temptation hath been his conquest yet his sinning shall be his trouble weak strength in grace though it be not alwayes actually sufficient to prevent sin yet it will be able to melt the soul for it if temptation hath surprized the soul to sin grace wiâ—l then surprise the soul to mourne neither will it lie with sin upon it Even a weak child thrown down will be scrambling up or crying for some to raise it But if the places of our fall be the places of our peace and of our rest it is a bad signe that our sinnings exceed infirmities when the sinning is to us as the sea to the fish or as the centre to the stone or as the bed to the labouring man this is no infirmity Fifthly in sinful acts of infirmities the heart as it intends not sin it condemns sin the heart is more sensible watchful prayerful In infirmities the heart is against sin against it and exceedingly strives to mortifie it and subdue it SECT VI. 3. Of Exhortation A Third Use shall be to exhoâ—t us to imitate holy David Exhortation to be carefull to be kept back from presumptuous sins Consider It is a great judgement to be left to our selves in a care against presumptuous sinnes and to be kept back from them Consider seriously a few things 1. It is a great judgement to be left to our selves to be given up to a mans own heart to be given up to Satan to be given up to vile affections to a reprobate sense to our own councels and wayes As if God should say to a person I have dealt with thee by my mercies but thou wilt be unrighteous still I have dealt with thee by my â—udgements but thou Note wilt hold fast thy wickedness still I have dealt with thee by my word and counsels but thou wilt proceed on in thy sinning still I have dealt with thee by my spirit in many convictions and motions but thou wilt sinne still I have dealt with thee by reproofs and checks and troubles of conscience but thy heart is set in thee to sin still Since thou wilt be unrighteous thou shalt be unriâ—hteous still since thou wilt be filthy thou shalt be so stilâ— I will leave thee unto the hands of Satan who works mightily in the chilâ—ren of disobedience and he shall take thee captive at his pleasure I will leave thee to the vilenesse of thy own sinful nature that since thou wilt not hearken unto me thou shalt as thou desirest with all greediness fulfil the lust thereof but I will withdraw from thee in my mercy and in my loving care go on and fill up the measure of thy iniquity and of wrath why brethren this is a sad and forlorn condition what is the estate of the patient when the Physician gives him off and relinquisheth him to his own sick palate and his own vain appetite and diet why saith he physick will do him no good it is in vain to prescâ—ibe him rules let him do on take what he will I see well he is a dead man thus it is with him whom God leaves unto himself Surely there is not a more direful judgement then for God to give over his keeping of us whither will not our wicked hearts carry us what will not sinne left to it self dare to do how outragiously will it swell how irrecoverably will it sink the soul all helps are little enough to bound and keep in sinne but if it be left to its own force and violence then like the sea without a shore what a deluge it makes 2. To sinne upon presumptuous grounds upon a presumption To sin upon a presumption of Mercy is the next way to cut off from mercy of mercy is the next way to cut us off from mercy Knowest thou not O man that the kindnesse and long-suffering and mercy of God should lead thee to repentance but thou through thy hardnesse and impenitency of thy heart treasurest unto thy self wrath against the day of wrath Rom. 2. 4 5. God will not be merciful to the wicked transgressor but he will wound the hairy scalp of such a one who goes on still in his sins Mercy is a sweet City of refuge to the penitent sinner but justice will tear off the presumptuous sinner even from the hornes of the Altar God never yet said that he would forgive him who will not leave his sins do not flatter thy self thou doest forsake thy mercies unlesse thou wilt forsake thy sins God will not spare thee nor pity thee 3. Presumptuous sinning makes high work for the soul The Presumptuous sinning makes high work for the soul pricks of a pinne the cut of a knife may do much hurt but the gash of a sharp sword forcibly followed this will open death in thy sides Every sin fetcheth blood in the soul but presumptuous sinnings do even cleave the conscience asunder be thou good or bad who mounts up in an high kinde of sinning good Lord how it will in a day of judicial sense make the very sinewes to crack and thy joynts to tremble Of all sensible wrackings in the soul there is not any one comparable to that of despaire O! despaire it is the death Note pang of the conscience it is the soul in the Extremity of amazing throwes it sees no heaven and no shore but lays the soul either in hell or ready to be cast quick into it now presumptuous sinnings prepare the way for despair when the soul would have its sinful course it would not be beaten off by any method and warning of heaven but went on in a secure confidence of the easinesse and largenesse of mercy when God will not take these proud braveries any longer but arrest the stout transgressor and set his sins in order both for the greatnesse of fact and height of pride and darings and that against all light and goodnesse and warning and threatning and the sinner sees himself fallen into the hands of a terrible and glorious God from whose fierce displeasure it cannot now rid it self O cries out the miserable man what shall I do woe to me that ever I was borne I have shut up heaven against my self I am rejected for ever as I have dealt with God so now he deals with me I would not hearken to him and now he will not hearken to me O I shall never have mercy I have adventured on so presumptuously that I have distinguished my self from any hope and possibility of recovery I was intreated but still I would sin I was warned but still I would sinne I saw it to be sinful but I would do it I felt some trouble for it but c. I despised counsel and scorned reproof I slighted mercy I quenched motions and these so often O Lord now thou hast met with me now shall I never rise any more I would have my sinnes and I have them still and I shall have thy just wrath and hell with them too
Peter untrusty to his master yet you shall presently find himselfe bitterly weeping for his miscarriage Whereas the servants of sinne do the work and take the wages they sin and rejoyce when they have done evil yet the servants of righteousnesse actively afflict their hearts for that which hath deceived them and prevailed upon them Obj. It is granted that terror may gripe an evill heart for evil doing but there is a great difference betwixt a sword which wounds and a fountain that runs Sol. Conscience may be wounded in the good and in the bad but besides this that acted sinnes are a good mans wound they are also his great grief of soul 2. Another is earnest desire of recovery It is a singular Earnest desire of recovery and observable matter this when a man hath sinned to whom he holds out his hand upon it The servant of sin doth work sinne and his hand stretcheth out it self as a servant still as ready to advance and finish the service sinne is his work and delight it is the Lord and captain after which he would yet march But an holy man not under dominion but surprisal not under service but captivity he is not himself till he hath recovered his liberty and strength There is such an high displeasure with himselfe and with his facts that he will go free he will not have his eare boâ—ed to serve such a Master as sin Good Lord how his heart trembles how his heart meditates cast about works strives sometimes he cries out ah wicked a deceitful heart sometimes he condemnes himself what a beast was I thus to sin sometimes he looks up toward heaven and sighs bitterly Ah! what a God have I provoked what mercies have I wronged sometimes he looks in and weeps and saith ah what motions did I withstand what a spiâ—it have I grieved how unlike my self is my self sometimes he is down in prayer O Lord forgive blot out heal help recover my heart again unto thee One way oâ— other is his soul working like a fountaine in which dirt is cast till it hath purged out the filth he is not at rest till sinne be more subdued his heart more changed his affections more humbled his judgement more cleared his conscience more preserved his peace more confirmed his soul not only recovered but also bettered yea thus it will be with such an heart which clears it that sin hath not dominion that though sin prevaile to action yet it shall not to affection though I did the evil yet I hate it though it did prevail yet I will not serve it though it hath beat me down as a tyrant yet I will not folâ—ow it as my Lord nay I am not at quiet till I can recover the siâ—ht of my Lord Châ—ist againe and have made my â—eace and strengthned my heart for more loyal service unto him The third is strong haâ—red and conflict the War is more increased Strong hatred by victory revenge is more raiâ—ed 2 Cor. 7. SECT V. A Second Use from Davids prayer against the dominion Use 2 of sin shall be for thankfulnesse to such in whom this dominion For thankfulness to such in whom the dominion is broken off is broken off Though there be so much of sinne remaining as may keep thee humble and watchful yet if dominion be gone there is so much done as may challenge from thee to be heartily thankful give me leave to put on this a little Six motives Six motives It is deliverance from the greatest evil 1. Deliverance from the greatest evil is reason enough of great thanks It is more then if God delivered thee from hell if he hath delivered thee from the dominion of sinne No hell is like sinne â—eigning for as much as torment in strength is nothing to sin in strength that is indeed a very miserable thing but this a very evil thing sinne is worse then all punishment and reigning sinne is the worst of all sinne 2. None but God could deliver thee and therefore if he None but God could deliver thee hath done it blesse him A man may deliver his friend out of prison by paying his debt A father may deliver his child out of captivity by sending his ransome A Country may be delivered from the oppression of an invading tyrant by great strength of its own But there are two hands out of which none but God can deliver one is Satans another is our own As David spake in another case thou hast looâ—ed the bands of my distresse and it is the Lord who subdueth the people under me and it is not my bowe nor my sword c. that I say here it is not your own arme which hath gotten you the victory no hand but Gods high hand which hath delivered you from the powers of darknesse which hath kept sin from dominion which hath cast out the strong man which hath cast down the stronâ— holds thou wast not so much as sensible of thine own vassailage or of sinnes dominion thou hadst not power to feel much lesse to conquer and deliver And when thou wert sensible of sinne thy heart did not behave it self as an enemy but as a friend most willingly bowing under the yoke and readily embracing the lusts and motions of the law of sin when thou hast been called upon to put off the yoke and to come out of the house of bondage the Hebrew servant who loved his Master was never more unwilling to part from his house then thy heart was to come off from thy love and service of thy sins And yet the almighty God in compassion to thy soule hath delivered thee he hath disthroned sin he hath drawn off thy heart to a better Lord and would not suffer sin to rule thee but by the mighty power of his grace hath made thee free from the house of most heavy bondage Therefore not to thy good nature nor to thy free-will nor to thy abilities nor to thy wit or parts or reason but to the Lord be all the glory the victory is his therefore let the praise be his 3. It is speciall grace and mercy Paul stiles it rich mercy and It is speciall grace and mercy great love and riches of grace Eph. 2. It is mercy to be rid of a disease more of a sin to resist a temptation much more to take off dominion the spirit of Christ only doth it the more singular a mercy is the more thankfull should we be Titus 3. 3. We our selves also were sometimes foolish disobedient deceived serving divers lusts and pleasures c. v. 4. But after that the kindnesse and love of God our Saviour toward man appeared v. 5. According to his mercy he saved us thou hast in love to my soul delivered it from the pit of corruption said Hezekiah Esa 38. 17. O then what a mercy is it to be delivered from the power of sinfull dominion If thou were rid of an hard Master that would
against them that he might secure and maintain this Q. D. O Lord above all things in the world I desire to be upright and this I shall never be unlesse my heart be cleansed of secret sinnes and my life of presumptuous and reigning sins for thy mercies sake cleanse my heart let me not love and work wickednesse there and for thy goodness sake keep my life let me not act transgressions there O that thou wouldest do this for me then then should I be that which above all I desire to be then should I be upright I will stand no longer about the words only they afford unto us this proposition Doct. THat it should be the great bent aime desire and endeavour of a man to be upright Gen. 17. 1. It should be the desire and endeavour of a man to be upright I am the Almighty God walk before me and be thou upright q. d. this all in all which concerns thee which I esteeme and which thou must study Deut. 10. 12. And now Israel what doth thy Lord thy God require of thee but to fear the Lord thy God to walk in all his wayes and to love him and to serve the Lord thy God with all thy heart and with all thy soul Q. D. I have done you much good thought on you in your afflictions brought you out of Egypt preserved you through the sea and in the wildernesse vanquished all your enemies for you presented you into a land flowing with milk and honey Now all that I require and that you are to look too is that your hearts be upright that you bestow your love on none but me your service on none but me that I have all your heart and all your soule Josh 24. 14. Now therefore fear the Lord and serve him in sincerity and truth q. d. this is the thing that doth concern you nearly this is the end of all your mercies and the utmost of all your returnes if you will be any thing or returne any thing to God who hath done all for you then be sincere and true be upright 1 Sam. 12. 23. I will teach you the good and the right way ver 24. Only fear the Lord and serve him in truth with all your heart Q. D. You have shewed false hearts towards your God in that you would put off his government and you may perceive by the thunder and raine how he takes this at your hands but repent and forsake him no more but get you upright hearts to walk with him and cleave unto him Phil. 1. 9. This I pray c. ver 10. That you may approve things that are excellent that you may be sincere I need not quote more places from the Scripture which abundantly delivers this truth unto us onely for the farther Explication of it I shall enquire these particulars Four things 1. What it is to be upright 2. Why we should so studiously aime at and labour for uprightnesse 3. What useful applications in all kindes of this to our selves 4. Then the resolutions of some Cases of Conscience for the stay of those who suspect their own uprightnesse SECT I. Quest 1. VVHat it is to be upright What it is to be upright The Logicians observe a double quid 1. Quid nominis 2. Quid Rei I will briefly therefore open the several words and phrases which are used in the Scriptures to The several phrases that import uprightnesse opened import uprightnesse and then I shall with more ease and better satisfaction Couch out unto you the lively nature of it For the first of these know that uprightnesse is sometimes Uprightness applied applied 1. To God Psalme 25. 8. Good and upright is the Lord To God Psalm 92. 15. to shew that the Lord is upright Esay 26. 7. Thou most upright doest weigh the path of the just In this respect it notes that just and equal nature of God which is as an answering rule Righteously disposing of all his acts and dealings 2. To man And thus it may be applied both to good men To Man and bad men for uprightness may be considered either as arising out of a renued disposition or as appearing in the course of a renued conversation in which respects it is proper to good men only or as manifesting it self in a particular fact and so Abimelech might say in the uprightnesse of mine heart I have done this Gen. 20. 5. Now uprightnesse or to be upright as applied to good men is delivered unto us both in the Old and in the New Testament by sundry words and phrases Sometimes it is called sincerity as Josh 24. 14. serve the Lord in sincerity that is said to be sincere which is without mixture a metaphor from honey which is then reputed pure and right when it hath none of the wax commixed with it The heart is upright when it is sincere and then it is sincere when it is unmingled Beloved there 's a difference 'twixt Adherence and Commixture To the purest lana there may adhere some thred or spot uncomely but in commixture the qualities or substances are in a sort mutually confounded sin adheres or cleaves to the nature of the most upright person but yet it mingles not it is a thing which the renued heart is thrusting off it would be rid of it the new nature like a spring is working it off so that a man may be said to be upright whose heart will not suffer any sinne to incorporate or settle it self Search me said David see whether there be any way of wickedness in me Psalme 139. 23 24. If a man hath an heart upon which sinful wayes do not only fall but with which they close if his heart knows it and allows it and will walk in it that mans heart is not upright in him Sometime it is called one-ness or singleness so Jer. 32. 39. I will give them one heart and one way that they may fear me for ever Act. 2. 46. They did eat their bread with gladness and sing lenesse of heart There are two sorts of persons hypocrites and upright persons and the Scripture opens them by their hearts Hypocrites are said to have an heart and an heart Psal 12. 2. with a double heart do they speak in the original it is with an heart and an heart So Hos 10. 2. their heart is divided now shall they be found faulty and therefore James 1. 8. they are called men of two mindes double-minded men they are in some things for God and in most things for themselves now for his service and anon for their lusts look as hypocrisie mingles sinne and the affection together so it mingles God and sin and the world together it doth not look on God for Gods sake but for profits sake or pleasures sake or honours sake On the contrary upright persons are persons of one heart or of a single heart as the Zebulonites are said not to be of a double heart 1 Chron. 12.
service is not so good as God may and doth require if he should stand with us upon tearms of strict Justice But then fourthly though there be many imperfections cleaving to the services of men yet if they be upright God will for all them graciously accept of their services Though I pray and with many distractions and though I heare and within my interpretations yet if I be upright in the performances of these i. if my heart be for God indeed under these that I bring in the truth and present strength of my spirit with all humble respect to Gods commands and unfeigned integrity of aiming at Gods glory the services are graciously accepted with God Yea though I cannot alwayes use so many words in prayer though expressions are not so many at this time as at another nay though I finde not that livelihood and chearfulness now as heretofore yet if the heart be upright the service is done and accepted There are two things which may assure a good man that his services are accepted One is faith when he presents his services in the name of Christ look as every sinner needs a Mediatour of redemption so every good man still needs the same Christ as a Mediatour of intercession for his services And though services as done by us can finde no favour yet as presented by Christ they are alwayes a sweet savour before the Lord he is that Angel who hath a golden Censer and hath much incense which he offers with the prayers of all Saints before the Throne Rev. 8. 3. though our services be but weak testimonies yet Christs intercession is a strong and mighty ingratiating both of our persons and actions Another is uprightnesse when the heart is true and plain in what it doth Beloved remember this that as God doth not respect the strongest parts which are passiue as I may say and are idle so he doth not reject the meanest abilities if uprightly imployed No not the day of small things is despised by him if the flax be smoaking though it flame not he will not quench it that is he will not only not slight it but cherish and accept of it 2 Cor. 8. 12. The widows mite the cup of cold water was accepted If a man can truly say Lord I would believe more stedfastly if I could and I strive to believe and I would pray better if I could yet as well as I can I now present my supplications before thee I would serve thee more fully more intirely that is the desire of my soul and my endeavour if I had wherewithal thou shouldst have a better heart more lively affections more ample and chearful duties all should be better if I had a better power I say that notwithstanding the many imperfections yet this uprightnesse this holy frame of a compleat and active will wherein all the powers of the soul are bent to services according to the present power of the measure of grace â—â—â—eived is a most sweet smelling sacrifice and mounts into the most gracious acceptance of God in Christ I pray you remember that of David like as a father pities his childe so the Lord pitieth them that feare him Psal 103. 13. And that of the Prophet I will spare them as a man spareth his own sonne that serveth him Mal. 3. 17. The father commands his childe to lift up the weight and the childe readily addresseth to the obedience he lifts and assayes and still he gives another ha at it but perhaps he cannot get it quite up why the father likes his childe for this and though perhaps the weight be where it was yet he calls this act of his child true obedience why because though that be not done which the father imposed yet it had been done if the child had more strength and he endeavoured with all his strength for to do it Or thus the father wills the childe to shoot an Arrow the child draws the Arrow perhaps but half way and though his eye were upon the mark yet his arrow falls short many Bowes length why the father will yet commend all this for though he sees that the Arrow is short yet he observes that the Bowe was drawn and although the mark be not hit with the Arrow yet it was aimed at with the eye of the childe so is it with God our father who commands such and such duties to which if we addresse our selves with uprightness he will wink and passe by the weakness in action whiles he both observes and accepts the integrity of intention and affection Obj. O saith an upright person I finde such infinite heaps of other thoughts such dulnesse and deadnesse of spirit such untowardlinesse so many weaknesses every way all which are the grief of my soul and it troubles me much that I cannot do the good that I would how will the Lord take such broken services from me Sol. I answer if thy heart be upright in these interrupted services God hath mercy to pardon the weaknesses and he hath wisdome to finde out the uprightnesse and he hath graciousness to accept of the dutifulnesse A Goldsmith will not cast away those lesser raies of gold though mingled and to an inexpert person confounded with various heaps of drosse and â—â—st now he hath an art to find out the little gold and put side the drosse Though with all our holy actions there be much corruption and weakness commixt yet there is such a wise art in Gods gracious mercy as to finde out uprightnesse and holinesse of desire and endeavour in a service commanded with many infirmities 2 Chr. 30 18. the Lord pardon every one v. 19. That prepareth his heart to seek the Lord God of his fathers though he be not cleansed according to the purification of the Sanctuary verse 20. And the Lord hearkened to Hezekiah and healed the people 2. A second comfort is this that if a man be upright he shall not only finde acceptance for services but also indulgence for offences If a man be upright he shall not only finde acceptance for service but indulgence for offence You must ever distinguish twixt the cause and the subject the cause of all pardoning indulgence is the free grace of God in the blood of Christ but the subject of indulgence is the person to whom God is pleased to give his pardon and release None comes in under the wings of the mercy-seat so as the upright persons Uprightnesse in Scripture hath in a well understood sense seemed to cover all you read of King Asa and of many passages which did greatly blur him both as a King and as a good man he did not break down the high-places he sought to the Physicians he joyned to the King of Syria he cast the Prophet into prison who reproved him for it yet 2 Chron. 15. 17. the heart of Asa is said to be perfect all his dayes How all his dayes and yet such sinnings sometimes yes all his dayes for sinnes stand
is to it as a medicine to a disease or as water to spots or as health to sickness gradually altering healing cleansing Another is the Guilt which binds over the sinner to punishment wrath and damnation this is the object of forgiveness in it sin is not healed but pardoned the disposition of the sinner is not altered but his condition When the King pardons a thief his theft now shall not prejudice him so in Gods mercifull forgiveness sinfull guilt is so effectually removed that finally and redundantly it shall never prejudice the eternal life and salvation of the person much more might be said of this subject but I am unwilling to insist on any more then serves to inlighten the point in hand 2. Of this Forgiveness there is a Possibility you must distingush twixt the Of this forgiveness there is a possibility Infallibility of forgiveness which is not to every sin whatsoever or to any sin whatsoever without some condition A grant of actual pardon issues not out of the Court of Mercy unless persons believe and repent It is true there is an infiniteness of Divine mercy considered in it self but in the dispensation and exercise of it it is pleased to bound and confine it self to some sinners only namely to such as forsake their sins Possibility of forgiveness Though perhaps the sinner never comes actually to partake of mercy but perhaps refuseth his pardon yet is there a possibility and that in a twofold respect One In respect of God who doth not in his Word shut the door of Mercy against him nor exclude him nay so far is he from that as that he offers freely the blood of Christ which was shed for the Remission of sins Another In respect of the sinner there is except he sin the sin against the Holy Ghost a Receptivity he is not utterly uncapable he hath not such absolute contradictions to the Tenor of Divine Mercy but that God may without violation of his Glory confirm mercy on him my meaning is his condition is not peremptorily sealed up for wrath but there is a space and away for mercy and some pleas may be made for it 3. Though the sins of a person may be for their nature For what sins great for their kind gross vile abominable for their circumstances high and crying dyed over with many intensive aggravations not only surrepstitious but flagirious enormities as well as infirmities iterated as well as acted Before Conversion and after Conversion all these are capable of pardon 2. The Demonstration of the truth The Extent of Mercy The truth demonstrated from the Records of heaven in whereupon ariseth the possible pardon of all manner of sin is most evident to any considerable apprehension which can or will seriously weigh 1. The volumns and records of heaven I mean the sacred Word revealing and testifying this 1. In the commands of the vilest sinners to repent They in 1. Commands Esa 1. who for the fouleness of their wickedness are stiled Rulers of Sodom and people of Gomorrah verse 10. and their sins are called scarlet and crimson sins verse 18. yet verse 16. are called upon to repent Wash you make you clean put away the evil of you doings from before mine eyes Cease to do evil learn to do well So in Jer. 3. 1. Though their sin was spiritual Adultery they had forsaken the true God yet are they called upon to Return Now this is a truth that though the Precepts of Repentance do not imply an infallibility of the practise of Repentance yet they do imply a possibility of it and consequently of Mercy 2. In the vastness of pardoning promises the promise of 2. pardoning promises pardon is equal to Repentance Isa 55. 7. Let the wicked forsake his way and the unrighteous man his thoughts and let him return unto the Lord and he will have mercy on him and to our God for he will abundantly pardon Here he speaks to the wicked and to the unrighteous person and indefinitely to any and every one of them and assures them if they do repent God will have mercy on them Object And whereas they might object yea but our sins are many and great Sol. He replies that God will abundantly pardon he will multiply pardon as if he had said do but repent and fear not Mercy whatever your former sins have been So in Ezek. 18. 21. If the wicked will turn from all his sins that he hath committed and keep all my statutes verse 22. All his transgressions which he hath committed they shall not be mentioned unto him Mark that phrase All the sins which he hath committed The actual grants of pardon 2. The actual grants of mercy and pardon to the greatest sinners to instance only in a few Adam was one of the greatest sinners that ever lived though not in this respect that he continued long in the practise of sin yet in a causal sence he not only committed a most high sin himself but was also the cause and occasion of all the horrible sins and dishonours against God that ever was or all the sons of men have done or will commit yet God pardoned him when he made a Covenant with him in Christ Gen. 3. Manasseh seems to be a volumn bound up with all kinds of notorious sins and with every kind of sinfull aggravation view his description in 2 Chron. 33. 3. 3. He reared up Altars for Baalim and made groves and worshipped all the hoast of heaven and served them 4. Yea In the house of God he built Altars 5 For all the hoast of heaven did he build Altars in the courts of the Multiplied Idolatry Audatious Idolatry Unnatural Idolatry house of God A most audacious Idolater who durst provoke God to his very face in bringing of the Ark and Dagon together 6. And he caused his Children to pass through the fire in the valley of the son of Hinnom 7. He offered his own Children in sacrifice to the devil 8. Also he observed times and used inchantments and witchcrafts and dealt with a familiar spirit and with Wizards and Sorcery wrought much evil in the sight of the Lord to provoke to Anger Deliberate and intentional provocation 9. He made Judah and Jerusalem to err and to do worse then the Heathens 10. And the Lord spake unto Manasseh but he would not Diffusive Idolatry hearken One would scarcely imagine that the heart of man could be Intensive Idolatry Convicted and yet obstnate the womb of such hideous villanies or that Mercy would ever respect such a sinner yet verse 12. He humbled himself greatly before the Lord. verse 13. And prayed unto him and God was intreated of him and heard his supplication Who would have risen so high in sin but a Manasseh and what mercy would have so exceedingly condescended to forgive but that of God Paul before his Conversion his sins were very high so high that as Theophilact
own Our tongues are our own said they who is Lord over us Psal 12. yea they are said to set their Note mouths against heaven q. d. what tell you us of the Lord of his displeasure or pleasure As for the word which thou hast spoken in the name of the Lord we will not do it said they in Jeremiah 44. A man doth even try it out with God and provokes him to his face and maintaines the devises of his heart against the purity and equity of Gods will 2. In presumptuous sinnings a man knows the thing and way to In them a man knows the thing to be unlawfull be unlawful and therefore the presumptuous sinner is opposed to the ignorant sinner Numb 15. not that every sinning against knowledge absolutely whatsoever is a presumptuous sinning is against knowledge and without grosse ignorance the presumptuous sinner holds a candle in one hand and draws out the sword with the other my meaning is this that he breaks through the light of knowledge discerning the way to be sinful yea and flaming upon his breast working in and checking his conscience notwithstanding all which yet he will presume to offend and proceed in transgressings 'T is true even a good man in many particulars Object may and doth sin not only against habitual but against actual knowledge but this is through infirmity not through Sol. contumacy he approves that light against the sinne and doth not maintaine the sinne against his light yea he yeelds not only by approbation of judgement but also by resolution and desire of will to imitate the light yet through the weaknesse of his power and from the force of an hasty temptation he may fall down even at noon-day but the presumptuous sinner sees light as an enemy and therefore willingly breaks through it to the way of his sinne yea he makes his heart to uphold the sin against the force of his knowledge and drives back the arguments with a resolution that however he will have his sin 3. The presumptuous sinner in that kinde of sinning adventures He adventures against express threatnings against express threaâ—nings thus it stands with a man his heart and Satan incline and egge him to sinne but God and Conscience stand in the way against him as he said of Note the sword to Joab Knowest thou not that it will be bitternesse in the end so God saith to him thou shalt not have peace in this way it is the thing which I hate and abhorre and I have revealed wrath from heaven against it but in presumption the sinning soul steps over the threatning to the committing of the sin that sword of God which may keep back another man yet though God sets the point of it to the breast of a presumptuous sinner it will not stave him off from adventuring therefore the presumptuous sinner is said to blesse himself in his heart though God threatens a curse Deut. 29. this is a truth that a presumptuous sinner is not changed by mercies nor affrighted by threats but as the Leviathan in Job laughs at the shaking of the speare so the heart of a presumptuous sinners puffs at all divine warnings and menaces come said they let it come that we may see him As there is not a love to the goodness of God so there is not a fear of the greatness of God in presumption 4. Presumptuous sins do arise from a false confidence there are two They arise from a false confidence Of the facility of mercy things upon which the presuming sinner doth imbolden himself 1. One is the facility of mercy when a man sets mercy against sinne he doth well because Gods mercies should draw our hearts off from sinne but when a man sets mercy against Justice now he offends yet thus doth the presumtuous sinner perhaps there is not in every presumptuous sinner such a spirit of Atheistical madnesse that he is absolutely carelesse of all that God threatens nor is he so miserably prodigal of his soul that he rejoyceth to have it damned no he may and sometimes doth apprehend threatnings yea so that his heart is caused to demurre it may be a stopping apprehension i. such as may make him study how to pursue his sinne and yet to wave and decline the edge of the sharp threatning and this he doth by opposing mercy to justice 't is true this is a sinne and divine justice will not take it well but I will adventure on it hoping that divine mercy will pacifie the rigor of the threatning I will sin and offend Justice but then I will decline that Court by flying to the Mercy-seat God is of a gentle heart easie to be entreated and will be presently satisfied and appeased Just like a man who will break his bones because he trusts to have them quickly set by a skilful Chirurgion or like a lewd child who adventures to outrages upon the scope and allowance of his fathers good nature This ground of presumption God fully intimates in Deut. 29. 19. when he heareth the words of the curse that he blesse himself in his heart saying I shall have peace though I walk in the imagination of mine heart to adde drunkenness to thirst c. Beloved this is certain that presumption disposeth of mercy beyond all allowance and writes a pardon which God will never allow nor seal it will dare to runne in debt upon a conceit of a discharge and clearing however as if Divine mercy were nothing else but a present untwining of all the knots which we make and a crossing of debts as soon as entred and served for no other end but that men should be bold to sinne and cheerful after the commission of it But verily mercy is more precious then so 2. Another is the self possibility and strength of future repentance Of the self possibility of future repentance he is one of the worst patients in a way of sinning who is confident that he can be his own Physician no soul wounds it self more then that which vainly thinks that it can presently cure them presumption is not alwayes carried upon an absolute hope of mercy but the sinner being more piercingly understanding knows that mercy is a special Charter and such a balme as is spread only upon a returning and humbling soule here it is that this presumptuous person will adventure to sinne upon a confidence that he will notwithstanding all this fashion and polish his soul to a meet capacity of mercy by hereafter repentings and humblings he doth foolishly delude his soul with a fancy of such things which exceed his power There are two things which the sinner cannot assure himself of One is the lengthning of his life for this candle is lighted and put out not according to our desires but according to divine pleasure all life hath its limits from the Lord of life and death he who sinnes to day cannot be assured that he shall live till to morrow Now
and fret and reprove and threaten yea and speak bitterly yet a man will go on I say this man hastens to some great sin to presumptuous sinnings I will give you a reason for it because the Lord will forsake this man he will leave him to himself he will give him up to his own heart since he will not hearken to the counsel of the word nor to the advises of his conscience God will strive with him no more but he shall be left to himself this is the usual course of Gods righteous and judicial proceeding Now what can the heart do being left to it selfe as it hath no strength against a great temptation so it hath sufficient strength and desire to for the greatest methods of transgressings if restriction be a merciful bond to corruption then wrathful desertion a desertion of the creature i. a denial of preventing assistance against temptation or inclination or acting why it is as the unmuzling of the Mastive or untying of the Lion Not that God sets on the heart to sinne but that the heart will in a moment be mighty in sinning which is judicially deserted or left by God for former sinnings Therefore I beseech you take heed of scorning divine admonitions and reproofs Consider that place well in Psal 81. 11. But my people would not hearken to my voice and Israel would none of me ver 12. so I gave them up to their own hearts lust and they walked in their own counsels if thy heart can rise above the word it will rise above thy conscience and if thy heart rise above thy conscience thy next sinnings will rise above thy former he will not be modest to sinne who growes impudent against the word and violent against his conscience Fourthly secure not the heart because of Gods present silence Be not secure because of Gods present silence Beloved I observe that God is silent oft-times when men are in either way in the good and in the bad a man Note may repeat his seekings of God and yet God may be silent O my God saith David Psal 22. 2. I cry in the day time but thou heardest not and in the night season and a man may repeat his sinnings against God and yet God may be silent Psal 50. 21. These things hast thou done and I kept silence But then this silence is not an infallible testimony either way though he be silent to the many prayers of his servants yet the vision will speak at length for as thou hast a time to seek so God will finde a time to answer And though he be silent many times at the sinnings of men yet this is but forbearance it is not an acquittance if thou takes the times to sinne God will take his turn to punish Psal 50. 21. These things hast thou done and I kept silence thou thoughtest that I was altogether such a one as thy self but I will reprove thee and set them in order before thine eyes Obj. But you will say what is this to the preventing of presumptuous sinnings Sol. Very much for presumptuous sinnings depend much upon security a man secures his facts and wayes from this that God is silent and does not presently draw the sword send for the arrest and therefore presumes to a second or greater sinning from God connivence and patience toward former Solomon insinuates it clearly Eccles 8. 11. Because sentence against an evil work is not executed speedily therefore the heart of the sonnes of men is fully set in them to do evil q. d. There is now no ho they make no bones of it they will venture yet again But brethren take heed if you sin and yet you prosper in the world if you sin and yet conscience be quiet if you sinne and yet God presents not a present testimony of his displeasure yet do not presume for if you do evil sinne lies at the doore first or last when you open it your sins shall flie in your face though the punishment of the sinner be not present yet it is certaine it shall not be well with the wiced though he prolong his dayes Eccless 8. 13. yea the sinner of an hundred years old shall be accursed And this is observable that Gods silence towards a forward transgressor is made up at length not only with certainty but with number and measure perhaps he will take such a time to account with thee for thy sinnings that he will break thee suddenly all to pieces he will break thy estate and thy conscience and thy body and thy soul and all and all irrecoverably for ever When a man emboldens his heart to sin because of divine Note patience God doth usually do two things viz. Study and improve Mercy aright 1. He riseth suddenly to the ven eance 2. He curseth the sinner without all remedy and so fully vindicates his silence and glorifies his Justice Fifthly If you would be kept from presumptuous sinnings then both study and improve mercy aright Mercy it is the sweet savour of a sinfull soul that gentle voice which speaks hope to a trembling spirit that tender hand which supports and relieves a fainting soul And yet even from this sweet flower doth pâ—esumption suck the vilest poyson corrupting and inflaming the heart to the greater boldness of sinfâ—ll adventures from the greater goodness of exceeding Mercifulness in God But then mark it that upright apprehension of divine Mercy would serve to keep off the soul from presumptuous sinnings If a man did consider two things 1. That Mercy the very intent of it the pulse of it it is to draw a man off from sin it is true Mercy is an harbor but not for the Traitor to thrust in his ship it is a City of refuge but not for the audacions man-slayer O! No Mercy it is the tenderest goodness but withal it is a special goodness and is set up not as a light by the sea that a man may know thereby how to sail more freely that a man should therefore sin more violently but as a proclamation from a Prince to draw in the rebel to sheath his sword and to fall down on his knees There is Mercy with thee therefore shalt thou be feared said David And knowest thou not O man saith the Apostle that the goodness of God should lead thee to Repentance Rom. 2. 4. Hath God mercy to pardon me with what heart can I then presume to provoke him Hath he Mercy to pardon me How canst thou then O my soul hold on thy sins not return when Mercy sends a Message after thee it is the last and most prevailing motive for a sinner to repent even this that God will be mercifull to him 2. Mercy mis-proved to the sin is both justly denied to the sinner and also intends his sin The only way to forsake our Mercies is that we will not forsake our sins God will never shew thee Mercy if tbou wilt not return from sinning against him
upon the account and seeme to be reckoned not so much when they are done as when they are done with a sinful heart And they lose upon the account they are struck off God passeth over them when the bent of their heart is against them see that place and passage of David Blessed is he whose transgression is forgiven and whose sin is covered ver 2. Blessed is the man to whom the Lord imputeth no iniquity verily brethren that mans estate is blessed whose sins are pardoned O! if the Lord be reconciled to a man if the Lord covers his sinne i. will not look upon them in a judicial way so as to account and reckon with the sinner for them if the Lord will not impute iniquity to him i. though he hath iniquity yet the Lord will forgive it it shall not redound unto him in punishment but it shall be blotted out and be as if it had never been tell me seriously is not this a blessed thing tell me now you whose hearts are ready to break asunder with the sense of guilt whither pardoning mercy be not a most blessed and desirable thing You will freely confesse it is but then the question is who is that man that is so blessed what is his temper how is he qualified See on in that ver 2. he is one in whose spirit is no guile what 's that that is he is the upright person whose spirit is really and plainly for God who in truth desires to please him who in truth hates all sin This is that blessed man and in this is a great part of his blessednesse that the Lord will not impute his iniquities unto him but will forgive and cover them i. so forgive them that they shall not rise upon the account any more Paul did upon this conclude by way of testimony to himself and for others that there was no condemnation unto them Rom. 8. 1. why what was Paul what was his temper verily it was upright Obj. Upright why he complains of sin that he was sold under it he complaines of the Law of his members warring against the Law of his mind he complains that he was brought into captivity he complaines that when he would do good yet evill was present with him How then can be say that there was no condemnation for him how was he upright Sol. Thus his being upright did not consist in this that he had no sin in him nor in this that he did no sin nor in this that he did all the good which he saw should be done But in this that he hated the sin which dwelt in him that he resisted the evil working in him that his inward man approved the good and condemned the evil that his inward man hated the evil and was delighted in the Law of God This was his uprightness and upon this he concludes that there was no condemnation i. his sinne should not sink his soul to hell they should not separate him from the love of God in Christ they should not be imputed to him but Christ would take them off An upright person the Lord is his God in covenant 3. A third comfort to an upright person is this that the Lord is his God in Covenant You are not Ignorant of the Covenant which God did stipulate with Abraham Gen. 17. 1. I am the Almighty al-sufficient walk before me and be thou perfect what is the meaning of that In a Covenant you know there are two parties and they mutually undertake and agree so here is God on the one part and here is Abraham on the other part and God promiseth and Abraham promiseth God promiseth to be All-sufficient unto him and engageth himself in an everlasting Covenant to be his God ver 7. now Abraham promiseth to walk uprightly before the Lord and this is all that the Lord agrees with him for walke before me and be upright and then I am thy God and I will be thy All-sufficiency Obj. Why you will say this is granted it is cleare that God Covenants to be a God to an upright person But what so great comfort in that Sol. Nay then I have done if yet you understand not If yet you think it so poore so meane a thing for God to be your God in Covenant I tell you brethren when God becomes your God in Covenant when he saith to a person I will be a God unto thee it is infinitely more then if the Lord should say to a man I will give unto the all the world O for God to be my God what is it but this I am thine and all that I am or have or can do shall be thine and for thee I am an holy God and that shall be to make thee holy I am a mercifull God and that shall be to pardon thy sins I am a powerfull God and that shal be to help thee to deliver thee to conquer for thee I am a faithfull God and that shall be to make every promise good which I have made unto thee I am a wise God and that shall be to bring in thy comforts thy deliverances thy helps in the most desirable season When sins trouble thee I will pardon them when they are too strong for thee I will subdue them when thy heart is sorrowful I will comfort it when thy graces are weak I will strengthen them when men disgrace thee I will honour thee when dangers arise I will preserve thee what thou needest that I will give thee what thou hast that I will blesse to thee all this and far more then this it is for God to be our God in covenant Nay and all this is ours by covenant that is it is not a faire and empty pretext it is not a glorious and vaine complement but really so and firmly so the Lord if he be our God in covenant doth bind himselfe to be all this unto us by the fidelity of his nature by the truth of all his promises by the seale of the blood of the Lord Jesus Christ Now what think you do you now not think that the people happy who are in such a case whose God is the Lord Psal 144. 15. I tell you we are not able to Imagine the height and depth and breadth of this one comfort that God is my God in covenant and yet whatsoever you apprehend of it whatsoever you feel of it whatsoever it is it is the portion of the upright persons thou art my portion O Lord for ever said upright David Psal 119. 4. Uprightnesse intitles the person to all blessings of heaven and Uprightnesse intitles to all the blessings of heaven and earth of earth as David spake of Jerusalem that I may say of the upright person all my springs are in thee or what Iacob said of Ioseph that he was A fruitful branch or bough uprightnesse is like Arons Rod full of blosomes you know that place Psal 84. The Lord God is a sun and shield the Lord will
hand An unprepared condition is wofull 2. How wofull is the unpardoned condition men go on in sin and make a work of it but speak slightly of it but the truth is 1. Sin makes God our enemy therefote it is called enmity in Sin makes God our enemy Ephe. 2. and a provocation because it stirs up the wrath of God against us which wrath if it should seize on thy soul Ah miserable man then thou canst neither suffer it nor decline it Jesus Christ standing in our stead felt some of it and it made him sweat drops of blood and to cry out My God my God why hast thou forsaken me How then shall a poor weak guilty sinner stand under the fierceness of his indignation 2. Sin unpardoned makes conscience our enemy As long as the Lord Conscience our enemy hath a quarrel with us for sin conscience may not speak any peace unto us Now the Lord be mercifull unto us if the Lord should awaken thy conscience and set thy sins in order who knows what would become of thee Knowest thou the power of conscience when it is opened to behold a God angry and sin unpardoned Read the vigor of it in Cain and the terror of it in Judas how it crached their spirits and brought the one to the utmost desperation and the other to the grave and hell in despite of all former advantages 3. And who can tell how soon he may die Go and listen Who can tell how soon he may die sometimes at a dying bed the person quakes and the bed trembles and the heart sighs what is it that the man speaks so to himself Ah Lord saith he I would not die and then tears trickle down his cheeks and his heart is ready to flie in pieces But why wouldst thou not die O no my sins are many I now see them and feel the bitter wrath of God for them Oh! my sins they are not pardonable and who can dwell with everlasting burnings or stand before the holy and just God 3. What unspeakable comfort is it to have our sins forgiven It is unspeakable comfort to have sin pardoned Son said Christ Mat. 9. 4. Be of good comfort thy sins are forgiven thee When the Israelites got through the red sea and looked back and saw their enemies all drowned what reviving was this if the drowning of corporal enemies be such a cause of joy who could but kill our bodies what cause of exultation for the drowning of spiritual enemies of sins in the depths of mercy which else would have destroyed oursouls How shall I express the comfort of it David saith all in one word The man is blessed whose iniquities are forgiven Now blessedness is the center of all joy and comfort Tell me brethren what think you 1. Of freedom from hell that you shall never see the place of the damned Is that a matter of comfort why If sin be pardoned hell is discharged There is no condemnation if Remission 2. Of Gods loving kindness David said it was life nay better then life Oh what is this God is reconciled unto me in Christ he looks on me not as a Judge but as a fathet with ardent affections and compassions why if sin be pardoned God is reconciled enmity slain all differences twixt you and God are taken off 3. Of the blood of Christ Is it worth the having or of interest in Christ it is worth the enjoying why if pardoned then doubtless united to Christ and how many and great are the benefits that result and follow upon union 4 Of Peace of conscience It is a mercy that Conscience can and may speak peace chear us up assure us stand for us against men and devils Why when sin is pardoned conscience may not accuse it hath nothing to do but direct us in good ways and to comfort us with the testimonies of our pardon and Reconciliation with God 5. Of all outward mercies Oh! what a life doth a pardoned sinner live If he looks up to heaven all is peace if he looks down to earth all is comfort he hath lands and sins pardoned too wife children honours friends yea and his sins are pardoned too 6. Lastly What think you of confidence in death When you are leaving the earth then to be assured your next journey is to heaven After grace to find glory would you ever be willing to die be confident in death live in death live after death O then get your sins whatsoevet they are to be pardoned 11. The Means if you ask what may we do to get our sins The means forgiven I shall answer briefly 1. Find out your sins and know them and that is done by the study of the Law which gives us the knowledge of sin 2. Beg of God for a contrite heart so as to be sensible of sin and weary of it and broken for it The weeping woman was forgiven Luke 7. 44 47. 3. And also for a penitential heart Repent saith Peter that your sins may be blotted out Act. 3. 19. See Isa 55. 7. 4. And for a Believing heart in the Lord Jesus In whose blood and for whose sake we obtain Remission of our sins 2 Cor. 5. 20. God was in Christ reconciling the world not imputing our sins 5. And for a forgiving heart see Mat. 6. 14 15. 6. Make it a daily and vehement petition for Repentance and forgiveness as did David Psalm 51. and sue all out in the name of Christ Object But these things are hard and laborious Sol. But they are for mercy O Mercy I perish without thee and therefore I will not live without thee sleep without thee die withou thee I will pray for mercy I will go to Christ for mercy and shall it seem so grievous to me to leave a sin which will damn me to get mercy which will save me II. The Tribunal of Justice erected in these words But the Blasphemy against the holy Ghost shall not be forgiven These words are the saddest expressions of purest Justice that ever were uttered Oh what is the height what the depth of this for a sinner to rise to such a peculiar degree and form of sinning as for ever to distinguish himself from all hope of mercy never never never to he pardoned In this there are two things to be inquired into 1. What this Blasphemy against the holy Ghost is What this sin is 2. The irremissibleness of this Blasphemy Touching the first of these there are several opinions and no marvel for to find the right nature of this sin is a work not of the least difficulty In Scripturis sanctis nulla major questio nulla difficilior invenitur saith Austin 1. The Novations thought every sin after Baptism especially Quid est quod Novato succenseamus tollenti poeâ—itentiam dicentique nullam eos veniam obtinere qui post lavacrum peccant Athan. Tom. 1. in hoc subject p. 776. denial of Christ in time of perfection
if he should take the brightest candle to search all the records of his soul yet many of them would escape his notice And indeed this is a great part of our misery that we cannot understand all our debts we can easily see too many yet many more lie as it were dead and out of sight To sin is one great misery and then to forget our sins is a misery too If in repentance we could set the battel in array point to every individual sin in the true and particular times of acting and re-acting O how would our hearts be more broken with shame and sorrow and how would we adore the richnesse of the treasure of mercy which must have a multitude in it to pardon the multitude of our infinite errors and sinnes But this is the comfort though we cannot understand every particular sin or time of sinning yet if we be not idle to search and cast over the books and if we be heartily grieved for those sins which we have found out and can by true repentance turn from them unto God and by faith unto the blood of Jesus Christ I say that God who knowes our sins better then we know them and who understands the true intentions and dispositions of the heart that if it did see the unknown sins it would be answerably carried against them He will for his own mercy sake forgive them and he too will not remember them Nevertheless though David saith who can understand his errors as the Prophet Jeremiah spake also The heart of man is desperately wicked who can know it yet must we bestir our selves at heaven to get more and more heavenly light to finde out more and more of our sinnings So the Lord can search the heart And though we shall never be able to finde out all our sins which we have committed yet it is possible and beneficial for us to finde out yet more sins then yet we do know And you shall find these in your own experience that as soon as ever grace entred your hearts you saw sin in another way then ever you saw it before yea and the more grace hath traversed and increased in the soul the more full discoveries hath it made of sinnes It hath shewn new sins as it were new sins not for their being not as if they were not in the heart and life before but for their evidence and our apprehension and feeling we do now see such wages and such inclinations to be sinful which we did not think to be so before As physick brings those humours which had their Simile residence before now more to the sense of the Patient or as the Sun makes open the motes of dust which were in the roome before so doth the light of the word discover more corruption But I passe by that point of the impossibility of a full apprehension of all sinnes committed ignorantly and inconsiderately I now proceed from Davids complaint to Davids request Davids request and here I shall speak of his first Request viz. Cleanse thou me from secrets or secret sins Saint Austin upon the words Ab occultis meis munda me domine expresseth it thus A cupiditatibus in me latentibus munda noe i. from those concupiscences which lie so hid and so close and so private within me O Lord cleanse thou me And in his second exposition of this Psalm for he expounded the Psalm twise Tolle-ex corde maelam cogitationem i. O Lord take out of my very heart even the sinful thoughts I will name the Proposition and then we may perhaps open things more fully CHAP. I. Doct. IT is the desire of an holy person to be cleansed not only from publick but also from private and secret It is the desire of a holy person to be cleansed from secret faults sinnes Rom. 7. 24. O wretched man saith Paul who shall deliver me Why O blessed Apostle what is it that holds thee what is it that molests thee thy life thou sayest was unblamable before thy conversion and since thy conversion Phil 3. Thou hast exercised thy self to have a conscience void of offence toward God and toward men Acts 24. 16. And yet thou criest out O wretched man and yet thou complainest who shall deliver me Verily brethren it was not sin abroad but at home it was not sin without but at this time sin within it was not Pauls sinning with man but Pauls sinning within Paul O that Law of his members warring secretly within him against the Law of his minde This this made that holy man so to cry out so to complaine As Rebekah was weary of her life not as we read for any forraine disquietments but because of domestique troubles the daughters of Heth within the house made her weary of her life so the private and secret birth of corruption within Paul the workings of that that was the cause of his trouble that was the ground of his exclamation and desires who shall deliver me I remember that the same Paul adviseth the Ephesians as to put of the former Conversation so to put on the renewed spirit of the minde Ephes 4. 22 23. intimating that there are sinnes which are lurking within as well as sins walking without and that true Christians must not only sweep the doore but wash the Chamber my meaning is not onely come off from sins which lie open in the Conversation but also labour to be cleansed from sinnes and sinning which remaine secret and hidden in the Spirit and inward disposition Now for the beneficial discovery of this assertion let us enquire four things 1. In what respects sins are called secret 2. What it is to be cleansed 3. Why we are to desire a cleansing from them 4. What of all this to us SECT I. 1. IN what respect sinnes are called secret for the resolution In what respect sins are called secret of this know that sinne hath a double reference Either to God and so really no sin nor manner of sinning Not to God is secret Can any hide himself in secret places that I shall not see him saith the Lord do not I fill heaven and earth saith the Lord Jer. 23. 24. it is true that wicked men with an Atheistical folly imagine to hide themselves and their sinful wayes from God they seek deep to hide their Councel from the Lord and their works are in the dark and they say who seeth us and who knoweth us Isa 29. 15. But really it is not so though the cloud may somewhat eclipse the light of the Sun and though the dark night may shut it forth altogether yet there stands no cloud nor curtain nor moment of darknesse or secrecy 'twixt the eyes of God and the wayes of man The wayes of a man are before the eyes of the Lord and he pondereth all his goings Prov. 5. 21. He speakes principally there of the wayes of the adulterer which usually are plotted with the most cunning secrecy yet God
other servant looseth his liberty by his service but libertty is then got when we become servants to God As soon as we enter the service we obtain our freedom Every other servant in strictness of Rule is below a son a child but every servant of God is a son of God and shall have not gifts as a meer servant may have but the inheritance which the son who serveth his Father shall have There are two sorts of servants under God 1. Some stubborn who are Servi victi as St. Aust in speaks The Law of Creation is upon them and so will they nill they they are in some obediential and serviceable Relation 2. Others are servants not of force but of affection not of compulsion but of election they have chosen God to be their Lord and have willinglly resigned up themselves in the purpose of their hearts to an universal observance and love of him and obedience unto him impartially and constantly to do his work Such a servant to God was David but this observation is very general therefore I pass unto another viz. SECT IV. Doct. 4 EVen this That we are Gods servants should be used to move the Lord to help us against sins you know that in all relations That we are Gods servants should be a plea for help against sinnes there are mutual bonds and duties the wife owes much of subjection to the husband and the husband owes also much of love respect and care to the wife The Child owes much attendance reverence and affectionate duty to the Parents and the Parents owe much of instruction reproof correction nurture provision of Estate for the child again so is it betwixt the Lord and his servant though to a mear slave there be no mutual obligation or else it is in that which is weak yet to a servant who stands in that relation which they call Ingenuous as much is due from him to his Lord so something his Lord ought to do for him to feed him to cloth him to house and lodge him to defend him against wrong and injuries This is it in the case of David Keep back thy servant from presumptuous sins as if he had said O God thou art my Lord I have chosen thee to whom I will give obedience thou art he whom I will follow I bestow all that I am on thee Now a Lord will help his servant his servant against an enemy against an enemy who for the Lords service is the servants enemy O my Lord help me I am not able by my own strength to uphold my self but thou art All-sufficiency Keep back thy servant from presumptuous sins Note I observe in Scripture many singular Methods to prevail in request upon God sometimes he hath been urged from something in himself to do things for his Mercies sake and for his truth sake and for his goodness sake and for his holiness sake sometimes he hath been urged from something which he was very tender of and at which he aims in all his dealings viz. for his own glory and for his names sake sometimes he hath been urged from some word or other which he hath let fall at which the believing soul doth catch as did Benhadab servants from Ahab thy brother Benhadab Remember thy word saith David upon which thou hast caused me to hope Psalm 119. Thou saidst thou wouldst do me good said Jacob Gen. 32. Sometimes he hath been urged from the special relations twixt him and his people as from that of a Father Isa 64. 8. But now O Lord thou art our Father and this of a Lord. Isa 63. 18. The people of thy holiness have possessed it but a little while verse 19. We are thine and in many other places Remember thy servant and remember thy servants Beloved It is a great thing to stand in near relations to God and then it is a good thing to plead by them with God forasmuch as nearer relations have strongest force with all the servant can do more then a stranger and the Child then a servant and the wife then a Child but though this urging of God by vertue of our relation be an excellent point yet because it is not the main intention of the place I likewise pass it over Another observable Proposition may be this SECT V. Doct. 5 THat our special Relations to God should be special Reasons to work a care not to sin against God Keep thy servant Our special relation to God should make us carefull not to sin against God from c. Thy servant there be many reasons against sinning the very nature of sin carries along with it a condemnation of sinning because sin formerly is a transgression an Anomy and a Rebellion which alone is an inglorious thing Again The Laws and threatnings of God should be as forcible cords to draw off the heart from sin And again All the Mercies and goodness of God should exasperate the heart against sin Again All the Attributes of God might hold us Now with these this also may come in viz. The specialty of our Relation to God that we are his Children and he is our Father we are his servants and he is our Lord though the common obligations are many and sufficienr yet the special Relations are also a further tie the more near a person comes to God the more carefull he should be not to sin against God Let us who are of the day be sober let us not sleep as do others 1 Thes 5. 6 8. God hath not called us unto uncleanness but unto holiness 2 Thes 3. 7. If you call him father pass the time of your so journing here in fear 1 Pet. 1. 17. If I then be a father where is my honor If I be a Master where is my fear Mal. 1. 6. I will be sanctified saith God of all them that draw near unto me There is a double drawing near unto God 1. One in respect of Office as the Priests of whom he there spake who because their Calling and Office is more high and heavenly they therefore should be more religious and holy 2. Another in respect of Nature and change by vertue of which our Relation comes closer to God even this nearness should occasion more care against sinfulness Reasons Reasons whereof are these First Admissions of sinnings here do diffuse a greater ingloriousness Their sinnings are most dishonourable to God to God sin is most darkning in a white cloud then in a black as a spot is more eminently disgracefull in a fair then in a foul cloth Though the sins of evil men do prejudice Gods Glory yet the great sinnings of good men do occasion much more for not only the particular sinnings send up a cloud but other men by reason of them form out of them a smoak of blaspheming and reproaching of the wayes of God and the profession of Grace Secondly Their great sinnings do make them the sorer wounds Their sinnings make the greater wounds and
soul doth as it were shut its eyes and stop its ears it doth break away to the sin against all the discoveries and clear impleadings of knowledg gainsaying and withstanding it the presumptuous person goes not to sin ignorantly but he doth it by imprinted light so the sin as Gods enemy which yet he will embrace as his friend yea the more Inexcusable that a sin is the worse it is when little or nothing can be said in behalf of the siner thus is it in presumptuous sinings the man cannot say I did not know it I was not warned 2. The more pride of heart accompanies any kind of sinning The more pride of heart in any sinning the viler it is this makes it the more vile for pride lifts up the point of the sword it shakes the speare against God when the will of God and the will of a sinner come into a competition about sining then pride growes high Who is the Lord saith Pharaoh that I should let Israel goe Exod. 3. Who is Lord over us said they in Psalme 12. when the heart goes proudly to sin it will acknowledge noe Lord but it s own pleasure and no rule but it s own resolution it can slight a precept and scorne a threatning Now presumptuous sinnings are filled with pride I think St. Austine had an aime at this in his exposition of this v. when he rendered the reading of it thus contine servum tuum a superbiis keep back thy servant from prides as if pride were knotted and folded doubled in presumptuous sinnings there was pride and pride again in that heart which durst thus to sinne and verily so there is in presumptuous sinnings a manifold pride a pride of judgement to approve that which God hath branded and condemned a pride of will to rise up to that which God would have the sinner forbear A pride of security to make a Sanctuary for the soul when God hath threatned wrath c. 3. The more impudency and boldnesse attends a sinning the worse it is There is a double impudency about sinning One of defence when the sinne hath been committed of which I am not now to speak which is no more but to paint The more impudency in sinning the worse it is a whore or to cover a plain sore to make that seeme good which really is stark nauâ—ht Another of entrance when the sinful soul layes aside all shame and fear and modesty and restraints and arguments said he whatsoever may be said come of it whatsoever may come yet I wiâ—l on let God take it well or take it ill let him beseech by mercy or warne by threatnings nothing moves neither my peace nor comfort nor soul prevail nor my shame nor trouble nor misery keep back But thus it is in presumptuous sinnings the heart is bold and impudent which can look so much mercy in the face and yet will dare to sinne which can look so many threatnings in the face yet wil dare to sin which can look its own great misery in respect of the issue Note and end of the sinnin in the face and yet will dare to sinne nay which can perhaps look many former experiences of bitteâ—ness and anguish for the same sinful adventurings in the face and yet will dare to sin puttinâ— the hand into the fire agâ—in which hath burned it and venturnig to swim in those waters where had not Gods mercy stept in the soul had long since been drowned 4. The more abuse of mercy concurs to the sinning the more hainous it raiseth the sinne for mercy is the sweetest stop of a The more Mercy is abused the more hainous the sin sinner and the kindness of it should smooth off the soule from offending what is mercy but that unspeakable readinesse in God to forgive a sinner a gracious willingnesse to sit down with wrong offered if yet the sinner will come in and the abusings of it are affronts to the highest love But now in presumptuous sinnings mercy is extreamly abused First in that it hath not its dirâ—ct end the direct end of mercy is to awe and to keep off the heart from sinne There is mercy with thee therefore shalt thou be feare Psal 130. But the presumptuous sinner is lesse fearful because God is so merciful and the mercies of God should lead to repentance Rom. 2. But the presumptuous sinner yet dares to hold on the sinful trade Secondly when it is made to serve and to encourage sinne O this is the imbasing of that high and tender attribute of God when we draw out from his goodnesse to embolden the heart to wickednesse as if that God whose soul abhorres sinne would let fall any expression to hearten a sinner yet thus it is with the presuming sinner the very mercy of God makes him bold to sin against God the confidence of that easiness in God to forgive occasions him therefore to adventure and multiply transgressions In respect of others 3. In respect of others David had good reasons to pray to be kept from presumptuous sinnes in respect of others as well as in respect of himself whither you consider his general calling a man of goodness or his particular calling a man of dignity and place but I will fold them both together thus then 2. Reasons His sins would be exemplary 1. Such sinnes would be exemplary and noted There are three things which set a man upon the stage which lift up his actions on high to the eye of the word One is his powerful and active sanctity a very holy man is a kinde of a wondrous sight after which many eyes are gazing Godlinesse is a very rare thing and therefore men look much upon him who professeth it Another is his singular dignity lift a man out of the croud advance him to a place and seat of honour above others how busie is the multitude to eye and judge and imitate him The wayes and actions of great persons are usually the present copies of the most A third is his notorious miscarriages which are like the tayle of a blazing comet the great sinning of good orgreat men fall instantly into common discourse and perhaps also easily into common practice Therefore great cause had David to pray against presumptuous sinnes which by his practice might prove a common snare for who will not confidently write after that sinful copy which both goodnesse and greatnesse have begun that which the great man dotâ— the inferior person will do and that which the good man doth that the evil man thinks he may now lawfully do if knowledge will venture ignorance supposeth that it may safely follow and if holinesse will adventure why should profaneness be so nice as to stop The way or fact is credited either as not bad or else not so dangerous where either authority or profession are leaders Now this might be some cause to move good David to pray to be kept back from presumptuous sins
that When the soul suppresseth When the soul suppresseth truth truth and holds back the light for unrighteousness sake when it knows the fact or way to be sinfull and yet will not be held back 4. What is it for a person to bless himself in his way and to When a man blesseth himself in a sinfull way protect himself when God hath cursed his facts to say none of this evil shall befall me but to morrow shall be as to day The Prophet is a fool and the spiritual man is mad God will not do as he reports therefore soul take thine ease thy course let us eat and drink and to our sins still 5. What is that When men will not repent till they be old When men wil not repent till they be old or ready to die and till then will continue upon that score of sinning upon a presumption that sin will be easily discharged and Mercy presently had When men return to those sins they have found bitter 6. What is that Returning of the soul to a fact or way which it hath found to be bitter already and though it hath found Hell in the conscience for the same sinning yet it will break out again upon a hope of great mercy Object Yea But alas The best have their infirmities and escapes we think no hurt and God knows our hearts sin we do and who doth not but it is not through presumption but through infirmity The spirit is ready but the flesh is weak we still carry flesh and blood about us it is our weakness and God we trust is mercifull Sol. It is most true that the best are sick and the strongest are weak but then it is as true that the heart is deceitfull and sin is subtile and men are apt to raise themselves in a false opinion of their safeties and to extenuate the height and parts of their sinning But to the objection I will briefly discover unto you whether Four things Whether our sinnings be from infirmity or presumption your sinnings fall from Infirmity or else proceed from Presumption This must be granted in the general 1. There are sins of Infirmity as well as of Presumption 2. Infirmities are of two sorts 1. Meer Infirmities sins arising from meer weakness without any deliberation of the mind or choice of the Will as suddain evil thoughts words deeds dulnesses defects shortness in good c. 2. Mixt which have a tange of presumption but not enough to make the sin to be presumptuous A knowledge but not a practical Judgement pro hic nunc some apprehension but not a perfect deliberation suddain passions perplexing the Judgement and dazling of it Inadvertencies Inconsiderations But more particularly 1. Acts owning themselves to infirmitie depend most Infirmities depend most upon outward strength upon outward strength they have not such an entire causality from the subject but are produced from unequal power It is granted that even a good heart may yet be found in the dirt it may be overtaken with some particular facts which are stark naught but this irregular action ariseth principally from a strength of temptation which exceeds the actual strength of the renewed heart like a man in a crowd though he strives another way yet is over-born he is over-set he is carried down for all his strength cannot shoulder off the crowd he is too weak So when a man sins through infirmity there is a nature which resists as Paul had a Law in his mind warring against the Law of his members Rom. 7. yet the strength of that sinfull Law did over-bear the resisting strength of his renewed mind in respect of particular facts therefore the acts were acts of infirmity But what is this to him whose heart is set on wickedness who imagineth sinfull devices who shapes and contrives his way of sinning who tempts even sin it self to sin whose sinnings arise from affection not from temptation who provokes his corruption to get out who is a devil to his own heart inclining and stirring it to sinfull commissions were our sinnings springing from a full principle from a nature giving out it self and that alone I cannot judge them to be infirmities 2. Acts of infirmity are not habitual but particular they Infirmities are not habitual but particular are rather transient then permanent acts they are acts but not continued acts like a land-flood not like a river and the reasons of it are these 1. Partly because they spring from Temptation which though Note it may now and then over-reach the soul yet the renewed heart observing the slight of Satan and the imbecillity of it self provides therefore for stronger defence and strength to resist And 2. Partly because They flow from passion and sudden distemper which is not a constant inclination but only a fit a present violence David in a sudden Passion will kill Nabal and every mothers child but when Abâ—gail met and asswaged him and made him understand reason he was quit from his projects But now where things fall into a habit into a course into a common practise when a man is every day at his sin when it proves an haunt this cannot be called a business of infirmity when our actions run and fall into a kind of naturalness and custom that a man is always sliping and alwayes swearing and alwayes filching and alwayes lying when the way of his sin is a Trade why this is no more to be reputed an infirmity then for a Mariner to be in his ship or a Trades-man to be in his shop Thirdly acts of infirmity are involuntary acts the man doth Infirmities are involuntary acts them but the will is against them the evil which I would not do that do I said Paul in Rom. 7. As the fact opposeth the Law so that will opposeth the fact it is that which a mans judgment disapproves and which his will is averse from The traveller his will is to go the right way and in that to stand yet he may stumble and fall down and this may be called an infirmity But if he be himself and should put off his cloaths and lay himself down in the dirt this were an act of a voluntary madnesse so when a man sets himself to sin when he will go and wallow in the mire when with Ahab he sells himself to work wickednesse that he doth bargaine away his soul for a sin when he gives up himself to uncleanness with greediness this is no infirmity it is a height of proud presumption But through infirmity of prevalent resistance a good man may be sold under sin as Paul he may be led captive being over-surprized he may be led with Peter that way or to that fact which yet he would not willingly do Fourthly acts of infirmity is not a state of quietnesse or consistence i. if a man sins from a weaknesse of withstanding Infirmities are not a state of quietnesse grace Though the
if we will not return iniquity shall be our ruine Object O! but God is mercifull though we be sinfull Sol. Yea But he is mercifull only to the penitent and if thou wilt be impenitent thou forsakest thy metcies and treasurest wrath unto thy self against the day of wrath Rom. 2. 4 5. Nay more Mercy doth so infinitely upbraid thee that the very Devils will hiss at thee in the day of Judgement they may cry out against thee for the abominablest wretch living yea in this respecâ— worse then they Lord may they say we have sinned exceedingly against thee why what should we do we had never any hope or proposition of mercy it was never offered to us nor assured us but here 's a wretch that though he were a sinner yet thou didst beseech him by thy mercies to leave his sins thou assuredst him of free pardon if he would return and he not only refused the pardon but because of thy goodness in it therefore grew more proudly bold and presuming to sin against thee 6. Sixthly Consider this That it is a difficult thing to repent It is a difficult thing to repent and that the more a man doth sin the more hard it is to repent of his sins Object Why will you say what of this to the prevention of presumptuous sinnings Sol. I answer this conduceth much because the presuming sinner leads on his soul to sin upon this ground and confidence that if the worst come to the worst he will yet at last put off his sins and repent whereupon his heart adventures far Now if a man were throughly convinced of two things this ground would sink and perhaps his heart might be taken off from presuming 1. One is That it is a difficult thing to repent Why Repentance is the new setting of the heart and life it is the very contradiction of a mans former love and practise it is the undoing of all his doings it is the shifting as it were of his nature and the transplanting of himself the divorcing of the affections the new bent and edge of the soul for all holy and pious obedience and is this an easie thing Is it easie for a man to become an enemy to himself to lay down his sweet delight his precious profits his closer nature to judge and condemn his heart and wayes for ever to forsake his own counsels his own inclinations his own courses Know you not that to sneath up but an idle word and form of language is not so facile an act how much more then to put off root and branch Do we not stick in the same sins after many threatnings of wrath after many executions of Judgement after many invitations by mercies after dayly counsels and directions by thy Word after instances and examples of punishment nay after particular and personal experiences of the deceitfulness and bitterness of our sinnings Doth not this shew that it is a difficult thing to repent Nay Take an Assay of thy heart begin the study of thy self remember thy doings which have not been good thy wayes that have been evil summon up all the matter of Repentance for if Repentance be true it must be an universal turning and then set upon the work of Repentance and tell me whether former sins cannot plead hard for future and constant possession whether they cannot work mightily and deceitfully tell me how willing and ready thou shalt find thy heart which comes to this duty as a Thief to the Executioner Tell me whether Satan will easily give up his Title and interest and will give Christ possession quietly without many fervent suits to heaven yea without bitter and strong conflicts yea unless the Almighty God himself come in and turn him out of thy heart and turn thy heart to him 2. Another things is this That the more a man doth sin the more he disables himself to repent Tell me seriously Doth not the Debt weaken his ability of payment by greater engagements Doth not the disease consume the powers of nature by its encrease Why what is that which spoils us and disarms us of strength is it not sin then the more sinning still the less strength to return from sin Nay sin doth not only corrupt our strength by multiplied sinnings but withal increaseth its own strength the more a man doth sin the weaker and weaker he becomes and sin thereby becomes stronger and stronger Now tell me if it be hard for thee in strength to turn from sin will it not be harder for thee in weakness to conquer strength if thou canst not step over the brook why dost imagine it easie to stride over the Ocean If thou canst nor stand before the child thinks thou in a moment to cast down the strong man surely by thy continued and multiplied course of sinning thy mind is more blinded and thy Judgement is more corrupted and thy love is more inflamed and thy heart is more hardned and art not thou then more disabled Once again by thy more sinnings the Counsels of God are more despised by thee and the Spirit of God is more grieved and resisted by thee and the Mercies of God are more abused by thee and the patience of God is more profaned and injured by thee so that God in Justice may forsake thee and deny his hand for ever unto thee and then thou what wilt thou do what canst thou do I beseech you lay these things to heart they may check and hold off your hearts from presuming why thinks the soul here is a temptation to sin yea but I must repent and it is not so easie that to do if it be let me try about my former sins without a new addition now and then this I am sure of that the more sinnings will make the work of Repentance more hard forasmuch as they wedge in the sin more into the affections and provoke God more c. therefore it shall suffice me to have sinned already I will adventure no more nor no further Seventhly Consider That thy life is short and thy account Thy life is short and thy account sure is sure Thou sinnest this moment and art not sure to live till the next day and hast not assurance of life till to morrow for what is our life but a lease of time which God lets to man the date of which is only known to God and commanded by him Saint James would not have us talk of to morrow and Christ would not have us think of any more then for two days and Paul saith That the present time is the acceptable time and the day of salvation Thou fool said Christ this night shall they take away thy soul death attends thee every moment it is even laying hands on thee in the womb and thou art never going to sin but death saith Lord shall I now strike him arrest him in his very rebellion Now if a man were effectually perswaded of this perhaps he would not presume to sin
seeme a mercy if of a cruell Tyrant that would seem a mercy if of a desperate enemy if of bonds if of a sickness what then is it to be rid of the rule of sin which is infinitely worse then all these Fourthly no Lord so bad and no command soe vile as those of sin in dominion Therefore blesse God for your deliverance No Lord so bad or commandes so vile as those of sin in dominion you whose soules are through the mighty graciousnesse of a good God rescued from the powers of darknesse Tell me what are your thoughts what your judgements what your troubles for the workings of your vanquished enemy if the weakned corruptions appeare yet so vile what were your raigning corruptions If sin be so monstrous unto you now only in remptation what was it heretofore in dominion if the finger be so heavy what were the loynes if a particular action doth as you imagine expose you so dangerously what did the service of sin do under what displeasures of wrath lay your soules when sin had fullest affection and compleat to obedience Rebekah seemed weary of her life because of the presence of the Daughters of Heth If the presence created such an affliction what might the conjunction and union have done verily if sin be as it is bad and troublesome in combate O it is infinitely worse in the throne and absolute Empire over the soule wherein every faculty serves it with all its strength and madly strives how to dishonour God breaks his law resists his spirit to fulfill lusts and please the devill and to damne the soule O blesse the Lord for his goodnesse to thee that yet the dominion of sin is off T is true corruption yet remaines but yet it remaines not as a Lord but as a Tyrant not as a king but as an enemy time was that sin had thy love but now thou hatest it time was that sin had thy minde to devise for it but now those imaginations are cast down time was that thy will was espoused to sin but now a divorce is sued out time was that thy members were ready enough to fullfil the lusts of the flesh but now they are made servants of righteousnesse time was that thou didest sell thy selfe to wickednesse and was never so joyfull as when thou wast sinfull but now it is not so thou art a drudge a slave a vassall no longer thy former wayes amaze thee and the present Commands of sin are an affliction to thee O blesse the Lord c. 5. Again if the dominion of sin be off then assuredly the scepter If dominion of sin be off then the septer of Christ is set up in thy soul of Christ is set up in thy soul Beloved the soule stands not abides not in a middle estate it must have some one Lord or other it is necessarily under some one dominion either of sin or of Christ and this know that the dominion of sin cannot be taken off in the soul but by a contrary by a better by a stronger dominion by that of Christ who dispossesseth the strong man It is he who hath changed thy heart who hath made thy heart to chang its Master who hath drawn off thy love thy service c. Now no dominion in the world like that of Christ No dominion like Christs None so holy 1. None so holy hee is holy love holinesse and all his commands are righteous 2. None so Gracious he doth not exact beyond what he gives So gracious and will yet mercifully pardon our true endeavors of service wherein they fall short 3. None so peaceable his very service is a kind of wages to the obedient a vassal to sin is like a man labouring all day about Soe peaceable thornes and nettles the more abundance of them grasped Simile by him galls him with the more wounds and paines no man can be long cheerfully sinfull either Terrour or feare accompanies most sinnings but the service of Christ hath warrant from the word and peace from conscience 4. None so afflicted his commands are accompanied with So afflicted strength and spirit he bids us to do the worke and gives us his owne hand thereto imposeth duty and Imprinteth ability writes the law to the eare and writes it also in the heart 5. None so rewarded no man serves Christ too much or for Soe rewarded nought Though all our work be but duty yet he payes us rich wages we owe unto Christ all our strength and the use of all our graces neither doe we bring in so much of these in full service as we should yet our good Lord and Master will give us if we be faithfull servants at night our penny and at the last our crowne 6. Lastly be thankfull for if dominion be off then damnation is off There is no condemnation saith Paul to them that are in If dominon of sin be off damnation is off Christ Jesus who walk not after the flesh but after the spirit Rom 8. 1. A man is not damned meerly because he hath sin for then no man could be saved for who is the man that sinneth not but because sin is his Lord and he is the servant of sin Not so much because he is bad but because he will be bad not only for the act but for the love T is confessed that guilt is as naturall to sin as the shaddow is to the body no man can sin at any time in any thing and yet be Innocent But meritorious guilt is one thing and redounding guilt is another thing If the dominion of sin be broken off that a man loves not sin but hates it yeelds not up himselfe unto it but resists it is not in league but in conflict with it then the estate of guilt is taken off so that it shall not effectually redound to the condemnation of the person where God doth powerfully subdue the sinfull nature there he will mercifully pardon and discharge the unwillingly sinning and offending person if sin be not thy Lord then Hell shall not be thy portion He who is become an enemy to his sins grace rules in his heart now and glory shall crowne his soule hereafter Obj. But will some troubled and therefore unably discerning soule reply we doubt it not But that it is a most singular Doubts of troubled soules fearing they are still under the Dominion of sin mercy A rich grace worthy of greatest acceptance and heartiest thankes where the dominion of sin is broken off but alas we feare it is not so with us heavy cause have we to suspect that we are captives yet under sins dominion so that though others who can happily observe the yoke broken off and therefore can be chearfully thankfull we finde it yet strong O very strong and therefore more reason have we of griefe and sorrow Beloved it is granted that if a man findes himselfe indeed Sol. under the dominion of any sin assuredly
only rise but fight a naked combate shall not suffice but assault and pursuit it will work with the art of holy strength to the more deadly offence of that particular corruption Obj. 3. Yet there is a more difficult case then any which Doubt from the renued actings of sinne hath been already proposed and that is renewed actings of the same sinne the person falls into the same sinne again and againe and this repetition of sinful acting seems to be sinne in custome and sinne in custome is sinne in dominion thus is it with me or hath it been with me doth some troubled soul reply and therefore my case is miserable Sol. To which case divers things must be said Answered 1. Repetition or renewing of the same sinful actings is Repetition of sin is very fearful without all doubt a very fearful and abominable thing what is it else but a further and stronger wedging in of the corruption frequent actings of sin do ever strengthen the sinful nature Every soul being made more apt to sin by more sinnings what is it else but a broading and widening of sinne the sin growes bigger in the bulk and higher in the guilt by a continued then by a single commission Now a man sins against that which his own conscience hath condemned as well as the pure word of God Now a man adventures into troubles against all his former trouble he hath felt the sinne to be bitter and knows that it must cost him either Hell into which God may presently cast hiâ— or great sorrow and repentance which God may now judicially deny him Now a man sinnes against all the workings of grace so that God may bring forth all the former acts of the soule and set them against the thus sinning person Look thou here are the wounds which thou didst make heretofore and yet thou strikes into the same again Here are the teares which thou didst shed for this sinning heretofore and yet thou wilt provoke me againe here are the sighs which thy heart did break out here are the fears which did distresse and perplex thy soul here are the prayers which thou didst make for my tender mercies here are the Covenants wherewith thou didst binde thy soul here are the Chapters which thou didst read to support thee here is the place where thou didst power forththy anguished heart in fasting and crying here is that goodnesse and gracious love of mine whereby I did accept of thee upon thy humbling teares into favour againe here is that peace which I did thereupon create and command into thy conscience here is that word which thou didest say should guide and rule thee for the time to come here is that spirit which I sent to raise thee againe And yet after all this thou art at the same sinne againe I might have cast thee off at the first I might have shut up my mercies denied thee recovery avenged my self on thee for thy foul transgressions yet I spared thee though thou didst offend me yet I recovered thee though thou didst provoke me when thou didst very evil even so that thou didst admire at the wickednesse of thy self yet I did thee good shewed thee kindness would not presently forsake thee who didst so foulely forsake me this my free and great grace did then melt thee did then move thee did then excite and stir thee to great sorrow to much care and love And now after all thou hast returned not in inclination but in action into not a little or small transgression but into a grosse and foule iniquity yea â—â—en multitudes of withdrawing arguments did strive against it when the conception of that sinne being with so much secret trouble and fear could not but presage the great dishonour which would redound unto me and the fearful terrour which would befal thee upon the active commission thereof So that beloved without all scruple a doubling of sinne is in it self a more formal intention thereof in its corrupt nature and a more fruitful aggravation of it in guilt and miserable consequence c. Secondly consider that it is such away of sinning as may This way of sinning may justly stagger a man about his condition justly stagger the heart about its condition First in regard of the eminent propriety which it hath in persons who do thus sinne generally though not absolutely and simply three sorts of persons run on in the frequent and manifold actings of great sins viz. Such as are notoriously profane such as are closely hypocritical such as are despitefully opposing the spirit of grace these are they who grow from evil to worse and adde sinne to sinne and make and fill up the measures of their particular iniquities which must needs stagger any soul though perhaps not yet runne on so far as they if yet repeating steps in the same paths which the vilest of sinners have trod in before it Secondly in regard of that dark and rare exemplarity of such kindes of sinning by any in Scripture canonized for Saints or godly persons it is easily admitted that you may espy upon some of the best something of the worst and perhaps thickly heaped upon the same sudden passion and temptation but you shall rarely finde any one of them often at the same foule transgression I say you shall rarely finde it And believe me it will be a staggering case to any sinning heart where its wages are such as to see multitudes of the worst and scarce any one of good note so pacing and walking Nay thirdly untill the soul thus sinning doth bestow infinite Grace is hardly discerned in such a one without much labour labour strong care continued humblings incessant cries to raise it self again in respect of any other evidence it shall hardly or never distinguish the yet secretly remaining the miserably defaced frame of goodnesse within it A soul in this temper is not so much to dispute and question as to rise and work the case of frequenting or renuing the same sinful acts will never be answered in thy conscience but by fullest humblings sound judgings speedy repentings careful watchings and declinings wonderful strengthnings of the contrary grace and acts diligent feare fervent communion with God and more upright walking Yet fourthly though it be a rare case this doubling or renewing Yet this though it be a rare is a possible case of some great sinful act very few good men do it and that too very seldome perhaps as Job spake so they may do once have I spoken yea twice but I will proceed no further Job 40. 5. I say though it be rare yet it is a possible case that sin may have more then one particular victory where yet it hath not dominion I speake not this to hearten any man to sin for this would argue sinne indeed to have dominion but to recover a man that hath sinning whose soul is extreamly bruised with his second fall and whose second wound bleeds
33. which is expounded v. 38. by a perfect heart A mans heart is upright when God alone and his ways alone and his truth alone satisfie and order and bound it when a man can say in truth as they in the matter of Choice Nay but the Lord is our God him will we serve I have chosen the Lord to be my God and his truths to be my guide and his precepts to be my paths and his glory to be my end and hereto only will I stick when the soul doth not halt between two or divides it self in a service of any side or way but keeps only to God Sometimes it is called perfection and the upright are called perfect as Gen. 17. 1. Walk before me and be thou perfect Deut. 18. 13. Thou shalt be perfect with the Lord thy God Psalme 37. 37. Mark the perfect man and behold the upright There is a double perfection One Absolute in respect of degrees which no man can now attain unto in this life no not the most upright for in many things we offend all The other Evangelical which consists in the evennesse of desire and endeavour when a man sets up and exalts the word of God and strives to square his heart and his life in all things thereby As Paul exercising himself to have a conscience void of Note offence and willing to live honestly in all things when a man doth as it were measure his paths as by a line he doth set them by the compasse of a divine rule or warrant not willingly stragling on the right hand or bending toward the left not willingly omit the least duty and commit the least sin he is an upright person when the heart is as large as the precept and the whole will of God is complied with in will and desire and endeavour Sometimes it is called a spirit without guile so Psal 32. 2. Blessed is the man in whose spirit there is no guile and Christ of Nathaniel Joh. 1. 47. Behold an Israelite indeed in whom is no guile An hypocritical heart is a cunning heart it hath many devises shufflings windings and turnings this heart is not plain and sound Therefore the hypocrites are said to have corrupt thoughts and to flatter with their tonguâ—s and to have crooked wayes They do not indeed hate the sin which they pretend nor love that holinesse which oft-times they praise and sometimes act some ends they have of Religion for their belly and for their own advantage but they do not heartily hate sinne nor truly love holinesse Now on the contrary an upright heart is without guile it is even plain and down-right therefore is it in the parable called an honest heart and saith Paul we speak the truth in Christ and upright walking is stiled a walking in truth and serving of God in truth and in spirit The meaning is this that the upright man is indeed that which he professeth his life and profession is not a painting which owes it self to an Artificer but a natural colour which owes it self to the soundnesse of temper he is one who hath truth in the inward parts as David speaks Psal 51. 6. He doth without base ends directly love God and from his very heart hate sinne Though he cannot expresse himself in that flourish of formality yet for Christ he can plainly say as Peter Lord thou knowest all things thou knowest that I love thee And touching sinnes as David of Gods enemies I hate them with a perfect hatred this he is in good earnest Sometimes it is called the allnesse or whollinesse of heart so Deut. 4. 29. If thou seek him with all thine heart Deut. 26. 16. Thou shalt keep and do them with all thine heart and with all thy soul Psal 119. 10. with my whole heart have I sought thee c. when the heart is upright the whole man comes in unto God all the soul and all the body none shall dispose of them but God And God shall dispose of him in every precept the very bent of a man is to please God in all things and the whole soul in the understanding will memory affections bears a respect to all his Commandments There be other phrases to set out this businesse of uprightnesse but I must passe them over and pitch upon the description 2. Now to the second quid Rei I conjecture that uprightnesse The description of uprightness may be thus described Uprightness is a sound and heavenly frame or temper of a gracious heart or spirit given by God by which graces are acted sinnes are opposed duties are performed affectionately directly and plainly In reference to God and not for by-respects I will briefly open this description in its particulars First it is the temper or frame of the heart The seat of uprightnesse The seat of it is their heart is the heart or spirit hence is it stiled uprightnesse of heart 1 King 3. 6. Thou hast shewed unto thy servant David my father great mercies according as he walked before thee in truth in righteousnesse and in uprightness of heart So 't is stiled singlenesse of heart Act. 2. 46. and Truth in the inward parts Psal 51. 6. and a service in spirit Rom. 1. 9. God is my witness whom I serve with my spirit in the Gospel of his Sonne Hypocrisie is a colour but skin deep A painting which lies only upon the superficies or surface of the wall upon the visibles or outwards of profession or action but uprightness like health it is an inward crisis or temperature as the conversation renders it self to the eye of man so the inward disposition strives to render it self to the eye of Gods approbation if a man be upright it is with him as with Solomons Temple though the outward parts were comely and uniform yet the inside was covered with the most precious gold and had the sweetest incense All counterfeit things are best in their shew and worst in their substance and vertue But uprightnesse is best there where least can be seen The actions are nothing to the Inward affections and desires We do but as the Queen of Sheba here no not halfe of the goodnesse of an upright man by what he doth if you would but look into his heart and converse with him there a while you should find the heart the disposition the desire of his soul infinitely to exceed all that he doth Psal 119. O how I love thy law O that my ways were so direct The heart oftimes mournes when the eyes can shed no teares and the heart believes when the tongue cannot speake much faith and the inward man the heart would doe that and much more then what is done or performed Secondly it is a temper or frame of the heart a composition It is the temper and frame of the heart It is not a single or transient act or motion as it were in which methinks two things may be observed 1. One that uprightness is not a
and the bad may go hand in hand both may hear both may read both may pray both may preach both may receive the Sacrament both may give almes but God judgeth not as man iudgeth by outward appearance he is a spirit and truth it self and therefore judgeth of actions by the spirit and as done in truth he searcheth the heart and reines and notwithstanding all the outward appearances of the strict and pompous Pharisees yet he reputeth them as hypocrites and so condemns them Matth. 23. 28. mettals you know are not judged and valued to be gold by the guilt put upon them but by that power and excellent substance which is in them And the natural gold though it look sometimes pale if yet it hath the true nature of gold is judged and reckoned above all counterfeit and gilted pieces so even pompous services which seem fair and glorious to the eyes of men may be rejected of God and the pretenders severely censured because their hearts under these are false and rotten like a dead man cloathed with a faire robe or a Sepulchre garnished outwardly yet within filled with dead and loathsome carcases And the upright Christian whose works are not so specious to the sight whose prayers may be sparing in words yet filled up with sighs and gâ—oanes and whose services may be interrupted with many distractions by him resisted and bewailed may be graciously accepted and rewarded because his sincerity is observed by Gods eye The poore widow could cast in but a mite a very small doit yet of great account was it it was more in Christs exposition then the treasure cast in by others why because she did it in uprightnesse her heart laid down the mite and only their hands put in their gifts her gift was to succour the poor the end of their bounty was to flame their own praise The Church of Philadelphia hath more praise then all the other Churches and yet we read she had but a little strength Rev. 3. 8. A little strength yea but it was upright for she held fast the truth and God judged of her by that Thus for the explication of the proposition now I proceed to the Application of it to our selves which I shall reduce to these heads 1. Of Trial and Examination 2. Of Consolation 3. Of Caution 4. Of Exhortation SECT III. THe first Use shall be to reflect upon upon our own hearts Use 1 and to feel their temper Beloved this is it which To reflect upon our own hearts God looks on and which gives unto us our denomination It is not naked action which make us or marres us our affections are in a sort all in all God complaines many times of the Israelites that they brought him no incense no sacrifice no service why was there none of these at all perhaps somtimes many of these yet God accounts them none It is not what we do but with what heart which makes God to reckon of our services They are but as ciphers which makes no number without uprightnesse God you know is truly good and infinitely wise and searching and spiritually holy that must be brought to him which is like to him or else it is not approved Would you be paid with counterfeit gold doth the shew please you without the substance will the complements of men satisfie you without a real friendship will a gaudy rotten house content you which hath no solidity and goodnesse would you take the words of your servants and their legs as sufficient while their hearts are false in their callings Nay would you be content that God should make a shew only a pretence that he would pardon you and help and comfort and save you and yet deny you real love real mercy real comfort real help and salvation then think how God should take shews from you without uprightnesse of heart Therefore I pray you take some paines with your hearts bring them to the ballance of the Sanctuary weigh them there reduce them to the rule try them there whether they be upright or no. Let me premise a few particulars which may prepare and To quicken you to this trial Consider quicken you to this tryal for uprightnesse of heart Eight things First There is no deceit or errour in the world of more dangerous There is no deceit of so dangerous consequence consequence then for a man to deceive himself and to erre about the right temper of his soul A man may mistake himself in the depth of his riches or the altitude of worldly friendship or latitude of his intellectual qualifications and abilities he may think himself rich and favoured and learned when perhaps he is not so but these mistakes are about nostra not about nos ours but not our selves and the danger may be only a tempest but not a shipwrack But for a man to deceive himself about his heart about his soule why what hath he more what hath he like them they are fundamental errors if a man lays a rotten foundation instead of a sound all his building at length sinks to the ground If a man sets forth in a fair ship whose bottom is unsound and leaking he loseth himselfe in the voyage Why upon the right and solid frame of the soul depends the eternity of our happinesse and therefore the error here is great and irrecoverable when a man hath past over many years in a form of godlinesse in an ingenuity of a civil carriage in a courting of God by some external and naked performances and comes to die and then his conscience riseth up and opens the secrets of his heart and life and makes him to know and feel that notwithstanding all his pretences and conceits that his heart hath continually harboured many known lusts and he did not minde God but himsâ—lf basely in all that he did what a fearful day will this be hoâ— will it make the soul to tremble when it hath no more time now but to see and eternally bewaile its own errours and deceits O Lord saith that oppressed man I have deceived my own soul I thought my self thus and thus but my heart hath deceived and beguiled me 2. Yet secondly consider that Hypocrisie which is apt Hypocrisie is a very common thing to beguile and deceive us is a very naturall and common thing There are three sorts of persons in the world Openly profane who faile in the matter and in the manner they are neither really good nor seeme so to be they are really wicked and declare themselves so to be the plague of their heart breakes out into Carbuncles and Botches Closely hypocritical who faile not so â—â—ch in the matter as in the manner who are wicked but seeâ—â—â— good who act some good but love more wickednesse Truly upright who are so in the matter and manner of Gods worship Now I say that hypocrisie is very natural it hath been and is a very common sinne Job 15. 34. speaks of a Congregation of
or all manner of sin which yet must not be taken simply but restrictively not all manner of sin in comparison of sin to the rule that forbids it for then the sin against the Holy Ghost should be remitted but all manner of sin in opposition to the sin against the Holy Ghost i. e. any sin that is pardonable all manner of sin First Whether you respect the several species of sin may be remitted Noah's drunkenness Abraham's lying David's Adultery Manasse's Idolatry Peters denial of Christ were remissible Secondly Whether you respect the many degrees and intentions of sin either in the multiplied iterations of sinful acts or in the accessory aggravations of them from the force of circumstances in time place person object end c. And that we may not doubt hereof a special instance is given Blasphemy what it is in a sin of deepest dye and desert viz. Blasphemy this also may be remitted The schools tells us it is such a sin as either detracts from God that which belongs unto him of right or fastens on God reproachfully and disgracefully that which is not convenient to so pure and sublime Essence and Majesty And the Scripture tells us that it wounds or strikes through the name of God Lev. 24. 16. nothing so dear to us as our name and reputation and therefore we are sensible of the least indignities which touch there God doth himself profess how tender and jealous he is of his name and glory it goes very near to the quick yet such is the Miracle of his gracious disposition that he hath mercy even for Blasphemy I was a Blasphemer saith Paul 1 Tim. 1. 13. but I obtained mercy Only know that Blasphemy here pardonable is not that which springs from malice and hatred after conviction but that of ignorance as Pauls's or of infirmitie as Peter's Secondly The quality of the act shall be forgiven No The quality of the Act. such word as that for a sinner his life and joy lies in it Some by these words understand 1. Certainty of pardon Thus Theophylact who holds the event so sure that there needs no repentance to obtain pardon for sins not committed against rhe Holy Ghost This erroneous opinion need the kindness of a large pardon 2. Desert of pardon Thus Origen l. 1. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 c. 3. Qui peccat in filium hominis venia dignus est quia videtur in ignorantiam decidisse there is some ground of Apology in this this opinion is not very unsound but not genuine 3. Facility of pardon thus Jansenius in Concord Evang-Remittetur non quasi cunctis hominibus remittetur sed quod facile remittetur there is not so much difficulty to get these as the other to be pardoned 4. Not Eventum infallibilem sed possibilem shall be forgiven i. e. they are such as are not excluded from hope and offer of pardon not that they are certainly remitted to all in the event or that they deserve pardon or that they are easily pardoned they do not contract a peremptory incapacity of Mercy but that they may and if repentance follow shall certainly be forgiven Thirdly The indesiniteness of the subject unto men not The indefiniteness of the subject a man guilty of any manner of sin except that against the Holy Ghost but such is the rich grace of the great Court of Mercy that he may take out his pardon Christ doth not say not one sin but All sin not all sin of one kind but all manner of sin all sin of any kind shall be forgiven not to one man but to any one unto men unto any one of the sons of men whence we may conclude this comfortable truth DOCTRINE There is a possibility of pardon to any sinner for any sin except the sin against the holy Ghost THat there is a possibility of pardon for any Sinner whatsoever and for any sin whatsoever to all men for all manner of sin except the sin against the holy Ghost Hence the infiniteness of Divine Mercy is in Mica 7. 19. compared to the depths of the sea The Ocean is of that vast capacity that it can swallow up the highest mountains as well as cover the lowest Mole-hill And Isa 44. 22. it is compared to the strength of the sun which can scatter the darkest clouds as well as consume the thinnest vapours There is in man a continual fountain of sin in God a continual fountain of Mercy Zac. 13. 1. still running yea there is in man multitude of sins which stream from that corrupt fountain and there is in God Multitudes of Mercies to heal and stop those various currents Psalm 51. 1. According to the multitude of thy tender mercies blot out mine offences In the prosecution of this Truth I shall speak to three things 1. The Explication of the terms 2. The demonstration of the Truth 3. The Application The explication of the terms Forgiveness described It is an Act of God 1. The Explication of the terms 1. Forgiveness of sin is a gracious act of God in and through-Christ discharging the believing and repenting sinner from the guilt and punishment of sin It is an Act of God The Donatists hold that man could forgive the sins of men and St. Austin chalengeth them for so bold an Assertion that in this they are worse then the Pharisees who maintained this truth Who can forgive sins but God Object It is true Christ committed to his Apostles a Ministerial Absolution in his Name and virtute officii to bind and lose sinnes Sol. But if we speak of an Authoritative Right and immediate Power thus only God forgives Life and death are only in the absolute power of the Supream Lord and because our sins are directly committed against his Justice therefore it belongs only to his Mercy to forgive 2. It is a gracious Act. No way deserved by the sinner A gracious Act. Gratia indebita liberata said St. Austin Hence in Scripture you find our forgiveness like a stream issuing out of rich Mercy Great love and the riches of Grace and the Prophet speaking of forgiveness usually adjoynes For thy Mercy sake for thine own sake intimating that forgiveness is a free Act not purchased but given not merited but granted There is I acknowledge A double graciousness in the discharge of an offendor One without any satisfaction at all I am much mistaken if Socinus and his Atheistical Complices run not this way Another is When the satisfaction of a surety is accepted for the principal debt In this respect is our forgiveness gracious not that Justice is not at all satisfied but that the offendor himself never satisfied it he is discharged by the price which a blessed Mediator laid down 3. Discharging the sinner of guilt and punishment There Discharging the sinner of guilt and punishment are two things in sin One is the stain pollution or defiling quality of it and this is the Object of Sanctification which
and others well observe they had but one ingredient to stave them off from being the sin against the Holy Ghost viz. Ignorance 1 Tim. 1. 13. he presents a brief survey of his great transgressions He was a Blasphemer i. one who did cast contumely and reproach on God and Christ whose nature was Divine and therefore every way venerable but he scoffed and mocked at Christ and his Truths He was a Persecutor too he did not only deride Châ—ist but endeavoured to exile and banish him out of the world to thrust him away from the society of sinners who in so great mercy came to save sinners Whereupon St. Austin judged well Nemo acrior Paulo inter Persecutores nemo ergo pejor inter peccatores Paul was the quickest persecutor and therefore the vilest sinner Nay and he was injurious he did not only exercise his thoughts and heart his tongue and invectives against Christ but his hand and strength he did consent to the death of persons for Christ To have a hand in blood is a crying sin but how heinous is it to have a hand in the blood of Christ to crucifie him afresh in his members yet saith he I obtained mercy A blasphemer yet I obtained mercy A Persecutor yet I obtained mercy Injurious yet I obtained mercy I will give you but one instance more out of 1 Cor. 6. 9. Neither fornicators nor Idolaters nor Adulterers not effeminate nor Abusers of themselves with mankind verse 10. Nor thieves nor covetous nor Drunkards nor Revilers nor Extortioners shall inherit the kingdom of God Here are some sinners which have destroyed a whole world and others which have started up hell on earth to devour sinners and all of them such as meritoriously shut the gate of happiness yet mercy hath stretched out the Scepter to some persons guilty of them Verse 11. And such were some of you but ye are washed but ye are sanctified but ye are justified in the name of the Lord Jesus and by the Spirit of our God 3. The essential and natural disposition of God The Essential and natural disposition of God Mercy is not a quality extrinsecally imposed or acquired but intrinsecal and most natural and therefore exerciseable with freest facility and readiest constancy The eye is not weary with seeing nor God with pardoning because that is natural to the eye and this is to God This you know the power of any thing is answerable to the nature The nature of God is infinite and so is his power Omnipotente Medico nullus insanabilis occurrit languor saith Isidore Pelusiota And St. Austin Grave est quod habeo sed ad Omnipotentem fugio In Psal 51. Therefore is it that his Mercies are stiled Riches of mercies and multitudes of mercies and great mercies and compared to the depths of the sea Mic. 7. and to the strength of the sun Isa 44. and to the vastness of the heavens in comparison of the earth Isa 55. As Mercifulness is natural in him so is it gracious The Lord mercifull and gracious Exod. 34. If mercy were to be bought there were no hope for any sinner but being free now there is a possibility for any A sinner may plead for mercy even out of the goodness of mercy As it is dispâ—nsed graciously without desert on our part so likewise delightfully without repining on Gods part He delighteth in Mercy saith the Prophet Mic. 7. 18. It is a work that God would do Two things God delights in Our Conversion and our Remission 4. The vertue and sufficiency of the blood of Christ which was shed for the remission of sins Mat. 26. 28. that was The vertue and sufficiency of the blood of Christ one end to procure our pardon but for what sins that is not expressed because no sin is excluded you cannot say that Christ dyed only for small sins or only for great sins nay the offer of Christ to all sinners doth confirm it How can this offer be indefinite How can it be said Whosoever believes shall be saved unless you grant a possibility of mercy 5. The effects of mercy in the Creature which point to an infinite fulness in the Creator The vertue in the cause ever The effects of Mercy in the Creature exceeds that in the effect and according to the generality in the cause is the intention of the vertue in that cause If I discern any light in the beams I apprehend much more in the Sun If I feel any moisture in smaller drops I know there is much more in the large ocean All the mercy in the Creature is derivative and as so many beams and drops lead us to the infinite fulness of mercy in God the universal and prime fountain of all compassion God himself reasons from the compassion of a mother to her own and Christ tells us If we forgive those that trespass against us our heavenly Father will also forgive us our trespasses Surely if we must forgive seventy times God doth much more multiply forgivenesses 6. It is all one to the Lord to forgive great sins as well as small It is all one to God to forgive great as well as small sins Luke 7. 41. There was a Creditor which had two Debtors the one ought him 500. pence and the other 50. pence and when they had nothing to pay he frankly forgave them both There was a difference of the debt 50. and 500. one of them many hundred times exceeding the other the debts were different but the forgiveness was equal and the manner of forgiveness the easiness was alike both of them was frankly i freely readily forgiven Now I proceed to the application of all this Is there a Use possibility for the pardon of any sin Information 1. An impenitent sinner is utterly inexcusable who will continue in sin where so much grace doth abound I do confess that An impenitent sinner is utterly inexcusable many turn the grace of God into wantonness and because of the richness readiness of divine mercy therefore presume to add drunkenness to thirst giving the reins to all licentiousness and obduration of Spirit and why because God is mercifull But hear what the Apostle saith Rom. 2. Knowest thou not O man that the mercies of God should lead thee to Repentance but thou through the hardness and impenitency of thy heart treasurest unto thy self wrath against the day of wrath I pray you to remember 1. That the end of mercy is not confirmation in sin but a Reformation of sin There is mercy with thee therefore shalt thou be feared said David 2. That Mercy is the sweetest cord to draw us off from sin When God might justly doom a sinner yet he graciously presents his mercy to pardon him Loe yet there is mercy I beseech thee by the mercies of God to leave thy sins this is a melting argument 3. That Mercy is the strongest argument to draw men off from Sin The torments of hell cannot work
so much as the mercies of heaven Nothing in the world will prevail upon a sinner if mercy doth not 4. If mercy doth not prevail a mans Damnation befalls him without all Apology Ah what a sad appearing will it be for us when we must die and stand before God and the Lord shall in that day object to us before men and Angels This is the person unto whom I freely offered the pardon of all the sins that ever he committed and offered him in the word of God that if he would leave his sins I would forgive them but he preferred his sins before my mercy For lying vanities he forsook his mercies And thy own conscience shall then testifie that thus it was I had mercy offered again and again and yet I would continue in my sins Judge what blackness of darkness and degrees of eternal confusion thou shall contract when so great a door of mercy is opened but for a lust sake thou wilt not enter in thou wilt not accept of it 2. Then no sinner hath cause sufficient to despair I know full well that before God makes us sensible of sin we are apt to No sinner hath cause sufficient to despair presume but being once made sensible we are very apt to despair It is the great art of the devil either to make us die in a senceless calm or else to perish in an unquiet storm either to make us undervalew our sins and so to slay us with security or else to undervalew mercy and so to sink us with despair Oh saith the awakened conscience my sins are so many and so great I have continued long in them gone on in them after knowledge after the invitations of mercy after the strokes of afflictions after many a secret check and bitter words from my conscience now there remains no hope no no others whose sins are fewer in number lightet in weight not edged and raised by such circumstances they may hope but I can have no confidence mercy will never look upon such a one as I am Nay but readest thou not the Text and they are the words of a Saviour That all manner of sin may find forgiveness though there because enough to despair of thy own strength yet there is no cause to despair of Gods mercy Two things only remember here 1. Despair is no remedy to any sinner It may bind on his sins the faster but never heals the soul nor easeth the conscience nor pleaseth God 2. Whatsoever thy sins have been if at length thou canst find an heart to repent God can find mercy to pardon I affirm it no sinner ever perished because God wanted skill to help but because he wanted a heart to make use of his help To perswade men to make out for pardon 3. But the main use I would make of this point is To perswade men to make out for this pardon you see here the extent of Mercy the possibility of pardon Why do you look one upon another said Jacob to his sons Behold I have heard there is corn in Egypt get you down thither that we may live and not die Why stand you amazed and backward you that are so full of spiritual wants why come you not to mercy that you may live and not die here is a store-house of mercy Behold said the servants of Benhadab We have heard that the King of Israel is a mercifull King let us go to him peradventure he will save thy life 1 King 20. 31. We hear that the King of heaven is mercifull and yet we address not our selves unto him we hear that there is Balm in Gilead yet we sue not to be healed we hear that the Arms of Christare yet open and we run not to be embraced Ah! our folly and madness that being so greatly diseased we fly our Physick that being so in deep rebellions we lay not down our weapons and submit not upon the tender of the freest pardon As I live saith the Lord I delight not in the death of a sinner Why will you die O house of Israel Why do we by lying vanities forsake our Mercies how my soul bleeds at the wretched hardness of our hearts God is mercifull and we are sinfull yea we are the more bold in sin because God is the more abundant in mercy Continue in sin because Grace doth abound Rom. 6. 1. Thus do we abuse the grace God to wantonness and bane our souls by the sweet Remedy of sin There is mercy with thee that thou mayest be feared said David and he who confesseth and forsaketh his sins shall have mercy saith Solomon and knowest thou not that the mercies of God should lead thee to Repentance saith Paul consider 1. The presence of Mercy saves not but the acceptance the offer of a pardon delivers not the Malefactor but the receiving of it only the embracing makes us happy mercy proves not mercy but by acceptance the contempt of it strangly alters it into Justice 2. The despising of mercy leaves without all excuse what hast thou to urge against God who could not urge and fasten his mercy on thy soul yes thou wouldst have a licence but not a pardon I know thou warmest thy soul with the sound of mercy not to abate but to encourage thy sinfull appetite Why dost thou not break thy arm because there is a skilfull Chirurgion or fall into the strongest diseases because there is a skilfull Physitian 3. Continuance in sin and efficacy of Mercy are inconsistent thou through thy impenitent heart in stead of mercy treasurest up unto thy self wrath against the day of wrath Rom. 2. 5. Now that which I would perswade you too is to be wise for Get your sins to be forgiven your souls and to get your sins to be forgiven and pardoned If a company of sick men did hear of an able Physitian that could and would heal them who would not be carried to him or what Malefactor is there so out-ragiously mad but that would make out to the King if he were assured that the King would pardon him Two things only I will propound Motives and Means 1. The Motives to stir us up to get our sins forgiven are these Motives 1. We are in such a case that we need pardon yea that pardon We need paâ—don should be multiplied unto us Indeed were we not sinners then we should need no forgiveness or could we of our selves make or exact satisfaction to divine Justice then might we stand off from mercy but alas we are sinners by nature and by life all our dayes are days of sin the hairs are not more on our heads then the number of our sins are on our consciences they are so many that who can tell how often he offendeth therefore we need mercy to forgive yea and we are without strength we can find strength to sin but who can discharge for those sins the price and ransom could never yet be found in any sinners
Thus the presumptuous sinner Note makes way to the despairing sinner for what is it which causeth despaire when the soul sees justice to be exceeding great and a cloud over the mercy-seat now it sinks a pace and what darkens the mercy-seat more then the greatnesse of sinning and why doth divine justice seem so terrible but because the person hath been so audaciously sinful Now he saith with Cain my iniquity is greater then can be forgiven Gen. 4. No no there is not balm for such wounds there is not mercy for such great transgressions as I stand guilty of SECT VII 4. Of Direction THe last Use of the point shall be for direction guiding us Direction Nine Rules How to be kept from presumptuous sins Beware of a course of little sins to the observation of some particular Rules that so we may be kept from presumptuous sinnings 1. Beware of a course of little sins The stirrop though it be low and small yet it doth serve a man to mount the great flames of fire took their beginning from a cole or a spark And men usually have been first wading in lesser sins who are now swimming in great transgressions sinnings supposed as little or inconsiderable have not only this happinesse that they are not so much regarded but this unhappiness that they are more often committed And then this is certain That the frequent commission of small sins is great in it self and doth also dispose and prepare to greater commissions many drops make a currant he who makes no conscience of acting many little sins will shortly take the boldness to assay and act some great sin For 1. The more any sin is committed the more is the Note judgement blinded and corrupted 2. The more are the affections inclined and seduced 3. The more is conscience benumbed and seared 4. The lesser force have divine arguments with the soul being surfeited with the pleasures of former sinnes and then it must well follow that the heart being thus qualified may easily be wrought upon to a foul commission this I finde that the way to be kept from an high sin is to fear the least sin For little sinnings are not like a little inch of candle which goes off in an absolute period but they are like a traine of powder which takes fire from corn to corne till at length the barrel is burst asunder or like a little sicknesse which is an humour disposing to a stronger distemper or like a little circle in a pond which begets greater and greater I observe three things 1. That Satan hath a strange hand over that soul which can Satan hath a strong hand over the soul which can bear with any sin bear with any sin he may by lesser things maintain his command as it was said that the little childe did command the land for the childe prevailed with the Queen and the Queen with the King and he over the land Satan can prevail for a little sin and a little sin can prevail with the heart and the heart with the whole man 2. That little sinnes are breeding sinnes Now sinne will keep its bounds but naturally would greaten it self though Little sins are breeding sins it seeme modest at first yet will it by degrees become familiar and impudent 3. They are entisings sinnes they are the advocates in the They are inticing sins bosome for greater they do not onely labour for their own lodging but will deale strongly with the heart to embrace greater as occasion and temptations present themselves Therefore this do give the water leave no not a little little streames makes way to the ocean And thou studiest the present way to become a great transgressor to rise to presumptuous sinnings who wilt allow thy selfe to be an habitually immoderate sinner Secondly take heed of the iterations of any sinne viz. do not go a sinne over and over of all transgressions Take heed of the Iterations of any sin which dispose the soule towards presumption the repeated have a special influence and I will give you a reason for it Because presumptuous sinnings depend much upon the boldness of the heart when the heart becomes bold and fearlesse Note it will then venture thorough thick and thin it will presume far they were men who sinned with both hands and as high as Sodom who came to this passe that they knew no shame Now sinnes of iteration or repeated sinnes they frame a boldnesse in the heart as repeated blows do the anvile and the more hardened the heart is the more bold it growes partly because they delude the heart they work false principles in the minde forasmuch as we have gone on in these courses again and againe and no evil befals us therefore to morrow shall be as to day let us eat and drink and sinne It was a sweet advise that of Elihu Job 34. 32. That which I see not teach thou me if I have done iniquity I will do no more for all sinne grows strong by practise and the often going over it is like the motion of the feet from one round of the ladder to the other still rising or like the manifold turnings of the wheel which mounts the weight still to an higher pitch what Job therefore spake in another case Once have I spoken but I will not answer yea twice but I will proceed no further Job 40. 5. that I say unto thee once thou hast sinned thus and thus yea twise and yet conscience is tender there is yet fear and sorrow but proceed no further least that become mighty to sinne This is certaine that the stronger sin grows the more easily will a sinner presume Now repeated sinnings do wedge in the sin with strength as the more often the Schollar writes after the copy the fairer he writes and the more he is enabled to write so often sinnings makes the soul more strong in that kind and then more fit for a worser Thirdly do not stifle or reject the frequent checks of conscience Do not stifle the frequent checks of conscience God hath appointed several things to give the sinner a touch like cords to twine him in to keep him from sinnings viz. the voice of the word and the voice of judgement and the voice of men and the voice of his own conscience Now mark it there are two of these voices more especially which if a man will neglect and slight a thousand to one but he will fall to be a presumptuous sinner viz. 1. The voice of the Word Prov. 29. 1. He that being often reproved hardened his neck shall suddenly be destroyed and that without remedy 2. The voice of conscience when the conscience shall concurre with the word in its informing acts and in its directing acts and in its warning acts and in its restrictive acts and in its corrective and judicial acts i. it shall point the way or fact in the evil and unlawful quality of it and strive and reason