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A14612 The contrition of a Protestant preacher, converted to be a Catholiqve scholler conteyning certayne meditations vpon the fourth penitentiall psalme, Miserere / composed by Iames Waddesworth, Bachlour of Diuinitie in the Vniversity of Cambridge, & late parson of Cotton, and of Great-Thorneham in the County of Suffolke, who went into Spaine with the Kinges Maiesties first Embassadour-Legier, as his chaplayne ... Wadsworth, James, 1572?-1623. 1615 (1615) STC 24924.5; ESTC S2953 166,461 144

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efficacy of thy generall medicin which is great mercy declare the variety of thy manifolde skill in multitude of miserations Thou arte miserator misericors pitifull in great mercy mercifull in multitude of pity in great mercy hauing the inwarde bowells of compassion and in multitude of pity shewing the outward actions fruites of commiseration I crye with that distressed man in the gospell if thou wilte thou canst make me whole thou canste by the greatnes of thy mercy thou wilte for the multitude of thy miserations Haue mercy on me O God according to thy great mercy and according to thy miserations blotte out my iniquity wash me yet more from my iniquity and cleanse me from my sinne 3. Miserere Shew mercy on me by blotting out the iniquity of my harte miserere by washing away the wickednes of my lippes miserere by cleansing all the sinnes of my handes By desire of blotting of washing of clensing I acknowledge my sinnes to be vgly and ill fauored to the eye to be filthy in the touche to be lothsome to the smel o cleanse this lothsomenes washe this filthynes blotte out this vglynes Beside these my sinnes are great in quantity many in number and diuerse in kinde o therfore let my great sinnes finde great mercy let my many sinnes haue multitude of miserations and being of sundry sortes I haue neede to be seuerally washed from my iniquity and clensed from my sinne from iniquity of commission and from sinnes of omission THE MISERABLE EFFECTS OF SINNE are declared according to the Scholmen and some shorte petitions for mercy are made against their misery Sect. 2. 1. THe misery of sinne in generall is lamentable therfore let vs all cry miserere but my sinnes in particuler are abominable wherfore I must say miserere mei haue mercye on mee He must be allmighty who can be able to helpe our generall and lamentable misery and to succour me from my abhominable sinnes he must be one most merrcifull but who is so mighty in power and so mercifull in fauor excepte it be only thou O Lorde who arte the Creator of the worlde and the Redeemer of mankinde wherfore vnto thee I directe my prayer haue mercy vpon mee O God 2. All sinne is a separation of the soule from God as therfore the soule being separated from our body we are corporally dead so when by sinne we are separated from God then we are dead in soule Mortall sinne consistes in auersion from God doth separate vs totally veniall sinne doth also separate thoughe but in parte yet by remissenes it loseneth the feruor of our affection In mortall sinne we are dead therfore miserere haue mercye on a dead man in venial sinne we are as in a sound or a sicke fleepe therfore miserere haue mercy on a weake faynte man In mortall sinne we receiue a wounde which doth kill vs therfore miserere as on a man mortally wounded in veniall sinne we receiue a wounde which doth blemish vs therefore miserere as on a man with many spottes deformed yea so diuerse are the spottes of veniall sinnes that thoughe by Gods grace we can euer avoyde any one or all at someteine yet not euer at all times all veniall faultes and of this kinde it is said the iust man offendeth seauen times a day naming a certeyn number for an vncerteyne because more or lesse in many thinges we offend all therfore in our penance for them we must purpose in generall to diminishe them all to absteyne as much as we can from euery one in particuler thoughe we cannot from all in vniuersall and in our prayers against them we haue neede to say miserere o be mercifull to theses frailtyes blemishes of our life that in the merites bloud of our Lord Iesus we may haue all spottes at our death washed of our faces all teares wiped from our eyes 3. Whersoeuer there is misery there is neede of mercy but there is misery in all sinne 1. by Corruption of nature 2. by Deformity of the soule 3. by Guiltynes of punishment In nature we had 1. the essence or substance of our Being 2. An Inclination to vertue 3. the gifte of originall iuctice Our substance indeede and our Being is not corrupted nor diminished but our vertuous disposition is by sinne diminished and we haue quite loste our Originall justice And thoughe all our Vertuous inclination be not so quite rooted out but that there remayne in vs certyen seedes of morality yet according to our custome practise of sinne more or lesse we doo lay caste so many impedimentes as great stones vpon this roote that thoughe it retayne his nature hidden in the grounde yet as ouerburdened with sinne his sprowtes are so suppressed that seldome hardely it can bringe forthe true fruite of vertue vntill throughe Gods grace we remoue these hinderances The deformity of the soule is caused by the blottes spottes of sinne as spottes are blemishes of some comelynes so in the soule there is a double beauty blemished by sinne One is the clearenes of naturall reasō another is the brightnes of supernaturall light of wisdome grace but euer by sinne we doo blemish eyther one or both of these which spotte as the shadowe of a body keepeth off the lighte and as seuerall bodyes giue seuerall shadowes so seuerall blottes procede of seuerall sinnes as long as any body of sinne is betwene vs these lightes so long we shall be folowed with these shadowes spottes vntill we be illuminated by the brightenes of Gods mercy grace for thoughe the action of sinne cease wherby we did separate our selues from Gods lighte yet the blemish doth remayne which maketh the shadowe And as he who is departed into darkenes from a brighte place is not presently in lighte agayne so soone as he ceaseth to go but he must come backe or else remayne in the darke so before we can returne to the lighte which we loste it is not enoughe to cease from sinne so stand still but we must haue in our Will a contrary motion to that which before we had to come into the lighte of grace to proceede in the pathe of goodnes And these are our miserable deformityes 4. The misery of our guiltynes vnto punishment must needes folowe where the faulte is gone before for as when nature findes his contrary it labors to suppresse it so because sinne is opposite to order it should not be suffered Wherfore our will being subject to three orderly gouernors when it transgresseth against any of them it may be punished by them It is firste subject to our owne reason secondly to humane gouernement and thirdly to the order of Gods authority and accordingly when we offend against these orders of our reason of humane or of deuine lawes we are to be punished by the remorse and byting of our owne conscience
into like misery no such mercy is in our Lorde vpon any of these considerations for he is neither subiect to humane affection nor to feare nor any way in hazarde of changeable infelicity 2. And among men thoughe charity be the greatest of all vertues because it vnites ioynes vs as inferiors to God our beste highest Superior yet in God who is aboue all creatures vpon which he powreth out all the godnes they haue receiues nothing from any other to himselfe in him mercy is the greatest of all vertues to him therfore the Churche saith it is proper more then to any herein his omnipotency most to be manifested For thoughe the vertues attributes of God be in himselfe equall yet in their effectes operations towardes his creatures one may appeare more or lesse then another so here S. Augustin saith that mercy miserations be all one S. Bernarde calls miserations the daughters of mercy which are diuerse in sundry streames yet all one water of the same founteyn as in a garden-water potte the water within is all one in substance with those many spinning streames yssuing out of those seuerall holes 3. Aristotle said that no place of the worlde is alltogether empty eyther of ayre or some what else yet he could not tell wherof it was full so well as Dauid who said All the worlde is full of the mercy of our Lord. Another philosopher being asked what was greatest of all answered Locus place is greatest for place which conteyneth all is greater then those thinges which are conteyned but Dauid would haue said it is our Lordes mercy which is aboue all his workes so all places giues place as inferior to his mercy takes place within it as lesser then his mercy In heauen his mercye shynes in glory on earthe he raynes mercy both on the iuste iniuste his mercy is in purgatory where sowles are purifyed prepared for heauen yea euen in hell there is some parte of his mercy for as he rewardes his Angells Sayntes much aboue their merites so punisheth the diuells the damned both lesse then their demerites and not so much as he is able 4. These are thy mercyes O God which none can deny but we humbly desire releife pardon according to thy great mercy to blotte out our iniquity in the multitude of thy miserations thy justice o lord reacheth vnto the heighte of mounteynes thy truthe vnto the clowdes thy great mercye to the heauens and the multitude of thy miserations is aboue all thy workes O let vs taste of these mercyes sent downe from thee to vs and deriued by vs to others that we may learne to be mercifull as thou arte mercifull And so in thy day of iustice iudgment if we haue bene mercifull we shall obteyne mercy when it shall not be so much recounted that Abel was murdred for his good sacrifice that Noah tooke care to saue the olde world that Abrahā was faithfull that Moses deliuered the lawe that Elias went vp to heauē in a charyot that S. Peter was crucified with his head downeward that S. Paul was beheaded that S. Laurence was broyled or S. Edmonde our English king a martyr shotte full of arrowes as it shall be there demāded what workes of mercy euery one hath performed especially in feeding the hungry clothing the naked or visiting the sicke imprisoned O teach vs to be mercifull in such smal matters that we may find great mercy at thy handes and in euery one of thy fingers multitude of miserations Great mercy o God because thou arte great and it fittes thee not to giue little great mercy because our necessityes haue neede of great supplyes our offences are great our punishments deserue to be great therfore what can we aske lesse then great mercy 5. And according to the multitude of thy miserations blotte out my iniquity O thou who doost forgiue very often euen seauenty times seuen times we are many offenders and are guilty of exceeding many sinnes in many thinges offending all euery day many times a day o shew the multitude of thy miserations vpon such multitudes of offences of times of persons pardoning so many sinners for so many crimes so many times repeated O blotte them out as thou hast said by the Prophet Esay that thou arte he who blotteth out our iniquityes for thine owne sake And Ieremy saith our sinnes are grauen in a harde Adamante stone with an yron pen who can blotte out such a recorde euen thou only o mighty redeemer who by thy handes nayled to the crosse wert blotting out all handewrytinges against vs O raze and blotte out we entreate thee all the sinnes accusations which Satan writes against vs O blotte them out not to be read and scrape them out as blottes not to be seene for otherwise they will blotte our names out of thé booke of the liuing Del● put out or take away from thy sighte or vewe all spottes from our soule all memory from thy booke all byting wormes from our conscience all sinnefull appetites from our affections all vnlawfull consent from our desires O blotte out all malice or frailty from our will and out of our vnderstanding all error blindnes In the vertue of thy precious bloud and by the sacramēt of extreme Vnctiō we beseech thee blotte out at our death all the sinnefull delightes of our eyes all the follyes of our eares all vanityes of our smelling all the iniquityes of our tōgue all the voluptuousnes of our touche or of our taste all vnserchable or secret sinne of our hartes all the idlenes or wickednes of our handes all the forwardnes of our feete to committe euill all the slackenes or crookednes of our wayes vnto good O Iesu helpe vs by wyping out our blottes now to cleāse our soules euer by great mercy to forgiue our sinnes OF THE GREAT CARE VVE MVST VSE to purge all sinne and that we our selues must doo herin some diligence not standing idle to leaue all vnto Christe Sect. 6. 1. WAsh me yet more from mine iniquity cleanse me from my sinne O lorde I haue so much offended that me thinkes I cannot well enoughe expresse my guiltynes nor enoughe begge remedye nor can I tell when I haue enoughe repented Amplius laua me wash me yet more both from the filthynes and allso the stinkingnes of all wickednes wash me from iniquity which is filthy and cleanse me from sinne which stinketh from sinne against God from iniquity eyther against my neighbor or against my selfe yet more both from the heynousnes of that which is paste that I be perfectly cured and least I should fall agayne from the dangerousnes of that which may come Let not the prophet complayne against me saying O how vile arte thou become iterating thy wayes all sinne in my soule is like lothsome stinking durte on my
fall they may be raysed and they who are admitted into secret grace ought allso to praye that from so dangerous a fall they may be preserued And in particuler thou o my soule must acknowledge thy selfe vnworthy of those graces which thou haste receiued which if they be small in comparison of those which our lord can giue or others doo receiue yet are they many and great and more then any way thou diddest deserue Or how can the sunne send much lighte or plenty of beames into a howse which hath but small windowes O my soule if thou desire more lighte set open all thy windowes O holy spirite of truth● and secret wisdome shyne yet more into my harte to shew me all necessary truthe which thou doost loue and still to manifest vnto me the secret doubtfull thinges of thy wisdome 8. O let me see and consider how great mercyes I haue receiued that I may be thākfull how I did merite nothing or rather how much I did demerite that I may be humble and how vnprofitably I doo vse them that I may be ashamed I fled from catholique truthe which thou louest and yet thou diddest so loue me that thou diddest make me loue thy catholique truth which I declined now I loue this truthe which hath giuen me knowledge of thee and how am I bound to loue thee who diddest bring me to this knowledge of truthe O what sweete secrets be in this loue they are doubtfull to such as neuer tasted them because secret and to such they are secret because they loue not thee who doost manifest the secrets of they wisdome to none but such as doo embrace the truthe which thou doost loue This is thy wisdome not to caste spirituall pearles before ea●thly swyne nor to hide thy heauenty treasures from weake sucklinges or simple harted soules 9. But how shall I prayse thy goodnes o lord and in particuler to my selfe In the gospell it is said thou wouldest not suffer diuells to enter into swyne but with me thou haste cast diuells out of a swyne Doo I debase my selfe to say so Beholde o lorde thou louest truthe I knowe no swyne so filthy and so degenerate from his kinde as I was being a Protestante from they truthe If S. Mary Magdalene had seauen diuells of vices how many had I of heresyes Vnto her many sinnes were forgiuen because she loued much O lord I haue loued but a little how many sinnes hast thou forgiuen me thy wisdome hath reuealed my doubtes and manifested vnto me thy secrets I fondly doubted where was no cause of doubte but I am resolued by thy wisdome I was compassed with lighte and yet I did not discerne lighte because I wanted harty loue vnto thy catholique truthe For I firste loued not thee but thou diddest preuent me with thy loue prosecute me with thy grace and so finally diddest imparte vnto me the secrets of thy wisdome which are the mysteryes of thy catholique faith which now I doo beleeue thou haste not dealte thus with euery sinner nor vnto thousandes better then my selfe hast thou manifested as vnto me the secret and doubtfull thinges of thy wisdome 10. O infinite incomprehensible bounty what did thy majesty beholde in my basenes nothing verely but thine owne loue wherwith thou haddest disposed prepared my harte to be vnpartiallie desirous of truthe this desire and this loue thou diddest first giue me afterwarde by these thou diddest draw me nearer vnto thee O swete Iesu who doost neither accepte nor rewarde any thing which thy selfe haste not first giuen thou haste giuen me loue of truthe and manifested vnto me the doubtfull secret thinges of thy wisdome I doe enterteyne them as pledges earnest pence of m● hope election o let me so keepe and euer reteyne them that I may neuer be ashamed nor confounded in them Let them be meanes of thy better seruice and no way occasions of my greater condemnacion I haue tasted of thy loue I am acquaynted with thy secrets I am partaker of thy mysteryes let me rather dye then fayle or be faynte-harted and sooner torne in peices then become ingratefull I was most vnworthy to receiue them and seing of meere mercy thou hast bestowed these talentes vpon me I desire to retaine them with much thankefullnes and throughe thy grace with some gaynes of merite O blessed Sauiour accepte what thou haste giuen O holy virgin and all the Angells and Sayntes of heauen giue continuall thankes prayse vnto our lord God for me who am not able to thinke much lesse to declare how I owe my selfe MEDITAT●ON VI. Asperges me Domine hysopo mundabor lauabis me super niuem dealbabor Auditui meo dabis gaudium laetitiam exultabunt ossa humiliata Thou shalte sprinkle me with hysope o lord and I shal be cleansed thou shalte washe me I shal be made white aboue snowe Vnto my hearing thou wilte giue ioye gladnes and my humbled bones shall reioyce THE VSE OF CEREMONYES DECLARED by a picture and the propertyes of hysope whervnto they maybe alluded Sect. 1. 1. THe priestes of Moyses lawe doo purifye by sprinkling of bloud with hysope and so they cleansed in a type or figure 1. such as must eat the paschall lambe 2. such as were defiled by touching the dead 3 such as were infected with leprosy 4. or those who being penitent did offer sacrifice for their sinnes O Lorde as one who haue neede of all these I looke not so much to the outwarde Ceremonyes as I hope to be partaker of thy inwarde grace by the bloud of that paschal lambe who is allso a sacrifice for the pollution sinne of all the worlde 2. In this actuall sprinkling of hysope and clensing application of our Sauiours merites and of his death and passion we doo liue we doo bleeue we doo hope we doo merite we doo labor worke our saluation with feare trembling and not as Protestantes te●ch by only faith and so with presumptuous beleeuing 3. Let others therfore be content alone with colors of imputation our soules desire to be allso innocent in substance We respecte not so much the outward figure of hysope as the inward vertue of our deare Sauiours deare bloud Types and ceremonyes are excellent ordinances yet we doo lifte vp our mindes highe● and by occasion of these we doo more often remember more deuoutly apprehend the truthes which they doo signifye Some paynted Tables are so cutte paynted that one way they resemble a beautifull face another way a deathes head and a certeyn artificiall workeman made such a like picture of Moyses brasen serpent hauing vnde● it a multitude of Israelites looking vpwarde to be cured of the stinging of fiery serpentes and aboue it he placed a looking glasse in such a situation that when he opened or drew a curtayne hanging before the said picture which thoughe whiles it was couered you saw nothing in the glasse and thoughe
wonderfull loue and bitter passion with such attentiue reuerence such reuerent loue and such louing attention that most effectually we may euer obteyne the blessed communion of all thine infinite mercyes and goodnes In this treasure is hidden the value worthe of more then many hundred markes let others threaten prisons or by their lawes make it felony or treason to be present or assistante at this heauenly sacrifice of the masse yet let all zealous Catholiques rather yeild and loose their liues then not to render vnto God this diuine and deuoute seruice and so to be partakers of the vnualewable merites of this most holy and precious sacrifice 6. O my soule let vs frequent these holy mysteryes of the masse as the dayly bread of our life here we haue spirituall foode medicine it giues vs foode for nourishment in grace and it affoardes vs medicine for remedye against sinne O come we will offer it as a sacrifice and receiue it as a sacrament as it is a sacrifice it payes the debtes of the offerer and as it is a sacrament it giueth iustice to the receiuer O sacrifice of Iustice make me iuste and be my sacrifice O most gracious Sauiour let my soule melt in thy loue let me be partaker of thy grace thou werte once offered in thy selfe and thou arte euery day offered in this sacrament O be my sacrifice by the firste by the second make me iuste O sacrifice of iustice O mirrour of loue O treasure of grace did euer any loue so willingly paye an enemyes debte or who hath suffered torments for his freinds with like rigor of iustice was there euer any fauour and grace more plentifull or so riche as this vnestimable sacrifice O sacrifice of iustice make me iust and be my sacrifice All●houghe according to Saint Bernards vision I haue no Title vnto heauen by mine owne iustice alone yet my Sauiour hath a double iust clayme of merite and inheritance one for himselfe and the other for me O ●weete Sauiour throughe thy sacrifice make me so iust that I may inherite heauen by thy iustice and be thou my sacrifice and my Iesus 7. It is not diligence enoughe for the sicke or wounded to knowe that in the Apothecaryes shoppe be salues and medicines which can heale him or who will excuse a soldyer vnarmed in the feild because he knowes there are weapons and armor in the Garrison O no we must by daily and particuler exercise of religion apply the merites of our Sauiour and alwayes stand girded and put vpon vs the armour of our lord Iesus if we will be defended from the Diuells and Hell or if we will be cured from sinne and imperfection as Esay said I●xtà est qui iustificat me he is here at hande who iustifyeth me Not alone i● the churche where I shoulde be and yet am not present nor only vpon the Altar before which I am kneeling in body whiles my harte is absent But i●xta est he is where I am and I am where he is O deare Iesus be my Iesus and vouchsafe in some good sorte that as of S. Gertrude so of me thou maist say In corde eius inuenies me in his harte you shall find in me or at least O lorde let my hart be alwayes found and founded in thee O let me be partaker of thy sacrifice of iustice by offering vp all my doinges sufferinges in the company with the value of thy iust merites not only to haue parte in thy merites by offring this sacrifice but allso to become parte of thy selfe by receiuing this sacrament to haue participation with thee withall thy Sayntes who serue thee O giue vnto vs the efficacy of this sacrament and accept for vs the dignity of this sacrifice that so we may become one with thee in grace as thou diddest become one with vs in nature not by changing thy selfe into our bodily substance but by assuming of vs into thy spirituall qualityes by this sacrament receiued making vs to be thine by this sacrifice offered making thy selfe to be ours to be cleansed from our euill in the one and in the other to be enriched with thy goodnes both making our owne merites to be of more worth by this sacrifice and by this sacrament to make all thy merites to become ours SOME CONSIDERATIONS PERTEYNING to the deuout hearing of masse and ending of our life Sect. 6. 1. O sacrifice of justice an oblation and a whole burnte offeringe more worth then all the calues in the worlde which can be laid vpon thine Altar A medicine saith S. Cyprian to heale all infirmityes and to purge all iniquityes A sacrifice as S. Augustin said which in it selfe alone conteyneth all the vertue and more then all the valewe of all the sacrifices in the olde lawe Vnto this they were then all referred and in this they are nowe all included All their lambes their goates their oxen their fatlinges their pigeons their turtles all their beastes and birdes all their fruites and herbes all their meat offringes their drinke offringes and whole burnte offringes all their oblations for sinne or for thankes in sorowe or with ioye all of them must giue place vnto this for in this alone they are all conteyned accomplished and perfited 2. Wherfore let vs frequent hearing of Masse with all deuotion for it is a sacrifice of iustic● aboue all other sacrifices let vs bow downe our heades and our hartes firste to accuse confesse our owne faultes defectes with sorowe humility let vs secondly lifte vp our hartes our handes to magnifye prayse our Lordes mercy goodnes with ioye gladnes Thirdly let vs stand vp on our feete as ready to obey his Gospell and professing to beleeue his Creede let vs fourthly offer adore the sacrifice and the substance of so diuine a mysterye by acknowledgment of our homage vnto him and with remembrance of his passion for vs so to yeild him our duty for all his benefites and to entreat him for his pity to all our sinnes Fiftly let vs accompany this most effectuall sacrifice with our supplications petitions in generall particuler for the whole churche for our selues for our Benefactors our freindes for the liuing for the dead and for all the communion of sayntes in all our necessityes wantes of our bodyes goods liues or soules Sixtely let vs prepare proceede to be partakers of the communion at least spiritually desiring our Lordes peace his mercy considering our vile vnworthynes his incomparable loue And seuenthly let vs conclude with all thankesgiuing liuely cherfullnes for this sacrifice all other his benefites for his infinite loue vnspeakable goodnes reioycing vnto him for that which is paste and trusting in him for what is to come 3. O summa Bonitas O greatest goodnes O almighty goodnes O all goodnes infinitely good in our Creation redemption vocation iustification
remayned blind in respect of Ananias practicall experience For speculatiue knowledge alone is but as the lighte of the moone which shyneth feebly but this knowledge made practicall is glorious as the sunne which hath both heate and brightnes by heate to giue vs motion with his brightnes to shew vs light how to walke and to lead a good christian life and vnto both these together we may referre that of Dauid Lux orta est iusto rectis corde laetitia a light is arisen vnto the just and vnto the righte in harte ioyfullnes for speculation giueth lighte practise causeth joyfullnes whereof we must make one coniunction both to be just in speculatiue brightnes of lighte and to be righte in harte by practicall heate of ioyfullnes 9. And further more this practicall knowledge must be exercised in our selues for wante of which practise S. Augustin complayned thus I haue wandred O God seeking thee without who wert within And so doo all men wander out of themselues when euery one particulerly doth not consider his owne inwarde estate of soule what and who he is by whom created and to what end for want of which serious considerations not marking our sinnes nor our misery we seeke not our remedy but as S. Gregory said like foolish trauellers passing through a short pleasing meddowe we doo so much fasten our eyes vpon some fayre seeming flowres that we fall into some ditch or take some wrong way leading to destruction 10. For as the cause of all the prodigall childes misery came by departing out of his Fathers house and then out of himselfe into a farre country so his remedy beganne as the gospell saith In se autem reuersus when he returned into himselfe and to the knowledge of his miserable estate and of his vile courses wherfore meditating on the End wherto he was like to come by sinne he said Ego autem hic fame pereo reuertar in domum patris mei here I doo perish by famine I will returne into the house of my Father And so must we all reflecte vpon our selues learning to knowe who God is and what we are pondering the abhomination of our sinnes passed the dread and feare of our conscience present and the horrible terror of iudgement and punishment to come O thus let vs often imitate Dauid saying Meditatus sum nocte cum corde meo exercitabar scopebam spiritum meum I haue meditated in the night with mine owne harte I was exercised and I did sweepe my spirite O thus let vs sweepe and clense our soules by meditation and practicall knowledge of our owne hartes in examining our religiō trying our faith heedfull looking to our workes then shall we see our Errors and our faultes then will we chuse a better course for our saluation then shall we exercise our selues in deedes of penance in Actes of contrition in syncere confessions in due satisfactions and in diuerse kinds of voluntary and deuout mortifications 11. O that we would consider how we are corrupted in all our partes 1. In our fleshe and body 2. In our Animall parte and l●fe 3. In our spirituall parte and reason In our corporall partes and outward senses In our inward senses and appetites irascible concupiscible imagination and selfe will In our reasonable vnderstanding memory and free will In all these we haue rendred our selues as slaues into the Diuells bondage whiles we suffer sinne to reigne and haue dominion in vs so that our vnderstanding is obscured our will is depraued and our memory is blotted with much euill we haue our irascible power full of impatience and anger and the concupiscible inflamed with brutish affections and carnall delightes our Imagination is turmoyled with worldly desires and vayne suspitions our selfewill is crookened hardened by obstinacy all the partes and outward senses of our bodyes are become the members and instrumentes of sinne and so we passe from vice to vice and euery day we intangle our selues in new iniquityes and in more chaynes by which the Diuell leades vs along to his eternall prison of tormentes whiles we yeild our selues to committe or to continue any mortall sinne without contrition and true care of amendment 12. It is true we are not able by our selues alone to get out of the Diuells slauery to forsake sinne nor to alter and amend entirely the course of our liues for hauing once yeilded and liued in the custome and subiection of sinne and Satan we haue need of Allmighty Gods helpe and grace to deliuer vs first preuenting and stirring vs vp to haue a good will and afterward allso working with our will to bringe our conuersion and repentance vnto a full worke for euery good desire which we haue doth proceed from Gods grace offered and although our will be free to admit or refuse the accomplishment of those good desires as neither compelled vnto them by outwarde violence nor necessitated by inward qualitye neither as a stone naturally necessarily falling downeward nor forced vpward violently but differing herein from senseles brutish creatures freely consenting or dissenting to all good motions yet as allmighty God doth first inspire them so further without his grace we are no way able to effect them for in religious spirituall good thinges without him we can do nothing 13. But on the other side we haue greater and assured comfortes First because our Lorde doth offer grace vnto all men at one time or other by giuing thē good desires of a better life by which he would haue all men to be saued If they euer refuse these good moriōs then are they iustly forsaken left in a reprobate sense If we doo at any time admitte these good desires so do but as much as lyes in our power then most infallibly our Lord doth giue vs further grace meanes wherby to come to the knowledge of his truth Of the first preuenting inspirations Gods wisdome saith Beholde I stande at the dore knocke if we open not but keepe him out it is our fault if on our partes we yeild him entrance then alltogeather with the Father and the Sonne they will come vnto vs by operating grace effecting our full resolution and by further grace still cooperating they will dwell with vs in practise continuance of a vertuous holy life till the accomplishment of our saluation if we of our selues doo neuer driue him from vs agayne by committing some mortall sinne 14. Our second comforte is that as if we let him into vs when he knocketh by preuenting grace admonishing our hartes so by his operating following grace when we are resolued if we do but knocke by prayer at his doore of mercy he doth euer most vndoubtedly receiue vs into fauour O most gracious God full of mercy who doth call vnto vs by grace that we should call vnto him for mercy can any creature wish for greater clemency then to haue forgiuenes for the asking And is
he not worthy to perish in his wickednes who will neither admit good desires nor be mooued vnto harty prayers O what will mooue vs if consideration of eternall perdition cannot stirre vs Or if we doo not pray for mercy because we doo not consider our misery Agayne and agayne I beseech you to examine your Religion to try your faithe and to take an vnpartiall view of your whole life that seing your danger you may seeke for fauour for as in the Spanish Prouerb it is truly said of our corporall eyes Quienbien vee bien llora He that sees clearely weepes easily so in the eye sight of our soule he that clearely beholdes his faultes will more easily shed teares for his pardon 15. Let vs examine our selues by the 10. Commandements of God by the 5. Preceptes of his Church by the 7. workes of mercy corporall and 7. spirituall by the 7. deadly sinnes or by some or by all of these according to our abilitye particuler obligations or other degrees which doo bind vs often not to omit that which is Good and doo forbid vs neuer to commit that which is ill Let vs consider by what meanes our Lord hath sought to bring vs to the knowledge of his truth and to become members of his Catholique Church infusing good illuminations into our vnderstanding or good desires into our will inuiting vs to vertue or truthe disswading vs from vice or error eyther by good examples by vertuous bookes by holy preistes or by our friendes yea sometime by our enemyes whom we hate or by them whom we doo persecute for either all or some of these shal be witnesses against vs if we rejecte their meanes or doo willfully loose the time of fauour Or if we doo admit these good beginninges yet we must proceed with care and cherfullnes to imploy our time meritoriously andto reape benefite by the exercise of our Religion by the sacramentes of the Catholique Churche and by all the Goodnes of God directed to his greater glory and our saluation eyther in his giftes of grace arte or nature whether it be in diuine contemplation or in lawfull Action spirituall meditating of his diuine mysteryes or vsing of his creatures orderly for his seruice and for our necessitye O admirable happynes of religious or discreet holy men who doo thus order theyr liues O lamentable wilfullnes of obstinate or proud people who doo refuse to saue their soules O detestable vnthankefullnes of wicked or careles creatures who doo neglecte or abuse so many helpes The tractable diligent and humble seruant shal be exalted vnto eternall glory when the peruerse carelesse and high-minded Despiser shall be throwne downe into euerlasting torment 16. And therfore to auoyde the one and obtayne the other let vs betake our selues to penitent Prayer with humility on our partes considering our vncertaine faith and our certayn faultes and yet in regard of our most gracious God with comfort and confidence respecting his great mercy and infinite kindnes to hope trust in him as a pittifull louing Father and yet to be humble and reuerent towardes him as a King of high Majesty For so our Sauiour taught vs to prepare our thoughtes to the petitions of his prayer by saying for an introduction Our father which art in heauen that because he is Our father therfore we should be assured to find fauour and yet not to be presumptuous or heedles because he sittes on a high throne of justice in heauen 17. Thus let vs pray with Dauid in repeating or perusing this psalme of Miserere not alone because the exercise of prayer is both meritorious as a good worke and allso impetratorious as a deuout petition but furthermore because it is an Acte of Gods worship expressely commaunded in those wordes Petite accipietis quaerite c Aske and you shall receiue Seeke and you shall finde knock and it shall be opened vnto you Which wordes S. Thomas and other Doctors do affirme to haue the nature of Preceptes binding vs to pray and annexeth promises assuring vs to preuayle for we shall receiue finde and haue it opened if we aske in hart and thought seeke with our mouth and wordes and knocke with our hands and workes eyther by all these or at least by the first when we cannot performe the rest 18. Or if Prayer were not absolutely commaunded yet our necessityes danger do require it as S. Gregory said The euills which do heere oppresse vs do compell vs to flye vnto God as the prodigall sonne feeling famine he desired to satisfye his hunger Et nemo illi dabat and no body gaue him where withall For nothing in this worlde can affoarde vs full content Therfore in se reuersus returning into himselfe and into his wittes out of which we may say he had bene wandring vntill now he considered his misery then He returned to his father humbly confessing his folly and intreating pitty And lastly he flyeh to this submission of prayer as to his cheife refuge Dicam Patri I will say vnto my Father I will make my moane vnto him he is my Father and therfore I will declare my want and supplication vnto him Quid enim nisi vota supersunt For a sinfull wretch hath no better meanes left then by prayer to beginne his conuersion and to begge his reconciliation according to that of Iob P●lli meae consumptis carnibus adhaesit os meum d●relicta sunt tantummodo labia circa dentes meos My bones clea●ed vnto my skin the flesh being consumed and only were my lippes remayning round about my teeth As if when all the body is consumed in payne weakenes wretchednes and deformitye yet whiles our lippes are able to vtter our greifes we haue hope of ease so whiles our soule continueth in the body howsoeuer deformed by sinne yet we haue possibility by opening our lippes in prayer and confession to obteyne mercy and absolution But whereas many differre these vnto the laste by negligence or presumption so by the iust iudgement of God many are cut off without these Wherfore with Dauid in another psalme let vs praye vnto our Lord whiles we haue opportunity But in the floudde of many waters they shall not come nigh him For he that is drowned vnawares cannot speake and therfore cannot be heard but taking opportunity although like Iob we haue nothing left beside our lippes or though like Ezechias we be as yonge swallowes in the fowle blacke sooty chimneys and filthy nestes of our sinnes as amiddes our owne dunge yet Sicut pullus hirundinis sic clamabo like the yonge swallowe so I will crye thoughe I be not able to helpe my selfe no more then a yonge swallowe new come out of the shell though I be vnfethered naked of Good workes though I am blind in right knowledge nay because I am so blinde and naked like a yong swallowe I will crye amiddes mine owne dunge in the blacke fiery fowle sooty chimney of
then our harte searching our entralls prouing our reynes to thee we refer this iudgment and fearing our selues to bee far the worse we humbly sincerely craue more penitence more pity O IESV giue me strength in satisfaction to beare what thou wilte impose and then impose coorrectiō what our wilte O sweet Sauiour thou knowest how absolutely herein I doo resigne my will O continue me this grace and teach me more in true penāce still to begge for more mercy I haue dishonored thee scandalized men for I was a publique preacher of the protestantes false Doctrine wherin peraduenture by my meanes some haue bene seduced many hardened others offended I haue profaned thy sacred churches somtime dedicated to thy catholique seruice and for mine owne body soule which should haue bene thy spirituall temples o how haue they bene polluted by errors which I supposed to be truthes by presumption of knowledge when I was in ignorance by some vices which I reputed vertues by many faultes which I neglected 4. If to affirme this as I doo penitently be my shame let it be O God as I desire thy glory If the worlde the diuells mine owne conscience doo accuse me O Father of mercy I confesse all wherof any of these can justly impeache me and allso whatsoeuer else thou doost know more in me then I haue cōfessed or can call to minde in transgressions against thy deuine majesty in offences against my neighbors in many sinnes against my selfe O wretched and vile sinner that I am what should such a sinner doo whither shall I go shoulde I despayre No for that one sinne were greater then all these What though my sinnes haue bene many bad according to my religion my profession worse wherby like the prodigall sonne I was a Swynehearde a protestante minister feeding my selfe others with the huskes of heresy Et non satiabar in which I coulde neuer taste of true comforte nor obteyne peace vnto my conscience therfore with him I will Arise go to my heauenly Father I am resolued To arise from sinne Sectaryes To go vnto God our Father by meanes of the Catholique churche our mother and with this perpetuall purpose I doo say vnto him Father I haue sinned against heauen before thee I am not worthy to be called thy sonne make me as one of thy hired seruantes 5. Amongest Protestantes against malice I might wel plead ciuill honesty morall integrity wherin I liued among them without reprehension but in comparison of thy Catholique seruantes Sayntes O God before thy heauenly purest eyes I dare not present my former best innocence here I renounce any plea of passed integrity I disclayme my wonted profession I lament detest my errors my sinnes Thou knowest O lord I haue acknowledged them vnto my Ghostly Father in confession I beseech thee to confirme his absolution and as I doo entreate so I doo truste that thou wilte vnbinde in heauen what he hath vnbound on earthe O forgiue them for Iesus sake and so keepe me euer hereafter in thy loue grace that I may rather chuse miseryes disgraces reproches tormentes ten thousand deathes then at my time to retourne to the like sinnes errors or to my former estate And thou o blessed Virgin the mother of our only Sauiour and all the Angells and Sayntes of heauen O praye for me that during my life I may say this psalme with Dauid in true contrition And so throughe our Lord Iesus obteyning mercy at laste I may with him and all you be admitted into glory MEDIT. II. Miserere mei Deus secundum magnam misericordiam tuam Et secundum multitudinem miserationum tuarum dele iniquitatem meam Amplius laua me ab iniquitate mea à peccato meo munda me Haue mercy on me O God according to thy great mercy and according to the multitude of thy miserations blotte out mine iniquity Washe me yet more from my iniquity cleanse me from my Sinne. A SHORTE DIVISION AND EXPLIcation of all these wordes Sect. 1. S. Ambrose saith Dauid sinned which Kinges are wonte but he performed penance he wepte he mourned which Kinges are not wonte he confessed his faulte he craued pardon pr●strate on the ground he bewayled his wretchednes he fasted he prayed he hath published for euer a testimony of his confession priuate men are ashamed to doo this a King is not ashamed to confesse c O come my soule let not Dauid thus condemne vs nor S. Ambrose thus accuse vs rather because we haue ouertaken ouergone Dauid in sinning let vs be stayed by S. Ambrose to followe such a king in repenting Let vs consider our owne misery and our Lordes mercy not mercy without misery least we presume nor misery without mercy least we despayre Many thinke not how wretched they are by sinne in their hartes and therfore they sighe not with miserere in their mouthes but we are readyer to talke or thinke of our worthynes thē of our sinfulnes especially we will sooner compare our selues with other men in wisedome in knowledge in authority riches or such like with the proude pharisy then with the hūble publican acknowledge our ignorāce our faultes and our infirmityes but what auayle such comparisons we shall be judged by that which we are in our selues not by what we seeme to be in respecte of others a dwarfe is not à gyante thoughe he stande on the toppe of a steeple or on a mounteyn a stately towre is not a lowe Cottage thoughe it be placed in the bottome of a valley consider o my soule what thou arte in the vale of misery not what thou maist seeme on a mounte of vanity let one depthe call vpon another out of the depthe of our sinfull misery o God we call vpon the depthe of profounde mercy 2. A deepe wounde must haue a large tente abondance of soares must haue many playsters o graunte vs great mercy for our deepe woundes and multitude of miserations for our innumerable botches let them seeke for smaller mercy whose faultes procede of meaner ignorance but my sinnes o lord haue neede of a strong warriour to redeeme me and of a skilfull phisition to heale me All sinners descend from Ierusalē to Ierico from the highest vertues to the basest vices they fall among theeues divells tentations delightes I allso among these was dangerously wounded in naturall facultyes spoyled generally of spirituall graces o gracious Samaritan miserere take pity on me passe not by me vnregarded O let the greatnes of thy mercy heale my naturall woundes and by the multitude of thy miserations repayre my spirituall losses come nere me come to me o compassionate Samaritan powre in wyne of compunction to cleanse my filthynes make me feele my misery powre in oyle of absolution to heale my soarenes by thy mercy o great phisitian here shew the
SVNDRY EXCELLENT OBSERVATIONS of S. Bernarde applyed to this meditation of our Lordes great mercyes and multitude of miserations Sect. 4. SAynt Bernard in seuerall places describeth the greatnes multitude of these mercies and miserations As there be sinnes so there be mercies some small some great and some in a meane betwene both The firste mercy expecteth a sinner not punishhing presently the second giueth a penitent harte which freeth vs from smaller sinnes paste by our daily compunction deliuereth vs from present veniall trangressions But thirdly for great crimes paste we haue neede of great contrition and against mortall sinnes which may followe we haue neede of great caution these are harde matters wherfore this thirde great mercy is necessary for all great sinners to lament faultes passed to preuent followable offences 2. The multitude of his miserations are 1. somtimes in bitternes of any sorte of greife which withdraweth our minde from our vsuall delightes of ordinary sinne 2. somtimes by remouing the occasions of our wonted sinnes 3. somtime by giuing vs grace of resistance that thoughe we be tempted yet we withstand our motions ouercome our affections 4. somtimes not so much taking away the outward occasions as alltogether healing our inwarde affection and herin consisted the absolute perfection of our blessed Lady and S. Ihon Baptiste preserued from all sinne and in one particuler S. Thomas of Aquine had his loynes so girded by an Angell that there neuer after came into his desire any fleshly thoughte and so somtimes some other haue one or other affection so mortifyed by meanes of Gods especiall grace that not only they doo not followe them no nor so much as any wit feel them 3. O blessed IESV in the goodnes of thy great mercy thou haste preserued me from many sinnes into which of my selfe I woulde haue fallen o continue the multitude of thy miserations sending any greife of harte which may holde me from any delighte of sinne O take away occasions of sinnes giue me power to resiste tentations or so heale my affections that neither in euill they doo molest me nor in good become weary eyther driue away my buffeter or giue me thy sufficient grace to be a conqueror O gracious God in thy great mercy thou diddest a long time expect my repētance o continue the multitude of thy miserations in thy long sufferance to permitte me time and grace of satisfaction and amendement O holy Iesu in thy great mercy thou diddest touche my harte with some sorowe for my great sinne O continue the multitude of thy miserations against all my faultes to shew me their lothsomnes as soares to make me some what feele their smarte as woundes and both to desire to obteyne hope that they shall be cured 4. O swete Iesu in thy great mercy thou hast giuen me strength to arise from sinne and error to come vnto thy truthe and Catholique Churche and hitherto to continue in thy seruice quia fecit magna qui potens est thou hast done great thinges for me who arte mighty and abounding in great mercy o continue the multitude of thy miserations against the multitude of myne enimyes which daily seeke my downefall and destruction 1. against myne owne flesh from whom I can neither flye nor put him to flyghte neither may I kill this foe but rather norishe him to liue thoughe not to reigne nor to rule in me 2. against this alluring worlde flattering with pleasures entising with honors and deceiuing with riches Our flesh is an enemye within vs the worlde is an enemye round about vs these twoo are to many but alas I see a vehement winde blustring from the northe o lorde helpe me in thy multitude of miserations or I shall perish in the great danger of this storme beholde it is Satan the hammer of the worlde a serpent more subtile then all beastes a dragon more cruell insatiable then any monster he is an enemy whom we cannot easily discerne how then shall wee certeinly avoyde him his arrowes are shotte closely and his snares hidde secrettly how shall we escape them somtime he assaltes openly with violence somtime priuily with fraudes allwayes cruelly with malice of our selues we are not able to resiste him much lesse to ouercome but thankes be to God who giueth vs victory throughe Christe our lorde faciens potentiam in brachio suo strenghthening vs with power in his arme 5. O bountifull God in thy great mercy thou hast enabled vs to performe good workes which may merite heauen o continue the multitude of thy miserations enduing me with grace still to abhorre the wickednes of my sinne which is paste to despise the present vanity of this worlde and earnestly to desire the futu●e happynes of heauen O comfortable Iesu in thy great mercy thou haste quieted my harte with a good hope of eternall life o continue the multitude of thy miserations that neither the scarsity of my owne merites nor the vnworthynes of my selfe nor the estimation of heauens inestimable valew may caste me downe from the heighte of my hope because it is hūbly and firmely rooted in the charity of thy adoption in the verity of thy promise and in the ability of thy performance I knowe in whom I haue beleeued and I am sure that in his exceeding great charity there shal be no defecte and as he did promise it in his great mercy so in the multitude of his miserations he will performe it O God we haue neede of thy great mercy to supply the defectes of our great necessityes and we desire the multitude of thy miserations for our defence against the multitudes of our mighty enemyes and therfore I will euer repeate this effectuall prayer Haue mercy on mee O God according to thy great mercy according to the multitude of thy miserations WHAT MERCY IS AND OF THE EFfects Also how sinnes are blotted out by multitudes Sect. 5. 1. MErcy in latin is called misericordia which according to S. Augustin is a compassion in our harte of another creatures misery so it is misericordia quasi miserans Cor. Somtime it is a foolish womanish pity then it is only a passion in the sensitiue parte but being grounded on reason it is a vertue in the will in which laste sorte it is in God but no way as a passion And it is in him as in a Superior to an inferior either as munificence to releiue our wantes or as clemencie to forgiue our faultes not as among men by affection feeling our freindes misery as if it were our owne for how can any misery touch him who is all happy hauing all which he willeth willes nothing which is euill Nor can he haue any feeling of our misery by occasion of feare as olde men wise men who consider the dangers incertainties of all euentes nor as timorous feeble minded people who doubte in pusillanimity least vpon any occasion they shoulde fall
loue 5. O how doth my soule thirste as a chased Harte to the water founteyn to be ioyned vnto thee more more in this loue I haue obligation to loue thee because of th●e benefites but it thirsteth more in deuotion to loue thee for thie selfe and because of thine owne worthienes Because thou arte God therfore I will loue thee and because thou arte our God therfore I will prayse thee O thou who arte loue it selfe and Author of loue O warme my soule nay heate it nay make it burne and flame in thy loue In this loue is inseparable vnity in this vnity is vnspeakable peace in this peace which passeth all vnderstanding is that ioye gladnes which thou giuest to our inward hearing O let me daily heare thee enter into my harte and say peace be vnto this house o sweet Iesu make thy prayer effectuall vnto me and accomplish thy promise of sēding vs allso some portion of thy holy spirite o come with thy Father and take vp your dwelling make your mansion in me O come in vnitie of obedient will and in vnitie of feruent contemplation come thus and dwell with me Let me thus reioyce in the speake alowde and say vnto my soule I am thy saluation So vnto my hearing thou shalte giue ioye gladnes and my humbled bones shall reioyce MEDITATION VII Auerte faciem tuam à peccatis meis omnes iniquitates meas dele Cor mundum crea in me Deus spiritum rectum innoua in visceribus meis Ne proijcias me à facie tua spiritum sanctum tuum ne auferas à me Turne away thy face from my sinnes and blotte out all myne iniquityes Create a cleane harte in me O God and renue a righte spirite in my bowells Doo not caste me out from thy face and thy holy spirite doo not take from me A GENERALL INTERPRETATION OF all these wordes And then what is meant by our Lordes fac● and how our soules are deformed scribled full of sinnes to be blotted out Sect. 1. 1. LEt vs consider o my soule how prudent modest and diligent Dauid is in prosecuting his petitions and let vs with him haue care to aske those thinges which are lawfull which are decent and which are expedient To be prudent in asking thinges just modest in desiring thinges honest and diligent in requiring thinges necessary least if we pray for thinges vnlawfull our prayer be turned into sinne if we entreate for thinges vndecent we shall not receiue them because we aske amisse if we demand thinges vnexpedient it may be said vnto vs you know not what you aske Wherfore let vs be diligent continually to e●treat pardon of our sinnes as Dauid still insisteth vpon this same poynt For this is most expedient necessary Turne away thy face o lord from my sinnes and blotte out myne iniquityes Let vs be modest against all vncleannes and euen in our good deedes to desire humility of harte and sincerity of intention for this is most dec●nt and honest Create a cleane harte in me o God and renue a righte spirite in my bowells Let vs be prudent in praying for perseuerance in good and in perpetuall election of the Best because these thinges are most juste and lawfull Doo not caste me out from thy face and thy holy spirite doo not take from me 2. Turne away thy face from my sinnes in regarde of my time paste Create a cleane harte in mee now in this time present And for the time to come doo not cast me out from thy face Saynt Augustin thus expoundeth the firste wordes Turne away thy face not from mee but from my sinnes for where he fastens his eye he fastens his hande if vpon good to rewarde it if vpon bad to punish it And to turne aside his angry face thou must ●et a sorowfull face vpon thine owne sinnes so neither shall thy person be caste out from his face nor his face set against thy sinnes O let thy face of mercy be shewed vpon vs and we shall be safe but turne away thy face of iustice or we shal be confounded Thy Cherub had two faces which Ezechiel saw a face of a man and a face of a lyon O blessed Sauiour cast me not out from thy face of pity with which thou diddest first appeare when thou becamest man but turne away from my sinnes the face of a lyon in seuerity with which thou wilte come agayne to iudge the worlde Then wilte thou appeare against sinne according to that reuelation hauing eyes as a flame of fyre thy face more glistring then the sunne and a sharpe twoo edged sworde proceding out of thy mouthe But now for fauour we entreat with thy spouse shew vs thy face and let thy voyce be in our eares for thy voyce is sweet and thy face is exceding beautifull And so in the former verse we desired to heare joye gladnes and in this to beholde fauour kindnes 3. The Romanes sent to the Carthaginians a Mace and a Speare to make election of peace or of warre we haue now our choyce of a milde countenance or of a seuere browe now o lord thy face is mercifull o caste me not from it There will come a time when it shall be seuere o turne it away from my sinnes And blotte out all my iniquityes Let none of them remayne written vpon my soule to giue me shame or helpe the diuels clayme as slaues and cattell are marked to be chalenged Plato said that the soule of an infāte is tabula abrasa like white paper or a cleane leafe of a table booke wheron nothing is paynted or written But in processe of time as we giue our selues to vice or vertue so we suffer our soules to be written full of faultes or of merites And eyther we suffer the Diuell theron to paynte hell with his fowle feendes and tormentes or our good Angell to decipher heauen with the glory of the sunne the moone and beautifull starres 4. O my soule how long haue we bene vnder the Diuells blacke pensell who as with a fowle coale hath for euery sinne drawne some ill fauored marke or picture vpon thee he hath written all full of faultes o how he hath interlyned all and euen the margentes are filled full I confesse it was much easyer at the firste to haue admitted my good Angells fayre writing and heauenly pictures as children and yong people are most capable of religion and vertue But yet better late then neuer thy mercy is omnipotent o let it blotte out all myne iniquityes all the Diuells blurres all his hellish pictures and vgly handw●itinges I desire to beginne a fayre copy o gracious Lord turne away thy face from my olde faultes and I will turne ouer a new leafe to begin a new lesson 5. Thus shall the Diuells paynting all be blotted out for as S. Ihon saith To this end appeared the sonne of God to dissolue the workes
inwarde man much more vnsetled 4. Therfore I will teach the wicked presumer thy wayes in thy footesteps of feare and the vngodly mistruster shall be conuerted vnto thee in thy harbour of hope and so we will sing of mercie together and of iudgement vnto thee O lorde And so likewise let the iuste man reprehend me in mercy and chyde me The vines are made fruitfull both by cutting of their superfluous branches and by adding to their rootes necessary norishing dunge Profitable reprehension is a proyning knife of vnprofitable imperfections for necessary vertues a milde admonition is a manuring of mercy Wherfore woe vnto them said the Wiseman who turne the dunge of oxen into stones nor let me euer be made fatte with the oyle of sinners Let me neuer growe abundante in vice by the softe oyley flattery of worldly freindes nor at any time turne the fruitfull dunge of good counselors into harde stones of obstinacy Rather let them teach me me thy wayes firste by sharpe reprehension when I wander from thy footesteps of feare and next by cherfull encoragement when I faynte in following the footesteps of hope 5. Yea o Father of mercy iudgement I desire the to be angry with me according to thy mercy and to teach me thy wayes according to thy iustice Correcte me in that anger by which thou ●oost reclayme a wanderer not wherby thou doost exclude a runneagate Say not thou hast taken away thy zeale from me as from one who is vncurable and so because I am desperate thou wilte no more be angrie with me for whō thou doost loue thou doost chasten If therfore thou wilte not chasten me going amisse thou doost not loue me to teach me thy wayes It is said thou werte mercifull vnto the Israelites taking vengeance vpon all their fond inuentions O gracious Father whensoeuer I followe inuentions of mine owne appetite teach me to come home to to thy wayes by the vengeance of thy mercy For it is thy peculier condition to remember mercy when thou arte angry and therfore hauing offended I shall then haue confidence in thy fauour not when in pleasure I feele no smarte of punishmēt but when in affliction I feele thine anger for amendement SOME DEVOVTE DESIRES AND THANKSgiuinges of the Author vnto Almighty God Sect. 8. 1. THus o lorde I desire to be taughte By thy selfe and By others By encoraging exhortation or By seuere admonition By feare or By hope By iudgement or By mercy To auoide all desperate feare to beware any careles securit● To amend faultes and to profite in goodnes and with these to be instructed in thy wayes of true faith and conuerted vnto thee in workes of good life that so in some poore sorte like S. Peter being conuerted in my selfe I may better confirme others and allso being confirmed with thy principall spirite like Dauid I will be bolde to teach thy wayes vnto the wicked the vngodly shall be conuerted vnto the. 2. As I am mightily obliged to endeuour this satisfaction as thou haste giuen me o lord an earnest desire to performe this obligation so I beseech the giue force vnto my endeuours and let me see some effectes of these desires I desire to teach them not the secrets of Philosophie nor the pollicyes of statesmen but thy waies For there be two kinde of sciēces one of holy mē another of wise men one of iust mē another of learned mē if both be ioyned both are good but if wisdome or sort of our cōmo learning be without holynes we may wel cal thē as Erasmus termed the cōmō lawyners in England Indoctum genus doctissimorum hominum an vnlearned kinde of moste learned men 1. subtile and acute in their quirkes of lawe but ignorante or vnskillfull in other true learning so all knowledge without skill in Christes way is to be a speedy post maister out of the waye 3. Allso I will endeuour to teach not as a maister in Israel but as a scholler at the feete of Gamaliel I will helpe my fellowes in the same lesson which I haue learned not to seeke vaynglory by teaching nor by setting out my selfe vnto the worlde to ayme at the worlde But I beseech thee o Inspirer of all good teachers herein euer to directe my purposes sincerely by conuerting or teaching of soules to seeke them not theirs nor any thinge else of this worlde Rather in this and all other thinges to intend aboue all thy heauenly Glory their spirituall God and my bounden duty 4. And were it not vanity to ascribe much to our selues about the conuersion of soules we can but teach thy waies by our outwarde voyce and so they shall be conuerted vnto thee by thy inwarde grace as Dauid heer promiseth to teach them but their conuersion he leaueth vnto thee Paul may plante Apollos may water but thou o lorde must giue the encrease men may remooue the stone from Lazarus graue and some haue authority to loozen vntye his handes and his feete but our Sauiour himselfe must rayse Lazarus to life we will teach o lorde but thou must conuerte 5. And verily neither are any so ready to learne nor we so willing to teach nor yet so desirous that our dearest freindes shoulde be conuerted as thou who diddest thirste vpon the crosse that all should be saued so that we are farre inferior vnto thee o Iesu in our charitable desires and they who will not be taughte thy wayes nor be conuerted vnto thee such are still worthy to wander out of thy waye and continuing such are for euer vnworthy to come vnto thee For as thou haste appoynted the End so thou doost declare the waye 6. O sweete Iesu if we be taughte thy way outwardly as Catholiques it is thy mercy it is greater mercy inwardly if we be conuerted vnto thee O what recōpence should we make nay what thankes can we returne Our thankes cannot expresse what we owe much lesse will our recōpence discharge our debte If thy wayes be thy lawe thy lawe be immaculate conuerting soules o how excellent a priuiledge is this to be taughte such awaie such a lawe a lawe of grace and a way of life which is immaculate both because it makes vs immaculate and allso in comparison of the lawe of Moyses which was maculated with many shadowes spotted with much difficulty did discouer our blemishes sinnes For Moyses lawe did commande to obey but not as the lawe of Christe giue grace to fullfill it that turned awaye from euill the hande or the eye by feare this conuerteth vnto good the harte and soule by loue that was a lawe for seruantes this for sonnes O let Dauid teach vs thy waye in this lawe and hereby let our soules be conuerted vnto thee from captiuity vnto liberty not pressing vs by terror but drawing vs by swetenes from thinges temporall vnto thinges eternall from the hope of rewarde to the charity
is dronkard a glutton or a luxurious person for whiles they pronounce that with their mouthes wherof they haue no sauour or delighte in their hartes they doo but counterfeyte or borrowe the mouthe of other true religious men who vtter with deuotion what these doo but pronounce for fashion like puppeets which speake by arte not by nature Rather excepte they woulde amend their liues it were better for themselues they should holde their tongues as Bias sayling in a shippe with certeyn maryners and passengers whose conditions he noted to be very vicious therfore in a storme which presently folowed when they all began to lifte vp their voyces crye vnto their Gods he earnestly desired them to holde their peace Sil●te ne voshic nauigare Dij sentiant be silent least the Gods perceiue that you sayle here Meaning that the prayers of such companions woulde rather prouoke then appea●e the wrathe of heauen 3. And so Dauid here desires firste to be freed from blouddes or sinnes and afterwarde he entreats for grace to haue his lippes opened for as it is in another psalme If I haue respecte to iniquity our lorde will not harken for how should I obteyne remission of sinne if yet I haue any intention still to sinne O lorde open my lippes o lord doo thou make me worthy doo thou make me able to pray vnto the and to prayse thee My tongue of it selfe is of no value it is only a small peice of flesh which yet according to his vse may worke great effectes maruelous good or extreme bad as Anacarsis being asked what was the best of man he answered the tongue And agayne being asked what was the worste he answered the tongue and therfore nature hath placed it in the close vaulte of our mouthe besette it with teeth as a percullice and our lippes are as the gates to the end that with such Guardes it should be warily kepte in for it must be carefully gouerned as the Rudder or sterne of a shippe the minute wheele of a clocke the trice or pully of a Crane And one compares it to a mattocke or pickaxe which may serue to dig a dungill or to worke in a myne of golde because our tongue may be an instrument to blaspheme sweare reuile sclander c. or to defend Righte to teach truthe to perswade vertue to pray vnto God for his mercy or to prayse him for his goodnes And so I desire o lorde thou wilte open my lippes my mouthe shall declare thy prayse ALL CREATVRES DOO PRAYSE OVR LORD by declaring his goodnes of necessity let vs yeild him all honor for loue and dutye Sect. 7. 1. WHat prayse shall we giue thee o God who diddest make man of the slyme of the earthe what honor shall we ackwoledge to be due vnto thee who hast redeemed vs being loste by the death of thy sonne in the firste we confesse thy gracious power inthe second we doo admire thy powerfull grace All the honor and prayse glory which possibly we can giue vnto thee is not to adde any thing to thy prayse or honor which thou haste in thy selfe infinite without our commendation But to declare some parte of thy glory and prayse which from all creatures is due vnto the. And hence it is that the heauens are said to declare thy glory and hence it is that vsually in thy honor we doo inuite all thy workes euen dumbe creatures to manifest thy prayses 2. All creatures O God doo declare thy prayse euen wicked men diuells whither they will or no they doo affoarde matter occasions to shew forthe thy iustice prouidence wisedome power goodnes long sufferance But betwixte these prayses of thy freindes and enimyes there is much difference for the one is willing the other vnwilling or the one is giuen of purpose the other drawne from them without their purpose or the one procedeth from the nature of their substances or order of their actions but the other especially from the loue of their will from the lighte of their vnderstanding and from the grace goodnes which is in them both O lorde giue my soule such grace and let this grace be diffused in my lippes to loue the honor thee in my harte and so with my mouthe to declare thy prayse O thus let me desire euer that my whole life and all my actions passions may be directed intended by thy loue vnto thine honor O let my harte burne in this loue and let the flames of thy prayse procede out of my mouthe to giue heate vnto others as well as feel warmthe in my selfe 3. And as it is the nature of great heate not so suffer our mouthe to be close shutte nor will we cease to prayse what we loue so contrarily the dead coldnes of sinne doth both quenche this heate and stoppe our mouthes and so will not suffer vs to prayse our lorde Thus S. Basil noteth that it is the nature of sinne to make vs tongue-tyed and to shutte vp our mouthes least we should be able to pray vnto God or to prayse him and else where Dauid saith obstructum est os loquentium iniqua they that speake wickednes their mouthes are euen stopped whiles they speake ALL OVR CONSIDERATIONS AND actions shoulde haue some relation vnto the prayse of God Sect. 8. 1. O Lorde open my lippes to take in breath of thy grace and my mouthe shall set forth thy prayse in wordes of thankesgiuing Thy honor glory O God shall be the scope and end of all my life my soule shall serue for thy prayse and my body shall herin helpe to serue my soule Because as Seneca said I am more noble and borne allso to a more noble end then to serue my bodie as a bruite beast But in my soules contemplation I will consider for thy greater honor thy omnipotency in creating thy prouidence in disposing thy vertue in finishing in preseruation of what is finished thy power in gouernement of what is preserued thy wisedome thy mercy in dooing good to all and thy iustice in punishing the bad These thinges I will consider in mine vnderstanding in my senses I will admire them reioyce for them in my will and with my voyce I will declare thy prayse 2. Saint Peter said this is one end why our lorde redeemed vs that we shoulde shew forthe his vertue And so a philosopher being asked why man was created he answeree to contemplate and beholde the heauens the deuine powers O my soule let vs endeuour thus to meditate on God by contemplation to knowe him by knowing to loue him by louing to possesse him by possessing to enioye him and in this ioye to prayse him O how wonderfull great are thy workes o lorde thy cogitations are exceding deepe an vnwi●e man will not knowe and a foole will not vnderstand these thinges If I be not able or not worthy to fasten mine eyes vpon thy selfe I will
my willing seruice to intertayn these paper leaues into your Patronage to fauour them your selfe to further them with others and if by them any good redound to any soules my desire is that God may haue the glory you the thankes and that I may sometime be remembred in your deuout prayers assuring your Honour as I am bound neuer to omit you in my poore supplications And so I beseech our Lord Iesus to keep you and all yours for his owne precious merites and by the intercession of our blessed Lady and of all holy Sayntes and in particuler of S. Valentine Priest and Martyr on whose festiuall day I wrote this from Valliadolide the 14. of February 1612. Your Honours bounden Seruant in our Lord IESVS Iames Waddesworth THE PREFACE OF THE AVTHOR TO HIS FAVORABLE READER AND TO ALL HIS LOVING FRIENDES IN NORFOLKE SVFFOLKE LONDON NORWICH CAMBRIDGE OR ELSEWHERE SOEVER COVRTEOVS Reader or friendes of good affection whether you shall vouchsafe to read any of this Treatise for good will vnto the Author or for other expectation of the matter I do most hartily desire that laying aside all curiosity you will read it with the same intention with which it was written viz to bewayle sinne to forsake errour to seeke pardon and to giue thankes to Allmighty God for his grace offered or obteyned through our lord IESVS 2. And to these intentes I haue chosen first to exercise my pen in some poyntes of deuotion before I should be challenged with any disputes of controuersy neither coulde I finde in my opinion for my selfe and for all those former purposes any fitter Theme then the seauen penitentiall Psalmes which doo affoarde most plentifull matter whereupon to frame such meditations For as S. Gregory saith of the Psalter that it is a trianguler musicall instrument of ten stringes whereupon the Harper striketh in the lower narrow End from whence it yeildeth his melodious sounde in the vpper parte which is broader So all Psalmes in generall and in especiall the penitentiall Psalmes doo firste cause our trianguled hartes to be contracted and stroken at the roote with sorowe and contri●iō for sinne against the ten commandementes and afterwarde to be dilated broader enlarged vpwarde in the sweet sound of comforte to our selues and of prayse to Almighty God for our pardon for his mercy according whervnto euery one of these seauen Psalmes hath his beginning full of lamentation but towardes his end it is enlarged with prayse of consolation 3. I desired to write vpon all the 7. Penitentialls and to publish them all at once but hauing bene hitherto only able to finish the firste 4. of them partly for wante of firme health partly by occasion of more necessary busynes and furthermore perceuing the volume would be greater then I supposed and laste of all because I am now called away to another kinde of treatise therfore I thought it good in the meane while to publish what I had finished vpon the psalme Miserere as one desirous first to wash away the pollution of my particuler sinne before I would come to handle the pure mysteryes of our Catholique doctrine 4. And so our worthy Countryman Cardinall Poole vsed to say that one cause of so much heresy in these latter times was in too busy disputing about our faith before we tooke any care to reforme our life wherfore he wished all them who were ready to read S. Pauls Epistles to beginne firste to read to practise their latter chapters which are euer morally teaching vertues before they enter into disputes about their former Chapters which for the most part are doctrinall about matters of knowledge for it is vnlike they will be freed from peruerse errors who do continue their liues in obstinate vices such men may talke of opinions in religion but seldome shall you see any fruites of their religion more then opinion and table-talke 5. Some desire to know only because they would be able to talke or discourse this is vanity Some delight in knowing how to discourse or talke because they desire to be knowne and this is vayne glory Some labour to knowe much because knowledge hath delighte not intending therby any other fruite of their labour and this is curiosity Only their knowledge sauours of christian piety whose intention is therby to serue God and to profit men first sauing their owne soules and next to helpe others according to their ability 6. And surely as our knowledge wanteth wisdome when we direct others to euerlasting happynes suffering our selues to be lead vnto eternall misery for especially in regard of our soules ist hoc est sapere sibi sapere this is wisdome to be wise for our selues so yet neuer was any thus wise in his knowledge who firste did not learne humility with his wisdome For as naturally knowledge doth puffe vp in pride so spiritually we must endeuour to keep it vnder and in good order by humility Or indeed it is but humane wisdome knowledge of thinges without vs which maketh vs swell in our opinion of knowledge wheras if we woulde by the light of diuine wisdome view the defectes and faultes of our owne inward bosome and looke vpward with reuerence to the high Majesty of God himselfe then would our wisdome be profitable to our selues as well as to others and then will our knowledge increase our humility 7. Wherfore S. Thomas of Aquine speaking of Humility saith it is a vertue which maketh a man willing to submitte himselfe vnto God for God and vnto man for the same God and that this humility is founded vpon the knowledge of God and of our selues viz of our nothing and his infinite incomprehensibility of our basenes and his majesty of our pouerty and his Riches of our weakenes his omnipotency of our ignorance and his wisdome And therfore an humble man doth renounce himselfe acknowledging his owne faultes and imperfections and with reuerent confidence trusteth in our Lordes Goodnes And thus if we empty our owne vessells of windy pride and putrifyed sinne doubtles our Lord will fill them as the widowes vessell with his oyle of grace for if Achab was pardoned who was but feignedly humbled how much shall we haue forgiuenes with S. Mary Magdalen if with syncere humility we lye weeping and prostrate at our Sauiours feet 8. Such must be our humility and then will our knowledge be practicall as well as speculatiue and benefiting our selues as much as others wheras betwene speculation and practise there is as much difference as betwene studying the nature of gold and possessing the substance of gold It is true both are good yet shoulde they not be separated no more then our vnderstanding from our will For practicall knowledge doth mooue and order the will but speculation only doth informe the vnderstanding And therfore was Ananias to teach S. Paul by practicall instructions euen after he had seene a great light in the waye for still he
O God who canst not be deceiued for thou arte wisedome nor corrupted for thou arte justice nor ouercome for thou arte allmighty nor escaped for thou arte euery where present O God who by thy omnipotence as thou arte able to punish the careles with terror so thou arte able to cure the sorowfull with fauor O God whose property is to haue mercy in whom there is no difference betwene thy mercy thy essence and as the Churche prayeth who doost manifest thy omnipotency in pity aboue all and in showing mercy Miserere mei Deus O God shew towardes mee thy omnipotent mercy O God whose name is shorte but thy majesty is great not like men who haue an ell of great names not an inche of good nature or a vayne preface of Titles longer then the whole booke of their true vertues But thy excellent goodnes is vespeakable O God and we name thee to signifye whom we meane in our shallowe capacity not to expresse what thou arte in thy infinite majesty Wherfore thoughe I be miserable yet thou arte powerfull pitifull to releiue me for thou arte God and thoughe I be wicked yet thou as God art infinitely gracious abundantly mercifull to forgiue me 2. Miserere mei haue mercy on mee not haue mercy on Dauid as in another psalme O Lord remember Dauid nor dare I say haue mercy on thy seruante for I haue broken thy commandements nor haue mercy on the king for as my name and person is now odious so to mention my dignity were to aggrauate my offence O foule sinne which makes me ashamed of mine owne name yet I will pointe to my wretched substance thoughe I dare not declare my guilty person for the respecte of the partye doth often much encrease the offence Haue mercy on mee I acknowledge my faulte I denye it not with Cayn I caste it not vpon another as Eue I excuse it not as Saul nor with Iudas do I confesse and yet despayre but as I condemne my selfe for my sinnes so I trust in thy goodnes for thy mercy miserere mei haue mercy on mee On mee who ioyned and coupled so many sinnes in one fardell about fullfilling my desire and pleasure On mee who consented to the motions of luste who corrupted messengers to further it who abused another mans wife to fullfill it who deuised practises to conceale it and would haue had my bastarde misbegotten to be reputed as another mans heyre legitimate On mee who added murder to adultery who repayed iniuryes for requitall of seruice On mee who thus wronged a man altogether innocent with him procured diuerse others to be slayne who were allso harmeles On mee who caused him by fraude to cary letters like Bellerophon contriuing the manner of his owne death On mee who receiued the tydinges of his murder with gladnes and presently with delighte maryed his widowe On mee who long lay sleeping in these sinnes without remorse and if I had not bene rebuked by thy prophet paraduenture of my selfe I had neuer repented On mee whom thou diddest deliuer from the malice of Saul and yet I my selfe wroughte mischeife against Vrias On mee who was aduanced from a shepheard to a kinge yet towardes mee Nabal was not so vnthankefull as by this offence I haue bene against thee ingratefull Finally thou werte wonte to powre thy spiritte of prophecy on mee in which I vsed to sing psalmes vnto thee but beholde I haue expelled thy spirite which was my trusty comforter and I haue enterteyned the spirite of luste a trecherous stranger I haue changed the ioye of the spirite into the delighte of the flesh I haue forsaken my psalmes and prayers of deuotion I haue lefte my good-workes and carefull exercise of religion O haue mercy On mee who began with much feruor to sequester all my thoughtes from the worlde like a religious man but since I haue giuen place to some coldenes of desires and bene content to passe along like another worldly man On mee therfore O God miserere mei haue mercy on mee 3. According to thy great mercy according to the multitude of thy miserations Thou O God diddest so loue the worlde that thou gauest thy only sonne being God equall to thy selfe to take our flesh and to taste of our misery for the redemption of vs men O great mercy O multitude of miserations we of our selues are thy desperate enemyes yet as S. Peter said According to thy great mercy thou haste regenerated vs vnto the hope throughe Christe of an inheritance incorruptible In thee therfore O blessed Iesus is conteyned this great mercy by thee we receiue this multitude of miserations It were not so much for a man to abase himselfe to become a toade as it was for thee being God to become man this was great mercy but it was a multitude of miserations to endure our miseryes to suffer tormentes and to vndergoe death for distressed enimies herein saith S. Paul God doth commend his charity vnto vs seeing when we were yet sinners Christ dyed for vs. 4. It is mercy to giue vs food rayment it is more mercy to continue vs life it was yet more to create vs being nothing and it was greater mercy to affoarde vs the vse of all his creatures both in necessity for which we owe him thankes and in delighte which requireth prayse Before we were we merited nothing but if now God still shew mercy after we haue shewed our selues vnthankfull to such a Lord is not this great mercy to giue his soone to redeeme a rebellious seruant nay to redeeme his enemye out of bondage is it not a multitude of miserations To see water run downe the hill it is no marueill nor being powred on euen playne grounde to see it run on euery side euery way but it were a wonder to see a riuer run vp a monteyn So to giue rewarde vnto deserte it is our Lordes naturall iustice to bestowe benefites on them who haue neither done good nor hurte it is his euerflowing goodnes but to doo so well vnto vs who haue demerited so ill against him what can I call it but his miraculous great mercy nay that is not enoughe it hath in it an infinite multitude of miserations It was admirable humility for God to become man it was patience without a paterne being man to suffer so much of men for men but to performe all this for men who worse then beastes were become his reuolted enemyes this was great mercie in this was multitude of miserations 5. It is mercie to forgiue our offences they are miserations to releiue our necessityes both great and with multitudes in all kind of continued and discreet quantityes vnmeasurable mercyes because so great and innumerable miserations because so many And not alone seuerally a magnitude of great mercie and a multitude of many miserations but allso intermi●te great multitudes of many mercyes and many magnitudes of great miserations
let me hunger after iustice yet more for my last howre now approcheth nearer then when firste I did beleeue and al●so that I may redeeme the time and so recouer strength Amplius laua me Purge me yet more 2. In perticuler this faulte of the fleshe against which Dauid prayeth is pec●liarly called a fyre and filthynes and therfore aboue all other vices it is most proper a●ai●st this to praye for more water Yet more water of contrition against this filthy sinne to washe it more and more water of mortification against this burning sinne to quenche it more Yet more o lorde enable vs in our bodyes to extinguish these coales and yet more in our hartes to purifie this filthe for if w● doo but thinke of it with delighte we begin to burne and if we doo consent to such a thoughte yet it is so filthy that we are ashamed to publish or to speake it vnlese we be past shame Achilles being washed ouer all his body excepte only the plantes of his feete could not be wounded whersoeuer he had bene washed and yet at laste he kneeling a poisoned arrowe was shotte into his foote and so killed So not only the principall partes of our body but amplius laua me yet more lord washe euen the soales of our feete as well as our heade our handes our eyes our eares all our senses and all our facultyes of soule and body for if we leaue any parte vnwashed there the diuell will watche to haue vs wounded Especially let vs beware of this poisoned arrowe of luste which is purposely called vncleannes because there is no filthynes of sinne like the lothesomnes of luste which cleanes to such a carnall soule as the poxe to the bones and he that hath bene once so filthy will hardly cease to be still more filthy Wherfore on the contrary if we become once cleane Amplius laua me let vs be yet more cleane and as the swanne after those actions will not eate till he get into the water to bathe him nor the lyonesse returne to her companion vntill she be all washed after copulation with the parde so much more haste and care shoulde we haue to b● cleansed from this filthy vice and not be content with a l●ttle wa●er but euer labou● and praye to be washed yet mor● MEDITATION III. Quoniam iniquitatem meam ego cognosco peccatum meum contra me est semper Tibi soli peccaui malum coram te feci vt iustificeris in sermonibus tuis vincas cum iudicaris For I knowe mine owne iniquity my sinne is alwayes against me Vnto thee alone I haue sinned haue committed euill before thee that thou maist be iustifyed in thy wordes and maist ouercome when thou arte iudged HOW WE MVST MARKE ABHORRE and beware sinne as a trecherous and a dangerous enemye Sect. 1. 1. IF the black More looke vpon himselfe he cannot chuse but say that he is blacke and if we looke vpon our owne soules will not our cōscience conuince vs that we are lothesome vnles as the Mores doo painte their Angells foule and blacke like themselues the diuells fayre and white like christians so we will peruerte the true opinion of vertue calling it vice and falsely esteeme foule vice to be fayre vertue Or if we doo confesse sinne to be sinne yet it is not enoughe to acknowledge our sinne to be foule and filthy but allso we must marke how he standes against vs like an enemy as Dauid here saith he knowes him and obserues that he alwayes standes against him 2. Ego cognosco I knowe my sinne And sinne is knowne by sundry otkens 1. as a whore eyther by an impudent face or by her wanton eyes or by fylching and couetous handes or by affected flattring speeche for some one or other of these markes Solomon hath set downe wherby to knowe a bad woman And such is all sinne which entreth eyther with flattring promises of pleasure profite or honor or else with a bolde forhead passeth all shame or neglecting all thinges else doth cheifly seeke delightes or despising other men doth most aduance his owne propertyes and doth neuer fayle to robbe or begge from thy soule some jewell or other ornament of grace yea to steale thy soule it selfe from God and all goodnee 2. Or sinne is knowne like a monstar which maruells not at it selfe whiles all others stand wondring at his deformity 3. or it is knowne like a twoo hande sworde by his sharpe edges long blade for all mortall sinne doth euer separate by Gods excommunication which kills a farre of with a long reache and deuides a sunder entire bodyes and cuttes off whole lymnes at one bloue 4. And laste of all if sinne be not discouered by any of these yet fley from him as from the face of a serpent whose stinge hath once put vs to a long time of great payne and if a man were freed from such payne danger were it not good to take marke care how to knowe his like least agayne we should suffer the like and therfore it were conuenient to set vp his perfecte figure in the place of our vsuall abode ouer against our eye for an remembrance of our passed tormentes for a warming of our future perill 3. Thus O my soule let vs alwayes place the remembrance of sinne before vs or against vs In the day let vs thinke of him dreame of him in the nighte as alwayes against vs that so me may knowe him to beware of him euer to kepe him from vs. Thus if we knowe sinne our lorde will not knowe him and if we set him against vs to mooue our selues to voluntary penance our lorde will spare vs from greater vengeance for as vnto a Physitian if we would be cured we offer him his hyre so vnto God saith S. Augustin we must offer him sacrifice of some satisfaction if by our Lord Iesus we will obteyne full remission we call vpon God but consider saith S. Augustin that we call vpon one who is juste who hates all sinne call vpon his mercy but not to neglecte his justice His mercy pardons an offendor eternally but his justice will temporally punish the offence and therfore as we beseech him to remitte the guilte because we knowe acknowledge it so because we doo voluntarily set some temporall punishment against vs therfore o lord doo not thou allso punish vs temporally 4. And if we doo thus we shall haue his justice satisfyed double mercy obteyned one mercy changeth eternall payne into temporall and againe temporall punishment of many yeares paraduenture much smarte is changed by his second mercy into some shorte easy penance justly imposed or voluntarity assumed or into some deuout Iubiley or other religious indulgence which are all grounded on the merites of our Sauiour but that these may be applyed we proforme our diligence to knowe our iniquity in the contrition of
of is aucthority Especially when we go about any parte of his religious seruice let vs seriously suppose we come more particulerly into his presence then let vs consider him present as one of greatest maiesty and then let vs consider him present as one of the Best goodnes on the other side then let vs acknowledge our selues before him as exceeding vnworthy creatures and allso then let vs acknowledge our selues before him as maruelous wicked and malicious enemyes that so we may reuerenc● and feare his majesty as Greatest and with hope and loue praye vnto his Goodnes as Best especially humbling and confounding our selues before him as wonderfull lewde enemyes and vnworthy base creatures 4. Yet herein let vs take comforte o my soule as well as feare for as he is the Greatest to be feared so he is the Best to be loued And as he seeth all so he seeth not as man seeth his giftes of nature are admirable but any one gifte of his grace as S. Thomas saith is of more value then all his giftes of nature in the whole worlde therfore we will doo reuerence before thy majesty and before thy Goodnes we will sing prayses o lordè thou seest not as man seeth neither imperfectly to be deceiued taking good for euill nor partially to be corrupted by fauor or affection thine eye is not cruell in malice but mercifull euen in justice if we seeke to hide our faultes thou seest and doost punish if we humble our selues as Dauid here before thee then thou beholdest vs with pity 5. If we sinne before men many wil say why doth not fire come downe from heauen to chastize such wickednes But as Calicratidas hauing a prisoner whom his enemyes hated and a great summe of mony desidered to be deliuered vnto them to the end they mighte torment and kill him as they desidered thoughe Calicratidas wanted mony to pay his army yet he would not sell his captiue to their malice wherupon saith Cleander who was a Capteyn of his counsell surely if I were Calicratidas I woulde sell this prisoner for this mony the other wittily replyed In sooth so woulde I if I were Cleand insinuating the difference betweene a base couetous minde and a noble generous spirite In the same maner because our lorde is not of ignoble disposition like Cleander but much mor● heroycall then Calicratidas therfore with a munificent kingly minde he suffers our faultes rewardes vs with benefites when men would haue deliuered vs to the diuell he granteth pardon to much euill committed before him where men woulde take sharp vengeance for one worde of reproche thoughe spoken behinde their backes And in this sense Iob pleadeth vnto his pitifull eye saying Are thine eyes of fleth or d●ost thou see as a man seeth that thou shouldest seeke my iniquity and searche out my sinne so let vs say o lord we hope well to finde fauour in thy face for thine eyes are not vnmercifull nor doo they exaggerate our faultes as men being offended rather thoughe it doo aggrauate my sinne to haue bene committed before thee yet this doth cōforte my soule because I doo knowe thee a most heroycall lorde and a gracious God full of pity not like malicious men reuengefull in cruelty OF DIVERSE WAYES BY WHICH OVR lorde is justifyed and may be said to ouercome when he is judged Sect. 6. 1. VT iustificeris in sermonibus tuis vincas cum iudicaris That thou maist be iustfyed in thy wordes maist ouercome when thou arte iudged They that desire any benefite of kinges vse to alledge their passed merites or future ability in his seruice but of thee O God I aske mercy without merite only for mercy sake I suffer misery I abhorre my iniquity I see confesse my sinnes therfore haue mercy I haue principally-offended thee and thou hast promised pardon and passed thy worde to forgiue euery penitent therfore haue mercy that so thou maict be iustifyed in thy wordes and if any woulde doubte of the truthe of these promises that allso thou mayst ouercome such when thou arte iudged in their mistrustfull discourses 2. If directly thou shalte auouch that I all men are sinners absolutely thou shalte ouercome in this plea all mē who dare trauerse their enditemēt shal be found lyers thou shalte be iustifyed Or thus my sinne may be an occasion of thy greater bounty and iustification not causally but consequently thy iustification reckoned for an effecte not my sinne accompted for a cause so here is placed this coniunction vt that which is allso vsed by our Sauiour in the same sense saying sitt downe in the laste place that he coming who inuited thee may say freind sitte vp higher where he meaneth not to teach fayned humility to sit lowest to the end to be aduāced for such counterfet humility were indeede worse then ordinary pride but our Sauior foretelleth that so it will folowe succede that if we be sincerely humble we shall certeinly be exalted not to be so intended by vs but it will be so órdeyned of God And so S. Paul alledgeth these wordes concluding that our wickednes doth more manifest commend the iustice of God And so we may say I haue sinned o lorde before thee vnto thee and by how much more my sinnes are greater by so much the more thou haste occasion to magnifie thy mercy in my pardon to testifye to all the worlde the truthe of thy promises and against any mistrustfull or murmuring censurer to prooue thy selfe an vndoubted a gracious Iudge 3. O lorde thou haste sworne vnto thy seruante Dauid that of the fruite of his loynes thou wouldest set the Messias on his throne althoughe I haue sinned greiuously because I haue hartily repented yet let it appeare that thou hast forgiuen my sinnes and wilte still accomplishe thy former promises that so in respecte of doubtefull weakelinges thou maist be iustifyed in the assurance of thy worde and maist ouercome all misdeeming enemyes in their enuious imaginations who otherwise will iudge me as a reprobate or blaspheme thee as a promise breaker 4. Or else we may construe it thus o lorde thou haste threatned temporall publique punishment against me some paraduenture knowing me to be great in thy fauor yet ignorante of my great sinnes if they should see me so afflicted not knowe howe I haue offended it may be they woulde wonder or murmure or take some other scandall wherfore be it knowne to all the worlde that I haue sinned and hauing demerited all those punishments which shall come vpon me let it appeare that I am faulty and thou arte iuste both iustifyed in thy wordes accomplishing what thou haste threatned and allso maist ouercome in proofe that thou haste threatned punished me duely if any shoulde judge or censure thee rashly Thus o my soule let vs humble our selues for our sinnes and giue glory to God in his iustice thus said
we may be free from all these neither partaking in passion nor for opinion consulting with flesh and bloudde but hauing power giuen to be made sonnes so be borne of God let vs proceede with Dauid earnestly to repeate the name which we loue and to shew the strong desire of our petition by a zealous and vehement repetition Deus Deus salutis meae O God O God of my saluation SOME SHORTE PETITIONS DIRECTED vnto the name Goodnes of God Sect. 2. 1. O God O God of my saluation Some interprete this worde God in greeke to signifye one who beholdeth or one who runneth He seeth our saluation in his foreknowledge and in his exceding loue he runneth spedily to performe all our redemption O God looke vpon vs O God runne vnto vs. Beholde vs for our saluation and hasten vnto vs in our redemption See vs allso in thy foreknowledge of our redemption o God O God come running vnto vs in thy loue of our saluation Furthermore because we hau● neede to be saued and sanctifyed in the knowledge of our vnderstanding and in the affections of our will therfore allso bring vs saluation of vnderstanding to see thee and knowe thee O God· O God hasten vs by willing affection to runne vnto the and to loue thy saluation as in another p●alme it is said Thou arte my illumination and my saluation viz vnto my will saluation and illumination to my vnderstanding Therfore o God so looke vpon me that I may allso see thee being rightly illuminated O God so runne vnto me that I may come vnto thee being deuoutly affected 2. O God the Author o God mediator of my saluation O infinite Deity O mercifull humanity of my Redeemer O Iesus who arte God! O Christe who arte man O Emmanuel who arte God with vs men O sōne of man because thou tookest māhood of a blessed pure Virgin O sonne of God! because thou arte God of God and the eternall substance of the eternall Father O God which arte man O man who arte God! Thou hast auowed of thy selfe I am the saluation of the people working our saluation by suffring as man and accomplishing our saluation by ouercoming as God o deliuer vs from blouddes by the bloud of thy saluation It is a worke of great power to deliuer me from my sinfull corruption of blouddes O God O God it is a fauour of much mercy to shed thine owne bloud for my saluation O God deliuer me from those blouddes for only the power of God can worke it O God grante me saluation in thy bloud for only the mercy of God will accomplish it deliuer and cleanse me from my abhominable corruption of humane bloud by the inestimable preciousnes of diuine bloud this I doo accompte desire as a mysterye of God and a mercy of God for my admirable saluation Deliuer me from blouddes O God O God of my saluation WE DOO REIOYCE OVR LORDES iustice by trusting in his promises or by acknowledging of his mercy which forgiueth the offendour and yet fullfilleth iustice Sect. 3. 1. ANd my tongue shall rejoyce thy iustice O lorde thou wilte open my lippes and my mouthe shall declare thy prayse Saint Gregory saith that the iustice of God is faith in his true religion and we doo reioyce his iustice when we resiste or forsake heresy for Gods cause neither coueting the aduancements or aboundances of this worlde nor fearing his disgustes or pouerity for it is better to liue depending vpon the worde and promises of God in a patient firme hope then to relye vpon the best vncerteintyes of all this worlde in any present possession For without true catholique faith it is impossible to please God and by this faith a iuste man shall liue First spiritually reioycing more that he is a poore member of the Catholique Churche then if he were a mighty riche Prince in heresye and secondly for his body and for his necessityes praying trusting vnto him whose most fatherly prouidence feedeth the Birdes of the ayre and clotheth the lillyes of the feilde and with whom if there be prouision for sparrowes there is more for men and as he hath done good to our soules so he will not neglecte our bodyes 2. O my soule for thy life kepe euer this confidence on him and so reioyce on his fatherly iustice for if we aske him bread he will not giue vs a stone But especially let vs reioyce in his iustice for hauing deliuered vs from the lothsome blouddes of our sinne and broughte vs to the knowledge of his truthe into the estate of iustice of iustification by his grace Allso with men it semes iustice to reuenge an iniury and to free a malefactor is accounted iniustice neither will the rigor of mans sentence be satifyed thoughe an hundred others woulde giue their liues for one offendor cōdemned but the party who is guilty must be executed therfore o lord we will rei●yce in thy iustice which is appeased by the death of thy only sonne to make him a Sauiour of life for millions of slaues this thy iustice doth both free and aduance heynous offendors this thy iustice doth release any iniury and pardon any penitent malefactor Thy mercy hath propounded promised all this and this thy iustice doth performe ALL THE WORDES OF OVR MOVTH should proceede from God and agayne be referred vnto God Sect. 4. 1. O Lord thou wilte open my lippes and my mouthe shall● declare thy prayse Excepte thou O Lorde doo open my lippes excepte thou doo giue me this grace neither can my tongue reioyce nor my mouthe declare thy prayse It is not you which speake said our Sauiour but the spirite of ●y father which is in you therfore with Dauid I will harken what our Lorde speaketh within me andso by his assistance in mine owne comforte for his honor I will exercise all the instrumentes of my voyce my tongue my lippes and my mouthe My tongue shall frame wordes my lippes shall grace their soundes and my mouthe shall pronounce their full sense to reioyce in his iustice to declare his prayse 2. The wise man said It is thou o lord who doost shut vp the mouthes of the proud and makest the tongues of infantes to become eloquent If we open our mouthes of our selues we eyther speake vainly or falsely and sometime we ioyne thē both together speaking falsely to obteyne vainglory wheras if thou O God diddest open our lippes If we did directe our speeche to thy honor we shoulde euer haue truthe in our tongue and thy prayse in our harte It is conuenient alwayes to remēber that saying Quis Cui Quid Quare tu dicas fac saepe requiras Who to whom what wherfore thou arte about to speake firste doo thou examine thy selfe If I be to teach O Lord open my lippes that it may be to profite soules not to set out my selfe not insisting in persuasible wordes of humane wisedome
a person whose life doth much importe the publique good of the common wealthe or of diuerse others beside himselfe But in no case may we aduenture the death of our soule rather saith our Sauiour if it coste vs our hande or our foote or the very eyes of our head we must sooner pull them out or cutte them of then loose our soule to saue them all or to gayne all the worlde So let vs say and performe it with Dauid If a million of sacrifices or millions of millions were requisite O God if they were in our power we would yeild them all most willingly not alone for some recompence of our sinnes but allso to testifye our willing loue and our bounden obedience vnto so gracious a lorde vnto whom we doo owe our selues our soules our bodyes and that we haue or can haue so that if occasion be we may say with S. Peter and the Apostles Ecce nos reliquimus omnia Beholde we haue forsaken all to yeild our selues vnto thy good pleasure for allbeit we haue no kingdomes no lordships no landes nor other great riches or dignityes to forsake no more then had those poore Fishermen yet as they did if we willingly parte from all we haue in present possession or in future possibility and no lesse from the loue affection desire of this worlde then from the honors wealthe and pleasures themselues in this case we may wel say reliquimus omnia we haue lefte all thoughe we enjoyed neuer so little for herein to subdue our will and to yeild our Desire is as much as to giue him all the worlde if it were ours to giue and he that so resignes his Desire and his will vnto all doubtles he resignes All and so much more then All. 5. Thus therfore let vs offer him All with Dauid that whensoeuer it shall please him to take all we haue or any parte we doo gladly giue him All euery parte and in this kinde althoughe we doo not in facte render vnto God a thousand sacrifices not whole barnte offeringes because we vnderstand that he doth not absolutely exacte them yet should we alwayes be such poore men in spirite that in our hartes we be prepared to yeild him all we haue whensoeuer we perceiue that he doth necessarily require them And so let vs say Quoniam si voluisses sacrificium dedissem vtique Holocaustis non delectaberis O lorde I giue thee no whole burnt offeringes because I doo suppose thou doost not require them But if it were thy will to exacte a million of sacrifices Dedissem vtique verily I am ready to obey thy will and if it were in my power I woulde willingly giue thee all the worlde WE HAVE NEEDE TO BE PENITENT and how acceptable vnto our Sauiour is any soule contrite for sinne Sect. 4. 1. ALL this is moste due vnto our lord who neuertheles is so gracious that An afflicted spirite is a sacrifice vnto God A contrite har●e humbled O God thou wilte not despise For my sinnes I will afflicte my minde my spirite with dolor and sorowe and I will humble my harte my senses my body with mortifications labor These sacrifices O God I knowe thou wilte neuer refuse For thou hast said that it is alwayes an heathfull sacrifice To attend vnto thy commandements and to departe from iniquity And that thou wilte soonest regarde the poore contrite in spirite such as feare thy wordes 2. And these sacrifices are most acceptable because in euery outward sacrifice there being 3. things 1. deuotion 2. oblation 3. signification somtime the last is impertinent or expired the second somtime is not necessary nor required but the firste is euer requisite gratefull profitable of which kinde are an afflicted spirite a contrite harte The spirite vnderstanding is afflicted by knowledge consideration of our sinnes of their enormityes our will our harte is humbled greiued by acknowledgement of our base guiltynes and with a detestation of our lothsome faultes 3. O my soule if we consider the seuere iustice of allmighty God who for sinne threwe downe Lucifer and those arrogant Angells out of heauen expelled disobediēt Adam his posterity out of Paradise drowned all the worlde except eight persons and except his seruante Lot some with him burned all the fiue cityes of Sodome so often punished Pharaoh all the Egiptians with such strange terrible plagues caused the earthe to open to swallowe Corah Dathan Abiram quicke into hell euer since in all ages places hath sundry times manifested his dreadfull iudgements against careles sinners O how oughte we to feare to afflicte our spirite that we afflicting our selues he may spare vs that beginning by peircing feare as by a sharpe needle to drawe into vs the thred of loue we may come to be sowed vnited vnto him in attonement reconciliation Thus O lorde we praye with Dauid in another psalme Confige timore tuo carnes meas O wound peirce my flesh with thy feare it will be like the ●urgeons wounde which letteth out corrupted bloud or putrefyed matter There shalle dolores parturientis the sorowes of a woman in child-birthe that as our sinnes were conceiued in voluptuous pleasure so we cannot be deliuered of them without afflicting payne 4. Nay we are happy that sinne by nature bringing vs sorowe we may if we will so vse this sorowe that it shall extinguish sinne as the wood breedes a worme the yron a rust the garment a mothe which consume the substances wherof they were engendred Nay much more happy that so easy so small a meanes as an humbled a contrite harte may change the iustice of God into mercy According to that vision shewed to a holy woman wherin she sawe our Sauiour as it were sitting on a throne with great maiesty attended on by all the Angells Sayntes holy hoste of heauen yet very often to ryse of from his seate to go to euery pitifull voyce which called vpon him she asked what voyces those were and why he himselfe so often mooued from his throne did not rather send vnto them some one or more of his heauenly attendantes which mighte well seeme more then sufficient He answered that those voyces were the sorowfull sighes of any sinners contrite harte who if they could not so much as name Iesus yet if they did in true humility sighe and with an afflicted spirite syncerily greiue for their sinnes he did so much loue rather to shew mercy then to obserue maiesty and did so much delighte in the contrite conuersion of any sinner that he did most willingly rise vp himselfe and withall in ioye to mooue the whole courte of heauen to giue comforte wellcome to euery such soule 5. Wherfore let vs be of good comforte o penitent soules for thoughe we be destitute of all worldly wealthe hauing nothing to giue
but rather doo begge for almes althoughe we be so weake so sicke in bodily healthe that we can neither faste nor vse any corporall mortification no nor be able to speake or name Iesus yet if we doo but sighe for his mercy for his loue aboue all thinges else and if for that respecte aboue all we doo but wish for pardon of our sinnes detesting them with an afflicted spirite because we haue offended so gracious a lorde and with a contrite har●e for the fowlenes of our faultes if we doo but conceiue an humble thoughte with a hopefull desire acknowledging our owne vnworthynes crauing his forgiueness certeinly such a sacrifice of such a spirite O God thou wilte neuer refuse it A DESCRIPTION OF CONTRITION AND Attrition and their seuerall propertyes Sect. 5. 1. COntrition is a parte of penance hauing a willing sorowe of minde for our sinnes committed which now we doo detest more then all other hatefull thinges because it is an offense against God whom nowe we doo loue aboue all the worlde and hauing an hope of pardon throughe Christe we doo fully purpose for euer to absteyne from sinnes and to confesse and to satisfye so farre forthe as we are bounde or shall be able This is the description of perfecte Contrition formed with complete charity But Attrition which is imperfecte and somewhat vnformed Is a sorowe of minde detesting sinne committed though not alone and aboue all for the loue of God and hath a purpose with hope of pardon euer to absteyne as least from mortall sinne and to confesse and to satisfye as shal be requisite This Attrition of it selfe alone is not sufficient to obteyne pardon vntill there be added and adioined some sacrament vnto it by which it obteyneth effectuall remission 2. And vnderstande 1. that there is a sorowe which is a greife only because of punishment or for shame without any respecte of God 2. in parte for these and in parte because God is offended yet so that he woulde not sorowe if he had no feare of shame or punishment 3 both for these and because God is offended and so that he woulde sorowe for hauing offended God thoughe those other were not But neuertheles he doth not detest sinne more then any hatefull thinge nor loue God aboue all in this worlde 4 Is without these a perfect contrition grounded vpon a sorowe detesting sinne more then any other hatefull thinge because we loue God perfectly aboue all the worlde The firste is of naturall sense the second is of a seruile minde the thirde is attrition of an imperfect filiall feare the fourthe is perfecte complete contrition 3. Any sorowe may be profitable and is good when it doth include at least virtually some respect of greife because God is offended And thoughe our sorowe or feare at firste be but naturall or seruile yet may it proceede to be initiall making imperfectly an entrance and at laste come to be filiall in perfection Out of these some differences are collected about Contrition Attrition As firste that some Contrition doth fully pardon all sinne both all the guilte all the punishment thoughe the partye shoulde dye before he coulde come to Confession or any other sacrament if he did desire them and vse his true diligence to obteyne them wheras other Contrition in the like case doth remitte all the guilte payne eternall but not all temporall punishment But the best Attrition is not sufficient without some sacrament adioined to absolue vs from the guilte of sinne 4. Allso there is a grosser attrition which proceedeth more from the feare of shame or punishment then because God is offended wheras the best Attrition is more for the offence of God then for any punishment or shame Allso there is a difference betwixte remisse Contrition the best Attrition because any contrition detesteth sinne aboue any thing detestable being founded vpon the loue of God aboue all wheras euen the best attrition thoughe it principally loue God hate sinne for it selfe yet no● aboue all But the absolute loue of perfecte contrition differeth allso from remisse contrition not for that it is sorow only because allmighty God is offended without any respecte vnto shame or punishment but because the one doth exceed the other in intention AN AMPLE DECLARATION PLIANLY SETting forthe the former description of Contrition Sect. 6. 1. NExt let vs consider all the partes of the forme description as they stande in order Firste contrition is a parte of penance against the Lutherans who make Terrors caused by the lawe and faith fastened on the gospell to be the two partes of repentance And against Caluin who rejecting the Lutherans faith● doth no lesse improperly make the death of the olde man and the life of the new man to be the only partes of penance But these poyntes of feare faith mortification and regeneration are only either preparations and dispositions leading vnto repentance as be feare faithe or they are necessary effectes folowing repentance as are mortification regeneration And so all the Textes of scripture requiring these poyntes doo only prooue that they are requisite and doo concurre with repentance according as the Councell of Trent declareth denying neuertheles that they are not properly materiall partes of penance which in truthe are contrition confession and satisfaction 2. Hauing a willing sorowe of the minde Not naturall only or compelled but principally a willing sorowe and that of the minde rather then of the body and in the minde rather in the intellectuall parte of the will then in the sensitiue parte not excluding the sensible sorowe of the will or of the body which being added doo giue it conueniency but only for necessity requiring an estimatiue or appreciatiue inwarde sorowe more then any outward intensiue vehement greife For there may appeare or a man may feele in himselfe a more vehement and intensiue sorowe for the losse of his Father his sonne his wife his freind or his estate then he can peraduenture finde in himselfe for all his sinnes yet it is sufficient that in the election of his will he doo sorowe for sinne as much as he can and doo esteme and prise the horror of his offences at a higher rate in generall then all the disasters and discontentes of this worlde so that if it were nowe in his choyse he would rather endure any torment and death or loose all the worlde then deliberately to committe a mortall sinne If he haue this estimatiue or appreciatiue sorowe in the reasonable parte of his will althoughe it breake not out into the sensible parte I say it is sufficient nay in some men many tinnes I may say that such an hidden close greife is euen intensiuely more vehement and greater then outward sensible sorowe Yet neuertheles if we can come to sorowe of sense in teares sobbes c. it is very profitable and conuenient althoughe not absolutely necessary 3. This sorowe must be
may stand stately and proudly for a time like the walls of Babel yet in all the worlde it was neuer sene that where religion was debased but in few Ages their commanding policy was confounded 3. Wherfore let vs praye continually for the sincerity of Sion the prosperity of Ierusalem O lorde repayre the walls vnto the one and vnto the other shew the kindnes of thy good will Arise O God and haue mercy vpon Sion because it now seemes time to haue mercy vpon her and because her highe time is now come if great neede can shew when it is her highe time for now new fangled people broken o● from thy churche are broken into thine inheritance thy haue polluted thy holy Temples profaned thy churches thy Altars they haue caste downe and they haue caste out thy holy sacrifices they haue turned thy houses of orderly religion into habitations of moste disordinate pleasures or else haue layd them desolate in barbarous ruynes posuerunt Ierusalem in pomorum custodia●t hey haue made Ierusalē which was well inhabited eyther like a poore Cottage of an orcharde where dwelles some churlish warrener or it is quite suffered to decaye since all the fruite was gathered They haue placed the dead bodyes of thy seruantes to be meate for the soules of the ayre and in some places they haue lefte the flesh of thy sayntes vnburyed to become a preye for the beastes of the earthe they haue shed the bloud of many like water in the circuite of Ierusalem and there were none permitted to bury them with sacred ceremonyes We are made a reproche vnto our neighbors a laughing stocke and a scoffe vnto them who are round about vs. How long O lord wilte thou be angry vnto the end shall thy zeale be kindled like fire O powre out thy wrathe vpon the nations which haue not known thee and vpon the kingdomes which haue not called vpon thy name For they haue eaten vp Iacob his place they haue layde desolate O remember not our olde iniquityes but let thy mercyes soone preuent vs for we are made exceding poore O God our saluation helpe vs deliuer vs O lord for the glory of thy name and be mercifull vnto our sinnes for thine owne name Least they say among the nations where is theyr God rather make knowne vnto the nations before our eyes the vengeance of the bloud of thy seruantes which hath bene shed and let the sighes of them who are in fetters enter into thy sighte and according to the greatnes of thine arme possesse and preserue the children corporall or spirituall of them who now are martyred or oppressed whether they be children of nature or of grace of succession or of conuersion 4. Deale kindly O lorde in thy good will towardes Sion Benignè sac or bonam fac make Sion to become good or thoughe it be faulty yet shew it thy fauour in thy good will Allso for the Benignity of our Sauiours incarnation as Saint Paul calleth it or according to the gracious prouidence of thy good will and pleasure both decreeing our remedy and fullfilling thy fauour Or as vnto God the Father is attributed the minde vnto the Sonne reason and will vnto the holy Ghoste so let vs particularly praye for this good will of his holy spirite therein to sanctify Sion and withall for our selues as passengers in a shippe to directe it euer by his good will as the helme 5. That the walls of Ierusalem may be builte not alone that the Temporall state may be free from domesticall suspicions forreyn feares florishing in strenghte of vnity at home amity abroade by which it shall be compassed defended as with firme walls But especially that in the quietnes of christendome free from persecution we may haue many good religious men renued and repayred to be sayntes deare seruantes of God for these are the cheife defence the best Armyes the horsemen the footemen the Artillerye the munition the shippes the walls of any kingdome And of these the scripture saith all thy walls are precious stones and all other good Catholique Christians are well squared liuing stones builte vpon our L. Iesus as the ch●ife principall foundation beside whom no man can lay any other firste foundation and then secondly nexte after him S. Paul telleth vs we are builte vpon the foundation of the Apostles and prophets And among them cheifly vpon S. Peter his successors vnto whom our Sauiour promised that vpon this rocke he woulde builde his churche 6. O gracious Sauiour thou haste hitherto continued this promise and we doubte not but thou wilte performe it vnto the end of the worlde so that the gates of hell neither by Diuells Tyrantes Heretiques nor Antichrists shall preuayle against it But in particuler we moste humbly earnestly sorowfully entreate thee not only to continue blesse Sion where it is now well seated but allso to builde and repayre the walls of Ierusalem wheresoeuer they haue bene defaced O sweete Iesu repayre our ruynes restore our breaches make vs all liuing stones of thy Temple and vouchsafe once agayne amongest vs to renue the walls of Ierusalem Let vs be so composed combyned in vnity of Catholique religion and in charity of true Christian loue so compacted that we may seeme like one of those Towres in the walls of Ierusalem which Iosephus saith was so artificially contriued that it appeared all but one stone Thy charity is the best bitume morter or cement or playster of Paris or spanish yesso wherwith to combyne vs bind vs together O let this charity be so diffused spread abroad in all our hartes that we may be all of one harte of one minde of one faith and of one flocke vnder one shepheard one God 7. Sion signifyes a watchtowre and Ierusalem a city of peace In his towre thy preistes prelates are watchemen and all thy constante Catholiques are inhabitantes of Ierusalem O how beautifull is this towre when it standes in vnity but when it crackes or breakes by diuision o how ruynous dangerous And as for the other Commons Citizens of Ierusalem how can they remayne vndestroyed by Titus Vespasian their cōmon enemyes whiles they foster broyles or breede factions within their owne bowelles Wherfore O deare Sauiour O God of peace settle our towres of Sion in concorde of watchemen and vnto thy Citizens of Ierusalem send thy peace thy externall peace from outward persecution thy internall peace from inwarde diuision and thy eternall peace in euerlasting consolation By this shall the walls of Ierusalem be rebuilte if we seeke kepe peace and by this shall we be knowne to be thy disciples if in that peace which thou diddest bequeath vs we doo loue one another O mercifull Iesu take not away thy peace because of our disagreementes but rather take away our disagreements and restore vs thy peace we deserue indeede more anger yet according to thy
benign●iy deale kindly with Sion and builde agayne the walls of Ierusalem that once agayne thou maist accept the sacrifice of iustice oblations burnte offeringes and calues vpon thine Altars A CONTINVED SVPPLICATION FOR the good will mercy of our Lord vnto all estates of his churche and against seuerall vices Sect. 2. 1. AND allso in these wordes the Catholique Churche is described by three names of Sion Ierusalem and his Altar which may signifye the 3. sortes of people in his churche 1. religious persons 2. secular preistes 3. lay people which are designed allso by Noah Daniel Iob. The firste are of spirituall contemplation dwelling aboue in solitary Mounte Sion The thirde laste are in temporall actiōs inhabitants beneath in Ierusalem as in a city full of turmoyle earthly trafique The second and middlemost being preistes doo frequent the Altars of the Temple which was seated betwene Sion aboue the said citye belowe as men of a mixte life partly spirituall partly temporall and therfore be called secular preistes vidz preistes for their exercise and ministration of deuine mysteryes and secular because of their particuler possessions and their often conuersation in the assayres and with the men of this worlde 2. O Iesu deale kindly with Sion replenishing thy monasteryes with multitudes of sayntes worthy to abide in such a holy hill Builde the walls of Ierusalem so that all lay men the citizens of this worlde may be combined dwell together in charity may be limited kepte within the boundes of equity and may be defended safe against all their enemyes And finally grante we beseech the that all thy preistes may offer vnto the with due deuotion the sacrifice of iustice and with decent reuerence present thy oblations vpon thine Altars neither slubbering thy sacrifice nor poasting thy seruice 3. Furtherfore Sion is interpreted speculation and Ierusalem a vision of peace o deale kindly with vs by thy mercy that in this life we may haue some speculation of certein hope thoughe but as in a glasse and that in the nexte life we may possesse the perfect vision of blessed peace Then shalte thou receiue our sacrifices of iustice our due debte of prayses our willing oblations of thankfullnes our whole burnte offeringes and our calues shall be layde consumed vpon thine Altar our concupiscences our sorowes shall then be quite consumed as whole burnte offringes by the heauenly fire of thy diuine feruor Then shall we neede no more contrition or penance which now we must practise in this life for there all teares shal be wiped from our eyes and our heauy mourning as penitent Trutles shall then be changed into the liuely ioyfullnes of innocent Calues 4. And therfore allso we doo so earnestly intreate that thou wouldest builde the walls of Ierusalem because out of the vnity of the churche compassed with those walls of the communion of sayntes we are sure that no sacrifice will be acceptable vnto thee wherfore that these walls may be builded deale kindly with Sion in thy go●d will For as the prophet saith thou arte a clement God mercifull patient of much miseration and pitifull to our wickednes In creating vs clement mercifull in redeeming vs patient in expecting our conuersion in comforting vs of much miseration and in forgiuing all out faultes frayletyes full of pity In all these kindnesses of thy good will O doo good deale kindly with Sion that the walls of Ierusalem may be builded that our prelates may be of good example much reuerenced that thy holy sacramentes may be deuoutly receiued administred that in thy militante churche we may haue the strong Bulwarkes of faith hope charity begonne and in thy churche tryumphante the stately towres of perfecte charity sure possession euident knowledge accomplished 5. Salomon that is Peace did builde the walls of Ierusalem but in the time of Ioas which signifyes temporality they were destroyed Ozias which is interpreted Seeing God or Faith did rebuilde what temporality had ruynated but Nabuzoradan that is a prince of cookes or voluptuousnes againe defaced what faith had repayred Nehemias which signifyes consolation restored all once agayne but Antiochus of Syria that is haughtynes or silence of pouerty beate them downe for vayneglory of our good deeds silence without confession of our bad doo exceedingly tread downe all true consolation Lastly Iudas Machabaeus vidz the confession of a warriour acknowledging his owne frailety fighting against pride he did reedifye but Titus which may be construed good or else durte that is fayre seeming hypocrites good in shew durte in deede these laste of all doo lay waste make desolate the hill of Siō the walls of Ierusalem which shall be lastly succoured by Enoch and Elias And as these thinges pas●ed with the materiall walls of Ierusalem so may they serue as hath bene shewed for our morall information THE TIMES THE MANER THE PLACE the persons offering all these sacrifyces oblations c. Sect. 3. 1. THEN wilt thou accepte the sacrifice of iustice c. Then 1. by the vertue of thy passion after the fulnes of time when the lawe of Moyses shal be consummated 2. Then in the florishing prosperity ofthy churche vpon earthe when persecution shal be abated 3. Then in the perfecte happynes of thy churche in heauē when we shall clearely beholde knowe God face to face When in these three sortes the walls of Ierusalem shal be finished then in the firste wilte thou accepte the sacrifice of iustice euen Christe himselfe our Iustice sacrificed for vs vpon the crosse Then in the second thou wilte admitte our mixed oblations like Martha busyed in many thinges and our entire burnte offringes like Mary choosing the better parte And then in the thirde we shall lay our calues vpon thine Altar that is our youthfull wantonnes or wordly cherfullnes shal be abandoned and being sacrificed here vpō thine Altar of penitence shal be there changed firste into the calues of our lippes cherfully moouing to giue thee honour and prayse and afterwarde accomplished in the joyfull vision cleare sighte and perfect knowledge of thy diuine maiesty in which is comprehended our vnspeakable felicity 2. Then allso wilte thou accepte the sacrifice of iustice the passion and merites of our Sauiour and for them all the good workes of his se●uantes whether they be the oblatiōs of feruorous Confessors or the whole burnte offring●● of zealou● martyrs Or whether they be offred by lay people as deuoute 〈◊〉 or 〈◊〉 the whole burnte sacrifices of religious persons Then will all these lay Calues vpon thi●e Altar that is bring many yonge folke vnto thy seruice to be suckled and to be fed in thy catholique faith with the sacraments of thy churche and with many good examples and Rules of piety and morality wherin they shall abide and remayne For whatsoeuer is laid vpon thine Altar there it oughte to remayne
IIII. Ecce enim in iniquitatibus conceptus sum in peccatis concepit me mater mea A Paraphrasticall exposition of the former words Sect. 1. Dauid in the former Verse accuseth not his parents nor is the act of Mariage of it self any sinne Sect. 2. Why our mother is mentioned to be accessary to our originall sinne rather then our father wheras in deed it comes more from Adam then from either Sect. 3. What originall sinne is how it is deriued vnto vs also how it is accompted a guilty fault in children Sect. 4. Originall sinne comes from Adam alone as principall how bad parents haue good children Sect. 5. How originall synne is deriued from Adam by meanes of our parents yet we haue not our soules from them ex traduce Sect. 6. Our Sauiour our Bl. Lady were exēpted from original● synne Sect. 7. The most gratious wonderfull remedyes of our originall sinne Sect. 8. All the guilte of originall synne is quite forgiuen in Baptisme And the first motions of concupiscence are not syn vntill we delight or consent vnto them Sect. 9. The conclusion of the former declarations about originall synne with some short admonitions to mortify his force Sect. 10. MEDITATION V. Ecce enim veritatem dilexisti incerta occulta sapientiae t●ae manifestasti mihi DIuers deuout interpretations of these words And an humble thāksgiuing of the Author for his vndeserued Conuersion Sect. 1. MEDITATION VI. Asperges me Domine hysopo mundabor lauabis me super niuem dealbabor Auditui meo dabis gaudium laetitiam exultabunt ossa humiliata THe vse of Ceremonyes declared by a picture the propertyes of hysope wherunto they may be alluded Sect. 1. Of diuers ceremonies in the Catholique Church made profitable by the sprinkling vertue of our Sauiours pretious bloud which is compared to the water of the Poole of Bethesda Sect. 2. The wonderfull efficacy of our Sauiours bloud And of the signe of the Crosse which was besprinkled therwith Sect. 3. There are sundry degrees of washing cleansing whiting of sinne Sect. 4. It is better to confesse then to excuse to heare then to speake and of sundry kindes of ioy gladnes Sect. 5. The ioyes gladnes of goodmen different from those of synners with a a harty reioyeing of the Author for his conuersion Sect. 6. MEDITATION VII Auerte faciem tuam à peccatis meis omnes iniquitates meas dele Cor mundum crea in me Deus spiritum rectum innoua in visceribus meis Ne proijcias me à facie tua spiritum sanctum tuum ne auferas à me A Generall interpretation of all these words then what is meant by our Lords Face And how our soules are deformed scribled full of synnes to be blotted out Sect. 1. Many significations petitions for creating a cleane hart and renewing a right spirit Sect. 2. To be cast out from the face of God is to be cast into all misery Sect. 3. Among sundry other gifts of the holy Ghost let vs in particuler labour to be thankefull to be constant Sect. 4. MEDITATION VIII Redde mihi laetitiam salutaris tui spiritu principali confirma me Docebo iniquos vias tuas impij ad te conuertentur IEsus is the ioy of our saluation which a sorrowfull soule desyreth to be restored and a confortable soule prayeth to be continued Sect. 4. The Nobility of a Principall spirit perseuering to finish constantly what it hath begon generously Sect. 2. Seuerall distributions of the same spirit into Right Holy and Principall Sect. 3. To teach others it is commendable but it is necessary first to be well informed reformed our selues Sect. 4. What be the wayes or proceedings of our Iustification and what doth teach vs in these wayes Sect. 5. How many other pathes do lead vnto the wayes of Iustification that we are not iustified by Faith only Sect. 6. Of the holy wayes of the sacred feet footesteps of our heauenly Guide Teacher Thus I shall teach thy Wayes vnto the wicked the vngodly wil be couerted vnto thee Sect. 7. Some deuout desyres thankegiuings of the Author vnto Almighty God Sect. 8. MEDITATION IX Libera me de sanguinibus Deus Deus salutis meae exultabit lingua mea iustitiam tuam Domine labia mea aperies os meum annuntiabit laudem tuam FRom all corrupt cruell bloudes let vs all desyre deliuerance Sect. 1. Some short petitions are directed vnto the Name Goodnes of God Sect. 2. We do reioyce our Lords iustice by trusting in his promises or by acknowledging of his mercy which forgiueth the offendour yet fulfilleth Iustice. Sect. 3. All the words of our mouth should proceed from God and againe be referred vnto God Sect. 4. In especiall our prayers our prayses should haue respect vnto God Sect. 5. It behoues all them who talke with God to haue the rootes of their tongue in a clean hart Sect. 6. All creatures do prayse our Lord by declaring his Goodnes of necessity Let vs yield him all honour for loue duty Sect. 7. All our considerations actions should haue some relation vnto the prayse of God Sect. 8. MEDITATION X. Quoniam si voluisses sacrificium didissem vtique holocaustis non delectaberis Sacrificium Deo spiritus contribulatus cor contritum humiliatum Deus non despicies THe diuersity of sacrifices some differencesbetwen the law the ghospell Sect. 1. Some other differences betwene the law the Ghospell Sect. 2. Our Lord doth more regard the hart then the gift and the deuotion more then the sacrifice Sect. 3. We haue need to be penitent how acceptable vnto our Sauiour is any soule contrite for synne Sect. 4. A description of Contrition Attrition their seuerall propertyes Sect. 5. An ample declaration plainly setting forth the former description of Contrition Sect. 6. The excellencies of Contrition how in some sort it may be compared with martyrdome Sect. 7. MEDITATION XI Benigne fac Domine in bona voluntate tua Sion vt aedificentur muri Ierusalem Tunc acceptabis sacrificium Iusti●iae oblationes holocausta tunc imponent super altare tuum vitulos A Serious lamentation for Sion Ierusalem that they may be laid desolate by externall persecution not by internall discord Sect. 1. A continued supplication for the good will mercy of our Lord vnto all estates of his Church against seuerall vices Sect. 2. The times the manner the place the persōs offering all these sacrifices oblations c. Sect. 3. What a sacrifice is and that the holy Masse is our peculiar sacrifice of the new Testament Sect. 4. The notable propitiatory vertues of the sacred Masse which ought to mooue vs to the frequenting applying of the benefitts therof Sect. 5. Some Considerations pertayning to the deuout hearing of Masse ending of our life Sect. 6. ERRATA SIC