our Lord. Prou. 8. Wherefore ô Virgin of Christ I admoniâ—h you that you behaue your selfe watchfull towards God with all care and diligence to the end you may find him your friend in the day of distresse Honest Virgin let no hâ—ppe find you vnprouided let there be no euent which your meditation doth not preuent make this supposition that there is nothing which may not happen Thâ—â—ke alwayes vpon future miserie in time of felicitie consider that there come a time of aduersitie Ponder alwayes in your mind that some michance or other may happen ere it be long It is the part of a wise man to fore-see such dangers as are like to ensue All things that are thought vpon before hand are by so much the better endured euills that are expected are the more patiently sustained a thing that is fore seene is the more welcome when it doth come Premeditation doth represse sodaine inuasions premeditation doth attenuat future troubles fore-sight doth asswage the comming of euills and gaineth the