john_n 2.3_o and_o not_o for_o we_o only_o but_o for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n by_o faith_n apply_v the_o merit_n of_o christ_n unto_o himself_o to_o do_v this_o business_n whereof_o judas_n destitute_a contemn_v the_o deepness_n of_o his_o mercy_n and_o riches_n of_o grace_n lose_v hope_n of_o recover_v no_o man_n can_v serious_o repent_v but_o he_o that_o look_v for_o forgiveness_n and_o therefore_o to_o wrestle_v with_o temptation_n be_v first_o to_o look_v to_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n which_o be_v so_o sure_a and_o certain_a that_o it_o be_v more_o easy_a that_o beaven_n &_o earth_n shall_v pass_v away_o 16.17_o luc._n 16.17_o than_o they_o shall_v fail_v or_o that_o any_o title_n of_o the_o law_n shall_v fail_v for_o the_o lord_n be_v strong_a 34.6.7_o exod._n 34.6.7_o merciful_a and_o gracious_a slow_a to_o anger_n and_o abundant_a in_o goodness_n anâ—_n truth_n reserve_v mercy_n for_o thousand_o forgive_a iniquity_n and_o transgression_n and_o sin_n for_o the_o lord_n be_v gracious_a and_o merciful_a slow_a to_o anger_n 145.89_o psal_n 145.89_o and_o of_o great_a mercy_n the_o lord_n be_v good_a to_o all_o and_o his_o mercy_n be_v over_o all_o his_o work_n in_o this_o conflict_n cast_v the_o eye_n of_o thy_o faith_n on_o christ_n jesus_n to_o who_o a_o voice_n from_o heaven_n come_v say_v 3.17_o mat._n 3.17_o this_o be_v my_o belove_a son_n in_o who_o i_o be_o well_o please_v for_o he_o receive_v of_o god_n the_o father_n honour_n and_o glory_n 17_o 2._o pet._n 1_o 17_o and_o there_o come_v such_o a_o voice_n to_o he_o fâ—om_o the_o excellent_a it_o be_v report_v that_o alexander_n the_o great_a when_o he_o see_v jaddus_n the_o high_a priest_n with_o his_o priestly_a apparel_n meet_v he_o cease_v from_o his_o rage_n against_o tyrus_n and_o also_o rich_o reward_v he_o how_o much_o more_o when_o our_o everlasting_a priest_n jesuâ—_n christ_n who_o be_v just_a yea_o our_o righteousness_n shall_v appear_v in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n his_o 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thou_o abhorrede_v not_o the_o confess_v thief_n neither_o the_o weep_a woman_n neither_o she_o that_o be_v find_v in_o adultery_n neither_o he_o that_o sit_v at_o the_o receipt_n of_o custom_n nor_o the_o humble_a publican_n nor_o the_o deny_v disciple_n nor_o the_o persecute_v paul_n yea_o not_o these_o that_o crucify_v thou_o but_o pray_v for_o they_o strengthen_v thy_o faith_n therefore_o in_o the_o spiritual_a fight_n by_o the_o holy_a meditation_n &_o use_v of_o the_o sacrament_n for_o whosoever_o be_v baptize_v in_o christ_n 3.27_o gal._n 3.27_o have_v put_v on_o christ_n he_o cover_v our_o nakedness_n and_o do_v wash_v away_o the_o filth_n of_o our_o soul_n who_o sin_n if_o they_o be_v as_o crimson_a 1.18_o esay_n 1.18_o shall_v be_v make_v white_a as_o snow_n for_o it_o be_v the_o â—lood_o of_o jesus_n christ_n that_o cleanse_v we_o from_o all_o sin_n 1.7_o 1._o â—ohn_n 1.7_o be_v not_o therefore_o affraied_a sinful_a soul_n be_v thou_o baptize_v in_o christ_n he_o will_v hâ—ue_v care_n of_o thy_o cause_n as_o if_o it_o be_v his_o proper_a own_n the_o rainbow_n be_v a_o sign_n of_o the_o covenant_n betwixt_o god_n and_o man_n that_o the_o earth_n shall_v never_o be_v destroy_v by_o deluge_n of_o water_n thereafter_o 9.13_o gen._n 9.13_o so_o baptism_n be_v a_o undoubted_a seal_n of_o our_o purgation_n by_o christ_n &_o at_o god_n hand_n he_o make_v a_o league_n with_o we_o for_o our_o foul_a sin_n never_o to_o be_v cast_v from_o his_o presence_n but_o in_o the_o sacrament_n of_o the_o blood_n &_o body_n of_o jesus_n have_v we_o a_o most_o certain_a and_o livelie_a pawn_n which_o be_v our_o passeover_n offer_v for_o we_o who_o by_o his_o obedience_n have_v deliver_v we_o from_o the_o tyranny_n of_o death_n and_o make_v we_o partaker_n of_o life_n eternal_a it_o be_v worthy_a of_o consideration_n how_o precislie_a peter_n fall_n be_v registrate_n in_o the_o book_n god_n for_o whatsoever_o thing_n be_v write_v afore-time_o be_v write_v for_o our_o learning_n 4_o rom._n 15._o 4_o that_o we_o through_o patience_n and_o comfort_n of_o the_o scripture_n may_v have_v hope_n peter_n therefore_o deny_v his_o master_n seven_o time_n four_o time_n to_o maid_n 26.69_o mat._n 26.69_o and_o three_o time_n to_o man_n first_o to_o maid_n i_o say_v when_o he_o sit_v without_o the_o hall_n and_o the_o maid_n come_v unto_o he_o say_v that_o thou_o be_v with_o jesus_n of_o galilee_n secondlie_o as_o peter_n be_v beneath_o in_o the_o hall_n for_o now_o he_o have_v enter_v but_o before_o he_o be_v not_o come_v in_o there_o come_v one_o of_o the_o maid_n of_o the_o high_a priest_n 14.66_o mar._n 14.66_o and_o when_o she_o see_v peter_n warm_v he_o she_o look_v on_o he_o and_o say_v thou_o be_v also_o with_o jesus_n of_o nazareth_n thirdlie_o than_o a_o maid_n see_v he_o again_o and_o begin_v to_o say_v to_o they_o that_o stand_v by_o this_o be_v one_o of_o they_o fourthlie_o when_o he_o go_v out_o into_o the_o porch_n from_o the_o common_a hall_n and_o another_o maid_n see_v he_o and_o say_v unto_o they_o that_o be_v there_o 26.71_o mat._n 26.71_o this_o man_n be_v also_o with_o jesus_n of_o nazareth_n thus_o four_o time_n deny_v he_o his_o master_n before_o these_o weak_a vessel_n man_n never_o shall_v be_v courageous_a &_o stout_a in_o his_o own_o conceit_n the_o lord_n be_v my_o strength_n my_o buckler_n and_o the_o horn_n of_o my_o salvation_n if_o the_o lord_n leave_v we_o to_o ourselves_o we_o be_v a_o prey_n to_o satan_n &_o to_o every_o wind_n and_o blast_v of_o temptation_n thrice_o also_o deny_v he_o before_o man_n and_o first_o 18.25_o john_n 18.25_o before_o the_o soldier_n stand_v and_o warm_v himself_o 18.26_o john_n 18.26_o secondlie_o he_o deny_v before_o malohus_n cousin_n who_o ear_n he_o smite_v off_o thirdlie_o he_o deny_v he_o anon_o to_o they_o that_o stand_v by_o who_o say_v unto_o he_o again_o 14.70_o mat._n 26.70_o mar._n 14.70_o sure_o thou_o be_v one_o of_o they_o for_o thou_o be_v of_o galilee_n and_o thy_o speech_n be_v like_a neither_o do_v i_o so_o punctual_o set_v these_o dolorours_n spectacle_n before_o thy_o eye_n sinful_a soul_n to_o dig_v up_o the_o sepulcher_n of_o these_o glorious_a saint_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n who_o repent_v and_o weep_v bitter_o for_o their_o sin_n &_o who_o be_v pattern_n to_o other_o not_o to_o distrust_v and_o thou_o peter_n be_v convert_v confirm_v thy_o brethren_n and_o david_n after_o his_o fall_n do_v teach_v the_o lord_n way_n unto_o the_o wicked_a 51.13_o psal_n 51.13_o that_o sinner_n may_v be_v convert_v to_o he_o the_o believe_a and_o repent_v sinner_n therefore_o may_v be_v persuade_v that_o there_o be_v ever_o mercy_n to_o be_v find_v how_o great_a soever_o his_o sin_n
upon_o my_o heart_n as_o it_o be_v wont_a to_o do_v this_o be_v one_o token_n that_o my_o spiritual_a life_n be_v weaken_v therefore_o as_o thou_o have_v breathe_v in_o my_o nostril_n 2.7_o gen._n 2.7_o the_o breath_n of_o a_o natural_a life_n breath_n upon_o my_o soul_n 4.16_o cant._n 4.16_o that_o i_o may_v find_v the_o motion_n of_o a_o spiritual_a life_n call_v upon_o my_o soul_n out_o of_o the_o grave_n of_o sin_n 12.43.44_o john_n 12.43.44_o as_o thou_o call_v lazarus_n his_o body_n out_o of_o the_o grave_n let_v i_o find_v a_o quicken_a virtue_n flow_v from_o thy_o livelie_a spirit_n to_o quicken_v my_o dead_a spirit_n lord_n teach_v i_o to_o redeem_v these_o loss_n and_o grant_v i_o may_v ever_o count_v it_o my_o great_a loss_n to_o lose_v the_o sign_n of_o thy_o presence_n suffer_v not_o my_o heart_n to_o be_v oppress_v with_o the_o thorny_a care_n of_o this_o life_n 8._o luc._n 8._o but_o learn_v i_o to_o cast_v my_o care_n upon_o the_o lord_n what_o ever_o i_o be_v do_v in_o these_o worldly_a thing_n 7.29.30_o 1._o cor._n 7.29.30_o let_v i_o so_o do_v they_o as_o i_o be_v not_o do_v they_o give_v i_o that_o dexterity_n to_o discharge_v such_o a_o duty_n in_o my_o earthly_a call_n as_o may_v ever_o agree_v with_o my_o heavenly_a call_n furnish_v i_o with_o wisdom_n that_o i_o may_v walk_v wise_o even_o towards_o they_o that_o be_v without_o 1â—_n 1._o thess_n 1â—_n make_v my_o life_n a_o pattern_n of_o godliness_n that_o where_o ever_o i_o come_v or_o go_v i_o may_v smell_v of_o jesus_n christ_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o be_v careful_a not_o only_o of_o my_o own_o soul_n but_o of_o the_o soul_n of_o all_o they_o of_o who_o i_o have_v any_o charge_n that_o so_o thy_o glory_n ever_o be_v before_o my_o eye_n thou_o may_v glorify_v i_o one_o day_n through_o jesus_n christ_n my_o saviour_n who_o fit_v at_o thy_o right_a hand_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o three_o day_n o_o lord_n i_o never_o press_v to_o draw_v never_o unto_o thou_o but_o that_o evil_a one_o draw_v near_o to_o i_o if_o jehoshua_n come_v in_o before_o the_o lord_n 3.1_o zach._n 3.1_o satan_n will_v be_v at_o his_o right_a hand_n to_o resist_v he_o he_o trouble_v and_o distract_v my_o mind_n with_o army_n of_o unrulie_a cogitation_n it_o be_v my_o great_a difficulty_n o_o lord_n at_o any_o time_n to_o get_v a_o free_a mind_n to_o serve_v thou_o 5.3_o exod._n 5.3_o when_o israel_n desire_v to_o go_v to_o the_o wilderness_n and_o sacrifice_n to_o the_o lord_n pharaoh_n double_v their_o burden_n so_o do_v satan_n double_a his_o tentation_n upon_o i_o when_o i_o will_v go_v out_o of_o myself_o to_o serve_v thou_o what_o be_o i_o poor_a weak_a creature_n that_o i_o shall_v resist_v such_o mighty_a spiritual_a power_n o_o lord_n 12.9_o 1._o cor._n 12.9_o it_o be_v thy_o battle_n i_o fight_v and_o thy_o grace_n be_v sufficient_a for_o i_o thy_o people_n when_o they_o build_v the_o wall_n of_o jerusalem_n 4.17_o neh._n 4.17_o they_o do_v hold_v their_o weapon_n in_o the_o one_o hand_n and_o build_v with_o the_o other_o hand_n lord_n furnish_z i_o with_o a_o double_a portion_n of_o thy_o spirit_n that_o i_o may_v resist_v satan_n with_o the_o one_o hand_n and_o draw_v near_o to_o thou_o with_o the_o other_o o_o lord_n i_o be_o come_v to_o thy_o holiness_n to_o repent_v my_o sin_n ah_o lord_n my_o sin_n be_v great_a but_o my_o repentance_n be_v slender_a lord_n give_v i_o that_o repentance_n which_o thou_o give_v unto_o peter_n he_o sin_v grievous_o but_o repent_v earnest_o yea_o he_o weep_v bitter_o o_o lord_n have_v not_o thou_o the_o key_n of_o david_n which_o open_v 3.7_o rev._n 3.7_o and_o no_o man_n shut_v and_o shut_v and_o no_o man_n open_v open_v my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v make_v such_o a_o repentance_n as_o â—ought_v to_o do_v thou_o do_v keep_v jonas_n that_o he_o drown_v not_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v stretch_v forth_o thy_o help_a hand_n and_o keep_v peter_n 14.31_o mat._n 14.31_o that_o he_o do_v not_o sink_v when_o he_o do_v walk_v on_o the_o water_n lord_n stretch_v forth_o thy_o help_a hand_n let_v not_o thy_o servant_n sink_v into_o the_o sea_n of_o sin_n o_o lord_n thou_o prepare_v a_o ark_n for_o thy_o own_o noah_n and_o the_o whale_n belly_n for_o thy_o own_o jonas_n lord_n if_o i_o shall_v get_v my_o foot_n once_o within_o the_o ark_n i_o shall_v be_v safe_a jesus_n christ_n be_v my_o ark_n let_v i_o be_v find_v in_o he_o then_o shall_v there_o be_v no_o condemnation_n to_o i_o 8.1_o rom._n 8.1_o my_o sin_n indeed_o be_v great_a o_o lord_n but_o shall_v i_o balance_v the_o sin_n of_o a_o finite_a creature_n with_o the_o mercy_n of_o the_o infinite_a creator_n 25.9_o psal_n 25.9_o nay_o lord_n all_o thy_o way_n be_v mercy_n and_o truth_n to_o these_o that_o fear_v thou_o i_o have_v nothing_o to_o lay_v between_o i_o and_o hell_n but_o thy_o undeserved_a mercy_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n thou_o be_v a_o strength_n unto_o the_o poor_a a_o refuge_n against_o the_o tempest_n and_o a_o shadow_n against_o the_o heat_n who_o so_o dwell_v in_o the_o secret_a of_o the_o most_o high_a 1._o psal_n 91._o 1._o shall_v abide_v in_o the_o shadow_n of_o the_o almighty_a i_o will_v say_v unto_o the_o lord_n o_o my_o hope_n 42.10_o psal_n 42.10_o and_o my_o fortress_n he_o be_v my_o god_n in_o he_o will_v i_o trust_v confirm_v my_o soul_n o_o lord_n in_o the_o certainty_n of_o this_o persuasion_n strengthen_v also_o the_o arm_n of_o thy_o feeble_a and_o weak_a servant_n that_o i_o may_v fight_v with_o the_o great_a courage_n against_o that_o spiritual_a gohab_n let_v i_o not_o depart_v from_o thou_o at_o this_o time_n without_o some_o spiritual_a comfort_n thou_o will_v not_o suffer_v the_o multitude_n 14.19_o mat._n 14.19_o that_o wait_v upon_o thou_o three_o day_n in_o the_o wilderness_n to_o depart_v until_o they_o be_v refresh_v lord_n refresh_v my_o soul_n with_o some_o crumb_n of_o grace_n fall_v from_o thy_o table_n when_o jonathan_n be_v weary_a 14.28_o 1._o sam._n 14.28_o and_o put_v forth_o his_o rod_n and_o taste_v of_o the_o honey_n his_o dim_a eye_n receive_v sight_n and_o his_o feeble_a body_n be_v strengthen_v o_o lord_n 8.46_o luc._n 8.46_o if_o i_o shall_v touch_v jesus_n by_o the_o rod_n of_o faith_n my_o dim_a eye_n shall_v receive_v sight_n and_o my_o feeble_a soul_n new_a strength_n o_o my_o lord_n be_o not_o i_o seek_v this_o strength_n of_o thou_o to_o bruise_v the_o head_n of_o the_o old_a serpent_n 3.15_o gen._n 3.15_o a_o swear_a enemy_n to_o thy_o kingdom_n deny_v not_o armour_n to_o thy_o own_o weak_a soldier_n that_o in_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o might_n i_o may_v subdue_v that_o great_a dragon_n sin_n that_o it_o may_v be_v bear_v down_o and_o jesus_n his_o throne_n may_v be_v set_v up_o in_o the_o secret_a corner_n of_o my_o heart_n sanctify_v my_o rest_n this_o night_n in_o such_o sort_n that_o when_o this_o weary_a body_n have_v receive_v its_o bodily_a refreshment_n i_o may_v rise_v by_o thy_o grace_n to_o morrow_n to_o do_v thou_o better_a service_n in_o jesus_n christ_n amen_n morning_n meditation_n of_o the_o four_o day_n thy_o sacrifice_n o_o lord_n 5.17_o psâ—â—_n 5.17_o be_v a_o contrite_a &_o a_o break_a heart_n i_o come_v to_o thy_o altar_n but_o i_o want_v the_o sacrifice_n o_o lord_n who_o vouchsafe_v a_o sacrifice_n upon_o abraham_n 22.13_o gen._n 22.13_o vouchsafe_v a_o sacrifice_n upon_o i_o i_o will_v wish_v my_o heart_n can_v be_v dissolve_v in_o bitter_a tear_n but_o such_o be_v my_o present_a hardness_n that_o neither_o can_v i_o repent_v as_o i_o shall_v neither_o be_v my_o heart_n so_o soften_v as_o it_o shall_v be_v 11.19_o ezek._n 11.19_o it_o be_v thy_o praise_n o_o lord_n to_o take_v the_o stony_a heart_n away_o and_o to_o give_v a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n lord_n i_o have_v a_o stony_a heart_n rend_v it_o o_o lord_n take_v it_o away_o and_o give_v i_o a_o soft_a heart_n that_o i_o may_v make_v such_o a_o repentance_n as_o my_o great_a offence_n require_v lord_n there_o be_v no_o contentment_n to_o my_o soul_n but_o either_o when_o thou_o humble_a i_o with_o a_o sense_n of_o sin_n or_o raise_v i_o up_o with_o a_o sense_n of_o mercy_n rather_o than_o i_o be_v senseless_a let_v i_o be_v sensible_a of_o my_o sin_n that_o in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o my_o heart_n i_o may_v bewail_v it_o teach_v i_o now_o to_o mourn_v with_o thy_o child_n 1.7_o 2._o thess_n 1.7_o that_o i_o may_v rejoice_v in_o the_o day_n of_o their_o rejoice_n cherish_v o_o lord_n those_o little_a sparkle_n of_o grace_n which_o in_o thy_o great_a mercy_n thou_o have_v kindle_v in_o my_o soul_n increase_v my_o faith_n
luc._n 22.21_o if_o it_o have_v not_o be_v so_o he_o will_v not_o have_v come_v hither_o to_o have_v take_v he_o and_o now_o deâ—re_a soul_n no_o man_n betray_v christ_n but_o he_o that_o know_v he_o and_o his_o truth_n take_v heed_n to_o thy_o knowledge_n and_o look_v that_o it_o be_v in_o sincerity_n and_o not_o in_o hypocrisy_n or_o else_o in_o the_o end_n thou_o shall_v prove_v a_o apostate_n the_o thought_n of_o the_o just_o be_v right_a 12.5_o pro._n 12.5_o but_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o wicked_a be_v deceitful_a and_o thus_o judas_n lose_v security_n arm_v himself_o with_o the_o power_n of_o the_o guard_n of_o the_o high_a priest_n it_o be_v the_o peace_n of_o god_n that_o pass_v all_o understanding_n that_o fortify_v the_o heart_n of_o man_n for_o peace_n be_v nothing_o but_o a_o good_a conscience_n although_o i_o be_v compass_v about_o with_o ten_o thousand_o man_n 3.6_o psal_n 3.6_o yet_o will_v i_o not_o be_v afraid_a for_o i_o know_v assure_o that_o thou_o will_v be_v with_o i_o it_o be_v a_o dangerous_a matter_n to_o harden_v the_o heart_n against_o christ_n or_o if_o it_o be_v once_o endure_v tâ—ou_fw-mi shall_v not_o stay_v until_o thou_o come_v into_o extreme_a induration_n i_o pray_v the_o lord_n preserve_v thou_o my_o soul_n from_o the_o hardness_n of_o heart_n against_o the_o truth_n 9.18_o rom._n 9.18_o 3.17_o 2._o pet._n 3.17_o and_o against_o jesus_n christ_n for_o seldom_o be_v it_o that_o one_o go_v forward_o therein_o and_o ever_o return_v to_o grace_n 18.14_o gen._n 18.14_o but_o with_o the_o lord_n all_o thing_n be_v possible_a for_o it_o be_v a_o hard_a matter_n to_o be_v give_v over_o to_o a_o reprobate_a sense_n and_o when_o the_o lord_n take_v out_o of_o the_o soul_n 8.6_o zach._n 8.6_o all_o sight_n and_o sense_n of_o his_o judgement_n thou_o shall_v never_o leave_v off_o from_o evil_a do_v stryve_v therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n to_o keep_v thyself_o in_o feâ—â—ing_v 1.26_o rom._n 1.26_o and_o let_v not_o that_o miserable_a sward_n and_o scroofe_n to_o grow_v over_o thy_o understanding_n but_o waken_v the_o conscience_n with_o the_o acknowledge_v of_o the_o power_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n and_o suffer_v not_o it_o to_o come_v to_o such_o fatness_n 27._o act._n 28.26_o 27._o as_o see_v thou_o shall_v not_o see_v and_o become_v uncurable_a in_o the_o garden_n then_o the_o cup_n of_o god_n indignation_n be_v present_v unto_o he_o even_o as_o the_o good_a master_n of_o the_o house_n distribute_v to_o his_o servant_n their_o task_n so_o do_v the_o lord_n dispose_v the_o measure_n of_o affliction_n unto_o his_o own_o but_o unto_o the_o wicked_a in_o his_o hand_n he_o have_v a_o cup_n and_o the_o wine_n be_v red_a 75.8.9_o psal_n 75.8.9_o it_o be_v mix_v and_o he_o shall_v pour_v out_o of_o the_o same_o sure_o all_o the_o ungodly_a of_o the_o earth_n shall_v wring_v out_o and_o drink_v the_o dregs_n thereof_o but_o well_o know_v the_o wise_a god_n 10.13_o 1._o cor._n 10.13_o how_o strong_a a_o measure_n of_o temptation_n his_o own_o can_v bear_v what_o be_v the_o reason_n then_o that_o thou_o do_v not_o full_o rely_v on_o thy_o god_n to_o who_o all_o thy_o bone_n be_v know_v 139.15_o psal_n 139.15_o though_o thou_o be_v make_v in_o a_o secret_a place_n and_o fashion_v beneath_o in_o the_o earth_n and_o why_o do_v not_o thou_o willing_o receive_v at_o his_o hand_n whatsoever_o quantity_n of_o trial_n it_o please_v he_o to_o send_v 50.15_o psal_n 50.15_o call_v on_o he_o therefore_o in_o the_o day_n of_o trouble_n he_o will_v deliver_v thou_o and_o thou_o shall_v glorify_v he_o the_o translation_n of_o this_o cup_n he_o crave_v then_o of_o his_o father_n who_o he_o know_v carry_v a_o favourable_a affection_n towards_o he_o 65.24_o esay_n 65.24_o who_o will_v before_o we_o call_v answer_n &_o while_o we_o speak_v he_o will_v bear_v for_o it_o be_v not_o the_o will_n of_o our_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n 18.13_o mat._n 18.13_o that_o one_o of_o these_o little_a one_o shall_v perish_v parent_n may_v neglect_v duty_n to_o the_o child_n 49.15.16_o esay_n 49.15.16_o and_o a_o woman_n who_o love_n be_v most_o vehement_a may_v forget_v her_o child_n and_o not_o have_v compassion_n on_o the_o son_n of_o her_o womb_n though_o they_o shall_v forget_v yet_o will_v i_o not_o forget_v say_v the_o lord_n behold_v i_o haâ—e_v grave_v thou_o upon_o the_o palm_n of_o my_o hand_n but_o alas_o poor_a soul_n thy_o sin_n make_v he_o both_o kneel_v and_o be_v cast_v below_o on_o the_o earth_n and_o will_v thou_o with_o a_o stiff_a neck_n and_o out-streached_n arm_v proud_o walk_v therein_o he_o sweat_v blood_n for_o we_o and_o we_o draw_v the_o blood_n of_o our_o brethren_n by_o avarice_n oppression_n and_o usury_n will_v to_o god_n the_o blood_n of_o jesus_n will_v soften_v our_o hard_a heart_n as_o the_o blood_n of_o goat_n do_v break_v adamantes_fw-la that_o be_v sanctify_v by_o the_o same_o we_o may_v render_v new_a obedience_n unto_o he_o by_o feel_v and_o lament_v our_o sin_n and_o imperfection_n and_o ever_o have_v recourse_n from_o the_o angry_a god_n to_o the_o pacify_v god_n give_v ear_n in_o reverence_n and_o fear_n to_o the_o admonition_n and_o exhortation_n out_o of_o the_o word_n lest_o it_o befall_v we_o because_o he_o have_v call_v and_o we_o refuse_v and_o be_v streatched_a out_o his_o band_n and_o none_o will_v regard_v be_v also_o laugh_v at_o our_o destruction_n and_o mock_v when_o our_o fear_n come_v 1.24_o pro._n 1.24_o for_o this_o be_v the_o nature_n of_o god_n invitation_n that_o the_o man_n do_v die_v that_o speak_v the_o word_n but_o the_o word_n shall_v be_v find_v live_v 1.4.5.6_o zach._n 1.4.5.6_o and_o so_o it_o be_v that_o the_o prophet_n die_v with_o their_o father_n but_o the_o word_n never_o leave_v they_o until_o it_o bring_v a_o judgement_n upon_o the_o disobedient_a with_o tear_n therefore_o poor_a soul_n confess_v thy_o sin_n unto_o the_o lord_n 6.6_o â—sal_n 6.6_o for_o if_o thou_o hide_v they_o thou_o accuse_v thyself_o 32.5_o psal_n 32.5_o be_v forget_v they_o when_o thou_o remembere_v they_o thou_o be_v dear_a unto_o he_o when_o thou_o be_v vile_a unto_o thyself_o he_o find_v thou_o when_o thou_o be_v lose_v and_o annibilate_v he_o much_o regard_v thou_o when_o thou_o be_v nothing_o in_o thou_o own_o eye_n beggar_n do_v show_v their_o wound_n to_o move_v compassion_n let_v we_o open_v to_o god_n the_o sore_n of_o our_o fester_a conscience_n without_o delay_n least_o by_o the_o occasion_n of_o sin_n and_o delay_n of_o repentance_n grace_n be_v intercept_v from_o us._n remember_v what_o tâ—y_a saviour_n have_v do_v for_o thou_o and_o with_o what_o unkindness_n thou_o have_v recompense_v h_o m._n consider_v the_o wrath_n of_o god_n against_o sin_n which_o may_v move_v very_o senseless_a creature_n but_o join_v here_o withal_o a_o livelie_a faith_n take_v hold_n on_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n which_o he_o have_v manifest_v in_o his_o belove_a son_n 1.2_o 1._o john_n 2._o 1.2_o for_o his_o mercy_n be_v the_o port_n unto_o the_o which_o sinner_n shall_v aryve_n the_o comfort_n of_o the_o offender_n and_o great_a security_n of_o the_o righteous_a i_o know_v his_o mercy_n be_v great_a but_o can_v not_o comprehend_v the_o quantity_n and_o be_o ignorant_a of_o the_o quality_n of_o the_o greatness_n thereof_o for_o unless_o it_o have_v be_v great_a few_o or_o none_o shall_v have_v ever_o be_v save_v when_o christ_n come_v in_o the_o flesh_n he_o call_v magician_n 1._o mat._n 2._o 1._o or_o wiseman_n than_o the_o publican_n than_o the_o whore_n the_o malefector_n and_o who_o last_o the_o blasphemer_n these_o be_v the_o first_o fruit_n of_o his_o call_n even_o those_o who_o be_v tie_v with_o the_o bond_n of_o sinne._n be_v thou_o therefore_o ungodly_a remember_v the_o magician_n be_v thou_o a_o oppressor_n think_v on_o the_o publican_n be_v thou_o unclean_a the_o lord_n pity_v the_o whore_n be_v thou_o bloodthirsty_a let_v that_o traitor_n and_o malefactor_n be_v obversant_fw-la unto_o thy_o eye_n be_v thou_o profanelie_o wicked_a remember_v paul_n who_o be_v first_o a_o blasphemer_n and_o then_o a_o apostle_n first_o a_o persecuter_n and_o then_o a_o evangelist_n for_o this_o be_v a_o true_a word_n and_o by_o all_o mean_v worthy_a to_o be_v receive_v 1.15.16_o 1._o tim._n 1.15.16_o that_o christ_n jesus_n come_v into_o the_o world_n to_o save_v sinner_n of_o who_o i_o be_o chief_a say_v he_o notwithstanding_o for_o this_o cause_n be_v i_o receive_v unto_o mercy_n that_o jesus_n christ_n shall_v first_o show_v on_o i_o long_o suffer_v to_o the_o example_n of_o they_o which_o shall_v in_o time_n to_o come_v believe_v in_o he_o unto_o eternal_a life_n but_o here_o there_o be_v require_v especial_o that_o thou_o shall_v fight_v a_o good_a fight_n
be_v the_o power_n of_o god_n neither_o do_v the_o jew_n touch_v this_o curse_a tree_n to_o help_v christ_n to_o the_o height_n of_o mount_n calvarie_n but_o constrain_v this_o lybian_a famous_a for_o his_o two_o virtuous_a &_o godly_a son_n alexander_n &_o rufus_n to_o suppor_n our_o saviour_n not_o for_o any_o compassion_n or_o love_a affection_n they_o carry_v to_o he_o for_o they_o hate_v he_o to_o death_n but_o even_o to_o declare_v the_o acceptation_n of_o the_o gentile_n to_o the_o participation_n of_o grace_n in_o the_o lord_n accept_v time_n and_o now_o be_v jesus_n come_v to_o the_o place_n of_o golgotha_n who_o have_v sanctify_v it_o unto_o his_o martyredome_n and_o those_o public_a torment_n to_o whonsoever_o shall_v die_v in_o constant_a profession_n of_o his_o name_n for_o 24._o num._n 24._o he_o be_v that_o brazen_a serpent_n that_o whosoever_o look_v on_o he_o by_o a_o livelie_a and_o true_a faith_n 14._o john_n 14._o shall_v be_v heal_v of_o all_o their_o infirmity_n for_o our_o saviour_n do_v die_v the_o curse_a and_o execrable_a death_n to_o relieve_v we_o from_o the_o curse_n &_o therefore_o see_v we_o be_v buy_v for_o a_o price_n 3.13_o gal._n 3.13_o we_o shall_v glorify_v god_n in_o our_o body_n and_o in_o our_o spirit_n 6.20_o 1_o cor._n 6.20_o for_o they_o be_v go_n now_o do_v he_o hang_v sorrowful_a soul_n with_o out_o streatched_a arm_n to_o welcome_a and_o embrace_v ready_o all_o that_o will_v come_v unto_o he_o 11.28_o mat._n 11.28_o he_o be_v lift_v on_o high_a as_o expose_v unto_o all_o that_o will_v believe_v in_o he_o &_o to_o show_v that_o by_o cross_n and_o calamity_n we_o must_v enter_v to_o glory_n he_o will_v hang_v i_o say_v betwixt_o heaven_n and_o earth_n to_o reconceale_v they_o together_o for_o when_o he_o be_v exalt_v from_o the_o earth_n he_o do_v draw_v all_o thing_n to_o he_o and_o naked_a do_v he_o hang_v to_o clothe_v thou_o with_o his_o righteousness_n and_o holiness_n &_o confirm_v thou_o against_o cross_n and_o poverty_n when_o thou_o shall_v know_v the_o grace_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n 8.9_o 2._o cor._n 8.9_o that_o he_o be_v rich_a for_o thy_o sake_n become_v poor_a that_o thou_o through_o his_o poverty_n may_v be_v make_v rich_a for_o more_o be_v we_o in_o obligation_n to_o his_o poverty_n by_o which_o we_o be_v redeem_v than_o by_o his_o riches_n by_o which_o we_o be_v create_v for_o what_o benefit_n be_v it_o to_o have_v be_v bear_v if_o we_o shall_v not_o have_v be_v deliver_v from_o eternal_a death_n and_o therefore_o neither_o hunger_n nor_o nakedness_n nor_o death_n itself_o can_v separat_fw-la we_o from_o this_o love_n and_o conjunction_n with_o he_o 8.38_o rom._n 8.38_o the_o pride_n of_o our_o progenitour_n adam_n and_o eve_n bring_v this_o base_a condition_n on_o christ_n when_o as_o the_o lord_n clothe_v they_o for_o hide_v of_o their_o nakedness_n but_o now_o the_o world_n be_v give_v to_o supersluity_n of_o vanity_n in_o their_o raiment_n 21_o esay_n 3.19_o â—26_n 21_o which_o be_v a_o conspicuous_a badge_n of_o their_o rebellion_n against_o god_n but_o our_o david_n be_v scorn_v of_o michal_n for_o his_o nakedness_n but_o more_o glorious_a be_v be_v than_o the_o very_a angel_n in_o heaven_n for_o bring_v home_o the_o ark_n of_o the_o promise_n and_o the_o seal_n up_o the_o covenant_n betwixt_o god_n and_o man_n by_o his_o blood_n &_o death_n he_o be_v the_o tree_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o paradise_n of_o god_n which_o sweeten_v the_o bitter_a water_n of_o meribab_n 6.16_o 1._o sam._n 6.16_o o_o give_v we_o grace_n dear_a jesus_n that_o we_o may_v comprehend_v with_o all_o saint_n which_o be_v the_o breadth_n and_o length_n and_o deepth_n 3.18.19_o eph._n 3.18.19_o and_o hight_v and_o to_o know_v this_o thy_o love_n which_o pass_v knowledge_n that_o we_o may_v be_v fill_v with_o all_o fullness_n of_o god_n now_o may_v they_o tell_v all_o thy_o bone_n all_o thy_o nerve_n sinew_n and_o vein_n be_v draw_v in_o length_n 22._o psal_n 22._o thy_o whole_a body_n disjoint_v they_o pierce_v thy_o hand_n and_o foot_n and_o river_n of_o blood_n do_v burst_v out_o behold_v all_o that_o go_v by_o the_o way_n lam._n lam._n if_o there_o be_v any_o dolour_n like_a unto_o my_o dolour_n the_o second_o step_v of_o the_o four_o degree_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n now_o in_o this_o mount_n calvarie_n he_o begin_v to_o thirst_n wherefore_o the_o jew_n to_o fulfil_v the_o scripture_n though_o far_o beside_o their_o mind_n they_o give_v i_o gall_n in_o my_o meat_n and_o in_o my_o thirst_n they_o give_v i_o vinegar_n to_o drink_v but_o solomon_n have_v counsel_v more_o charitable_o give_v you_o strong_a drink_n unto_o he_o that_o be_v ready_a to_o perish_v 21.9_o pro._n 21.9_o &_o wine_n to_o they_o that_o have_v grief_n in_o heart_n but_o the_o son_n of_o god_n be_v destitute_a of_o all_o consolation_n that_o we_o may_v receive_v abundance_n of_o comfort_n in_o he_o 16.11_o psal_n 16.11_o for_o in_o his_o presence_n be_v fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o at_o his_o right_a hand_n there_o be_v pleasure_n for_o evermore_o but_o he_o will_v suffer_v thirst_n that_o he_o shall_v not_o hasten_v death_n unto_o himself_o before_o the_o appoint_a hour_n for_o he_o know_v the_o lord_n will_v bring_v all_o this_o business_n to_o a_o bless_a event_n he_o will_v i_o say_v beside_o these_o torment_n inwardlie_a in_o his_o soul_n against_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n hell_n death_n law_n and_o condemnation_n suffer_v also_o in_o all_o his_o outward_a sense_n in_o his_o taste_v the_o bitterness_n of_o gall_n in_o his_o sight_n the_o bespitting_a &_o watch_v in_o his_o hear_n blasphemy_n &_o mock_n in_o his_o touch_v beat_v buffet_n whip_v &_o crown_v with_o thorn_n in_o his_o smell_a the_o filthy_a bespitting_a and_o vile_a odour_n overspreading_a that_o precious_a body_n whereby_o it_o be_v imbrue_v and_o these_o many_o stripe_n receive_v he_o for_o us._n and_o now_o consider_v my_o soul_n what_o 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that_o he_o may_v conquesse_n unto_o thou_o mercy_n and_o peace_n of_o conscience_n which_o be_v buy_v &_o pay_v for_o with_o his_o blood_n detestable_a and_o filthy_a must_v sin_n be_v that_o make_v he_o thus_o double_v his_o cry_n fie_o on_o the_o filthy_a work_n of_o the_o flesh_n which_o drown_v man_n in_o perdition_n 34.7.8_o esay_n 34.7.8_o he_o do_v take_v he_o to_o prayer_n willing_a thou_o ever_o to_o have_v refuge_n into_o thy_o god_n in_o all_o trouble_n 22._o psal_n 22._o who_o neither_o can_v nor_o will_v leave_v thou_o he_o choose_v this_o armour_n to_o resist_v out_o of_o the_o scripture_n which_o be_v 6.13_o eph._n 6.13_o the_o sword_n he_o have_v put_v in_o our_o hand_n for_o it_o be_v in_o our_o person_n
and_o knock_v if_o thou_o will_v hear_v his_o voice_n and_o open_v the_o door_n he_o will_v come_v in_o unto_o thou_o and_z sup_z with_o thou_o 60.19.20_o esay_n 60.19.20_o and_o thou_o with_o he_o where_o there_o shall_v be_v no_o more_o sun_n to_o shine_v by_o day_n neither_o the_o brightness_n of_o the_o moon_n 14.23_o john_n 14.23_o to_o shine_v to_o thou_o for_o the_o lord_n shall_v be_v thy_o everlasting_a light_n and_o thy_o god_n thy_o glory_n and_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o sorrow_n shall_v be_v end_v love_v he_o therefore_o free_o beloved_a soul_n and_o keep_v his_o word_n 3.24_o 2._o john_n 3.24_o and_o his_o father_n will_v love_v thou_o he_o will_v come_v unto_o thou_o &_o dwell_v with_o thou_o for_o he_o that_o keep_v his_o commandment_n dwell_v in_o he_o and_o christ_n in_o he_o and_o hereby_o shall_v thou_o know_v that_o he_o abide_v in_o thou_o even_o by_o the_o spirit_n which_o he_o have_v give_v thou_o i_o will_v entreat_v thou_o of_o all_o favour_n poor_a soul_n to_o 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my_o love_n and_o my_o light_n learn_v i_o to_o forget_v those_o thing_n that_o be_v behind_o i_o 3.13_o phi._n 3.13_o and_o follow_v hard_a towards_o the_o mark_n o_o lord_n open_v thy_o own_o treasure_n and_o send_v down_o of_o thy_o spiritual_a grace_n let_v i_o find_v a_o lift_n up_o virtue_n in_o thy_o spirit_n continual_o raise_v up_o my_o spirit_n speak_v peaceable_a thing_n to_o my_o soul_n this_o morning_n that_o all_o the_o day_n long_o i_o may_v rejoice_v in_o thou_o give_v i_o faith_n to_o apply_v the_o sweet_a promise_n of_o mercy_n make_v in_o thy_o worde_n hedge_n i_o so_o about_o with_o thy_o grace_n that_o my_o secreet_a corruption_n break_v not_o out_o let_v my_o whole_a life_n be_v a_o walk_n with_o thou_o and_o a_o move_n towards_o thou_o 12.32_o john_n 12.32_o draw_v i_o every_o day_n somewhat_o near_o to_o thyself_o and_o deface_v the_o image_n of_o sin_n in_o i_o that_o the_o image_n of_o christ_n may_v be_v set_v up_o in_o my_o soul_n be_v thou_o o_o lord_n a_o 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as_o all_o the_o water_n run_v into_o the_o ocean_n so_o do_v all_o poor_a sinner_n pour_v out_o their_o complaint_n in_o thy_o bosom_n thou_o be_v the_o only_a refuge_n of_o a_o weary_a soul_n to_o thou_o only_o do_v we_o fly_v in_o our_o great_a necessity_n and_o at_o thy_o mouth_n do_v we_o seek_v resolution_n in_o our_o most_o perplex_a affair_n i_o have_v many_o thing_n to_o lament_v to_o thy_o majesty_n but_o in_o special_a i_o lament_v to_o thou_o that_o my_o meditation_n be_v so_o confuse_v and_o mix_v with_o impertinent_a cogitation_n lord_n this_o be_v a_o token_n of_o a_o confuse_a heart_n i_o be_o sorry_a that_o the_o heart_n which_o shall_v be_v the_o dwell_a place_n of_o thy_o spirit_n shall_v be_v so_o preoccupy_v by_o earthly_a fleshlie_o and_o profane_a cogitation_n i_o may_v withdraw_v myself_o from_o the_o company_n of_o the_o world_n but_o alas_o i_o can_v not_o with_o draw_v myself_o from_o a_o profane_a heart_n where_o ever_o i_o go_v i_o carry_v a_o profane_a 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that_o room_n in_o my_o heart_n that_o thou_o ought_v to_o have_v manifest_v thyself_o more_o clearelie_o to_o my_o soul_n draw_v aback_o this_o curtain_n off_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o may_v take_v thou_o up_o more_o sensible_o i_o crave_v light_n with_o the_o increase_n of_o light_n and_o grace_n with_o the_o increase_n of_o grace_n faith_n with_o the_o increase_n of_o faith_n and_o because_o that_o here_o be_v no_o perfection_n grant_v i_o may_v study_v to_o a_o growth_n until_o thou_o perfect_a thy_o own_o work_n and_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n o_o lord_n consider_v what_o i_o be_o
2.22_o 24._o all_o which_o be_v fasten_v on_o his_o shoulder_n and_o he_o do_v bear_v they_o who_o never_o displease_v god_n nor_o offend_a man_n and_o of_o who_o his_o very_a enemy_n do_v confess_v he_o have_v do_v all_o thing_n well_o yet_o do_v the_o lord_n break_v he_o and_o make_v he_o subject_a to_o infirmity_n 53.10_o esay_n 53.10_o and_o lay_v upon_o he_o the_o iniquity_n of_o we_o all_o and_o what_o grief_n think_v thou_o be_v he_o in_o when_o he_o sweat_v so_o powerful_o and_o pray_v so_o ferventlie_o no_o doubt_n he_o feel_v the_o unsupportable_a weight_n of_o thy_o sin_n 11.28_o mat._n 11.28_o the_o fierce_a wrath_n of_o god_n against_o it_o 2.8_o rom._n 2.8_o the_o justice_n of_o the_o righteous_a god_n require_v due_a punishment_n for_o it_o 1.10_o 1._o thess_n 1.10_o the_o kill_a power_n of_o the_o law_n 5.12_o rom._n 5.12_o pronunce_v condemnation_n to_o it_o the_o strong_a force_n of_o death_n 7.11_o rom._n 7.11_o the_o stipend_n and_o reward_n addebt_v to_o it_o the_o 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of_o his_o fact_n the_o grievousnes_n of_o god_n wrath_n judgement_n without_o mercy_n and_o hell_n fire_n without_o redemption_n for_o a_o evil_a conscience_n be_v a_o witness_n a_o summonder_n a_o judge_n a_o tormenter_n a_o prison_n of_o sinner_n what_o thing_n more_o grievous_a than_o day_n and_o night_n to_o carry_v about_o such_o a_o one_o a_o man_n may_v avoid_v all_o thing_n but_o his_o own_o heart_n for_o whither_o soever_o he_o go_v it_o go_v with_o he_o either_o to_o accuse_v or_o excuse_v 2.15_o rom._n 2.15_o the_o testimony_n of_o a_o good_a conscience_n be_v a_o continual_a feast_n which_o make_v a_o man_n always_o merry_a 19_o 1._o tim._n 1_o 19_o the_o put_v away_o of_o a_o good_a conscience_n make_v shipwreck_a of_o faith_n endeavour_n therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n to_o have_v a_o clear_a conscience_n towards_o god_n and_o towards_o man_n for_o if_o thy_o heart_n condemn_v thou_o god_n be_v great_a than_o thy_o heart_n and_o know_v all_o thing_n but_o if_o thy_o heart_n 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to_o crow_v the_o glad_a tythinge_n of_o salvation_n so_o nathan_n to_o david_n 7.26_o jer._n 7.26_o and_o jonas_n to_o the_o ninivites_n but_o you_o will_v not_o hear_v i_o nor_o incline_v thy_o ear_n but_o harden_v the_o neck_n say_v he_o the_o lord_n look_v on_o we_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o mercy_n that_o we_o may_v bitter_o &_o worthy_o weep_v for_o our_o transgression_n apply_v the_o merit_n of_o jesus_n christ_n by_o a_o true_a faith_n unto_o our_o soul_n for_o we_o have_v many_o sweet_a promise_n of_o salvation_n and_o favour_n of_o our_o god_n offer_v unto_o we_o who_o come_v not_o to_o call_v the_o righteous_a 9.13.14_o mat._n 9.13.14_o but_o sinner_n to_o repentance_n for_o the_o whole_a need_v not_o a_o physician_n but_o these_o that_o be_v sick_a for_o it_o be_v not_o only_o requisite_a that_o thou_o accuse_v thyself_o for_o sin_n but_o thou_o first_o accuse_v thyself_o and_o look_v not_o for_o rebuke_v from_o other_o but_o who_o can_v build_v without_o god_n keep_v 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sinner_n but_o rather_o to_o convert_v and_o live_v for_o thou_o come_v not_o into_o the_o world_n to_o judge_v it_o but_o to_o save_v it_o the_o second_o degree_n in_o this_o ladder_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o heaven_n by_o the_o meditation_n of_o the_o passion_n of_o jesus_n christ_n and_o the_o first_o step_v thereof_o into_o this_o garden_n then_o in_o mount_n olive_n over_o the_o brook_n kedron_n come_v out_o a_o multitude_n with_o judas_n and_o bind_v christ_n and_o carry_v he_o to_o annas_n the_o high_a priest_n here_o have_v thou_o deep_a matter_n poor_a soul_n of_o spiritual_a contemplation_n thy_o saviour_n of_o his_o wisdom_n do_v see_v all_o these_o thing_n yea_o the_o very_a hour_n of_o his_o death_n but_o he_o that_o dwell_v in_o heaven_n shall_v laugh_v 2.4_o psal_n 2.4_o and_o have_v his_o enemy_n in_o derision_n for_o their_o counsel_n be_v not_o hide_v from_o he_o who_o by_o his_o word_n only_o be_v able_a to_o cast_v they_o to_o the_o ground_n which_o be_v like_o a_o fire_n 5.14_o iâ—r_n 5.14_o and_o man_n as_o wood_n to_o devour_v they_o for_o it_o be_v livelie_a and_o mighty_a in_o opereation_n and_o sharp_a than_o any_o two_o edge_a sword_n and_o enter_v through_o even_o unto_o the_o divide_n asuâ—â—â—er_o of_o thâ—_n soul_n 4.12_o heb._n 4.12_o and_o the_o spirit_n and_o of_o the_o joint_n and_o marrow_n and_o be_v a_o discerner_n of_o the_o thought_n and_o intent_n of_o the_o heart_n if_o such_o a_o mild_a word_n do_v cast_v his_o enemy_n down_o what_o shall_v become_v of_o they_o in_o that_o day_n 37.12.13_o psal_n 37.12.13_o when_o he_o shall_v rebuke_v they_o in_o his_o wrath_n so_o the_o wicked_a practise_v they_o against_o the_o just_a 25.47_o mat._n 25.47_o but_o the_o lord_n shall_v laugh_v he_o to_o scorn_n for_o he_o see_v his_o day_n come_v neither_o be_v our_o sweet_a saviour_n so_o much_o move_v with_o his_o own_o cause_n as_o indeed_o he_o be_v very_o much_o that_o he_o do_v forget_v his_o fatherly_a care_n over_o his_o own_o disciple_n let_v these_o go_v 1.10_o job._n 1.10_o the_o lord_n have_v a_o hedge_n about_o his_o own_o against_o satan_n 2.5_o zach._n 2.5_o he_o be_v i_o say_v a_o wall_n of_o fire_n round_o about_o his_o own_o yea_o he_o be_v patient_a and_o long_o suffer_v with_o his_o enemy_n who_o be_v cast_v down_o he_o permit_v to_o rise_v and_o not_o to_o be_v swallow_v up_o of_o the_o earth_n 16.32_o num._n 16.32_o with_o corah_n dathan_n and_o abiram_n thou_o can_v not_o marveill_n sufficient_o on_o the_o blindness_n of_o this_o company_n they_o have_v oft-ten_a see_v he_o before_o yet_o judas_n to_o be_v sure_a that_o christ_n shall_v not_o escape_v as_o by_o his_o divinity_n he_o have_v do_v sundry_a time_n give_v they_o the_o sign_n of_o a_o kiss_n the_o lord_n can_v keep_v his_o own_o and_o not_o suffer_v they_o to_o be_v expose_v to_o the_o pleasure_n of_o their_o foe_n they_o that_o seek_v for_o lot_n be_v smite_v with_o blindness_n by_o the_o angel_n 19.11_o gen._n 19.11_o and_o so_o the_o lord_n do_v to_o the_o syrian_n at_o the_o word_n 6.28_o 2._o king_n 6.28_o of_o elisha_n but_o small_a be_v their_o power_n against_o he_o for_o how_o soon_o christ_n profess_v that_o it_o be_v he_o they_o fall_v and_o be_v rise_v again_o be_v no_o whit_n better_v but_o persevere_v in_o their_o wicked_a course_n o_o the_o riches_n of_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n 11._o ezek._n 33._o 11._o as_o i_o live_v say_v the_o lord_n i_o desire_v not_o the_o death_n of_o the_o wicked_a but_o that_o be_v turn_n from_o his_o way_n and_o live_v 20.12_o jer._n 20.12_o turn_v you_o turn_v you_o from_o your_o evil_a way_n for_o why_o will_v you_o die_v you_o house_n of_o israel_n he_o may_v
have_v casten_z they_o to_o the_o low_a hell_n for_o he_o be_v the_o lord_n that_o search_v the_o heart_n and_o reins_n thus_o they_o bind_v he_o they_o play_v thy_o part_n sinful_a soul_n as_o dalilia_n in_o behalf_n 16.5_o judg._n 16.5_o of_o the_o philistines_n bind_v samson_n and_o thus_o do_v david_n confess_v in_o our_o name_n behold_v lord_n 116.16_o psal_n 116.16_o for_o i_o be_o thy_o servant_n i_o be_o thy_o servant_n and_o the_o son_n of_o thy_o handmaid_n thou_o have_v break_v my_o bone_n we_o shall_v not_o rail_v on_o the_o jew_n but_o detaste_n our_o sin_n which_o bind_v our_o saviour_n we_o be_v alas_o bind_v by_o the_o setter_n of_o sin_n and_o death_n to_o loose_v our_o bond_n and_o bring_v we_o out_o of_o captivity_n be_v he_o thus_o entreat_v his_o captivity_n be_v our_o liberty_n his_o ignominy_n be_v our_o glory_n his_o voluntary_a infirmity_n be_v god_n power_n to_o our_o salvation_n thus_o we_o be_v save_v through_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o covenant_n 9.11_o 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receive_v the_o promise_n for_o if_o wrongouslie_o thou_o be_v commit_v or_o bind_v or_o if_o the_o lord_n to_o daunt_v and_o chastise_v thy_o corrupt_a nature_n suffer_v the_o bond_n of_o sickness_n poverty_n or_o other_o whatsoever_o adversity_n to_o be_v lay_v on_o thou_o christ_n know_v and_o have_v feel_v the_o same_o himself_o and_o have_v learned_a to_o remember_v they_o that_o be_v in_o bond_n â—_o heb._n 13._o â—_o as_o though_o he_o be_v bind_v with_o they_o and_o they_o that_o be_v in_o affliction_n as_o if_o be_v be_v afflict_v in_o the_o body_n and_o if_o it_o come_v to_o pass_v as_o alas_o thou_o often_o do_v cast_v fetter_n of_o sin_n of_o thy_o own_o accord_n upon_o thyself_o give_v not_o over_o nor_o despare_n but_o then_o most_o of_o all_o direct_v the_o eye_n of_o faith_n to_o behold_v christ_n that_o be_v bind_v 12._o zach._n 12._o who_o do_v sanctify_v thy_o captivie_n and_o satisfi_v for_o all_o thy_o sin_n by_o his_o captivity_n indeed_o the_o bind_n of_o he_o 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this_o business_n that_o all_o the_o glory_n &_o praise_v thereof_o may_v be_v he_o 6.33_o esay_n 6.33_o who_o do_v tread_v the_o winepress_v alone_o neither_o be_v there_o salvation_n in_o any_o other_o 4.12_o act._n 4.12_o neither_o be_v there_o any_o name_n give_v under_o heaven_n among_o man_n by_o which_o we_o must_v be_v save_v and_o as_o the_o first_o adam_n merit_v by_o his_o rebellion_n that_o all_o the_o creature_n shall_v fall_v from_o his_o obedience_n yea_o and_o to_o make_v insurrection_n against_o he_o so_o it_o behove_v our_o surety_n and_o cautioner_n to_o be_v leave_v of_o all_o that_o by_o his_o obedience_n all_o our_o debt_n be_v pay_v we_o may_v be_v receive_v in_o favour_n and_o with_o all_o the_o saint_n to_o be_v make_v free_a denisanes_n and_o citizen_n in_o heaven_n he_o than_o that_o loose_v lazarus_n four_o day_n dead_a from_o the_o bond_n of_o death_n 11.39_o john_n 11.39_o and_o peter_n from_o the_o iron_n bond_n in_o prison_n and_o they_o that_o dwell_v in_o darkness_n and_o in_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n be_v bind_v in_o misery_n and_o iron_n so_o that_o be_v break_v the_o gate_n of_o brass_n 107.10.13_o psal_n 107.10.13_o &_o burst_v the_o bar_n of_o iron_n asunder_o can_v he_o not_o loose_v himself_o for_o the_o love_n he_o carry_v to_o thou_o he_o will_v not_o for_o he_o know_v that_o god_n will_v raise_v he_o up_o 1.24_o act._n 1.24_o and_o loose_v the_o sorrow_n of_o death_n because_o it_o be_v impossible_a that_o bee_n shall_v be_v hold_v of_o it_o 8.28_o act._n 8.28_o for_o they_o do_v nothing_o but_o whatsoever_o thy_o holy_a hand_n o_o lord_n and_o thy_o counsel_n have_v determine_v before_o to_o be_v do_v but_o thou_o o_o god_n very_o hyde_v thyself_o 45.15_o esay_n 45.15_o o_o saviour_n of_o israel_n say_v thou_o therefore_o my_o soul_n i_o great_o rejoice_v in_o the_o lord_n and_o my_o soul_n shall_v be_v joyful_a in_o my_o god_n 61.10_o esay_n 61.10_o for_o be_v have_v clothe_v i_o with_o the_o garment_n of_o 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to_o what_o purpose_n shall_v the_o garden_n be_v keep_v when_o the_o tree_n of_o life_n which_o be_v jesus_n christ_n that_o give_v immortalie_a be_v carry_v from_o the_o garden_n now_o be_v there_o no_o more_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n but_o reconciliation_n no_o vengeance_n but_o mercy_n no_o hatred_n but_o love_n with_o this_o tree_n of_o life_n which_o be_v make_v a_o sacrifice_n for_o we_o purchase_v to_o we_o all_o the_o third_z step_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n by_o meditation_n of_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v do_v in_o the_o house_n of_o annas_n father_n in_o law_n to_o caiaphas_n 26._o mat._n 26._o and_o now_o here_o sick_a soul_n consider_v well_o christ_n presentation_n 18._o john_n
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faith_n &_o confession_n give_v notice_n so_o be_v he_o on_o the_o cross_n as_o if_o he_o be_v in_o that_o great_a day_n of_o judgement_n give_v out_o sentence_n of_o salvation_n to_o the_o elect_n and_o condemnation_n to_o the_o reprobate_n perilous_a be_v it_o to_o delay_v repentance_n and_o to_o promise_v ourselves_o security_n to_o the_o last_o day_n it_o be_v a_o fooilsh_a thing_n to_o neglect_v the_o matter_n that_o concern_v eternity_n in_o glory_n or_o pain_n &_o embrace_v the_o changeable_a occasion_n of_o this_o world_n which_o be_v all_o put_v in_o evil_a the_o privilege_n of_o a_o few_o be_v not_o a_o la_o to_o all_o yet_o where_o undoubted_a sign_n of_o god_n grace_n &_o goodness_n do_v appear_v there_o may_v christian_n charity_n interpret_v unfeigned_a repentance_n to_o follow_v for_o there_o be_v neither_o measure_n nor_o time_n can_v be_v appoint_v to_o the_o lord_n mercy_n for_o what_o day_n soever_o a_o sinner_n shall_v repent_v he_o shall_v live_v 18.22_o ezek._n 18.22_o &_o not_o die_v as_o this_o malefactor_n do_v confess_v christ_n immortality_n in_o that_o he_o desire_v to_o be_v remember_v when_o he_o come_v to_o his_o kingdom_n who_o have_v take_v the_o life_n of_o other_o before_o the_o lord_n be_v tie_v to_o the_o cross_n hand_n and_o foot_n and_o nothing_o free_a but_o heart_n and_o tongue_n which_o he_o give_v to_o that_o penitent_a who_o by_o the_o bear_v believe_v to_o righteousness_n and_o by_o the_o tongue_n confess_v to_o salvation_n 10._o rom._n 10._o by_o faith_n he_o do_v see_v that_o christ_n shall_v reign_v who_o he_o do_v see_v die_v with_o he_o by_o hope_n he_o look_v for_o a_o entry_n to_o his_o kingdom_n &_o by_o love_n defend_v the_o innocence_n of_o our_o saviour_n jesus_n christ_n against_o the_o reproach_n of_o his_o fellow_n great_a be_v this_o his_o faith_n who_o have_v teach_v he_o have_v he_o see_v miracle_n who_o have_v be_v keep_v in_o prison_n either_o of_o give_v sight_n to_o the_o blind_a or_o raise_v of_o the_o dead_a yet_o he_o confess_v he_o to_o be_v a_o everlasting_a king_n who_o be_v companion_n to_o he_o in_o punishment_n despise_v the_o present_a pain_n &_o pray_v for_o thing_n to_o come_v require_v rather_o to_o be_v exeme_v from_o eternal_a judgement_n than_o deliver_v from_o temporal_a punishment_n sorrow_v and_o long_v for_o that_o that_o he_o hope_v for_o than_o feel_v that_o that_o he_o suffer_v in_o christ_n extremity_n he_o believe_v in_o he_o and_o be_v not_o ashamed_a to_o have_v the_o jew_n witness_n of_o his_o faith_n who_o rail_v on_o christ_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o the_o scandal_n and_o reproach_n of_o the_o people_n and_o now_o when_o christ_n be_v in_o his_o weak_a &_o most_o miserable_a estate_n what_o do_v thou_o see_v sinful_a convert_n to_o ask_v here_o for_o a_o kingdom_n thou_o have_v only_o before_o thy_o eye_n the_o cross_n and_o the_o nail_n o_o but_o the_o cross_n be_v the_o ensign_n of_o a_o kingdom_n and_o it_o be_v the_o duty_n of_o a_o king_n 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thou_o love_v thou_o as_o the_o bright_a sun_n have_v make_v thy_o hot_a beam_n to_o shine_v upon_o our_o soul_n thereby_o to_o draw_v we_o to_o the_o knowledge_n of_o thou_o and_o to_o warm_v our_o heart_n that_o we_o may_v love_v thou_o expel_v this_o darkness_n o_o lord_n wherewith_o our_o heart_n be_v replenish_v and_o thaw_v by_o the_o heat_n of_o thy_o mercy_n the_o freeze_a condition_n of_o our_o soul_n that_o they_o may_v melt_v consider_v that_o everlasting_a and_o unsearchable_a favour_n thou_o have_v bear_v towards_o mankind_n the_o three_o step_v in_o the_o four_o degree_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n only_o john_n and_o some_o woman_n in_o great_a constancy_n do_v attend_v christ_n on_o the_o cross_n who_o grace_n be_v sufficient_a for_o they_o 2.9_o 2._o cor._n 2.9_o who_o power_n be_v make_v perfect_a through_o weakness_n in_o who_o infirmity_n the_o power_n of_o christ_n be_v show_v who_o take_v pleasure_n in_o infirmity_n in_o 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deliver_v she_o because_o she_o have_v know_v my_o name_n so_o do_v david_n fugitive_a from_o the_o face_n of_o saul_n commend_v his_o parent_n to_o the_o king_n of_o gath._n but_o the_o obedience_n promptitude_n and_o alacrity_n of_o john_n in_o receive_v his_o mother_n declare_v the_o willing_a heart_n of_o a_o disciple_n to_o accomplish_v the_o mind_n of_o his_o master_n so_o he_o acquit_v love_n for_o love_n nothing_o be_v comparable_a to_o the_o sense_n of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o man_n if_o it_o have_v be_v no_o more_o than_o natural_a love_n marie_n will_v never_o have_v follow_v her_o son_n to_o such_o a_o vile_a death_n if_o she_o have_v not_o believe_v that_o that_o death_n shall_v
serve_v of_o he_o according_a to_o his_o will_n be_v afraid_a of_o his_o justice_n whereby_o he_o will_v sure_o punish_v the_o wicked_a place_v thy_o hope_n in_o his_o eternal_a mercy_n bottomless_a grace_n and_o everlasting_a glory_n the_o three_o and_o last_o step_v of_o the_o five_o degree_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o heaven_n by_o contemplation_n of_o christ_n entrance_n there_o and_o now_o pilgrim_n soul_n will_v thou_o aspire_v upward_o yea_o let_v i_o hear_v lord_n thy_o love_a kindness_n in_o the_o morning_n for_o in_o thou_o be_v my_o trust_n 143.8.9_o psal_n 143.8.9_o show_v i_o the_o way_n that_o i_o shall_v walk_v in_o for_o i_o lift_v up_o my_o heart_n unto_o thou_o deliver_v i_o from_o my_o enemy_n for_o i_o hide_v i_o with_o thou_o remember_v i_o with_o the_o favour_n of_o thy_o people_n 106.4.5_o psal_n 106.4.5_o visit_n i_o with_o thy_o salvation_n that_o i_o may_v see_v the_o felicity_n of_o thy_o choose_a and_o rejoice_v in_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o people_n &_o glory_n with_o thy_o inheritance_n pour_v clean_a water_n upon_o i_o &_o make_v i_o clean_o from_o my_o filthiness_n 36.36.37_o ezek._n 36.36.37_o give_v i_o a_o new_a heart_n and_o a_o new_a spirit_n take_v away_o that_o stony_a heart_n out_o of_o my_o body_n and_o put_v in_o a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n that_o i_o may_v walk_v in_o thy_o statute_n and_o keep_v thy_o judgement_n for_o thou_o be_v the_o pool_n of_o bethesda_n 5.4_o john_n 5.4_o with_o five_o porch_n within_o the_o which_o whosoever_o step_v in_o and_o do_v cast_v the_o anchor_n of_o faith_n in_o the_o depth_n of_o thy_o wound_n shâ—ll_v be_v make_v whole_a of_o whatsoever_o disease_n he_o have_v but_o alace_o whosoever_o wash_v himself_o because_o of_o a_o dead_a body_n 34.26_o eccl._n 34.26_o &_o touch_v it_o again_o what_o avail_v his_o wash_n for_o no_o unclean_a thing_n shall_v enter_v into_o thy_o kingdom_n such_o as_o do_v return_v with_o the_o dog_n to_o his_o vomit_n &_o believe_v but_o for_o a_o 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my_o christ_n because_o i_o dearlie_o love_v thou_o although_o there_o be_v no_o hell_n nor_o punishment_n at_o all_o i_o do_v acknowledge_v all_o the_o torment_n of_o the_o world_n can_v not_o satisfy_v for_o the_o least_o imagination_n of_o the_o thought_n of_o man_n heart_n 6.5_o gen._n 6.5_o which_o be_v only_o evil_a continual_o yea_o my_o righteousness_n if_o any_o i_o have_v which_o be_v the_o beauty_n and_o flower_n of_o all_o that_o be_v best_a in_o i_o be_v as_o a_o filthy_a clout_n but_o tâ—ou_o promise_v in_o truth_n 64.6_o â—sâ—y_n 64.6_o &_o will_v perform_v in_o mercy_n that_o thou_o will_v not_o the_o death_n of_o a_o sinner_n but_o whensoever_o he_o shall_v repent_v be_v shall_v live_v lord_n accept_v of_o the_o desire_n &_o groan_n of_o my_o heart_n hear_v my_o cry_n and_o weep_a forgive_v my_o frailty_n wipe_v away_o the_o filth_n and_o corruption_n of_o my_o soul_n furnish_v i_o strength_n and_o spiritual_a courage_n against_o the_o life_n of_o sin_n so_o pregnant_a and_o powerful_a within_o i_o inflame_v my_o affection_n zealous_o to_o be_v dispose_v to_o thy_o glory_n grant_v perseverance_n love_n hope_v and_o all_o christian_a virtue_n unto_o my_o last_o breath_n for_o i_o resolve_v by_o thy_o grace_n o_o my_o god_n to_o walk_v in_o thy_o way_n the_o rest_n of_o my_o day_n i_o have_v to_o spend_v lament_v for_o by_o past_a offence_n &_o promise_v to_o shun_v all_o occasion_n of_o evil_a hereafter_o o_o of_o how_o short_a continuance_n be_v this_o life_n 40.7_o esay_n 40.7_o endless_a be_v the_o eternity_n in_o that_o life_n to_o come_v 2.7_o job._n 2.7_o &_o plentiful_a be_v that_o reward_n 2.3.4.21_o wisd_v 2.3.4.21_o it_o be_v momentary_a that_o pleasure_v everlasting_a that_o annoy_v yet_o as_o the_o lord_n greatness_n be_v so_o be_v his_o mercy_n 8.28_o rom._n 8.28_o and_o therefore_o do_v i_o account_v that_o the_o affliction_n of_o this_o present_a time_n be_v not_o worthy_a of_o the_o glory_n which_o shall_v be_v show_v 4.17.18_o 2._o cor._n 4.17.18_o for_o the_o light_a affliction_n which_o be_v but_o a_o moment_n cause_v a_o far_o more_o excellent_a and_o a_o eternal_a weight_n of_o glory_n the_o thing_n which_o be_v see_v be_v temporal_a 1._o gal._n 3._o 1._o but_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v not_o see_v be_v eternal_a i_o know_v trouble_v soul_n it_o bebove_v christ_n who_o thou_o do_v see_v suffer_v and_o so_o enter_v into_o his_o glory_n 24.26_o luc._n 24.26_o in_o thy_o place_n to_o take_v state_n and_o possession_n that_o where_o he_o be_v thou_o may_v be_v also_o for_o he_o have_v marry_v thou_o unto_o himself_o for_o ever_o 2.19_o â—os_v 2.19_o yea_o he_o do_v marry_v thou_o in_o righteousness_n and_o judgement_n and_o in_o mercy_n and_o in_o compassion_n he_o have_v even_o marry_v thou_o in_o faith_n fullness_n and_o thou_o shall_v know_v the_o lord_n 16._o â—ant_n 2._o 16._o therefore_o thy_o belove_a be_v thou_o and_o thou_o be_v he_o it_o be_v the_o voice_n of_o thy_o well-beloved_a that_o knock_v say_v open_v to_o i_o my_o dove_n my_o sister_n 5.2_o â—ant_n 5.2_o my_o love_n my_o well-beloved_a for_o my_o head_n be_v full_a of_o dew_n and_o my_o lock_n be_v wet_a with_o the_o drop_n of_o the_o night_n say_v not_o deceitful_a soul_n to_o thy_o christ_n go_v and_o come_v again_o 3.28_o â—ro_fw-la 3.28_o and_o to_o morrow_n i_o will_v give_v thou_o if_o thou_o now_o have_v it_o remember_v the_o portion_n thou_o shall_v have_v with_o he_o in_o wedlock_n who_o have_v acquire_v unto_o thou_o by_o his_o poverie_n a_o kingdom_n by_o his_o sorrow_n thy_o joy_n by_o his_o traule_n thy_o rest_n by_o his_o shame_n thy_o glory_n by_o his_o death_n thy_o life_n &_o who_o will_v buy_v a_o match_n at_o such_o a_o dear_a and_o costly_a rate_n return_v therefore_o disobedient_a soul_n unto_o the_o lord_n &_o he_o will_v not_o let_v his_o wrath_n fall_v upon_o thou_o for_o he_o be_v merciful_a 3.12_o lam._n 3.12_o and_o will_v not_o keep_v his_o anger_n and_o who_o be_v great_a like_a unto_o he_o who_o take_v away_o iniquity_n and_o pass_v by_o the_o transgression_n of_o the_o remnant_n of_o his_o heritage_n he_o retain_v not_o his_o wrath_n for_o ever_o because_o mercy_n please_v he_o he_o will_v turn_v again_o 17.18.19_o micah_n 17.18.19_o and_o have_v compassion_n yea_o he_o will_v subdue_v thy_o iniquity_n and_o cast_v all_o thy_o sin_n in_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o sea_n for_o thy_o christ_n do_v come_v into_o this_o world_n to_o finish_v the_o wickedness_n 9.24_o dan._n 9.24_o &_o to_o seal_v up_o the_o sin_n and_o to_o reconceale_v the_o iniquity_n and_o to_o bring_v in_o everlasting_a righteousness_n 3.20_o rev._n 3.20_o and_o now_o behold_v poor_a soul_n he_o stand_v at_o the_o door_n