suppose beginning in the hand or foot if it be suffered further to spread will be their death when Zipporah saw her husbands life endangered if not her own she circumcised her son and cut off his foreskin which otherwise she was loath to do Thus God presents sinners with a true apprehension of his eternall wrath due unto them for their sinne and sets hell-gates open before them in the way of their lusts and fills their hearts with such terrours and horrours that they see no safety to their souls in the ways of sin and so as Pharaoh by strong hand at length did let the people go and the Philistines sent home the Ark so God if he love us especially makes us weary of sin and saves us even by fear not to say that such as have most smarted for sin at first in the pangs of their new-birth are not so easily drawn back to such or any other sins Again the spirit of bondage becomes to them a spirit of sanctification and it may be observed that such of all others as have been deep liest wounded at the first prove the holiest Christians afterward throughout the whole course of their lives 2 As the spirit of bondage proves a spirit of liberty freeing men from sin 2 God doth this to the increase of their joy and of Sanctification delivering from the power of sin so also it leads men to sound and solid joy and true comfort there is no comfort but to such The first work of the Comforter even when it is sent by that name and to that intent is first to convince of sinne so Habbak 3.16 and Psalm 94.12 13. Ease to sores which being whole do throb and rage is got by pricking lancing searching sleep is sweetest after labour and a pardon from the King most acceptable when after judgement passed the head hath been laid on the block and joy follows the labour of child-bearing 3 as also for their greater honour Rom. 8. 3 I might adde that God takes this course with such as he will convert to glorifie them the more thus to sanctifie them and to make them the more glorious in holinesse and holinesse we know or sanctification is the beginning of our glorifications Yea it is their glory thus to be made vessels to bear the name and glory of Christ before men which none do more then such as have been deepliest humbled Such of all other are fittest and ablest to glorifie God as having most experience of his justice mercy wisdome goodnesse and can best speak to his praise which to do is our glory more then his God gets nothing by us our acknowledgement of him makes him no wiser juster holier happier then he ever was even before any creature was made when he then sets and imprints on us the stamps of his glory and shews forth in us his justice mercy goodnesse c. That is in deed and for substance our gloglory not his There is somewhat excellent truly added to us nothing to him 2. God takes this course with converts for his owne honour And yet we may truly say God takes the aforesaid course with those he means to convert for his own glory that is for the further manifestation of the same and for this main end that the whole worke of conversion may appear to be his not ours 1. That of his Justice 1. His very Justice manifests its selfe in and by these terrours of conscience whilst the convicted sinner is made to see the depth of his own ill deservings is presented with the sight of hell which by such is acknowledged and made inwardly to acknowledge that it were but justice in God to cast him into the same yea so strong is this apprehension in some that for a long time they can see nothing but justice Howsoever this makes them at first and ever after to confesse and give the glory of justice to God acknowledging how just their condemnation should be if God did deal with them according to their deserts being ready ever to justifie God as cleer whensoever he judgeth Psal 51 4. Rom. 3.4 Thus all by sin are brought under the Law and the Law is let loose upon sinners threatens damnation and nothing but justice appears and vers 19. that every mouth may be stopped and all the world may become guilty before God God will not in this work of conversion suffer his justice to be swallowed up of mercy he must and will be acknowledged just before mercifull taking us as it were by the throat Mat. 18.28 bidding us pay all we owe when indeed with that poor woman 2 King 4.1 we have nothing at all to pay And so in every convert he takes away all matter of glorying letting them see the depth of their desert and their own both unworthinesse of mercy and inability and impotency to make themselves any help Isâ— 66.2 Job 9.13 2 His mercy which thus is more felt And by so doing whilst the best are made to tremble before him and that the proud helpers do stoup under him he makes way for his mercy that he may be the more glorified both by shewing mercy and by the acknowledgement of mercy by those that finde mercy as it is Gal. 3.22 The Scripture hath concluded all under sin that the promise by faith of Jesus Christ might be given to them that beleeve or as Rom. 11.32 God hath shut up or concluded them all i. both Jew and Gentile in unbeleef that he might have mercy on all For so by shuting all up under sin and wrath his mercy is more felt and admired by such as finde mercy and thankfully acknowledged The foregoing terrours of justice in the converted which makes them smart makes mercy relish better with them and be more esteemed by them yea all the world may now see and that acknowledge the receiving and conversion of sinners is meerly of mercy None derogate more from Gods mercy and the freenesse and power of his grace then such as not sensible enough of their wounds and misery by sin ascribe somewhat in their conversion to themselves neither can they be so truly thankfull as others And by thanks or offering praise unto God God professeth himself to be glorified So that God by thus humbling men Pal. 50.23 as is said with terrours doth but make way and prepare matter of praise and thanksgiving to himself in due time which accordingly we see given unto him by Paul even upon this ground 1 Tim. 1.13 14 15 16 17. I saith he being before a blasphemer and persecuter and injurious obtained mercy And the grace of our Lord was exceeding abundant Christ came to save sinners of whom I am chief howbeit for this cause I obtained mercy that in me first Jesus Christ might shew forth all long-suffering Now unto the King eternall c. be honour and glory for ever and ever Amen So elsewhere crying out in a sence
in the rest but in all through the breach of every Commandement and neglect of every duty though of some more then other 3 Continnance 3 For long continuance in thy sin til it may be thou art old in the same and hast given the Divel and thy lusts the best of thy time 4 Danger Yea 4. For Danger as bringing thee into hazrard of hardnesse of heart and final impenitency yea of hell torments and so in the apprehension thereof thou must feel thy sin to abound 5 Weight 5. For waight and burthen without making light of it as formerly II. From the curse and judgements due to sin Sin will have sorrow here or hereafter II. Come then tel me again Do not these thy sins bring thee under the Curse wil they not hale thee to judgement either going before thee or following after to judgement Wil not sin even thy sin have sorrow here or hereafter for ever Shall you always rejoyce Is not God of most pure eys Ah! who knows the power of his anger What are millions of men to him though they be never so great when hee is angry What are those glorious Angels of light which he made to him if once they provoke him shewed 1 In examples as of the Angels 2 Pet. 2.4 5 6. Doth hee not turn both Angels and men to destruction for their sin God spared not the Angels that sinned but cast them down to hell and delivered them into chains of darknesse to be reserved unto judgement c. and that for their pride and it may be thou comest but little short of them in Luciferian pride thou man thou woman Yea he spared not the whole race of mankinde which sinning in Adam Of the whole race of mankind in Adam was with him cast out of Paradise into a state of damnation and what was his sin was it not the doing of that which was forbidden him a tasting of forbidden fruit And do thou think with thy self how guilty thou art not onely of that original and first sin of thy nature but of many actuall and wilfull transgressions since and that in the same kinde most eager after such things as of which thou art most restrained And was not the whole world of men women The old world and children eight onely excepted drowned for like lâ—sts violence excess and secure eating and drinking c. as thou art guilty of Did not God turn the cities of Sodom and Gomorrah into ashes for their lusts and uncleanness pride fulness of bread Sodom Idleness and uncharitableness And did hee not bring first the Captivity Ezek. 16. The Jews and since that fearfull dispersion and curse of Cain upon the Jews which lyeth upon them in soul as wel as body to this very day and all for their unbelief and rejection of Christ added to their other sins And in effect art thou not guilty of the same sins who rejectest Christ in his grace and in his offices Ah! think not onely on such hellish torments as often seize on wicked men here on earth 2 In the torments of hel in regard of terrours and horrours of conscience but of the torments of hell it self both endlesse and easelesse prepared for secure sinners when God shall unresistibly come in fury and judgement against them and against all such as now contemn or neglect the time of mercy when his wrath being once kindled shall burn to the bottom of hell into which they shall be cast where their worm dieth not Mark 9.44 and the fire is not quenched This shall be effected on all out of Christ when Christ shall come and be revealed from heaven with his mighty Angels in flaming fire taking vengeance on them that know not God 2 Thes 1.7 8 9 which would seriously be thought on by secure ones now and that obey not the Gospel of our Lord jesus Christ who shall be punished with everlasting destruction from the presence of the Lord and from the glory of his power Ah whose heart trembles not at these things ah that men would seriously think of that tearing of heart and gnashing of teeth which will be in that eternall separation The heart which is not now pricked will be gnawn and eaten yet not consumed which were a mercy by that worm of conscience when in those hellish torments which are endlesse easelesse remedilesse men shall consider how God every Sabbath did stretch out his armes of mercy to embrace them The worm which then will gnaw and they would not how Christ offered a plaister of his own hearts blood to cure them if they would have been but pricked in heart but they made light accout of it and trampled it under their feet The holy Ghost put good motious into their heart convincing them of sinne and judgement and inviting them to godly sorrow with hope of pardon but they rejected those motions and would not be interrupted in their ease joy and false peace The Minister pressed hard to have them yield but they withstood him Oh the deep wounds the grievous bitings and stingings and the hellish cries that these and like thoughts then but too late will work and fetch from such poor souls And what a grief is it now to the hearts of their godly and conscionable Ministers and others who wish them well parents friends and kindred that these men wil not lay any of these things now in time to heart or be perswaded or intreated to prevent their own everlasting ruine as if all were fables which we tell them and framed onely to scare them What fables and scarecrows Ah dearly beloved let neither the Devil or your own treacherous hearts delude you but know that God is truly displeased with your sins as being many wayes dishonoured grived and wounded in his name and glory by the same yea 3 In and by the sufferings of Christ and of Gods severity against sin appearing therein is infinitely just as as well as mercifull and that howsoever he gave his Sonne in the greatest mercy to become man for us yet his justice against sin did equally appear in subjecting him his onely dear and beloved Son to such a cursed shamefull and opprobrious and painfull death for sinners in whom thus dying we may see Gods severity which was shewed against this his beloved Son oncestanding in our stead His justice could not be satisfied with Gold or any thing corruptible not with thousands of rams or with ten thousands of rivers of oyl yea 1 Pet. 1 18 19 Micah 6 7. Psal 49.7 8. not with the death and sacrifice of our onely or first-born children The redemption of souls is precious and in regard of any humane or created power price or means ceaseth for ever It is not the death or intreaty of an Angel could do it no nor barely the intreaty of God the Son himself How Christ was pricked for us It must cost the price of his
Text they presumed on nothing in themselves but said to the Apostles What shall wee do yet not by our own strength no and on no power or worthiness in man as Peter and John in case of healing the lame man ascribed all to Christ his power and grace Act. 4.12 16. and nothing at all to their own power or holinesse so is it much more in the conversion of a sinner and in true repentance where is not onely the restoring the lame to his feet but the born blinde to his sight the deaf to hearing and in a word the dead to sense and life This presumption keeps men in whole or in part from Christ that they feek not to him or depend not wholly on him for this and all other grace as having the same at least in part within the compasse of their own power and so not fully and heartily seeking to Christ or depending on Christ his grace and power for it by going wholly out of themselves they wholly go without true and saving contrition otherwise then in seeming and in theiorwâ—n presumption and thus harbouring though secretly it may be and so as they take no great notice of it a conceit of some sufficiency in themselves they misse of Christ whose grace and power must either do all or in effect it doth nothing at all these by presumption think they need not so much be beholding to the grace of Christ as contrariwise some men apprehending the greatnesse of wrath due to them for their sin which whiles some closely conceit suffer themselves to be swallowed up of despair for seeing no power or sufficiency at all in themselves for their own help they fall to despaire as well of Gods help as their own and will not seek to Christ which is through a kind of pride stoutnesse and stubbornnesse of heart whereby seeing they cannot have what is needful of their own they will not go to any other to receive it and so their despaire is not out of sight and sense of sin and punishment so much as out of stoutnesse of heart as in Cain whose sins were not so great as King Manasses his were who yet despaired not being both humbled in himself and not without hope of help in God They either despair wholly or in part and so are long kept from comfort And this sometimes keeps even such as otherwise are broken-hearted and prove true Converts from their comfort a long while an apprehension of their own unworthinesse which makes them repel mercy as so exceedingly unworthy of it that they dare not apply the promise Belike then if they were in themselves more worthy they then durst go to Christ as if Christ were not able alone without some worthinesse or power of theirs to save and succour them through a secret Pride undiscerned by them whereby they still object their own unworthinesse but that they must joyn something with Christ in furthering the work of their salvation As such a conceit as this keeps the proud Papist for all his seeming austerity and Compunction from true sorrow for sin and from saving repentance they like Naaman in his fit of pride and scorn refusing their own help healing and salvation because they will not have it so easily without somewhat of their own so these though they have as much Compunction as would and should drive them to Christ yet in a nicenesse because they are such great sinners so disabled so unworthy they dare not be so bold and so couch and lie down under the burthen of their sins conceiting if their sins were lesse fewer or not so hainous they could better hope for mercy and might be bolder to beg it or to cast themselves on it as if God ever accepted any for any righteousnesse of their own whether simple or comparative because they are not so great sinners as some others or yet rejected from mercy the greatest of sinners that in a sense of sin and of the burthen thereof could or would come unto him True Compunction then and contrition of heart must be grounded on some Hope generall at least True Compunction is grounded on Hope in God and not in our selves if not speciall and particular but then that hope must be grounded on nothing in our selves on no power worthinesse and lesse unworthinesse and sinfullnesse of ours but onely on the mercy and goodnes of God in Christ and so by such hope our sorrow shall prove saving and not end in despaire If either thy hope be presumptuous as grounded on thine own power or worthines or none at all in God because thou canst see nothing in thy self to make thee hope thou hast cause to think that thy sorrow is not found It s true many mans sense of sin and miserry is such that in a fit and for a time they either cannot or will not see any ground of hope yet such as God will save are not alwayes left to themselves True Converts are sustained by some hope in God as Lam. 3.18 19 20 21. but are secretly sustained with some hope and perswaded of a possibility of help in God and from his All sufficiency free love and abundance of mercy which he hath for the greatest sinners upon their repentance whereby they are able to say when their soul is humbled or bowed in them this I recall to mind therefore have I hope though formerly they could say my strength and my hope is perished from the Lord so Jonah in the fishes belly I am cast out of thy sight yet I will look again toward thy holy Temple so these Converts in my Text secretly sustain themselves with hope Jonah 2 2 4. and in these Converts in my Text. they say not desperately there is no hope there is nothing to be done all means are in vain but what shall we do Is there no way for us being so guilty to escape our deserved punishment yes certainly if we could light on it ah good Sirs men and brethren let us know it tell us what 's to be done what course is to be holden that we may be saved so that they conceiving some hope and possibility resolve not to go on or to continue in their guiltiness or to adde sin to sin as some in like case desperately would say seeing we must go to hell and be damned we will take our pleasure while we live as one expresseth it and be damned for something but being inwardly and truly touched in soul and heart with sence of their sin as well as of hell and wrath deserved they become truly remorsefull and resolve not to despaire of that goodness and saving mercy offered them in Christ against which they had thus grievously sinned and therefore sustained with some hope of acceptance if they might be well directed to the means thereof they ask saying What shall we do Whereupon they are directed to the true meanes in the next Verse And thus we see their
see the glory of that calling 2. To magnifie the preaching of the word 3 To prefer Christs spiritual presence in the word and Sacraments and are hence taught all of us first To magnifie the preaching yea also the faithfull Preachers of the Gospel though they be men like to our selves and of like infirmities as instruments of Gods power in the conversion and saving of soules as also secondly not curiously to wish or dreame of Christs bodily presence either by conversiing on earth againe as do the Chiliasts or to thinke he cannot be effectually present in the Sacrament unlesse corporally either by Transubstantiation or Consubstantiation No his spirituall presence both in Word and Sacrament by his blessing is more profitable to us c. 2 Cor. 5.16 SECT 3. Why mens conversion is often so long delayed Question 2. Why doth God often defer the conversion of men Quest WHy doth God so long deferre the conversion of his Elect and suffer them to go on so long in sinne before they come to faith and true repentance Answer 1. For his own glory Answ I answer This he doth first for his own glory For the glory 1. Of his power first of his power in so easily subduing the obstinacy of mans will which hath so long hardened it selfe in sinne which will appear wonderfully in the conversion of the Jewes And so he sheweth it is only in his will not in mans will that men are converted otherwise it is most likely that these converts in my text should have repented when Christ preached to them himselfe Secondly of his Freedome and to shew his Spirit is not tied to persons 2 Freedom nor times but like the wind blows and workes freely when and how it listeth Joh. 3 8. Thirdly and especially of his mercy 3 Patience his long-suffering and patience which is more resplendent in and toward such See 1 Tim. 1.13 14. Rom. 11.30 31 32. Answer 2. For their humiliation 2 God thus often doth for the deeper humiliation of such Converts as 1 Tim. 1.15 16 17. And that they might have their mouthes for ever stopped See Rom. 3.19 20 c. 25. Vse 1 Vse 1. It refutes the conceit of such as think it in their power to repent when they will To refute mens practice And to confute the opinion of such as thinke men may accept or reject grace at their pleasure who accordingly deferre repentance upon presumption that at more couvenient time they will convert and return to God Yea it confutes the opinion of such as think the power to accept or reject grace is in themselves Indeed I may say the power to reject grace is in them when God leaves them to themselves as often as he doth leave these presumers otherwise not as in these Jewes But I cannot say that to accept of grace is in mans power till God work it effectually in him though even then for the subject it be man that doth accept of it onely the power yea and will nay the deed and work is from God and his effectuall grace No means prove effectuall or availeable till Gods appointed time doe come no not the preaching of Christ himself why else were these why we no sooner converted why are not the Jewes to this day as yet converted and many of us who have lived long under the means not at all Vse 2 2. This yet teacheth us not to despair of any sinners conversion in this life To despair of no mans conversion here on earth God suffers many long yea some till the very last as the Thiefe on the Crosse and then and not till then shewes them mercy seeking or intending his own glory by that means Thus we doubt not neither question the conversion of the Jewes in Gods fit time we have his promise and he can and will in his own time graffe them in again Rom. 11.23 And we conclude the like concerning such particular persons among our selves as he within himself purposeth to call though we have it not made known unto us who they are therefore we will despaire of none while they live Vse 3 Not to neglect the present time 3. It may yet excite all not to neglect Gods time so farre as we know it or any opportunity of hearing the word by which God converts There is greatest likelihood of conversion where the word is preached for now in the time of the Gospel is the accepted time and day of salvation 2 Cor. 6.2 Other times God may winke at as he pleaseth Act 17.30 but now he commandeth all men every where to repent Know we then our time which is the present and leave we the rest to God Let us take the first next or rather the present opportunity step we in when and so soon as we see the waters troubled John 5.4 which being but at a certain season let us not lose the opportunity seeing there is much time in a little opportunity Luk. 19.42 34. Oh that we would but know then the time of our visitation which many or most of the Jewes did not know though these here in my text did Oh that young men would know that their best and fittest time now that they enjoy the Gospel is the time of their youth Eccles 12.1 That such as have lost so much time of the Gospel and of their age would now at length know the time Rom. 13.11.12 that now it is hight time for them to awake out of sleep The night is far spent the day is at hand said Paul to the Romans but I may say to many Christians among us The day is far spent with them and the night is at hand the night of the Gospells removall from us or at least of death Verse 13. Let us therefore cast off the workes of darknesse and put on the Lord Jesus Christ Luk. 19.13 Revel 1.1 23. Pro 1.14.10 28 Let us know also that there is a time when God will shew no mercy when he will leave men in their hardnesse In a word a period of his patience when no prayers will be heard Vse 4 4 If any have been late commers in as these here who neglected Christs preaching a long time For late commers in 2 Cor. 7.11 Acts 2.41 42 45. let us learne with the Corinthians to be more zealous and of these here likewise who continued stedfastly in the Apostles doctrine and fellowship and conversed devoutly and charitably together selling their possessions and goods parting them to others in the zeale of their love as every man had need To redeeme their time by greater zeale Let us think how much time we have lost how long we have done service to our lusts and to Satan how far we are cast behinde others how much holy knowledge and good experience we might have gained if our time had been better spent how much glory we might have brought to God and withall how
pricking in heart is an effect of Peters Sermon it will teach us this lesson that The best kind of teaching and preaching is that which pricks mens hearts and toucheth woundeth and convinceth their consciences I call it best and that both in regard of Gods glory whose word is thus by convincing men most magnified whether it prove the savour of life or of death seeing men once convinced by it God can more glorifie himself whether in his mercy or justice manifested towards convicted sinners and also in regard of our good and conversion and that for these reasons 1. Because this course is according to Gods own order in the conversion of souls 1 God convinced Adams conscience and so prepared him for the promise of the Messias 2 Christ began his Ministery by preaching repentance 2 Sonne Matth. 4.17 he so dealt with the Jews and with the woman of Samaria Joh. 4 18. 3 yea the comforter 3 Yea the first work of the Comforter is to convince men of sin to their condemnation before he convince them in their judgement of righteousnesse in Christ to their justification see John 16.8.9.10 for indeed there is no true consolation but out of deep humiliation no true joy and comfort but such as issues out of straits of conscience if we speak of men capable and legal convictions The spirit before it comfort it shakes a man and makes him fear see Hebr. 2.14 c. It s a course which God prescribes us his Ministers to use even to cry aloud and not to spare to tell men of their sinnes 2 God prescribes the use of it to cause them to know their abominations and to give them warning of their danger Isa 58.1 2. Ezek. 3.17 and 16.2 3 he blesseth it 3 Lastly its that method which God most blesseth as in Nathans plain dealing with David thou art the man and in other Prophets and in the Baptists preaching Vse 1 For Ministers thus to preach and to leave stings behind them Matth. 3.7 8.9.10 or Luk. 3.7.8 9. with 10 11 c. in his Apostles preaching here Vse 1. It is for the direction of us Ministers who as occasion serves must be full of the wrath of the Lord not preaching pleasing things to tickle the eare but sound saving and wholsome things to prick and wound the heart leaving stings behind us in mens hearts before we bring hony to please their tast first using corrosives by pouring in wine then lenitives oyl to supple heal The words of the wise saith Solomon are as goads and as nails fastened by the Masters of Assemblies whech are given from one shepheard Eccles 12 11. Jer. 23.29 yea Gods word in the mouth of his servants is like a hammer not onely to break the rock in pieces but to drive in those nails even to the head into mens not skins onely goads pierce the skin but flesh and hearts too thence to fetch and draw teares which Saint Augustine calls the blood of the soul Our manner of teaching should be such as not to seek applause to our selves but sobs and tears in you our prayse should be your teares your sighs not your hemms not the clapping of your hands To wring tears from their hearers or Plaudite as at a play but the knocking of your breasts and Plangite as at a funerall It was said of one after an oration made to the people of Athens that he left certain stings in their minds so did Peter here and so should we send you home as much as we can weeping to your closets Pericles in a sence of sinne and danger and so should we wield this sword of the spirit as to aim chiefly at your hearts and so stedfastly and strongly follow home the thrust like Masters of defence as not to suffer you to put it by And to convince 1 Sam. 15.13 14. c. Though such conviction prove not saving Gen. 4.7 Call to Newcastle or methods for discovery of sinne in the Ministers method by your shifts evasions excuses extenuations justifications no more if we had the skill then Samuel would suffer King Saul to evade him till he had convinced him and brought him to confesse his sin And this we must do though our reproofs and convictions do not alwayes prove saving so did not Samuels so did not Gods own reproof and conviction of Cain And Stephens reproof and conviction of the Jews to be the murtherers of Christ had not the same effect with Peters here it was the same sword or word of God but with the point it pricked the one savingly and with the one or both of the edges of it it being not kindly received cut the other to the heart and wōunded them mortally 2 For hearers 1 to submit meekly to the reproofs of the word but of this more elsewhere 2 This teacheth you to desire such kind of teaching not to be displeased with such as so faithfully deale with your souls and to learn of these here who though deeply charged by Peter yea pricked and wounded did not rise against him or say what or who is he this that thus boldly chargeth us but meekly receiving the word of reproof and as guilty persons convinced of their sinnes what shall we do its true alas we indeed are guilty neither should you shew your selves unwilling to have your wounds searched to the bottome 2 Therefore the law is now to be taught under the Gospel 3 It s a good sign to be pricked Treat on Ezek. 16.2 or Gods charge to his Messengers concerning conviction of sinners p. 237. c. or to have your sins discovered and brought to triall seeing all sinne is a traytor to God and his glory and by your unwillingnesse to have it found and brought to judgement you make your selves more guilty But of this as also other uses concerning the needfulnesse much more lawfulnesse of preaching the Law now in time of the Gospel not to justification but to the conviction of sinners and to prepare and bring them to Christ as also that it is no ill signe simply to be met withall netled pricked and troubled in conscience by the word so that we seek or accept of ease and help by the word I say of these and such like uses elsewhere more largely and purposedly CHAP. V. SECT 3. Pricking of heart considered as the fruit of sinne and that sin carries a sting with it 2 The second relation which this Pricking hath is to the sinners themselves and to their sinnes THE second Relation that this pricking hath is to the sinners themselves and to their sinne the fruit whereof we see is at best sorrow fear pricking and wounding of the heart and spirit The word they heard brought to remembrance their sinne and their sinne presented them with wrath and so their heart is struck with horrour fear amazement and confusion the conscience awakened would not suffer them any longer to rest
they sooner make use of the remedy which is of the mercies of God in Christ laid hold on by faith as being well instructed in their tender years in the doctrine of Justification by faith and of the free grace of Christ which they sooner apprehend then others who having lived wicked lives in their ignorance and not having the knowledge of the Gospel are deeplier cast down and longer kept under bondage when once the Law hath fastned on their consciences The like I say of such hearers as live under such teaching where the Law and Gospel are not wisely and intermixedly taught together but either all Law and terrour and no Gospel or very little of it which soon dejects and much terrifieth the conscience but not so soon and hardly if at all raiseth up again or the Gospel and promises of the same without the Law whereby men are soon and much comforted without any great terror going before which comfort therefore in many is justly to be suspected men thereby turning Libertines as well in practice and life as in Doctrine Whereas where both are wisely taught together the hearer is no sooner smitten by the Law but he can look to the promise and somewhat help himself 3 Lastly 3. to come as they are designed to greater or lesser works if we look to the time to come we must know that some are deputed and designed by God to greater works sorer trials harder services then others whom accordingly he prepares by deeper humiliation for as one well saith the higher and greater the building is the deeper must the foundation be laid in the earth As we see in Moses but especially in Paul and David the one being sore though suddenly humbled the other long tried and humbled before he came to be King So S. Austen confesseth that whereas his friend Alipius received his new-birth with little or no strugling he himself found no quietnesse and victory but after great terrours and conflicts And so no doubt others finde it Now there may be good reason for it seeing not onely Satan will more strongly oppose such in their conversion as he foresees are likely to be greater enemies then others to his kingdom but God in wisedom thus deeply humbles them that so giving them experience of his goodnesse assistance as also power in delivering them they might be better prepared by faith to undertake and more secured against all oppositions and difficulties in undertaking the greatest matters and trials which they shall be called unto Thus both Samson and David were prepared for great undertakings the one against Goliah and both against the Philistines by the experience they both had of Gods assistance in their buckling with and mastering of the lion And so from this different dealing of God with those whom he converts From this different dealing of God we observe his wisdome in that he heath not tied himself to one way we may take notice of the wisdome of God who doth all for his own glory and for the greater good of his children 1 If he deeply humble some 1 In those he more deeply humbles Shewing his power and mercy in them it is that he might more magnifie his power in sustaining them in such straits his free grace in delivering them and make them more beholding to him for it and better fitted for great employments yea that others not so deeply humbled may be more thankfull for his more gentle dealing with them and the unconverted might not he hardened in their evill wayes to continue in the same for if God should deal gently with such as have been scoffers of Religion profane wretches oppposers of his truth and people others as bad as they were will be ready to flatter themselves in their evil wayes hoping in like easiy manner to be reformed and striking terrour in others or at least to get heaven as those others have done therefore the Lord will wound and bruise them and not shew mercy to the 〈◊〉 in secret or in hugger mugger but will let all the world see their humiliation as they have been witnesses of their profancenesse and it religion 2 If he deal more gently with others in their conversion 2 In those with whom he deals more gently showing 1 To them his freernesse pity and goodnesse teaching them compassion to others and to walk more warily 2 To others arming them and not so deeply cast them down as it is to shew them the freenesse of his work and of the manner of it as also of his goodnesse favour and pity to them especially when they shall behold other converts brought into greater extremities who are thereby taught to walk as more compassionately to their brethren so deeply wounded so more humbly thankfully and warily lest though they have escaped those pangs of their new birth in the extremity of them yet they meet with after-throws in the course of their lives to their little ease So it is that he might neither discourage others from undertaking this saving work whilest they see some at least to go through it with no great ado 1 Against discouragements and harsh conceits of godlinesse 2 Against opion of merit in their own greater sorrows and to live comfortably and chearfully in that condition of a renewed and regenerate estate which is not necessarily a dumpish melancholick sorrowfull life devoid of pleasure content and comfort nor give the converted who suffer and undergo such extreme terrours and sorrows at first occasion by Satans suggestion and the flattery of their own hearts to think that there is matter of satisfaction or merit in their sufferings whether of congruity or otherwise as if thus avenging themselves of their sinnes by contrition and exercises of mortification and deep humiliation they did either prepare themselves for grace so incroaching on the glory of God of Christ or otherwise as the Popish sort speak drey their penance and make as of themselves some satisfaction to Gods justice which should also much derogate from the free mercy of God and merit of Christ But now when they see that others share in the like benefits and partake equally with them of the blessing and that without such extremities smart and sorrow When they see others partake of equal mercies with lesse sorrows they as we all observing this different dealing of God with sinners cannot but ascribe the whole work of their and our conversion wholly and altogether to Gods mercy and to the power and freenesse of his grace and nothing at all to any merit congruity or worthinesse in our selves As this now said hath shewed us the reasons of Gods different dealing with men in their conversion in regard of the divers degrees and measure of their humiliation so we are led on to consider the Reasons why he will in some measure have all to taste of this distastfull cup at least to be convicted in themselves and some way pricked in conscience before they
of his bondage under the law of sin O wretched man that I am who shall deliver me from the body of this death Rom. 7.24 apprehending his deliverance by Christ he adds I thank God through Jesus Christ our Lord. 3 His power wisdom Lastly the glory of Gods wisdom and power doth also thus shine out to the world by this his manner and method of dealing with converts and in making them new creatures We all do confesse that the works of creation especially the heavens do declare the glory though not the will of God How much more doth his glory appear in this work of effectual Redemption Psal 19.1 where by a like manner of proceeding his glory appears in greater brightnesse as in the creation There and here he works by contraries he in the creation made first a confused vast and grosse Chaos or rude lump where was nothing but darknesse and confusion yet out of that darknesse he brought light out of that confusion he brought order and this goodly frame and comely structure of Heaven and Earth do shew his wisedom power goodnesse beauty and glory beyond all expression Rom. 1.20 21. and he is glorified or should be in and by the right acknowledgement of these Oh how then doth his glory appear when in the new creation or conversion of a sinner he first casts all strong holds and high things into ruinous heapes into rubbish into a confused Chaos staining the pride of man laying him level with the ground what darknesse is in the minde what impotency in the will what confusion in the affections yea what feares and terrours is the confounded soul first brought into and yet such is the infinite power and wisdom of God he out of these ruines raiseth a goodly building even an house a Temple for himself to dwel in he brings light out of darknesse strength out of weaknesse order out of confusion joy out of sorrow and feares in a word heaven out of hell God in dealing roughly with such intends and prepares way for mercy Now for the conclusion of these proofs we hence may see how mans greatest good is wrought and Gods glory most manifested whilst God in the conversion of a sinner shewes himself terrible as there is just cause in us why he should indeed be so and so he is to impenitent sinners and yet intends nothing but love and mercy and by humility to exalt us to glory dealing with us as Joseph dealt at first with his brethren roughly imprisoned some charging all of them to be spies and threatning them and yet he even intended to discover himself in due time as a loving brother unto them Thus before God entred into covenant with his people to be their God Exod. 19. he shewed himself most terrible unto them by lightning fire thunder and black clouds Heb. 12.18 19. c. yea when the Spirit was sent down on the day of Pentecost Act. 2.2 6. there was a mighty rushing winde from heaven and shew of fire whereby they were confounded or troubled in minde and thereby the better prepared to hear that word which so wounded and pricked these converts in their heart And so was Elias prepared to hear the still voyce of God in which God made his will known to him by a strong winde rending the mountaines by an earth-quake as also the Jailor Acts 16. and by fire And so were the Israelites humbled terrified driven out of themselves by thunder and raine in time of harvest and prepared for repentance 1 Sam. 12.17 18 19 20. Let this suffice for the Demonstration of the aforesaid point of doctrine after which should follow the Application of it by way of Vse but to make further way for the same we will as we at first propounded speak of the Order degrees and steps by which God proceeds in perfecting this work of Conversion CHAP. IX Of the order of Conversion first as it depends on Gods Love Where ten Approaches of Gods grace to us 4 The Order steps and Degrees of Conversion and of faith THE work of mans Conversion is an effect both of Gods Love and of his power and so is to be considered of us but yet especially according to the latter respect which is more pertinent to my scope There is an order of Gods proceeding in each of these but first we may briefly consider that there is an order to be observed between these two First Love and then Power the one leading the way to the other The Conversion of a sinner faith and the meanes of both come to us first from the Love and then from the power of God And first as it depends on love in God not but that the power of God accompanieth his Love for Gods love is an effectuall and working love it is reall and operative in its time and the Love of God goeth along with his power even then when he seems to pull and rend us in pieces by his power his seeming rigour is mitigated and moderated by mercy and ever tends to and ends in the good and conversion of his elect This is taught us Jer. 31 3. I have loved thee with an everlasting Love therefore with loving kindnesse have I drawn thee So Joh. 6.37 and 44. All that the Father giveth me lo there is Gods free love shall come unto me c. there is expressed the power of his grace And no man can come to me except the Father which hath sent me draw him No man can come to Christ but by Gods free grace in love giving Christ as a surety John 3.16 and then by power applying him to our justification as our head Rom. 3.25 26. It skills not much in shewing the order degrees and steps by which Conversion is wrought whether I name it conversion faith yea or salvation seeing each includes or inferres the rest Ten divers degrees and approaches of Gods grace to us First then briefly for the Order of Gods work of Love by which we come to conversion faith to all other saving and sanctifying graces and to salvation 1 We must first begin with the consideration of Gods eternall decree of Election and Predestination To which purpose see and consider of these places of Scripture Ephes 1.3 4 5 c. Gods blessing us in time is according to his election of us in Christ before all time 1 Election Tit. 1. so 2. Thes 2.13 Matth. 11.25.26 hence faith is onely of Gods elect and onely such as are ordained to eternall life beleeve Acts 13.48 2 Next to this there is Gods sealing and ordaining of Christ the object authour and finisher of our faith 2 The sealing of Christ Heb. 12.1 from eternity also Joh. 6.27 1 Pet. 1.19 20 21. Where of Gods covenant with Christ and transaction with him 3 The publishing of the Promise 3 There is the publishing and promising of Christ made of old to our first parents after the fall
I take it in this sence said to be our schoolmaster to bring us unto Christ not that it taught Christ but that it convincing us of sin and of the curse and bringing us to self-despair so sent or forced us to seek help if any or wheresoever any could be had and that only is in and from Christ for it as a schoolmaster first strips us naked of our own conceited wisdom righteousnesse holinesse power and then whips lasheth our naked consciences as with the strokes of an iron rod it so sends us out of our selves wholly without affording us any help hope or succour to seek and inquire first if help may be had or hoped for elsewhere and then where or in and from whom it may be had and by what means which conceit of possibility of help made the heathen of old and many superstitious ones now fly to so many devices and superstitious practices of their own devising And thus by the law and these works thereof on the conscience the way is prepared for the mercy of the Gospel so that were it not for that which reacheth out an hand to such as are otherwise ready to perish no flesh could be saved SECT 4. The order of the works of the Gospel 2 The distinct and orderly work of the Gospel 2 THe workes then of the Gospel presupposing those of the Law and the orderly proceeding of the same are now briefly to be noted The Gospel hath also its preparatory works before conversion and faith be fully wrought and the order is this 1 Knowledge of the Gospel 1 God having by the law first humbled the sinner if he intend him any further good he doth first support and keep him from utter despair by publishing the glad tidings of the Gospel and by letting him hear and know of a remedy and that his case is though to him in himself yet not absolutly desperate and that upon some termes salvation may be had Joh. 3.16 and is possible so an assent is wrought in him to the Gospel as true Which knowledge by Gods further grace works affections and actions sutable in him 2 Hope 2 So hearing of a remedy though the conditions of self-deniall in his sweet and beloved sins of repentance and faith seem things impossible as to him considered in himself they are yet being pricked forward by the aforesaid terrours of the law as by so many piercing goads and thereupon put upon it to do something not to sit still but with the Lepers at the gate of Samaria in the famine to put it to the adventure as knowing he must either do something or else dye eternally this despair of help in himself makes him seek help elsewhere not without some general and confused hope that he also 1 General as well as some others he told of it may get case to his distressed conscience which as yet he findes not And thus he generally assents to the Gospel as good as well as to the law presenting him with wrath yea as good to him and so God gives him particular hope from the generality of the promise 2 particular Mat. 11.28 to all that are heavy laden whereby he excludes none but such as exclude themselves 3 Melting and true Contrition 3. Hereupon the heart which though broken before yet retaines its hardnesse begins to melt and to thaw being warmed with a sense of Gods goodnesse and readinesse to shew mercy to him so unworthy so old a sinner and it may be frozen in the same what any hope for such a vile wretch and that from so great and holy a God oh beast that I am that I should ever so much and so long have offended so good a God! c. Thus the heart is brought to true contrition and now grieves not in sense of the curse and wrath deserved so much as of love ready to be shewed to such a vile and immeriting wretch as he both thinks and will call him self not for the punishment of sin so much as for the sin it self as it is disobedience and disloyaltie to God dishonour to his name and that which hath made and doth still make a separation between the soul and God thus he begins to conceive of sin as alone able to make a man miserable without any other misery even in abundance With pliablenesse to Gods will And thus the heart being molten is made pliable and ready to be cast into the mould of Gods will as in my Text. And hereof I take the reprobate come short who as Ahab Cain Judas Felix may be broken and wounded and tremble but still be heard-harted and unpliable to Gods will 4 Self-denial 4. Herewith goeth self-denial renouncing of all parts and priviledges gifts and abilities in a mans self with an inward acknowledgement of his own impotency guiltinesse unworthinesse 5 High esteem of Christ 5. Together with an high estimation of Christ above all as in Paul Philip. 3.7 8 c. 6 Desire of pardon 6 Desire of ease and pardon by Christ and of direction what to do to be saved oh he should be one of a thousand to him most welcome who could bring him such tidings and bring him an olive-leafe 7. Then upon good direction given as in my Text and the next verse to it 7 Approch to the throne of grace where verse 38. and as Acts 16.31 there is an Approach and coming to the throne of grâ—ce with resolution there to speed or there to dye 1 Confession Where particularly iâ— 1 humble confession of sin with all the aggravations of it as Luke 18.13 and 15.19 in the publican and prodigall 2 Prayer 3 Hope of being heard 4 Joy c. Luke 19. 2 Prayer with 3 hope in speciall of pardon 4 joy in that hope grounded on Gods call and promise and not as in Agug but as in Zacheus and the blind man Mark 10.49 50. be of good comfort rise he the Master calleth thee 5 A willingnesse to part with all to sell all for Christ 8 Special application and closing with Christ 8 After which or with which is a speciall application of Christ unto a mans self and of the promise of pardon and of salvation with a trusting and relying on him for acceptation of his person prayers and indeavours and for salvation and all good things This is his closing with Christ 9 Assurance 9 Then follows the sealing of the promise assurance and perswasion 10 Perseverance Then Perseverance in the faith and grace of conversion to the end not without some failings but without falling away from that grace either wholly and habitually or finally 11 Salvation 11 After all follows the consummation of grace in glory and the end of our faith the salvation of our souls 1 Pet. 1.9 The scope of this last discourse which is not to prescribe God or to build our justification upon duties or
and condition out of their own houses in some parts of England but especially in Ireland as also by Sea as they go for New-England and other parts putting them to most miserable slaverie so by Antichrist and spiritual Babylon tyrannizing over soules and bodies as elsewkere and formerly killing massacring spoiling and laying waste whole Townes Cities Provinces and Countries by their cruell and mercilesse Souldiers witnesse not onely of later times Roehel in France and those of the Valtoline where Christians have been forced to flie their Countrey others staying to renounce their Religion in hope and promise of life and then cruelly slain the Enemie boasting they had now slain both bodies and soules of Heretickes so at this time in the lower Hassia but especially divers places of Germany and of the Reformed Churches there as the Palatinate Bohemia Silesia anno 1640. and now at this present the Lower Hassia over-run with barbarous Souldiers burning killing and spoiling without all respect to Sex Age or Order forcing men to leave their own homes to seek to maintain life by feeding on carrion and such like burning and demolishing their Churches and Colledges and School-houses impoverishing all of all sorts especially their Ministers and School-masters three hundred and more of whom at this time are forced to seek and by the recommendation of their Princesse The Landgrave of Hassia to desire the charitable and bountifull relief of Christians in other Provinces and Kingdomes for the present relief of the foresaid Ministers and Rectors of Schooles Octob. 1641. And for the re-edifying of their Churches and Schoole and should not we be affected with these things and weep with them that weep and shew a fellow-feeling with them making their case our own We should be alike affected with them not knowing how soon it may be so indeed in the mean time so remembring them that are in bonds as bound with them c. which is the Apostles exhortation Hebr. 13.3 Herein following the example not onely of Moses as was Moses whose heart melted when he looked on his brethrens afflictions in Egypt but especially of that worthy Nehemiah who at a great distance and Nehemiah hearing of the miseries of the Jewes that had escaped and which were left of the captivity Nehem. 1.3 4 5 c. that they were in great affliction and reproach that the wall of Jerusalem was broken down and the gates thereof burnt with fire sate down and wept and mourned certain dayes and fasted and prayed before the God of Heaven This made him no doubt mourne for his own and others sinnes against which God by every judgement of his doth testifie that he hath just cause and matter against us and ours This is a noble president for us to follow seeing we want not like occasion and it would bring us to a mourning temper and disposition to weep even for our own as well as others sins At this time also the bleeding condition of Ireland would not be forgotten 3 specially we are to meditate on the sufferings of Christ for us 3. Lastly view we in our thought and meditations attentively the sufferings and greatnesse of the sorrowes of our Lord and blessed Saviour Jesus Christ dying for us with the cause thereof in our selves and sinnes together with the love of God and Christ himselfe in giving himselfe for us We should look on his sorrowes not with a spirit so much of compassion as of compunction not weeping for him in pitie so much which silly ignorant people and women can do when they see his Passion prophanely acted on the Stage and on our wounding him or in the streets in their Corpus Christi Playes or when they look upon the Crucifix striking and beating on their breastâ— as in true sorrow for out own sinnes by which we pierced him and in some sense do daily pierce him by the same so these Jewes here in my Text no sooner had Christ by the Word evidently set forth to be the true and onely Messias Gal. 3.1 and crucified among them by being charged and convinced that they were the Crucifiers of him but they were thus savingly pricked in heart as it was foretold of them and of those yet to be called by the Prophet Zechary They shall look upon him by the eye of meditation whom they have pierced Zech. 12.10 and they shall mourn for him as one mourneth for his onely son and shall be in bitternesse for him as on that is in bitternesse for his first-borne Consider herein Christ his bitter death not onely what thou must expect to suffer in thine own person for ever unlesse thou now be pricked in heart for him as well as he was pierced in heart head and hands and feet for thee but his infinite love as also on his infinite love in suffering such things for us who would suffer so much for thee and interpose himselfe between his Fathers wrath and thee yea receiving in his own bowels the javelin of his Fathers anger to keep it from thee to whom onely it was due as in like case did it not thinke we both trouble David to thinke of Jonathans hazards for him and also cause his heart to melt in true love to Jonathan who shewed himselfe so loving to him Will it not pricke and wound thy heart to consider this thy dear and truest Friend for thus he was wounded in the house of his friends one the racke of the Crosse for thee to the end that thou mightest never come unto it Zech. 13.6 how should yea and would this meditation if seriously made use of melt and mollifie our hard hearts and overcome all our obstinacies His sorrowes well thought on would helpe to break our hard hearts but his love appearing in the same would and should melt and thaw them 3 God softens our hearts by his mercies which we should often thinke of to that end And so generally the meditation of his mercies a thousand wayes manifested to every one of us How did hard-hearted Sauls heart melt into teares when he saw and was convinced of Davids love integritie and respects to him and his life when in the very act of his hostilitie against David yet David spared his life And how was Davids own heart humbled at the relation of Gods many mercies against which he had sinned The like in the Israelites 1 Sa. 24.16 17. 2 Sam. 12.7 8 9-13 who upbraided by Gods mercies in bringing them out of Egypt lift up their voice and wept so that the place had its name thence and was called Bochim or Weepers Judges 2.1 2 3 4 5. They considered Gods kindnesse to them and their unkindnesse to him and thereupon wept such consideration of mercie shewed or offered to the unworthy is foretold to worke shame in the sinners and loathing themselves Ezek. 36.25 26 c. with verses 31.32 O then hearts harder than the Adamant that are not
softened with the milke of this love of God! ye stout-hearted sinners and be moved therewith be moved and affected with grief to consider and thinke how ye sin against the bountie of God expressed to you in all temporal blessings which you enjoy and they are well nigh infinite in his patience towards you not cutting you off and sending you to Hell in your sinnes but chiefly in his gracious and morcifull disposition to wards you in offering himselfe more willing and ready to be reconciled to you than you are by true repentance sorrow and submission to seek it at his gracious hands O base hearts who by living still in your sinnes and without all sorrow taking pleasure in the same do seek his dishonour Do ye so requite the Lord O foolish people and unwise Deut. 32.6 7 c. Doth not this stab thy heart O my people may God now say to us and much rather than to his unthankfull people of old What have I done unto thee and so in Micah 6.3 4 5. John 10.32 Many good workes may Christ now say to us also have I shewed you from my Father for which of those workes do ye stone me How should you answer but with more humilitie sinceritie and selfe-deniall as it followeth in Micah Verse 6. Wherewithall shall I come before the Lord and bow my selfe before the high God Yea and instead of all other sacrifices there mentioned offer that of an humble and contrite spirit and resolve to walke humbly or humble your selves to walke with God O that I could hear your relenting hearts as overcome with his free mercies and offers of his grace to sound and eccho out such voices and to say What any mercie or hope of mercie for such a vile Wretch bold sinner base Varlet as I Might not God many yeares ago in his just displeasure have sent me from the wombe to Hell O Patience Would any man have put up such injuries at my hands as God hath done dishonours or would I my selfe shew like kindnesse to any who had multiplied wrongs against me O it grieves my soul that I have so grieved him beast that I am O how have I been besotted not to see better to answer his love Men and brethren what shall I do to purchase his favour whereof I have made my selfe so unworthily I resolve therefore to wallow in ashes and to repent in dust and ashes and not for a world to offend him as I have done SECT 5. Gods Majesty thought on would abase us 4. The serious thought of Gods high Majesty will humble us HEre again I might direct you to a meditation also of the high and glorious Majesty of the high and holy God of his greatnesse excellencie power wisdom glorie and all other Attributes of God that so we may no longer harden our hearts against him Psal 95 3-8 9. Deut. 10.16 17 18 -20 21. that the immutabilitie of his decrees Job 23.13 14 15 16. and his excellency may make us afraid Job 13.11 37.23 24. that his mighty power may cause us prepare to meet him by repentance Amos 4.12 with 13. as we see in Rahab Josh 2 10.-12 13-18 And that we may at length learne with Job to acknowledge our vilenesse and to abhorre our selves and repent in dust and ashes Job 38.2 3 c. 40.2 3. 42.3 with 6. But I will hasten to the last Direction without which all the rest will be used in vain and it is prayer 〈…〉 SECT 6. Earnest Prayer a means of Humiliation 5 Withall wee must earnestly pray to God who onely can humble us LAstly Seeing God onely as hath been said can humble and soften the hard and stony heart of man wee are if wee truly desire to have tender pliable sensible and humbled hearts most earnestly to seek the same by prayer of God 1 By others 1. If thou canst not through weakness of gifts or distractions pray of thy self desire the assistance of some godly and compassionate Christian to pray with thee and for thee that God would graciously and powerfully work in thee what thou desirest In such case yea howsoever send for the Elders of the Church when thou feelst thy heart any thing hardened or thy self to be in any distress of soul or body that they may pray over thee James 5.14 2 By our selves But 2. Is any among you afflicted or would any of you be indeed truly afflicted in conscience and come to some remorse for his sin Let him pray saith Saint James himself It s hard if any man who hath a true and inward desire of any thing he wants or would have If I say he cannot breathe out one sigh and some way or other though brokenly express himself to God Broken prayers oftentimes shew a broken heart and spirit which God will not despise But as thou art able beg earnestly daily and constantly an humble soft and relenting heart with godly sorrow for all and every sin It s no easie thing to break the pride and stoniness of the heart it requires help from heaven and power from above If God do it not it will never be done Wee have Gods promise But now we have his promise for it if we will earnestly seek unto him for it as for all other things freely promsed Ezek. 36.26 32 37. Beg earnestly that God would melt and soften thy heart and must be earnest be importunate with him till he hear thee his word is past and if thou faint and weary not it shall in Gods fittest time and urgent with him and in that measure and manner which he thinks good be accomplished and fulfilled Challenge God of his promise of powring upon thee the spirit of grace and of supplications that looking upon Christ thou maist mourn c. Zech. 12.10 God as hath been said must by his Spirit breath in before thou canst breathe out by thy spirit one sigh for thy sin And in thy prayer complain to God of thy hardnesse and say Lord why hast thou hardened my heart from thy fear Isa 63.17 Lord I have an hard proud and stubborn heart it is too hard for mee do thou take it down break and humble it If thou art not heard for the present yet cry still give not over yea and constant wait on him for an answer in due time who hath long waited for thee Rom. 10.21 Deut. 22.26 and for thy Repentance Cry aloud to God for help as the virgin was bound in case shee were forced else lost both her reputation and her life Cry to God before for help and after for pardon so shall not thy hardness of heart be imputed to thee or be thy ruine That which unfainedly thou desirest might be done and grievest if it be not done that shall by Gods mercy in Christ be accounted to thee as done And with our prayer wee must joyn 1. Fasting Now to make thy prayer more effectuall
is to be the more magnified by us Now the way by which God gives an issue God only gives the issue by giving repentance c. as in David is by repentance faith confession of sin prayer self-condemning and self-deniall punishment of offendors judging our selves and others with reformation of things amisse as we see here in these Iewes and in the Jaylor so also in David who through his pride and folly in the needless numbring of his people 2 Sam. 24.14 17 18. was brought into a great strait I am said he in a great strait he knew not what to doe what to chuse yet he finds a good issue by his casting himself upon God and his mercy by his confession of sin 1 Chron. 21.13.16 17. and prayer for himself and his people joyned with fasting and sackcloth by rearing an Altar and offering of sacrifice as the Prophet Gad directed him See this also in Joshua who through the sin of Achan in Joshua with the whole host of Israel is brought into marvellous straits whilest the men of Ai prevailed against them Josh 7.6 7 8 9. Alas O Lord God what shall I say when Israel turneth their backs before their enemies c. What shall I say either to thee O Lord whom doubtlesse we have offended though as yet I know not wherein Or to this people to whom I ever promised good success and victory in thy name or to the enemies whose mouthes I cannot stop from blasphemies or to my self in answer to mine own doubts concerning thy truth and promises Yet God gives him an issue also Get thee up for he with his clothes rent with the Elders of Israel was faln upon his face before the Ark of the Lord untill the eventide wherefore liest thou upon thy face Israel hath sinned I will not be with you any more except ye destroy the accursed from among you c. This done God was appeased But now where in such straits and convictions of conscience men doe not betake themselves to such like courses of repentance Impenitent persons exclude themselves from mercy faith prayer c. but thinke to wrastle it out by their own strength or other meanes they shut the door of mercy against themselves and cast themselves into straits inextricable and such as wherein they perish as the forenamed Cain who in such straits built him a city unto which but not unto the Lord he betook him for safety and as Iudas who in like case sought to the High Priests but not to Christ for mercie and in others especially at the last day when sinners shall be speechlesse and seeing Christ in glory and as their judge shall not know either what to say or do or whether to flee from his presence Nay even in this life when evill men will not flee to God by repentance confession faith and not repenting amendment c. and so serve his providence and make way for his mercy they not only put themselves they put God willing to save them into straits as not knowing what to do unto them but be it spoken with reverence God himself to some stand so that he being loth they should perish knowes not what more to say or do unto them in mercy especially and so as may stand with his glory who will not save men in their sins unless he should utterly destroy them So God to Ephraim and Judah O Ephraim what shall I do unto thee O Judah what shall I doe unto thee for your goodness is as a morning cloud Hos 6.4 and as the early dew it goeth away And may not inlike manner the Lord complain of our unto wardness unfruitfulness and iniquity saying What could have bin done or what can I do more to my vineyard with his honour and holinesse What can I do more with my honor to you who so long have abused my mercy not feared my threats made light account of my word smothered checks of conscience out-wrastled a while to the stifling of the spirit your fears doubts and inward anguish by your own meanes unlesse I should utterly destroy you seeing you by self-deniall and going out of your selves wholly will not seek your helpe and salvation from me And assuredly dear brethren seeing your sin hath brought you into such a distressed condition as that all the world cannot help you if God in mercy help you not unlesse damn them and that again by your presumption and bold trusting to your selves and security and self-confidence you bar up Gods mercy and his power against your selves I say know it assuredly that mercy it self shall never save you till or unlesse you in sence of your hellish and slavish condition under the power of sin and wrath and acknowledgement of your own inability and by an absolute deniall of your selves do seek help and salvation out of your selves in God only according to the direction of his word and faithfull Ministers and dispensers of it and from the power of his saving grace So did these here And so I return to the Observation propounded Those whom God will save must by self-deniall seek salvation out of themselves SECT 2. Why we are to deny our selves and all goodness in our selves in the matter of Salvation YOu perhaps will say did these here in the Text so Or did the Jaylor so when he asked What must I do to be saved Quest Did these Iewes seek salvation out of themselves It seems they are all for doing and works and that they sought though the way of salvation from others yet the cause of it in themselves and in their own doings What shall we do I will not deny but that generally men seek their own good by their own doings when they so speak of doing they of themselves by nature know no other way and are ignorant of Jesus Christ and his righteousnes and so seek righteousness not by faith but as it were by the works of the Law Rom. 9.32 as did the Jews whilst they stumbled at Christ For so according to that condition at the first even in nature intire did the Covenant run Men not knowing Christ commonly and naturally seek their own good from their own doings but more expresly afterwards when the Morall Law was given to the Jewes Do this and thou shalt live Which condition yet was in the true intent of it for conviction and to shew man his unrighteousnesse and impotency and so to prepare him for Christ when he should be made known unto him unto whom accordingly even in the time of the Law men had recourse in the promise and by their legall sacrifices all of them types of Christ and from the first condition of works which yet was for conviction and to prepare them for Christ so that being in their consciences convinced of their sins and of their just desert of death they betook themselves those I mean who understood what they did by