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and_o all_o other_o needful_a favour_n in_o and_o for_o christ_n jesus_n sake_n amen_n 24._o a_o prayer_n for_o a_o man_n travail_v by_o sea_n about_o his_o lawful_a business_n o_o heavenly_a father_n unto_o who_o ear_n the_o prayer_n of_o humble_a sinner_n have_v freedom_n of_o access_n out_o of_o every_o place_n let_v it_o please_v thou_o to_o incline_v to_o i_o who_o be_v provoke_v by_o my_o own_o present_a need_n and_o take_v heart_n unto_o myself_o by_o thy_o liberal_a &_o large_a promise_n do_v desire_n to_o pour_v out_o my_o soul_n before_o thy_o majesty_n here_o o_o lord_n by_o reason_n of_o the_o call_n and_o place_n in_o which_o it_o have_v be_v thy_o providence_n to_o rank_n i_o i_o be_o come_v down_o to_o the_o sea_n in_o a_o ship_n and_o i_o do_v now_o see_v thy_o work_n and_o continual_o behold_v thy_o wonder_n in_o this_o deep_a how_o easy_a a_o thing_n be_v it_o unto_o thou_o when_o thou_o raise_v a_o storm_n &_o lift_a up_o the_o wave_n not_o only_o to_o toss_v we_o 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our_o forget_v thou_o in_o the_o day_n of_o our_o plenty_n but_o chief_o our_o loathe_n of_o that_o spiritual_a mannah_n that_o heavenly_a diet_n of_o thy_o sacred_a word_n provide_v in_o thy_o abundant_a mercy_n for_o our_o soul_n o_o make_v we_o ashamed_a for_o these_o and_o other_o our_o monstrous_a sin_n beside_o those_o personal_a evil_n wherewith_o we_o be_v each_o of_o we_o just_o to_o be_v charge_v beget_v in_o we_o a_o care_n to_o renounce_v and_o forsake_v our_o sin_n equal_a to_o our_o desire_n for_o the_o put_v away_o of_o thy_o judgement_n forgive_v we_o in_o jesus_n christ_n and_o vouchsafe_v we_o as_o a_o pledge_n of_o thy_o love_n strength_n and_o grace_n to_o walk_v in_o a_o great_a measure_n of_o obedience_n then_o heretofore_o and_o now_o o_o lord_n teach_v we_o to_o rely_v upon_o thy_o provide_v and_o to_o know_v that_o when_o all_o thing_n fail_v yet_o thy_o mercy_n be_v the_o same_o and_o thy_o power_n to_o help_n be_v not_o diminish_v thou_o can_v sudden_o by_o 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