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off_o the_o sun_n of_o grace_n so_o long_o from_o it_o and_o here_o alas_o i_o always_o feel_v how_o ever_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v such_o inward_a war_n that_o there_o be_v no_o peace_n with_o i_o nor_o will_v before_o i_o have_v my_o peace_n with_o thou_o other_o perchance_o may_v feel_v a_o seem_a â—ase_n when_o they_o resort_v to_o such_o vain_a help_n as_o these_o in_o their_o extreme_n indeed_o i_o can_v tell_v what_o other_o fâ—â—le_v but_o that_o it_o
of_o this_o horrid_a deed_n wherefore_o i_o now_o return_v again_o and_o come_v unto_o my_o saviour_n late_a part_n the_o sum_n and_o woe_n of_o all_o the_o rest_n that_o dreary_a see_v which_o now_o he_o be_v to_o undergo_v i_o mean_v on_o this_o sad_a scaffold_n of_o his_o late_a cross_n hayward_n the_o first_o be_v pain_n of_o sense_n but_o this_o of_o 〈◊〉_d that_o be_v his_o body_n pain_n but_o here_o again_o his_o pain_n of_o soul_n which_o be_v the_o soul_n oâ—_n paâ—â—e_n for_o now_o behold_v not_o to_o enlarge_v my_o verse_n with_o each_o sad_a circumstance_n i_o here_o rehearse_v only_o that_o one_o expressless_a plunge_n of_o all_o the_o great_a that_o ever_o be_v when_o he_o do_v call_v at_o his_o extreme_a gasp_n notable_a my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o now_o forsake_v i_o what_o rod_n be_v it_o that_o strike_v this_o wondrous_a blow_n ay_o i_o my_o bless_a christ_n what_o god_n forsake_v thou_o thyself_o forsake_v thyself_o o_o thou_o my_o life_n how_o can_v this_o bâ—e_v never_o be_v there_o fatal_a knife_n can_v cut_v this_o thread_n no_o thus_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v thy_o spirit_n of_o love_n have_v tell_v i_o how_o it_o be_v now_o be_v that_o woeful_a time_n at_o hand_n wherein_o th'intolerable_a weight_n and_o 3.13_o curse_v of_o sin_n which_o i_o and_o all_o the_o world_n have_v do_v be_v cast_v upon_o thy_o back_n at_o once_o now_o be_v that_o last_o and_o very_o utmost_a deep_a which_o thou_o while-ere_a do_v seem_v in_o thy_o humanity_n to_o fear_v now_o do_v thou_o drink_v of_o that_o accurse_a cup_n which_o erst_o thou_o do_v entreat_v thou_o may_v not_o sup_v unless_o it_o be_v thy_o father_n will_n and_o here_o behold_v it_o be_v his_o will_n and_o thou_o do_v bear_v those_o heavy_a brunt_n alone_o for_o we_o from_o whence_o it_o be_v indeed_o thou_o have_v such_o feel_a sense_n of_o these_o thy_o misery_n in_o we_o 14._o that_o we_o may_v thereby_o feel_v our_o happiness_n in_o thou_o nay_o more_o thou_o now_o of_o 15.13_o wondrous_a love_n have_v take_v our_o 2.24_o sin_n on_o thou_o whence_o it_o be_v thy_o god_n forsake_v or_o seem_v at_o least_o forsake_v thou_o thus_o and_o why_o it_o be_v sin_n indeed_o undo_v that_o happy_a tie_n betwixt_o humanity_n and_o god_n for_o this_o be_v that_o whiâ—h_n 59.2_o sep'rate_v we_o from_o all_o our_o bliss_n i_o mean_v from_o god_n and_o this_o be_v it_o which_o make_v he_o thus_o withdraw_v himself_o from_o thou_o or_o shade_n as_o it_o be_v his_o present_a â—â—dance_n from_o thy_o sight_n and_o leave_v thou_o to_o thyself_o press_v with_o the_o weight_n of_o sin_n and_o hell_n and_o of_o thy_o father_n rage_n '_o against_o these_o our_o siâ—â—es_n since_o thou_o will_v so_o engage_v thyself_o for_o we_o and_o here_o thy_o soul_n be_v bring_v down_o to_o the_o low_a plunge_n of_o woe_n where_o nought_o be_v leave_v to_o comfort_v thou_o but_o thou_o mean_v while_o be_v make_v as_o '_o 'twere_v a_o desolate_a 〈…〉_z exile_n from_o all_o true_a happiness_n do_v undergo_v such_o sad_a expressless_a pang_n that_o none_o can_v know_v their_o depth_n but_o thou_o that_o suffer'd_v they_o nay_o sure_o that_o only_a pain_n of_o loss_n thou_o do_v endure_v be_v more_o by_o far_o in_o reference_n to_o thou_o then_o hell_n most_o cruel_a torturing_n can_v be_v in_o reference_n to_o us._n what_o shall_v i_o say_v this_o be_v indeed_o a_o lamentable_a day_n for_o thy_o pure_a eye_n to_o see_v never_o be_v there_o grief_n like_a unto_o this_o of_o thou_o where_o all_o relief_n be_v hold_v so_o long_o from_o thou_o and_o here_o indeed_o i_o find_v that_o true_a which_o i_o erewhile_o do_v read_v foretell_v of_o thou_o thy_o 53.2_o comeliness_n be_v go_v and_o form_n or_o beauty_n there_o alas_o be_v none_o to_o make_v thou_o now_o desire_v thou_o be_v a_o man_n of_o 3._o sorrow_n friend_n of_o grief_n whence_o we_o begin_v to_o hide_v our_o face_n '_o way_n from_o thou_o or_o thou_o do_v hide_v as_o it_o be_v from_o we_o thus_o do_v thou_o bow_v thy_o righteous_a back_n to_o hear_v our_o grief_n while_o we_o like_o cruel_a jew_n go_v on_o in_o torture_a thou_o by_o add_v sin_n to_o sin_n thus_o do_v thou_o 50._o cry_v aloud_o for_o we_o and_o thus_o for_o we_o do_v die_v do_v die_v yea_o more_o do_v resurrection_n rise_v again_o that_o we_o may_v rise_v again_o from_o sin_n and_o be_v make_v free_a from_o all_o the_o pow'râ—_n of_o death_n and_o hell_n and_o then_o be_v thus_o revive_v by_o thou_o to_o live_v again_o the_o happy_a life_n of_o grace_n till_o thou_o shall_v please_v to_o call_v we_o gentle_o hence_o and_o sweet_o seize_v upon_o our_o soul_n to_o carry_v we_o up_o on_o high_a to_o live_v with_o thou_o through_o all_o eternity_n the_o endless_a life_n of_o glory_n there_o where_o we_o shall_v sing_v of_o nothing_o else_o but_o praise_n to_o thou_o but_o o_o my_o god_n thou_o thou_o that_o have_v be_v please_v to_o aid_v i_o hitherto_o thou_o that_o have_v ease_v my_o weary_a soul_n at_o length_n in_o this_o sweet_a ford_n the_o sacred_a spring_n of_o thy_o all-saving_a word_n come_v here_o again_o and_o as_o it_o please_v thou_o show_v those_o mirror_n of_o thy_o love_n to_o mâ—e_v even_o so_o enable_n i_o as_o thou_o have_v say_v that_o i_o may_v sing_v thy_o mercy_n to_o posterity_n in_o a_o ne'r-dying_a verse_n whereof_o each_o word_n may_v speak_v my_o thankfulness_n and_o each_o afford_v eternal_a matter_n of_o thy_o praise_n nay_o more_o may_v here_o be_v find_v a_o salve_n for_o every_o sore_n to_o each_o good_a soul_n that_o ever_o feel_v the_o smart_n and_o terror_n of_o a_o true_o contrite_a heart_n come_v then_o my_o sweet_a urania_n come_v again_o and_o raise_v thyself_o here_o change_v thy_o doleful_a strain_n into_o some_o happy_a note_n of_o joy_n and_o here_o come_v come_v my_o spirit_n i_o charge_v you_o all_o appear_v in_o joyous_a readiness_n yea_o soul_n and_o all_o give_v your_o attendance_n to_o my_o instant_n call_v for_o now_o behold_v i_o speak_v come_v come_v away_o to_o celebrate_v this_o high-made_a holiday_n of_o reconcilement_n with_o my_o god_n first_o then_o o_o thou_o sole_a guider_n of_o my_o tongue_n and_o pen_n and_o all_o my_o thought_n and_o all_o my_o act_n while_o they_o be_v good_a lo_o here_o i_o humble_o come_v to_o pay_v my_o tributary_n thanks_o that_o thou_o have_v bring_v i_o hitherto_o the_o place_n which_o erst_o i_o seek_v and_o here_o have_v raise_v my_o soul_n again_o to_o see_v those_o wondrous_a thing_n which_o thou_o have_v do_v for_o i_o when_o i_o be_v past_o recovery_n if_o thou_o have_v not_o be_v timely_o merciful_a and_o now_o redeem_v i_o by_o thy_o love_n as_o thou_o have_v do_v though_o by_o the_o death_n of_o 〈◊〉_d own_o only_a son_n thy_o own_o belove_a son_n but_o o_o my_o 30.20_o life_n life_n of_o my_o soul_n i_o say_v whence_o be_v the_o 22_o strife_n i_o feel_v in_o i_o if_o this_o be_v so_o that_o i_o be_o subject_a yet_o to_o satan_n tyranny_n and_o can_v praise_v thou_o as_o i_o will_v for_o lo_n my_o sin_n step_v still_o between_o and_o 〈◊〉_d so_o i_o can_v raise_v my_o drowrie_a eye_n to_o see_v as_o here_o i_o ought_v thy_o wondrous_a 〈◊〉_d to_o i_o but_o o_o my_o god_n here_o be_v the_o reason_n sure_a of_o this_o my_o misery_n thy_o eye_n so_o pure_a will_v not_o vouchsafe_v to_o looâ—_n 〈◊〉_d i_o mean_v in_o smile_a sort_n because_o i_o be_o not_o 〈◊〉_d but_o thou_o conceal_v thy_o coâ—nce_n '_o cause_n i_o have_v break_v indeed_o thy_o law_n most_o â—ankelesly_o both_o in_o my_o thought_n and_o 〈◊〉_d and_o yet_o alas_o i_o be_o not_o true_o penitent_a but_o pâ—sse_v my_o time_n in_o senselessness_n as_o it_o be_v and_o 〈◊〉_d burst_v forth_o in_o tear_n to_o wash_v away_o the_o blot_n of_o this_o my_o great_a ingratitude_n ay_o i_o all_z this_o be_v true_a my_o god_n for_o 2_o thou_o do_v see_v my_o secret_a path_n and_o yet_o behold_v thy_o eye_n do_v also_o see_v my_o gripe_a misery_n how_o oft_o indeed_o i_o grieve_v and_o sigh_v and_o groan_n because_o i_o be_o become_v so_o dead_a a_o stone_n and_o can_v weep_v as_o fain_o i_o will_v but_o here_o o_o thou_o my_o lord_n why_o shall_v i_o further_o fear_v at_o these_o my_o own_o deficiency_n behold_v my_o saviour_n burn_v in_o love_n though_o i_o be_o cold_a his_o wound_n do_v weep_v to_o wash_v away_o my_o sin_n though_o i_o be_o dull_a o_o cast_v thy_o eye_n on_o he_o or_o look_v on_o i_o but_o as_o in_o he_o that_o when_o thou_o see_v i_o thou_o may_v find_v i_o clear_v and_o then_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v displease_v with_o i_o for_o he_o have_v make_v a_o full_a supply_n of_o all_o