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righteousness_n which_o thou_o do_v erst_o begin_v reveal_v to_o i_o but_o now_o have_v cloud_v from_o my_o eye_n again_o alas_o i_o be_o not_o steel_n nor_o be_v my_o flesh_n of_o brass_n as_o erst_o i_o say_v that_o i_o shall_v ever_o endure_v such_o heavy_a fearful_a brunt_n as_o these_o for_o sure_o i_o feel_v with_o etc._n hâ—man_n now_o thy_o wrathful_a hand_n lie_v hard_a on_o i_o and_o who_o be_v able_a stand_n under_o its_o weight_n again_o it_o be_v of_o a_o truth_n thy_o terror_n have_v i_o suffer_v from_o my_o childhood_n youth_n psalm_n up_o hitherto_o so_o grievous_a that_o i_o lie_v like_o he_o who_o be_v even_o at_o the_o point_n to_o die_v at_o every_o minâ—â—es_n end_n or_o else_o to_o go_v beyond_o those_o bound_n of_o heman_n sea_n of_o woe_n behold_v i_o be_o dead_a already_o yet_o not_o dead_a as_o heman_n seem_v almost_o who_o be_v but_o lead_v with_o outward_a grievance_n to_o plain_a and_o cry_v as_o here_o he_o do_v in_o his_o extremity_n for_o 8._o want_v of_o friend_n or_o c'ause_v his_o enemy_n be_v multiply_v and_o his_o adversity_n have_v overwhelm_v he_o quite_o yet_o none_o will_v hear_v or_o pity_v he_o so_o that_o he_o be_v as_o it_o be_v a_o man_n forlorn_a even_o bring_v unto_o his_o grave_n for_o want_v of_o what_o indeed_o he_o ought_v to_o have_v and_o sure_o these_o his_o extreme_n be_v wondrous_a great_a i_o must_v confess_v whence_o he_o may_v well_o entreat_v thy_o aid_a face_n for_o help_n and_o may_v complain_v for_o want_v of_o it_o when_o all_o thing_n else_o be_v vain_a and_o either_o flee_v 38.11_o as_o friend_n or_o do_v conspire_v as_o foe_n to_o clog_v he_o still_o in_o sorrow_n mire_n but_o these_o if_o this_o be_v all_o be_v gentle_a flaw_n to_o my_o more_o inward_a storm_n of_o soul_n because_o they_o only_o kill_v our_o body_n but_o these_o 88.7_o wave_n hurry_v our_o soul_n to_o moâ—e_n unhappy_a grave_n and_o sure_o it_o be_v nought_o if_o i_o have_v all_o the_o grief_n this_o world_n can_v load_v i_o 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pit_n a_o dismal_a place_n of_o nought_o but_o darkness_n where_o no_o glimpse_n of_o grace_n do_v once_o so_o much_o as_o shine_v on_o i_o whereby_o i_o may_v but_o taste_v some_o true_a felicity_n in_o these_o my_o grief_n or_o else_o may_v cease_v to_o be_v in_o misery_n while_o i_o may_v speak_v to_o thou_o in_o praise_n not_o in_o plaint_n alas_o i_o be_o dead_a already_o as_o i_o say_v my_o soul_n be_v o'respr_v with_o a_o benumb_a lethargy_n of_o sin_n so_o that_o i_o be_o thorough_o dead_a but_o where_o within_o my_o body_n live_v alas_o but_o woe_n be_v i_o my_o soul_n be_v dead_a and_o that_o for_o want_n of_o thou_o which_o art_n alone_o her_o 42.8_o life_n this_o be_v my_o grave_n the_o deep_a wherein_o i_o be_o that_o dismal_a cave_n whereto_o i_o be_o bring_v and_o who_o alas_o be_o i_o ever_o to_o endure_v so_o great_a a_o misery_n as_o this_o to_o live_v without_o a_o soul_n or_o be_v leave_v to_o myself_o and_o quite_o deprive_v of_o thou_o alas_o how_o oft_o shall_v 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thou_o so_o long_a proâ—ogue_n my_o misery_n and_o do_v not_o grant_v my_o suit_n for_o i_o have_v cry_v to_o thou_o for_o mercy_n but_o be_o yet_o deny_v in_o my_o extreme_n alas_o what_o will_v thou_o have_v how_o shall_v i_o woo_v thou_o or_o how_o shall_v i_o crave_v to_o win_v thy_o love_n thou_o know_v i_o be_o but_o man_n and_o will_v thou_o have_v i_o do_v more_o than_o i_o can_v i_o may_v not_o force_v thou_o whe'r_o thou_o will_v or_o no_o to_o love_v and_o pity_v i_o for_o be_v it_o so_o i_o need_v not_o entreat_v so_o much_o but_o i_o be_o â—4_n thou_o o_o lord_n my_o poor_a humanity_n be_v subject_a to_o thy_o beck_n and_o let_v it_o be_v my_o glory_n still_o still_o to_o be_v so_o to_o thou_o but_o than_o what_o shall_v i_o do_v where_o shall_v i_o go_v to_o ease_v i_o of_o this_o heavy_a grief_n for_o lo_o i_o have_v go_v about_o as_o man_n and_o do_v my_o best_a to_o wear_v it_o out_o but_o yet_o i_o can_v rest_v one_o while_o i_o think_v to_o drive_v away_o the_o pain_n by_o drowzy_v out_o my_o time_n but_o this_o be_v vain_a when_o i_o awake_v it_o come_v afresh_o but_o then_o on_o to_o try_v the_o common_a help_n of_o godless_a man_n which_o most_o know_v they_o use_v to_o drive_v away_o some_o melancholy_a dump_n or_o drowsy_a day_n i_o card_v it_o out_o awhile_o but_o for_o the_o die_v indeed_o i_o hate_v '_o cause_n 〈◊〉_d vanity_n that_o hang_v so_o much_o on_o chance_n and_o have_v â—o_o wit_n and_o five_o to_o one_o '_o against_o he_o that_o lay_v on_o it_o and_o then_o perchance_o time_n as_o when_o some_o three_o or_o four_o of_o honest_a lad_n be_v meet_v to_o lose_v a_o hour_n or_o two_o in_o sober_a merriment_n we_o have_v a_o bowl_n or_o twain_o of_o beer_n but_o he_o be_v a_o knave_n they_o say_v that_o drink_v not_o whole_a one_o off_o but_o i_o have_v always_o hate_v too_o this_o vanity_n '_o cause_v it_o have_v no_o show_n of_o pleasure_n in_o it_o unless_o it_o be_v to_o drown_v one_o brain_n in_o sottishness_n and_o '_o 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off_o the_o sun_n of_o grace_n so_o long_o from_o it_o and_o here_o alas_o i_o always_o feel_v how_o ever_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v such_o inward_a war_n that_o there_o be_v no_o peace_n with_o i_o nor_o will_v before_o i_o have_v my_o peace_n with_o thou_o other_o perchance_o may_v feel_v a_o seem_a â—ase_n when_o they_o resort_v to_o such_o vain_a help_n as_o these_o in_o their_o extreme_n indeed_o i_o can_v tell_v what_o other_o fâ—â—le_v but_o that_o it_o
of_o this_o horrid_a deed_n wherefore_o i_o now_o return_v again_o and_o come_v unto_o my_o saviour_n late_a part_n the_o sum_n and_o woe_n of_o all_o the_o rest_n that_o dreary_a see_v which_o now_o he_o be_v to_o undergo_v i_o mean_v on_o this_o sad_a scaffold_n of_o his_o late_a cross_n hayward_n the_o first_o be_v pain_n of_o sense_n but_o this_o of_o 〈◊〉_d that_o be_v his_o body_n pain_n but_o here_o again_o his_o pain_n of_o soul_n which_o be_v the_o soul_n oâ—_n paâ—â—e_n for_o now_o behold_v not_o to_o enlarge_v my_o verse_n with_o each_o sad_a circumstance_n i_o here_o rehearse_v only_o that_o one_o expressless_a plunge_n of_o all_o the_o great_a that_o ever_o be_v when_o he_o do_v call_v at_o his_o extreme_a gasp_n notable_a my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o now_o forsake_v i_o what_o rod_n be_v it_o that_o strike_v this_o wondrous_a blow_n ay_o i_o my_o bless_a christ_n what_o god_n forsake_v thou_o thyself_o forsake_v thyself_o o_o thou_o my_o life_n how_o can_v this_o bâ—e_v never_o be_v there_o fatal_a knife_n can_v cut_v this_o thread_n no_o thus_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v thy_o spirit_n of_o love_n have_v tell_v i_o how_o it_o be_v now_o be_v that_o woeful_a time_n at_o hand_n wherein_o th'intolerable_a weight_n and_o 3.13_o curse_v of_o sin_n which_o i_o and_o all_o the_o world_n have_v do_v be_v cast_v upon_o thy_o back_n at_o once_o now_o be_v that_o last_o and_o very_o utmost_a deep_a which_o thou_o while-ere_a do_v seem_v in_o thy_o humanity_n to_o fear_v now_o do_v thou_o drink_v of_o that_o accurse_a cup_n which_o erst_o thou_o do_v entreat_v thou_o may_v not_o sup_v unless_o it_o be_v thy_o father_n will_n and_o here_o behold_v it_o be_v his_o will_n and_o thou_o do_v bear_v those_o heavy_a brunt_n alone_o for_o we_o from_o whence_o it_o be_v indeed_o thou_o have_v such_o feel_a sense_n of_o these_o thy_o misery_n in_o we_o 14._o that_o we_o may_v thereby_o feel_v our_o happiness_n in_o thou_o nay_o more_o thou_o now_o of_o 15.13_o 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undergo_v such_o sad_a expressless_a pang_n that_o none_o can_v know_v their_o depth_n but_o thou_o that_o suffer'd_v they_o nay_o sure_o that_o only_a pain_n of_o loss_n thou_o do_v endure_v be_v more_o by_o far_o in_o reference_n to_o thou_o then_o hell_n most_o cruel_a torturing_n can_v be_v in_o reference_n to_o us._n what_o shall_v i_o say_v this_o be_v indeed_o a_o lamentable_a day_n for_o thy_o pure_a eye_n to_o see_v never_o be_v there_o grief_n like_a unto_o this_o of_o thou_o where_o all_o relief_n be_v hold_v so_o long_o from_o thou_o and_o here_o indeed_o i_o find_v that_o true_a which_o i_o erewhile_o do_v read_v foretell_v of_o thou_o thy_o 53.2_o comeliness_n be_v go_v and_o form_n or_o beauty_n there_o alas_o be_v none_o to_o make_v thou_o now_o desire_v thou_o be_v a_o man_n of_o 3._o sorrow_n friend_n of_o grief_n whence_o we_o begin_v to_o hide_v our_o face_n '_o way_n from_o thou_o or_o thou_o do_v hide_v as_o it_o be_v from_o we_o thus_o do_v thou_o bow_v thy_o 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ford_n the_o sacred_a spring_n of_o thy_o all-saving_a word_n come_v here_o again_o and_o as_o it_o please_v thou_o show_v those_o mirror_n of_o thy_o love_n to_o mâ—e_v even_o so_o enable_n i_o as_o thou_o have_v say_v that_o i_o may_v sing_v thy_o mercy_n to_o posterity_n in_o a_o ne'r-dying_a verse_n whereof_o each_o word_n may_v speak_v my_o thankfulness_n and_o each_o afford_v eternal_a matter_n of_o thy_o praise_n nay_o more_o may_v here_o be_v find_v a_o salve_n for_o every_o sore_n to_o each_o good_a soul_n that_o ever_o feel_v the_o smart_n and_o terror_n of_o a_o true_o contrite_a heart_n come_v then_o my_o sweet_a urania_n come_v again_o and_o raise_v thyself_o here_o change_v thy_o doleful_a strain_n into_o some_o happy_a note_n of_o joy_n and_o here_o come_v come_v my_o spirit_n i_o charge_v you_o all_o appear_v in_o joyous_a readiness_n yea_o soul_n and_o all_o give_v your_o attendance_n to_o my_o instant_n call_v for_o now_o behold_v i_o speak_v come_v come_v away_o to_o celebrate_v this_o high-made_a holiday_n of_o reconcilement_n with_o my_o god_n first_o then_o o_o thou_o sole_a guider_n of_o my_o tongue_n and_o pen_n and_o all_o my_o thought_n and_o all_o my_o act_n while_o they_o be_v good_a lo_o here_o i_o humble_o come_v to_o pay_v my_o tributary_n thanks_o that_o thou_o have_v bring_v i_o hitherto_o the_o place_n which_o erst_o i_o seek_v and_o here_o have_v raise_v my_o soul_n again_o to_o see_v those_o wondrous_a thing_n which_o thou_o have_v do_v for_o i_o when_o i_o be_v past_o recovery_n if_o thou_o have_v not_o be_v timely_o merciful_a and_o now_o redeem_v i_o by_o thy_o love_n as_o thou_o have_v do_v though_o by_o the_o death_n of_o 〈◊〉_d own_o only_a son_n thy_o own_o belove_a son_n but_o o_o my_o 30.20_o life_n life_n of_o my_o soul_n i_o say_v whence_o be_v the_o 22_o strife_n i_o feel_v in_o i_o if_o this_o be_v so_o that_o i_o be_o subject_a yet_o to_o satan_n tyranny_n and_o can_v praise_v thou_o as_o i_o will_v for_o lo_n my_o 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