manifests himselfe to others of our Brethren and fellow Members he rises in their Hemispheare And what though thy sinnes have eclipsed the love of thy God unto thy soule The Lord onely bids thee to acknowledge thine iniquity that thou hast transgressed against the Lord c. What a poore recompence is this Turne oh backsliding children saith the Lord for I am married unto you c. Poore soule the love of God remaines still as sure and as great as ever and in his due time shall shine forth againe upon thy soul the thick clouds will blow over and the soule reviving light of his love will arise upon thee He will take away all iniquity and receive us graciously I thought I had true faith but since I fell into an hainous transgression I am perswaded that if I had beene the Lords he would not have left me to sin as I did This is a deplorable case indeed and the fruit of unbelief and of the want of watchfulnesse yet consider the Lord hath suffered such or as great if not greater spots to overtake his own dear children David sinned in adultery and murder Solomon sinned greatly after hee had obtained mercy and Peter denyeth Christ with an oath these examples are recorded to hold forth the glory of the riches of Gods free grace that men may be acquainted with the mirrour of his grace long sufferance and forbearance that so great sinners might not despaire and faint under their sinnes 2. To despair of the mercy of God because our sins are great were to limit God in his mercy which is to add sin unto sin and a greater sin then the former The Lord Jesus takes much pains and le ts out merciful power for the raising of sin-weakened souls and for the gathering of wandring Lambs Poor soul know this that the greatest sin a believer can commit ought not to make him mourn without hope for no sin can put him in the state of condemnation or bring him under the curse While we live here below God healeth not our sinfull nature wholly nor takes it quite away the flesh lusteth God ever looks upon his as they are in Christ and not simply as they are in themselves saith Paul I my selfe keepe the Law of God but with my flesh the Law of sin flesh and sin do the evil Consider Nehem. 9. 16 17. The Spirit also tells us in another place that he knowes our frame and remembers that we are but dust God hath in much wisdome and love left sinne in his to humble them and to exercise the fruits of the Spirit in them and that we might long to be where we shall not sinne also that we might the more dearly love Christ in that it is pardoned and depend upon him to subdue it and that we might not scorne nor insult over any poore sinâ— weakned ones but restore them with the spirit of meeknesse and that we may admire the more that rich grace of the Lord Jesus whereby notwithstanding all our provocations we have accesse unto the Father by him The Lords people are indeed taught by his spirit not to sinne that grace may abound but to love and to love with the more vehemency of affection the God of their incomprehensible mercy and to use all means against sinne and not to be over-pressed and sunk in despaire under it They also know that they are the more happy in that they were sinners else how could they be capable of union with God of mercy and heaven If there were not evil it would not be known what is good Justice and mercy had not beene known the wisdom of God could not have been known in drawing good out of evil or his love in sending the dearly beloved out of his bosom to die for us man had not come unto that happness in Christ which the Saints have and shal enjoy 3. God is never an enemy to his though they greatly sinne against him Wee are not beloved for our owne sakes nor for any thing in our selves but in Christ Who hath made us acceptable in the beloved Therefore nothing wee doe can cause God to love us more or lesse his love is as himselfe ever the same therfore a belivers hope joy and confidence is to bee ever the same in Christ Hence it is that such are alwayes to reioyce Reioyce alwayes Reioyce evermore Againe I say rejoyce Let them exceedingly rejoyce The joy of the Lord is our strength Oh there is enough in the Lord to satisfieâ— thee at all times he is an unchangeable object of true joy in him is all our hope and happinesse therefore let not thy fall cause thee to question the love of God unto thee thy salvation depends not upon thy repentance and holinesse See Rom. 9. 15 16. Isa 43 24 25. Ezek. 16. from 1. to ver 9. See also and mind what the Apostle saith in this case My little children these things write I unto you that you sinne not And if any man sinne we have an advocate with the Father Christ Jesus the righteous and he is a propitiation for our sins c. These things are written unto us indeed that we sinne not But as for such as turne the grace of God into wantonnesse whom the mercies of God encourage in their sinful practise these are led by the spirit of the divell he is their father and his works they doe these are not at present in any wise to be numbred with those who through temptations and weaknesse are overtaken with the sin they hate if fallen be not out of hope If the Lords children have fallen into sinne they are to rise by faith Shal a man fall and not arise Who is a God like unto thee that pardonest the transgression of the remnant of thy people God subdues the corruption that is in his not all at once but by degrees and thereupon saith I will be merciful to their unrighteousnesse and their sins and iniquities I wil remember no more God hath nothing in charge against those who are in Christ and therefore commands us to goe boldly to the throne of grace in full assurance of faith If I were fitted with Qualifications as humblenesse brokennesse of heart c. and tooke delight in hearing and praying as others I could then entertaine hope that God hath thoughts of love and mercy towards me but it is not so with me Such an objection in some may be the product of the sweet operation of the Spirit of grace which hath shewed them some amiable and desirable thing in the precious promises and wayes of God so as they panâ— after them But more usually this is a whining because the worke of preparation is more sensible then the worke of
himselfe freely in Christ to be the God of a poore sinner Christ undertaking all both with the Father and the soule It is not the way of a Covenant that the Gospel uses but rather the promise or grace or Salvation and the Doctrine of it in Hebr. 8. 10. Jer. 31. 31. Ezek. 36. 26 27. It is cleared to be onely promise grace and free love to a sinner for if any thing were to be done for life or salvation wee should darken the glory of free grace and make it a promise neither wholly of grace nor wholly of workes if it be of grace it is no more of workes otherwise grace is no more grace nor is this promise of salvation given to sinners as sinners barely simply and singly nor as qualified or conditioned for so life should bee purchased by us rather then for us so as we are onely sinners in our own and others Judgments but truly loved in Christ when the promise comes And thus the Scripture calls us ungodly and sinners and children of wrath not that we are so but seem so or not so in Gods account but the worlds The Spirit saith though they be black yet they are comely they are so in the esteeme of him who is of purer eyes then to behold iniquity being clothed with the robes of Christs purity and holinesse though in themselves in the glasse of the Law reason and sense they appeare black yet in Christ through the glasse of the Gospel they are beautifull and comely to the eye of faith The new Covenant no Covenant properly with us but with Christ for us God makes no covenant properly under the Gospel as he did at first but his covenant now is rather all of it a promise man is not restored in such a way of covenant and condition as he was lost but more freely and more by grace and mercy and yet God covenants too but it is not with man only but with him that was God and man even Jesus Christ he is both the covenant and the messenger or mediatour of the covenant God agreed to save man but this agreement was with Christ and all the conditions were on his part He stood for us and articled with God for us and performed the conditions for life and glory and yet because we are so concerned in it it is called a covenant made with us I wil make a new covenant with them and yet that it may not be thought a covenant only with us as the first was it is called a new covenant and a better covenant and Christ is called the mediatour of it and lest we should think some conditions were on our parts as in the first it is added I wil writâ— my Law in their hearts I wil put my spirit within them so as in this new covenant God is our God of free grace and righteousnesse on his part not for any conditional righteousnesse on ours yet in Scripture it is called stil a covenant because God is our God stil a way of righteousness though of redemption too and of condition too yet not on ours but on Christs part for us and yet it is a covenant with us because we are Christs This Covenant is a full and compleat Covenant richly and plentifully stored with all suitable promises both for this life and that which is to come yea a poore Creature cannot be reduced unto that condition but there is something in the covenant which suits with that condition and tends to answer relieve and redresse him be it for soule body or both yea it is copiously stored with all seasonable and suitable promises like that River of God which is said to be full of water there is in God and in this covenant riches of sinne-pardoning mercy and renewing grace and riches of love and grace to cover mens nakednesse and riches of glory to satisfie their soules for ever yea a poor creature whether a Saint or a sinner cannot possibly want the good thing but it is in Christ and in the covenant and it is promised in the covenant for the Lords promises are altogether as large as his commands and larger then his threatnings It is a well ordered Covenant and that in three respects 1. In respect of the promises and parts of the covenant as first God becomes our God and then makes us his people and afterwards washes and sanctifies us from our sins 2. In respect of manifestation God first reveales it by his outward Ministry then afterwards reveales seals assure it unto mens souls by his Spirit 3. In respect of the ends of it and these are God the fathers and the Sons glory and that he might display the banners of his soul-ravishing and heart-melting goodness in the sight of his poore children This Covenant though in respect of men it be altogether free was founded upon Christ and his merits yea doubtlesse faith and all the mercies and promises of the covenant were really purchased by him and the covenant it selfe is built upon the rock of ages Christ Jesus This covenant is a sure covenant and therupon the mercies therof came to be called the sure mercies of David as sure as a rock being founded upon Christ himself Hear what the merciful and immutable God saith concerning it yea unto such as had broken his statutes and commandments My Covenant I wil not break nor alter the thing that is gone out of my lips when God once comes into covenant with a soule he wil not nor cannot break it with them the Mountaines shall depart and the hills shall be removed but my kindnesse shall not depart from thee nor shall the Covenant of my peace be removed saith the Lord that hath mercy on thee And he speaks further by the Prophet Jeremiah If you can breake my Covenant of the day and my Covenant of the Night that there shall not be day and night in their season then may also my Covenant be broken c. As this covenant was not made with us so it cannot bee broken by us and as it was not made for our good workes so it cannot be disanulled by our sinnes it is not founded upon so rotten and sandy a foundation as selfe and performances are what cause therefore have wee to breake out into joy and admiration of those heights and depths of the love and wisdome of God who hath neither made the covenant with us nor left it in our keeping but founded it upon his owne immutable word and promise which he hath also confirmed by an oath As the new Covenant of grace is free unconditionall on mans part as it is meerely a promise a full and compleat covenant a well ordered covenant founded upon the merit of Christ and a sure covenant so also it is an everlasting covenant consider that he who made this covenant is none other then the everlasting
If thou beest included in and art under the promise of them thou shalt possesse them 2. Consider they may be made good to thee without thy sensible enjoyment of them there is neither faith nor hope exercised upon what we possesse to have a right in or to a thing and to possesse it are distinct They died in faith they possessed not what they believed they should enjoy Abraham believed he should have a sonne here was his faith yet did he not then possesse his sonne To make enjoyment essentiall to faith is a very great mistake wee being united and married unto Christ doe through faith by him bring forth fruit unto God yea perfect obedience imputatively and through the operation of his Spirit I have many discouragements for that I am not filled with joy and comfort and peace in believing Consider two things viz. 1. Faith may be strong when joy is absent David had faith when he had not joy Restore to me the joy of my salvation he had refused comfort before but now he came to want it 2. Such as judge their condition good because they are filled with joy build upon a sandy foundation in that they are not founded upon Christ alone If some had joy they would make it a Christ to them they would live upon it and therby abuse Christ themselves and their joy It is a mercy unto such poore creatures that they have not joy til they better know how to use it I cannot believe that I am in Christ for that I fall back into sinne Consider three things viz. 1. That no sinne can make one less beloved of God or lesse in Christ for the mercies of God are called sure mercies his love an everlasting love his covenant an everlasting covenant I am perswaded saith Paul That neither death nor life nor principalities nor powers c. shall be able to separate us from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord So that to whom he is once merciful he is ever merciful whom he once loves he ever loves when he once takes poore creatures into covenant with him he is ever theirs I am the Lord I change not 2. That whom the Father loves he loves in his Son in whom he is well pleased and his Son is alwaies alike beloved of him The same yesterday to day and for ever and whom he loves in his Son he accounts as his Son he is made unto us of God righteousnesse sanctification and redemptiin so as wee being not beloved for our owne sakes nothing in us can make God love us lesse because he loves us not for our selves nor any thing in our selves but in and through his Son in whom he is wel pleased with us 3. Consider That if God should love us lesse or more as we are lesse or more sinful then he should be as man and as the Son of man and if believers stood upon these termes with God then how are these Scriptures said to be true He arose again for our Justification Who shall lay any thing to the charge of Gods Elect Who shall condemne There is no condemnation to them that are in Christ Jesus The foundation of God standeth sure he ever lives to make intercession for us so as God is ever the same that loves and his love is as himselfe ever the same and Christ in whom we are beloved ever the same and our righteousnesse ever the same Thy righteousnesse is of mee saith the Lord. Saith a poore drooping believer I having lyen a long time under and used the means of grace grow stil worse and worse therefore I cannot but conclude That God wil not doe me good Poore heart 1. Dost thou know Gods means and the number of them Have your ends been good and rightly placed Have you used the means in a right manner measure time and in sincerity Have you not rested in the means Have you used them in faith waiting for Gods blessing upon them The word they heard profited them not for want of faith 2. It is not good reasoning to say because God hath not as yet given me my request therefore he never wil mind what the Lord saith But ye are a chosen generation a royal Priesthood c. Which in time past were not a people but are now the people of God which had not obtained mercy but now have obtained mercy They shallnot be ashamed that wait for me 3. Consider that it is just with God to blast the means yea it is a mercy to blast it that yet still using them we might look more unto Christ for his blessing upon them and to be all unto us 4. Consider If thou hast a wil that Christ should save thee and rule in thee and over thee he that hath begun this good work in thee wil perfect the same Thou shalt one day know that thy sins are pardoned and not imputed unto thee and subdued in thee 5. Consider God may have mercy for thee though thou know it not for mens sins are first forgiven before they can know it believe it or be assured of it thy sins may be pardoned though thou knowest it not faith believes the pardon of sinne but our believing neither pardons nor procures the pardon of any sin but faith brings into the soule the apprehension of the pardon of those sins which were pardoned before though not by us known so to be til then I fear that my motions Godward doe flow from a principle of self-love and not from pure love unto the Lord Jesus Consider though they do not yet the Lord Jesus promised to his people Israel of old who were incompassed with as many Aggravations of sinnes and infirmities as thou that he would love them freely and as he loved his people Israel of old so he wil love thee freely and betroth thee unto himselfe in loving kindnesse and mercyes he hath also promised and his faithfulnesse is engaged I will circumcise thy heart saith he and thou shalt love mee he wil give thee an heart-breaking sight and sense of the free pardon of all thy sins through the spirits manifestation of the riches of his superabundant grace and love and thy apprehension thereof through faith ingages thy heart and constrains thee to love him again Wee love him because he loved us first Saith a poore deserted soule I cannot believe that God wil pardon my sins they being greater and heightned with many more circumstances of aggravation then the sins of others are This is the effect of thy unbeliefe and of thy low and finite thoughts of God his grace and mercy whereas they are infinite Oh measure not the Lord by thy selfe but remember that hee whose Character is The Lord gracious and merciful c. Hee doth great things
past finding out and wonders without number Fear not the Lord will do great things Worlds of sinne are in the vast Ocean of Gods love swallowed up as nothing But saith the poore soul my sins are many So were Israels and Judahs yet God notwithstanding pardons them all But mine are great and hainous So were Israels and Judahs and Manasses and so were the woman 's mentioned in Luke so were Pauls yet God pardoned them all as he hath also many others if thou art a wonderful sinner Christ is a wonderful Saviour But mine are after the receiving of many mercies So were Solomons his heart was turned from the Lord God of Israel which had appeared unto him twice But I have sinned against Gods entreaties to returne So did Israel and Judah aforementioned I said after shee had done all thâ—se things saith the Lord turne thou unto me but shee returned not But I have sinned against the reproofs of the Lord. This was their transgression still Thou hast a whores forehead thou wouldst not be ashamed when I saw how that by all occasions rebellious Israel had played the Harlot I cast her away and gave her a bill of divorcement yet her rebellious sister Judah was not afraid but shee went also and played the Harlot But I have sinned not only against the mercies of the Lord but against his fatherly corrections and chastisements So did they In vain have I smitten your children They have received no correction Thy bellowes are burnt the lead is consumed of the fire the founder melteth in vaine for the wicked are not plucked away For his wicked covetousnesse I am angry with him and have smitten him I hid me and was angry yet he went on frowardly in the way of his owne heart yet for all this the Lord saith I have seene his waies and will heal him I will lead him also and restore comforts unto him and his mourners But I have committed one sin often So did they Thou hast played the harlot with many lovers But I have continued a long time in sin So did they We have not obeyed the voice of the Lord from our youth unto this day But my sins are against knowledge and conscience So did David concerning Bathsheba and in putting Vriah to death and so did Peter sin when he said and sware That he knew not the man and that he was not with him But I am fallen back from what I have beene So were they Return thou backsliding Israel But I have willingly and resolvedly forsaken God So did they Oh generation take heed to the word of the Lord. Have I beene as a wildernesse unto Israel or a land of darknesse Wherefore saith my people wee are Lords we wil come no more unto thee But I have willingly chosen sin So did they saying Wee have loved strangers and after them will wee goe But I have seduced others and caused them to sinne So had they Thou hast also taught the wicked ones thy wayes And King Manasseh seduced the people to doe more evill then did the Nations whom the Lord destroyed before the children of Israel and made Judah also to sinne with his Idols Yet Manasseh obtained mercy when Amon his sonne a lesser sinner perished in his sinnes That men may know that the Lord will have mercy upon whom he will have mercy and whom he will hee hardeneth But I have sinned as much as I could So had they Behold thou hast spoken and done as evill things as thou couldst But my sinnes are committed notwithstanding many vowes and Covenants against them So were theirs Thou saidst I will no more transgresse but like an harlot thou runnest about upon every high hill and under every greene tree thou wanderest playing the Harlot But I have justified my self in all my sins So had they yet thou saist because I am innocent surely his wrath shall turne from mee Behold I will enter into Judgement with thee because thou saist I have not sinned But I despaire having no hope of mercy This is worst of all yet so did they Thou saidst there is no hope c. And saith Jeremiah in his Lamentations when I cry he shutteth out my prayers And I said my strength and my hope is perished from the Lord and Job saith My Hope hath he removed like a tree Abraham believed in hope against hope Ye were sometimes without hope and without God in the world saith Paul to the Church of Christ in Ephesus these had been in thy condition and yet found mercy be therefore of good cheare saith David concerning his and thy God I was of his low and hee helped me The riches brought grace is unsearchable All that know his name will trust in him c. 2. Consider that it is thy selfe-deceit which dictates unto thee that thou mightest pleade for mercy if thy sinnes were fewer and smaller or thy selfe better the sicker thou art the more standst thou in need of such a Physician as Christ is oh make the more hast unto him he came not to call the righteous but sinners to repentance He will save none but the ungodly and these without works or any of their previous Qualifications 3. Consider that God makes his grace to superabound where sinne did but abound And if thou art a greater sinner then David then art thou dearer to Christ then him for he paid more for thee then for him As Jacob loved Rachel more then Leah because he suffered and endured most for her And as the Prodigals father rejoyced most in his lost and dead sonne though he had spent his owne and his fathers substance with Harlots Even so thou who art the greatest sinner didst cost Christ most and art certainly become dearest unto him we have an eminent example of this in the Prophesie of Jeremiah Is Ephraim my deare sonne he is a pleasant childe for since I spake against him I doe earnestly remember him still therefore my Bowels earne towards him I will surely have mercy upon him saith the Lord. 4 Consider that for a regenerate person upon commission of sin immediately and directly to have an eye to the covenant of grace and to believe the pardon of his sinns is the way to get such assurance as brings true and solid comfort such a course was taken to heale men stung of the fiery scorpion they were to looke upon the brazen serpent if once twice yea seaven times a day so often as they were stung so often looking were healed This the Apostle Paul exhorted the Hebrewes to in the like case they had backsliden and come near to the sin against the holy Spirit and the roote of
be pleased with thousands of Rams or with ten thousand rivers of oyle Shal I give my first borne for my transgression the fruit of my body for the sin of my soul No all this is ashes and all those that have not bread must die for hunger It is the vvill of God that the ends of the earth look up to Christ that those who have no price nor mony of their own might have milke and honey freely All the duties performances and righteousnesse which poor miserable man accounts gaine shall if he belong to Christ be by him counted a gaine to be losse for Christ And it would be seasonable to remember what the wise man saith Whoso trusteth in his owne heart is a foole Hence it appears that the strength and confidence of a deluded man may be so great that it may seem unto himselfe an unreasonable thing once to question it yea such an ones confidence of his salvation may be greater and stronger then the faith of some of the Lords deare ones and yet be false and nothing but a delusion of Satan and a deceived heart It is not the greatnesse or strength of any mans confidence can assure its possessor that it is not a delusion but confidence is proved to be true oâ— false by the ground of it the cause and foundation of it if it be grounded upon or caused by any mans qualifications either abstinence from sinne doing of good or upon his inward peace comfort joy c. it is false But if it be founded upon Christ alone in his free grace from the word and promise of God then it will hold in a storm In his word do I hope But I hope in thy word Did God give thee a tast not only of a river of Divine consolation running by thee but a relish and digestion of the matchlesse goodnesse of the Lord Jesus from a fountaine thereof before thee and transform thee into his own image thereby I say did God so convince thee that thou becamest lost and fatherlesse in thy owne sight and apprehension and perswade thy soul that he hath mercy for thee and cause thee to hope in him for it it is no delusion For the eye of the Lord is upon them that hope in his mercy And this is the work of God to perswade the heart to rest upon his free mercie in Christ did but God work upon thy heart so that thou longest for and thirstest after Christ and an interest in him and in his estimable goodness certainly thou art not deluded God is thine for he satisfieth the longing soule and fils the hungry soul with goodnesse Wherein Faith and Presumption differ He that presumes his confidence of pardon is without ground he hath no word of God to back his confidence but his confidence is fetched from his own conceits he seeks not life in and from Christ his word and promise and if he doth receive a promise he receives it upon his own qualifications without respect unto Christ and drawes conclusions of life from what he himselfe is and his owne doings and as his owne righteousnesse was never unto him as drosse and dung so he depends upon his faith and not upon Christ by faith his conâ—idence being grounded upon his own being so good or not so bad as others like the proud Pharisee such an one was never fatherless nor did he ever receive the sentence of death in himselfe and for that sin never revived in him he never died but was alwaies perswaded that it is a very easie thing to believe and assumes a confidence contrary to the word of God which hardens him and renders him bold to venture upon sinful practises whereas he that truly believes in Christ Jesus receives no promise of life but in and through him in the riches of his grace and for the sake of Christ this poor believer wil suffer the losse of all things his hope and helpe is only in the Lord his faith works by love he abhors that which is evil and cleaves unto that which is good and having this hope in him purifies himself as Christ is pure the Lord purifies his heart by Faith Who are weak members of Christ The weake member of Christ or the weake believer is either habitually or accidentally weak 1. I terme those habitually weake in whom the breathings or fruits of the Spirit are but in a low infant-like and feeble measure or degree True grace is very little at first and therefore compared to the least of grains mustard-seed A huge Oak was but an Acorne at first a bonefire a spark A poor weak believer is little in his own eyes and little in the eyes of the world the Pupil of the eye is very little yet seeth a great part of the heaven at once though faith be no bigger then a mustard seed yet it is all eye to behold Christ True grace is as the morning light and hath these three properties viz. 1. It is a remaining seede a living spring that shal never fail 2. It is stil growing and increasing its going forth is as the morning and riseth up to a glorious day 3. It wil in the end overcome all that overshadows it A poore weake believer being at first but a babe in Christ and consequently feeble is upon that account by the Spirit of the Lord in Isa 40. 11. likened unto a Lamb in Christs fold He shall gather the Lambs with his arme c. And hereupon God the father appoints Jesus Christ for poore sin-weakened believers as in Isa 61. 1. The Spirit of the Lord is upon me and he hath annointed me to preach good tidings to the meeke he hath sent me to bind up the broken hearted A true member of Christ may be weak in respect of life in whom indeed the spirit breaths though faintly whose pulse beats but feebly whose heart pants after Christ but weakly whose soul is indeed alive though his actions not lively who performs spiritual duties from an internal principle or power of spiritual life though but in the initiation of it in whom Christ who is the wisdome of the Father shines though through many clouds very dimly whose faith is weak who indeede receives Christ and his free grace though with a shaking hand who is a believer though but of little faith who hopes that Christ wil not cast him off though not sure he wil take him up who though he cannot see himself worthy can notwithstanding see God gracious or at least hath a glimmering thereof A poor weak believer is described by a desire to fear the name of the Lord and if this be all thou hast it is accepted there is as much difference betweene some of the Lords people as between willing and doing a will to obey the Lord is sometimes all that a blessed Paul can finde One may be a
rids the soule of all its distempers doubts feares and discouragements we may not separate the Spirit from faith nor faith from the Spirit nor Christ from both 5. By faith in Christ thou shalt be kept in perfect peace it will sweetly and transcendently refresh the soule thou shalt keep him in perfect peace because he trusts in thee Being justified by faith we have peace with God by faith we apprehend Christ our Justification the fruit of which is joy and peace 6. By unbelief we adde sinne unto sinne in the highest nature if we believe not what God saith we accuse God of speaking falsely he that believeth not hath made God a lyer It is impossible for God to lye the strength of Israel cannot lye nor can it be any dishonour to God or danger to thy selfe to hope in his mercy and believe in him The eye of the Lord is upon them that hope in his mercy 7. As bad as thou canst be have been received unto mercy Jesus Christ came into the world to save sinners This is a faithfull saying and worthy of all acceptation When thou layest in thy blood it was a time of love He justifies the ungodly While we were yet sinners Christ dyed for us have hope therefore feare not but believe the Lord will command his loving kindnesse in the day time and in the night his song shall be with thee hope thou in God 8. Unbeliefe streightens thy heart stops thy mouth and hinders thy thankfulnesse and praysing of God thou shalt be dumb because thou believest not 9. Unlesse we believe we can never glorifie God Abraham staggered not at the promise of God through unbeliefe but was strong in faith giving glory to God 10. Our naked cleaving to God in his free promise shall carry down all our distempers at once and drowne them in it as in a Sea the promises will answer all thy doubts and feares whatsoever and fill our soules with peace in believing 11. By our unbeliefe wee oppose riches of grace and love yea that love that could love enmity it selfe and reconcile those unto God that are enmity against him There is but looking up to Christ Jesus and salvation is in thy soule and believing with thy heart and thou art saved thou wert saved by Christ before but now in thy selfe Jesus Christ and forgivenesse of sins in his name and redemption through his blood is the first and only thing held forth in the Gospel to sinners the other mysterie of Righteousnesse is revealed to believers forgivenesse of sins is first taught that they may believe and the other glorious mysteries are taught that they may know what they believe they are first to see Gods love and afterwards his glory Jesus Christ crucified is the best story for sinners and Jesus Christ exalted for Saints and therefore it is that in all the Apostles Sermons the story of blood and redemtion was first preached and when they did believe that then they wrote Epistles and Revelations of greater things unto them so as they spake of Christ only to make them beleeve and wrote to them of him when they did beleeve Salvation is not made any puzzling work in the Gospel it is plainly easily and simply revealed Jesus Christ was crucified for sinners this is salvation and this work of salvation is past and finished sins are blotted out sinners are justified by him that rose for their justification now that which we must do to be saved is to believe in the Lord Jesus Jesus Christ and the promise is annexed thou shalt be saved All that is to be done in the work of salvation is to believe that there is such a worke and that Christ dyed for thee among all those other sinners he dyed for This is the commandment that ye believe on his Son Jesus Christ that is that ye be perswaded of such a thing that Christ was crucified for sins and for your sins and we are called on to believe because they only that can believe are justified by him all that believe are justified so that salvation is not a business of our working and doing it was done by Christ with the Father Sin Satan and hel were all triumphed over by Christ himself openly for us and all our worke is no worke of salvation but in salvation in the salvation we have by Christ We receive all not doing any thing that we may receive more but doing because we receive so much and because we are saved therefore we work not that we may be saved and yet we are to worke as much as if we were to be saved by what we doe because so much is done already for us and to our hands as if we were to receive it for what we did our selves this is short work believe and be saved and yet this is the only gospel work and way Christ tels ye in few words and his Apostles in as few As Moses lifted up the Serpent in the wildernesse so must the Son of man be lifted up that whosoever believes on him should have eternal life Saith Saint Paul say not in thy heart who shall ascend into heaven that is to bring Christ from above or who shall descend into into the deepe that is to bring Christ from the dead but what saith it the word is nigh thee even in thy mouth and in thy heart the word of faith which we preach if thou shalt confesse with thy mouth the Lord Jesus and shalt believe in thy heart that God raised him from the dead thou shalt be saved The work is already done but then thou shalt see that it is done There are five grounds why salvation is so soone done 1. Because it was done before by Christ but not believed on before by thee til now 2. Because it is the Gospel way of dispensation to assure and passe over salvation in Christ to any that will believe it 3. There needs no more on our sides to work or warrant salvation to us but to be perswaded that Christ Jesus died for us because Christ hath suffered and God is satisfied now suffering and satisfaction is that great worke of salvation 4. Because they and they only are justified who can believe Righteousnesse is revealed from faith to faith all that believe are justified 5. That it may be by grace and not of works being justified freely by his grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus How God begets faith in an unbeliever We are commanded to believe and faith is the gift of God and the Spirit of Christ without which we can do nothing enlightens our understandings and worketh faith in us and hereupon our believing is said to be the work of God and the Spirit having set up a divine light in our understandings we being before altogether darknesse bowes our hearts to believe and indeede without
heart of unbeliefe in departing from the living God 3. From the lying vanities we have chosen they that hearken unto lying vanities forsake their owne mercies 4. From ignorance heedlesnesse and forgetfulnesse of the fulnesse and freenesse of the promise of God and his everlasting covenant of grace and from living by sense and not by faith 5. From unskilfulnesse of the word of righteousnesse 6. From the want of watchfulnesse against sin the not keeping of a clear conscience omission of duties and loose walking with God these will raise tumults in the soul 7. From building our hope and comfort upon that which is mutable and uncertaine upon our own personal Sanctification and not upon Christ and our free justification by him who is made unto us of God Wisdom Righteousnesse Sanctification and Redemption 8. From ouâ— owne false reasonings as to conclude that we have no work â—o grace wrought upon us because we as present cannot see or feele any grace in our selves thus many weake believers that are through Christ right precious in the sight of God are subject to delude themselves in chusing trouble and preâ—erring it before comâ—ort 9. From the bodies distemper with melancolly and troubling your selves with the event of things and from pride which hinders a quiet submission unto God in that condition inward or outward which he hath led us unto and from want of patience to wait upon him for deliverance out of trouble in the use of means 10. From want of consideration of the ground of the trouble and enquiry whether it ought to be a cause of discouragement or not 11. From too much eying of sinne or an over-sensiblenesse of infirmities and not eying of Christ with them the conscience enlighted siding with the law against it self 12. From the poor creature striving to get out of its dungeon by its ownwrestling whereby in steed of gaining inlargment it heightens its own distempers 13. From unbelief which takes the law and applies the same with the threats thereof unto the soule therby occasioning fears and discouragements 14. From ignorance of the love of Christ and when the blessed spirit of truth doth once come into the soule and discover the love of Christ unto it its doubts are immediately resolved and it is sweetely revived 15 From slighting the means that God hath given for our recovery we are indeed with thankfulnesse to use the means and yet to know that means cannot cure a soul it must be the operation of the Spirit of Christ in the soul which is as God pleases 16. From Gods not appearing to and the Spirits not operating in the soule the operation whereof discovers unto the soule the overflowing fulnesse of the loves of Christ and brings the soule to believe in the Lord Jesus and trust in his mercy Our carnal reason and corrupt hearts and Satan with his suggestions are so neere us and before our eyes that we cannot see God and we hearken so much unto what these dictate that we mind not the blessed voice of the Spirit of Christ which would revive and fill our soules with joy and peace in believing and make us so wise and strong in his time that we should not any more cast away our confidence in God And as Gods love which is free ful and perfect is discovered to the soule so yea in the same measure anr doubts and feares cast out Perfect love casts out fear and the poore creature is made perfect in love Nine Reasons against fears and discouragements in a believer raised from Isaiah 41. 10. Fear thou not for I am with thee be not dismayed for I am thy God I wil strengthen thee yea I wil help thee yea I wil uphold thee with the right hand of my Righteousnesse The first reason is Because it is against Gods command for a believer to feare or be discouraged fear thou not 2. Because thou hast the presence of God to helpe thee I am with thee 3. Because a believer hath an interest in God which is a happinesse beyond all miseries I am thy God 4. Because nothing can befall him but what God appoints who loveth him 5. Because whatsoever befals him shall do him good 6. Because the bitternesse shal be but short 7. Because fears and discouragements never do any good but much hurt they deprive us of many an opportunity of doing Christ service 8. Because fears are doubts are unsuitable for a Saint the fearful and unbelieving shall have their part in the lake c. with Sâ—rcerers Idolaters and Lyars 9. Because fears are unreasonable for a child of God the Lord having given unto his many sweet and precious promises That they shall not want any good thing he hath said I will never leave thee nor forsake thee they are therefore safe and neede not to fear but in God alwaies rejoice and sing praises to him One and twenty several means to be used by poore weake believers for their settlement in the assurance of the love of God when they are tossed with tempests and incompassed with discouragements viz. 1. Means Commune with thine owne heart and make diligent search to find out what it is that troubles thee Reason within thy selfe Why art thou cast downe O my soule and disquieted within me c. 2. Means Renounce all lying vanities and hearken unto none of them hearken not to the voice of thine own heart it is a lying vanity and wil deceive thee Hearken not unto sense Thomas said he would not believe unlesse he might see and thrust his hand into his side but such sensual practises are to be abhorred by us for it is no other but to consult with flesh and blood which cannot discern spiritual things and is condemned some wil see an holy frame of Spirit in themselvs and feele sinne subdued before they wil believe this is sensual for faith lookes not to such things as these but to God in his word therefore we live not by sight but by faith blessed are they which have not seen yet have believed Hearken not unto carnal reason for in so doing thou canst neither believe submit to God not be setled Reason wil say a Virgin cannot bring forth a child and that a woman ninetie years of age is past conceiving a child Reason contradicts God himselfe and saith these things cannot be can reason believe that the wals of Jericho fel down by faith and that the Saints stopped the mouths of Lyons and quenched the violence of fire Yet faith did it Is it likely or possible to reason for a man to walke upon the sea or Peter did Did not Christs command seeme vain to Peters reason that he should then cast hâ—s net into â—he sea seeing he had cast it in so often and fished all night and caught nothing Can reason
of righteousnesse it is none other then the worke of the Spirit to convince the world of sin and of righteousnesse to be convinced of sin is for the soule to see it self utterly lost and undone by reason of its sins They confesse they are vile and abhorre themselves they loath themselves for their deeds And to be convinced of righteousnesse is to see that our owne best performances and righteousnesses are but dung and dross and as menstrous cloathes for a man cannot come to expect life and salvation from Christ alone until his own righteousnesse be as vilenesse to him in reference to the attaining of any happinesse therefrom this vision of God brings the soule to see it self and to cry out There remaineth no strength in me My comelinesse is turned in me into corruption Certainly it is a principle of grace that takes us off from nature and an effect of our being born of God to be unbottomed from our carnal principles and when the soul is taken off its owne bottome it must have another to rest upon or it sinks Therfore whensoever God takes away the poore soules sandie foundation which is its false and groundless hopes of the mercy of God he then gives it a better in himselfe As to the last branch viz. That thou hast many suggestions that thou hast no worke of grace wrought upon thee It is Satan that tempts Christs babes to cast away their confidence which to doe is directly repugnant to the mind of Christ therefore if Satan suggest unto thee that thou hast no faith thou mayest answer If I have it not in the act to my own knowledg yet I may have it in the grace it selfe and if he reply that both he and your selfe know that you have no grace at all make this defence to his replication that he knowes not And if I should entertaine such a thought against my selfe I may be deceived for as fire raked up in the ashes appeares not either by light or heate so grace raked up in the ashes of corruption may not for the present appear to others or thy selfe though it may be there all the time 2. Evade the divels suggestions further as thus If I have no grace why lettest thou me not alone as thou dost others and as thou didst mee when I tooke my fill of sinne Then thou toldest mee I had faith when I had none I have found you a lyer therfore I wil not hearken unto you I am the more confident that I have grace for that thou tellest me I have none he is a lyer and the father of lies 3. And suppose I have no grace there is no reason why I should despaire because every one of the Lords dear ones were once without grace and in the state of nature At that time ye were without Christ being aliens from the Commonwealth of Israel strangers having no hope and without God in the world But now in Christ Jesus yee who sometimes were afarre off are made nigh by the blood of Christ Which in times past were not a people but are now the people of God Which had not obtained mercy but now have obtained mercy Many are ordained unto eternall life which doe not yet actually believe put the case at the worst there can be no ground for despaire But I will use the meanes wait upon God and trust him with my soule if mercy come I shall magnifie his name there is nothing too hard for God Lord if thou wilt thou canst make mee cleane My soule is filled with terrours I have an Hell within mee I feele the wrath of God in my soule and have for a long time remained in this condition 1. Consider That though this be a very sad condition yet it is no other then such as hath attended the deare and precious Saints of God and it should not be a strange thing unto us but expected and prepared for by us Looke back upon David a precious and dear child of God who reckoning upon such a time when by dismall desertions he should take a turne in the darke and dampe vallies of the shadow of death and be encompassed with dreadfull terrours and sore trialls treasures up a word of comfort in readinesse Though I walke through the valley of the shadow of death I will feare none evill for thou art with mee thy rod and thy staffe comfort me and the blessed Spirit of Christ invites thee to stay thy selfe upon thy God and wee may indeed feele his almighty arme sustaining us when we behold not his face shining upon us And though Christ the Sunne of Righteousnesse do set in thy soul at night yet Hee shall arise in the morning and this Sun cannot suffer a totall eclipse as the worlds comforts often do or as the Moon because the Moone of our sins and corruptions which interposes between us and Christ is far lesser then Christ 2. Consider if Hemans Jobs Davids and Jeremiahs condition did not runne Parallel with thine saith Heman Lord why castest thou off my soule Why hidest thou thy face from mee I am ready to die whilst I suffer thy terrours I am distracted thy fierce wrath goeth over me thy terrours have cut me off Job cryed saying he hath kindled his wrath against me and counts me to him as one of his enemies And David in temptation judging himself according to the law sense and feeling said I am cast out of his sight horror hoth overwhelmed me And Jeremiah said * He hath lead me into darknesse and not into light he hath broken my bones and compassed me with gall Hee hath made my chaines heavie he hath filled me with bitternesse thou hast removed my soule farre off from peace and I said my strength and my hope is perished from the Lord. Some conceive that if God loved them there should not be any tempests in their soules but in stead of wrath and terrors a sweet calme of peace and joy not remembring that the Lord hath his way in the whirlwind and in the storm and the clouds are the dust of his feete Some of Gods people enjoy peace and comfort and yet his righteous servant Job wants them saith he unto God Why dost not thou pardon my transgressions c. Thou hast set mee as a mark against thee so that I am a burden unto my selfe Our comfort and firme consolation consists not in our freedome from terrours but in the spirits revelation of truth unto the soule 3. The Angel of the Lord said to Gideon The Lord is with thee But Gideon said Oh my Lord if the Lord bee with us why then is all this fallen upon us c. The poore soule is ready to say if the Lord bee with us why then is all this befalne us why then are wee so full of terrors The Lord may now bee with thee
and thou maiest be as well mistaken as Gideon was 4. Consider that the greatest peace any saint enjoyes is not any ground of incouragement for him to believe and likewise remember that no terrors that ever take any of Gods Jobs Davids or Jeremiahs ought in the least to discourage them in believing for our happiness consists not in any thing that wee can â—ee feele or apprehend in our selves but in the word and promise of our God and in that wee are knowne of him who loves us and comprehends us in himselfe not imputing our trespasses unto us but his righteousnesse without works 5. Hearken what the Lord saith by his Prophet Isaiah and cast all thy fears of hell upon God in a promise and trust in the Lord when thou art in the flames of this fire thou shalt not be burnt With God nothing is impossible oh troubled soule the day spring from on high hath by the tender mercies of our God visited us and so it will visit thee also and give light to thee that sittest in darkness and in the shadow of death to guide thy feete in the way of peace 6. Consider whether poring too much upon thy sins untill thou wert filled with despaire hath not brought thy terrors upon thee consider whether thy omissions and commissions against conscience have not augmented thy horrour and looke that thou skin not thy self againe with thy performances and duties and remember that what is a great cause of mourning is not the least ground of dispaire Oh therefore cast not away your confidence for yet a little while and hee that shall come will come and will not tarry And say with the Prophet Micah When I sit in darknes the Lord shall be a light unto mee He will bring mee forth into the light and I shall behold his righteousness I have no love to Christ I am an enemie to him and not fit for him 1 The reason why thou lovest not Christ is because thou livest not in the apprehension of his rich love because thou hast not the heart-breaking sight and sense of the pardon of thy sinnes by him Wee love him because hee loved us first the manifestation of this love unto a poore soule constraines it to love him againe 2. Dost thou apprehend thy selfe an enemy to God so were the dearest of Gods children While wee were yet enemies we were reconciled to God by the death of his Son c. Enemies cannot deserve nor desire a Christ yet God gives forth a Christ unto such 3. It is impossible for thee to fit thy selfe for Christ If thou seest such a necessity of him as that without him thou art undone and hereupon pantest after him he hath brought thee absolutely under his promise oh then go to him and thou shalt speed he is faithful that hath promised He wil draw thee unto him with the cords of a man with bands of love and with loving kindnesse He saith also He that cometh unto me I wil in no wise cast out And Christ adds further I and my Father are one And we give power to the faint and to them that have no might we adde strength Even the youths shall faint and be weary and the young men shall utterly fall But they that wait upon the Lord shall renew their strength they shall mount up with wings as Eagles they shall run and not be weary and they shall walke and not faint Remember this that if God hath wrought in thee to hunger and thirst after righteousnesse that is Christ he himself hath pronounced thee blessed a desire after Christ and his righteousnesse is no other then the off-spring of the Spirit and life of Christ in the soule the best perswasion for Christ is to see in our selves no preparation for Christ at all None but fitted or prepared ones will take Christ yet is no preparation to be forced on any as mans work in any sense There are indeed many sweete and precious promises in the word but those who have a propriety in them are believers and I am none Poore soule Consider three things 1. Consider that you may be mistaken in your selfe and think you do not when you do believe and herein may you erre on the one hand as the carnal man doth on the other he thinks he doth believe when he doth not and you think you do not when you do believe as a cheater would put off his brasse for gold so an honest man may suspect his gold to be brass It is a great signe and symptome of faith to have a sight and sense of our owne infidelity and unworthinesse 2. I grant that none may apply a promise of life but such as believe yet the promises are for all the elect thou knowest not but that thou art one of them when God shall give thee faith thou shalt know thy interest in the promises In the meane time stay thy selfe with this that the Lord Jesus gave himselfe for enemies and to justifie the ungodly Be not dismayed God may save you hearken unto what the Lord saith I will have mercy upon her that had not obtained mercy and I will say unto them Thou art my people and they shall say thou art my God Oh sweet place then by no means yeild to thy fears nourish not jealousies against the love of God but resolve in the strength of Christ to cleave unto him in his word hold him fast with the Spouse saying My beloved is mine and I am his 3. Consider that if ever any of the light of Gods soule-astonishing love and sinne pardoning mercie dawned upon thy soule if ever hee hath made any spirituall discoveries of his love unto thee and in thee remember with him is no variablenes nor shadow of turning hee changes not and therefore the Sonnes of Jacob are not consumed And though you finde your selfe unbelieving yet you are not to question the truth and certainty of the accomplishment of Gods promises that are in him yea and amen that are sure and not grounded upon your faith but upon his owne grace and upon his Sonne and his righteousness and faithfulness it is not thy unbeliefe that can make the faith of God without effect if wee believe not yet he remaines faithful he cannot deny himselfe I have no assurance of salvation I am not sealed up to the day of redemption and therefore have no faith 1. Consider that faith and assurance are distinct assurance cannot bee without faith but faith may be without assurance assurance is not properly an act of faith but an effect of it and indeed above it After that ye believed ye were sealed with that holy spirit of promise the seede of faith may be in the soule before the soule know it and by how much the greater our feeling and