on when all temporal supplies fail and all humane help is gone then does the religious heart see a fulness and allsufficiencie in its God 2 Cor 3.5 9.8 To put our trust in God is an act and exercise of faith whereby we take our souls off from all carnal and worldly props and devolve them upon God through Christ to obtain present support and future salvation And we thus devolve our souls upon God through Christ in his Word of promise and in his Works of providence 1 In his Word of promise without which neither the goodness of God nor the fulness of Christ would administer firm rest and solid comfort to the soul of man for that we can no further extend our faith then God reveals his will nor draw our line of hope beyond his rule of promise 2 Cor. 1.20 § 9. Now the sure foundation of all the promises is the love of God in Christ So that in their nature they are free and gracious in their vertue quickening and purifying in their value rich and precious Yea the all-glorious Majesty in a gracious condescendment of mercy hath obliged himself unto his creature He hath past his word not only promissory but also federal He hath made his word a word of promise his promise the promise of a covenant his covenant a covenant confirmed by oath that oath and covenant sealed with blood even the blood of the Lamb yea of the Son of God and that word promise covenant oath blood and all we have confirmed yea sealed over again in the blessed Sacrament And wherefore is all this but that with David we may with the greater confidence of faith put our trust in him 2 His works of providence Jer. 23.24 in which he is powerfully present by an immediate and intimate operation at all times and in all places with all things § 10. For that God does not do with the World as the Workman with a Watch that is when by the divine art of his all-powerful hand he hath finished each wheel and fitted each part then to winde it up by a Law of Nature and set it by him to observe how the time spends how the ages pass no Gods providence is not a bare and naked view but an actual and efficacious administration so that rather he does with the World as David with his Harp when artificially made and accurately strung he tunes the Creatures as so many strings unto an unisone consent of divine harmony by an obediential power to his holy will And then by his hand of providence he strikes each string in its due place whereby it hath a particular Note in the universal Melody of the Worlds Hallelujah Ps 103.22 § 11. Now our trust in God as to his works of providence is an act of faith eyeing that infinite power and wisdom whereby he preserves and governs all things in order to his glorious mercy and justice And hence it is that no extremity of danger or of distress can nonplus the Saints faith in establishing their trust because they know nothing can pose Gods wisdom Jer. 32.17 27. or puzzle his power to accomplish their deliverance for that either by an absolute power he can create succors out of nothing or by a wonderful wisdom of his providence he can bring light out of darkness Isa 45.5.7 comforts out of discomforts life out of death salvation out of destruction As in the Red sea he can make the swelling waves a fencing wall Exod. 14.22 and the swallowing Deep a Champian plain In the fiery furnace Dan. 3.25 Jon. 2.10 he can make the consuming flames a refreshing heat and in the raging Ocean a devouring Whale a safe Port. This this the wisdom and power of his providence Isa 28.29 who is wonderful in counsel and excellent in working § 12. Now that God doth work oftentimes without means and oftentimes against means it is to teach us to trust in him even when we see no means for that hereby as God declares his soveraignty so does he exercise our dependance and encourage our faith encourage I say our faith this being the chief Basis of all our comfort that Gods powerful providence serves his gracious purpose even his purpose in Christ of saving us Rom. 8.28 so that all things work together for good to them that fear him all things all gifts and graces all blessings and benefits yea all crosses and calamities all afflictions and persecutions and to go further all their infirmities and failings Satan and his instruments all are awed and ordered all are overswayed and overruled by the wisdom and power of Gods providence to further his intendment of grace and love unto his Saints § 13. Thus faith overlooks the Creatures and fixeth it self purely and perfectly wholly and solely upon the Creator And this is the reason that in all changes in all extremities in the deepest of the worlds distress and of worldly mens despair the Saint and Servant of God he hath his heart fixed trusting in the Lord trusting in him Ps 112.7 in his word of promise and in his works of providence Wherefore now O God let the mercy and truth of thy promise let the wisdom and power of thy providence attract the force and quicken the vigor of my faith that when I see nothing in the Creature for temporal safety nothing in my self for eternal salvation I may then see all things in thee and thy Christ for both And thus shall my faith be the more pure and firm and thy glory the more perfect and full § 14. Wherefore make we God the object of our trust Isa 12.2 26 4. Exod. 34.6 7. God the great Jehovah who hath his being from himself and himself gives being unto all things He a God gracious and merciful just and holy powerful and wise wonderful and glorious and that which is incommunicable even to the best of creatures he is eternally infinitely and immutably such God alone then is the fit object of our trust earthly objects have no proportion with the heavenly soul As soon may the chest be filled with grace as the heart be satisfied with wealth and assoon may we fat the belly with â—ir as fill the soul with honor Indeed we may not trust in the Creature which is none otherwise good then in not being trusted in Nothing we say can act beyond its sphere what then can outward comforts of the world do to solace spiritual griefs of the soul § 15. Yea look we inward to the gifts of Nature and those streams we find can ascend no higher then their Spring-head and as for the gifts of Grace take the whole New creature yet it is but a creature and therefore no fit object of our trust God alone then who is the Author of our life is fit to be the object of our trust as being the fountain and fulness of all our comfort and strength all our grace and
with Gods displeasure Thus how often is it that God prepares man to become some excellent structure even when he seems to be turning him into a ruinous heap As men intending to repair seem to demolish the building they take away some beams but it is to put in stronger they stop up some lights but it is to make larger Thus is it with the faithful who are Gods building 1 Cor. 3 9. He removes their props of sense to fix the pillars of faith He darkens the light of their spiritual joys but it is to enlarge their fuller comforts The Rules of Direction 1. Search what root of bitterness it is that hath taken away the taste of all heavenly sweetness what guilt of sin that hath depriv'd thee of the comforts of the Spirit Enter the Court of thy Conscience where God hath set up his tribunal and hear what charge is there laid against thee Is it not some stubbornness of spirit some unrepented disobedience which God chastiseth with those rebukes of conscience and terrors of soul For commonly God deals with his backsliding Saints as a King with his rebellious Subjects when neither the proffers of grace nor the promises of pardon when neither the edicts of command nor the threatenings of wrath when neither gracious counsel nor a bearing patience can prevail then does God arm himself to the battel letting flie the arrows of his indignation into their soul Job 6.4 as Job complains The arrows of the Almighty are within me the poison whereof drinketh up my spirit the terrors of God do set themselvs in array against me This is certain upon all known experience that disobedience and impenitence they are the bitter springs of much spiritual distress And truly God need not go far for a rod to chastise our disobedience if he withdraw his comforting Spirit we shall soon find and feel our own will become an afflicting Spirit our own dreadful thoughts will be our sorest scourges 2. Is it not some spiritual lethargy of remisness and sloth that hath seised thine inward man If so no wonder if the Physitian of thy soul prescribe thee so sharp a medicine administer thee so strong a potion all being little enough to rouse thy drowsie spirits and quicken thy dead heart Holy performances whether in the Closet or in the Church they are not only debts we pay to Gods justice but also oblations we owe to Gods mercy Ps â—1 18 19. and therefore either wholly to omit them or slightly to slubber them over is not only unfaithfulness but also unthankfulness both the majesty and the mercy of God being despised and where his majesty and mercy is despised no wonder if his favor and presence be withheld 3. Is it not the want of reverence and godly fear And therefore by the rebukes of his Spirit God severely tutors thee to what he requires of thee to serve him acceptably with reverence and godly fear Heb 12.23 Heb. â— 16 God likes well that we come with boldness to the throne of grace yet a boldness of humble confidence not of a careless irreverence The awe of Majesty is much preserv'd by avoiding too much familiarity and therefore some Monarchs have withdrawn themselves from vulgar eyes to keep up the more sacred esteem and awe of their Soveraignty Thus God he deals with his Saints when much indulg'd they become wanton proud and irreverent God intermixeth Majesty with Mercy and tempers their favours with frowns he withholds his comfortable presence and awes their souls with secret rebukes that they may learn to put in practice what the Church gives in pattern even to walk in the fear of the Lord Act. 9 31. Phil. 2.12 and comfort of the Holy Ghost yea work out their salvation with fear and trembling This is indeed a sure Maxim that he who bears his spiritual afflictions with a distrustful impatience it is more then probable that he stains his devout enlargements with spiritual pride and pride and irreverence go together 4. Is it not thy heart playing false with thy God leaning in its affections too much to the world For that then God usually comes with bitterness to wean the soul when we are upon making the world our Home which should be our Inne when we are upon taking our rest in these earthly things then God brings on an evil day of temptation and trial upon us to discover how vain Earth is when Heaven is clouded how insufficient to sanctifie which cannot comfort When the soul will prove disloyal Jâ—m 4.4 and enter an adulterous league with the World then comes God with his Bill of Divorce that she may know what is the vanity and folly the guilt and curse of her falling off to such wretched beggerly and worthless lovers for that in a day of terrors the soul will know that there is none but Christ none but he that can bring comfort peace and safety Thus then search whether it be not some stubbornness and disobedience some lethargie of sloth some wantonness irreverence or spiritual pride some love of the world Search whether they are not these or some other enormous iniquities which have separated betwixt thee and thy God Isa 59.2 whether they are not these or some such hainous sins which have hid his face from thee and if so no wonder if he who does the works of the Devil find an Hell in his Conscience And to still the clamor and quench the flashes of this Hell observe the second Rule of Direction which follows 2. Confess and bewail thy sin in the deepest of humiliations The reason indeed oftentimes why God puts the soul to the rack it is because it will not confess it is so loth to leave that it is unwilling to acknowledg its sin But as there is no full discovery of sin without examination Prov. 28.13 so nor is there any full pardon of sin without confession Wherefore set thy sins in order before thee and if thy Conscience pleads guilty to none other impiety yet thine ignorance diffidence passion and impatience in thy trial of spiritual afflictions do bring guilt enough for the deepest of humiliations Job 40.4 Thus it was with Job he confesseth unto God saying I am vile what shall I answer I will lay my hand upon my mouth And humbly submitting to the justice of Gods plea Job 42.36 and the reproof of his conviction in the sense of his impatience and pride he abhors himself and repents in dust and ashes And after God gives testimony of his love in accepting a sacrifice from his hands Thus then having set thy sins in order before thee let their guilt affect thine heart with sorrow that sorrow affect thine eyes with tears and then in the anguish of thy soul do thou crouch and crawl to the Throne of Grace solliciting earnestly with strong cries the mercies of thy God through the merits of thy Saviour for the pardon of thy sin the peace
sweet is thy mercy let be the more eager my longings that so my whole life on earth may be a continued breathing after that eternal fellowship and communion with thee in Heaven thus thus let me wait even all my life all the day Vers 6 7. Remember O Lord thy tender mercies and thy loving kindnesses for they have been ever of old Remember not the sins of my youth nor my transgressions according to thy mercy remember thou me for thy goodness sake O Lord. § 1. O My God thy former mercies are pledges to me of thy future grace Wherefore remember O Lord thy tender mercies and thy loving kindnesses which have been ever of old Psal 90.2 exhibited by thy Spirit in this Sacrament Are not thy mercies O Lord like thy self from everlasting to everlasting thy mercies they have been ever of old and sure the streams cannot fail where the fountain is inexhaustible and such is thy good goodness § 2. But how is it then that my soul dwels in darkness if thou be light how is that I remain disconsolate and miserable if thou Lord art so gracious and merciful thou lovest to be importuned in prayer Isa 43.26 and thereby as it were minded of thy mercy not that that thou art forgetful of thy love but that thou wouldst have us sensible of our wants Wherefore least thou shouldst do as my sins have deserved cast me out of thy thoughts let my humble suit mind thee of thy mercies Thy tender mercies for it is no ordinarie medicine that will cure my soar no mean mercy that will save my soul the sadness of my affl ctions requires the tenderness of thy compassions wherefore Remember O Lord thy tender mercies Psal 42.7 § 3. Mercies O how does one deep call upon another the depth of my multipli'd miseries calls loudly calls upon the depth of thy manifold mercies even that mercy whereby thou dost pardon my sin and help mine infirmities that mercy whereby thou dost sanctifie me by thy Grace and comfort me by thy Spirit that mercy whereby thou dost quicken me with life and preserve me from death that mercy whereby thou dost deliver me from Hell and possess me of Heaven Remember O Lord all those thy mercies thy tender mercies which as they have been of old unto thy Saints so now seal them unto thy servant in this blessed Sacrament § 4. And as thou seals me thy tender mercies so convey unto me thy loving kindnesses even those enligthning gifts those beautifiing graces those refreshing comforts those divine manifestations of thy presence those secret aspirings of the soul those devout raptures of the Spirit those divine meltings of the heart that peace of conscience that joy in the holy Ghost all these thy loving kindnesses let me in some proportion of measure taste if not in some measure of fulness enjoy in a blessed communion with thee my Jesus in this sacred solemnity § 5. Thy Saints of old how have they come from this thy Table satisfied with good things and like Giants refreshed with wine Psal 65.4 furnished to every good work and strong to resist the temptations of Satan having been made partakers of thy precious blood which thou shedest for them how have they been animated in the profession of faith to shed their dearest blood for thee Yea remember those thy former mercies to mine own soul when I have come with sorrow and returned with joy come trembling in fear and returned exulting through faith come fainting and weak returned strengthened and confirmed And what Lord hath thy Table been so sweet a refreshing and shall it not be so still to my soul if I come the oftner shall I return the sadder and by how much I am the more eager in my desires wilt thou be the further off in thy fulness § 6. This indeed my sins have deserved but thy mercies they are tender and will not deal with me according to my deserts wherefore remember then thy old mercies not my old sins thy tender compassions not my present transgrssions call not to mind the sins of my youth to visit them upon the years of my riper age wean me from my youthful sins and give me not over by a just judgement upon their provocation to more manly more stubborn impieties Just it were that the sins of my greener years should deprive me of thy blessing in my riper age but whilst my sins move thee to wrath let thy compassions move thee to mercy that so my former unworthiness with-hold not from me the blessing and grace of thy present Ordinance remember thou me in this according to thy mercy for thy goodness sake O Lord. § 7. According to thy mercy not mine for I have forsaken those mercies thou madest mine own in being cruel to my self by my sin Jon. 2 8. Psal 59.10 17 through distrust of thy promise upon presumptions in thy mercy yea let it be for thy goodness sake not mine for in me Rom 7.18 that is in my flesh dwelleth no manner of thing that is good let thy goodness then be the motive thy mercy the rule of all that grace and of all those blessings thou vouchsafest unto my soul Vers 8 9 10. Good and upright is the Lord therefore will he teach sinners in the way The meek will he guide in judgement and the meek will he teach his way All the paths of the Lord are mercy and truth unto such as keep his Covenant and his Testimonies § 1. GOod and upright is the Lord therefore will he teach sinners in the way The true knowledge then O God of thy will is the gracious manifestation of thy goodness Good is the Lord in the graciousness of his promises upright is the Lord in the truâ—h of his performances and this grace and truth which is the habitation of his Throne is the refuge of the sinner the sanctuary of the penitent whom he teacheth in the way even the way of truth the way of holiness the way of life § 2. The Lord is good And where Oh my soul canst thou better tast the goodness of the Lord then in this blessed Eucharist Psal 34 8. the sacred feast of the Lords goodness and as his goodness doth invite thee so let his uprightness encourage thee for that faithful is he who hath p omised faithful to give according to his promise healing for thy wounds strengthning for thy weakness comfort for thy sorrow yea give that which is the compendium of all spiritual good things Rom 5.1 2 Peace of conscience and joy in the holy Ghost § 3. Why art thou so heavy O my soul and why art thou so cast down within me Psal 42.11 Is it because thou hast broken the Covenant of thy God even the Covenant of reconciliation sealed thee by the Sacrament and that thus by thy sin thou art become at enmitie with thy maker Be it so yet will not the Lord who is good be as gracious
this blessed Sacrament § 7. In the close observe the strange yet strong argument of faith and repentance Pardon mine iniquity for it is great what does the humble penitent pray and plead for pardon from the heinousness of the offence and the multitude of the sins yea and an inforcing plea it is too when uttered from a broken heart and contrite spirit for that then even then is God most affected with mercy when he sees man most afflicted with misery This cry then of the humble penitent unto God pardon my iniquity for it is great is like that of the languishing patient unto the Phisitian help me for I am dangerously sick this we are sure the greater the sense of sin the greater the sincerity of repentance where then there is true penitence it will be a good argument to pray as David here does For thy name sake O Lord pardon mine iniquity for it is great Vers 12 13 What man is he that feareth the Lord him shall he teach in the way that he shall chuse His soul shall dwell at ease and his seed shall inherit the earth § 1. OH the water-floods of ungodliness which over-flow the world as another deluge in a general apostacy from truth and righteousness yet who is it that fears drowning who is it that in sense of sin and remorse of soul fears humbly and contritely fears the just wrath and vengeance of God Many there are in deed who plead for Reformation and pretend the fear of the Lord but what do they but cast out Devils by Beelzebub cast out prodigality by covetousness superstition by prophaneness Popery by Atheism and the like Yea as the Psalmist speaks whilst the vilest of men are exalted exalted to Moses Chair and Aarons Altar needs must it follow that the wicked walk on every side Psal 12.8 ambulant in circuitu as the vulgar Translation reads it they walk about in a circle pursuing their worldly interest they tread a large circumference of sins of which Hell it self is the Center § 2. See their character from the pen of an Apostle Rom. 3.13 Their throat is an open sepulchre with their tongues they have used deceipt the poison of Asps is under their lips And what is the true orginal as well as the high aggravation of all this wickedness what but that vers 18. There is no fear of God before their eyes So that in wonder at the rarity of a person truely religious we may well say Quis ille vir What man is he that feareth the Lord But it is not onely the rarity but more especially the excellency of the truly religious that David here in devout meditations so much admires § 3. He had said vers 10. All the paths of the Lord are mercy and truth unto such as keep his covenant and his testimonies and now reflecting upon himself he seems to make this the meaning of his here registred meditation Oh how does my conscience accuse me and my sin testifie against me that mine iniquity is great so that though all the waies of God be mercy and truth Vers 10. yet seeing it is to them that keep his covenant and his testimonies I cannot find comfort in his promises whilst I continue in my sins I cannot joy in his mercy whilst I languish in my guilt but as for him who hath God always before his face to over-aw his soul from trangressing his commands Psal 4 4. thereby injoying him in his love and the light of his countenance thereby preserving intire his claim to the promises of grace and life his hope of glory and blessedness Oh the excellencie and greatness Oh the beauty and loveliness Oh the bliss and happiness of such a soul of such a Saint O quis ille vir what a man is he he who thus feareth the Lord § 4. Whilst others fear those who kill the body the truly religious fears him who can kill both body and soul Mat. 10.28 and kill not only as wicked oppressors per modum potentiae by way of power but as a righteous Judge per modum justitiae by way of justice Many there are obstinately wicked who yet fear when they have offended struck with the horror of their guilt but it is the devoutly religious who fear to offend struck with the hatred of the sin It is one thing to fear because we have sinned another thing not to sin because we fear The former is oftentimes from the earth earthly the latter is alwaies from heaven heavenly the former does arise oft-times from the love of our selves the latter only from the love of God Cant 5.5 § 5. Fear is the Spouses myrrh which when it is lest we offend like the myrrh flowing of its own inclination it is much the better but when it is because we have offended like the myrrh of the second flowing which comes not without incision some smart and anguish upon the soul the former is the preservative the latter is the plaister the former prevents the malady the latter helps to the cure Of both we may say by way of excellencie though of the former in the greater excellencie What man is he that thus feareth the Lord Feareth for what why not so much for his judgments as his mercies To fear him for his judgments that is servile to fear him for his mercies that is true filial fear When his Judgments of wrath are upon us Isa 26.9 Psal 90.11 who is it that will not fear It was of old Thereafter as a man feareth so is thy displeasure But now the tables are turn'd and it is the direct contrary Thereafter as is thy displeasure so is mans fear § 6. Gods judgments and mans fear unless it be with those desperately wicked who are even fearless of Gods judgments they keep pace If he severely inflict his wrath then a seemingly devout fear is upon us but if he take off his rod we presently cast off our fear whereas the devout and truly pious soul will say as the Psalmist does Psal 130.4 There is mercy wâ—th thee O Lord therefore shalt thou be feared Indeed to the Godly all the ways of God are mercy so that we cannot tread the path of holiness but we must set foot in the way of mercy especially when we come to Gods house and approach the Lords table there there the Lord receives us into Covenant confirming to us his grace both the grace of Justification in the remission of sins and the grace of Sanctification by the spirit of holiness yea here he communicates the fulness of his benefits the riches of his blessings the sweetness of his love here he strengthens us in spiritual life and gives us the pledge of eternal glory And who is it that will not fear lest by unworthiness he deprive himself of all this mercy or by unthankfulness sin against all this love § 7. What man is he then that feareth the Lord that feareth to be absent
holiness all our glory and happiness Wherefore O my God Isa 44 2. Isa 26.13 Psal 48.14 Deut. 32.30.31 Isa 63.16 in thee do I trust in thee as a Creator to sustain me as a Lord to govern me as a Guide to direct me as a Rock to defend me as a Father to succor me All which relations thou hast taken upon thee in a merciful regard to my weakness and wants that thou mightest the more manifestly declare thy goodness and love which goodness and love now seal unto my soul by a Communion with thee in the Lord Jesus § 16. But how may we best strengthen our trust in God that we faint not in these dayes of trial Ans We strengthen our trust by renewing our resignation and when can we more seasonably renew our resignation Gal. 3 1. 1 Cor. 11.26 Eph. 2.18 then at our receiving the blessed Sacrament in which we have exhibited the fulness of Christs merits as the propitiatory sacrifice and attonement for our souls by whom we have access unto the Father to receive a blessing of pardon and of peace of life and salvation from him Do we then in all humble devotion make this sincere resignation at the Table of the Lord even offer and present unto God from our hearts as we profess with our tongues offer and present our selves our souls and bodies as a reasonable holy and lively sacrifice unto him Rom. 12.1 casting our selves upon him in the mercy and truth of his promise in the wisdom and power of his providence § 17. And upon this total resignation he seals us this assurance that he will exercise those his properties imploy those his attributes for our comfort and protection for our support and salvation and this beyond what our wits can design our wishes can desire or our thoughts conceive And let not any penitent though languishing soul be discouraged from this holy Sacrament of the Eucharist there to renew his resignation Jer. 23.6 and strengthen his trust for that here we have set forth Christ our righteousness and that name imprinted on him which was proclaimed before Moses Exod. 34.6 7. The Lord the Lord God merciful and gracious long-suffering and abundant in goodness and truth keeping mercy for thousands forgiving iniquity transgression and sin Ps 9.10 This that name of God whereof David speaks saying They Lord that know thy name will trust in thee Yea this is that Solomon speaks of Pr. 18.10 when he says The name of the Lord is a strong tower the righteous runneth into it and is safe safe from the guilt of Sin from the rage of Satan and from the fear of Hell § 18. Wherefore for the instruction and comfort of the dejected we will spell every letter of this Name we will view every turret in this Tower The Lord the Lord God merciful and gracious long-suffering and abundant in goodness and truth c. Here then art thou frighted O thou languishing soul art thou frighted at the vast armies of thy lusts and the potent powers of hell which come against thee why here 's thy refuge thy tower the Lord the Lord Jehovah the mighty God the Lord of hosts he will defend thee he will deliver thee True says the dejected Penitent I question not his power but his will Why hear then he is the Lord merciful as the Lord to assure thee he is able so merciful to give thee as full an assurance that he is willing Ah! but I am so wretched and so worth-less a creature that I have nothing to move his mercy Why yes sure for misery is the object of mercy and besides thy God as he is merciful so he is gracious his riches of mercy are free not expecting merit to move but faith to receive § 19. Ah! but God hath been often rejected by me how shall I then be accepted of him Why know his name will still answer thy moans as he is gracious to receive freely so he is long-suffering to wait patiently even that he may be gracious Ah! Jer. 30.18 but my sins are numerous and hainous great in number and in weight Why but he who is long-suffering in patience to bear is also abundant in goodness to pardon Ay! but I have been false unto God often very often returning and yet as often revolting I have broken my resolutions my vows my covenants and how then shall I hope for pardon Why though thou hast been unfaithful unto God yet will God be faithful unto thee as he is abundant in goodness to forgive thy sin so is he abundant also in truth to make good his promise his promise of grace and salvation to the believing Penitent § 20. Oh! but my hainous guilt strikes terror into my wounded conscience I have sinned wilfully presumptuously with many aggravating circumstances of guilt and of horror Why but see his Name and see it written too upon his Saints A God forgiving iniquity transgression and sin sins of all sorts and sizes of all kinds and degrees the most hainous and the most numerous Ay but this is mercy vouchsafed but few Yes it is mercy vouchsafed to thousands and a mercy not exhausted but still renewed He hath a whole treasure full of it and as a treasure he keeps it He keeps mercy for thousands § 21. And here thâ—s treasury is open in this blessed Sacrament come and receive of this mercy of thy God this pardoning this healing this comforting this saving mercy of thy God dispensed by the bountiful hand of thy Jesus who with that mercy gives his merits his benefits his spirit his whole fulness his whole self Joh. 1.16 Wherefore rouse up thy soul to receive the bounty of thy God and of thy Saviour with an humble a thankful and a devout heart And amongst other parts of thy devotion remember Davids petition Let me not be ashamed for I put my trust in thee Verse 21. Let integrity and uprightness preserve me for I wait on thee § 1. SIn and shame guilt and punishment they are inseparable in their conjunction unless a timely repentance sue out a divorce and the blood of Christ make the separation In the prosecution of sin nothing more hardens in impenitence then the prosperous success of impiety And in the execution of punishment nothing more confounds with shame then the unexpected disappointment of hope for instance when sacrilegious men have enrich'd themselves with the Churches spoils and raised themselves upon her ruines going on for a while successfully in their wickedness They think God altogether such an one as themselves one that approves of their sin Psal 50.21 in prospering their designs and hereby they become hardned in their impiety not willing to take the bitter pil of penitence and godly sorrow whilst they are chewing the sweet morsel of profit and worldly gain But oh when they think to digest the morsel they have swallowed when they think to enjoy the Houses and Lands they have
the flesh less danger and damage in overworking then in too much indulging the outward man For where one man sails his course of piety with too full a gale of zeal an hundred lie becalm'd with lukewarmness Rev. 3.16 In the Close Beware of attributing to duties what is proper to Christ A chief reason doubtless though little notice be taken of it a chief reason it is of dryness and barrenness in holy performances that we have an overprising opinion an overvaluing esteem of them For the softning and melting the raising and enlarging the comforting and reviving the heart Ps 11â— 32 Isa 57 18. 2 Cor. 1.3 Ps 34 15. these are all the works of Christ and his Spirit not to be attain'd by labour and toil but by humility and faith Hear David The eyes of the Lord are upon the righteous and his ears are open unto their cry First Gods eyes are upon their persons and then his ears are open unto their prayers It is not the duty we perform but the promise Christ gives or rather Christ in the Promise which brings rest to the soul And he vouchsafe thee O thou afflicted soul a gracious portion of this spiritual rest as a pledg and earnest of that full inheritance even rest eternal Amen CHAP. VII The Souls Conflict from the misapprehension of Gods withdrawing the Comforts of his gracious presence SUch is the deceitfulness of mans heart and the subtlety of Satans suggestions that many there are who forsake God yet think they have him and many that have him yet think themselves forsaken of him Many are so enlighten'd that they come near to the Kingdom of Heaven which yet are cast down to Hell Again many there are so dejected as to come nigh to Hell which yet are received to Heaven The discomforts of the faithful through their frailty do cause their great dejection Isa 49 14 Isa 14.12 13. but the enlightenings of the wicked through their pride make for their greater condemnation Such is the 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the exceeding craft and cunning of Satan Eph. 6.11 in his 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 his arts and methods of temptations made the more expert by many thousand years experience such I say is Satans art and cunning that he suits his suggestions to our affections and tempers his temptations to our dispositions And therefore the va n Enthusiast who prides himself in his fancied converses with God and conceiteâ— raptures of his spirit him Satan heightens in his presumption But the afflicted Saint from whom God hath hid his face and withdrawn the comforts of his gracious presence him Satan presseth down in his dejections He heightens the Enthusiast in his presumption by feeding his fancy with renewed delusions of false joys and the imagined ravishments of Gods love Again he depresseth the afflicted Saint in his dejection by filling his heart with renewed jealousies of false fears and imagined terrors of Gods wrath Thus there is none more near or dear unto man then himself yet none more a stranger more an enemy For what man is he that can fadom the depth Jer 17 9. and so know the deceitfulness of his own heart Again what man is he that doth not cause the wounds and destroy the comforts of his own soul by diffidence impatience throwing off the healing balm and casting away the reviving cordials of grace and mercy Ps 143 9. So that well might S. Bernard cry out in a devout gloss upon the Psalmists text Libera me Domine ab inimico meo id est à me ipso Deliver me O Lord from mine enemy that is from my self See this true in the afflicted Saint dejected in soul distressed in conscience deep in desertions Oh! how doth his soul become cruel to it self refusing to be comforted With him Mourning observes no method but his full sorrow poures out its Complaints as a bottle doth its liquor in sudden and disordered eruptions rather thâ—n effusions Thus then complains the languishing Soul The Words of Complaint Oh! what a misery is it to have been happy The thoughts of those comforts I once felt sharpen the sense of those sorrows I now feel Time was when from the Mount Nebo of Divine Contemplation I could by the Perspective of Faith take a view of the Heavenly Canaan in the riches pleasure and glory of it But now my belly cleaveth unto the dust I lie down in the valley and shadow of death clouds of darkness cover me and the light of all heavenly comforts is hid from mine eyes Those holy duties Ordinances and Promises which have been as honey sweet to my soul at once feeding and delighting mine inward man they are all become bitterness and barrenness anguish and distress misery and mourning Oh what were those quickening beams from the Sun of Righteousness those refreshing those ravishing delights in communion with God through Christ Alas O my soul those blessed delights were but pleasant dreams and now thy fancied Paradise is become a real Wilderness And oh how do I wander and weary my self in a maze of perplexities the bitter waters of Marah flowing in upon my soul and the fiery Serpents of hellish fears stinging my Conscience All my streams of Comfort are turn'd into floods of Sorrow and oh that I could drown my sorrow in tears But my misery is beyond moans my grief beyond tears yea my torments beyond death For I have lost that treasure those joys that bliss which I would willingly redeem with the loss of life O sweet and joyful presence O sad and dreadful absence of my Jesus and oh the filthy lusts of my foul heart which have made him quit his lodging and be gone and with him all peace all comfort all joy all life all bliss are fled from my soul Woe is me that I should receive mercy to make miserable once enjoy a Saviour and after cast him off to the loss of all salvation yea to the heightning the horror of my condemnation Oh he came in love and he is gone in anger and woe is me I not only lose his favor but also bear his displeasure He is gone and I fear never oh this this the deep wound more deadly then death it self He is gone and I fear never to return more In his favor is life and therefore when he hides his face in wrath needs must my soul be in death Oh! my spirits waste my strength faints my flesh consumes mine whole man languisheth yea my stroke is heavier then my groans my sorrow more bitter then my complaints so that with Job My soul is weary of my life and yet though my life be full of torment death is full of terror lest be everlastingly shut out from Gods presence Oh Eternity Eternity how does this gulf swallow up my soul how does this weight more heavy then a mountain press down my drooping heart and crush my fainting spirits yet whilst there is life there is hope though my
THE PREACHERS Tripartite IN THREE BOOKS THE FIRST To raise DEVOTION in Divine Meditations upon PSALM XXV THE SECOND To Administer COMFORT by Conference with the Soul in particular Cases of Conscience THE THIRD To establish TRUTH and PEACE in several Sermons Against the present Heresies and Schisms By R. Mossom Preacher of Gods Word late at St. Peters Pauls-wharf London Quondam è Col. S. P. C. S. Aug. Hom. 28. in Ezek. 3.19 Si me non audierîtis tamen ego non tacuero liberabo animam meam sed nolo salvus esse sine vobis LONDON Printed by Thomas Newcomb and are to be sold in St. Pauls Church-yard at the sign of the Bible on Ludgate-hill and in Fleet-street 1657. To the Right Honorable KATHERINE Countess of PEMBROKE c. Together with her truly Noble Sister THE LADY MARY SOANDES As dear in affection as near in blood The Ornament of their Sex and Name AND To the true Exemplars of Piety Honor and Faithfulness whether of Nobility Gentry Ministry or Citizens Late Auditors and Communicants at the preaching of the Word and ministration of the Eucharist At S. PETERS Robert Mossom Dedicates the ensuing MEDITATIONS which conceiv'd in the Closet have had their Birth from the Pulpit and being now grown up to the Press they take heart to travel the World under so just a Patronage and Protection AND The same holy Spirit of Truth which accompanied them to the ear and the heart of each reverent Auditor bless them also to the eye and the soul of every ingenuous Reader For a sustaining with grace in the present Warfare and a crowning with glory in the future Triumph of Christs holy Church Amen TO THE Ingenuous Readers BEcause just Promises are due Debts I acknowledge my self a Debtor to the Church by promise under mine hand for the Second Part of my Sions Prospect which if they who importune me by their desires assist me with their prayers I doubt not by Gods blessing to perfect notwithstanding the encumbrances to retard and difficulties to discourage Indeed did not my Ministerial service unexpected when I past my word engage what time of the Night I might spare from my necessary rest and my School-employment take up what time of the Day I could spare from my Family-charge I had not run into so great arrears in being so long behind-hand with so just a debt Yet now with that honest though necessitated person in the Parable I plead a Patientiam habete Have patience with me and I will pay you all and till I can pay the Principal accept the Interest These Treatises and Sermons a part of my Five years Service which by a good hand of Providence amidst all the variety of Secular changes I did continue in a plenary discharge of all Ministerial duties according to the legally established viz. Ab Ann 1650. ad Ann. 1652. and ever piously to be esteemed Order of the Churches Liturgy And when I was forc'd from any longer Ministry at S. Peters I may say with confidence a Congregation was dissolved which for reverence charity and devotion was not outvied if parallel'd by any in the World For their sakes especially that they may the better call to mind what they have heard and so the more fully practise what they have been taught I here publish to the eye those Instructions I once delivered to the ear And what many of mine Auditory have importuned me for in a Transcript I here present them with advantage by an Impression viz. Those Divine Meditations which once warm'd their hearts with a devout fervor when Communicants in the monthly ministration of the blessed Eucharist Also those Choice Cordials which refresht their Souls with a chearing vigor when Combatants in the Christian warfare of their Spiritual Conflicts Lastly See our Contests with Heresie and Schism in zeal not so much to confute the Adversary as to confirm the Orthodox confirm them even in Truth and Holiness In which Contests it is not the Bays but the Olive not victory but peace even the peace of Jerusalem which is the aim and end of my Preaching and God who is the Searcher of hearts will bear witness to the sincerity of this profession I know well what I publish in Print will find a Critical Comment and censorious Paraphrase from some but if I may benefit the souls of Gods suffering Saints I am not careful to stop the mouth or smooth the brow of a clamorous or supercilious censure I will not fear it worse nor expect it better in the whole Volume then in a large Vineyard that there be tà m uvae quà m labruscae some clusters of sound and sweet grapes which have their full blood and true spiritual vigor though withall some of lighter digestion not so happy in their soil or sun and therefore not ripened to so divine a maturity and sweetness Neither am I ignorant or unexperienc'd how much less the mind is affected with reading then with hearing even by how much a Preacher in the particular gift of utterance is the more master of his tongue then pen and so can speak much more piercingly to the eye as an Orator then as a Scribe But what my Pulpit-conceptions do lose by the Press as to their affecting heat I hope they will have repair'd them by their informing light the Judgment being more thorowly convinced by a frequent perusal then a single delivery Whatsoever then you meet with of a devout vigor and solid nourishment receive it as from the Store-house of Heaven and only ministred by my hand it is wholly God's and yours But whatsoever is flat or crude weak and indigested that 's all mine own it 's like my self and I shall not refuse though blush to father it Accept the former and excuse the latter And as in that I shall further your Piety so in this do you express your Charity the charity of a fair construction considering my busie and distracting charge of a School-Tuition in which I am still engag'd and I bless God I am so as well to get subsistence as employ my talent This troublesom Task may well plead a favorable interpretation Which yet is not all the kindness I crave your Prayers I sue for viz. That God will make me farther serviceable to his Church and you whose I am in the strictest bond of love and heartiest zeal of devotion From my House near Black-Friers over agrinst the Old-Wardrobe Pridiè Nonar Febr. 1657. Robert Mossom Divine Meditations UPON PSALM XXV THE INTRODUCTION § 1. WEll might David be called the sweet Singer of Israel â— Sam. 23.1 Non minus vivendi genere quà m canendi juavitate immortaâ—em Deo sui fudisse Cantilenam dicit S Ambr. lib. de offic c. 22. whose Heart was more divinely musical then his Harp and the harmony of whose devout Soul did outvie that of his composed Song His whole life what was it but a continued Antheme His several failings through the indulgent mercy of his
God being made as so many stops of time to add more grace and sweetness to the musick § 2. This his Book of Psalms it is aptly called the Epitome of the whole Bible and the Anatomie of the Spiritual man yea we may rightly entitle it the Register of sacred History the Ephemeris of the Churches Prophecies the Library of Divine Doctrine the Store-house of Spiritual Comforts and the Treasury of holy Devotion And that Devotion either Penitentiary Invocatory or Eucharistical Penitenitary in deep contrition humble confession and passionate lamentation Invocatory in fervent supplication earnest deprecation and pious intercession Eucharistical in gratulatory thanksgivings laudatory oblations and triumphal songs David totus est in deprecanda venta peccatorum cujusdam sensim quod magnum multum dicit v. 11 hoc de illo cum Bethsabe commisso Kimhi intelligit Sim. de Muis in loc § 3. Here amidst so large a store choice is made of a Penetential Psalm though none of the seven commonly called the Penetentials fitted in its devotion to the sacred solemnity of the blessed Eucharist and could we attain Davids frame of spirit when he composed this Psalm of Penitence O how well how well would it become this holy Sacrament § 4. If any inquire a reason why choice is made of this present Psalm for the constant celebrations of the Lords Supper know I have observed a secret vigor of devotion to diffuse it self into the soul when exercised in prayer or meditation making use of Davids Psalms to draw heat from his flame and administer heavenly matter for so holy an exercise and upon this reason O ye humble suppliants I thought it an apt and profitable service to give at once a pattern whereby to frame your private devotions in your Closet and an help to compose your souls to an higher pitch of devotion in the publick solemnities of the holy Eucharist § 5. Besides the mystery and benefits of this blessed Sacrament they are so many and so various that no one single verse or small portion of Scripture may be a Text large enough for so copious a subject wherefore that many souls might receive something of instruction and devotion see here I have chosen an whole Psalm which divided into parts like those loaves in the Gospel broken into peeces it will so increase in the explication Mark 6.41 as those did in their distribution that whereas this Psalm like one of those loaves may seem in the whole to be but sufficient for one person yet shall it by a blessing of grace like as that by a miracle of power be in its divided parts sufficient for many fifties § 6. That this Psalm is of more then ordinary excellency and worth as penned by a more then ordinary diligence and zeal appears by the Alphabetical order of the Hebrew Letter Ad musicam an ad memoriam pertineat incertum est Ral bâ—ni nihil certi statuunt beginning each verse The Psalm it self is a mixture of various yet devout affections for that here the Psalmist moved with the sence of his sin and the violence of his Enemies he sues to God for the remission of the former and protection from the latter and at last salvation in respect of both even to himself and the Church of God this he does supported by faith and hope of which hope and faith he gives a sure testimony in the commemoration he makes of Gods abundant mercy and faithful promises And in the profession he declares of his sincere confidence in those promises and his firm expectation of that mercy § 7. The Analysis of the Psalm The whole Psalm consists of Four parts 1. The Preface vers 1. Unto thee O Lord do I lift up my soul 2. The Prayer 1. Deprecation vers 2. to 4. O my God I trust in thee let me not be ashamed c. 2. Petition vers 4. to v. 8. Shew me thy ways O Lord teach me thy paths c. 3. The Meditation 1. Laudatory vers 8. to v. 11. Good and upright is the Lord c. 2. Consolatory vers 12. to v. 6. What man is he that feareth the Lord c. 4. The Conclusion 1. Supplication vers 16. to v. 23. Turn thee unto me and have mercy upon me c. 2. Intercession vers 22. Redeem Israel O God out of all his troubles § 8. Now O ye devout souls that we may inlarge upon this of Davids Psalm with the inlargement of Davids spirit whilst I shall pass through the several parts in an explicatory application of the particular words and phrases let me revive and raise your sincere devotion as the Prophet did the Shunamites child 2 King 4.35 as the Prophet laid his mouth to the childs mouth his hands to the childs hands so let me lay Davids mouth to your mouth his hands to your hands that is I meâ—n make his prayers your prayers his meditations your meditations And having the same devotion with David we shall find a like acceptance with God whose ear is still open to our prayers whilst our hearts are laid open in his presence the Throne of grace being the only refuge of an humble penitence Vers 1. Vnto thee O Lord do I lift up my soul § 1. BUt O my Soul hast thou not been lift up against the Lord in thy sinful rebellion how then canst thou lift up thy self unto him in a sincere devotion True I have been long dead in sin long buried in the grave of customary iniquity yet I have heard the voice of the Son of God Joh. 5 25. in his Word in his Sacraments this a quickening a reviving voice And therefore unto him that calleth me unto him that quickeneth me unto my God unto my Jesus even unto thee O Lord do I lift up my soul § 2. And though heretofore in the state of darkness sin and death though then I have lift up my soul against thee in pride and profaneness the high-way to hell yet now let me lift up my soul unto thee in humility and devotion the high-way to heaven Pride and profaneness they cast me from thee then which what can be lower But humility and devotion they subject me to thee then which what can be higher Thus then raise me by humbling me lay me low in my self and this shall lift me up to thee § 3. Oh how does Sin and Sathan the flesh and the world even the whole Powers of darkness how do they with violence pursue after me Psal 55.6 Oh give me then the wings of a Dove that I may flee away and be at rest Haste haste O my Soul for thy escape hie thee to the holes of the rock to the wounds of thy Jesus and for this shelter and succor for this protection and safety Oh see unto thee O Lord do I lift up my soul Unto thee in the fulness of thy merits unto thee in the riches of thy grace unto thee in the
to his Enemies as he requires us to be to ours It is his own Law If thou meet thine enemies Ox or his Ass going astray thou shalt surely bring it back to him again Exod. 23 4. Now God meets us sinners Rom. 5 8 10. and all sinners as such are his Enemies he meets us straying-like the beast without understanding and what will he not bring us again unto himself the sole proprietarie by that first right of Creation and that more firm right of Redemption § 4. Our Lord and Saviour Christ Jesus blessed for ever he comes to seek those that are lost to raise those that are faln yea read his Commission Luk. 4.18 he comes to preach the Gospel to the poor to heal the broken hearted to preach deliverance to the captives to recover sight to the blind and to set at liberty them that are bruised Joh. 6.27 to this to all this is he sealed of the Father and that he will do it he seals unto us in the Sacrament so that as sure as the Lord is good and upright merciful and faithful so sure it is he will not cast off the penitent he will not reject the humble but will teach even sinners in the way § 5. The way 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 By an excellencie above all the waies of men and of the world in respect of the Author that prescribes it Isa 40.3 it is the way of the Lord in respect of the hand that points it out it is the way of truth 2 Pet. 2 2. in respect of the passengers which read it it is the way of the just Psal 1 6. and in respect of the end to which it brings us it is the way of life Psa 16.11 but as to the proper nature and essential being of this way Rom. 16 26. this the way it is the obedience of faith the obedience of faith that Gospel-path in which we have Christ for our leader the Saints for our fellow-travellers Psa 119.105 and the Word of God for a light unto our feet and the blessed Sacrament our best Viaticum the choicest provision for our spiritual journey in this our earthly pilgrimage to the heavenly Canaan § 6. Be it so then that when now my soul would raise it self on the wing of prayer and approach the Throne of Grace in this blessed Ordinance be it so that my accusing conscience tells me I am a sinner and therefore not worthy the knowledge of God or the quicknings of his grace not worthy a communion with Christ a participation of his fulness yet to this shall my afflicted soul reply in the returns of faith God even teacheth sinners in the way so they be humble penitent sinners and from hence know I that the Lord teacheth sinners even from hence that he is good and upright Good and upright is the Lord therefore will he teach sinners in the way § 7. Further yet The meek he will guid in judgement and the meek will he teach his way the humble and meek God will enlighten and instruct to a right discerning the waies of his providence and the misteries of his truth he will not suffer them to be lead away with the error of the wicked 2 Pet. 3.17 but amidst the many secular changes and seducing heresies he gives them the Spirit of VVisdom and revelation in the knowledge of him Ephes 1.17 â—8 and thus the eye of their understanding being enlightned whatsoever is the condition of their temporal being they know what is the hope of their spiritual calling even the glorious riches of an heavenly inheritance § 8. Thus then does God give grace to the humble to the humble not so properly said to the humbled for humbled we may be when prest down under the weight of punishment but humble we cannot be unless laid low in the sence of sin without this sence of sin we shall be as far from being humble as from having grace But Oh the languishings of my soul under the weight of my sin Psal 38 4. My sins are gone over my head and are become a sore burden too heavy for me to bear too heavy not onely in their punishment and wrath but even in their pollution and guilt If so yet though humbled be not dejected O my soul but rather comfort O comfort thy self in this holy Sacrament of thy Jesus through faith in the promises of his grace for that by how much the more thou art humbled for thy sin by so much the more do those promises of grace and glory belong to thee in the Gospel which are peculiarly made of God in Christ and by Christ conveyed in his Sacrament to the meek and lowly in heart Matth. 11.29 § 9. To such to such it is Christ here calls with a venite ad me Come unto me And all those who thus come unto Christ even unto Christ in this his Ordinance they shall find rest unto their souls Matth. 11.29 to whom belongs the promise here that he will guid them in judgement and learn them his ways whereby they became 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 taught of God he will so judge them as to guid them in judgement so correct them as that their corrections shall draw them to him not drive them from him their 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 shall be 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 their corrections shall be their instructions they shall teach them his waies § 10. If God then teach sinners they must be such as are humbled for their sin and in their humiliation become meek and lowly in heart and well might the Apostle say of a meek spirit 1 Pet. 3.4 that it is in the sight that is in the judgement and approbation of God of great price of much value when here the whole work of sanctification is comprised in the one grace of meekness and no wonder then if so few know the waies of God when so many are inraged with passion filled with envy swoln with malice to be far from meekness is to be far from God far from holiness far from truth for it is the meek that he will guide in judgement it is the meek that he will teach his waies § 11. But further yet All the pathes of the Lord are mercy and truth unto such as keep his Covenant and his Testimonies It is the mournful complaint of the devout soul saying Since I came last to this Table of the Lord and entred anew into covenant wi h my God oh how have I broken my sacred vows by my sinful relapses Yea notwithstanding mine often sincere desires and seemingly firm resolutions yet how weak have been my holy endeavors and much more imperfect my spiritual performances To this sad complaint of mournful penitence the Word of God returns this gracious answer of divine comforts that all his paths are mercy and truth mercy goes before his face to prepare a way to make plain a path for the
access of languishing souls to his Throne of Grace yea this blessed Sacrament is the very Mercy-seat of our God where Jesus Christ is exhibited to the Father as the propitiation and atonement for the faithful Rom. 3.3 § 12. Where then there is faith and repentance it is not our failing that shall make Gods truth to fail not our defects which shall make his promises of none effect no though justice exact justice doth require a perfection of our obedience yet mercy indulgent mercy will vouchsafe acceptance through Christ through Christ in whom mercy and truth are met together Psal 85 10. on purpose that righteousness and peace may kiss each other even in him our blessed Mediator in him do meet all the paths of God in which he brings salvation to his Church and those paths are now become beaten roads right viae Regiae the King of Heavens high-waies in which we have our passage from sin and death to righteousness and life from guilt and misery to holiness and glory and these paths of our God what are they but his Mercy and Truth in Christ Jesus § 13. But O my soul that the paths of the Lord are mercy and truth it is to them that keep his Covenant and his testimonies seeing then thou hast broken his Covenant and transgrest his Testimonies how canst thou expect the acceptance of mercy and the blessings of truth True I have sinned and through my sin mine obedience is become imperfect but what is not the Covenant of my God a Covenant of Grace Jam. 2.13 where mercy rejoyceth yea triumpheth against judgment yea is not the Covenant of my God that Covenant made with Abraham confirmed by Christ and sealed by this holy Sacrament a part of which Covenant is the remission of sins if so then shall faith and repentance be accepted through Christ and all my imperfections made up with the righteousness of his most perfect obedience § 14. Indeed were our obedience perfect what need should we have of Christ to justifie and save us though Truth and Justice then may blame and condemn our failings in the keeping of Gods testimonies yet grace and mercy go before to vail all with the robe of Christs righteousness to a pardoning our infirmities Psal 89.14 an accepting our persons and a rewarding our services though we cannot then keep the Covenant and Testimonies of our God in an Angelical purity yet may we do it in an Evangelical sinceritie though not in a full perfection yet in a sincere endeavor of holy obedience Phil. 3.12 13 14 and blessed is that soul which shall witness the saving comfort of this sacred doctrine that all the paths of the Lord are mercy and truth unto such as keep even thus keep his Covenant and his Testimonies Vers 11. For thy name sake O Lord pardon mine iniquitie for it is great § 1. THe very best of Gods Saints do not so perfectly keep the Covenant and Testimonies of their God but that in thoughts of his Covenant they may well have a sense of their sin in the meditation of his Testimonies they may well have an apprehension of their transgressions and this is that which put David here upon this emphatical ejaculation of fervent prayer For thy names sake O Lord pardon mine iniquity for it is great § 2. Thou Lord not only art good and gracious but thou wilt also be so acknowledged so declared yea as such worshipped and adored that thy name then be not dishonored let me though a sinner be accepted pardon mine iniquity that it be not said thou ever rejectedst a poor penitent and thereby lose the glory of thy name whose name is merciful A merciful clemency is a royal vertue Exod. 34.5 6. and honorable in every Soveraign Majesty thou then O Lord Psal 24 5 8. who art the King of Glory make this thy holy Sacrament to be the broad Seal to my pardon and this for thy names sake even for thy mercy sake by which thou art as well known as any man can be by his own name § 3. I plead not Lord my merits who am less then the least of thy mercies and as I look not upon my merit so nor do thou look upon my demerit as I do not view my worthiness so nor do thou view my unworthiness but thou who art called the God of mercy be unto me what thou art called make good the glory of thine own name in being merciful unto my sin of which I cannot say as Lot of Zoar is it not a little one no it is great Gen 19.20 for that it is against thee so great a God and so good to me Great for that my place my office my calling is great the Sun the higher it is the less it seems but my sins the higher I am the greater they are even in thine and others eyes § 4. Great for that my knowledge of thee and thy waies is great I knew thy will and yet did it not my conscience check'd me and yet I obeyed not thy Spirit moved me and yet I yeelded not Mine iniquity is great for that I have greatly multiplied and increased it so that it is become great in quality and in quantity great in weight and in number very heinous very numerous yea the number of my sins is numberless those I know and confess are few in comparison of what are unknown and hidden from me Psal 19.12 § 5. Yet further mine iniquity is great for that mine apprehension of it is so great that I know more ill by my self then by any other each man best feels his own burden and the burden of my sins is such as is too heavy for me to bear Lastly mine iniquity is great for that it is such a debt as I am no way able in the least part to make satisfaction And even a little debt is great to him who hath nothing to pay Wherefore O Lord hide not thy great mercy from me who hide not my great sins from thee and the greater is the guilt of my sin the greater shall be the glory of thy mercy to pardon it let it be the glory of thy mercy then to pass by mine offences so shall the greatness of my sins make the glory of thy mercies more conspicuous for that where sin hath abounded there grace doth much more abound Rom. 5.20 § 6. And thus though I went against mine own knowledge in sinning yet do not thou Lord go against thine own nature in punishing who hast promised if we beleeve and repent thou wilt forgive and now 1 Cor. 10.12 as my sins teach them that stand to take heed least they fall so let thy pardon of my sins teach them that are faln upon their repentance not to doubt of thy mercy and forgiveness which mercy and forgiveness do thou seal unto my soul and to each humble penitent through Jesus Christ in a return of peace unto our consciences by
awful reverence with the incense of prayer Exod. 30.6 7. to be received to mercy and obtain attonement for his sin § 16. Blessed shall this man be blessed in his imployments abroad and in his retirements at home in himself and in his issue blessed in his imployments abroad for that whereas the way of man is not in himself it is not in man that walketh to direct his steps Jer. 10.23 when he is in a strait and knows not what to chuse the Lord shall guide him in his choyce and put upon him a good course so that whatsoever he taketh in hand it shall prosper Prosper psal 1.3 if not to his temporal advantage yet to his spiritual benefit in respect of which spiritual benefit it is that Rom. 8.28 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 all things work together for good for good to them that love and to them that fear God § 17 And as thus blessed in his imployments abroad so secondly in his retirements at home when his soul drawn abroad by worldly affairs and publick imployments shall retire home into his own breast in his reflective self-examining meditations how does it then dwell at ease within his own doors no Shrew there to bate him no accusing guilt like a hellish fury to vex and disquiet him but all is still and at rest in the quiet peace of a good conscience Yea further blessed not onely in himself but also in his Issue in his Children those pledges of love and hopes of his family whom with diligent care he instructs to the possession of the best intail the fear of the Lord not so much solicitous that as his children they may possess his temporal estate as that being Gods children they may be joynt possessors with him of the heavenly inheritance of which heavenly inheritance as Canaan was the type so are the promises of the Gospel the conveyances the Sacrament of the Eucharist the seal and the Spirit of Grace the sure earnest and pledge Vers 14. The secret of the Lord is with them that fear him and he will shew them his Covenant § 1. HEre we have Davids Argument to prove Gods blessing upon them that fear him and he makes use of a twofold medium The first from the operations of his grace The second from the manifestations of his love 1. The operations of his grace â—he secret of the Lord is with them that fear him 2. The manifestations of his love He will shew them his Covenant 1. Medium Davids Argument drawn from the operations of Gods grace the secret of the Lord c. the secret even that St. Peter calls 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the hidden man of the heart The new man regenerate by the spirit of grace Which new birth is set forth unto us in Scripture by the womb and dew of the morning the birth of the regenerate Psal 110.3 like that of the morning dew it is heavenly and secret the vapor exhaled by the Sun is of an earthly substance which by a celestial operation is changed into an airy dew thus the earthly minds of natural men raised and renewed by the power of grace are converted into a spiritual frame and heavenly temper § 2. Further the birth of the dew is secret and undiscerned when it is faln we see what it is but know not how it is made thus the new man we discern when it is formed but cannot discover the point of time or manner of action when and how it is wrought As of our natural generation so much more of our spiritual regeneration Psal 139.14 We are fearfully and wonderfully made the womb is not so secret a Work-House of nature for the generation of the body as the heart is of grace for the regeneration of the soul § 3. The effectual vocation whereby we are called unto Christ it is vocatione altâ So St. Aug. by a secret and deep call which speaks to the heart of the most desperate sinner in that Is 30.21 there saith God of the Christian Convert Thou shalt hear a voyce behinde thee saying this is the way walk in it a voyce behind thee not onely to denote unto us Gods indulgent mercy that when we flâ—e and even turn our backs upon him he then calls unto us to turn unto him but a voyce behind thee to shew that the call of the Spirit is secret and undiscerned Joh. 3.8 Thus the voluntary breathings and free accesses of the Spirit unto the soul in the operations of grace as they are actively powerful so are they indisernably secret which secret operations of grace that they infallibly and inseparably accompany the fear of the Lord will appear by a short view of those Theological Vertues Faith Hope and Charity the very vital parts of the new man § 4. Observe we then how the Antients compare our Christian hope to the Shop and Store-house of blood the Liver and therefore Clemens of Alexandria calls hope very aptly 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 the blood of faith which carrieth the very life of Religion in it so that as hope wasteth so faith decaies and religion it self faints Now if Faith be the Heart and Hope the Liver of the new man then is Fear metaphorically the Lungs which with a gentle breath of awfulness and reverence fans and cools them both keeping Faith and Hope in an healthful temper which otherwise would soon have their heats and heights to the indangering the eternal welfare of the whole man For that too sad experience tels us how many by denying the Saints can sin and so excluding fear have been by Satan cast down headlong from the high top of presumption into the lowest pit of despair § 5. Yea how many puft up with the fancied conceit of their fellowship with Christ forget that he is their Lord 1 Joh. 1.3 and so casting off their awful fear become so far transported with the Gospels priviledges that they lay themselves open to Satans temptations especially the temptations most dangerous and destructive spiritual pride and a careless security Wheras that Rabbinical note may be well worth our Christian observation upon Gen. 31.42 where Jacob calls the Lord the God of Abraham then deceased but the fear of Isaac then surviving to shew that whilst we live we ought to fear and though we stand lest we fall for the way to be secure of mercy is to beware of security and to confirm our hope of possessing do we still nourish our fear of losing Heaven for certain it is an holy fear is well consisting with a firm hope which holy fear as well as hope of future blessedness is a good means to be blessed § 6. And as thus the fear of the Lord is accompanied with Faith and Hope so also with Love True it is St. John he tells us perfect love 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 casteth out fear foras ejicit 1 Joh. 4.18 casteth it out of doors but it is that fear which
Jam. 1.17 And it is not any thing that can add to its immutability for as to infinity in respect of extension so to immutability in respect of firmness there can be no accession of parts nor addition of degrees § 14. Wherefore as mans oath adds not to the truth of his word so nor Gods oath to the certainty of his promise So that meerly to shew unto the faithful Heb. 6.17 the heirs of promise the immutability of his counsel he confirmed it by an oath which was for the greater testimony of his love in the stronger assurance of our faith being fixt upon the firm stability of his promise from which stability of pâ—omise we draw an infallible argument to prove the blessing of God upon them that fear him He will shew them his covenant Who is it now that feareth the Lord and in that fear approacheth a communion with Christ in his ordinance his holy Sacrament that God may now acquaint him with his Covenant in the manifestations of his love let him first see to this that he be acquainted with his secret in the operations of his grace § 15. And here that we rest not on moral principles or on a formal sanctity do we examine the operations of grace in a real holiness such as meer morality cannot reach nor formal hypocrisie counterfeit See we then what is the secret of the Lord with them that fear him in the operations of grace 1. In respect of their contritions and humiliations 2. In respect of their hungrings and thirstings after righteousness 3. In respect of their holy purposes and godly resolutions 4. In respect of their earnest prayers and fervent supplications 5. In respect of their humble assurance of Gods love and acceptance through Christ § 16. 1. Their contritions and humiliations in which their sight and sense of sin is not only in respect of the general corruption of their nature but also the particular and more enormous transgressions of their life yea they view sin not so much in its horror of guilt Psal 14.3 Col. 1 21. Eph. 2 12. Isa 59.2 as in its pollution of filth not so much as exposing to wrath and hell as setting at enmity with God and estranging the soul from Christ And thus doth Christs grace work upon their hearts with the Laws threatnings tempered with the Gospels promises thereby bruising and breaking them in contritions of soul mollifying and melting them in languishings of spirit Oh this the secret of the Lord these the operations of grace in Contritions and Humiliations § 17. 2. In hungrings and thirstings after righteousness which arise in the soul from faith in the promises of Christ those of Justification by his Blood and those of Sanctification by his Spirit yea that knowledg of God and of Christ which they had formerly being speculative now becomes practical and they find those Scriptures true in experience and trial which before they viewed only in fancy and notion Psal 27.4 So that nothing appears more beautiful to their souâ—s then the worship and service of their God nothing more joyous then communion with Christ and fellowship with his Saints And therefore do they breath forth their longings after righteousness with holy David Oh that our ways were made so direct Psal 119 5. that we might keep thy statutes And as they have no comfort in their souls till God speaks peace unto their consciences so nor have they quiet in their consciences till God give further grace unto their souls that grace of sanctification whereby they may perfect holiness in the fear of God 2 Cor. 7.1 § 18. 3. Holy purposes and godly resolutions which resolutions of their souls are conformable to the admonition of the Apostle Act. 11.23 even with purpose of heart to cleave unto the Lord. And whereas the purposes of the Hypocrite they are ab extra from without from Gods judgments or mans perswasions their holy purposes they are ab infra from within from the sense of Gods mercy and Christs love which does so powerfully affâ—ct their souls that they are with David at a Juravi I have sworne Ps 119.166 and I will perform it that I will keep thy righteous judgments They make it their solemn vow and sincere resolution to observe the Law of their God and the precepts of their Redeemer And according to the sincerity of their holy resolutions so do they order the integrity of their holy obedience even in an universal and impartial respect to all Gods commandments not allowing not approving yea Ps 119.6 not excusing or indulging themselves in the commission of the least evil of which their conscience is convinc'd that it is a sin against their just and holy God their good and gracious Father § 19. 4. Earnest prayers and fervent supplications How many oh how many are the deep sighs how many the mournful groans how many the secret wishes how many the pantings and longings which they feel in their souls as so many ebullitions of grace so many breathings of the Spirit And all these oft-times before they can in affiance of faith gain wing in prayer to present and enlarge themselves in supplications before the Throne of grace In which supplications they are not more earnest and importunate for justification then they are for sanctification for remission of sins then for newness of life yea they sue with as much fervency and importunity for holiness as for happiness for grace as for glory § 20. 5. Their humble assurance of Gods love and acceptance through Christ And for this know that the Spirit of supplication which gives them words to put up their prayer unto God through Christ the same Spirit doth often bring back word unto their souls that their prayer so put up is accepted whereby with David they taste and see that is Ps 34 8. experimentally find and feel that the Lord is God receiving even whilst they are praying an answer of their prayers returned into their bosom by a secret contentation of soul wrought by a sweet illapse of the Spirit And thus their souls become even transported with a divine joy and heavenly delight the spiritual communion they obtain with God through Christ in humble prayer being an earnest of that eternal communion they expect with God and with Christ in the heavenly presence Joh 17.24 Of which eternal communion and heavenly presence this blessed Eucharist is the Sacramental seals and pledge confirming unto us the truth and comfort of this doctrine and Text That the secret of the Lord is with them that fear him and he will shew them his Covenant Vers 15. Mine eyes are ever towards the Lord for he shall pluck my feet out of the net § 1. HIs guards are strong his fence is sure whose salvation is Christ which salvation is communicated to us in the promises of grace exhibited in the ministry of the Word and more plentifully conveyed yea more effectually confirmed in
the ministration of the Sacraments Now to spoil us of the treasure to rob us of the comfort of this salvation is Satans grand design in his temptations unto sin and his suggestions of distrust for by these he labors to withdraw us from our God and deprive us of communion with Christ who is our love and our life But when the bird is mounted on the wing it is safe from the Fowlers net and the soul raised in communion with Christ is preserved from Satans snare And if through infirmity the soul flag and fall to the earth and so become intangled in carnal and worldly affections yet keeping the eye fixt upon Christ looking to him in his Ordinances to rece ve the quickening power of his grace though corrupt affections may intangle Rom. 8 2. Rom. 6.14 yet shall they not inthral the soul which becomes restored by the power of Christs Spirit a Spirit of life and liberty a Spirit of Grace and holiness delivering from the power of Satan and from the dominion of sin § 2. And this this is Davids practise and experience registred here by the Holy Ghost for our pattern and comfort when to the meditation of Gods promise and the manifestations of his love he joyns this profession of faith saying Mine eyes are ever towards the Lord c. In which profession of Davids faith we have two particulars 1. It s firm affiance 2. It s comfortable assurance 1. It s firm affiance Mine eyes are ever towards the Lord. 2. It s comfortable assurance For he shall pluck my feet out of the net § 3. First The firm affiance of Davids faith Mine eyes are ever towards the Lord. Mine eyes so general and sovereign an influence hath faith into the actual exercise of the divine graces that it does supply the office of the choycest members in the spiritual man therefore is Faith the legs that support the hand that receives the arms that imbrace the pallate that tastes the eye that beholds yea it is the heart of the inward man the seat of spiritual life for so says the Apostle the just shall live by faith and again I live Rom. 1 17. Gal. 2.20 yet not I but Christ that liveth in me and the life that I now live I live by the faith of the Son of God And very apt is this metaphor of faith that it is the eye of the soul whereby it discerns those things which are invisible invisible to the eye of sence and the eye of reason 2 Cor 4.18 yet made evident and visible by an enlightning power of the Spirit to the eye of faith and therefore is faith called 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Heb. 11.1 a sacred evidence and divine demonstration of the truth of those things which neither sence nor reason can apprehend § 4. Many indeed there are eminent in Caldean learning and Mathematical science who in the height of their knowledge and with the eye of reason pierce the clouds discern the coelestâ—al motions of the heavenly bodies the inclining not necessitating influence of the Stars and Constellations yet how far short is all this of that Philo calls fides oculata an illuminated Faith the eye of the sanctified soul whereby it pierceth within the vail Heb. 6 19. looks into the holy of holies the most sacred and secret mysteries of grace and glory This is that Eagles eye which can receive the Rays of the Sun of righteousness being ever towards the Lord in the sweetness of his love and the riches of his fulness By this piercing eye of faith it is that Abraham through a bleeding sword and a sacrificed son does see a posterity numerous as the stars in heaven by this piercing eye of faith it is that Israel through a red Sea and a barren Wilderness does see a land of promise a Canaan of rest By this piercing eye of faith it is that David through a despised Crown and a broken Scepter does see a glorious Throne and famous Government yea by this peircing eye of faith it is that Jerusalem a type of the Church through a night of distress and a grave of capcaptivity does see a resurrection of peace and a full Noon of glory § 5. An enlightned faith is not discouraged with difficulties 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Nazian in Cyp. nor dampt with dangers knowing well that God oftentimes so orders the administrations of his Providence as that he works his own ends even by contrary means So that man is at a stand to determine whether is greater the wonder or the mercy of his Churches deliverance Now where lies the strength of faith why know not in the habit but in the object even in the Lord the creatures the Word the Sacraments they are good mediums but no full objects we must look thorow them as thorow a glass by which we behold God and Christ as the full and final object whereon to fix the the eye of faith and wherewith to terminate the sight of the soul § 6. Yea the blessings of providence and the graces of the spirit they are but the streams the Lord the Lord he is the fountain so that when all outward hopes fail and all inward comforts faint when there is a perfect vacuum in the creatures a seeming emptiness in the Ordinances even then the poor soul and afflicted Saint doth find rest and comfort in the Lord. Psal 116.7 In him faith sees an Almighty power and an omniscient wisdom an infinite grace and an all-sufficient merit yea an all-compassionating mercy So that were there indeed no life in the Ordinances no comfort in the Promises yet would faith by Christs assistance fetch both life and comfort from this fountain of the Lords fulness § 7. Who art thou then O thou afflicted soul who in thy spiritual desertions walkest in darkness clouded with sorrows Oh in thy greatest dejections lift up thine eyes unto the Lord Psal 123.1 that when the rising Sun appears thou mayst see his refreshing light and however now by reason of thy present anguish thou canst not serve God in alacrity of performance yet do it in sincerity of obedience and this this will be a cranny to convey some beams of light even in the lowest dungeon of thy spiritual distress Wait upon the Lord having thy eye of faith still towards him Psal 27.14 and so shall comforts be redoubled in a life recovered and thy difficulties of obtaining shall the more sweeten thy delights of injoying even of injoying God and Christ in the refreshing comforts of the Spirit conveyed and confirmed in his blessed Sacrament In which blessed Sacrament especially let thine eyes be still towards the Lord in his merits in his grace in his benefits in his love let him have thy fixed heart and thine intent eye yea let him have thy whole man for to this end it is that he here gives thee his whole self § 8. And Oh the sweet converses of the devout
wages of iniquity 2 Pet. 2.15 to curse Israel he tempts Judas with horrid treason to betray his Master Luk. 22.2 3. he tempts Annanias Act. 5.3 4. with cursed sacriledge to alineate to his own use what he had dedicated to Gods service Thus also when he sees the heart set upon ambition Numb 16.1 he tempts Corah with desperate rebellion he tempts Absolon with unnatural treason 2 Sam. 15.10 he tempts Arrius with blasphemous Heresie he tempts Julian with horrid Apostacy § 16. But now on the contrary as an Arrow shot against a Rock may be broken but cannot enter thus temptation to the soul it shall be repell'd where no lust is within to give admittance Wherefore though Satan tempt our Saviour yet are the darts of his temptations shot in vain He finds nothing in him Joh. 14.30 nothing in Christ of carnal or earthly affection whereon his temptation might fasten it self In us then it is the treacherous correspondencie of the flesh with Satan and the World which betrays our souls to their assaults So that to fortifie the soul against their sinful temptations the surest means is to mortifie the flesh in its corrupt affections Rom. 8.13 § 17. Now when the solemnity of the holy Eucharist is celebrated Job 1.6 it is a day when the sons of God come to present themselves before the Lord and we may be sure Satan will also come among them not only to accuse every unworthy Receiver but even to tempt the worthiest that receives tempt him with wandring and worldly thoughts with flat and dull affections yea it may be with spiritual pride with formal hypocrisie or impure imaginations Wherefore it will be a second Case seasonably proposed How we may best attend this sacred solemnity that we be not entangled in Satans net Answer By having our eyes ever towards the Lord our souls fixt and intent upon Christ in the sufferings of his Passion the power of his Resurrection the glory of his Ascension and the benefit of his Intercession And this with the enlargements of contrition of faith of love of prayer and of praises § 18. This a fit exercise for the whole solemnity of Administring but especially in the very act of receiving when the Minister comes towards thee O thou devoted soul with the Sacramental pledges of Christs body and blood raise thy self in this or the like ejaculation of fervent prayer O my Jesus thou boundless mercy and glorious purity by thy Spirit pierce into every faculty of my soul cleanse out every corner of my heart and so sanctifie and enlarge me that I may become a fit temple an holy habitation for thee the Lord of life and Prince of glory This done when the sacred bread is administred to thee with a Take eat the body of our Lord Jesus Christ then in thy silent meditations by a commemoration of faith behold Christ in the garden Luk. 22.44 and see him in his anguish of soul and agony of blood prest under the weight of mans sin and Gods wrath This being over behold him betrayed by Judas apprehended by the Jews and dragged away to the High-Priests palace where Mat. 26 67. in thy commemorations of faith behold him spit upon blindfolded and buffeted and after that hurried away to Pilate's Judgment-hall where being falsely accused see him unjustly condemned and after he is scourged with whips Mat. 27.2.11 crown'd with thorns and sceptred with a reed mock'd and despightfully used behold him in thy meditations bearing his cross till he faints under it § 19. At last coming to Mount Calvary see his limbs stretcht and violently distorted his hands and feet digg'd and bor'd and at length his precious body nail'd to his Cross where fix thy meditations of faith in an exercise of contrition and love that as S. Paul thou mayest become crucified with Christ Gal. 2.20 and with good Ignatius in a Pathos of devotion cry out 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Oh my love and therein my life my joy my Jesus he is crucified And in this melting extasie of contrition and love continue till the Cup be presented thee with a Drink this the blood of our Lord Lord Jesus Christ which thou receiving as from Christ in an awful and devout reverence in a renewed contrition of heart and devotion of love renew thy meditations of faith and in them whilst thou beholdest thy Saviour hanging upon his Cross seeing thou canst not conceive his 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 his unknown sufferings as the Greek Church calls them seeing thou canst not conceive the Sea of sorrows which overwhelmed his soul see oh see those Rivers of blood which overflowed his body And life flowing out with the blood see him seal a Consummatum est to his Passion and our Redemption with a giving up the ghost § 20. And here say within thy self Who is it in a challenge to the Law and Sin and Satan who is it that condemns seeing it is Christ that dyed Rom. 8.34 my Surety my Saviour who thus offers up himself a sacrifice for my sins And therefore presenting thy self in the presence of thy God and his holy Angels raise thy soul in this apprehension of faith That whatsoever is the guilt of Sin the accusation of Satan or the curse of the Law all is taken away cancelled and abolish'd by the merit of Christs passion And therefore in thy meditation of holy faith send forth this ejaculation of fervent prayer Look down oh look down heavenly Father from thy celestial sanctuary and behold the sacred Hoast the death the passion of my crucified Saviour whose blood of sprinkling speaks better things then that of Abel's even things of grace and mercy of pardon and peace Eph. 4 8. Col. 2.15 § 21. And here from the Passion of thy Saviour proceed in thy meditations of faith to his Ressurection and behold him leading Captivity captive triumphing gloriously over sin and Satan death and hell From his Resurrection follow him to his Ascension and raised by faith Heb. 7.25 behold him at the right hand of the Father in glory where He ever lives to make intercession for us And therefore presenting thy self before the Throne of grace powre out thy soul in prayer in the mediation of Christ Jesus that God would make good to thee the institution of this holy Sacrament as the seal of his Covenant of grace giving thee a communion with the Lord Jesus in all his benefits that so the pardon of thy sins being sealed a supply of grace exhibited and the earnest of glory confirmed thy whole man may be further sanctified and eternally blessed And now let the close of all be lauds and praises even Halleluiah salvation be unto our God and unto the Lamb for ever Rev. 7.10 Vers 16 17. Turn thee unto me and have mercy upon me for I am desolate and afflicted The troubles of my heart are enlarged O bring thou me out of
my distresses § 1. GOD being an Infinite Good as he hath his being from himself so hath he his contentment in himself He hath his Paradise in his own bosom his perfect bliss in the eternity of his own fulness And O the immensity of Gods love unto man in ordaining him no other felicity then himself enjoys giving himself to be mans end mans happiness This then is the comfortable rest of mans soul Communion with God in Christ which yet in this life is neither full nor fixt the godly mans comforts being always sweet yet often short his communion with God having its frequent interruption Psal 30.7 though not a total dissolution § 2. So that did we lay our ears to the devout mans closet how might we hear the Turtle-moans of his sobbing sorrows the deep sighs of his broken heart Oh how are his prayers bedewed with tears which drop from the bleeding wounds of his anguisht soul His sad complaint how is it often that of mournful Sion Isa 49.14 The Lord hath forsaken me my God hath forgotten me Every word hath its accent of woe and emphasis of sorrow The Lord rich in his goodness dear in his love the Lord infinite in his power glorious in his majesty faithful in his truth even the Lord my God my God by covenant and communion the stay and strength of my soul the desire and delight of my heart the life of my joy and the joy of my life He hath forsaken me § 3. Yea he hath not only cast me out of his arms but also out of his heart he hath not only taken away his hand but hath also hid his face I am no more his love I am no more his care He hath forgotten me Now this state of spiritual desertion though excluding comforts yet is it consisting with grace And therefore the devout Saint of God notwithstanding his languishments of sorrow does not lie down in distrust but raised by faith he powres forth his complaint unto God in prayer Thus holy David Turn thee unto me and have mercy upon me for I am desolate and afflicted the troubles of my heart are enlarged oh bring thou me out of my distresses § 4. Here we have the Case and the Cure of a deserted soul the Case rightly stated in a mournful complaint and the Cure fitly applied in a fervent prayer The Case rightly stated in a mournful complaint 1. In its spiritual dereliction I am desolate 2. It s secret anguish I am afflicted 3. It s high aggravation The troubles of my heart are enlarged In the Cure fitly applied in fervent prayer 1. To the Spiritual dereliction is applied the manifestation of Divine love Turn thee unto me 2. To the secret anguish is applied a soveraign balm Have mercy upon me 3. To the high aggravation is applied a full deliverance Oh bring thou me out of my distresses Thus turn thee unto me and have mercy upon me for I am desolate and afflicted c. § 5. 1. The case of a deserted soul rightly stated in its spiritual dereliction I am desolate The devout soul in its neer approaches unto God through Christ Psal 34.8 oftentimes tastes and sees much of heavenly sweetness and divine love yet those comforts though of heavenly stock like plants carried out of their native soil and proper climate they keep not their sweetness in a continued strength God oft-times withdrawing himself from his dearest Saints in the comforting influence of his grace and love The cheering vigor then of Grace in its triumphant power over sin and the satisfying peace of conscience in the cleer testimony of the Spirit they are not always the portion of the truly sanctified Grace and Peace indeed they are happy Mates Eph. 1.2 Phil. 1.2 but not inseparable companions Grace may be without Peace though Peace cannot be without Grace The soul then is often desolate and forsaken of God in the refreshing influence of peace and comfort when yet he is most intimately present with the soul in the quickening power of life and grace § 6. Now the spiritual dereliction we here speak of it is none other then a stop of that gracious effusion of Gods love a shutting up those streams of sweet refreshments which were wont to flow forth from the fountain of Christs fulness upon the soul A truth this so well known by sad experience to Gods Saints that who is he that hath drunk of the waters of life that hath not tasted those waters of Marah that hath not tasted at least some drops of that full cup of Christ when in bitter anguish of soul he cryed out upon the Cross Mat. 27.46 My God my God why hast thou forsaken me This then of Gods withdrawing himself in the comforts of his Spirit it is 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in the language of the Apostle a temptation common to men 1 Cor. 10.13 the best of men even to men of the divinest tempers and devoutest souls § 7. Yet these spiritual derelictions of the godly though they are real they are not total not final for that God is faithful in his promise whose promise is full and emphatical Heb. 13.5 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 I will never leave thee nor forsake thee Est in loc Est negationis conduplicatio ut sit vehementior pollicitatio The promise is doubled in the expression that our faith might be confirmed in its assurance Yea here are five Negatives 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 which is as if God had said I will not no I will not no most assuredly I will not for ever leave thee for ever forsake thee his compassions may be restrained but cannot be extinguished § 8. Know then in the spiritual desertions of comfort Gods love is not interrupted in him but the acts of his love intermitted to us he withdraws himself indeed in his love but it is not amor benevolentiae but amor beneficentiae as the School speaks his love of benevolence wherewith he loveth us in Christ this love like himself it is unchangeable but now the actings of this love which is the love of beneficence that is often suspended in its measure and degrees according to Gods wisdom and will this love of benevolence and beneficence may aptly be illustrated by lux and lumen the inherent and the radiant light of the Sun Gods love of benevolence like the Suns inherent light it varies not but his love of beneficence like the Suns radiant light it is often clouded yet not totally eclipsed And when Gods love is clouded his face hid then is the soul desolate which dereliction brings not onely a sudden fit of heaviness but very often a continued estate of discomforts sharpened and imbittered with inward afflictions for so saith David in his desertion I am desolate and afflicted § 9. 2 The secret anguish I am afflicted Indeed what soul can be desolate and not be afflicted Psal 30.6 Thou Lord didst hide thy face and I was
of fears but the Light of the Spirit brings comfort of soul in a discovery of Gods love in Christ which discovery being permanent our comforts shall not be transient Whereas cursory views and passing glances of divine objects leave the heart unsatisfied being more troubled for their absence then pleased with their sweetness It is the rising then of the Sun of righteousness Mal. 4 2. which gives day to the inward man and his continued beams bring the soul its renewed joys Wherefore then let the deserted soul present its self in all its languishings and thus bespeak God and Christ in this blessed Sacrament O my God! my soul seeks what it has lost oh let it find what it seeks even comfortable communion with thee in the Lord Jesus For this for this it is that I here call and cry Turn thee unto me § 17. 2. To the secret anguish is applied a soveraign balm Have mercy upon me Such are the wounds of an afflicted soul as no balm can cure but that of a compassionating mercy Misericordia â—eliaâ—uata mercy which melts to supple and to heal Though then the deserted soul hath the same promises the same Mediator the same God which it had before its desertion yet it does not find comfort till it have the same mercy And therefore does St. Paul happily joyn the Father of mercies and the God of all consolations 2 Cor. 1.3 For that indeed God were not the God of consolation were he not the Father of mercies all remission of sins all power of grace all manifestations of love yea the earnest of glory are all the of-spring of mercy brought forth of her womb brought up in her lap yea nourished with the milk of her breasts and cherished with the warmth of her bosom § 18. Who art thou now that languishest in desertions Know the door of mercy is not shut because thou shouldst not enter but because thou shouldst knock if thou wouldst obtain mercy then it must be by prayer and that through Faith in the promise Faith I say in the promise for how know we Gods good will but by his holy Word So that the truth of his promise presents us the sweetness of his mercy and seeing the fathers mercies melts at the Sons mediation Heb. 2.17 Bern. de grad hum go unto God by Christ by Christ as a merciful and faithful High Priest a merciful High Priest compassiâ— cum impossibilitate perdurat though Christ be now gloriously impâ—ssible yet is he still graciously compassionate yea he is one that proportions his pitty to our misery Heb. 5.2 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 his compassion to our affliction such compassion as is a Soveraign balm to cure the secret anguish of a deserted soul applied here by David when he cries unto God in prayer Turn thee unto me and have mercy upon me for I am desolate and afflicted the troubles of my heart are inlarged c. § 19. 3 To the high aggravation is applied a full deliverance O bring thou me out of my distresses Now the soul begins to recover her former taste of heavenly sweetness now she begins to feel the warmth of those sweet imbraces from the everlasting arms of her dearest Jesus And therefore does she pursue this begun recovery to a full deliverance even a deliverance from all her distresses of doubts and fears and terros which deliverance from those distresses is by the sacred testimony of Christs spirit evidencing the sincerity and truth of grace and thereby a personal interest in the promises of life and love Joh. 14.26 § 20. To make it appear how the Spirit is the Comforter and by his testimony to the soul free 's it from its distress observe this gradation 1. The Gospel proposeth salvation through Christ in the free promise and now press this grape examine this truth and the wine of comfort is no more but this that salvation may be mine if I beleeve But then 2. A further progress is made by faith in casting the soul upon Christ for salvation according to this promise and in this the foundation of comfort is laid firm the root is fixt yet the fruit is not grown this is sufficient to life and salvation in the end but is not effectual yet to peace and consolation in the way wherefore to all this that salvation through Christ is offered in the promise and that the promise of Christ for salvation is received through faith to all this must be added this testimony of the Spirit that that faith is sincere and so that salvation sure And this testimony it is that confirms the souls peace and gives inlargement to its sweetest comforts § 21. Thus Faith in the habit it is medium incognitum say the Schools it is often hid in the soul and the quickenings of the Spirit it is which bring it into act And by the actings of faith come the renewings of comfort thorow communion with Christ When the Sun of righteousness then appears with healing in his wings Mal. 4 2. the clouds of fears are scattered the storms of terrors cease the night of unbelief doth vanish yea Psal 24.8 when Christ the King of glory sets up his Throne in the heart and rules with the golden Scepter of his grace then do proud lusts stoop then do the powers of darkness fly and so the deserted and afflicted soul is brought out of all its distresses Thus have we seen the case and the cure of a deserted soul the case rightly stated and the cure fitly applied the case rightly stated I am desolate and afflicted the troubles of mine heart are inlarged the cure fitly applied Turn thee unto me have mercy upon me O bring thou me out of my distresses § 22. Who art thou now that looks upon what is said of spiritual desertion as strange doctrine Let me tell thee thou hast had little acquaintance with God if thou knowest not yet what it is to lose him to lose him in the comforts of his Spirit thou hast room I question not for profit for pleasure for sin for Satan but no room for God for Christ and so not having injoyed the comforts of the divine presence thou knowest not the discomfort of his absence O what is it that we see daily some men lose their Estates and they grieve heavily some men lose their Friends and they go mournfully some men lose their Health and live sadly But how many lose their God their Saviour their soules and yet neither grieve nor mourn nor are heavy for it Oh ye who are guilty of this self and soul-murder did the day break upon your souls 2 Pet. 1.19 the Spirit of truth enlighten and awaken your consciences Oh how would amazement seize you and the terrors of death fall upon you § 23. But who is it that having Sions sorrow in his heart and her tears in his eyes comes unto me with her complaint in his mouth Oh my God hath forsaken
me Isa 49.14 he hath withdrawn himself in the comforts of his Spirit from me so that I am desolate and afflicted the troubles of my heart are enlarged For thy comfort and direction 1. ◠Know Comfort is not of the necessary being but of the happy well-being of the Saints it is rather a partial reward then a particular grace an earnest of glorification rather then a part of sanctification It is the light not the heat of the Sun that makes the day and it is the grace not the comfort of the Spirit that makes a Saint 2. For thy direction 1. Be zealous to find out the Achan to discover the cursed thing if any there be which hath caused or occasioned this desertion and having found it be humbled in repentance for commonly Spiritual comforts take their first rise from Penitential sorrow § 24. 2. After humiliation enquire of God in the means of grace press near to him in his ordinances especially this of the blessed Eucharist And in this holy Sacrament hear Christs Venite ad me his Come unto me Mat. 11.28 extending it self to the hungry that they come and be satisfied to the thirsty that they come and be refreshed to the weary that they come and be eased to the weak that they come and be strengthened to the sick that they come and be healed to the fainting that they come and be revived to them that are fallen that they come and be restored yea to all that have faith and repentance that they come and be saved Here the treasury of heaven here the fountain of life here the storehouse of comforts are all set wide open Here O ye afflicted souls here you are at the right door knock and knock hard be not answered without admittance God loves an holy importunity and know the Lord is here Christ is here life is here salvation is here here dwells everlasting mercy here dwells eternal peace Oh look in look in with all reverence and faith into these sacred mysteries of grace and love and see see there the delights of Paradise and rivers of joy feeding them Oh how the Angels sing whilst devout souls exult at this blessed Feast of the Lord of life and Prince of peace § 25. 3. To preserve the comforts of the Spirit when received of God in Christ be faithful in the exercise of grace For God imprints his love upon the heart in the characters of grace which the more large the better read yea Grace is Gods seal and the more visible the stamp the more evident the assurance the more evident is our assurance the more full will be our comforts Further know the wayes of holiness are as beds of spices Cant. 4.16 the more we walk in them the more they requite the soul with their sweet delight and spiritual refreshments Thus must mans obedience be conformable to his devotion his conversation to his supplication not doing that which may drive God from him in justice whilst he would have God turn to him in mercy Turn thee unto me and have mercy upon me c. Vers 18. Look upon mine affliction and my pain and forgive all my sins § 1. AFfliction is the proper object of compassion misery the proper object of mercy And therefore we read how Pilate willing to release Jesus he brings him forth having his back furrowed with the whips his head harrowed with the thorns and his derisive purple stained yea drencht with blood and presents him thus ghastly a spectacle to the Jews with an Ecce homo Joh. 19.5 behold the man supposing so sad a sight would have moved malice to mercy and envy it self to compassion Now what Pilate did to the Jews with Christ Christ in a fit resemblance and apt allusion does with the Penitent to his Father he brings him forth in the Court of Conscience having his heart wounded with sorrow his spirit broken in contrition and his soul fainting in languishments of repentance and presents him so sad a spectacle to the Father with an Ecce homo Behold the man § 2. Behold the man once so lofty in his pride now so lowly in his penitence once so hardened in his rebellion now so humbled in his contrition once so obstinate a sinner now so pittiful a penitent And oh whilst this man of sorrows mourns in affliction how does the Father of mercies melt in compassion When the wounded sinner is presented by the wounded Son and the Penitents tears cry aloud with the Mediators blood how must the Fathers compassion needs melt into sins remission Of which sacred truth and heavenly comfort was David well assured when in this his Psalm of penitence he makes this prayer of faith Vide afflictionem Look upon mine affliction and my pain and forgive all my sins § 3. Observe we in these words two particulars 1. The proper object of Divine mercy 2. The firm ground of the Souls peace 1. The proper object of Divine mercy it is affliction and pain Look upon my affliction and my pain 2. The firm ground of the Souls peace it is sins forgiveness Forgive me all my sins § 4. 1. The proper object of Divine mercy Look upon mine affliction and my pain This affliction and pain is either that of the penitent Sinner or that of the devout Saint That of the penitent Sinner who having withdrawn himself from the world and retired into the secret closet of his Conscience Isa 38. how does he with Hezekiah even Recogitare annos in amaritudine animae Overturn the Annals of his life in the bitterness of his soul And after a strict survey having faithfully observed the sins which he hath committed and the several circumstances by which they are aggravated he then sums them up into a Catalogue which is no sooner in his eye but sorrow is in his heart endeavoring to blot out those letters of guilt with his tears of repentance through faith in the blood of Christ § 5. And whilst he sets his sins in order before him Oh how does a secret affrightment chill his blood and make his heart to tremble in the apprehension of their loathsome filth and dreadful curse yea he beholding himself under the heavy sentence of the laws condemnation Oh how how is he wholly encompassed with terror and amazement When he looks within him Oh the terrors of an accusing conscience and a killing guilt When he looks without him Oh the horror of a deserved death and a tormenting Hell When he looks above him Oh the dread the dread of an offended Majesty and an avenging Judge Oh whither whither then shall this poor penitent fly for succour Where oh where shall his affrighted and afflicted soul seek for shelter Where but at the cross of his Redeemer § 6. And when Christ so full of pitty so full of love when he beholds the humble suppliant and sincere penitent in the lowest depth of his humiliations pouring out his complaint at the foot of his
faith and a keeping firm a good conscience is that Integrity and uprightness which shall preserve us preserve us by fixing us upon God in Christ as the Rock of our salvation § 8. A Rock this is so deep that no floods can undermine it so high that no waves can overtop so strong that no storms can shatter it when the Soul is set upon this Rock it views the swelling waves how they some and break themselves but neither hurt nor hazard it and therefore does the Soul raised by faith triumphantly conclude that neither height nor depth neither the height of wicked violence nor the depth of worldly troubles shall separate it from the love of God which is in Christ Jesus our Lord. Rom. 8.29 Whereas then amidst the worlds changes and worldlings violences the upright man seems likeliest to be lost yet shall his Integrity preserve him For that this Maxim of sure truth Piety is the best Policy shall confound all Machiavels Principles in the end Ps 94 14.15 So fâ—â—m is that sacred word of promise The Lord will not cast off his people neither will he forsake his inheritance but Judgment shall return into Righteousness and all the upright in heart shall follow it § 9. 2 The Argument of faith wherewith David backs his Petition For I wait on thee As preservation is a continued creation so is waiting a continued trusting for what Trust believes by faith it waits for by hope and thus is Trust a Compound of both When we trust in God we look to the Word of promise and in that 1 Joh. 2.25 to the authority of him that speaks the word and this is the act of faith Again we look to the object of the promise and in that to the goodness of the object and this is the act of hope Yea further when we trust in God we rely upon his promise as from him who is the first Truth and this is faith And we wait for the promise Heb. 6 12 15. as from him who is the chief Good and this is hope Now that God oftentimes suspends the blessings we desire it is to try the trust we profess and if our trust be upright it will be constant the reliance of faith and the expectance of hope make our trust perfect so that the same grace which casts our souls upon God to trust in him will sustain our souls to wait till we enjoy him Ps 27.13 14. § 10. The truth of faith the sincerity of our trust and the integrity of our hope is never more evident then when help is deferred for if any unruliness of passion if any corruption of self love if any base interest of a temporal end if any such thing have tainted our trust our faith our hope it will then appear and our shame will accompany our sin the deserting a good cause by reason of great calamities will manifest to the world our hearts were not upright 1 Ioh. 2 19. however our professions seemed zealous Hereby shall it appear then that we truly trust God when we firmly rest in him Disquiet of mind discovers weakness of trust and a distracting fear argues a disturbed faith § 11. If with integrity we trust God we shall in piety and prudence commit our way to him Ps 37 5. we shall wait patiently the success of our faith and the effects of his providence Thus when the three Children had committed themselves to God Dan. 3 16. they are not careful to answer Nebuchadnezar they know their duty and let God work his will Indeed it is grace in act more then in habit in function more then in affection in use more then in stock that does quicken strengthen support and save And therefore the waiting Saint hath a waking soul his graces are not dormant slugg'd with security presumption or sloth no but still exercised in the duties of holy devotion and a sincere obedience in an active vigor of life and strength § 12. As in nature so in grace motion is the preservatâ—ve of purity and the incentive of heat even life it self is the more lively by action God say the Schools is a pure act and every creature hath the greater excellency of being by how much it hath the greater perfection of working Rev. 7.15 Rev. 4.8 the heavenly bodies have their rest in motion and the heavenly Saints their blessedness in operation the more holy the soul is the more heavenly aâ—d the more heavenly the more active It is then in the exercise of grace and duties of obedience that we wait for the accomplishment of Gods promise his promise of deliverance in time of trouble upon which promise David founds his prayer Psal 50.15 and fixeth his faith when he thus bespeaks God saying Let integrity and uprightness preserve me for I wait on thee § 13. Oh what is the best temper of soul then what the best exercise of grace what the best duties of devotion wâ—en in publick calamities or private distresses we wait for the salv tion of God 1. What the best temper of soul Answ When compos'd to a holy frame of divine patience this resolution we have from our Saviour when he gives the admonition to his chosen amidst the afflictions of his Church that in their patience they possess their souls Luke 21.19 which words compared with the contâ—xâ— admit this Paraphrase As if our Saviour had said though such shall be the persecution of my Church that men rob you of your goods by oppression rob you of your liberty by imprisonment rob you of your lives by cruelty yet let them not rob you of what is more dear and precious then ten thousand worlds your souls and that by sin through impatience of spirit apostatizing from God But in your patience possess your souls 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 possess them so as to preserve them preserve them as your best of treasure even in the profession of faith and a good conscience which is still accompanied with peace and rest in the inward man So that the heart of the upright like the center of the earth amidst all the storms tempests and commot ons of the world Psal 112.7 it remains unmoveable from its stedfastness it is still fixed trusting in the Lord. § 14. 2. What the best exercise of grace Answ The exercise of humility of faith and of hope First humility tâ—is that dispels all secret murmurings at the publick order of Gods providence prompting the soul to an acknowledgment of his Justice and an advancement of his Mercy an acknowledgment of his Justice thus Daniel Dan. 9.7 8. O Lord righteousness belongeth unto thee but unto us confusion of face as at this day to the men of Judah and to the inhabitants of Jerusalem and unto all Israel that are near and that are far off through all the Countries whither thou hast driven them because of their trespass that they have trespassed against thee O Lord to
us belongeth confusion of f ce to our Kings to our Princes and to our Fathers because we have sinned against thee Yea humility prompteth the soul in the midst of Gods judgments to an advancement of his mercy Thus the Psalmist Psal 1â—3 10 He hath not dealt with us according to our sins neither hath he rewarded us according to our iniquities and it is the humble acknowledgment of Gods Church in her lamentations of sorrow saying Lam. 3.22 It is of the Lords mercy that we are not consumed § 15. 2. Faith the Apostle calls faith 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 as the substance Heb. 11 1. so the subsistence of things hoped for the subsistence makeing that glory and blessedness that salvation and deliverance to have a present subsistence with us which we look upon through hope as in their future existence to us Wherefore then is it that the conscientious confessoâ—s of Christs truth so calmly so patiently yea so chearfully suffer the disgrace of the world and the violence of the wicked is it not because they see by faith that to suffer for righteousness truely makes them what Turtullian elegantly stiles them Coelestis gloriae candidatos Candidates of the celestial glory haveing received the earnest of the spirit the seal of their redemption 2 Cor. 1.22 Ephes 4.30 Rom 8.23 the first fruits of glory they see by faith that whilst men load them with injuries they heap up their rewards whilst they spoil their earthly goods they encrease their heavenly treasure yea each scornful reproach they see by faith it does but add a flower to their garland each violent act a jewel to their Crown 2 Cor 4 17. all their light affliction which is but for a moment they see by faith how it works for them a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory § 16. 3. Hope such as that of Davids which he commends unto the Church upon his own experience of good success Psal 130.7 Let Israel hope in the Lord for with the Lord there is mercy and with him is plentious redempteon Wherefore when the Church mourneth and the gates of Zion languish this the hope which strengthens the patience and comforts the souls of Gods Saints that he will either vouchsafe them a temporal deliverance or crown their sufferings with an eternal salvation this that hope of which saith the Apostle Rom. â— 5 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 non confundit so the vulg it brings no shame of face no confusion of soul it fears no deficiency on Gods part and preserves from Apostacy on mans part and so becomes a right what the Apostle stiles it the Anchor of the soul Heâ— 6 â— both sure and stedfast § 17. 3. What the best duties of devotion Answ Solemn humiliation fervent prayer and a worthy receiving the blessed Eucharist 1. solemn humiliation solemn for time for measure and the manner of performance for time some day in the week or at least in the moneth set apart and dedicated to this service For measure not the dropping of a tear the breathing of a sigh and so away Psal 51 1â— no we must offer unto God the Sacrifice of a broken heart and a contrite spirit the sorrows of our contrition must be like that of one mourning for the dead a funeral sorrow the deepest of mournings yea Zech. 12.10 like that of one mourning for her onely Son the saddest of Funerals Indeed the Church by our sins is laid in the depth of calamities fit it is that we for our sin lie down in the deepest of humiliations For manner of performance confessing the guilt of sin bewailing the bitterness of distress deprecating Gods wrath and imploring his mercy § 18. To affect our souls with the greater relentings of contrition and meltings of compassion see oh see we how this Church our Mother Lam. 1.1 sits as a disconsolate widow mourning in her distress her hair dishevel'd her beauty defac'd her garments rent her body wounded her blood flowing her spirits fainting yea see see a flood of tears overtakes her streams of blood her sorrow accompanies her pain and her mourning her affliction And yet how do too too many who boast themselves her Sons Oh! how do they by their oaths their drunkenness their whoredoms and other their abominable pollutions how do they even drag this their Mother by that hair which sorrow hath dishevel'd How do they trample upon her whilst she sits in the dust how do they widen her wounds sharpen her pains imbitter her sorrows and every way aggravate her misery Wherefore as many as are affected with the Churches deep affliction and wait upon God for her gracious restauration let them thus wait even in this sacred duty of holy devotion Solemn humiliation Iam. 5.13 § 19. 2. Fervent prayer this is St. James's Catholicon his general remedy for all spiritual distempers If any man among you be afflicted let let him pray the Original is very emphatical 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 where the word 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 taken in the large sence as here most proper we may thus paraphrase the words of the Apostle Doth any among you suffer any evill of body or of mind as the readiest means of his redress and succour let him pray and in our prayers do we prescribe to our selves some solemn service of devotion more peculiarly appropriate to this sacred blessing Nehem. 1. Dan. 9. the Churches restauration and peace Thus did Nehemiah thus did Daniel and Psal 137. the faithful are so zealous for Jerusalem the type of the Church that they seal the resolution of earnest prayer with this 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 this dreadful imprecation Psal 137.6 that if they remember her not their tongues may cleave to the roof of their mouthes intimating this zealous wâ—sh that they may never have tongues to pray for themselves if they forget to pray for Jerusalem § 20. 3. The blessed Eucharist here we have an unmoveable center to rest on God our portion Christ our fulness an object larger then the heavens Oh that our faith were now suitable to its object the firmness of our trust to the fulness of our God our Jesus had the widow of Sarepta prepared more vessels she had received more oil 1 King 17.14 and that we receive less in the supplies of grace and the bounties of love from God and Christ it is because we are straitned in our faith not God or Christ straitned in his bounty we less capable to receive not he less willing or able to give the Widows vessels were all filled and here each humble soul shall be replenish'd according to the measure of their capacity not the riches of Christs fulness who as the Sea can fill the vessels though never so large and therefore where the measure is but little there the vessels are but small Enlarge we then the thirsting desires of our soul that the fountain of Christs
in our mind and this will conduce much to the composing our souls when their Words of Complaint are answered with Grounds of Comfort and Rules of Direction CHAP. I. The Souls Conflict from the importunate Crowd of Vain Thoughts OUr secret Thoughts are commonly the immediate issue of our inward Principles vile affections still begetting vain imaginations and holy desires administring matter for divine thoughts Wherefore when our Lord Jesus Christ sets up his Throne in the Heart he there governs by the golden Scepter of his Grace which Grace it is that casts down every high imagination and brings into captivity every vain thought to the obedience of Christ 2 Cor. 10 5. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 which vain thoughts however they may seem small sins yet their strength of evil like that of the Egyptian caterpillars it is in their number Ps 10 5.34 35. whereby they prevail oftentimes to eat up every green thing in the land every good motion in the heart And this importunate crowd of vain Thoughts is not the least of Satans temptations in which he is right Beelzebub the God of Flyes Mat. 12.24 for as busie Flyes were to the Altars sacrifices so are vain thoughts to our holy services their continual buzzing disturbs the Mind and distracts its devotion This Cogitationum tumultus this tumult and crowd of vain Thoughts was once S. Bernards trouble of which he complains Bern. de inter Dem. that introeunt exeunt they pass and repass come in and go out and will not be controll'd Amovere volo nec valeo I would fain saith he remove them but cannot either as slie Thieves they creep in undiscern'd or as bold Guests they force admittance though they find no welcome Now because nothing is more dreadful to the godly man then sin 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 so says S. Chrysostom that to him is death that to him is hell Even therefore though no exorbitancie of life be discerned by man yet is he afflicted deeply afflicted for the very risings and rebellions of his Thoughts which being in the secret closet of the Heart can only appear unto God And in this his affliction hear we his Complaint The Words of Complaint Oh the perplexing trouble of my distracting thoughts How do they by their slie insinuations and secret importunities continually disturb the quiet of my mind and make my holy duties become a weariness to my soul They cool the heat they damp the vigor they dead the comfort of all my devotions Even when I pray God to forgive my sins I then sin whilst I am praying for forgiveness yea whether it be in the Church or in the Closet so frequently and so violently do these vain Thoughts withdraw mine heart from Gods service that I cannot have confidence he hears my suit because I know by experience I do not hear my self and therefore sure needs must God be far off from my prayer whilst my Heart is so far out of his presence hurried away with a crowd of vain Imaginations The Grounds of Comfort 1. These vain Thoughts O thou afflicted soul being indeed thy burden they shall not be thy ruine and though they do take from the sweetness yet they shall not take from the sincerity of thy devotions Yea 2 King 10.16.31 Ps 26.2 3. hereby thy sincerity is approv'd for that some external interest of temporal relations may make us guard our words our actions but it must be some internal Principle of holy fear which makes us to watch our thoughts our desires If then thy devotions were not sincere thy heart would not be troubled for to be taken off from a work we regard not Ps 119 115. is no disquet to the mind but it is an argument we set a value and esteem upon the work in hand when we are loth to be disturbed in the doing Ps 7.9 139.2 Jer. 11.20 2. It is no little glory which we give to God in the acknowledgment of his omnipresence and omniscience that we own him present in the Closet of our Hearts and privy to the first risings of our most inward thoughts And as it is the excellencie of Gods law that it reacheth our thoughts to discern and judge them Heb. 4.12 Luk. 2.35 so it is the riches of Gods mercy that it goes beyond the number of our thoughts to remit and pardon them Were it not indeed for the multitude of Gods compassions Ps 51.1 Gen. 6.5 dangerous yea desperate were our condition in the multitude of our sinful imaginations Which Imaginations being in number infinite are not to he forgiven but by those Mercies which are infinite and numberless Ps 145 8 9. This oh this is the sure foundation of firm comfort to the soul the tender mercies of its God! 3. It is much the experience of Gods children even the devoutest Saints that their thoughts of God and of Christ of heaven and of holiness are very unsteady and fleeting Like the sight of a Star through an Optick glass when held by a Palsey-hand such is our view of Divine objects we are long in finding them and soon lose them our thoughts wavering through our minds weakness Besides when we are most intent and our eye fixt then is Satan ready to strike us on the elbow Ps 57.7 Ps 31.21 22. and by some suggestion to shake us from our steadiness and disturb our devotions Indeed as Satan so the World and the Flesh they are most importunate suitors and let our communication with God and with Christ in fervent Prayer or any other holy service be ne'r so earnest and secret yet will they thrust in upon the soul for reception and audience Yea though we observe our Lords command and watch unto prayer Mar. 13.33 yet in our strictest Watch how do these enemies slip by our Guards If we stop and turn back some vain Thoughts yet even then whilst we are busied in that watchful care how are we surprised with some other as vain imaginations notwithstanding all our care and watchfulness Think not then O distressed soul think not 1 Cor. 10 13 in the common condition of Gods children that thou art cast out of Gods favor 4. Know thou hast the gracious mediation of an alsufficient Saviour to supply thy defects and procure an acceptance of thy sincere though imperfect Devotions In thy Saviours mediation Heb. 2.17 Joh. 6.27 Luk. 4.18 Rom. 8.34 Heb. 7 25. behold him a merciful and a faithful High Priest seal'd of the Father and annointed by the Spirit to this very office that being entred the Holy of Holies and set down at the right hand of the Majesty on high he should ever live to make intercession for us so that he he it is who compassionately toucht with a feeling of our infirmities Heb. 4 15. presents the sincere desires of our souls and holy purposes of our hearts as the firstlings of our flock made acceptable unto God through
befoâ—e the Divine Tribunal where in the presence of thy God and of his holy Angels do thou delâ—re thy loathing and abhorring of those suggestios together with a disclaiming and renouncing all allowance or willing admittance of them returning them upon Satan as the effects of his malice and fury if hereafter they return upon thy soul in their affrights and terrors 3. Close thy solemn service with this sincere devotion earnestly beseeching God to rebuke Satan and restrain his rage Zech 3.1 and to vouchsafe thy languishing soul his quickening sustaining and restoring Grace and together with this make a total resignation of thy self into the hands of thy Jesus Heb. 13.20 Isa 40.11 1 Pet. 5.8 the great Shepherd of the Flock that he may keep thee as a tender Lamb safe from the paw and teeth of the roaring Lion And here that I may not only point thee thy way but also lead thee by the hand see a Pattern for thy practice a prescrib'd form which thou mayst either use or imitate use in its own words and order of expression or imitate in the like matter and method of devotion O most glorious and most gracious Lord God! who art the Searcher of Hearts the Lover of Souls and the Preserver of Men. Before thee holy Lord before thee so sacred a Majesty I here present my self a polluted oh do thou make me a penitent sinner Polluted I am and loathsom in the filth of mine own corruptions and oh how much more vile and abominable am I through the guilt of that sin which is come upon my soul through Satans suggestions Suggestions so horrid and dreadful that I abhor to set them in mine own sight much more to declare them in thy presence I confess O holy Lord and glorious God! I confess with shame and confusion of face that mine own sin hath betrayed me to Satans buffetings and his suggestions have increased the guilt and horror of my sin Oh my pride and presumption oh my carelesness and curiosity oh my slothfulness and disobedience oh the folly and wickedness of my heart which hath provoked thy wrath and given advantage unto Satan against my soul And oh the murmurings and rep nings oh the diffidence and distrust oh the neglect of thy worship and profaning thy glory oh the deadness and hardness of heart oh the many and great evils of pollution and guilt caused and occasion'd by my foul thoughts all further provoking thy divine wrath and more deeply wounding mine afflicted spirit Woe is me wretched sinner whither oh whither shall I flie for succor unless thou Lord wilt pitty my poor soul must needs perish and oh oh my God! perish from thy presence thy gracious thy glorious presence for ever Wherefore see O thou great and glorious O thou just and righteous Judge Oh see I here prostrate my self at the Bar of thy Justice and lay my mouth in the dust noâ— knowing what to answer thee Oh! oh now that Satan doth accuse me my Conscience witness against me and thy Law condemn me who oh who shall plead for me Oh! wilt not thou blessed Jesus my Surety my Saviour wilt not thou undertake my Cause who art mine Advocate Wilt not thou procure my Pardon who art my Mediator Wilt not thou make mine Attonement who art the High Priest of my salvation O blessed Jesus be now my Jesus and seeing thou art able to save unto the utmost all that come unto God by thee oh save me lost creature undone soul without thy merit and thy mediation lost and undone eternally Oh save me unto the utmost of what my Conscience can accuse or Satans malice aggravate And now O holy Lord God! whilst thou beholdest thy wounded Son pitty oh pitty me wretched sinner See him accused by men to free me from the accusations of Satan see him unjustly condemn'd to free me from the just sentence of condemnation see him suffering death to free me from the judgment of eternal death Oh see Lord his pierced side as the Fountain opened and his streams of blood flowing forth unto his Church to wash in from sin and from uncleanness Oh here bathe my polluted soul wash and wash me thorowly that not the least filth of mine own corruptions or Satans suggestions may now cleave unto me or herâ—after appear in Judgment against me Behold in Jesus Christ my Surety my debt is paid thy justice satisfied Oh blot out then the hand-writing of Ordinances that is against me (i.) The sentence of death in the curse of the Law upon sin discharge Satan and in the presence of thine holy Angels pass sentence of Absolution upon me in the free and full pardon of all my sins And oh of a dreadful Judge be thou now Lord a gracious and reconciled Father behold me justified through the blood of thy Son and the righteousness of my Jesus and as thou makest me partaker of the merit of Christs passion to my justification so make me partaker also of the power of his resurrection even to obtain victory and to triumph over sin and Satan and all those powers of darkness which shall rise up to rob me of the riches of thy grace and to deprive me of my right and title to the inheritance of thy Saints in light Now holy Lord and gracious God! as Satan hath accused me so let me cite him before thy sacred Tribunal And here prostrate at the footstool of thy Majesty looking up unto thee in the mediation of Jesus Christ who is at thy right hand and ever lives to make intercession for me even thus Lord I here declare in thy presence and in the presence of thy holy Angels that I utterly renounce all communion with Satan in his sinful suggestions and therefore do humbly implore thy gracious goodness that whensoever Satan shall renew his suggestions they may be return'd upon himself in his malice not fasten upon my soul or be laid to my charge in their guilt And whatsoever shall be Satans rage do thou Lord Jesus rebuke him and keep me by thine almighty power through faith to salvation making thy strength to appear in my weakness thy grace and mercy in mine unworthiness And as thou art pleas'd O Lord God to quench all the fiery darts of Satan so stir up thy graces in me and enflame my soul with an enlarged fervor of holy devotion So sanctifie me throughout with thy Spâ—rit that my desires may be gracious my thoughts heavenly my life religious my serviâ—es sincere and all my duties of thy Woâ—ship acceptable in thy sight And now having renounced all communion with Satan in his suggestions I here make mine humble resignation in thy presence that so I may be safe under the shadow of thy wing and preserved unblameable unto the day of the Lord Jesus O Lord God! Into thy hands I commit my body soul and spirit my thoughts words and works all that I am all that I have desiring wholly to be thine O my
God gracious and merciful accept me in thy Beloved even Jesus Christ in whom alone thou art well pleased and for his sake let me not go from before thee without a blessing a blessing of pardon and of peace a blessing of thy Spirit and of thy grace a blessing of thy favor and of thy love in the Lord Jesus Thus Lord say of me Thou hast blessed me and that I shall be blessed for ever Amen Amen Here rising up and making thine humble adoration before the Throne ot Glory say Halleluiah Salvation be unto our God and to the Lamb for ever Amen Halleluiah 4. After all this if thy foul thoughts shall yet continue or renew their assaults as it may be they will for a time let them pass like lightening and so though they suddenly startle yet let them not long discontent thy soul for this slighting is the best resisting and thou shalt sooner be quit of them by a pious neglect then by an eager opposition Like angry Bees such are foul and blasphemous thoughts Isa 30.15 Ps 118.12 they are better avoided in passing by then in beating off This Direction is well attested by the experience of a Minister of Christ with whom I have had intimate acquaintance who being devoutly employed in the ministration of the holy Eucharist Satan to disturb his devotion and thereby disquiet his soul assaults him with the sudden suggestion of foul thoughts He startled with their appearance in so sacred an action began a contest of holy indignation which contest heightened their rage and the more entangled his soul In this secret trouble he observes how busie the Flies were in that hot season about the Cup which he was administring and that he in prudence as well as piety was regardless of their buzzing and kept himself intent upon the holy service This became presently his instruction from thence raising this sudden Meditation Sure Satan envies the sweet comforts of my soul in communion with my Jesus and therefore sends these busie Thoughts to suck up their sweetness which if I strive to beat off they do but the more disturb my soul I will therefore do with Satans suggestions as with the Flies pass them by in a silent contempt not think to drive them away by a forcible opposition And he thus resolv'd they soon vanish'd keeping his heart fixt upon his God and his eye intent upon the present Solemnity 5. And lastly O thou afflicted soul do wth thy God when assaulted with frightful thoughts as children do with their parents when they behold any frightful thing even cling closer and hold faster to him And doubt not when Satan sees that what he intends to drive thee from thy God draws thee neerer to him he will soon cease the violence of his temptations And when the Devil hath left thee Mat. 4.11 Isa 63.9 Mal 3.1 Angels will come and minister unto thee especially the Angel of the Covenant Christ Jesus he shall revive and glad thy soul with the quickening graces and chearing comforts of his Spirit CHAP. III. The Souls Conflict from some late Relapses into Sin AS Physicians make a soveraign Antidote of the Vipers flesh to destroy its poison Heb. 2.17 18. Heb. 4.15 16. so doth Christ a saving Medicine of Satans temptations to defeat his malice Christ being tempted even to sanctifie our temptations and to be himself at once our refuge and our pattern that as we are guarded by his power so we may be instructed by his example Mat. 4.4.7.10 Eph. 6.17 Jam. 4.7 And what is the instruction but that of spiritual wisdom and holy resolution in opposing the Word of God to the wiles of Satan and so resisting till he flie from us And when Satan is beat back in his temptations oh how do the comforts of Christs Spirit return upon our souls to quicken strengthen and establish them Whensoever then we hear the mournful complaints of languishing souls upon Relapses into sin Job 13.24 Job 14.17 Ps 43 2. that God accounts them his enemies seals up their transgressions and casts them off They are the passionate Expressions of a distrustful impatience Satan by his suggestions so aggravating their guilt and heightening their provocation Luk. 5.31 1 Joh. 1.7 that thereby the soul becomes wholly fixt upon the disease eying neither the Physician not his remedy neither Christ nor his blood Yea the soul becomes so overburdened with its debt that it views neither the Surety Heb. 7.22 Joh. 1.16 Luk. 24.47 Joh 3.16.34 nor his sufficiencie neither Jesus nor his fulness both which are presented to the Penitent in the Promises In this distress of soul hear the Words of Complaint yea hear the deep and mournful lamentations of the relapsed Saint plung'd in the sink of sin and sunk in the mire of uncleanness The Words of Complaint Oh woe is me how is the Crown fallen from my head How is all my joy and comfort fled from my soul How are my sins and my sorrows together increased Oh my backslidings from my God! Oh my sinful departings from my Saviour Wretched man how have I forsaken my first love cast off my former zeal and by my sinful Apostacie quenched yea griev'd the Spirit of my God So that whereas before I did delight in his serviâ—e I now shame and fear to come into his presence whereas before his Spirit did enlarge my heart with comforts now my sin doth fill my soul with horrors Oh what shall I do I have abused the mercy of my God despised his love profan'd his holiness and offended his Majesty And what hope of pardon from an abused mercy What hope of favor from a despised love What hope of Communion with a profan'd Holiness What hope of acceptance with an offended Majesty These the Words of Complaint And now to set open a safe Harbor for the humble and penitent not to set up a vain shelter for the profane and presumptuous Observe The Grounds of Comfort 1. The immutability of Gods love The grace and love of God as the Agent is not founded upon any motives or reasons in man as the Object as if merit or worth in man did either beget or continue favor or love in God No He justifies us when ungodly Rom. 4.5 Rom. 5.10 Eph. 2.6 Rom. 3.24 He reconciles us when enemies He quickens us when dead And therefore needs must it be that we are freely justified and so eternally saved by his grace through the redemption that is in Jesus Christ Now if when enemies by wicked works we were reconciled by the death of Christ if when dead in trespasses and sins we were quickened by the Spirit of Grace how much more being reconciled being quickened shall our persons be accepted our sins pardon'd and our falls repair'd So that as by the operation of his Spirit we are regenerated so by the power of the same Spirit we shall be restored The love wherewith God loveth us in Christ it
able to save unto the uttermost all those that come unto God by him Let thy Conscience then O dejected Penitent object the hainousness of thy sins and raise them to the greatest height by all aggravating circumstances as being committed against the dictate of reason and the light of knowledge as being reiterated again and again after solemn resolutions and the gracious enlightenings of the Spirit here thou being truly sensible of thy sin mayst not despair of mercy seeing Christ is not only able Heb 2.17 but also willing to save those who come unto God by him Rev. 12.10 even unto the utmost of what their Consciences can accuse or Satans malice aggravate The Rules of Direction 1. Raise thy faith and this by a frequent meditation upon the promises of grace and life By which meditation the soul shall the better suck out the sweetness and digest the nourishment of Gods mercy and truth And because Pattern prevails above Precept take this Instance for thy imitation Suppose thou fixest thine eye and thoughts upon that blessed truth and comfortable Text of S. Paul's This is a faithful saying 1 Tim. 1.15 and worthy of all acceptation that Jesus Christ came into the world to save sinners of which I am chief Upon this let thy soul dwell a while by serious meditation and in these or the like expostulating thoughts let thy faith gather strength and renew its vigor How Jesus Christ came into the world to save sinners What was this the very end and purpose of Christs coming in the flesh and suffering on the Cross that he might bring men sinful men to salvation O divine Cordial to an afflicted soul O sweet comfort to a penitent Sinner I am convinc'd the words are gracious but how shall I be assured the saying is true Why it is the Word of God and shall I then distrust its truth Vain heart be not so deceitful it is a faithful saying this a saying as firm as God is holy as true as Truth it self But what right have I I so vile a Wretch to so divine a Truth Why my right lies in Gods mercy which here extends to all That Jesus Christ came into the world to save sinners it is a saying worthy of all men to be received Of all men sure then in that all I am included my particular is involv'd in this general Ps 78.41 Isa 59.1 for who shall limit the Holy one of Israel Ay but will God have respect to so hainous a sinner Have not my grievous sins made me unworthy of so gracious mercy Jam. 2 13. Yes unworthy but not uncapable It is the glory of Gods mercy to forgive sins the greater then my sins the greater his glory in their forgiveness Though then I be the chief of sinners I will rely upon my God in my Jesus for his chief of mercies and so resolve to apply the truth and comfort of this Evangelical doctrine delivered by the Apostle that this is a faithful saying and worthy of all acceptation that Jesus Christ came into the world to save sinners of which I am chief Thus in thy greatest dejections endevour to raise thy faith by meditation on the Promises to the greatness of thy sins opposing the riches of Gods mercy to the horror of thy guilt the fulness of Christs merits both unmeasurably infinite and gracious And as the skill of a Physician is the more eminent in curing a dangerous sickness Rom. 5.20 so is the goodness of Gods mercy more glorious in pardoning and the power of his grace more evident in healing hamous sins Bonitas invicta non vincitur infinita misericordia non finitur Gods invincible goodness is not by sin conquered nor his boundless mercy by guilt limited And therefore may he alone despair of pardon who can be more wicked then God is gracious And as for the merit of Christ it is a superabundant merit Though the purity of all the Heavenly Host is not able to wipe off the stain nor their death sufficient to expiate the guilt of the least transgression Joh. 1 29. 1 Joh. 1.7 2.2 yet is the least drop of the blood of the Son of God an expiatory sacrifice for the whole World how much more then shall these his streams of blood be sufficient in their fulness of merit for the most hainous sins of a relapsed Saint There may be then some disease of body which is opprobriū medicorū past the Physicians skil to cure but no wound no distemper of soul can pose or puzzle the mercy of God or merits of Christ to heal We cannot then dishonor Christ more then to distrust his grace and love to undervalue his merits and blood Joh. 15.13 Rom. 5.8 especially he having given so great a testimony of his love by his death and made so firm a Conveyance of the merits of his death in his promises yea and vouchsafed so sure a seal of those promises and of that merit in his Sacraments Be it so then O thou dejected and afflicted soul be it so that thy troubled Conscience does rage as the sea with uncessant accusations be it so that sin and hell besiege thee round with the bitter terrors of everlasting death and that now the waves and surges of temptations swell and overflow thee yet shalt thou not faint not sink not perish 1 Pet. 1.5 whilst the Son of God supports thee through faith in his merits a faith fixt upon the promises of grace and life in which promises thou mayst behold thy sins thy hainous sins thy mountain-sins swallowed up in the Sea of his blood yea thou mayst behold thy guilt thy horrid guilt long since cancell'd on Golgotha Col. 2.14 and expiated by the death of thy Redeemer 2. Renew thy Repentance and this in a deep contrition of heart and sincere humiliation of soul There being no flying from God but by flying to him no flying from his wrath but by flying to his mercy for which we have the comfort and encouragement of a gracious Advocate of a perfect Mediator 1 Joh. 2 1. 1 Tim. 2.5 Christ Jesus blessed for ever This of Contrition and Humiliation is that God calls for from revolting Judah Joel 2.12 and which he requires of all backsliding children even that they turn unto him with all their heart with fasting weeping and mourning Sighs and tears they are the Penitents best oratory for so saith David Ps 6.8 The Lord hath heard the voice of my weeping Know then O thou afflicted soul though thy relapses into sin may hide Gods countenance yet upon repentance renewed they shall not banish thee from his presence though they beget a strangeness for a time yet shall they not beget a parting for ever And so however Satan aggravating thy sin may cloud the Joy yet shall he not take away the God of thy salvation Now to further thy raising thy faith and renewing thy repentance look upon the
have no more Sacrifice for sin because Christ being denied none other Messias was to he expected and as for the Sacrifices of the Law they were now no more available to take away sin they being ended and fulfilled in Christ So then there is no more sacrifise for sin to wilful Apostates but there is still a sacrifice for sin to humble Penitents The merit of Christs passion shall nothing avail him that renounces his Christianity but it shall much avail yea effectually save him who bewails his iniquity Obj. 3 3. Obj. Against the renewing of Repentance And this Objection is raised from that of the Apostle Heb. 6.4 c. where he saith that it is impossible for those who were once enlightened and have tasted of the heavenly gift and were made partakers of the Holy Ghost and have tasted the good Word of God and the powers of the World to come if they fall away to renew them again unto repentance From hence the relapsed Saint in his deep distress of Conscience frames this objection Seeing I have been once enlightened and have tasted the heavenly gift and have been partaker of the Holy Ghost and have tasted the good Word of God and the powers of the World to come and now having fallen away from my God by my multiplied iniquities it is impossible that I should be renewed again unto repentance Answ Answ This place as that other before mentioned is not to be understood of falling but of falling away not of the Children of God falling through sins of humane infirmity but of the Professors of Christ falling away through the sin of wilful Apostacie Of which sin many in the primitive times became guilty either through fear or through covetousness renouncing the faith of Christ and returning again to Judaism or Heathenish idolatry and of such it is that the Apostle here speaks when he tells us that they crucifie to themselves the Son of God afresh v. 6. and put him to an open shame For they that fell away to Judaism did as much dishonor injure and abuse Christ as if with the Jews they had actually spit upon him buffeted him and crucified him And for such to renew them again to repentance it is impossible Impossible non physicè sed moraliter as the School speaks Impossible according to the ordinary course of the Church according to the common and usual way of salvation otherwise our Saviour tells us in the like case With men this is impossible but with God all things are possible True it is Mat. 19 26. Novatus and his followers from this Heb. 6.4 and that Heb. 10.26 did deny repentance and admission into the Church not only to those who fell away from the faith but also who fell into any scandalous sin but for this were they justly condemned by the Church of God for Heresie So that this place of the Apostle is to be interpreted as meant of such professors of Christ who fall away from the faith by wilful Apostacie as did Judas and Julian Not of such servants of God who fall into sin through some prevailing temptation as did David and Peter 4. Obj. Against a partaking of the blessed Sacrament of the Eucharist Obj. 4 Alas how shall I so unworthy a person be a worthy partaker of that holy Sacrament And to receive unworthily 1 Cor. 11.27.29 is to increase the horror of my guilt not regain the favor of my God I believe indeed but alas it is but faintly I repent but it is but weakly And what shall I then so vile a sinner attend so dreadful a solemnity Answ O thou dejected yet penitent soul Answ who art dismaied in thy self having weakened the power of grace by thy relapses into sin oh let not the weight of sin or the weakness of grace so thy repentance be faithful and thy faith sincere let not either deter or detain thee discourage or withhold thee from this blessed Ordinance but attend unto our Saviours call and come at his gracious invitation Hearken and hear Come unto me Mat. 11.28 all ye that are weary and heavy laden and I will give you rest Even because weary come and be refreshed even because burdened come and be eased because weak come and be strengthened because poor come and be enriched because sick come and be healed because wounded come and be cured because sad come and be comforted because dull come and be quickened because relapsed come and be restor'd Come to this spiritual feast with thy wedding-garment Mat. 22.12 Gen. 27.15 the pure robe of Christs righteousness put on by faith and thus clothed with the sweet smelling raiment of our elder Brother thou shalt obtain a multiplied blessing from our heavenly Father even a blessing of righteousness of peace a blessing of mercy and of love of grace and of strength of comfort and of joy Râ—m 86. the testimony of the Spirit setting on the seal of the Sacrament for the recovering and continuing the renewing and confirming the assurance of Gods love in a communion with Christ in his fulness It remains then O thou afflicted soul that thou fix upon the immutability of Gods love and the stability of his Covenant together with the merit of Christs passion and the benefit of his intercession these the sure Grounds of Comfort Again do thou raise thy faith renew thy repentance and apply thy self to a worâ—hy partaking of the blessed Eucharist these the faithful Rules of Direction All which the God of mercy and compassion bless unto thy soul and make effectual to thy salvation through Jesus Christ our Lord Amen CHAP. IV. The Souls Conflict from the daily Assaults of Sin WHich Conflict that it is truly spiritual and sincere will appear by these signs Rom. 7.21 22 24. 1. The sanctified person acts against the power whilst he groans under the weight of his sin Ps 51 2.7.10 He hates its pollution as well as dreads its guilt He abhors its filth as well as fears its punishment 2. The Saint of God in his spiritual conflict he is both earnest to discover his corruptions and zealous to subdue them 1 Cor. 9.27 whereas the Natural man seeks out his corruptions as the Coward does his enemy unwilling to find him and afraid to fight him 3. Whereas the Natural man like a Neuter in a State is offended with the tumult and uprore that disquiets him the Spiritual man like a loyal Subject is incensed against the Rebel-Lusts that raise this tumult Ps 18.23 and cause this disquiet 4. His heart does as suddenly startle at the motions of sin as the Lamb does at the presence of the Wolf and this from that great contrariety and secret antipathy which is betwixt sin and grace the flesh and spirit an antipathy as great as that betwixt light and darkness Christ and Belial 2 Cor. 6.14.15 heaven and hell Lastly above all the evils sin brings upon the soul this that
quicken our zeal of hungring desires and oft-times suffers the assaults of some sensual lust to pull down or prevent the haughtiness of spiritual pride So that our growth in grace is then real when it is not apparent it is always true though not always equal there being no 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 in the members of Christs body Eph. 4 16. Col. 2.19 but still an effectual working of his Spirit and grace in each part of the New man 2. When God and Christ have the greatest measure the highest degree of thy will love and desire though thine heart is not so enlarg'd thy spirit not so chearful thy duties not so pleasant yet are thy graces saving and sincere Saving and sincere making God in Christ thine end on whom thou dost fix thine intentions aims and affections for the attainment and enjoyment of him And this is a sure sign God is thine end that thou art so disquieted in his seeming absence from thy soul For what we most highly prize Ps 7â— 25.25 Ps 2â— 1 Ps 143 7. we are most careful to keep most joyous to possess most grieved to lose and most troubled to want 3. There is less danger and more hope of a languishing afflicted and mournful then of a rais'd ravish'd and transported Soul Humility and holy fear shall preserve the former whilst pride and presumption destroys the latter For whilst proud conceits fanatick dreams and false joys fill the sails how many how very many do run themselves upon the rocks even the rocks of presumption and spiritual pride Rev. 3 17. â—am 4.6 whereas God giveth grace unto the humble 4. When the soul by mortification struggles with the motions by prayer contests with the suggestions and by vows contends with the sollicitations of sin then the corruptions of heart do not so much argue a decay as the oppositions of soul do prove an increase of grace which increase if it be not in that growth which is upward in the sprouting of the branches yet is it in that which is downward in the spreading of the root Col. 2.7 Mat. 11.29 Mat. 5.3 Rom. 5.1 2. and by how much grace is the more firmly rooted in humility and poverty of spirit by so much shall it the more abundantly flourish in peace and joy in the Holy Ghost The Rules of Direction 1. Go not about to judge of thy Spiritual estate in an unseasonable time or by uncertain signs 1. Not in an unseasonable time as is that of temptation when the Mind is clouded the Conscience afflicted and the Spirit wounded Ps â—7 10 what were this but to take a Prospect in a Mist or to view a Country in a Storm 2. Not by uncertain signs Many signs beget much perplexities Confident I am the formality of multiplying marks and signs hath more puzled then pacified more entangled then resolved doubting and troubled Consciences For among ten or twelve or more Signs of Grace which some give as if they would make up with number what is wanting in weight the soul that questions but one often shall be more dejected and afflicted with that one then rais'd and comforted with all the other nine True it is Formae nos latent the essential forms are hid from us is true in natural much more in spiritual things and therefore in Divinity our Demonstrations are still a posteriori discovering the cause by the effect Wherefore we must observe that the effects we set up as signs be such as are most proper and immediate to the cause and then I am sure they cannot be many and those that are Isa 57.18 19. they will be full convincing the Judgment and comforting the tender Conscience Thus we discover the fire by its heat the sun by its light whereas to discover the sun by its heat or the fire by its light may prove erroneous though we know light is in the fire and heat is in the sun yet not so immediately but that there may be light where there is no heat and there may be heat where there is no light Thus to discover sanctifying and saving grace by this sign of joy and delight in holy duties is by an effect more remote from the cause and the cause may really be without this effect For how many gracious hearts and sanctified souls even such as we are now conversing with do languish in trouble and are opprest with grief So that if joy and delight in holy duties must be the evidence of their saving graces Psal â—7 and Psal 88. there is no remedy but they must lie down in sorrow and it is not any present ministration shall afford them comfort till Gods mercy make good the sign which mans imprudence hath prescribed Know then one proper sign rightly apprehended and truly applied is a Rule of trial which concludes in it all that can be given And amongst other signs of saving grace Poverty of spirit with an hungring and thirsting after righteousness is as immediate and infallible as any can be nam'd Wherefore 2. Lay hold on the Promise in its sweetness of divine truth so suitable to the condition of thine afflicted estate Hear thy Saviours words Blessed are the poor in spirit Matth. 5 3. vers 4. vers 6. for theirs is the kingdom of heaven And again Blessed are they that mourn for they shall be comforted Yea Blessed are they that hunger and thirst after righteousness for they shall be filled Lay up these Promises in thine heart as thy sure delight prize them as thy treasure feed on them as thy Manna given of God to refresh thy soul in the Wilderness of this afflicting world Build thou thy peace upon this pillar suck the sweet comforts of the Spirit from these breasts of consolation Isa 66.12 Apply these healing medicines to thy wounded Conscience by a discursive meditation awaken thy heart and incite thy will to close with God and with Christ in the mercy and truth of the promise saying in Davids self-expostulation Why art thou cast down O my soul Psal 42.11 and why art thou disquieted within me Hope thou in God for I shall yet praise him who is the health of my countenance and my God Or as the devout Psalmist again Return unto thy rest O my soul Psal 116 7. for the Lord hath dealt bountifully with thee Thus as chasing the benumb'd limbs with hot oils will recover their former warmth and life so plying the sadded heart with quickening thoughts will restore its former peace and comfort And when thou feelest a secret heat of divine grace keep the fire burning ply it with zealous affections those zealous affections rais'd in devout meditations those devout meditations fixt upon the promises those promises founded upon Christ as Mediator and upon God in him as Fountain of all grace and love 3. Keep an open passage betwixt God and thy soul hold fast an humble converse and heavenly communion with him Eph. 1.3 as in
God my Jesus be gone from me yet will I mourn after him if happily I may find him whom my soul loveth O return return my joy my Jesus For till thou dost return I shall lie down in sorrow without thee my soul refuseth to be comforted The Grounds of Comfort 1. As thy distress is not without a promise thy misery without a Redeemer so nor is thy state and condition without many presidents even a cloud of witnesses whose sad experience will give full testimony to this certain truth Ps 55.5 That God oftentimes not only withholds the comforts of his good Spirit but also afflicts with the terror of our own hearts That oftentimes he hides the grace of the Gospel and discovers the rigor of the Law Ps 88.14 15.16 revealing guilt and concealing mercy yea oftentimes he rebukes the heart with secret checks of conscience and convictions of Spirit so that in the sad apprehension of sin and guilt death and hell the soul languisheth with frights and fears with horror and amazements Yet further he oftentimes renews the charge of former sins in the Court of Conscience making a man to possess the iniquities of his youth Job 13.26 and by his Spirit writing such bitter things against him that the soul is struck with the deep impressions of dread and horror in the apprehension of Gods shutting the gate of mercy and peace Ps 77.7 8 9. his refusing to be intreated or to hearken to any terms of reconciliation so that no holy duties or sacred ordinances for a time either administer comfort or discover love That this is the sad experience of the most eminent Saints the Book of Job and Psalms of David will sufficiently testifie And yet withall this testimony too they give of God and of Christ that he lifteth up those that are cast down Ps 37 24 42.11 147.7 8. 148.3 he healeth the broken in heart and bindeth up their wounds yea he gives liberty to the Captive health to the sick life to the dead and the divinest comforts to the most dejected souls so that they rejoice in his salvation and exult in his praises 2. This the condition of our present estate to be freed from the discomforts of afflictions as from the power of sin but in part Our graces are imperfect and therefore needs must our peace Our life 's a pilgrimage 1 Pet. 2.11 2 Cor. 10.4 a warfare and so hardship travel danger distress yea conflicts and wounds they are proper to our condition and therefore we may not think them strange but expect them with resolution bear them with patience and pass them through with constancie The day that hath no night no cloud the joy that hath no mourning no grief the crown that hath no cross no care is reserv'd for heaven not found on earth peculiar it is to the state of blessedness and eternity So that I cannot but question the uprightness of that mans heart who never question'd the goodness of his estate I cannot but doubt that mans assurance who never doubted and fear those comforts which were never discomforted There is certainly a woe to that peace which Satan does not sometimes disquiet True it is God could send forth his Saints as the Sun in its course to attract the eyes of all Beholders and make them in their splendor of graces ouâ—vie Solomon in his lustre of glory But this God hath not thought so agreeable to his wisdom in his dispensations to his Church and chosen 1 Cor. 1. â—3 14 c. he will rather have the Saints excellencie cloth'd with humane frailty and their inward worth vail'd with outward contempt Yea their life is so hid with Christ in God Col. 3.3 that themselves oftentimes feel not the quickenings discover not the actings of their own graces for that a cloud of secret trouble darkens the light of all their comforts Doubtless had Adam continued in his primitive integrity God would have communicated himself to man not only by faith and reason but also by sense and external manifestation But now he conveys spiritual things in a spiritual manner We walk by faith and not by sight As is the manifestation of the Divine presence 2 Cor. 5 7 1 Cor. 13 9. such is our participation of Divine comforts all in part and imperfect 3. Though thy comforts are fled from thee yet the God of thy comforts abides with thee though thou wantest Christ in that blest Communion of joy and peace yet thou hast not lost him in that best communion of grace and life Spiritual joy though a sweet flower of Paradise yet a fading flower though a spiritual yet a temporal blessing a separable adjunct of grace and so not of the necessary being but of the happy well-being of a Christian a partial reward rather then a particular vertue Let this then be a firm ground of solid comfort That though thy light of Joy be extinguisht yet thy seeds of Grace are preserv'd thy heart hath its holy affections though emptied of its divine consolations For tell me who is' t that supports thy soul but the same God who conceals his love Does he not incline thine heart to fear and faithful obedience Ps 23 3 4. Isa 2â— 8 even when now he withdraws himself from thy soul in the light and comforts of his countenance And if so what thou dost possess is far more precious then what thou hast lost Communion w th Christ in the sanctifying influence is more excellent then communion with him in the comforting light of his Spirit Besides having the fountain thou wilt not be long without the streams having Christ the fulness of comforts thy soul shall not long remain discomforted God will lighten thy candle uncloud thy sun restore thy comforts Ps 7 120 21. This is Davids confidence Thou Lord which hast shewed me great and sore troubles shalt quicken me again and shalt bring me up again from the depths of the earth thou shalt increase my g eatness and comfort â—e on every side Hear Gods profession and promise Isa 57.15 Thus saith the high and lofty One that inhabiteth eternity whose name is Holy I dwell in the high and holy place with him also that is of a contrite and humble spirit to revive the spirit of the humble and to revive the heart of the contrite ones And how revive them why by healing them with his grace leading them with his councels and restoring comforts to them See then the mercy is thine the promise is thine only thou must know and acknowledge the time of dispensing the season of performing is Gods who orders all things in number weight and measure 4. Those rebukes of the Spirit which so much torture thy conscience and that hiding his face which so much sads thy heart is all from a fatherly tenderness of care and love not from an avenging severity of justice and wrath God deals with the soul as David
passions does this distemper work in the whole man Wherefore seeing it is no Natural cause that can calm the soul nor any Spiritual remedy that shall cure the body they must be join'd together the Physitian for the body and the Minister for the soul and Gods blessing for both Which blessing he vouchsafe through Jesus Christ Amen CHAP. VIII The Souls Conflict from the misinterpretation of the order of Gods Providence in the Tribulations of the Godly and the Prosperity of the Wicked TEmporal afflictions when sanctified by grace they become the spiritual physick of the soul which though administred by the no less tender then skilful hand of Providence how do we vain and foolish Patients how do we embitter our condition by chewing the pills we should swallow We mingle our passions with our crosses and through impatience struggle with our yoke thereby making our burden the more heavy our afflictions the more grievous whereas did we by a divine art poise the burden we bear by casting one part upon God as to support and deliverance Ps 55.22 1 Pet. 5.6 7. and taking the other part upon our selves as to duty and obedience the weight of our present Cross would be the less and of our future Crown the greater But now amidst the many troubles of anxious thoughts and various temptations nothing more afflicts yea endangers the soul then the murmuring discontents of an envious impatience beholding perjury and murder violence and oppression made as steps to mount the throne whilst innocencie and integrity faith and truth are trampled in the dust Job who so bitterly complains of the arrows of God Job 6.4 ch 21.6 7 c. was deeply wounded with this dart of Satan this murmuring impatience of afflicted souls in an envious discontent griev'd that iniquity prospers in their enemies whâ—lst innocencie suffers in themselves But that we may calm this bosom-tempest and still this secret murmur we will give answer to the Souls Complaint whilst buffeted by Satan in this Spiritual conflict The Words of Complaint Oh the deep infidelity of my false heart and diffident impatiencie of my troubled soul wounding my Conscience and grieving my Spirit with a secret muttering yea sometimes an open complaint against God in the order of his providence Whilst I behold the prosperity of the wicked and the tribulations of the godly Babylon sit as a Queen and Jerusalem lie in the dust yea whilst I see Religion supprest with Violence Truth blasphemed by Heresie and Piety smother'd with Contempt and on the contrary I see Profaneness exalted Sacriledge magnified and Injustice prosper Upon these thoughts oh how does Satan suggest to my troubled mind and discontented soul no less then blasphemy either against Gods omniscience or against his justice Against his omniscience denying that all-seeing eye of his providence as if the world were govern'd blindfold and ready I am to say with those the Psalmist speaks of Ps 73.11 Doth God know and is there knowledge in the most High If this cloud be dispell'd this temptation repulst Satan he renews his assault and my affliction by blasphemous thoughts against Gods justice as if he regarded not the sufferings of the good notwithstanding their innocencie he continuing his blessings upon the evil notwithstanding their iniquity Mal. 3.14 So that I am ready to say with those profane persons and distrustful souls It is vain to serve God and what profit is it that we keep his ordinances Oh! these these thoughts of Atheism and infidelity of envy and impatience I find by sinful and sad experience they are a smoky vapor ascending from the infernal pit which clouds the judgment of my mind damps the comfort of my soul choaks the life of grace and even drives away the Spirit of my God 1. The Grounds of Comfort as to the Tribulattons of the Godly Job 5.6 1. The order of Gods providence Affliction cometh not forth of the dust neither doth trouble spring out of the ground it is not a thing that happens by chance but is ordered by providence Which providence of God as it is general over all the Creatures so is it special over all his Children in which special providence of his it is that as he afflicts in mercy and truth so he saves in wisdom and power 1. He afflicts in mercy and truth God it is that afflicts Men that injure or oppress Isa 10.5 are but his Instruments to chastise by his providence ordering their rage for the trial of the faithful their malice for the correction of his children Thus Deliver my soul says David deliver my soul from the wicked which is thy sword Ps 17.13 14. from the men which are thy hand O Lord. The wicked who persecute are Gods sword with which he wounds his hand with which he strikes Job 2.7 ch 19.2 Thus Job when Satan himself had smote him yet we hear his complaint Have pitty upon me have pitty upon me O my friends for the hand of the Lord hath touched me Thus God it is that afflicts and that in mercy God we say he hath paternum animum as well as maternum affectum his love is fatherly for care as well as motherly for tenderness As a Father then he will sometimes humble his children by afflictions sustaining them with his hand not as a mother still indulge them in delights cockering them on his knee And as he afflicts in mercy so in truth Hear David's acknowledgment unto God saying I know Ps 119.73 O Lord that thy judgments are right and that thou in faithfulness hast afflicted me Wherefore it 's well said that all the troubles and distresses which befall the faithful though amarae sagittae yet ex dulci manu Dei though bitter arrows yet from the sweet hand of God whose special providence over his children is such that he afflicts them even in mercy and in truth 2. He saves them too in wisdom and in power his wisdom ordering the means and his power effecting the work of their salvation notwithstanding all difficulties and seeming impossibilities of their deliverance all secondary causes being linkt together in one chain of Divine providence which the Heathens feigned to be fastened at Jupiters Chair and we Christians believe to be held in Gods hand Isa 41.10 in him is the sole ordering and disposing of them And therefore Fear thou not says God to the true Israel fear thou not for I am with thee be not dismayed for I am thy God I will strengthen thee yea I will help thee yea I will uphold thee with the right hand of my righteousness Gods patronage and protection is not like that of men of which Salvian complain'd in his times that Hac lege defendunt miseros Salv. de gub Dei l. 3. ut miseriores faciant defendendo Upon this account they defend the miserable that they may make them the more miserable by defending them like the thorny bush to which
Catastrophe How being set in slippery places v. 18 19. God casts them down to destruction and they are brought to desolation as in a moment Tolluntur in altum c. they are lifted up to the greater height that they may be crusht in their greater fall and by how much their precipice is the more steep by so much is their ruine the more desperate Yea which is most dreadful be the wicked ne'r so lofty and high yet is there but a trap-door betwixt them and hell which when death throws open they drop into the infernal lake where nothing remains of their glorious pomp their vast wealth their large dominion their high dignity nothing remains but the worm and the fire Mar. 9.44 the guilt and the punishment It may be for the present presumption and pride have made them secure in their sin and they see no danger they feel no misery but when they come to be awakened from their security oh the weight of that milstone that mountain that lies upon their backs oh the piercings of that sharp sword that poison'd arrow which sticks in their hearts oh what are the stings the flames the furies of a guilty Conscience how do their knees tremble their lips quiver their tongues falter their throats roar their hearts languish and their whole man become fill'd with horror and amazement Who art thou then that find'st thy self gtiev'd at the prosperity of the wicked Let this still thy murmurings and quell thine impatience that entring the Sanctuary of the Lord thou understandest their latter end 2. Mortifie sin by a sincere repentance This this shall weaken the force quell the pride and blast the prosperity of the Churches enemies for that as S. Hierom of old Nostris vitiis Barbari facti sunt fortes c. The sins of the Christians did strengthen the Barbarians And even now without all doubt the sins of the Orthodox do give strength and success to the present Heresies and Schisms The best purging then of the waters is with the Prophet Elisha 2 King 2 21. at the spring-head the best curing a wound is with the skilful Chyrurgion at its festered root The best healiâ—g of a Nations miseries is by removing the cause in mortifying the sin and so seeking reconciliation with God by repentance Thus Moses when he stands in the gap to divert Gods wrath and recover his love Num. 14.19 he does it by confessing the sin and bewailing its guâ—lt And so when David seeks to stay the violence of the plague 2 Sam. 24. he does it by an attonement on the Altar God indeed still directs his arrows of wrath against the mark of sin and therefore if sin be in us no wonder if wrath be upon us For where indeed should the arrow stick but where the mark is fastened If then we will divert the arrow we must remove the mark if we will turn away wrath we must take away sin Sin it is which corrupts our best of duties and taints our best of blessings Corrupts our best of duties like leaven it turns a solemn Passover into a very pollution it makes our very prayers unprofitable God covering himself as with a thick cloud Lam. 3. â—4 through which they cannot pass to the Throne of grace Yea our sin it is that taints our best of blessings blessings temporal turning our sweetness of earthly comforts into the bitterest of earthly curses even honor wealth wit learning plenty peace which should make us more serviceable unto God how does sin make them even tributary unto Satan in the advancement of his kingdom Wherefore in the calamities of our Church and Nation be we no longer like the silly Hart to mourn and bleed and faint and yet take no care for what would happily be our cure the plucking out the fatal dart that sticks in our side the removing the sinful guilt that cleaves unto our souls which gu lt is none other way to be removed but by a sincere repentance Which repentance is sincere when free and full 1. When free not so much extorted by the rack or compell'd by horror as being the willing purpose of a relenting heart Oh how is it with some They are won with the Gospels sweetness and Mercy 's allurements Others they are driven with the Laws curse and Judgments terrors The former is like water from a Spring it flows with freeness the latter like water from a Still which is forc'd with fire And when men repent as Pharaoh in Egypt Exod 9.27 34 35. Ps 78.34 35 36 c or as Israel in the Wilderness only on the rack of judgment and wrath it is much to be suspected when once the scourge is taken off the judgment respited they then will return to their former pride and impenitence What metal is it that will not melt in the furnace and what heart so hard which in the furnace of divine wrath will not melt in mournful penitence But hereby is their insincerity and hypocrisie discovered that when taken out of the fire they return to their former obduracie Thus formal and hypocritical persons they melt in the heat and harden in the cold Clem. Alex. Strom. l 2. they thaw in the sun and freeze in the shade These repentings Clemens of Alexandria aptly calls 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 when men ring Changes as it were they sin and are punish'd being punish'd they repent And as upon the duty of repentance their punishment is removed so upon the removal of their punishment their sin is renewed If our Repentance then be sincere it is free the willing and resolved purpose of a relenting heart 2. Full as extended to all sin whatsoever Even the smallest sin in its degree is deadly in its nature Of Vipers the least is poisonous and to coin pence is a treasonable act as well as to coin pounds Every degree of sin as every degree of treason is a violation of the Soveraign Majesty and therefore Capital Yea as one leak in the Keel one breach in the bank unrepair'd is enough to sink the ship and drown the Country so one sin allowed of is enough to destroy the man and one sin generally unrepented of is enough to ruine a Kingdom Indeed who can think to obtain his Princes favour whilst he harbours a Rebel against him in his house Who can think to partake of the merit of Christs blood whilst he hugs the murderer of him in his bosom Who can think to avoid Gods wrath whilst he cherisheth the sin that provokes him Had Christ been our Saviour as most men are his servants had he dyed for sin as most men die to sin that is to the halfs or in part our whole salvation had only been a less damnation But if we expect Christ should save us to the utmost of a gracious deliverance we must serve him to the utmost of a faithful repentance crucifying sin as he was crucified for sin not in some members
path and leavest the beaten road even that which is right via regia the Kings high-way that way which the King of heaven Christ the Prince of glory Heb 2 10 Luk. 2â— 26 9.22 23. both by precept and by pattern by doctrine and example hath chalkt out to us If then we be of the Israel of God having escaped out of the Egypt of an unregenerate state we must expect our Red sea of persecutions our fiery Serpents of temptations and our long Wilderness of afflictions all which we must pass through before we attain the heavenly Canaan the inheritance of promise and of rest And now that we be not discouraged with the difficulties of our passage look we into the Word of life and Gospel of our salvation and there see besides the reward of glory to crown our constancie see the hand that sustains the might that strengthens us to overcome even the power and grace of Christ See the refreshings which keep our souls from fainting and add to our constancie chearfulness even the councels and comforts of the Spirit And these we shall administer to the distressed soul which in its long and continued Conflict makes this sad and languishing complaint The Words of Complaint How long oh how long have I waited for the returns of my God of my Jesus I have often prayed and long expected and yet no comfort comes unto my soul my distress of conscience still continues because my God hides his face and withholds the light of his countenance from me Yea he hath not only laid me in the darkness but also shut me up that I cannot come forth Mine afflictions compass me daily yea all the day they come about me like waters and threaten the swallowing up of my soul And oh what is my help my hope but my God But alas he refuseth to be intreated I am weary of my groaning I have cryed day and night and yet he heareth not so that though the desires of my soul be towards his name and the remembrance of his holiness yet how are my fears and my terrors increased lest I be cut off from his hand cast out of his presence and become one of those that go down into the pit I have been so long in darkness that Satan pleads it in my misgiving thoughts as too plain a sign of being a child of darkness for that sure if the Sun of righteousness were risen upon my soul those clouds this mist that darkness would not continue but as he brings healing in his wings so would he bring comfort in his light refreshings by his Spirit and deliverance by his power The Grounds of Comfort 1. The firm assurance Christ gives of his indulgent care over his Church and chosen Thus he comforted Sion of old When the Prophet in much Pathos of joy Isa 49.13 calls upon the inanimate creatures to make up the Jubile Sing O heaven and be joyful O earth and break forth into singing O mountains for God hath comforted his people and will have mercy upon his afflicted Yet it is Sion's deep complaint in the depth of her calamity v. 14. The Lord hath forsaken me and my Lord hath forgotten me But see see the love of God to his afflicted Church exceeds that of the tender mother to her sucking child Naz orat 31. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 no bowels more tender then those of a mother yet more tender far are those of our heavenly Father For so says God in a pathetical expostulation of faithfulness and love v. 15. Can a mother forget her sucking child that she should not have compassion on the son of her womb yea she may forget yet will I not forget thee Think not then O thou afflicted soul when God hides his face that he forgets thee or when he withdraws a while he then forsakes thee For how have we seen the careful and tender Mother wave the Child in her loving arms and pleas'd with its embraces threaten its fall that so fear might make it cling unto her bosom with the more sportful eagerness Thus even thus it is with the humble Saint and his gracious Saviour Videtur deserere quia non vult deseri Christ seems to forsake him on purpose that he may not be forsaken of him And this according to the tenor of Gods everlasting covenant That he will put his fear into the hearts of his chosen that they shall not depart from him Yea Jer. 32 4â— see the indeleble characters of Christs love and the infallible testimony of his care Says Christ to his Spouse his Church and in her to every faithful soul Behold I have engraven thee in the palms of my hands Engraven how why sâ— â—9 16. not with the carving tools but the piercing nails and not upon the skin but quite through the flesh not cover'd over with precious gold but colour'd through with more precious blood which neither age nor eternity shall wear out Thus thus have I engraven thee in the palms of my hands Humanitùs dictum saith Jun us it is spoken after the manner of men Jun. in loc but it is indeed an emphatical expression outvying the highest Courtship of the most amorous Lover to his beloved He it may be will have her Picture hang in his bosom that so forsooth she may be near his heart But Christ he hath his Spouse engraven in his hands that so she may be ever in his eye as well as in his heart she is his care as well as his love Wherefore that the Saints and chosen of God are often and long afflicted is not through want of love to pitty or of care to regard or of power to relieve No sure for what Father or Mother is not compassionately affected affectionately moved with the sufferings and sorrows of their dear children What tender Husband or what indeared Friend will not engage himself for the comfort succour supply and safety of whom he truly loves and lovingly tenders And therefore as David frames the Argument Ps 94 9. He that made the ear shall not he hear He that formed the eye shall not he see and he that teacheth man knowledge shall not he know So say I He who implants love and compassion in his creatures shall not he be much more loving and compassionate to his Saints He who imprints those tender affections in fathers husbands friends shall not he be more tenderly compassionate to his Church and chosen Yes sure Wherefore then Exod. 3.7 Jer 31.20 Ps 65.2 Ps 56.8 Mal. 3.16 he hath an eye of Providence to see their distress bowels of pitty to compassionate their trouble ears of mercy to hear their prayers bottles of love to hold their tears a book of remembrance to register their complaints yea Satan and the World shall know he hath Judgments of righteousness to plead their cause Vials of wrath to avenge their blood an arm of power to deliver their persons and a crown of
the Church Triumphant by some excellent glory According to that of the Prophet Dan. 12 3. They that be wise shall shine as the brightness of the Firmament and they that turn many to righteousness as the Stars for ever and ever To close then in days of persecution St. Paul tells us That the suffering Saints of Christs Church 1 Cor. 4.9 they are made a Spectacle unto the World and to Angels and to Men 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 says the Apostle We are brought forth into the World as upon a stage to play a prize in the view of Heaven and Earth So that being approved we cannot but be manifest yea performing our parts well the Angels themselves shall give a plaâ—dite at our exit they shall with triumph conveigh our Souls into the Heavenly Presence Heb. 2.10 where Christ the Captain of our Salvation as Arbiter of the Combate shall bestow a Crown of Glory as the reward of Victory 1 Cor 9 25. In days then of tryal and trouble from the persecutions of Heresie Quest How may we best order our lives as such who are approved for constancy in the Faith Answ In the exercise of these Christian Duties Answ fervent Prayer sincere Obedience devout Meditation strict Watchfulness and holy Zeal 1. Fervent Prayer That God would be pleased in mercy to open the eyes and incline the hearts of the Seducers and of the seduced O Beloved you know not the vertue and efficacy of Prayer for the Conversion of Souls Prayer may do it when Preaching fails when the religious and tender mother Monica applied her self to St. Ambrose with this humble suit That he would by his learned Conference reclaim her son Augustine from his Error seduced into the blasphemous Heresie of the Maniches Though she urged her suit with sighs and that Pathetical Oratory of flowing tears yet the pious and prudent Father waves her request and returns her this answer Thy sons heat of youth and pride of sp rit does render him uncapable of my Conviction to his Conversion but thou continuing thy Prayers earnestly soliciting the Throne of Grace Aug. Confes l. 3. c. 12. Ille legendo reperiet quis ille sit error quanta impietas He shall finde by reading in how great an Error and Impiety he is involved For that Tot lachrymarum filius the son of so many tears shall not perish And that this was seasonable and saving advise the manner and method of St. Augustines Conversion evidently declares Let this then be a part of their Prayer who are approved in the Faith That God would open the eyes and incline the hearts of the Seducers and the seduced or if their Seduction be a Judgment of Reprobation and irreversible by Prayer let this be our supplication That God will defend and deliver his Church from the Policies and Practises 2 Thes 3 2. the Pertinacy and Persecution of such unreasonable men as the Apostle calls them And in our Prayers let not our hearts fail nor our faith faint for notwithstanding the thick mists and threatning storms yet God will be seen in the Mount a present help in our pressing troubles and a saving deliverance in our deepest distresses With Jehoshaphat when we know not what to do then Let our eyes be towards the Lord 2 Chron. 20.6 and if our eyes be towards God in Prayer his eye will be towards us in pity and his compassion shall bring Salvation 2. To our fervent Prayer we must joyn a sincere Obedience I doubt not but that we have many of us poured forth many Prayers breathed forth many sighs But what is the reason they have not returned as Noahs Dove Gen. 8.11 With an Olive branch of peace a gracious answer of mercy Is it not because we have sought our selves more then our God Our ease and rest more then his truth and righteousness Psal 65.2 God is a God that heareth Prayers this is a title in which he glories a glory of which he boasts So that our narrow hearts stop his flowing streams and we become straitned in our selves not in our God His Mercies are free and full our Prayers empty and vain and why are our Prayers empty and vain but because our lives are sinful and vile God is not unwilling to give but we uncapable to receive he not backward to bestow but we unfit to enjoy we seek Consolation but not in the way of Sanctification we desire Peace and rest but pursue it not in the way of Truth and Holiness Renewed hearts and reformed lives O how well how well Beloved do they suit the old Faith and antient Truth That truth in which we profess to be constant and that Faith in which we desire to be approved But oh when our sins out-cry our Prayers and our Conversations confute our Supplications no wonder if an Orthodox Church languish And a few Suppliants at the Throne of Grace have their Prayers returned into their own bosoms not availing for the publick good being strongly overborn by a publick guâ—lt Wherefore when we implore God in Prayer imitate we the Church in the Lamentations Lam. 3.41 By lifting up our hearts with our hands unto God in the Heavens Hieron in loc Now Cor cum manibus levat qui orationem operibus roborat he lifts up hâ—s heart with his hands who strengthens his Prayers with his works his hearty Devotion with his sincere Obedience 3. Devout Meditation This in the sacred Scriptures the Pandects of Divine Law from whence we argue the Panoply and Magazin from whence we arm our Tongues and Pens against all that is Heretical Onely our Meditation here must be accompanied with Humility 1 Cor. 8.1 that Knowledge puff not up with Pride And therefore herein especially do we exercise our Humility in not being over-confident of our own knowledge for alas when the best know most how far are they from knowing half of what is contained in the Mysteries of the Grace and Gospel of Christ For that Hierom in Eph. 3. Singuli sermones syllabae apices puncta in divinis scripturis plena sunt sensibus so St. Hierom every word every syllable every letter every title Chrys Proaem Câ—m in Ep. ad Rom. Dam Scripturae bonae intelliguntur non bene quod in eis non bene intelligitur etiam temerè audacter asseritur Aug. Tract 18. in Joan. Id. Aug. in the sacred Scriptures is full of mystery and divine meaning Now from hence are all Heresies even 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 from a not knowing the Scriptures so St. Chrysostome and St. Augustine more fully hereby men become Heretical when they have not a right understanding of the sacred Scriptures and what they rightly understand not through ignorance they rashly assert with boldness Wherefore when we meditate upon the sacred Scriptures meeting with some more secret and amazing mysteries let our humility teach us that there Melior est fidelis ignorantia
his power dedicate thy soul to his Worship and submit thy whole man to his sway and government So shall his Spirit of Union be unto thee a Spirit of Unction 1 Joh 2.27 as of Union to incorporate thee into himself so of Unction to consecrate thee to his service yea of Consolation too to assure thee of thine heavenly inheritance by vertue of thy Communion with him in his Fulness 2. Administer we Comfort to the Faithful amidst their private troubles of Soul and amidst the publick calamities of the Church 1. Amidst their private troubles of Soul That Isa 50.10 howsoever they may for a while walk in darkness Mal. 4 2. clouded with some distress of conscience yet shall Christ the Sun of righteousness arise upon their souls with healing in his wings and in a communion of his fulness their souls shall be calm'd with a serenity of peace crown'd with the joy of faith refreshed with the preapprehensions of Gods glorious presence and this as the clusters of the heavenly Canaan Rom 8.23 as the earnest of their future inheritance as the pledge of their eternal redemption In all the faintings and languishings then of soul this is the sustaining comfort of the faithful that they have Christ neer at hand to succor and save them Eph. 3.8 with him they have a sacred communion in his unsearchable riches of grace and love riches unsearchable not as if they could not be found but because they cannot be fathomed an inexhaustible treasure Of which as Christ is the Depositary so is he the Dispenser Jam. 15 6. giving liberally to them that ask by prayer and pray in faith 2. Amidst the publique calamities of the Church of which calamities that of spiritual captivity is the greatest Thus when Jeroboam had usurp'd the Throne this was Israels captivity in their own land 1 King 12.26 27 c. that they must worship the Calves lest going up to Jerusalem worshipping God according to his Word should mind them too much of their revolt and so bring them back in their allegiance to the house of David Yea the slavery of Soul was that made Babylons captivity more grievous to the Jews then that of Egypt In Egypt their Religion was free Dan. 3.15 though their Persons were in bondage In Babylon they must either fall down and worship the Image or be cast into the fiery furnace Now in this or any other publique calamities of the Church behold the comfort of the faithful That sure they are by vertue of the Churches communion with Christ as the Head in his wisdom and power grace and mercy by how much her distress is the more grievous and mournful by so much her deliverance shall be the more glorious and joyous Thus when the Lord brought back the captivity of Sion Ps 126.1 saith the Church in her Song of praise then were we like unto them that dream The deliverance was so sudden and so strange that it seemed to be not a vision of the day but a dream of the night The manner and method of Gods providence so wonderful that as if none could imagine it being awake they are rhetorically said to dream it being in a sleep And as this deliverance of the Church was wonderful and strange so glorious and joyous glorious to the astonishment of her enemies joyous to the exultation of her friends v. 2. these acknowledging with praise those confessing with envy the Lord hath done great things for them 3. Do we hereby declare we have communion with Christ by denying our selves by denying our own strength of reason seeing he is our wisdom denying our own merit of works seeing he is our righteousness denying our own lustful affections seeing he is our Sanctification and denying our whole selves seeing he is our Redemption Yea see we to this that we declare our heavenly communion by our heavenly conversation Live we as such whose life is hid with Christ in God Col. 3 3. live as such who profess a fellowship with the faithful and expect society with the Angels as such who are fellow-citizens with the Saints Eph. 2.19 and of the houshold of God yea live we as such who wait for the glorious appearing of the Son of God and to be received into the heavenly Jerusalem that City of Holiness Rev. 21.27 into which no unclean thing shall enter Lastly do we with enlarged desires and ravished affections even with all the holy vigor of inflamed hearts recount the great love and extoll the due praises of our God and of our Jesus and of the good Spirit of grace for all the great work of our eternal salvation effectually applied in our Spiritual communion with Christ as He is the Head of the body the Church the beginning the first-born from the dead c. THE SECOND SERMON UPON Coloss 1. v. 18 19. He is the Head of the Body the Church who is the beginning the first-born from the dead c. Introduction Acts 1.10 OUR Lord Jesus Christ he is ascended and whilst we in devotion as his Apostles in admiration do gaze after him see the solemnity of his triumph Sin and Satan Death and Hell his and our mortal enemies whom he vanquished in his Passion and whom he scattered in his Resurrection Eph. 4.8 those he leads captive in his Ascension It was indeed the manner of the Nations most frequently and most solemnly practised by the Romans to take the spoil of the enemy in the field and after victory to ride in triumph thorow the City Heb. 2.10 And thus the Apostle speaks of Christ the Captain of our Salvation having spoiled principalities and powers 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Col. 2.15 he made a shew of them openly leading them about in publick triumph and then it was that Christ did spoil Satan and the Infernal spirits of all their principality and power when he disarmed them of their weapons and brake in pieces their ensigns even the strength of sin the curse of the Law and the sting of death of these he spoiled them in the open field of his Passion where the battel was fought he not giving up the ghost till he had cancelled the hand-writing of Ordinances Vers 14. and nailed it to his Cross And Christ having thus vanquished and spoiled his enemies in campo victoriae in the field of Victory his Passion he after Triumphs in his Cross as in sella Regia or curru Triumphali his Chair of State or Triumphal Chariot in his Ascension And being Triumphantly ascended see him royally entertained into the heavenly places see a Celestial Chore of holy Angels leading the host of Heaven to the Gates of Sion Where they welcome their Lord and our Jesus into the heavenly Jerusalem with that or the like divine Anthem Lift up your heads O ye gates and be ye lift up Psal 24.7 8 c. ye everlasting doors and the King of Glory
thing have I desired of the Lord that will I seek after that I may dwell in the house of the Lord c. See David here right according to his own Emblem Ps 42.1 even as the Hart panting after the water-brooks As the Hart so he wounded and pursued wounded with distress and pursued with danger he pants after the water-brooks eagerly longs after the refreshing comforts of Gods Sanctuary Division In the Division of the words observe two general parts Davids Petition with its Divine Reason 1. Davids Petition One thing have I desired of the Lord that I will seek after that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life 2. The divine reason of Davids Petition To behold the beauty of the Lord and to enquire c. In the first General observe two Particulars the Object and the Acts. The Object 1. Emphatically asserted to be unum one thing 2. That one thing expresly described to be this That I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life This the Object Secondly the Acts they are two The one speaks the inward affection that of desire the other speaks his eager prosecution of what he desired in seeking after it One thing have I desired of the Lord that will I seek after that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life This is Davids Petition to which he is moved by a twofold reason of Delight and of Devotion 1. Of Delight relating to the types and the antitypes the shadowing figures and glorious mysteries even a beholding the beauty of the Lord. 2. That of Devotion relating to the Oracle and the Altar the Incense and the Sacrifice to which answers our Preaching and Prayer with the Administration of the Sacraments And this David calls a visiting or an enquiring into Gods temple Thus the wounded Hart pants thus Davids troubled soul longs and longing breaths forth his distress concentred in this Petition One thing have I desired of the Lord c. Explic. First General Davids Petition and therein the Object emphatically asserted to be unum one thing In the beginning of the Psalm David keeps an Audit of his Souls accounts reckoning up the large incomes and lasting treasures of Gods bounty grace and mercy the sum whereof is this The Lord is my light and my life my strength and my salvation And now where shall David design his presence but where is his light where shall he desire his person but where is his strength where shall he wish his soul but where is his life and where shall he fix his habitation but where is his salvation even in communion with his God and this especially in the holy Worship of his Sanctuary No wonder then if above all things he desires and seeks after this one thing to dwell in the house of the Lord c. There are quos interpellat ad desiderandum finis ipse desiderandi says Tertullian well Tert. de paen Isa 57.20 There are those whom the end of one desire provoketh to another fluctuating souls whose motion is that of a troubled Sea in continual waves and no wonder if the Needle flit up and down the Compass whilst it is not fixt upon his Pole So no wonder if the mind of man wanders in multiplicity of desires whilst 't is not fixt upon Davids unum his one thing the enjoyment of his God 1 Pet. 2.11 We are here strangers and pilgrims The soul then pursuing sensual delights may haply find some Inne for a nights lodging but no house to make its home no object to make its center Our right habitation can there only be where is our true contentation our repose where is our rest and that is God and this by communion with him in Christ which communion with him in Christ we have in his ordinances and Christs ordinances are in Gods house Gods house then is that one thing above all things which most conduceth to the good of souls yea and welfare of States For no Nation ever prospered in which Gods house was prophaned and when judgment reacheth the Sanctuary who shall secure the City Ezec◠9 ◠6. Ps 75.3 Gen 32.26 The Prayers of the Church are the prosperity of a People whose united force is beyond that of men and Angels it prevails with God Eph. 2.3 it overcomes the Almighty not letting him go without a blessing But from whence is the Churches unity why from Loves union From which union of love it is that the faithful become 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 fellow-members of the same mystical body fellow heirs of the same eternal Kingdom fellow-citizens of the same heavenly Jerusalem Yea such is the communion of love as not only makes many one but also one many hereby 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 so S. Chrysostom love not only combines ten thousand into one but also multiplies one into ten thousand For look how many lovers a man hath so manifold he is he hath so many eyes to see for him so many ears to hear for him so many feet to go for him so many hands to work for him so many tongues to speak for him and so many hearts to pray for him Thus the prayers of the Church by a communion of love become each mans in particular which are all theirs in the general And this is the incomparable benefit of the Churches Liturgy generally received that each one hath ten times ten thousand together imploring at the Throne of grace for that blessing he singly sues for Oh the sweet delight of those Closet contemplations when we could take a view of all the Congregations in England at one time of the Lords day in one place of the Lords house in one posture of bended knees and of lift up hands and eyes and hearts breathing one Prayer and closing one Amen! Oh how lovely were this in the sight of Angels how acceptable in the presence of God thus at once in an united force to wrestle with him for a blessing Gen. 32.14 as did Jacob And as such the Prayers such also the Praises of the Church the Militant being Eccho to the Triumphant Holy holy Isa 6.3 so in the Te Deum to Holy Lord God of Hosts that Song of the Cherubims in heaven and of Saints on earth Oh! had we this sacred Unity how soon would vanish our hateful Divisions O that all mens Ambitions and Covetousness were concentred in the Unity of David's desire to enjoy God in his Sanctuary to dwell in his house and devote themselves to his holy worship This the first particular of Davids Petition as to the Object emphatically asserted to be unum one thing 2. We proceed to this one thing as it is expresly described A dwelling in the house of the Lord. Of all the creatures God still hath some whom he calleth his as separate by a particular dedication and sanctification to himself Thus
go out upon the Altar not letting our devotion cool in Gods presence especially when we present our selves at the Table of the Lord that sacred solemnity of the blessed Eucharist Oh that we could here compose our Souls to Davids frame That seeing God in Christ is the Center of all holy delights we may make the enjoyment of his presence and communion the Center of all hearty desires and then say in an humble faith and ardent fervor of devotion One thing have I desired of the Lord and that I will seek after that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life c. THE SECOND SERMON UPON PSAL. 27.4 To behold the Beauty of Lord and to enquire in his Temple Introduction Psal 87.2 GOD that loveth the Gates of Sion above all the habitations of Jacob he prefers the Publick Services of the Church before the Private Worship of the Closet 2 Sam. 7.16 Zech. 3.8 Wherefore Davids zeal to the Building and Zorobabels to the rebuilding the Temple and House of God it was rewarded and incouraged by the promise of the Messiah issuing from their loyns And if the holy zeal of building and restoring the House of God had the promise of Christ in the flesh sure I am the blinde zeal of prophaneing and destroying Gods House can have no communion with Christ in the Spirit For observe we how the Prophet Haggai foretels That Hag. 11.9 the glory of the latter House should be greater then that of the former the glory of Zorobabels Temple greater then that of Solomons which could not be meant as to the outward structure or the inward ornaments the latter House wanting what gave the excellency to the former even the Ark of the Covenant the Heavenly Fire the overshadowing Cloud the Urim and Thummim and the gift of Prophecy which gift of Prophecy was onely supplied by an Eccho which the Hebrews call Bath Kol the Daughter of a Voice revealing sometimes something of the Will of God Such a Voice was heard in the Temple before Titus besieged Jerusalem Joseph Bel. Jud. l. 7. c. 12. Migremus hinc Let us be gone hence Now all that glory being wanting in the latter Temple What made it more glorious then the former I answer It was the presence and manifestation of Christ in the flesh who was the substance of those Figures the Body of which the Temples glory was but a shadow And if this was the glory of the Jews Temple That Christ in the flesh was there manifested and presented unto God shall it not be much more the glory of our Christian Oratories That there Christ in his Word and Sacraments is preached and exhibited unto us Christ is present in all places Rev. 2.1 but is said To walk in the midst of the Golden Candlesticks Present he is in the Congregation of the Saints by a special ministration of the Spirit declaration of his Will and communication of his Grace there his Power is evidenced his Arm revealed his Body and Blood exhibited Who is it then but will delight to dwell in that House where the refreshing Food is Christs Body and the chearing Wine his Blood the ravishing Beauty the light of his countenance and the sweet repose his Arms of Love yea where the blest Fellowship is that of Angels and Saints and the onely service Gods holy worship However then the ambitious mindes sore aloft and with restless wing pursue their wordly glory yea how ever voluptuous Epicures set themselves to the injoyment of their sensual delights whatsoever they cost them though body and soul and all yet fix we our desires on Davids one thing which is as much beyond comparison as it is above exception even To dwell in the House of the Lord This the centre of Davids Prayer the main object of his longing desires and eager importunities the thing he sues and seeks for so says the Psalmist One thing have I desired of the Lord that will I seek after that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life to behold the beauty of the Lord and to enquire in his Temple We proceed to the second General part The Divine Reason of Davids Petition which is twofold of Delight and of Devotion First Of Delight To behold the Beauty of the Lord Secondly Of Devotion To enquire in his Temple We begin with the first particular that of Delight To behold the Beauty of the Lord. To behold the Beauty of the Lord Why what commerce hath Earth with Heaven finite with infinite flesh with spirit dust and ashes with majesty and glory man with God O the gracious sweetness of divine love God descends to exalt man the Creator humbles himself to a communion with his Creature and to so near a communion as to make his Spirit mans life his grace mans comliness his wing mans shadow his hand mans strength his heart mans rest his beauty mans delight and his embraces mans repose This Beauty of the Lord is of too glorious a ray to be beheld otherways then under avail and therefore it is the goodness of our Maker to exhibite himself not according to the strength of his glory but according to the weakness of our capacity The object is proportioned to the faculty the Creatures are as the Waters and his Word and Sacraments as the Mirrors which represent God by reflexion whose glory we cannot look upon in a direct Beam And thus did David behold the Beauty of the Lord in his Sanctuary Heb. 9.2 3 c. as represented in Types and Figures for we finde in the first Tabernacle called Holy the Candlestick and the Table and the Shew-bread and in the second Tabernacle called The Holy of Holies we finde the Golden Censer the Ark the Manna Aarons Rod the Tables of the Covenant the Cherubims of Glory and the Mercy Seat Now this Tabernacle and Sanctuary did aptly represent the Church of Christ whose Militant part through the vail of Faith does contemplate the glory of God and our Lord Jesus Christ is our 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 our Great High Priest Heb 4.14 by whom we have access unto the Father in the Holy of Holies that is the Highest Heavens The Brazen Laver did signifie our Baptism and Repentance the Sacrifice of Burnt offerings the Mortification of our Lusts the Altar of Incensé our Oblations of Prayers the Golden Candlestick the Preachers of the Gospel and the Lights thereof their holy Doctrine the Table of Shew-bread did prefigure the Sacrament of the Eucharist and the Communion of Saints The Holy of Holies did represent the Heavenly State of the Church Triumphant there being the Ark of the Covenant the Personal and Corporal presence of Christ the Golden Propitiatory his glorious Humanity and the Table of the Law his perfect Obedience the Cherubims wings did represent the Ministry of Angels from above which heavenly Spirits God shews forth his glory in a beatifical